#BUT THESE ANONS HAVE ILLITERATE VIBES

[mossadspypigeon]

also i just want to know why anti israel idiots demand we say good things about palestinians and palestine but don’t make any such demands of palestinians and other arabs to say good things about jews and israel.

and on that note, idiots, when was the last time you said something good about israel or jews (that wasnt you tokenizing us for the sake of your argument)?

hmm. that’s what i thought.

[ryuichirou]

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But also some news!

First of all, I wanted to remind you that my pricelist will be updated by the end of the week, so please feel free to message me if you want to take a slot to commission me with my current prices!

Second of all, we got our twitter account back! We ended up deleting that one post that twitter didn’t like (yes, the one that doesn’t have anything explicit or any nudity on it), which obviously sucks, but at least now we can jump back to posting more or less regularly.

And now that this situation is over, I can say about the thing that honestly tickled me: the last person who wrote a callout post on me right before our acc got locked (=the person who very likely caused the massreporting in the first place) got accused of grooming a 13 y.o. and had their account terminated the very next day. What a great illustration of how the fandom climate works, right? Hilarious.

Alright, replies replies. Some about Fellow and Gidel, some about Rook, Idia, a little bit of Lilia and some miscellaneous asks.

Anonymous asked:

wait, Fellow is it a good idea for Gidel to write?? Isn't he illiterate?? (I might be wrong on the writing part, but I'm pretty sure Gidel is said to be unable to speak because he didn't get an education :(, r.i.p to the poor boy)

But look at it, Anon! He clearly writes, and like a typical doctor as well! A highly educated man!

(Yeah, Gidel doesn’t know how to write lol I am not sure if Fellow is super literate either… just like the characters they are inspired by lol)

Anonymous asked:

I want to bite Idia’s thighs but I also want to nibble Lilia’s legs courtesy of your pic of him in those delicious Playful Land tights 😩

(this is about a sketch from ko-fi)

They really are nibbleable… nibbable… one would want to nib on them. And Lilia knows that :(

Thank you <3

irregardlessly-tish asked:

Since you started posting Fellow art I said to myself "I guess I'm watching that event now so I can look at the art and think yeah, he would totally get gang banged by them" lol

Tish! You’re great as always lol I hope you enjoy it as much as we did.

Fellow is so breedable it’s insane. I can’t help it.

unofficialwheatdog asked:

I'm gonna snatch Fellow away from everyone

Like that my husband, he fluffiness mine and mine alone

Mwah mwah to Fellow I wove him and the way you draw him

he's too good for them but ruined enough for me(lol me in my possessive era)

Omg real possessive era lol I get it, he really is fluffy to the point of leaving one speechless. But please understand, these boys can’t hold back at all… :( Be kinder them, they can’t help it!

I’m glad you love how I draw him <3

Anonymous asked:

Curious, u do non con/ rape art?

Pls tag if yes, I wanna see

I do, but I also don’t remember any recent noncon piece to tag anything lol I am definitely not opposed to it, and a lot of our nsfw pieces have at least dub-con vibes. I guess that one general!Lilia/Idia piece comes to mind first! And octopus!Azul/Idia that I drew for the same zine…

Maybe it would be easier to look through my pixiv logs; all the nsfw pieces are usually closer to the end of the log.

Anonymous asked:

You know I never had interest in drawing nsfw, I started a fanart blog with the intent of just making cute/cool sfw pieces maybe some ship stuff. However I am sick and tired of watching the twst fandom affect the mental health of my friends. And I know at least one of my ships will be threatened even if they just hold hands.

So here’s my plan: if I start receiving hate I will make an announcement: if I reach a particular milestone of hate I will learn to draw nsfw. I will make them kiss harder. Harass me and I will become worse.

Fr tho I want to be the brave idiot in the hope that others won’t feel alone.

Sorry for the late reply! Anon, you are already brave lol I like your plan. Become worse to spite them! And to support everyone who is harassed. And to have fun of course.

I wish you and your friends and anyone else didn’t have to worry about being harassed because of your ships. So please, take care of yourself, but also? Fuck them; draw and post whatever you want to make yourself and your friends happier and enjoy the fandom experience that you and your friends create.

Anonymous asked:

"something's missing..." might be your shirt rook, idk tho 🤔

(this is about this drawing)

Oh no, he forgot his shirt again. And no one at Savanaclaw is brave enough to tell him.

Anonymous asked:

 I remember that Savannaclaw Rook only cut his hair with a knife, soooo, yeah. How do you think first year Rook would respond to first year Idia and vice versa?

Honestly it looks like it lol He and Lilia have something in common…

We love first year Rook with first year Idia so much, Anon, you have no idea! And Rook/Idia in general, this is one of the things that I really want to draw properly at least once. For now we only have sketches…

But to answer your question! I like to think that Rook was very intrigued by Idia right away; of course Idia isn’t a beastman, but he is not only super bright and shiny-looking (unusual! Interesting!), but also is a very rare pokemon to see. It’s very easy to picture Rook getting excited and charmed by him, maybe he even had a period of a little obsession~ But of course none of this is in any way returned by Idia; to him being suddenly surrounded by so many loud and annoying people his age is already stressful enough, but Rook is somehow worse than all of them combined. He hates everyone from Savanaclaw, but they’re usually just rude jerks, but Rook? If only he was a rude jerk…

Anonymous asked:

Chen’ya, are you flashing people on purpose? What are you gonna do if someone likes it?

(related to this post)

Knowing Che’nya, he’ll probably disappear lol Never let them guess your next move. They liked it? Too bad. They didn’t like it? Oh too bad… >:3

Sometimes he is in a flirty mood though~

Anonymous asked:

I’m surprised Lilia doesn’t also spank Idia to punish him

He really should, and his spanks wouldn’t be as murderous as Azul’s! Idia is going to receive punishment AND survive!

