#BUT GODDDD
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Marcia who has always shown her emotions on her face. Marcia who meets two-bit at the drive-in and almost cries finally meeting someone who shares the same type of personality she has. Marcia who had sat waiting to here her phone ring as she comforted a then sleeping Cherry. Marcia who realized that he wouldn't be calling. Marcia who's live took such a downfall so quickly. Marcia who watched in horror as her boyfriend beat the shit outta a kid who didn't deserve to feel any pain. Marcia who after breaking up with Trip sees Two-bit, their eyes meeting, and just sobbing even harder as she runs off to her car. Marcia who slowly heals after everything and starts racing again. Marcia who sees Two-bit out of the corner of her eye as she racing. Marcia who laughs like crazy they second they start talking again. Marcia who falls so deeply in love with two-bit but can't act on her feelings just staring at him from across the parking lot during lunch with the most gutted look. Marcia who denys Cherry accusations of liking him despite knowing Cherry knows exactly what she's thinking. Marcia who when she finally gets together with two-bit just stares at him with the most loving face ever because she's finally happy and she's with the guy of her dreams.
Two-bit who has never shown how he truly feels to anyone. Two-bit who constantly drinks himself until he can't see the sad kid who is hurting so badly. Two-bit who dates so many girls trying to find the right one but no one seems quite right. Two-bit who meets Marcia at the drive-in and is stumbling over his words because he never expected someone to match his energy. Two-bit who tosses her number into the gutters with a gutted heart thinking it was a fake. Two-bit who goes through so much that week and losing two people he cared about so much. Two-bit losing himself, thinking about all the what ifs in the world. Two-bit who is dragged to the rodeo by Ace after months of being miserable after everything. Two-bit who watches Marcia in awe as she competes in barrel racing. Two-bit who works up the courage to talk to her. Two-Bit who after a month of talking ask her on a date. Two-bit smiling so wide after catching Marcia staring at him as she sits on her bed waiting for him to come sit down next to her.
Them laying down on the couch next to eachother just so happy to be where they are now.
#GOD NO ONE TALK TO ME#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#marcia the outsiders#marbit#two bit mathews#ace the outsiders#IM ACTUALLY SO SICK#LIKE THE PHOTO OF SARAHGRACE JUST LOOKING AT DARYL TRULY IS MAKING ME INSANE#(not shipping actors i fear i must clarify this)#BUT GODDDD#Marcia just staring at him with love in her eyes makes me so sick#i need to drop the pt.2 rn i fear#it has them getting together#but i gotta put two through hell before they even get to talking i fear#GOD im cooking up a store tn i fear
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Mouse saying that foolish doesn’t care about Leo being gone shook him a little bit
He laughed for two seconds then just stopped talking, the look on his face was filled with remorse, confusion, and a bit of anger
His face just DROPPED
He’s supposed to be the happy go lucky guy!! The person who makes jokes and is silly!! Of course he can’t be sad about his daughter being missing!! Or the fact his boyfriends been gone for months in his eyes!! And how everyone doesn’t trust him !! How he’s constantly picked on!! But it’s fine !!
