#And now I want him to think about her in his povs yeahh

[springs-hurts]

Bhad mein jaye romance aversion, I love gwen and Royce, love them sm!! Please go marry and have your own land from Alric as payment and live happy life

[chokamo]

my give a fuck are on vacation

pairing : charles leclerc x fem!reader

summary : those who dislike you wishes to see your downfall and others are waiting for your relationship to crumble but you have never been better .

a/n : this came to me in a dream 💭

yourusername

liked by charles_leclerc, user, user and others.

yourusername 🍦🍋 @/charles_leclerc

user gorgeous

user wowwww

user i need to experience this once in my life 😔

user gold digger.

user -> hating on her won’t make you special

user -> this is embarrassing

user -> how can you hate someone this much without knowing her personally 💀

user the YELLOW IS SO GOOD!?!?!

charles_leclerc 💛

you liked this comment

user those ice cream looks good 🤤

user im living for this

user the only reason she’s having this is because of charles

user -> wow! your insecurity is showing!

user -> and??? even if so who cares?

user -> y/n has her own career but ok 🙄

user im always tuned in for a y/n dump 😋

user oh my god can she stop posting

user -> THIS IS an INSANE STATEMENT

user -> she can do whatever she wants! hope that helps!

user -> and yet you are still here

user -> you can block her if u dont want to see it 😒

user i need more

user can’t wait to see what charles post 🧐

charles_leclerc

liked by yourusername, user, user, user and others.

charles_leclerc mi amù/mon amour 🤍 (my love)

user YESSS

user oh how i have been WAITING

user we NEED more!!

user oh this ate so badly

user Y/NN 😳

user and he’s posting her again. great.

user -> HUH?? what are u talking about

user -> maybe because she’s HIS GIRLFRIEND

user -> you are not his mom bro

user -> this comment is crazyyyy 😭😭😭

user -> he can do whatever he wants…

user he LOVES HER

user to be y/n

user -> or charles

user focus on posting about racing more

user -> you people are miserable

user -> this is sad

user -> he is living his best life. don’t think he cares 🤷‍♀️

user aesthetic 🤏

user the contrast between post 🤣

user -> charles and his damn filters 😭

user y/n in his post 🥹

user -> i neeed more of her from his pov

user -> it’s slowly coming one by one…

user -> WE NEED MORE CHARLES

user patiently waiting

yourusername and charles_leclerc

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yourusername and charles_leclerc yes to a lifetime of love 🤍

yourusername and yes i had to include a pic he took before it happened 🥹

user -> he adores you girlll 😫😫

user -> bet he was soo nervous lol

user WHAT

user 😮😮😮

use what does this mean??

user OMG

user and now she’s successfully trapped him. poor charles.

user -> wtfff

user -> oh my god can YOU shut upp

user -> jealousy looks ugly on u babe 🥰

user -> he married y/n not u 🤷‍♀️ oh well!

user WAIT

pierregasly congratulations mate 🍾

you replied -> 🥳🕺

user im suprised it took this long

user we KNEW this was his endgame

user CONGRATULATIONS 💘💘

francisca.cgomes congrats 🥹🤍

you replied -> so excited 🤍

user -> OMG kika as one of the bridesmaids?!?! 🙏

user did not expect this

user and where are the haters now?

user -> thinking of what to nitpick next

user -> oh they deff are 😂😂

user -> trust they will come back once more

user -> yeahh but for now they are crying LOLLL

user love the simplicity

user my parents.

user we should talk about how these wags are often targeted.

user -> YES! let’s have this conversation.

user can’t wait for the wedding 💞💞💞

a/n : maybe ill do a part 2?

check out my other post! masterlist

disclaimer: this is a work of fiction, the events and characters depicted are not based on real life, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

[taehyung19952010]

A/N POV: Y/N reads in Highschool. She never really liked the other school she used to read in. Nobody was friends with her there. People bullied her. But ever since she changed the school, she has had a peaceful life. She even met her childhood friend Aeri here. Also made a lot more new friends. She is friends with one of senior boy's in the school too. Jimin, Aeri's elder brother. Since she is friends with Aeri, Jimin and her built up a friendship too. Jimin has a lot of friends too, but one boy in particular caught Y/N's attention. She swears she hasn’t seen a more handsome guy. His name is Kim Taehyung. He is quite popular in the school. He is a topper plus his good looks always catch everyones attention. In fact, Jimin's entire friend group is popular for being smart and good-looking.

Present POV: It was the starting of school. Y/N and Aeri took their books and were chatting in front of the lockers while waiting for the bell.

Aeri: Oh Y/N, I wanted to ask you something.

Y/N: Yeah?

Aeri: Me and Jimin oppa were thinking about having a sleepover with our bestfriends.

Y/N: Oh that sounds good.

Aeri: Yes! He is gonna bring his bestfriend so he told me to invite you too.

Y/N: Oh! Sure I'll come.

Aeri: Okayy!!

Y/N: Who is Jimin oppa's bestfriend though?

Aeri: Oh, you're gonna be happy to hear this-

She said smirking

Y/N: Don't tell me-

Y/N said with big eyes

Aeri: Yes it is.

Y/N: TAEHYUNG OPPA?!

???: Yes?

You flinched at the deep voice and looked behind seeing Taehyung standing there.

Y/N: O-oh I- I

Taehyung: You called me?

He asked, genuinely thinking you called him

Y/N: Oh- I-

You looked at Aeri, asking for help with your eyes

Aeri: Oh oppa- she called you...because you know for about the sleepover.

You nodded in agreement

Taehyung: Oh, that. I'm so excited for that.

He said with his famous boxy smile, making you blush

Y/N: Yeahh...me too.

You smiled at him

Taehyung: You're coming with Aeri?

Y/N: Oh- yeah.

Taehyung: Angels listened to my prayer!

He said in a low voice

Y/N: What?

Taehyung: Oh nothing. It's time for class. You guys go and I'll go too. See you!

Y/N: Bye!

Aeri: Byee!

After Taehyung left, you and Aeri went for the class too.

Time skip to lunch time

Aeri: Myyy bestiee Y/Nieeeee

Y/N: No need to call me that, what do you want?

You said knowing she acts like that when she wants something.

Aeri: Can you please please bring my lunch for me along with yours?

Y/N: *sighed* okay but next time you’ll bring me too.

Aeri: Okay! Thank youuu...love youu!

She said making a finger heart

Y/N: Kkk..love you too.

With that you went to the line and stood there. It didn’t take you two seconds to recognise the perfume of the guy in front of you. Suddenly, he looked back.

Taehyung: Oh Y/N, you're here?

Y/N: ohh yeahh...

Taehyung: You can stand here.

He said moving away from his place

Y/N: Oh no no no. You stay at your place. I'm good.

Taehyung: Ani, just stand.

You couldn’t say anything more since you run out of words around him.

Jungkook: Woahh, you never give your place in a line to anyone.

He said to Taehyung while smirking.

Taehyung: I- I do.

He said nervously

Jungkook: No, hyung. You didn’t give it to me nor to that other girl from that day.

Taehyung: That girl is always behind me. I don’t like her.

Y/N: WHO?

You ended up asking even if you didn’t want to. You internally cursed yourself.

Jungkook: It's one of the girls in our class. She got expelled though.

He said, Taehyung smiling in freedom.

Y/N: That's good.

Taehyung: Why?

Taehyung asked, making you awkward. He knew what he was doing because the jealously was visible on your face.

Y/N: O-oh nothing.

Taehyung: Ohh okayy...

Taehyung smirked

Time skip to evening

A/N POV: It was evening already. All of you were at Jimin's and Aeri's house for the sleepover. You guys did some baking, watched a movie, ate snacks and now were thinking about what to do. But Jimin and Aeri had other plans.

Jimin: How about we play hide-n-seek?

Taehyung: What are we, kids?

Aeri: Yahh...we can play hide-n-seek too, you know.

Taehyung: Y/N, you wanna play?

Y/N: Hmmm...sure.

Taehyung: Okay then. Let's play.

Jimin just burst out laughing out of nowhere

Y/N: Why are you laughing?

Aeri: Isn't it obvious?

Taehyung: What?

Jimin: Taehyung just confes-

Before he could finish his sentence he got hit by a pillow on his face

Taehyung: Don't talk so much. Let's just play.

Aeri just laughed while you wondered what's going on, but you didn’t ask since you saw the embarrassment on Taehyung's face.

Aeri: I'll look for you guys first.

Jimin: Okayy!

Aeri went in a corner and started counting

Jimin whispered to Taehyung: You hide with Y/N. She is too scared to hide alone.

Taehyung: Why m-

Before he could finish, Jimin ran off.

Taehyung POV: IT'S ALWAYS ME. Not that I mind.

He thought walking off behind you happily

Y/N: Taehyung oppa-

Taehyung: Yes?

Y/N: Uh- can you hide with me?

Taehyung: Okay...where do you wanna hide?

Y/N: I don’t know-

Jimin: You guys can hide in my bedroom. There are lots of places to hide there.

Y/N: Okay..thank you.

You and Taehyung went there and got in a corner.

Meanwhile, Jimin went and instead of hiding he went and turned off the electricity. Making all the lights go out. You flinched in fear. You hated the dark. You just held Taehyung's hand tightly.

Taehyung whispered in your ear making chills go down your spine.

Taehyung: Are you scared?

Y/N: I- I am.

Taehyung: Its okay, I'm here.

He said and went closer to you, holding onto your hand.

Meanwhile-

Aeri: Lock the door hurry!

Jimin and Aeri locked the door from outside. They both know they like each other a lot. They were planning to somehow make any of them confess. So, they thought what if they lock you up together.

Almost 20 minutes passed

Y/N: Why isn’t anyone coming?

Taehyung: It's been almost 20 minutes. I'll go check-

He was about to get up while you held his hand again

Y/N: Don't leave me here!

Taehyung: Aishh...come with me.

You both holding hands, went to the door and attempted to open it. Taehyung shocked when he realized its locked.

Taehyung: The door is locked!

Y/N: What the heck do you mean?

Taehyung: I'm being serious.

You also attempted but couldn’t. You both tried to call out to Jimin and Aeri but those two are out there ignoring the shouting and eating snacks. They were smart enough and set up a recorder so that they can hear them and unlock the door in time.

Taehyung: NOW WHAT?

Y/N: How would I know?

You both just sat there on the bed not knowing what to do. They tried to call them by phone but nobody picked up.

You were just there trying to open the door.

Taehyung: Quit trying.

Y/N: Ahh but what are we now stuck here?

Taehyung: It's looking like that.

Y/N: Are you literally chill about it now?

Taehyung: No! As much as I love being here with you, I wanna get out too.

You just blinked

Y/N: What do- y-you mean?

Taehyung: I said I LOVE being here with you.

You quietly sat beside him

Y/N: W-why?

Taehyung: Why not? I always loved being with you. Your presence is cute.

You're cheeks got pink, it being slightly visible.

Taehyung chuckled

Taehyung: You look more cute when you blush.

Y/N: Oh my god- stop!

You said looking down making Taehyung giggle

Taehyung: Can I tell you something?

You looked back at him

Y/N: Yeah?

Taehyung: I- I...

His voice sounding hesitant and nervous Taehyung: I-I like you.

He quickly said in one breath

You just sitting there blushing, flabbergasted

Taehyung: I understand if you don’t. I won’t forc-

Before he could finish, you cupped his face and kissed him. He was extremely shocked, but kissed you back in no time. You didn’t know what you did but it happened unintentionally.

You pulled away. Both you blushing and breathing heavily.

Y/N: I-I like you too.

He giggled

Taehyung: Angels heard my prayers.

Y/N: Same...

You both laughed. Suddenly, you heard the door unlock

Taehyung: JIMIN-AH! COME HERE YOU-

Taehyung ran behind Jimin started hitting him with a pillow

Jimin: Y-yah I helped y-you-

He stopped hitting

Taehyung: What do you mean?