I can picture Lilia stopping mid-spank with the realisation though: oh right, this isn’t his kid, this is Idia…

Anonymous asked:

(tw: self-harm)

this might be a bit dark but i’m curious: do you think idia self-harms? every now and then, i see ppl draw him with SH scars. i’ve never been able to decide if it feels like him or not. punishing himself, hating himself, wanting to control this one aspect of his life bc he can’t control anything else sound like idia, but also, being too resigned, lazy, or phobic of pain also sound like idia… little nutjob he is 😒 thoughts?

This is such a good question, Anon. It’s honestly still kind of easy to imagine him doing that. He punishes himself constantly, and while I don’t think this is necessarily about control, this absolutely could be about wanting to make himself feel even worse or to distract himself from the other kind of deep pain he’s feeling. Since we’re talking about a character here, as an artist I can also add that seeing him this way could be aesthetically pleasing, there are some very good artworks with this theme.

That being said, we usually tend to think that Idia wouldn’t do that. I agree that Idia being phobic of pain sounds very like him, but also? He is very detached from the physical side of things in general, I think. He would rather torment himself mentally.

Another reason for Idia and selfharm not really working in our heads is that I don’t think Ortho would let him. He is very sensitive to changes in his health condition after all.

[prpfz]

🐎🐄🦌

I(20s) am looking for a partner (18+) for an mpreg Rp. Since it's mpreg, this will be pregnancy kink/belly kink. I'm an erotica writer for my job, but for this, I'd prefer something with plot and direction. If you want to include more erotic material, just ask.

Current primary interest is for a OC x OC RP. Something light medieval fantasy or similar to a dungeon crawl. I have two character types at the ready. A hard headed blacksmith whose favorite past time is shoulder checking the city gaurd who terrorize the slums. He's bright but illiterate and prone to frustration, especially now that his condition restricts his favorite pastime.

Second is a boyish looking ginger at 5'4''. Raised alone in the forest by his father he's a bit of a wild child lacking manners but with a good heart. Loves exploring old ruins and finding secrets to record and share. His ernest kindness and love for animals makes him a poor hunter(by choice) but an great ranger. He probably shouldn't climb trees while pregnant, but he's not fond of being idle

I do like monsters and monster fucking so inhuman Ocs and ferals are on the table. Not keen on things like scat or piss, emetophillia.

I will accept Rps for the following fandoms and characters if the above doesn't vibe with you.

DC: jason todd, Damian Wayne

God of War: kratos, atreus

Horizon(zero dawn, forbidden west): kotallo, nil, Erend

Percy Jackson and the olympians: Percy, Jason, Leo, Frank

Like this post if you want to discuss more.

give a like and anon will get back to you

[majycka]

hiii!! i just wanted to say i really enjoyed your posts and wanted your thoughts on shipping rn in the jjk fandom. personally i’m not really a shipper when it comes to shonen fandoms but im happy that people enjoy doing so :) but lately the way people are shipping has left me feeling weird. i feel like shipping used to be “these two have a cool dynamic, making nice fanart and fics, making fun little threads about the characters and just staying in that little ships fandom/ship community” but now a lot of it is “this ship is “canon” and “confirmed” (it isn’t lol), leaving horrid comments on dedicated pages to a ship other than theirs, calling people illiterate etc’, there’s a few ships that people do this for in jjk (one definitely in particular). as someone who reads the original japanese text a lot of cultural and textual nuance is, as people say, lost in translation. i see so many people showing ‘evidence’ of the ship being ‘canon’ when in fact it’s quite a lot of mistranslations or essentially false information. what happened to shippers who knew that ‘the ship is probably not going to be canon but that’s okay we can still have fun with it’ to now full blown arguments and vitriol spouted towards another person (whether they are a non-shipper or a shipper of something else). i’ve seen people (especially gojohime shippers) get doxxed, and had horrible things said to them that i’m not even sure im allowed to spell out on here, i genuinely feel bad. i don’t see anything that’s wrong with the ship. its legal and, since im a big shoujo reader, actually falls into a lot of shoujo tropes. i’ve seen people say that utahime was 100% cheering when gojo died and things like that, i don’t understand why they turn her into some cold hearted woman ?? i don’t know, hopefully people learn that their interpretations or way of thinking isn’t going to be the same as everyone else nor is it the authority since at the end of the day it’s technically Akutami’s and whatever he writes thats what ill go with. i’m sorry this is so long <3

I don’t mind the long post, anon!! My inbox is always open for yapping, and I totally get what you mean, like since when did shipping’s entire existence hinges to is-it-gonna-be-canon olympics?? People have differing preferences!! We seriously just here to vibe, and I can’t believe it can become a toxic space of threatening each other over some totally FICTIONAL character, like seriously, why you stressing over this shit? I feel like these people online just get off from stirring up bullshit because they don’t have much of a life offline.

I also disagree with the claim of Utahime cheering Gojo’s death because that’s essentially stripping the highlighting qualities of Utahime. She’s a caring teacher who is adored by her students. I think of her having a similar reaction as Shoko throughout the Sukuna fight where she’s tots stressed out (and dunking beer in the side from all the stress lol). As for Utahime’s exact reaction to his death, my HC is that in the back of her mind she's aware there always a possibility of him dying because that’s just the line of work they are in, and this fanart actually kinda illustrates how I see Utahime reacting.

