#CRYING BLEEDING LOSING

[agustdiv1ne]

Can you like write a drabble with kai and aphrodisiacs...like idk beomgyu js slips one into kai's food or gives chocolate that has aphrodisiacs to you and you both kinda go crazy 🤯

also ur work makes giggle ngl i luv you muah

omg anon...yeah. yeah i can but u r getting thoughts bc i can't form a whole story rn hdhshfh...also THANK YOU omg :( i luv u too MWAHH

boyfriend!kai x fem!reader

warnings: aphrodisiacs, dubcon (bc of said aphrodisiacs), both of them are desperate, unprotected sex (don't do this!!), cockwarming

boyfriend!kai who one day randomly gets a box of chocolate from beomgyu. beomgyu tells him to try them with you, so he brings them over the next time he comes over to your place for a stay-at-home date. both of you try a piece and think nothing of it, rather wanting to eat the gummies that he brought along with them

boyfriend!kai who starts feeling all hot and squrimy thirty minutes into your move marathon, looking over at to find you struggling just as much as him. his eyes move to how tightly your thighs clench together over his lap, how you worry your bottom lip as you try to pay attention to the movie...one little brush of his hand against your skin is enough to make you moan, his lips finding yours soon after as he lays you down on the couch

boyfriend!kai who ends up fucking you into the couch, hips heavy against your ass as his cock slams into you over and over again, cum from both of your previous orgasms dripping down onto the worn leather...fucking like bunnies until you're both halfway delirious, drunk on the pleasure and the sting of pain that arises as you both grow increasingly more sensitive...but neither of you can stop, can you? it feels to good to stop anytime soon

boyfriend!kai who fucks you for hours, stamina higher than ever, until he's finally shooting blanks, whose load spills from your entrance as he collapses on top of you, sweaty body caging you in as the two of you finally black out from the pleasure, his aching cock still buried deep inside of you

boyfriend!kai who still isn't sure what's in those chocolates, but he knows that he likes what happens as a result...they become part of your sex lives, being used whenever the two of you want to spice things up <3

[mazeinthemiroh]

does anybody else just dramatically sob over kim hongjoong? just me? okay.

[ursocutewitglasses]

i just introduced myself and tried to make a friend today ..

wtf

[mainfaggot]

So kmsing (killing myselfing) vibes today 😻😻😻😻😻😻 wish me luck oomfs I've got three (3) large tasks to get through for uni

[intellectually-elite]

Nah gurl......if my man ain't like Yuyeon Na, I don't want him

[sugarcherriess]

DID U SEE THE PICS SUNWOO POSTED IM GOING INSANE WHAT THE FUCK

I saw them and i also saw my man looking like a loser behind him and suddenly that was all i saw*

*im a simp

[vortex-detected]

Just watched TXT perform on Dick Clark's New Year's Rockin Eve and BRO???

I DID NOT expect I Know I Love You, and they did SO GOOD!! They all looked so good. Yeonjun is his little SUIT. AND BLONDE HAIRED SOOBIN??? I'm dead. Deceased. They did so good.

[hoonfever]

hyuna and dawn broke up

siri play fake love by bts

[kozukensgf]

my first smau to get 1000++ notes...... 🥹🥹

CRYINGGG

bf texts with scoups!

genre: smau, fluff

character: choi seungcheol

note: here come the KING of gift giving and act of service! i need him in my life fr.. this is my contribution to the eldest daughters out there, this scoups is for you🫡❤️

[nishizzn]

DID U WATCH THE NEW HOON LIVE??. I ACCIDENTALLG FELL ASLEEP W IT ON AND I HAD A DREAM OF HIM OFMG 😣😣

I FUCKIGN MISSED IT MG. I keep seeing those edits of it I’m crying rn why do I have to be in a completely different time zone aaaaaaaa anyways TELL ME UR DREAM WHATATA????

