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It’s hard out there guys. I’m autistic with a heavy dose of ADHD and Bipolar and I’m an AFAB Trans person. My partner also used a wheelchair for a high level sci. The current ‘politics’ has been really scare to check in with as the classify people I love as parasites and tell me and other like me we aren’t wanted in society etc.
But then I come here or to my community and friends and I’m reminded that we all exist in huge numbers all over. And community is just a big emotional post or cute fan drawing away.
I haven’t posted much art lately, I have been in a slump but the sun is coming back and I’m finding ways to involve myself In activism which is a nice feeling because sometimes it’s easy to feel helpless against it all.
If the world is getting you down and you just wanna show off your art or gush about an oc or have someone say they love you, feel free
To stop by my page. I’ll tell you I love your art, your talented and I’m glad your around.



The 'all lives matter' MAGA pro-lifers are a Christofascist eugenics movement.
#I’m glad your here#resistance#your valid#random thoughts#frame it with positives#thank you community#you all deserve safety#comfort#and the freedom to be yourself
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Me and @ridokichan -s headcanon about "isolation-induced hallucinations" with Stan twins.
First experience with the portal was definitely..... Insufferable. For both of them.
At least someone's looking out after them.

#FIRST ART BELONGS TO RIDOKI!!! FOLLOW EM#my part kinds cringe but this whole thing was unexpected and for funsies#they suffered enough#life can't even let them catch a break#stan would be clinging to this image of his little brother still being aeound while Ford would histerically try and push lee away#thinking it's one of bills shenanigans#little does he know it's just his head playing tricks on him#not bill.#the image of childhood of one another forever will remain as something pure#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan twins#angst#bill cipher#kings of new jersey#hallucinations#comfort#little sun and moon that they are#my lovelies#tumblr fyp#fyp#sketch#art
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He’s so cute
#I would love for him to put his weight on me#I’m just in need of comfort 😩#as always#fnaf#dca#my art#security breach#moon fnaf#moondrop#moon x reader#moon sb#fnaf moon#soft#sketch#comfort
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Hold Me First
Pairing: Jason Todd (Red Hood) x Reader
Summary: Jason comes home late again bruised, battered, and looking far too casual about it. You’re furious, but the worry in your chest drowns out the anger. Before you can unleash your frustration, he steps closer, voice low and tired: “I know you’re mad at me, but can I have a hug first?” And just like that, your resolve starts to crumble.
[Masterlist]

The door creaks open, and your head snaps up from where you’re sitting on the couch, arms crossed tight over your chest. Jason steps inside, the dim glow of the apartment lights catching on the blood smeared along his jaw, the fresh bruises blooming across his knuckles. His jacket hangs heavier than usual, torn in places, and there’s a stiffness in his movements that tells you exactly how bad the night was.
And yet, he still smirks like he hasn’t just given you another reason to worry.
“Before you start,” he says, holding up a hand, “I know you’re mad at me, but can I have a hug first?”
Your jaw clenches. Oh, you were about to start. You were about to let him have it for being reckless, for coming home looking like he went ten rounds with a freight train, for making you stay up all night worrying.
But then you see it. The exhaustion in his eyes, the way he’s favoring his left side. He looks—worn. Like the weight of the world has been pressing down on him, and for once, he’s letting himself show it.
Damn it.
You sigh, tension draining from your shoulders as you push off the couch and step toward him. His arms are already open when you reach him, and the second you press into his chest, he lets out a deep, relieved breath. His grip is strong, but not unyielding just enough to make you feel that he needs this as much as you do.
“You’re still in trouble,” you mutter against his shoulder.
Jason chuckles, pressing a kiss to the top of your head. “Wouldn’t expect anything less, sweetheart.”
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@dreamzaremyrealityy
@not-herexo
@a-brilliante-mariposa
#jellofish-plant#jason todd x reader#jason todd#jason todd x y/n#jason todd x you#jason todd x oc#jason todd angst#jason todd fluff#jason todd comfort#jason todd fic#jason todd fanfiction#jason todd imagine#titans fanfiction#dc fanfic#dc fanfiction#red hood#redhood x reader#redhood x you#arkham knight#arkham knight x reader#arkham knight x you#fanfic#fanfiction#angst#fluff#hurt/comfort#comfort#red hood x reader
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I just creamed my pants.