[elkkiel]

Sending one last ask, genuinely grateful for the nice discussion. Feared things going wrong for my Hot Takes TM but nah that was genuinely pleasant and i feel better about some things. Got genuinely bothered by implications from some people ive come across that im stupid or a bad person or media-illiterate for my takes so your input and kindness is very appreciated <3 also got some good laughs too (btw the neurodivergent overexplaining thing is exactly what i was doing, that and letting out my internal arguing with people daydreams lmao). Have a wonderful night/day/mid-afternoon/whatever and take care of yourself <3

Sorry I got to this late anon but ily and appreciate the opportunity to chat things out—for the both of us!

People who want to have genuine dialogue and share different info/points of view should do so with maturity and grace for the other side. Character attacks, insults, or assuming "oh they're just an idiot/media illiterate because they don't agree with me" is completely unnecessary and only serves to shut down communication. Your ideas and insight are worth so much more than cannon fodder for someone else to attack you with. Like, even if you're actually wrong and misinformed, all the other person is doing is boosting their own ego by putting you down.

It's all love and good vibes over here. I'm always down to talk about anything—be it about something you've read from me or something else you'd like to chat through. Learning and growth doesn't happen in a vacuum, nor does it thrive in hostility. And I'm an opinionated little shit who has trouble articulating said opinions, so I'm down to try and get my bullshit into words lol

Have a happy timezone nonnie I am smooching your sweet wrinkly brain rn

[zorosdimples]

Just saw your screen caps of the RBer, and I just gotta say, if it helps at all, they're either a) illiterate or b) addicted to discourse/drama

I haven't ever seen anyone as conscious of their content and of tagging certain types of tropes or topics that may be controversial as you, even when (imho) some are not even controversial or disturbing! You're so considerate and mindful, and people who lack the ability to curate their own experience or not step into spaces they're just not gonna vibe in are the ones with the issue. It's almost as if the bag was labeled "DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT." This person could very well:

1. Block tags

2. NOT FOLLOW YOU

3. Keep scrolling

Instead of coming into a space and being judgemental as if that's going to change the way people are or the content they enjoy. The Most they could possibly end up doing is just hurting someone's feelings unprompted

You're not bothering anyone, you're not hurting anyone, and I LOVE being here, so I really hope people like that don't deter you from putting out the content that makes you happy in YOUR little space of the Internet. 🩷

andyyyyyy 🥺 thank you for your kind words and support; i’m all jcbbfdbdjdjdjs now!!!!

i do make a conscious effort to tag everything properly and to make it clear that i regularly post and engage with dark content. of course i fear that people will stumble across my blog from a random post in the tumblr ether and be unpleasantly surprised by what’s on my blog; but i have to remind myself that the onus is on them to read the sign on the door before they enter and follow. i do all i can, and i simply ask that others give me the same courtesy by either filtering tags, blocking me, or not interacting with me at all.

i do think that this recent individual was either here to send me anon hate or to enjoy dark content as a secret, guilty pleasure. both are viable—especially considering the fact that i have had an influx of hateful asks over the past week. i’m just trying to do my best! at the end of the day, no matter what accusations or insults people throw at me, i know that i’m a good person. i’m just having fun and trying to create a safe space for other open minded individuals <3

i deeply appreciate you and love having you here!!!!

[strangeswift]

I actually think it is important to be be 'controversial' sometimes because it clears your mind. I am speaking from personal experience. After reading same things over and over again in the tag and seeing the same takes, it blurs your mind and it is like you join a caddle. Then you kinda need to step back and think more clearly and reading other takes and readings help you to clear your mind. I've changed my mind on many things because of that and I believe I have a better understanding in things now than before. Like. I am not gonna get blindsided by what happens next on the show because I do not agree with most popular byler takes (that are reaches most of the time). I still read those things but I am open to different or 'controversial' takes and ideas that are not widely accepted by the bylers in the tag.

Hi anon!!!! Oop I went on a rant so hold on lemme put a read more. Warning I talk about byler doubt (just the concept of having doubts nothing specific about it) towards the end.

Okay anon I agree and this makes me feel good about posting opinions that go against the grain. So thank you for saying this, because I'll be real even though I am confident in my takes, sometimes voicing them comes with a level of anxiety. Here's the thing. The tag likes to act like there are certain things we know for sure are going to happen in S5 (byler endgame being the biggest thing obviously, but there are lots of other more specific things, byler related and not) and the truth is: We Don't Know Anything For Sure!! And I think it's wise to be prepared for the possibility that things work out differently than we are expecting. And this goes for fandom discourse as well not just theories like I think the tag is a bit of an echo chamber, like you said. It truly is easy to get sucked it. I've always been extremely skeptical, that's just how I am, and sometimes I forget that just.. not everyone is as skeptical as I am. Don't get me wrong, I have been sucked in before too. There have been instances where I held an opinion, then when I examined it further I realized it was just rooted in the fact that everyone else held that opinion, and I didn't actually agree with it. But generally I take anything and everything with several grains of salt, which is why like you said it's probably good for me to talk about my opinions when they differ from the norm, because it offers an alternative line of thinking. I do keep my mouth shut about most things because I like to be liked, but yk... I also. hmm do I wanna talk about this.. eh fuck it. I think the biggest thing that makes me "controversial" to some people, other than disagreeing with widely accepted theories, is that I have on several occasions voiced my Byler Doubt™️. And honestly there's a reason why I do sometimes talk about it. I realize that there's no point in dwelling on the possibility of byler not happening, it's depressing. And I would never put doubt in the tag or anything like that. But here's my thing. When I was a smaller blog and didn't have the platform I do now, NONE of the big blogs ever EVER expressed any level of doubt. The narrative was "having doubt is bad, endgame is obvious, if you don't find it obvious you are media illiterate, stuck in heteronormativity, or just plain stupid." And I vehemently disagree with that. Frankly? I find 100% confidence to be a little bit unrealistic, but I would never ever think someone is any less intelligent for having 100% confidence! But I digress. My point is, I suspect there are many people, like me, who have doubts and who feel very isolated. Having doubt is literally taboo, which is insane to me. It's cult vibes is what it is. Anyway. Now that I have a big enough platform that I more or less can kind of say what I want and not get blacklisted, I almost feel a responsibility to occasionally be like hey by the way, I have my doubts! Just so people know. Because it doesn't make you stupid. It makes you realistic. Okay rant over sorry <3

