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checkeredtablesloth · 4 months ago

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*grinds teeth*

We were just bad for each other

It says nothing about the quality of my character

It says nothing about the quality of their character

I still deserved better

#sloth life #negative #AAAAAAAAAAAAA #CAN I STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM YET???#might as well be my new mantra #therapy is great but i kind of hate feeling some of these emotions and i want them to stop #IT'S SO ANNOYING

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umblrspectrum · 17 days ago

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happy solvermas

#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas #quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on #v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene #implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship #and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever #im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it #but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months #i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now #been a long time since i've felt that #turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo #ks #something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas #it is taking. All of my restraint right now #to not be So Mean to all of you #You Don't Even Know #I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art #murder drones #murder drones uzi #uzi doorman #murder drones n #serial designation n #murder drones v #serial designation v #murder drones cyn #i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts #oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way #the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are

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lucabyte · 5 months ago

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Perceptive kid, I wonder just how much they pretend not to overhear.

#ignooore that a5 bonnie doesnt get the nice resolved versions of their discussions with sif.. i still think they can navigate it eventually #in stars and time #isat #isat spoilers #in stars and time fanart #isat fanart #isat loop #isat bonnie #lucabyteart #the dialogue in this kicked my asssss. trying to balance loop's evasiveness and layered meaning...#to spell it out: it's not that loop is actually *that* worried they'll hurt bonnie. it's that they think siffrin is being a fucking idiot #and being extremely sloppy in their protection of their party by trusting them to not be a loose cannon. THEY simply wouldn't #be that irresponsible if it were them!!! hmph!!! ... because they care. and because they maybe Are a little worried.#they don't want that responsibility. they gave that all up. stop making them responsible again. stop stop stop #and as for the other half of the meaning here: get called out idiot. not on purpose of course. bonnie doesn't know (yet).#but it's a brisk reminder of the hypocrisy (since even if loop makes sly reference to their identity to sif all the time... one must wonder #how often it actually sinks in that that's true....? it must be hard to get your head around when you refuse to admit that your habits and #demeanor have changed so drastically since then. like wtf thats not what i would do! clearly a different guy ! faker !! and yet...)#but yeah idk i think about loop and bonnie's relationship a lot. the one party member i dont think loop could ever bring themselves to be #mean to. because cmon. thats a kid. but still... the emotional distance probably stings even worse than usual.#and once bonnie finds out.... ! well. that emotional distance probably stings. even worse. than usual.

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ruporas · 2 years ago

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invisible scars (referenced previous talk here)

[ID: A colourless, digital Trigun comic of Vash and Wolfwood talking about Wolfwood's scars. They're both laying in bed and topless. Vash lays on top of Wolfwood, playing with the rosary around his neck. Then, Vash kisses a spot on Wolfwood's chest. Wolfwood asks, "What are you doing?" Vash smiles sadly, "You got shot here. In the last town we visited. You didn't even bother moving."

Vash props himself up over Wolfwood, who frowns slightly. Wolfwood is quiet for a moment before he says, "You remember that, huh?" Vash grabs Wolfwood's left wrist and brings it to his face. "And here." He kisses another spot there. "When you helped free the hostages from that robber..." Wolfwood dismissively says, looking away, "Was a lucky shot." Vash huffs, “Don’t brag. Jeez.”

Half of Wolfwood's expression is shown, eyes returning to Vash who is now sitting up, continuing to say, "And..." Vash goes on and kiss Wolfwood's right palm. "You got cut here, even though that girl was aiming at me." A moment from the past flashes, of Wolfwood grabbing a knife aimed at Vash, his hand bleeding.

At present, Vash moves down and puts another kiss on Wolfwood's right shoulder. "And here, from watching my back." Another memory flashes of Wolfwood and Vash back to back. Vash looks back as Wolfwood grins while holding Punisher, bleeding from multiple gunshots in his shoulder.

"And," Vash combs up Wolfwood's hair to reveal his forehead, "Here." A final memory shows Wolfwood with a regeneration vial in his mouth while getting shot on his temple. The next panel is framed in blood with Vash at the center, eyes wide and stunned in horror. The next panel is a closed up shot of Wolfwood's eye, locked on Vash's face.

