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The way fifteen keeps telling Ruby the most random trauma about their life like it's the punchline of a funny joke.
And Ruby is just like "oh god, are you ok??"
Is honestly the gayest part of this new season
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TW: sexual trauma (?)
Dealing with hypersexuality is really tough for me. It comes and goes, but it fucks with my mind and makes me feel disgusted. I experienced SA at a very young age (around 6-8), and ever since then, I’ve felt like something was wrong with me. My mind mostly wiped the memory, but not completely. Whenever the memory resurfaces, it feels more like a dream than a real event, even though I can hear, see, and feel what happened. It's like my body goes into a third-person perspective, which I never understood until years later. Especially how my body would react. It felt sickening. I would feel nauseated and hate my own body when it would pop up.
Of course, dealing with hypersexuality also got me into some really shit situations afterwards and all of the signs were quite obvious too. I never understood why no one noticed, but they ended up saying "Why didn't you say something sooner?" If you knew someone was a shit-for-brains creep, and booted them out, why didn't you also take the time to check on your own child?
I mean regardless, shit occurred years ago, but it doesn't mean it didn't affect my life and my overall perspective on things. I handle it a lot better though, or at least try to. So, I suppose that's a plus? Made me aggressive though toward creeps.
#random#random thoughts#vent#mental health#tw: sa#tw: sa mention#B's thoughts#B's journal#might delete later idfk#it's a big maybe
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yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶
#bpd#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd blog#bpd mood#borderline personality disorder#actually mentally ill#cluster b#i don’t have access to treatment/meds 🫶#cluster a#cluster c#mental health#mental illness#disability
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And then they explode
#sans the skeleton#sans#sans undertale#undertale#undertale fanart#w.d. gaster#undertale gaster#gaster#dadster#I have such a hard time drawing biblically accurate sans like#i HAVE to have an image of his sprite just sitting there in the corner at 20 opacity otherwise it looks ass#and each time I go into my layers I get sans undertaled#sans fanart#gaster fanart#yes my watermark is b flat. i just thought it was funny because I usually go by buba on the internet#ALSO! I dunno what I did with the effects but like#yum???#so vintage! wow!#my works
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We just got to accept that some people can only be in our hearts, not in our lives.
Kathy B.
#Kathy B.#motivation#quotes#poetry#literature#relationship quotes#writing#original#words#love#relationship#thoughts#lit#prose#spilled ink#inspiring quotes#life quotes#quoteoftheday#love quotes#poem#aesthetic
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tfone humanformers headcannons
#transformers one#transformers#orion pax#optimus prime#b 127#bumblebee#elita one#d 16#megatron#i was streaming and said i was going to make elita vietnamese#and someone in chat said “is orion just from utah or something then”#and i thought it was the funniest thing ever#dance when you hear your state!#UTAAAHHHH!!!#humanformers
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do I want an apology or do I want to beat the shit out of them
#actually borderline#bpd#actually bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#borderline pd#bpd splitting#borderline culture is#bpd vent#borderline personality disorder#cluster b#bpd mood#bpd stuff#bpd problems#actually cluster b#cluster a pd
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in spite of everything, I had fun <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk 271#well we made it :'>#im kind of ignoring a lot of the tag rn ghsdff ik people are upset#if u follow me u know th full extent of my thoughts on the wrapping up of the series but tl;dr the caption says it all#this series meant a lot to me and im working on a bigger tribute to fully express that love and gratitude#but take a redraw 2 tide u over for now#im just so happy. its bittersweet but those r my kids n theyre tgt and theyre okay#i think the return to normalcy is good fr them. i say let them rest n b together n process everything in time#/i'm/ satisfied with what i got out of jjk as a whole and that's all that matters to me#however ik that not everyone shares tht sentiment n thats valid!#regardless of how u feel abt the finale i hope that u at least take time to remember things abt the series that brought u joy#thats all i can say#oh yeah anyway i lightened up megumi's expression his face is so funny in that panel i can't believe he really said -_- until the very end#still tho i think megu deserves a content lil smile
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emma dupain cheng on the brain😽🎀
more:
#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#my art#emma dupain cheng#emma agreste#(i think that may the more popular tag for her lol. she is a dupain cheng in my heart though)#plagg#she is thirteen almost fourteen here btw. because i love circularity#emma dupain cheng to me is like. what if emilie or adrien grew up in a stable home with no trauma. that’s emma#and she is theater kid✨#and adrien and marinette are soooo so so supportive and love going to her shows and are so proud of her#/marinette has to be held back from trying to manipulate the school play casting process to secure emma the lead every year#but then emma sets her sights on bigger things(broadway west end)#and adrien pumps the breaks big time#and he’s so torn between supporting her interests and wanting so badly to keep her from like. being a child actor. having a job. b#being pulled from school#and emma gets upset bc he is standing in the way of her dreams#and they fight about it:(#and then emma discovers plagg and convinces him to help her sneak out and go to her callback that she secretly auditioned for#(and forged all the parent signatures for lol)#and. well. plagg CAN be bribed#and also she just reminds him so much of baby adrien🤧 he is a softie#and she runs away to her callback. and adrien and marinette wake up the next morning and see on the news that there is a new chat noir.#anyway. not that i’ve thought about it or anything
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Honestly, the saddest part about River not being in any of the newer series is the lack of outfits.
Because we all know she'd be serving cunt and they just,,, aren’t letting her?
A travisty.
#River Song#i just think she's neat#and she'd look great in so many outfits#and she should be allowed to wear all the cute clothes in all of the universe ✨️#Alex Kingston#b's thoughts
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Because this is a disagreement between my partner and I, please:
Say your job or industry in the tags :)
Reblog for more responses :)
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I think one thing people won't really fully tell you about when it comes to depression itself is that it isn't just feeling sad. It isn't just having a couple of articles of clothing on the floor. It's not about just having a "messy" desk (although most I've seen would be neatly organized and clean. I genuinely get surprised when people think their organized and clean "mess" looks like a mess to them).
Depression is having piles on top of piles of washed, unwashed clothes scattered around your room. And you don't have the energy to fold, sort, or clean the rest of them.
Depression is leaving piles of dirty fucking dishes until things rot and mould. It's about trying to "hide" your mess from people because you feel absolutely embarrassed. So, everything gets crammed and stored away rather than properly organized. You hiss at anyone who enters your area because of that embarrassment. You already know it's bad. You already know that your own space looks like a rat-infested Denny's drug den.
It's about having ZERO energy to do anything about it, or that when you do try to work on it, it saps every fibre of your being, and you have to wait until the next day to recharge. Sometimes even taking one step at a time, or taking it one day at a time doesn't feel enough.
Your hair becomes unkempt, and your hygiene falters. It just becomes hard to maintain and keep up with. It's debilitating like you can no longer take care of yourself. Your own mind, your own body becomes your prison.
#random thoughts#random#vent#mental health#depression#tw: mental health#tw: depression#B's thoughts#B's journal#depression isn't something that is cute#it's not something that is meant to be painted as cute#it's brutal it's exhausting and raw as in it strips you to your core
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i wish i could feel emotions the normal amount
#bpd thoughts#borderline problems#bpd feels#bpd#bpd safe#borderline thoughts#borderline personality disorder#borderline things#bpd vent#bpd problems#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd mood#cluster b
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I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.
#actually bpd#bpd vent#vent post#vent#bpd blog#bpd safe#actually borderline#borderline pd#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd life#bpd problems#bpd feels#bpd tag#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#cluster b#bpd stuff#cluster b safe#borderline culture is#borderline problems#borderline things#bpd thoughts#bpd culture is#bpd things#living with borderline#being borderline
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thats fashion for ya ! some bill warmups to play round with shapes
#gravity falls#bill cipher#experimental fashion how i loveyou so#idont know how many ppl realized but yes him cane is jus him but with a rlly tall hat#caus i thought thatd b funny#i really like howthe first 2 cameout#BIG HAT IS BACK ! feathery but back#red dress . . . iwill always be thinking of her#book of bill
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