[bisexual-slime]

sorry you'll always be female... you got that angry misogynistic incel male aura tho! seek help before the cops come knocking for your lil threats

me: only ever refers to myself as a woman, denies being a man, has never once called myself male

illiterate anon: sorry ur female :( u have stinky mra vibes and I love lying about you making threats when you never once have <3 i am a feminist

[lannisterdaddyissues]

to the extremely rude anon who told me i have no critical thinking skills in regard to my previous tags on that hangman post:

if you must know, even though you really don’t deserve to after you implicitly called me an illiterate moron in your ask, i typed up those tags after saving the post as a draft and i must have accidentally deleted a tag with a disclaimer that my use of the phrase ‘making excuses’ was not me saying that anything hangman did was wrong or bad, but rather that it often seems to me as though hangman apologists feel like they have to come up with some sort deeper meaning or underlying rationale for why he was continually being a jackass throughout the movie (specifically to rooster, but to the others as well).

like “no no, he definitely had a reason for doing x, and for doing y, i promise you he doesn’t have a single bad quality whatsoever!” it’s not that i can’t stand the idea of anyone trying to think critically about hangman. it’s that i don’t think they’re being critical enough. i don’t see enough posts that criticize what he did wrong and recognize what he did right. (and in case you think i’m misusing the literary analysis buzzwords my teacher taught me in english class again, i was trying to be clever there. ‘thinking critically,’ ‘criticize.’ two different definitions of the word critical. do you get it. do you. do you realize i can fucking read.)

i’m not dissing people who like hangman because hey, i like him too! he’s probably the most fun and enjoyable character in the sequel! he might even be my favorite character after maverick. and i love reading deep thoughts about him too (and before you ask, yes i am capable of understanding them):

for instance, there’s a post floating around with a headcanon that the reason hangman is on a first-name basis with penny is because he’s taken care of some drunken assholes at the hard deck for her before. i love that idea! i can definitely see it when i rewatch the bar scene and see him interacting with penny. there are lots of other headcanon posts floating around too about jake being touch-starved and maverick being the first and closest thing he’s ever had to a healthy father figure, and i love those too! it definitely suits the whole loner vibe hangman has going on.

and that’s what i was getting at in my tags. when i said that people are making excuses for him, i wasn’t saying something asinine like his behavior was unforgivable and he doesn’t deserve to be excused for it. i was trying to say that he doesn’t need to be excused for it—by the audience (he should probably apologize to rooster for the dead dad thing if nothing else 😐).

and for your information, the op of the post tagged it as being specifically targeted at hangman apologists! i wasn’t aiming my tags at anyone except them. the people who like to theorize about hangman and write meta posts or headcanons about him are valid and i enjoy reading what they have to say.

so good job jumping to conclusions and sending me a stupid, offensive ask over something you weren’t even right about! feel free to send me an apology ask saying that you deeply regret your actions and i will maybe consider forgiving you for it 💅

[itlivesproject]

What are the LI's MBTI?

Hi anon!

None of us are super skilled in the world of MBTI so these answers are sketchy at best. For you fellow MBTI illiterates I have attached the definition from the picture I found describing them 😅

Abel: ISFJ - warm, considerate, gentle, responsible, pragmatic, thorough. Devoted caretakers who enjoy being helpful to others

Jocelyn: ESTJ - outgoing, realistic, action-oriented, curious, versatile, spontaneous. Pragmatic problem solvers and skillful negotiators

Lincoln: ISTP - Action-oriented, logical, analytical, spontaneous, reserved, independent. Enjoy adventure and understanding how things work.

Amalia: ENTP - inventive, enthusiastic, strategic, enterprising, inquisitive, versatile. Enjoy new challenges and ideas, value inspiration

But our resident enneagram expert (Lindsay) has an enneagram answer for you:

Amalia: 3w4

Lincoln: 8w9

Abel: Most likely 1w2

Jocelyn: tbh I get 8w9 vibes from her too lol - But I could potentially see her as a counterphobic* 6

*counterphobic is specific to sixes and basically means instead of having a relationship with authority where they follow, they rebel against authority figures.

[aziraphales-library]

Lost Fic #45

1. Hi:) first thank you for the beautiful work you do, some of my favourite stories I found here:)  At the moment I am looking for a fic where the husbands attend London pride and encounter a youth on his first pride and running from his father who followed him. It is an outsider POV I believe and something about a broken hand? Do you have any idea or did I dream that up? (entirely possible)  Thank you so much, stay safe:) ~ @thesewordsforthesoul

2. Do any of you recall a fic about A. being the guardian angel to queer people? It was really sweet. It used an outside perspective as the framing device. There was a woman scholar who was doing a presentation about it. Really well written. At the end the boys invite her back to the shop and let her ask them a bunch of questions. ~anon

3. Hi! I submitted an ask before, but I think tumblr ate it... I'm looking for a fic where Aziraphale and Crowley kiss for the first time in a kitchen. At first Az thinks it feels lovely emotionally but doesn't get the big deal physically, then Crowley strokes his face and says "relax just here", they kiss again, and Az thinks the physical AND feelings are great. Then the narrator says something like "they continued making out for possibly hours or days" Anyone know this one? Thanks for the help! ~anon

