#BUT i am thinking about them i am rotating them in my brain and i would like to draw them
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trigunned the hades or hadesed the trigun (id in alt)
#trigun#trigun maximum#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#millions knives#ruporas art#type of shit ive been on lately bc ive been playing an obsessive amount of hades 2 lmfao… ofc imstead of drawing fansrt for hades#i channel that energy into trigun?😭 SEE.. the thing is. i am ALWAYS thinking about a trigun game… like an action story game#it is rotating in my brain 24/7 and now after 7billion years i finally pick up a video game#and the inspiration sparked. obviously this is just a mere mimic of an existing media... but im thinking about the plot of max now#executed differently between mediums… webbing a new retelling of the original story as game mechanics allows you - thinking of the#new roles the characters would take. like wolfwood here is not Constantly by vash’s side but he will show up once a run to clear out an#encounter. shows up seldomly at home base to make gifting difficult... an existing companion and still journeys on his own. for more#relations options merylmilly will also have occasions where they separate so vash can speak to them individually - the gungho are not bosse#most of them get the roles of giving “boons” i think.. BUT ANYWAY thats me reimagining trigun into hades. now imagining trigun into an#ORIGINAL video game.... ough... ohhh....guhh... I WANT IT SO BAD!!!!!!!!#this was just a fun exercise... im thinking about doing more but i think i shouldactually draw some hades 2 fanart first
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#I’m def editing in the second page into that post that “I’ve got three people to think of here” sounds sooo much like that’s#how he’d think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them 🥺#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. I’m planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#He’s just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#I’m always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesn’t sound disjointed or insane to average readers#He’s always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesn’t help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ‘dying doing something you love. Like drinking’#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what cost…#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#‘I am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)’ etc etc#Can’t disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you 😏💡#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how they’re the key to getting better rights
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day 282
at last a monster gfs continuation in celebration of the spooky season
(tbh. since it is The Season if yall have any questions or prompts about the au or Them i will absolutely take them)
#day 282#year 4#aradia megido#jade harley#rose lalonde#kanaya maryam#homestuck#arajaderosemary#monster gfs#preferably i would love ideas that dont require an entire comic to convey lmao#i have a whole story in my brain but i do not enjoy Writing and comics are. too time consuming for dailies#particularly in this spooky month when i am so busy#BUT i am thinking about them i am rotating them in my brain and i would like to draw them
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Woe, Ghoulettes Be Upon Ye
#aka i have a new very VERY strong ghost hyperfixation#my friend took me to see the movie in June and i am a changed woman (for the worst)#AND YALL KNOW ME#IT WAS IMMEDIATELY OC TIME SO I HAD TO COOK UP SOME NEW SILLY LADIES#rotates them in my brain like a microwave i love them so much#the band ghost#the band ghost oc#nameless ghoul oc#more art to come probably ive been thinking about these guys a TON#oc: Astra#oc: Soot
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what would david look like untraumatized? like, if the car accident never happened
ooooh I had to think about this one, the car accident shaped his life a lot, and it deeply effected the way he presented himself. Cannon David held onto his childhood a lot because it was the last time he remembered feeling happy, even if a lot of that was just idolization, as a result he tended to dress and present himself in the same ways his mom would dress him, haircut, similar styled clothes, ect.
Without the accident he's able to get to know his parents as he grows up and move past that idolization. He goes through phases, learns to be a reasonable adult, ect. He's still got issues, bipolar and maybe some narcissism, but he's miles better adjusted, and can actually hold friends start conversations.