Jimin: Congratulations to the new couple-

Aeri and Jimin together: Taehyung and Y/N

You both looked at each other in embarrassment. Jimin and Aeri laughing. You both blushing. But then, you four enjoyed the night and you loved spending it with your boyfriend Taehyung.

Thank you for reading! Hope you enioyed.

[cescalr]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ❤

I'm going through my drafts because I completely forgot about half the asks I had that I never did <3 whoops! Sorry everyone. And you, bestie. Sorry <3. Gets a little long bc of image size, so I'll put it under a cut.

So, difficulty here is I've done this more than once, and the list hasn't really changed? FWIW, GTTAU, etc etc. So I guess this time, I'll list favourite WIPS? I mean, FWIW will still be on there, but... still? I'll try not to put any repeats.

For What It's Worth.

FWIW is a project I started because frankly there is not enough ronarry out there. This fandom has atrocious taste <3. So I figured, you know. Be the change you want to see, and all! FWIW is my favourite little guy. I will update it eventually </3. Just, er, probably not until after uni's over.

Ab Epistulis

Something a little different from a gif, since we've all seen the same damn five steo scenes like 1000 times already; an old moodboard I made for the tumblr rpc side of fandom!

Steo my beloved <3 As for the fic; 'If only summer vacation were like in the movies. At least Stiles has the internet to entertain him, right?' It's just a little canon divergent steo au set around the idea of Theo putting in the work to get Stiles on his side earlier than canon. It's a fun idea and I really like what i've got here, just haven't had the time to write more. It'd take a lot of plotting, and I'm, to be brutally honest, a terrible planner. We'll see when I can get back to it, because I definitely want to!

And The Universe Decrees: Second Year.

Heh. Yeahh....... really need to find the time to get back to this one. Love a good canon divergence.

Better Now.

Another prompted fic! My girls <3. Ginny/Cho coffee shop au in the muggle cliché continuity. it's fun. I really like this one.

Post ST4 AU[s].

This is... sort of cheating, lol, but they're all in... they're almost all in the same continuity, so it's kind of like FWIW; I think the side-fics amissum and amortencia are part of the fic, they're canon to it, they should be read with it, they're just not in it bc they're not ron pov. This is maybe more similar to GTTAU, though, because some fics here fill in blanks in each other, so they should all really be read together, whereas you could miss AV and Amortencia from FWIW if you wanted to [ :( ] yk? Whilst Herd Culling & Kneel and Disconnect are in different timelines, they're spouses. They need to be read alongside each other to get the full picture. Literally a really important scene for K&D is in HC and will never be shown in K&D bc of the narrator being who she is vs the narrator of HC being who he is, yk? It's. They're married. Do you get what I mean? Anyway; I'm really putting this here for Herd Culling, if I'm being real. Carol sucks to write because she's just so awful, which is why I had to tone down Tommy a bit for some relief from writing an 80s bigot (he's. still a bigot, though. 80s. Indiana. You know how it goes :/), and as a consequence its easier to say I like the fic because it's just more fun to write. Both K&D and HC are about grief, about the trauma of bereavement and how people do or don't deal with it. Carol's spiralling makes her meaner, more self-destructive, and so does Tommy's, but it's expressed in different ways because of their different methods of navigating life, which I think is interesting. Character study is like my favourite thing to do, which I guess wouldn't be hard to notice from my back catalogue, lol, but still, should be noted. HC is an... easier? read than K&D, though, as a result of the content warnings on them both. Tommy's less reflective than Carol, so his internal narration is less direct - less room for him to spout bigoted shit if he's just not thinking in the first place. They're also at different stages of grief. Tommy's just started entering anger; Carol's been angry for a long time, just... simmering in her misery. It shows. They're both still horrible people, though, no denying that. These fics are more of a test of my ability to write a redemption arc for someone that says and thinks reprehensible shit. But it's also a kind of... study of what it was like to live in a time and place like Stranger Things' setting, and how the cultural, social systems at play hurt literally everyone. Plus, yk, Stranger Things' own refusal to really care about intra-season continuity and propensity to ignoring incredibly traumatic events because that's not the character they're focusing on this season, and they don't know how to write consistently for as large an ensemble cast as they've given themselves in a netflix acceptable timeframe. (I miss 22 episode seasons.) Anyway; the ST Post-S4AU is my most current WIP, as of time of typing this out.

<3

[fallingfavourites]

reading 4 chapters of doms at 2am>>>>going to sleep early for my autism diagnosis/test, omg I love the summary, BRETT<3, help I just realided I haven't put down anything but I'm really really liking it so far as usual, I really hate seeing ex kinda of pull back as she thinks about the whole elektra and matt thing idk if that makes anysense what I just typed but yes, omgomg maybe it was Karen's fear she felt!! “По крайней мере, я могу умереть, зная, что сделал что-то хорошее.” You smiled sadly and turned to Matt. “Isn’t that what you wanted?” (At least I can die knowing I did something good.) NOOOO

“Cause you were terrified.” You admitted. “I told you I’d look out for you, didn’t I?” I love ex and Karen's friendship so much, I know I've said this many times before but the way you write fight scenes is so incredible honestly when reading fightscenes normally I get so confused but with your writing it's just so clear and makes sense to me idkk, HIM PATCHING HER HAND UP

“I thought you were bulletproof.” You teased. aahh I love the reference to the last chapter did you have that planned out or did it just come naturally?, “You’d leave?” You asked softly. Though you had done the same to him so long ago, you hated the idea of being in New York without him. nooo noo don't do this to her noo, calm charming and angry?? im guessing frank but for some reason my brain went to dex but like that man is anything but calm probably so yeahh, “I choose my own destiny.” You growled and charged back into the fight. all I can hear is that one tiktok sound help,“They have nothing now.” She said weakly. “I took it all away.” little do you know their actaully going to bring you back from the did, You wished you could tell her that she was. That despite it all, you did love her.

I'm so excited for ex in the punisher I'm really going to miss her and franks friendship in the meantime, I really hope telling Matt and Foggy will go well because eif is doesn't I don't know what I'll do tbh, aahh its happeninggg, “I don’t care.” He shook his head and stepped to put the emblem and the weapon on the desk. He came back to stand in front of you, hands finding your face. “I don’t. Because it’s you, Y/N… It's you.”

what a beautiful finale to such a great season2!! I'm going to read the matt pov and 2b tomorrow because I'm getting too tired bestie<3 but I just wanna tell you you did such a great job writing this, it's so well putt together and just so well done in general and I'm so impressed and soso excited to see what happens next!

DEVIL ON MY SHOULDER - MATT MURDOCK

finale - devil on my shoulder

tags: @astrobees @americaarse @dusstory @johnmurphys-sass @ironprincessstranger @ahoytherebean // nine // bonus chapter // masterlist

Pairing: Daredevil x Reader (Matt x Reader)

Word Count: 11,816

Summary: Daredevil, Exodus, and Elektra v. The Hand. Three go in, two go out and nothing is quite the same between the ones who remain.

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[y0ung-4ever]

I Promise.

Pairing: Johnny Depp x female reader

Description: Coming home from work, Johnny isn’t feeling the greatest. But you are there to cheer him up.

Warnings: fluff, age gap, Johnny being his absolute adorable self :D

Rating: E

Notes: I think this is the best imagine I have ever written- This is also in Johnny’s pov :)

I walk through the door, not in a very good mood due to working all day. Don’t get me wrong I love my job as an actor, but the parts I play take a lot of work to make it the best it can be. So when I throw my bag in utter tiredness and anger, I can only hear the running of what I presume is my amazing girlfriend, Y/n. She is about 10 years younger than me and still a kid at heart. Just like me, and ever since I met her, I knew she was perfect for me. She loves kids, she loves to joke around, she can cook so well, and she loves to wake up extra early in the mornings just for me. And another thing she does, is make me feel safe and at peace with the negative feelings I feel when I get back from a tough day at work.

I sloppily sat on the couch and leaned my head back with a sigh. I had my eyes closed as I let my feet rest.

Then out of nowhere a big blanket covered my body and underneath it with me was Y/n.

This is what she did, and I love it.

I looked at her with gentle and sad eyes.

“It’s okay, Johnny. All that hard work and worries that you face all day are gone! We are in blanket town now. In blanket town-“

She whispered and held my hand.

“There is only peace and love.”

I cut her off and finished her sentence.

“You look so tired today..”

I sighed once more and caressed her cheek with my hand. I love her. So much.

“My love, what did you do today?”

I was curious as to what she kept herself busy doing while I was out. And with that question she smiled.

“Well, after you left this morning I took a shower and danced around to our favorite music in my towel..then I decided to make some cookies, and I also played piano for a while. Then I decided to reorganize the book shelves and I cleaned the entire house. And then I had a period of time where I found one of your band t-shirts and just laid in bed with it on. I miss you a lot while you are gone most days..but then after that I decided to paint and then I decided to try and make a new dinner recipe! And then I laid in bed with your t-shirt again..I really do miss you…”

I brushed the hair out of her face and let my hands fall to her neck and rested my hands there. I leaned my forehead against hers and I almost wanted to cry at her explanation.

“Love, you know I hate leaving all the time..I wish I could stay with you forever. All the time. I love you..so much.”

She smiled and grabbed my wrists with her tiny hands and lifted my hands to her cheeks as she leaned into my touch.

“It’s okay, I love seeing you happy when you have the moments of realization that you are living your dream. And if you working everyday and leaving home for a while means that I can keep seeing you happy, then every moment of everyday without you is worth it.”

She was rubbing my forearms and brought my hands to her mouth and kissed each of my knuckles and the palms of my hands. I grabbed her face gently and brought her to kiss me.

“Y/n, I’m so glad I met you. You make me happy and you make me love life even more.”

She chuckled and kissed me again.

“Wait hold on, did you say that you danced around to our favorite music in just your towel? Why don’t you do that when I’m here! Wow, you let me miss out on that?”

She laughed and I smiled at her beautiful eyes squinting as she giggled. She punched my shoulder and I rested my hands on her waist.

“Listen, me dancing around in my towel without you is your punishment for eating all my cookies the other day!”

I swallowed and a guilty look took over my face.

Today was my day off so I decided to wake up late and as I went into the kitchen I didn’t see Y/n anywhere. But what I did see was a plate of delicious looking sugar cookies just laying there, tempting me..

A few moments later..

“JOHN CHRISTOPHER DEPP- HOW DARE YOU!”

I looked over at the door way, a half eaten cookie in my hand the other half of that cookie stuffed in my mouth.

We just looked at each other for a few seconds, her angry and fuming, me grabbing all the cookies I can hold and booking it out the back door. I could hear her footsteps ganging up on me so I did what any other sane person would do..

“Don’t you do it-“

I stood still, as she did. And I looked straight at her as I stuck all of those cookies down my pants and as the last cookie disappeared from her eyes, I took off running up the stairs and went straight to the bathroom. I locked the door and waited for the banging of angry Y/n’s fists against the wood.

“JOHNNY WHAT THE FLIP!”

I couldn’t think of what to say so I did the next best thing..

“Oh I’m sorry, Johnny is not here right now, please press 1 for more options..”

“I- beep”

I almost sighed in relief as she played along.

“Hello, would you like to schedule an appointment?”

“Yes, please.”

I could hear the stern in her voice.

“Yes, ma’am what rage doctor will you want to see?”

She sighed hard.

“Dr. Get out of the bathroom and fight me like a real man!”

She yelled on the other side of the door.

“Um...I’m sorry ma’am, but he retired last week..”

She banged on the door and I shivered at the cast of her shadow under the door.

“Fine. Dr. I’m going to kill you if you don’t come out.”

I mentally cursed myself for being so curious and such a pig..

“Achem, yes ma’am um, I’m sorry to inform you-“

“DON'T YOU DARE SAY HE'S RETIRED TOO-“

I panicked-

“Uh, I was going to say that he broke his back yesterday and is not going to come to work for a few months..”

“Johnny..please come out.”

“B-but you are going to murder me..”

“No I won’t. Not if you come out now..”

“Y/n, what did you expect! You left them unsupervised and you even had the AUDACITY to decorate them with shiny sprinkles!”

