#Being alone sucks

[sluagh-ghoul]

time for a very small pity party bc the world is shit and I am shit and I have no community so all I do is sit around my house wondering when I'll be killed.

im fine I just gotta wallow a minute

[ashtonsunshine]

I miss being kissed. I miss being held. I miss getting my ass grabbed.

[ghostoftheyear]

Hey. Do me a favor.

On holidays like Thanksgiving, where the emphasis is on family and togetherness, make a little effort to reach out to friends whom you know are alone on the day.

The loneliness is very real and it's hard to bear when you're getting hammered with messages of love and the joy of family and how everyone should be glowing and happy with their loved ones around this time.

(yes, this is american centric, fuck you I'm american. do it with other holidays that are pertinent to you and your culture.)

[neopolitan-noir]

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[blxckhwa]

sometimes I wish there was a blog where i could scream about shinee to without judgement…

[itsaknargle]

I hate existing like this, always in limbo, always waiting for the next thing to happen. Never good things, just waiting and yearning for things I cannot have. I want to be around people, I want to hug strangers again, I want to feel safe in my own skin.

I want to talk with more than one person that I don't live with. I love that one person, he's my dearest friend, but I am so LONELY and it hurts.

This is just a rant, I guess. I don't know what to do anymore other than beg for human connection and interaction that isn't my children begging for my undivided attention from the moment i open my eyes. Don't get me wrong, I would and do give them absolutely all of me, every day. But when does mom get to be burned out when the whole household would fall apart without me? It's reached a point that I'm terrified to try to go out anywhere, both bc of Covid and because chaos unfolds at home that I know I'll have to deal with later. I'm a prisoner of my own design, but it was never meant to be this way...

[its-no-good-to-me-decaf]

I need more friends or mutuals.

[roboturner87]

I downloaded a dating app for single parents.....God I feel lame

[inkuntergraudunkelbunt]

[artuurle]

(AU)

What if you died and something divine loved you so much it couldn't cope with that fact? What if they tried bringing you back but the result was wrong?

More doodles + rambles below:

Now What if what came back was just off. Looks at the divine without the memories that went back decades. It looks, behaves and works in a way just off enough in a way to make the god unable to look at it. it's not you. it's not. it can't be.

.... but what if what got pulled back was still you, but its- YOU'RE wrong and broken in ways you cant understand anymore.

The apocalypse draws closer and closer and you don't know why every day that passes you seem to be falling more and more apart too. The god is gone. You are alone.

....Anyway yeah i fucked up a perfectly normal Lovestory Au. i gave it anxiety is what i did. sorry for horrid typing in 2nd person trying to explain stuff im bad at explaining <3 i draw, not write for a reason lol.

[idontmindifuforgetme]

I hate to be that one person who’s like when ur so busy ur not consumed by other people or being in a relationship blah blah blah …. But truly when u have ur hands full you could fucking care less and it’s so liberating

[humbuns]

when did that start?

[mintypsii]

early bird activities

[grimalkinmessor]

Do you really like liminal spaces because they make you nostalgic for your childhood or do you like them because you're in love with the idea of being the only living thing in existence so you can enjoy the world without the constant input of other people haunting your every step

[flora-tea]

It's so weird and messed up to me how society puts marriage on this pedestal as something we must aspire for as part of growing up, and how it's literally treated as something folks in committed long term relationships have to do in order to be "truly committed" or "truly serious" or "truly longterm".

Like why does a relationship have to have a legal contract involved that is sanctioned by and dissolvable only by the law to be considered valid and true?? Why do folks have to enter a legal commitment contract to be considered "actually truly for-reals serious" long term partners? Goverment's really gotta be in our business in order for us to be seen as fully adults or for partnerships to be seen as fully valid? Hell no!! You kidding me?? Society so weird for that fr 😭

No hate to anyone ofc, but the way marriage is largely considered an expectation for people and for partnered relationships is so weird and damaging.

[mephoj]

late night chat