#He keeps in contact with his parents and loves them while still being able to acknowledge their flaws#He still knows nothing about fashion but now he plans to make that everyone elses problem#He makes a lot of his clothes too#I also like to think he helps his dad out with his show when he has time#two of us AU#two of us!David#art#digital art#I am rotating him in my brain#Edit: A fun tidbit that nobodys pointed out! I never draw David with blush because he has absolutely no whimsy in his heart#But baby David and untraumatized!David do get blush :3
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wrote a whole long post that didn't make sense because i'm a fic writer not a meta writer and the point comes down to this: sand and ray are both Such Bad Liars
they have honest faces. nobody, in-universe or in the audience, is ever really fooled when they pretend things are other than they are.
when sand is hurt you can tell, it's in every line of his body. ray is expressive and straightforward but hides his hurt a little better, not because he's better at lying but because the hurt hardly ever goes away.
ray can see sand freezing up and looking upset when he's called a friend or not prioritized, he can see the lie, but it doesn't matter compared to what sand's actually saying and what it'll mean if it's (not) true. he's gotten a lesson recently about pushing. and sand, i think, can see ray caring but he can't imagine it could be enough, that he could matter the most or be a priority. when ray calls sand a whore it's the only lie he told that night and sand knows it
when they hurt each other sand lies and pulls away and ray can tell, and similarly ray lies and pulls away and sand can tell, and theyre stuck in limbo because of it. awful. hate it. 10000 more just like it please
#again as always there are other layers#ray pulls back out of self-loathing (less of me will always be better for the other person) and a sort of clumsy kindness and fear#sand lies out of wounded pride and longing for something he can only get through pretending and out of self-preservation and out of fear#sand is sometimes so honest it hurts (and when he is you can see ray falling in real time)#and ray lies too now and again to try to keep people from seeing just how bad it's got#also to be clear this applies to sand's girlboss gaslight manipulation moment too#like he's better at it than regular lying because he's had time to prepare but ray still sees straight through it#just bc ray ends up telling mew anyway doesn't mean he can't see sand's ulterior motives from a mile off#this is very melodramatic of me i know but like. this is how i have to get my shit out they are rotating in my brain 24/7#i am actually also writing fic in another tab as we speak im literally overflowing constantly thinking about them#rowan chatter#re: only friends
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things in hollow knight that still drive me insane (nailmasters edition)
oro dialogue:
mato dialogue:
sheo dialogue:
#hollow knight#it's just so delicious... oro at the bottom of the world and mato at the top#referring to it as a sanctuary vs. a grave...#the way oro still thinks it might be lonely... he cares about mato augh ough urgh#it's so good#it's so good!!!#i freaking love the nailmasters i rotate them around in my brain constantly#anyway apologies in advance if i hk post obnoxiously again i am replaying it
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can I just * becomes very small and sits on your sholder and gives you advice but it's neither good or bad advice but a secret third option* ya, ok, now think about your blorbos
HEHE im always thinkin about the blorbos, red, it never stops :] <33 congrats on usurping volition's spot for a bit though hahjkh
#i will gladly think about my blorbos all the time hkjh i am ROTATING THEM IN MY BRAIN~!! <33#also hey new redesign coming eventually: i have wings now :3 hkjgh#voliart#volta transmissions#esprit: Red
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rewatching imogen and laudna’s conversation from episode 49 is so bonkers now. imogen so clearly going through it
#like i am blushing#the implications#the i love yous#i don’t mind being your better half#imogens pauses???????????#like jesus christ#ashley’s face after laudna/marisha says say what kills me#anyways i’m just rotating them in my brain#critical role#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#imodna#c3e49#bell’s hells#okay also thinking about#laudna telling imogen the most important power she possesses being choice#and imogen choosing laudna :)
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my brain for the past like 2 weeks
#.txt#trigun#specifically#trimax#i am rotating her in my head always she is so fascinating to me i have so many thoughts i could write a novel#shes captivating to me. as a person#tbh her and tesla and the dependant plants as like. catalysts for so many emotions in the story but we dont get real insight into#their internal lives#and rem captivates me specifically bc shes so complicated wrt her actions with tesla but also the way she talks about leaving earth#and the idea of giving up on her home planet and putting her whole fresh start into seeds and then immediately making#the worst mistake of her life (tesla) and then starting over blank Again with vash and knives and how that all turned out#like!!!! the emotions going on there for her must be insane. i think about it Literally Constantly#and how it all ties into the mangas theme of the potential to be better vs the people you hurt before getting there#im literally obsessed with her#also she dresses like a lesbian electrician and i really like that vibe for her. im not immune#rem saverem#holding her in my hands i just think shes neat#also i have a whole incoherent google doc filled with random scenes from idk iguess the rem pov novel that lives in my brain??#maybe ill clean them up and post them one day that is a threat#also i love fat baby knives in the itty bitty manga screencap i chose. i just know hes the densest baby alive#normal looking baby who you pick up and handles like a bag of wet cement
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Garroth should have religious trauma.
