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Hangman Page birthday week → Day seven:
Happy birthday to my favorite wrestler teacher 🎉
Not taking bullshit boomer, condescending advice from nobody but giving evergreen advice that can only come from a millennial [former] teacher:
"Have a plan B [...] I think a lot of people would say like, if you have a plan B, you know, 'you can't give all to plan A, so you're gonna fail at plan A, anyway'. That's not true, I was a high school teacher and I did this, and I'm the effin' World Champion, and at one time I was a high school teacher to make it through this, I had a plan B and I don't need it anymore... have a plan B, life is much more important than, you know, what career you want to follow or what, you know, oh you want people to say about your accomplishments [...] life is much more important than that and you will need to make money to survive, so always have a plan B. That's like, what I feel, people don't press that upon people enough in telling you to chase your dreams —you absolutely, absolutely should— but to also know like you have to reckon with the fact that you probably, statistically will not make much money at this, if any. You have to know that, and you have to be okay with that [...] if you don't reckon with that like, reality, you're setting yourself up for heartbreak one way or the other"
#hangmanpagebirthdayweek#aewedit#wrestlingedit#hangman adam page#adam page#hangman page#aew#my gif#crazy to think i decided to get into wrestling again at a time when my job was losing its spark and i met you former teacher#fellow comms major who realized this might not be it so i'll try smth else & i will have fun#ykw yes i needed to remember that so thank you again for being you for being born ilysm sm 🫂❤️#happy hangman day ❤️#being a teacher rocks you know and ik he's said he was a the teacher pretending to be a teacher or wtv but like#you can feel it in his words and hear it in his voice that he was pretty damn good#and like beyond his amazing good looks he's someone yk you'd love to have as a teacher just by listening to him talk#mygod his voice is perfect for this job so perfect and his personality as well#omg yes i'm in love with him why#okay bye#happy bday hanger
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taking a break to do this very important montage.
#how tf do i tag this#jo catch up on one piece tag#<-im caught up but since its already a tag that'll be useful for cataloging or wtv#i watched a villain sexyness tier ranking and thought yeah ill do smth similar for potential partners or not. for funsies. for the lols.#and now im sure i have a thing for goths. punks and leather wearers. olds news tbh. its the five women that's killing me.#described in alt text
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another outfit for euleria
#my art#im cooking up smth in my head lmfao#its gonna be peak cringe but wtv#live by the cringe die by the cringe#euleria entrati
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sometimes i find it so funny when ppl dont properly tag their works for the reason of “oh, but then others won’t be able to see my work!” or “but if i tag it then it will spoil the twist!” (usually a darker or more… questionable twist, for a lack of better words) and so on. but that… that is literally the whole purpose of tagging? so that the ppl who have the tag(s) filtered because they dont want to see it just. wont.
like dw, ur work will reach ur audience one way or another bc theyre either following u, see it rbed on their dash, or they dont have it filtered; tho that will also have ppl who dont want to see it exposed to it so, for the love of god and the sake of our sanities, pls just list the warnings beforehand like it really isnt such a difficult concept to grasp ???
and bold it, especially if it is in the small text. the whole purpose is for it to be easily visible for the very reason that it can be avoided by readers who dont want to read it. idc if it ruins the aesthetic bc the lack of proper tagging ruins my already declining sanity :]
#sophie’s idle chatter#this isnt for anything specific but just a general ick#esp more recently#i think this is why ive been searching through the x reader tags less and less#like yes i want to read a fic abt this chara thinking its gonna be some fluff bc they have it in tags#but then oh my !! dc/not so fluffy jumpscare like halfway through !! that wasnt tagged and/or warned in the preface !!#personally idc all that much abt dc or wtv as long as u PROPERLY TAG ur work#its not just tumblr bc ik ao3 is bad with it too but it still annoys me bc its really not that hard to just. put the warnings/tags#anywho sorry for the ramble i am sleepy and have a headache and saw smth that set me off abt the topic 🫡
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Deafening silence
Nothing. Absolutely nothing. No cars honking horns, no wind howling through the streets, not a sound. His head crashed on his pillow, holding a tiny stuffed raccoon in his right hand.
"How does it feel.."
His eyes widened. Who was that. Who is that. His eyes glanced at the door, looking every which way looking for a speaker of some sort. Nothing. He slammed his bed back into the pillow with his eyes locked shut.
"Failure. Disappointment."
Jett jumped out of bed in horror. He flicked the light on a stood there. Frozen. Waiting for something to happen, but nothing.
"You will never be enough.."
Jett crashed to the ground, the voice was so.. familiar. He's heard it before, but, where? He looked up, terrified of what to do.
"Who the hell said that!"
No answer.
"I said who the HELL SAID THAT!"
No answer.
He turned off the light and wandered to his bed. Maybe he was just imagining things. There's no one home, so surely no one could've said that. He closed his eyes again and tried going to sleep.
"How is it knowing that your own father left because of you."
Jett tried to open his eyes, but he couldn't. He couldn't move. Like if he was fused with his bed.
