#But im so tired and still hungry
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run today was sooooo good but a bit brutal.... 12min at 10k pace (1.5mi), then 4x800 at 5k pace, and then 4x150m sprints..... can't wait to knock out
but also like. tetra. not one of those is your 5k pace hello!
#i felt great tho so it's alll good. Also went out for overpriced tacos which was nice#But im so tired and still hungry#Tetrapod runs#don't judge my workout recording i usually split up warmup and workout but this one I ended up also splitting the time vs distance section#Idk....
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the hush of rain / scourge
#my art#do not copy trace or steal#scourge#warrior cats#wc#waca#wc art#scourge wc#blood#bloodclan#THIS. WAS SO TRICKY TO DO#tried a couple of new things out/drew things ive never rlly drawn before as like a test#and its like. i started late in the night its 1 am rn and i am tired#BUT I JUST FOUND OUT i didnt have homework this weekend and i convinced myself i did so hip hip hooray me#scourge is still one of my fave characters all he did was show up kill and die. good for him#ALL IN ALL i am happy and proud of this piece ^_^#if i forget anything. please show me mercy#for i am my own worst enemy (drawing after 11 pm)#ANYWAY goodnight and goodmorning but mostly good night#actually hold that thought a little im hungry so goodnight after i figure out what i want to eat#i dont know how to draw puddles i kinda gave up its more prominent in the sketch
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So what if it turns out symbiotes can survive on MALE JUICES so to keep the killing rate low Eddie becomes a manwhore? Like its not as good as brains but it MUCH better than what chocolate does.
#Not sure what this is#Eddie is still loyal to Venom but Venom gets it#Venom already sucked eddie dry so they need other people#Venom is like yummy yummy#This feels too much so im only using ship tags#Ignore me just thinking about these 2 again#Venom: EDDIE IM HUNGRY#Eddie: Not now venom im busy#Venom: EDDIE OPEN GRINDR NOW IM HUNGRY#Eddie: Its late just eat a chocolate bar#Venom: NO! ITS NOT A STRONG ENOUGHT HIT FOR WHAT I NEED#No ending to whatevr that was#The best posts are made when your tired and should have gone to bed an hour ago#symbrock#veddie#eddie x venom#I accept whatever punishment you deem fit for this#Censsored other word cause brian sucks
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sleepy but i wanna chew on his cheek
#god let me be normal#let me think about a real human#not multiple fictional delinquents at the same time#i can either sleep. and dream of uhhm#okay so tonight's brain menu is endo hiragi and tsubaki#or or i can eat and#idk what i would do after that#am kindaaaa hungry kindaaaa sleepy#equally both of them rn#it's still early tho idk why im tired already#idkkkk fridays make me sleepy ig#was trying my hardest not to nap earlier#maybe that's whyyy#nap every day but couldn't today#yeahhhhh that makes sense#☆— yapping
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eating only 3 chocolate chip cookies a day for a week is good and healthy actually ^-^ <- coping with not being able to afford food
#ive eaten a little more a few daya#days#but im so. so. tired. of being hungry to the point of tears CONSTANTLY#and no matter how many times i explain what foods i can and cant eat my mom ONLY buys stuff i cant eat#so i either eat. and get sick. or dont eat. and stay hungry.#but i only make $400 a month and once my bills and stuff are payed...im left with~50 a month. for the whole month. to buy food.#and i dont like. have my own fridge in my room so i cant buy anything refrigerated/frozen#so i have started a stash of rice and canned fish in my room#but im down to only one can of fish left...#wait no i guess i have like. $100 a month. but thats not just for food like i also have to buy like...toothbrush and deoderabt and shit#and i also am still trying to get to where i can buy some clothes so i have more than 3 pairs of underwear#and one pair of jeans#and i still havent been able to save up enough to replace my headset in like. a year and a half.
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Despite all odds, I have arrived home safely👍
Turns out that the earlier goop was the better goop. The adderall goop. The adderall has worn off now though. So I am. Very incredibly out of it.
But I am home. And I will take my quick shower. And then I will climb into bed.