Tina defended him a lil but GOD it truly shows how foolishs persona he puts up is so STRONG and how very few people truly know him D:
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watched fencing for the first time ever and can i just say this shit WAS SO GOOD i swear my heart is beating so much
#was actually rooting for tunisia bc gotta stick with my north africans yk#but godddd#oh sanguk really deserved this gold woah#im on such a high just from watching this#still so very happy for tunisia getting silver <333#olympics 2024
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no matter how many times you show me the elevator scene with phil and haley i'll bawl my eyes out like . that's a girldad if i've ever seen one. that one hug is one of the many reasons why i need therapy :(
#rey rambles.#im pmsing#so that isn't helping either#but godddd#just a normal relationship with my father#please#modern family#mofy#phil dunphy#haley dunphy#claire dunphy#gloria pritchett
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i KNOW someone wants to pay for a tattoo for me i just KNOW it
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okay so i’ve been on almost my whole shift with him and this is a very long post about it under the cut. warning for a lot of rambling
so he is the one who has to do this check every 20 minutes. since it’s so quiet today he comes every 20 minutes, usually it’s so busy the person doing it can only come like once an hour or even less. anyways so everytime he comes to do that or to clean, he doesn’t say much if anything because like i’ve said before, he doesn’t really talk. now this means half the time when he’s writing something down for the check i leave him alone but the other half i go up to him and say something because it’s just awkward otherwise. and every time he smiles that goddamn smile and his eyes are intense so i’m like 🫠
but just now… another coworker is leaving early to get his bus so i had to swap with him and the first guy had to take my place so he can’t do anymore checks. but he did this last check and then he just came to me and was just STANDING THERE SMILING and i’m just like 😄 because i’m SO confused and i have to look away. but then i say: everytime you come here i think ‘how the hell has it been 20 minutes’ and he just smiles and says well�� 😅 anyways so then i say i’ve walked like 7k steps just walking back and forth and he says yeah so you’re doing a lot of exercise then and i go ‘not really. i just hurt real bad’ and he laughs way too hard for something that isn’t funny at all. and now if i don’t say anything he’ll just. again. STAND THERE SMILING AT ME. but then he goes to do the check and then comes back and idk what we say here because i honestly forgot. so then i go wow i really want to go home and he’s just like 😄 well not too long now. and i go ‘i guess i shouldn’t be complaining to you’ and he laughs way too hard. I AM NOT THAT FUNNY MAN. and then he says it’s time for you to go upstairs, that should make you happy and i say yeah it does. and again he’s smiling and just staring so i’m like okay bye 😀
anyways that was just a lot of rambling about nothing but i had to write it out because he is making me confused as to why he’s being so nice
#this is all just a bunch of nothing#and it sounds like he’s just being nice#but godddd#this man does not smile!!!!!!#so why is he smiling at me so much now
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watched the two eps of pjotv today and clenched my jaw so hard the entire time (out of excitement) that I gave myself a migraine. this show truly will be the death of me. can't wait
#special interest moment of I Am Unconscously Violently Clenching My Jaw So I Dont Scream (/pos) About This#you know that thing where you get so excited abt The Interest it hurts?? yeah.#basically im insane abt this and i will have art soon it just unfortunately will not be digital until I'm back at the dorm w my tablet#but goDddd#roos.txt#pjotv
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i am unfunnily desperate for am / kpop crumbs. please god. i need alex to do an interview and be like "er, uh, yeah, the guys and i, we listened to a bit of, um ... girls generation. they got that one tune, what's it called? uh- gee! gee, yeah, that's right. played that one a few times before shows. the little dance is fun"
#alex turner#arctic monkeys#am#i know it'll literally never happen#but GODDDD#silly british men Let me put u onto Shinee .....
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I want to cut my hair and get an undercut so badddd
#cookie speaks#I am Restraining Myself#but godddd#I want to#I am *desperate* for a drastic change#and I’ve always wanted an undercut#just to try it#my hair is already short#this is the best time to do it
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God I don’t want to go to work today
#literally just a six hour shift i should not be complaining#but GODDDD#i have soooo much i need to dooooooo
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hey hey thinking about the prime religion again. and how c!tommy was soo devout and his faith got him through exile and he would pray (ask for primes) in front of others and hung on to it to the end vs c!tubbo who was one of the builders of the church but pretty much gave it up after doomsday. also have you ever thought about how prime (most important) in canon is centered around generosity and giving to others as something easy and free and good. and that church prime was the first instance of c!dream’s god complex. i was never a big dsmp analyst but i feel like understanding it through a religious lens makes everything seem more normal. canonically ‘pogchamp’ translated to ‘amen’
the first thing ctommy put in Logsted after it was officially built was the Prime Log so he could worship... then the first thing he did after logstedshire got blown up (other than trying to off himself) was collect the Prime Log that cdream nearly destroyed, and set it up in the basement he made at ctechnos cabin.... and then the first thing he did about that log after doomsday was destroy that place of worship in the cabin.
