#in so much pain rn hahaha wtf

[matchadobo]

bro i just finished watching red

the end of the movie was so fulfilling and emptying at the same time, shanks' screentime was the most screentime + lines + action he could have compared to the series my god tskrrrr

BROOOO the parallels at the end usopp and yasopp was the cOOLESTTT

SHANKS MY GOAT FLYING TO KIZARU MANS AINT EVEN A DF USER NOR ACTIVATED HIS HAKI AMBANGIS ASFFF

pls sobrang sarap ni benn ngayon ko lqng napansin hoooooo

UTAAAA MY LOVE SHE WAS JUST A TEENAGER IN HER EMO REBELLIOUS PHASE

RESPECT WENT 📈📈📈📈📈 TO RED HAIRED PIRATES FOR TAKING THE BLAME AND JUST DIPPING OUT THE ISLAND CRYING WTF BRO CRYIG RN

end credits was my fave part!!!! seeing how everyones doing now way back from the first arcs waS SO ENDEARINGGSGSGSHEHSH ♡♡♡♡♡ SO MUCH NOSTALGIA

the end tho hahaha when the red hair pirates surrounded uta's casket that hAD THE RED HAIR FLAG DRAPED ON IT THE SAD SILENCE hahshshahansvhausuahwh pain

GEAR 5 WAS POGGGGGG SHEESH LOAF WE GANG GANG

ADO VOCAL RANGE GAAAAAAAAHHH ♡♡♡

LOVED THE MOVIE GRABE SO MUCH EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS AND BAGGAGE DITO LANG AKO HUMAGULGOL OUT OF ALL THE MOVIES

i need some hurt/comfort of redhaired pirates w/ uta after this hahahahaua

[atherix]

Its 8 am in the mornin, i just woke up after a lovely sleep (bc i've been havin trouble sleepin, it a miracle i sleep this much) and the first thing i see is peeps freakin and cryin again.

Homie u cant just drop a snippet and not collect these tears bc WTF WAS ALL ABOUT AAAAAAAAA

Seein not just 1, not 2, but 3 FREAKIN WRITERS SHOWIN SNIPPETS OF THEIR FIC WJDJWJJD IM RATTLING MY CAGE RN LMAO

Tho in all seriousness, i love wakin up to these LMAO. I am not tempted to show a snippet of what i wrote too wjdjwj tho mine is hardly painful, rather it makes ppl blush cause of how fluff it was, according to my pall once wudjdj

- purp anon

Hahaha I love a good small-community freakout :)

I will gladly collect those tears because MMM I love it

Four, actually :) Hehehehe RATTLE THEM you'll never escape

fdhskfgdsk awwww fluff is nice too! I can't seem to write fluff without some kind of underlying angst so it's always nice to have a little fluff around <3

[adriancatrin]

not to offhandedly brag or anything but i just want to state Somewhere that ppl commenting on my post-war fic telling me that it’s the best azula redemption arc they’ve ever read straight up makes me CRY. like. wtaF that is such a high compliment and i have no idea how to say thank u so i’ve barely been replying to the comments

[petalparker]

ONLINE PDA IV [MCU! P. PARKER SMAU]

Summary: Between getting cats out of trees, helping old ladies cross the street, stopping thieves, and alien invasions, Peter Parker still finds time to be disgustingly cute on the internet with his girlfriend. In other words, just another random social media au.

Face Claim: Shin Ryujin, so reader is of Korean/East Asian descent.

Pronouns Used: She/Her

Warning(s): Swearing, Implied Sex

Disclaimer: All media content is used for FICTIONAL and ENTERTAINMENT purposes only.

⟨ FIRST | SECOND | PREVIOUS ]

[PROFILES]

[POSTS]

liked by y/nbabyyy and 628 others

p.parker my best girl is yet another revolution around the sun older. i love u so so so so so much and i'd write a sappy message but that's what sneaking into ur room at 3am is for ❤️

flashthompson YOU BREAK INTO HER ROOM?! I'M CALLING THE COPS

↳ y/nbabyyy pipe down spiderman wannabe

↳ flashthompson firstly, it's spider-man. secondly, happy birthday. and lastly, i'm looking out for u wtf

nedleedsleads HAPPY BIRTHDAY y/nbabyyy 🎂🎉

↳ y/nbabyyy THANK U BESTIE

mjhatesu best girl implies that u have other girls 🤨

↳ y/nbabyyy p.parker is this true?

↳ p.parker mjhatesu y/nbabyyy why can't u guys give me a break 😫

↳ y/nbabyyy p.parker just messing with u bug boy. ik u only have eyes for me 🥰

harryosborn happy birthday hag 🙄

↳ y/nbabyyy ur only getting a pass bc of the gift u got me

↳ harryosborn materialistic much?

↳ y/nbabyyy i prefer resourceful

↳ mjhatesu harryosborn it's called reparations 🙄

liked by harryosborn and 472 others

p.parker when she has to tiptoe to reach my lips 🥺

y/nbabyyy my bf is too tall for me to kiss him on the lips 🙄 any suggestions?

↳ mjhatesu punch him in the gut and kiss him when he doubles over in pain

↳ bettybrant tackle him.

↳ flashthompson dump him

↳ harryosborn kick him in the shin

↳ p.parker NO TO ALL OF THE ABOVE. JUST ASK ME TO LEAN DOWN

↳ y/nbabyyy p.parker idk babe, mj's suggestion sounds very appealing

liked by mjhatesu and 537 others

y/nbabyyy mj says fuck off to everyone but me 🥰

harryosborn okay but mj asks me to fuck her so who's the real winner?

↳ mjhatesu harryosborn y/n bc ur getting blocked rn

↳ y/nbabyyy harryosborn HAHAHA LOSER

p.parker mjhatesu is ur love language violence?

liked by p.parker and 638 others

y/nbabyyy such a pretty boy with a pretty smile <3

p.parker ily 🥺❤️

↳ y/nbabyyy love u too darling

harryosborn get this sappy shit off my timeline

↳ y/nbabyyy then block me bitch

nedleedsleads aww... brb gonna go vomit

↳ y/nbabyyy 💔

mjhatesu focus 🔪 on 🔪 training 🔪

Tag List: @mskatharinak @amuhseen2003

[alpacaparkaseok]

forgot to say in the last ask but i love the looks 1000/10 !! also i'm improving the formatting little by little

ch. 6

i like how y/n is like so smart mafia girl boss and still very oblivious to the way seven men are drooling over her i love her

OMGGGG Y/N AND LAMBO BOY HAVE A HISTORYYYYYY AHHHHHH B WTF THE WAY MY LOYALTIES HAVE CHANGED SO QUICKLY that’s an exaggeration but like. ugh. i’m- taehyung- this is-

realization it seems i’ve made a fool of myself. starting to realize that literally everyone probably has dibs before jimin. sorry dude. i mean he does have like. official dibs. third condition. ahhh i don’t know this argument feels weak i’m just gonna keep reading i’m rooting for you jiminie

AHHHHHHHHH

Eyes falling to his strawberry wine lips, you whisper, “Stay close to me.” He swallows. “Until the end.” B !!!!!! IM SCREAMING

GHSLDKFJSDLKFJLSD poor jungkook oh god whoever this lady is hitting on our street rat…. i don’t trust her one bit… she’s very funny though

AHHHHHH Y/N YOU’RE SUCH A GIRLBOSS I LOVE YOU

undercover jimin i love you

GHLSDKFJLSDKFJ CRAZY JIN I LOVE YOU

basically i’m in love with all of these characters b you’re too good

oh my god yeah i love taehyung ugh this is frustrating jimin step up dude

JIMIN YOU STEPPED UP YESSS DANCE WITH HER

these poor boys they want girl boss y/n so bad !!!

WAIT WHAT

HUH

WHAT

WHY ?!?!?!?!?!

HOBI ?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!!?

WHAT’S HAPPENING AHHHHHHHH

AHHH I NEED TO DO COMMENTARY BC THIS HAS GOTTEN TOO LONG BUT OMG THE CLIFFHANGER THIS IS PAINFUL IM FREAKIN OUT DUDE

(reluctant) commentary

okay so yeah i had other things to say but now i only have one thing to say which is HOBI WTF !! actually he's lost his hobi privileges he's Questionable Hitman Hoseok >:( rn. i’m sure he like has a plan or whatever but dude is freaking me out at the moment what’s going on here !! if you actually shoot girl boss y/n there will be many attractive men (six to be exact) that aren’t happy with you !!!!!!!!! i’d say more but like i Have to know what happens next i’ll be back omg omg omg

thank you!!! it's always so much fun to scroll through endless photos of beautiful bts and pick fancy ones lol

WHAT THE HECKITY HECK LOOK AT YOU, YOU ABANDONED JIMIN JUST LIKE THAT FOR LAMBO BOI TAE??

ok but I did love writing the "until the end" line ngl. this tae is such a ride or die and I'm living for it.

hahahahahaha ok dying over you saying "I don't trust her one bit" because I have your other asks in here and just- the comparison -

ok but all of your lil nicknames for everyone seriously has me cackling, like crazy jin lol

hahaha oh hobi. lovely, dear hobi. or should I say Questionable Hitman Hoseok? the chaos that this chapter created is absolutely a blast to watch, ngl.

