Update we are now in sad miscommunication era and like it just sucks so much on both ends and (again) has me like
But it also has me slamming my head into a wall cause good God just t a l k t o e a c h o t h e r. Like I don't really have a place to talk cause if I was on either end I'd be avoiding shit like the plague so like I get it. I wouldn't wanna talk to my best friend I'd convinced myself I was using but still-
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stayed up late to play splatoon with my little sister who's on a horrible sleeping schedule rn and when I went to lay down in bed my joint pain and finger mobility suddenly felt so weird I couldn't control my hand (real) and I had a panic attack instantly thinking I wss having a stroke (not real) 😑 90% of the panic attacks I've had this year happened like as soon as I laid down to go to sleep. don't even know how to prevent it other then literally don't stop sleeping and napping in case you accidentally go over 12 hours of being awake and start to decline mentally. lying on back is the worst for anxiety even on a good day I can't stay like that without getting anxious for no reason and lying on my stomach is my preferred position but I can feel my heartbeat too much like that T_T and side isn't good either because I always have to switch and then I get scared.. not to mention how one side is going to feel uneven and make me think it's finally happening...
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awesome things about the second July drop for the lost:
- ano full body and weird ass weapon kit reveal
- Lore conveyed through metaphor
- first legit action sequence in the comic
- lots of fun playing with panels and layout and shit
- The Stories finally connect to each other
Painful™ things about the second July drop for the lost:
- all of that except the lore is on only two (2) of the pages
- there are 30 panels overall in this drop
- 22 of them are on those 2 pages
- half of the ones not on those pages feature closeups of hands. in very specific poses. from the back
- half of the ones ON THOSE PAGES also feature either hand closeups or crazy poses that ive never drawn from the angles i want them to be in before
- i have 13 days to do 4 full 800x3400px pages
- kill me
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shit we get our teeth drilled tomorrow???? aw :(
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Hey! This is my first time asking for any requests but could you do a nsfw where the reader has only had a few sex experiences but like kinda negative ones and is the first time where she actually does it with someone who cares for her? Like fluff and everything with Rafe. I'm obsessed with your account btw 😭🫶🫶
love love love soft fluffy rafe!! this fic will be up tomorrow ❤️
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im going to go to my first monthly meeting for transgender folks in the area tomorrow and im
i know im nOT THE BEST AT TALKING, but god i HOPE.. IT GOES WELL.. i need some sense of community because i dont think ill continue to survive talking exclusively to cis straight religious appalachian country folks every fucking day if i dont catch my breath soon holy shit
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julian talking to himself at work. but now with idan papoosed to him the whole shift it's slightly less weird. "should we send the ear abscess or the depressed fracture to the CT first?" "ammmm." "we may only have time for one. unless the backup generator got fixed like it was supposed to, but I would probably have seen the repairmen come by." "a. aaa" "well, you're right, if we were in the federation we'd do the fracture first, to be sure, but we can really only do something about the abscess here... best to image that and save the dent popping for tomorrow..."
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