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Day 1 Viktober: Toy Boat
It was the first thing he woke up to, and the last thing he expected. Hell, it was in pieces when he last saw it, from when the one day, he dismantled it in anger. Yet the little toy boat in nearly all its glory sat perfectly content right there on his desk, as intact as the day he packed it into some of his bags and ran away. Even if Viktor could tell that, it wasn't his work that put it back together again. He could tell some of the more damaged plating had been replaced, with little bits of bronze and other pieces of scrap metal intricately worked in where the exterior otherwise would've missed gaps thanks to Viktor's frustrated dismantling of the thing. There were parts of the boat that he didn't remember being there originally, and parts where the originals simply went missing over the years.
A part of him was actually impressed in his bafflement as he stared at it, inspecting every single little inch of the toy as if it was one of his more advanced creations. He didn't dare pick it up, he wanted to resist the urge, but eventually it wasn't long until it sat, cradled in a metal hand, spinning one of the rutters tentatively with a finger. How did he or whoever was responsible for this, even get the parts? He thought he threw them out. Yet here he is, staring at one of his oldest creations, in awe with it just as when he was when he first finished it as a young boy. Viktor was simply at a loss for words over it as he stared and rotated the little boat around in his hand to stare even more at the craftsmanship. It was about as big as his hand now, resting in his palm as he tipped it up a little to see that even the horn and the little balcony, they were still there. He wondered if it still worked.
But first, he wanted to know where it even came from and how his toy boat all the sudden came to be gingerly sat up on his desk so that it was right in his face the moment he woke up from his sleep. Yet, he couldn't come to any conclusion as to how, until he looked over in the corner of the house by the windowsill. Viktor wanted to know if she was still there, but, it wasn't long until that question answered itself. He couldn't see the girl by the windowsill, but he could hear her, tinkering away at, something, somewhere his desk. A groggy scan through of the lab provided nothing, it was as if she had disappeared like a ghost, even when he could sense her presence. Viktor knew she was small but surely not so small as to be practically invisible. It wasn't until he leaned over his desk to look at the other side, however, that he got his answer. There she was, the child. A small, dark skinned little thing safe for the thick web like patches of buckskin coloured skin that took up half her form, hidden from his angle even further with a head of messy dark brown hair. Her mismatched eyes more intent on the little metal bird in her hands that she had been tinkering with than the man leaned over the desk, regarding her with golden eyes. That was at least until the youngster eventually figured out she was being watched, and gradually, tilted up her head to stare back at him with big eyes as he carefully came to cradle the boat in both hands.
“Did you- Build this?”
He asked pensively with a soft nod towards the boat, as if gesturing to it. His demeanour was calm yet stern, hiding his astonishment. As if the adolescents' eyes weren't big enough already, they were almost as big as saucers as he spoke.
Though out of fear or surprise Viktor couldn't discern all that well as of yet. He could try as hard as he could but Einin overall was never quite the easiest to read, especially for one who spoke best the language of silence. The silence between them was thick but, when wasn't it? There's always been quiet around them yet, it wasn't a tense one. Instead, he got his answer as Einin slowly put her things down and signed in response. Through what little Viktor could understand from the sign language, he got his confirmation.
I fixed it, yes.
Einin signed slowly. Her head tilted to the side a little to regard him better with her natural eye as he put the boat down, handling it still like a fragile arte fact that could break in his hands at any moment now, too afraid to damage it.
“Why?”
He mused softly, wondering out loud more than actually asking the question. To which, the adolescent's lips parted and after a long moment of contemplation, she finally spoke in a voice soft and light but raspy, tinted in an accent much the same as his.
“- I couldn't bear to see it broken apart. So I fixed it for you.”
“It’s pretty…”
She uttered quietly in a voice barely used as she picked up her tools and contraption, tilting her head down timidly to resume her work. There was something child-like in that response, that made him think even more of himself when he was a boy in the sheer flustered timidity of it. Overall, it wasn't long until slowly, his more calm yet aloof exterior gave way and he couldn't fight the urge to smile anymore. Just this once.
