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starbearysims · 4 years ago

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Star Wars: Journey to Batuu CAS ♥ Hide & Disable for Random

View the rest in the series for other packs here!

Note: While the thumbnail displays options for Adult Female, this mod includes CAS items for all ages, genders, species, occult, etc.

This is a default replacement / override to hide all CAS parts included in the Star Wars: Journey to Batuu pack. All are organized into folders so you can easily mix and match what things you want to keep, and what you want to hide! No more scrolling through huge lists of hair, makeup, clothing, etc. that you don’t use, waiting for it all to load, or seeing it around on other sims!

Special note: This hider is slightly different from my other hiders. Usually, my hiders disable random sims from wearing the hidden CAS items. However, since I presume those who have downloaded Journey to Batuu would like to... well, journey to Batuu, I have still enabled these items to spawn on sims only in Batuu. This means that outside of Batuu, you will still not see these items. They will only appear on sims that are generated within Batuu and nowhere else. As always, these mods do not affect premades, so your Kylo Rens and whomever else are completely safe regardless.

Download { mediafire } ♥ no adfly

But before you download, here’s how to use these files ~

A few things to note ...

While all of these files should be disabled for random (unless I’ve sleepily misclicked somewhere while I went through each file), sims will sometimes still appear wearing them. I’ve noticed that while testing the mod, if you have all clothing hidden and disabled, and not enough CC clothing to make up the difference, sims will start wearing random stuff just to avoid being naked.

However, I doubt this will be a problem for anyone, as I doubt people want to play a Sims game with zero clothing options!

While I’ve tested this mod as much as I can, nothing is ever 100% certain. If you run into any issues or bugs, please let me know without hesitation!

What this mod doesn’t do ...

Affect any CC that uses Star Wars: Journey to Batuu meshes or files. They will appear as normal.

Change premade sims like Bob Pancakes, Bella Goth, etc.

Change premade sims that appear when you enter Create-a-Sim

Change NPCs like the Tragic Clown, Grim Reaper, etc.

Stop sims from wearing premade career outfits

Stop sims from wearing special event outfits like Bear Night, etc.

Delete any files from your game or computer. It just hides them!

What this mod will conflict with ...

Anything that replaces or overrides Sims 4 Star Wars: Journey to Batuu accessories, clothing, or hair.

An easy way to tell if you have conflicting mods is to run the Package Conflict Detector program which will easily tell you if there’s a problem.

How do I unhide something?

Open the .package file in Sims4Studio to double-check it’s the item you want to keep. (optional)

Delete the .package file.

The item will now be displayed in CAS again and can appear on random sims.

How do I unhide only certain swatches of something?

Method 1:

Open the .package file in Sims4Studio.

Click on the swatch you want to unhide and click “Remove Swatch” in the upper right hand corner.

The swatches will now be displayed in CAS again and can appear on random sims.

Method 2:

This method is slightly more complex, but this is normally what I use as it allows me to change the categories, flags, color tags, etc. on the item as if it were CC. It will also appear in your game with the CC mark on it.

It also means if you would like to return to hiding the file, you can just delete the cloned file instead of redownloading this mod to get the full hider to use again.

Open TS4 CAS Tools

Set the filters for the item you are looking for (gender, age, game pack, etc.) on the dropdown menus.

Check “Clone Game CAS Parts” on the upper left-hand side.

Search for the item with the same file name as the .package

Click the item name, then on the right-hand side of the screen, select the swatches you want to keep.

Beside “Select Options” at the bottom of the screen, select “New custom content”.

Name the file however you wish and click “Clone!”

The original item has been cloned, but with only your chosen swatches. The swatches will now be displayed in CAS again and can appear on random sims.

How do I keep the items hidden, but still enable them for random?

Move the .package files you’d like to enable for random to their own folder.

Open Sims4Studio.

Go to Content Management > Batch Fixes > CAS > Allow CC for Random.

Set the “Mods Folder” to the folder of files you have set aside.

Click “Run”.

To enable them for different occults, you will do the same process, but click “Allow CC for (Occult Name)” instead of “Random”.

#ts4cc #s4cc #ccfind #ccfinds #s4mod #sims 4 hider #s4default

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sucuretcannelle · 3 years ago

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Fuck alla y'all, I'm kin assigning y'alls anons and extra characters, genshin vision/weapon addition

Noodles:

Hydro bow user. Mostly cuz a bow seems easier to get a hang of and she'd probably not want to be too close to her enemies. Hydro because there's a ton of chill hydro characters and her personality doesn't seem as bold as users of the other elements. She's probably a healer as well and can make sheilds. She would always accidentally leave her bow lying around by accident though. She takes her time doing commissions and she likes to work in groups (especially if she knows she can't do it alone). Least likely to spend all her mora at once. She damn near cries every time she sees a ruin guard or almost any big geo enemy in liyue

Al:

Pyro catalyst user. He's so overdramatic for no reason. You know how fischl flips her hair/poses after she attacks? Yeah, he does something pretty similar. He's just very smug. He does the bare minimum and then goes off to relax. Pretty much, he does all his commissions super early and then does nothing for the rest of the day. He'd rather work alone but if someone wants to come with him, he wouldn't mind. They'd just have to manage to keep up cuz he's fast as f u c k. He explores dragonspine for fun (an absolute crime). Never looks bad in cutscenes.

Gabe:

Dendro sword user. Poor dude sometimes tries to negotiate with treasure hoarders. He gets hurt pretty often so you can always find him by one of the statues. He constantly looks like a mess. He prefers working in groups, and he gets really upset if he has to do a quest alone. You know how Xinyan uses her guitar to swing at people instead of her claymore sometimes? Yeah, he sometimes wacks enemies with thorned vines. Kind of a healer? Not the best though. He always forgets how much mora he has saved and ends up using all of it really fast. His hangout would be the most r e l a x i n g thing you've ever experienced

Cup:

Dendro (or hydro) polearm user. I don't know why, but you know Xiangling's charged attack? I can see him wanting to do that shit so bad. I would say he'd be a sword user, but he just wants to poke people and run. He constantly drops his polearm at the worst moments. Like he could be sneaking past a ruin hunter/guard and he would accidentally drop it and wake them up. Also he has no idea how elemental reactions work. He swears he can work alone but when he gets tired he drags someone with him. Spends all his mora on food. He acts like his polearm is the heaviest thing on earth. Also his hangout would be the most chaotic shit known to man. Oh, and he won't leave Jean alone for some reason. He just likes annoying her.

