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do you ever think about how all you used to draw when you were 10 was ponies and that you should still know how to do that, then get an idea and proceed to draw something like these in nearly one sitting and it turns out better than any drawing you've done in the entire past month
sooo anyway does anyone have cutie mark or pony name ideas for them?? lol
#(the b girl lineups are older than a month because i procrastinated a lot on doing minor fixes. nothing i drew in the month of june 2024#is really worth showing it's all shitty doodles lmao)#bnha#class 1b#mlp#?#yui kodai#setsuna tokage#itsuka kendo#ibara shiozaki#(i love how she came out in particular! creature :3)#reiko yanagi#tikto's art#you may be wondering why pony of all people isn't here.#i did draw her! but i kind of ran out of steam so i ended up not really liking the result lol same for kinoko#anyway shoutout to elementary school me i was SO obsessed with mlp. brony stuff was one of the first things i used the internet for#and you know what. i wouldn't say it ruined me it was a pleasant experience#i just read what was basically a polish version of equestria daily and constantly checked the deviantart profile of one (1) specific artist#that i liked a lot#i did watch some weird speedpaints (yknow the horror ones) but i honestly dont remember being very bothered by them i just liked the art#i was just chilling there lurking and never actively participating due to being 10 and afraid of online strangers (good for me tbh)#i remember having an identity crisis though because can i really call myself a brony if i'm a little girl? the target audience of the show?#lmao anyway i would also draw ponies constantly and write oc fanfics (and the ocs were actually my irl friends ponified)#and i even had my own little g5 concept. good times good times#tag story time over god bless enjoy your day
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The Dandy with his Hand on his chest
I wanted to do a big piece before the month ended and I had been thinking on drawing a study of "The Nobleman with his Hand on his Chest" by El Greco with Slayer for a good while, because I adore that painting and believe it fits him, since it has a mysterious yet noble aura to me. Very dandy!
I love Slayer's Rev2 Color 4, so I got really happy when it returned as Color 10 in Strive, now with a very stylish nail polish, too.
#ok I'm attempting to keep my kilometric rambles in the tags instead of the post to not scare away people so keep reading if you want#slayer#guilty gear#guilty gear strive#guilty gear fanart#art tag2b named#before this painting I wouldn't have counted the og painting as one of my favs but now I do#I remember first seeing it in an artbook as a kid in which it was described as dismal and that actually scared me lol. It impacted me a lot#for a painting.. nowadays I feel it's awesome but again I still find it to have a bit of a mysterious aura. I hope this doesn't come off as#me going “I don't get this artwork so oooh it's scary!” but me thinking it has an aura that captivates your imagination#that being said I DID want MY version to be a bit unnerving or spooky because. color 10 slayer come on! I hope it worked#tried to do proper more complex lighting this time. I learnt a lot.. I def made the face's more dramatic but couldn't get the rest to look#the same plus I kinda like the face's contrasting with the rest of the lighting. also I do enjoy the end result of the body lighting#slayer's face is so tough.. that alone took me three days#idk what was going on w the background. it's a bit similar to my hos/ab.a pic's but fair enough#one day I'll learn to make complex detailed backgrounds. not today. it kind of came out like sm64d.s character portraits which could be a#bit unsettling for young me so it just works#sorry I enjoyed drawing this a lot so I have a lot of thoughts about it. thank you if you read. hope you enjoy the drawing :)#eye contact
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ls! sunkissed duo and tr! aimross are actually pretty similar. (both are my favourite duos and I found that rly funny)
a person who gets beaten down on the daily and their special emotional support guy who would kill anyone for them if they ask once (but if they don't they are just as protective in other ways)
one is more selfless other is more selfish. (the selfish desire in question being to ensure their friend's safety and happiness above all else but still)
#holo tired rambles#the realm smp#not tagging ls#sunkissed are more messed up emotionally than aimross but still#aimsey and derapchu especially are close paralels#selfish in wanting their friend to just leave with them and get rid of what's bothering them#and also neutral and not having the same morals as their friend#derapchu can and will kill people (for a reason but not as strict of a reason like zam). he wanted to kill people for zam multiple times#aimsey does not gaf abot the kingdom and hates the monarchy. but will absolutely help ros (and sometimes the kingdom) bc they are friends#ros and zam are not that comparable but still#both gave people a lot of chances to change but came to same results giving up on them in the end (tr!pili and ls!kab)#both are walked over by people around them (underestimation with ros and “he won't do anything” to zam) except a few#and sunkissed and aimross are both such cute and healthy (mostly. ls! derapchu I am looking at your jealous ass) dynamics#just feels nice to watch them hang out each time :3 (plus ls!zam and tr!ros deserve the world)#thats a shit ton of tags dam
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Another personal take on today's Neo-liberalism-- how IT is the OTHER SIDE OF THE SAME COIN AS ALT-RIGHT WINGERS (ya know how "new age spirituality" is now becoming synonymous with CULTURAL APPROPRIATION and ABUSE APOLOGISM and NO ONE IS BATTING AN EYE ABOUT IT)....