[lostandbackagain]

im blaming it on my distrust of landy as an author but skulduggery pleasant becoming pretty explicitly a story of regret is a very welcome development

from "regret never won war, valkyrie, and sorry isn't a big enough word for what I'm feeling" and "for your sake I'd change everything," to valkyrie's self-atonement arc she'll probably be working on until the day she dies, china's whole life being built upon actions she wishes she could undo, people who didn't say "I love you" back and now they never can, chasing alternative futures until they become self-fulfilling prophecies because they already want a do-over, alternate dimensions where someone made one single decent choice and changed everything for better or worse--every book is drenched in "I wish it had been different"

[quietwingsinthesky]

in the amelia pond au, amelia’s aunt does still send her to therapy between doctor adventures, but since amelia is now secure in the fact that he’s Definitely Real since both rory and mels have also met him and because she lost a tooth last week from tripping on the stairs of the tardis, she doesn’t bite any therapists this time around. and besides, her therapist is a very funny lady. she reminds amelia of her doctor, with how her voice will flip and jump in volume and accent and tone on a whim, with how she’ll talk to amelia like they’re conspiring together. she keeps the pictures amelia draws of the doctor and their adventures for her, even hangs one or two on the walls. she listens very intently to every detail, which no adults in amelia’s life do save the doctor himself and river song, whenever she’s around. and best of all, whenever she tells amelia’s aunt that amelia is doing just fine, don’t you worry, she’ll grow out of this, she winks at amelia so that amelia will know her therapist is only playing along to wave away her aunt’s suspicion.

it is a little odd, though, that she insists on only being called Missy. but amelia is quite used to odd by now.

[huexuri]

this hits so close 2 home,, i used to struggle w bulimia n i'm in recovery rn and reading this made me feel so heard:) even my recent hyuka fic had mentions of ed js to reference my struggles into the fic so i felt that i could relate to my works and hoped others could aswll. i esp used to be on proana/ed tumblr and twitter communities so it's refreshing to see stuff against that + my other love, txt.

loved this, was super comforting hehe

txt - s/o who struggles with food

a/n: this going to be a very angsty work so please bear with me...i'm feeling very angsty these days. anyways, this hits a little close to home so I understand if you're not able to read this. please be kind to yourself. i'm always here to chat if you ever need anything. please enjoy.

warnings! I will be discussing ed's and food and everything within that realm so please read this at your own digression! (you're not alone. if you're going through something right now, please seek help. it can be hard but you've got this! I believe in you!)

Yeonjun

Yeonjun for sure takes a while to notice anything is ever happening. He just gets so busy with work that he forgets. Sometimes, he struggles to take care of himself for this reason so he can definitely understand the struggle of taking care of yourself enough. When he does find out, he does all he can to help you. He's really caring towards his partner. 

By this point, Yeonjun hadn't seen in person for about 2 months. He was off on tour with the group. Of course, you two had facetime sessions when you two had a moment to spare but it still couldn't have prepared him for what he would face when he got home. The moment he arrived at the airport back home, he immediately asked to go back to your shared apartment. When he arrived, you met him at the door but the way you looked was very different. You appear thinner and it was quite obvious. Yeonjun tried not to make his reaction obvious but he couldn't help the way his eyes went wide when he laid eyes on you. You frown at him and after some talking, you spill about how you were so angry at yourself for the way you looked that you just kinda stopped eating right. Yeonjun makes it his mission to help you feel better and he helps you get back on track to eating enough like you did before. 

Soobin

This section does mention making yourself vomit so please read with caution!

Soobin is also so good when it comes to comforting others. He gives the best hugs and always knows just what to say to help you feel better. when he finds out you're having trouble with your relationship with food, he is absolutely heartbroken. He hates the idea of you struggling with something that he feels should make you happy. He is always going to do whatever you need him to do so you can recover. 