Butcherine
#this is not my art#I LOVE THIS ART#deadpool and wolverine#logan howlett#wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#logan#lesbians#wlw post#wlw crush#comfort
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Xavier losing his mind when you are to be the honey trap for a mission. Him impatiently waiting for his part to get rid of the people leering at you. If he’s extra brutal that day, that is no one’s business. Careful, he might just snap.
Zayne with a reader who gently kisses his scars when he loses control over his evol. Reader who holds him and whispers sweet nothings while running their fingers through his hair. “I love you, and I know you love me too,” because no evol should make him feel anything less than most cherished. (Touch starved Zayne)
Rafayel but Picture of Dorian Gray au.
Sylus meeting your kid when you’re a single mother. Your kid, following him like a puppy, Mephisto and twins becoming your baby sitters. Him breaking down when your teenager gifts him adoption papers on Father’s Day. (I’ve got to write this)
#plot bunny#love and deepspace#zayne x reader#comfort#sylus x reader#rafayel x reader#xavier x reader
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Be my safe haven during the storm.
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Daddy Issues (Trigger warning!)
Summary: 16 year old Bambi is having a hard time and needs comfort (This is set before Matt and Bambi are together)
Warnings: swearing, crying, pushing, daddy issues, Bambi opening up, absent dad, breakdowns, and slight fluff
It had been two days since the triplets had heard from Bambi, which was completely out of the ordinary. Bambi was someone who always texted back immediately even if she was upset. It's just who she was, she never wanted someone to think she was ignoring or mad at them.
Bambi had started talking to her father again and things seemed to be going well..... Well that was the last thing the triplets had been told about it.
Matt was sitting in the kitchen eating a bowl of cereal when Mary Lou walked into the kitchen on the phone. She had a more somber look on her face which made Matt sit up.
"What happened?"
Mary Lou shushed him nodding to what whoever she was on the phone with said closing her eyes with a soft sigh "Alright, I'll tell them to stop by." She put her phone down sadly turning to Matt slowly. The look in her face was something he's never seen before.
"Mom. what's wrong?"
"Where are your brothers?" She whispered softly.
"Out with Nate and Madi. Why?"
"Bambi.... Bambi isn't doing too well right now.... She locked herself in her room, she won't talk to anyone-"
Matt immediately stood up putting his bowl in the sink and grabbing the car keys not giving Mary Lou a moment to finish speaking as he rushed out the door.
He was beating himself up mentally. He should've known something was up when he texted her and she didn't respond to him. He needed to get to Bambi.
Bambi was laying curled up in her bed, the song Good Enough from the show empire playing through her room on repeat. She hadn't moved in two days. God, how could she be so stupid. It was the same cycle and each time she believed it would be different.
She knew better, she always knew better. She wanted... no she needed to believe things would be different. But they never were.
As the song restarted her door opened but she didn't move assuming it was her mom again.
"Bambi....." Matt spoke softly closing the door behind him before walking over to her.
She looked at him through the darkness of her room before laying her head back on her pillow. "Go away, Matty."
"L-listen.. I know I'm not Nick or Chris....But I can still be here for you..." Matt walked closer to the bed trying to figure out how to get her to talk to him, how to get her to open up.
She sat up looking at him. "Matt-"
"No. No. I know you're upset. but you don't get to do that." He turned on her light. "I'm one of your best friends. I love you and you don't get to shut me out when I know you need me the most."
"Why can't you just leave me alone!" She stood up and snapped at him , though you could tell by the look in her eyes that she was gonna break
He looked at her trying not to take it personal, he knew she was hurting and that before she got sad she got angry. That's just how she handled her emotions. It's how she coped with her feelings, especially when it came to her father. "Just talk to me" He whispered moving closer to her.
She pushed him away from her "Go home, Matty"
He stumbled back a bit but stood his ground "No."
"Go" She began to shake slightly but not out of anger, she was about to crumble and he can tell.
"Bambi." He whispered taking her wrist into his hand and pulling "I love you....Please talk to me."
Her lip began to quiver uncontrollably "Why.... Why doesn't he love me?" A sob broke through immediately hiding her face into his chest.
Matt's heart broke immediately wrapping his arms around her. "I-I don't know, Bam."
"What's so wrong with me that he can't just stay." She sobbed, "W-why am I not good enough for him"
"You aren't the problem." He whispered softly. "He is a terrible, awful human being. You.... You're perfect." He moved the to sit down on her bed.