Back to present, Vash’s head is bowed down as Wolfwood raises a hand to his nape and says, “Spikey.”

Wolfwood looks serious and frowns as he says, "We talked about this. Those were my decisions. They're not there anymore. Forget about them." Vash looks very sad before he smiles ruefully and says, "I still see them. All the time." He leans down so they touch foreheads. Wolfwood’s sorrowful expression can be seen as Vash says, "You protect so much. I could never forget what you've done to me. And many others..."

In the last image, they're drawn more cartoonishly. Wolfwood sweats and asks, "You don't actually remember every wound, right?" Vash points at a spot on his chest. "Kuroneko left a scratch here 7 times." Wolfwood, startled, says, "Why the hell are you keeping count—" End ID]

Credits for ID here and here

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #another scars comic for one of the vw week days!!!! frankly i think about their scars WAY too often . most notably wolfwood's because #it really symbolizes a lot for him imo bc for vash it's a history of all the people that's ever harmed him betrayed him and the trust he has #given to humanity despite it all. its a beautiful reflection of his character and then u look at ww and presumably #since we dont really see him half naked Ever (shame) and i mean. i guess technically its a hc -- i assume he wouldn't have any scars bc #of the regen potions (which is why he doesnt have his t scars btw the regen pot took them away :pensive:)#in a way its like washing his hands of blood. giving him the body of someone who might never been involved in a fight never held a gun #but he knows thats not true yet he cant really do anything about it anyway bc he's still just human. if he stops taking the regen pots #he can't press forward. so its just a rinse and repeat and growing accustomed to whats inflicted on him because he knows it'll go away at #the end of the day. he's human but he's also not he's far beyond what could be considered a normal human but he still just is.#mortal but also not immortal. idk. i overthink about it a lot GMSKGMDK frankly i dont think it matters THAT much in the context of trimax #but it means a lot to me somehow. also thinking about how no matter how many times ww kills he's never numb to the sensation of it. maybe #the adrenaline gets to him for the beginning half but ive been rereading like.. vol 3? and that entire fight for ww #u can slowly see him spiral as he keeps on going on. anyway anyway. i love ww #ruporas art

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solidwater05 · 8 months ago

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Obsessed with Joel telling everyone that they made a mistake by voting him. Not because they were wrong, but because they finally gave him a reason to kill. He's been barely holding back.

He's so violent but so scared of doing harm. He's not supposed to do that here! That would be very bad! But there's nothing he wants more than seeing the world burn to ashes even if he burns with it.

#sos smp #smallishbeans #sos spoilers #sos smp spoilers #ice speaks #during the totem challenge he remembered halfway through a murder plan that this isn't the murder series #well they said he's the bad guy now so he might as well; right?#stop holding back.#anyways as you can tell I'm still thinking about Them and i haven't even watched the rest of my POVs yet #pillager trio you will always be (in)famous

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casualavocados · 3 months ago

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You've never done that when I got close to you before. Why? None of your business. Tell me, or you can't leave.

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 10

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #uservid #userspring #userrain #pdribs #userspicy #userjjessi #*cajedit #*gif #every time i color this scene i get stronger. anyway there were so many expressions i just couldnt leave out. the deep breath ai di takes #steeling himself before admitting it. & the way chen yi absorbs it the way he blinks away & his mouth opens before focusing on ai di again #thinking about it. thinking about four years of attacks ai di had to withstand. understanding the way he is now but hating how its happened #and also the guilt hes gotta feel from that! & yet thats overcome in this moment by a need to not let ai di put a wall between them #which is what ai di keeps trying to do. he admits a vulnerable thing and then deflects FOUR TIMES in this scene. first when sleeping #& choking chen yi when woken(& avoiding when questioned abt it). second by dropping his guard & worrying when he finds chen yi injured #& twice more shown in this set. he has to shake it off he has to put his wall back up but his instincts are strongest & chen yi SEES them.#you can see the way ai di wants to relax into that hug. the way he just wants to BREATHE but instead uses those breaths to defend himself #he chooses to flirt hoping it'll make chen yi back off. hoping he'll stop asking him to be vulnerable. but chen yi knows his tricks now.#and hes not going to let ai di continue believing he doesnt CARE about him. its poetic the way he gives him a taste of his own medicine #like it's *strategic*. he watches and learns. he knows his own influence over ai di he knows that HE is ai di's weakness. it's..chef's kiss

