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I think it's time I started getting back on track with posting my art so I'll start with an intro!
#BY THE WAY.#I sometimes draw GORE and MONSTERS#you are NOT allowed here if you are HOMOPHOBIC#I draw BL/GL ships#AND I AM A LESBIAN#if the vibes didn't reach you yet#I still simp for fictional men though HAHA#I keep meeting many normie homophobes#LIKE IM AN ARTIST?!?!#WHERE ARE MY#FRUITY ARTISTS#AT?!?!#But everything there is rightt#My watermark is a jagged pentagram#It somehow ended that way#🤷♀️#I also will probably post WIPs n stuff#Besides art#Sooner or later I'll also make posts about my other works#Fics and C-AI bots and stuff#but for now ill just focus on resposting and posting my art!#One last thing#No personal questions.#THANK YOU FOR READING!!!#art#artists on tumblr#digital artist#artist intro#writers on tumblr#im a beginner tho like amateur probably
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well. i rewrote that bit at the end there
izzy is dying in ed’s arms. a seagull circles overhead as the crew mourns him. buttons? the light is leaving izzy’s eyes and he stops breathing. the bird lands on him. a few moments pass. then, miraculously, izzy jolts awake. his bleeding slows and then stops. he’s gonna need some time to heal, but he’ll live.
zheng forms an alliance with the crew of the revenge, and they wind up being a little mini-fleet of 3 ships - one captained by zheng, one captained by stede (with izzy as first mate), and one captained by spanish jackie. the crew of the revenge stays together (except the swede who’s with jackie), but of course there’s plenty of time for them to mingle with the other ships.
ed starts his inn by the sea, neighboring mary and anne. he gets frequent visits from the zheng/stede/jackie alliance, and slowly his place becomes something like a new, more peaceful version of the republic of pirates. lucius and pete decide to quit pirating and start a family, and they get jobs working for ed at the inn. and, after many years of pirating and adventuring, stede settles down at the inn as well.
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#our flag means death#izzy hands#stede bonnet#edward teach#gentlebeard#spanish jackie#zheng yi sao#buttons#stizzy#edizzy#steddyhands#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#idk I was loving everything about this show rightt up until the end#but man did i Not Care For that ending :(
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SHITHSITHISTHI I DONT THINK MANY PPL WHO FOLLOW ME READ ANY NIGHTWING BUT LIKE SOME1 HELP IF ANY1 CAN RECRONIZE THIS PLSPLSPLPLS
#BC I JSUT#HHHHHHHHHH#YK WHAT ILL COMB THROUGH DMS OR SMTH I CAN TRY 2 FIND IT ITS JUST GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i rembeer laughing a lot bc some of the panels were just gorgeous then others looked like a mushed that hasnt been peeled i just#nightwing#dick grayson#dc#me fiucking begging tumblr 2 help me bc im pretty sure this is from some titan seris i just 4GOT COMPLETLY#hhhhhh anyways#im embaressed#tumblr tumblr ngihtwing fans pls tell me some1 recognizes this bc istg plsPLSSSS IM BEGGING ON MY KNEES BEGGING#now that i think about it#it rlly could b the 1st issue of this certian seris & i could b a total dumbassBUT ALSO#i rememeber like everything that happened in this issue so like theres no way rightt??????????????? NO WAY RIGHT?????
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I'm back in my Sabrina Carpenter phase again
#―₊❏❜ K. NOTES!#SO SUE ME#FOR LOOKIN TOO PRETTY TONIGHT#WEARING YOUR FAVORITE COLOR UNDER THE LIGHTTSSS#FOR MOVING ON DOING EVERYTHING RIGHTT#SO SUUE MEEEEEE#she was fucking iconic for that no I do not take no arguments against my statement it is true and real and a FACT okay
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when ppl (anon) learn how to blog tags and not demand ppl to cater to them, the world will heal.
PLEASE for the love of it, stop tagging x Reader if your work contains smut!
This is absolutely no hate, but simply a reminder because people that might be searching for sfw works, come across nsfw works because they aren’t tagged properly. If someone tags x reader people will think it‘s safe for work, or minors might think it‘s a casual fic.
A lot of people stumble across smut because the fica haven’t been tagged properly, and it’s hard to ignore the fact that when you search up for an x reader fic, the first thing you‘ll see is smut.
So if your work contains any kind of smut material, please hang the word ‚smut‘ or ‚nsfw‘ after your tag. for example ‘___x reader smut/nsfw‘!!! or ‘fandom smut/nsfw‘!!!
Please make platforms safer for everyone but simply alway hanging the word smut or nsfw in the end of your tag, so it‘s safe for everyone.
sorry if I’m not getting something here but can’t people block “[character] smut” or “[fandom] smut” tags which writers almost always use in tandem with the general tag? also if they “might” be searching for sfw fics can’t they alter their search terms?
sfw works don’t require the same treatment of “[character] x reader sfw” according to your logic so I’m really not understanding why I or anyone shouldn’t use a general tag that’s literally applicable to a fic
as for me personally, I stress specific warnings including nsfw in the text of my fics at the beginning, often before the cut. y’all need to understand that if you don’t want to read something you can keep scrolling
#🪶 sharing#block the damn tag omg#“absolutely no hate but”#rightt 🙄🙄#“no hate but here is this thing you should do with your blog to cater to me – a stranger who can solve the problem themself”#😒😒😒#you dont own the damn blog#stop telling ppl how to run it#if everything is tagged properly it is up to YOU to block the tags#entitlement goddamn#tldr –> anon sucks / tag stuff how you want as long as it's tagged properly / if you see content you don't like you can block the tag#also don't tell ppl how to run their blogs because they don't cater to you
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Oohhh I am just OBSESSED with your Gojo x Mean Male Reader. Not enough people know the delight of bullying this pretty man
RIGHTT??!
AFAB GOJO X MALE READER!
Just imagine making Satoru get on all fours embarrassingly and forcing him to give you a show. The show being him fucking himself with a dildo that doesn’t even compare to yours, nonetheless the pathetic man will do it for a shred of your validation.
He’s faced the other way away from you while you get a full view of the display. He’s groaning and whining while fucking himself with the toy, grabbing the base of the toy just to shove it as deep as possible then slowly ruin himself by pulling it out slowly, you can see the line of his cunt dripping onto your bed. The thing is the toy really isn’t hitting as deep as your cock would, it’s just barely reaching there.
You think you’ve seen enough of him playing nice with himself as you put it and situate yourself behind him, grabbing the toy as well as placing your fingers atop his clit.
He braces himself and grips the sheets tight, you don’t start slow either, immediately choosing to fuck it into him roughly, the loud squelching noises of his hole are downright nasty. He relaxes his whole body and lets you “help” him, it feels so good the way you’re also rubbing his pussy with timed intervals.
the pillow hes stuffed his face into doesn’t help to stop the loud groaning. Even though the toy wasn’t giving him what he truly needed he’s still pushing against the fake for more.
