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obsob · 5 months
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days are getting warmer but i am always warm when im with you ! !
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alluralater · 4 months
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hey everyone, i won’t be as active for a while. got home last night super late after being on the road for 20 some odd hours. dealing with some family things and as an older sister, my priority of taking care of my siblings comes first before anything else. being on here is amazing for me but i don’t think i’ll have much time for it. reminder to please treat those in your life who are battling addiction with patience and care. i lost my older brother (sweetest person i’ve ever known and he remained that way up until his last night) to suicide and alcoholism, trauma and ptsd, depression and his feelings of hopelessness. talk with the people you care about. another of my siblings is dealing with the same and i refuse to let it escalate to such a terrifying end twice in less than a fucking year. remind the people you care about that there are beautiful things to live for. show them kindness and love. there is all kinds of misinformation out there but know this, you can make a difference for someone. don’t let them suffer in silence.
#if you have me on snap then you saw the super gorgeous views and such on my way to idaho but what you did not see was me picking#up my little sister. propping her body up with pillows in a hotel room to make sure she didn’t aspirate on her own vomit in her sleep.#pouring out her water bottle of white claw and talking to her about drug use.#i never make her feel as though she has disappointed me or that she should feel ashamed. shame helps nothing. love helps everything.#i’m going to get her back into treatment soon- i just need her to know she has a home when she’s out. detoxing here first and being#positively reinforced for every single step of the process is so fucking important. it was terrifying to learn that if i had not gone to ge#her when i did that she probably would have died there in the next few weeks.#my fear of death for her is not what guides me though and there’s a huge difference between that and doing something out of love. being#there in dire moments is important yes- but being there through the mundanity of recovery is JUST as vital. it’s a process and it’s hard.#she’s moving in with me for awhile so i can help her through this sensitive time in her recovery.#she’s trying so hard and being recognized for that has literally been making her sob. knowing she has people who truly care for her is#everything. now that my stepdad is away from her like across the country i can actually finally help her. she’s starting to understand and#without me saying anything- she is starting to see what he’s done to her and our family. she needs love and support and stability. she need#reasons to live. sorry im kinda rambling a lot in these tags but i just… i can’t lose another one. the love i carry for my siblings is#unlike any other. i’ve treated them like my children since i was a child and those are my own issues but our mother is gone now too so it i#up to me.#losing my brother last september and my mom the year before that- grief has just been back to back.#in the hotel room i couldn’t sleep. she fell asleep so quickly and all i could do was watch her and think about all of the things i want to#do to make her feel like her life has value and worth enough to stay here and not go. my little sister is forever four years old in my mind#yes she’s an adult of 23 but she is a baby to me. she’s so young and she has so much ahead of her. she deserves a happy and fulfilled life.#our lives have been… very hard. 4 out of 5 of us are still standing and i plan on keeping it that way.#this is not the pain olympics or whatever but listen- if i put an adult in any of the situations we were in as children they would not#survive. we only did because there was no other choice. now there are escapes and we are old enough to try them all- every single one of us#has searched for some escape. it spirals and escalates and it doesn’t help but it is an escape. giving her love and affection and getting#her the help she needs and doing it the RIGHT way- it lessens the need for escape. there is nothing wrong with being an addict.#addiction ends one of two ways. life or death. unfortunately there is no in between. she’s going to feel everything- bad and good. i want#her to know there is so much good. that she is good. every move i make right now matters so i don’t think i’ll have time for tumblr or#much socializing.#just a heads up yk. thank you for your patience in advance <3
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sysig · 6 months