[aquariusshadow]

Live!Blogging HSMTMTS s2x6

okay fiiiiiiiiinally ive been waiting all day to watch this.

so from what i've seen...i'm tentatively predicting that my new main ships will be portwell and ricky/therapy

lesssss goooooo

--

not if you liked them back kourt *wink wink* then its hard for you to see if they like you

oh north high again

i keep forgetting about this storyline

'village idiot'

idk why that made me laugh im sorry

omg imagine a legit group chat with seb and ej tho

someone write a chatfic about this please

portwell sitting next to eachother hehehe

'friendship' *gina looks at ricky* oh boy

asdlfjalhsdfjasdf

"im waiting for a sign" *camera pans to the exit sign*

so everyone that predicted the rose getting a song yall deserve your money's worth

ricky you fought for her to get in the show yet you cant let nini focus on her song for the show

wtf

i need to back this up

ive never done this before actually backing up an episode during a liveblog

"i can't believe you're finally back in the show yet you're spending saturday without me"

RICKY

SIR

MR SIR

WHAT DID YOU EXPECT

she needs to focus

you need to focus

so miss jenn and ricky's dad are finally going on a date

aight

big red and nini convooooooo yesss

i do like kourt and howie's banter

JHLDJAFHLDSJFSDVBXMNSLDHLA

ricky: hey G

gina: *ignores*

ej: *smooth* may i have this exercise

see ricky you cant expect gina to always be there when you treat her the way you have been

poor carlos

hah remember what i said at the beginning of this? thats all i gotta say hehe with kourt and howie

............did

did ricky

spam her literal paragraphs of text

when she has told him she needs to focus

and ricky's freaking out over nini not liking hawaiian pizza

........

this is the type of clinginess that really does turn me off

especially back in highschool

ricky honey you really need some help

man poor ashlynn

ashlynn is going to kill it as belle because she's gonna be sooooooo genuine whereas im sure lily's gonna come off as very superficial in the part

look at ej's concerned expression when gina's struggling in the exercise

the one thing i do like about miss jenn's date so far is i think this is a nice way of getting to know both of the characters more

awwwww the date went well

RICKY

WHAT

SIR

i mean that was kinda funny ngl

BUT

oooooooooooo thats a great answer ej

"i'd ask him if he'd ever love anyone after belle"

but...did gaston ever truly love belle tho

ricky :(

he really doesnt like change does he

im glad the show is trying to address this

awwwww the gina and ashlynn heart to heart

i do love their friendship

omg she confessed her feelings for ricky

she actually did it

this entire time

he knew

and he still

this entireeeeeee tiiiiiiiime

the only excuse he has is that somehow he got it in his mind that he either thought gina moved on from him or ricky interpreted gina's confession as a friendship thing

but still

good lord ricky you need to calm it with the clingy

even nini isnt feelin it

.............

meanwhile lily is still spying

interesting i thought kourt was a gryffindor--although i can see her being a gryffindor/hufflepuff combo hehe

but ravenclaw works too!!!

yessssss ashlynn sing your heart out

and this is why she's going to be an amazing belle

i hate seeing gina in this much pain

yea kourt you be honest!!!

i love herrrrrr

howie drumrolled before her confession

thats really cute

hahaha

i love straightforward stuff like this

the harry potter geekiness <3

i really hope ricky's dad realizes somethings off now since he and miss jenn ended things because of ricky

aight nini lets hear the rose song

so........basically everything i said and thought about rini as a relationship

nini's song confirms it

confirm what a lot of people have been saying about rini

also this song is amazing <3

WE LOVE NINI DECIDING TO LIVE FOR HERSELF

olivia's soprano range <3

yea rip rini next episode

--

Alright, so. I ship Ricky with Therapy (Rickerapy) and Gina with Happiness (Hapina). That’s my final stance for a while. I’m very curious on where they take Portwell. If Rina’s gonna happen then...I’m honestly not sure how I feel about it? Like I still enjoy the idea of Rina, and it’ll be a lot better than Rini (I think) but...no guy is worth that much pain and heartache Gina’s dealing with. 

I guess if Ricky ends up working through his fear of change, learns better communication skills, and accepts/confronts his own feelings a lot better and treats Gina like the amazing person she is and makes it up to her then maaaaaaaaaaybe I’ll be on board with Rina in the end.

But yea, I’m definitely vibing more with Portwell rn.

Also, Nini deciding to live for herself. It’s such a good peak for her arc this semester I’m pretty happy.

Finally, while I’m giving Ricky a lot of shit, as I said in my previous live!blog--I still like his character and everything is very consistent with what we’ve seen from season 1. If anything, I’m really excited to see his arc come to a head and what comes after!

(someone plz write a seb and ej friendship chat!fic)

[cillianluvr]

im rewatching the walking dead to im going to keep coming back to this and update my thoughts as it goes on. (SPOILERS) - stopped watching after season 6

(season 1 episode 2) first of all, i do not remember rick being this attractive?! and omfg daryl used to be so rowdy ?! but he’s sooo hot idc (not in the first season tho hahaha that haircut is NOT it💀) and shane is so annoying ugh i’m so glad ends up dead. (season 1 episode 5) Shane fr wanted to kill rick???? yall he is so annoying bye he’s making me so mad, and why is Lori acting like HE fucked up? like girl you slept with him too 🧐 watching the walking dead while eating chicken high as fuck is not a good idea 🤢🤢 (season 1 episode 6) yall i’m sitting at the edge of my seat rn!!!!!! this shit TOO GOOD

(season 2 episode 1) TW: m*lestation: BYE THAT WALKER MOB OR HERD???? OMFG THAT MADE ME SO ANXIOUS even tho i’ve already seen this BUT WHAT THE FUCK T-dog ???????id literally be SCREAMING in pain. daryl saving t-dog was so hot bye. Nooo sophia )): ugh why couldn’t you pay attention girl 😔 Shane is fr acting like Loris crazy like he didn’t m*leste her at the CDC i hate him so much. stop the way daryl was trying to reassure carol is so adorable:( i love him so much. (season 2 episode 3) man i hate shane. i feel so bad for otis he seemed so nice :(. lori wants carl die????? wtf i mean i get it i understand but girl that is your son wym ?? 😮‍💨 (season 2 episode 7) dude omfg shane is literally crazy what the hell ?? SOPHIAAAA ))): her little ankles bye 🥺🥺 god i feel so bad for carol ): (season 2 episode 8) i love maggie i bet slapping shane felt SO GOOD. side note rick is so hot. i hate shane so much. so so so much. (season 2 episode 9) andreas being such a pick me 😒 shane’s crazy and she’s siding with shane ?! smh! i feel so bad for glenn it’s not his fault, pobrecito he got so scared ): he needs to stop feeling guilty bc bae was brave asf 💯 (this was a couple episodes back but i was too into the show to type lol) but daryl is being so mean to carol ): carol NEVER made him go look for sophia, he did that on his own and he’s acting like carol forced him 🧐

(season 3 episode 1) i have a crush on michonne and maggie. (season 3 episode 3) dude why is the governor lowkey attractive as hell 💀💀 i know he’s a bad mf but 👀 (season 3 episode 4) lori died and i feel so bad for rick omfg 😔 don’t even get me started on carl. poor KID had to watch his mom die slowly and had to kill her again :( i hate watching movies/shows where someone’s significant other passes away, because that’s genuinely one of my biggest fears. for some reason that triggers me to much and i shut down. i remember watching peaky blinders and couldn’t watch another episode for two weeks bc i was so heartbroken :(. (season 3 episode 5) erm ricks kinda scaring me ngl LOL but understandable tbh. daryl with a baby is doing things to me rn 😮‍💨 (season 3 episode 7) nvm the governor isn’t attractive anymore. (season 3 episode 8) TYREEESSSEEEEE MY BABYYY 😭😭😭😩😩😩😩😩 SASHAAAA ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (season 3 episode 14) yall the governor is so scary…..i’m so scared for andrea oh my god he’s insane. literally crazy what the fuck ???? WHY IS HE WHISTLING ?????

(season 4 episode 1) omg bob 🥺 carl’s pissing me off bruh. (season 4 episode 2) “she’s messed up. she’s not weak” kinda sad how she was right ): wish carol listened to her. (season 4 episode 9) skipped episode 8 ): honestly guys after hershels death, this show stops being good, like it all just seems so draining, the characters die after another and ughhhh 😔 idk if i want to finish the series if im being honest 😅 carls being so mean to rick :( like it wasn’t his fault he literally couldn’t do anything to prevent it.

(season 5 episode 12) LMAO i kinda gave up on this 💀 but enids kinda weird lol 🤨 whys she acting like that

[kaahaani]

Presenting to you, dishaa's live commentary as she reads chap 11: Leonardo DiCaprio of ASOWE!

First of all, dicaprio as jack screams HOT.

"see who this oppa of hers was" - every k fangirl's boyfriend can relate😂

“I am taller.” *snorts*

“My shoulders are broader.” *snorts once again*

“And I am an actual King.” *doubling over with laughter*

continues snorting with every comment😂

"strip, i am going to sketch you as well" OOOOOOH THINGS ARE GETTING SPICY.me likey.

that car scene in titanic killed me, and never in my Wildest dreams did i think anyone would ever write about this in a TKEM fanfic,but you sis, exceeding expections always!

(smells car sex, already loving it)

okay their conversations with the foreplay is killing me ��

okay this reminds me honeymoon part 4

"good girl" my ovaries are having a party! yes sir please, kill me!

"he wanted to, so badly. In the car, on the car, against the car. Everywhere" eye-we know boy we know!

"try every single one until he could write an article about which car was the best to have sex in" HE WOULD TOTALLY DO THIS, and i would pay to read this article.

okay then i got too engrossed in reading, and now im dying, because i need a cold shower and the chapter isn't even over yet 🥵🥵

"my queen" kills me everytime

okayyyyyy there's one more car now, wow!

ferrari, ooooooohhhh I'm loving it.

okay the Ferrari part has my dying and wishing i could live out all your smut pieces 🥵😭

“I have a lot of cars.” yes sir, i want to read more! buy all the cars in the world please.

ahahahaha lady noh and yeong!!😂

the second hand embarrassment I'm feeling rn🤭😅

yeong with his disinfectant and cleaning supplies has me ROFL😂

"you're the one who can't keep your hands off me" ooooohhh is this how the bet started???😉

oh wow! i was right, that's how the bet started! I've never seen a better starting for any bet in the World!

"And folks, this is the chapter that led to "The Bet" - if you needed an excuse to re-read, this is it!" - how to tempt dishaa 101😂

THIS WAS THE HOTTEST SMUT PIECE EVER!

GURL, YOU'RE KILLING ME AND I NEED A COLD SHOWER!

AND OMFG, WTF WAS THIS??? I'M CRYING, THIS IS SPICY, FLUFFY AND HILARIOUS ALL THE SAME TIME?!?!?

My heart 🥺 kuch kuch hota hai Anjali! 😭

okay chalo bye, I'm going to be swimming in ganga for a long time after this, meet you there!

THANK YOU FOR THIS! This was a blessing after the pain i went through!

xoxo

OH HI! I didn’t get a notification for this and just saw it! I love live recaps, especially yours hahahaha.

YOUNG LEO IS A WHOLE DIFFERENT LEVEL. Sigh.

Lmao, my husband all the time to my kdrama men too! While my mother screams focus on your husband hahahaha.

You know, LG is the only person who can get away with comparing himself to young Leo, because we both know that internally JTE is like “yes, yes, yes, yes”.

LOL, girl, I wanted to write the car scene for TKEM as soon as Leo was mentioned, my mind went there. Someone send about 50L of holy water please.

Foreplay ftw! LOL, your reaction to good girl is also me.

LG’s brain has a dedicated part that just focuses on ways to have sex with his wife, I am sure of this. HAHAHAHA, you know he’s also for advancing education. He’ll probably use a pseydonym like Yi Won, and everyone would be like who wrote this, who has enough money to have all these cars.

My queen also kills me. LOL, of course there is more than one car, he has to one up her oppa who used just one car hahaha.

LOL, I wish you can live out all the smut pieces as well *wink*

HAHAHA, I love how everyone reacted to JY and Lady Noh! Yes yes, this is how “The Bet” started!

