#But a friend could’ve been?
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Istg there’s actually something so surreally heartbreaking about remembering a friend you lost. Like. I don’t even know how to express it in anything but questions: do you miss me? why don’t we talk anymore? how could you do that to me? couldn’t you see I needed you? do you remember how it felt to love me? It’s never a good enough reason, always a stupid fucking thing to lose a friend over, but I don’t think there’s anything worse than knowing you can’t have that back.
#Idk guys#i guess I’m sad today?#I just can’t fathom the fact that I can’t just#Be eleven again and make everything work out#And IK it sounds so dramatic#But that’s got to be worse than a breakup?#Right?#because you know a high school girlfriend won’t be there forever#But a friend could’ve been?#And then idk#it just kinda hits you#That you really can’t have that back#And now it’s just#Avoiding eye contact#And remembering someone hates you#When you never thought they would#FUCKKK sorry for the depression#I’ll probably delete this later lmao
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Bonus comic down below:
Story: Misa wanted to take Light out on a date so now they have to send pictures of L & Light together every 30 mins to prove that they haven’t jumped him
#death note#death note fanart#l lawliet#light yagami#misa amane#light asks who can match L’s freak when in truth he’s the only one who can#coquette#someone on Twitter did this with them already but just switched the roles#my friend also pointed out how it could’ve been w/ Ryuk & Light and that’s actually so funny too#someone should do that#even rem and misa#my art#illustration#art#shitpost#lawlight#if u squint….
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Eddie during a Q&A where he specially asked his fans to ask him questions about his marriage: Oh, just saw the question who proposed to who and-
Steve, loudly off-camera: I proposed to him and he said no!
Eddie: …first of all, you couldn’t even get gay married at the time. And second, I said no because I-
Steve: He said no because he wanted to propose to me and then DIDN’T
Eddie: I did!
Steve: A year later.
Eddie: I had to plan! I had to prep! I wasn’t going to halfass our gay fake wedding!
Eddie: And, just for your information, internet! He’s complaining and he’s making me look bad but do you know what he did? Do you know what he did the next day? I put together this beautiful ceremony with all our friends and family and you know what he did the very next day?
Eddie: He went to the courthouse and married a woman!
Steve: …Well that was for tax benefits
#Steve: Don’t let my marriage distract from you depriving me of having a fiancé! We could’ve been engaged#Steve: Twice you took that from me#Eddie: You were the one that wanted to go to the courthouse immediate once gay marriage was legalized and do the ceremony later#Steve’s been married twice but had never been engaged#I fully believe that if Steve proposed first Eddie would turn him down so he got to do it#He took a year to do it because he was touring and none of their friends were ever in town at the same time#and he’d never admit it but it was amusing to watch Steve’s standards for a proposal drop as time went on#one time Eddie got on his knee to pick up the toothpaste cap he dropped in the bathroom and Steve actually gasped#eddie munson tiktok saga#steve harrington#eddie munson
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transformers one but it’s in the shattered glass universe so it’s basically just d-16 watching his three best friends descend into madness
had to redraw a few scenes
#d 16 eventually gets saved by the high guard as his friends start wreaking havoc around the city#they probably snapped alpha trion three ways#so it could’ve been worse sentinel!!!#at least for you only one of them turned evil!!!#transformers#maccadam#tf one#tf shattered glass#d 16#orion pax#elita one#bumblebee#b 127#tf art#alpha trion#sentinel prime#transformers one
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penelope featherington would’ve slayed so hard as a character if she went for the men of the ton as an anonymous gossip sheet. LIKE full anonymity and that kind of influence as a woman..just to regurgitate what the average member of the ton is already itching to say about young girls who can’t defend themself? like all the mystery and allure of the column just to humiliate and ruin WOMEN using the established rules of the PATRIARCHY?? WHATS even the point then?! countess boochie flagrant ass character
#any hating aunty on the sidelines could’ve done that too#anthony is my best friend but she could’ve ATE him up so many times in that show and it would’ve been warranted every time#but its always just ‘vulnerable girl who’s life will be destroyed by me writing this’#i rebuke thee white devil#SHOW penelope btw. book penelope im sorry for what they did to you. on all fronts#colin. idc if you live or die. show or book#bridgerton#bridgerton*
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This morning I woke up thinking about how Tommy checked in with Buck after he kissed him. The ‘was this ok’ is just so tender and uncertain. The underlying worry that he might’ve gone too far. It’s just so…
#yeah it’s everything#so perfectly placed#because Buck could’ve just been trying to get his attention because he wanted to be his friend and if that had been the case#Tommy would’ve put his friendship with Eddie at risk as well#so I love that little moment of uncertainty- Tommy might be more experienced and confident and settled in who he is#but he also took a risk and he wasn’t 100% confident it would pay off#and that has me up in my feels#911 abc#tommy kinard#evan 'buck' buckley#Kinkley#bucktommy
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Trans Curly headcanons are fascinating to me cause like… Jimmy would resent him more for it.