4. hullo! there’s a fic that I remember and loved but cannot find! it’s a human AU with Steinbeck vibes, and took place in the Western US during the late 19th/early 20th century. Aziraphale flees England because of the persecution of gay men, Crowley is an illiterate farmer who’s lost a wife and child. Aziraphale teaches Crowley to read and runs a library wagon. The town they are in, while American, is called Tadfield. I think the publication of Teleny is referenced. Thank you for any help! ~ @reasonably-tattered

5. I’m looking for a fic I read last summer about crowley and aziraphale having to fight monsters and trap them to send them to heaven and hell. They were fantasy creatures or something and they have to chase a unicorn. It went from the time of Eden to current and the only other thing I remember is crowley builds a house for Aziraphale’s books. I’m starting to think I dreamed it! Anyone have a clue? ~anon

If you know one of these fics, please use the number in your response!

~Mod G

[avis-writeshq]

Can you write a song fic? Do you do those? With Oikawa based on the song Ours by Taylor Swift? Love your blog btw!

Oikawa Tooru x Reader: Ours

Requested: Yep, by anon!

Pairing: Oikawa Tooru x Fem!Reader

Summary: Elevator buttons and morning air, sometimes people suck. But when there’s a light at the end of the tunnel (cough, Oikawa), you can’t help but keep moving.

Warnings: Fluff, small angst if you look carefully, trash writing

Other: I loooooovveeee this song! It’s basically a baby ‘Lover’ aw! Thanks for the request anon!

Word count: 1,647                                                                                            

 Things you probably wanna know, for all you ‘x reader’ illiterates:

Y/N: Your Name

(H/C): Hair Colour / Color

(E/C): Eye Colour / Color

(N/N): Nickname

***

 You shuffled awkwardly into the tiny gap in the elevator, clutching your brief case tightly. You silently cursed the chatty café worker who tried to get you to buy 3 banana breads when you only wanted 1. You glanced around though your peripheral vision; you knew all these people. The janitor in the corner and the annoying office lady who always has a little lipstick on her teeth… even the frustrating office prankster who worked in the stall right next to you. And yet… you didn’t know their names. You would’ve thought that after 2 years of working in the same company you would get used to your colleagues, right?

 Wrong.

 You closed your eyes tightly, waiting to reach the 42nd floor. You needed to get through the day. Well, unless one of your co-workers decided to test your patience.

 Patience… how could a random annoying person test your patience? Honestly, you probably dealt with the worst. A fond smile drifted onto your face at the thought. At least he genuinely apologised when he annoyed you.

 The soft ding of the elevator brought you out of your reverie. You tried to take a step forward, only to be pushed over by the rest of the people who were once occupying the elevator.

 “H-hey!” You yelped, dropping your case to the floor despite the iron-grip you had on it. “Friggin hell…”

 Apparently respect is an uncommon thing around here. You let out a soft sigh, “Tooru… when you get back, you owe me chocolate and a Disney marathon.”

 With that, you walked over to your little stall and dropped the case to the floor. Turning your computer on, you couldn’t help but stare at the desktop image. It was a selfie of you and Oikawa. He was doing a peace sign at the camera while pressing a kiss to your cheek. You shook your head. Come on, focus.

 Oikawa is in America; being in the National Volleyball tournament was his dream. And this was your dream job. Yeah… what a lie.

 Your lunch break took way longer to come than expected. You fished out your store-bought salad and headed to the staff room. There were a few other staff members inside – a lot of the others preferred to go out for lunch instead of staying in the drab office.

 “Hey, isn’t that L/N Y/N?”

 Your name caught your attention and you listened into the conversation.

 “Why is she working here while her boyfriend is all the way in America? Isn’t she scared of him finding someone better?”

 Well, they weren’t being subtle about their rudeness. But the truth is, you were scared, even if it was just a little bit. You didn’t want to be, you trusted him, but there was a small nagging doubt in the back of your head. You knew what Tooru would say if he heard what you were thinking.

 “You know you’re better than them,” he told you once when you finally drew out the confidence to tell you how you felt. “Don’t you worry your pretty little mind. I’m yours. Forever and always.”

 The day seemed to go on and on, but then the clock hit 5 o’clock and you bolted out of the office building. Finally! You got out of that cramped little stall. You let out a long sigh as you boarded the train, scrolling through your social media.

 “So… you’re Oikawa’s little toy, huh?”

 You froze at the icy tone of the woman next to you. She was, for lack of better words, completely and utterly gorgeous. Her ruby painted lips and her large hoop earrings, as well as her long platinum hair, gave her a superior vibe and you shuffled awkwardly at her words. Toy?

 “What are you-”

 “Oh? Tooru didn’t mention me?” A sickly sweet smile stretched across her face. “I am Tachibana Reina.” She looked you up and down, her smile quickly replaced with a scowl. “I wonder why Oikawa went for the likes of you.”

 You said nothing, thinking of another comeback. No matter how hard you tried, she had a point. There was nothing that special to you. The only thing you were ‘known for’ was your crazy dance moves – and you swore everyone who witnessed that to secrecy. You shook your head mentally. You can’t think like that. You shouldn’t care about what people have to say about you and Tooru. After all, he was your boyfriend. He was yours, not anyone else’s and he was like a loyal puppy. He wouldn’t do anything to hurt you and you probably trusted him more than you trust yourself.

 “Maybe because I’m real,” you answered backhandedly.

 “What did you say?!” Whoop, she’s angry now.

 You shrug casually, getting up just as the train stopped. “Well, it was nice talking to you. See you never.” And with a smile and a wave, you hopped off the train.