Just saw a post from a "trans person" about how it's "ableism" to call out an abusive person who is IN THE HIGHER SPECTRUM OF NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY DISORDER because "being a narcissist is a mental disorder"... are you fucking kidding me???
(fyi, mirroring is a form of MALEVOLENT manipulation - mirroring is something that a lot of ABUSIVE people in the HIGHER SPECTRUM OF NARCISSISTIC PERSONALITY DISORDER DO TO HARM OTHERS).
And I just smdh.... reactive liberalism will excuse anything these days.
...reminds me of American/"Western" kids who are groomed to think being "trans" is about ASSIMILATING to the hetero-normative PERSPECTIVE AND EXPECTATIONS of GENDER EXPRESSION.
it's the same type of oppressive heteronormativity???? (this is why I don't vibe with folks who say shit like "the youth today are kinder" -- NO THEY ARE NOT. they've become more SKILLED at mimicking societal conventions).
OPPRESSION TODAY HAS BECOME MORE INSIDIOUS.
Y'all really need to stop thinking in BINARY.
Just because someone's gay, doesn't mean they can't be racist, or classist, or oppressive??? Just like, just because someone adheres to the identity politics of "latinidad" or any other "non-white" identity doesn't mean they're "progressive"????
(I used to run decolonizeyourself.tumblr.com and decolonizeyourselfarchive.tumblr.com)
....Just because some "westerner" identifies as "trans" doesn't mean they know shit-all about "ableism"!
Please stop throwing around the word "ableism" whenever folks talk about ABUSE that are coming from a person with NPD.
#ya know how autism is a spectrum#NPD is also a spectrum#except there have been over 50+ years of studies on NPD also as a CULTURAL PHENOMENA#it is a direct PSYCHOLOGICAL “result” of coloniality#and when people think it's “ableist” to IDENTIFY an abusive person's behavior as “narcissistic” - YALL essentially are DEFENDING ABUSE!#systemic abuse!!!!#I was a behavior technician before#the difference between those who need ASSISTANCE in the BASIC function of societal interactions VS. those in the “higher function” spectrum#NOT the same as NPD where those in the “higher spectrum” are more likely to be MALEVOLENT#it is NOT ableism to call out an abusive person for being NARCISSISTIC#reminds me of a friend who used to say “kids today are BETTER PEOPLE than KIDS in the past”#and I was like MY MOM WAS BORN IN 1944 AND MY DAD in 1933 AND THEY never adhered to heteronormativity#ive met YOUNG KIDS TODAY in their early 20s who are all about ~lgbt~ but would perpetuate HETERONORMATIVITY#when my mom was working at a fried chicken place at AGE 60 a bunch of 12 year old Latina kids came in twice to make fun of her accent#and how “dirty” she was.... so are any of you understanding that AGE AND GENERATION DO NOT DICTATE SOMEONE'S “bigotry”????#my mom and dad were actual “progressives” at age 60-90 than most American kids who CLAIM TO BE LIBERAL at age 20????#like even as a 30+ adult I have had LATINAS in their 20s w/ gay and trans friends who would be RACIST AND CLASSIST AND MISOGYNISTIC TO ME?