She yelled out of annoyance-

“JOHNNY IT DOESN'T MATTER!”

“Oh, we’re sorry, Johnny cannot come to the phone right now..”

“UGHHHH”

“Haha, Yeahh…”

I rubbed the back of my neck and looked up.

Y/n was looking at me with a smirk on her face and her arms were crossed.

“I guess that’s fair.”

I rolled my eyes playfully and kissed her nose.

“You seem happier than before, haha”

She caressed my face with her hands as she smiled.

“You’re the reason. I love you, Y/n.”

I rested my hand on hers. She placed her forehead on mine and whispered..

“I love you too, Johnny. Forever and always. I promise.”

[panjakes]

Good friend?

Parings: SeonghwaXblackreader

Yn and seonghwa seem to be good friends. But something between the two doesn’t seem right to yeosang

-Seonghwa’s pov-

“Hey Hyung where you going?” San asks me tilting his head confusingly.

“Yeah homes this way” wooyoung says pointing to the left

“That’s cause he’s not going home” Hongjoong says snickering

“Really? Where are you going then?” Mingi asks smiling. I guess he already knows the answer

“To Uh hang out with a close friend” I say after clearing my throat

“Mhm...does this close friend live around the corner?” Wooyoung asks smirking

“Who lives around the corner?” San asks making us all groan

“Yn duh!” Wooyoung says making San nod his head

“You two sure do hang out a lot” yeosang says squinting his eyes at me

“Well we’ve been friends for a few years now” I say shrugging my shoulders

“Yeahh you like her” Jongho says smirking shaking my shoulders

“N-no nothing like that but I have to go. You know Yn doesn’t like to be kept waiting” I say taking his hands off me gently

“Yeah okay is it that she doesn’t like to wait or that you can’t wait to see her” Yunho asks with a smile

“Hey guys leave him alone! We’ll see you later at home “ hongjoong says collecting our children and walking away. I sigh and quickly get to Yn’s house

When I get there I use my key and go inside. It was dimly lit by a few candles

“YN!” I shout as I take off my shoes and jacket

“In the kitchen!” She shouts. I smile as I get closer to the kitchen. I peek in seeing her sitting on the counter with her iPad in her lap. I laugh which makes her look up at me with a pout

“What’s funny?” She asks as I stand between her legs

“You just look like a little kid on their iPad” I say chuckling

“And what about it?” She asks making me chuckle again

“Nothing your just cute” I say kissing her forehead

“Yeah whatever how are the kids?” She asks making me laugh again

“They might be onto us baby” I say making her laugh

“And what are you going to do about it?” She asks putting her iPad to the side. I sigh bitting my lip before looking up at her

“I’m ready to tell them” I say in a serious tone

“Hwa I don’t think it’s time” she says making me groan pulling away from her

“You always say that” I say sighing

“I wouldn’t say it if I didn’t feel like it was true” she says making me groan even louder

“I want them to know! They’re my bestfriends! Your friends” I say

“I know but what about your career?” She asks making me roll my eyes for what felt like the seventeenth thousand time today

“They wouldn’t tell anybody Yn come on now” I say

“Okay okay I’m just not ready yet” she says. I nod and take her hands into mine

“Okay...I’ll wait as long as you want” I say kissing her knuckles

“It won’t take long” she says giving me a small smile

“Take all the time you need” I say returning the smile

A few weeks by after me and Yn’s conversation. As of right now I was sitting in the living room with the guys.

“When will Yn be here? I miss her” Mingi whines throwing his head back on the couch

“Do you miss her or do you miss her cooking” San asks. Mingi lifts his head up glaring at San making us all laugh

“She should be here soon right hyung” jongho asks smirking at me

“How would I know?” I ask raising a brow

“I don’t know I mean your always talking to her I figure you had talked to her” he says shrugging

“I’ll have you know I haven’t talked to Yn at all today” I say rolling my eyes. That was a lie. I’ve talked to her twice today

“Okay no need to get hostile” yeosang says smirking like he knows something. Before I could respond somebody knocks on the door

“Yn!!!” Mingi shouts jumping up to answer the door

“Sometimes I feel like he loves her more than he loves us” Hongjoong says

“It’s a possibility” yunho says making me laugh

“Guys Yn is here!!” Mingi says coming into the room hand and hand with Yn

“Hey guys!!” She says waving with that big beautiful smile

“Hi Ynieee we’re hungry!!” San says making yunho nudge him

“Well why are you hungry? Go eat” Yn says with a confused look

“Joong told us not to eat so we won’t be full when you get here to cook” San says making Yn laugh

“Oh my gosh Hongjoong your such a mom” Yn says

“Am not! I didn’t want you to cook and they were to full to eat your food” hongjoong says. Yn laughs putting her purse on the couch

“Okay fine I’ll get to it” she says walking to the kitchen

“San don’t make it seem like I don’t allow y’all to eat” hongjoong says

“You didn’t allow us to eat today” he says making us laugh. I slowly make my way to the kitchen as everybody gets settled on the couch

I slide myself behind Yn hugging her from behind laying my head on her shoulder

“Yes hwa?” She asks

“I missed you” I mumble into her neck making her giggle

“I missed you to” she says wiping her hands. She turns around wrapping her arms around my neck smiling at me

“I’ve been so busy. Feels like I’ve been to busy for you” I say

“Your an idol seonghwa. I knew what I was getting into when I said yes to being your girlfriend” she says turning back to the stove

“You make it seem like my career is more important” I mumble

“I’m not say it is and I’m not saying it’s not. But what I am saying is what will you do if our relationship gets out and you I don’t know, have to leave the group. I don’t want to be the reason you have stop doing what you love” she says making me sigh

“I love and appreciate the fact that you think about my career more than I do but let’s just cross that bridge when we get there” I say kissing her neck

“If you say so” she says smiling at me

“We’re going out on another date soon” I say wrapping my arms around her

“Really? Where are we going?” She asks

“You’ll see” I say smiling at her. She turns around and I lean down pecking her lips a couple of times

“Seonghwa stop before one of the boys come in” she says giggling. Little did she know that’s exactly what I want to happen. Maybe this isn’t a good way for them to find out but Yn couldn’t really be mad cause I didn’t tell them.

“Ynieeeee!!!”

Yn pushes me away as Mingi walks into the kitchen

“Yes mingi honey” Yn says

“I missed you where have you been?” He asks with a pout

“I’ve been around” Yn says

“Around isn’t good enough for me!! You know I’m trying to be your new bestfriend” He says making me roll my eyes

“Trying to take seonghwa’s spot?” Yn asks giggling

“Of course you need a bestie like me” mingi says making Yn laugh

“I’ll take that into consideration now please tell the boys dinners ready” Yn says. Mingi says okay and runs out the kitchen

“We’ll talk more about this later” I say quickly pecking Yn on the lips before going to the table

After dinner we all decided to watch a movie together

“Yn you stay the night? It’s kind of late!” Yunho asks

“Yeah it’s midnight it’s to late to be leaving” hongjoong says

“I mean if you guys don’t mind” Yn says

“Now you know we don’t mind! We love when you spend the night!” Jongho says

“Okay it’s settled then. I’ll stay” Yn says smiling

“Yayy!!! Yn sleep with me and mingi!” Wooyoung says

“Or maybe you could sleep with seonghwa” yeosang says smirking my way. I send a glare his way. He acts like he knows something I don’t

“Come on Yn I got some clothes for you that you left the last time you were here” I say standing up with Yn behind me. I lead her to my room where her clothes were neatly folded in my closet. I hand her the clothes she strips her clothes changing into the shorts and graphic tee

“Let’s stay in here for a while…I miss having you to myself” I say pulling her between my legs

“I miss you to” she says smiling at me. I wrap my arms around her placing my face into her stomach. I inhale her sent smiling at the familiar sent of mangos and coco butter

“You know I love you?” I ask looking up at her

“Yes I do. You show me every chance you get” she says smiling down at me. My smile grows bigger as she runs her hands through my hair

I grab her putting her in my lap. I wrap my arms around her waist as she wraps her legs around mine. We sat in silence for a while just holding each other.

This is one thing we always did. We held each other in a comfortable silence and neither one of us minded at all.

“Let’s tell them”

I look up at Yn to make sure she was serious

“What?” I ask

“Let’s tell them. Let’s go out there and tell everyone about us” she says making me smile again

“Really?” I ask

“Really” she says smiling. I chuckle before grabbing her face bringing her in for a kiss. It started off soft and passionate but then it turned hot nasty and steamy.

I switch spots with Yn laying her down on the bed. I get between her legs as she wraps her arms around my neck

“Tch. I knew it!”

We both break the kiss looking back at the door where yeosang was standing with the biggest smirk on his face

“Yeosang? What are you doing in here?” I ask

“You guys were taking to long and the guys thought you two fell asleep...not me thought I knew something was else was happening” he says going to sit on san’s bed

“Is that so?” I ask squinting my eyes at him

“Yup! Sorry to interrupt your baby making but I had to see for myself” yeosang says standing up

“Wait how’d you know?” Yn asks

“You two act weird and I seen your contact name in his phone. I still wasn’t sure but this confirmed it. Name my nephew after me!” He says closing the door

I sigh climbing off Yn sitting next to her on the bed.

“I knew he knew” I sigh

“Well this makes it easier to tell the rest” she says grabbing my hand

“I guess...let’s do this” I say grabbing her off the bed rushing to the front room

“Woah what’s the rush!?” Jongho asks

“Me and Yn have to tell you something” I say grabbing her hand

“Mhmm?” Wooyoung says nodding. Yn wraps her arms around me smiling

“Me and Yn are actually together and have been for quite some time now” I say smiling. Everyone but yeosang and wooyoung jumps up cheering

“Finally!!”

“About time!”

“Yay!”

“We knew” wooyoung says shrugging

“Well aren’t you happy?” Yn asks

“Yeah of course! But like I already knew” wooyoung says smiling

“I’m happy for you two though” yeosang says patting my back.

Yn looks up at me with that big beautiful smile

“Is this what you wanted?” She asks making me chuckle

“Yeah it is” I say leaning down kissing her lips.

“So she wasn’t just a good friend after all huh?” Yunho says smirking

“Nah...she wasn’t” I say laughing

[tojikai]

So firstly, LOOOOOVE PM! Thank you thank you!

Now because yah girl has way too much time on her hands, I wanna dive in with my unsolicited thoughts about each character so far:

Rie:…..this b&$ch! I think that how quickly her and Gojo got together has quickly begun to sink in following Ch 2. She has been obsessed with meeting y/n because deep in her trash heart she knows that Gojo is not over y/n at all. Gojo is comparing Rie to Y/N and this bish knows this, but refuses to acknowledge it.

She wants to secure her position and so I think thats why she is pushing to meet Y/n so hard. Rie is “nice”…but she is not kind. I think that she takes validation. She knows what Gojo was like when they were younger and she thinks she is somehow special. She wants to meet Y/N because she really DOES want to put it into Y/Ns head that Gojo has “always been hers”. She of coursed didnt plan for shit to go as wrong as they did, but Gojo’s reaction further solidifies her fears. Gojo wants Rie to be just like Y/N, and Rie is NOT. If you do a Rie POV i bet its gonna be juicy as hell cause that girl is not right at all.

Gojo:….This clown. He is extremely selfish and only cares about himself. At no point has he ever really considered ever Y/N’s feelings. In fact he only seems to care about her when it directly affects him. I think he knows deep down to that Rie will never live up to YN and he has fudged himself so now he is trying desperately to convince himself that Rie is just like YN, rather than face the truth and be accountable for his actions. Homey has ALOT of self loathing and I wouldnt be surprised if he lowkey emotionally manipulated Y/N, knowing all along how fragile she has always been. He needs to always be the hero, He is that dude that can never be wrong, its never “his fault”. There is always a justification for his actions. Homey clearly wasnt hugged enough as a child.

