#And my friends right away are like SUS be careful youre still a girl to him!! Even tho I'm openly gay

[gaminegay]

if I had a nickel every time I wanted to do a nice thing for a man and the immediate reaction I got was "be careful, he might misunderstand, you're a girl, the statistics" and got really bummed out I would have two nickels etc etc

[pablitogavii]

Su doctora

Today was the day you started working with the Barça medical center and you were so excited! Not to mention it was your boyfriends official first day back with the team.

Many people undermined your skill and said you only got the job because you’re dating Gavi but that was far from the truth. You only started dating Gavi after the acceptance letter came to your mail box a few months after finishing medical school.

“Im nervous amor!!” You say checking your stethoscope and Gavi hugged your from behind smiling at the two of you in the mirror.

“Don’t be..I’ll be your first patient doctora” he smirked kissing your neck and you giggled pulling away and turning around in his hold.

“We need to keep it profesional today, okay amor?” You remind him of the rules of the club and he promised to behave.

“Alright, let’s go preciosa!” You two drove together walking in hand it hand before he had to go meet the team and you went to the medical wing to prep everything before their arrival.

“Hola amigo!” Andy was first to greet Gavi who was very happy that’s his friend was finally back home. This was their season and Gavi could feel it.

“Is it true your girl is our doctora today?” Hector said with a smirk and Pablo clenched his jaw..he never thought he would get so jealous of another guy calling you “doctora” which was your title after all…but you were his doctora!

“Yeah, she started working so don’t give her a hard time boys” Gavi said and they all agreed. Pablo really wanted to punch that smirk off Hectors face!

Shortly after they were called in by a nurse.

“Gavi you’re up” nurse said and he proudly stood up excited to see you even thought you were together not even thirty minutes.

When he walked in seeing you in your white coat and your hair tied pack..you looked breath taking to him..so much so he had to remind himself to remain professional.

“Hola…where do you want me doctora” he said and you blushed looking at his bright smile while instructing him to lay on the bed while you connected all the monitors on his raked chest.

“Just breathe normally” you said and Pablo nodded focusing on the task. Only when he saw the nurse walk away to grab measurements from another player did Gavi grab your hand and you turned around.

“He called you doctora..and I don’t like it” he whispered and you held his hand tightly blushing a little..you could t believe something so silly got your boy jealous.

“Who amor???” You ask and he looked towards Hector who was next in line to be checked.

“I am a doctora Pablo” you remind him but he only clenched his jaw letting go of your hand when the nurse returned. He knew he had no reason to be mad at you but he hated the fact that you didn’t care if that cabron called you doctora.

“Am I done?” He asked obviously angry and you sighed not really having the time to deal with his antics right now as you nodded and he left to finish the rest of his rests..you wished he didn’t make such a big deal.

“Hi doctora” Héctor said and you didn’t give him much attention connecting his device and turning to see Gavi who was getting measured while giving the boy daggers

After you checked all of them and it was time for their training you just couldn’t let Pablo leave angry at you..you wanted to make up before he left.

“Gavi..I forgot to analyze your heart if you could come back quickly?” You said and all the boys smirked while your boyfriend proudly walked past Hector and closed the door behind himself.

“Que? I know you already checked my heart..” he said still passively aggressive. You signed pulling him to the corner and placing your hand over his heart.

“Hmm I did that long time ago mi niño…” you whisper looking up with him with pleading eyes and he signed trying to surprise a smile but couldn’t.

“Please don’t be angry Gavitoo” you said and he took a few looks at your eyes before finally nodding his head.

“I’m sorry..but now that you work here they will all call you doctora..I just have to get used to it” he said sadly and you touched his face making him look at you before going on your tip toes and kissing his lips softly.

“But I’m only su doctora Pablito” you say into the kiss feeling him smile brightly.

“Hmm I am gonna call you mi doctora from now on, bueno?” He said and you blush nodding your head.

“Bueno” you agreed

“Bueno, ven aqui mi doctora..” he said holding your jaw before deepening the kiss while holding you in his strong arms protectively.

[mjjune]

TWTR: A COMIC SANS INTRO

as requested/voted on for my 1k follower celebration! thank you so much to everyone who voted and who cares enough about this story to want to know more 💕

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@neapaulatan, @ichimakesart, @littlestpersimmon, @akiwitch, @vacantgodling

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[Image Description:

A Comic Sans WIP intro of 9 slides with dark gray background and various images.