I do need to eat. But... later...
#speculation nation#im the special kind of tired where im more tired than hungry#which is to say my every cell is yelling at me to get some fucking sleep.#and i dont think id be much more successful at eating rn than i was this morning.#i ate. half a can of chef boyardee. which was half bc i was so focused on typing and half bc i could barely stomach it.#so i at least ate Something. but not as much as normal.#i did have an ensure in the middle of the day. so theres some nutrients too at least.#i'll eat after i get a few hours of sleep. when the edge is no longer so desperate.#and hopefully i'll be able to stomach things better then.#honestly have all nighters always been this hard or am i just getting older? i havent actually pulled an all nighter since uhhh#well there was kind of one on dead dad day. but that day sucked just in general.#last time i think was april '23 when i read t.rimax volume 9-14 within a 24 hour period while also finishing a final presentation.#even then tho i got like 2 hours of sleep. it was still pretty rough though.#like ok i guess those times were pretty awful and also i did get at least some sleep. which is more than today.#so it makes sense for me to be in worse shape rn. i also didnt get as much sleep the night before last as i wanted to#i got... ...maybe 4 hours sleep??? ummm. which isnt a good thing actuslly. no wonder im so fucking exhausted.#i can barely type right now i will be honest. it was so hard to bike home. it took all my focus to not drive off a bridge#or get pushed into traffic by wind. oh boy the wind sure did try.#then i almost tripped down the stairs at my apartment after grabbing the mail bc i Briefly was focused on my mail 🙄#barely present. total mess. but at least im home. and i already did all the thinking i need to do today.#i was brave. i perservered. i was tempted to give up around 6 am ish but i was like No. this is getting done TODAY.#so i did it. i turned it in. and i so bravely did my in class work for my 2nd class. even though i was so mentally not present the whole way#i did my thinking... i am home... rest soon.#actually its kind of funny im lying on my couch rn and i think if most other ppl were in my current state theyd fall asleep right here.#but the power of my insomnia is so. powerful. i am not at risk of falling asleep without meaning to.#only time thats ever actually happened are like. a handful of times i was like. the most tired ive ever been in my life. etc etc.#in fact idk how well i'll be able to fall asleep for my nap. i certainly couldnt last night despite how hard i tried.#hopefully this time... i am truly tired enough....pls i need to rest i am so tired 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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why does my body feel so so heavy
#im so hungry and so tired#why does it feel like my body is eating up energy faster than usual#i slept and ate all day and im still hunfry and tired :(
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bitches be like "i've never had a hyperfixation" then spend 12hours frozen at their desk forgetting to eat or drink just to make a presentation look pretty
#its me im bitches#my friends tell me I have good work ethic but it's just adhd which means it's kind of a hit or miss#but most times i really love the subjects im doing so i just tend to hyperfocus for hours on end#it sounds like im being super productive but the truth is that im picking at my work like it's a wound scab. with my nails. fervently.#no concrete work is actually happening. and im super tired and dehydrated and hungry as hell and im realizing all of this super late#and i still can't move from my seat#megumi.txt
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well i guess i can play bg3 now, assuming it finishes downloading sometime in the next 2 months
#personal#despite following many people who are very into it i still know absolutely nothing about what it's about#like i know the premise of the brain tadpoles but that's it#i definitely need to do something fun after the last few days of supervising peach#(update: after not eating or sleeping for 3 days she is now doing both! she's very hungry and very tired and im very relieved)#but also after the last 6 hrs of just non-stop downloading and installing things. windows is sooo bad for upgrading#all the dai dlc probably has another 20-30 mins left and then ive finished all the da games and also all my modding tools#i think im actually not bothered even transferring my old saves for the da games. i never go back once ive finished a playthrough#i guess the only thing is if i wanna play da2 before next playing dao and have to use a custom worldstate hm#the only other thing is that dao doesnt connect online anymore so i have no achievements or rewards for completing dlc#it wouldnt be too hard to find my user profile file on my old hard drive but i almost wanna start from scratch and see how long it takes#the thing with that tho is that it's probably the worst (or maybe best lmao) game to have my achievements reset#because it takes a minimum of 6 playthroughs to get all achievements (assuming you finish every game you start)#for da2 it's 3 (reach kirkwall with each class) and for dai it's 1#but dao has an achievement for each origin and even other than that there are achievements for filling each ability tree#(min 5 playthroughs of the base game or 3 with awakening) and all romances (4) and all endings (3 i think)#anyway. whatever i'll decide later. the only utility of achievements are the dlc ones that unlock items#huh this is a post about bg3 and i spend most of the time talking about da#anyway bg3 currently says 2 hrs remaining but that'll probably speed up once the dai dlc finishes. only have trespasser left#and whatever tf 'english voice over pack' is??
