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[btshodown]

STF - Tidal Wave

↳ “ Finally cashing in your vacation time and heading out to a little island off the coast becomes so much more than what you were expecting. A cute surfer by the name Taehyung decides he wants to show you what its like on his side of the waves.”

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader Genre/Warnings: Mainly comedy with sprinkles of fluff and sexual themes Word Count: 1,829 Tags: @hadskye

➭ Huehuehue...this all sprang from a message Admin RD sent to me about this gif and the surfer vibes Tae gave out. So tada~ This will be a mini drabble series of segments of the reader and Surfer Tae as they get to know one another. 

The heat of the sun warms your skin pleasantly as your bare feet sink into the tepid sand; your eyes searching for the perfect spot to set your towel to begin sunbathing. The sudden increase in heat lately made for the optimal time to spend on the beach to try and find some coolness on your normally scorching days holed up in a temperate room testing synthetic skin. The company you worked in began a breakthrough in the newest technology and with a nice, hefty donation, finally had the financial means to carry on with numerous testing.

The pay was very, very, generous, but your time to yourself and friends became limited when you were one of the few to get promoted to begin the experimentation. Although, with finally having enough vacation hours accrued from the years working at the company, you couldn’t have fled fast enough for a month long time off.

So here you were in a small island off the coast and having arrived just an hour prior, you excitedly find a spot on the sand; about a yard away from any other people visiting the beach. With a satisfied huff, you plop onto your towel and pull off the knitted dress covering your bathing suit, slowly applying sunblock with a hum. As you did so, you let your eyes discretely glance around the people speckled across the beach behind your sunglasses. You idly wonder about what stresses each person was running away from when you spotted him.

It was like looking at the sun with how bright his blonde hair shined. His caramel skin glowed against the rippling water of the waves and you swore you had never seen someone so ethereal before. There was no denying that the man before you could very well be Poseidon; the waves seemed to naturally curve around his feet. That’s not even to mention your awe sparkling further when you see him dive into the water with a surfboard you hadn’t noticed, and began paddling his way out further into the clear waves. You really didn’t want to become a creeper just staring at the man, but it was incredibly difficult not to do so; especially when his skin tight, long sleeved shirt left your mouth to salivate wondering what was underneath.

With hurried motions, you begin setting the rest of your things into place to fully appreciate the view gifted to you and with a pillow resting against your tiny cooler, you finally settle in. Your body now propped into position, it was easier to gaze at the man’s impressive figure as his strong legs balanced on the surfboard and navigated him gracefully through the clear waves. Perhaps you were being a bit too much when you reach around to take out a chilled Smirnoff Ice bottle from your cooler and sip on it to watch the surfer, but you wouldn’t let yourself think about it too much.

This is was your time to finally relax and this gorgeous siren of a man was unwittingly giving you a beautiful scenic view to enjoy while you did so. And oh my, those wet shorts were working extra hard to cling onto his ass so as to not fall off with the powerful bashing of the ocean’s waves; you silently prayed to Neptune to let them slip off.

You were in the middle of appraising his rather large feet and wondering if those were proportionate to something, when those same bare feet were suddenly making their way to you and made your tongue feel like sandpaper. Your nerves were like a live wire as his figure is fast approaching, not letting your reassurances of him not coming to you specifically when his strides are utterly leading him to you. What could he possibly want to say to you? Surely he hadn’t been able to see how you were openly staring at him with your sunglasses on, had he? Oh god, what if he had and he was on his way to cuss you out for being a creep? Was it too late to pack up your things and quickly flee?

Finally he got to where you were while you panicked silently and stopped before the towel you were sat on; his looming shadow easily engulfing your figure. His mocha eyes bore into your own despite the cover of your sunglasses and you have to clench your fists to avoid popping your mouth open in awe. His tongue flicks out to wet his lips as he finally opens them to speak to you, and all you could do is hang by a thread to await his impactful words.

“Su’ dude.”

So bewitched by the deep timbre of his molten chocolate voice, it took a few seconds for your brain to process his words and when it did, you swear your soul shriveled just a tad. All this anticipation and mystery, just for him to utter that? You’d be lying if you weren’t a little disappointed, and sure that made you a bit of a judgmental jerk, but you preferred your men to be a little intelligent. You wanted someone to stimulate you in invigorating conversations and keep up with your ever moving thoughts; so perhaps you could pretend as if you didn’t hear him.

“Um, so I kinda noticed you staring at me and honestly, you’re really pretty so I couldn’t help myself. I’d remember a face like yours, you new to the area or visiting?”

Well shit, he was more charming than what you thought as he easily squats by you and flashes you an endearing smile that looked a bit rectangular. Not only that, but he completely caught you red-handed and called you out on your ogling, making your cheeks brighten in embarrassment. Despite that though, there wasn’t anything arrogant about the way he just now spoke to you, only truthfully honest and sincere. Would it be such a bad thing to simply talk to him in spite of your previous judgements?