Oh thanks, I am glad this one has taken the “hottest” title! I AM SORRY FOR KILLING YOU AND MAKING YOU TAKE COLD SHOWERS.

I love spicy, fluffy and comedy so I was like why not!

HAHAHAH YO LETS ALL GO SWIMMING THE GANGA, THIS FANDOM NEEDS IT.

I am glad you liked it all, thank you very much for your very entertaining review!

[insporaelynn]

📲 raelynn && roman

WHEN: january 24-26th 

DESCRIPTION: just best friends talking and being obsessed with each other. rae confides in him about her ex drama.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: drug mention, probably sex mention.

@romanbeckett​

Roman

Hi love of my life. I miss your face. How’s it going??

raelynn

my baby

god, i miss you too. i'm doing okay, how're you tonight?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

it’s been an off day, not even gonna lie lol super sore and tired. I just wanna be back to normal already

raelynn

oh no

how's your scar healing up? the boys are taking care of you right??

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

it’s okay I guess bleh lol and not tonight. I’m all alone

raelynn

Where's Q? Is Aaron working?

Well I guess I should know that since I'm literally at work. Lmao.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

Q is working on music. Aaron has des tonight

raelynn

ugh. i wanna lay with you and kiss ur face.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

are you busyyy? I can burn us some cookies

raelynn

i'm working but I'd love to see you after if you're still up.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

of yeah you just said you’re at work lmao fucking weed

yes please come by when you’re done

raelynn

LMAO I KNOW THE FEELING

absolutely, i'm yours.

u know niamh was trying to figure out who rue's date was and she was like "is it you" bc i mentioned that I have a dick appt with him tomorrow night.

and i was like. dude, no, for like, a thousand reasons. like, why would that ever be me???

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚n.

oh god, I’m so out of the loop with gossip lately, it’s sad. I didn’t even know he had a date lol

raelynn

it's apparently some big secret but he's having people help him dress up and asking about flowers and candy and niamh is like "bitch is it you" and i'm like. LMAO.

like is there anything about me that says flowers and candy

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

Hahahahahhahahahahaha HAHAHA

that really made me laugh too hard.

raelynn

like, i'm not the flowers girl, i'm the sneak out in the night girl, the middle of the afternoon girl, all those things, but flowers girl???? sdkfdskksd

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I’m 100p a flowers girl

raelynn

YOU ARE AND YOU'RE WORTH IT MY BABY

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

my parents are coming in to town this week. Gotta tell them I have two boyfriends haaaa. Pray for me

raelynn.

I feel like that should be the least shocking thing about you??? In a good way.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

yeah, I definitely keep them on their toes

raelynn

tell ur boyfriend that if he wants me to continue wearing body glitter he's going to have to pay me extra

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

omg but I love body glitter fyi

raelynn

I did an onlyfans video with Lilah earlier and I'm like 80% sure that I left glitter on her sheets. Like I'm a fucking unicorn.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

that makes me so happy I can’t even lie

I too wanna leave glitter everywhere

man I need to do only fans

raelynn

i would a thousand percent subscribe

both bc i'm a perv and also bc i'm a very supportive best friend.

we could get naked and do a body glitter photoshoot

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

and I love this about you

that sounds like a dream?? Wow

raelynn

would love nothing more than to apply body glitter to ur glorious tiddies.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

my tillies would appreciate it

Hahahaa it hurts to laughhhh

raelynn

SORRY SORRY I'M GOING TO BE VERY SERIOUS NOW

clears throat Um. The National Debt.

it is my understanding that there is. National Debt.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

hahahah I love you

raelynn

Blah blah, topics. Blah blah, smart people jargon, blah blah

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

god it’s so boring isn’t it

would so much rather talk about titties

raelynn

God same.

Like how yours are somehow bigger than mine.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I know, I need some sort of support at this point I think

raelynn

we could get you fitted for bras somewhere maybe that'd be fun

it'd look actually so hot

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

well I already wear lingerie in the bedroom. Might as well.

raelynn

you will be the absolute death of me, you're simply too gorgeous and too sweet to exist.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

stahhpppp you’re making me blushhhh. Right back atcha my babe

raelynn

is there anything you want me to bring you when i'm done here?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

just yourself. I’ve got good ass weed

raelynn

and for the millionth time, i realized, you are my soul mate.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

you’re mine, lovie.

raelynn

i wish i could've had appendix surgery instead of you

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

noooo don’t be silly lol I’m okay darling.

raelynn.

no i hate that you were in pain even for like a second i hate it so much!!

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

stop it, I love you. You cutie. Oh god okay I’m gonna make us cookies.

raelynn

Dont burn the house down my beautiful twin flame

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I always get cookie dough thinking I’ll do better next time. I still have that unearned confidence

raelynn.

Thats bc im always building you up and rightfully so

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

yes you do and I live for it. I also really love fresh cookies right out of the oven, I just want to make that happen

raelynn

I believe in you my little tropical starfish

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

raelynn

literally you

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

hehehehe ⭐️

raelynn

i don't think anybody's ever gonna love me more than you

and i think. i think maybe that's okay?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

that’s not true. You’re gonna find someone who is gonna blow you away

raelynn

yeah but even if i did, would I even be able to love them without being scared of them?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

yeah, I think so. I’ve had to overcome a lot of walls and fears myself that I never thought I could. The right person makes it easier.

raelynn

idk there are a lot of people i could've loved if i hadn't been so....this lmao

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I think it’ll just take some time!

raelynn

you have so much faith in me.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

of course I do. I think you can do anything.

raelynn

i'm not really sure.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

you don’t have to be cause I ammmmm

raelynn

and you're the smartest person in the world

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

in the whole world?? Damn. I’m not near as rich as I should be then.

raelynn

how about I stay over with you tonight and we get some breakfast in the morning? I did really good on tips tonight.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

okay!! I’d love that

raelynn

good 'cause i don't get to spend nearly as much time with you as i wanna

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I knowwww. We haven’t had a sleepover in so long

raelynn

you can cuddle up to me and i'll feed you cookies and kiss your hair

revolutionary. better than therapy.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

Yes!!!!

raelynn

loml

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I finished the cookies baby and I didn’t burn them to a crisp

raelynn

you fucking legend

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I’m pretty damn proud of myself not gonna lieeeee

[...]

raelynn

extremely sad that i couldn't stay at breakfast with you all day

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

same

now I’m bored

raelynn

i swear after i left you my day went down the tubes.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

oh no I’m sorry

who do I need to fight

raelynn

well carson is back.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

oh god, tell me more

raelynn

idk why he's back but wes gave him my number bc i guess when i told him to lose it he took it to heart which like good i wanted him to

but anyway i screamed at him in the chat

everyone called me a hypocrite bc i told ivy to stop being a bitch in the chat awhile back. which tbh i didn't remember even doing, i just be saying shit.

like alex opened his fuckin mouth and i'm like what dog do you have in this fight

oh and DELILAH is moving in with carson bc he's "like her brother!!!" never mind the fact that he cheated on me bc i guess friendship doesn't mean much anymore

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

wow that’s...messy. Wtf lilah though seriously

raelynn.

So then Carson texts me bc wes gave him my number and that felt like being??? Pushed back in time against my will

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

that’s not cool

raelynn

So yeah a lot of crying today

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

*chick with knife emoji*

me rn

raelynn

Cute but lethal

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

*img attachment* 

and not at all high...

raelynn.

you're so hot jesus christ.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I love you.

raelynn.

love u more than life itself

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

*img attachment of a keychain that says PUSSY WAGON* 

this was recommended to me on Instagram and now I want it.

raelynn

LET'S GET THEM MATCHING.

EVEN THOUGH I DON'T HAVE A CAR

AND THEREFORE NO KEYS FOR SAID CAR

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

it would be perfect for my Volkswagen

raelynn.

omg and with me in it...it really WOULD be a pussy wagon......

big brain

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

hahahahah

raelynn

we should road trip soon

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I would love that so much honestly

raelynn

where should we go?

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

Disney world!!

raelynn

will u propose to me there

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

wouldn’t that be romantic as heck

raelynn.

THE most romantic and also we'd maybe get free dessert

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

I never turn down anything free.

raelynn

me neither. not the taylor family way

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

hahaha I love you.

raelynn.

we'll start planning a summer trip, just us.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

yay yay yay yay!

raelynn.

i'm gonna wear a tiara the whole time.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.BOT01/25/2021

with Mickey ears?

raelynn.BOT01/25/2021

of course, i'm not a monster.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

hahahaa

[...]

raelynn

I hate dudes.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

they’re a mess aren’t they lol

raelynn

Had a temporary lapse in sanity and agreed to meet Carson for coffee lol and he canceled like 15 mins before we were supposed to meet for a probably fake meeting lmao its so typical but I fell for it

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

babe I’m so sorry

raelynn

Like im just so tired

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧

how can I make it better

raelynn.

I don't know honestly and I wish I did.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

I love you.

raelynn

I love you.

𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧.

you’re my baby

raelynn

you're MY baby

[punkscowardschampions]

