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[saexy]

@lovekatsu x shidou ; okay HEAR ME OUT YOURE A MENCE TO SOCIETY AND I FEEL SHIDOU IS GONNA MATCH THAT FREAKK !!! SO the story goes like this... you and shidou have been insoearable since forver... and ofc your crwzy list of boyfriends is for the gags !! but w a new man in town .. shidou betss you that you cannot dump his ass.. LISTEN TO ME... kaiser is known for always being the first to leave.. and shidou tells you if you manage to KEEp him around and BREAK HIS HEART BEFORE HE BREAKS YOURS !! and IT WAS. fun bett like ofc ... you shake on it and interetsingly enuf.. you and kaiser vibe?? WHICH WAS SO STRANGE UNTIL you have him coming over and he is there in all the hangouts w shidou.. shidou just starts feeling left out.. and you dsint mean it but it happens.. and when you bring this .. he loses it.. HE HAD ALWAYSBBEEN SO HAPOY GO LUCKY AND INSNAEE IT gets angsty from here.. and honeatly kaiser is the first to read you both.. ITS INTERESTING BEC HE WOULD NEVER— but yea he is the one making your dumbass realize you both have been in love !!!

[sotogalmo]

hey hey hey! sorry for randomly popping in here and asking this but what are ur ocs thoughts on cindy and ankoku?

i hope ur having/have had a great day!

OUGRHHEGRGGRRR. So sorry for doing this late, and. Uhm. I know you said, about their thoughts on Cindy and Ankoku, but since Theo's birthday is coming around, I'm adding him in here (along with Brandon) — I'll only be doing Sebastian and Yume's thoughts, since they are in the same season as the critters in your ask

Sebastian -> Cindy: ... My thoughts on her? Well.. first. Shes- kinder and much more better than anyone I have ever met in this garden (he says, honestly seemingly so relieved as if he ran the fastest he ever can but times 3, along with the fact that he's seemingly blushing while looking everywhere but the interviewer. Moreso a blush of embarrassment). It's ..nice. (he looks away, the blush slightly cooling away) Thought I just know. It won't.... It won't last. Nothing ever lasts. But-!! (hes trying to stay positive..) At . At least she's nice. She listens to me, and that's ... Nice ('thump thump' but it's not his heart (it is), as it's mainly coming from the fact that the tip of "the rat belt" is wagging, the cooled down blush coming back brighter though he tries to contain it)

^ overall: seems to have idolized Cindy. But tries to stay out of that mindset, and treat her right. (Intimacy: 33%)

Sebastian -> Ankoku: .. ah? Wh.. who is that? I'm sorry I don't understand. I haven't meant this person ... Sorry.

^ overall: unknown. He's nervous though (intimacy: .2%?)

Sebastian -> Theo: I think... I have met him? Only a few warnings from the earlier days, that if I continue trying they'll send him to keep watch over me (I'm glad that didn't happen actually, and I only had to have that strange wire that connects to something up above). I .. but from what I remember he sounds. Too much ....

^ overall: lightly knows of him (intimacy: 27%)

Sebastian -> Brandon: ah. Cindy's friend? Aha.... Well. He has spirit. That much is ..also nice. (it seems his "rat belt" didn't stop wagging). He has a thing for living until the end and to the fullest, which is ..sorry I say nice a lot ... but .... Something is up with him .... Not that it's.. uncommon to me ... I ... (He looks away, and doesn't finish. "Rat belt" wagging being put to a stop)

^ overall: "it feels like we're the same. i don't.. want to think about it anymore...." (intimacy: 31%)

Yume -> Cindy: That girl ... She surprises me, that's for sure. I know at least she must be hiding something. No one is ever that cheerful. Ah, but .. it's nice. That she- a human, would want to spend some of her time with me— "human". Even if it's for a couple of seconds. Breath of fresh air, was the saying? She's too minty for my taste though. Like a peppermint...? (Are those what those round red/white and spicy things called? I don't remember)

^ overall: "peppermint" (intimacy: 25%)

Yume -> Ankoku: oh? The Watcher? I know of him. Only by passing. I haven't met-met him. He doesss~ sound interesting though. A watcher? I wonder what he knows of me ..... (He mumbles as he starts to stare at the camera above him)

^ overall: finds him interesting. The boss needing a watcher sure is interesting (intimacy: 11%)

Yume -> Theo: Frankly, I haven't met him. I don't think I will ever get the chance to meet him. But from your description of him? I don't think he would be... Ah. I don't know. But he sounds too much

^ overall: something is left unsaid here. He knows something else (intimacy: 30?%)

Yume -> Brandon: Ah. Too much a handful, but fun to mess with. Though hes very similar to Sebastian...? Which. Doesn't make it fun anymore. (Intimacy: 28%)

(Zombie/doll) Yume -> Brandon: Someone I can now only relate to. Only now, can I understand. Oh, we are the same. Sometimes I feel like we can go to the forest. But... You know. They won't let us. Even if that's the only spot for us..... Not in that sense. Oh, I still have my heart taken by Ald~. Brandon is just .. a... Hm. He shares nothing with him. But he does remind me of another friend of mine in the past.... Ah. We aren't understood. That's why you don't understand me, right now. I can't put our bond to words. Nor mine with Ald's. Mine with Faisal's. Mine with 'Ran's. And mine with Murrelet's. No words fits us, for we don't need them. I don't need them. Ald surely doesn't need them. Brandon doesn't need them. Faisal doesn't need them. 'Ran doesn't need them. Murrelet doesn't need them.

^ overall: who knows. Like he said. He doesn't need words, so I guess we don't need to write anything down (intimacy: 43%)

Fai: @rockwgooglyeyes / Cia: @starry-skiez / Murr: @pwippy . I've been honestly having heavy 4 Musketeers brainrot (moreso yume brainrot). He's so fun to write.

@aakaneeee since I'm now thinking of doing the same thing but with Sebastian's thoughts on Yvonne, along with the intimacy level thing.

[skzoologist]

Hiya!

I come bearing updates on uh how life is going here? I don't remember where I left off so-

Um 3 day freeze came and went and now our temps are swinging back and forth again between 33-76°F (~1-24°C) for the last like, 3 weeks, everything was,,,ok ish there were some accidents on the road from the ice + snow and ppl not being fully prepared for the ice on the roads, most seem to have not caused fatal injuries? So that's good! 🎉

Classes are a mess rn cuz I never got used to having them back 💀

Uhh I auditioned for a kpop dance team on my college campus and made it in! 🎉🎉 We're learning Energetic by Wanna One, Like Ooh Ahh! by Twice, and Go Big or Go Home by Enhypen this semester, and my friend on the elite team is learning Batter Up by Baby Monster 👀 I made a few friends during the workshops, while waiting for auditions, and during practices!

I also got to celebrate Lunar New Year with my family and spent time at a Lunar New Year festival with some new friends!

I also found out that one of my friends committed to the uni I'm studying at and will be starting her freshman year here in the fall!!

On another note, uh,,,I'm sick 😷 I caught COVID this week 😔😔

How're you doing?

-🐹

Oh, updates! :)

I'm glad most of the accidents were non-fatal, weather seems to be all over the place recently. But even in its sassy presence, we must be careful. So bundle up when needed, dear, we don't want you catching a cold or something worse, like pneumonia. (Thankfully the weather here has been tame and warmer, so nothing major happened here.)

Ugh, classes, I dread the moment I will have them again too. I can only wish you the best of luck and cheer for you from here.

Oooh, a dance team, I am a bit jealous ngl. We didn't have these here, last time I danced anything was in pre-highschool, and it certainly wasn't kpop, haha. Those dances all sound good, hope you'll have fun, especially with your newly made friends!