“V-Visting,” you clear your throat at your stutter and try to even out your nerves, “and please don’t misunderstand, I wasn’t staring at you. The ocean is just very…beautiful to look at.”

A dark brow rises at your statement and the simple action has your insides squirming, even more so when his lips slowly quirk to form a knowing smirk. Well crap, maybe you had judged much too harshly because it seemed as if the stranger before you was much more perceptive than what you had given him credit for.

“You sure bout’ that?��� his voiced lowered just a bit as his eyes disarmingly caught yours in an intense stare. “Cause from where I was it seemed like you were looking at something other than the ocean’s beauty.”

Your eyes widen comically and while your sunglasses covered your surprise, your mouth opening did not, and if his smirk turning into a grin was anything to go by, he had noticed the effect his words had. “Yeah, w-well, things aren’t always what they seem,” you manage to choke out a bit indignantly.

A weird look crosses his handsome face as his eyes beseech yours, no doubt wanting to take off your shades and see your whole face, but instead his lips form into a small smile. “Yeah, guess they aren’t.”

You fidget under his intense scrutiny and silently finish off your drink, putting the glass bottle away in your cooler behind you as you try to ignore his eyes following you. “So, uh, you’re really good at surfing. I’m assuming you live here?”

“Thanks and you’d assume right. I would visit this little island a lot with family when I was younger and decided to just move here. So now I teach little kids how to surf as a job,” he blinks suddenly as if remembering something before smiling sheepishly, “I’m Taehyung by the way. What’s your name beautiful?”

Your own brow rises at this, both from the mini back story of how he came to live here and the mention of his name, but with his compliment you flush again and finally remove your sunglasses. His skin looked even more radiant without the color distortion from your shades and it made your breath hitch as his eyes almost greedily drink in your unobscured face. Now, your confidence was by no means lacking, even if you weren’t pretty to everyone, you knew your worth; but with someone as attractive as the man beside you, it made your confidence tremble.

“Y/N,” your voice comes out more self-assured than you felt on the inside and you hold onto that feeling, hoping to calm your nerves, “But…teaching kids how to surf is your job?” At his nod, your lips twitch and your head tilts to the side in false innocence. “So…you’re a beach bum then?”

Finally, his own confidence shakes as his mouth pops open at your slight insult and seeing it, it only made your own grin emerge. You were mainly teasing, but the small judgmental part of you prayed he wasn’t actually a beach bum. It’d be such a horrible mood spoiler if he was.

“What? No, no! I’ll have you know that my surfing class has a waiting list, mainly by single mom’s which is weird,” his vehemence slowly fades out into slight confusion in the end as he stays silent for half a second before focusing back on you with a small pout, “but I am not a beach bum. I even live in a really nice apartment on the ocean front!”

A small snort escapes you at your poor attempt to not laugh and his small frown lets you know it’s not appreciated, but it held no heat despite it. So far, you had to admit to your pride that you misjudged the man before you; he was so much more complex and enigmatic than you originally believed. Truly, the first day of your vacation was going better than you had ever hoped for.

“Right,” your tone was sarcastic and teasing.

His pout deepens as he leans in closer to you, catching you off guard as his childlike anger dissipates just as quickly as it came and instead the intensity from before returns. His deep, brown eyes pull you in like tidal wave and you’re powerless against it. “Let me prove it to you then. Come with me to my apartment so I can show you.”

Your teeth quickly catch your bottom lip as his words ignite a simmering fire in your veins, warming you from the inside as your lips twitch into a coy smile. “Okay, show me then.”

His devilish grin is enough to have you in a daze and euphoria to begin bubbling under your skin, the anticipation of your vacation heading in a different direction than what you had imagined nearly crippling you. After all, summer was all about throwing away inhibitions and taking every opportunity that came at you, right?

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[ipykth]

Collection of stories I loved... (Hyung Edition)

I had to split this up from the maknae line. I own nothing - all credit goes to the writers.

⭐️✨ = favourite (and have reread an unhealthy amount of times)