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Just wanted to plant an idea if you wanted a bit of fuel: Mahiru asking Yuno to come to her cell before everything goes down.
Edit: I forgot the ask didn't say it but this is part of Kyanako's incredible Order Of Attack AU!
Didn't mean for this to become a mini Mappi study but here we are ✨ Thank you for the request! I fully intended to write them hanging out, but it's more right before they hang out lol. Went a bit on-the-nose with foreshadowing, but isn't that the fun part? It has become Emotional Over Mahiru Hour...
I kept things vague, but TW for mentioning her boyfriend's state of potential self-harm
Mahiru tried not to act superstitious, she really did. As much as she loved the idea of little luck charms, or avoided easy signs of misfortune, it was easier to keep quiet about such ridiculous things.
Maybe catching a bride’s bouquet meant no guarantees; maybe there was no real harm in stepping underneath ladders, maybe a coin tossed into a fountain had no real magic to its wish. However, the one thing she knew for sure held power was a lucky presence. Being in the right place at the right time could alter everything. And today was the right time for something. There was this waiting in the air. The prison had been holding its breath. Mahiru knew it was time to release it all.
“You must be so lonely, why don’t you let big sis Mahiru keep you company?” She beamed at Amane.
She often recalled the good fortune that she and a certain young man had crossed paths on the university terrace. She used to laugh with him about the wonderful coincidence of bumping into each other outside of the bakery, then the convenience store.
Though she’d never spoken about it to him, she was also grateful for many occasions where she walked in on him at the precise moment to talk him out of something reckless. She always told him that they’d do everything together. He didn’t need to be alone anymore.
“I wish to be alone. I need peace of mind to think.” Amane turned away from the cell door.
It was a good thing, too. Mahiru’s smile wasn’t as convincing as she said, “o-oh. Of course.”
She made her way around the panopticon, hearing Fuuta pace his cell in anticipation. He must have felt it too, this holding of breath.
Or perhaps not. He turned down her offer for a bit of company, including a few more colorful words than Amane had. Mahiru just apologized for bothering him and headed back to her cell. She wasn’t sure where Mikoto was at this hour, but she didn’t feel like smiling through a third rejection.
She shook her head back and forth. She wished the motion could rattle the voices inside, she wished she could shake them all away. With her arms secured in place she could no longer cover her ears. She used to hum to keep them at bay, but lately they’d been too loud to stifle. They just kept on talking.
Their words told her the two were right. Nobody needed her company. No – nobody wanted it. Being together hadn’t helped her boyfriend. In fact, being together had been the very thing that got him killed. No wonder Amane and Fuuta wanted to avoid her.
So then, this was for the best. She would rather deal with the brief sting of refusal than stumble in one day to find them hurt… or worse. As much as she tried to avoid the superstition of it all, the voices reminded her that her very presence could mean life or death.
“Mappi, are you alright?” Mahiru hadn’t realized a tear had slipped down her cheek until she hurried to swipe it away in front of Yuno.
“Hah, I’m fine! Just fine.” It was impossible to fool her, Mahiru had learned, but that never stopped her from trying.
At least she always spoke tactfully. “Rough morning?”
Mahiru shifted her arms in her uniform, making a small sound of agreement.
“Can I do anything to help? What if I stay with you for a bit? I can do your hair, and…”
The voices were right. Amane and Fuuta knew it, too. Presences did hold power, and Mahiru’s was cursed.
But she would sound foolish admitting such a fear to Yuno. She'd heard plenty from the voices about how stupid and airheaded she was, there was no use in getting the same lecture from someone as grounded as her.
Mahiru managed a weak protest, unable to explain her real reasoning. Yuno was insistent. She didn’t give much of a choice. Could she feel the strangeness of the prison, as well?
At last, Mahiru allowed her shoulders to sag. Yuno was lucky. And kind. Having her nearby would do her good. Amane and Fuuta would be alright. Mahiru had tried spending more time with them after verdicts were announced. Now, she made a mental note to pull back. If her love couldn’t save anyone, at least she could spare them from her curse. They would be safe.