She got really quiet for a moment. "Don't leave me, Matty."
He looked her in the eyes, his thumb gently wiping away her tears "I'd never leave you....."
She nodded pulling him to lay down with her. Once he was laying next to her, she moved into his side pulling her quilt over them.
His arms moved around her resting his chin on her head, closing his eyes and taking in her scent. She smelled like hot chocolate and a bit of weed. "you smell like weed." He mumbled with a small smile.
"Stole some from my mom" She mumbled.
He snickered "I'm not surprised"
After about 10 minutes of silence she spoke. ".....He's mad that I don't always text him first."
"What?"
"My dad..... He hadn't texted in like 2 weeks.... So I called him and told him that it upset me that he hadn't texted me, that I thought we were working on building a relationship.... that he said he wanted to get to know me...... And in order to get to know me he has to text me.... Apparently that upset him cause he started to yell at me, he told me that the phone works both ways and that I shouldn't act like a child...."
Matt's jaw clenched hearing this. Every time he heard about Bambi's father he was tempted to fly down to New York and kick his ass himself.
"That upset me so I started to yell at him, because I am a child....I'm his child and he knows nothing about me.... He can't tell me my favorite color, o-or what my favorite food is.... He doesn't know my allergies..... That I'm surprised he even knows my birthday or that people call me Bambi.... He only remembers he has a kid when he has a new girlfriend and she wants to meet me or around the holidays. He's barely my father he's a sperm donor who my mom should've put on child support." She rambled her eyes still filled with tears, but they were no longer sad tears, they were angry tears.
Matt scoffed. "He's such a fucking dick."
"Then he started talking shit about my mom. Said that she was the reason I felt that way... And that when I can finally form my own opinion on him to give him a call, then he hung up on me."
"You deserve better, Bam. I doesn't deserve you." Matt whispered kissing her head.
She nodded softly clinging to him her eyes closing in emotional exhaustion which Matt noticed and let her go to sleep before leaning down and whispering "You are the strongest most beautiful girl in the world... And if he can't see that. Then he isn't worth the tears you waste crying over him. I love you more than you'd ever know."
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Dividers By @bernardsbendystraws
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#nick sturniolo#chris sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#matt sturniolo smut#bambi!reader#fratboy!sturniolo smut#dealer!matt#sturniolo triplets#childhood friend!reader#matt sturniolo#daddy issues#the sturniolo triplets#chris sturniolo and pregnant!reader#chris sturniolo and dancer!reader#matthew sturniolo smut#matt sturniolo reactions#neighbor!matt sturniolo#jealous matt sturniolo#rapper!chris sturniolo#chris sturniolo smut#sturniolo botlist#sturniolo bots#sturniolo smut#sturniolo reactions#nicolas sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#light angst#angst#fluff#comfort
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some of my warm moominvalley arts 💌 i think they still hold little tiny shiny drops of summer



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(WARNING: slight blood)
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oh no! You hurt his little brother, you're not going to have a good time bud.

I don't usually draw characters in those situations, but I wanted to try! You know what they say, don't make the older brother angry, especially if you mess with his twin.
some little drawings of what happened next! the comfort yeii




#mario#mario and luigi#comfort#fanart#super mario#just a angry mario#like#why are you messing with lou#lovethebros
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Framed in Forever [◉"]
Pairing: Jason Todd (Red Hood) x Photographer!Reader
Summary: As a photographer, you love capturing the world through your lens especially the rare, unguarded moments of Jason Todd. But when he catches on to your attempts to snap a candid shot of him, he turns the tables with a teasing question: “If I take this picture, does that mean I get to keep you?” What starts as playful banter quickly blurs the lines between a joke and something deeper. Maybe Jason isn't the only one being caught off guard tonight.
[Masterlist]
“If I take this picture, does that mean I get to keep you?”
The streets of Gotham stretch behind Jason, neon signs flickering against the damp pavement, the distant hum of the city blending with the shutter click of your camera. He stands with his back against a brick wall, arms crossed, looking effortlessly cool despite the fact that you’ve been trying to catch him off guard for the past five minutes.
“Jay, just act normal,” you sigh, adjusting the lens.
He grins, tilting his head. “Sweetheart, this is normal.”
You lower the camera just enough to give him a flat look. “No, it’s not. You’re posing.”