Was the celebration and Festival fun? It sounds fun, although I wouldn't know a thing, as we don't celebrate it here.

Having an old-time friend at uni is always a bonus! I sadly didn't have this opportunity, but I hope you'll enjoy it to its fullest.

Hey now... How did that happen? Do you have anyone who can help you, get you things you need and take care of you if needed? :(

I'm uh... Not the greatest. Thinking about what curse was put on me, as my mystery illness is acting up again, but the docs are not finding anything once again. Anyway, good news are that Luna was successfully operated, she is lively and now in a cute lil jacket to protect her scar. Human family members were also successfully operated on, and recovering wonderfully. One of them is defying the laws of biology with how fast their recovery is, haha.

[doeslament]

Hey, I'm Doe.

- 20

- He/Him • They/Them • It/Its

- TransMasc Nonbinary

I share a lot of stuff that relates to what I deal with in my personal life. Mainly involving ana. I encourage anyone who finds my little corner of Tumblr who might be trying to recover to please block me or at least don't use my account to trigger yourself. You deserve to be happy and live life to the fullest. I believe in you<33

To anyone else who is coping with me, my DMS are always open if you need someone to talk to or just wanna be friends. 🖤

[oneprompt]

Hey there sweets!!💘 how’re you?

Can I have hcs for Ace, law and zoro with a soft fem!s/o who apologizes a lot & over stupid things ??? Ty

authors note : hi , hun ! im doing quite well , prepping myself for the day <3 and this is so cute , i’d love to write such a thing. i struggle with this type of thing 24/7, i must admit ;; so , i shall be the master of this craft! the craft of... unnecessary apologies! ah! anyway , please enjoy these to the fullest , i hope i did alright <33

Ace x Apologetic! F! Reader Headcanons

• Ace is incredibly patient. He won’t scold you or anything for being overly apologetic, nor will he find you annoying. He’ll just softly remind you that you don’t have to apologize over every little thing.

• Hes thankful to have such a kind hearted girlfriend. You’re always so sweet to everyone and that makes him happy! Especially if you can get along with Luffy, which isn’t too hard..

• Ace still can’t wrap his head around how a girl like you got sucked into all this pirate business.. But regardless of your reasons, he was more then thankful that you went down such a path. Because if you hadn’t, he wouldn’t have met your kind soul.

• He thinks you’re the cutest thing in the world! Ace likes watching you scramble for your words and then laugh at yourself after, hearing your gentle voice slip in a sorry. It’s adorable.

• Ace can get a bit surprised by you sometimes. When you randomly come up to him and kiss his cheek, hands draped over his well sculpted shoulders, he’ll just freeze in his place. You’ll be a whole fountain of, “ sorry! “ in just a second. And he’ll be right there to laugh and assure you that he’s okay, that you just surprised him.

• He isn’t as affectionate as you but he’ll try and give you attention the best he can. Wether it’s a pat on the head after a tough battle or holding your hand as you two journey through the deserts of Alabasta.

Law x Apologetic! F! Reader Headcanons

• Law is in love at first sight. It’s not surprise that Law has a fondness for cute things and you are the living embodiment of cute.

• He loves your mannerisms, they remind him of Corazon. Whenever you’re a bit too clumsy, Law can’t help but chuckle as he’s reminded of his late father figure.

• Now, with the overly apologetic behaviour, he’s rather understanding but for with his stonefaced nature, his tone can make him seem annoyed or angry. But let me assure you, Law isn’t angry at you in the slightest!

• He loves to sleep together with you. Law already shares a bed with Bepo but you have to join, it puts him in a cuteness sandwich! It’s weird how such a big and bad pirate captain was almost as soft as you, just not as open about it.

• Law is always on your side to help you if you just got out of a fight, all injured. He’ll scold you immensely as he patches you up but as soon as you slide him a glance of your teary eyes and a “ im sorry... “ , Law will have his head in his hands. Why were you so cute!?

• His crew is a handful. If you ever mention how you feel like a burden, he’s quick to dump every bit of doubt out of your head, all with a singular kiss.

Zoro x Apologetic! F! Reader

• Unlike the other two on here, he’ll get annoyed and fed up quick for your constant apology. Not out of anger, he just hates seeing you doubt yourself constantly to the point of apologizing over everything you do.

• You try and catch yourself everytime you want to apologize after Zoro shouts at you about how ‘dumb’ it is for a pirate to be like that. Yes, Zoro used the ‘we’re pirates’ cover up. He didn’t just flat out love bomb you.

• Zoro does love your sweet personality, even if you can be overly kind to those who don’t deserve it. It gives him faith in the world, hoping that there’s more people like you out there.

• He goes insane when he sees you fight. Zoro loves watching you kick the absolute life out of someone and then just shakily say, “ sorry .. “ to them. It’s too funny. And oddly attractive. Zoro loves a woman who can defend herself and you? You got that 100%.

• Zoro gets really embarrassed with romance and seeing how you can casually hug him, hold his hand or even kiss him is infuriating. Why does a shy girl like you have more guts then him?

• He loves being alone with you. Zoro may grunt in embarrassment when you say “ i love you “ to him all the time but when you two are alone, he’s all over you, repeating the endless love he has for you.

[thebeautyoffanfics]

hello!! May i request tsuchigomori, akane and teru with a s/o whos an exorcist which uses their blood to use their abilities to the fullest??

Thamk you in advance !!

tsuchigomori x gn!reader, akane aoi x gn!reader, teru minamoto x gn!reader

a/n: of course!! I doubt this is what you had in mind, but the first thing i thought of when reading this is Beyond the Boundary (in particular, the character Mirai)! Which is a series I hold very near and dear to my heart <33 that being said, I’m writing this as if the reader is that similar to Mirai <33 if it’s not what you had in mind, it’s a funny little coincidence, and I hope you like it!! Anyway, thank you so much for requesting!!!

warnings: blood/anemia mention

word count: Collectively, 1,404

Tsuchigomori <3

He’s impressed- though he only shows it mildly. He’s never had much worry about being exorcised, so when he finds out that you’re 1) and exorcist and 2) use your blood to do your job, he simply raises his eyebrows a bit, muttering an “oh really?”

I feel like he takes relationships really seriously, and is probably friends with you for a while before considering himself ready for a relationship. Whether it’s before or after establishing a relationship, he makes sure that he trusts you very dearly before letting you know he’s a supernatural.

He definitely trusts you not to exorcise him- in fact, he’ll joke about how your ‘little abilities’ are amateurish, but at least they’re cute. He’ll back that up by saying “hey, if I had to fight, at least it wouldn’t make me anemic.”

However, despite joking about anemia, he genuinely does find himself worrying for your health. If you’ve been working hard and show up looking sickly, he’s sitting you down and scolding you as he goes to figure out how exactly he should help an anemic person.

Tsuchigomori makes sure that you eat iron-rich foods often. Buys you cereals, dried fruits, etc. He also buys you iron pills- while he’s not exactly supportive of exorcising just any supernatural, as long as you’re limiting it to those that cause harm, he puts your health first. Heck, even if you exorcised a few harmless ones, he’d probably want to make sure you’re in your best condition.

The best part, is how casually he cares for you- he genuinely will be ushering you to go to bed earlier so that you can heal up a bit with the same face he gives you when he tells you he’s off to work. 

Should you tease him for worrying so much, he simply stands up and leaves. He’s just messing with you of course, but as long as you don’t stop him, he will genuinely go into a different room. Just call for him, and he’ll be turning around, a hand on his hip as he tells you it’s his job to care for you.

