#Atsushi doesn’t get a break

[mauxanhduong]

i’m so scared is it good or bad. don’t tell me if it’s good or bad

[inuiiwonderland]

Empire

Being crowned as empress of the Yuunkaedangon empire at the age of 17, you begin to start loving the new status and power. But it soon gets a bit boring and demanding the moment you turned 18. Harem? Heirs? Tf not!

Chapter 5

Words: 1.5k

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Yuu was their name

An unknown traveler that stumbled upon twisted wonderland one stormy night. Not having a single clue on how and why they got here. They traveled through various kingdoms and countries before they got to yuunkaedangon.

The reason behind their bloody and bruised body was something they still haven’t told you yet about.

You decided to let them stay for a couple days or even weeks, depending on how fast they heal.

They still seem a bit wary of you every time you come in to check on them, though it doesn’t bother you as you only come in to check on their condition before leaving.

Not paying mind to the eyes of the traveler that follows your every move until you leave the room.

-

It was spring, a season you absolutely love as you knew it was time for the annual spring parade that is held in the palace.

Food, music, taste of sweet and bitter wine, dances! Ah! You can feel your body shake in excitement.

“Don’t even��

“Mm?”

Atsushi shakes his head with a heavy sign knowing you were trying to play dumb again.

“Empress, I beg you to slow down on your alcohol intake” he pleads.

“Atsushiii it’s the spring festival! You know they have the best of the best wines during this time of year” you whine. But he only shakes his head as he sternly says that he’ll cancel the festival this year if you don’t listen. And honestly, that shuts you up real quick.

But not before pouting and glaring at the wooden floor as Atsushi goes about the list of people attending this year.

“Ah and last but not least, the Al-Asim family will be attending. Though this year only the king and his wife along with his eldest son, prince Kalim Al-Asim and his servant Jamil Viper will be attending”

You quirk a brow

“What about the rest of the children?”

“It doesn’t say”

“Mmm” The door to your office creaks open and you see Leona peek in. A soft smiles makes it’s way to your lips as you signal him to come in.

“I’ll be taking my leave” Atsushi says and you only nod. More focus on Leona and the beautiful rob that snugs his body and the pretty eye makeup that compliments his eyes and skin.

“I knew it would look good on you” You whisper as you continue to wonder your eyes all over. He scoffs and looks away but you don’t miss the light pink on the tips of his ears.

You break out into a fit of giggles as the tall male in front of you glares at your form.

“S-sorry! It’s just that- pfft!!” He rolls his eyes and turns to leave but you quickly wrap your arms around his waist as you bury your face on his back.

“M’ just messing with ya” You say softly. Now calming down after a good laugh.

“Just wanted to say thank you that’s all”

“Really now?” You move to look up at him. But as you looked up, he was already looking down at you.

“You’re very beautiful you know…”

Huh

Beautiful?

You blink a couple times before chucking

“Beautiful is a stretch”

“No it isn’t”

Maybe for the first time in your life you felt somewhat shy and even a little nervous. Leona stare wasn’t going away any time soon as he grabbed your chin with his hands. Cradling your face softly.

“You know, I won’t lie and say I wasn’t interested when my brother brought up the idea of me being one of your concubines”

“H-huh?”

“Before the party, I knew that he was planning on asking you. He talked about it for months”

WHAT?

“I-I why- huh?”

A small smirk creeps up his face as he holds you closer to him.

“We met before”

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“How’s grim?” Riddle looks up at the man in front of him.

The new addition to the harem

“He's doing okay. His nightmares are starting to slowly go away” He says softly as the little boy in question lays on his lap in deep sleep.

“Ah that’s good to hear”

The two stay silent. Not knowing what else to say. Riddle still isn't that used to azul like he is with Leona. While azul still isn’t used to both of them. He’s more on the shy side.

“Are you excited for the spring festival?” It was riddle who broke the silence. Azul perks up at that and quickly nods.

“Yeah, I never been to one so I am pretty much excited to see what this years spring festival brings”

The redhead smiles.

“And you? Are you excited?”

“I have only been to two of them in the past when I was young…something my mother would drag me to for a opportu-….” He stops. A small frown laced on his face as he clenches his fist.

“I- never mind that I guess I never really cared for it”

“But now that I’m here…I guess I am excited” Azul didn’t question what he meant, by the looks of riddles face the boy most likely doesn’t want to talk about it.

“Well….I hope we both can enjoy this year’s festival together” riddle looks up at him. A little surprised. He then turns to look down and before he knows it a small smile creeps up his face.

“Yeah, that’ll be nice”

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“Sissy look!”

It was the day of the spring festival. Merchants and food stalls were lined up perfectly along with many people from different countries and areas walking around and shopped with delight.

You smile down at grim as he shows you the new toy Atsushi got him.

“Very nice my dear”

“Can we please get some food? I’m hungry!” He exclaims as you giggle at his cuteness.

“Of course we can!”

“Don’t wander too far!” Atsushi yells behind the two of you. But it was already a little too late as the two of you happily walked off towards a nearby food stall.

“I see the empress is quite excited for this years spring festival” Atsushi turns around to see the former emperor.

WAIT

FORMER EMPEROR?!

“Imperial majesty” He bows as he greets him. The man in front of him stays silent which causes Atsushi to be confused. He peeks one eye open only to then see the man in front of him burst into laughter.

“You still look like a scared deer! Pfft!”

Ah yes

How could he forget how much the former emperor liked to tease?

“Atsushi! Long time no see!”

“Ah yes yes it’s been awhile”

“How’s my kid doing? She’s doing well?” Atsushi smiles at the mention of you.

“She’s doing great. The young empress has been doing well running this empire” Atsushi continues to ramble about your latest accomplishments, how you managed to create peace with a neighboring country while also making new allies, how you manage to stop a war from starting during your first couple weeks on being an empress, how your slowly starting to grow your harem, a-

Atsushi stops at the sudden sniffle coming from behind him. He turns to see the former emperor crying?!

“Your-“

“Ah my young child! Doing so well!”

“What else has my dear child done? I need to learn more!”

But before Atsushi could say any more, your voice makes them both turn to look at you.

“Father?”

“My dear empress!”

He rushes towards you before pulling you into a big hug.

“Father! I didn’t know you were coming!”

“Why would I miss my child’s first spring festival as the new empress?” You giggle . His attention soon drops to the little boy by your side who was busy munching on some fruit skewers.

“Ah! Is this boy yours? You didn’t tell me you already had one!”

The boys behind you immediately grew hot as riddle and azul faces turned bright red while Leona ears tinted a light pink.

“Oh no father! This is grim, doctor yujiro son.”

His eyes turned to the boy. He knows doctor yujiro, after all he was the one who saved you from your fever many years ago.

“Why hello there my boy. You’ve been eating good?”

“Yes! Look what sissy bought me!” He proudly shows a bag that contained so many delicious skewers and snacks.

“Well isn’t that good to hear!”

“Are you enjoying the festival so far my dear?” He then turns to you. You nod with a happy smile on your face.

“Well then, I’ll let you guys be”

“You won’t be joining us?” You frown. A little upset that your father won’t be joining you for this year’s festival.

“As much as I wish I could, your old man has some business to attend”

“I’ll let you guys go now, enjoy the festival my young empress” You pout but go ahead and leave.

“Is everything alright?” Atsushi asks.

The former emperor turns to him with a serious look which causes Atsushi to pale.

“It’s about my young empress”

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Heh….uhh hi yall☺️

Sorry for that unnecessary break😅

Anyways I really hope you guys enjoy this new chapter alsoooo, future drama?👀 what do you guys think when the former emperor said it was about his dear child?

Let me know what you think!

Also notice how I made this chapter a little more longer? My goal is to give you guys AT LEAST a 2k-3k chapter

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ADA: fav position headcanons

Hey guys sorry I said I was coming back then immediately disappeared>: I started working on a kunizai x reader 3some but it was just not turning out right like. At all. So after trying my hardest to have the fic turn out good I decided to completely switch gears and write something completely different. So now we have this:P I will probably return to the fic eventually but for now I wanna give myself a break from that bc it was hurting my soul how poorly it was going😭

Anyways!! I wrote this months before my original break and decided to post it to give you guys sustenance:D I’ve also finished the pm and I will post that like next week. Because this is a nice fun way to get back into writing I’m gonna focus on getting all the organizations done!!

Contains: most are afab + no prns but some are gn, all the characters will have individual warnings, pretty much all of these have an established relationship, some are way longer than others sorry

Fukuzawa - missionary

Contains: gn reader, brief hair pulling, marking (you scratch him), praise

Fukuzawa is a pretty traditional guy, so he likes missionary. He’ll always hold your hands and comfort you as you try to take him all the way, because he’s well aware of his size. He knows the fact that it takes a lot of foreplay for you to even be close to being prepared. This is why he’ll hold your hands as you clench around him, burying his face in the crook of your neck and mumbling small words of affirmation. He loves when you rake your fingers through his hair, or god forbid his back. If you scratch his back up it’ll give him an ego boost that he would consider to be quite shameful of him. He’s always valued not having an inflated ego, but nothing quite gets him as much as seeing the scratches on his back from the night before.

Atsushi - mating press

Contains: afab + no prns, overstim, implied multiple rounds, rough sex, oral (reader receiving)

Do I even have to say why? I genuinely don’t think anything gets him nearly as much as having your legs hiked up over his shoulders and pressed against your chest. He also loves eye contact, so he likes being able to see you look at him. It comforts him to know that he’s doing good. Seeing your eyes roll back from the feeling of his cock brush against that one spot inside of you makes him throb and speed up his actions even more than before. He already goes pretty fast because of his good stamina, but he somehow manages to go even faster. Despite going fast, he manages to keep things intimate by letting endless compliments and groans leave his mouth. He loves having your cunt on display for him because of the position, and he will rub your clit nonstop. It always manages to leave you overstimulated and trembling, and he loves it. He loves seeing your legs shake after he finally pulls out, or seeing your chest rising and falling as you breathe heavily in a desperate attempt to catch your breath.