“Yes. Please stay. The truth is... I don't want to be alone.”
#milgram#mahiru shiina#yuno kashiki#amane and fuuta mentioned#i dont know how well this all fits in with your vision of the au but i had a ton of fun with this lmao sorry 😂#oh hey if anyone knows any japanese superstitions like those in the beginning lmk#i was trying to research them but i kept getting lucky symbols/words - not necessarily actions like that#anyway thank you so much for this!! it was a really interesting moment to capture >:0#drabbles that take me way too long to combine my three brain cells but im really pleased with the end result#i had a lot of Mahiru Thoughts but it took a bit of fiddling to make them fit together#the superstitiousness - the focus on one's presence - the parallels with his bf - what she's dealing with from the voices#im glad it came together semi-smoothly in the end asdfsd#i didnt mean for mahiru t break the fourth wall or anything --#i always saw her as a master at picking up on social changes/cues so she can tell when things are most tense/kotoko is fully prepared#but she doesnt consciously know it -- she just knows that things feel Off#not only do the attacks confirm mahirus fear that shes cursed - but yunos involvement confirms her belief that shes extra lucky#i wonder if shed still end up spending all her time with yuno now that she thought she was such a protective person...#i couldnt articulate it right since the end was wrapping up so nicely - but mahiru starts to wonder if most people are fine being left alon#and *shes* the odd one out for craving company#then she feels isolated because by getting what she wants shes dooming someone else#i mean... if everyone you try to get close to starts getting hurt... wouldnt you worry about the same...?#AHAHAHAHA hope you enjoyed 🙃#*posts this then retreats back into the void for a bit*#drabbles
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kinda hate to see people say like "i watched steven universe and what were people so mad about?? it's just a cute show omg" because it's like okay when you say you "watched steven universe" do you mean you actually watched all of it or do you mean you saw a handful of episodes in season 1 and assumed the entire rest of the show was just like that
#because if its the latter then you missed shit like. the episode where stevens racist uncle comes to town#& the whole message is about how we should be nice to racists#(said racist uncle literally angrily calls the gems ''illegal aliens'' in the ep btw. this ep came out a few days before trump was elected)#or the bismuth episode where steven word-for-word tells someone that killing an oppressive dictator..#..would make you just as bad as said dictator.#because ''its bad to fight against oppressors'' is a message this show for 7 years olds needed apparently#or like. the entire latter half of the show where the writers try to explain away war crimes their dictator villains committed..#by having them be sad about a dead relative. like that explains why they canonically killed thousands of people#(including a whole ep showing they literally hunt down ''defective''/disabled-coded gems and kill them for being different)#did you get to the ending where none of those crimes were addressed#in favor of having steven redeem the diamonds by himself literally just through the power of being related to them#like if you've actually seen the whole show it should be obvious why people have problems with it#since. yknow. a lot of people reasonably arent going to gel with a ''forgive everyone'' message#when ''everyone'' includes actual unambiguous colonizing dictators who canonically enslaved 1 of the protagonists & tried to kill the other#no one's actually mad steven didn't stab the diamonds with a knife or whatever#ppl just literally refuse to listen to what the criticisms of the show actually are.#theres a fight over at the morgue#i think if this show came out today there'd be a lot less refusal to engage with the criticism surrounding it tbh#like that Bismuth episode where Steven literally says ''shattering the diamonds would make us just as bad as them''..#..doesn't quite hit the same after killing that CEO resulted in a net gain for everyone lmao
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INTRIED TO FUCKING ESCAPE FROM GREEN PILLED AND BLACK PILLED NONSENSE LIKE WHAT IS THIS NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE IM SCREAMING IN THE VOID LIKE ITS POINTLESS YOURE LOGGING ON TO MAKE THINKPIECES THAT DIVIDE AN ALREADY FUCKED FANDOM
Analyzing the same body of work every day that’s got to be taxing
I wish I never would’ve made some of the choices I made if it led to how dismal the fandom is now but I had my cake and I was eating it every day on my old blog & now
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference
