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came home and our petsitter had left US a handmade collaged thank you card w an attached giftcard, for supporting her business and being a good tipper and trusting her w our pets it was literally so sweet and so unnecessary omg
#she’s wonderful she does such a good job w our little guys#goose is a good dog w lots of training#he’s just. also 85 lbs and has some quirks and we live in an apartment so taking him out to potty is an ordeal#and you gotta be on a swivel for approaching dogs#and our kitty is a shy girl w some separation anxiety#thankfully kitty LOVES this petsitter#everytime i’ve hired her i get videos of the cat purring and playing and climbing her cat tree#the first few sitters we hired never so much as saw kitty bc she was hiding so much#and goose loves everyone#but he’s big and excitable and not everyone knows all the cues he’s trained to do so ya know#it’s a big ask to have people watch them#and she just always goes so above and beyond#she literally was mopping the floors bc goose was tracking in mud#so unnecessary and nice#i can’t believe we found her on rover of all places too lol#so happy to be able to pay her off of rover so she gets the full amount#i’m an anxious pet haver i think#in that IM willing to care for challenging creatures but asking others to take on that job is really stressful#and she always says ours are the easiest of the week LOL#idk if that’s true but hearing it makes it so much easier to be present when we are out of town#idk just feeling lucky :-)#leaving them w a sitter was the most anxiety provoking nightmare ever before we found her so the relief is unreal#personal
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Simply just curious! (and when i say old art, say like... 3-5+ years old)
#i usually leave old art up bc im big on archiving#and i think it's kind of neat when u leave old art up u can see how u improved over the years as well#and it can also serve as a point of motivation as well when ppl see other artists also evolving over the yrs!!#but i wont lie sometimes i get a lil shy and prune some old stuff LMFAO
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really like the energy in this wip so far
#im realizing ive always drawn kato with a very placid expression. i tend to shy away from painting people with strong expressions#but hes a very short-tempered and sharp spoken person. hes always been an aggressive person but he lashes out more#bc he now lacks the ability to back up his emotions with actual power.#like when elijah died under eryns command; kato was so mad he truly would have tried to kill eryn had he the opportunity.#but 1. he didnt. and 2. he knows hes too weak now to get it done. this frustrates him to no end.#this is why all the fight leaves him when - of all things - elijah comes home practically unscathed.#ghostpost#wip
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nervous to share this bc i don't know the jwcc fandom's feelings on ocs but um. yeah im incapable of keeping my insanity to myself so this is robin
they meet the camp fam on the first visit to main street, making a dramatic entrance by beating off rexy with a big stick and yelling a lot :-) (probably idk. subject to change)
she's a junior motorsports racer, at Jurassic World to test/display the gyrospheres for racing (untapped potential, guys) but gets caught in a dino stampede upon escape/shutdown so she misses the evac.
big music girlie also but she's reserved abt it for reasons that would make this post too long. oh yeah they're half italian also. hence the. italian


have a lot more to figure out about her but ough. the brain. wworms.. .
#seven is a crowd au#hyping myself up to post this instead of leaving it to rot in my drafts bc whose permission am i waiting for???#jwcc oc#jwcc#camp cretaceous#my art#oc intro post#jwcc robin#robin marchetti#surprisingly for me her name doesnt ave any deep meaning#i was just like hey baby sites whas smth vaguely gn. no3 robin? epic les go. andd smth italian#AAA OK IM POSTING#why am i so shy abt this im usually xtra chill bt oc posting 😭😭
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lifes so hard when ur a guy who loves singing w their whole chest but you have pretty much nowhere to do so
#'rama theres karaoke bars if u cant find just isolated areas' im SHY#and what karaoke things gonna have i miss the mountains from next to normal.#leave me alone#its sooo rare to not have anyone home bc i live w like 6 ppl#hello rama fans... do u remember my concerts... do u miss them...#soapte
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THE CLOVERS
Finally making a post to lore dump about my silly little fed ocs lets gooo
The nickname for this unoffical squad of three in the Federal Army of Chorus, “the Clovers” comes from a joke about the three of them being not-quite-lucky, due to a combination of both really good and really bad luck (think along the lines of…. You trip and fell down a flight of stairs, but because you tripped, you weren’t in the blastzone of a grenade- that kind of bullshit). Their unusual luck lead to a joke about how three leaf clovers aren’t generally considered lucky, and since its hard to call their particular brand of luck “good”, it stuck.
