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kingbob2-0 · 1 year ago

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finally updated my fic, “on little cat feet”, after five million years of trying to write, and I figured I’d link it here

if anyone would like a story about Desmond miles getting turned into a cat and ending up in Seattle during the events of infamous:second son, check it out here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/40643007/chapters/101831541

#It Will eventually end up as DesDel #So if ur not into that #Here’s your heads up #Hopefully the link works #I’m not good with technology #It won’t be the best written fic ever #But it’s one of my first #And u only get better with practice #Desmond miles #delsin rowe #infamous second son #assassin's creed

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lemongogo · 3 months ago

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anyways . silly thing

#gravity falls #stanford pines #stanley pines #lg doodles #animatic #i want it done.get out of here u stupid dog #ITS CHEESY.IM SORRY ! IMSORRY <embarrassed .truly #but i think. a gf revival would not be complete w/o me trying my hand at a shitty animatic. this 1 is for me dwg #as annoying as the whole process was it was kind of fun ngl. . like ive never been good at keeping a consistent style or chara model #and this was rly good practice for that .. i think looking at it now its like. no its crazxy its insane bc i dont ever want to do it again #at least in the immediate future but watching it back im like ok well.icouldve at least done that better. or tried to loosen up my vp and #made it feel less flat . <thats the devil talking & trying to get u back in on it.thats what i mean liike its fun but its evil and tiring #also im so creatively burnt out ik i couldve done so many fun ciphord gore things but i ug a 'shrug' pff 'shrug' i ?. yk #if only i didnt have the disposition to want to finish everything in one sitting. i think thats why i like static illustration #more bc u get more like. topical variety in a shorter amt of time u feel. anyways i remember hearing this song 4 the first time and in #my need to apply everything ever to my hyperfix i was like omg crop circles soo stanford lol. omg a deal he made when he was young.. & no #it doesnt feel so great does it .. (ciphordd)..then the eyes & fate i was alr convinced but when it got 2 the stanley part ab the taking hi #fathers brothers name i was like ok well fuck filbrick 1 . but rewritten for canon events anyways HELLO???????? AND U WILL DIE THE SAMEE?#much cooler version is still stuck in my head but i hope that u can get the same rudimentary vision i have

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 7 months ago

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let's cut some onions

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arinmoss · 1 year ago

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gouache painting practice :3

#painted over an old ink doodle that looked kind eh #also forgot to add eyelashes but eh this was mostly to get used to gouache a little mroe and i almost got the hang of it #i think the problem is that its not greattttt for layering. like u can and i do lol but idk #also its cheap gouache so that might also be why lol #anyways i mainly just need a better more opaque white and ill probably be better at painting lol cause i only have a small tube of white so #dont use as much paint as ai porbably should #anyways i have a few more practice piece that i might finish up digitally eventuall ymaybe lol #art #doodle #gouache #painting #gouache practice

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sunmisbf · 2 months ago

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they can’t be talking about the same winwin that i know

#if u like him keep scrolling please u will not like what i am going to say 😭#SOLID PERFORMANCE? i get pissed the fuck off watching him in the on my youth dance practice #like yes girl give us nothing #he has obviously been left in the dust everyone has kept practicing n improving except for him n u can tell #whatever he can do h.endery can do it better. it doesn’t take much to sing his one line #that one line in no one but you…. like be serious w me. u think that’s what’s missing?#n anyways if u want to focus on dance/performance only my thoughts r the same. whatever he can do henderson can do it better #.txt

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yutamayo · 2 months ago

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byeeee

#me literally thia afternoon discarding anime and posting about how i wish i had never gotten into it and how no one should watch anime but #really it was just about me slipping on seperating the fictional horrors from my actual horrors so watchong yuji claw at the ground #wasnt a “off gege ur horrible” it wS more of a #“i cant breathe im going to die i cant handle this life this is too much there is too much pain i wish i never put this visual in my mind”#and “genuinely i cant stop sobbing im so fucked up by this i remember reality now this is not good for me im going to fucking break”#but then i went back to “damn rhere are some good paralells i can make from this” and then saving the parallels in my to do list #so #shoutout mental illness #but really shoutout the terrifying ordeal of exostence and feelings i cant wait for my brain to get back to the usual compartmentalizing #and by compartmentalizing i mean detaching from reality bc i wont lie its great and it works and it does get better you just #have to get better at actively disociating. like fr practice stepping away from your feelings and accepting that nothing matter except what #u want to matter. and only let things that dont hurt matter.#once u get good at that its smooth sailing #❤️#mind over matter and manifest away ur mental illness #a.k.a. dont think just blank out the present until a treat shows up and then when that treat is done exit back into the blankness #fr im still alive bc of this srs theres nothing wrong with erasing the bad stuff #repression gets a bad hype bc ppl always confuse it with shit that will “come back to get u later lol thats only if ur not good enough at it #ive had minimal problems bc of this so far i rarely get triggered like that yuji thing came and went #forget everything until you want to absorb things that u want to absorb. repress if it keeps u alive. actually repress is a bad word for it #i feel “delete it” works better bc u shouldnt push it down #just delete it #teru mikami style #proof that light yagami did nothing wrong #gremlin hours #no. motivation quotes and life advice hours