Bella:

Cryo catalyst user. Sometimes she gets mad and throws it at enemies. She makes fun of Cup for being a dendro user (cuz who tf is a dendro user?) She likes to work alone and does her daily commissions as soon as they come out. And it never ends well because she gets ambushed all the time. Don't ask if she needs help, she won't accept it. Nothing can describe her hate for dragonspine. She doesn't get a hangout, she's a bitch

Prompt:

Geo claymore user. I won't lie, he's almost exactly like Zhongli except for the fact that he's responsible with his mora. Well, most of the time that is. He does his daily commissions whenever he has time, typically last minute. He fears nothing. He's the only one that's prepared for every occasion. A random ruin hunter spawning? He's got it. A super annoying whopper flower? It's already dead. One thing he hates are the dendro slimes. Like bitch stay still. His elemental skill probably has something to do with his tail. He's also very loud when he swings his claymore. Like you'd hear random noise and you'd automatically know it's him

Writer:

Anemo sword user. She likes doing her commissions all in one go whenever she feels like doing them. She doesn't even like doing commissions unless they're an actual challenge. You can typically find her running around monstadt looking for something to fight. She never has mora and typically does work for other people so she can take their mora. She once beat a treasure hoarder to death with their own shovel.

Shrimp:

Cryo sword user. She forgets how to use her sword mid-battle and gets hurt a bunch. Sometimes she just gets annoyed with herself and tries to take down the cryo cube by herself (it doesn't end well). She also forgets that she has commissions in general so she only does them when someone reminds her to. She gets intimidated by anything taller than her. Pretends to fight the statues. She rarely has enough mora to get her through the days.

Ikea:

Anemo sword user. Somehow never runs out of mora. Doesn't like doing commissions all in one go, but either way they get done so it doesn't matter. She always forgets what she's going and why she's doing it. Which is why Mary or Mirr0r always goes with her so she doesn't straight up die for that exact reason. She doesn't mind doing lil tasks along the way. Her favorite thing has got to be opening chests, even if she doesn't get much out of them

Mary:

Pyro polearm user. Literally everything is the same, no matter how big the enemy is, she will protect Ikea with her life. Other than that, nothing is really that important to her.

Mirror:

Cryo polearm user. Doesn't do their tasks all in one go; they're just very spaced out but they somehow get it done. Probably survives on no mora somehow. Just kills everything to get it over with.

That one anon:

Electro catalyst user. Just uses a bunch of charged attacks and hopes for the best. They're just very scared of everything. #1 procrastinator. They like doing quests and challenges with other people. They sorta get sad when they have to kill something. They wonder why they got a vision in the first place

Bird:

Hydro sword user. Literally the most normal person here. Always does his commissions in the afternoon and then offers to help anyone who needs it. The thing is, it didn't take him too long to get used to his sword. He used to like, jab it at things for no reason. Also survives on no mora.

Eyes:

Anemo catalyst user. Doesn't really know what's going on half of the time, so he just doesn't use his mora. He scares away most enemies before he even gets to kill them, which makes commissions way easier. Seeing him and a ruin hunter fight has got to be the most scary thing you've ever seen. Honestly he's probably a fan favorite let's not lie—

Citypop:

Cryo sword user. He gives me Chongyun vibes, but I can't see him carrying a bigass claymore. He's pretty responsible with his mora. But sometimes he does like, no damage for some reason unless he crits. It's a whole gamble tbh. He probably had a hangout, it's not that out of this world though.

Cookie:

Electro claymore user. She will beat everyone up, and she never gets hurt somehow. She never has mora either. She screams when she's fighting something, even if she's fully capable of taking it down. Half of the time she isn't even doing her quests, just messing around. She also wants to beat the shit out of Childe

(If I didn't do yours, just know that I have no clue 😭 I'm trying my best)

#kin assignment

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jardin-des-anges · 4 years ago

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Muses + Short Mun Bio

My name is Lana, and I’m the mun of this blog. I’m a high school student who primarily writes horror and mystery stories, with emphasis on lying, manipulation, and physical and psychological torment, but I enjoy simpler, more slice-of-life stories, so long as there’s a good plot. My pronouns are she / they.

Muses are right below the cut!!

Adrian Michaels - A dancer performing alongside her sister all across America. She’s rather shy, but with her performances, she’s found herself becoming a bit more outgoing. She normally wears darker colors. Her resolve is stronger than it seems, and she’s normally the voice of reason in dire situations. 24 years old || Female || She / they || 5′ 7″ || African-American || Bisexual

Bella Michaels - A singer performing alongside her sister all across America. She’s outgoing and loves people, and wants to gain friends and fans all over the country. She wears brighter colors. She’s often rash and impulsive, but keeps herself from lashing out at others. Her entire life, she’s enjoyed sewing, and makes both her and her sister’s costumes. 24 years old || Female || She / her || 5′ 8″ || African-American || Heterosexual

Caden Contiman - A former college student who dropped out due to a variety of factors, mainly emotional stress. He lives with his parents and isn’t allowed to leave the house, but he sneaks out at night and stays out until dawn before heading home to sleep all day. He studied psychology in college, which has led to an almost intimate knowledge of the human mind and an ability to read almost any emotion and action. He’s somewhat cruel, and tends to play mean-spirited pranks on everyone who catches his eye. He doesn’t allow anyone to know anything personal about him, but always pries into others’ lives and minds. 19 years old || Male || He / him || 5′ 10″ || Welsh || Homosexual

Casey Allman - A strange writer who works himself near death. He’s believed to be the only living member of his family, and spent quite a bit of time in the limelight during the collapse of the Allman family, which was spread out over three years. He’s antisocial, and freezes up if confronted by another person. The only thing that seems to bring him any joy anymore is his writing. When describing things, he goes into way more detail than is necessary. He has several bizarre quirks that tend to freak out the people around him. 22 years old || Male || He / they || 5′ 11″ || Korean-American || Homosexual

Charlie Patten - An assassin who travels the world, learning about every place he goes on every mission. While on missions, he poses as a tourist, and when the job’s done, he doesn’t bother to stick around for much longer. He’s rather confident, bordering on cocky, and can rarely be swayed to do something if money isn’t involved. When he’s not on the job, he’s a pretty sweet and approachable guy, if always on-guard and somewhat suspicious of everyone. 24 years old || Male || He / him || 6′ 1″ || Canadian || Bisexual