A small, nostalgic yet melancholic smile tugged at the corners of his face as he gave a soft sigh. His tall, large frame receded back over the desk as he sat back down, crossing his arms over the expanse of metal and wood as he rested his chin in his arms, playing once again, with one the boat rutters in thought.
“-Thank you… I never thought I’d be able to see it again.”
#viktober#toy boat#arcane fandom#viktor#arcane viktor#viktor arcane#arcane fanfiction#arcane fanfic#viktor lol#lol viktor#arcane#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#arcane oc#SORRY I'M LATE#BUT I HAVE FINALLY SURFACED#And I bring indulgant trash#Also#Everyone say hello to my bastard~(affectionate)#Her name's Einin#She's gonna be around for a while lol#Spotify
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FORGETTABLE-AU (page 82-85)
THAT LAZYBONES!!
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#So sorry it took me almost 2 weeks to post these#I was busy irl but ALSO I had too much fun doing extra art and forgot to work on these for like 3 days lmao#NOW THIS TIME I DO HAVE SOME THING TO SAY#YAY RIVERPERSON! SO MANY PEOPLE GUESSED CORRECTLY!#It wasn't that hard#We know Papyrus knows the river person#are they friends? idk BUT I PERSONALLY THINK THEY ARE#I just LOVEEE looking at the dialogue and making connections#I referenced one of the lines from the river person here...sometimes they'll ask you if you know any game you can play with a dog...#They said they were “asking for a friend...”#And I couldn't help but think about Papyrus' problem with the annoying dog LMAO#+ Papyrus seems very excited to know if the river person is there when you call him nearby that area#Okay so... now ...some comic thing that I made up but also didn't...#“FLOWEY DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE RIVER PERSON IS?”#okay so...#I feel like#It's not very common for them to be there...#When talking with Undyne around that area it's kind of *unclear* if she knows about the river person being there....#She tells you about the river connecting different areas and that you should “jump in”#She then clarifies that's the only thing they got for public transport#AND LIKE? It's unclear if she's telling you to jump in the boat (OR IF SHE KNOWS THERE'S SOMEONE WITH A BOAT) or is she's literally telling#you to jump in the river?????#Anyways...so...that's that#HEHE Flowey and Papyrus finally arrived at the house! WOHOO#Sans is too lazy to bring his old stuff to the surface! (or does he still think he'll end up back in the underground eventually?)#undertale#undertale comic#forgettable-au-comic#papyrus#flowey
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Posting a sneak-peak of this now because I'm about to be In The Shit school workload-wise, so this'll take me a while to finish.
Doing some character design exploration/expression sheets for Celestia and Luna. Figuring out Celestia's weird ass anatomy while I'm at it.
#mlp#celestia#fanart#my art#wip#the grand galloping 20s#delete later#look at me fucking smart guy signed up for 4 art classes in one quarter#so now i have 4 concurrent art/film/creative writing projects going on at the same fucking time#taking bets on how fast i burn out#anyways the idea behind the faces is the front face is the surface. it displays whatever emotions celestia intends when she's in control.#the two side faces––sadness and anger––are sides of her she has less control over. i drew all 3 faces active for the exploration#but in reality only 1 is active at a time. the others will either close their eyes or go catatonic like a puppet or doll#the final face on the back of the head is the deep subconscious. every ugly and violent and hateful thought and emotion#that lies buried under the surface. celestia has no control over that side of her. if she ever wakes
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He’s bragging about how things went at the PTA meeting. Very classy, very mindful, very demure.
#okay this might be a repost because I cannot for the life of me figure out if i posted this before#like i was trying to search all my tag and couldnt find this and i was like…. did I not post this???#Anyways this is my underfell Papyrus#he’s on the surface and has major goofy silly dad vibes#His underground was still a tough and difficult place but likely not as cruel as most Underfell AUs#Like yes he had to be mean and he had to hurt others to maintain respect#but now that he’s on the surface he doesn’t have to put on a tough guy act#He can finally explore what he truly wants to do and become#so he’s into designing clothes#loves uniforms but overall enjoys creating clothes for himself and those who are close to him for various events#Papyrus#Papyrus au#papyrus with more fangs#Underfell#underfell au#underfell papyrus#underfell!Papyrus#my art#a-snowpoff#my oc art
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Why would you—That's not—I just wanted to ask for help, why did you have to go and make it awkward???