Despite their peculiar luck, the Clovers must be somewhat decent soldiers, as they’ve worked with Locus on several occasions. Or he’s just good enough to not be hindered by their luck. It’s hard to say.
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Necoda “Neko” Micce : he/they - standard infantry/scout - the ‘Black Cat’ of the Clovers - Neko has a bit of a reputation for being a troublemaker and a bit of an enigma. He rarely gives a straight answer to personal questions, and often blatantly lies if asked directly about his past. They tell the truth regarding missions, at least, but the inability to take themselves seriously for longer than 10 seconds makes Neko quite the pain in the ass to most of the FAC’s officers. Fast, clever and unusually flexible, Neko’s got a slight problem with sticky fingers and a mischievous streak that makes them few friends within the army— but to the few friends they do have, Neko is intensely loyal.
Anton Pavoz : he/him - standard infantry/heavy weapon specialist (eventually) - the ‘Ladybug’ of the Clovers - Anton comes from a military family on both his mother and his father’s side, so joining the Federal Army of Chorus was an easy decision for him to make as soon as he was able to— even if his mother was one of the military rank officials who fled Chorus when the civil war started to take a turn for the worse. Anton’s stubborn nature and the sheer fact that he has never known another home other than Chorus led to him staying behind to fight. A romantic at heart, Anton wants to assume the best intentions and the best of people when he can, although the current state of Chorus makes it… difficult.
Ivia Soares : she/her - medic - the ‘Rabbit’ of the Clovers - Raised by her single survivalist father, Ivia grew up on camping trips out into the wilds of Chorus, learning how to take care of herself in the ‘inevitable fall of society’. While she never quite bought the mentality behind it, the camping trips instilled a love for the untamed parts of Chorus that lead to Ivia’s fascination and desire to learn more about the wildlife of her home. She had started university to hone that love into skill with degrees in veterinary sciences, xenobiology and zoology when her father’s death as a civilian causality in one of the New Republic’s “protests” turned her sights towards the Federal Army of Chorus instead. She still maintains her fluency in Portuguese, her father’s native language, as a way of keeping him close.
Bonus: rough heights, another version of their faces and a doodle page
#whats this? oc lore post? yippee!#my art#batsy art#rvb oc#rvb oc: the clovers#necoda ‘neko’ micce#anton pavoz#ivia soares#theyre my blorbos ur honor#spinning them in my head 24/7#i have…so much of them i wanna rattle off about but im like NO gotta save some of it for posting with art#like i COULD elaborate on why locus has worked with them bc i Know the reasoning#or i could leave it mysterious for now and do art for pre redsnwash clovers and locus#so like#>:3c#ive got canon blorbo art i wanna finish first BUT im like… ive had these pieces of them done for a hot minute i just kept getting shy#but my brain isnt awake enough to hesitate now so BOOM#oc be upon thee and all that
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𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 "𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮" 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮?
i love you, i've always loved you, i will always love you
it's commitment, it's devotion, it goes often without saying, but is felt nonetheless. it's accepting that you would travel to hell and back for them if they asked and knowing that they would do the same for you. it's an old ache, long after they've burrowed deep into your chest and settled there like a weight- grounding, an anchor point. even when you're apart, you can still feel the shape of them, it's like phantom pain. neither of you can help but succumb to the other's gravity, yet neither of you fear the collision. it means that you trust them, that they make you feel safe, that they feel like home.
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Tagging: WINKS WITH BOTH EYES you
#✧II headcanons: rover;#(grips rover)#(how many times did you meet people like this and had to leave them in all your cycles I need to know)#(feel free to consider this a tag bc im still a bit shy in tagging people djdfks)
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✿ + karin 😈
PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP. @shegore, accepting.
bold for things i could definitely see or want; italics for things i could see or am unsure of; striked-out for things i don’t want or cannot see.