Slide 1: Title page with a dark background of green leaves with the title "TWTR: a comic sans wip intro as requested by my followers <3"

Slide 2: "So WTF is TWTR?" with an image of illustrated art of a forest scene with a tree growing through a cottage in the background, a silvery ax with a dragon design sticking out of the earth in the foreground. The slide reads, "a retelling, sorta, more of a sequel ! the prologue is a little red riding hood retelling, and the rest of the novel is the aftermath. red is not so little anymore. the wolf is back for blood and the woodsman has to finish what he started 6 years ago." In smaller font, a note in parentheses says, "and no i will not tell you what twtr stands for. it’s an ongoing joke now that half my betas still didn’t know what it meant even though it was on the signup sheet 🫠"

Slide 3: The Story. Has an illustrated gif image of the woodsman facing away from the audience, his cape blowing in the wind. He has an ax in his left hand, a raven sitting on his right shoulder in the woods. the slide reads: "the woodsman, an outsider, saves a little girl from a legendary beast, only to find out that she’s?? whoops?? the nearby kingdom’s princess and only heir??? so naturally, if you were the queen, and some strange outsider dude pops out of the evil magical forest with your 10yo daughter claiming he saved her from The Wolf™ ... uh, yeah, that’s sus. he’s arrested and has to prove (via dark shit i won’t go into) that he’s magic-free before he can join kingdom society."

Slide 4: Yikes, then what? Has a banner image of the woods with a cloaked figure in the center, fog rising from the bottom, with a raven with glowing eyes in the corner. The slide reads: "over the years, he works his way up to become red’s personal guard. he has his first real friend of his entire life?? 🥺 until the wolf shows back up, working its way through the kingdom devouring people. avery must kill the beast once and for all before it gets to red. as he tracks it, though, he uncovers lies that go deep not only within the kingdom, but his own past. he finds The Wolf™ in the woods, where it offers him a deal: the truth, for red. which will avery choose??? 👀"

Slide 5: Wait so who are these people?? Has 3 icon images of the main characters. First is "Avery, The Woodsman. known for being short, baby-faced, and a man of few words; mysterious past prior to saving red and joining the kingdom." His icon is an illustrated profile view of a short dark-haired tan-skinned man with freckles and a bit of scruff and a serious expression. Second is "Red, Princess Anara. the spirited heir to the throne; angry that she’s not included in royal affairs and wants to learn everything." Her icon is illustrated art of a young girl with blue eyes, red hair in a braid, wearing a dark hooded cloak looking at the audience. Last is "The Wolf™, a monster of legend, rumored to be immortal that lives in the dark forest surrounding the kingdom; the size of a room and devours people whole :P yum yum." Its icon is a dark image of a wolf with glowing white eyes looking at the audience.

Slide 6: Surely there are other characters, MJ??? Slide is plain with a bulleted list of info, which reads: "Honorable Mentions: MAGNUS, the elite guardsman who trains avery and has a complicated history (an unintentional fan favorite); QUEEN ETIENNE, the queen of the kingdom and red’s mom; "GRANDMA", an elderly woman who red liked to visit (secretly) in the woods and was devoured by The Wolf™."

Slide 7: Also Featuring. Slide reads "a badass ax, hand-crafted by avery’s long-deceased parents; giant trees the size of houses; giant burrowing lizards; religious coercion :); magic metal; magic plagues; magic soup; intimate platonic hair braiding; cute child cameos; southern hemisphere world (aka the north is warm and the south is cold)". To the right is an illustration of avery's ax, a dark handle with silvery ax with an etched dragon design.

Slide 8: Ok, but is it gay? with small parentheses note: "how dare you ask me this honestly." Bullet points read: "unfortunately this is classified :) (tbf even in the book i keep it loose and open to interpretation), but here are some themes which may or may not be queer: “(unconscious) true love’s kiss breaks the spell” except does it tho???; princess “uninterested in courting”; handsome shy wallflower guy gets asked to dance by 100 girls and declines them all (think cullen from dragon age lmao); shapeshifting as a metaphor for... things :); found family / family doesn’t have to be blood / adoption; lights vs. dark not being a clear-cut good vs. evil, nuanced morality etc.

Slide 9: Art credits! Slide reads: "a HUGE thank you to all the artists i’ve commissioned! they’re all linked below! check them out! in order of appearance: dark forest scene by neapaulatan; avery cape gif by ichimakesart; foggy banner and wolf icon (fan-made); avery icon by littlestpersimmon; red icon by akiwitch; avery’s ax by vacantgodling. Below the credits, it reads, "Thanks for reading! and as a reminder, all my works have a taglist! if you want a notif every time i post about this wip let me know :)"

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[eljeebee]

Trigger Warning: Mentions of Homophobia

Vanderburg Twin seen Cheating from His Commoner Boyfriend

These are the words sitting in front of Dowager Duchess Margaux.

On her screen, a picture of her son, chatting with a woman on a pub probably around Foxbury. They were quite close in the photograph. She thinks they were about to hug, or had just hugged, but she could see the body language–none of them had tense shoulders, and none of them wore an awkward smile.