#THIS IS ALL SOOOOOOOO#its like 2am and my brain is fried so i cant remember much else#but GODDDD#religious!ctommy
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watching naruto post ep 143 is soooo... whatever
#like sorry but i dont CARREEEE#its so lost its momentum#ik its because its not following manga canon and actually shippuden picks up at where 142 left off#but GODDDD#im trying hard to not skip and just go to shippuden bc i have heard that the filler makes u more attached#and like i get it but also#like theres a HUGE fight with a major climax only for naruto to spend the rest of the time just fucking about#knowing he should be fucking off to train with jirahya makesit worse#feeling so wougghh#like sakura and sasuke arent even here#its just naruto with the other ninjas every so often#hooouuuggghhhh#kakashi isnt even here either......#im trying to power through.... im on 152 so im 10 episodes into the filler#its hard#i want to just skip to shippuden#this episode has rock lee though <333333333#love you rock lee#naruto posting
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we should explode computers with file problems forever and ever and ever and ever.
#ive been working on a multi-part art thing for my mom for a few years#she gets a new piece every christmas and birthday#and ive lost almost all the original files#thank god for email#and for sharing thigns with my friends#so im not doomed i just have to set things back up#but godddd#anyway. herses your reminder to backup your files. thumbs up emoji
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my biggest fear is coming to life with every passing day (turning into my mother)
#rey vents!#every day of my life#i promised myself#i would not go through what she did#that the generational trauma ends there#and now#she is me i am her#and i know the cycle repeated with her mother#but godddd#i can't have that happen to my children one day#but she thought that about me a few years back#and here we are#vicious fucking cycle#girl blogger#spilled words#chaotic academia#womanhood#female rage#female hysteria
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I picked up a volume of the mha manga at the con and it ended up being the Kamino Ward arc, or more the tail end of it but reliving it in manga form and seeing all the pro heroes/teachers being like "uhh maybe we've been hoisting all our problems onto All Might" and getting SO MAD ALL OVER AGAIN 😂😂
My s/i is in the corner being held back by someone thrashing and biting like "I'VE BEEN FUCKING TELLING YOU ALL THAT FOR YEARS" she's ready to start SWINGING at whoever is closest these hands are rated E for Everyone 😤😤😤
#jane journals#self insert talk#❤️ scars and stripes 💙#trying to keep this somewhat vague cause i know my partner will see this and i dont wanna spoil them ajfjgm#but GODDDD#my s/i had been screaming into the void for YEARS that it cant all be on him that he shouldnt be shouldering the burden of EVERYTHING#to the point that thats what initially drove a wedge between them in their relationship#in fact i was listening to my playlist for him today on the bus and hhgghhh one of the songs on there is Everything by Muna#and one of the lyrics is 'you are wildfire and im standing in the rain' AND IT JUST SORTA HITS TBH YOU KNOW???#he burns brightly. beautifully. dangerously and violently#and being soaked in the rain youd be safe. the fire never touches u but in this song it almost sounds like LONGING to be burned#e#ok thats all for now of my autistic ramblings
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i haven’t thought about the magicians (2015) in years but just remembered how quentin’s story started with “the feeling of not belonging anywhere was overwhelming” and ended with “did i do something brave to save my friends, or did i finally find a way to kill myself?” and now i need to hit something with a very big stick
#tw suicide mention#<- for quentin not for me#i miss him.#this is maybe for a very niche audience idk how many of my followers have seen the magicians#i was super into this show for like 3 months of 2019 like i was sooooo into it#and i forgot what a comfort character he is#and i just found one of my liked edits on youtube from years ago#and he hits so much harder at 21 i feel. anyway#but GODDDD#sigh.#/astro posts#the magicians
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