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that was so sweet man 🩷 happy birthday stay love you alll 🫶
#happy birthday stay 🌸#stray kids#stay week#its 3am and im hungry cause of all the pizza talk and my brain only thinking about chicago pizza when in chicago but wow#we made it through (my stomach and i) sbfbsb#the loves of my life#ah man and my chopsticks were chopsticking and my hyunibini agi and jagi moments and seungmin being a sweetheart#and jeongin with his balloon heart that stayed until it didnt and hyunjin not being able to sit stull and chris with his dawgs out on main#and binnie who is so tired but still stayed for stay and probs hyunjin these lovebirds and ofc i need separate mentions for each chopstick#my hannie for his special mention in hyunjin's activity section and getting called jagiya by yet another man and minho my jagiya shfhs 🩷#i loved his 2 hats 2 job lifestyle and his cute messages and his saeng-il chughaaaaaaa in his cute little voice and his PIZAAAA comments and#his smile and how he always needs someone to hold onto and he smiles so brightly too its like someone turning on the lights after a movie#wow i love them
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im so hungry
#vent#arc 3am logs#sometimes i wish i can just. fade away#i cant do anything#cant even eat properly#im so hungry#but i cant eat anything#i want to work#but my limbs are#so fucking tired#my stomach keeps rumbling#i want to eat. but even if i try ill only be able to manage a few bites then fuck off entirely#ill still be hungry#why am i so hungry???
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hey guys
#vent#just... gimmie a sec im gonna put it in the tags i cant find the readmore on my phone rn#im havin a straight up not good time but not the worst in the house!#the worst is my cat. whose old and dying. and i have no money to put to sleep to fuckin put us both outta this misery#typical. she cant get a heart attack and go fast like my moms dog#shes gotta wail and be ill for a month while im recovering from one surgery and trying to get ready for the next#its also an amazing time for my ocd that i learned i have from artists on hear explaining what it is to send me into spirals#over germs. but shes just 20 with teeth and respiratory issues her whole life and been struggling with constipation#so i KNOW how shes dying. shes backed up and hungry and dehydrated but feeling bloated still and not eating or drinking.#shes probably got arthritis and has been moving like a geriatric for a while but its to the point now she wont even lay down. shes just#perched on a pile of towels in the bathroom dozing and occasionally crying for me to come pet her. im so fuckin tired#and theres nothing i can do! the vet i could find a timeslot for in a reasonable time said 500$. so thats cool. im paying 1000$ for me in#a week for my stuff and its just. god all she and i are doing is crying and it sucks ass#she wants company for comfort and i dont blame her - so the fuck do i!#but i cant sit in the bathroom with her my damn legs keep going numb. and my roomate 1) cant emotionally buoy me thru this#and 2) has a long work day tomorrow and its already mad late. sigh#dont try to offer me condolences ive worked thru her dying already its just now we're botb exhausted in the form its taking#if anything i just need another distraction to keep me from spiraling over something again#edit: ARUGH AND THE OTHER CAT THROWING UP IN THE OTHER ROOM. GOD DAMN IT#the younger one has so many allergies and wont stop fucking eating things off the floor babygirl i am BEDRIDDEN you gotta stop eating shit#off the floor!!!!!!!! you have specialty food for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#awesome it was right in my bed
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so like sometimes it's only been a couple hours after you've eaten and you're wondering if you're wondering if you're hungry - but maybe you're just, like, hungry in your head, right? Not actually hungry? So you don't need to eat because that would be overeating, like at a buffet where you stop eating when your stomach feels like it's going to burst? wrong your stomach has an early warning system
no yeah fast forward to two hours later when you're kinda lowkey starving and you go, oh. huh. bodies don't lie.