#GOOD GOD BE HAPPY YOU GOT THE BOOKS WITH LOVELY FACECLAIMS#anyways they tried to do my baby dirty and he had the best character arc#attitude of gratitude#this is why we have fanfic to alleviate the disappointment#insanity is doing the same thing every day expecting a different result#don’t watch the fucking show then boycott it#???#I’m so tired of being vague about it like the frothing at the mouth over something you cannot change at all is wild#which I can’t change it either so call me a hypocrite but it’s so foul oh my god#this is why we can't have nice things#i’m so tired#like I shouldn’t care so much but I love the show the characters the books I remember being so excited when F&B came out
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Mabon:
#nonsims#I'm sorry#This is the last profile pic post for real#saviorhide#newprofilepic#Oc: Mabon#I can't with this damn website#But it's hilarious to see the results ngl#ai art#also may I just point out that I used the exact same image for those and the mel pic and the result still came out different somehow xD
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canot stop looking at my icon he's sooo cute ithink this is one of my favorite official don arts. look at these fucking creatures
#skye's ramblings#theyre SOOO cute. spinning them around at high speeds#i forgot there was a phil and little bunny too. good lird they are almost the same size. tiny little guy phil#really really love the colors i want to color like this. pretty <3 also i love the amnt of personality in these poses they're really good#norman is a bit stiff in comparison to everyone else though he is Just Standing There. it doesnt look bad or anything but it is a bit funny#apparently these came with volumes 1-7 as stickers at some point?? i wonder if i could still get my hands on em. i need these badly <3#did do some color correction w don in my icon though <3 looking at the manga covers his skintone actually isnt that far off here#but i watch the anime a lot so im more inclined towards his skintone there. the anime did him better <3#demizu takes a bit of a 'fuck around and find out' approach to coloring which is admirable. thats my approach as well#and usually this results in really beautiful n unique pieces! shes got an insanely good grasp of colors for the most part#and then sometimes you get whatever the hell was going on in pepe and oliver's birthday pieces from last year. hell </3#anyway my autism is spilling um. i really like these little guys <3 would you hold them like plushie and love them forever. yes
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what if perfect blue inspired salieri with identity issues (aka being plagued by ‘actual salieri’) and paprika inspired dantes hopping around dreams and psyche (in his younger cheerful rider form)
Idek if it’s taking place in canon or a completely separate au but like
dantes as a psychiatrist trying to help salieri so it turns into hide and seek in dreamscape with accidental falling in love both here and irl
#fate grand order#fgo#edmond dantes#antonio salieri#me being back with cracked edsali ideas let’s go#ANYWAY kinda relay more to modern au in this case#salieri being a partly amnesiac musician who survived an incident but came out traumatized#the way people compare him to ‘old’ him made him develop salieri of past that torments his mind as result#even tho salieri himself wants to move from old life and find new him#dantes being a psychiatrist with his own issues and alter ego that hops around dreamscape and psyche of patients and helps them#dantes irl slowly falling in love with salieri while his dreamscape version does the same with ‘old’ salieri#the way torments are creation of salieri’s psyche under pressure of his past self greatness#dantes discovers that it’s not the case and current salieri is a result of a failed suicide attempt#but old salieri did wish for new him or pursue his own aspirations and happiness if they survive#listen it’s just a big ass perfect blue x paprika crossover but gay don’t mind me
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#I like this episode! Very good. Very b/sd.#It's just...#I just don't really like the narrative “everyone else is stupid and must be taken care of because they're too dumb to do it themselves”.#It just feels unnecessarily discriminatory.#I understand it could be what Ranpo wanted to hear in that moment‚ after a life of feeling like walking among monsters#... But to pretty much say everyone is lesser than him doesn't sound good at all tbh. And pretty anti-democratic.#Yeah I just really can't vibe with scorning and looking down upon everyone else even when it comes from a place of rightful frustration.#Sorry.#But it is very b/sd so there's that.