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#xue yang#Its such a relief to not have to draw so many characters once again.#Redrawing the specific font from the English translated mdzs books was surprisingly fun!#Maybe I'm alone in this...but I think characters switching to a different font of speech for *emphasis* is peak comedy#you can't communicate voice changes of sound very well in non audio forms so this is the best I can do.#Anyways...rip Xue Yang. You finally meet your idol and he brushes you off#Rather— he doesn't live up to the expectations you built in your head#Kind of an on going issue there Jester (I refuse to call him king or sir)#XY is constantly making people out to be the versions he needed them to be to feel justified in his actions#but struggles to pivot when confronted with the fact that these ppl are *more* than just one surface reading!#wwx doesn't actually think xy is flirting. He's just tired of all the fake fans + wants to get out of this convo.#button mashing the A button to skip the unskippable cutscene#Lan Wangji is in the next comic btw. I've missed him dearly. I'm sorry he's been gone so long </3#edit: poorly spelt MDZS strikes again. This is why I need more time to write my comics. So I can actually proofread B*(#edit2: I cast 'Power of Technology' and fixed my error. Everyone reblog this version instead please
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so i finally cleared prometheus on 32!
(and now i can get round to testing out the other weapons bc i unlocked eos' torches and then never looked back)
#chronos was fucking easy to clear did that months ago#but god did it take me forever to work my way through the surface#kept at it though bc back in the original hades early access i cleared on 8 and 16 (or what became 8 and 16 anyway)#(the heat totals used to be higher bc it used to max out at 140 - i wanna say it was like 20/60/120 or something like that?)#but regardless i managed the first two tiers when lernie was the final boss#but never managed much higher before the full game came out#and even once that happened i think my record is 27#and im continually mildly irritated i didn't get that last statue when getting that last statue was objectively easier#so this time i was not waiting around! i dunno when the next major update is coming out but i know it's soon#and fuck doing that boss (probably atlas) on 32 goddamn fear#(god bless the chronic illness kicking my ass this year? have an art piece i've been working on literally since the game came out)#(really excited to finish it)#(but it has been much easier lately to play hades in bed than to draw hades stuff which requires my desk)#hades 2#hades sgg#supergiant games#melinoe
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JONATHAN PRICE » BRAVO SIX cr: John Price
GAZ ✖︎ GHOST ✖︎ SOAP ✖︎ BRAVO SIX
#captain john price#john price#blog resources#i am ranting in my tags now#thank art school for this#idk man when i look into jp's character#wanted to portray the anger he has#bc he is a very angry man barely hidden with his bold confidence and swagger#like he walks a tight rope always one second away from snapping. its brimming under the surface#and when he does finally snap those under his ire suffer the consequences#like i see#ghost as a frigid glacier#gaz a crystalline lake#soap the rapids#but John is a riptide. under current#they always warn you about them and you never listen (blinded by warm waters and the prospect of riding the waves)#until youre dragged out to the open sea#algid. acrimonious. all-encompassing. you should have known better than to play him and now you're left with nothing#but the knowledge that your time has coming
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— you're somebody else, flora cash
↳ @sceosource day 3
#scottmccalledit#theoraekenedit#sceoedit#teenwolfedit#twedit#sceoweekend2024#scottmccallweek24#dailyreblogs#useroptional#chewieblog#fantasysource#filmtv#tvedit#scott mccall#theo raeken#sceo#teen wolf#mygifs#adding spike's thoughts from our dms because i liked them:#i love love love the way this set addresses how scott and theo change after the murder#in some ways theo's changes only really start when he comes back from the dreamscape and sees that scott isn't cowed to silence by him anym#it's finally sinking in how much he lost when he destroyed his relationship with scott--the best part of his beating heart#and he realizes how he genuinely wants to help scott#theo would also know better than anyone what's underneath scott's surface#he looks and talks like a confident even optimistic leader but underneath he's despairingly resigned to his own death#which theo once exacerbated--'this is what you do'--a conviction scott seems to have internalized#but now theo wants scott to know he's not alone--that he doesn't deserve to die#and one day#when he's older#scott will finally see that
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How is your hand doing? Is it still bleeding, at all?