The tension in his belly snaps and he releases everything, his whiny broken voice, the way his body twitches as he cums hard on the dildo, the creamy mixture left on the base of the fake cock.
#zsworks#gojo x reader#satoru x male reader#afab gojo x male reader#afab gojo#Afab gojo smut#gojo x you#gojo smut#Afab satoru#jjk x male reader#jjk x reader
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tom wearing a yale law crewneck🫶🏻
Yale crewneck || Tom Blyth x reader
Summary: Tom wears your Yale crewneck 🫢
Warnings: none
Wc: 376
A/n: short n sweet, I haven’t had any motivation to write lately 😭 I was supposed to post this yesterday but I got busy so hereee
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You’re seated in the hushed atmosphere of the School library, surrounded by towering shelves of legal tomes and the faint rustle of pages. The dim light casts a warm glow on your determined face as you sift through case notes, fully immersed in your studies.
A message pops up on your phone as your face immediately lights up at the text, you quickly pack up your belongings to meet up with Tom who had just arrived at Campus.
From a distance, you spot your boyfriend, casually leaning against the a tree, focused in his phone. A contented smile graces your lips. The two of you have barely been able to see each other in person due to busy schedule. Yet, there he was, merely a few meters away.
Tom!” you exclaim, a broad grin adorning your face, quickening your steps toward him. He glances up from his phone, swiftly tucking it in his pocket, and the familiar, affectionate smile that warms your heart appears on his lips.
“Hi, sweetheart,” he warmly greets, arms open for an embrace. You melt into his hug, feeling the reassuring circles his hand traces on your back. A contented sigh escapes you, and you share a moment. “I’ve missed your hugs,” you sight, meeting his gaze. He grins, leaning down to seal the sentiment with a tender kiss.
Strolling through the streets of New Haven, your hands entwined, tlaking about anything and everything, you made several stops on your way back to the apartment. When you arrived back home, you changed out of your clothes and into pyjamas—which was just Tom’s shirt— and headed straight to the kitchen to cook dinner for the both of you.
Meanwhile, Tom was in your bedroom, fresh out the shower and looking through your closet for some clothes that he had left behind.
Finding one of your oversized Yale crewnecks, Tom effortlessly slipped it on. The fabric enveloped him, carrying the familiar scent of the shared obsession with a particular laundry detergent.
As he stepped out of the room, your eyes fixated on him. “You look good in it,” you giggled, appreciating the way he effortlessly showcased the oversized Yale crewneck with a playful spin.
“It’s incredibly comfy,” he comments, wrapping his arms around your waist as you skillfully cut up carrots. “Here, let me help,” Tom says, washing his hands before helping you cut the rest of the veggies. “Take it with you when you start filming,” you suggest, and he hums in agreement.
“I should, so I can be reminded that my girlfriend is a genius who goes to Yale,” Tom playfully nudges you eliciting a delightful giggle from you.
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y/n_y/l/n: my crewneck suits u better babe
↘️ tomblyth: I’m stealing it from you
↘️ rachelzegler: you guys are adorable 🥹
↘️ y/n_y/l/n: I love you 😚
user1: THE YALE CREWNECK OMG
↘️ user2: SO CUTE
↘️ user3: still can’t wrap my head around how he’s dating a Yale student 😂
↘️ y/n_y/l/n: best believe it!
user4: everyone’s talking about him wearing a Yale crewneck but hello? The last picture?
↘️ user5: RIGHTT
user6: Is that y/n in the third pic too??
↘️ user7: I think so yeah!
user8: that last picture is so freakin cute. how does it feel to live MY dream y/n?
user9: whose Yale crewneck is that 🫢
↘️ tomblyth: it’s actually mine cause i go to Yale!!
↘️ y/n_y/l/n: uhuh….
#tom blyth#fanfiction#tom blyth imagine#tom blyth x gf!reader#tom blyth x you#tom blyth x reader#tom blyth x fem!reader#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#uni student#yale#the hunger games the ballad of songbirds & snakes#coriolanus fanfiction#coriolanus snow#tom blyth fluff#social media#social media au#tom blyth fanfiction#tom blyth angst#tom blyth the man you are
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I am back in my arthur leclerc x reader and found out o read everytjinf. Can you maybe do a SMAU one where he is building up to propose and finaly does it.
She said yes
Arthur leclerc x fem! reader
Google translated french
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@.arthurleclerc: It is a win. Great race before the summer break. Lets refresh and come back stronger.
ClementNovalak: Congrats. Have a nice summer
Arthurleclerc : toi aussie
Youruser: beach here we come
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User782: Lets goo arthurr
Uswr991: We know you can do it
Youruser: I am so proud of you
User7991: Leclerc genes are so great
User792: rightt. I wish i looked like that
Uesr561; Summer break means no racing and I dont like it
User456: I finaly have spare time and everyting has holiday too. F1, F2, ELM FOOTBALL everything
User561: It is so annoying
Charlesleclerc: toutes nos félicitations. passe de bonnes vacances, je te vois toi et Y/N dîner dans une semaine.😍😉
Arthurleclerc: toi aussie passe de bonnes vacances Charles....
User819: Charles and his love with using icons
User782: why the wink charles
User891: because it is his look
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@.Youruser: Why is packing so hard. I don't know what I want to wear over three days...
Yourbff: girll where did you bought that bikini??? It is so perfect
Yourusernam: i bought it at fakestorename it is in the sale now. I will send you a link
Alexandramleux: I always have the same problems. What is weather turn seound?
Youruser: I gues i walk around naked
Arthurleclerc: I wouldn't mind
Alexandramleux: @.charlesleclerc
Charlesleclerc: ARTHURR
Arthurleclerc: qui
Charlesleclerc: 😑🤨
Youruser: I dont know what you want to say Charles, but those emotions probably dont say it.
User892: she is one of m favorite wags
User56: please give us arthur content
User8991: We are begging
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Arthurleclerc: We finaly made it to the Airport. Thank Nice trafic for being soooo great
User91: So pretty
User791: I live in nice and always have the same problems. What are all these people doing at 7 in the morning
User91: same as what you are doing at 7 in the morning
User891: the are so cute together
User456: If you look close, you can see me jump of a cliff
User391: I wish i had what they have
Youruser: 10 hour flight here we come
Arthurleclerc: it will be over before you know
Youruser: You do tbis for your work. You are used to it
Pascaleleclerc: Have fun honey
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Youruser: When he suprises you with a date on the firt night in paradice🩷🌅
Arthurleclerc: as you deserve 🩷
Youruser: Je t'aime
User929: I say we all jump together
User213: i agree
User688: lets go
Alexandramleux: ditch him and become my wife
Youruser: Yes
Arthurleclerc: @.charlesleclerc helpp
Charlesleclerc: what about meee
User891: where did you get that bag from
Youruser: it is from fakestorename
Uswr891: thank you
Kikagomes: Looks beautifull. Little bit of peace and quiet
Youruser: no peace and quiet. We where almost to late because someone forgot his jacket
Arthurleclerc: Sorry, i had to grab something
Kikagomes: Ut better be worth it
Youruser: what
User666: I wish i had what rhey have
User78: kika what so you know what we don't
User144: when is it my turn?????
