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prophecyofgray · 4 months ago

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sorry bear with me im havign a moment

#trichotillomania #audie talks #im lucky enough that my ttm and dtm are like. pretty manageable most of the time #like they def affect me on a daily basis but not to the point where it's impossible to function #Usually.#but sometimes..... my god #currently stuck in a loop of There Is An Eyelash That Is Wrong Somewhere. And I Cannot Stop Until I Remove It.#shoutout to all my fellow ttm sufferers but especially my fellow eyelash pullers. we are 🤝🤝🤝

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peachdoxie · 7 months ago

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Being a fat woman with a restrictive eating disorder is funny because people will be like "morbid obesity due to excess calories" and I'm like are those excess calories in the room with us right now

#and by funny i mean I'd like to rip off people's heads #anecdotes by peachdoxie #tw eating disorder #arfid #it's a regular point of discussion between me and my dietitian about how i struggle to eat enough on a daily basis #so like lol. lmao even.#anyway if you well actually me i will block you on site #i know my body better than you do

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hms-incorrect-quotes · 1 year ago

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#submission by twig-gy #submissions arent working for some reason so i gotta do it manually apologies #also i realized the person who submitted this has the exact same pfp as what i use for Heart #completely accidental lol i just found the photo on Pinterest #anyways the tags i originally added before tumblr broke my submissions #chonny jash #cj heart #cj soul #submission #i don't care if your bones are broken play pool with me dammit #heart is lying btw he just wanted to talk to someone he's just bored #soul has to deal with this on a daily basis #he does not care at this point

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violentviolette · 10 months ago

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me anytime ppl bring up ship discourse in 2024

#jack.speaks #like yall i cannot stress enough how little i fkn care about fictional ppl #my blorbos exist for me to play barbies with so i dont kill myself #beyond that u will have to pay me to give a fuck #i used to think that shit mattered and then the world fkn imploded and now ppl are dying by the thousans on a daily basis #those conversations are luxuries we are past having at this point #they are the equivalent of rich ppl problems to me now

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upperranktwo · 16 days ago

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Holy fuck happy 2 years since I got fired for having an anxiety attack 😭 absolute insane moment which I can't help but laugh about

#i hated that job sm!!!!! the ceo's assistant seemed to get a kick out of bullying me 😭#and they still use the templates i made 😭😭😭😭😭 i hate that place sm lol #it's just funny!!!!! the entire reason was basically 'we don't want to deal with your anxiety' like 😭😭😭😭#anyway!!!! i may still be unemployed but at least i'm not being bullied on a daily basis by a group of people 20-30 years older than me!!!!#my manager was horrible as well!!!!!!!#anyway it's been decided i'm physically too sick to work 40 hours and my 4 hours of volunteering is a starting point for me #and im working towards more qualifications so i'm doing well for a bitch who has panic attacks everyday #the money i get for being a mentally ill gal is just about enough for me to live on 😭#but next year i'm hoping to make some more steps to my goals and i know i can do it!!!

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thesmokinpossum · 22 days ago

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looking at those electoral results and oh boy did I chose the worst possible time to take yet again another break from weed...

#i legit didn't realized that it was today before like 4 hours ago and i kinda wish i hadn't tbh #i'm not usamerican btw so please don't start bothering me with the whole 'omg you didn't voted?????' thing #anyway i know it's not over and if my vibe is wrong i'll be very grateful but i'm really not helpful #and like...my canadian ass don't want to make it all about me because obviously americans would have it worst #but let's not pretend that shitty ass american politics don't affect the rest of the world on a daily basis so like...#yeah i'm going to bed at this point lmao

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heartshattering · 3 months ago

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Idk it's just sad that I made a list of "productive" shit I wanted to do before my voice call today and now all I'm thinking about is how I wish I could s-h lol

I took a med to calm down my panic (as prescribed, not abusing or misusing anything but I just don't like taking more meds than I have to during the daytime since I'm already trying to taper down on how much medication I take for sleep at nighttime) and I'm not going to hurt myself but my mom isn't leaving me alone, good thing the intensity of my emotions has started to dull down a bit but fuck