She rubbed her temple. What gave her a pounding headache was the tabloid’s assumptions of her son dating a commoner boyfriend–Louie Davis, the twins’ friend.

Every showbiz news network, news site–whatever–speculated that he and Louie were dating, as the paparazzi had taken quite a few pictures of them together when their friend group were out, when they were still at high school. Her private secretaries spent a lot of time giving the networks kill orders to kill every picture of the children, especially the photographs of Louie and Seamus “together”, on a reason stating that they were minors, and scared the networks that they could be sued by the parents for taking their photos without their consent. They made sure they never mentioned Mousse’s relationship status.

She even sent a peace offering to Louie’s parents, some new set of high-quality pots and pans for the father, a new handbag for the mother, and a new dress for Sidera Harper–Louie’s girlfriend.

Louie has a girlfriend, for Watcher’s sake.

Bernie entered the room, slamming the door. She could see him stressed. Obviously.

“This is why I told him to release a statement!” He almost growled. “The family never batted an eye when they said he’s gay. But I know the Queen Mother was disappointed.”

“Didn’t stop her from showing her favoritism to the twins, though,” Penny pointed out.

“Yes, Penny,” Bernie exasperatedly sighed. “But the disappointment is there. Did you see how she’s preferring Julie more than her brother?”

“Or maybe,” Penny rolled her eyes, “Julie is the Duchess so she’s more focused on her?”

Bernie exhaled. His heated glare targeted the ceiling, “Look,” he looked back at her, “the family is giving me shit right now–excuse me, Your Grace–they don’t like the cheating allegations. They can leave the boy be and be gay than see him as a cheater. He is considered his father’s spitting image, and they would hate it if he’s painted as an adulterer!”

Penny scoffed, “What, you’d rather have the family be homophobic than give you shit about a cheating scandal?” “What? No!” Bernie let out a noise of frustration. “Look at Prince Gerard and Mr. Simon, since when did the family release their disappointment?”

“Obviously not publicly. Prince Gerard and his husband stepping down from royal duties, retiring from his senior royal work, and moving to Starlight Shores is very telling. And don’t reason with me with Milo and Ramon Perez. The family doesn’t mind them– don’t care even –they’re distant relatives of the household. They’re far away from the throne, Bernie. As long as it’s not the main family, not from the line of King Pierce, they’re fine with it, because it doesn’t steal the show, doesn’t steal the limelight, doesn’t tamper royal values.”

Penny pointed a finger to Bernie. If he was near, Margaux knew the younger secretary would shove him with it, “That’s how homophobic they are.”

“Enough, you two!” Margaux raised her voice. “Let’s not put the blame on my son here.”

“That’s not what I – ”

She held her hand as she stood up from her seat. Bernie closed his mouth.

“What we’re going to do is fix this. You will drive to Foxbury, get my twins, their friends, including this girl, and we will debrief them. From there, we will ask Mousse to release a statement, which includes clarification on why he never spoke before–force him if need be, and then we will have Julie release a statement that shows support,” she motioned to Penny, “which includes a picture of their friend group, with Louie and Sidera together– take note of this –and my son and this girl sitting beside each other. Stage them to be as intimate as possible, have him sling an arm around her waist–anything. That will shut them up.”

“Excellent idea, my lady.”

“And if this doesn’t work?”

“Then we face the wrath of the Queen Mother.”

Seamus spared a quick glance to Bea, who stood beside him, helping him with his presentation.

Lou? He recalled the conversation he and Louie had. How did you know you…liked…Sid?

Louie had whipped his head to face him so fast Seamus had almost laughed. Dude…

He had sighed. I don’t know Louie. I thought of Bea as a friend, but I’m starting to see something more. I can no longer see her as a friend. Every night I think about her, her voice, her laughs, the way she speaks. The way she smartly answers our professors, the way she handles her fans inside the campus, telling them to move their asses away and not disturb her education…I always look forward to seeing her, Lou, but I’m also nervous when I’m about to see her. I was never the one to look conscious about my appearance because everyone finds me handsome anyway –

– Woooow. You sounded like a prick there. Louie had laughed at him.

Seamus had chuckled at this, and then continued, When I’m with her, I always find myself worrying about how I look. Do I look good? I’ve asked the girls about it. Julie always says yes, and Sid just gave me a thumbs up. My confidence spikes–until I see her.

Yeah, and you buy the magazine that has her at the cover, Louie had teased him by adding another thing that he’s so embarrassed to admit.

Seamus remembered giving him a look. He also remembered Louie stuck his tongue out to tease him more.