“I’ve had to doctor you more than I have my students, (Y/N). Honestly, please learn your limits before I start making an actual doctor see you. Hey- stop spacing out. I promise you, if you pass out I’ll leave you on the floor.”

“You’re so meannnn,”

“Am I now? That’s too bad.”

Akane Aoi <3

Seeing as he’s on the student council with Prince Know-It-All, he probably knew you were an exorcist before entering a relationship with you. It doesn’t bother him though- it’s not like he’s fully supernatural anyway. Plus, supernaturals can really be pains- he dislikes them, and won’t hesitate to let you know that once the two of you have established that you’re both “not normal” in a seeing-supernaturals sort of way.

You and Akane are probably friends for a while before dating, but he doesn’t outright tell you he’s part supernatural until he’s comfortable establishing a relationship. He probably planned to make it a part of a confession, but you actually found out by complete accident- spotting him in his supernatural form as you were busy trying to find a particularly annoying supernatural.

“Hey, Akane, have you seen a- wait- Akane???”

“(Y/N)???”

Both of you were fairly concerned. You were seeing your friend and crush looking very different (to say the least. To say the most, he was looking fabulous as heck, and, quite frankly, hot.) And Akane was seeing his friend and crush wielding some sort of… bloody weapon? You rushed to exorcise the pest, but, the moment the creature was gone, you caught up with Akane. While you weren’t sure what to expect from him, you weren’t too surprised when the boy ran up to you as well. Plenty of questions were asked, but it was cleared up before too terribly long!

What you weren’t expecting, was for Akane to ask you out not long after that, but that’s a completely different story-

The only thing that bothers him about your abilities is that you were using your blood to assist in exorcisms. He definitely worries like crazy whenever he knows you’re out getting rid of harmful supernaturals. Heck, he even offers to assist you multiple times, sometimes not accepting no as an answer. The thought of his precious s/o out there not only fighting monsters, but risking anemia while doing to was too much for his heart to handle.

He can’t help but feel a bit uneasy when he sees your blood. Akane really, really doesn’t want you to get hurt. The moment he notices you getting pale or dizzy, he’s taking over completely, making you stand back. The moment it’s taken care of, he’s carrying you to a safer place and making sure that you’re going to be alright.

He realizes that his protectiveness is probably a bit overbearing, seeing as he’s sure you’re somewhat aware of how to take care of yourself, but he genuinely can’t help his concern. Akane cares about you so dearly- he couldn’t live with himself if, for some reason, a supernatural managed to slip you up. If you tried to push yourself just a little bit further, what would happen? Nope, no way. Not risking it. Sorry, (Y/N), you’ve got yourself a fairly protective one- 

Teru Minamoto <3

Teru, my man- he probably managed to already know that you’re an exorcist. I’m not entirely sure how, but he just… gives off those know-it-all vibes, you know? Teru somehow knows everything about everyone, and that’s simply how it is. One thing he didn’t know though, was how you exorcised supernaturals, but we’re going to get there eventually.

Teru was, honestly, a bit relieved to know another exorcist. Seeing supernaturals was overwhelming at times, so having someone that understood how he felt was rather nice. Therefore, Teru gladly welcomed you, and soon began to consider you a friend. 

He still finds himself laughing over the way the two of you realized the other was an exorcist as well- you were still fairly new to the school, having only been there for around a month, and were walking through the halls with Teru. You had glanced over at just the right time- getting a glance into the girls’ bathroom as a few girls were exiting. You felt your face drop, a tinge of both annoyance and disbelief filling you.

“Are you alright, (Y/N)?”

“Fine, other than no one told me that even the bathroom would have a- wait- nevermind, it’s nothing, there’s just something up with the girls’ bathroom.”

“Oh, the supernatural in there? He’s a pain, but we can’t exorcise him. I told my brother I wouldn’t.”

“Ah… wait-”

As it clicked for you, Teru had begun to laugh, and continued to laugh as you asked him multiple questions. After he caught his breath a bit, he explained that he was aware that you were an exorcist, and that he was as well- in fact, he and his brother came from a long line of exorcists. You found yourself growing a bit more comfortable around Teru after that, now aware that you weren’t alone in such a strange world. In fact, you’re somewhat sure that the entire encounter is one of the reasons you fell so hard for Teru-

Once Teru showed you how he got rid of supernaturals, you showed him how you did as well. He was honestly impressed, telling you how he hadn’t seen anyone do it that way before. Teru will ask you plenty of questions, including whether or not it puts you at risk for anemia. After realizing that it does, Teru will definitely worry a bit, but he does his best to trust you. 

Especially after the two of you start dating, Teru finds himself wanting to assist you when you work. He’ll say that it’s because you’re his darling s/o and he simply cares about you, but it’s a bit more than that- Teru doesn’t want to even risk the chances that you get hurt by a supernatural or your abilities. 

Very prepared as well! He can’t cook, but he does make sure that Kou makes iron-rich foods whenever you eat at their home. He also carried around iron supplements, and will not hesitate to carry you away from a supernatural if he feels like you’re pushing yourself too far.

[irlamityblight]

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ About Me

'*•.¸♡ Amity ♡¸.•*'

𓆩♡𓆪 Age: 19

𓆩♡𓆪 Pronouns: She/Her

𓆩♡𓆪 Sexuality: Lesbian

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With that being said, if you feel you might be triggered by viewing or following me, please don't & just block me (don't report). I believe in you, & you deserve to live this life to the fullest. You've got this, & I'm proud of you! <33

Another disclaimer, I only will repost memes & recovery-based posts! 💜

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Thank you for reading to those who choose to view my posts & content. <33 Enjoy your stay & let's all try to get through this together. ☕

[spiderrrling]

Alright then, you asked for it. For the personal asks 4-73 😌

aight but you gotta read them all 

4: What do you think about most?

sadly, school

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?

fab texted me “you should never trust teenagers” 

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?

i sleep in a t-shirt and underwear 

7: What’s your strangest talent?

my hyperflexible joints

8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)

girls are amazing, boys are amazing sometimes

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?

no and i hope it will never happen

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar?

air drums is my preferred method of air instruments and just earlier today

11: Do you have any strange phobias?

needles, cant do them at all i will physically hurt you if you try

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

i mean i did a covid test does that count? i shoved a perler bead up my nose when i was 4 

13: What’s your religion?

i am atheist 

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

walking or maybe camping i love me a good camping trip

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

behindddd i am very awkward in photos

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

at the moment, all time low

17: What was the last lie you told?

i told my mom i studied for this test that i havent studied for 

18: Do you believe in karma?

fairly yeah

19: What does your URL mean?

this one is nothing special, just the spiderrrling 

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

i actually dont know, ive been told im very emotionally strong due to what would probably be my greatest weakness, my chronic pain

21: Who is your celebrity crush?

idk if you could guess but its tom holland

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?

no not really

23: How do you vent your anger?

i write or i text friends or i rant here on tumblrdotcom

24: Do you have a collection of anything?

books, i have a lot of books

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

depends on the person im talking with

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

yeah mostly

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

hospital beeping sounds, cant stand them. i love the sound of rain

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

i didnt quit gymnastics

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

i mean technically we are aliens, there is no way we are alone in the universe 

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

my right, my wall

my left, nothing

31: Smell the air. What do you smell?

smells like rain bc my window is open and it just rained

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

idk maybe a place in denmark?

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?

never been to the us

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?

alex garskath

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

42

36: Define Art.

art is anything if  you ask me 

37: Do you believe in luck?

sometimes

38: What’s the weather like right now?

it just rained but its gonna rain more

39: What time is it?