#it's actually better this way so I won't be all frazzle minded during the meeting but still #as a side note do ppl know how hard it is to speak 3 diff languages on a daily basis and be expected to sound 'perfect' in all of them lol #and the language my mom thinks I sound dumb in isn't even her first language either so uhh HELLO???#I'm convinced I either have a speech impediment that ppl didn't care enough about helping me get fixed earlier in life #(even though my classmates would point out how I couldn't pronounce certain words/sounds)#or I've just been so isolated from people that like. I cannot fucking speak out loud anymore lol #like when I talk out loud I genuinely feel like people are interacting with a science experiment who is pretending to sound human #but a real human can still tell right away that something is 'off' about me #mmmm maybe the pill is just doing funny stuff to my brain rn

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simpotat · 4 months ago

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have you thought abt checking out plurk as a quotev substitute or do you not care for finding a new site to replace q

Hmm

I meannn. I'd join Plurk if we all did (the old gang from Q)

#which sounds like a nothing answer I'm sure but #you guys were kinda the whole point of Q for me #being able to casually interact through the feed system on a daily basis

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jammmbi · 5 months ago

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for a man who refuses to vote and claims to not be interested in politics past ranting about how fucked we are and how everyone in government is corrupt my dad sure does watch a fuck ton of right-leaning youtube content

#and i get to sit and listen to it ! yippee !!#another reason i need to move out #i can’t keep sitting and listening to this #and god forbid i give my two cents and add in a comment about some of the dangerous rhetoric he’s listening to #i get me with a ‘everyone’s unfairly biased’ or a ‘that’s not what he’s saying’ or ‘how is that different from this?’#insert completely different and irrelevant scenario #and anytime i try to counter the misinformation and give another perspective i’m met with basically #‘well you have your beliefs and i have mine and i have my sources’#what’s WORSE is getting hit with the ‘we’re glad you’re passionate and stand up so strongly for your beliefs’#before hearing them parrot misinformation and shit they’ve heard from far right content creators on youtube #if i get passionate or emotional they get defensive and shut me down #if i combat with facts and point out other areas to look at they brush me off #there’s no way for me to have them see my side or other perspectives fairly so at this point i fuckin give up #at this point i just can’t even be around them recreationally unless i know they’re doing something else #and MAN if i mentioned half the shit i saw and read on a daily basis ? they wouldn’t believe me or they’d doubt me immediately #but then when i challenge them im wrong and defensive #‘we’re proud of you for standing up for yourself and challenging complex ideas but not when it’s against us !’

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misspoetree · 2 years ago

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Chains of Heart [Ep. 2] or: how to do cinematography right

#the aesthetics and the cinematography of this show make me. go. insane.#I mean look at this!!!#they know what they are doing #the mise en scène is just on point!!!#why are so little people talking about chains of heart #okay I have no idea what's going on either but the cinematic quality needs more attention and appreciation #because you don't see stuff like that on a daily basis #chains of heart ep2 #chains of heart aesthetics #chains of heart #thai bl #iqiyi drama #in the queue you go

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 1 year ago

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i,m alive

#delete later #or not this one's actually kinda funny lmfao. i was going to add more fire but just the fire on the head was so fucking funny to me #so i kept it like that. anyways dont actually worry too much yes i have other Horrors going on but this was abt smthn silly #at this point i say 'im in hell' on a daily basis as if i havent always adapted to the environment so. maybe i am Overdramatique™️#but seriously i'm fine dw abt it too much just had a. week. lolol.#i need to be studying rn but haaaaaaaa my attention span 🤪😔goign insane a little bit i gtg rb shit

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eldritchqueerture · 7 months ago

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birthdays were fun when you were a kid but now in the age of cellphone and facebook (yes poland still uses it) its just a day where everyone constantly wants something from me and bothers me and im supposed to be grateful

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theflyingfeeling · 11 months ago

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I just want Olli and Aleksi to get together for real😭 I wonder if the thought of them together has ever crossed their minds

listen. in my shippy, extremely delusional mind they're pining for each other as we speak, both equally scared to make their move for many many many many MANY reasons 😭