#This is a bit of an unusual one i think#I couldnt get it off my mind.#Short one also. like a certain someone... /j#Its sweet. that they sent an ask to check on it. I wouldve never thought of that.#Plus it definitely shows him that you care more than barely surface level. Which fits into the whole “drill it into him” thing-#i want.#every time he asks something along those lines. and you answer to tell him you care. he gets it a little more.#If you go back in YGM! his behavior towards you is different and out of everything thats changed#that goal has stayed the same throughout everything#His shift in behavior as you talk to him and build a relationship#you have no idea how crazy i am about this if the tags paragraph wasnt a very small peek into it#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#i think drawing hands has finally clicked for me while i was working out the first hand pose on paper#obviously the paper sketch looks a little better cause of ygms style but YYIIPPEESS i think i am Starting To Get It !#Woawie youre all done for when i get hands down better
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jaheira please im trying to have a serious conversation
#my girl back there getting wasted#🤣#i FINALLY got to see the epilogue!!!!#but my comp is busted so i had to downgrade to my old pc which means poorer quality screenshots 😭#granted it is on my durge playthrough and she didn’t romance halsin but its still so sweet ❤️#it really felt like a missed connection type of reunion with halsin#like my durge is very happy with astarion but seeing halsin again definitely brought some unresolved feelings to the surface#she may have spent the party flirting and hugging halsin more than anyone else#i wish i had more characters at end game - i desperately need to see a romanced halsin ending with my druid#hopefully i can play more this weekend 🤞#halsin#halsin bg3#bg3#bg3 epilogue#jaheira#jaheira bg3
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If you haven't seen my shop recently, there have been a few new additions, as well as restocks of older things! If you're outside the UK now's a great time to get ahead of the end-of-year post. And yes, there are discounts available...
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#final fantasy xiv#illustration#surface pattern design#stationery#i don't really love joining in with all the advertising that goes on this time of year#but i need to live too and i do think i have some cool stuff to offer#very grateful for everyone's support and understanding ♥
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when someone comes out of episode 31 and 32 still believing nanami is in love with touga
#this reaction series i'm watching has really gone downhill. used to be some pretty good analysis for a first watch#but then he hit episode 30 and immediately began having the most basic surface level (wrong) interpretations of literally everything#his read of utena and akio's relationship especially make me want to bang my head against the wall#(but that's maybe just because i'm particularly insane about that part of the show)#he keeps talking about how young the characters are and even has a running bit about how old akio may or may not be#but he refuses to call anything abuse. it's all just “they're sleeping together” and “hehe they kissed” SHUT UPPPPP#i am. scared for 33 next week. his audience has apparently been hyping it up as some grand epic finale to the arc too#hope it hits him really hard and snaps him out of whatever the hell it is he's been thinking lately. i hope it makes him cry#bad takes#m
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have yall seen kitbull? like that one short with the pit bull in the fighting ring and the little kitten and they become friends but everyone thinks the dog is really mean until they get a deeper look at gina bf see he’s just scared, and the cat never leaves his side no matter what because the cat loves the dog and sees its inner beauty that no one else does?