Christopher Simon - A waiter living in a large city, having to work multiple jobs to support himself and his younger brother. He’s quite cynical, which is different from his more optimistic, sweet little brother. He only does things for money, even if it’s unethical or dangerous. His constant struggle to survive has spawned a distaste for frivolous things or luxuries, seeing them as a waste of money. Despite being so cynical (and, for the most part, tired), he completely changes when around his brother, washing away to show a happier, much less tense. He despises his appearance and avoids mirrors and other reflective surfaces. 25 years old || Male || He / him || 5′ 9″ || British || Homosexual

“Cian” - A mysterious chemist living on the edge of a small town in Ireland, calling himself an alchemist. He has a love of plants, wild animals, and nature in general, a love only heightened by the dense forest behind his home. He’s very quiet and somewhat secretive, but passionate about his work and loves to talk about it. He can be quite blunt or uncooperative at times, but he does enjoy company, especially when the discussion turns to chemicals. 25 years old || Male || He / him || 6′ 6″ || Irish || Homosexual

Ciara McCormack - A ruthless queen whose family has ruled a small part of southern Ireland for generations. Having been raised with a cutthroat mentality and trained to eliminate all competition, Ciara has grown up to have that exact approach to everything in her life, making her a fearsome opponent to say the least. She’s quick to cut out anything she doesn’t need, which includes banishing or even executing anyone who even shows any chance of being a danger to her reign. 27 years old || Female || She / her || 5′ 9″ || Irish || Heterosexual

Corianna Sutton - An assistant investigator to her older cousin Evian, despite not fully believing in ghosts. She has a bit of an obsession with fire, which is shown in the burn scars and bandages covering the right side of her body. She’s cynical but still friendly and approachable, although her demeanor can come off as bizarre. She drinks often, and keeps a flask painted with the lesbian flag hooked on her belt. 28 years old || Female || She / her || 5′ 6″ || German || Homosexual

Daniel Hirsch - A teenage street urchin and graffiti artist who is almost never seen without his sister. He’s annoying and troublemaking, but not without a kind heart. He doesn’t find it easy to make friends, but considers that unimportant, knowing that he’ll always have his twin by his side. He’s more verbally restrained than his sister, but just as irritating as she is. 14 years old || Male || He / him || 5′ 4″ || German || Bisexual

Evian Sutton - A paranormal investigator who explores all sorts of “haunted” places, recording them for her YouTube channel. She doesn’t always carry around all of her equipment, but she makes sure to keep a recorder on her at all times. She’s unapproachable and abrasive, and isn’t very friendly towards anyone other than her younger cousin Corianna. Normally, when she’s approached by someone else, she’ll simply brush them off with a few crass words. She’s normally very uninterested when it comes to most things, but the paranormal piques her interest and gets her truly passionate. 29 years old || Female || She / her || 5′ 9″ || German || Asexual

Grace Hirsch - A teenage street urchin and graffiti artist who is almost never seen without her brother. She’s a loudmouth with little control over what she says, and she often instigates fights, even without meaning to. She has a teddy bear she carries with her everywhere, with rips and patches all over it, that she considers the closest thing to her aside from her brother. Every possession she owns is stored inside of a large backpack she carries slung over one shoulder. 14 years old || Female || She / her || 5′ 4″ || German || Heterosexual

Kai “Shōakuma” Misaki - A high school student often accompanied outside of school by his loyal falcon Chieko. He’s social and charismatic, with an ability to capture almost anyone’s attention with his wild stories. He’s absolutely fascinated by history, especially religion, as well as the supernatural. Despite his eccentricities, he’s a good person, with a strong moral compass and a warm, kind heart. 17 years old || Male || He / him || 5′ 2″ || Japanese || Bisexual

Kunimasa Sakurai - A young man living with his family while attending the local college. He’s stuck to a strict fitness regimen for years, and has a passion for physical health, believing it links back to everything in one’s life. He holds family and friendship close to his heart, and would die to protect the people he loves. 20 years old || Male || He / they || 5′ 6″ || African-Japanese || Asexual

Landon Garrison - A bounty hunter residing on the deep web, hidden behind the pseudonym “Black Mask”. For a price, he can find anyone’s personal information and give it to his client. He doesn’t socialize much, preferring to hide indoors on his computer. When he is accompanied by someone else, he’s notably tense, and refuses to do anything that can make him seem vulnerable. 24 years old || Male || He / him || 5′ 11″ || British || Bisexual

Logan Garrison - A talented painter who has somehow lacked emotions since birth. He’s managed to learn how to adapt to any situation and show whatever emotions he needs to, comparing it to painting, and despite his inability to feel empathy, he’s able to sympathize with others, and knows right from wrong. He’s extremely protective of his brother, Landon, and fears for his safety, knowing the dark web can be dangerous. Most of his life is taken up by his art. 24 years old || Male || He / him || 6′ 1″ || British || Asexual

Lyrica Jansen - A wealthy heiress with a high net worth. Her older sister vanished mysteriously, causing her to become the sole heir to the family fortune. She looks dangerous and unkind, but despite her icy exterior, she’s kind and welcoming to others, but not without many threats towards those who disobey her. Her clothing and jewelry are elaborate and she’s quite tall, making her somewhat intimidating to be around. 19 years old || Female || She / her || 6′ 3″ || Dutch || Homosexual

Maysilee Patten - A former soldier on the search for the people who destroyed her home. She’s a sweet person, but her fuse is unbelievably short, and she’s easily sent into a rage. She’s skilled with nearly every kind of weapon, her preferred weapon being knives. Her loyalty is unmatched, but so is her ability to hold a grudge. 22 years old || Female || She / her || 5′ 10″ || Irish || Pansexual

Minka Himura - A sarcastic high school student working part-time at her family’s butcher shop, deli, and restaurant. She loves to play pranks on her family and classmates, some of which have dangerous consequences. Although she’s quite mean-spirited, she has a soft spot for her siblings, and is a hard worker. 16 years old || Female || She / they || 5′ 3″ || Polish-Japanese || Questioning

Myla Crimm - A doll-like teenager with a knack for collecting random items. They don’t speak much, and prefer to blend into the background. She resides in her childhood home, which is now decrepit after the death of her mother. Because they live alone, they have quite a bit of experience and can take care of themself just fine. He’s levelheaded, but curious, and is aware of how off-putting he can sometimes appear to others. 18 years old || Genderfluid || She / he / they || 5′ 4″ || American || Bisexual