#recently i've been entertaining myself with the idea of them drunkenly kissing at some point #might have been back in the eurovision days so it's too easy for them to just brush off #you know. just for the lols and the heat of the moment and what not. nothing serious. nothing to worry about #yet it lives in their head rent-free on a daily basis and they keep wondering what iffffff 😭#oof going insane over the 'meant to be together but it's the wrong place wrong time wrong universe' trope once again sorry 😔#bonus points if they have actually talked about it and recognize the crush is mutual #but neither is willing to break up from their current partner because of it #so they're just like 'yep i like you and you like me and we'd probably be great together but we can't in this life'#okay i'll stop now before it gets too sad 🤧#answered asks #anon asks #ollixallu

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pepprs · 2 years ago

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btw i am like mega isolating myself rn because of da horrors so if i haven’t replied to ur messages lately (or like. For months years etc but that’s another story) im so sorry and i WILL get to them eventually. once i calm down 💔

#purrs #everything is just a lot rn. i am curled up in a little ball and have only been talking to the ppl i see on a daily basis and i feel so bad #abt it but i am running on negative spoons at this point. hopefully after i get back from boston i’ll be a little better but rn im freaking #out abt boston and also abt other things. but im trying and im sorry . i have soooo many asks and messages it’s so stressful but i #appreciate that ppl want to talk to me and im sorry im like this bc i want to talk to u too im just tired and scared and stressed out. sigh #delete later

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the-kipsabian · 2 years ago

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im gonna complain sorry i need to get this out of my brain since ive been thinking about it recently. leaving it in the tags so you can ignore it or whatever

#i just. feel like im missing out on everything recently #everyone else is having fun with each other and their friends and im just. here for no reason #timezones fuck me over so intensely on like a daily basis and its so fucking sad like #the society is demanding me to be a responsible human being which means sleeping - and while i do that everyone else has fun #yall get to watch things together. yall get to chat about things together. yall get to do shit in real time #like im not blaming anyone for having fun good for you im glad youre enjoying yourselves and everything!!#but also i just. feel left out. and its very stupid but im stupid and so is having to sleep and i never get to do anything fun cause of it #i never get to watch stuff live. i never get to participate in anything. and when i maybe do its an anxiety situation so i have to pass #i think thats why wrestling is rn a very sore spot for me. i havent really watched anything in a while cause i feel so left out #like im always behind. and i know it shouldnt matter but when i see everyone interacting with live blogs and such and i know i cant do that #and theres no point doing that afterwards #and the only things i can reasonably live blog are things that nobody else watches or cares about and im just #mostly anyways i only put my time and effort into something that only i care about #and im not gonna lie it kinda hurts. like ofc i cant ask anyone else to care but i just feel so fucking lonely sometimes #sorry im just. not in a good spot. honestly i probably never will be cause none of this is going to change cause i cant change it #and i cant and wont ask anyone to change it cause thats not good or fair or anything to anyone #i shouldnt even post this this is so stupid and im such a stupid little baby but im just...#im so fucking lonely sometimes and i see everyone else being able to do things and have fun and enjoy themselves. without me #im so lonely and im so jealous and it just fucking sucks okay #im gonna go now. im sorry #night is an absolute mess on main

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daz4i · 1 year ago

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man you ever wanna die just so you don't have to deal with the shit that is real life

#i mean ik i don't count bc i wanna die period. but this situation makes it even more so.#which is ironic bc the problem is i am in danger lol. but statistically speaking one is more likely to get injured than killed #and that is something i do NOT want 😐 idm dying - i encourage it even. i wish i did tonight - but getting severely injured is the worst #- thing that could happen to me i think. it's actually my biggest fear. it's essentially the only reason I'm not dead yet #(bc if it weren't for that fear i would just try to kms on a daily basis lmao 😭)#I'm just... very tired. i don't wanna live in fear. but that's impossible. my only other option here is death #this isn't even getting into the everyday life shit. i was supposed to send some files to set up some medical test #but idk if there's any point until the war ends?? like i won't be getting out any time soon probably #and idk if any medical ward that isn't the emergency one would work these days. so. eh #i lost track there. what i was going at is that through all this i also have my regular pains to worry about #and ofc my regular mental shit too. I'm doing badly enough as is lmao 😭#vent #negative //#suicide //#ask to tag #blegh. i hate it here

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