listen to your organs y'all 😅
#also i think it's cool that sometimes when you're hungry or half-hungry you can kinda wade in the fog of it and find out what you're craving#like oh im really craving....rice#just rice#so I go#oh!! carbs!! you're low on energy and probably really tired and stressed atm!! here you go body!! have some good fast-energy glucose!!#and other times you just really want something cold and crunchy and kinda sweet and sharp and tasty and I go#you haven't been having your fruits son go pack an apple and some celery and some peanut butter with those nice fats to help with digestion#I have such a weird relationship with food and eating lol#we are Improving#listen to your body!! It's telling you what it needs! It's never overeating if you're giving your body what it Actually wants and needs#I wanted smth crunchy and salty did I want chips or grilled chicken#and yes 'junk' foods are useful too. I just have to remember to consider when it's an indulgence craving necessity or a crutch#I'm not a dietician but it still holds that no foods are bad!! just work with your body#it's hard sometimes but it's always there for you and getting you through the day so you gotta be there for it too!#take care of those daily functions!!#message to everyone and more to myself lol#food#eating#eating habits#self care#healthy eating
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not me having feelings about a comment i got for a fic i wrote a few years ago, not me ready to take up the sword for them, their enemies now mine, simply because of the kindness of their thankful words
#dammit i shouldn't be this emotional over a comment#but i am#and it's not just cuz im tired and hungry#it was honestly so fucking touching#my torchwood fics are very much my secret fav#and this one in particular will always live in my heart#and i'm just humbled and overcome that other people still find it so touching too#ao3 comments
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everything going exceptionally weird lately. got lsuch low bloog sugar i lost my vision for like 20 minutes n when it came back i was unable to orocess anything i could see n was struggling to think for another hr n i still feel really wrird. lost sensation in my arms for a bit too (they were numb n then tight i felt it in my hands n then all the way up my shoulders) n took a nap n it helped but still scary to experience n that that can just happen just bc i wasnt paying attention to what i was eating. fell asleep watching needle park while my vision was still on the buffer n woke up. fell asleep again to scarecrow n dda. i think im a person again
#its v hard to describe the disorientation?#i was having like blobs of visual snow n then couldnt see half my vision#n then when it came back it was like#i could see but i was blind#my brain could not process new information#i was looking at my phone screen able to go ok i know its bobby i have a bobby axel lockscreen but i couldnt actually see it in front of me#i was struggling to talk too all i could do was pace the living room bc sitting still scared me more#i have this mild migraine still but i can see again so#n i can think again?#the insbility to think was scary but i also wasnt fully able to get scared like it was STRONG dissociation kickin in#i hope this makes sense ive never experienced low blood sugar THAT bad b4#as it was happening i was feeling this unbearable loneliness n grief bc ive been feeling both a lot lately#like obviously im fine im not dying but panic brain was like well if u do die u die alone n forgotten rn#n it is making me feel so distant from everything still idk#gonna finish tidying my room up n write this weekend#work on my commissions. idk. keep applying for jobs n hooe i get a callback b4 i have to work retail or a factory job again#av.txt#i should say its like i never went acrually blind i always had half my vision n ive had half of it go b4 when tired n hungry#but never THAT bad n never also w the confusion
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I finished dungeon meshi but all it did was make me sad and hungry
#I'm still stuck on my stupid soft food/ liquid diet#im soso tired of bone broth i want a burrito and dungeon meshi just made me really hungry#i was also under the impression that this series was like a slice of life manga??????? like low stakes and whatnot#i was really shocked when it got serious and high stakes#I MISS EATING ACTUAL FOOD SO MUCH#anyway back into my mouth pain coma i go!!
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