Short side note, but he loves pushing your knees as far as they can go pretty much anytime he can. Anytime he’s eating you out he’s gripping the back of your thighs to push them backwards and onto your shoulders..he really likes the position. If you grab his hair and force his face closer to your cunt in this position he’ll probably come untouched..!

Dazai - spooning

Contains: afab + no prns, foreplay, dirty talk, cuddling

Let’s be honest, Dazai is quite lazy. He’s depressed and lacks motivation and this makes him enjoy spooning. It’s lazy and doesn’t require too much physical exertion, but he can still please you to the fullest. He can whisper teasing words into your ear, making you squirm as he preps you. He enjoys seeing just how many of his fingers you can manage to take before you cry that it’s too much, he finds it entertaining. Once he’s finally inside you, he loves when you grind against him. He can tell how good it feels for you, which is more than enough for him. But don’t get it twisted, he will grip your hips and bounce you up and down on him, guiding your hand down to your clit to help get yourself off. He’ll sit up on his arm so he can look you in the eyes, only to be met with pleading eyes. It’s so, so hot to him. He likes spooning because he can wake up first thing in the morning and already prove his love and devotion to you.

Yosano - oral

Contains: afab + no prns, oral (Yosano and reader receiving), Yosano is a little mean:(, very much dom Yosano, a little ooc because Yosano makes me kinda uncomfortable because she’s a doctor, and I have a fear of doctors, so I haven’t done much research on her character, sorry loves I hope you still like it

Yosano really does care about you. Getting you to cum over and over again is hot to her, but nothing gets her more than seeing you service her. She’s so stressed from all of her work, she needs to blow off a little steam! She loves laying down on the bed and seeing you grip her thigh while you try your absolute hardest to show her a good time. Especially if you’re grinding against the bed or holding a vibrator to your clit. Seeing you get so worked up over doing practically nothing get’s her practically dripping. She especially loves it when you eat her out while she’s sitting in her chair. Watching you eat her out and grinding against her leg is her personal favorite sight. She will gladly return the favor, but she’d never be caught on her knees. Don’t be worried though, she’s gonna treat you real good. She loves to eat you out while holding a vibrator to your clit and testing out different settings just so she can see all of your reactions!

Kunikida - doggy

Contains: gn reader, dirty talk/implied praise (receiving)

Kunikida loves doggy style purely because of the fact that he is an ass man. Sure, he is attracted to your whole body, but something about your ass makes him go crazy. He doesn’t really have a preference for size, he just likes it as a whole. He likes it, but he is always worried that it won’t be as intimate because of the lack of eye contact, so he’ll lay his stomach flush against your back and whisper into your ear, trying his absolute hardest to prove his care for you. He’ll grip your hips tight and pull you towards him to meet your thrusts, going crazy when he sees your back arch as you moan loudly into the bed. He loves seeing you like this—so desperate and rutting into him, and he’d be lying if he said he didn’t get a massive power trip from seeing how badly you need him.

Junichiro - cowgirl

Contains: afab + gn reader, sub Junichiro, degradation, mentions of oral/face-sitting (reader receiving)

Junichiro is a big sub. He can’t help it! He likes seeing you above him, fucking yourself on him desperately. He enjoys seeing your expressions from above him. Don’t even get him started on if you whisper small, degrading things into his ear, telling him about how he’s so desperate, and how he only gets this worked up because of you. He loves to allow you to take the reins, almost so he can see what it is you like and dislike. Even if he’s on the submissive side, he is thinking about you before anyone else. He doesn’t mind if he doesn’t feel much from you grinding against him while he’s inside of you, because he knows that it’s making you feel good, and that’s honestly all that matters to him. This is also why he’s so into face-sitting. He gets to take care of you while you’re above him, using his body as you please to help you get closer to your high.

Ranpo - riding

Contains: gn reader, praise (giving), light-hearted degradation and teasing but nothing crazy, switching positions, Ranpo is annoying but I love him, aftercare

Ranpo truly could be dominant if he really wanted to. He’s nowhere near a jock, but he’s flexible and has decent stamina. But why would he bother to do that when it’s so much more fun and easy to watch you fuck yourself onto him. Watching you bounce up and down on him, trying your absolute hardest to reach your high is one of the best feelings in the world. Especially when you praise him. Telling Ranpo about how good he feels and how good he’s treating you (even though he’s just sitting back and letting you do all the work) never fails to make him desperate. At least as desperate as someone like Ranpo can get. Despite this, he is rather sweet during the aftercare. He’s aware of how much work you put into making him and yourself feel good, so he can throw some recognition your way, telling you how good you did and how perfect your body is while you fall asleep from all the physical exertion. Which there is a lot. He pretty much just lays back the entire time, and he tells you to work harder and (lovingly) teases you if you start to complain about how your thighs are starting to burn and get sore. It doesn’t help that Ranpo typically takes a very long time to come. He is either cumming in five minutes or in forty-five, there is no inbetween with him. If you genuinely do seem too tired to keep going, then he will graciously take over for the time being. Whenever he does that is when he has his best performance, because when he isn’t just bucking his hips to meet your thrusts, he’s absolutely fantastic at finding all your sensitive spots inside and out.

Back so ofc I gotta get my freak on😛 no but seriously I hope you guys like it and I’m so happy to be back<3

Wc - 1.5k

[starlightshadowsworld]

One of the biggest misconceptions I feel people have about Kunikida is that they think he doesn’t care about the people around him.

This sentiment that at best he tolerates Dazai’s antics and at worst he despises him. That he’s this angry and cold person who finds everyone around him a nuisance.

And it blows my mind because if anything Kunikida cares too much. Hell I’d go so far to say that’s what defines his character more then anything else.

Kunikida who comforts scared children with bombs strapped to them. Kunikida who is haunted by Sasaki’s death 2 years after the fact because he blames himself for not being able to save her.

Kunikida who tried to mentor Rokuzo, to give him a role model and a job. He was never going to give that blackmail to the police because he’d never hurt him.

Kunikida who had Kyouka’s phone alert him whenever someone else tries to ring it so that he could come to her aid.

Kunikida who was gonna let himself rot in prison for a crime he didn’t commit because he blamed himself for not being able to save that girl.

Kunikida who regularly cleans Katai’s house when he himself can’t do it. He drove for hours one day because Katai wanted to visit the sea. And got him to join the Agency because it would be good for him.

This is the same guy who has been so ready to throw his life away to save his friends and even strangers.

Kunikida who defies anyone who dares stand in the way of him protecting others. Even when guns are drawn, even when it would make more sense to back down he refuses too.

To his own detriment.

He was stabbed by Amenogozen and held onto that blade as long as he could so that Atsushi could get to Junichiro.

As for Dazai…Kunikida canonically calls Dazai twice a day to check up on him.

The Agency (55 minutes) has a protocol for when Dazai is fatally wounded. And Kunikida has ensured that everyone knows it, inside and out.

Kunikida knew Dazai was in the river in the first episode because (Dazai’s entrance exam) he put a tracker on him so that he can go fish him out of trouble.

He bought 30 bowls of tea on rice for Atsushi and then gathered the rest of the Agency on a moments notice all because Dazai wrote him a vague note.

For crying out loud the entire reason Dazai’s in the Agency to begin with is because Kunikida trusts him.

Like I can understand where the “oh Kunikida’s a perfect little rule follower” allegations come from. I don’t agree with them and neither does the series but I get where they come from.

But I don’t know where this came from.

Kunikida doesn’t care…Kunikida doesn’t even live for himself. He says multiple times that his ideals can live on without him. And in those moments he’s choosing to save the Agency over himself.

And the Agency are his ideals, they are the people he dedicates his life to. He is one of the most selfless characters in this entire series.

To the point that Kunikida chose protecting the city over trying to kill Mori. Because that’s what the Agejcy stands for, that’s what Fukuzawa would want and that triumphs anything else.

I won’t even accept the oh it’s because Kunikida’s angry and annoyed all the time because so is Chuuya. And I have yet to see anyone think that he doesn’t care for other people.

Kunikida throws Dazai around and suddenly he despises him and we can’t imagine they care about each other. But Akutagawa can hack off Atsushi’s legs off so often that even Atsushi isn’t phased by it and no yeah no debate whether they care about each other.

“Kunikida you are the strongest and most virtuous of us in the Agency. It’s why the enemy tried to break you first.” -Ranpo to Kunikida in the cannibalism arc.

“He’s the perfect flag bearer for us, unwavering, unyielding and compassionate towards the weak. A man born to be a leader, yup who else could it be but our very own Kunikida.” -Dazai in the OVA

And even Beast Kunikida hugs Beast Akutagawa and says tells him that he’s not evil and a part of the Agency so it’s a constant in every universe.

When the world is so jaded and cruel Kunikida defies it by being kind.

[emirnemim]

Asagiri is a GENIUS. Shin Soukoku Analysis

Ok so WOW. There’s been a major shift in both Akutagawa and Atsushi in the newest chapter that I can’t even begin to express the importance of! It really ignited a SSKK fire in me, so I’ve decided to finally get my thoughts about their dynamic out into words. This is really long my bad...

As we all know, Atsushi and Akutagawa did not clash well when they first met, AT ALL. They both harboured intense anger towards each other, but why? Why did they hate each other so much?

The abuse Atsushi endured drilled into him that he was worthless, unlovable, a monster etc and he internalised his pain. Atsushi feels a desperate need to prove these statements as false, he feels a desperate need to prove that he is good. To do that, he uses himself as a sacrifice again and again and throws himself around carelessly. He’s so focused on the idea of proving himself that he becomes self-sacrificing to the point of self-erasure. So focused on being the good guy that he doesn’t care what happens to him in the process. He’s reckless and selfless in the most self-serving way.

Akutagawa on the other hand, has come to believe that pain = power and power = worth. The survival of the fittest mindset followed him through the slums so he and Gin could survive, Dazai reinforced this belief again and again with the abuse he put Akutagawa through. Once he was an adult, the belief that pain = power and power = worth was heavily ingrained in his mind and he chases after Dazai as the one who can prove his pain made him strong and worthy. He externalised his pain, and instead of fearing he’ll hurt others, he fears of being too weak to prove his strength and defend what he cares about, even if he has to hurt others to do that. 