Lola & Astrid

Lola: [come in to get your tattoo then, which is on the back of her neck/shoulder blade moment which isn't the worst but I think it vibrates on those bones pretty hard, also the embroidery technique/colour will make it worse/more time, overall vibe a sassy, confident bitch but lowkey nervous on this tattoo] Astrid: [I like to think she's already in there and probably has been for hours because whether it's big or small on this occasion they obvs let her stop whenever she wants and for as long as she wants cos they know her so we just chilling with the dog BFF who goes everywhere with her lowkey and both having a drink of water casually so the dog can go up to her like hey gal] Lola: [have loads of pictures of her with dogs and cats, so gonna say we're an animal hoe and gonna be extra over this lil dog then AFTER you've stroked and loved upon it 'Shit, I've not distracted it, have I? I'm so sorry' like when you aren't meant to with blind people service dogs] Astrid: [just straight up talking to this dog like she's a person like are you okay, do you wanna go and the dog's like nah I'm fine by giving a Lola a toy or something like I think we should play with this gal] Lola: [straight up throwing this toy like we aren't in a tattoo shop like please be careful, probably getting told off by a grumpy tattoo dude and just loling like whoops 'cos the kind of carefree hoe we are 'what's your name?' but we are talking to the dog] Astrid: [being like 'did you forget we like rules?' @ the dog as if she caused this trouble herself and full naming her like a cross mum but we not cross we're more playful about it because autistic bants] Lola: ['so distinguished, suits you madam' and shakes her paw, then touching one of Astrid's leg tattoos as is clearly ground level with this dog rn 'that's gorgeous, how many do you have?'] Astrid: [when you an affectionate af person but you don't know her like that so then you can't answer that question and she must think you're being so rude sorry gal, but let's say the tattoo person answers for you cos probably did most of them but not all so gets it wrong so then you have to answer whatever the right number is] Lola: [you really shouldn't grab people but that's the kinda hoe you are so that's the vibe lol, undeterred but do let go of her leg thanks, just talking about ALL the tattoo ideas you have] Astrid: [at least you can likewise go off about that babe because they are literally another thing you collect/comforts you and makes you feel safe so like you always wanna get more, try not to actually talk over her and listen but it's okay if you do, she'll get over it] Lola: [just listening intently anyway and bowing to her superior knowledge on it 'cos you wanna get more even though you have yet to start this one and are gonna be sobbing in a sec lolll, very seriously turning to the dog 'Winnie, will you hold my hand?' then turning back to Astrid and rolling her eyes 'my girlfriend was too shamed to be seen with me'] Astrid: [just going OFF about aftercare too before she's even started this tattoo because as far as you're concerned there is only one right way to do it and everything else is wrong and a huge no, the grumpy tattoo dude from earlier who Lola's gonna end up having is just gonna try and be like nah she's wrong, this this and this is fine but shh sir tbh. The dog just grinning through all this cos she's buzzing about the energy 'She's not ever going to be heavy enough for proprioceptive stimming but it's still calming when she lies with you, she's soft and she smells nice, does that make sense?' her confused face when she then doesn't understand what she means about her girlfriend not wanting to be here though like um why] Lola: [just ignoring the man like the true lesbian you are, be careful girl, nodding 'total sense, Miss Winifred is a vibe' and giving her an approving sniff like yes 'it smells like bleach in here' probably a good thing babe but we're not happy lol 'ugh, 'cos she's so tough and I'm going to embarrass her' shakes her head like oh girlfriends] Astrid: [repeating back to Winnie that she's a vibe because you like the sound of that thank you but whatever you're gonna say about how it smells in here is interrupted by grumpy tattoo dude complaining that it's because Astrid always has to OTT clean up the station etc and blah before they start, like don't out her like that sir and don't be a dick so we're not happy about his vibe rn] Lola: ['you should be happy she's doing the hard work for you' even though we were the one complaining about the smell, we're not about it] Astrid: ['he's not a happy person' hahaha suck it sir] Lola: ['that's so sad, what happened?' oh gal] Astrid: [just telling her this dude's life story like he's not right there because we don't understand sarcasm bye] Lola: [when you weren't even being sarcastic but you were not expecting her to reply and you know he's not gonna be thrilled so you put your finger to your lips like shh but smiling at her so she knows you aren't being a dick like stfu] Astrid: [being like oh do you want some quiet, like offering to get them to turn down the music they always blast in tattoo places] Lola: ['can we change the station?' like this rock shit is not a #vibe honey and getting out your phone and aux cord from your bag] Astrid: [just like 'it's not a vibe [name of your tattoo gal] can we change it to a vibe?' because we're saying vibe now and obvs this woman will cos she's a good egg] Lola: [putting on your femme gay girl bubblegum pop playlist like every other person in here/grumpy tattoo man is going to be taking the piss but we aren't aware 'cos we're that bitch and just dancing around like it's the clerb] Astrid: [Astrid and Winnie are vibing, picking this dog up like do you wanna dance lil queen as if we're not in the middle of a tattoo sesh] Lola: [hyping them up in a very yasss queen manner and then getting interrupted by this dude being like are you done pissing about and just twerking at him like mwah 😘 as you climb your ass up onto this bench, then being like 'WINNIE, I NEED YOU' very dramatically with grabby hands and all, this man like oh my god] Astrid: [we're loling at her antics and then putting Winnie on her lap because this angel will look after you gal so we can finally get some more of our own tattoo done] Lola: [good incentive not to drop this dog or shriek in her ears gal, 'cos gonna be so OTT about this pain obvs, all of this painting a picture as why your butch tatted gf did not wanna be here, just 🥺🥺🥺 at Astrid 'does it hurt you?' 'cos gf popping off like it doesn't which is a lie like when people say childbirth doesn't like admit it even if you can hack it] Astrid: ['not as much as other things' because we matter of fact about it instead of being like her girlfriend and pretending nothing is happening here] Lola: [we aren't really listening anyway just talking to talk here 'beauty is pain'] Astrid: [just repeating that like hmmm idk ' you're saying you feel more beautiful now, they'll want to put that on the signs outside'] Lola: ['They've got better promo' and giving Astrid's tattooist a look, 'cos the insecurity jumped out when pain] Astrid: [just going off about how much you like it here and you've told everyone about it like lol peeps have said they should pay me] Lola: ['yours are so cool' and asking her why she got that one and when etc etc] Astrid: [telling her everything even if like some of this shit is personal like tell me those roses aren't because of Ro you can't] Lola: [when you're an oversharer so you are 1. not phased by this 2. can say how this is for your abuela who's dying] Astrid: [genuinely is upset about this and asking loads of questions about her like obvs how old is she but also about her as a person and what she likes and how she was living before this] Lola: [we was already crying from the pain so you know, just carry on lmao, telling her that you live with her, that she's your only family and she's a bomb cook and she loves you even though you're gay and you go to bingo together on Thursdays] Astrid: [when you're just like are you gonna live with your girlfriend and cook together and go to bingo with her] Lola: ['I don't know' big sigh 'Do you live with your dad?'] Astrid: [hardcore like BUT WHAT WILL YOU DO because we're so upset about this like we can't answer your question until we get one that's okay here] Lola: [reaching over like hey it's okay 'I'll work it out'] Astrid: [just like oh yeah I do live with my dad btw after ages has passed and she's probably forgot she even asked but we needed a sec there] Lola: ['what's he like?'] Astrid: ['he's weird but not like I'm weird, just not how everyone says a dad should be-' trying to find a way to word wtf Drew is like lol 'he doesn't like rules or keeping things clean oh and he's a really shit driver who plays music too loud and he dresses too young'] Lola: ['sounds like every dude I've ever met' lols, wiping her tears 'has he always been like that or is it a midlife crisis moment?'] Astrid: [lols too because oh Drew you hot mess 'he fell out of his pram and wasn't claimed for 7 days'] Lola: [nods solemnly 'mine too'] Astrid: ['but he makes sure my food doesn't touch and never makes me eat anything I know will be fucking gross and he took me to go get Winnie' like but I do love him] Lola: [gives Winnie love and smiles 'not all bad then' pauses 'mine used to take me to ballet, and never get bored of me showing him my routines'] Astrid: [just going off about this Barbie ballet movie called Barbie and the pink shoes like have you seen it because I figure why not have dolls as a special interest, thanks Ro, though she'd fuck with Bratz and Monster High more] Lola: [talking about the red shoes 'cos assumedly what it is based on and saying you'll look up the Barbie version online 'when Ren is at work'] Astrid: [just chatting about it to the point that she doesn't even need to see it cos you've told her everything but letting her know that Barbie isn't your fave and making sure she knows what you fuck with more like this is vital info okay] Lola: ['Like Yasmin is technically the Hispanic queen like me but I do be looking more Jade and she fucks with cats so ME' 'cos definitely a girl who was into dolls and the bratz are making a resurgence in the culture anyway huns] Astrid: [we're living a life where we only accept the OG's so of course she gotta be that blonde hun who is described as wide-eyed and bubbly and loves her friends more than anything in the world so pop off but we not fucking with soccer and we gotta let Lola know] Lola: ['I see it' like just being like you're an angel there nbd] Astrid: [being like I do support cheese pizza ONLY but thai curry wtf] Lola: [loling like 'food isn't food unless it has at least two carbs and all the cheese you can throw at it'] Astrid: [just listing off everything Jade likes in the known world like do you like these things or no] Lola: [replying like this is a vogue 73 questions I bet tattoo dude is delighted lol] Astrid: [we're having fun here sir excuse you] Lola: ['do you have a Jade in your group already?'] Astrid: [The calming force that she is, Winnie is the group's Yasmin, she can handle a sob story, as you've seen so that's wrong' looks at her like soz gal I know you're offended 'my other best friend is most like Sasha, I don't know if I'm allowed to say that when she isn't black though'] Lola: [looks around at how white everyone here deffo is like I won't tell on you, claps her hands like yay 'we can be friends then'] Astrid: [when you're clearly buzzing about this, giving her your phone like this is my number take it thank you] Lola: [saves it as angel, oh that won't cause any drama with your gf no no lol, taking the tattoo dudes biro or whatever and being like hold out your hand? but thankfully NOT just doing it 'cos she may not vibe gal] Astrid: [at first is like ?? because hasn't connected the dots of what she wants her to do and why but then is like oh okay and does] Lola: [being like to the tattoo lady 'now make it permanent' loling like hohoho] Astrid: [loling 'when I know you better' like we considering this] Lola: [so flattered like omg me and blowing kisses] Astrid: [gotta get some more water cos we recognising that we're getting a bit too buzzing rn so obvs asking her if she wants some] Lola: [just like lifesaver 'cos we been crying so hard over here lol] Astrid: [gotta get some for Winnie too even if she don't want because that's a routine hun] Lola: [live your best life babe you deserve it] Astrid: [let's say her tattoo is then finally done and she abruptly leaves like it was nice to meet you I gotta go now bye because it kills me how they all did that on that show every time] Lola: [the only time you've been shooketh 'cos you'd be a hang around saying bye for ages bitch] Lola: WHERE DID YOU GO?! Astrid: hOmE Astrid: is YOuR tattOO fiNishED? Lola: [sends a progress picture she's made that man take lol] Astrid: 25-30 miNS leFT Lola: yeah? Lola: 🙌 I am about to PEE my pants Astrid: iT'LL bE lONgEr wiTH BreAks but YOu Wont bE alloWED bacK iF yOu dONt TakE oNE foR THaT Lola: 😄 I did a little but we've had no leaks Lola: got my big girl panties on Astrid: 👙 is A GooD iDeA tOooooOOOOO