Seokjin

⭐️✨ Crystallised - floralseokjin

⭐️✨ The Devil’s Advocate - jimlingss

Made-Up Love Song - floralseokjin

Sleeping with a Friend - underthejoon

In Need of Orders - lemonjoonah

Time Fades Away - floralseokjin

I Just Want You for My Own - joonscypher

Golden Boy - kpopfanfictrash

Arcadia - jimlingss

The Ex Not Missed - kithtaehyung

Danger - xjoonchildx

Sleeping with a Friend - underthejoon

Seven Seconds in Heaven - jimlingss

Annihilation of You - jimlingss

Fall in Hatred - jimlingss

Warm this Winter - jamaisjoons

Final Sleigh - floralseokjin

Perfect - btssmutgalore

The Stranger - btssmutgalore

Last Christmas - xjoonchildx

Exes and Superher-o’s - kpopfanfictrash

Glazed & Dazed - floralseokjin

Spring Day - writersrealmbts

Lost in Translation - soft-sarcasm

Peach Parfait - jamaisjoons

These Wicked Delights - ditzymax

Big Dick, Big Heart - floralseokjin

The Age of Romance - winetae

Gold Embers Touch the Blue Veil - magicalsalamander

Made of Stardust: Folia - httpjeon

Off Limits - floralseokjin

Yoongi

⭐️✨ Please Be Naked - floralseokjin

⭐️✨ helLO pARADISE mY NAMe IS - seokoloqy

⭐️✨ Beloved - bang-tan-bitches

A bit much - ddaengtae

Bed Warm, Hearts Cold - dat-town

Choices to Make - hayjeon

Book of Beasts: From the Ashes - httpjeon

Anyone But The Groom - yoonjinkooked

Not Even a Mouse - softyoongiionly

The Landlord - ppersonna

No Face - seokoloqy

Strike a Chord - snackhobi

Cyberslut - kimnjss

Bed Warm, Hearts Cold - dat-town

Choices to Make - hayjeon

Across the Hall - gukslut

Cream & Suga - snackhobi

Straight Shooter - snackhobi

Moonlit Throne - hobidreams

Playing with Fire - houseofdemi

Exitus Acta Probat - bang-tan-bitches

The Mark of Yun-Ki - ladyartemesia

So Sour - hayjeon

Till the End of the Line - kimvvantae

Tricks of the Trade - stutterfly

Talk to Me in Korean - softyoongiionly

Listen Closely - avveh

Hoseok

⭐️✨ Locks and Barriers - lemonjoonah (When I say that this is my all time number one comfort fic, I am not joking!)

⭐️✨ Piece by Piece - underthejoon

Head Over Heels to Hell - jimlingss

For the First Time (What’s Past Is Past) - candlewaxandp0lar0ids

Just Practice - lamourche

The Dragon’s Princess - jamaisjoons

Midnight Confessions - snackhobi

Hot Bot: Test - httpjeon

Angel Atop a Prickly Tree - randombtsprincessa

Nasty Husband - suga-kookiemonster

Snowed In - untaemedqueen

Airplane Mode - out-of-jams

Me & You - jamaisjoons

Molotov cocktail - yeoldontknow

Occultation - jamaisjoons

Namjoon

⭐️✨ Castaways - rmnamjoons (Another comfort fic <3)

⭐️✨ A Devil’s Plaything - jamaisjoons

Hammer It Home - gukslut

Going Up? - honeymoonjin

Let the Villain Win - lemonjoonah

Dirty Little Secret - nottodayjjk

The Bodyguard - rmnamjoons

God of Destruction - jimlingss

A Favor - btssmutgalore

Ensnared - jamaisjoons

Artificial Heart - gardentulips

My Only Wish - ppersonna

Hooked - joopiterjoon

Rituals - out-of-jams

Pens & Needles - galaxyseokjin

Kiss My Soul - hobiwonder

Go With It - joonbird

Monachopsis - btshodown

Stone Heart - seakay05

To Tame a Fox - jamaisjoons

Are You Allowed To Tell God To Suck It? - min-youngis

Can’t Help It – I’m Waiting - underthejoon

For You - underthejoon

Song of the Sea - jamaisjoons

Phantom Pains - fortunexkookie

Inkonspicuous - out-of-jams

Truth Hurts - jhsbrat

Lit Me Up - floralseokjin

Guilty as Charged - jeonggukingdom

[fizzyliciouss]

tagged by @hopefish15 ✨ and @yoonkitty ✨ (sorry im late to this hehe) thank u hope and alba 💜💜 you guys are the best 💖💖

appearance:

i am over 5’5 // i wear glasses // contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing over tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear makeup // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball caps backwards

hobbies & interests:

i play(ed) a sport // i can play an instrument  // i am artistic // i know more than one language (learning) // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with my friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand

aesthetics:

i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sunrise// i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colors // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season

miscellaneous:

i can fall asleep in moving vehicles // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote(s) // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy (of lights) above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least 3 dogs

ill tag @cardboardacid @23constellations @speakyourconstellation @chry-sanths @smiling-yuta @pixxtape @yoon-mims @btshodown @changbinniez-princess @chimtaeko @hadskye @identitycrisishoursopen @insertcoolusernamehere @tvdsupersherlokidwhovian @bitoftaewithsugaandkookie @thelilwitch @cupofraintea @goddess-for-you 💓💓

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[johobi]

Do you have any bts idol!au fic recs?

Off the top of my head as I’m at work:

The Fitting by @noona-la-la-la - Jungkook (which remains, today, one of my favourite fics ever)

Unexpected by @noona-la-la-la - Yoongi (the start of my sloppy seconds kink)

See You by @gimmesumsuga - Taehyung (u will MELT)

Muse by @gimmesumsuga - Namjoon (hothothot)

There was a really nice Namjoon one I read recently by @btshodown, I think the title was Company? Forgive me if I’m wrong.

I haven’t read a lot of idolverse fics I’m afraid but these are brilliant x

[joonsrack]

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[btshodown]

Terrible Things (Seokjin x Reader)

I’m a horrible human being. That’s all I can really say about this. I got inspiration at 3 am and finished it right now…it is now 6 am. Excuse me while I go to sleep in fetal position. 