User990: highway looks so pretty tonighht
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Youruser: never thought i would be jealous of a horse
Lorenzoleclerc: did he tell you that the last time we went riding he fell?
Youruser: NO HE DIDN'T
Arthurleclerc: really you had to say it. From Charles i expect. But you
Youruser: please tell me someone has pictures
Pascaleleclerc: i sent you
Arthurleclerc: MAMANNN???
Uswr891: HAHAHAHAHAH
User789: share those pics please
Arthurleclerc: I only have eyes for you🩷 the horse just wanted a quick little kiss.
Youruser: i wanted a quick little kiss. But you dissapeared out of nowhere.
Arthurleclerc: Sorry, had to do something real quick.
User9991: trouble in paradise?
Youruser: no, just trouble with a horse
Kikahomes: how dare he when he has a goddes infront of him
User67: i can be a horse
User24: 🐎🐴
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Arthurleclerc: just a normal boat trip with the love of my life⛵️⛵️
Charlesleclerc: you better not drop it
Arthur: CHARLESS NOT PUBLC
Charlesleclerc: oh shit
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User891: did someone see Charles comment
User929: are we gettinf a proposal
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Arthurleclerc: SHE SAID YESSS
Youruser: cal me mrs leclerc
Arthurleclerc: I love you and i cant waite to spend the rest of my life with you
Youruser: I love you so much more
Arthurleclerc: not posible
Pascaleleclerc: Congratulations to you. You have grown up so much. My little boy is getting married
Arthurleclerc: I am not little anymore. I am taller then charles
Pascaleleclerc: you always be my little boy
Dennishauger: Congratulations my friend
Arthurleclerc: just now you are responcible for my bachelor, because Charles and lorenzo are boring
Dennishauger: thank you. It will be great
Lorenzoleclerc: Congrats turtur💕🩷.
Clementnovalak: A WEDDING🎉🎉🎉💕💕😍🥵🏖🏝🏞😏🌅
User881: Okay clement, what does that mean
Clementnovalak: congratulating arthur and yn
Arthurleclerc: Merci cle
Alexandramleux: sisters in law
Youruser: SISTERS IN LAW
Charlesleclerc: he didn't chicken out
Arthurleclerc: shut up or i tell your wife about hoe you wanted to propose before my beautiful idea
Charlesleclerc: lets not go that way
Alexandramleux: now i am curieus cha, tell me
Charlesleclerc: dont think you would have said yes
Uswr891: Omg a proposal.
User929: I CALLED IT
Youruser: i started crying again
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Youruser: I SAID YES
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#arthur leclerc x reader#arthur leclerc#arthur leclerc x y/n#arthur leclerc x female reader#arthur leclerc x you#f2 x reader#not anymore but in my heart he is#f1#f1 smau#f2 smau#charles leclerc#dennis hauger#lorenzo leclerc#leclerc#smau#clement novalak#alexandra mleux
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melodrama
charles leclerc x musical theatre actress!reader, social media!au
summary a melodrama is defined as a dramatic piece with exaggerated characters and plot-lines that play to the audience’s emotions. when charles leclerc dates a queen of drama, there is bound to be some that seeps into his life.
notes yes, the title was from the lorde album. warning, google translated french
the anniversary posts
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yourusername mon amour ❤️ i never could’ve imagined that i would spend 5 years with you… and i never imagined that i could find someone so amazing, who could make me feel like the most spectacular person in the world, the most special girl, yet also remind me of how human i am and how i’m allowed to be only human. you always manage to whisk me away from the pressures of life, push everything away, and make it feel like it’s just us in this world. you, my darling, are the comfort and calm of my soul. with you forever by my side, i can face anything
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arthur_leclerc i can't believe it's been 5 years since you two started being publicly insufferable
⤷ charles_leclerc nous t'aimons aussi, arthur 🙄🙄🙄 (we love you, too, arthur)
carmenmmundt congrats on 5 years and cheers to many more!!
⤷ yourusername thank you love! ❤️
f1wagsite the caption is too sweet im jealous
⤷ ynfans2023 literally their relationship makes me wanna go in the bathtub with my hairdryer
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charles_leclerc always the light on my darkest days, my sunshine when it rains, melting away all my worries and doubts, always bringing me up from the lowest of low points. you are my courage and strength. you shine so brightly that you light up everything around you, including myself. you bring out the best in me and love even the worst. you give warmth to the deepest corners of my soul. with you, i’m the best and most natural version of myself. these 5 years together have been the best years of my life, i wish i had met you sooner. even eternity isn’t enough to be with you, mon étoile ❤️
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lewishamilton congratulations guys ❤️
pierregasly congrats on 5! so where's the ring mate? 😂😂
⤷ alexalbon seconding this 😂😂
⤷ hamilfans pierre?? ALEX?? do they know something we don't or are they playing??
valenciacia the caption??? ME WHENNN 😭😭😭😭😭
⤷ f1girliee RIGHTT like "even eternity isn't enough to be with you"???? i'm going crazy.
⤷ leclercwdc i'm about to go take a bath with my toaster rn
charles_leclerc posted • 8/2/2023 | yourusername posted • 2/3/2023
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charles_leclerc my favourite actress ❤️ unbelievably proud of you, mon cherie @yourusername.
to be blessed with the love of such a hard-working, talented actress is an honour. you performed amazingly tonight and every other night before.
11 February 2023
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yourusername charlie you are such a sap (i love you so much)
⤷ charles_leclerc only for you darling (i love you more)
itsnessa they make me believe in love
⤷ loveleclerc real i don't know what i would do if they broke up
⤷ wdcleclerc i think i would lose hope in love
44britcedes my fav couple 🫶🫶🫶
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yourusername all's well that ends well
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myagramm is the ring on yn's finger a new addition orrrr
⤷ pierregasly i guess we found where the ring is
⤷ leclercism beating the breakup allegations with marriage allegations. only them.
⤷ myagramm PIERRE?? HELLO???
httpsainz is that ring what i think it is
solarpiastri im actually crying they rlly said fuck the break up rumours and decided to start up engagement rumours instead
a/n: might make a part 2 if i feel like it in like 5 months
#f1#formula 1#cl16#charles leclerc#formula one#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc fluff#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc x you#pierre gasly#f1 smau#f1 social media au#charles leclerc social media au#charles leclerc smau#charles leclerc angst#charles leclerc x reader angst#charles leclerc x reader fluff#formula one x reader#f1 fanfiction#charles leclerc one shot
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FALLS DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS./POS.