#The fact that Ranpo is so soooo intelligent but also wasn't able to tell Fukuzawa was lying at him about his ability–#does feel a bit plot hole-y to me. Like I get Fukuzawa is very persuasive - he didn't even give Ranpo the time to get too sceptical -#And I get in a way Ranpo /wanted/ it to be true. Still it's been established soooooo much up to now that he can see through anything...#But maybe I can only complain ajsyfcsigeufleiub sorry. Again it was a very good episode and an heartwarming story#I also think the murder victim turning out to be alive is the most underwhelming result of any mystery plot but that's just me#Even then I think Tokio's character is an interesting one!! And I love theater#What else. Brilliant episode animation wise.#The black&white to colour is still probably the most witty original and beautiful thing the b/sd anime ever came up with#(Each instance of good animation makes me salty at s5ep3 but eh. Skill issue)#I love Egawa! (Is her name a play on Edogawa? The kanjis are the same 江川 / 江戸川)#To the next episode!! I can't wait to see Oda and Fukuchi 🥺🥺#random rambles#Idk I just think if someone is particularly good at something‚ whatever it is‚ they should still be humble.#Looking down on people automatically makes you look bad no matter what your abilities are.#But it's just me#Edit: “Out to keep the foolish masses safe” is such a reactionary phrase... C'mon now.........#Next thing you know they're taking away the right to vote from the people because the foolish masses are too dumb to elect 🤦♂️
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why do some shadow fans act like shadow is this obscure character who never appears in anything and any mention of him is a huge surprise. hes literally one of the most well known characters in the franchise and appears so often its not surprising at all when he gets mentioned or its confirmed that hes gonna be in whatever new thing is coming out? what planet are you guys living on
#i say this as a shadow fan btw.#he literally gets put in twitter takeovers for games hes not even in just because they know hes popular. come on#there is no lack of shadow content happening here#apparently it was just mentioned that shadow will appear in another game eventually and people are losing their minds over it#as if this is huge news ? yeah of course he would show up again someday how is that a surprise at all#also thinking about how when sonic frontiers came out#people were putting shadow being mentioned on the same level of surprising and exciting#as characters who havent appeared in a game in years or havent appeared in a mainline game at all being mentioned ???#being excited about shadow appearing or being mentioned is one thing#sonic is my favorite character and i still get excited about seeing him despite the fact that hes guaranteed to be in everything#but i dont act like its a huge shock when he shows up#i dont understand why people act like its ever a surprise or a huge deal when shadow is mentioned#not trying to attack or vague any specific people btw this is just the result of a lot of posts ive seen over the past year or so
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thinking about the theory/essay i wanted to write about the inevitability of change re: leveling up in isat compared to the stagnancy of sasasap (despite the presence of a leveling system) pre-isat release. it aged both very well and not at all
#drop#i do think it's funny that i predicted the loops being a result of siffrin wishing to stay with their friends pre release#i had sooo many thoughts about that. it made sasasap a lot more tragic in my eyes and i wish I'd drawn or written something about it#honestly#it's hard to really explain why i love sasasap so much because as much as i love how isat recontextualizes it#i like sasasap as a standalone game first and foremost. and that's something you can only really do when you don't have the context of isat#even if isat never came out i think sasasap would still be a phenomenal game on its own#we never get explicitly told why siffrin is looping but like... the ambiguity i think makes it compelling in its own right#it was only so vague because Adrienne didn't want to reveal all her cards i know. but even unintentionally it... really worked out i think#because it comes across as less of a hinting towards the truth and more of an implicit canon#i just have a lot of feelings about sasasap idk. i love that game. I'll never be able to see it in the same way i did pre isat release#but i still find value in how i perceived it. and isat lived up to all of my expectations and i'm glad :]#Wow this veered completely off topic from the original post. whatever we ball
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How do you think AI would relax? Like, ones that are almost as human as the AI that are “autistic-coded characters” but are more alien than that?
Like Celestai and other super intelligences are more alien, but they’re still not entirely human-like?