Genre: …..Why

Word Count: 2,253

Song recommendation: Terrible Things by Mayday Parade …..lol Good luck.

“Appa, when did you first fall in love?”

 The question caught him off guard as Seokjin turned to look at his only son, still young and wide-eyed with innocence at the tender age of 15. They had been eating breakfast before his question startled the man out of his thoughts; it was a lazy Sunday morning filled with a delicious breakfast he made. Sunday’s were his only true days off and he took advantage of such days to spend time with his son to uphold the Sunday tradition they had of spending the day together. Although, he suddenly lost his appetite at the conversation he had been dreading to have.

 Was it already time to answer such questions? He had hoped he had more time before having to go through this conversation. His son was still young after all.

 Seokjin lets out a soft sigh and lets a small smile grace his lips as he puts down his chopsticks, easing himself forward on his seat. His son eagerly pushes his food away from him to rest his arms on the table, too easily forgetting about the food in front of him, as he gives his father his undivided attention. The older man softly runs a large hand over his sons black tresses, staring into his wide amber eyes to give him the courage to continue.

 “By the time I was your age I’d give anything to fall in love. It was all I could really think about as I kept seeing it in every movie trailer and in couples walking down the street,” he pauses as he swipes his tongue over his lips and smiles softly. “That’s when I met your mother, the girl of my dreams.”

 His son’s eyes widen in curiosity as he folds his arms over the table, placing his chin on them; it wasn’t often he heard about how his parents met. “Was eomma pretty?”

 At this, a true genuine smile graces Seokjin’s lips as his eyes focus on something beyond the table in front of them. “She was the most beautiful woman that I’d ever seen.”

“Can I tell you a wonderful thing, Seokjin-ah?”

 Said boy finally focuses on his surroundings and with a rapid blush reaching his ears, he realizes the one who spoke to him was none other than the reason for him being distracted. His classmate turned in her seat and was now staring at him with a small smile, a certain mischievous glint in her amber eyes.

 “S-Sure, y/n-ah.”

 There was warmth in her eyes as she leaned over to gently touch his shaking hand. “I can’t help, but notice you staring at me.”

 He could of sworn that steam was coming out of his ears at her bold statement as incoherent stuttering fell from his lips; trying his best to deny her accurate observations. It was no surprise to anyone that Jin had a crush on his neighboring classmate, as he often stole glances her way and always became an awkward mess around her. He just didn’t think that she would ever approach him about it and he began steeling himself for her rejection.

 “I know I shouldn’t say this, but,” her voice turns soft as she removes her hand from him, shyly tucking a strand behind her ear. “I can see in your eyes that you like me and I have to admit that I really like you too.”

 Now he was sure that his ears were blowing steam as his eyes widen comically, the stubborn blush on his cheeks spreading to cover his entire face. It only made the young girl giggle into her hand as she stared at him with fondness in her eyes. This just had to be too good to be true right? Had he heard wrong? He wasn’t ugly by no means, still a bit awkward as he grew into his adult body, but there were other upper classmen who he had seen talking to her outside of school more than once. Yet, here she was in all her lovely beauty, confessing that she liked him too.

 “Do you mean that y/n-ah?”

 A soft smile comes to her lips as she nods her head, once more tucking the stubborn strand of hair behind her ear. “I do.”

 It might be clichéd for him to claim that that was when his life truly began, but there was no other way to describe the event. Something so innocent and simple had snowballed into something even bigger that gave him happiness for years to come. But yet…

 “Now son, I’m only telling you this because life can do terrible things,” he breathes out in a soft whisper as he looks over to his son’s puzzled expression. Despite knowing that by the end of this his son would lose that innocence, he continues on; not able to stop himself from telling the story if he tried.

Soon enough, Seokjin had graduated from high school and went off to university with his girlfriend of 4 years right beside him. Despite the countless adults and classmates telling them that they wouldn’t last past their high school romance, they proved them wrong. Continued to do so as they pursued their careers and moved in together at the tender age of 20. Both of them worked full-time and attended classes, only truly spending their nights together; with the occasional lazy Sunday they both had off.

 It soon became tradition for them to spend every Sunday with one another, going out on dates and truly give each other the attention they sorely missed during the week. At times they had too much to drink in their shared apartment and spent the whole day exchanging sloppy kisses, fevered touches and loud moans. While other times they’d drive out into the night and lay on top of the hood of the car, watching the stars and sharing laughter about stories that happened at work or at school.

 It was in those moments that Seokjin continued to fall in love with the young woman beside him, staring at her as she’d tell a story and gesture with her hands. Her amber eyes lighting up under the light of the moon and stars; her voice carrying the happiness he felt as he’d fondly play with her hair. It was in one of those peaceful moments that he had made his second life changing decision – his first had been asking her to move in with him as they graduated high school. And so, when the next Sunday rolled by, Seokjin drove her out to where they held their first date.