Anyway, his friend had patted him on the back firmly. You’ve fallen in love, my boy.

And back to the present. This is why she’s here. He invited her under the pretense of asking her help. Honestly, he can breeze through this presentation with how inspired he is.

He’s going to confess to Bea. Right here. Right now.

“Bea– ”

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!

He tried not to click his tongue. Smiling at Bea, he said, “I’ll get it.”

As soon as he opened the door, in came Louie, pushing Seamus back into his room, and kicking the door closed. He looks worried.

“Nobody freak out,” Louie said, but it looked like he said that for himself.

Worry etched on Bea’s face. “What’s going on?”

“Girl, I said, don’t freak out!” Louie let out a sound that made Seamus almost laugh.

“No one’s freaking out but you, Lou. What’s up?” Seamus chuckled.

“There’s…” Louie gulped. “There’s paparazzi outside our door!”

They jogged down the stairs, and when the paparazzi noticed them through the glass windows of their door, they pounded, demanding them to step outside. It was locked, luckily, and Seamus is sure they wouldn’t break the window–no one really liked to pay property damage.

“Juls,” Louie said to his phone, “lock your front door. Do not go out. Your brother and I will handle this.”

Seamus heard him. What his sister said, he doesn’t know, as Louie had immediately dropped the call.

“What should we do?” his friend asked. “Should we call Mr. Braxton?”

Seamus thought for a moment. He’d hate to have Bernie here. He’s going to give him one hell of a lecture. You should’ve released a statement a long time ago!

“I’ll go out and talk,” he finally said. “Just a quick announcement…”

“I’ll go with you,” Louie firmly nodded.

“Then I’ll go as well,” Bea added.

“Are you sure?” Louie asked, worried. “I think it’s safe for you to stay inside.”

Bea looked at Seamus. He sighed and gave her a small smile. “Okay, but if it gets too much, Louie will bring you inside, alright?”

“Lord Seamus! Is it true you’re cheating with your boyfriend?”

“Mr. Davis, how do you feel that he’s cheating with that girl right beside you?”

“Seriously? I have a girlfriend!” Louie scowled.

Seamus whispered back to him, “That’s the first and last reaction you’ll give them. Let me handle this.”

Louie shared a glance with Bea. She nodded at him, before looking down at her feet to avoid the paparazzi. Louie rubbed the back of his neck.

Seamus saw his sister and Sid watching through the windows of their door. He knows what she’s thinking. Don’t. He looked away.

“I’m here to confirm one thing,” Seamus started, and the commotion stopped. The journalists waited. He continued, “Bea and I…” he glanced at her. I’ll have to confess this way. I’m sorry.

“We’re dating. The cheating allegations are not true–never is, never was. No relationship before Bea. My sister and I are dear friends of Louie, and his girlfriend, Ms. Harper. I have been silent to the media for many years, even when you assumed my orientation, as I believed that leaving you be is enough, and not engaging with your behavior will keep my family safe. As I’m seeing right now, it’s not. You’re putting my friends at risk. Now, I suggest you leave, before we call the campus security.”

As soon as he finished speaking, the journalists started speaking over each other. A cacophony of more questions. Seamus turned on his heel, pulling Bea with him, and on cue, Louie followed suit, shielding them as they went back inside. He elbowed some journalists away, then quickly closed the door behind him, locking it.

“I’ll call Bernie,” Seamus said, exhaling. “Call security, please.”

Louie nodded.

Seamus looked at Bea. He doesn’t know what to make of her expression. He understood why she was angry. She should be. He should’ve confessed to her first before publicizing that they’re dating.

“We’ll talk after this,” Bea finally said.

There goes my confession.

I've asked some friends to beta read the first part of the update, namely Margaux and her conversation with her private secretaries, so I'd like to thank: @systsim, @novac2281, @plasmadaze, @authorspirit, and @changingplumbob. Thank you for your feedback 🩷

[aaizawashouta]

Take It Off

pairing: kankuro x fem!reader

word count: 4.3k

summary: it's been six months since you've last seen each other. you can't help but wonder if he's still yours like you are his. (modern!au)

warnings: smut (18+, minors dni) oral (female receiving), fingering, p in v, cream pie

a/n: this is my first fic ever for this show. I am on my second re-watch of Naruto, so lord, be gracious if anything is out of character.

It’s humid outside, the air clinging to your skin much like the dress you have on. Your heels click against the pavement as they carry you two blocks over. You aren’t close enough to hear the music, but gods, could you feel the bass. It’s the first party to kick off the summer. The sand siblings held a party every year and this one was no different. Well, maybe a little different. The weight of the necklace around your neck is a reminder of just how different everything really was.

