#But I need ro sleep

[amerasdreams]

1st car accident in 12 years....

😡

I was tired bc I woke up too early. And like I said before, if I wake up early the meds don't wear off as fast after I wake up. I thought it wasn't too early and I've driven with the meds before (sleeping pill before bed so you'd think it had been worn off by now...) but my mind was worse today for some reason.Slow. maybe I woke up earlier than I thought. 😞

I went to some pets right away this morning and wrote there so i didn't have to go back and forth. Perhaps stayed all day except i didn't have food there and i needed to make a rhubarb pie for my sister I'm going to visit tomorrow for the 1st time since she had her baby. I went to the nearest store (except the other main one... I thought this one was more likely to have rhubarb) and there was a parking space right on the corner (this is a small parking lot... I should've parked across the street) and I thought I had a lot of space.

apparently not.

Scraaaaape.

I hate this. I wanted never to cause a car accident again. I thought i was past this. But whatever is going on with me.... my mind was not shape enough to park -- too complicated of a movement. :(.

Being too hot and lack of food doesn't help. This weather -- snow and then sun.... it was lunch time and i hadn't had lunch yet. That was probably the thing that made it go over the edge. My mind just. Phases out if i don't eat. Like, if im doing anything I can't really do it if I didn't have food yet, even if I haven't missed lunch by an hour. I hate this

We exchanged details. At least it was just a smallish scrape

But my insurance will go up 😡 cant afford anything....

At least I ound some rhubarb.

And I got some lunch bc I needed it or I might have another car accident. A really good wrap (food coop which is a little more expensive but this was $2 off)

Now I have to somehow have enough energy to make the pie. And go back to the pets for supper.......

[lmadsadness]

Shockwave. PLEASE get sleep omfg

[amelia-sun]

hear me out, hear me out, chiluc but they kkiss… and and hhug.. and maybe even hhold hands…. idk…..

[steakout-05]

(hi steakout from the future. before this post starts you gotta know this post was made at 1 in the morning. i was very tired. this was my live reaction to this video being uploaded. please enjoy my frenzied screaming and horrific misspellings.)

IM!N!!! iM IM SCREAKING?M???? BHUH HHBUH??????

I'M GOg TO VIOMENTLY EXPLODE!?!??!??? CROAG!N?N?????? helP?????

[jasongotdrip]

i love ur art u should make more fr

if you have art block u should draw your favorite character from hazbin :)

EEE THABK YOU SI KYCH😭😭

I probably draw him the least but not on purpose, like i have other favorites too that’s why

husk is my favorite bc of his personality, grumpy with a soft side🤭 plus he knows like 6/7 languages, he doesn’t give a sh-t and he’s just so great<3

This is horrible it took me only like 5 minutes obviously but my wish is your command😭💜

(it is almost 1 am pls help)

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

bonesaw i know her !

[moonage-tea]

sleepy wilson (he has never had a good nap in years, ik) (ig. psycxmore)

[softceleste]

The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.

[natelawtism]

im sleepy so tell me some sleepytime (bedtime) scenarios with rowan and nate :3

OKOKKK OH MY GOD I've been so busy but I'll finally have a break after tomorrow so I hope this blog is prepared.

BEDTIME SCENARIOS! First of all, Nate has a bedtime. Self-given bedtime. (Side note this also means that Eve has a bedtime because Nate says that they BOTH need to be asleep by a certain time.) So when they have sleepovers Ro ALSO now has a bedtime.

So, Mr revenge bedtime procrastination is FORCED to sleep at like 9. Especially if they have no work to do? Bedtime early.

And... he really doesn't mind when he can fall asleep cuddling Nate. Nate would rather have a sisyphusian task for eternity than admit they cuddle each other to sleep but on very rare occasions they do!!! (In the future it happens a lot more often)

It's also 110% NOT intentional. Most of the time they're cuddling and doing something or SUPPOSED to be awake and one of them falls asleep... so the other just stays! They can't bear to move 🥹🥹 (at the beginning of their relationship Nate would wake Rowan up but only after a few indulgent minutes :3c) They also don't sleep in the same bed until around 2 years into their relationship.