Imagine the character development and his character arc in accepting himself. I feel like it makes sense as well with Zane being a high priest in mcd, like religion is apart of this family.
In the mystreet universe I feel like garroth would spend his high school years (Phoenix drop high) overcoming his prejudices and learning more. As Garroth is friends with Katelyn who we know to be a canon man and woman enjoyer he’d personally know someone within the lgbt community. It makes sense for him to slowly get over his prejudices when a close friend of his is queer (I imagine multiple ppl in the group to be queer but katelyn is canon). I also headcanon Zane to be enby and high school is when he would probably be discovering them self, with that garroth would also have to try and be a good brother to Zane. I think he would start discovering himself in university (falcon claw) and begin facing his internalized homophobia and repressed feelings. That might take years and maybe even follow into mystreet s1 and s2, I feel like you could read garroth’s obsessiveness over Aphmau as compulsory heterosexuality. In mcd I think he should have so much repressed homosexuality that he never lets out. He’s like clenching his fists anytime he’s with Laurence lol. He only gets to untangling that issue at s2 when he does all his other pondering.
#I had so much to say about mystreet but for mcd I was just like lmao repressed homosexual#It fits mcd him so much tho!!!!#I hc garroth to be pansexual if it matters btw#Oh and I hc Zane to use all pronouns#headcanon#minecraft diaries#mystreet#garroth ro'meave#zane ro'meave#I am not eloquent so this might just be a mess but I’ve been thinking about them so much#rotating in my brain
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i think i'm like the spiders georg of Horizons OCs
#my ocs#this isn't all of them but OCs like Freya and Sid are mostly independent of Horizons#and before anyone asks - i only care about women. that's why my OCs are “oops! all girls” ^^#also 3/4 of these fuckers are disabled.#Amelia is deaf. Omen is no longer able to live independently after a traumatic brain injury and Frankie is missing half an arm#pokemon won't give us disabled characters so i am doing it for them#my favorite way to interact with media is to make a lot of my own characters and then rotate through being obsessed with them#i think it's because i'm not normal about worldbuilding or pokemon#so i see the Explorers and i go: okay but what if MY little guy was there? what then?
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the unending cosmic horrors of the universe versus A Song
#that’s what rockabye the musical was about im pretty sure#also that one dr who episode#or prolly more than one#i need to either become music or have like multiple bodies to listen to more music or just be completely swallowed by music#i’m normal about music aren’t i#this isn’t even about a specific song it’s about many many many of them#i dunno cause like i think that music is kinda just life isn’t it#i’ve said this before but yknow the inherent rhythms of movement in life is like the basis for music#yesterday i had a conversation about how would we play the piano if we had four arms & hands#and the conclusion was that instruments would have developed in a completely different way! the basic rhythm of our collective selves#and the way that we would act beyond music in terms of just surviving would be entirrely different#there was something more about that but i forget.#anyway the broader statement here is that art is an inherent part of being a human being and we are all art and we are all human beings#and that’s incredible really. like in an even broader sense i am alive and you are alive and that’s art maybe in some way#i’m not quite sure what i’m saying these are just the thoughts i regularly rotate in my brain like everyone else#ok tumbles and esteemed guests (1-3 people realistically) i leave you with those ramblings#have a good evening or otherwise time#ezra’s real life rambles#ezra likes music
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had two weak beers after work with a coworker, with food, over two hours, and STILL I am tipsy enough to have professed to a roommate that large rotating machinery is a little sexy
#i think most mechanical engineers have a brain poison that makes them say certain things are sexy.#most common is cars or rockets.#or motorcycles.#people LOVEEEEEE to say cars are sexy. anything that goes fast and is a little dangerous and has spline curves#and I am not a car freak or a rocket freak#but I DO think that large rotating machines with lots of kinetic energy have a certain je ne sais quoi#running my mouth at the dinner table#'I won't say cars are sexy BUT'#stop there. no further#<- just kidding u have to be a freak about it just a little just a little
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I was told you like qpr jesslake? I know IT isn't what your big on right now, but I was wondering if you had any specific head canons or thoughts!