WAIT YOUR DESIGN OF THE SWEATER IS SO COOL WHAAAT OMG OMG I AM NORMAL I SWEARRR ALSO DON’T WORRY ABOUT THE EYESSS
its is he *sounds of me SOBBING NOT THE CRANE WIVES LIME NOO/J/POS*
hey
hey @thedndgoblinwholivesinyourwalls
i drew josh (:
heres he... (i did my best. sry for his anime-ass eyes, i dont know how to do eyes HLKDSFHGD)
BUT. I ALSO HAVE T H I S (those are the lyrics to the moon will sing by crane wives in the background)
ehheheheh this was fun ᗡ: my apologies for any inaccuracies !! i love him....
and there,,, below the cut, if you dare to look, is exactly the same thing, but with my own version of the sweater !!!
#okay the reason why i drew him in that position is kinda dark but also a stroke of genius on my part#genius i tell thee#(dont particularly want to put it in tags (ITS RLY NOT THAT BAD. ITS NOT T H A T DARK. character limit is just gonna fuck it). so.#dm me if you wanna know i guess???)#im overstating how good of an idea it is..#<-PREV#I WILL LISTEN#TO WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THE POSE#III DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING#THIS WAS SO FUN TO DRAW#lark this art now belongs to you#do what you will with it#<-prev tags#he is now in my friend’s art of my ocs folder (yes i have one) and aughh i will cherish him. forever and alwaysss#his hair is a bit more brown methinks but besides from that you got everything rightt#HOLDING HIM IN MY HANDSSS#my ocs#cryptid hunter blabs#audgdjdhd#friend art
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Kinks M.S.
Bf!Matt x Gf!Fem!Reader
Summary; in which Matt likes to be called daddy
My Boyfriend of 4 years aka Matthew Benard Sturniolo aka the horniest boy you will ever meet. We were currently sitting in between Matt's leg with my back rested against his chest watching the random movie that came on that really had my attention until Matt started kissing on my neck aggressively I pulled away looking at my boyfriend giggling at his sexual tension
Emmy: Bae what are you doing
He looked at me blankly quickly cover his growing erection in his sweats hoping I wouldnt see it
Matt: Nothing j-just come lay back down
he said as he pulled me back in the same position we were in two seconds ago and it wasnt even 2 mintues and he started rubbing on my thighs hungrily
Emmy; Baby
I said looking at him then looking down at his bulge in his sweat pants
Matt: Sorry i-i
He said quickly trying to hide it
Emmy: Baby you could have just asked me to fix it
I said biting my lip
Matt: well can you
Emmy: Of course i can
I pressed my lips on his as he grabbed my face to deepening the kiss his hands traveled underneath his hoodie that i was wearing slipping it off on my body
Matt: fuck your so beautiful
he said admiring my figure i giggled at his cuteness proceeding to take off his shirt and running my hands down his chest stopping at the hem of his sweat pants taking them off slowly and proceeding to tease him kissing his v-line not touching any of the areas he wanted me to touch
Matt: Babee please godd
he groan throwing his head back in complete pleasure after moments of continuous teasing he couldnt take it
Matt: That's it
He said flipping us over so he was in charge
Matt: my turn
he said scanning body which was still clothed with my shorts and you talk about a tease he started to kiss me through the fabric of my shorts as i tugged on his hair
Emmy: Mattyy please
I pleaded wanting him to just fuck me already
Matt: tell me what you want daddy to do
Emmy: everything pl-please just do something anyhting
i practically screamed out he climbed off of my momentarily to grab a condom and slide it onto his length before climbing back onto my body sliding into me slowly
Emmy: daddy
I softly moaned as my hands traveled up gripping his biceps. As he thrusted in and out of me harshly.
Emmy: fuck Matt
he grunted sounding not satisfied with what he was doing angling his hip hoping to find satisfaction and sure enough
Matt: I knew it was there somewhere
he grunted seeing that he harshly attacked my g-spot
Emmy: FUCKK MATTT RIGHTT THERE
I screamed out tighten my grip on his hair i felt a familiar knot in my stomach telling me i was close and i could tell Matt was too seeing his thrusts started to get sloppy
Emmy: Daddyy i am soo close
I said closing my eyes immediately taken by all the pleasure coursing through my body
Matt: Me too babygirl
His breath hitched as his high approached placing his hand around my neck while aggressive thrusting coming down from his high
Matt:fuckkk
He groaned he came and pulled out of me laying down next to me out of breath I giggled at his tired out state he looked at me laying next to him
Emmy: Babe
i said while propping myself up on my elbow admiring my now tired boyfriend
Matt: hm
He turned his head to look at me
Emmy: where did Daddy come from
I asked laughing at the thought as he put his hands on his face chuckling
Matt; I dont know i was just in the moment and
he said justifying himself
Emmy: so safe to say you have a daddy kink
Matt: Maybe
I looked at him as he reply uncertain
Matt: ok yeah i do
i giggled as he said that turning my body to now be laying on my stomach he stared at the ceiling for a minute and then proceeding to get up to put his clothes back on and giving me his hoodie to put back on
Emmy: hey daddy can you take me to get food
I asked as i felt his eyes on me
Matt: Of course babygirl lets go oh and nice ass
he said slapping my ass making me immediately grab my butt which hurt from the sting
Emmy: MATTHEW
#matt sturniolo#matt sturniolo fanfic#matt sturniolo x you#sturniolo triplets smut#sturniolo triplets x reader#sturniolo imagine
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OMGGG YOU'RE SO RIGHT ABOUT GOJO WITH A DAUGHTER 😭 i can picture a scenario where it's a calm afternoon and gojo is carrying his daughter in his arms and his baby girl is just looking at him with so much adoration... (like how mama reader looks at gojo) AND AND AND ☝🏼her tiny little hands starts to caress her daddy's cheek 😭💟
RIGHTT😭 she’ll quickly become the apple of his eye🥹 and he’ll spoil her so rotten with anything and everything—cute dresses, dolls, candies, chocolates, you name it. perhaps her first word will be ‘papa’ too💁🏻♀️
your daughter is also a carbon copy of you. by some turn of fate, your genes win this time and she has your everything, from hair, eyes, the shape of face, so gojo adores her even further bc she looks like a mini you who isn’t prickly and goes along with everything he says🤭🤭🤭
#girl dad gojo sounds really cuteeee😭#but it’s too mainstream :’)#and too easy… he has to have a son who defies him first🤭#before getting his reward with a daughter who loves him fully🫶🏻#—chu’s mailbox 📬#—headcanons☁️
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MDNI // 18+
warnings: aged up Yuta + smut + praising + afab!reader (she/her) + crying + blowjob a/n: ok this was a draft I just quickly wrapped up loll not edited so please excuse any mistakes thank u
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YUTA who adores everything about you. He'll hold you from behind as you cook his favorite dinner meal, just to turn you around and say, "Are you making what I think it is?" You giggle in reply as you turn to stand at him, his arms hugging your waist.