Onacona Pierce - A high school student and the head of his school’s music club. He’s a jack-of-all-trades when it comes to instruments, playing most, if not all, with skill, but he prefers the guitar. He’s easygoing and fun to be around, with an unexpected love of horror movies and literature. They have an online presence where they perform music. Currently, he mostly performs covers, but he’s been starting to write more and more original work. 17 years old || Male || He / they || 5′ 11″ || Native American || Heterosexual

Reiko Wakabayashi - A hardworking surgeon traveling overseas to perform surgeries for the less fortunate. She was a child prodigy, and as such, had a lot of pressure put on her to succeed; pressure that has resulted in a constant need to do well and please everyone else. Although she’s quite quiet, she’s fine with large groups, and loves to have her ear talked off by someone who’s passionate about someone. She cares deeply for children, women, and weak or ill people. 27 years old || Female || She / her || 5′ 6″ || Japanese || Asexual

“Rusty” - A runaway fleeing the law and their past. He’s plagued by several problems with his health, including blindness, an extremely low weight, and a whole host of diseases. Because of these problems, he tries to remain in one place for as long as he can to restore his stamina, but he refuses to stay somewhere for longer than two weeks. He resembles a skeleton. They’re constantly paranoid, avoiding human contact as much as possible and relying only on their own intuition and four working senses to help them. 25 years old || Demiboy || He / they || 5′ 9″ || Korean-American || Pansexual

Sam Fields - A mechanic working at their family-owned autobody shop. They spend most of their time holed away in the garage, hard at work, smeared with oil and gasoline. Most of their skeleton is metal and most of their skin is covered in burn scars due to a past accident. They’re social and warm, and very physically affectionate. They can be reckless, even if they’re warned about dangers. 25 years old || Non-binary || They / them || 5′ 7″ || American || Bisexual

Shira Hadley - A pickpocket who’s normally only found darting through crowds, stealing trinkets and jewelry, and before someone can realize something’s gone, she’s already vanished. She had her vocal cords cut as a teenager, resulting in her being completely unable to communicate outside of noises, half-uttered syllables, and gestures. Due to her constant fear of getting caught, she tends to stick to shadows, and is extremely paranoid when encountered by anyone. 21 years old || Female || She / her || 5′ 7″ || Dutch || Grey-Asexual

Volya Orlov - A DJ who’s famous at several different clubs. He’s rebellious and tough, but mostly friendly towards people on his side. A bizarre incident has altered his body to the point where he emits sparks when he gets emotional, which is why many of his friends call him “Sparkplug” or “Sparky”. He’s often spotted alone, but doesn’t mind company. 21 years old || Male || He / him || 5′ 9″ || Russian || Heterosexual

William Simon - A child living with his older brother, who’s struggling to make ends meet. He recognizes the sacrifices his brother makes for him and wants to help, but is stopped and always told not to grow up too quickly. He often stays at his brother’s main workplace, a small cafe and diner, where he sits in the breakroom, coloring and talking with the other workers when they come in for their own breaks. He’s friendly, but cautious, having been taught to always be careful around others. 12 years old || Male || He / him || 5′ 2″ || British || Asexual

Zenjiro Himura - A peculiar man whose family has owned and operated a combination butcher shop, deli, and restaurant in the heart of Kotohira, Kagawa for generations. He’s the eldest of sixteen siblings, all living and working with their mother. He’s approachable and friendly, but has a knack for getting excited over extremely macabre and disturbing things. As the oldest brother, he has an instinct to protect and care for anyone younger or weaker than he is. 26 years old || Male || He / him || 5′ 9″ || Japanese || Pansexual

#muses #oc's #rp muses #oh god there are so many #a lot of them are bisexual #but in my defense i am also bisexual

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chemicalarospec · 4 years ago

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tagged by @happy-little-cactus-friend thank you!!

I was in the middle of doing this when the PSA of “stop giving people the answers to your security questions for fun” came back to me so I took out a few haha. (tbh I’d love to answer them at another time it’s just probably better not to have it all in once place ig.)

nickname: there is at least one person with nearly every possible version of “Isabel(le)” is my grade so I just sorta stick with what I’ve been given, but some family members call me Izzy and I like it when some of y’all online call me Bella. Actually in one of my friend groups there’s Isabel1 and I’m Isabelle2. height: 5’3 last thing i googled: “tommy tubbo irl photo” I was watching the clip of Dream trying to verify Tommy’s height last night lol hours of sleep: 8 to 9 song stuck in my head: *sigh* I glimpsed the lucky number question so it’s currently the Minecraft lucky block song. Was that one of the popular ones? “Maybe you get wheat/or a trap you can’t escape/another lucky block just spawned today” favorite instrument: to be like, unusual and stuff erhu is really nice and does well as a solo favourite dream job: idk “dream” job is probably like writer or smth but I don’t have anything realistic I’m aiming towards and this causes me pain every day aesthetic: idk cyberpunk maybe? urban? revenge (as in the mcr album that counts right) favorite animal noise: birds. there’s a specific set of birdcalls that’re always familiar but idk what they are. random: I have to go record some saxophone for jazz band right now byeeee!

tagging anyone who wants to do it, feel free to take out things that you’re not comfortable with too!

#tag game #tagged #I said this #personal #chinese school dropout life #for the one (1) erhu mention lol #but i do have fond memeories of passing someone getting lessosn in the cornere of the building #don't really have alucky number anywasys lol

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beeexx · 6 years ago

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RULES: simply answer the following 22 q’s and then tag 22 (or however many) people you’d love to get to know more!

tagged by @flying-elliska my evil spawn sister

Name: Rebecka

Nickname: Becka, Bex, Becky

Zodiac sign: Pisces

Height: 1.60 cm...

Hogwarts House: Gryffindor!

Last thing I googled: Homosexual desire in Renaissance writing, for essay research lmao

Favorite musician: Hmmm, Lady Gaga, Hozier, Lorde, Billie Eilish, I have too many!

Last song I listened to: Bury a Friend by Billie Eilish

Song stuck in my head right now: I want it That Way by The Backstreet Boys, me and my friend sang it LOUD last night ahahaha.

Followers: Not enough lol

Following: 270

Amount of sleep: Not enough

Lucky number: 26, don’t know why

What i‘m wearing: sweatpants and chill clothes because ya know I am student I have no routine

Dream job: Create a swedish or english version of Skam, lol joking. I honestly don’t know, something creative and important, maybe producer or filmmaker, but we will see

Dream trip: PERU!!! Machu Picchu is my absolute dream trip to ever do. And I just want to go around South America!

Favorite food: PIZZA! It is the most versatile food ever, I stan!