10.27 pm

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

no i dont drive

41: What was the last book you read?

i just finished volume 3 of heartstopper and currently reading northern lights 

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?

honestly yeah

43: Do you have any nicknames?

i do! for those who dont know im fox, ive gone by fox for many years and i respond to it like its my name

44: What was the last film you saw?

i rewatched howls moving caslte

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

my knee is really bad from gymnastics

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?

yes!

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

yes multiple, UCLA gymnastics, generally gymnastics, plague doctors, books, percy jackson

48: What’s your sexual orientation?

i am a raging bisexal

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

id like to not get into this just bc it happened very recently

50: Do you believe in magic?

yeah 

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

depends on what they did

52: What is your astrological sign?

i am a scorpio

53: Do you save money or spend it?

i save money but i also spend it

54: What’s the last thing you purchased?

i bought 58 books on a discount book store

55: Love or lust?

love

56: In a relationship?

sadly i am very single

57: How many relationships have you had?

one

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

no

59: Where were you yesterday?

at school then at home studying

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

probably but my room is dark rn

61: Are you wearing socks right now?

not wearing socks rn but i only own black socks anyway

62: What’s your favourite animal?

foxes or penguins or polar bears, i like most animals to be honest

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

just be nice and be able to deal with my ranting 

64: Where is your best friend?

way too far from me in norway

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.

@uglypastels @hey-its-grey @wvllywest @hauntedtom @anxieteandbiscuits

66: What is your heritage?

norwegain/swedish

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?

sleeping, i need my sleep

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?

i think thats his first name

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?

who hasnt

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

i mean i bake, cook and give great hugs

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

i have too much anxiety to be late

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a. i tell those i care about 

b. live my life to the fullest

c. i already have what? 4 chronic conditions?

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.

trust is its own kind of love in my opinion

there u happy now z? now its your turn

[llucy-san]

CHARACTER STUDY

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I made it as my OC's would answer this ask game, so go ahead and read if you want to know more about them or how they interact.

LAYER 01: THE OUTSIDE

NAME: Hope Amelia Lansdowne but Hope is enough.

EYE COLOUR: It's mix of blue and green, but more of blue.

HAIR STYLE / COLOUR: Long, wavy blond hair, but I like to comb it into a bun or a ponytail.

HEIGHT: 5′6″

CLOTHING STYLE: I usually wear comfortable things like T-shirts, pants, combat boots and of course my military jacket. But you won't find anything fancy like dress in my closet.

BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: *shrugs* Don't know, whole body i guess. I'm trying to be fit.

LAYER 02: THE INSIDE

FEAR: Lose the ones I love.

GUILTY PLEASURE: I got drunk once so hard with mates, Sharky and Hurk that you don't even want to know where we woke up the next day. A week after our little meeting, I felt still little dizzy. But I would never trade my two to ride and die. NEVER.

BIGGEST PET PEEVE: My plane!! You can look at it but don't touch it.

AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE: Live life to the fullest and enjoy every moment with our loved ones.

LAYER 03: THOUGHTS

FIRST THOUGHTS WAKING UP: Glaring at those little numbers on my alarm clock and whisper “I hate you” but then *sighs* I remember all the things that awaits me that day and somehow, I get out of bed.

WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT MOST: If I will have the strength to get up the next day.

WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED: My baby!! I usually fall into bed and instantly fall asleep.

WHAT THEY THINK THEIR BEST QUALITY IS: My flying skills and maybe my humour. There is nothing better than being sarcastic to someone who you don’t like. Or if I won fight over men twice my size.

LAYER 04: EITHER OR

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: I don't do dates, and quite frankly, I don't even have time for it. But if I have to choose, I prefer single.

TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED: Can't I choose both? I think they're both corresponding.

BEAUTY OR BRAINS: Brains, definitely.

DOGS OR CATS: Both, take a look at Bommer and Peaches. They're both so adorable.

LAYER 05: DO THEY

LIE: Who hasn't? I try to be honest but sometimes some situations requires it.

BELIEVE IN THEMSELVES: What kind of bloody question is that? *frowns* Of course, I believe in myself.

BELIEVE IN LOVE: If you meet the right one, go ahead. Though, I was not so lucky.

WANT SOMEONE: Why are you asking? You offer?

LAYER 06: HAVE THEY

BEEN ON STAGE: Nope.

DONE DRUGS: Sharky has a lot of stuff, but I keep my hands off it, so no.

CHANGED WHO THEY WERE TO FIT IN: I don't need to pretend in front of anyone to fit in. I am who I am and I will never force myself.

LAYER 07: WHAT'S THEIR

FAVORITE COLOR: Don't have one.

FAVORITE ANIMAL: Wolves, I adores them.

FAVORITE BOOK: *shrugs* I don't read much, but when I do, I read what's first hand.

FAVORITE GAME: If you consider games where you drink a lot, then yes. *shifts in her seat* Hey, you should come to Spread Eagle with me sometimes and we can play our drinking games. Hurk will bring his liquor he got from many journeys he survived and Mary will make her famous cocktails.

LAYER 08: AGE

DAY THEIR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE: 24th September

HOW OLD THEY WILL BE: 25

LAYER 09:

I LOVE: Flying, I have flying in my blood, or just being in lap of nature.

I FEEL: *sighs* Tired of your questions.

I HIDE: My bourbon! You wouldn't believe how hard it is for me to bring it here unseen. Especialy from Sharky cause he will drink anything he can see.

I MISS: My parents. I didn't get a chance to say goodbye with them one last time or go to their funeral.

I WISH: To be done with this so I could go.

LAYER 01: THE OUTSIDE

NAME: Marcus Adam Lansdowne but Marcus is fine.

EYE COLOUR: Blue

HAIR STYLE / COLOUR: Short-cut blond, short on the sides and up here *combing his hair* I have to comb it back or hold it with something, usually cap helps me.

HEIGHT: 6′1″

CLOTHING STYLE: T-shirts, pants but also something elegant like suits. But I wear them only at special occasions. 

BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: Arms, for sure. But Avery, my wife, will tell you something else.

LAYER 02: THE INSIDE

FEAR: My family above all. All I have left is my sister and my loving wife. So if you so much as look at both of them in the wrong way, *leanes closer in his seat* then, you and I have a problem, mate. 

GUILTY PLEASURE: You would believe me but singing while playing on my guitar.

BIGGEST PET PEEVE: When I lose something and Avery or Hope says, "Well, where was the last place you had it?" Seriously? That's being helpful? If I knew the last place I had it, it wouldn't be lost, now would it?

AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE: I don't know. I have everything I need and don't need anything else.

LAYER 03: THOUGHTS

FIRST THOUGHTS WAKING UP: Time in the army taught me to get up early so, next question.

WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT MOST: Family

WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED: What kind of question is this? *frowns* The bed equals rest. What else should I think about? Oh you mean. *clears his throat* Next one.

WHAT THEY THINK THEIR BEST QUALITY IS: Strength, devotion, intellect.

LAYER 04: EITHER OR

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: I don't know what you want from me anymore.

TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED: Respect from others and love from family.

BEAUTY OR BRAINS: Brains.

DOGS OR CATS: Dogs.

LAYER 05: DO THEY

LIE: I hate it when people lie to my face, but I'm not an innocent either.

BELIEVE IN THEMSELVES: Yes, I do.

BELIEVE IN LOVE: Yes

WANT SOMEONE: *quirks his eyebrows* I'm hapilly married. Avery is only one I want.

LAYER 06: HAVE THEY

BEEN ON STAGE: No

DONE DRUGS: Never in my life.

CHANGED WHO THEY WERE TO FIT IN: No.

LAYER 07: WHAT'S THEIR

FAVORITE COLOR: Dark blue, black, dark green.

FAVORITE ANIMAL: Wolves, dogs, I don't know.