Then, these two opposite forces meet and immediately repel…

Atsushi sees Akutagawa as someone who lets their pain define them. He sees someone who leaned into the suffering they endured and embraced it, projecting it outwards onto the world that wronged them. He sees someone who gave up, who let that internal darkness consume them and drive them to hatred. Atsushi sees everything he fears he’ll become in Akutagawa, and it scares him. 

Akutagawa sees Atsushi as someone weak, so weak that it's pathetic. Someone who pushes themselves down and muffles their voice so much that they’re harming themself in the process. He sees someone soft, emotionally expressive and vulnerable, yet despite this, Atsushi is someone who has been chosen. It ignites a rage in him. Atsushi’s very existence threatens the fragile narrative Akutagawa has built to justify his suffering.

It goes deeper than this though. Atsushi and Akutagawa not only embody what the other hates most, they embody what the other hates most about themselves. After all, they’re both human.

Atsushi was hurt badly, he suffered, and it left a hole in his heart. He’s angry. Deep down he’s hurt and upset and he feels hatred towards all who wronged him, but that anger is what he’s so afraid of. For someone so set on proving his abuser wrong and proving he’s a good person, he hates the anger he carries because he believes it's the very thing that's proving he IS a monster, it's the very thing he’s desperately fighting against. Atsushi sees in Akutagawa what he’d become if he stopped suppressing that anger and it terrifies him.

Akutagawa feels sadness and fear, he has a soft side, he has vulnerability. These are all things that make him weak. He needs to be strong. He needs apathy, indifference and brutality to be worthy in this world, so he hates the softer side of him that he can’t muffle no matter how hard he tries. His humanity is the very thing proving that he IS weak, the very thing he’s desperately fighting against. Akutagawa sees everything that proves he’s weak in Atsushi, but then he sees Atsushi getting chosen and praised for that weakness, which breaks apart the entire system he’s built his beliefs on. It terrifies him.

Here’s where the most amazing thing happens; they start to understand each other. As the manga has continued to progress, we’ve seen Atsushi and Akutagawa understand each other more and more, and care about each other more and more. The more they learn about each other, the more they realise how similar they actually are. The flaws they saw and hated in each other at the start, become things that they accept about one another, learning that they were both just trying to survive. The thing is, while they slowly accepted the things they hated about each other, they were forced to confront and accept those same things about themselves. Throughout their journey, they’ve been learning to love not just each other, but themselves too. <3

For two people who had the belief “I am not enough” carved into their souls, seeing them care so much about each other, so much so that they SACRIFICE THEIR LIVES for each other,

Is a silent reassurement they give to themselves and each other that they ARE enough. That’s what makes their bond so beautiful - they can’t truly see the other’s worth without accepting their own.

So when Akutagawa says this,

He’s finally admitting what his actions have been saying all along. He cares for and loves Atsushi, which subsequently means he’s admitting that he now cares for and loves himself. For the first time in the entire manga, Akutagawa’s will to live shifts from getting Dazai’s approval to Atsushi, but not just Atsushi, what Atsushi has awakened in him. He no longer needs a reason to live, he no longer needs an external strength to keep fighting, because HE is enough, Atsushi is enough, together THEY’RE ENOUGH.

That’s what makes this such a special moment in Akutagawa’s journey. It’s just so beautiful and I’m so proud of him.

Unfortunately we haven’t seen an equivalent in Atsushi… YET… but he's SO close I swear, we’ve all seen his recent growth in the newest chapter,

This scene obviously means a lot, and it has a lot of symbolism towards Atsushi healing, but on top of that…

He’s letting his anger out :) he’s not so afraid of that part of him anymore, he’s already at the point of embracing the part of him he’d feared this whole time <3

Shin Soukoku the soulmates you are! Wow!

[woncheolisms]

: ̗̀➛ rough.

✎ pairing: murasakibara atsushi x reader

✎ word count: 1,141

✎ nsfw, smut, explicit content

Murasakibara doesn’t get intense in bed often. He doesnt have to. He is already so massive that minimal effort is enough to completely wear you out. The problems start when he does get intense in bed.

After the Seirin game, there was no stopping him. No talking him down or trying to calm him. He was frustrated and irritated and he needed to vent. And there you were, a convenient target.

The headboard creaked and groaned in protest as it banged against the wall. The bed was probably on its last legs. A little more and it would break down. The noise it was making was already alarming in itself. You however, could give less of a shit. Not when you could barely breathe.

“Atsushi!” You wailed, trying everything in your power to squirm away from the relentless pounding your pussy was taking at the hands of your 6’10” boyfriend. Your lungs rushed to catch up and your muscles seized, toes curling. The wet slapping of skin was a positively pornographic sound. In the dim light, your body shone with sweat, tears, drool and your own juices, unable to do anything except cry and take his huge cock. This was a hard enough feat on your good days, but today? Atsushi had thrown you onto the bed and ripped your clothes off, no prep and no warning, before bullying his cock into your tiny pussy and proceeding to fuck you into the mattress.

All he did was grunt in response, hair obscuring his face from you, one hand holding your wrists tight over your head, while the other groped roughly at your breast, pinching and pulling your nipple so hard it made you shriek. His massive frame pressed down on your torso, leaving you with little room to breathe and even less room to move. His fast and trembling breath hit your cheek, the only sign that he was affected by this like you were. Your legs shook, twitching in the air as you took everything you got, feet kicking.

“Atsushi, please, slow-” you weeped. “Slow down.”

A rough hand reached up, gathering your hair and tugging hard enough to make you arch up. His pace quickened even more and you screamed.

“Silly girl,” he groaned, mouthing and licking at your throat before biting down hard. Your eyes rolled up into your head. “No ‘going slow’ today. I’m going to crush you, little bug. And you’re going to take everything I give you. Okay~?”

His singsong drawling voice was throwing you off. No one would guess he was completely wrecking you by the way he spoke. The only sign was the slightly hoarse tone of his voice. And here you were, feeling like your very nerves were being ripped from your body. Your core was singing in bliss, nearly purring when he hit just the right spot, the head of his cock pressing so deliciously inside you with each thrust it made fresh tears leak from your lash line.

You didn’t even register when he pulled out and flipped you over, the room spinning in your vision as he manhandled your hands behind your back. One strong hand gripped your wrists tight while the other wound into your hair, pushing you down until your cheek was squished into the mattress. You gasped when he entered you again and resumed his brutal pace. The new angles had you moaning all over again, your spine tingling. Your pussy burned and your thighs ached. Tears trickled down the bridge of your nose and dripped onto the sheets, mixing with the drool that ran down the corner of your mouth. The filthy squelch of his cock entering you made your face heat up, fueling every dirty desire you had ever dreamed of.

Minutes later you felt the wonderful ball in your stomach tighten, threatening to burst. Eyes squirming shut at the overwhelming feeling. Your tongue lolled out of your mouth.

“Atsu….. I’m gonna,,, I’m-” You babbled nonsensically, but your boyfriend seemed to understand, picking up his pace until you were screaming and clenching around him, stars bursting under your eyelids as your ears rang.

The last thing you heard was the low groan behind you as Atsushi’s hips stuttered, and the last thing you felt was warmth fill your core as he painted your insides white.

…………………

When you came to, you registered how cozy you felt, warm and relaxed, your back pressed into something firm while the sloshing sounds of water filled your ears. All was still and steady around you, eerily so. Your eyes blinked open slowly, as if the tiniest action was enough to fatigue you, and you smiled when you saw the pristine white tiles of your bathroom wall in front of you. You turned your head so your nose pressed into the side of Atsushi’s neck, inhaling his scent deeply.

“You’re awake,” he mumbled through a full mouth, making you pull back to look up at him. His cheeks bulged out, jaw moving as he munched on whatever he was eating. You followed the movement of his hand as he reached out to the small table beside the bathtub, dipping into a transparent bowl that you could see was filled with mini Snickers bars. You sighed and relaxed into him again, feeling him slide his other arm around your waist to steady you. His legs stretched out on either side of you and toes comically peeked out of the water on the other side.

The water around you was letting out gentle wafts of fragrant steam, and you observed that Atsushi had really gone all out this time. Bath salts tickled your skin and a scented candle gently flickered on the shelf above the tub. You felt something poke at your lips and you opened your mouth, allowing your boyfriend to feed you whatever snacks he had laid out on the table. You let the sweet chocolate melt into your mouth.

“How long have we been here?” You asked, eyes already drooping. You felt his muscles shift behind you, indicating that he was shrugging.

“Maybe ten minutes.” He hummed, looping both arms around you and pulling his legs up so he could squeeze you between his hold. You smiled and let him. The press felt nice against your exhausted limbs. You shivered when Atsushi pressed a wet kiss into your bare shoulder, nibbling lightly at the skin.

“You did good today. Sorry I went too far.”

You giggled and turned your head to look into his eyes, wet hand reaching up to thumb affectionately at the little crinkles around them. “Are you kidding? I don’t think I’ve ever come that hard in my life.”

He pressed his face into the side of your head, hair tickling your nose as you laughed, unable to muster the energy to push him away.

[lightreader1]

Fanfic idea- Blind Yokai au!

Prompt: Atsushi is a human who “see’s” in a very unique way, which attracts the worst weirdo’s.

Note: This idea is a mix of my previous yokai au but heavily inspired by @Octagava ’s Foxglove au.

Also discussed with @Venelona! =w=

Actual idea: 

So inspired by @octagava’s idea of a blind Atsushi I decided to put my own little twist on it. 

Starting with Atsushi. 

He is blind just like in the foxglove au and is able to “see” yokai but not in the way you think.

He was born knowing nothing but darkness and learning about the world through harsh voices and violent hands. It doesn’t help that the people from his village always ostracized him either for being “useless”.

So yea Atsushi just always believed that he was completely blind.

But then he meets a yokai for the first time and wow okay so not “completely” blind. 

To be specific Atsushi can only see a yokai’s aura, the energy in a yokai. 