"Of course, I know you have been working a long week so I wanted to treat you!" He attacks your neck with kisses as a response, causing you to squirm in his arms, "Yuta!!"
"You know you're right, I have been working too much.. I miss you,' his words trail off once he stares into your eyes, using his hand to hold your chin in place, "Really really miss you."
"Well I'm cooking your fav-"
"I know I know, and I'm thankful. Thank you, love. But can I just..." his words close off once your lips connect with his. The taste of peach hinted on Yutas lip, what caught your attention more was his arm tightening around your waist, the other sliding down to your neck.
"You know how beautiful you look right now y/n? fuckk."
The events were obviously quickly turned. That make-out session earlier only made you want Yuta. He always had his way, never losing or giving up when he wanted you. The best part was he always took his time with you, no matter what. He cherished and loved every single thing about you.
You look up at Yuta with your eyes filled with tears peeking at the corner. His hand grabs a handful of your hair as you kept circling his dick with your tongue. He was very sensitive- too sensitive it's not that hard to make him moan.
"Rightt there." He huffs out, you took him all in at once, and you resisted trying not to gag, he was a decent long size but it took a lot for you to fit it all in your mouth, "fuck. you can take it can't you?"
Not a moment after, he guides you on his cock back and forth, and your hands find themselves trailing up to his side, it was beginning to be too much for your mouth, "c'mon love. you look beautiful, soo beautiful." his words didn't stop, not like you didn't want them to stop anyways.
Only humming on his cock was your response, more tears fell down your cheek from how good it felt even if felt like you couldn't take it any longer, Yuta was doing his magic.
It didn't take any longer when he let go of your hair, his body falling back against the bed, "Baby," he whined out, you knew what it meant. You took all of him out of your mouth, only sucking on his puffy tip, using your hands to work up and down on him. You kept your eye contact on him purposely, he loved seeing you in this view. Another whine came out of Yuta, and not long his white ropes landed all over your face. You managed to catch some on your tongue, tasting him while you hum at Yuta, "How was that baby?"
He's still lying down, panting before he smiles at you, "Amazing, Always amazing baby. Fuck." You both laugh at each other, "I'll treat you, baby, promise. I'll make you feel good yea?" He asks out to you as he reaches to pull you in to lay on his chest. You only nod in response, tracing a finger against his chest, "Are we still going to eat dinner after? I made it for you ya know.."
Yuta laughs at your words, reassuring you he will. For now, he was ready to eat his own dinner.
#jjk#jjk yuta#yuta okkotsu#yuta smut#jjk yuta smut#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen smut#yuta x reader#yuta okkutsu#yuta jujutsu kaisen#writers on tumblr#i hope you all enjoy!#blog#jujutsu kaisen yuta okkotsu#jujustsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen yuuta
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making hockey edits as a total newbie
having completed my first poetry edit its both easier and harder than i thought! which is pretty exciting considering the fact i have a poem in the back pocket that reminded me of the sharks. its WAY longer and i probably dont REALLY want to actualize it. but. fun process! talking about my process below the cut :)
concept
the inspiration was wanting to make a pickles edit and his number is 44 (and there are SO many sharks players that couldnt take 44 because of him. i mean it so seriously i hope they retire his number solely to inconvenience everyone for the rest of this franchises lifespan)
i dont think hes super widely known because:
the sharks are bad
marc edouard vlasic is bad
so i doubt the narrative of the edit makes much sense LOL
long story short, he used to be REALLY good. never got acknowledged for it in the broader scope. fell off with age . makes him super unpopular because hes signed 8x7m (shout out to past gm doug wilson) and hes bad. hes played with the sharks for the second most amount of games (second to patrick marleau who is like. THE shark of all time. hes so shark they call him mr shark. so if you grade on a curve...?) .
i love our shriveled husk!
the first image (the title card) came way before everything else actually, sort of my proof of concept and proof that i could actually make anything its very young pickles! that image is like. 7 years old
collecting images
all images (not including text overlays) were pulled directly from getty images
i got around the watermark kind of stupidly! most of the time, you can get around it by just pulling it from newsites that did pay for the rights to the image (reverse image search is a pal) or by checking social medias for reposts by the photographer or team (harder for me because i dont use any social media, use instagram only when necessary because it CRUNCHES)
i used mspaint.
it shows.
(brian babineau)
yeah it was by literally pasting the thumbnail (upsized by about 334% i believe?) on top of the image which is why its such a mess of pixels . the nice thing about the human eye is that it kind of smooths over the image if you dont look too closely . other times the texture of the image is so crunchy already that it doesnt actually make a difference.
(i DID edit the right image i just. cant see it?????)
(left: kavin mistry, rightt: noah graham)
for simpler shapes i did try to use an airbrush to fix it but its not super noticeable so.
the important thing was not using photos where theres a watermark over the main focus because im not making it look good enough to pass .
are there easier ways? oh god yeah. for sure. am i using them? well if you scroll back up
human centipeding images together
hardest part was the photos that mashed images together:
(man just check the original post for credits)
these were NIGHTMARES (now text free!) i have all the things i edited as separate layers if anyone ever wants quinn hughes disembodied hand or two pickles
making image two
the concept of this one was the second, but i had the final image ready to go second and finished it last. i finished this one second after fighting for my life to compile the images for it
the ideas straightforward enough: pickles on ice with the puck, other prominent defensemen going through the motions of a shot edited in. this is when pickles is like. capital g Good
compiling the pictures were easy enough? the hardest one was actually finding one of pickles HAHAHAHA
fun fact is that i chose a bunch of right shooters by coincidence. actually a miracle that i didnt notice until comparing pickles to them in editing. which i did extremely haphazardly (seriously i was guessing when resizing them
i did all this in an art program that didnt have the ability to select the subject so i hand erased the background. i keep mentioning it but if i had to work around erik karlssons hair i get to complain about it.
first time using the soft eraser if that means anything. the green background was to help me tell what i had and hadnt erased yet
this one took me the longest by far and had me questioning the decisions that lead up to this point the most.
making image three
PAINFUL. there are five different peoples hands on this thing and i spent most of it trying to choose hands that were interesting poses+decorations and in different places. didnt bother removing the watermark on any of the hands because why do i want to make more work for myself. erik karlssons second hand did not make the cut (watermarked)
the nice thing IS that there is a sort of photoshoot they have with consistent angles and lighting. i proceeded to spend way too much time aligning five different photos on top of this to make sure the hands are in the right place and about the right size.
an interesting bit of the editing is that the colors on the trophy photo were actually an afterthought! because it looks kind of nothing.
it looks nice next to the second image because of the cymk coloring but the problem was that the first three images had colorful elements to them and the fourth is just text on the image
adding text
alt title: OH GOD IMAGE FOUR IS SO NOTHING.
image 3 uses my favorite quote about pickles believe it or not ^_^
If you are new to hockey or are newer to the San Jose Sharks fanbase, you will see the withered shell Vlasic is of his former self and think that any conversation about immortalization in Toronto is beyond the bounds of possibility.
insane someone wrote this about another person. quite chuffed that you can read that phrase in the final image!
image four babe im so sorry you are so underbaked. the article on THAT one is literally just about the 1000th game celebration. but also its hella ironic
“I’m still the same guy I was when I came in, just 14 years older,” Vlasic said. “Plays the same way, does the same things, plays against the same players. Just 14 years older.”
whole lotta people want this man GONE because hes flopping so hard. everyone and they momma taking bets on when hes getting bought out. its BAD LMAO i hope they sign him another 8 years
in reflection
edits are way easier than i thought they were to make with zero knowledge of the medium! i had no idea what i was doing but i made something i feel extremely proud of, take a shot at it sometime ^_^
something i kind of struggled with was making something that felt interesting and unique but unified as a whole piece? i dont approach things with a visual "theming" in mind and i more or less tripped up on the colors LOL
give it a shot! a spin, even! oickles.