Masculinity is a weird underlying thing in their dynamic where Jimmy feels inferior to Curly about not only their job positions but roles in life. The idea that Curly is the better man who also made himself such would be such a blow to Jimmy’s already fragile and unstable ego. Like it’s not just that he’s just transphobic, he hates Curly’s ability to craft himself into what he wants to be successfully, it not about Curly being afab but Curly still being the better man.
But then he wouldn’t get the self image issues one can face, feeling like an imposter in a space you wanted to be in or even scared to be there. He’d just think Curly always gets what he desires and thinks nothing of it like he always has.
#also like it would be horrifying post crash cause like the implications and themes in the game I won’t get into rn#but this was inspired but a cute ish fic where Anya gave Curly his T shot cause like that’s just cute#and then it’s sad cause maybe I’m thinking Curly didn’t want to think or accept Jimmy would do such a thing because it means he could’ve#done something like that to him and the underlying fears that trans men and masc can have in male spaces of being found out and punished for#it and it’s an interesting thing to think about if it were canon or not cause like what if yknow? like trusting someone with a fact like#that about yourself only to see them torment and dehumanize someone in a way you easily could’ve been and still could be but this ain’t bout#that like Jimmy would have envy and resentment about Curly no matter if Curly was or wasn’t trans or if he disabled before the crash or#whatever cause he just resented Curly for being what he couldn’t be genuinely#mouthwashing#but back to Anya doing his T shot it’s like sad and cute cause it’s like useless now but it’s also so important to him and she’s such a good#friend and nurse to still do it and he has to think about despite all he didn’t do for her she still is doing this little thing for him and#I’ll see myself out on my sadness
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i think she’d understand
#trying out a new coloring style!!#my art style had been changing like every post lmao#I love creating situations….#this takes place like while buddy’s dead#they’d like meet in the afterlife#oughhhagahha something about making teenagers pick between rage and death#I think they could’ve been friends :(#bug taffy’s art#lucy frostblade#buddy dawn#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high junior year spoilers
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The captain is the coolest character in Dracula because he is literally up against a demonic creature of the night and he, not even knowing what the heck is going on and basically dead, and he is STILL thinking abt his ship and docking. I am captain indeed
#dracula daily#why did my guy Dracula try to kill everyone tho does he. does he just have really good directional awareness#I think Dracula is kinda evil idk tho… /j#I guess they made it tho but Dracula could’ve just been cooler abt it#maybe he just really doesn’t like Russians idk#my good friend jonathan harker
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fucking around with an anita design and um. she looks like she’s in a marching band
#art#wip#dc comics#anita fite#empress dc#young justice#yj98#young just us#tumblr messed up the quality lol#I actually kinda love the marching band energy#look at herrr#my fav#she’s great I wish dc understood that too <\3#but I think that teen titans vol 3 could’ve been greatly improved if she was there#let Maad watch the kids so she can live in a superhero frat house with her friends#she should’ve gone to st Elias’s#she should’ve been visibly gay for cissie#who said that
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(for making it this far)
#undertale yellow#undertale yellow fanart#uty#uty starlo#starlo uty#ceroba ketsukane#ceroba uty#uty ceroba#north star uty#uty north star#art#my art#artists on tumblr#comic#undertale yellow comic#uty fanart#digital art#could’ve been better but. idk#it’s 2 am and i’m tired and thinking about my friends#not staroba but you can tag it like that#sighhh . post pacifist btw#idk .. just had a thought and had to put it out