For Atsushi he see’s the shape of the Yokai’s body just in one bright color which changes shade and intensity depending on the Yokai’s mood.

Essentially Atsushi is a living Yokai detector with the added bonus of being able to read their emotions/moods if he spends enough time with them. 

But Atsushi doesn’t really care about that, the first time he see’s a yokai is the first time actually “seeing” something in the world, the first time he has an idea of color, the first time he can actually see the shape of a person.

It’s amazing, stunning, and he absolutely cannot look away from the yokai in front of him.

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Anyways this is where it mixes up with my original yokai au in that yokai typically demand tributes of some kind.  So Atsushi will be the blind sacrifice since ya know the villagers are horrible and think that by giving a “defective human” they can get away with basically no payment at all (cause ya know people are terrible).

I have three routes where this can go for DazAtsu, ChuuAtsu, and Dazatsuya. 

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DazAtsu route

So huge thing in this au is that Dazai  (a nine tailed fox (kitsune) is a huge asshole in the beginning.

Like port mafia 15 year old  level shit head.

The man is bitter since he can’t really kill himself (curse his stupidly strong yokai body) so he’s exploring other ways to spend his long life. 

He finds himself usually bored with humans and yokai so he tries to entertain himself by either annoying the crap out of them or being outright cruel with torurting/killing them.  

So when a village decides to sacrifice an apparently a very pretty but blind human he decides to join in on the cruelty. 

He helps to let the human escape only to hunt the blind human through a forest, because he finds the human’s struggles for life amusing.

But when he’s finally got the blind human cornered he’s curious, Atsushi’s eyes have been firmly shut. Dazai being the sadistic bastard he is wants to see their color and the way the light leaves them as he goes in for the kill (cause ya know he’s envious at not being able to die). 

So he forces Atsushi to open his eyes, and oh, oh this is curious, Violet and gold? 

Gorgeous. 

It almost seems like the human actually see him. 

Oh he is.  

He’s starting at Dazai like he’s the only thing in the world (Which is true Atsushi is currently experiencing a blind man’s euphoria of seeing something for the first time).

 And it’s interesting! This little human is so adorable like this! 

The way Atsushi can’t stop looking at him as if he’s the only light in the darkness. He’s so curious, how come the human see’s only him? 

And the way he see’s Dazai is interesting, the human can apparently see his body but the way he describes him is unique. 

(Atsushi perceives Dazai as the color blue which fluctuates from dark to light. So the closest thing that Atsushi would compare it to would be water going from icy, cold, luke warm, and boiling.)

It intrigues Dazai to the point of wanting to keep this adorable little human. Both because it breaks the tedium of his life and because when Atsushi actually starts to relax he’s hilariously sassy! He talks back, has interesting conversations, and never fails to give him an interesting perspective on how he see’s the world. 

Fascinating.

I can imagine Dazai at first bringing Atsushi to see other yokai. Cause ya know he wants to test if Atsushi can see other yokai and learn what he see’s. 

It’s here where Dazai learns that Atsushi can literally see a yokai’s emotions, and their forms regardless of any sort of magic that can be used to hide them which of course makes his little human that much more valuable. 

It’s a fun and kinda neat thing to brag about to the other yokai, that is until he realizes that Atsushi loves experiencing “new colors” and looks absolutely adorable to other yokai as well.

Then he becomes a clingy possessive little guy that does not want to share his human.

But its too late at this point now Atsushi wants to see as many other yokai as well and Dazai can’t really deny him anything anymore.

Dazai the cruel Kitsune is smitten with his little human. =w=

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ChuuAtsu- route

Now Chuuya doesn’t exactly have the best reputation. He’s known for being an incredibly violent yokai that would feed both humans and yokai if they offended him.

(This was a misconception though, yes he would eat other yokai and humans but only if they challenged him to a battle first. As far as Chuuya is concerned you play stupid games you win stupid prizes, and he’s not gonna waste food if he can help it.)

 So to try and avoid a possible rampage from the Oni the villagers decided to be proactive and send him a tribute/sacrifice.

AKA: The useless blind human that every one hates, because ya know fuck anyone that doesn’t fit the status quo. 

They capture Atsushi, tie him up, and make him look as pretty/appealing as possible before dumping his ass on Chuuya’s doorstep with the village chief yelling praises and giving a struggling Atsushi away. 

Now of course Chuuya is feeling a lot of things. On one hand he’s happy that he’s getting a tribute, because of course he’s a powerful yokai who protects a lot of valuable territory. 

But on the other hand who the hell are these humans and why the fuck are they giving him a clearly hurt and weak human that was very obviously kidnapped. 

So of course this annoys the crap outta him so he scares off the village chieftain and goes over to see the wiggling human in the pagoda. 

What he see’s inside does make him curious. Granted the human is incredibly pretty with their pale skin and silver/black hair, but otherwise he isn’t much to look at. The guy has clearly been beaten and is much too skinny to be healthy. 

They talk for a bit because Chuuya is curious, the human “Atsushi” didn’t open his eyes once.

Honestly Chuuya would’ve been offended if Atsushi did not explain that he could not see anything and that keeping his eyes closed made it easier for him to hear and make his way around. 

(Again this pissed Chuuya off cause what the hell is he supposed to do with a blind human? He’s honestly so tempted to just dust the village chief for being a dumbass and trying to pull one over on him).

Chuuya is ready to just release the human and drop him off near a different village. 

(He’s rather amused by how snarky the human is in his responses and how “excited” he is to go back to other humans. The pretty human has some bite and he can respect that.)

That is until Chuuya demands to see Atsushi’s eyes (because of course he wants to see the pretty human’s eyes before he releases him back into the wild, he’s bored and blind eyes might be interesting to see).

But then Atsushi opens his eyes and both of them are surprised. 

Because Chuuya is enamored by large Twighlight eyes that look at him like he’s a bright moon in a dark starless night. 

And Atsushi is just as confused but more amazed at the bright red creature in front of him, the color reminding Atsushi of a warm campfire during a cold winter. 

Atsushi explains that he doesn’t know what the hell is happening but he doesn’t want it to stop, while Chuuya starts to get curious. 

Perhaps the human chief wasn’t such an idiot after all? 

This leads to Chuuya taking Atsushi to different Yokai to test it out and where he learns that his little human can only see yokai. This has a lot of benefits since this makes Atsushi rather immune to yokai trickery, and with enough time can allow him to learn how to read the emotions of yokai around him.

So not only did Chuuya gain an incredibly entertaining/beautiful human but also a living yokai detector that can help him with literally see through Dazai's bullshit.

Chuuya spoils Atsushi a lot after this cause his human acts a lot like an abandoned puppy, just a sweet little thing that loves to be around him. 

( For reference when Atsushi see’s Chuuya he see’s red would describe/compare him to heat. Like a fire something very active and would give Atsushi warm feelings. But his color would deepen/lighten depending on the intensity or "warmth". Like if its lighter then it'll feel like the sun's rays (happy) or if its darker then its more uncomfortable like putting his hand too close to a fire (rage).)

I can just imagine Chuuya literally carrying a blind Atsushi on his back while going into Dazai’s territory.

Chuuya: Okay Atsushi I want you to keep your eyes out, the bastard can be quick and ruthless so he’ll probably try to take me by surprise. 

Atsushi: Is he the big soft looking thing 20ft east of us? He looks like he’s carrying something…..maybe a bucket?

Chuuya: ………..I’m gonna make you so much Chazuke later!  

He smirks as he is able to catch Dazai by surprise for once. 

Chuuya: Best human ever!

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And finally we have Dazatsusya route which is a mix between the two!

It starts off with the  Chuuya route, in that he meets Atsushi first and basically decides to keep him. 

So he tries his best to take care of his new pet/friend/crush by making sure he regains his strength and heals.

(Honestly Chuuya is kinda charmed by how sweet and independent Atsushi tries to be, it reminds him of an abandoned puppy that just wants to be praised. This in turn makes Chuuya want to spoil him.)

Now here is the thing, Chuuya has a bit of a history with “pets”. 

Namely that history is that Chuuya takes in a hurt animal and gets attached but then an annoying fox asshole usually comes in and kills his “pet” for fun. 

Honestly Dazai just kills the pet and then makes fun of Chuuya for adopting thing that’ll die in the blink of an eye anyways. 

 Chuuya has tried for centuries to get the asshole back for it but the fox is as tricky as he is annoying. 

Anyways everything changes when he gets Atsushi so Chuuya pulls all the stops so he can protect his previous and delicate blind human from that asshole of a fox. 

He becomes so cautious that he moves to a different cave just to make sure Atsushi is safe and for a while it seems to work! 

Chuuya is just ecstatic and enjoys pampering his touch starved, sassy, and delicate little human.

He enjoys Atsushi’s personality and finds it endearing that he tries to be useful to the oni even though he insists that he doesn’t need too. 

Meanwhile Atsushi enjoys Chuuya’s companionship, he loves being able to see Chuuya’s moods shift and how he tries to help Atsushi foster his own independence while in their little cave home. 

Their relationship grows and at some point they start to really love each other. 

Anyways Chuuya decides to go out one day and plans to be gone just for an hour or two to get Atsushi some new soft pelts and flowers so he can be more comfortable (cause ya know blind person, he loves dressing up Atsushi in nice clothing but his human prefers to smell flowers and touch soft fluffy textures even though he tries to hide it). 

But then Chuuya comes back home not only to find his home ransacked and without Atsushi but that it also smells like that stupid fox!

So yea Chuuya just grabs his spiked club and begins to hunt for Atsushi and is completely ready to finally kill that damn fox if he did anything to hurt his human! 

Meanwhile with Atsushi and Dazai: 

Dazai and Atsushi’s experience is basically the same as the Dazatsuya except Dazai is just invested as soon as he see’s Atsushi look at him awe while in Chuuya’s cave.

He becomes curious of the little blind human and adores how he can’t seem to look away from him.

So he steals him from Chuuya and decides to try the whole “owning a pet” thing that he constantly makes fun of Chuuya for. 