 ***

“Hey!”

 The tired man on the other side of the screen smiled at your energetic form. “Hello, my love.”

 You grin, “Are you tired? Sorry, it must be really early there…”

 “I was just about to do my morning run,” Oikawa hummed letting out a yawn. “It’s nice to know that my lovely girlfriend is thinking about me. Well? How was your day?”

 “The usual,” you shrugged. “Was shoved over in the elevator, had a bunch of office ladies gossip about me behind my back, the works. Oh, but I did manage to flip off one of your crazy exes so that was nice.”

 He snorted, but a glimmer of concern was in his eyes. “Did they say anything?”

 “Well, your lovely ex, Tachibana I think her last name was, decided to shoot some insightful words to me,” you rolled your eyes. “I’m fine though, no biggie.”

 Oikawa gazed at you through the screen and a charming smile lit up his features. “You’re perfect, Y/N-chan~. Don’t listen to them, okay?”

 “I haven’t been for the past 5 years, thanks for noticing. Now go do your run dummy.”

 “I’m coming home tonight~ see you later!”

 And after pressing the big red button and putting your phone on charge, you slowly drifted to sleep.

 ***

Life seemed to hate you. Eh, you were used to it by now. The elevator was packed again today, and you did your best to push your way through. And… you got hit in the face with a briefcase, someone spilled coffee on your white shirt, and you almost landed flat on your face when someone ‘accidentally’ tripped you over. You groaned, reminding yourself to take the stairs next time, even if you have to walk up 42 floors and die halfway.

 And the whole day went the same. You had to deal with the same old shenanigans. People talking behind your back, the random paper aeroplanes that missed your head by an inch, that 1 staff member who liked to steal people’s food even though it was clearly labelled… man, you better get that dumb promotion or you were so out of there.

 5 o’clock seemed to never come as you stared blankly at your computer screen. ‘Woah, Tooru is in another magazine. Good job, babe, if you don’t treat me to chocolate, yaint seeing a camera ever again.’ You thought to yourself, spooning another spoon of yogurt into your mouth.

 “So… when is Oikawa coming back?” A haughty voice questioned from behind you in fake sympathy.

 Your eyebrow twitched in annoyance. “Why would you like to know?”

 “It must be hard… long-distance relationships are the worst.” She smirked at you.

 “It’s not as bad as people make it out to be. I trust him.” A soft smile graced your features and the woman scoffed, flicking her hair over her shoulder and leaving you to your peace.

 ***

So, according to Miyagi Airlines, Tooru’s flight would arrive at 5:30, which allowed you more than enough time to scoot your butt to the airport. You let out a sigh, scrolling through the pictures on your phone as you sat in the train. Reminiscing the times during High School seemed to be the best thing you could have done and you felt all the negative emotions that you built through the day seemed to evaporate. All the memories of the old volleyball team at Aoba Josai, meeting Tooru for the first time in your first year… yeah, those were the best times. You smiled wistfully at your phone. Damn, you couldn’t wait to bury him alive in hugs and kisses.

 As soon as the train came to a stop, you ran out through the doors and scoured the airport for the America-to-Japan flight. Aha, bridge 8.

 And that’s where you saw him. Glasses on his gorgeous tired face, his chocolate brown locks messy and tousled like always… you swore you fell in love all over again. And then, he saw you. His once tired expression was replaced with a bright smile that shone like a thousand stars. As he dropped his backpack to a random chair, you threw your briefcase to the side before wrapping your arms around him.

 He buried his head into your shoulder, peppering light kisses against your neck as he did so.

 “I missed you.” He murmured, tangling his long fingers into your hair as he pressed his lips to yours.

 You smiled into the kiss, whispering against his lips, “I missed you, too.”

 And the smiles and laughs that overtook your features were bright and loud, despite the small tears that pricked in your eyes that he gently wiped away.

 “You owe me a Disney marathon,” you said, as he picked his suitcase up from the baggage claim.

 “Yeah, I had a feeling,” he grinned, entwining his fingers with yours.

 You smiled, squeezing his hand lightly. You could get used to this.

 [The stakes are high. The water’s rough. But this love is ours.]

Copyright Disclaimer:

All characters except for the reader and my OC’s (listedbelow) are the work of Haruichi Furudate(古館春一).This is not part of the canon work by any means. I do not claim ownership overthe characters or the Haikyuu storyline and plot. Without Furudate Sensei’swork, myself as well as many other writers are unable to create these stories.

 My OC’s:

Fukuhara Aneko(福原あねこ)

Hasegawa Sakura (長谷川さくら)

Emiko Etsudo (えつどうえみこ)

Tachibana Reina (橘れいな)

[cynicalrainbows]

This is super random, so feel free to ignore, but I want to know- What six queen do you relate to the most? Also, what's your favorite headcanon regarding each queen?

I love this ask so thank you for sending it! :3

Cathy for sure- or at least, to be more exact, Cathy is the queen I find it easiest to project myself onto, and the one I like to write and read for most. Just something about the high intelligence-low wisdom vibe she gives off, the feeling of being on the edge of the group, the way in which her experience with Henry would (I imagine) give her such anxiety around whether she REALLY has read the room right.

But then again, there’s also stuff for all the queens that I relate to HARD: for Catalina, the fear of being passed over, rejected and left out, for Anne the using-humour-to-cope, for Jane the stress and pressure of being the Mum-friend, for Anna the sensitivity over appearance and for Kitty.... ok, maybe there’s less with Kitty that I relate to but I still love her character a LOT!

As to headcanons....oh god I have so many! I don’t know if I could narrow it down to just ONE for each queen but I’ll do my best....