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some random nothingburgers . i am working on a bigger drawing (of mirabelle<3 meeble) so i must doodle
#my art#isat#isat spoilers#blood#the spoiler censor scribble on the first one Is the mal du pays to be clear. scribbled over it for my friend who isn’t done game yet#i could’ve theoretically removed it for this bc i have the spoiler tag but idgaf i’m lazy#been putting siffrin into situations cause i forgot to take my meds last night and they’re my absentminded doodle go to already
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remember when ives invited tim to his birthday party because he didn’t want to get smothered by his cousins? because i do. remember when they reconnected after months of not seeing each other while tim was at brentwood and immediately clicked? because i do. holding them in a locket that i keep on a chain attached to my pants. btw.
#ives could’ve been the friend. it could’ve been a different writer and ives could’ve been the friend.#forlorn sigh#sebastian ives#tim drake#what’s bro yappin about#dc#timives#sebastian speak to me
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When you absolutely despise something a lot of people like, and no matter what way you look at it you cannot see the appeal, but you know you can’t talk about it in public or else you’ll get dogpiled to hell and back, so you just kinda sit there frothing at the mouth like this
#spaghetti speaks#minor blood#I know this image is typically used in positive contexts but it felt fitting here too#Also you probably know what I’m talking about if you’ve spoken to me before#The AM speech but aimed toward this one particular series because the rage it causes is GRAHH#it had so much potential#it could’ve been so so good#YOU COULD'VE KEPT THE PILOT PLOT INSTEAD OF INSTANTLY ABANDONING IT IN FAVOR FOR ONE OF THE WORST ROUTES A STORY CAN GO IN#I’m so mad because I WISH I could like it#I WISH I could make art for it- the character designs are fun to draw#but I’m not a fan of it#I have a visceral hatred of the series and its creator#but I’m alone in the opinion#minus my friends who agree with me#but I just#I don’t understand#I feel like if it was made by a bigger studio- people would hate it as much as me#Steven Universe was written significantly better than it- I’m sorry#SU got so much shit for years- this is praised everywhere I see#I could explain every single problem I have with this series and people will defend it#it’s so popular despite nothing being resolved or making sense#The people behind the studio were revealed to be shitty to employees but no one cares because this series got a new episode#GRRRRRGHGGHH#I hate the characters- I hate the nonsensical plot- I hate the plot holes- I hate the villain- I hate the wasted potential#I’d hijack this series and make a Snoot Game type thing if I could- my autistic ass will make this better#I'm not arrogant I’m just saying the writing is on the floor and it doesn’t take much to just fix it up and make it pretty#I’m ranting#sorry#I’m very passionate about things like this#Inorganic killers
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teenage snape doodles
#severus snape#snape#pro snape#snape fanart#rip severus snape you would’ve loved bed#me drawing him works bc somehow they always turn out strange looking and guess what he is. hj#i would’ve been his best friend and we could’ve lived a quiet life post-grad but whatever#it’s colored this time! be proud of me and also don’t get used to it xx
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They for sure kissed in college
#PLEASE they give best friends -> lovers -> amicable ex’s#the classic lesbian pipeline#sometimes I think about what could’ve been#criminal minds#emily prentiss#fiona duncan#lgbtqia
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