i DO like qpr jesslake! i don't have many specific headcanons or thoughts (especially ones that i haven't already posted/written about) but off the top of my head:
-they probably got together before either of them knew that queerplatonic relationships were A Thing. just like "i wanna be with you but i don't wanna be Dating. but like, fuck the rules that say we have to put our relationship into boxes"
-and they were *basically* already Together before they made it Official (this prolly happened a couple years post-canon)
-they sometimes say like "they're my partner" when asked about their relationship, but more often it's just "he's my jesse" and "they're my lake"
-similarly, they don't call each other pet names. lake's not much of a cutesy nickname person, but will occasionally call jesse stuff like dumbass (affectionate) like i do to some of my friends. jesse is USUALLY the type to make up fun nicknames for his loved ones but calling lake anything except their real name feels Wrong to him. but he says their name with such love that it might as well be a term of endearment
-they're pretty physically affectionate and aren't really shy about showing it. but it's less mushy snuggly type affection and more just. being basically joined at the hip and/or flopping on each other like two cats
-if you headcanon lake as getting adoptive/foster parents rather than living with jesse's family: these two are at each other's houses CONSTANTLY. extremely frequent sleepovers. their parents know better than to try to separate them
#eliot posts#intr#infinity train#jesslake#queerplatonic jesslake#i am rotating them like rotisserie chickens in my brain#anyway i think all of these i have either wrote text posts about or included in the couple of oneshot fics i wrote abt these two#unfortunately i have nothing too new to offer you#you can prolly find the posts in my infinity train tag#and my ao3 username is yardsards as well#i think my infinity train fics are decent?#(my toh fics on the other hand... i just do NOT like how they came out (and they are both currently unfinished lmao))#lake infinity train#jesse cosay
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guys i made a mistake.
#aka i scrolled through the entire becker siblings tag again on a whim and now im shinjichairpose.png#i dont even have specific thoughts theyre just rotating in my brain now#theres like. very small tidbits that i have stuck in there currently#like their weird thing with control(because i am thinking about that 24/7)#cyrus who needs control vs fawn who defers to it vs river who hates it#how they did that i dont know but im going to take a wild guess and say that its Very unhealthy#and also their relationship to both ortegas#i guess thats only tangentially related to the becker siblings but also like. the ortegas talking about the siblings together#getting drunk and grieving together and trading stories and blaming eachother for letting them die#getting out of their posthb messes because they dont have any (becker) siblings to depend on anymore so theyll have to settle for eachother#also in the survivor!river au im specifically haunted by the fact that river 'does not include ricardo in the package' when julia-#becomes his sibling#the resentment from All sides there??? holy shit#thats gotta blow up eventually right#like i can see ricardo feeling extremely guilty about river but at the same time???? him getting Angry#that river has the Audacity to steal his sister and not even treat him any better for it#so what if he lost his siblings? doesnt mean he has the right to have ricardos#Really funny fucked up reflection of fawns beef with julia but this time its the other way around#.anyway. <-experiencing normal thoughts and emotions#cyrus becker(s)#nmoc: fawn becker(s)#nmoc: river becker(s)#keeping up with the beckers#pulp speaks
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