The crowd is thick, the air intoxicating. Hungry eyes devour your being as you walk into the familiar home. The sound of your name catches your attention. A sly smile making its way on your face. All your favorite people are here. Your chest tightens a little. Sakura and Ino wrap you in a hug, compliments on your appearance pouring out of them. A bone crushing hug comes from behind you, venom on your tongue ready to bite when you turn to see Naruto. It dies, and all you can do is accept the affection he’s so graciously giving you.

Voices talk over each other, some getting lost in the music. But you know what’s being said. Talks of adventures, and completed missions. The relief of finally being home. The smile never leaves you as you partake in the conversation, you’ve been tucked up into Kiba’s side, his arm thrown lazily over your shoulder. Your best friend since damn near birth, it comes to no surprise that he’s missed you. Sighing, you turn your head, there is no ignoring the knowing gaze of Gaara. He’s been watching you since you got here, Temari too, just a lot more discreet.

“You’re going to leave a scar from your stare burning into my face.”

“You need a drink.”

The both of you stare at each other for a moment. The bass of the music vibrates through you.

“Naruto,” you call, breaking Gaara’s gaze. The blonde perks up at your attention. “Come.”

Normally Kiba would be at your side when it comes to this kind of thing, but that’d be a little too obvious this time. You hear Kiba laugh as Naruto makes his way to your side. If sunshine could be bottled into a person, he’d be it. He’s literally buzzing with energy. Eyes bright and slightly glassy, his signature grin taking up his face.

“Let’s get a drink,” you say, grabbing his hand and pulling him closer to you.

He nods, leading the way. His giant body parts the crowd a lot easier than you would’ve. His mouth is moving, but you can’t make out the words he says. His free hand flies as he talks, his whole body animated, eager to get his words out. It makes your lips quirk as you watch him. He really is a nice guy, a little clueless and impulsive, but nice nonetheless. If your heart wasn’t already taken by someone else, you could see yourself being completely owned by someone like him.

It’s in the kitchen when he lets go of your hand, lips brushing against your ear to ask what you’d like to drink. You barely hear him over your raging heartbeat. He’s here. Kankuro. He’s right there leaning against the counter, bottle in hand, looking like he doesn’t have a care in the world. It isn’t him that’s getting you worked up though. No, it's the girl that’s hanging on him, doing her best to appear meek whilst shoving her tits in his face. Your nails dig crescent shapes into your palms, teeth biting into your cheek. Huh, maybe things are different now. Naruto, your saving grace, calls your name. You're thankful you were able to look away before you got caught staring. As if you aren’t embarrassed enough.

“What do you want to drink?”

“Whatever is sweet and in a capped bottle, Naru.”

Your smile is sugary sweet when he winks at you. You fiddle with the chain around your neck, almost tempted to take it off. It went from being your hail mary to something that’s condemning you right back to hell. Maybe you made yourself a little too much of a target tonight. Your mind is attacking you and nothing has even happened. You pull slightly at the hem of your dress. It’s tight and it’s not moving—you knew what you were doing.

A snicker has you looking up. Instead of looking at the girl whose nose is the air with the audacity to judge you, your eyes meet his. A gasp gets lodged in your throat, making you choke on your breath. Fingers clinging onto the heavy metal that rests against your chest.

“Don’t think he’ll find what you’re wanting.” Her nasally voice mocks. “It’s rough or nothing around here.”

Your lips push in thought. This girl has no idea who you are. You aren’t here by word of mouth like most people. She has no idea a key to this house sits next to your own on the keychain in your purse. This castle welcomes you in, no matter what.

“Here, sweetheart.” Naruto says as he saunters up to you. “Easy to find when there’s four cases with your name written on it. Gaara really went all out for you tonight.”

Gaara. You need a drink. That’s why he’s in charge around here, you suppose. The guy just always knows. A light laugh escapes you. Naruto smiles at you quizzically, not completely understanding, but happy to see you happy. He really is contagious. Kankuro stiffens, you’re not sure if it’s from your laughter or the fact that Naruto is pressed tightly against you. Either way, you can see how he straightens, shaking the girl off him, his stare never leaving your face.

Ignoring him the best you can, you push on your tiptoes and lightly place a kiss upon Naruto’s cheek. You grin when heat blossoms instantly across his cheeks. “Thank you. Now come on, before Kiba hunts me down for a game of beer pong.”

One of the reasons you hate when Kiba hunts you down for beer pong is the fact that you guys never fucking lose. You’re a dynamic duo, carrying each other like a proper team should. Lee and Naruto are on the side of the table, frustration pouring out of both of them. Sweat beads along your hairline. Your hairdo long since forgotten due to the humidity; it’s now pulled up held loosely in a clip at the back of your head. There’s three cups left on the table, two for you and one for Lee and Naruto. It’s your turn to get the winning shot. You step into position, flicking the access water off the ball when you feel it. The heat of his stare. It’s taking in every inch of you never pausing for more than a moment. There’s nothing you can do other than freeze under such scrutiny.