Of course Atsushi is understandably stressed out and keeps trying to get away from Dazai at first. 

Because for the first few days Dazai still acts like a sadistic ass and says cruel things to him. 

But then he starts figuring out Dazai’s emotions and realizes that he actually acts differently from the way he feels. At some point Atsushi just views Dazai as a needy attention starved cat and Dazai likes basking in the human’s deadpan stare and head pats.

And Dazai is delighted! It’s so entertaining to be able to talk to someone who cannot only see through his lies and bullshit but also has the guts to call him out on it. 

Plus his dear little blind human just knows the best places to scratch his ears, brush his fur, and oh goodness the adorable way he tries to escape but then pouts in defeat within his tails when he fails is just precious!

It takes Chuuya at minimum a week before he finds Atsushi and Dazai. 

I imaging Chuuya just busting through a door in a shabby little hut to see Dazai cuddling around a sleepy Atsushi who then smirks at 

Chuuya. 

Dazai: "I gotta give it to you Slug, maybe the whole pet thing is not as stupid as you made it look. This one would be such a waste on you though~" 

Chuuya growls and points his spiked club at the kitsune. 

Chuuya: “Oh shove it you overgrown wash towel! Now give me back Atsushi before I make fox tail soup outta ya!” 

Atsushi who perks up at Chuuya’s voice smiles and tries to get out of his lap only to be stopped by fluffy tails. 

Atsushi: Dazai-San let me go. 

Atsushi tries to wiggle out of Dazai’s lap, which makes the fox pout and hold him tighter. 

Dazai: Nope! You’re my human now, the slug can get a new one. 

Atsushi: Dazai-San I keep telling you, you can’t just kidnap a person and expect them to be okay with it. I want to go home. 

Dazai: And I told you that’s dumb and that the slug doesn’t deserve you.

Atsushi: And I keep telling you it’s not about “deserving” anything. I have my own free will!”

Atsushi continues to try and move but that just makes Dazai growl into his neck which puts Chuuya on edge cause the fox’s teeth are too close to the human’s delicate neck. 

Chuuya: Dazai! 

Atsushi just rolls his eyes though 

Atsushi: Fine you leave me no choice. Atsushi then pinches one of Dazai’s fluffy ears which makes the fox recoil and complain when Atsushi finally gets out of his lap. 

Dazai: Atsushi that’s not fair!~ 

Atsushi just smiles innocently and pets the fox’s head. 

Atsushi: You keep telling me that all is fair in love and war~ Anyways you are welcome to come visit me whenever you feel like it but please be more gentle about it next time. 

Atsushi smiles then turns and walks to Chuuya. 

Atsushi: Shall we go home? 

Chuuya smirks Chuuya: Sounds good though I would prefer you don’t invite that mangy kidnapping fox.

Dazai pouts but walks behind them. 

Dazai: And I would prefer if my human would stop being unreasonable and stayed with me instead of a pipsqueak of an oni, but we can’t always get what we want.

Chuuya growls before glaring at the fox: Oh fuck off you flea bitten mongrel! If you claim Atsushi as your human one more time I’ll shove my club so far up your ass I’ll make a kitsune kabob! 

Dazai just snorts before smirking: So crass~ ***MY HUMAN*** deserves better then such a fowl tempered midget of an oni~ Maybe if I’ll be able to convince him if I took him for a longer time, maybe in the mountains?

Chuuya growls and actually swings at a smirking Dazai who dodges.

Chuuya: Don’t you fucking dare! Atsushi’s mine you deranged fox!

Meanwhile Atsushi just huffs annoyed waiting for the two to stop because my goodness he just wants to get home. 

Basically Chuuya and Dazai keep bickering but Atsushi acts as the tiebreaker/peacekeeper who is constantly tired (and sometimes) amused by their shit. 

But in the end Atsushi loves his oni and fox even when he want’s to smack them upside the head for their childishness. 

= w =

[causenessus]

Meeting Your Eyes. | Bungou Stray Dogs

inc: dazai, chuuya, tecchou (ft. cranky jouno <3), tachihara

written in 2nd pov (female implied!)

song recc: my jinji by sunset rollercoaster

word count: 1492 words

lil scenarios of meeting their eyes <3 chuuya and tachihara get special treatment with lowercase names in theirs bc their just so soft and i love them so much but they're all so sweet !!! i refuse to write dialogue in paragraphs so sorry they're mixed with the headcanons (๑´ ^ `๑) hope u enjoy!! this is my slightly late valentine's day post <33

dazai

tries to meet your eyes the whole day at the agency

peeks above your laptop screen and to the side trying to grab your attention and pouts when you don’t look at him

solely because he wants attention or because he wants to convince you to go somewhere with him

Atsushi has discovered that it’s impossible to communicate with Dazai when he gets like this

the boy can only watch as Dazai progressively gets closer to you, and by the end he’s completely on his desk and leaning over yours <3

“[Y/N]...” he whined, using a hand to move your computer screen back and forth

“yes?” you said, keeping your eyes focused on the wobbling screen

“look at meee, please?” he inched closer to your face, almost breaking your mask

you know as soon as you look at him you won’t be able to say no

he’ll be giving you puppy eyes the entire day, and he knows that if he can get you to look at him, he’ll be able to convince you

“I’m sure Kunikida-kun wouldn’t mind if we went home a little early, can we please?” he continued to beg

you closed your eyes, taking a deep breath as you tried to clear your mind, “even if he doesn’t mind–which I think is highly doubtful–I still have work I can get done. so the answer is no. you can hang in there, love.”

your words went through one ear and out the other, “can you say it while looking at me?” he was using a soft, quiet voice that was making it hard to stay strong. if he wasn’t so persuasive, you’d love to look at your boyfriend’s pretty face. it was already hard enough to not look at him even though you knew how convincing he could be

a hand brushed against yours, starting to play with your index finger as Dazai whined your name again.

you opened your eyes as you answered, “no, ‘Samu–” the moment you met eyes with him, your resolve faltered

he had the most adorable expression on his already endearing face that made your heart ache whenever he looked at you like this.

you averted your eyes as you silently closed your laptop, beginning to pack your bag, “...I suppose I could get it done tomorrow. and as long as it’s turned in by its deadline Kunikida-san will be fine with it.”

“oh! my belladonna!” Dazai exclaimed as he practically threw himself onto you, arms wrapped around your neck, “I knew I could convince you. let’s go home,” he gave you an innocent smile, pressing a kiss to your lips before pulling away to gather his own things

chuuya

chuuya meets your eyes from across a corporate party

you’re the only one he can truly feel comfortable around in such a large setting. he feels safer knowing you’re safe when he’s around you and can see you

plus, he’s more than happy to walk around with you. he’s proud to be walking with the beautiful lady who’s turning every head <3 it’s even better because he knows that no matter what, you’re all his

he looks for you the moment he arrives at the party, searching the crowd for your face

he ignores anyone trying to talk to him or offer him something to drink. honestly, he waves everyone away, completely focused on finding you

he pushes past a couple in the crowd and suddenly he’ll see you; your eyes slightly wide and mouth parted as you meet his eyes from afar

as soon as you see him, you’re pushing through the crowd to get to him and he’s doing the same. you never take your eyes off of him, scared to lose him in the crowd again

when you finally meet, it’s like everything was set just for this moment. a beam of light perfectly shines over you both as you meet in the middle

“you look stunning, sweetheart,” he can’t help but say, hands trailing down your sides, resting on your hips

your arms drape across his shoulders and around his neck as you brush noses with him, “so do you, darling.” you both share a smile, continuing to look into his slate colored eyes. “I was looking everywhere for you.”

he can feel his heart start to slow as he relaxes in your hold. “so was I, doll,” as he stares into your eyes, he realizes that all he needs is you.

“say,” he murmurs, eyes lowering to watch his hands as they draw circles on your skin, “I know we just got here, but I just wanna be with you. wanna get out of here?” when he looks back up at you, his eyes are playful

“as long as I’m with you, I don’t care where we go,” you respond, intertwining your hand with his as he starts to lead you through the crowd <3

tecchou

you meet eyes with Tecchou when you look across the table to find him already looking at you

your heart stirs, stricken by those pretty amber eyes, and he hasn’t even processed that you’ve caught him staring

he’s so entranced in you that he only smiles when you meet his eyes, his head resting on a hand

“Hiro, you’re staring again,” you say softly, your cheeks warm a little under his gaze

“I can’t help it, angel. I could stare at you all day and it wouldn’t be enough, you’re just too perfect.” <3

Jouno is most certainly not happy about it

“Tecchou-san, I can hear you ogling [Y/N]-san from here and I really wish you would stop. Please stop breathing while you’re at it,” he scoffs from the other side of the table

(it’s Jouno’s special way of saying he’s happy for you both <3)

probably how you ended up finding out that he liked you

he had never hidden how much he stared at you because he was never ashamed of it

you thought he was so charming when you first met him that you were surprised he would ever take interest in you

“it’s not just that you’re beautiful. it’s just like I can see how pure you are in character. everything around you is brighter, whether I’m looking at you or when I’m with you. it’s been like that ever since I first met you,” he answered when you brought this up the day he confessed

(ear plugs did not save Jouno in the room over who was reaching for a trash can

you try to hold his gaze whenever you meet eyes with him but you’re always the first to look away, face turning red while he only continues to look at you with a lovesick smile <3

tachihara

you’re the person tachihara looks to whenever someone says something worth sharing “a look” for or when someone says something funny

yk like when someone says questionable and you look to someone else like “did they just say that fr?”

that’s tachihara and you <3

whenever jokes are made, he laughs and looks at you to see if you found it funny as well

loves to laugh with you and make you laugh <3

he has a ton of inside jokes with you

for example, radios are heavily used in the mafia so that everyone can communicate

earpieces do their job, but despite the beauty of modern technology sometimes their audio can be so scratchy and incoherent. especially when people get farther away, the audio just gets harder and harder to understand

once, when tachihara took you out on a date and you both were walking around in a store, a worker came on to the intercom to say something but it just sounded like a jumble of fuzz and garbled words.

he nudged you with his shoulder saying, “sounds like hirotsu every time he tries to speak to us during a job.”

you both were crying, holding onto shelves and dying of laughter afterwards <3

and now every time during a job when you hear hirotsu through your ear piece, you both immediately look at each other with mischievous smiles and stifled laughter

even during the most serious of meetings–you both could be standing right in front of Mori and it’s like you guys have a telepathic connection

you both will look at each other simultaneously and share the same thoughts

meeting eyes with him always ends with you both having uncontrollable smiles that automatically spread across your faces <3

along with the knowing looks you two share, there’s so much love and adoration in your eyes for each other

he also knows that if you don’t meet his eyes or if they’re not as lively as usual, something’s wrong and he’s always quick to ask you what he can do to help <3

[octagava]

CHUUATSU Post-Canon Idea (or I think it could be counted as post-canon):

With Fyodor defeated and the city finally once again settled in peace, the Port Mafia finally calls in their favor: one member of the Agency must join them. Everyone assumes it will be Dazai who will be demanded, after all, he was once their executive, and his mind is a weapon on its own. But to everyone's surprise, Atsushi is chosen.