FAVORITE BOOK: I don't know, but the last time I read something was by Faulkner.

FAVORITE GAME: Hope once took me to one of their gatherings in Falls End and it didn't go so well. Although, I had fun like never before, but I have never had such hangover in my life. And I have to warn you about Sharky's home-made liquor. Strong as hell.

LAYER 08: AGE

DAY THEIR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE: 2nd February

HOW OLD THEY WILL BE: 33

LAYER 09:

I LOVE: Enjoying days with my family and friends or spending time in the woods.

I FEEL: Fine

I HIDE: Nothing you need to know about.

I MISS: Parents. I miss them very much.

I WISH: To stop asking me these odd questions.

LAYER 01: THE OUTSIDE

NAME: Hayley Louise Moore but friends calls me Hale.

EYE COLOUR: Olive green

HAIR STYLE / COLOUR: Semi-long chocolate hair and at the ends it turns into soft waves.

HEIGHT: 5′5″

CLOTHING STYLE: It's usually a blouse and a pencil skirt, but also a dress. But what I love most are my sweaters and sweatpants, which I wear in the late evenings while reading books.

BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: I run around the docks every morning so I'd say legs. Nature here isn't like in Atlanta or New Orleans, but it's much more beautiful.

LAYER 02: THE INSIDE

FEAR: *laughs* Well, my husband's flying. Like, I'm not afraid of flying, but the last time he took me with him and he did his wild stunts like front flips or whatever he calls it, I almost killed him after we landed. I'm not kidding. *shift in her lovechair* Affirmination and I are not friends.

GUILTY PLEASURE: Dancing while vacuuming or cleaning the ranch.

BIGGEST PET PEEVE:

AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE: Seeing my kids grow up into the wonderful adults we're with John trying to raise.

LAYER 03: THOUGHTS

FIRST THOUGHTS WAKING UP: New day new beginning. Morning is my favourite time of day.

WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT MOST: Kids, Family, you know stuff like this.

WHAT THEY THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED: Sleep, only sleep, and maybe something else, *whisper while leaning closer* but that's not appropriate.

WHAT THEY THINK THEIR BEST QUALITY IS: My persuasive skills. I always get what I want because I learned from the best, I know.

LAYER 04: EITHER OR

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES:  Single, certainly single. Actually I think I've never been to a group dates before.

TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED: Both

BEAUTY OR BRAINS: Brains. No matter how handsome or beautiful you are, I care how you will deal with difficult situations so I choose brains.

DOGS OR CATS: Cats

LAYER 05: DO THEY

LIE: Not often, but only here and there.

BELIEVE IN THEMSELVES: Yep.

BELIEVE IN LOVE: I do.

WANT SOMEONE: Why are you asking? Only my husband.

LAYER 06: HAVE THEY

BEEN ON STAGE: Nope

DONE DRUGS: No, it will completely destroy your brain.

CHANGED WHO THEY WERE TO FIT IN: I've never been able to pretend who I'm not, so no.

LAYER 07: WHAT'S THEIR

FAVORITE COLOR: I don't have a favourite colour, but my wardrobe mostly consists of soft colours and black and white combination.

FAVORITE ANIMAL: Cats because of their eyes.

FAVORITE BOOK: Fitzgerald. I love Great Gatsby.

FAVORITE GAME: I don't play games much. I'm not very good at them.

LAYER 08: AGE

DAY THEIR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE: 15th August

HOW OLD THEY WILL BE: 27

LAYER 09:

I LOVE: Watching my husband cook, because have you seen someone like him work around in the kitchen? *glances behind her shoulder* I just adore him.

I FEEL: Good

I HIDE: My cookies!! Listen, I love Jacob, he is my favourite brother in law but he always eats almost everything on plate before I can. I have to be fast if I want at least one or two cookies from Faith.

I MISS: Every now and then I miss my life in Atlanta and my best friend Nadia. *sighs* God, you should meet her, you’d love her.

I WISH: To have at least one of those delicious cookies cause my brother in law just came so if you don't mind I will go.

[ur-mom-kayn]

Loyalty Chapter 33: Understanding

Kayn Pov

The next morning, thank God, still no Rhaast insight. He really did not want to imagine his reaction. The Darkin will be everything, just not pleased. His teasing was already pretty much on his sack anyway. But now he also gave him a real reason to tease. Kayn did not regret what he did, but that could change quickly.

Carefully, Kayn turned to test whether his body was in good shape. And in fact, his butt did not hurt the next day. Zed was still asleep. His Master looked just as stunning as sleeping. Based on Zed's last statement, he was able to conclude that he was still interested in having sex with him. Of course, he was very happy, but ... What will be the next time? Again, shadow sex was not possible.

Seeing your partner face to face was a completely different number. Kayn did not want to show weakness in front of his master. A wrong move by Zed would lead to a pain-distorted face. However, it was too early to worry about such things. He still did not know when their next time will be. Before Kayn broke his head again, he got up and tried to clear his head. Just when he had finished, there was a knock on the door. He quickly drew the curtains to Zed's bed and opened the door for his guest.

As expected, Varus was at the door. "Morning Kayn. Here you have your nuisance again. But tell me, why did you argue with Rhaast? He was silent all evening long. May I be enlightened?" Annoyed he accepted Rhaast and threw him aside. "This is none of your business." "Hey! No matter how annoying, you do not mess with my brother. Get your fight going. I know how hard it is to share a body. I know what it means to argue. I'll never get along with the two, but you two are partners. You harmonize well. At least in fights. Get your privacy on the line. I will not always play babysitter." Varus turned and made a departure. Maybe he was right and he should talk to him.

The moment he tried to pick up Rhaast from the floor, there was another knock on the door. Could not he even have his peace? When he opened the door again, an employee stood at the door. "Shieda Kayn, your room is ready. You can move in now. Here are the keys." Great ... now he was allowed to move out and spend more time with Rhaast. Kayn slammed the door in the guy's face and picked Rhaast off the floor. He turned his scythe against the wall and looked at his eye. Rhaast looked very annoyed, just like himself. Later. He finally answered. Later sounded good.

"Trouble in paradise?" Zed also spoke up. "I do not want to move out. It's just going so well between us. I do not want to part with you." Zed got up and walked over to Kayn. "There are only a few walls that separate us. And we know, walls are airy for you, so come on down. It was not different in the temple. Why is it so hard for you to let go now?" Zed hugged his student and kissed him on the lips. Kayn returned the kiss for a moment. "That's why. Zed I love you more than ever before. I do not want to experience a morning where I do not wake up next to you. I need you." "No, you do not. You are grown up now. You can manage to share a room with a darkin weapon. Besides, who said that we will never sleep together again. We should not just do it for a start so that nobody comes up with wrong ideas. And if you can not fall asleep, you know where to find me. Now, pack your things together. I have a match in half an hour and have to leave anyway. Then you can just as well set yourself up in time." Zed addressed something true, but Kayn did not want to obey. Why would he pack his things if he had planned to stay here anyway?

Zed released the hug and put on the green suit of Shockblade Zed. Kayn, however, did not budge. Even though his room should look exactly like Zed's, he would not feel at home there without Zed. "Kayn, I'm serious. When I come back, I do not want to see your stuff here anymore. As a reward, I sleep with you today. Agreed?" That was only a small consolation. But he had no choice but to follow his instructions.

After Zed left the room, the big boxing began. Never had him packing so hard. He hesitated, especially with the hairdryer. Zed had gotten it extra for him on the first day. It was wrong to take everything with him. Kayn left a few things of him here and took only the bare necessities. It was certainly no art to get another hair dryer. Now that he was getting a salary, he could get whatever he needed anyway. Yet everything felt so incredibly wrong. The last half year did him so well and now everything changed again. The first thing he will do in his new room would be not to unpack his things, but to take a nap.