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VUXisms (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#ZEX#Or if you prefer my very Normal Collection of ZEX stimming lol#I'm not choosing to read alien behaviours through a neurodivergent lense you can't prove anything#Okay you got me yes I am lol - in conjunction with my ADHD Max HC (which I am only more convinced of lol) I went into this with#Really any kind of self-soothing behaviour fascinates me :D And ZEX definitely needs the soothing ;;#But it's not just the stimming! Though I did keep pretty diligent notes about that lol he's deeply interesting to me!#He's a texture person! Part of that is due to being VUX and having very processed food but if it fits it fits!#I'm also a texture person - again I have too many notes relating to ZEX lol#I also find it charming (or sad - whichever is applicable at the time!) when ZEX eats in ''odd'' ways haha ♪#Eating without utensils - you can always just wash your hands you do you <3#The weighted blanket lol so - I had a very normal and measured reaction to ZEX enjoying full-body pressure lol#Solely and purely intellectual! Of course! VUX enjoy swimming! Full-body pressure makes complete sense!#And he's a tactile person on top of that - pressure good for multiple reasons! I really do think he'd sleep better with a weighted blanket ♪#Back to stimming! I really loved the scene of him opening the water bottle and his therapist being So Impatient with him about it lol#Let him figure it out! He's very intelligent! Very skilled at finding weak points and exploiting them hehe <3#But then he runs his finger on the lip of the bottle! Wine-glassing it while he talks hehe <3 I love him#Humming!! Another stim I relate to! Not so much now since it was ''encouraged'' out of me so I may be doubly biased towards him using it hee#Too delighted to focus on utensil lessons and yet he's still clever enough to pay attention to multiple things at once hehehe ♫#And then aside from his actual biggest stim he plays with his hair quite a lot - in various ways and to different ends :D#Running his hands through it to self-soothe or tugging on it to express - I kinda read it as him trying to move his head feelers around haha#Not quite the same but something!#Oh and then his biggest stim - just looking at humans lol it is very dopamine-delivering <3 And he has dopamine now! Very powerful :3c#Hhhhh human chemistry for VUX behaviours <3 It's so interesting to me hehe ♪
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mossistyping · 2 months
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I've ordered 4 helmet stickers for my water bottle to show everyone exactly what kind of loser I am <3
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clockoftheheart · 2 months
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stayed up until 5 am last night and decided before sleeping that i needed to make a chasing amy x challengers edit…it’s been 4 whole hours and i think it’s my best work yet. If that says anything about my mental state
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alkcomics · 11 months
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Panic! At the Deadline
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haonqq · 5 months
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I love stealing and i think people should steal more but if people dont start stealing the WHOLE THING im gonna go a little bananas
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rainingincale · 5 months
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People will cry and moan about not using plastic water bottles or eating certain food because of 'the microplastics!' and 'genetically modified foods!' but then not give a single fuck about being sustainable or the climate At All. 😐
#just came to this realisation rn lmao#like ive been moaned at so much about my water bottle that ive had for years now (because until this thing literally falls apart i am not#throwing it away lmao) and when i eat fish or 'highly processed' foods or drink water from the tap BLAH BLAH BLAH#and i just realised a lot of these issues could be mitigated by... proper regulations in terms of dumping oil and rubbish and the Huge#pollution fucking issue we have and climate change???#and these are the same people who throw out anything as soon as its even Slightly tainted. over buy products that they dont need. only#purchase from fast fashion brands etc etc i could literally go on#anyways uts just astounding the hypocrisy of people and the way they only care about certain things at the surface level#and when i try to mention how capitalism is the reasin for a lot of these issues they are for some reason. shoved up capitalisms ass and#genuinely believe it is a good thinh#im going mental!!!!!!!#le text post#oh btw i feel like its not clear in the actual post but when i say plastic water bottle i am not meaning like bottled water like evian or#whatever. i am meaning like i have a heavy duty water bottle literally Meant to be reused that is also made of plastic. bpa free blah blah#the people that i am talking about give me grief for using this bottle but go out of their way to only drink 'filtered' aka bottled water#so that just adds on to my fucking point#anyways im gonna stop i could literally go on about this
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villalunae · 6 months
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you. youneed calories to make blood cells
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badger-bear · 8 months
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I have decided I want a new hobby, especially since I am going to be leaving my job beginning of April. I have tried quite a few things but the things I have tried have caused pain in my hands. My new endeavor is digital doodling and drawing cute little things. I downloaded a few tutorials and I have mostly been tracing things but I have also been trying to draw without tracing. I am having fun! I would love to create a little icon? little guy? cute little creature? to make buttons out of. I think that would be so cute 🥰 Anyway as someone who cannot draw, I am having fun and I think I’m doing okay too!