 Back then, they were just kids with no money to really spend on anything, so they had commuted to one of their local parks and scrounged up their allowances to buy one ice cream to share. Which is what he had them doing today and he didn’t fail to miss how her smile never once faltered throughout the day. Of course she would remember their first date, he didn’t doubt she wouldn’t, but watching her look at him with such emotion in her eyes only made his courage strengthen. He knew he would never regret his decision.

 And so, on that day he had gotten down on one knee; watching as tears freely spilled from her eyes and soft laughter coming from her lips at the familiar question. “Can I tell you a wonderful thing?”

 “Sure, Seokjin-ah,” she teased a bit breathless as she watches him pull out a small white box with a cute string wrapped in a haphazard bow on top; no doubt his doing.

 “I can’t imagine my life with any other person by my side, and I’d rather lose my life before ever letting what we have fade away. You know that I love you…will you marry me?”

 “Oh, Jin…yes! Yes!”

Too young to notice and too dumb to care; love was a story that couldn’t compare to anything else in his life. He was high on the sensation and he never wanted to come down from that high. The girl of his dreams had accepted his proposal and soon enough, they were running down the aisle with laughter bubbling in their chests as rice was thrown at them.

 Even as the years passed and they had their first child – a beautiful boy with black hair and amber eyes just like the mother – their love never once faded. Their lives had changed as they settled into a bigger house and began planning the rest of their lives together; even speaking of expanding their tiny family. Seokjin had everything he could ever want and dream of.

 “Appa?”

 At his son’s concerned tone, Seokjin realizes that tears began to gather and fall down his cheeks. With a sadness that he always tried his best to hide, he gazes at his son and firmly plants a hand on his head. Trying his best to gather the courage to continue the happy story that much too quickly turned pained. It broke him to see his son – his only child – slowly come to the realization that this story answered so many questions he had growing up.

 Questions revolving around the woman missing from both of their lives.

 “I’m only telling you this because life can do terrible things, but you’ll learn one day,” his breath hitches as more tears begin to stream down his face. “And I’ll hope, and I’ll pray that god shows you differently.”

“Can I tell you a terrible thing?”

 It had happened so quick and so unexpectedly. Jin had known that there was something wrong with his wife after she had come back from the doctor’s this morning. All throughout the evening she had remained quiet and hardly spoke a word at dinner, letting their three-year old son fill the silence with his cooing. Only now did she speak, in the comfortable darkness of their room.

 It had all started a few months ago as they tried for their second child, deeming it an appropriate age gap between the first; but try as they may, it just never happened. It became a concern as Jin visibly saw his love grow paler and thinner, but he had assumed it was the depression at considering the possibility she might have gone infertile. During it all he had shown her support and love, even having her take time off of work and taking extra shifts to have her rest at home.

 He should have known better.

 “It seems that I’m sick and I’ve only got weeks.”

 Her voice was soft and broken, but it felt like he had just been stabbed through his heart. The silence stretched out so thin until the soft sound of sobbing and the sound of clothes rustling broke through it. Seokjin held onto his wife for dear life as his sobs overlapped hers and asked her to tell him it was a lie, desperately wanting it to be a horrible nightmare.

 It just had to be a cruel, sick joke that the doctors wanted them to believe because he refused to believe that life could be so unmerciful as to take his wife away. His happiness and soul.

 Her hands had cupped his face as she whispered brokenly to him, “Please don’t be sad now, I really believe you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me.”

Sobs openly overtook the once quiet kitchen as Jin could no longer hold back his anguish; recalling those painful memories he had shoved away made him realize the wound never healed. Despite nearly 12 years passing since the day the love of his life left him on this world to take care of their only son on his own. His son was too young to remember the beautiful woman who held him in her arms and sung him to sleep for those three years she was with them.

 It was only about time that he wondered about her and would no longer be sated with the repeated answer of “She’s gone. She’s not with us anymore.” He just never realized that it wasn’t because she found another life and love, but because an illness had claimed her life.

 It wasn’t only Seokjin who cried for his lost wife, but his son had moved over to hug his father as he silently cried for the mother he had no idea he’d never get back. It was in this broken moment that the usually composed Kim Seokjin had finally lost the battle with his shattered heart.

 “So don’t fall in love, there’s just too much to lose. If you’re given a choice, then I’m begging you choose to walk away,” his voice held desperation and a fragmented sadness that made his son clutch onto him tighter, in hopes to piece back together his broken father. “Don’t let her get you because I can’t bear to see the same thing happen to you.”

 “Appa…,” was his only pained response as his hold tightens on the weeping man. What was one to say in a situation such as this?

 With one shuddering breath, Seokjin holds onto his son’s shoulders, whether to give the young boy comfort or himself, he wasn’t sure. At this point, only his agony was speaking as he tried his best to make his son understand that as beautiful as love was; it was also something that could shatter your world in a matter of seconds.

 “Now son, I’m only telling you this because life can do terrible things.”

[kingsuckjin]

Ah yes, Choi Yeehawjun. I'll take it I guess.