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projectdivaar · 2 months ago

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nearly fainted an also cried @ da cooking prelim 2day. sooo passing

#I CSNNOT BELIEVE THIS #I JAD A MATHS 1 YESTERDAY IT THAT WENT FINE??? IM SHITE @ MATHS😭😭😭#i can sit down @ a paper js fine but cant do a practical 4 sum reason #this is da prelim 2 like this aint even da final exam #i hope i dont sit the exam this yr this has been the only prelim that has actually stressed me beyond belief. so far #literally had 2 b taken 2 da back twice bc of it😭😭 ms i gave me a hug that was nice #an a lil guidance which we werent exacrly allowed ‼️‼️ and she fixed up my starter 4 me #SHES MY N1 TEACH FR!!!!!!!!!#i hope she gets that i am usually on top of things in class it was js da prelim stress getting 2 me 🙏#n e ways on a better note i managed 2 play the black parade b4 skl!!!! IT WAS SO GUD #I CSNT EVEN ARTICULATE IT 2 U IT WAS SO GUD #nearly cried bc i was simply thinking abt famous last wrds in maths😭😭#i think it changed me a lil i think im a new man #didnt help 4 da prelim but wtv 💔#rivers rambles <3

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soobvape · 2 months ago

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heol

#⠀ᶻᶻ⠀turn it up!⠀#unrelated its ltr not even what i linked but chasing time - azealia.. Dontttt omg ts is so facking good who made that beat!!!!!!!!!!#ANW. if breakaway is minhui then this is yijun. mayb the single ver more than true romance ver actually.. it js sounds more raw #i rly wanna talk abt why he hates jaehee #bc i’ve yapped abt minhui and talked abt DY/JY sort-of parallels in replies somewhere i found it the other day #and ik the ‘he doesn’t fit’ is what's been written (in pieces + that yt rundown i think) but likee it goes deeper than that #im gnna struggle to put it into words properly but im talking to myself so i can not make sense as much as i want thanks #ok. so he goes on and on abt how jaehee ruined BS bec he ‘didn’t fit’ into the four that they were without him but. he’s lowk projecting #he joined JG in 2016 - jiyeol mai hyeonmin and KOHEN were all there before him. jy’s in ‘08 mi + kh in 2010 + hm 2011 #they chucked their whole childhoods away for jg - and in reward they were meant to be jg’s first boygroup #they ltr would’ve debuted in 2013 if it wasn’t for hyojoo being like hey! this is kinda weird lol! a 17 yo two 15 yos + a 13 yo is weird!#yj was late as HELLLL 2the party. he wouldve been left as a trainee while JY MI KH HM debuted as 9ANTHER if it wasnt 4 The Kohen Mai Thing #aka they started messing around in like 2014 while jy pretended he wasnt abt to crash out and hm had to listen to jy trying not2 crash out #then it got real bad like august 2016 and all of a sudden they HATEDD eo they couldnt even b in the same room #(aka. kh wanted him mi wanted jy and said Lollll i hate u die)#all in all: kh kicked off debut team. spot opens up for yijun right as he enters the company. he’s not cut out for ts at all #he was lonely back home and now he’s lonely here and now apparently he’s in a debut team with 3 guys who know eo and he wants to die #hyeonmin like smiles at him like ONCE during practice and he latches on fastttt this leech 😭😭😭 tries to worm his way in via hm #spoiler! it only half works theres sand under his skin he hates it all he’s not meant for them he needs a gun #it gets better over the years and jy + mi sorting their shit out & cutting off kh completely makes yj feel wayy more secure #and then they debut even if it is after yoonhae’s literal death. and then jaehee comes in like Hiii i like to act and colour ^_^#HE WNATS TO DIEE ITS HIM ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!!! cant even bear to look at him #like the walls are UP he’s not letting himself become kohen. and when jh tries to get close to min - ltr exactly like he did.......#ITS NEVER BEEN MORE BONSOVERRRR #so there. he’s mean and hates him and wants him dead for that. Yayyyy #kh has def said some nasttyyyyy shit to yj too ijbol like mind you he didnt leave jg until jy did! THIS YEAR!#the song. is abt himself. him to him in the mirror. to kohen. to jaehee. he’s mad at shit that’s never happened and he’s never gonna stop #the ‘why did you fall for me’ though.. that’s him to min like #he feels like he’s conned him into it - bec the first couple months he only rly was around him to try and get into the inner circle #and then he fell in Lol. Gay