Lola: so NOT letting him do my underboob though Astrid: nO ⛔ no ⛔ Lola: the chick you were with seemed kinda cool though Lola: not gonna write off the whole shop Astrid: 🌟 ✨ sHE MAkEs me fEEL coMFoRTaBLe 🌟 ✨ Astrid: thE reVIeW Astrid: & thE VIBE Lola: love that Lola: don't know how he can do such colourful work and be so sad ❤️ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜 🖤 🤍 🤎 Astrid: van GOGH? Astrid: 🌻🌻🌻🌻👂💛💛 Lola: 🤯🤯🤯 Astrid: Do thEy ShARE a SOUL doEs thAT maKE senSE? Astrid: hMMMM Lola: reincarnation baby Astrid: dO you BEliEVE in it? Astrid: a BIG quESTion Lola: I think it's technically a ❌❌❌ Lola: but I think it's cool Lola: like past lives, all the AMAZING people in history you could've been Astrid: I DonT unDERstAnd wHY is iT ❌❌❌ if YoU liKE iT? Lola: Jesus and Abuela 💘 Lola: 💀 is very important to us Astrid: oHhhhhhhH Astrid: hEAvEn ☁👼☁ Astrid: mY muM taUGHt mE about THat Lola: 🧹🌻🦋🌞🍞 Lola: we believe souls come back, but not as other people, always themselves, even if they take a different form Lola: and they come back all the time, though Jesus hasn't come back YET Astrid: 👻👻👻👻 Lola: I can do an offering for your mum if you like Astrid: shE woULdNT coMe bACK for 🍞 Astrid: wHaT ElSe can THey be? Lola: you can put all the person's favourite things on their altar, you can skip the bread Astrid: 🕯🌹🕯🩺🕯🥀🕯🦴 Lola: wouldn't look out of place Astrid: sHe LiKEd DollS tooOOOO but thERe's No emoJi?? Lola: that's so RUDE Lola: did she get you into dolls, what was the first one you got? Astrid: 🧚🏻 thoUGH & 🔮 & 🧙🏼 Astrid: [sends her a picture of some creepy doll because of course she still has it and cue a huge ramble about everything possible about this doll like soz gal you didn't ask for that level of detail] Lola: looks like la catrina's 👶 Lola: I like it Lola: what doll would your mum be? Astrid: [when you disappear forever lowkey to do all the research you can about that just falling down a rabbit hole without saying bye] Astrid: ❤️ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜 🖤 🤍 🤎 💀❤️ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜 🖤 🤍 🤎 Astrid: eVErYoNE is EqUAL in tHE eND Astrid: loVE that Lola: right?! Lola: we STAN an inclusive queen Astrid: caNT waIT tO TeLl mY otHER bFf she is GOiNg to bE so ExCitEd Lola: do you bake? I will send you a recipe for some sugar 💀 cookies Lola: i always loved decorating them Lola: and eating them, duh 😋 Astrid: I dOnT know hOw TO dO that Astrid: ❌❌❌ Lola: I can make them, if you wanna meet up again Lola: or come teach you, that would be fun Astrid: here? Lola: if you want Lola: you could come to mine but you'd have to meet abuela and that might be a LOT ??? Astrid: iTs nOT a ⛔ no if weRe frIeNds Astrid: i THinK yoU couLD bE heRE Lola: I'm a good guy, I promise Lola: I'll be super polite and say please and thank you and take my shoes off Astrid: buT 🍭 🍬 🧁  🍫 🍩 🍪 🍨  wILl maKE mY mum 😢 oR 😡 iF sHE is a 👻 Astrid: 🤫 Lola: it's all about celebrating life anyways Lola: what's better than tasty food Lola: my mother was the same though Lola: but abuela loved food because it made people 😄🥰 she didn't care if it made you fat too Lola: plenty of time to be 💀🦴s Astrid: hMMMmmm Astrid: 👌 Astrid: I wAnt to BE 😄🥰 Lola: maybe your friend would like some too Lola: not Miss Winnie though, too much sugar for 🐶 Astrid: IlL exPLain Astrid: sheS vERY 🤓 Astrid: thATs sMArt noT an INsult Lola: I could tell Lola: I very much enjoyed meeting her Astrid: & mE? Lola: OF COURSE you, gurl Lola: you were so nice and helpful Astrid: 😀 😃 😄 😁 😆 😅 😂 🤣 Astrid: thANKs Lola: you're welcome ❣️ Lola: are you from here, I like your name, it's unusual Astrid: I dOnT liKE to bE reFErRed tO bY it Astrid: it maKEs mE FeeL liKe PeOPLe ARe 😤 😠 😡 Lola: oh no, I'm sorry Lola: is there anything you would like me to call you instead? Astrid: ...... Astrid: I doNt KnOw Lola: no probs Lola: don't need to call you anything we'll manage just fine without 🙃 Astrid: iS thAt aN oKaY anSWer? Lola: of course it is! Lola: it wouldn't be okay for me to call you a name you didn't like, that's just rude Lola: my gf HATES the name she got as a 👶 so she changed it Astrid: liKe @ scHoOL Astrid: I goT caLLed loAds of namES thERE Astrid: 👿 👹 👺 🤡 💩 👻 💀 ☠️ 👽 👾 🤖 🎃 Lola: 😢👎 Lola: school SUCKED Lola: you're cool Astrid: thEy jUsT doNt unDERsTand mY 🧠 Astrid: mE eiTHeR mE eiTHeR Lola: who does Lola: still don't have to be a 🍆 Astrid: eVErYoNE is EqUAL in tHE eND Astrid: ❤️ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜 🖤 🤍 🤎 💀❤️ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜 🖤 🤍 🤎 Lola: that's what I'm talking about Astrid: yOu aRe GoiNg To LikE mY aUntY 🧠 ❤ 👀 Astrid: bUt U CaNt bRInG hEr HeRE foR 💀🍪 Lola: why not? Astrid: mY DaD & hER ❌❌❌ Lola: family drama Lola: say no more Lola: abuela only talks about my mother when she wants to cuss her out, and that's her daughter so 🤷 Astrid: hEs BaD buT nOT to ME? I doNt unDERstAnd hoW thAT iS suPposED to maKE seNse Lola: you're special to him Astrid: BuT whY aREnt my SiSTeRs sPEcial toOOOo? Astrid: beCausE theIR muMs aRE dIFFeRenT or Astrid: my BrOThEr haS anOTher DiffErent mUm agaIN Astrid: itS conFUsinG Lola: people are a lot of different things all at once, I think Lola: they don't all fit together right, it is confusing Astrid: wHEn yoU DiE aRE yOU NoOOO thiNGs Or moRE thinGS? Lola: Hmm Lola: I think more Lola: everything, and then the missing pieces make it all make sense Astrid: maybe they ARe tOOOoo sPEciAl then, THaT sisTER & ThOse mums dAD canT DeaL Astrid: hmmM Lola: could be Lola: being dead is meant to be easier than being alive, but it isn't perfect Astrid: & mY OthEr SisTER diDnt diE whEn sHe NeaRLY diD sO mAYBe heS coNFuSed AbOUT THat Lola: could you ask him? Lola: or would he be 😢 or 😡? Astrid: heS not my TaLking To pErsoN heS mY DoinG peRsOn Lola: that's important too Lola: sometimes it's actually better not having the answers Astrid: I sHOULDvE saID that @ scHOol Astrid: BettER not HAVinG thE anSWERS sORRy Lola: 😅 Lola: if ONLY Lola: I wouldn't say ANYTHING at school Astrid: I diDnT taLk unTiL aFter my mUm dIeD Astrid: moSTlY Lola: at all? Astrid: ❌❌❌⛔⛔ Lola: did you talk to your dad? Astrid: somE WoRdS Lola: the rest you just got what you needed in other ways Lola: that's cool Astrid: i THiNk it waS BaD oF mE Astrid: maYbe Astrid: .... Lola: but was it bad for you Lola: that's the important thing Lola: its frustrating when people don't understand you, but people get frustrated when they don't understand, even though they might not still when you tell them with words Astrid: iS thAT wHy yOU didNT talK @ sChooL? Lola: i took up too much space just being there Lola: without taking up the 💬 too Astrid: tOo muCh Space Astrid: hmmM Lola: that's what they thought Lola: basically Astrid: pEoPLe DoNt unDErstaND yOu Astrid: how mUch spaCE yoU neEd Lola: they don't like it ❌❌❌⛔⛔ Lola: i'm not trying to take other people's space though Astrid: tOO muCH iS ❌❌❌⛔⛔ Astrid: toOOOo mUch AnyTHiNG Lola: it is? Astrid: ItS 😢 or 😡 Astrid: itS beInG weIRd Lola: there's no such thing as too much 🐶😸 though Astrid: NeVEr!! Lola: exactly Lola: don't think there's any rules that you can stick to everything Lola: always exceptions Astrid: I wriTE liKe thIs beCauSe thOse rULes are Boring Astrid: loAdS of RulEs doNt maKe sEnSe Lola: I like how you write Lola: it's more interesting to read Astrid: yOu cAn Do iT toO if You waNT Lola: really? Lola: thanks, I'll try it out 😄 Lola: ITs actUallLY REAlLY hARd tO Be TOtallY raNDoM Lola: oTHER New RuLES poP UP in YOuR hEaD Astrid: ItS a VIBE Astrid: 😀 😃 😄 😁 😆 😅 😂 🤣 Lola: tOTAlLy Lola: LikE THOse nEwSPApEr RAnsOM notEs Lola: aEStheTIc Astrid: ??? Lola: you know in films, when a killer or a kidnapper sends the person a note, they cut up bits of newspapers and magazines so the note is all different fonts and sizes and stuff Lola: [examples Lola: I liKE ThAT LOooooooOOoOKk Astrid: OhHH WoW Astrid: cAn I sEnD YoU onE? Lola: THaTs whaT IT RemINDS mE OF Lola: UM yeS Astrid: TheY dO it So NoBoDy knowS itS from THem YeaH? Astrid: hoW wiLL you Know ItS from mE? Lola: YEah Lola: do the outside of it normal, so the postman isn't 😱 Lola: I nEVEr GeT 💌 Astrid: do the outside of it normal, so the postman isn't scared Astrid: do the outside of it normal, like this Lola: [her address] there you go Lola: a stamp and it'll be perfect Astrid: ThiS is ReAllY whERe U Live? Astrid: I knoW whEre tHiS is Lola: you do? Astrid: yEAH Astrid: itS By a SHop I lIkE Lola: maybe you could show me 🙃 Astrid: I JuST geT 🍓 thEn I LeAVe Astrid: thEY haVe to Be from ThEre Astrid: a RuLe Lola: nOW i waNt TO tRy SomE Astrid: diD yoUr GirLfrIEnD liKE youR TaTTOo? Astrid: I caNt STop THinkiNG aBoUT iT Lola: She lIKEs 🖤 🤍 bUT I seNT hEr ThE piC & She SAid wAs cUUUUUuUuUUuUuTeeeeeeE Astrid: iS shE gONna coMe wiTh yOU neXT timE? Lola: mAYb ❓🤔 Astrid: tHats noT 🖤 🤍 Astrid: sHe shOUld saY yeAH oR NO Lola: TrUuUuuUuUUUUUUUu Lola: I'll tell her Astrid: Do YoU lIkE haVinG a girlFRieND? Lola: 🤗 & 😘 R gOoOOoddD Astrid: ❓🤔 Lola: you like hugs and kisses? Astrid: PlaTOnic is DiFFeRent Astrid: i LikE theM thOUgh Lola: yeah Lola: with a girlfriend, you just get them all the time Astrid: ? ShE dOeSnt asK you ? Lola: she doesn't need to Lola: if I said stop she would Lola: it's just nice having a person around, is what I meant 🙃 Astrid: 👌 thAT maKEs SeNse Lola: do you like 🧑 or 👩 or none or both Astrid: 👩 👩🏻 👩🏽 👩🏾 👩🏿 Lola: hi-5 Lola: me too 😄 Astrid: but i DoNt have a GIRLfrieNd Lola: would you like one? Lola: we could go out 💃💃 Astrid: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Astrid: yeAh Astrid: yOuRe a GooD 💃 Lola: YOU TOO ❤️ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜 🖤 🤍 🤎 Lola: I KNOW A BAR THAT WOULD LET WINNIE IN Astrid: yOU dO????????? Lola: i KNow tHe OWneR Lola: heS SO coOL Lola: and he has his own dog Finola who sings with him Astrid: I diDNT knOw dOGs coULd sING Astrid: WiNNie coULd hAVE a SeCRET talENt Lola: they do somewhere over the ��� it's very good Astrid: wheN cAN we Go? Lola: 😄 When are you free? this weekend? Astrid: FriDAY Lola: 👏 let's DO IT Astrid: 🕐 🕑 🕒 🕓 🕔 🕕 🕖 🕗 🕘 🕙 🕚 🕛 🕜 🕝 🕞 🕟 🕠 🕡 🕢 🕣 🕤 🕥 🕦 🕧 Astrid: ? Lola: 🤔 8? Astrid: To bE @ yOUr hOUse oR ThEre? Lola: we could get 🍓s first and eat them in the park Astrid: 😀 😃 😄 😁 Lola: 🙌 IT'LL BE FUN Astrid: WeRe bOTh eXciTed Astrid: 😆 Lola: 💃💃💃 Lola: have to plan my outfit Astrid: I liKeD uR ouTfit yOu werE weaRing Lola: you're so 🍧 🍨 🍦 🥧 🧁 🍰 🎂 🍮 🍭 🍬 🍫 🍿 🍩 🍪 thank you 😚 Lola: you looked amazing Astrid: I nEEd to dyE mY haiR a new ColOur Lola: have you done every colour??? Astrid: ⛔❌ 🖤 🤎 Lola: boring in comparison to the rest of the 🌈 Astrid: & hARd to GEt Out ❤️ & 💜 sTAY TooOO bUT thEY caN bE maDE inTo a PaTTeRN sO its Not 😢 oR 😠 Lola: 🦜 Astrid: BiRdS aRE weiRD Astrid: mY AunTy haS 🐓 & I ONLy liKE thEm WhEn TheYrE 🐤 🐣 🐥 Lola: DOES SHE HAVE ANY BABIES RIGHT NOW Astrid: yEaH Astrid: thEyre sOFt Lola: 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 that's so cuteee Astrid: doNt be sad shE wonT eaT thEM Lola: but i don't have any🐤 🐣 🐥 Astrid: IlL aSk heR iF you CAn Lola: our apartment is tiny Lola: wouldn't be fair for the poor chickie Astrid: YoU cOuLd VisIt THem Lola: I'll have to buy some 🌽 too Astrid: TheYll be YouR FRIEnds ToooOOOOo Astrid: loVe ThAT Lola: new friends are always welcome Lola: especially fluffy ones Astrid: WiNNie aGReeS Astrid: & saYs dOnT foRGet sheS the FLUFFiest Astrid: she gETs JeaLOUs Lola: 🤭 Lola: of course Lola: she's a babe Astrid: evERYoNe saYs I was wHEn mY brOTHer waS a 👶 bUT i Dont remeMBEr thaT Lola: aw, you helped out? Lola: that's so cute Astrid: 👶 NeED lOAds of HeLp Astrid: haVE yOu EVer heLd onE? TheY caNt suPPOrt their Own HeaDs Astrid: itS wilD Lola: I've actually never held a baby Lola: or really met one, which is weird, I'd never thought about that Astrid: !!!!!!!! Astrid: My FamILY iS SoooOOOOO BiG Astrid: 👶👶🏻👶🏼👶🏽👶🏾 Lola: do you like it? what's good and what's bad? Astrid: YoU aRenT evER aLOne Astrid: thatS gOod OR Bad Astrid: Good & BAD Lola: I can picture that Astrid: bUT itS FUn & LOud Astrid: you LiKe hugS so Youd likE it Lola: yeah Lola: I think so Lola: abuela was from a big family Lola: but it's just us here Astrid: WhERe aRE TheY aLL? Lola: her family? Lola: mostly dead Lola: the ones she would've known, sisters, brothers Lola: their kids are probably still in Mexico but she doesn't know any of them properly Astrid: Im SoRrY Lola: you don't have to be sorry Astrid: ItS saD fOR hER Astrid: I mEAn Lola: yeah Lola: she left a lot behind Lola: but she's been happy here Astrid: & YoURE haPPy? Lola: mostly and most days Lola: not 🖤 & 🤍 Astrid: nOT 🖤 & 🤍 Lola: nothing is ever perfect, is it Astrid: mAyBe WinniE is Astrid: 😀 😃 😄 😁 😆 😅 😂 🤣 Lola: I am willing to believe that and let her have it too 💝🐶 Astrid: [a happy picture of this dog like thank you I'm buzzing] Lola: an angel Lola: or princess, I should say Astrid: [a picture of this dog with some kind of tiara moment on because of course we can] Lola: 🙇 Lola: I'll find mine when I get home Astrid: YoU hAve One? Lola: duh gurl Lola: it's a vibe Lola: 👑🌈💃😘 Astrid: iT is A Vibe Lola: you know a vibe when you 👀 one Lola: i CaN TeLL Astrid: I haVE tO gO Astrid: doNT fORget FriDAY Astrid: @ 8 Astrid: 🍓!! Lola: Oh, okay Lola: Looking forward to it ✨