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5SOS AND RAFE IS SO REAL why have i not seen this crossover in the obx fandom
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHTT!!!!
listen. listen. LISTEN. i'm going to go into a whole spiral to break this shit down.
"No Shame" is giving rafe down bad for reader who isn't necessarily committed to him but he's willing to do anything she's willing to give him (almost giving play fake's reader!) and he's only happy and satisfied if she pays him attention
"Wildflower" is giving rafe and bsf!reader type of energy, where he only lets her in and only wants her and no one else because no one can satisfy him like her?? anything she does, anything she is is enough for him and the only one to pull these emotions from him??
"Best Years" has SO MUCH angst and happy ending potential because rafe and reader are ex lovers whom rafe fucked up with when he was younger and realizing she's the one and doing everything to take her back?? it's his grief, his unbecoming love that wants her and only her? yeah. he's willing to become the man she deserves after all these years and only will it be her turn to make the decision on whether she accepts it or not??
"Not In The Same Way" my baby, my favorite song, my absolute banger on repeat!! this is giving rafe and reader being right person, wrong time. they either love each other at incompatible times such as when she sees him as a friend and he sees her at a lover, or vice versa OR they're ex lovers who love each other but rafe is still in love with her after all these times despite them hooking up for old time sake and she's trying to move on (telling him to 'go') but she keeps coming back to rafe because of all the love she had for him and how it's such a comfort to be with him SO SO SO MUCH ANGST, SO SO SO MUCH HURT/NO COMFORT 😭
"Lover of Mine" i haven't been listening to this one that much and i've been skipping it HOWEVER the picture i'm getting is post s1 rafe where all he's seen as is a fuck-up for all the choices he made and in the midst of his anger, he pushed reader away and this time she LEFT and when he gets her back?? he's doing everything to keep her
"Kill My Time" this song is severely underrated because no one mentions what a BANGER and BARS THIS MAN THROWS OUT like okay okay listen. i'm a huge believer that rafe is the type of person who, when he knows what he wants, he goes after it 110%, no breaks. like especially with reader when he knows she's the one?? yeah, that's his girl. absolutely. no doubt about it. like, just imagine they're on a break because she needs time away from him and to find herself and see if other people are better fitand rafe is over here in LOVE with this girl? absolute devotion. no other girls can measure up to reader??
AND AND, IS THIS SPECIFIC LINE NOT RAFE?? "he's only got half of your heart, cause i got the other part?" the COCKINESS and AUDACITY of this man when he sees u on a date with someone else?? yeah. yeah. i'm fucking obsessed.
okay i'm done, i cannot analyze this entire album for yall, i do not have the strength and emotions to handle all these imagines with rafe 😭 hope u like my descend into madness 🫡🤞🏻
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yandere simulator ramble (mostly ab ayano)
see my thing is with yandere sim obviously there are a bunch of problems from alex himself being the developer, the panty shots in the game (because eventho it's used as blackmail with info-chan and sold to those who want it or wtv there could be a way easier way to blackmail the girls for points), the depiction that the bullies are gyaru giving the impression most gyaru's are mean/bullies, the fact that oh everyone is 18 even though they clearly arent?? amongst other things
yet even then there's something still addicting about the game especially with ayano being a yandere, or to consider: someone with obsessive love disorder (the highest 'level' or intensity of this). even then, although obviously everyone in the aishi family just has to be a yandere, it was gonna be obvious that ayano was gonna be one too rightt?
First Part: Emotions
ryoba fed into the mindset that ayano needed that special someone to be complete so she could finally feel something and she's 'reassuring' ayano that ryoba was the same way when she was younger as well until she found jokichi. ayano, as a child, knew something was wrong with her. there is no doubt that something continues to be wrong with her especially after her own mother teaches her to get rid of blood to use it later to "get rid of future obstacles." Obstacles which refer to the rivals; rivals who are just girls that have a crush on taro (minus muja kina and mida rana because theyre just creeps i fear). even so ryoba's words lingered in ayano's mind. that was ayano's reason to live - something to look for. which btw is kinda fucked up cause she's a child thinking this but also fair anyway,,
Jokichi has attempted to make ayano's life better. he has tried to be a good father; he has tried to be the best that he can be in order to make his daughter feel normal. but with how ayano is - how she is broken from the start - it was impossible. it didn't help that ryoba encouraged the behaviour almost, saying she was exactly the same as ayano AND how she wasn't worried at all. jokichi didn't like that (normal reaction cause hello??) but ayano is nothing but an empty girl. however what i find interesting is that she felt pity for her father. despite everything she felt pity, and that!! is an emotion!! why i find this interesting is how she can feel something for someone else but not for herself. as a result of her pity, she began to act like other children pretending to be normal and happy for jokichi, despite how she knew that he didnt really believe her happiness himself.
and then!! ayano began to pretend all the time. to stop the bullying, to fit in with everyone because it was simply more convenient even if ayano didn't really care if it happened or not. she had friends (though she didnt care about them) and she had a routine established by pretending all the time. she grew resentful of being 'broken'. as funny as that is because she was supposed to broken, yet, she felt emotions to a mild degree. resentment (some might also say bitterness) is like more complex emotion rather than your typical joy sadness etc but it's still an emotion. and ayano WANTS to feel and have emotions anyway. she craves it, ayano longs to feel, its almost painful itself because she can't experience it to a high degree. HOWEVER!!!!!!!!!! as small as it is she's felt emotion, she's felt pity and bitterness and she wants and wants and thats so interesting. what's even more interesting is her length to have emotions. in her lore video, she is seen killing a cat to see if she felt something like guilty or remorse but nothing happened. this is where it (chronologcally) is seen that ayano is willing to do extreme things to see if she could feel something, so it's not a surprise when she's willing to kill her 'rivals' to keep taro.