FRIENDSHIP. childhood friends / work buddies or coworkers / family friends / friends with benefits / smoking buddies / adventure buddies / fake friends / recently friends / party buddies / friendship of need / dying friendship / circumstantial friendship / partners in crime / old friendship / [your muse] is the good influence / [your muse] is the bad influence / [my muse] is the good influence / [my muse] is the bad influence / opposites attract / ride or die / frenemies / roommates or flatmates / penpals / exes to friends / enemies to friends / other
ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / [your muse is mines] childhood crush / [my muse is yours] childhood crush / exes / exes to lovers / forbidden lovers / highschool sweethearts / secret relationship / opposites attract / long distance / unrequited [from your muses side] / unrequited [from my muses side] / unrequited [from both sides] / skinny love / friends to lovers / enemies to lovers / spurious relationship / power couple / newly entered / soulmates [metaphorical] / soulmates [literal] / awkward / turning toxic / toxic love / cheating [on your muse] / cheating [with your muse] / other
FAMILIAL. siblings [half] / siblings [step] / [my muse] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure / [my muse] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse / [my muse] is a parental figure to yours / [my muse] is a child figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / adoptive child / foster child / [your muse] is taken under mines wing / [my muse] is taken under yours wing / other
ANTAGONISTIC. dangerous to each other / dangerous to others / unpredictable / rivals / petty / developing into sexual or romantic tension / based off family matters / based of off circumstance / based of professional matters / based off misunderstanding or lies / conflict of ideology / betrayal / hero - villain dynamic / enemies / fight club / friends turned enemies / lovers turned enemies / exes turned enemies / other
#shegore#i was looking for stuff 2 reply to and i saw this in my inbox... Can you log in and write me a starter now please#ive worked so hard... </3#i turned on sakuras playlist and thought so heavily about this#ok i wrote these tags before i actually did the meme but i alr know im gonna put a lot of thought into it so im preempting myself#bcs i like writing some tags before i finish the post#Ok im back. let me give u my thoughts now#so some of these r just like . It objectively makes sense to me if i think about it for 2 seconds#n im not gonna mention those .instead i wanna talk about the ones i think make sense for OUR portrayals ...#so we've already talked about the type of dynamic sakukarin have#Sakuras a good influence on karin just on the basis that she'd make herself a permanent figure in her life#oh karins not leaving her apt shes focused on her work? Sorry sakuras knocking on her door until shes being let in#shes taking plates out and theyre gonna eat this food while its hot . nd no sakura wont talk about how she does the same shit karin does#it was just her birthday a month ago shes allowed to be annoying#fwbs i think 4 them would just be fun. sakuras like i have a free time slot between 3 and 5 can you take your clothes off 4 science#i italicized the unrequited from sakuras part NOT because i want it to happen. but bcs i think it could#sakuras the type to catch feelings and then get her feelings hurt. thats just sth she does becos shes generally not super nice to herself#this wouldnt even have to have anyth to do w karin mind you. sakura would get a crush nd then break her own heart#before karin even noticed sakura liked her. LMFAO#4 antagonistic i crossed out rivals because i just dont see it for them. 2 me its moreso that they complement eachother#y should 2 bad bitches be in competition etc etc etc#god im so good at filling these out when i dont have to be shy about suggesting sth . IDUWHILDWHIUDHWLIUGH#i cant remember how i tagged these....#OOC.#but also i love how you specified karin like this isn't a solo blog
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#aaugh putting this in tags because im shy but. little reminder that i will answer asks/questions about what the hell im on about in my#isat drawings and the rambles i leave in the tags. i am however like a vampire in that i must be invited to do so first#this ALSO counts for Nohats. Theres a bunch of nohats stuff that hasnt been posted abt bc sam and i have no idea how to execute on it but#yeah im not. used to being in active fanbases so i feel rude just yellin about AUs and headcanons!!! augh!!! but i want to make it#very clear that i very expressly make fanworks with the intent that other people can chew on them and build upon them. so. if i look like#i have more info or thoughts and youd want them. youll probably have to ask since just putting it out there feels presumptive to meee yowch#ill also just answer asks in general . the only reason i dont appear talkative is bc i dont wanna look presumptive and rude LOL#lucabytetalks
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Childe riding Scara's strap with his hands tied behind his back while Scara looks completely unbothered listening to his lover's whimpers and desperate moans while reading a book. Childe is overstimulated and his hips are aching from all the grinding; he hasn't been touched by the other since the start and seeing him so bored even when he's being slowly tortured like that is so frustrating. He wants to be touched and have his little performance appreciated by Scara so he starts begging, crying and saying he can't cum anymore and shamelessly begging some more until Scara snaps from all that unnecessary noisy and throws his book to the side to turn Childe around, burying his face in the mattress and fucks him until he finally shuts up <3