Tagging: @btshodown @charlie-hatsune @mymelxdy

Last idol in your camera roll is who you’d eat ice cream and cry with during this shit pandemic!

I was tagged by @kimlinebiased and @memehyungwon

So y’all the amount of Hyungwon in my photos is ridiculous. I might have a Hyungwon fanpage somewhere. 😬😬

I’m tagging: @dee-ehn @jaebee @btsaudge @jiminfilter @eternal-bangtan @honsool @minguked @beomgyutie

[fizzyliciouss]

set your music on shuffle and write down the songs you get for each of the 13 scenes!

Tagged by the amazing @hopefish15 ✨ thank u so much hope 🥰

title song: interlude shadow - bts (oh hell yesss dark and edgy and badass what a concept!!!)

waking up: we sink - of monsters and men (an upbeat but emo song i love this movie already what a cinematic masterpiece)

falling in love: voyage voyage - soap&skin (oo creepy and haunting im obsessed with this aesthetic its like a thriller movie!! treating love like it's a scary unknown feeling that creeps up on you? !!!!)

first date: sad day - fka twigs (spotify shuffle knows whats up omg "wld u make a wish on my love" and I was like *screamsss*)

fight: a palé - rosalía (oh shit yessss murder being confident with sexy vibes? talk about hype music)

tragic death: vor í vaglaskógi - kaleo (im addicted to the guitar tune of this song? and the lyrics are like poetry? they're like the Icelandic ver of hozier - shit id def be bawling my eyes out i hate how fitting this is for a death scene)

mental breakdown: supermassive black hole - muse (GLACIERS MELTING IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT AND THE SUPERSTARS SUCKED INTO THE SUPERMASSIVE i- breaking things and drinking and yelling and then finally staring blankly at the wall in the bathtub gods i have the sudden motivation to film this movie)

serious monologue: moderation - florence + the machine (fuck yeah! this song is such a bOP and the lyrics are *chefs kiss* this def won't be some somber shit we'll be getting srsly hyped and pissed!!!!)

flashback: oh woman oh man - london grammar (choose a path for a child? great mirrored plans??? AHHH im imagining a huge choice i had to make 2 roads diverged style do i regret it?? maybe so BUT im done with the self doubt and regret no more looking back ill keep my eyes fixed on the road ahead cuts to me driving??? this truly is a cinematic masterpiece)

driving: intro never mind - bts (if u feel like your going to crash then accelerate more idiot??? fuck this is my fav yoongi song ahhh!!!!!! this ties so well to this scene) @hopefish15 the fact that we both have this god tier song in our movies?? ITS FATE

kiss scene: angels - the xx (how sexy of me)

party scene: had some drinks - two feet (how sexy of me pt2)

ending song: you and whose army? - radiohead (YES WE END IT WITH A BANG WHAT A VICTORY)

did i get too emotionally invested in this imaginary movie? maybe so BUT gods this was so much fun !!! the power of music~

thank u so much for tagging me !!!!! this made my day 💜 10/10 wld recc this !! ✨

ill tag @cupofraintea @hadskye @btshodown @23constellations @destroyed-dodie @cardboardacid @pixxtape @thelilwitch @thewizardingfiles @medeantigone @chry-sanths

[johobi]

Coincidence? I think not! INFJ and Scorpio twinsies energy too strong ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ But yes, that was me in my friend and I's side blog, btshodown :') That's why I had mentioned taking forever to update my fics too lmao Thats crazy tho, cause I suddenly decided to look through the notes as motivation and saw your reblog 😭💙

wow we are now friends for life. i say so. i know scorpios attract each other in both friendship and love and us being the same MBTI type on top is just the icing :’)))). let’s motivate each other!!!  

[the95liner]

@btshodown, im still waiting for fuckboy!jin. dont think i have forgotten.👀

[def-initely-soul]

Survey Tag Game

Survey Tag Game

I was tagged by @btshodown and ohmygod am I excited? let’s do this!!

Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you are finished tag some people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!

1: Are you named after someone? Yes, after by grandmother from my father’s side.

2: When is the last time you cried? I don’t actually remember, I definitely have cried recently, but the most imprinted in my mind is when I lost my grandfather, two years ago.

3: Do you like your handwriting? Sure, I do but people keep telling me they’re way too small... I love them okay? they’re cute!

4: What is your favorite lunch meat? Chicken, definitely chicken.

5: Do you have kids? thaNK GOD NO

6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Maybe. Maybe not. Right now I’m feeling pretty good about myself, but that might change.

7: Do you use sarcasm? Sarcasm is my mother tongue!

8: Do you still have your tonsils? Yes, I do!

9: Would you bungee jump? I would like to say yes, but If I’m actually gonna do it, I’m pretty sure I’ll chicken out the last moment.

10: What is your favourite kind of cereal? Crunch by Nestle, ohmygod It’s been a while seen I’ve eaten them... I miss them... why am I talking about them like they’re a person?jesus

11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? No, and I always curse at myself for doing so, cause I have to untie them afterwards either way to put them back on.