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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God, this is fucking crazy

So i only have 3 more classes to take, but it'll cost the same to take 3 classes as 4 classes. So I've been thinking about taking a 4th class just for the hell of it. Something fun and/or easy.

Out of curiosity, I looked up orchestras. I was in it in my first year, but I haven't consistently played since 2016. But I still dream about being in an orchestra again. I *miss it*. So I was like. Well, what if *that* was my 4th class next semester? What If?

I looked it up. This week is the last week they're doing auditions for it. There was only one more spot free after today. And that's *tomorrow evening*.

I haven't really played my violin much in YEARS. I'm so out of practice. But apparently they don't reject anyone outright. Auditions are just for placement. So worst case scenario, I get placed in an orchestra at a lower skill level than I was at my prime. It'd still be an orchestra.

It's crazy short notice, but I don't think I'd forgive myself if I passed it up. Bc I have just one more semester before I graduate. One last opportunity to be in a school orchestra. And if I didn't do this, I'd be left with that What If forever.

So. Crazy short notice, but I have a violin audition tomorrow!!! Hahahaha

#speculation nation #im literally shaking with nerves rn but i want this so so so badly #i remember. how to play. my arms are just so much stiffer than they used to be. and my nails. man im gonna have to trim my fucking nails #at least my left hand. kinda sucks bc i like the polish i have on rn but u cant have any long nail at all for violin.#i need to play two scales of my choosing. ascending and descending in three octaves.#recommended for violin is A C or E-flat major. of course i know A and C but i'd have to look up E-flat. never did much with flats in school #then again i have that One Two Three and a Half rhythm Down. thats how id often warm myself up.#start with the base G string and just do a scale up and down (one octave). go up to the next note. do it again.#again and again until i started running out of room on the E string. & if i was Real motivated maybe id start shifting to continue.#so all id need to do is find the E flat and id be good. it all follows the same pattern.#the harder challenge will be the solo or etude. 2-3 minutes in length. only *one day* to prepare.#i have NO IDEA what id even play. i'll look in my old sheet music to see if theres anything that might work #simple enough for me to relearn on such short notice. and interesting enough to be played solo #(since i was always in orchestras it's not always the best for solo playing. tho i was also first violin section a lot #which is Basically the same as playing solo lmaooo)#if i cant find anything i do have a few sheet music books i could look in. id hate to play smth too simple #but better simple and Right than trying to do something above my current skill level.#which IRKS ME bc once upon a time i was the 4th best violinist in my high school. out of nearly 2k students.#but thats what happens when u go years without consistent practice :p ur arm gets Stiff.#im. still nervous but also thinking about the music is making me EXCITED.#it's going to be a wild time prepping for this thing but itll be over in like 5 mins and i dont even have to worry about Passing #so long as i *do it* i should get into something. i just need to push myself. do it. get out there. *play your violin*#i already cried in a public bathroom for 10 mins today and im feeling emotional Again.#not quite crying emotional tho thankfully. just. i feel like i need to climb onto a rooftop and SCREAM!!!! but like in a good way.#so so so nervous but itll be so so so worth it. i could be in an orchestra again. finally. finally finally finally.#and i STILL NEED TO FINISH THIS ASSIGNMENT.....!!!! hfkahfks today has been. a DAY.#just. keeps going through my head. i could be in an orchestra again. i could be in an orchestra again. at least one more time.