Instrument: I can play piano but have not done it in ages so I probably cannot any more

Languages: Swedish, english, a little french and it has gotten better after Skam France I gotta say, some norwegian and dannish (adding them in to sound cooler).

Favorite songs: Bury a Friend Billie Eilish, I just love her okay!

Random fact: Errm no idea there probably is none hhahaha

Aesthetic: Books! Libraries, candles, wood I don’t know like cosy homely apartments where I wanna live

I will tag Bella my fellow troll @iwantmessedup3000

#me #self thing

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wctkins · 6 years ago

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ok yall ive never made a sideblog before so this may go rough but ! u kno what 2019 is about us facing our fears ok. in other news this is my new Child callia ( um hi i’m cali ty’s mun if u didnt know ) . i was gonna write out a whole gr8 intro but honestly got lazy lmfao whats new ?? under the cut is the usual, wanted plots and stats and whateva ok xoxo

BASICS !

name: callia ( beautiful voice ) bianca ( after her mother ) donatella ( after donatella versace ) watkins ( welsh surname ) nicknames: calli, cal age: twenty three birthday: november 3 1995 zodiac: scorpio hometown: melbourne, australia occupation: head engineer at a green tech company hobbies: working out, partying, watching jeopardy, drawing, reading, trying new foods, going for walks in central park family: emil watkins ( iron ore mining magnate ) , bianca watkins ( socialite ) style inspo: kendall jenner, elsa hosk, rachel green, 90′s drew barrymore, bella hadid muse inspo: donna pinciotti, monica geller, tai frasier, mylene cruz, fallon carrington ( career wise )

HISTORY !

ok so if yall haven’t seen the show yummy mummies on netflix gd thats my new addiction / guilty pleasure o shit that show’s hilarious. callia’s family is fully based on carlos and maria ( maria’s this random selfish bitch who’s obsESSED w versace and herself like go watch fr ) so callia grew up wearing only designer, mostly versace and burberry clothing. she didnt rly care when she was a small child but as she started growing up she started like ?? getting shit on by her other for being a regular child & wanting to play when her mom just wanted her to be decor essentially

had a pretty lonely childhood tbh spent most her time with her terror of a mother bc she wasn’t rly allowed to go hang out w other kids & was never involved in school activities. like essentially she only went to whatever prissy academy so her mom could show off her new car or her daughter’s outfits & brag to other moms lmfao

tbh didn’t give a shit about the brands and labels despite their house being covered in head to toe versace everythING she was more interested in sports and actuaL hobbies ?? so she wanted to play sports but wasn’t allowed bc goD FORBID she get a bruise or smth on her perfect skin. so she just started working out on her own in their home gym and found it was a rly good escape from her fam

another method of escape her mother’s grip was by delving into her studies. she was always top of her class and worked so dang hard ( but like also could afford the best tutors and education lmfao) so sis basically could get accepted wherever she wanted to go for post secondary

eventually she was able to convince her parents to let her study abroad for a year in nyc going to stay w her cousin #jessegrove where she was ! finally ! able to escape the clutches of her awful mother and her pushover disconnected father. she told her mother she was going to use the year as research for a career in modeling or fashion or smth bc she knew it’d cater to her moms interests but rly she just needed to get tf out of melbourne and live a normal life

she’s lived in nyc ever since ( since she was 18 - she’s 23 now ) and wanted nothing to do with the expensive brand names she’d grown to despise. so she found herself a condo ( def spent millions on it bc god forbid bianca watkins’ daughter living in anything under 5mil) but didn’t want it to be anything crazy bc she was so over that lifestyle so its def luxurious but very basic and minimal compared to what she grew up with

got into columbia’s earth and environmental engineering program bc she figured she ought to do something good with her smarts and her parent’s money so she went to school to get a degree & got a sweet job at a green tech company where she basically gets to do whatever tf she wants bc she’s the head engineer & makes fat stacks

PERSONALITY !

during the week goOD luck convincing cal to leave the office like she basically lives there but she loves it ??? or shes at home doing facemasks and binging on reality tv like weekday vs weekend shes a completely diff person

weekends like......u better watch out. having grown up so isolated and sheltered callia has come to LOVE the nyc nightlife scene like she will get blackout one night and be ready to get drunk at brunch the next. shes not usually the life of the party moreso bc she enjoys just being a shit disturber and finds it fun lmfao

experiences maJOR fomo

she rly tries to be nice to everyone stemming from a deep need to have friends and be liked lmfao and is overall v approachable and friendly

can come across as fake tho bc she tries to be so nice she won’t disagree w people unelss they’re waY off from her own ideas

is v politically engaged & cares alot abt the environment so she’s vegan, walks most places, will 10/10 give a ted talk if anyone asks more deeply abt her job

honestly she wears mostly like simple clothing. like she just buys what she likes, whether its at h&m or at prada she has a distaste for exclusively brand wardrobes. def mostly walks around in high top converse and levi’s jeans

WANTED PLOTS !

roommates ! the apartment linked above has 4 bedrooms so i’d loVE for 3 lil old roomates :’)

hook ups / fwbs ! all that pent up stress has to come out somewhere lmfao shes tryna get laid at every turn so imma need a bunch of hook up plots ok no specific gender ( unlimited )

best friend ! the mary kate to her ashley, this person understands her inside and out & tbh knows her better than she knows herself. def knows about her crazy mother & can put up w the rants ( open )

friends from college ! they prob have wild stories abt college parties & have seen one anohter at their worst. preferably someone who went to columbia also ( open )

mutual dislike ! they think callia’s annoying and preachy, she thinks they’re rude and devil’s spawn bc they’re not as passionate abt environmental issues ( open )

exes ( she ghosted on them ) ! pls ok pls i need many !!!! cal’s so willing to adapt her personality to fit w whoever she’s with so she prob would be rly lovey dovey and make it seem like they were perfect for each other and meant to be but she low key lied abt everything, her family, her background, her feelings for them, etc. she prob thought they were ok but wasn’t rly into them besides for sex. so eventually she just got so invested in her work she ghosted on them ! i imagine them dating for a while too like maybe a year & they never met her family or rly got to know her bc she was hella guarded ( open ! )

exes ( on good terms ) ! they dated when she was new to nyc - she was like oooh an american they were like ooh an australian & tbh their sex life was gr8 but they didn’t rly have much going except for that so they called it off. they’re still friends & sometimes laugh abt the relationship ( open ! )

current fling ! they’re hanging out , might be moving towards exclusivity but aren’t there yet, its casual ( open ! )

sibling like relationship ! she never had siblings so she always felt like that aspect was missing from her life. she prob treats them like a sibling, asking if they’ve eaten and keeping up to date on their life. she cares alot & has good intentions but can sometimes be seen as over protective and pushy ( open ! )

ok yall im tired of writing this shit props to yall who do like literal essays, bullet points are even too much for me. LIKE THIS n ill slide into yo dms ok thanks for coming to my ted talk

#wealthyhq:intro #ok this is rough but are we striving to do better ? no

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Already Dating: Bechloe AU

Hi friends, guess who’s back for more fanfic mischief! I wanted to shine some light on asexuality and friendship and asynchrony. I also wanted to drag out some angst because I was feeling evil today. I hope you enjoy it - it’s based on a story from my life.