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ganondoodle · 12 days ago

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theres people that build the entire map of botw in fucking minecraft and im sitting here for the 100th time within less than a year crying bc i cant draw a line how i want

#ganondoodles talks #and yet i have more and more in my head #i keep thinking of more and more things i want to draw and show and it keeps piling up #i have always been drawing “at a loss” bc my body is fundamentally unable to keep up with my head #so theres tons of things that just kind of died bc i couldnt get them on paper fast enough #but now it feels even worse #bc i cant get anything out #its not like a clogged drain that drains like half a liter over 5 hours like it used to #its fully clogged but the tap is turned way up so its just getting more and more and nothing gets through #and im tied to a post forced to watch as it rises and spills not able to do anything about it #its so dumb #i know i have enough skill to do the shit i want to do right now #but it just blocked- unavaible- paywalled perhaps but who do i pay and with what #all that is already bad enough but i also have to feel really stupid about it #stairs i have walked up before but now im just standing in front yelling and crying #getting invisible walled by myself but also dont know how to get rid of it or cheat it- which is stupid #shouldnt i know how to get through??????????? yes. yes i should.#maybe i should just not allow myself to even open the browser at all so i can at least stop making these posts #better for everyone probably

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itslavenduh · 8 months ago

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Jessie gets her license.

#congrats to me on yet another wildly unfunny comic #one of those ideas that'd only be funny if it was animated and also only if you are me #the idea was there.#can't say I didn't try #put too much time into this to not post it so #still figuring out how to consistently draw Jessie #pokemon #pokeani #meowth #rocketshipping #kojimusa #team rocket #I cannot stop thinking about them #I might have to actually watch the later seasons for more content of them but #I cannot stand James' newer voice #he sounds like he's on the verge of crying constantly. Although that's probably accurate.#may have to find the sub versions just so I can power through it #I did watch some of the Sun and Moon anime though #I loved their little food truck. They should have quit Team Rocket and just carried on the food truck business. Wear pink hats all day #anyway listen to Me And You VS the World by Space!! It's my all time Rocketshipping song and it fits them so well

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turtleblogatlast · 6 months ago

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“Haven’t You Noticed (I’m a Star)” from Steven Universe works so ridiculously well for Leo

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt headcanons #rottmnt leo #rise leo #listen it’s morning now and I haven’t slept so bear with me for the sudden unwarranted lyric analysis haha #a lotttt of the lyrics work so well for him #not even just the overall theme the words just work great #first lyric is literally ‘I can’t help it if I make a scene’ which is one to one with ‘Leo’s makin a scene’ from the rottmnt opening like-#‘I’m turning heads and I’m stopping traffic’ -> Leo has not made it a secret that he values his looks a LOT #-not just his looks but also his ability to get people’s attention #‘when I pose they scream when I joke they laugh’ -> I feel like this speaks for itself #-posing and joking for the crowd and himself #‘I’ve got them dazzled like a stage magician’ -> works both with Leo’s canonical love of magicians and his aptitude with tricks in general #‘well everybody needs a friend and I’ve got you and you and you’ -> I just think it’d be cute to imagine his friends here just as his bros #‘I got you and you and you’ = ‘my brainy guy my smashing guy and eats peanut butter with his fingers guy’#‘haven’t you noticed that I’m a star?’ -> Leo loves attention and especially loves when his feats and efforts are acknowledged #+ he loves glam rock and sci-fi and being a champ and - listen he has a LOT of star symbolism with him #‘haven’t you noticed I made it this far’ - Leo is well aware of how dangerous situations get and thinks himself only a part of a whole #-so hey it’s notable that he’s survived this long yeah?#‘now everyone can see me burning’ -> self-sacrificing with his family bearing witness + all his star and flame symbolism in general #+ how attention naturally goes to him - including bad attention where his mistakes are highlighted and burn bright #also even the limo lyric-#obviously this boy has never and will never own a limo but one of his main secondary colors IS pink so even that #okay that one is just a joke but he would #(on that note though I think the other colors the boys gravitate to outside THEIR color are fun to notice)#I don’t actually know too much about Steven universe beyond the songs and some eps but I like the music #and this just came to my tired mind so here you go anyone who’s interested #may draw something with these lyrics dunno yet #it’s a good song in any case even though it’s super short