Atsushi, the last person anyone would have expected to be forced into the darkness of the Mafia. Everyone is devastated, but they can't go back on the deal. They cannot afford to go to war with the Mafia so soon, not when the city is still recovering. And Atsushi, the ever sacrificing one, agrees.

Mori is no fool. He knows Atsushi won't be trusted within the organization, so he assigns him to Chuuya. More specifically, he orders the executive to keep him under constant watch, so much so that Atsushi has to live in Chuuya’s apartment, a decision neither of them is happy about.

At first, they avoid each other completely. They eat at different times, spend their time in separate spaces, and barely speak beyond what's absolutely necessary. Atsushi hates everything the Mafia stands for, and Chuuya doesn't have the patience to babysit someone who refuses to get his hands dirty. The tension is almost suffocating for both of them.

But then something changes. Avoidance slowly turns into small conversations, nothing deep, just a few comments here and there, maybe a little complaint. And then, small chats turn into sitting in the same room without any tension. Into sharing meals together. Into the comfort of simply asking what they should make for dinner. A comfort of having someone to come home to.

It takes a while for either of them to realize it, that the home life both of them dreaded has turned into something domestic. They start waiting for each other before eating. Sometimes, Chuuya brings home extra food because he knows Atsushi will be hungry. Atsushi starts cleaning up because Chuuya rarely does. The apartment, once a place of cold isolation, becomes... warm.

And that's exactly what makes them fall in love. Not the chaos and disagreements of their job, not the danger of the underworld, but the quiet moments at home, where they feel safe. Chuuya realizes he doesn't want Atsushi to lose the kindness that makes him who he is. He doesn’t want his blood Mafia black.

Their home life may be peaceful, but the Mafia isn’t. Atsushi’s refusal to bend to their ways is a problem. He’s still seen as an outsider, a liability, a weak link. There are whispers that he should be eliminated before he betrays them.

Chuuya is stuck in the middle. He still has to drag Atsushi along on missions, still has to cover for him when he refuses to kill, still has to argue. He tries his best to keep Atsushi afloat.

Despite their growing domestic peace at home, Atsushi's place in the Mafia remains uncertain. He refuses to kill, yet his strength makes him an undeniable asset. While most still don’t trust him, Mori keeps him around, watching, waiting, testing.

Everything shifts when a mission goes south. Civilians get caught in the crossfire, and while Chuuya moves to handle it the Mafia’s way, Atsushi steps in and stops him. He saves them without killing anyone, proving that he doesn’t need to play by the Mafia’s rules to win.

Mori takes notice. So does Chuuya.

It becomes clear: Atsushi won’t break. He won’t bend to the Mafia’s ways, no matter how much pressure is put on him. And instead of being frustrated, Chuuya finds himself relieved. He doesn’t want Atsushi to lose his kindness, to become numb to death.

So when the rest of the Mafia starts questioning where Atsushi truly stands, Chuuya makes his choice.

He stands beside Atsushi.

[pillow-princess-diaries]

𝙱𝚂𝙳 𝙼𝚎𝚗 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙷𝚘𝚠 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢’𝚍 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚃𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝙰𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚃𝚘 𝙿𝚎𝚐 ‘𝙴𝚖…

Summary:- how the bsd fellas would react to you asking to peg em

Pairings :- Dazai, Atsushi,Kunikida,Ranpo, Chuuya,Akutagawa,Tachihara, Poe, Jouno,Tecchou x Fem!Reader (seperately)

Tw:- pegging, anal (m receiving), handjobs, mentions of dirty talk (and a single line in poe’s part)

W/C :- 1.2k-ish

A/N :- Thank You to @chuuyassluttychoker and @falloutjuli for givin me their feedback on this before i posted it. And Now Thanks To Yall pegging Kunikida in just floating in my head 😭 Thank U To My Bestie @sapphic-serenade too!

This Could Pass as a Gn! Reader except for one line in jouno’s part and mentions of calling the reader, princess and queen in Tachihara’s part

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DON’T FOLLOW, YOU’LL BE BLOCKED!

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘼𝙧𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝘿𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝘼𝙜𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙮

𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢

doesn’t mind it tbh. He’d honestly love to have you do all the work while he sits back and takes it.isnt opposed to it and he’s so normal abt it it feels like he’s done it before🤨.takes it all in like a champ! And the way he moans your name just makes you wanna stay buried in him.he’s such a wet cat of a man it’s impossible to not enjoy his squirming~ especially when he looks so pretty and pathetic around your cock.face down ass up ofc~

𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢

Definitely caught off guard when you ask!would be very iffy about it but when he sees your excited face and sparkling eyes,he just cant seem to say no!please be gentle with him,lube it up real good and slowly insert it. He’ll be a squirming and mewling mess for just the first inch,but dw he can take it.unless he says otherwise,in which case please pull out and tell him how good he was for you🥺 it’ll motivate him to take more later.what can i say this man is a slut for praise,and in cases like this it really tends to work in your favor~

𝐊𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐚

Honestly i dont see him bein pegged…he just doesn’t seem like the type to be down to try it.best case scenario you could ask him to do it on maybe a special occasion like your birthday! That’s when the chances of him saying yes are the highest.so if you somehow dooo get him to agree,know he will nott be still.Kunikida is more sensitive than he looks (in more ways than one iykwim ;} ) so you will definitely need to ease him into it,maybe use your fingers as a little precursor ,and if he gives you the go-ahead,be.gentle. He wont be able to do too much on your first try.Thank Him and tell him it’s alright please 🥲. (Dw he’ll more than make up for it later in the night.)

𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐩𝐨

This man doesn’t give a single solitary fuck.doesnt care if you wanna fuck him in the ass as long as he gets to be your pillow princess~ he can surprisingly take a good amount in and oh Godd the little noises he makes💞 If you thought dazai would sound pathetic nah uh,ranpo takes the cake.he lets out the cutest little mewls as his head hits the pillow.he’s folded in half, your ploughing into him and he’s taking you so Goddam gooddd. He’ll act bratty fs,so maybe plug him up a little to teach him a lesson. Maybe even add a vibrator to the mix~ (he will DEMAND snacks afterwards😭 give em to him pls🥺)

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙋𝙤𝙧𝙩 𝙈𝙖𝙛𝙞𝙖

𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐮𝐲𝐚

very VERY skeptical.doesnt like the feeling of being penetrated from the rear,but the thought of being at your mercy and under your influence,just…makes him a little more likely to relent.what can i say,he finds you taking the lead hot as Fuck! And while he’s definitely more of a top,i kinda feel like he has moments where he wouldn’t mind being pampered a little~Takes it quite well(surprisingly) and his little whines are the bestt ,if you dirty talk him while you’re pushing in,he’ll break his sentences with little gasps and moans in the middle and they just make you want to keep going.If u jerk him off while you rut into him he’ll definitely be caught off guard but it turns him on tbh.But you’d best believe that once youre done with him,he’s gonna flip you over and RUIN you.You had your fun,now it’s time for him to remind you who’s actually in charge~

𝐀𝐤𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐰𝐚

Nope.nah uh. No matter how much you beg,he’s not lettin you do it. Akutagawa doesn’t get intimate much,(idk i see him like sheldon from The Big BangTheory in this regard) and when he does he is in charge.he obvs wants u to feel good too but he does have a line he doesn’t wanna cross.also he feels like that puts him in a vulnerable position and doesn’t like it…its not that other positions don’t also put him in a vulnerable position,it’s just that this one makes him more uncomfortable…please dont pressure him into it🥹

𝐓𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚

I honestly believe this bitch would be the most down to try it😭.He’ll be visibly chill when you suggest it,but inside he’s both anxious and excited, Goes with you to pick out a dildo.(if you dont already hv one that is) and gets flabbergasted when he finds out there are ones that actually cum!😭 (you have to convince him to leave it for next time🥲) when actually doing it,hes so verbal. Cussing,moaning,and praising you.wouldnt mind if you were a little rough. If you have him sit on your strap while you jerk him off he will physically fall apart; putty in your hands,if you will. Moves around and when you grip his hips to keep him still, he moans. While he likes to think of himself as a top,he’s a total bottom,but cam def top if you want him to.you’re his queen,princess and he’ll gladly be your good little boy☺️

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙂𝙪𝙞𝙡𝙙

𝐏𝐨𝐞

Blushes immediately but agrees. Reads up on pegging so he knows what to do,he really wants to do good by you smh🥲.would prefer if you guys did it in missionary so he can see you go at him but wouldnt mind you coming in from the rear either .just a little idea,when youre hittin it from the back,grip his hair and lift his head a little before leaning in and asking him, “who’s my whiny little baby~” watch as he whimpers before answering with a strained “me.” Oh also this man is definitely the most sensitive of the ones on this list. He makes the cutest noises too~ poe’s little whimpers and whines are honestly music to your ears and when you’re done,kiss him and tell him how good he was for you,he’ll physically deflate and give you the cutest fucked out smile🥺

𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙃𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝘿𝙤𝙜𝙨

𝐉𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐨

Aint no way in hellll youre pegging this man! The mere suggestion has him bending you over to remind you who’s in charge.just because he can,he might just put the tip of the dildo you’d planned on using on him,into your folds while he takes you from behind. will not stop until he has you moaning out how stupid it was for you to even suggest that.fucks you so good youre nothing but a mess of cum and moans.So if you wanna get fucked up harder than usual,just casually suggest pegging him and in no time you’ll be “regretting” your decision.what can i say,he likes being in charge and likes it when you remember☺️

𝐓𝐞𝐜𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐮

When you suggest it to him,he thinks for a bit before nodding. He’d love to help you try new things while also trying something new for himself! He’s perfect like that☺️.isn’t particularly vocal but his breaths are heavy. If he says anything its, “y/n~ hnghhh~youre so~hnuhhh” if you use a vibrating strap, the moment you turn it on,he groans before it turns into a lowly moaned “fuck~” definitely gasps every few seconds when you rub his g-spot. Oh also doesnt mind you pulling his hair a little.Tecchou is a badass in the streets,but your little princess in the sheets and neither of you would change it for the world.