Catalina: She’s a massive fan of trash tv, Love Island and Married At First Sight in particular. She also has massive anxiety over the idea of being replaced. Very much the Mum-friend of the group- very gentle, very caring and you can absolutely tell she was a mother the longest. 

Anne: HEELYS! But also the idea that she’s NOT just entirely chaotic and careless and thoughtless, that she’s actually very caring and sensitive and good at looking out for and after people, in a way that helps THEM (not just ‘I’m going to make you feel better by making you do something that helps ME’)

Jane: She’s functionally illiterate. She’s working on it but it’s something she’s very sensitive about. (Also a massive fan of Love Island- she and Catalina watch it together religiously.) Oh, and the idea that she absolutely hero-worshipped Catalina to a slightly awkward degree when they all came back, like just completely idolised her and would do anything to be like her.

Anna: Just completely fits in with everyone, no matter who they are or what they’re doing, and gets on SO well with people. Her relationship with Anne is a mix of banter and chaos mixed with genuine care- sometimes when Jane and Kitty and Cathy and Catalina are together, she and Anne making a point of getting together and hanging out.

Kitty: She’s young, she’s vulnerable....but she’s not a literal child, she’s not even a young teenager, she’s an adult, if a young one. So she’s more capable and competent than people think. She and Cathy share an almost sisterly friendship. Also absolutely one of Jane’s main supports when it comes to covering up her literacy issues.

Cathy: My favourite. The very definition of high intelligence- low wisdom with an absolutely atrocious sleep schedule. Sort of like a cat, actually. High anxiety around reading the room, and easily overwhelmed when it comes to sensory stuff. Can and will eat an entire bowl of raw cookie dough if left to herself.

I’m sure there are more but these were the ones I thought up first- thank you for the question anon! x

[fluffnstuffjojos]

3Taro, Kakyoin, Josuke And Okuyasu with an S/O who just finished UC (college) applications? I just finished mine anD I AM HAPPY TO BE DONE WITH THOSE NIGHTMARES

OMg I remember the stress of just filling those things out, much less the waiting. Don’t worry though, dreams do come true! I got accepted to my dream school and I’m about to graduate from there! I’m sending out good vibes for all of your applications! Good luck Anon!

Jotaro

Jotaro knows how stressful the application process can be, having gone to fill them out himself. He’s going to be super proud of s/o for persevering and getting everything done. If s/o is stressed at all about their chances of being accepted to the college of their choice, he doesn’t hesitate to alleviate those worries. “They’d have to be blind and illiterate not to accept you,” he mutters, smiling as his words elicit a laugh. “Pretty soon all of this stress will be a distant memory when you’re walking to get your diploma,” he continues, pulling them in for a hug. He ends up taking them out to dinner to celebrate.

Kakyoin

Kakyoin was involved throughout the entire process, helping s/o organize papers and records for the schools they apply to. He even has a checklist where he crosses off all of the options they complete applications for. As he crosses off the last one after submitting the final piece of the application, s/o groans, backing away from the computer and rubbing their eyes. He comes up behind them, pulling them into his arms and nuzzling into their shoulder. “I’m so proud of you, love” he whispers softly, placing a sweet kiss to their cheek.

Josuke

Josuke is a very attentive boyfriend, he hovers during the whole process, periodically asking how it’s going. S/o honestly might have to send him away while they finish filling out applications; he’s sweet, but his constant presence and questions can be a little distracting. When they eventually come out to tell him they’re finished, he’s going to give them a big hug. “Good job, babe. You’re so smart I just know you’re gonna get into every single one of those schools,” he assures them, cupping their cheek before placing a soft kiss to their lips. He’s going to take them out for the night to shop, get dinner and watch a movie so they can both relax and forget about the stress. When they get their letters back, this romantic mess of a boy is waiting with a bouquet of flowers to congratulate them.

Okuyasu

Oku is a little clueless when it comes to college applications, but he’s going to be supportive the whole time. Like Josuke, he’s probably going to be a little hovery and s/o is going to need to distract him with a task like organizing papers. When they finish the last application, they look over to find him, his tongue is sticking out and he is focused intently on making sure all of the papers look perfect. “Oku, I’m done,” they say, laughing as he jumps up in excitement and nearly cries when he knocks the stack of papers off the table. “It’s fine Oku, I don’t need them right now,” they soothed, letting out a gasp as he pulls them in for a hug. “I’m proud of ya babe,” he murmurs, grinning like a goof. They end up relaxing at home and ordering food for delivery.  

[kingsuckjin]

Hey moon, i just read your post on how fanfic writing can be such a pressure. You know you're one of the first writers i read fanfics of and decided to open a tumblr account. Your writing is so good moon. I hope you know it. And i actually understand where you are coming from. Maybe not with writing but with other stuff that i love to do. I think it's only human nature that we feel like doing better that we did before. Fear of failure, rejection it gets everyone i believe. So i think it's okay that u feel like that? Like okay in the sense that i happens cause we're all humans and it's part of the struggle. Pretty shitty but that's just how it is. When i get overwhelmed i usually take some time off of everything and everyone. Like get in solitude type until i feel like i fixed myself enough to face the world again. Whatever it is that's making you feel so tired or guilty (which it shouldn't be) i hope you let yourself heal from it. Life is changing all the time, so even though if you feel like you can't do this anymore right now. Sometimes later you might get the enthusiasm back to do it again. And then it wouldn't matter if anyone is liking it or following it much or not. It'll be only about your happiness. I hope you find that soon moon. But attaining you inner peace is the first thing here.