Involuntarily he left the room with his luggage and Rhaast. On the key was the room number to which he had to go. As he could already imagine, he will live one floor above Zed. Unfortunately not even directly above him, but a good deal offset. Once there, Kayn just ran through the door. His hands were already overloaded anyway. First, he turned on the light to find that his room was an exact copy of Zed's room. The only difference was the model of his bed and that everywhere stands were positioned for Rhaast. Kayn set his scythe on the stand next to his bed and let the rest of the luggage fall to the floor. He himself took off his boots and then went to bed.

Tired, he pressed his face into the odorless pillow. He needed Zed's scent in his room at all costs. Now stop it! What happened to you after you got fucked in the ass? Are you really Kayn or just Zeds slut? "Shut up!" He yelled into the pillow. "You have no idea how I feel. I hate changes. I am a habit animal. I would react in the same way, even if I had not been fucked yesterday. It's shitty not to live with his partner. But who am I telling this to? You have no idea what it means to love. So any discussion with you is futile."

Of course, I know how it feels. Your feelings are mine too. "And why do not you understand me? I have the feeling that you have not understood me for some time. At first, you could endure everything and were also on my side, but since I've played with the idea to be fucked, it was suddenly over with understanding. But why?" Because I do not want you to submit to someone. I mean, you're Shieda Kayn the Shadow Reaper, the first mortal to rule a Darkin weapon. It does not suit you to be subdued. Your greatest weakness is the love of your Master. I just want to save you from the pain. Do not you understand that I'm trying to be your friend, but you just block. "Are you trying to be my friend? Then you can express yourself in a different way." Kayn had been lifting his face from cushions for a long time and looked directly at Rhaast.

"If you want to be my friend, then I'm glad. I also want to get along with you, but that's bad if you call me Zeds slut. It's my thing if I want sex with him or not. And besides, that did me incredibly well. I enjoyed the sex to the fullest. As I thought, Zed is a fantastic lover and if you want to be my friend, you have to live with it." For a while, neither spoke anymore. There was nothing more to say. At least not from Kayn's side.

Kayn ... I do not want to hurt your body. It is my duty to protect you. Even if my choice of words is not always appropriate. Try to understand me. I failed to protect my last master. I do not want that to happen again. It may be said a lot when I say that you are important to me. But the fact is that I do not want another owner anymore. Even if we often shred, I am convinced of your strength. Please be the Kayn again, who fights for his beliefs and try Zed at least a little to stand up.

"What should I do in your opinion? I can not fuck him. He will not let me do that." Not that. But next time you could be a bit more dominant and be on top, instead of letting yourself be lumped like a bitch. Or, instead of letting go of his room, defying him and saying that it's your territory and that you're not leaving until you feel like it. You're far more powerful than Zed, show him that. If only that were so easy. Kayn could not ask his master to subordinate himself. That would not be right. He was also afraid that he would break up with him. He still had not heard from him 'I love you'.

Kayn I do not give you infinite power to hide behind your master. Go out there and show the world who you really are. I know that there is more in you. According to me, meditate all day, but get your feelings on the line. If you show me that you are not a whiner, I will be kinder to you again. Is it an offer? Rhaast was right somewhere. Kayn has lately been guided by his emotions too often. Maybe he should train harder again to clear his head.

"I'm sorry Rhaast, that I threw you away. I was just a little bit over it with my feelings. I also do not know what's wrong with me." It was finally time for Kayn to pull himself together a bit more. Is okay. Did not hurt anyway. "Physically maybe not, but possibly mental." Hahahaha. Nice that you found your sense of humor again. "I'm serious, Rhaast. You have feelings too. Or have you never loved in your life?" There followed a brief respite before Rhaast finally spoke. No idea. If anything, that's even more than a thousand years ago. You should know something that I have not told you. Sunborns are not created through sexual intercourse. One is called to it. If you were a strong and noble person, you will rise to a sunborn after your death. At least that's how it was when Azir was alive. Anyway, I have hardly any memories of my old self. Maybe I loved, but maybe not. Who knows?

Kayn was more than shocked when he learned that Rhaast was a human being. He could not imagine that. "First, were you really human? And second, Azir is alive. He is a Midlaner in the league." You're kidding me ?! Master Azir is alive? As the? Does that mean that all the gods slaughtered each other in vain? "Always calm partner. I have no idea about Shurima. All I had to do was study the skills of all the champions and I was sure I heard that name. He is also referred to as Emperor of Shurima." Yes, because he was. Emphasis is on ‘was’. What the fuck happened in my absence?

Unfortunately, he did not know anymore. "Can you please meet Azir another day? I'm tired now. Now, tell me what you did as a human so that you went up to God." I already said that I hardly remember. I do not even know what I looked like or what my name was. The only memory left to me is that I was once a soldier for the Shurima Empire. I do not know more. That's why I'm having a hard time understanding such puny people as you. For me, love is just a word, not a feeling. Of course, I get a certain impression through you, but I do not feel that it is the same thing that you feel. I do not understand your obsession with Zed.

"Then learn. No idea. Just try to behave like a human. Maybe you'll understand it then." Stupid idea. How am I supposed to do that? Hello? I'm stuck in a scythe. I can not pretend that I am human. "Then I'll just lend you my body on occasion. Maybe you'll understand sooner then. Meet other Champs and try to be charming, unlike your brothers. Meet a lady or a man. I do not know what you're standing for or have confessed." And you're really ready to lend me your body for private purposes? So without consideration? "As long as you do not make a mess and leave me alone, I do not care about anything. Please just stay out of my private life with Zed. Then I would be very grateful to you. And I really want to sleep now. Wake me up when Zed is here." Kayn closed his eyes and fell asleep.

[leeknowyaknow-blog]

I want to thank all of you for 100 followers :) When I started this account on May 28th I didn’t even think I’d have this many people who liked my stuff. He blogs mentioned on here are especially ones that have helped me through this. Firstly, @bobahancafe I want thank you for your continuous support. Honestly it was you who made me realise what I was doing was okay, I was allowed to express myself. When I saw your bullet journal of Tae it blew my mind. To think we’re the same age!! From the bottom of my heart, thank you for motivating me with my own artwork and thank you for being that mutual I wish to get to know - even if we don’t talk that much I want you to know I consider you a friend x @felixspotato what do I say to you?? You are just s clever little goofball that I love. You make my smiles brighter and for that I thank you. I remember when we first started talking and I was so happy someone wanted to get to know me :). I love you girl xox . Thank you for your constant support and the tags you tag me in because they give me a chance to show everyone who I am and for that I can’t thank you enough - seriously. @straykidsmate Amy Amy Amy... god :) you were the first person who followed me and talked to me without knowing who I was. The amount of jokes we have and the wrinkles I’ve gained because of you making me laugh. I seriously think you are some sort of drug that makes me smile every time I see you post! You’re that affective :) I thank you for trying to boost my confidence in my art and of course liking it. I want to thank you for helping me with exams, or at the least reassuring me that it’d be okay. Thank you for calling beautiful :) thank you for letting me be weird even from our first meeting, GAYBOY123 ;D @the-smallest-infinities hey wifey ❤️❤️ I honestly can not express how I feel. Ugh, there’s to much... well here I go! Holly, Rain, Holls, wifey... I want to thank you for supporting me though the termination of my account and still talking to me even knowing my KPop obsession. Thank you for supporting me through all the hard times I’ve had hat I won’t elaborate because I’m sure you know what I mean. Thank you for the comfort the compliments and the constant loving gifs. Thank you for living to your fullest and being happy. Thank you for your advice which you think is shitty. To be honest, you being willing to stay and give me advice is enough. You honestly have made me life a beacon of happiness. I cannot thank you enough, I never know how I’ll repay you. You are one of my best friends and I don’t think I will ever let you go. Thank you for the inside jokes (lawnmower...), thank you for sharing me your views even if you are a bit self conscious about them - they matter, you matter. Don’t forget that. Thank you for being my Rain, thank you for cooling my hot temper and making me feel calm. Thank you for the wave of relaxation you give me every time you text me. Whether that’s on tumblr or on messages. Hank you got xox’s and the <3. Thank you for letting me into your life. Thank you for accepting me for me And making sure I sleep. I honestly love you so much xox <33 ❤️💙🧡😘 I want to thank everyone that I haven’t mentioned as I don’t want to ramble too much I’ll leave SOME of you below: @puppiechannie @hyunjjiin @stray-kids-dork @woojinshairwasblue @gday-chan @leemiknow @likemaytestopprocrastinating @felixscheesestick @thektopopmycherrybomb @tinyfigureskater @luvelybangchan @hixtapeismyreligion @changlix-makes-me-soft @felix-my-amatus @felixthekoala @gyuhaoz @snailseungminiee @hyuinjin @seobangchan @lovegoods-nargles @jikseu @honeyboyhyunjin @uwulix @jisungspupils @leemiknow @s0ftminho Thank you xox <333