that’s johnny and dally in my head idk
#dally reminds me of a pitbull#they’re usually bred to be violent and mean so they can fight for people’s cruel satisfaction#they’re never born that way-they become that way through their owners#much like dally who was probably so bruised and battered by not just his parents but society as a whole#so he naturally lashes out now and people just assume he’s violent and cruel for no reason when underneath is a terrified teenager#who wasn’t raised in the environment a kid should’ve been raised in#and then you have johnny who gained his street smarts by basically being a street rat his whole life#he meets dally and there’s an instant connection even if johnny is really terrified of him at first (which i believe he was)#but then after a while johnnys the only one who bothers to look below the surface and expose that scared boy#that scared boy who probably screamed for his mom when he got shot by the cops#that terrified boy who finally cried once the only one he felt safe around left him just like everyone else#the terrified boy who probably cries more than he lets on and who’s only outlet is crime because he gets attention for it#he didn’t get any attention growing up so crime and being recognized in the public and being in the newspaper and having that criminal#<-record makes up for all that lost attention#woof that’s a rant#anyway#the outsiders#johnny cade#dallas winston
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SOCIETY KEEPS KILLING ONE OF THEM BCS THEIR FRIENDSHIP WOULD BE INCAPABLE FOR GALAXIES TO HANDLE !!!!!
#theyre actually the same height but cliffjumper's pedes are made for climbing leaping causing pain to others#so he has spikes that sheath and unsheath from the soles and he keeps them out pretty much all the time which gives him height#fuzzy fat bumblebee and ANT#cliffjumper#i want cliffjumper sounds just like Miss SecondOpinionson but monotone & says everything like it's a fact#he keeps a permanent judgemental and suspicious expression and will tell you all of his surface level judgement of u#which js A Lot as he is Very observant and skeptical of Everything#mirage loves him bcs he doesnt play nice. he tells u how he sees it when he sees it#meanwhile bee is mewing from the amount of hatred secretly boiling inside him & is constantly changing himself for others#when they have time to reunite as old best friends .. the girlies have fun which means cliff is smiling for once & bee is not#everybody feels bad for bee when they see this bcs they think cliff is boring him or something & ruining his good mood#but actually bee is having the time of his life venting finally abt all his 'mean thoughts' which are just His thoughts but he cant say that#and cliff loves violence & is uncomfortable with social etiquette upkeep so of course hes indulging#i need the world to stop pitting my girlbosses against each other like just get creative with their designs lol#characters can have depth without merging personalities together into 1 and killing off the other half to cover up ur stealing lol#bee def has anger issues too but it's an after effect from his overthinking backfiring#while cliff has anger issues that flares b4 actions due to not wanting to think in favor of pure Doing#i think they are lovely foils which should be explored and can be done rlly interestingly if they were friends#who keep getting pit against each other by life but refuse to lose that friendship .. it's just a little cracked now.. & keeps cracking#bumblebee#transformers#maccadam
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I loved this episode addressing Millie and how she feels sometimes in her relationship with Moxxie. It a plot line I feel will come again in later episodes. Also, how Moxxie is kind of a jealous bitch a little
#I don't understand Moxxie sometimes.#He’s an only child with a very traumatic past#But still doent give him excuse to be a jerk and I’m glad he learned that#Glad Millie finally got some development#good to see! I knew there was more to her under the surface!#I have to say I was kind of flinching away and cringing at how over the top Moxxie was when trying to fit in#vivziepop#helluva boss#helluva boss season 2#helluva boss millie#helluva boss moxxie#unhappy campers
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Finished listening to the audiobook of Conclave.
No fucking turtles 😡
#aside from turtle erasure I liked it#because its text rather than visuals we get a more thorough look at Lomeli/Laurence’s internal struggles#the scene before the final ballot#when tedesco fully goes mask off even to his followers and benitez speaks up#it’s way more impactful in the book imo#that post comparing the scenes is why I finally listened to the audiobook#I think it’s way more impactful in the book#and it’s shitty that they omitted calling out american imperialism causing the death and suffering of so many people#especially because a lot of the dialogue in the film is directly pulled from the book!#like damn it’s a pretty damn faithful adaptation#but yeah if you like the movie check out the book because it’s p much the same but more thorough#because we get the thoughts of Lomeli/Laurence rather than just follow him as an observer#it’s more clear to the audience that from his pov all the stuff that happens and how it ends is because it’s god’s will#like I have to remind my agnostic brain that to them and by extension the narrative of the story is because god and the late pope#were like this is how it’s gonna go down#it’s not playing by the same rules of a political thriller or whatever even though it seems like that on the surface because duh#conclave#conclave 2024#robert harris
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