Nate has a bedtime routine!! It's just a bit of skincare and haircare since he puts extra care into hygiene (but the haircare is very expected, he keeps his dreads healthy). Eve helped him get the products, and now he has a good bit of skincare knowledge! He also totally wears a bonnet to bed to care for his hair, even if it isn't included in his pj outfit in the game. Debating what it looks like tho...

Honest to god, Rowan just throws pjs on, plays video games, conks out. There is NO bedtime routine there. You'd think that he'd have a steady routine- but getting motivation to take care of himself is an upward battle. So sometimes he takes morning showers, sometimes at night, but he always attempts to get stuff done.

Side note yet again- Nate really helps him with motivation by making him do things. A lot of the time he struggles with getting tasks done and procrastinating, but he tells himself "Nate would be disappointed if I don't do this" and it gets him to do it, OR Nate makes him get up and get to things. Sometimes forcing himself to work is all he needs --;

When they're living together, one of them often has to get the other to get to bed shdjdks 😭 and it's Nate 70% of the time. He's never been able to truly break his boyfriend's sleeping tendencies- no matter how hard he tries 😭

But law school is HARD, and so is the bar exam, so on the rare occasion Ro will find a Nate who's lost track of time and has to remind him to sleep. Often on nights like this, Nate is locked onto his work without anything distracting him, and he can get lost in his work easily. Rowan teases him about it since THE ever so punctual Nate Lawson is losing track of time, but ultimately he just wants Nate to rest and to take his mind off of everything complicated.

Days like this he tries to fight Rowan on the fact he needs to do his nighttime routine- but Ro is NOT hearing him. Most of the time Nate is wayyy too sleepy to even manage that, and Ro knows Nate well enough to know DAMN well, so he just has to push him to bed and keep him there.

Rowans cat also often decides bedtime, since her internal clock will tell her that it's time to nap and she wants to nap NOW. She will not let up until they're in bed and peaceful

[jellyfishrui]

OH MY GOD I FORGOT TO WASH MY HAIR I NEED TO DO IT NOW

[kerizaret]

Songs in my native language that make me think of my fave characters save me,,,

[grimescum]

i wan make a chart for all the ocs i like to recycle for other fandoms .. i qas gonna say because im lazy but. i think its better this way,, otherwise i'd have way more ocs than i have now

claudine in dunmeshi ( ￣▽￣) her name would be different .. shes either a cursed tallman or just a monster straight up but shes a spider lady w alittle bit of inspo from the jorōgumo. i considered making her a chimera but i qant to be creative

crazy old lady that treats everyone like babies and kidnaps people BUT ☝️ shes nice. and if u ask nicely she wont eat u but youd probably die of something else.

frenzy will also get a dunmeshi alt once her design is done... uuurm. she'll also get a hellsing alt and a gk alt. i think giving penngrim, my dunmeshi oc, a hellsing alt would be funny. n i might throw in another oc, moxie, and give her a hellsing alt but only for the first OVA bcoz the stupid vampire-made snuff film bullshit fits her

side note im considering making claudine black. youd think id have more black ocs as a black person but nop.... i blame growing up on shitty anime and not knowing i qas considered black until i was a teen . my dad is mixed too but i stg hes racist as hell

[sneeg-snag]

i genuinely feel like my bones are exhausted. what is happening with me

[altruistic-meme]

noooooo i need the bathroom but blue is laying against my leggggggf

[takemetodragonstone]

having the type of day where idk if i can make it until my doctor’s appointment in december to then be referred to a psychiatrist some time in 2025. like. i’m ideating suicide TODAY gurl not in 2025

[karinaing]

okay i need to go make dinner ill answer u guys later but i love u all so dearly 🥹 my beloved mootsie thank u for tolerating my annoying ass KISSES FOR EVERYONE 💞💕💞💕💞