"How is it knowing that you're family doesn't need you? They never did and they never will. After all, why would they? You have nothing to offer them. No skills or tactics. You're just a stupid middle school boy with a half-baked friend group. You just had to ruin it for your family, didn't you? The great Edward family, known for their intelligence and leadership. A family full of scientists and professors. But it all had to end with you. You're nothing more than a failure"
@fruity-legos (you wanted to be tagged so here you go <3)
#geo's drabbles#so uhm.. i did smth i guess..???#i dont really like it but its wtv#oc: jett#dreamzzz oc#oc angst#angst writing#dreamzzz oc angst#btw his name is full name is Jettson Edward#you'll learn WHO'S speaking to him soon..#*insert suspense music here*#I need a writing tag..#maybe geo drafts??#ig??#geo drafts
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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idk man but i think theres such a connection between will being possessed in s2 and like 'what happens when my boy is gone' and will giving the painting to mike under el's name. just like... will being replaced and then replacing himself. and like his entire person was being replaced by the mf, but also everything that he said was from el with the painting and speech was intrinsically his and his alone. and how his arc since s1 has been about hiding but also being right there. and how its all tied to his queerness. and how ideally in s5 this should lead to will not hiding/moving on from his identity and his feelings, but instead embracing them.
#like what happens when will has given away/up everything that he is. hes already Come Back Wrong and he just like. keeps removing himself#from things. even after it was done To him by the mf/vecna. and like the only people who can 'bring him back' are jonathan mike and joyce#ship of theseus moment (not really)#but also really. i mean idk about actual philosophy but will is the heart of the show like its literally about how people love him so much#and like. his identity and queerness is to integral to it all. and like okay some of his parts were replaced but the love brought him back#time and time again and it will in s5 too.#or whatever that means idk#which is also why will should kiss mike. not the other way round. and i will die on this hill even after it doesnt happen#and also why will just moving on and 'accepting' his feelings are unrequited would be a dogshit resolution to his arc with mike but wtv...#what im trying to say is in s5 will not hiding and being loved and not replacing himself with anything else and kissing boys is not just#smth that should happen bc he deserves happiness. but smth necessary to complete his arc. okay? okay#will byers#byler#i feel like ive made this post 5 times before but its just smth i feel very strongly about sorry#wheww... category 5 will byers moment.#me vs being coherent and concise#mine
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i've got like a month and a half to decide (and 6 months to practice) any piece I want to perform for auditions at this nice art school
does anyone have any suggestions cuz if you do pls lmk 😭🙏🏾(I play alto saxophone)
#i wanna do something jazzy but#jazz is so HARDDD and for what#i've done jazz a couple of times b4 I just prefer to listen to it and not perform it but its wtv#I also wanna do smth fun instead of a boring peice#sooooo if any y'all got suggestions lmk!!#emi's rambling 🍏#band#alto saxophone#i kinda wanna do certainly by erykah badu but mannnnnn im not sure i can find an arrangement for that
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the thing about being a dermatillomania bitch that actively has chronic acne is that i dont have an actually good reason to stop. like if stopping would help clear up my acne i would at least actively try to stop picking but when i go like. 2 days without popping shit on my face it literally looks worse. looks worse and its NOTICEABLY worse-then you can actually see the surface ones that people notice. if i dont manage those daily it literally looks worse. im not gonna be able to stop picking until my actual acne clears up (so when i get on accutane-whenever the fuck ill be able to do that) and it's insanely frustrating.
and then when i say that to people OR derms they go "oh, use those acne patches, they help stop picking" which is in good faith but
1. awww, its cute that you think i could feasibly cover all my problem spots like that
2. anything that is not being covered will continue to be picked at
3. i can go through like 10 of those fucking patches in a night (and NOT EVEN GET ALL THE BAD SPOTS!) which means finishing a pack in like 4 days. which is money
and the biggest-
4. What the fuck do you think happens after i take it off? 98% of the time the patches don't get rid of the spot completely-it comes off and im IMMEDIATELY trying to finish it off myself so i dont need to use another fucking patch on it.
it's not even really about the look-though thats a big one-i have cystic acne, do you fucking get what its like to have a huge bump of gunk under your skin that you just cant empty? its huge, its visible, its painful a lot of the time. i guess other people are fine with it but i'd do fucking anything to empty all of my pores, knowing that there's shit in there is maddening.
so ultimately the solution is ✨fixing the fucking acne✨ so the gunk goes away and i dont have any reason to pick anymore, but god forbid dermatologists be accessible or fucking listen to patients, ever...
#me: ive been trying different acne meds since i was 12 can you put me on smth that works and preferably isnt a face wash#them: so here's a face wash and a cream that doesnt work :)#if one more doctor says trentinoin to me ill fucking bite i swear to god#just put me on accutane#'accutane has a lot of side effects-' im already on 2 psych meds and hormones does it sound like i give a shit#dermatillomania#and no this isnt a hrt problem its been chronic since female puberty too#T spread it to my shoulders and back but it was always chronic and cystic#i am trying to get those hydrocoloid or wtv things but thats still like.#i dont want to be fucking managing it i want it to be goneeeeeee
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breaking my silence to say that I think editing baby jaehyun pics to match current jaehyuns pics is weird
#🙃🙃#idk man its just weird to me#and every time jaehyun does smth my tl is just that one baby pic edited to match next to him over and over 😅#ik he posted them or wtv but it still feels like an overstep idk
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FINALLY! I got to learn more about Colours in isat. I've been thinking bout that so much and I finally found the other book needed for it. So colours only appear when something "breaks" huh...