Y/N:…. Oh my poor dear woman. My heart cries for her severely codependent ass. She is self destruction at its finest. She wasnt ready to heal and rather than accept this, she of course tries to distract herself. This wreck wouldve happened one way or another. If gojo hadnt lost his shit she probably wouldve wrecked her car anyway. I love her empathetic ass heart so much. She truely is too good—for her own good. She needs to get in touch with and love herself. I think she is going to as well. I hope!

Once she does I think she will realize that Gojo never actually loved her to begin with. That he is too consumed with himself to feel that way for anyone.

Im guessing that if it goes this way, once she has this wake up call, when Gojo comes crawling and groveling (we ALL know he will). Because she is finally her own person, she will refuse him. He will be devastated and will NOT be able to understand or accept it but she will not relent, because she will see through the toxic haze surrounding his ass. She is classy so she will wish him well, because she has moved on and has finally learned to love herself.

I could easily be wrong and if I am it doesnt matter because whatever direction you go will be a masterpiece and I thank you again!!!!

ooohh this is an interesting take 👀 a good character analysis too !! and yeahh you're right, our girl yn here is too good for her own good 😭 I'm glad that you're enjoying pm !! thank you so much for your support !! <33

[softxhariana]

34+35 live stream

description: ariana’s live stream before debut of 34+35 remix music video.

word count: 2.22k

A/N: little piece based off this live stream that ariana did in the countdown to her releasing the 34+35 remix music video with doja and megan. obvs not included every question but just a few fun bits and harry mentions for you x

also disclaimer, this is NOT real, if u don't wanna read about these two then don't, i’m not tryna act like they’re together it is fiction.

❤ anywayz hope u enjoy luvs xox

❖   "HELLO EVERYONE! thank u for coming to this premier,” ariana smiled sweetly at the camera, as the video cut to a shot of her for the beginning of the countdown.

“we had so much fun making this 34+35 remix video for you, and uhh, we hope you love it.” she continued, playing with her hair. no matter how long she did this for she swore she would never cease to get slightly nervous in these situations. where it was her alone, in front of a camera. but her fans made her feel at ease, and she felt she owed them something, as she hadn’t done many quarantine interviews like other celebs have.

“i thought i would come celebrate and join the countdown with you guys. which is something that I've never done before, but i’m very happy to be here and i was very excited to get some questions from you all...” she held up the sheets of twitter questions she had received, “um that i’m gonna be answering while i’m here so, i cant wait to celebrate this together and countdown and answer some of your questions!” she finished with a smile.

and it was genuine. a real smile that her fans were thrilled to see.

ariana was genuinely so happy and content with her life right now. with her family, her music, her friends, harry. harry her FIANCE!! might she add.

everything just felt perfect, and after all the shit the last couple years had thrown her way, she appreciated the break.

 she got her love back, she was making music that she fully loved, and put her whole soul into, and she had fans who had stuck with her and supported her through some of the darkest times in her life, that were now able to experience her happiness and personal growth with her. so truly, little things like this, felt like the least she could do for them.

“ohh this is a good one because its 34 35 related” she tucked her hair behind her ears, “@noirgrande said ‘ummm its just i wanna the end of 34+35 is it awww shit or nooo shit, i just wanna sing the song right”

“umm it is indeed no shit” she confirmed, smiling matter of factly at the camera before reciting the closing line of the song.

~~~~~~~~~~~

��@arianalocks1223 said ‘will we get to see the track list before the songs release?’” she paused for a second to process - which turned into a few more seconds, she was a bit slow today. she had told harry with full sincerity that she thought it was because she was getting old but he had just cracked up at her absurd statement, and told her that if that was the case he’d still think she was a milf

“you will!” she nodded with certainty, “indeed. ummm... i can tell you them now” she blurted, oops.

“i suppose thats not like... is that against the rules? can i do that?” she turned, to question scooter who was supervising off camera, not wanting to get her label mad at her for releasing too much information, something she has a tendency to do. 

after getting the nod of reassurance from him she turned back to the camera, “so out of ‘POV’, you go into, um, an interlude called ‘someone like u’. after that is a song called ‘test drive’, after that is the 34/35 remix with doja and meg” she smiles lightly, “and after that is a song called ‘worst behaviour’, and after worst behaviour is... a song called ‘main thing’...” she finishes, a shy smirk forming on her face, dimples appearing, “so that’s the tracks.” 

continuing with the countdown, ariana felt her heart warm at the love her fans were giving her and this album. she loved interacting with them and making them happy and proud of her so knowing she had done just that, was an amazing feeling.

“umm hesbloodsline... @hesbloodsline ... i’m really fond of this question because its really to the point, ‘where's the pig and where the fuck is harry?’” she smiled, holding in a laugh.

“piggy’s here, she's great, she's really doing so well and life is really good for her right now, she's really thriving and doing her thing” she ranted, a hint of sarcasm in her voice, “um, i make her big salads everyday that she likes, she's doing really great. she asked me to stop posting her as much because she's actually really offended by a lot of your jokes that you make on twitter, she asked me to have a word with you guys” she continued to joke, well aware that she probably found herself more funny than anyone else did right now.

“she doesn't like the jokes about being eaten, they really hurt her, umm yeh, and she asked me to convey that... no she’s great...” she finally decided to answer, “and harry, is on set today, so um, yeh thats where he is... but don't worry i will tell him to keep you in the loop, i’ve got you” 

ariana unconsciously let a small smile take over her glossed lips when talking about harry. he had been so excited about this new project and seeing him passionate and happy about anything he’s doing, always made her happiest.

~~~~~~~~~~~

“nicole! @nastyctrl. nicole said ‘who helped come up with the concept for the positions music video, love u sm ari’ love you so much to, i love you so much more” she paused, she loved this story,

“um this is actually a really funny story, dave and i had been going back and forth on several different concepts, and i couldn't, like... marry one... i couldn't really, like, really commit to one, i wasn't 100% sold. and it was missing a certain element of empowerment. and i kept, you know, trying to think of things that would make it more impactful cause i wasn't loving what we had...”

“anddd then me and harry were on this huge hike, and he just turned to me and was like, ‘what if you were the president?’ which was like, not at all fitting cause i was dying and complaining the whole time. but i was like,” she tried to imitate a shocked face through her smile and laughed 

“and when i called dave he was like ‘oh... kay, ill call you guys back’ and had the whole production team redo everything, and i had mimi pull completely different outfits and we completely started over cause that idea was what i was, craving and missing. and i was like, wow, thats so perfect” she smiled, shrugging her shoulders, “so yeh, honorary directing credit to harry styles, if you liked that”

~~~~~~~~~~~~

“this is from @borderlinevinyl, who said ‘how much of the album was recorded at your little home studio?’ ummm..” she sang, looking off camera in thought, everything in quarantine had honestly just blurred into one so she was struggling to remember what exactly she recorded where,

“um... a lot of it was... i think i did parts of everything here and parts of things at tommy's i know i did, um, the final chorus ad-libs for positions at home” she began listing in her head, “i know i did all of off the table at home... i know i did the final chorus of my hair at home because we- i-” oops. she had to control the laugh threatening to leave her lips at the lack of subtlety in her correction

“-i got out of the shower and he was like ‘oh your whistles are really here right now’, and i was like y’know what... yeahh they are aren’t they” she laughed as she squinted her eyes and recited that part of the conversation, even trying to imitate his deeper accent.

she had been singing in the shower - as she always did - and harry joining her never seemed to stop her from belting out any whitney or old one direction classic she wanted to. he would even join in sometimes and they'd end up with their own mini concert, dancing around naked, shampoo and conditioner bottles in hand singing their hearts out to everything from high school musical to nicki minaj to fleetwood mac.

while it felt like too bold of statement to make as she truly revelled in and enjoyed everything they did together, showering with him was truly one of her favourite’s. whether it was steamy shower sex that had all glass surfaces in the room fogging up or letting loose and dancing and singing under the pouring water, every moment felt so intimate and sacred. it truly made her feel like they were they only people in the world. 

of course he would claim she was out singing him every time she whistled and would jokingly try to replicate the note but he was truly just in awe off the sounds that came from her mouth (in all senses of the word;)

"-and so i opened ‘my hair’ and just randomly did that” she continued, “um what else did i do here, i did the a lot of the backgrounds and ad-libs for 34+35 here, um, obvious was done at home, a lot of six-thirty was done at home”

caught in her own thoughts she only realised she had probably been droning on for too long when she caught scooters eye across the room and with a blush she shook her head as if to clear it, “this is an annoying answer, everything was kind of all over the place but i did a lot, a lot, a lot of the vocals for the album at the house" she finally finished the long answer, moving on quickly as she realised she didn't have long until the premiere and she wanted to answer as many of the questions as possible.

“ok, second last question from hannah, ever- @everdxystxless, im sorry i don't know how to pronounce that” she laughs looking up at the camera with wide eyes, not sure how exactly how she was supposed to go about pronouncing the username, 

“im sorry, um, but anyway she say’s ‘ari baby, how do you feel about harry getting to do a movie with florence pugh, we know your a big fan of hers, ps. i love you so much!’ well hannah, i love you too” she replies, as she thinks back to when harry first introduced the two, after she had gotten over the initial fangirling, the pair became amazing friends. florence struck ariana as such a genuine, loving person and they shared the same dry sense of humour. plus ariana might of been just a little obsessed with her accent - not that she would ever admit that and scare the girl off.

“and... um, yeah, it literally, made me beyond happy, i was fully like, fangirling when i met her the first time” she laughs as she plays with her hair, “she honestly, probably was like, ‘who the fuck is this girl? what is she doing?’”ariana imitated, a faux scared/weirded out look on her face, playing the part of a mildly pissed off florence - which she luckily had never been on the receiving end of, “im sure i was being the opposite of subtle about it but, no, she really truly is the sweetest, kindest, most beautiful, talented human being” she emphasises, the thought of any news outlets of fan’s trying to spin a ‘jealousy’ story about this making her internally role her eyes,

“midsommar is, like, one of my all time favourite movies, and she's amazing in it, and harry’s like so fucking lucky its crazy. so yeah, thats insane”

~~~~~~~~~

"...so yeah... thank you so much! this was so much fun!” ariana exclaimed as she wrapped up the Q&A, smiling wide at the camera, she knew her fans were going to love the music video and she couldn't wait for them to watch it, plus interacting with them in this way always made her happy.

“i love you guys, i miss you” she reminded, “i am so appreciative of everything you've done for this album, for these singles, for this music. i hope that, um, that this makes you super happy, i hope it makes you smile...we had so much fun shooting it and um, the girls are so fantastic, so i hope you love this and i hope you love the deluxe!” 

ariana didn't know how many more ways she could say thank you and express her gratitude but she still had over a minute and a half so she’d have to come up with something, even if it meant she’d sound like a broken record

“i am so thankful for everything and for the love that you've shown this music i cant even begin to articulate it properly so, thank you! i appreciate it so much” she breathed out all in one, “but anyway, the video should be starting soon, so... i hope you like it, don't refresh! it’ll be here soon... i promise... just don't refresh” she urged dramatically, she was really dragging this out, “but yeh” she got out through laughs “the video should be starting anytime now, i love you guys” she blew a kiss to the camera before moving as close to the lens as possible “byee”.