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imflyingfish · 1 year ago

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Worst thing about learning a new language of my own violation though is that its made me a fucking nerd. I just found my friend's flashcards on quizlet and got excited. I get excited to hear some french words in everyday conversation. When my friends are reading a book i have to resist the urge to go WHAT LANGUAGE IS THAT. Im just super excited to consume french and spanish language and phrases and im a fucking nerd about it now

#like im not as into spanish as i am french #i like the sounds better but i set out here to learn french goddamit!!!!#but it would be SUPER awesome to speak both fr fe #fr #hell even just 1 #like in 4 years. again. km not going to be worse #im listening and learing french constantly atm #spanish its only been a few days but im getting on a lot better than i thought #i keep getting frustrated bevause i dont always understand it and its digficult to manage my time #plus ive heard that learning two langauages can confuse u #but ive not had too much issue atm and it can actually be benifitial to learn both #hell i dont think om even doing this for qsmp anymore i dont even watch qsmp!!!!!#but also if i do need to dropone language or maybe even both if rhings get really crazy #it wont be the end of the world because i can always pick it back up and it wi never be a waste u know #luke i havent learnt spanish for 4 or 5 years!!! and i STILL can read a bit and i got put forwards on duolingo even FURTHER than i currently #am in french!!!!!!#and ive been learning french for 4 months! (although i learnt spanish at school since like. year 4 and i didnt take it in later years and my #spanish teacher hated me bc i was always drawing and she was mean #ik spanishis easier to learn than french #did u k ow that if u practice for 3 hours a day u can learn spanish in 6 months!?#i dont have 3 hours a day #i think today ive spent about 1 #1.5 hours practicing and 1.5 hours engaging with french and spanish media combined #but thats only half of that each idk #i just dont think im going to be fluent for aggggeeeesssssss like YEARS. maybe in like. 4 or 5 years would be cool #but also its just fun? and im having fun and oh my god this makes me a nerd doesnt it #okay okay ramble over im just proud of myself :]

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failsquirrel · 8 months ago

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if anyone wanna commission me 😈😈😏😏 hmu i could use a few bucks rn

#im honestly willing to underprice myself lol id say the level of stuff i normally post on here will be like 15-20 #i can do more complex shaded stuff for around 30 i can dig up some old examples #yes i will also also do stuff for adults only if u get what i mean even though i dont normally post that stuff (not suee if i can actually #say the word for it without tumblr hiding my post from everyone)#im much better at furries but i can draw humans as well....just dont expect it to be as good i dont have nearly as much practice lol #commission #furry commissions #meowing

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sorikkung · 8 months ago

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people interacting w wgoin in my notes... this would be a rly bad time to say all my writing will probably be on hiatus for the indefinite future huh

#not like it makes a practical difference considering i only upload twice a year at best #but im realising how much my writing is shame motivated and its just not sustainable or healthy #it saddens me that these stories i invested So much time and effort into will probably never get finished #i wanna hold out hope that they will but #i dont want anyones expectations to be too high #bc knowing myself they probably wont #i started wgoin thinking that this would be the story i commit to finishing and not just abandon as soon as i get bored #but that was before i had really realised how my brain works #and for a while writing these chapters have felt very forced #gbgb had a much better run till it crashed and i was just unable to pick it back up #tbh that one could potentially still be saved bc of how open ended it is if i get any inspo for it back whatsoever #bc it had no strict plan i was entirely making it up as i go #and im realising thats how i write best. i tried to plan wgoin so id commit to finishing it but im realising that has the opposite effect #if i plan anything too thoroughly writing it becomes like gnawing on lead #cause i got all the dopamine out of the idea already #i write best when i have nothing but a vague idea or a vibe #gbgb crashed bc i ran out of vibes and ideas but if i find any again who knows #there is the possibility where i scrap the plan i had for wgoins entire plot and make the rest up as i go #which i might try purely bc i love the story sm #and i think i enjoyed writing it most back in the first three parts where i Was making it up as i went #which is why im saying indefinite hiatus instead of discontinued #bc there is hope for them. just not. much #so if u stick around maybe follow me on ao3 if u dont wanna see all my posts n just my stories #maybe in 3 years time youll see another wgoin notif or sumn #sorry to the small but dedicated handful of readers who really loved these fics #i wanted to write more for you guys bc ik its hard to find this kinda fic anywhere else; its why i started writing it #but i am but one unmedicated autist w severe adhd. we r working on the unmedicated part tho #ive learned so much abt how my brain functions now n how to make the most of it tho #i told myself id finish any new writing before i post it. so know anything new Will be complete :3 #mischiefing time

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lemongogo · 1 year ago

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can i ask.how u guys practice ur creativity <3 how u practice ur imagination or like.. how u experiment with ur art, how u come to ideas and how u develop them.<3 pretty please <3

