#B's thoughts

[littlesparkleshark]

The way fifteen keeps telling Ruby the most random trauma about their life like it's the punchline of a funny joke.

And Ruby is just like "oh god, are you ok??"

Is honestly the gayest part of this new season

[crushpdf]

Because this is a disagreement between my partner and I, please:

Say your job or industry in the tags :)

Reblog for more responses :)

[thebean-17]

TW: sexual trauma (?)

Dealing with hypersexuality is really tough for me. It comes and goes, but it fucks with my mind and makes me feel disgusted. I experienced SA at a very young age (around 6-8), and ever since then, I’ve felt like something was wrong with me. My mind mostly wiped the memory, but not completely. Whenever the memory resurfaces, it feels more like a dream than a real event, even though I can hear, see, and feel what happened. It's like my body goes into a third-person perspective, which I never understood until years later. Especially how my body would react. It felt sickening. I would feel nauseated and hate my own body when it would pop up.

Of course, dealing with hypersexuality also got me into some really shit situations afterwards and all of the signs were quite obvious too. I never understood why no one noticed, but they ended up saying "Why didn't you say something sooner?" If you knew someone was a shit-for-brains creep, and booted them out, why didn't you also take the time to check on your own child?

I mean regardless, shit occurred years ago, but it doesn't mean it didn't affect my life and my overall perspective on things. I handle it a lot better though, or at least try to. So, I suppose that's a plus? Made me aggressive though toward creeps.

[commonzinnia]

yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

[such-a-daydreamer]

And then they explode

[thoughtkick]

We just got to accept that some people can only be in our hearts, not in our lives.

Kathy B.

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

if only

[hinamie]

in spite of everything, I had fun <3

[anna-scribbles]

emma dupain cheng on the brain😽🎀

more:

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

[littlesparkleshark]

Honestly, the saddest part about River not being in any of the newer series is the lack of outfits.

Because we all know she'd be serving cunt and they just,,, aren’t letting her?

A travisty.

[crushpdf]

tsh, tsc, trc, tdt, tlt, we have GOT to stop naming our books[eries] The Adjective Noun

[thebean-17]

I think one thing people won't really fully tell you about when it comes to depression itself is that it isn't just feeling sad. It isn't just having a couple of articles of clothing on the floor. It's not about just having a "messy" desk (although most I've seen would be neatly organized and clean. I genuinely get surprised when people think their organized and clean "mess" looks like a mess to them).

Depression is having piles on top of piles of washed, unwashed clothes scattered around your room. And you don't have the energy to fold, sort, or clean the rest of them.

Depression is leaving piles of dirty fucking dishes until things rot and mould. It's about trying to "hide" your mess from people because you feel absolutely embarrassed. So, everything gets crammed and stored away rather than properly organized. You hiss at anyone who enters your area because of that embarrassment. You already know it's bad. You already know that your own space looks like a rat-infested Denny's drug den.

It's about having ZERO energy to do anything about it, or that when you do try to work on it, it saps every fibre of your being, and you have to wait until the next day to recharge. Sometimes even taking one step at a time, or taking it one day at a time doesn't feel enough.

Your hair becomes unkempt, and your hygiene falters. It just becomes hard to maintain and keep up with. It's debilitating like you can no longer take care of yourself. Your own mind, your own body becomes your prison.

[commonzinnia]

i wish i could feel emotions the normal amount

[time-woods]

thats fashion for ya ! some bill warmups to play round with shapes

[kitten-forward]