[dauntless-dragayn]

liveblogging She ra s3 reactions part 2

time for pain babay!

[ part one ┊ part two ]

episode 4

Oh Boy i can already feel the tonal shift

“The Moment of Truth” WHAT a title

Hordak youre assuming your general will give a fuck

CATRAS BACK

Entrapta: “Ooh you have a wip now?” THE ENTIRE FANDOM WHEN CLIPS WERE DROPPED

this isnt related to anything but Angela’s wings are so pretty 🤩

Oh shit Glimmer just called her out big time

The mural in the background of this scene is pretty

Adora needs a chance to fuck Hordak up and not just rant at him That was satisfying tho Her angry voice / growl, yunno?

no dont go to SHADOWBITCH for help

Why is she lounging in her ‘prison’ wtf

“Let me out.” Ive never heard of a WORSE idea

Uh oh Shadowbitch knows exactly how to appeal to Glimmer

NO

Tag yourself im Bow shaking his head in the background

Oh finally Entrapta finds out the truth, this has bothered me for a while

“Catra was my friend too, but she makes bad decisions!” okay honestly this is a little too relatable - having to watch your friends fuck up their own life because they wont listen to you or reason

YEAHH PRINCESS SQUAD

Mermista telling Shadowbitch to shut the fuck up is iconic

Angela flying through the hallways :0

Fuck im worried about this I dont trust Shadowbitch

Wait “her”? Froggo person is a her? Aiight

I see the Princesses are now occupied and wont be in the way during thematically relevant scenes

CATRA 

BOW!! NO DONT LEAVE HIM BEHIND

i dont like.. Glimmer and Shadowbitch working together but I must admit theyre a force to be reckoned with

I do feel bad for Catra tho The last thing she needs is more lies from Shadowbitch

This connection is hurting Glimmer!! >:U

CATRA SHOVING SCORPIA ASIDE JFC

Catra unhinging, thats what we’re watching

The significance of Catra using a taser rn is that thats what she uses to tase Adora when she first defects

So i guess that Catastrophic Event just happened huh

episode 5

wh.. what

HUH?

bitch you did not dream that shit things are NOT perfect

But at the same time its.. so nice to see Catra and Adora getting along

Their flirting .. 💕

“Do you have a concussion or something?” or something..

 Lonnie’s voice is so cute ive forgotten omg

“I cant believe you like me, thats so embarrassing for you!” AHH SKDNFJ CUTE

This is like. Fanfic material

Too good to be true tho and also too terrible bc Adora is still trapped in the Horde

Does Regelio just never talk I love them

Shadowbitch treating Catra well? Them not hating each other??? Fake news 

“Everything is perfect.” Theres that phrase again

IS THIS FORCE CAPTAIN ORIENTATION

“I do not. Like you.” AT LEAST SCORPIA IS HONEST

“And what kind of name is Adora anyway?” KEHFJFJ IM PRETTY SURE THATS THE FIRST IN-SHOW ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF IT

Who tf is this lizard person with hair in the background

Adora is remembering shit!

this would be so scary i feel rlly bad for Adora

Dissociation be like-

“Everything’s perfect.” STOP SAYING THAT

“Everything will be perfect as long as we stay together.” :(((

This is INSANE

“Its like time and space arent working right” you dont say..

Why is Scorpia the only other person to act like they remember? Besides Catra in that one moment ,,?

“Just go with it okay?” Yeah like thats what youve been doing..

Gonna reiterate: this is insane!

Hahaha Adora and Catra are alone in a closet kiss- Sorry this is all just So Much i needed to break the tension

ADORA JUST TASERED CATRA I- I mean Payback i suppose

She took her with her to the woods aw

“As much as I wish things could be the way they used to be, we can’t go back!” hey im Feeling things

“Dont you get it? Im NEVER going with you!”

FUCK 

softly but with lots of emotion: fuck

Why does this old witch lady function in the au

“This happened before with Mara!” o- oh.

Im so confused

This is intense as all fuck “Bow and Glimmer! I need to find them!” love will save the world

CATRA IS ALIVE?! Catra is.. oh god. Oh what the fuck

episode 6

Oh Glimmer and her mom getting along.. havent seen that in a while

OH HE GLIMMER’S DAD IS ALIVE IN THIS WORLD?? OHHHHH

Bow is.. scholarly

Well at least theyre still friends

“Woah you look different than your mural..” lol

Where do I recognize Micah’s voice from??

EKDHFJ THEY STILL DONT HAVE A PRISON IN THIS AU

Glimmer’s outfit is a little different and I dont like it

Adora talking up her friends to prove she knows them is everything

BOW GRABS HIS SHIRT WHEN HE SAYS “THIS ISNT RIGHT”

okay Angela looks fierce as fuck here

How.. lucky that they just warped to Entrapta’s side

Trapped between realities.. uh oh

Whos gonna die in the portal

“That portal is centered on you!” FUCK?