🖤 there u go!! i hope you liked it, and any feedback would always always be welcomed and so so appreciated pls and thanku x 

[elytrafemme]

SO EMBARASSIN

AKSKWLA THE WAY SHE WAS SO CASUAL AND KNEW THE WEBSITE HELP I WOUPDVE JUMPED SO FAR FROM MY SEAT

IT DOES SUCK BLEH!! but it’s alright. yeah it’s the same here, i was talking to one of my online friends but like we live in the same region so i assumed our breaks wud be in sync and i was v confused when it wasn’t. christmas break is usually 2 or 3 weeks i think? so feels like enough time :D tests come after break tho bleh

YEAHH ZIE LECTURE!!!1! yeah no yeah that’s fair me too, i have these bouts where i’m silent for like 6 hours and then i enter a call and everything just. spills. and i’m like constantly going “blah blah blah– are u listening?” “yes” “r u lying?” “no” “okay, blah blah blah—“

i also sometimes do this thing where i go “blah blah blah– wait. i don’t want to talk anymore” and i just stop and it’s a little funny. also sobs i have no idea how writing styles work holy fuck

i like psychology but sometimes it feels too smart for me to understand so i play it in the background and go “wow i totally understand their motive (lies)”. holy fuck i had to a fur trade presentation and it was a PARTNER PROJECT TOO rrrr it was annoying but it was last year so i’m over it smile

IDK HOW SHE KNEW IT LIKE. SHAKES HER SHOULDERS. WHY DO U KNOW AO3. she's in her genshin kick now so she's probably been on the site semi recently but that's strictly some theorizing.

my friend from turkey seemed very confused at the prospect that i had a fall break yesterday which reminds me i should probably text him and ask what his questions were about it. it's also been just complete hell trying to coordinate with my sibling in another state right now at college HAHA

KJFDHJKFSD FAIRS!!! ABSOLUTELY FAIR

for the record i'm not really that knowledgeable in writing styles either, i just have put some thought independently (as in i haven't thoroughly researched into it but have put a pin in that topic for later, though i have picked up some knowledge from the writing camp i went to last summer) in how different mediums and approaches to writing can really aid the story. like i think you can grasp a lot out of a character just by how the prose of them is written-- even the small technical pieces can draw the perspective closer or further from the protagonist (and in some cases it is definitely better to be further from the main POV for narrative reasoning but you get what i mean). and also like some stories use certain formatting (such as letters, entries, strictly dialogue, no dialogue, etc.) which can ALSO do wonders so like. things like that. i think there are a lot of things in stories that are purposeful even if they don't even occur to the author initially but they later look more into it. i just think it's a really neat thing in like any overall medium, be it like a story or a video game (GOD video games do this SO WELL) or even movies, though admittedly i'm a little less well versed in actual film analysis and with films i'm moreso just interested in like lighting/shots/music and how things like that play into the actual theme itself? like i was really obsessed with that when i was learning about macbeth and watching scenes from the movie because the differences in lighting could convey SO MUCH even if it was just 'done for aesthetics' like it really tied into different things, but all in all i'm not super great with films.

in hindsight it appears we've unlocked a topic that i could do a presentation on. Oops.

anyway NO THATS FAIR i say that i know a lot about psychology but i. Really Don't. and im glad that this was last year i was a little worried this was a current presentaion u had i was gonna feel. so incredibly sorry for u JHFDHJDF

[fallingfor-fics]

What We Were- Chapter 6: By far

A Beth and Rio fan fiction, Wattpad: fallingforfics

not my gif

Chapter 5

Warnings: NSFW

Rio POV

I got what she was tryna tell me and I mean in that dress there ain't no way I would be able to say no. I looked her up and down and landed my eyes on her boobs which I know she definitely saw because she smiled slightly and looked away blushing. Damn she's so adorable. I tried to make sure I wasn't giving her any heart eyes and I composed my self and cleared my throat.

"We should uh probably head out don't want Dean worried" I made sure to say while looking at her with my sexiest look I mean it's not hard tho look at me. I saw her cringe at the mention of his name. "Ex husband. Well soon to be we are kinda on the rocks" At this point we had got up I had payed and we were walking towards the door. "Dang that must suck, listen ima walk you to your car because it's late and can't have anything happening to my best runner" she laughed at that and it made a feeling go through me something weird I didn't know what to call it. It was the middle of my chest and I was a jolt of nerves kind of feeling. It wasn't nervousness I know what that is that the feeling you get when you have to give a speech to a bunch of people. This was different it was pleasant. I shook my head and put my hand in her lower back which she tended up a bit at first but then relaxed into it.

Beth POV My anxiety was leaking as we got closer to my car I was so eager and hungry for him I couldn't control it. We got to my car and we stopped and just stared in each other's eyes. He took his hand and brushed my hair away from his face and I knew it was gonna happen the start of every good thing was when he did that damn hair thing. It's like I could just melt through the earth and float in space with this feeling. He bent down and got closer. And closer. And closer to my lips and I wanted him to hurry and do it. I was leaving and I could feel his breath and temperatures were rising.

Rio POV

I really wanted to kiss her but I knew it wasn't a good idea before hand the other two times was ok I didn't think she would be able to tell I felt the same way she does but if I kiss her right now she most certainly will I have to make the right decision for the sake of the business and it had to be fast.

Beth POV

Instead of kissing me he roughly turned his head and started kissing my neck. It caught me off guard for sure but oh god I wasn't complaining. He continued to kid up my neck and then moved on the other side pressing me hard up against the car door(luckily it was late and I parked in the back parking lot) he was sucking and biting so hard on my neck and it cause me to let out a few moans which he just chuckled at then kept going. He then slid his hand up my dress and along my thigh real slow knowing damn well what it did to me. He kept leaving marks on my neck and I was so overwhelmed with pleasure I didn't think to stop. He squeezed my thigh causing me to moan louder than before " ohh my gosh" he stopped for a sec to smile then he was about to pick me up and fuck me in the side of the car but I had a better idea. I opened the door to the backseat which thankfully I had the car seats out of because they were in deans car. And I leaved back on the seat and he climbed in and hovered over me.

Rio POV

I figured now I was overwhelming her with so much pleasure that it would be fine for me to kiss her. So I did.

Beth POV

Then he leaned down and kissed me. So so good to. He was soft then rough he bit my lip asking for entrance and I opened my mouth allowing him to slide his tongue into my mouth and continue to very heatedly make out with me. Which caused me to start moaning so he would for sure know I wanted him in me right now. And he did to I could feel his hard member pressing against my thigh. I reached down and started to rub it causing him to moan this time. "Oh-h fuck" he said looking down at my action surprised he then very quickly undid his belt and then slid off my panties he lifted my dress up and grazed his fingers along my folds and clit causing me to moan a bit. "Mmm" he smiled and continued. Pushing one finger in me very quickly and then two in me and used his thumb to rub my clit. I started unraveling and was a moaning mess. "Oh fuck ooohhh god mmm yeah keep going" he stopped only for me to then feel his whole hard cock thrust into me. Feeling so overwhelmed with pleasure I let out a loud moan which made him smile. He then waited and started to thrust into me slowly. "oH god holy shit, mmm oh yeah please fuck me omg" he kept thrusting slowly and I had had enough I pulled him out and flipped over so I was on him I set myself down on his dick and start riding like no tomorrow "oh fuck mm shit fuck oh yeah mmmm" he moaned loudly. He then pulled me to him and started kissing me again then my neck me still riding him I could feel myself getting closer so I started going faster and I could tell he was too he really knows how to please a woman because he then started to rub my clit fast and started thrust so fast and hard into me I could feel my walls getting tighter and tighter. "Oh fuck of god I'm gonna cum I'm gonna cum of god oh god" I screamed "oh shit fuck mm you go ahead cmon cum cum all over my dick mmm fuck" I got closer and closer and he thrusted harder and faster I thought my legs would fall off and then it happened the best orgasm ever. "OH GOD mmm oh my god of fuck holy shut mmmm" I yelled but kept going so he could finish I kept riding his dick then got off causing him to wine but then immediately put his hard throbbing cock in my mouth and started sucking bobbing my head up and down. " oh fuck fuck oh shit I'm gonna cum ohhh yeahh keep going cmon I'm gonna cum" I kept going til I felt him cum in my mouth and swallowed it we both then sat breathless trying to steady our breathing sweat dripping from us.

"That's gotta be the best time we've had" I said looking at him "By far"

[btsinlondon]

Voyeur

Yoongi x Reader (voyeur! Jimin) 

Three POV’s - Reader, Yoongi & Jimin

You found yourself in a taxi home, head slightly heavy from the amount of alcohol you had consumed, but you were slowly sobering up and the realisation that you were going home with a stranger was hitting you - this wasn’t something you would normally do. 

It was unusual for you to be this impulsive, but here you were, in the back of a black cab with a guy you’d just met. He told you his name - Min Yoongi. He asked you to come home with him. He looked at you so intensely and you didn’t want to refuse...

You

At a super hipster London cocktail bar, it was you who had approached him. Stumbling slightly as you crossed the room, 3rd cocktail of the night in your hand (or maybe it was your 4th?) you squared up to the guy who had been staring at you unapologetically. 

“So are you going to tell me your name seeing as you’ve been glaring at me for the past 20 minutes?” you confidently say, the liquor giving you a boost of confidence. 

“S-sorry, I - uh what?” he stammered. His vulnerable tone made you raise an eyebrow.

“What’s your name?” You repeated, a little more firmly.

“Min Yoongi” he blinked a few times and raised his head before resting it on his knuckles, elbow on the table. 

“Well Yoongi, may I buy you a drink?” you smirked at him, loving the role reversal as ‘may I buy you a drink?’ is universally understood as another way of saying ‘may I sleep with you?’

You were intrigued by him and the low and faint throbbing down below told you his stares were having a magnetic effect on you. 

Yoongi followed you to the bar and the bartender asked “what can I get you both to drink?”

“Two more of these cocktails please” you said pointing to your empty glass.

Yoongi was quiet and stood quite still, his stoic demeanour not giving anything away but he continued to stare at you with those intense, feline eyes. It was almost unnerving - you had no idea what he was thinking but when you both went to pick up the same drink, his hand folding over yours around the cold frosted glass, the electricity that pulled through your stomach was so intense you let out a sharp exhale.

Yoongi

She was buying you a drink, you weren’t quite sure how it had happened, but the attractive girl who you kept staring at across the bar had approached you and asked your name - or rather demanded to know your name. Inside your stomach was flipping and your heart was pounding in your chest but you knew you could keep your composure so she wouldn’t sense how intensely you wanted to pull her close and kiss her... keep you cool Yoongi

At the bar, you couldn’t help it - you just continued to stare. Her sparkle in those eyes, her soft skin, her delicate collar bones, her red lipstick - you wanted to kiss those lips so badly, to see what she tasted like. She ordered two cocktails and as you went to reach for your drink, she got there first. You palm closed over her fingers and that was it. The tension that had built in your chest wanted to burst out, the blood rushing away from your head making you slightly dizzy. You couldn’t help it, your bulge was growing and it was just from the touch of her hand. ‘God help me’ you thought. 

You

The dull throb had gone, replaced by an awakened thirst, an aching and in an instant you wanted him. Right here. Right now. 

“now” you said - shocking yourself slightly as he drew his hand away from the glass. “I mean, now! let’s go dance?” You cringed at how ridiculous you sounded, but it didn’t matter. Yoongi grabbed his drink and pulled you by your other hand over to the small dance floor. 

He moved his hips to the music, it was almost sensual the way he pulled in closer to you and brushed his crotch against your stomach. Was that? Did I feel? Is he hard? 

Yoongi

She clearly felt you hard, brushing against her, because she looked up suddenly, those eyes full of enticing lust. You wanted her closer, needed to feel her skin on yours.

You knew you weren’t imagining the sexual tension because soon she was grinding against you, her hips making blissful shapes against your body. You lost control and grabbed her body and pressed your lips to hers. She submitted into your touch and parted her lips, allowing you to brush her tongue with yours. She smelled delicious and tasted like fruit punch, you greedily deepened the kiss and grabbed her ass, all the while grinding in sync to the music. There must be some way you can get her alone.. get out of this busy bar...

You

His lips were like fire, burning with passion and tasting like pineapple - the cocktail he had downed was tossed aside, the plastic cup rolling on the floor beneath your feet. He grabbed your ass and you whimpered into his mouth. You pushed yourself closer to him, grinding yourself on his body - the thirst and need in your core was almost too much to bare. There must be somewhere we can go....but you were meant to be staying at your friend’s house tonight...

Yoongi

You needed to get out of here. Right. Now. Back at your place, Jimin was probably still awake playing video games or making out with someone from Tinder... but you could take your chances. Besides, Jimin had people back home with him all the time - sometimes more than one. Walking in on him having sex with a guy or girl had happened on numerous occasions so maybe it was time to get your own back. 