#aria rants#isat spoilers#i was looking at the isat wiki and found out that there was an issue#couldn't find it tho... but i at least found the colours one! hmmmm when smth breaks. first time it appeared was when#the king and siffrin tried to say the country's name. and the 2nd time was when the world was getting destroyed#and the 3rd and last time was in loop's eye during the fight. for the 1st one it was cuz the wish was breaking.#for the 2nd one itd be.... is it also a wish breaking? the sky was dyed red with a visible crack out the balcony even before#siffrin lost control of their emotion and became Huge. a wish was possibly breaking then. considering siffrin's wish being#''fused'' with all of vaugarde in Some form. vaugarde was saved but siffrin's wish was Breaking. cuz during that point#siffrin barely had enough energy to use time craft to loop back and nothing else was addressed about the family members leaving#so in a way. siffrin's wish was breaking (and considering the power his wish had. itd be quite the effect if it broke)#but what about loop? what was breaking for their wish? and well it also isnt in a large scale as the Country and siff's wish#since the red only appeared on loop's eye. so its more of an ''internal'' thing. maybe... it was siffrin leaving?#so that could also be why loop disappeared at the end. cuz their wish broke in some way. wtv the wish was#tbf i havent checked the sad diary in act 5 yet so im not rlly sure who that diary belongs to but i rlly believe that its loop's
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can i uhhh gwt a loan of $5000 please
#let me minimalisw my payments from the $150 it is to $50 a wk or wtv.#hell ill even settle for $75 tbh .#bc i have no issue paying shit off. i can do it. but .#also off topic but i did . some dish washing today#it was 3 pieces of cutlery a cup and 2 bowls but . progress.#i woke up at like 11am feeling the deoths of despair and decided to nap all day. ive been Awake#awake for maybe an hour ? or two???#and im trying tocget the strength to fucming shower. bc ik itll make me feel better#but im so sick of feeling depressed man. i docall#i forget that . this isnt smth i can rlly Fix. its smth i just have to learn to manage and cope with but if i dont wanna#throw a tantrum everytume i wake up wity a storm cloud over my brain and thr grey feeling tintign my senses....#fr abt to just quit my job#takw mt final paycheck and book it as far as $300 in fuel will take me#only issue is my tires fucked. i cannot suppirt ymself properly without 2 companies on my ass for debt#and as impulsive as i wanna be abt this if i dont think this through i will end up jobless and homeless#which i refuse 💜
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when im weak to the devil it whispers to tell me to do an entire strokes fanzine. ok
#we stay strokin#still GRAHHH i think i made an exact post abt this but ive somewhat decided the structure#it's just illustrations of songs that i love the most from each album#yay ^_^#iti will have hard to explain trying ur luck and is this it probably#rof wtv happened REPTILIA!! and idk one other ill pick out I KEEP FORGETTING ROF SONGS FAKE FAN!! (jk i just dont think theyre as memorable#FIOE beloved YES i will be very biased to this if no one holds me back itll b 6 fioe songs idgaf#like. cmon. juicebox yolo heartinacage ize r a DEF. but theres also electricityscape ... razorblade... OUGH ...#angles.. rubs hands tgt..#macchu picchu ON TOP ! under cover ... maybe. i dont actually like under cover that much but its Iconic#taken for a fool does under cover better. i think. the vibe. but wtv debate is debate#if i dont draw smth for life is simple ill kms#cmd.... cof is iconic. my personal fav is one way trigger n happy ending tho :)#fpp threat of joy DONT PLAY LAD its so srs threat of joy is probs my fav mv ever ever frm them#tna ... honest to god i could do an entire long piece with all the songs its beautiful#tna is just peak man the whole thing's peak. it's peak#if theres a gun adults at the door n ode#kish soup#long post OVER! ok bai
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I love winter months but the amt of depressive episodes I endure everyday😭😭😭
#winter depression is smth I've suffered with a lot the past few yrs#worst times of life i swear#its wtv ig haha#i might dissappear for a while tho#idk we'll see
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i feel so fucking anxious rn i need to be sjot and killed
#texts#and its literally j bc my friend is wearing a hijab now which thats fine wtv but its so out of character for her and i asked why bc i was#curious bc in the past shes always been like lol no. ant wearing one but i feel so bad for asking and idk its like actually so awdul there#is smth horribly wrong w me idk why i feel this awful
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i love ranting about random unimportant shit just because it intrigues me and makes me happy :33
#random#love ranting sm#i wish i could be able to rant about something without getting stopped or interrupted#its difficult for me to rant without a question or wtv :(#and sometimes i js rant bc im watching smth <3#i personally love ranting about regretevator#JSJHFK im ranting rn god#EXCUSE ME 😭
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