#scara doesn't take care of childe after just bc he was that annoying and just leaves him there the whole night#not even untying him#but childe is too tired to even ask for it#i never wrote anything this specific bc im shy but this scenario hasnt left my head so#oh god im so embarrassed#chiscara#mine
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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thinking about the fact that i was so socially awkward as a teen that the school wanted to me out of class to attend "social skills classes" once a week (to which i attended one and demanded i be removed from the program cuz it was just me and about a dozen equally uncomfortable probably-autistic kids who also probably did not want to be there, being forced to do icebreaker activities by deeply condescending special education teachers)
how did i not receive an autism diagnosis til i was nearly an adult and specifically advocated for myself to be taken to a professional to get checked out for autism and adhd???
#eliot posts#i'm really curious whose call it was to put me in there#it wasn't my parents because my mother was Outraged that her kid got put in a special ed type class and signed the papers so i could leave#so like. what teacher made that call.#and what exactly sparked that#was it my general being a loner or was there An Incident#i don't remember exactly what grade i was in. probably 8th or 9th?#so still kind of stuck in my ''convinced myself i was just Better than my peers and that's why i didn't have many friends'' phase#following that was a phase where i got over myself but was kinda just shy#and then a phase where i went okay fuck it we ball and acted weird but in a way intended to be funny#that annoyed some people but some people enjoyed. by then i figured ''eh i aint seeing most of these ppl ever again after graduation''#i had some friends in high school bc of marching band but they were all in different grades than me#tho even then i was only close w like 2 of them and the rest all seemed closer to each other than to me#edit: dug through my blog and it was 7th grade (yeah ive been on here that long)#so this was before i even had my marching band friends. but probably after my singular friend from elementary school moved away?#i forget if he left in 6th or 7th grade#(im still friends with that friend. he's great we love him)
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how to fuck am i supposed to get over my crush when everytime i spend time w him and look at him i feel Weird and Fluttery
#today was a nice day#also unrelated but i forgot my umbrella in the rental car and now im rlly mad at myself 🤠🤠#i txted my friend abt it when i realized and she saw my txt too late bc i was too shy to call even tho i probs should have and ughhhhhh#now i probably have to pay the car rental service 25€ to get my umbrella back 🥲🥲 yipee (cries)#if the umbrella didn't have sentimental value to me i'd just leave it but i rlly like it + it was a gift from my mom + it's durable 😭#my posts
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#im asking bc im not sure if you guys would be interested in meeting me a bit more.#i was thinking about it since i just draw something; slap it here and run away. only come back to read silly tags you leave me with#kind of lurking here#you guys have to believe me i'm in fact very shy about posting my art here#i'd love to share some stories and drawings of my ocs tbh...
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#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be#like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now#maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy#im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when#im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck#but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak#thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just#wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive#been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work#my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes#and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over#the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and#talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place.#could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it#so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree#inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im#glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of#couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot#unrelated#its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment#and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i#dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it
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wait what ever happened with zipline boy?
hehe he’s still v much on the roster, we talk casually throughout the week and i will be seeing him again in hawaii next month 🤭
#bratkook.exe#we hung out last time but he said he felt a little shy bc i was obvi with my friend#but this time im going with a really big group so ill be able to wander off#without leaving anyone alone#but im excited to see him!#bc he’s cute and has long hair that i just wanna pull ahhhhhh!!!
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