Jason scoffs, pushing off the wall and strolling toward you. “I’m literally just standing here.”
“Exactly. You never ‘just stand’ anywhere.”
He stops right in front of you, close enough that you have to tilt your head to meet his gaze. The city lights flicker in his stormy blue eyes, and for once, he’s not smirking. Just watching. Considering.
And then
The corner of his mouth quirks up. “If I take this picture, does that mean I get to keep you?”
Your grip on the camera tightens. “What?”
Jason taps the lens lightly, his voice dropping into something softer, more teasing. “You snap a picture, it’s yours forever, right? So if you take a shot of me… do I get to keep you?”
Your heart stumbles, heat creeping up your neck. You try to hide it by lifting the camera again. “That’s not how it works.”
“Hm.” He leans in slightly, just enough to make your pulse quicken. “Pretty sure it does.”
You roll your eyes, trying to focus on the viewfinder instead of the way he’s making your brain short-circuit. “Fine. Hold still.”
Jason barely humors you, tilting his head at the last second, smirk wide, making sure the shot is just off enough to be annoying.
You huff, lowering the camera. “You suck.”
He chuckles, stepping back with a cocky shrug. “Maybe. But you’re still stuck with me.”
And the worst part? You don’t mind at all.
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@dreamzaremyrealityy
@not-herexo
@a-brilliante-mariposa
#jellofish-plant#jason todd x reader#jason todd#jason todd x y/n#jason todd x you#jason todd x oc#jason todd angst#jason todd fluff#jason todd comfort#jason todd fic#jason todd fanfiction#jason todd imagine#titans fanfiction#dc fanfic#dc fanfiction#red hood#redhood x reader#redhood x you#arkham knight#arkham knight x reader#arkham knight x you#fanfic#fanfiction#angst#fluff#hurt/comfort#comfort#red hood x reader
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Me against the world 🫧🌊🐡🐈

#sfw agere#sfw regression#sfw age regression#age regression#childhood#cat#agere#cat therian#meow meow#catkin#fish#water#swimming#silly#comfort#purr purr purr#loner life
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🖍a doodle from my scout meeting tonight :)
#artists on tumblr#art tag#my art#female artists#art#my artwork#digital art#digital artist#comfort#positivity#positive thoughts#affirmations#sfw agedre#sfw agere#little space sfw#sfw littlespace#comforting#comfort art#positive affirmations#self love#self care
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Hi! Can I request something? It's my first time requesting in tumblr Here I go! Can you do a one-shot with V with a reader who's a mute? I sorta need a comfort fic right now. If It's okay! I love your Ronin fanfic about it
Loud in the Silence.

V x mute!g.n.reader, comfort, fluff
Words: 3354
Cws: spoilers for Killer Chat!

"Mx Y/n, please try to say 'hi'." Your therapist told you, she's been telling you the same thing for years now.
Years of speaking exercises, therapy and many other exhausting things. Even with so many procedures, you were still unable to talk and your doctors were slowly loosing all hope for your case. Every doctor you visited kept on reassuring you that you can overcome your muteness, but no matter how much effort you've put into the exercises, it all ended in vein.
This time was no different, you were leaving the doctor's office, resignation in the man's eyes, exhaustion on his face. You were a lost cause, you accepted it a long time ago. Not speaking wasn't so terrible... alright it was. It was a lot. You hated it, hated being treated like a lost child, like someone weak who needs others to do things for them, the special treatment. Being treated like some kind of alien because of your muteness was the worst.
I'm used to this. You kept on telling yourself, bottling your feelings inside, shutting away from the world and people who hurt you.
You've reached home, put your bag on its place, kicked off your shoes and made your way to your study-bedroom to work some more on your serial killer book. You wanted to be a new promising criminal novelist, that was your dream since forever.
Writing was the only form of escapism for you, the only thing you didn't feel judged for not talking. People only cared about the words you wrote, not the ones you said. It brought you comfort, something to keep you away from these overwhelming thoughts that made your mind so unbearably heavy.
This doesn't feel right".
You grunted in frustration, erasing a whole freshly filled page. This character, they felt so unrealistic, the murder was poorly executed, nothing made sense. You will never be a great author if you will continue on like this. It was fine time you touched some... less than legal resources.
After days of leaving interesting question on the dark web and feared your IP getting leaked anytime you received a reply to your posts.