Description: Beca and Chloe have such an intensely deep friendship that caused everyone to think they were already dating. After three years of secretly hiding her feelings and playing along with the charade, Chloe indirectly professes her love for Beca. Although Chloe was originally being discrete, Beca eventually figures out Chloe's feelings and thinks she may have the same. The only problem is that Beca may be asexual and is unsure about dating her best friend. ---> posted on AO3 by MightyTacos.

Beca and Chloe had talked a lot about love. Chloe seemed to have endless ideas and thoughts about the topic, and enjoyed bringing it up in conversation. Chloe was the epitome of love, since she spoke so passionately and was open and available to the people she met and later called her friends. It was mildly intimidating for Beca, who had never been in a relationship let alone have kissed anybody. Chloe wasn’t exactly bounding from one man to the next either but she at least never judged, which allowed Beca to feel comfortable enough to be honest with her. Sometimes their other friends made jokes about Beca’s love life, but Chloe never did, which is all that really mattered.

Chloe seemed to have all the answers for practically any subject relating to friendships, relationships, and even sex. People asked her for advice and confided in her — it was Chloe, how could you not? She respected people’s privacy and answered in an honest way that wasn’t harsh. The information also never went anywhere outside of who was asking. And after observing this kind of pattern repeatedly ensue with positive results, Beca began asking Chloe similar types of unconventional questions. Chloe was really the only one she got on that personal of a level. However, she had never asked about love. That was until one day she seemed to spit out the question, taking Chloe completely off guard.

“Have you ever been in love?” The brunette piped up from the silence that fell across Chloe’s room as the two cuddled on her bed. Chloe shifted her head against the pillows, furrowing her eyebrows together.

Chloe never expected this kind of question from Beca. She knew she heard correctly what Beca said, but it was almost a little too incredulous. “What?” Chloe asked, prodding for clarification.

“Have you ever… been in love?” Beca sat up from her position against Chloe, gazing down at her housemate from above. “You seem to know enough about it.” There was a weird hesitation around “it,” as if the word was so foreign to her vocabulary.

“Well...” Chloe began, calculating her words carefully.

The truth was, she has been in love. She was still currently in love – in love with Beca. She had met her freshman year, but knew after a few short weeks that she felt something special for her. She didn’t know how to label the attraction initially, just that it made her feel warm and validated in the way her other female friends described about being with their boyfriends. The potential of being into girls that way was also never previously in Chloe’s radar. Even though it was becoming more and more acceptable in the 2010s, Chloe didn’t know there were options other than heterosexual growing up. Although Beca certainly had changed her perspective on the matter, Chloe still stifled her feelings out of a combination of uncertainty and insecurity. Beca read as someone definitely not into girls, and Chloe knew enough stories where people got weirded out when someone of the same gender had feelings for them. In some instances, even finding out someone was gay caused their surrounding friends to act uneasy or just assume they were getting hit on all the time. It was a mess Chloe wanted to avoid at all costs. She would rather just maintain their insanely close level of friendship than lose Beca entirely, so she kept her seemingly ginormous secret from her for the better part of three years. Even now, it was almost confrontational that Beca now wanted to know about that intimate detail.

“I actually have.” Chloe decided to finish, keeping her answer short.

Beca blinked slowly before following up a few moments later. “What’s it like?”

Chloe looked away, trying to collect the essays of descriptions she had about love into a concise answer. How do you answer a question about love when the person you love is right in front of you?

“Love is... home. It’s a bond that spans beyond comprehension. It’s secure, it’s... I just knew.” Although the answer seemed vague, it was as much honesty as Chloe could muster.

And she really did just know after meeting Beca. Chloe did everything with her – they were inseparable. Every meal, moment between class, and weekend was spent with her feisty acapella companion. When they were together all those times they were cuddly, close, giggly, and just overall hanging on each other. Everyone else assumed they were dating except for the very two people the relationship regarded. When Chloe would sit on campus waiting for Beca, other friends walking nearby would ask: “where’s your second half?” When Chloe spent an extended period of time without Beca, she would swirl into a recurrent depression that would rear its ugly head during holiday breaks and vacations. They were just meant to be with each other. Beca and Chloe. Chloe and Beca. It was a staple. It was natural. Everything they did together just screamed more than friends. So of course, Chloe could answer quite easily about love. She knew all the answers and could formulate the beginning of a reply, even without mentioning Beca’s name.

“How did you just know?” Beca interrupted Chloe’s inner monologue, sporting a sense of innocence that forced Chloe to ease her worries about giving herself away.

“I just... did. It all made sense, I don’t know. A lot of people have different meanings of love. I just seemed to know mine when it happened. It was just like, a fact.” Chloe met Beca’s eyes again, trying to source the meaning of her curiosities.

“I just don’t know what it’s supposed to be like.” Beca admitted in defeat, sinking her shoulders and averting her gaze downwards. “How do I know when I’m in love?”

Chloe wished she had a more absolute answer for Beca, but all she could give was varying sentences that just said how she knew what love was when she came across it.

“You’re never, like, taught these things.” Beca started up again, fumbling over her thoughts. Chloe understood her confusion; Beca has had no relationships to give her any sense of judgment besides a guy she asked to prom and dated for a few weeks before deciding she wanted to stay friends with him. As far as outside sources, television and media were often falsified and Beca’s own parents had a messy divorce. None of it was exactly tangible to her.

“I feel like most of the battle is figuring out what it means to you. One day you may just come across it and everything will make sense. It’s not something you can seek or define, you’ll just realize you’ve found it.” Chloe decided. She knew the fairly interpretive answer may not be freeing enough for Beca, but it was all she could give in words.

“Yeah.” Beca finalized, eventually getting off the bed and moving towards the door. She forced a smile on her way out and Chloe let it settle at that, figuring the subject would get brought up again when it was needed.