[chapterthirty3]

Letter to 31

*Yes another blog. Deal with it.

As humans, I feel like we go through phases in our lifetime.

I’ve been in what I like to call, my enlightening phase, for a few years. As a confidently dance towards 32, I can’t help but ask myself what advice I would have given to myself going into 31. Number one, don’t go back to that girl….self explanatory #iykyk and second, just do it. We’ve spent a lot of time knowing we aren’t living to our fullest potential and being content with it.

Hey it’s me, lol of course. Checking in…So um.. listen. We’re gonna be 33 ok? 😂😂

Yea babes that math was ALL wrong lmao.

It took us a while but we soon figured it out and we’re here now.

So yea…anyway 🤣 as I approach 33, I’ve been thinking about that interview question Rihanna had, it was aired during the Fenty Savage fashion show. The interviewer asked her, what advice would you give yourself 10 years ago and her answer was something along the lines of “enjoy the ride” or something like that. It’s always stuck with me and I remind myself occasionally when I find myself spiraling. More recently though, I’ve been wondering or focusing on more on the notion of what would happen if I eliminated distractions and really focused on become successful. Committing to my greatness. What’s the point of knowing you’re the bees knees, if you aren’t showing it. Even more applicable, how do you know you’re the poop?

[jugsserpents]

Blurbs/Drabbles

hiii i’m bored so send me a number (or a few) and a character for a drabble! 

pls don’t let this flop

1. “Close your eyes and shut up.”

2. “They hide paper towels in their room and I don’t know why.“

3. “Get over it, pussy.”

4. “He yelled yeehaw and I’m not quite sure why.”

5. “No playing video games together is not considered a date.”

6. “Give me anime or give me death.”

7. “Your mom texted to tell me you’re pathetic.”

8. "Do you ever look at your hand after you nut and just think “I’m so disgusting.” I call it post nut depression.”

9. “I think I have a kink for being made fun of.”

10. "I can’t believe you woke me up crying over a group.”

11. “You’re just naturally dumb.”

12. “Why did you take a picture praying to an anime character?”

13. "On a scale of 1-10 how bad do you not wanna do this?” “I don’t.”

14. “I’m going to my bed.” “That’s the bathroom.”

15. “I would have stayed if you asked.”

16. “You know I’d do anything for you.”

17. "Are you hurt?”

18. “Why do you have a duck in your bag?”

19. "Why are you listening to the ICarly soundtrack?”

20. “I don’t want to hear about your toe.”

21. “Why can’t we get matching clothes?”

22. “You were sick 5 minutes ago.” “But I’m not sick now.”

23. "I’ve lost my nose.”

24. "Why would I have a problem with you facetiming your cat?”

25. “Is this your dream?”

26. “I don’t understand why you’d think that.”

27. "I’m living life to the fullest extent!”

28. “What do you mean you won’t sleep in the empty bed?!”

29. “I’m part of the pathetic line.”

30. “It’s two a.m., why are you next to me?”

31. “Sex doesn’t make you any better at playing Overwatch.”

32. “No problem friend. I am meme share supreme.”

33. “I can’t go to Taco Bell for a while.”

34. “Can you con someone for group dessert money?”

35. “You look like the manager for Hot Topic.”

36. “Am I supposed to find you laying in my bed in a banana suit hot?”

37. “I can’t find my pants.”

38. “You know I didn’t mean that.”

39. “Who cares if they saw?”

40. “Please come with me.”

41. "Let me shower first!”

42. “What is that?”

43. “I’m not the one doing it.”

44. “I’m not him.”

45. “It’s a secret.”

46. “Did you read it?”

47. “What if I prove you wrong?”

48. “How do we get in?”

49. “Is something wrong with me?”

50. “That’s my theme song.”

51. “Let me stay. Please.”

52. “All I want is you and if I can’t have that-”

53. “Ask for permission.”

54. “Why did you say ‘Daddy’ in your sleep?”

55. “I put trust in you.”

56. “Stay.”

57. “You’re a filthy squid.”

58. "Do you really need those?”

59. "Would you be able to be happy with me?”

60. “Just come here.”

61. "All I was doing was looking for you.”

62. “I feel so fucking stupid.”

63. “I can handle myself.”

64. "It was your fault.”

65. "How did it take me so long to realize?”

66. “It was always you.”

67. “You bought my hip hop monster?”

68. “Don’t start with that again.”

69. “F-Fuck.”

70. “Disgusting.”

71. “We were just joking around, right? Please tell me you knew that.”

72. “Why are you sleeping?”

73. “Why do you want taco bell now?”

74. “Hey, what would my name be if I was a Pokémon?”

75. “All great stories started off shitty. Just like you. Now, fix yourself.”

76. "What’s your favorite meme?”

77. “I left the house today.”

78. “Does this make me some kind of hero?”

79. “You don’t need to know.”

80. “It’s just not that impressive.”

81. “I need some sugar.”

82. “There were two so I figured one was mine-”

83. “Please don’t go.”

84. "Just a bit more-”

85. “Are you subconsciously doing the dance?”

86. “You promised you wouldn’t fall asleep.”

87. "You’re not a bad problem, you’re a good problem. Not a problem, problem.”

88. “Don’t pretend I didn’t just see what you were doing.”

89. “We just don’t really talk anymore.”

90. "Do you think other species have their own kind of drugs? Like something that gets them high?”

91. “Stop stroking your plushie.”

92. "Look, it’s called Joppa!”

93. "You’re just a little baby.”

94. “Ow, my ass.”

95. "Please just take a nap.”

96. "But that was my best pickup line!”

97. "Would you still act the same knowing everyone’s eyes were on you?”

98. “You’re just a memory now.”

99. “Go fuck yourself.”

100. “It’s never gonna happen.”