Idk if what i'm trying to say made much sense. You don't have to reply. I just wanted you to know this. I hope you feel better soon. Sending positive vibes and good wishes. Take a virtual hug and stay blessed sweetheart. Love you tons ❤💜❤💜❤💜❤

Hey there love🖤 it made perfect sense. This is going to be a long one and I'm gonna put warnings Tw: sexual harassment, bad friends, mental health, name calling, bullying and just a lot of terrible things I've been through and me explaining why I just can't be here on this blog. I know I've said dome of it before but I'm telling you, you all really have no idea.

I don't know if it's as much burnout or guilt as this blog is becoming overwhelming and I'm not sure how to maintain it. Before I started writing is casually comment on fics and leave reviews and compliments, and sometimes writers wouldn't answer them and I felt like it was something I did or said or they just didn't care, I was a whole idiot then. Even when I started writing and began to kind of gain a following I said to myself “this is easy to reply to comments and messages and requests, I don't have to accidentally hurt anyone by not replying” and then I just kept growing and learned how dumb I was. I love the interaction, and I read it all, every comment, every ask, every message and I'm unbelievably grateful for it and I'm fully aware other writers lack it and need it (and to even say all of this makes me feel terrible, I also deal with the feeling that I don't deserve all the kindness and comments) like, other writers get little to no interaction but sometimes when you aren't at your best mentally it's hard to keep up with even the slightest amount of interaction with people and often times id take a break after putting out something that did well because it was a little overwhelming and I also didn't feel like I deserved it (good old imposter syndrome). I have so many friends I've made on here that don't do as well as I do but in my opinion are MUCH better writers. On the opposite end, I've also had “friends” on here that would talk to me only to ask me to reblog their fics. Idk that's the other end of it, you just don't know who to trust on here and who actually cares and wants to really be friends. Since I've announced that I'm leaving this blog it's really shown me who actually cares about me as a person and not only whatever little measly about of influence I can give and bring to others. So I just want away from it all.

My actual plan is to shut it down here on kingsuckjin and keep writing on my other blog where I have set up boundaries for limited personal interactions. I don't care about the likes or reblogs, I just don't want the tangled web of this blog anymore. This is a hobby and it should never be this deep, but I know it was my fault for making it this deep so now I'm just going to start again and just keep it as a hobby and not let it take over so much of my time. It's not that I don't have the willpower to write, I'll always write, it's what I love, I just don't have the willpower to deal with some of the toxic stuff and people that come along with it all when you're in too deep here.

It's all just draining, and that's not even counting the terrible and scarring asks I get telling me bad things that someone is going to do to you all and myself, you wouldn't believe the stuff I've gotten and that I know others close to me have gotten in their ask boxes. Some people say they don't get anon hate and it makes me so happy to hear them say that, I long for that, I know a lot of us do. But leaving this blog is like leaving a bad relationship. I see my peers get a wave of anon hate and I say “fuck, not this again, that makes me feel so bad”, I see a wave of fics being stolen and say the same thing, I see other writers bullying smaller ones and say the same thing, I see racist people, gatekeepers, people hating on olderpeople here, people scrutinizing others hard work, people hating on genders and sexualities. You know what one of my first asks was when I started? “You need to be using more commas, it's hard to read your fics and you look illiterate” and English isn't even my first language, it's not the language first learned, I didn't learn it until I started school. I'm not a professional writer I've had never claimed to be a good writer, I didn't ask for any “constructive criticism” or anyone's two cents and honestly some people just need to keep stuff to themselves.

I've seen too much shit and while I spent a lot of time fighting all sorts of shit on here because it feels right, but it gets me nowhere and nothing but being labeled as some sort of a problematic blog and I’ve been told by other writers “yeah, I blocked you because I don't want to see that problematic shit on my dash” after I was fucking bullied along with countless others by one group of people. You can imagine after taking all of this, everything I've mentioned so far, how someone could feel too drained and scared to interact with people on here.

I know blogs that don't get into stuff or talk about things like that and I'm definitely not saying they're wrong because I now have a blog that I do that on too. Tbh, sadly, I think that's where a chunk of my followers came from, not my fics but me saying something isn't right and it feels in a way that I've gained followers off of “drama” and that makes me a little sick. While not saying anything and ignoring problems on here might not be great and also ignoring it won't make it go away, neither will me getting all fighty and upset over it, that just hurts me. I just want things to be more shallow, I just want this to be just a hobby again.

Anyway, the point I suppose is that I just need to shut the hell up and keep this place as it's needed to be for me, a place for me to share my writing and that's all because it's what best for me mentally. While interaction and stuff is great and myself and other writers do love it, there can be a darker shadow that comes with it like asks that state gross shit in detail that they would do to me or all the hateful the comments on fics id have to delete. I've been stalked, sexually harassed, plain old harassed, bullied, manipulated, made fun of, blackmailed, backstabbed, lied about, exposed, yelled at, and called horrible names more than I've ever publically and openly ever shared with any of you on this blog and more times than I can count on two hands or even four. Some people are fuckin just... well, they're not good, and it's made me just a little bit bonkers as well. it could be manageable, any one or two or even three of these things I've listed could be manageable and enough to carry on, but it's been a lot to keep carrying with all of this built up over the past few years. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely love this place and how it brings people together and helps make changes and do so much good, but at the same time FUCK this place and I say that from the bottom of my soul. It's time for me to stand back away from it all and start again where I limit everything. I just wanna chill and write somewhere fresh and that's what I've been doing and I love it so much and I don't think if trade any about of followers, notes, popularity, or whatever else for it, that's not what it's about for me and if it is for someone else then that's okay, that's fine, as long as they're not hurting others to get it. I'm just saying I'm having a hard time engaging normally on here with everything else that's happening and has happened, it's just a me thing and I speak for no one else and it's nothing at all that all of my kind, supportive, loving, and talkative followers and moots have done.