It was never truly addressed again until a month or so later. The two were in the same cuddling position as they were for the previous conversation, except they were seated in the living room of an empty Bella house. The beginning of the talk mirrored the earlier one: comfortable silence fell across the two until Beca shattered the atmosphere with an interpretive comment.

“You confuse me.” She said aloud, peering at the redhead who sat on top of her lap.

“I confuse you?” Chloe cocked her head slightly, trying to decode the crypt of Beca’s seemingly random thought.

“Well, yeah,” was all Beca could say, obvious that she regretted making her statement since she immediately went quiet and averted Chloe’s eye line.

“What does that mean?” Chloe pressed, peering down at the brunette shifting uneasily in the seat.

“I don’t know.” Beca reported flatly, not contributing much to Chloe’s interrogation.

“Beca.” Chloe said gently, causing Beca to finally make eye contact. “How do I confuse you?”

Beca seemed to shrivel into herself, becoming a smaller core than her already petite frame. It was uncomfortable on her end, only because she was attempting to express something that made little sense to her.

Beca was able to muster meekly: “Well, when you were talking about love it got me thinking. I knew you were talking about me and you were so sure about it… and I think I feel the same way.”

“Wait, seriously?” Chloe managed to squeak out those two words before getting stunned speechless. First, she was confused that Beca was able to figure out who Chloe was indirectly hinting at in their conversation. Beca was smart, but Chloe's answers shouldn't have tipped her off. Second, was this actually happening?

Chloe had dreamed of the day where she and Beca finally realized they had feelings for each other. She previously thought it was impossible, so she let her imagination rule her daydreams to craft an insurmountable count of scenarios where she and Beca started going at it. They started once she realized she had feelings for Beca, and they’d occasionally creep from time to time. She originally imagined it in Beca’s dorm freshman year, where they’d wildly start making out and grinding on her slightly lofted bed. It then moved to different places in the Bella house, or even spawning from a cuddle session. It was almost entertaining to think about because they were things that would never happen – fantasies by brute definition. She honestly never thought this day would fall into current history.

“Yeah.” Beca reciprocated, flashing a timid smile. “I can’t really explain it. You just make me feel… different? It’s different than what I have with my other best friends.”

“Oh.” Chloe immediately lit up, beaming a sloppy grin. Everything was so surreal. “So would you… want to date then? Or what exactly do you want to do about it?”

“I guess so?” Beca suggested tenderly, unsure of how to proceed. She didn’t even think she would get this far in the conversation. If Chloe didn’t bother her for an explanation she easily would have ducked out. “I mean, I may want to talk to someone else about it. You know, talk it out. But yeah."

Chloe easily guessed that Beca was going to call her best friend from high school, seeing as that was Beca’s only connect to a close friendship outside of the Bellas. Although the fact normally would make anyone nervous, Chloe didn’t mind. In fact, she was actually elated that Beca was going to get a “second opinion.” It almost verified their potential relationship. It also meant that Chloe wasn’t forcing Beca into something she wasn’t ready to start. And the two day time period between their conversation about dating and Beca’s first phone call home was probably the best of Chloe’s life. When they went shopping and held hands, it felt greater than when they held hands before. It had a sense or purpose to it. It wasn’t platonic anymore; it was a profession of trust. Everything they did looked the same as it always did, but Chloe was shining with a different light and felt almost reborn on the inside.

There were still a few topics to address, however, and Chloe brought them up sporadically across their shopping trip and over that weekend. For example, it felt a bit odd to have the sex talk, but it was kind of important to mention. Chloe had her suspicions that Beca was asexual, just from how Beca spoke about relationships. Beca was 21 and didn’t care about not having her first kiss, didn’t care about the status of her virginity, and didn’t chase after any boys that Chloe could see. They had discussed the genre of the ace spectrum in the past, but Beca only ever settled on demisexuality. She was still too reserved to consider anything else, and was largely still attached to “normal” sexualities. Since dating was now on the table, Chloe was prompted to ask Beca the mechanisms of their potential relationship.

“So, would this be an asexual relationship?”

“I mean, I would try it for you.” Beca decided after a moment of thinking, saying the word "it" rather than uttering a physical word relating to sex itself.

“I wouldn’t want to force you to ‘try it’ if you didn’t want to. We can keep it as an asexual relationship, it’s basically what we’ve had for like three years already.” Chloe added. The emotional fulfillment of her time with Beca was enough already, sex didn’t have to be added for it to be meaningful.

“We weren’t dating though.” Beca continued on her same viewpoint on asexuality, framing it as a "term" people liked to use rather than a real identity. Despite the fact their lasting friendship wasn’t as platonic as she was led to believe, she carried her stigma hard.

“I know,” was all Chloe could say, slightly disappointed in Beca’s narrowed thinking. Chloe wasn't going to attempt to have the same Tumblr-described sexuality talk again.

The conversation about dating halted until that evening, after Beca went to video call her friend back home. She took her laptop and charger to another room, and Chloe was left waiting with baited breath. Chloe had spoken with Beca’s friend from home several times. She had jumped in on Beca’s previous phone calls and she was even friends with her on social media. Her friend from home was nice, but opaque about supporting gay rights. When Beca came back from her call, she said her friend was “neutral, but she shipped it.” Chloe took that as a good sign.

“I’m gonna call my dad next.” Beca stated matter-of-factly, as if that was on the table the entire time.

Chloe had met Beca’s dad a handful of times, but she did not make a good first impression. She was boisterous and loud, attempting to command the group of Bellas during a practice for their choreography. She was also seemingly distracted, but she at least managed to introduce herself. Each time after the first, Chloe’s interactions with Mr. Mitchell were polite, but she often held herself back because she sensed an aura of judgment coming from him. She neutered her personality and tried to put on a soft persona, although she occasionally failed miserably. According to Beca, her dad also compared to Chloe to Beca’s high school friends. to Beca, this was something of normalcy, but to Chloe it was rather offensive. In all honesty, Chloe was not a fan of him.

“Okay, yeah, go for it.” Chloe managed to reply, knowing nothing she could say would change the situation otherwise.

“I don’t have to tell him you reciprocated feelings, you know. Just what I feel.” Beca added before walking out the door, realizing that Chloe’s privacy would be just as broken as Beca’s.

“Yeah, I mean, just talk about what you need.” Chloe reassured her, even though she was secretly scared shitless.