MARA IN THE FLESH KINDA

ADORA CANT SACriFICE HERSELF BITCH

her friends monologuing about her- BEFORE THEY DISAPPEAR I- //WIPES TEAR

i was LITERALLY about to say ‘where’s Catra. this is the perfect time for her to show up.’ Lol. I was right!

HEY ADORA demon version 😬

Catra this is all YOUR fault fuckin hoe

All their past battle spots..

THIS IS INSANE

“I didnt break the world. But I am gonna fix it. You made your choice. Now live with it!” i have. no words

watching Catra disappear still hurt me .

.. ANGELA! Wait Wait Angela No

She cant go

Glimmer would be an orphan

“And now I chose to be brave. Take care of each other.” Im not crying you are Im not crying Adora is I am

That glare at Catra, holy shit

Glimmer didnt even get to say goodbye to her mother. Their last talk was a fight.

Bow pickin up Glimmer!

im gonna cry AGAIN

//whispering/ does that mean Glimmer is queen?

Oh fuck Big Baddie found Etheria

FUCK!

FUCK ME UP.

I was not prepared for this at all

anyway UH. if any of yall wanna yell with me feel free to respond or send an ask or a message or whatever. lets suffer together

[writingitallaway]

Note 1:

I've been thinking about you a lot. I mean I never really stopped probably ever since the day we started talking. I really did fall for you before and I tried soooo hard to move on from you because I know you like someone else and I didn't want to be bitch crazy about it and whatever we had was old news to you back then. And at some point I thought I did move on already, I thought ahhh okay we're friends, we're just awesome friends, I can do that. But I realized that I never really succeeded on that plan. I think you cant ever be just a friend to me because I will always have these feelings for you. But it's okay, i told myself I'll just silently admire you like this because at least we're still talking and I still get to know how your days are going. It's like how I met your mother but im ted mosby and youre my robyn scherbatsky. Whenever I said I was no longer as crazy for you as before, I felt like I was lying to myself. But I think it's true that I am not as crazy, bec now I'd accept it if you don't like me, unlike before where I'd get upset and push loool dumbass. But thing is, that doesn't even matter, what matters is I really care about you like I sincerely genuinely honestly do. I always have wished to be there with you physically and hug you when you get sad as shit like this, when you need someone to cry to, when your heart breaks, when the people you love leave you broken, when you feel like there's nothing else going right anymore, when you feel like you don't matter, I really want to actually be there for you. Last night when you told me about feeling suicidal a month ago, I really bursted into tears because wtf. It pains me when you think of disappearing just like that. I know we've never met irl but the thought of you gone pains me like shit. I haven't known you for a long time but I don't need a long time to care about you. And i hate that i cant do anything for you whenever your thoughts go that way. Earlier today I actually read the conversations that we had from the very start and I couldn't help but think that damn day 1 was like soooo far from how we're already interacting rn hahaha youre so special to me and i wanna let you know that you give me so much happiness just by talking to me and chatting with me. I was even laughing just reading it. You give me so much light because that's what you are. I wish I could shine back some to you. I also got to read the part where you promised the date thing 2 years from now so yeah you cant run from that. And the part about you realizing stuff about valuing yourself. I really am looking forward to how youll progress as a person. I want to be there for you even if it hurts me. I want you to know that I believe in you. I may be as small as that grain of sand in the vast ass ocean but I believe in you and I care about you and I always want to remind you thats theres still a lot to see out there, theres still more to this life, theres still so much to experience and you and i are both lucky to actually be alive at this very moment, some are in pain and holding on to dear life, bidding good bye to their loved ones even if they don't wanna go yet, but we arent dealing with that right now. Imagine that. So we are still lucky okay? Plus you still owe me a date and the best sex ever hahaha ok im kidding i swear i mean if you fall for someone else then ill just watch you be happy, ill cry for like 6 months hahaha but ill still stay and clap for you and still be there to support you even if you wont need me anymore. I literally wrote that in my diary lol. Youre only 28 and youre capable of doing so much more. It's never too late to get back up. You told me it's okay to break bec that will make us stronger. ((Ok so i made a new note on my phone after this bec idfk where this is going like my mind just wandered off and it wasnt just leading to what i actually wanna say hahaha hence note 2))

[gimmesumsuga]

I feel like there's been a few moments throughout this story where I would've left for a night/couple days. I'm the type of person that needs space, so whenever MC stays in that environment I feel like a step of the healing process has been skipped. But that's just me. I like to hide away and lick my wounds. And now, as hot as evil Joon is, he has utterly betrayed her (fragile, tentative) trust. And idek how Jimin & Yoongi will be. I would def be calling Sam up. I'd feel so used & embarrassed.

I think I’m quite guilty of putting a lot of myself into the reader in that respect - if ever I have an argument or get upset I desperately want to be around people and talk/cuddle it out until it’s all sorted!  I think Sam will most definitely be helping to deal with some of the fallout. 

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Anon: THE FIRST THING THAT LEFT MY MOUTH WHEN I FINISHED CH 65 WAS “FUCK, OH NO”. ITS 2 AM AND I HAVE A FINAL LATER ON;;; THE CHAPTER WAS FUCKING HOT BUT IM STILL I GOD DAMN SHOCK

Ohh I hope your final went well despite the shock! 

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Anon:  Omg STS 65... I screamed at the last two words. Bravo! Genius! Amazing!

Aww thank you nonnie! ^^

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Anon:  Small spoilers‼️ *towards the ending of chap. 65* I— DID HE REALLY JUST— OH MY GOD HE DID. HE SO DID THAT. WHAT THE— NO. Oh my god that chapter was so good by the way but like- WAY TO JUST PUNCH ME IN THE FACE NAMJOON OH MY GOD. THIS IS SO GOOD I SWEAR TO GOD THIS IS THE QUEEN OF ALL PLOT TWISTS AND CLIFF HANGERS. Tbh I kinda suspected cuz Jimin would’ve been there to supervise the whole thing or at least nearby so like- BUT SHIT I DIDNT REALLY THINK- I love you. I’m a mess rn but I love you~💌

Yup... yup he did.  He went there, he did that lol glad you enjoyed it hun.  Love you! 

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Anon: Ma’am, I’m gonna need to stop trying to KILL me because holy balls. STS... I’m dead over here. It’s too good!!

I really can’t make any promises...

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Anon: Just so you know, I just read chapter 65 of STS and uuuuhhhhhh UUUHHHHHHHHH I'm not okay with how it finished it's exactly what I was afraid of 😭😭😭 ((don't get me wrong I loved the chapter but I had sneaking suspicions about what was up and oH bOi WaS i CorReCt)) --feel free to not respond in case of spoilers or something for tumblr readers ❤️

You certainly were correct! Well done! 

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Anon: GDHDJD CHAPTER 65 IS GIVING ME A MENTAL BREAKDOWN 😫 the smut was so good I honestly don’t know what to do with myself but thaT ending has me all kinds of fucked up

You’re not alone nonnie.  I think a lot of people were left feeling a bit compromised! 

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Anon: OMG I JUST FINISHED READING CHAPTER 65 AND IM SCREAMING! Your writing is amazing and I check your blog everyday 😊keep up the good work love

Aww thank you nonnie! Glad to have you as a reader 

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Anon: OH SHIT!!! THAT ENDING IM DEAD OMG YOUR A FUCKING GENIUS

You’re far, far too kind sweetie

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Anon: WHAT THE FUCK. I KNEW I DIDN'T TRUST HIM. I FUCKING KNEW JOONIE LIED. SOMETHING DIDN'T FEEL RIGHT. JIMINIE WOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING TO HER. JOONIE WOULD HAVE TAKEN HER TO HIS ROOM TO DOMINATE HER AND PUT HER IN HER PLACE. I KNEW IT. OOOOHHHH NOOOOO. AM I ABOUT TO CRY??? Once again, great job boo. I absolutely loved it. 👏👏💕 -A.P.

Noooo, don’t cry!  Daydream about being taken to Joonie’s room to be dominated with me instead lol 

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Anon: That ending was evil :( lol can't wait for next part 😙

Kinda was, wasn’t it? lol

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Anon: So..... I usually felt pretty OK (very OK) with her (reader) fucking the other guys in the house, and don't get me wrong, 65 was awesome, and perfect and I loved it, but when he told her "I lied" my heard felt full of pain, and now I feel like I've cheated on my boyfriend. This is fucked up, my heart bleeds, you made it bleed. You are good!

Aww hun, as sad as I am to hear it hurt you so much, it’s always kinda nice to know I’ve had the ability to affect someone so greatly. Thank you 

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Anon: Okay okay okay so I want to ask a question about what may happen in chapter 66.... I totally understand if you don’t want to answer but I was wondering if in this new chapter Jimin will be upset with the main character???! Or is it mainly going to be a mad at Joonie thing?! I’m also scared because I think it was Yoongi that walked in and my baby boy bias is gonna be hurt and I’m afraid... thanks babydoll💙

I’m afraid you’re going to have to sit tight and see what happens in the next chapter sweetie!  Just keep in mind that I’m a big fan of happy endings along the way :)

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Anon: BDKFHBSJENFBD CHAPTER 65 HAS ME FEELING A WHOLE LOTTA THINGS BC ON ONE HAND HOT JOONIE SMUT AYY BUT ON THE OTHER HAND HE FUCKING LIED THAT ASSHOLE OH GOD IT WAS SO GOOD THE WAIT WAS FUCKING WORTH IT

Hahaha I’m glad it was still worth it for the smut though! 

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Anon: So like my question for chapter 65 is literally wtf? I enjoying the chapter and then out of no where it’s just like BOOM, I was smacked with a ton of dicks wtf. I really liked the chapter though, it was amazing lol, love your works

Did you.... did you actually mean a tonne of dicks?  lol this ask made me laugh so hard, because even if that’s a case of autocorrect or a typo, how absolutely apt it is in regards to this fic hahaha

[wanderingpages]

Anon M (Dark AU) part 5 i think

(My [wanderingpages] responses are in this color!)

Um cardan its an ECON class, ofc it wasn’t gonna be interesting (I... liked my Econ class 🙈🙈)

U are a glutton for punishment, dude (yes)

………………morphine

Wait its pain relief

Lol im dumb (hahaha too many drugs to stay on top of things)

“I want to bang my fucking head against the nearest wall. There’s a good reason I dropped out of school and never attended college. Dropped off in a cradle in front the fire house then bouncing from shitty foster home to shitty foster home until the day I finally said fuck it and left the stove burners on. School was never on the forefront of my mind, but I could have gone far had I the chance. To my dismay, while the abusive shit that was my foster dad and the little fuck buddy he shared needles with had died, my foster mother managed to get away from the fire. Turns out foster Daddy had one hell of a life insurance and although, for a while, Asha was under investigation – a cracked out woman profiting off her dead husband? – she managed to fuck her lawyer fees away to get out of charges that in no way could have ever lead to me anyways.”