You

You needed to get some air - before you melted into Yoongi, your burning desire for him making your legs quiver, barely able to stand in your heels. Still driven by the confidence the alcohol had stirred up, you pulled away and grabbed Yoongi’s arm, leading him outside to the smoking area. The cool air outside hit your lungs and you breathlessly turned to him “Is there anywhere else we can go?” 

“Let’s just get out of here...taxi to my place” his low voice had a serious commanding tone that was inescapable. You never did anything like this - never. A stranger asking you back to his house...this just didn’t happen to you and you knew it could be risky. He could be a psychopath...But something about the way he looked at you lured you in. You nodded. 

Yoongi

You took out your keys and hastily unlocked the wooden front door. As soon as you walked into the long hallway, you turned to face her. Whispering you said “My roommate might be in...we have to be quiet” and sure enough, as you walked into the living room, there lay Jimin passed out on the couch. Arm lolling over the side, his head turned to face the end of the sofa so his face was obscured. “Fuck sake” you cursed under your breath “I guess we should go upstairs, but I’m currently sleeping on a blow up mattress on the floor as we only just moved in...” you were embarrassed but she held her hand to your face “Let’s just stay down here baby, I can be quiet...” she bit her lip and looked over at Jimin “He looks pretty out of it to me..I bet he won’t wake up” 

You took her bait and moved in closer, her hand on your skin was enough to make your cock twitch in your jeans. Suddenly she was kissing you, hands entangled in your hair, her fingers brushing your throat and closing around your neck tightly. You could see stars, it was passionate and intense and no girl had ever made you feel like this. You were getting hard for her and she knew it. She pushed you onto the other couch and kneeled over your lap straddling you, her v brushing lightly against your bulge - teasing you into submission. She began to moan, ever so softly, but the noise was incredibly sexy and you could feel her hips grinding harder and harder against your body. 

“Fuck....baby girl you are such a tease. If you carry on like this I’m going to have to rip you out of those clothes and fuck you right here” 

Jimin

You stirred. Head fuzzy and mind blurry, you couldn’t remember where you were. You fluttered your eyes open and saw that you had fallen asleep on the sofa. Something had woken you up but you weren’t sure wh- “hhngg, uh fuck yeahh”

- You could hear a female voice...was she moaning? Confused, you lifted your head slightly and through the darkness could see where the noises were coming from. Yoongi was sat on the sofa and someone was straddling him...shit...grinding on him. The image was fucking hot and you were about to shout out to them to GET A ROOM but instinctively stopped yourself. You didn’t want to end this little Friday night peep show. 

Their bodies were moving in sync and it looked like they were practically fucking, even though they were both still fully clothed. The sight was turning you on so much, you unwillingly felt yourself grow hard at the view across the room. Silently and without them noticing, you unbuckled your belt and top button of your jeans and began running your fingers over yourself, eyes fixed on the two bodies. 

“yes...Yoongi...I’m so turned on...I need more. Please Yoongi...please...fuck me” her moans were delicious and you began to quicken the pace of your hand.

You were rock hard, mouth open you let out a tiny moan which you were sure they heard. Yoongi hesitated for only a second and you were scared you had been caught. But instead he put his hands on the hem of her top and pulled it over her head. She undid her bra and flung it aside.

Soon all of their clothes lay in a pile on the floor and you nearly let yourself push over the edge just from the sight of Yoongi bending her over the sofa and pushing all the way inside.

The sound of his hips slapping against her ass, her breathless panting, Yoongi’s low groans - it was too much. You closed your eyes and pumped your cock faster, matching their pounding pace with your hand...

You opened your eyes to see the girl looking directly at you, bent over in front of Yoongi who hadn’t noticed that you were awake.

She pressed her finger to her lips and winked at you, moaning louder still. 

You

His roommate was awake. You noticed his hand first, it was moving furiously on his cock, his eyes closed in pure bliss and this turned you on even more knowing that he was lusting over you and Yoongi fucking on the sofa. Your eyes moved to his face - he was seriously good looking. His sharp jawline and soft lips...his head leaning back as he got closer and closer to the edge. Staring at him unashamedly, his eyes suddenly snapped open and he was looking right at you. 

You gasped and Yoongi took that as a signal to fuck you harder, your body moving violently under his grip on your hips, you were both starting to lose control... 

“Oh YES - yes right there, please..harder” you moan loudly knowing full well the good looking guy across the room is watching your every movement. 

Yoongi

You quicken your pace, loving the feeling of her slippery pussy around you, her moans growing louder with every thrust. It feels so fucking good and you start to feel yourself getting closer to letting go. You slap her bare ass and the sound of your hand on her skin is incredible, it sends waves of want and need through your entire body. Now you don’t fucking care if Jimin is awake, in fact you almost want him to look...and that’s when you spot him...he’s pumping his cock in his right hand...lids heavy, looking at you both, his mouth open and his head rolling back into the arm of the sofa.

The way he’s looking at her...such hunger and desire in his eyes...it lights a fire in the pit of your stomach and you groan “fuck baby, you feel so good. I don’t even care if Jimin is awake. He should be watching this. Watching you ride my cock, so wet for me”

Jimin

You’ve been caught. They know. They watch you touching yourself, so hard for the real life porn scene unfolding in front of you. They don’t stop what they’re doing and neither do you. Yoongi says your name and it snaps you back to your senses.

“Shit, Yoongi man. I’m sorry - I can’t help myself. This is too hot, watching you fuck her.”

“Don’t stop Jimin, don’t stop touching yourself. I’m going to make her cum so hard and I want you to make yourself cum too. Add this to the top of your late night fantasies...every time you touch yourself I want you to think of this moment - of me fucking her senseless and you watching from across the room. You can look but you can’t touch” Yoongi smirks and pulls out, flipping her onto her back and lifting her legs above his shoulders.

You

This new angle hits your g-spot and you moan so loud, body writhing beneath Yoongi, his hands firmly gripped on your legs.

“How close are you baby girl?”

“So....c-close” the tension inside your core building, Yoongi pounding into you, hitting that sweet spot every time. He reaches one hand down to rub your clit in long slow circles and suddenly your body jerks, you release in hot pulsing waves as you feel Yoongi cumming inside you, his cock twitching slightly as he collapses onto your body.

Jimin

Her body jerks and you know she’s cumming. You stare at the two hot bodies, both of them reeling in the pleasure of it all and you can’t handle it. Your hips buck as you cum, riding out the intense pleasure, panting and moaning you sink into the sofa, arms fall heavy against the sides of your sweaty body and you close your eyes.

Yoongi

So Jimin, next time you pretend to be asleep - maybe don’t touch your dick so fucking much and we might not notice.

The end.

Please reblog, comment and give all the likes as I’m still super new to this and need all the praise I can get 😘

[koushirouizumi]

Digimon Adventure(s) Taishiro(u) songfic/parody: REPEAT?_ + Koushiro’s Theory of HAPPINESS

Title: KOUSHIRO’S T h e o r y of HAPPINESS Fandom: Digimon Adventure(s) Character(s): Koushiro Izumi, Yoshie Izumi, Izumi Family (mentioned); hints of the Chosen Children (end & in endnotes) Pairing(s): Taichi Yagami x Koushirou Izumi [Taishiro(u)] (implied throughout) [especially Taishiro(u) in the fic, throughout] Parodied from: K@gerou//Project (w/slashes removed) lyrics mostly (C) Jin Notes: It’s something of an extended parody for my Taishiro ficverse REPEAT?_ Warnings: PLEASE read ANY AND ALL WARNINGS/NOTES for the ficverse first before reading this! This songfic of sorts minimally spoils at least up to the 3rd chapter of the story. However, this song parody/songfic of sorts could also be seen as something like an alternative “introduction”... ... ... (I’M. SORRY) [ you can also click the ‘read more’ and jump first to the end of the page + then scroll up a bit to see additional warning for this particular installment! ]

“    What I THOUGHT BACK on was, AGAIN, MY FAMILY ;    ” [ " This is YOUR HOME, so make yourself comfortable, KOUSHIRO ! " ]

THIS is the vocal version of the cover that inspired me! THIS is the piano arrangement cover version I was listening when editing this. If you pagebottom to the end of the post, a different piano cover with the Kage//pro video is linked as well (this second piano cover mentioned keeps the main lyric’s melody line in tact, though it is also a bit faster too.) here is a version actually sung by THE COMPOSER OF THE SERIES ( he may not be the best singer but it’s the creator of the series pls respect him ok HE TRIES ) (PLEASE READ THE WARNINGS ABOVE IT IF YOU WATCH HOWEVER)

[ AND, WITHOUT FURTHER ADO ... ]

ORIGINAL VIDEO/SONG LINK: HERE + at bottom of post

                    KOUSHIRO’S T h e o r y of HAPPINESS

What I THOUGHT BACK on was, AGAIN, MY FAMILY ; [ " This is YOUR HOME, so make yourself comfortable, Koushiro ! " ] In [a LITTLE PLACE] with [red?] [brick?] walls, He mutters to himself, as if making SECRET PLANS In the [ PURE BLACK EYES ] BROUGHT HERE Lies a past he has HIDDEN FROM       A D U L T S With [ embarrassment ? ] F E A R in HIS EYES, he [ mutters ] SAYS CRIES " I'M SCARED " [" I'm JUST A MONSTER ! "] So I TELL HIM, " DON’T BE ! " [" THAT’S NOT TRUE AT ALL !!! "] " RED is THE COLOR OF A H E R O, so there's no need to be afraid ! " [ " YELLOW is THE COLOR OF THE SUN'S RAYS, so YOU'LL DEFINITELY BE OKAY !..... " ] ..Wondering what he would find fun, I am ACTING the " M O T H E R " a g a i n " Hey, LOOK ! " [ HE ? ] [ I ?? ? ] wrapped [himself?] [ m y s e l f ] in [RED?] [antics]; [RED?] [YELLOW??] [scarf?] [C A P E?] " We're like SECRET AGENTS ! " DYED in [ MADDER RED? ] , we'll B E G I N , even if we're merely P L A Y I N G  H E R O E S " As long as we can manage just a little smile... " We will  BE    FAMILY    STILL      TODAY I PRAY for HAPPINESS in THE FUTURE AHEAD , so HOWEVER SAD it may be... " Now keep this A SECRET ! " The sun sets with us LAUGHING . ... The SPRING breeze blows, and the now-ADULT world Is i r r a t i o n a l l y bent, as if conspired to be The thick and faded tears of [loved ones?]   [ H I M ] Go UNNOTICED BY ALL, turning B L A C K Things had GONE CRAZY, but by the time I NOTICED, I could NOT TELL A N Y O N E " No, NO, I DON’T WANT TO BE DESTROYED ! " ... There CAME A WORLD where HAPPINESS ENDS . " [ RED c o l o r ], PLEASE. N O M O R E; DON’T BRING RUIN TO ANYONE ELSE’S F U T U R E . " I thought as I CRIED again, keeping it HIDDEN WITH A SMILE " ... IF    I    HAD [   T H A T  ... RED ?   ]    M Y S E L F  , could I S A V E S O M E O N E ‘ S F U T U R E ? " AWKWARD and SHAMEFUL , this is my L O N E L Y  P L A N ... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... Now that I ‘ M G O N E , I WONDER IF                                         [    M Y  F A M I L Y    ] Are S T I L L G E T T I N G A L O N G , and SMILING TOGETHER ? I ‘ M S U R E they must be UPSET WITH ME --- But I W O N D E R  I F  I  H A V E  B E C O M E                                       ///      "   THEIR SON   "      ///

                                                    [ F A M I L Y ] ... N O W .

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                                    [ C H O S E N C H I L D R E N ] "   H A P P I N E S S   "   is    a       C U R I O U S          T H I N G  ,

                                               [ K O U S H I R O ] SO I HOPE Y O U    CAN    L O V E T    O    M    O    R    R    O    W       ... ... ... ... ... ... 