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rosswood · 12 days ago

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not even a joke, just an orphaned punchline

#generation loss #genloss #gl vinny #zarted #id in the alt text #when youre the comic relief and youve retained enough self awareness to know youre the comic relief #but youre denied the agency of being anything other than the butt of the joke #i think about this a normal amount.#i need to stop rotating this guy in my brain but he has taken up a semipermanent residence there i fear #the silly little anvil guy who makes the odd joke and funny remark and is pointedly unbothered by the horrors surrounding him #who exhibits just enough awareness to suggest that hes seeing more than he should #yet who does not scream or cry or struggle when he stares down the barrel of his own death #but is the sort of person to simply let it happen without complaint #you just gotta think of the sort of person who can comprehend the horrors and accept them with a bowed head and a vague smile #and then try not to mcfreaking lose it over what that IMPLIES #dont get obsessed with this guy WORST mistake of my life

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reddamselette · 6 months ago

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at a skating rink and i thought about valgrace so

valgrace except leo is a pro skater. he can spin around and practically just dance while on wheels but jason? he cannot skate for the life of him.

so leo takes jason’s hands, tells him to bend his knees and find a balance, to find a rhythm in the music and just let go; feel it. jason does, of course, after they skate in their third circle because in reality, he’s been distracted by leo and his bright smile. jason catches the way leo sways to the beat, mouths the lyrics if he knows the songs but brown irises are kept on him, forever him.

it’s in that moment, jason falls in love with leo.

#valgrace #leo valdez #jason grace #pjo #hoo #heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #fic #my writing #i love them #dawg the bass in this place is like making my bones rattle and shake rn #anyway #leo is so that one guy who’s just a fucking show off #and it’s in a good way like it’s very mesmerizing to watch #like can u imagine leo valdez who’s just good with his hands and mechanics #finds a way to let go and relieve stress by skating #roller skates skateboards ice skates bad boy supreme does it all #now jason grace obviously never skated in his life #but once he learns he’s very graceful with no (no pun intended)#so when the two of them are together in a skating rink after jason gets the hang of it #they’re just that duo people stop to stare at or talk about #i think i’ll use this in the fake dating fic that i have yet to plan and name because i’m lazy as hell #next week guys trust

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gingerswagfreckles · 1 month ago

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Well they caught him. If he wasn't the exact kind of person tumblr loves, the conspiracy theories about this being a random person being framed would have continued to spread. But he's an attractive 26 year old white man who was caught carrying a manifesto about corporate America and has an internet history that matches up with tumblr's general politics. So everyone is going to get excited about how he's a martyr and go back to acknowledging reality in that there isn't a conspiracy to frame the wrong guy.

The discussions over whether or not this man should be lionized as a hero are honestly not as relevant as the comfort with which people are going to drop the conspiracy theory they would have been fully committed to if this man's politics turned out to be nuts. The ease with which the userbase of this website switches between realities based on whether or not they confirm their biases is really alarming. I just hope people understand how weird it is to claim a random person is 100% going to be framed by the FBI on one day, and then drop that by the next day when it becomes clear that the person being "framed" is the exact kind of communist you had hoped.

#gingerswagfreckles #i feel like this comes off as waaah the ceo got shot and i really dont feel that way #i dont care he had it coming #and also. i cannot say yet bc not much info has come out but so far the shooter doesnt seem like someone i dont generally agree with #(preliminarily. maybe the manifesfo is super nuts idk)#but i really think that everyone's excitement to celebrate this guy as a hero is going to #distract from the fact that leftists have like decided conspiracies theories are completely acceptable #and not only that they're fun and true based on nothing but also that they stop being true #when theyre no longer politically beneficial #which just like. do you guys even understand how bad that is. not just that ppl are all gung ho about conspiracies now #but that theyre not dropping them in response to new information that disproves them #but in response to new information that makes them politically inconvenienient to continue to believe #it implies that a huge chunk of leftists are not basing their opinions on reality and facts but whatever makes them feel good and confirms #their identity within their social group. which has been true to some extent for a while #but we are getting to the point where people arent uncomfortable with the cognitive dissonance #that comes with believing in different versions of reality from one moment to the next based on what feels like it would be cool #in that moment #idk we are all doomed i think #i saw this coming back in 2017 and no one listened to me :/ people dont believe in objective truth anymore #they believe truth is something malleable that can be changed to confirm their beliefs #rather than something objective that they should change their beliefs in response to #like why are you all dropping the whole this is a random person being framed thing if you believed that yesterday #like oh ok NOW the police are a reliable source for identifying who the perpetrator is?? bc the perpetrator turned out to be someone you #think is cool?? i do not believe you guys would be believing these same souces arent in on a conspiracy against leftists if this guy #had turned out to be someone you dont like and agree with #luigi mangione #united healthcare #united healthcare ceo #united healthcare ceo assassination