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[kuni-kuun]

This year, the cake on Kunikida’s desk is left untouched. There are presents too, but the wrapper is neatly tucked around the corners of the boxes, tape left untorn. A colourful assortment that spanned the borders of his desk. The Agency is quiet, the air still and cold. Freezingly so. Of course they miss the usual liveliness of the space, hell- even his yelling would bring a smile back to their faces. Maybe a pat on his back and “Good job Kunikida!” or “We did it!” and have the other grumble tell them to file a report or do the paperwork instead. Dazai sits on the chair next to Kunikida’s empty one, his trench coat draped over the back. ‘Ideals’ rests on the centre of the desk, the bright flourishing green colour now seems somewhat dulled and worn. Maybe it’s just the lighting, he tells himself. He breaks the silence with a shaky voice, trying to keep his tone lighthearted. “You know…” he starts, trying to keep a smile on his face. This year, it looks a little grim instead. His mask is barely holding together. “You could’ve welcomed me home at least- right…?” The silence is deafening now, but he continues. “You know, when people come home from rehab or…prison…” He murmurs into empty air, his voice becoming choked. “You- you know…? Mersault?” There are tears flowing down his face. He couldn’t register when they started falling, but now his hands are wet and so are his cheeks. Grief salty like the ocean waves. His half-hearted laughter is strangled.

Atsushi is inconsolable. The poor kid thinks that it’s all his fault, and nobody’s been able to get him to come out the room for days. Now, he stands in front of the desk where his senior once sat and solemnly stares at the notebook. This is his second time seeing it without its owner. It feels wrong. He knows which present is his. It’s a little messy, but he’s rewrapped it at least three times, just to try and get it perfect. It probably isn’t anyways. A sorry excuse of a present won’t bring him back, he knows. It’s his fault, isn’t it? So that’s why he has to try harder, because real lives are at stake.

Both Ranpo and Yosano remain silent, watching this scene. Their original partner from the detective trio is now gone. There isn’t a lollipop in Ranpo’s mouth this time and Yosano hasn’t drunk this heavily in months. Now she stands sober, watching over the other’s empty desk. How should she feel? Ranpo doesn’t know either, but his expression remains dark. The future of the Agency, slashed and taken away from them so easily. The idealist.

Even the president is behind them all. Fukuzawa and his imposing figure seems…worn. His usually cold expression holds a hint of…something else. His grey eyes are fixated on the empty desk, but his mind is elsewhere. This time, not even Ranpo knows what he’s thinking.

U think ur so funny. Is it funny for you that this is what i woke up to on kunikidas birthday. I jope youre laughing because im gonna get you.

[inamagicalhallucination]

once again asking the bsd fandom to use half a fucking brain cell and realize that atsushi not getting over 18 years of trauma after not being in the place where his trauma took place for a few weeks is not a sign of poor writing or him being “whiny” its literally only been weeks/months after a life time of abuse

yall fuckers will get inconvenienced and not get over it for hours or days, will go through break ups, toxic friends, etc etc and take months and years to get over it but god forbid it takes atsushi a bit longer than a few months to get over a lifetime of trauma and abuse

and the excuse thats he’s whiny doesnt fucking work becuz he’s literally not —- he doesnt compare his trauma to other ppl’s, he doesnt bring it up unprovoked, he doesn’t think hes suffered the most out of all people , he’s actually healing and moving on at a faster pace than the average person

bringing me to my next point, characters like aku telling him the past is unrelated to who he is, or dazai telling him to cry after the headmaster’s death arent telling him to hurry uo and move on, aku’s giving atsushi permission/encouragement that eventually atsushi /can/ move in, and that he’s more than what the orphanage and headmaster made him (as in abusing atsushi to do good didnt solely define who he is, his identity goes beyond the abuse) and dazai is allowing him to cry and express his complicated emotions at his guardian/abuser dying when atsushi is unsure on how to deal with it

atsushi is the mc so we get his ptsd flashbacks but if ur gonna bitch about atsushi not moving on, keep the same fucking energy for other characters

aku hasnt moved on, dazai hasnt moved on, none of them r fully healed its a fucking manga about characters starting to heal where the fuck r basic elementary reading comprehension skills

[with-my-calamitous-love]

WHO’S GONNA KNOW YOU LIKE ME?

bsd, various x reader

what heartbreak feels like with each of them

angst, uses bridges from the tortured poets department

THOUGHT OF CALLIN’ YA, BUT YOU WONT PICK UP…

chuuya knows he’s fucked up. he knows he can’t get back what he let go, that he’s already made his bed. but fuck, it hurts. but he refuses to let you know that because thats who he is. and your left seeing him everywhere- the dresses in the store windows, the puddles of rain on concrete, remnants of him in your shower and on your bed- memories of him embedded in your head and under your skin. marks from his passion left on your collarbone, his fingerprints still all over your heart. he claimed what was his forever and then left. and he knows that.

some nights you think of calling him, but sculpted a brick wall between you and the phone, cementing each brick together with your hurt. little do you know, chuuya thinks of calling you too, but he knows you won’t pick up.

THAT’S THE CLOSEST I’VE COME TO MY HEART EXPLODING…

atsushi simply couldn’t bare the thought of not being good enough for you. so he let things go before his heart could sink with the wreckage. he couldn’t handle anymore hurt after all thats happened- but he doesn’t know that he left that hurt with you instead. the anger, the confusion, the turmoil etches itself in your chest and tears through your ribs when you cry out alone. it wasn’t fair for him to leave the job of detective to you, to pick up the clues of your lost love and attempt to etch together a messy explanation. he said he didn’t want to hurt you. funny.

the biggest thing you’re left wondering is why? why did sweetest, most loving guy leave without a word? why did he do it so fast, so quickly, at the stroke of grace? why did the same hands that once handled your heart so delicately set it on fire and leave it to implode?

I WISH I COULD UN-RECALL HOW WE ALMOST HAD IT ALL…

there was no doubt in your mind that odasaku loved you. he loved you with every fibre of his being. he held you to his chest as close as possible. he laughed with you because only you could pull out the genuine joy and smiles from his soul. he danced with you in the living room to your favourite songs, swaying back in fourth with you barefoot on the ground. he kissed you like his lips were especially crafted to be pressed against you, your lips, your skin and your hands.

it’s all past-tense.

DID YOU SLEEP WITH A GUN UNDERNEATH OUR BED…

tachihara burned down every foundation of trust and security in your being. he was the most loyal and loving person you had ever met, one that promised his whole life and soul to be with you. you knew each other like no other, or so you thought. you learned about his betrayal, not just to you but to everyone. and all of a sudden, everything you knew came crashing down. the memories, the love, the loyalty- you had no idea what it was now. you scrubbed your body in the shower and washed the sheets over and over again- trying to get him off of you. you laid in the bed he once shared with you and wondered if you were just another step in his scheme.

was this planned? did he plan to break your heart? was crushing every single thing you’ve ever loved just another ruse? the only thing you knew was that you loved him.

HOW DARE YOU THINK ITS ROMANTIC LEAVING ME SAFE AND STRANDED…

kunikida wanted everything to stick to his ideals. he wanted to break your heart as softly and as kindly as he possibly could. he wanted to cushion your fall, to let you down assured. and he did just that. he left you safe, he left with you with a full explanation. he told you that he wanted you to move on without him, to live a bright beautiful life and be as happy as you possibly could. because kunikida knows that thats what you deserve.

but he was supposed to be there. thats all you can think as your stranded on your safe sanctuary that he left you on. he stranded you on an island with all you needed to survive- yet all you could think was the fact that he had actually left. it wasn’t supposed to end this way. you knew why. he explained everything to you. but the tears that rolled down your cheeks explained otherwise.

AND HIRE A PRIEST TO COME AND EXORCISE MY DEMONS…

the worst heartbreak of your entire life belonged to osamu dazai. you can still hear the screams, the cries that went down with the ship from that night. you can still feel his hands on your body, holding you to him while for the first time you saw him cry. you can still hear the shattering of the things you threw at him, telling him to get out but also not wanting him to leave. you remember the smell of him all over you, on your bed, your clothes, but also in your hair and even on your own skin. he haunted this place. his heart was still beating, lungs still breathing but osamu dazai died in your house. he died and his soul now haunts the place day and night, leaving no trace of your space untouched. it was a cruel goodbye.

osamu dazai died screaming. and now you wanted to as well.

I WONT CONFESS THAT I WAITED, BUT I LET THE LAMP BURN…

you held on to the idea that akutagawa would one day be ready for you. that he would set aside his grievances, his turmoil, the hurt in his lungs and the pain in his coat. you waited, and waited, and waited. waited for him to show up at your doorstep and embrace you, love you like you knew he could. you watched as the lamp flickered, as your skin wrinkled, as your hair turned grey and as the night sky watched over you for years. you should gave closed the window, turned out the light and slept. but you waited. you waited and hope that akutagawa would return. that he would one day love you like you loved him.

as you looked out to the stars, you prayed that he’d forgive you as you blew out the candle.

chuuya n. - fortnight

atsushi n. - the tortured poets department (tt)

sakunosuke o. - loml

michizou t. - the smallest man who ever lived

doppo k. - down bad

osamu d. - the black dog

ryunosuke a. - peter

[mint-mania]

WOAAAH NEW WRITER!!!!! YIPPEE!!! okok, so! Could I request some headcanons about Kunikida and/or Atsushi having a crush on reader that's part of the port mafia?? Like, how would they handle swooning for someone that they know they shouldn't? (Btw your blog looks so gorgeous omgggg!!!)