now ayano is described as someone who has no personality, no hobbies, no true friends, nothing, just an empty husk of a person. however, when she meets taro that changes drastically. she has clearer and obvious emotions; she finally has the feelings she always wanted. although, i believe that she wouldn't react to having feelings the best even with finding osana talking to taro etc etc. if you lived your entire life having no emotions (not any major or obvious ones anyway) until you find your someone (someone who you've been dreaming of, waiting for, needing) and all the emotions finally comes crashing down all at once,, don't you think you'd be more than a bit overwhelmed? she's been missing out on all the sensations people had since birth. she's always felt incomplete and then all of a sudden she meets taro and it fits like a missing puzzle piece finally being placed down. it was clear that taro made her feel happy, wanting love and all positive emotions. although, now that she has emotions: she's going to have to experience the 'bad' ones too. she'll experience anger, annoyance, fear, anxiety, jealousy, desperation, envy, hatred etc etc.
as soon as she sees osana talk to taro yeah you can tell she feels all the negative emotions all at once. she finally has emotions, she finally can experience what everyone else takes for granted, but osana comes in and threatens her. osana talks to taro, has a crush on him, and that sends a spike of fear and anger through ayano because ayano should not be striped away of her newly found emotions. she needs the emotions. and as a result she needs taro because he is the one allowing her to feel this way. she's in love with the emotions. it's not love that she has for taro, not really, but she is obsessed. she has the overwhelming obsessive desire to protect and possess taro (which is literally the description of obsessive love disorder). she needs taro like how she needs air now that she's met him.
as i said like 3 paragraphs above she's going to be overwhelmed, like it or not, and whenever people are overwhelmed they tend to take an unnecessarily drastic and extreme path because when you're overwhelmed you aren't in the best mindset. ayano is still a human even if she was "broken" before. she makes mistakes and she's going to be overwhelmed by her emotions for a while especially because she feels like she's is almost dead when she's not near taro. taro is a trigger for her essentially. when he's near, the overwhelming feelings all come back. she felt dead before, now she doesn't and these feelings repeat over and over every time she's away from taro and when she goes near him again.
on another note l, although ayano "has" taro currently, she still feels broken and incomplete when not near him as mentioned. yet, this incomplete feeling hurts MORE because she knows who her someone is. im going to bring up the fact that ryoba and jokichi went to the states for a 'vacation' (to kill the journalist) without warning. i find it interesting because ayano is most likely to experience negative emotions more intensely than before. taro has brought the emotions to light so i believe she still feels them when she's not near him but it's so mild that it's barely there. however with negative emotions those are easier to feel. ayano was shown to be angry that osana has a crush on taro (and she wasn't near taro at the time) after finding out from info chan in the opening cutscene,, in fact she was at home meaning she was not close to taro at all. as i mentioned though taro is almost like a trigger so its most likely just that. anyway the intensity of negative emotions may be easier to give into. so.... going with an idea that they are easier to give into, it's easier to feel even when not around taro. i believe the feeling of loneliness is something that is practically overtaking ayano's very mind.
ayano has always been lonely, before she met taro and after. she's been lonely in the sense that she never had been able to connect with her peers on a genuine note. lonely in the sense that jokichi only worried about her wanting her to be normal and ryoba was the opposite, not worrying at all. lonely in the sense she always felt incomplete, lonely cause she knew she wasnt normal, lonely because she needed to be fixed, lonely because nobody other than her mother and all those who suffered from the "aishi conditon" would understand her. and even though those with the "aishi condition" would understand they already found their someone, they werent "broken" anymore. and speaking of the those finding their someone it is highly likely that ryoba devoted more of her time to jokichi than she did to ayano. the reason i believe this is because although ryoba has jokichi, she needs him to love her as well. gonna leave it there but!!! ryoba and jokichi are away in the states currently. so if ayano did feel lonely before she's going to feel lonely in that empty house. a house too big with your own thoughts, own freedom and doing whatever the hell you want. ryoba actively encouraged ayano to do whatever she needed to do to get rid of the 'obstacles' in her life if she found her special someone. its no surprise with the eliminations you can do one of them is torturing your rivals (or even just mind breaking a random student). (On a side note Japanese houses don't have built in basements so ryoba had to literally custom add that)
anyway I bring forth another thing: neglect. however I'm going to go into detail with this with the second part: OLD
Second Part: Obsessive Love Disorder
Obsessive Love Disorder is something that Ayano has. Obsessive Love Disorder as said earlier is a disorder where a person feels obsessive over another person and feels the need to protect them. this isn't really looked at as an 'actual' disorder to psychologist but i couldn't give two bare fucks about that. let's break it down with SOME of the symptoms of OLD:
overwhelming attention to someone
obsessive thoughts
feeling the need to protect the person you're in love with
possessive thoughts and actions
extreme jealousy over interpersonal relationships
low self-esteem
may not take rejection lightly/easily
ignoring personal boundaries
overly controlling
being overwhelmed with emotions about a person that is disrupts your daily function
threatening the other if they leave
monitoring the others actions
blurring or crossing boundaries
anxiety
inability to tolerate time away
most if not all of these things can be easily associated to ayano's behavior. ayano stalks taro, occasionally fantasizes that he kidnaps her, dislikes all the girls who try and talk to taro, wants him all to herself, feels dead when he's not near, follows him home so she can spend more time 'protecting' him, cannot see a life without him (evidenced by 'snap' ending as when she kills him, she kills herself not long after), her first interaction with him shows her finally feeling emotions and as i said she's going to feel overwhelmed with them, anger and anxiety that a 'rival' may be able to take taro away from her, based on ryoba where she tortured jokichi i doubt that ayano would take lightly is taro tried to leave her, finally rejection results in quite literally being heartbroken AND snap so it's obviously not taken easily nor lightly etc etc
anyway!! those are some examples that relate to the symptoms now here are two of the many causes.
some of y'all (if anyone reads this actually but the group council in my head will suffice) may not like this one but number 1 is neglect.
neglect is one of those things that can be in several forms. the more common forms would be emotional neglect (AND!! physical neglect), e.g. not telling your child you're leaving to go away to take care of some 'business' until you're already gone. (even worse when the business is to kill a man but yk). with this neglect you're emotionally unavailable (and in this case also physically). to understand better emotional neglect it is when a child does not receive the stimulation and nurturing they need. ayano has not received stimulation or the necessary nurturing from ryoba because ryoba fully heartedly believes that all ayano needs is that special someone. in a sense, she is right but she was actively neglecting ayano by not helping her instead just repeating that someone will come to complete and fix her. as said in the example it can also be physical neglect as ryoba left a teen (because no way you're a junior and 18, fuck you Alex the highest you can get is 17.) all by herself in a house whilst indirectly promoting the use of the basement through vague post cards and childhood lessons.