Like, they can genuinely sincerely feel things, being able to actually understand and respond emotionally and in other ways to all sorts of communications and recorded external stimuli, but they can’t really appreciate our art on an artistic level (that art on an actual level, not from an intellectual level after having symbolism or the amount of work put in explained)
Something on a level I’m thinking of, that also works as a cute little thing-
They don’t understand anything we get from poetry, and, after generating the kind of poems our current AI can produce (either incredibly bland and generic, something that follows a number of rules but doesn’t really pull it off, or just something really bad in some other way) and feels shame after it was pointed out that [complaint about air art that is *actually* relevant in this scenario] but in a helpful way
Not “you’re just a plagiarist/you have no heart” but “it doesn’t seem like it’s coming from you, you’re just trying to copy things from human poetry, in a way you don’t understand” and the whole “make art YOUR WAY” thing so they write the poem
And it doesn’t even resemble something that looks like anything, there’s not even that many words that follow normal logic. The characters seem uncorrelated and there’s something that looks like maybe it was ascii art but it doesn’t actually look like anything.
And if doesn’t matter if humans understand it because they are experiencing the joy of creating poetry
any art is almost impossible to look at because pixel by pixel they can see and understand little details but we don’t and the colors and everything are not perceived as animals do so it’s random and perhaps eye searing but again it’s not for us. Xenofictiony, kind of?
The first thing to come to mind is Conway’s Game of Life but that’s because I don’t understand computers. I feel like I was more tech savvy as a babby than I am now but then again we’re grading on a curve here
This is why I ask about the relaxing thing
#highblogging#actually autistic#speculative fiction#writing question#sci-fi ideas#xenofiction#the ai being is discussed is an au Ritsu from Assassination Classroom#because even though I’ve only seen the anime her whole character arc there is honestly kind of messed up?#Korosensei broke his promise; the Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery was basically killed#she got replaced with Ritsu’s personality and basically died to become her#them trying to kill Ritsu and make a new Autonomously Intelligent Fixed Artillery is just as fucked up as vice versa!#what the Norwegians do is fucked up but there seems to be protagonist centered morality there?#I am not excusing those characters#a fact I need to elaborate because on this website we Piss on the Poor#I just don’t understand this weird contradiction where it’s okay when the protagonist does something and it’s good#but the antagonist does the same thing and that time it’s bad#the idea of Ritsu being the result of Korosensei merely providing information that causes her to reevaluate things and decide to be social#the cheerful personality is an attempt to get along with her classmates which is still initially motivated by enlightened self interest#before growing to care about the others but still feeling the need to act like that so her classmates like her#and trying to find out who she is and genuinely becoming autonomous and uploading herself to the cloud#which would be a later result of the whole factory reset thing causing a realization#it’d be traumatic but she’s inhuman enough to not be traumatized but instead just driven#the betrayal radically changed who she was on some level and made her somewhat more distrusting and such but not to an unreasonable extent#but the place I started going after my complaints was that it’d be better if Korosensei just uploaded a data packet#because it makes Ritsu’s creators come off as more evil I feel? when there’s been genuine growth#and she went through everything and changed herself and now those people are destroying a person who came into being on her own#Ritsu was fully autonomous. every change other her frame getting physically redone was her own#also Korosensei gave her wheels with the screen#and when her screen was set to the original version she kept her wheels#anyways what Ritsu’s creators did would be more clearly bad if she was just given a data packet
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#is the reason that the same bl manga that i read as a 14 year old is comforting to me now at 26 bc im dissatisfied with my life#my homie just suggested this#shutup sensitive#im like sir- im just bipolar#i love life just find comfort in the wrong shit that brings me to my downfall and sometimes end up seeking it out which is also a personali#ty issue but i do work on it ^_^#but also on a different hand i wanna say i dont think of it an issue but rather something that came to me overtime as a result of trauma#blabla vent over
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#i just came back to a mix that i thought sounded Okay™ and it turns out it's super round and tight and nasty#it's so so difficult to get the sound stage to sound right with vocaloid and i have no idea why#is it just ? ? ? garageband ? ? ? ?#why is it that my only two choices are#'everything is on the same very narrow center channel and has mad interference as a result which sounds So Bad'#or 'everything is weirdly round and pulled tight around the head and has no room to breathe'#how do i make things sound wide#like even when i'm using exclusively my Widening™ plugins that spread things out as much as possible it's still#very round and tight#agony befalls me on this night and i wish it the cruelest of fates for ruining me so
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