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NOTES:

- I’M SORRY - I HATE KAGE//PROS FOR DOING THIS TOO I’M SORRY - NO IT’S STILL NOT A DIRECT PARODY BUT EXTREMELY INSPIRED W/THIS ONE - if you can’t quite tell, the first verse began as Mrs./Yoshie Izumi before eventually switching to Koushiro’s POV in the second verse! - in the original video, by the second verse, Kagepro’s plot kicks in MUCH MORE IN GEAR aaand yeah STILL NOT A DIRECT PARODY - SO PLS DON’T THINK IT IS - STILL HEAVILY INSPIRED but yeah you can discount most of the second verse visual plot-wise - unless you really want to torture yourself with imagery of tiny sad!Koushiro crying alone LITERALLY WHY - DON’T WORRY THOUGH MR. IZUMI IS V. NOT INVOLVED LIKE THAT HERE - WHY IS KAGE//PROS LIKE THAT I STG

- the reason why the lyrics alternate between: [RED?] [YELLOW??] [scarf?] [C A P E?] -- is because this is more Kage//pros specific imageries and yeahh I don’t want the exact same thing for Koushiro visually in most of main REPEAT?_ BUT - MENTAL IMAGERY wise IT CAN STILL BE A THING - IN THE VARIOUS FORMS MENTIONED - BUT I WAS THINKING “CAPE” MORE BECAUSE OF A CERTAIN

^ WOW HI WHO ARE YOU H U H WOW THAT’S SOME. CAPE. CAPE - MAYBE KOUSHIRO COULD ALSO HOWEVER WRAP IT AROUND HIMSELF LIKE A SCARF - BUT V-TAMER TAICHI’S CAPE WAS YELLOW YEAH - AND I STILL DON’T KNOW MUCH ABOUT V-TAMER ITSELF - EXCEPT IT GETS VERY DRAMATIC TOO - BUT MAYBE KOUSHIRO IN SOME ‘VERSES COULD ALSO WRAP “IT” AS A SCARF FOR HIMSELF YEAH - ..... MAYBE EVEN A. BLACK(ISH-GREY). SCARF. - FOR REASONS - ... MAYBE IT CHANGES COLORS (IDEK)

- I’M SORRY AGAIN - FEELINGS HATE ME - however this one is kinda really hard to parody without arts skills myself besides amv making so ;; ;; probably won’t be able to make anything amv-wise for this kind of thing for a super long while.....

- STILL THOUGH I HAD TO GET THE FEELINGS OUT WHY THIS - MRS IZUMI MY LOVE YOSHIE-MAMA I LOVE YOU - KOUSHIRO VOICE YELLING ‘ I LOVE YOU ’ - I DEFINITELY DO NOT WANT YOSHIE TO BECOME AYANO THOUGH N O

- ...... she probably already kinda involved herself though in some parts - ....... i’m sorry - WARNINGS (+ FOR REPEATVERSE): - IMPLIED/ATTEMPTED (KEY WORD: ATTEMPTED) SELF-SACRIFICE/’DEATH’ (ESPECIALLY IN KAGE//PROS) - HOWEVER. This is. Well. See REPEAT?_ infos too and YEAH. - IT DOESN’T WORK OUT EXACTLY AS THEY PLANNED..... - I PROMISE IT GETS BETTER ;; ;; ;; ;; ;; ;; ;; ;; (I ..... PROMISE)

WARNINGS FOR THE KAGE//PROS VIDEO: - IMPLICATIONS OF past child abuse (I’M SO SORRY FOR KAGE//PROS) [ this happens for a line spanning about 10 seconds ] - blonde haired boy Kano suffered from child abuse from a past family member. - black haired boy Seto suffers from being bullied as a child by various neighborhood kids - green haired/short haired girl Kido came from a very strict family / mainly her biological father. This ‘father’ was ... neglectful/emotionally abusive in ways (I’m so sorry for Kage//pros) he eventually ends up trying to kill her + her older sister + himself in a fire. She well. (Yeah. She survives. 7TH NOVEL SPOILERS) - the one visible though is actually not the father but more like a butler/maid from the same ‘house’ according to the author in old tweets. - there is nothing more said about that and hope to god it stays that way because. yeah. yeah - basically Kage//pros has MANY warnings re ‘deaths’ PLEASE TREAD VERY CAREFULLY AND ONLY IF YOU THINK YOU CAN HANDLE PLOT-RELATED DETAILS LIKE THAT - they are not actually ‘adopted’ by the way, technically it’s ‘fostered’ (confirmed via Japanese kanji in the original version). I don’t want to debate Kage//pros here though yeah, just mentioning that quickly since it’s important to not get confused with Kage//pros plot orz (many people will debate this though and I understand why but. yeah. technically it’s not official for many maaany plot reasons and yes the official English version definitely mistranslated it orz why this) (just saying: in Japan, when adopted, your surname has to legally change to your adopted family’s surname. The kids’ surnames do not change in Kage//pros canon and the implication is that thegirls’parents’bothdied beforeitcouldhappenyeah. This was pointed out by a Japanese translator so yeah...) [plus her doing what she does at the end kinda screws a lot up y e a h] - NO THIS PART DETAILED ABOVE RE: KAGE//PROS PLOT VERY MUCH DOES NOT RELATE TO THIS STORY GOD NO -  IZUMIS ARE THE GOOD ADOPTIVE PARENTS AND I’M KEEPING IT THAT WAY THANK YOU VERY MUCH - KOUSHIRO’S BIOLOGICAL PARENTS TOO - BUT YEAH THOSE WARNINGS ARE SPECIFIC TO KAGE//PROS THOUGH IF YOU WATCH THE VIDEO I’M SORRY - this is mainly in the first verse during the “brough here...” line - you can kinda cover your eyes at that part and just listen if you’d like though?? - in the second verse it’s heavily implied the girl’s own father is going mentally downhill (this is due to heavy plot spoiler reasons) - (this is a pretty initial spoiler but. his wife also dies - this is related via the second verse of the song, her photo is seen) - he basically ends up discovering plot things and - experiments ... on the girl singings’ classmates/friends ... uhhhh yeah (I’M SORRY FOR KAGE//PROS) - (IT’S NOT REALLY ‘HIM’ THOUGH.....) - this is why SHE’S TRYING TO STOP IT later on in the song - THIS ALSO VERY MUCH DOES NOT RELATE TO MY FICVERSE [BEING SERIOUS HERE]

^ an alternative piano version, albeit a bit faster!

^ this is the original video / song! (PLEASE TREAD WITH CAUTION) (BUT if you’re comfortable with such plot things) (THIS WORKS WELL FOR MAXIMUM FEELINGS) [ AND IT’S HONESTLY A GORGEOUS SONG/VIDEO ] [ AYANO’S A GORGEOUS CHARACTER TOO OK ]

[taehyung-and-suga]

Someone I Didn’t Expect Chapter 13

Y/N POV

You entered math class and went to stand behind your chair. The teacher came in and looked around the room. “You may sit down.”, she ordered and you obeyed. After everyone sat down she took a paper and called you name by name for your presence. “Na Jaemin” “Present” “Kim Donghyuck” “Present” “Lee Jeno” “Present” “Jeon Mina” “Present” “Hwang Hyunjin” “Present” “Han Jisung” “Present” “Kim Seungmin” “Present” “Lee Felix” It was silent in the room. You looked behind you and saw an awfully tired version of Felix. “Present”, he said in a tired voice. “A quicker reaction would be nice, Felix-ssi.”, the teacher remarked making Felix roll his eyes. You smiled at Felix to greet him but he avoided eye contact.Weird. You shrugged it off and put all your attention to the teacher. You’d see him with lunch so there was enough time to talk about it. “For today we will make some exercises  about functions. So I’d like all of you to take your books at page 118.”

“Where is Felix?”, you asked Jeno when you arrived. You were pretty late so you expected everyone to be here already. “I don’t know. I guess he isn’t feeling very well or so.”, he responded. “Who are you lying to? He is over there with Chan and his friends.”, Jaemin exposed Jeno. You looked over at the other table and saw Felix sitting between Hyunjin and Changbin, an older guy. You sat down and sighed. “Why didn’t he tell me he wouldn’t be eating with us today?”, you asked yourself, being upset. “C’mon, don’t make such a big deal out of it, Y/N. They’re also his friend and he doesn’t need permission from you to hang out with them.”, Mina said and locked her hand with yours. “You’re right but I’m just used to him being always with me and he keeps avoiding me.”, you said and pouted. She half smiled at you. “I thought everything was okay between us since I found out he told everything to Yoongi-oppa but clearly not.”, you continued. “I’ll talk to him for you. If you’re okay with it of course.”, Jaemin suggested and you nodded. “Okay, I’ll go to him right now.”, he said and stood up and made his way to the boys. You looked at Jaemin walking and once he reached them you noticed Felix not being there anymore. Jaemin talked to Jeongin and you watched them carefully. “Stop looking, it’s quite creepy.”, Mina said and you turned back to your original position. “Felix isn’t there anymore.”, you informed her. “Maybe he went to the toilet.”, as soon as her words left her mouth Jaemin was back at our table. “He doesn’t want to talk with anyone for a while.”, he informed you. You took your phone and texted him.

‘Are you okay?’

‘Yeahh don’t worry’

‘We missed you at the table’

‘You’ll get used to it.’

“What the hell does he mean by that!”, Mina screamed when she saw his text. “Seriously guys, let him alone for a while.”, Jeno said to make her stop screaming. “But we are worried! Look at the way he talks! Shouldn’t we contact him?”, you made your argument. “Just call hi in the evening. I think that’s the best solution.”, Jeno requested and you nodded.

It was 9PM and you made your homework. You took your phone out of your pocket and called Felix/ he didn’t pick up. You looked confused at your phone. Maybe he was too late to pick it up? You tried again. You let the sound beep for a few times but still no answer. If he doesn’t want to call with me I’m going to call his aunt then. You thought and called his aunt. Surprisingly she took the phone immediately. “I thought you’d call Y/N.”, she said . You greeted her and asked where Felix was. “Look, Y/N. I don’t know how to say this in a good way but Felix doesn’t want to talk to anyone of you for a while. I can’t say why nor until when but just leave him alone.He is a great guy and he won’t let you down forever”, you let her speak. “Oh- well, okay. Can you tell him that I love him?”, you asked, trying to hold the tears. “You love him?”, she asked shocked. “Not in that way but I never said it to him while I clearly feel like he should know.”, you explained. “Okay I will. Take care Y/N. Bye” “Good evening.”, you said and hung up the phone. You laid on your bed and stared at the ceiling.  Is this the end of your friendship? Before you realized, tears formed in your eyes and you were crying.

I don’t want to lose you Lee Felix.

I will always be by your S.I.D.E.