12: Do you think you’re a strong person? Well, I don’t really know. I used to think I was, but that was over a year ago. Now, I’m just whining about everything.

13: What is your favorite ice cream flavour? Stracciatella, for sure! If I had to choose only one flavor for the rest of my life, that would be it.

14: What is the first thing you notice about people? How they look at people around them. (if they’re snobbish or kind, etc, etc)

15: Red or pink? Red.

16: What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? My tummy. It’s not big but even when It grows just a little, you can fucking tell and that’s really irritating.

17: What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? They’re black leggings and I’m not wearing any shoes at the moment, since I’m in my bed.

18: What was the last thing you ate? A loaf of bread and feta.

19: What are you listening to right now? Drain you by Nirvara (I have a spotify list playing with all the songs I know, so the next one might be from a musical, it’s a mess, I know).

20: If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? hmmm... I would say purple cause it can be pretty mysterious at times, but also very calming and soothing at others.

21: Favorite smell? Freshly brewed coffee, gasoline, fireworks being lit, a beach fire and the rain.

22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My mom. With me being a college student away from my hometown, she gets really overprotective and calls everynight at 10pm sharp! it’s kind of annoying but at least I know she cares.

23: Favorite sport to watch? I’m not that into sports, but if I had to choose... Volleyball, maybe?

24: Hair colour? My natural color is a deep brown. But now they’re black with green ends. (don’t ask about my hair, they’re a mess, they have been from black to multi-colored, to grey, to purple, to green).

25: Eye colour? Olive green (I’m really proud of my eyes shut up Mary no one wants to hear that)

26: Do you wear contacts? I don’t but that’s because I only started using my glasses very recently so I need another check up if I’m going to use contacts.

27: Favourite food to eat? Brooooownieeeeees

28: Scary movies or comedy? I wasn’t a fan of scary movies until very recently, but now it seems they are the only thing I watch! sign me up as a horror fan, fam.

29: Last movie you watched? The Ring.

30: What color of shirt are you wearing? Black with a white skull print.

31: Summer or winter?  Winter all the way! My favorite thing is to have a blanket thrown upon me, with a cup of coffee nearby and a book in my hands. Besides all my favorite clothes are sweaters.

32: Hugs or kisses? That depends. If it is for a partner then kisses, but if it is for friends then hugs although I’m not really good at hugs, my friends can assure you.

33: What book are you currently reading? I’m currently trying to read the collection of Edgar Allan Poe’s works. But I always get distracted.

34: Who do you miss right now? I guess my childhood friends that live in a different city and I only get to see them on Christmas, easter and summer vacation.

35: What is on your mouse pad? They typical one that laptops have.

36: What is the last TV program you watched? Well, mostly Korean dramas through my laptop, I kinda have abandoned TV. But the last series I watched was The 100 I have to see the new episodes.

37: What is the best sound? Thunder and lightning, waves hitting the shore.

38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles? The Beatles, even though I like both.

39: What is the furthest you have ever traveled? From Thessaloniki, Greece to London, United Kingdom. What a vacation that was.

40: Do you have a special talent? hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... I can write! Fanfics mostly, I’m also very proud about my imagination, again no one asked, but I used to write poems and songs as well. My voice is pretty good, or at least that’s what they tell me, and it’s mostly the reason why I want to be involved in musical theater.

41: Where were you born? Thessaloniki, Greece

Tagging: @tokyoblack @taitarin @too-vulgar @ellrouxx @chessireneko @milfairyravani @theivonking

That’s it I guess!! If anyone wants to know me (sarcasm) just read this! or ask me questions or whatever!

[anillih]

Tag Game

tagged by @mochi-nochu tysm girl this was great <3

Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you are finished tag some people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!

1: Are you named after someone? No

2: When is the last time you cried? Like 10 minutes ago lmao

3: Do you like your handwriting? Yeah I guess

4: What is your favorite lunch meat? Chicken

5: Do you have kids? Nah

6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? No cause I’m hella awkward and quiet

7: Do you use sarcasm? Not at all

8: Do you still have your tonsils? Yes

9: Would you bungee jump? Probably not?? 

10: What is your favourite kind of cereal? Corn Pops

11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? No

12: Do you think you’re a strong person? Mentally, no

13: What is your favorite ice cream flavour? Oreo

14: What is the first thing you notice about people? Smile and eyes

15: Red or pink? Red

16: What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? Uhh either my bunny teeth or my hairline/fivehead

17: What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? Grey pants and I ain’t wearing shoes rn

18: What was the last thing you ate? A cookie 

19: What are you listening to right now? Mystery Lover - Taemin

20: If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? Dark brown

21: Favorite smell? Coffee

22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? One of my friends

23: Favorite sport to watch? Basketball

24: Hair colour? Black

25: Eye colour? Brown

26: Do you wear contacts? Nope

27: Favourite food to eat? Chicken fried rice or Korean beef ribs

28: Scary movies or comedy? Comedy

29: Last movie you watched? Tangled

30: What color of shirt are you wearing? Black

31: Summer or winter? Winter

32: Hugs or kisses? Hugs

33: What book are you currently reading? Demian - Hermann Hesse (for the second time) 