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bigbighouse · 8 months
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after years of living in the cold northwest my body has adapted to the chill and radiates heat like a hot little sun at all times
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kineticallyanywhere · 2 years
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the amount I have learned about real turtles in the last month or so is Significant
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tinyshe · 2 years
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I should start a pickle-logue.
Finishing up small batches pickles:
beets in allspice, clove and cinnamon
daikon with red carrots, ginger, sweet peppers, a touch of hot red pepper seed, hint of mustard and ginger with a splash of apple cider vinegar
fancy cauli mix with ginger (purple cauli, white cauli and that space alien broc-cauli mix thing) and sweet peppers, corriander, mustard
small purple brussel sprouts in red wine vinegar (plus lots of white to keep acid up) and corriander and a tiny bit of all spice berry with mustard
I was going to do a small batch of fancy kraut in ginger and mustard but the cabbage I got has mildew inside from some sort a wire worm bore hole thing and aphids. Too tired to pick through it all at this late hour. The kitchen is warm and steamy after all that hot water bath processing.
Tomorrow I am hoping to pickle some pumpkin and do a batch of pumpkin-apple butter
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orcelito · 1 year
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Tfw u wake up with a Headache and ur just trying to. Do what you can. To get rid of it...
Can't even finish my breakfast bc of how much water I've chugged. And yet the headache persists.
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canongf-archive · 2 years
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hi liv, i wanted to get your advice on something. lately i’ve been loving my f/os ofc as usual, thinking abt them etc. however the thought always arrives that i can’t feel these love feelings, because they would not love me, due to my self esteem and self image being defeatingly low right now. i feel so locked into this cycle i don’t know how to stop it even though i want to. i crave validation from others that these characters would love me but don’t really talk to a lot of people i could share that with and i know that i’m the only one who can make myself believe it and accept it at the end of the day.
thank you for taking the time to read this!!! hope you are well <333
💗 hi hi hi!!! 💗
anon, you are not alone in this. i have been here!!! i'm still here sometimes!!! it's something that my therapist and i have been talking about a lot lately, and i wanna tell you what she's told me!!!
when you say 'i know that i'm the only one who can make myself believe it,' you're right. it is a beautiful thing to receive support and encouragement and validation from others, and it is human to crave that!!! there is nothing wrong with you for craving that!!! but if we rely solely on other people for it, we will always be searching. it will never be enough. which is why we have to cultivate that support and encouragement and validation within ourselves.
which is hard!!! especially when your self esteem isn't the best!!! when you're locked in the cycle, sometimes it feels like you'll be locked in the cycle forever. like it's hopeless. but you won't be!!! it's not!!!
we just have to make the effort. we have to tell ourselves that we are worthy and deserving of love. we have to tell ourselves that we love ourselves. that we choose ourselves. that we will always have ourselves to come home to. we have to meet those negative thoughts and ask them why they visit instead of allowing them to move in.
and we have to remember that it's a journey. it's a process. we won't believe ourselves right away, and it won't sink in overnight. that's okay. we have to do it anyway. it's like building a habit, we have to do it over and over and over again. and we will have bad days where we do it and we don't believe it, or where we don't do it at all. we will have days where we feel great and we will have days where it feels like we've made no progress at all. but eventually we will get there.
anon, i'm so sorry that you're feeling the way that you're feeling right now. i know it's hard and it's devastating, but it won't always be like this. you won't always feel this way. everything you are searching for is already with you, already inside you, and one of these days you will be able to feel it. and until you do!!! know that you are not alone in this!!! know that you are loved and deserving of that love, regardless of if you believe it or not!!!
i am sending you the biggest hug!!! we are doing this together!!! i am proud of you for being so honest and vulnerable and i am beyond grateful that you trust me enough to open up to me!!! it's all gonna be okay!!! 💗
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rupalic · 18 days
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Bottled Water Processing Market: Size, Share, Industry Growth, and Trends Report
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