You opened the site, wrote up a new post and clicked "send" then you noticed a new private message, you opened the chat, the person was marked as unknown. Of course they were. They sent you a link and a key, you were curious so you opened the link and filled in the password.
A chatting site showed up on your screen, you were in the main channel that slowly got flooded with welcoming messages. It was weird. A server with eight members, made specifically on the dark web of all places. It definitely screamed trouble from distance, but you already joined and there was an active threat that whoever owns the server has your IP, so why not stay?
<Y/n>: Hello, thanks for the warm welcome.
You sent your first message.
<goreboy>: your welcome darlin' <goreboy>: check out the rules, there's not much but y'know
You took a note of the person by the name "goreboy" words and entered the channel.
<goreboy>: be a serial killer, First rule of fight club <goreboy>: oh yeah and don't be transphobic, racist and just weird or angel will Snipe ya
<Angelic> And that's a promise, not a threat.
Serial killer? That has to be a joke or some stupid roleplay.
You thought, it was the most logical conclusion you could come up with. These people couldn't be serial killers, why would serial killers make a whole server anyway? It's probably some silly roleplay made by bored people who were too deep into their roleplay and decided to use the dark web as their domain. Yes, that sounds logical.
But what if these are real serial killers?
Doubts began to cloud your mind, there was no reason for them to lie about this either. You had to find out the truth some way. Asking them about it would be suspicious. A supposed serial killer asking other serials if they truly are who they say they are? Yeah that's your one way ticked to a grave.
You scanned the server members and an idea came to your mind.
Why not ask a specific person about their identity?
That idea should work, there was no way it would flop, or so you hoped.
<Y/n>: @/K9, are you the serial killer who kills other bad people?
You sent the message. Why did you choose that person? You didn't know, this member seemed to be the most interesting out of all the others.
<K9>: I refuse to be associated with these wild beast. I am a vigilante.
<goreboy>: don't Listen to v, he's As killer as The rest of us are.
Oh, I am seriously in a den of serial killers... how exciting.
Logic told you to leave, call the police and let them handle this, but something stopped you. You could use this as an opportunity to shape your story, get to know how the other serials operate, get inside their heads in a way. What better way to learn than by making them believe that you are one of them?
Two weeks had passed, you've been enjoying your time playing pretend with the killers and hoping that they won't learn about your serial killer persona being just an act.
You entered the #killer_shit channel to see some discourse started by Misaki about blood art, a curious choice for a topic, but these people also talked about gutting someone open or what torture methods are the most painful.
<goreboy>: hey Y/n, you've Been here for weeks by Now and we still don't know shit about ya <goreboy> isn't it a li'l weird?
Shit.
Of course, it couldn't be too easy. You should have expected them to catch up on the way you were more of a lurker and that you rarely participated in murder talk.
<LUCA_IS_SO_COOL>: Yeah dude you're totally rightttt
<Y/n>: Isn't being a mystery a good thing? ^^"
You didn't really know what to do so you had to improvise. A serial killer could want to not reveal a lot about themselves, right?
<goreboy>: i mean, if ya Want someone To open you up and see your li'l secrets then im After the job, darlin'
Okay maybe being an enigma wasn't such a great idea as you originally thought.
<goreboy>: c'mon, let's have A voice call Reveal
<hitmeuppp>: OMG yesss we should do that!!!
<LUCA_IS_SO_COOL>: I second this!!!1
<Felicite>: I third this...!
Oh you are in so much trouble.
You obviously can't join the call, unless you magically overcome your muteness in five seconds or less and telling them that you have to stay on mute would make you sound like some cop trying to get information about them.
Your hands were sweating as they hoovered over the keyboard, barely tapping on the letters you wrote.
<Y/n>: I'm very sorry, I can't call now.
You left the chat after you sent this, too stressed to see their replies, you didn't want to see their disappointment or anger.
While you were worrying about the consequences of your words, a pop up shown on your screen; K9 wants to DM you.
You blinked a few times. What does he want?
V didn't strike you as someone who would message you out of the blue, he didn't show up on the server much after you joined, unless Ronin made a new announcement or the topic was "immoral" enough.
You agreed to the request and then received a message.
<K9>: Is there a reason for your inability to call right now?
Oh wow, he's forward.
You bit your lower lip. What should you do now? Lie? Tell the truth? You didn't want to hide the truth about being mute, but seeing it in your texts with someone felt humiliating.