Kiba calls your name, but you can barely hear him. Your gaze locks onto Kankuro’s. His eyes are blazing. Emotions swirling like a typhoon, desperate to drown you. He’s moving through the sea of bodies, shoulders knocking into others without even a backwards glance. He’s heading towards you and there isn’t much you can do.

Tearing your gaze from his, you squeeze your eyes shut. One, two, three. One, two, three. You can do this. Taking a deep breath, your eyes open, almost stumbling back because Kiba’s right in your face staring at you with a deadpan look.

“What?” You snap.

“What do you mean, ‘what?’ Throw the goddamn ball and win the game. You can fuck him later.”

Your lips part as your eyes narrow. “Listen here, mutt—”

“Don’t act like you guys weren’t just eye fucking each other.” Kiba rolls his eyes. “Plus, if you don’t, I’ll lose fifty bucks to Shikamaru. So help me out, huh?”

You don’t even know what to say. What can you say? He not only called you out on your bullshit, but Kankuro’s too. Kiba smirks, patting the top of your head before moving out of your way. All water, no cup. Lee and Naruto moan at their loss, again, as they down their drinks. Kiba howls, kissing your cheek causing you to squirm away from him. He knows you’re annoyed with him and is trying to be cute.

“I need some air.”

“Two more games,”

“Kiba! Shika is right there, use him. I need to breathe.”

You don’t miss his knowing smirk as you turn and head for the backyard. It’s drastically more quiet and you welcome it. There’s a few people out here, most taking a smoke. Your hand twitches, you should have snagged one from Shikamaru when you were inside. You walk around the yard, pulled deeper into the backyard where the edge of the yard meets the sparse trees. A light laugh escapes you when the sight of an old, roughly put together fort comes into view. Instantly you know it was Gaara’s, a place he could hide when he was younger.

A shriek comes from behind you, a hand flies to your chest as you jump. Gods, you’re wound so tight, the fresh air you were so desperate to get isn’t helping you now. If anything, you’re desperate to go home and wash the night off of you. The more you linger, the more you feel like it’s been a mistake. Even if Gaara and Temari think otherwise. You finger your necklace, the thought of taking it off and leaving it behind dances in your mind once again.

How mad would he be? Would he honestly be surprised? Does it fucking matter? Yes. It does. Because you love him. You’re a goddamn idiot in love with a bigger idiot.

Groaning, your head falls back, clip loosening, hair falling to frame your face. Yeah, it’s time to go home. Four cases of your favorite drink and you only made it through one. You’re only a little bitter about it. Tonight was supposed to be fun. He’s standing behind you when you finally make yourself turn to head inside. His presence makes you pause, eyes widening as your stare meets his. It’s quiet as you both watch each other, neither of you sure of the next move to make. It breaks your heart a little.

“Hey.”

“Hi,” you reply, voice light.

“Had a feeling I’d find you out here.”

He leans forward, handing you a bottle. Your lips twitch. You know it in your heart of hearts that it wasn’t fucking Gaara who made sure that your favorite drink was on hand. Rough or nothing around here. You snort, not when it comes to you.

“You been busy?” you ask, taking a pull as a distraction. Whatever will keep you busy. He’s got you on edge, you don’t need to show him just how exposed your nerves are. There’s double meaning to your words, let’s see if he answers honestly.

“Seemed that way, huh?” He laughs as he shakes his head. “No. Gaara’s been keeping us all busy.” You believe him. Kankuro has no reason to lie, especially about that. “So, you and Naruto, huh?”

He takes a step closer, eyes watching you closely. He’s close enough now that you can feel his body heat. His right hand brushes yours, pinky linking with yours before letting go. Your disappointment only lasts a second, soon his fingers are wrapping around your wrist, feeling how your heart beats for him.

“So, still falling for the bait, huh?” You laugh.

His eyebrow quirks at your grin. “Normally it’s Kiba.”

“I got smart.”

Kankuro nods, a small smirk tugging on his lips. It’s turning into a game, making you go from anxious to excited. You step into him this time, your chest brushing against his. It still amazes you just how much bigger he is than you.

“Always such a tease, puppet.” You gulp down a mixture of fear and desire as he applies more pressure to your wrist, your pulse racing madly in between his fingers.

He looks down at you, eyes dancing with mirth before they trail down the rest of you. It’s only a second or two when he pulls you in closer as his hand raises to your chest. You can’t help the strangled gasp that leaves you in a rush when his fingers pull at the necklace around your neck. Lightly, they trace over your skin, making you breakout in goosebumps despite the heat.