[ragnarssons]

the 100 ask game

I was tagged by @nightbleeder ty <3 (even tho half of the fandom won’t like my answers, yikes)  1. What would you get arrested for on the Ark? as the things were on s1? Probably punching Kane in the face just for being around... or probably stealing some supplies for people I care about. Or murder, because sometimes the urge is strong, it has to be even worse on a very limited space like the ark. 2. Would you take off your wristband when you landed on the ground? ehhhh uuuuh, no, especially not with Bellamy’s ways of doing things at the time. Yeah, when Bellamy started to forbid people from eating unless they take their wristband off, is the only time I sided with Finn... 3. What would the necklace Finn would make for you look like? (Clarke: deer/Raven: a raven duh..) a fist in his face? Idk, Finn would have never made me a necklace because I wouldn’t have liked him at all to begin with. But if it has to come to that, maybe a tree leaf or something that simple. 4. If you could resurrect any MINOR character who would it be? *big breath* SINCLAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIR 5. Create a squad of 5 characters to go on missions with. Who are they? Bellamy “eyes sharp” Blarke, Clarke doctor Griffin, Monty, Roan (because broanlarke and also their mission was badass), and Raven “it won’t survive me” Reyes. I have guns, swords, brains, abs, technology, and medical support. 6. Minty or Briller? Briller. I’m actually looking forward to see what they did with Jackson and Miller tbh.... 7. What would your name be in Trigedasleng? (example: Octavia=Okteivia…just make it up!) ehhh, Mari? Yeah kinda like Madi, cool. 8. Thoughts on Finn? Some people hate him, and others love him, so I’m curious  Who? Listen, I didn’t hate him at first, when I started the show. To me watching the first eps, it was THAT simple, Bellamy was the “bad guy” and Finn was “the good guy” the storyline sides with every time. And Clarke and him are the “rightful couple”. But delving into the show it gets more complicated and even tho I shipped Bellarke and Bellamy was by far my fav over Finn, I was “mehhh” with Finn. I didn’t care about his ass tbh. When he died I didn’t care. And then I rewatched the show. And I re-rewatched it. And re-re-rewatched it. And I HATE Finn. There is no more self-righteous character (except Octagon), and yet he’s the most basic douchebag you could ever put on a tv show. He’s lying, he’s cheating people, yet for a long while (5 episodes is still a long while) the narrative makes us want to be like “yeahh Finn ur so gooood”. And when there actually is the “love triangle” he goes all weak ass about it, being “sorry” and yet doing NOTHING to atone for what he did. He sleeps with Raven while it’s SOOO OBVIOUS that she’s just fucking him because she’s desperate and sad and just running away from things. SERIOUSLY? You don’t love her, she loves you, but you sleep with her??? And the way both Raven and Clarke had to be the “bigger person” for his sorry ass. I’m glad they worked things through and got an awesome relationship even tho he was here, with his “sad puppy eyes” dumb face. And the way he’s stalking Clarke wherever she goes, questioning and criticizing all her decisions. AND when on Unity Day he put CLARKE’S ass in danger, then went all “youuu should have truuusted meeee” when Clarke got her ass saved by Bellamy, BECAUSE his idea was dumb to begin with (and also because he kinda “forced” her hand to speak with the Grounders while she NEVER wanted to do that in the first place... why didn’t he go himself ehhh if he’s sooo smart? And after that he acted all schocked because the Grounders came with weapons - DUUUUUH). Do I hate Finn enough here?  9. Be honest. How willing would you have been to take the chip without knowing all the horrible things it does? Not. I’ve known really hard times, but never in my life I have thought about “turning my feelings/pain off” in a superficial way. And idk, kinda knowing it’s some kind of computer thingy (do they know?) “taking control” over you, ehhh no. I don’t do drugs. 10. What character do you relate to most & What character do you like the least not including the obvious ones like Pike, etc… I relate to Bellamy the most. Idk, yeah I don’t have a little sister who was my duty for all my life. But on a larger spec, I’d do most of the things he did. I know I’d kill only if it were necessary and I know I wouldn’t be able to live with it and trying to atone for it. I know that I’m true and impetuous and impredictable like Bellamy.  And the ones I relate with the least are Octagon and Mur.hy (let’s not tag him because heeee). 11. Describe your delinquent outfit. (Would you wear something like Murphy’s jacket with the spikey red shoulder patch or have a trademark like Jasper’s goggles? Be creative, yet practical) I’d be a basic bitch. With Clarke’s good earth cleavage because I can rock it too.  12. Favorite type of mutant animal? I loved the idea of the deer (also on s1 Lincoln actually has a “mutant horse”). I think Pauna is ridiculous, tho. I’d like to see more of these, on the other hand. 13. What would your job be on the Ark? Janitor? 14. Would you have willingly pumped Ontari’s heart if Abby asked? I think so. I know that when my adrenaline kicks in, I am able to push back a lot of my discomforts. Even tho I HATEEEEEEEEE everything related to surgery and stuff like that. To save Clarke, I would have, yeahhh... 15. If Lxa wasn’t Heda, but she’s still alive right? then who would make the best commander? No one? Idk just destroy this autocratic way of ruling. Wells would have been a good leader *side eyes*. Idk at least the Chancellor is elected, but I really disagree with the whole Grounders’ politics soooo I really don’t care about all this. 16. If you were a grounder, then where would you live and who would be your mentor? I’d love my mentor to be Lincoln. And ummm as for the clan ummm, I don’t care?? Trishanakru? The butterflies are nice, you know. 17. How would you act if you ate the hallucinogenic nuts like Jasper and Monty? Monty. I too want to give the Earth a giant hug. 18. How would you have dealt with Charlotte’s crime? A more John Murphy approach or Bellamy Blake? I would have given her some therapy cuz I don’t know why Wells had to die because she was seeing Jaha in her nightmares. Like?? Logic?? Where are you?? I really don’t know what I would have done but certainly NOT what they did to Murphy but also NOT what he would have done himself had he caught Charlotte (or what he did through the episode). Banishment seemed like a good idea, but she’s still a kid. Gosh I have no idea.  19. Who should be the Chancellor, if anyone? Someone from the lower ranks on the Ark. Like Sinclair? Given his relationships to a lot of characters, he would have been a good Chancellor, yeh. Or Ginger Dad. 20. Mount Weather had a lot of modern commodities. (example: Maya’s Ipod)What is the one thing you would snatch while there? Dante’s art collection. 21. Do you think you’d have caught the virus spread through camp or would you have been immune like Oct.via? Since my headcanon is that the virus was like “a moral compass” (since only the good characters got it), I’d say that I wouldn’t be immune. (I’ll never buy this bs saying that Octagon and Finn are “the strong ones” LMAO) 22. What would your grounder tattoos look like? Hairstyle? War paint? type Aloy on Google and that’s it. Aloy is bae. I also loved Lxa’s back tattoo tbh. And no war paint (idk all of these, on the show, are ridiculous). 23. Favorite quote? “For all its faults, Earth is really beautiful” also “We save who we can save today”. I also love the Traveler’s Prayer.  24. Can you forgive Mur.hy for his actions? How about Bellamy? About Mur/hy it’s gonna be a big NO. Like, sorry, I still have zero empathy for this character. People call him “complex”, to me, he hasn’t changed ever since the beginning of the show (he literally abandoned his “buddy” Bellamy on 401 like ehhh??). And the way he’s so judgy and “sassy” while he’d morally have ZERO right to be. I think the fandom works way more to make me dislike him, how everyone integrated the fact that he’s a bs human being and act like it’s normal and it’s a reason to like/love him. Bellamy has changed a lot from s1 to s4, I’ve never seen him NOT atone or try to do better after his screw-ups. That’s the main difference to me. Starting as a certain person, distrusting the others, okay, it’s one thing. Never buging from that? Nop. Several characters showed a lot of care for Mur.hy and he never did (apart from the very last moments of 413 so who knows, maybe coming from that, my PoV will change, but from s1 to s4 my PoV never changed on him). I honestly like the idea of the show integrating a character like this in the story, it’s “different”, yes. It’s just not characters I like and/or relate to. I also feel like the writers don’t (didn’t? until now) know how to put him in a narrative close to the people he could evolve with (because they... didn’t want him to evolve?). He was just alone on lots of times, aaand very often, sadly for him, related to SLs I didn’t like (Polis, Jaha’s quest, the mansion and all). I don’t like the “in it only for myself” kinds of characters. (if it can help, I also disliked both Bellamy and Kane when they seemed to be “just that” as well... but they evolved). 25. If one of the characters was in the Hunger Games, who would have the best shot at winning? NOOOOO ALREADY SO MUCH DEATH NOOOO One of the Grounders most likely. And unless it would be Lincoln then I wouldn’t care. 26. Least favorite ship? Favorite ship? NOT INCLUDING CL OR BC anything including Octagon. Also anything including Finn. My favorite ship is Bellarke and I ain’t gonna bend the truth *shrugs* I care very little about any other ships on here lmao (except Monty and Harper, they have my thumbs up).  27. A song that should be included in the next season, like when Radioactive was? If there had to be another guest star like Shawn Mendes on the show, who would you want to make a cameo? Some Olafur Arnalds, let’s suffer. 28. What would you do if you were stuck in the bunker with Murp.y for all that time? Honestly? All the data he had about the past in that thing? I would have watched it all. (or did it have only the one video with ALIE and Becca? I don’t remember) 29. Opinion on Emori? Roan? I loved Roan when he was an ally, but I do think he had a manipulative side that he played on Clarke a lot. I think he could have had way more potential than what they did with him. As for Emori... I like her, I’m glad she’s still alive as in, I hope they’ll delve into her more to make me like her more. Because I liked how she started to develop a “care” for Clarke and the others after ep408. Before that, I also didn’t like her, the “Bonnie and Clyde” thing she had with Murp.y didn’t interest me. 30. Would you want to be an extra that is killed off in a brutal way? Eh, yeah why not. 31. A character you’d like to learn more about and get flashbacks of? MONTY, I mean? Why did he never get flashbacks?? Also Harper, Miller, Jackson, idk the Sky People ya kno.  32. A character you’d bang? Look, “Satisfied Girl” and Bree are my girls goal. @head-and-heart @bellamynochillblake @bellsbeard @captainheroism @grumpybell @bellamyslaugh @perhalta @bobnorley @foolish-nymeria ehhh if anyone else wants to do it, let’s go!

[sugasugawarau]

Yes Dragonspine😐 I hate that place but I finally finished that one hard quest😼 now I need to kill that fatass boar💔 also TREASURE SCAMMER IS ADOPTED?? THEY'RE BROS??? Well I- 🗿 I like both of them tho, they’re hella strong characters😳 Childe… you simp for him too😃 my friend does too n I hear her words everytime we play😃 I just like how strong his character is but he’s evil???🤨 Madam🧎‍♀️I’ve once again came for advice🧎‍♀️Idk how to write a narrative love story💔😭🧎‍♀️plz any tips??-💠

Omg sexc congrats on finishing the quest!! And gl with the Boar King <3 I hated that place initually too bc I’m a pussy and there are lots of Ruin Graders/ Lawlachurls/ Fatui 😔 but it is rlly pretty graphics wise and there are lots of chests = primogems so it’s a love-hate relationship for me hahahdhdha

AND YEAHH they are <33 I like them both too (even though sometimes I bully Kaeya bc he deserves it)

HELP NOT THE 😃 yes I am unfortunately falling for Childe and yes ik he’s a harbinger but.. HAHFJDJA he’s the first antagonist I’ve fallen for,, listen his character is just?? IDK I can’t put it into the proper words rn without rambling but I just rlly appreciate how complex he is and the role he plays in the story (also he’s a rlly aMAZING big brother u will see in his side story) but bet if for some reason I met him irl I would be so annoyed by him 😭

Omg omg you’re writing? Idk if I can give you much advice because I SUCK at writing romance (all my fics rn are angst and the concept of fluff if foreign to me) but I’ll try my best ahdjfka it’s under the cut bc I didn’t want to flood ppl’s dash !!

Okay so half-way through typing this I realized you didn’t mention what POV this story will be narrated in but I hope u can still salvage smth out of this!! 😣

Inner dialogue is important to help the readers understand and see where the main character is coming from and why their perspective is the way it is. So think about the qualities, morals etc. of your main character and how they influence their reactions to a love interest

Interactions with other characters like dialogue or even just scenes of them interacting through narration are also rlly important and smth I personalyl struggle with hahahdha. It’s important to consider what their dynamic is like: is it formal, friendly, aggressive? this depends on the trope ur writing so that’s important to consider too! like for an enemies to lovers u wld want to start off with lots of trivial bickering and taunting/teasing to build tension and chemistry later on

Ajjdfjak basically I think getting to know your characters and sort of making a mind map of how they fit in the story and such is a good place to start to make those two things easier to do!! But most important of all is that you have fun and enjoy the process so honestly just write what you can!! You don’t have to start with an extremely detailed plot (but if u have one, that’s awesome! Just idk ahdjgka if you know how you want the middle to go but don’t have the ending or beginning figured out rn, that’s okay! Write the middle and see if you can make a beginning and ending fit around it, go with the flow!) Ik it sounds obvious but I used to put pressure on myself abt it and ik other writers who do too; it doesn’t have to be clean and structured during the drafting stage! What matters most is you have fun with the process and learned smth from it :’)