[yoongiandchiminie]

100 Prompts

1. “Close your eyes and shut up.” 2. “They hide paper towels in their room and I don't know why." 3. “Get over it, pussy." 4. “He yelled yeehaw and I'm not quite sure why.” 5. “No playing video games together is not considered a date.” 6. “Give me anime or give me death.” 7. "Your mom texted to tell me you're pathetic.” 8. "Do you ever look at your hand after you nut and just think “I'm so disgusting.” I call it post nut depression.” 9. “I think I have a kink for being made fun of.” 10. "I can’t believe you woke me up crying over a group.” 11. “You’re just naturally dumb.” 12. “Why did you take a picture praying to an anime character?” 13. "On a scale of 1-10 how bad do you not wanna do this?” “I don’t.” 14. “I’m going to my bed.” “That’s the bathroom.” 15. “I would have stayed if you asked.” 16. “You know I’d do anything for you.” 17. "Are you hurt?” 18. “Why do you have a duck in your bag?” 19. "Why are you listening to the ICarly soundtrack?” 20. “I don’t want to hear about your toe.” 21. “Why can’t we get matching clothes?” 22. “You were sick 5 minutes ago.” “But I’m not sick now.” 23. "I’ve lost my nose.” 24. "Why would I have a problem with you facetiming your cat?” 25. “Is this your dream?” 26. “I don’t understand why you’d think that.” 27. "I’m living life to the fullest extent!” 28. “What do you mean you won’t sleep in the empty bed?!” 29. “I’m part of the pathetic line.” 30. “It’s two a.m., why are you next to me?” 31. “Sex doesn’t make you any better at playing Overwatch.” 32. “No problem friend. I am meme share supreme.” 33. “I can’t go to Taco Bell for a while.” 34. “Can you con someone for group dessert money?” 35. “You look like the manager for Hot Topic.” 36. “Am I supposed to find you laying in my bed in a banana suit hot?” 37. “I can’t find my pants.” 38. “You know I didn’t mean that.” 39. “Who cares if they saw?” 40. “Please come with me.” 41. "Let me shower first!” 42. “What is that?” 43. “I'm not the one doing it.” 44. “I'm not him.” 45. “It's a secret.” 46. “Did you read it?” 47. “What if I prove you wrong?” 48. “How do we get in?” 49. “Is something wrong with me?” 50. “That's my theme song.” 51. “Let me stay. Please.” 52. “All I want is you and if I can't have that-” 53. “Ask for permission.” 54. “Why did you say ‘Daddy’ in your sleep?” 55. “I put trust in you.” 56. “Stay.” 57. “You’re a filthy squid.” 58. "Do you really need those?” 59. "Would you be able to be happy with me?” 60. “Just come here.” 61. "All I was doing was looking for you.” 62. “I feel so fucking stupid.” 63. “I can handle myself.” 64. "It was your fault.” 65. "How did it take me so long to realize?” 66. “It was always you.” 67. “You bought my hip hop monster?” 68. “Don’t start with that again.” 69. “F-Fuck.” 70. “Disgusting.” 71. “We were just joking around, right? Please tell me you knew that.” 72. “Why are you sleeping?” 73. “Why do you want taco bell now?” 74. “Hey, what would my name be if I was a Pokémon?” 75. “All great stories started off shitty. Just like you. Now, fix yourself.” 76. "What’s your favorite meme?” 77. “I left the house today.” 78. “Does this make me some kind of hero?” 79. “You don’t need to know.” 80. “It's just not that impressive.” 81. “I need some sugar.” 82. “There were two so I figured one was mine-” 83. “Please don't go.” 84. "Just a bit more-” 85. “Are you subconsciously doing the dance?” 86. “You promised you wouldn't fall asleep.” 87. "You're not a bad problem, you're a good problem. Not a problem, problem.” 88. “Don't pretend I didn't just see what you were doing.” 89. “We just don't really talk anymore.” 90. "Do you think other species have their own kind of drugs? Like something that gets them high?” 91. “Stop stroking your plushie.” 92. "Look, it's called Joppa!” 93. "You're just a little baby.” 94. “Ow, my ass.” 95. "Please just take a nap.” 96. "But that was my best pickup line!” 97. "Would you still act the same knowing everyone's eyes were on you?” 98. “You're just a memory now.” 99. “Go fuck yourself.” 100. “It's never gonna happen.”

[buck-askbox]

Ya like i wana stop watching/reading the news and looking at that stuff but also I feel ignorance =/= bliss and not keeping updated will somehow end up worse

Hey its not bad to keep yourself updated. But again sadly our current affairs cannot be controlled by us so all you can do is pray to whoever is listening and hope for the best. You just live life at its fullest. Whatever happens happens as fatal as that sounds. Time is a back and forth and honestly I am more scared of natural dissasters than any man made threat :y or space, have u seen space? Big and endless. Yeahh. Dont you worry, the world has always been a terrible place and current affairs have always been scary. Choose to be updated but dont let it control your thoughts. You got this!!! Like the old say goes! "This too shall pass" !!! :33

[kgiannas]

- ̗̀ waddup ladies and gents !! ̖́-  my name is eya, im in the gmt squad and i’m super lame so i’m sorry in advance. can’t wait to interact with each and everyone of you but first let me introduce my child; my ray of sunshine, gianna <33 message me if you want to plot or simply like this post and i will slide in your ims  (´ ꒳ ` ✿)

hey, was that gianna kwon ?! i haven’t seen them in so long, i hardly even recognized them. they’re probably off to the rooftop… they look good, don’t they ? 22 years old and a spitting image of suzy bae. anyway, have you heard their six word story ? for sale: baby shoes, never worn  you know, i wasn’t really expecting that from them, but it makes sense, since they’re so warm-hearted and insecure. six words says a lot, but i wish i knew more. oh well. ( eya, 20, gmt+8 )

background: 

ok so she was born and raised at busan,korea

her korean name is “kwon ji hyun” and adopted her westernized name “gianna kwon”

she was born into a fairly normal family with two loving parents and a two younger brothers

they own a small noodle resto in korea

they aren’t rich but her parents always found a way to make sure that gia and her brothers had anything they needed

she wants to be a neurosurgeon but she knows that her family cannot afford to support her dreams. bc medical school is expensive af so she never bothered to attend college

gianna didn’t want to be stuck in korea forever, she wants to live her life to the fullest, doing what she could, when she could

so when she was 19 she decided to leave the country. she used up all of her savings she earned from her multiple jobs  

she went to ny, crashed at her friend’s place for a few months and found a job at the local vinyl store 

six word story:

and that’s where she met her baby’s daddy she’s 20 yrs old that time

they dated for a while and she’s madly in love with him

but later she got pregnant

and everything is a mess bc they’re not ready to be parents yet

and gia was like “it will be okay as long as we’re together” 

then the guy ended up leaving her for someone else

and she’s heartbroken and super insecure bc his new girl is everything she is not

she has beautiful blonde hair, clear blue eyes, and a banging bod. gia thinks she’s a living barbie doll

gia managed to get herself together. she knows that she has to stay strong for her baby

but the universe is so cruel she suffered a miscarriage when she was 8 months pregnant 

present:

a year and a half has passed since that sad day 

she now works as an assistant kindergarten teacher bc duh kids

also works part time as a waitress

and lives in a crappy apartment

personality:

so uh about her personality, gia is a precious cinnamon roll

still insecure af

she is sweet and caring and make sure that everyone is happy aka she is a mom friend

AND she is not afraid to call you out on your shit

I SWEAR SHE’S LIKE LESLIE KNOPE BUT ASIAN

ANd i also want gia to struggle with her sexuality, yea she like cute boys but she is confused why she gets flush and feels butterflies in her tummy when a cute girl is around

wanted plots !!!!

exes. gimme exes whether it had a good ending or anything idk or u could give me the baby daddy

a best friend like this person is the one who’s always been there for her. since her bf left her and their unborn baby for someone else, this person basically took care of gia when she was pregnant  and during the miscarriage. u know the typical they got each other back thingyyy

someone preferably a girl gia has a geeky crush on

basically anything im up for a n y t h i n g !!!!