“That’s my name.”

“It is.”

“Around your fucking neck.”

“Yes.”

He looks so baffled. It’s almost cute. “Kuro, I haven’t ever belonged to anyone else.”

The door shuts behind you, your back slams into the knob causing you to hiss. You feel Kankuro huff against your neck as he holds back a laugh. Sliding a hand up his neck, your fingers tangle in his hair. There’s no hiding your smile when he groans.

“Baby,” the word is muffled against your skin. “You’re killin’ me.”

“Can always make it worse,”

“Yeah?”

“Mhm.” Your mouth at his neck before placing your lips at his ear. “I’m not wearing anything underneath all this.”

“What the fuck,”

You lean backwards, resting your head on the door. “You know what else?”

“Hmm?”

“I wore this dress just so you could take it off.”

“It’ll end up on the floor, baby. Might just rip the fucking thing off.”

In a smooth, quick movement, Kankuro goes to the floor. heat licks up your spine.You see his small smirk, large hands trailing up and down your bare thighs. You’d done a lot of things before, but never this.

“I haven’t even touched you yet, baby.”

He runs his nose over your center, taking in a deep breath. His hands tighten on your thighs, as if he’s stopping himself from diving right in. You shudder, squeezing your thighs together only for him to pry them apart.

Your teeth dig into your bottom lip, breathing shallow, watching him as his hand lifts one of your legs to rest on his shoulder. You can’t stop the moan when he kisses your ankle. You can’t help but wonder if he knew he could mold you into anything he wanted. You’ve been his since for as long as you've known him. He could straight out ruin you and you’d thank him.

His hand trails up your leg, rough calluses catching on your skin. There is no buildup, his finger running through your folds, a hum as he collects it before sticking the digit in his mouth.

“You're fucking soaked, babe. Fuck, bet you taste real sweet, huh?”

“Sweet as honey.” It comes out in a sigh.

“That’s fucking right.”

You clench around nothing. Kankuro’s voice was raw, deeper than you’d ever heard it. He gave nothing else before diving in. You moan, your head falling back against the door again. Only to lift it when he smacks your thigh.

“Baby,”

You huff, but nod, biting back your whimper. His tongue is flat as it makes its way through your folds. It’s like he’s done this before. Or at least thought about it. That thought does something to you. Thinking about Kankuro having thoughts about devouring you whole. You have to tell him, god, you have to tell him.

“Kuro,” you murmur, hips lifting to roll against his face.

“Baby.” He says voice thick with arousal. You squirm at the feel of his breath against you. His thumb rolls your clit in circles as his tongue parts your folds. He slips a digit in before replacing it with his tongue.

You grind yourself on his face, barely catching the feel of his teeth and it is exquisite. You whisper his name again, wanting him to look at you, to see you. Want him to know that you’ve only been a mess like this because of him. He holds you open and licks up the seam of your sex, your hips buck, rubbing yourself across his lips and chin.

“Hey, I got you.”

He strokes and teases your pussy. Switching off between his thick fingers and his tongue. He has you quivering. The sounds of you clenching around his fingers, his tongue are obscene and he fucking loves it.

You feel like you’re drowning. Every crashing wave grows higher and higher building a tsunami that can’t be stopped. You move with every flick of his tongue. Heel digging into his shoulder when he sucks your clit into his warm mouth. It almost sends you over.

“You taste so good, baby. So fucking perfect for me.”

You can’t help but laugh. “That’s because I’m made for you.”

Kankuro groans at your words. Fingers digging into your exposed thigh. You’re right on the edge. Just a little bit more. A simple push and—you cry out when his thumb brushes against your clit in a perfect circle. The perfect pressure and you're flying.

“Oh my god,”

He groans against you, feeling your release. You clench tightly on his tongue as he fucks it into you, taking everything you’ve got to give. He keeps up his pace, helping you ride it out. As your hips slow down he replaces his tongue with his fingers, his mouth going back to your sensitive nub.

“Kuro—Kankuro, no. Please.”

“Come on, be a good girl. Be a nice puppet for me, please. One more, just one more.”

It shoots straight to your core. You’re desperate, small whimpers falling from your lips. Good girl. Of course you’d be his good girl. Whatever kept him here with you is what you’d be.

You're dripping down your thighs. You know it’s all over his face, dripping down his chin. He catches your eye when he pulls away, a grin tilting his lips. He’s shining with your release. Leaning forward he catches you by surprise and kisses you. You hum into it, opening up to let him explore your mouth. Licking into him, you taste yourself. Odd, different, but not unpleasant. You're distracted when his fingers pump into you, curling into that spongy part of you that you can’t even reach. It hits fast and hard.