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beargregor · 2 months ago

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Chef greg delivery just for you. it's a wonder I hadn't bearified him yet, he's my fave greg too 🔪

gays literally only want one thing (to be chopped up and eaten by a depressed man) and it's fucking disgusting

#kabukeo #something to bear in mind #other's art #limbus company #project moon #lcb gregor #r.b. sous chef gregor #namesake #i'm sorry for doing a haha funny joke reply i just like #i spent like ten minutes pacing around my house when i saw this in my inbox i'm not exaggerating #thank you for my life i love him so bad #do i need a gift art tag now i just like. i don't even know what to say #i haven't even made any actual proper posts yet i just made a silly blog i feel like i haven't done anything to earn this #to stop myself from blubbering i'm just going to respond to the tags on your rb #no problem for providing details again i think about this grown ass fucking man too god damn much but it's not a problem.#problems are only problems if you call them a problem. it's not a problem.#thank you for seeing the vision on rhino geg.#since kjh refuses to release him that just means that we can continue to acknowledge this as true and canon and there's nothing he can do #[ignore that he has a cameo in a card in game no he doesn't]#to me rosespanner is like. very much the type of guy that when you're crushing on him you try to talk to him #and then you get him to start talking about stuff he's interested in #and then before long you end up agreeing to watch something you don't care for in the slightest #solely for the purpose of having something in common to talk with him about #meanwhile he doesn't pick up on you trying to flirt with him like at all #anyway i could go on about how badly i need hex nail gregor for both bear reasons and thematic Actual reasons #but i'm pretty sure i'm about to hit the tag limit. so i'll just say thank you again for the cannibal i will treasure him forever and alway #it took me like thirty minutes to type this all out after i sat down to actually do it because i kept getting embarrassed lmao #offerings to beargregor #< gift art tag #that's it. thank you for my life once again. keep fighting the good fight soldier. we'll get this to be common fanon one day. trust.

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thetorturedlovergirl · 3 months ago

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Who would I be in life without thinking about doctorclara everyday?

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Probably a mentally stable person.

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rileys-battlecats · 5 months ago

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i need to become mentally ill over my ocs again

#rye.txt #to be clear I never stopped loving them. I'm just not as insane about them rn compared to time past #but I am determined to change this #truly nothing can approach the high of contemplating the little guys in my brain #once I finish this commission I've been working on I think im gonna make a wrentail pmv. or maybe a birchspeckle one I'm not sure yet

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peaches2217 · 2 months ago

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Holy fucking shit, I think I figured out who’s been sending those hateful anons these past several months.

Firecat, if it’s you and you’re reading this, it’s been eight years. I say this with all the love in my heart: let it go.

#some context!#back when I was in the kfp fandom one person got all-consuming my obsessed with one of my fics #*all-consumingly #critiqued it and tore it apart yet still insisted it was my only fic worthy of attention #all the unsolicited messages looking to debate me over my headcanons led me to hate then delete and disown said fic #that did not stop the harassment #they tracked me down when I rejoined tumblr earlier last year #and immediately demanded answers to more of their questions about That Singular Fic and insisted I needed to continue working on the sequel #I blocked them… then found they had absolutely blown up about it and how awful I was on their page #this is the one and only person I can think of who could possibly be this obsessed with me #just a theory! but like. they meet all the criteria…#that’s my theory for now and I’m sticking with it!#she’s also extremely homophobic and transphobic which coincides with how transphobic some of the anons are

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