Although a few hours passed between the first call and the second, Chloe was mainly in a positive mood. Passing your partner’s best friend test used to be a huge measure of approval. Especially since Beca would be crossing two milestones, one dating and one dating another woman, Chloe was glad they had some outside support for her.

Whilst the call ensued, Chloe cooked dinner in the house’s kitchen. She tried not to eye the clock as much and let time pass naturally. Soon after she finished eating, Beca returned from the other room and sat with her computer at the kitchen table. Her face wasn’t the same as before she left, and it looked almost red and troubled.

“So?” Chloe decided to break the silence, hoping for good news.

“My dad doesn’t think it’s a good idea.” Chloe heard, heart sinking into her chest and filling with the weight of a sunken ship. “He says I’m just confused. And that we just have a special friendship.” Beca dared to continue, looking at Chloe with a flat expression.

“But… it’s not up to him?” Chloe half questioned, sitting in disbelief. It was getting harder and harder to listen to Beca just spew out information, with little thought to her own autonomy. Why does she care about what her dad thinks?

“I don't want to regret not trying…” Beca finally answered, looking towards her feet. “But I don’t want to ruin our friendship at all, either.”

“Well, why don’t we try?”

“Don’t we have different needs? I won’t be able to satisfy you sexually. You wouldn’t be happy.” What on earth happened on that phone call.

“Yeah, but I said we didn’t have to have a sexual relationship, just a romantic one. Asexual was fine for me.” Chloe sputtered, unable to grasp what was unfolding. It was like speaking to a different version of Beca.

“That’s not, like, a thing.” Beca continued to reiterate this flawed concept of heteronormativity, concentrating on the bizarre effort that atypical was somehow unacceptable. “I don’t know, I just don’t want to lose our friendship. Wouldn’t it be better to keep it how it is now?”

Chloe had nothing else to argue for, seeing that it was a losing battle. “Yeah, probably for the best.” It would probably be worse to be in a relationship where someone was miserable or only staying in it out of guilt anyway.

Beca picked up on her melancholic tone and hesitantly asked: “Can we still be the same? Nothing would change?”

“No, yeah, we’ll be fine.” Chloe couldn’t even convince herself otherwise, but it worked for Beca at the moment.

The last glimmer of hope Chloe had died in the kitchen that night, and she slowly started to accept the same odds she bargained for before there was the possibility that she and Beca could date. It only hurt more this time because there was a final answer to the question Chloe always played around with, and that Beca was increasingly more hyperaware of how the two looked like on the outside. The usual jokes Chloe or the other Bellas would crack about Chloe and Beca dating were quickly followed by a harsh “we’re not dating,” from Beca. Chloe knew they wouldn’t date, and they obviously had several conversations about it. But the repetitive reminders hurt exponentially each time they were enforced, and Chloe started to pull back on her affectionate measures.

Chloe spent less time with Beca and instead delved her free time into her studies, since she was actually trying to graduate this year. She spent more time at the library and more time with her classmates doing group study dates and late nights on campus. She increasingly became close with a few students in her major, and quickly found herself hanging out at their house or going to parties with them. It was an escape, if anything, but Chloe couldn’t bear to deal with the deafening loss she had been experiencing every time she went back to the Bella house. Chloe’s plan was working well for her, but Beca quickly picked up on their lack of time together. It became a topic of frequent arguments, which usually resulted in Beca breaking down crying and Chloe having to reassure Beca that she didn’t hate her.

“You don’t even say ‘I love you’ anymore.” Beca would sputter between sobbing gasps. Chloe knew she didn’t say it, and she stopped on purpose. She wasn’t going to live a stifling lie anymore. She couldn't.

“I know, and I’m sorry,” was all Chloe could ever say. Beca’s breakdowns would occur several times a week, and Chloe easily ran out of new things to say that wouldn’t blatantly admit that she was pulling back.

“You don’t even hug me anymore.” Beca would also challenge, knowing that Chloe was the one who actually loved hugging and affection. Chloe pretty much converted Beca to be a hugger; Chloe was constantly infringing onto people’s personal space, so it was inevitable that all of Chloe’s friend’s would have to be huggers too.

“I know, and I’m sorry,” Chloe would repeat, unsure of what else to add to the conversation. She didn’t want to say that she’d start doing it again because she honestly didn’t want to get back into those old habits. She didn’t want to be part of the dating façade that had consumed almost three years of her time and attention when she could have found someone who actually cared for her in the way that she cared for everyone else.

“Why? Why have you been doing this? You choose them over me now.” Beca indirectly referred to the new friends Chloe had made from her classes; ones that Beca saw her texting or hanging out with constantly.

“It’s not a matter of who I like more, it’s not like that.” Chloe tried to reassure Beca, since she still hung out with the small brunette at the house.

Beca’s immaturity exponentially grew, as her reasons became more and more insecure and convoluted. “You don’t even hang out with me anymore.”

“Because I can’t keep acting like your fake girlfriend!” Chloe lost it and spat out, sternly raising her voice over Beca’s crying. “We’ve put on this charade for like, three years now! Everyone thought we were dating. We acted like we were dating. I can’t keep pretending to do all that shit. It’s wasted so much of those years. I can’t keep pretending to be your girlfriend if you’ll never grant me that title.” She finished, finally stating all of her building thoughts across the last few weeks out loud. It almost felt like a purge, or an appendectomy. It fucking hurt, but it was out and gone now.

“Okay, fine.” Beca almost whispered, moving to leave the room to which they were arguing. Chloe let her go without as much of a hindrance.

A month passed. Things weren’t great, but they were still friends. At least, they were still talking. Living in the same house certainly enforced that, and having mutual friends brought them together during events. But it was not fine and dandy, and clearly a lot less gay. So when the semester ended and summer came around, everything ultimately came to a stand still. Chloe got an internship at an animal hospital, and Beca got an internship at a small music management firm. A couple of the Bellas also stayed around for summer, so the Bella house was still populated at times. Although Chloe’s physical room and furniture were still in the house, she didn’t sleep there. She ended up crashing on the pull-out couch of the living room that belonged to the friend she met in her major. Every now and then she would come home to do laundry and swap out clothes, but she’d always leave with a duffel bag full of stuff and not return for another week or two. Beca tried to reach out to her once, inviting her to come back home to hang out and bake. Chloe didn’t answer. She was too busy sharing the pull-out couch with another girl, one who could actually tell the world that they were together.

#I love some good angst #bechloe #bechloe au #bechloe fic #mine #angst #pitch perfect #beca mitchell #chloe beale

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