You and Soobin had been together for a few months now and everything was going really well. You both were very happy with one another and were getting along great. The only problem was that Soobin had no idea about your relationship with you. You would do your best to hide the fact that you were never able to get yourself to keep your food down. It made you feel so disgusted but Soobin had no idea. On this particular night, Soobin had come over to your apartment to eat dinner. You were usually able to run off after dinner under the guise that you needed to use the bathroom. Tonight, however, Soobin had become suspicious when you took longer than usual. He goes over to knock on the door but before he can even do that, he panics when he hears you crying and throwing up. He opens the door immediately and lets himself in. He looks really sad and even helps you clean up when you finally stop. You can;t help but open up to him when you see the pain in his face after watching you do this to yourself. He does his best to understand and help you get better, suggesting you talk to someone about this. He is really supporting you on your recovery journey. 

Beomgyu

This one hits a little close to home ��

he isn’t super observant about your eating habits but he definitely notices when the snacks start to kind of disappear from the pantry. And it wasn’t just them going like normal, they were going a lot faster than normal. You usually only go out shopping for snacks once a week but have been going every three days lately. It was worrying him. Not so much because he was worried you’d gain weight, not in the slightest. He was worried because he was thinking you were going through something and weren’t wanting to tell him.

When you get home from work one afternoon, you see him in the kitchen at the dinner table. You were so excited to see him since he was usually still at work during this time. He looked worried and he asked you to sit down, so you did. He didn’t beat around the bush and straight up told you about his observations. It made you feel angry at first. Why was he bringing this up? Did you gain weight? Was he calling you fat? But then he explained why he even brought it up and that he just wanted to help. You broke out into tears and told him all about what was going on in your life at the moment and how eating made you feel comfortable. He totally understood and offered to help you work through it in different ways since snacking wasn’t the best idea. You accept his help and it starts to feel better

Taehyun

How dare his pretty girl think she’s ugly? He just can’t fathom why you would starve yourself or even think that you’re not good enough for some reason. He always does his best to combat this by complimenting you as often as he can and making sure he keeps track of whether you’ve eaten or not. He knows it’s a little frustrating for you when he’s constantly asking you if you’ve eaten but it’s just before he cares and he doesn’t want you to get sick. 

in this scenario…it was a few days until your wedding. you had been trying to hide it but you haven’t eaten much over the last week, causing you to feel weak. When the day finally came, you fainted as you were getting your hair done. Everyone in the room with you was panicking and they called taehyun to come help you wake up. He made sure to pick up some snacks from his dressing room and some water for you to drink. He had an itching feeling that you were starving yourself but didn’t want to accuse you of anything. When you wake up, he’s sitting over you with a worried look. “Oh dear. You’re awake. You had us all worried. I think I know why this happened though.” You had a guilty look on your face and he already knew what happened. He convinces you that you need to eat something now so you don’t feel weak on your guy's big day. He’s so proud watching you eat your snack and drink water and he makes his feelings known. 

Huening Kai

He is very caring and sweet and always knows when something is wrong with his girl. He started to worry when it was Wednesday and he hadn't seen you eat or heard about anything you've eaten since Monday night. He knew it was only a day but he was so worried. He didn't want you to go without eating. luckily, he'd planned to hang out with you tonight after schedules! he picks up your favorite meal and drinks for you to eat when he arrives. 

he gets there and knocks. when you open the door you hug him and give him a kiss hello but you kind of start to change in demeanor when you see the bags of food he had. you hadn't let yourself eat in the last two days and the sight of food was just too much for you at the moment. All you could think of when you tried to eat was being laughed at by a group of girls your age who were making comments of your weight when walking down the street. you finally break down and kai follows you, leaving the food at the table. He finally gets you to let him hold you, let him wipe away your tears. you tell him everything and he was so good at just listening. He coaxes you back to the table and even feeds you if it makes you feel more comforted.

[smallest-moon]

imagine being struck with a pain and grief of losing a loved one so immense that you just unleash your limited power because you just cant hold it any longer

[hoomanbeaning]

so i saw this reel on my insta fyp and ...

THE PISAENGKAWI BRAINROT IS REAL!!!!!