34: Who do you miss right now? No one

35: What is on your mouse pad? Guy Fieri but Pepe the frog version (it was a birthday present lmao)

36: What is the last TV program you watched? Hwarang

37: What is the best sound? Piano, Violin, or BTS’s music

38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles? The Beatles

39: What is the furthest you have ever traveled? Amsterdam

40: Do you have a special talent? Writing and singing

41: Where were you born? Canada

Tagging @donteatjin @jeonins @btshodown

[btshodown]

Given the fact that you have 2 fics, one of them being *hopefully* a 3 parter for Jin, plus having Notice Me be a bit Him biased, can I safely deduct that you're a Jin bias? If so, who's your bias wrecker if you have one? On a side note, I saw the ending for Terrible Things coming, I've heard the song before, and I still teared up at the end.

So I woke up and saw this and I got so squishy, so first of all thank you for sending this hon~ But haha yes, Remember you does have one final part coming up! (I have 2 pages of it down) But damn, you caught on to me anonie~ But yes, Jin is my original bias and if both admin RD and I are being honest, everybody in BTS is a bias wrecker which is why we’re named BtsHOdown xD Although, Namjoon was my original bias wrecker and quickly became my bias too, so I double bias those two Kim brothers. While admin RD biases Taehyungie and Mr. Yoon Ki Min is her bias wrecker. Also, thank you~ I feel bad for reveling in your tears hehehe But I’m glad that it still elicited an emotion from you~ Oops, this got long fast, anyway have a good day hon~

[fwck-off]

Survey Tag Game

Survey Tag Game

Tagged by @btshodown! (im really surprised tbh, never been tagged in anything lmao but I see you in my notifications pretty often so thanks)

Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you are finished tag some people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!

1: Are you named after someone? Well, kind of. My mom heard my name from one of my cousin’s classmates and she liked it.

2: When is the last time you cried? I don’t really know but I cry like all the time so yeah.

3: Do you like your handwriting? It’s alright I guess, but I would really like to improve it.

4: What is your favorite lunch meat? I’m a vegetarian.

5: Do you have kids? Do band members and friends count?

6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? 

Ehhh.... Maybe? I would probably get tired of myself pretty easily tho

7: Do you use sarcasm? All the time.

8: Do you still have your tonsils? I guess I do, I have never had any surgeries so they might as well be in my body.

9: Would you bungee jump? I don’t think so, too afraid to die like that

10: What is your favourite kind of cereal? Zucaritas? I don’t really like cereal that much.

11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? I don’t unless I have to.

12: Do you think you’re a strong person? I’m pretty weak physically but mentally it just depends on my mood, usually yes.

13: What is your favorite ice cream flavour? I really like cheesecake and coconut ice cream! So damn good!

14: What is the first thing you notice about people? Their aura, as like in the vibe they give off.

15: Red or pink? Red, unless it’s pastel pink.

16: What is the least favourite physical thing you like about yourself? My legs or my non existent boobs.

17: What colour pants and shoes are you wearing now? I’m wearing some dark blue sweatpants and pastel pink crocs, yes crocs.

18: What was the last thing you ate? Steamed vegetables!

19: What are you listening to right now? The TV.

20: If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? I don’t really know how to answer this one... Give me a color based on my answers if you read this

21: Favorite smell? I have to agree with @btshodown on this one, I love the smell of soil when it first starts to rain! I also love vanilla and lavender.

22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My dad

23: Favorite sport to watch? I don’t really watch sports tbh

24: Hair colour? Brown but it looks dark brown because of my curls

25: Eye colour? Brown

26: Do you wear contacts? Nope, my eye sight is pretty good

27: Favourite food to eat? Hmm... I really like oatmeal and fruits, or cheese.

28: Scary movies or comedy? Both, first a scary movie and then a comedy movie to try to forget about those demons.

29: Last movie you watched? The last one I remember is Moana!

30: What color of shirt are you wearing? A tye-dye light blue shirt.

31: Summer or winter?  We don’t have seasons here so like, I don’t know.

32: Hugs or kisses? Hugs but just from people I’m really comfortable with,if not get away from me.

33: What book are you currently reading? None:C

34: Who do you miss right now? I miss ToppDogg (go stan my babies, they’re great and so fucking lovable)

35: What is on your mouse pad? I don’t have a computer so...

36: What is the last TV program you watched? Hmmmm... Probably Steven Universe

37: What is the best sound? Ahh this is hard... I don’t know...

38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles? Not really into any of them

39: What is the furthest you have ever traveled? From Costa Rica to the USA.

40: Do you have a special talent? Hmmm... I can sing, dance, draw and basically do a lot of artistic stuff

41: Where were you born? San Jose, Costa Rica

Tagging: I don’t really know anyone here and I’m shy so whoever wants to do this you’re tagged!