Then, another idea popped into your mind. It was risky, could fail or give you more trouble, but it could also make one serial killer (or a vigilante in this case) side with you.
You prepared the item for your plan and called V, not asking him if is able to have a short call now.
To your surprise he picked up and he looked better than you could ever imagine a serial killer to look like. Beautiful eyes that looked at your coldly and judgemental, dark braids put up in a ponytail and falling down his shoulders. He looked majestic, you can't remember ever seeing as handsome.
Stop, stop, stop. This is not the time for this.
You scolded yourself in your mind, you can dote over the way he looks some other time, you had a plan to go through with.
Before you could say anything you moved the notebook that you were nervously holding in your hands to the camera, somehow the text on it wasn't inverted.
You watched him mouth the message you wrote; I am mute, I can't speak. His face froze in shock, shock turning into understanding.
Not pity, not sadness, not disgust like some other people you knew. Just pure understanding, acceptance. It almost made you tear up. For the first time someone didn't judge you for your disability, didn't flood you with uncomfortable questions or declared that they'll teach you how to speak.
"I see. it would be truly uncomfortable to join a call in this situation." He said.
Oh gosh, even his voice is just amazing.
You nodded your head and wrote another message, showing him the notebook again; Yes, I don't think that I'm ready to share it with the whole server, yet.
"Ah, of course, that's completely understable. You are in no way obligated to tell anyone about your situation." Hs words were rational, they were what you already knew, but for some reason they felt comforting. It felt validating to know that there was someone who agreed with you, who didn't expect you to spill everything out.
I'm glad you understand me.
You could swear that there was a hint of a smile on his lips.
"Well, now that we're here, do you feel comfortable answering my questions?"
Here we go again with the interrogation, why can't they just leave me alone?
At least this time you have a way out of this; Can we do it some other time? Admitting my disability was already a lot. It wasn't a complete lie, you did feel overwhelmed by coming clean about your muteness like this.
"Ah, yes of course, rest well, Y/n." V said before he hung up.
You were left alone with your thoughts again and the open draft for your story that you still needed to build a protagonist for. You will think about it some other time... You are in a dire need of rest now.
Some time later and you were on another call with V, this time he knew your made up serial killer alias, you learned his Modus Operandi and he decided to play a game of 20-but-I-will-make-it-3-since-you-so-kindly-asked questions on a call with you.
"Were you born mute?" His first question was bold, but you were expecting questions like this, even though other people usually make them sound much more gentle.
Yes, I can't remember ever saying a word in my life, nor does my mother or the doctors we visited. You replied, using your notebook again. V was very much alright with this method of communication, or he just never expressed having anything against your conversations looking like this.
"Mhm. I see." His response was simple, not prying on any more details than what you were ready and comfortable with revealing. You could respect him for this, it even made you feel very happy for some reason. "Do you not know sign language?" This question was... unexpected. No one was ever interested in that part, well mostly because they didn't know how to sign themselves.
Writing this reply took you longer than you thought, because you never had to think about an answer for so long before. I never felt the need to learn, more people knows how to read then how to sign and it's simpler. You didn't add the part about not having enough people in your life to learn how to sign for, he didn't need to know that part.
This response surprised him, he probably never met someone so laid back in a way when it comes to things like that. "Oh, I understand. Well, I know how American, British, German and a few other versions of sign language, if you'd ever feel the need I could teach you."
His offer caught you off of guard, V telling you that he could teach you how to sign? You thought that this could be a dream with how surreal it seamed. He was especially kind to you for the time you knew him, sure, but to the extend that he'd spend his time on being a teacher for a mute (supposed) serial killer? The more time you spend with him the more surprising V turned to be.
"Are you not okay with this?" You were so lost in your thoughts that you didn't realise that you still haven't replied to him.
Oh, no, no! I'm really thankful for the offer, I could consider taking you up on this if I ever felt like it. You replied and gave him a big beaming smile. Somehow the thought of V trying to teach you how to sign was exciting to you, it made the butterflies in your stomach flutter.
Oh, I'm so lost in this game.
The realisation was hard, sure, even confusing. Falling for a vigilante was never in your plans when you took this journey, but was it a bad thing? Well, yes! You could end up dead if he found you out, thought whenever you tried to bring you not being a writer up to him ended with him scoffing and saying that he knows how Ronin operates and that he'd never invite a non serial to the server.