This whole para is a fucking mood

Wow cardan got a very tragic past (how else do I justify his behavior without making him full psycho in which I can’t even redeem him enough for Jude to like him 😥😥 lol but he just never gets a break huh 😳) (also... told u balekins wife ain’t shit 😉)

Wtf cardan knows this shit

Ahhhhhhhh eldred

Geez cardans thoughts are fun to read (thank you, I go a little trigger happy with his POV cus I can get away with a lot more than I can with others lol)

MAYOR ELDRED WHAT WHAT

FAKED DEATH WHAT

…..prince is so much better than king to me lol (haha then he wouldn’t be the baddest killer on this side of the lake. He’d be the son of one 😔 and tbh eldreds hands are clean.)

Madoc isnt judes dad here, is he (nope)

Is he talking about lollipop rn (yes)

Fucking both dain and locke lol I have no sympathy for nis after HTKOELTHS (lmao leave my girl alone I love her!!)

Judes wishing theyd actually been doing what nis thinks they were (hahaha nah not quite yet)

Aw im liking this interaction

……oh

Oh wow

Oh (yeah see he has morals, who wouldn’t want to kill a pedophile if given the chance, plus money on top of that? Win, win 🥰)

FUCK MAP’S

Vigilante lol

Babe lol

Aw this got sad really quickly (😔)

THIS IS FUNNY I LIKE THIS CARDAN…..not as much as CEO cardan (didja really think I wouldn’t say anything about him) (haha I like dark Cardan toooo he’s my problem child 😫😫 lol ceo is my successful child)

Dains wife is good with him cheating good to know (dains wife don’t give af. She just want that 💰💸💳 🤑)

Why is jude flustered (she saw sumn)

“pick a color” lol

“pink��� LOL

WAIT HE HAS A DICK RING ‘

HE HAS A DICK RING DOESN’T HE (hahaha it’s a pelvis piercing! The base of the dick)

Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Cardans turned on

Jude has mentioned sophie

Not so turned on anymore (rip)

GEEZ MOM WAS MURDERED

Dain and Madoc….. sure theyre a GREAT parenting team sureeeeeeeeee (better than the previous parental team hahaha)

Aw

Cardans sad (just a sad boy doing bad things 😔)

Make it stop pls

Um

What happened

OH NO

NOT TARYN

I HATE HER (HAHAHA I LOVER HER !!)

BUT NOT TARYN

END OF THOUGHTS

Welllllllllllllllll

This was a wild ride

Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiild

Im loving this (thank youuuu)

[seastarved]

I AM SO OVERWHELMED BY THE FEELINGS IN MY HEART RIGHT NOW. MY TINY HEART IS TOO TINY FOR THIS NONSENSE LIKE WHAT IN THE FUCK

EMMA IS MAKING FUCKING PANCAKES

IN A ROBE AND WE ALL FUCKING KNOW WHAT HAPPENED THE NIGHT BEFORE WHILE KILLIAN WALKS UP BEHIND HER IN AN UNBUTTONED VEST WHICH LBR IS BASICALLY HIM BEING NAKED LIKE THE NUMBER OF LAYERS ON THIS MAN AT ALL TIMES IS ABSURD BUT LIKE

THIS IS TOO MUCH. I CANNOT LOOK DIRECTLY AT IT.

THIS IS LIKE THE FUCKING SUN. I AM BLINDED BY THE JOY AND THE HAPPINESS AND THE CONTENTMENT AND THE WAY HE’S GRINNING INTO HER SKIN AND THE WAY SHE BITES HER LIP. THIS IS AHHHHHHHHH MAKE IT STOP

AND SHE LIKE FUCKING POUNCES ON HIM AND HER HANDS DON’T FUCKING STOP MOVING AND HER LIPS ARE SO INSISTENT AND 

SHE KEEPS FUCKING PULLING HIM CLOSER AND CLOSER AND WHAT T H E F U C KKKKK I CANNOT HANDLE THIS EVEN A LITTLE

ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW WILD HER HAIR IS? SHE CLEARLY JUST WOKE UP AND CAME DOWN TO MAKE THEM BOTH PANCAKES BECAUSE THEY MUST BE STARVING AND HE GOT DRESSED HALF WAY AND CAME DOWN TO FIND HER WHEN HE SMELLED ALL THE NICE THINGS AND THEN HE SEES HER WITH HER HAIR ALL WILD AND HER FACE ALL FRESH AND GLOWY AND HAPPY AND WHO CAN BLAME HIM FOR WANTING TO KISS HER OK?

OK BUT WHAT KILLS ME THE DEADEST IS THAT SHE PULLS AWAY JUST SO SHE CAN LOOK AT HIM. CLEARLY SHE WANTS TO KEEP KISSING HIM BUT IN THAT MOMENT, SHE NEEDS SO SEE HIS FACE, TO SEE AGAIN HOW MUCH HE LOVES HER AND WHAT SHE HAS NOW AND I CANNOT LOOK AT HIS SMILE THIS IS TOO MUCH *SHIELDS EYES*

GUYS, GUYS, GUYS. I THINK SHE LOVES HIM.

AND I THINK HE LOVES HER.

SHE’S SO FUCKING HAPPY AND SHE LOOKS SO YOUNG HERE AND SO HAPPY AND IN LOVE AND SHE LOVES HIM SO MUCH OMG

HE CAN’T BELIEVE IT EITHER BECAUSE WHO WOULD HAVE FUCKING THOUGHT RIGHT? 

AND THEN SHE’S LIKE FUCK WAIT MUST GET BACK TO THE KISSING. HE’S SO GOOD AT THE KISSING. MUST TOUCH SOFT LIPS AGAIN.

AND UGH IT STARTS SO SOFT BUT PICKS UP SO FUCKING QUICK LIKE WTF AND HE JUST RESPONDS WITHOUT MISSING A BEAT LIKE THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME BECAUSE THEY LOVE EACH OTHER AND WANT EACH OTHER SO MUCH, IT MAKES MY HEART MELT ALSO SEEING THAT RING ON HER FINGER IS HURTING MY EYES AGAIN.

THE HANDS, THE HANDSSSSSS

WILL NO ONE THINK OF THE POOR FANGIRLS?! WHY WOULD YOU KISS THIS WAY?! WITH THE FRANTIC PULLING EACH OTHER CLOSER AND THE HANDS THAT WON’T STOP TOUCHING. WHY WOULD YOU HURT ME THIS WAY YOU ASSHOLES?!

I CAN’T TAKE IT BECAUSE THEY’RE SMILING THE ASSHOLES DO THEY NOT KNOW WHAT THIS IS DOING TO MY SMALL TINY HEART?!

TO HELL WITH THE PANCAKES. YASSS EMMA, YASSSSS.

AND SHE FUCKING PUSHES HIM INTO THE TABLE AND SHE’S PROBABLY BETWEEN HIS LEGS RIGHT NOW AND HIS HAND IS RUNNING UP AND DOWN HER BACK AND HIS HOOK IS HOLDING HER STEAD BECAUSE SHE CANNOT STOP MOVING HER HANDS

AND LIKE FUCKING SOMEONE HAS TO KEEP THEM FROM FALLING ONTO THE TABLE BUT BY THE LOOKS OF IT, EMMA TOTALLY WANTS KILLIAN TO FALL ONTO HIS BACK RIGHT THERE OK?! LIKE NOPE LET’S JUST DO THE DO RIGHT HERE. SMOOSHING BOOTIES ON THE DINING TABLE.

AND LOL THE SHOCK! THEY’RE SO DAZED THIS IS HILARIOUS

AND KILLIAN SAYING LIKE OH YOUR MOTHER HAS A KEY. THAT’S GOOD INFORMATION. YES OK. TRY TO CALM DOWN NOW.

THE SHOCK AND THE WIDE EYES LOLOLOL

BUT OK I FUCKING LOVE HOW EMMA JUST LOOKS AMUSED PRETTY MUCH THROUGH THIS WHOLE EXCHANGE BECAUSE THOUGH SHE REALLY, REALLY WANTS TO DO THE DO WITH HER FIANCE IN THEIR HOUSE (WHAT THE FUCK HOW DID WE GET HERE FROM CLIMBING A BEANSTALK TOGETHER ONE TIME FUCK FUCK FUCKKKK) 

SHE NEVER THOUGHT SHE’S HAVE THIS EITHER? HER MOTHER ACCIDENTALLY WALKING IN ON THEM AND LIKE IT’S LIKE EMBARRASSING OR WHATEVER BUT SHE’S JUST SO FUCKING HAPPY TO HAVE ALL THIS IN HER LIFE NOW? THESE MOMENTS OF PEACE AND LOVE AND SILLINESS

AND LOL SHE’S LIKE NOOOO AND KILLIAN IS LIKE HAHAHA YES WE WERE ABOUT TO BANG YOUR MAJESTY. I HAVE A SERIOUS PROBLEM RN LOL ALSO I LOVE THAT THOUGH SNOW IS RIGHT THERE, EMMA STRAIGHT UP DOEAN’T MOVE FOR FUCKING AGES AND JUST KEEPS RUNNING HER HANDS OVER KILLIAN’S SHOULDERS, SOOTHING HIM  AND TOUCHING HIM STILL AND KILLIAN’S HAND DOESN’T MOVE FROM HER WAIST EITHER

LIKE DESPITE THE DISCOMFORT, IT’S ALSO SUCH A COMFORTABLE MOMENT?! IT’S SO DOMESTIC AND ORDINARY AND EMMA IS STILL STROKING KILLIAN’S ARM HERE AND I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN *CRIES TEARS OF BLOOD* AND THEY ONLY FUCKING STAND WHEN SNOW IS LIKE UMM PANCAKES LOLOL

AND THIS ASSHOLE LOLOLOL HE IS SO UNAMUSED. I’VE LOST MY APPETITE. BRACING FUCKING SHOWER HE SAYS  LOLOLOL

THIS CHEEK KISS, THE PANCAKES, THE KILLIAN’S HAND ON HER WAIST AGAIN. THE DOMESTICITY OF IT ALL

LOOK HOW HAPPY SHE IS. DO YOU SEE IT? DO YOU SEE THE JOY IN HER EYES?! SHE’S SO HAPPY GODDAMNIT

*THROWS ALL THE THINGS*

THIS IS TOO MUCH. I CANNOT HANDLE THIS. FUCKING FUCK FUCKKK