Having a crush on reader that's in the port mafia (ft kunikida and atsushi)

A/N: thank you! I spent a while trying to get the vibe right lolol (ﾉ*･ω･)ﾉ

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Atsushi ♡

Poor man is conflicted

He might try to convince you to join the ADA

But if you refuse he’ll understand

He’d approach you when neither of you are working and try to start a connection

 Would invite you on a night out to get to know yet other, maybe walk around a park, or visit a night market 

He’d want to keep it secret from the rest of the ADA, worried they might might think of him as a traitor

But of course he can’t keep a secret from Dazai or ranpo 

Dazai tease the both of you relentlessly 

“OH ATSUSHI! LOOK! It’s your crush~”

But overall I think atsushi tries to see the good in people, and you being a part of the port mafia doesn’t automatically make you a bad person in his eyes (plus the port mafia money is a bonus)

Kunikida ♡

Oh boy

It was NOT in his ideals to fall for someone so soon! Let alone someone in the port mafia!!

He’s the type to believe if he ignores it long enough the crush will go away

But after a few months it still isn’t gone? 

He..still won’t make a move

So it’s up to you! 

He seems the type to enjoy coffee dates

Being able to sit down and talk, getting a break from the constant stress

He’s a strict man but a gentleman all the same

Much like atsushi he might try and get you to reevaluate your life choices 

But as a man of ideals he understands that somethings are just too important to change

Doesn’t mean he won’t offer you an out if you ever choose to leave that life

[starlightshadowsworld]

Concept: Practically everyone in the Agency has 2 emergency contacts.

Those being Kunikida and Yosano.

You call Kunikida if you’re in some kind of legal trouble. If you’ve gotta break the law in a more subtle manner or if something has come up within the case.

You call Yosano if you or someone else are bleeding, broken or on fire. If youve gotta break the law in a more overt manner or if you’re cornered by any unsavoury individuals.

Essentially you call Kunikida if you need a manager and you call Yosano if you need to hide a body.

Just know that Kunikida will give you the lecture of a lifetime and Yosano will make things several times worse before fixing things.

The only exception to the two contact rule are them as they are each other’s emergency contact.

Which works out considering the trouble Kunikida gets into requires someone to stop him from blowing himself up.

While Yosano’s often the one he has to be talked down and talked into doing things in a manner that won’t get her immediately arrested.

There’s a whole system if you can’t reach them.

If you can’t reach Yosano you call Kenji and if not Kenji then Kyouka and Atsushi.

Because if you’re calling Yosano it’s probably a medical emergency then you need someone who can rush in and grab the injured party and get them to her or to a hospital.

If you can’t reach Kunikida you call Dazai and if not then Ranpo.

Because if you’re calling Kunikida you probably are doing so needing some kind of advice. Although if you do end up calling Ranpo don’t bother because if it concerns him he’ll have shown up already.

Or be the calling you.

Fukuzawa doesn’t have an emergency contact. Because he knows if someone inconveniences him even a little one of his kids is barrelling through the wall screaming bloody murder.

He’s the last person you call if you can’t get to anyone else.

And if you call Fukuzawa lord have mercy on whoever had caused you to do that because Fukuzawa understands the severity such an action means.

And he come raining down hell.

[riiwrites]

bsd boys love language

authors note : hi guys i’m back, I’ve had no motiviation what so ever so please have this as an apology </3 ( =ω= )

includes : atsushi, dazai, chuuya, ranpo, kunikida

genre : fluff

warnings : none

wc : 1378

Atsushi Nakajima

Physical Touch & Words of Affirmations

At first he’s not too keen on the whole physical touch concept. I mean he would gladly hold your hand and give you cheek kisses, the little things. But I don’t think he’d be so willing at first due to how he’s not quite used to being touched in such an affectionate way.

He finds it hard to warm up to that kind of stuff so easily. But once he takes that risk and opens up to you then oh boy, he’s hooked.

He’s so in love with holding your hand tightly wherever you guys go, your fingers interlocked with one another ever so tightly.

He’s a sucker for giving you little kisses on your face and hands too, cheeks, lips forehead, nose you name it.

If he ever just needed a break from the world and just from everything, he would go to you instantly, placing his hands on your hips and burrowing his head into your neck, resting it there and basking the scent of your hair and his problems all fade away into thin air.

Bottom line, he’s absolutely whipped for your touch <3

Atsushi melts at him receiving compliments and praise. He gets all flustered as he’s always trying his best and he’s really happy to know that you take notice of him trying to be the best he can be for you and everyone else.

Atsushi also absolutely worships you in the cutest ways possibly. He absolutely adores you and is determined to make it clear.

He’s quick to give you the sweetest compliments ever.

"oh love, you look so beautiful today."

"i love your outfit today, you look stunning"

"you look so precious today, sweetheart!"

He always gives you these compliments because he always wants you to know you’re enough. You’re absolutely perfect to him and he feels so lucky that you’re in his life and he doesn’t understand how and what he did to deserve it but he cherishes you ever so close to him and his heart.

Always complimenting you and always loving you dearly <3

Dazai Osamu

Physical Touch

Dazai is a very touchy man. He is practically all over you all the time.

He’s not clingy per say, but he’s just very touchy and wants to constantly be caressing you in some kind of way. he’s clingy.

When it’s in public, he’s not too clingy as he doesn’t want the attention to be all on you two whilst you’re out and about, you’re for him only nobody else deserves to know and see you two in such affectionate ways.

But he does do little signs of PDA and affection in public.

Yknow the thing in romance movies when the guy puts his hand in the others back jean pocket (please tell me someone knows what i mean)

Yeah, he does that.

When you’re home alone though, prepare for not being left alone because he’s jumping you. (with love of course!)

He loves cuddling you, being the big spoon in bed and stuff. Although he is the little spoon when he’s at his most softest with you :)

Dazai also loves giving you little kisses all over your precious little face. He just loves grabbing your cute cheeks in his rough hands and starts puckering his lips all over your face as you scrunch up your nose and giggle at his antics.

If you work with him at the agency, he tries his best to distract you by coming up from behind you and snaking his arms around your waist and pulling you in, hugging you and basically smothering you until you give up with your assigned cases.

He feels proud when you give in and Kunikida ends up scolding him for it.

Chuuya Nakahara

Gift Giving & Quality Time

Chuuya treats you like royalty. He thinks you’re the most graceful thing to have ever stepped foot onto this planet, so he thinks if you are royalty you should be treated as such.

With his pay, he treats with the most exquisite gifts ever, he loves to spoil you. He just adores seeing your eyes light up in admiration and your cheeks puff up as the corners of your lips perk up into a bright and heart filled smile.

He’ll buy you the most pricey shoes and/or heels to ever exist, along with a whole brand new dress/suit for you to wear on your next date.

On specific holidays, such as your birthday or Valentine’s Day he is on an absolute spending rampage to get everything you could possibly imagine. He makes sure to have everything planned out for both of your guys’ special day.

Whenever he couldn’t be home for dinners or even just in general when he couldn’t show up, he would buy you a special little gift as an apology for him not being able to show up.

"I’m sorry I couldn’t show, doll. you said ya liked that necklace yeah? it’s all yours." <3

Chuuya loves spending quality time just by walking through the streets of Yokohama with you holding his arm ever so gently, browsing through the shops and enjoying the fresh air as you rest your cheek against your lovers shoulder, so in love with him as he’s so in love with you <33

Chuuya also adores just basking in the sweet silence with you, you sitting between his legs as he rests his head on the top of yours, playing with your hair and closing his pretty eyes.

Nothing but beautiful sweet silence with you. <3

Ranpo Edogawa

Physical Touch & Gift Giving

Ranpo, other than candy, craves your touch. He’s so whipped for just hugging you and having your arms around him or vice versa. He loves a little lazy day with you when you’re either in his arms or he’s in your yours and you’re both just relaxing and enjoying eachothers company.

You both are always in some sort of cuddling position. Wherever it’s you behind him or him behind you, you’re both cuddling somewhere and someplace.

He’s also 100% the little spoon of the relationship too, I don’t make the rules. He just loves being in your arms in general and enjoys being close to you when you’re both sleeping.

Like I said previously, he enjoys lazy days with you. A lazy day with Ranpo consists of you two, pajamas on all day, a cozy bed, lots of snacks and sweets is a must along with a big screen TV as you both watch thrillers and murder mysteries together.

Unfortunately for you though, Ranpo already knows the killer the moment the movie starts so he’s alright right and spoils the ending for you when he’s feeling cheeky.

Kunikida Doppo

Acts of Service

Kunikida is a very active man. Always on his feet, doing basically everything he can for his work place and for his lovely partner.

When he does stuff for you, he’s willing to do it, no questions asked. It doesn’t feel like a chore when he’s doing it for you.

He’ll water the plants in your apartment, cook for you, clean for you.

You ask him if he needs any help? No, he’s okay thanks for the offer though. He always insists on having you relax and take a break for yourself even though the poor man doesn’t take breaks for himself.

I firmly believe he has a set on schedule where he has a whole day planned out where he just does all the work that needs to be done for you and just lets you have a nice day off.

He loves seeing your precious soft smile as you kiss his cheek and thank him so much for all he’s done for you, he practically melts into your touch but he quickly composes it with those stern eyes but a soft smile to capture that sweetness.

He takes note of things that you personally like doing or things you actually don’t particularly like doing and instead he does those things for you.

He takes in the little details of you and pays attention to your likes and dislikes and makes sure that he can fufill your own ideals and happiness because you deserve to be happy too <3