Maybe it won't be as bad as you think it could be? V is tender, caring, he is easily flustered, his smile is sweet and he's a protector who deeply loves his animals, even if he never admits to the last part. Heck! He even found a bird and name it after you, is that not a perfect romance potential then what is?
I'm seriously insane for considering a killer my potential partner... Well! Taste is subjective!
January came faster than you thought, and so did a sudden love confession from V. His words made your heart melt, you reciprocated his feelings. You would be a fool if you didn't.
You really did take him up on that sign language offer, learning the most basic and easy signs that you could need the most.
"It would be easier if I could do this with you in the room with me." V sighed when your try to sign 'where' ended up with it being very floppy and apparently making an insult in another language.
These words birthed yet another genius idea in your creative mind. Then why don't you pay me a visit? All that trying to hunt me down and I'm to believe that you have nothing on me? A bold move on your side, but you either go big or don't go at all.
V looked at you, squinting his eyes like he was thinking about something really important. "You are right my love, why don't I teach you how to sign face to face?" He gave you a soft smile. "Did I ever tell you how smart you are?"
Yes, but you're free to praise me more, love. You stuck out your tongue at him when you gave him the response and his face flushed.
"There's not enough words, or signs, that could describe your genius or beauty, my love." And now you were the one blushing and losing your words.
Damn him, and his stupidly sweet praise.
Valentine's day. What a better time to meet with your serial killer boyfriend than that? Well, you probably could think of a few dates at the top of your mind, but Valentines worked as perfect as those other days too.
You were dressed up nicely, you would be meeting V for the first time you had to look at least presentable. You were fidgeting with your pen. This was seriously stressing you out in a way that you couldn't explain.
There were the butterflies, the excitement and love, but there was also worry, at he'd find out and harm you. You trusted V, but would he trust you if he knew? It was the uncertainty that scared you so much, you couldn't expect anything from a man who fed his animals with the people he killed.
The sound of the doorbell rang in your ear. There's no time for doubts, no chance to back away now. You took a deep breath, looked at yourself for the last time in a mirror and made your way to the front door.
You opened them and felt your knees weaken when your eyes met him. As elegant as ever, with the softest of soft smile on his lips, gentleness and affection in his eyes.
You melted under his gaze. Your happiness getting the best of you because you almost pulled him into a hug.
"Hello, my love." He took your hand in his and placed a gentle kiss on the back of your hand. "You look absolutely wonderful today." He said.
With pink cheeks and new warmth in your body, you let him in, showing him the way to your living room.
The two of you sat down on the sofa, you were ready to give him a note proposing tea or coffee, but he was faster. He outsretched a hand towards you, he was holding a notebook in that hand.
With a raised eyebrow you took the notebook and opened it. You almost dropped it when you read what was written inside.
My love. No words can describe my feelings towards you, you made my life better with your presence alone, made me realise and find out so many new things about myself. I never felt this way towards anyone, I can't tell if this is how most people feel, but that is how I feel while bein in love with you.
You expressed your worry about being mute many times before, and I can't help but wonder what cruel people would ever dare to act this way and say such absurd words towards you. Mute or not, you are perfect and I am really glad that I am able to spend time in your company and have your love and be the person who you feel safe with and shared the secret with.
I love you, Valentin Viljoen.
You could feel the tears run down your cheeks. No one has ever done this for you, put so much effort into something for you. You tried to wipe away the tears, but with how many were there it was almost impossible.
You looked at V, your vision was blurry from the tears but your could see the gentle smile on his face and he cupped your face with his hands and caressed your cheeks.
"You are a good person, my love. Your heart says more than any words, you are louder than any person who can speak that I know. Communication is more than just words, it's your expressions, your actions. Don't think that your muteness makes you worse or any less of a person."
You wrapped your arms around him, hugging him tightly and letting those happy tears out.
Never in your life have you expected yourself to cry in someone's arms, know that they love you unconditionally even if they know that there are things you're hiding.
You let go off the hug and with shaky hands and the most crooked and probably stupid looking smile signed.
< I love you. >
Not even silence can conquer the feeling between the two of you.

Gahhhh it feel so good!!! I'm proud of this >w<
I want to thank my dearest discord parent Kage for making their music because it carried me through the process of writing!!!
I love you all!!! -N <3
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