#smthing i have always struggled w.is feeling like i can only draw things that r handed 2 me.#as in.an idea or concept that already exists #chara or conflict that already exists.Scene that alr exists.#and i think it can be soo limiting bc when i have that sort of creative desire but nothing 2 reflect off of it #i feel like im unable to do anything/get anywhere bc im unable to do that mental legwork myself ykwim #like comic artists r SOOO JAW DROP INSPIRING TO MEE bc not only are u envisioning ur own sequences/situations #but u are able to imagine even the most MUNDANE interactions within those scenarios u know #like the transitory panels and the quiet moments and the every day stillness #and i feel like.its not even a poor attempt on my behalf its like.i cant Even attempt it.like my brain is soo empty #and soo static and noiseless that i am like gauhh......#i can practice lines all day long and practice colors and practice anatomy or Whatever bc its something concrete #and its in front of me and i can pry apart the physical technicalities until i understand it better #but my MIND???ABSTRACTION>? THOUGHTS .ough its so hard #and i really want to push past that but i dont know how and its so .. demoralizing to think that ill get there One Day but i feel #one million and two days away.and not making active process towards it.#i know the first step is to build ur visual library and i feel liek. idk i FEEL LIKEEE theres more 2 it that im missing #but also im depressed as hell n my job is killing my creative drive and the seasonal stuff isnt helping #so maybe i just need 2 give it time (true) but i also like.man i dont know. i want 2 do something w my hands #but everything ive been doing so far has felt soo .hard and fruitless and i definitely dont want 2 turn art into such a stressful thing #fruitless as in like.i dont get any personal satisfaction w it.idgaf abt monetization or algorithms or any of tht #but smtimes thats just what happens and i have 2 weather through and know ill be more equipped 4 this some other time #SAWRYYY IM ALWAYS GOING ON AND ONNN im nromal im normal<3 i just rly like art and it sucks balls whn it feels out of reach #sigh cry fart scroll.(:salute:)

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marigoldbaker · 2 years ago

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photorealistic intensely sexy calendiles fanart when

#please my people are starving #musings #i gotta practice drawing and get better for literally only this reason.#be the change u wanna see in the world

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dullahandyke · 1 year ago

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nothing like a typing test to lift the spirits

#i might still not have the fucking essay half done but i just scored 118wpm qwerty on monkeytype 30 second test with 96%acc #^ btw typing tests r mostly bullshit and theyre not an accurate measure of how fast u type in practice #they often include only common/basic words and lack both punctuation and coherant word patterns #additionally it only measures how quickly you can replicate written word #when i know that personally a lot of the drag on my typing speed is composing sentences in my head or processing audio #like using stenography methods a lot of people reach speeds of 220+wpm (the average speed a person talks)#but even if i learned plover (something i have all the equipment to do but i havent sat down n done yet)#i doubt id be able to become a court stenographer or other such thing bcos of how autism slows down my audio processing #so i would need to attend to That and improve it greatly and i do not know if that is possible #and also like i have no urgent need to transcribe real-time dialogue its just an interest thing #but yknow!#anywho i probs need to practice dvorak more and get good at that before i crack into stenography #last i checked i was like 23wpm without reference if i attempted accuracy (using a typing test with punctuation and sentence structure)#which is like. dogshit. but it wont get better if i dont practice ig #okkkk from now on im going dvorak mode except for schoolwork and im not allowed 2 get mad #ok there we go i switched over yay #i'm both better and worse than i expected #muscle memory is doing so much heavy lifting re: where letters n shit are #but its still a little agonising

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badbanaynas · 2 years ago

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i will alaso say that i do NOT care about h00k not ONE BIT. idk why he's been able to hold this yaoi title for so long , like i also don't get how it doesn't make him look absolutely LAME to everyone. liKE J*NGLEBOY IS RIGHT that belt is literally just given to him cause he's a nepo baby.

AND YES! jack is also a nepo baby but your dad being an actor that was famous for about 5-6 ish years , then had to act again to support his kids..is VERY DIFFERENT from your dad LITERALLY being a wrestling veteran in ww3 nOIDMOISMFIOSF.. LIKE CMON

#straight dudes talking about like perry too LIKE UMMM.... I KNOW MORE THAN U #DONT GET ME STRTED ON HOOK!!#he gets away iwth LITERALLY DOING NOTHING puts only about 5 minutes in a match and gets windED #like jungle boy is gonna have to literalyl carry the feud AND I DFONT THJINK HE CAN ASMNFH #but im thinking this is really good practice for jack to get better #to give him a feud with someone who will put in nothing so he has to do everything to make hook look really good #curious to how this will play out

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