(And yes! Encouraging negative behavior is neglect because you do not care what happens to those around you!)
another form of neglect that ayano experienced was medical neglect. this form of neglect isn't as obvious but can be picked up in ayano's lore video. at the very beginning, it is stated that her first memories are that of hospitals, doctors and everything medical wise. this was most definitely jokichi's work as the best ryoba has stated on the matter was how they were similar and how ayano will find her someone to complete her. now later (but before ayano pretends) the hospital etc weren't mentioned again. it can be thought and implied that ryoba decided it was a waste to focus medically on ayano because she'll simply find her someone to cure her later. this can be thought out to be medical neglect because there could've been a small chance if ayano kept doing, if she visited more happy places there's a possibility something could've changed. even then this neglect isn't so obvious so it's easy to ignore. to add on though teaching your child how to clean up blood for not so good reasons is encouraging negative behavior and could be a contribution to her messed up mindset.
another reason would be delusional jealousy. this is inhibited by an instance or things that are false. this delusional jealousy can also make one believe someone is in love with them even if there are obvious signs that is not the case.
okay for this reason I believe the delusion itself is fostered by the fact that ayano needs taro so she believes he must need her. it's a common mindset even without OLD that if someone needs something, others must need it too making possessiveness and jealousy to form. because the game isn't complete and is likely not going to be complete in the next decade, it's hard to tell if taro would actually like ayano as a genuine person. (and I would say that it's kind of obvious that he doesn't but in game taro is a pussy? if you even stand near him for more than 5 seconds he's like "oh she's strange" "stay back get away from me!!" even when ayano isn't doing anything?? like in game I wouldn't be close enough where the pink love thing pops up and taro would still be like "get away from me!!!") but if ayano hypothetically talked to him like all of her rivals, then taro would maybe like her.
once again these two are not the only ones that can be associated with ayano but these are the only ones I wanted to discuss.
anyway ending this section to go to the next important one!! drumroll... Pacifist vs Murderer
Third Part: The Endings
this is the third part of my rant that consists of pacifist ayano vs murderer ayano which could be "Good Ending" Ayano and "Bad Ending" Ayano.
starting off with something a good bunch of yan sim fans don't actually agree on is that pacifist ayano is a completely different person than murderer ayano.
and you might be thinking "wrap it up luca,, pacifist is different than a murderer no shit"
but really it's more than that. pacifist ayano is different because she actually truly expresses her emotions when she's a pacifist. even if you gossip about the rivals or expell them where they don't show up to school anymore, ayano can be seen as a person who expresses her emotions because she's so much more than a murderer. this is even more vividly seen if you befriend the rivals. once again this is based off the two rivals that are out, osana and amai. if you decide to befriend osana and she comes to your house in the morning, there is the infamous talk where osana talks about her stalker and how she can't believe that someone could fall in love without knowing them. this, to ayano and the player itself, can be associated with ayano herself especially considering how she 'loves' taro without knowing him and has stalked him. now when ayano decides not to betray osana, giving her normal tea, it can be seen how desperate ayano is to keep taro without actually harming osana. osana may like taro, but ayano needs him. the desperation expressed through the befriend route shows the most human ayano ever. this desperation and longing for taro is carried through the same befriending route with amai (although her conversation involves jabs at having a "rival" and "eliminating" them).
the most human and realest part of ayano is when she befriends the rivals and begs them not to confess to taro. (if it isn't obvious I love the pacifist ending because I like the raw desperation and human form of ayano compared to the murderer route)
in contrast to pacifist ayano, when ayano murders the rivals, her sanity obviously decreases. unlike in game where you can giggle or go near taro to increase your sanity, it's not that easy irl.
keep in mind if ayano doesn't increase her sanity and it goes below 20% then ayano starts hallucinating and murdering those around her. even if ayano could realistically easily increase her sanity after killing a rival that is to show that ayano will only be a murderer (something the headmaster and megami saikou thinks her to be). if ayano were kill and regain her sanity quickly she is as broken as people think her to be. she is truly nothing but an empty husk who follows her mother. she may have emotions but she isn't someone you can love. she isn't someone who can be seen as a human. like ryoba, ayano would most likely follow the path that ryoba led where ayano simply kidnaps taro at the end torturing him and making him her husband. as said earlier, negative emotions are easier to form so it would be easy to give in to the pestering intrusive thoughts to kill her rivals. it's the quickest way out and it's the true emotionless thing most want her to be. being violent seems to be the easiest way out and most often people take that route, however, in the very end ayano simply follows her mother's path of decay and destruction. murderer ayano is easier to conform, though, is that the real ayano? is she someone who can't be proven not to be broken? another thing is that if ayano does go this route and she doesn't get caught, all she ends up doing is create a cycle. she continues down the path that ryoba had laid out for her since the beginning. (which honestly is the lousiest route and ending to take because people just loveee the trope of repeating the cycle)
personally I don't care much for the murderer ending but I will admit it is interesting to see how ayano spirals and ultimately decides to kill off every single one of her rivals.
the next two endings are going to be briefly the genocide ending and "snap" ending.
genocide ending is simply the ending where ayano is a murderer but instead of just applying that to just her rivals she does it to the entire school minus taro. it's the 'darkest' ending depending on how you look at it because it proves that ayano couldn't stand anyone else coming between her and taro. she needed taro all to herself and she did just that by killing every single person in the school all in the first day of the week (minus the headmaster, taro, infochan and the guidance counsellor). in this ending you can tell that ayano's sanity is completely gone by the way she says "so..i killed them all" in the cutscene that plays. ayano says it in such a manic and inhuman way its obvious that she doesn't regret it now that she can have taro all for herself. at the very end of the cutscene it pans to taro being in the basement tied up. this is where its clear that ayano follows ryoba completely (if not surpassing her in terms of violent nature and sense due to how she killed every one instead of just her rivals) to keep taro as her senpai.
and finally, snap ending. Snap ending is by far the most interesting one in terms of endings. Before ayano kills taro with the knife, when she walks to every student she kills them with her bare hands. in this ending I believe that she's more "broken" than her other endings. she's given up on this world and she's willing to take out others who get in her way (literally). the others are so terrified to the point where they can't even move, they just watch until it's their turn. ayano feels nothing but heartbreak and there's no other option but to kill taro then herself. even before she kills herself with the same knife she used to stab him, the insistence of voices saying "do it" continue to loop giving her no other option but to join taro. this ending is so interesting because it shows how ayano physically cannot live without taro and how she's willing to make sure that nobody else has him. another thing interesting about it is the trope of "if you die, I die". this trope is placed into things like Romeo and Juliet where Juliet pretends to die and Romeo kills himself to "join" her. when Juliet wakes up and finds Romeo dead she soon follows killing herself actually to join him.
anyway I think I'll stop for now cause I've been at this for hours LOL
The End (for now..)
idk I like yan sim a lot and I love ayano's character (I doubt yandere dev was smart enough to do it on purpose but whatever.) Ayano is literally my girl and I love her so much ❤️❤️ ayano is just a girl
#yandere simulator#i hate yandere dev i hope he dies#i do not support yandere dev#yansim#ayano aishi#ayano#ayano is literally my oc wym#pacifist ayano#taro yamada#rant post#rambles
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