Kankuro’s chuckling to himself when he stands to his feet.

Your eyes narrow as your breath evens out. “Got something to say, Kuro?”

He grabs your hand and presses it against his groin. Even through the fabric of his jeans you can tell that he’s hard as steel and burning hot. “I think I’ve done enough with my mouth, hmm?”

“You going take me to bed, or fuck me against the door?”

His eyes darken at your words. “Baby I don’t know if I want to fuck you so hard the neighbors know my name, or fuck you to where you’re stupid for my cock and my cock only.”

You don’t say much as you get dragged over to his bed. Clothes are tossed on the floor. Kankuro curses under his breath when you pull your top off, his hands pulling you to him so he can suck a nipple into his mouth. You sigh with the building pleasure, hands combing through his dark locks.

“This won’t be gentle, I don’t know if I can be easy with you right now.”

“Are you warning me?”

Kankuro levels you with a look. “It’s been a while, babe.”

You trail your gaze over him from his head to his toes, lingering where his hand was working his length. “I think I’ll be okay. I know how to handle you. Always have.”

You run a thumb over the tip, smearing the precum. Your nails nip at his sensitive skin and he shivers. You fall back against the bed watching as he climbs over you. His dick nudges the soaked folds of your cunt.

“Come on Kuro,” you say softly, arching your back to lift your hips. “Ruin me, I want it.”

And you know he wants to.

“You’re too good to me,” his voice is thick with want.

Slowly he sinks into you. He’s too big. Fuck, he’s so big. The head of his cock snags at your entrance, causing him to start over. You breathe in nice and slow, relaxing yourself with every slow thrust he makes until he’s at the hilt.

“Holy fuck,” You hiss as he sits snug. You need a moment.

With a deep breath you nod, giving him permission and he’s taking it, demanding more–needing more the second he feels the tight velvet of your sex.

“Kankuro,” you moan, nails digging into his shoulders.

He nods. He knows you need this as much as he does. You're clinging to him, hands tugging at his hair, cunt clenching around him like he’d slip free at any moment. His thrusts are deep, building a slow burn inside of you. Your toes curl because it’s just the beginning. You arch your back, rolling your hips to meet his thrusts. You hit a good rhythm, letting yourself breathe, relax, and suck him in deeper. You’re almost where he wants you. Kankuro looks at you and your heart flips in your chest. It’s like he’s truly looking at you for the first time. He’s looking at you like he’s in love. You clench around him and he groans. He thrusts a little harder than before, causing your head to fall back.

“Eyes on me,” You whimper and open your eyes. “Eyes on me, baby.”

You watch each other, a breath apart as you circle your hips. You’re waiting for him to break. Any second now. He muffles out curses, a hand trailing up and wrapping around your neck. The action has your eyes rolling back before you snap them open. Your walls flutter around him, and his grip tightens. A knowing looking glinting in his eye. You flex your cunt, lower muscles bearing down as you grip him. He groans, the sound erupting in the silent room.

There’s pleasure coiling behind your pussy. “Kankuro, fuck,”

“What is it?”

“Fuck me,” You whine, pulling on his hair. “Please, baby, please. I need it.”

His gaze drops from your face to where he’s burying himself in your tight cunt. He nods before lifting his eyes. “Alright, alright.”

You flash him a grin and he jolts, his cock twitching deep. You cling to him, desperate and a little dizzy. You can’t remember the last time it was ever like this. Swallowing, you know that’s a lie. It’s always been him. He’s so big and you’re so fucking full. He fills you to the brim, cock dragging against your walls.

He's finally picked up his rhythm. Hammering into you, each deep stroke better than the last. Your orgasm takes you by surprise. You lurch against him when you moan. You melt, boneless, like jelly. You’re loose and wet and fucking perfect. His nose presses into your cheek as he grinds into you.

“Fuck, puppet. Missed the feeling of you on my cock.”

You snort, pulling yourself closer to him. Guttural grunts and low growls meet your ear. Heavy breaths that bounce around the empty room. It’s a brutal taking, and you are not wet enough. Tears pool in your eyes, threatening to fall with every harsh thrust. You take what you're given, no complaints. Kankuro readjusts, moving you to where you are firmly planted on his thighs, giving him a better angle. You’re bouncing with each thrust from his cock now. He’s deep, so deep you can see the bulge of him in your tummy. You pull his hair, grinning when he hisses.

“You got one more for me?”

He knows you can’t talk. He knows you’re fucked out, gone stupid on his cock. Just like he said he would. He loves when you get like this. He loves it even more because you asked for it. You move, opening up your legs a little wider. He groans feeling himself sink deeper into you. You’re puffy and raw and you’re living for it. Nodding, his name falls from your lips.

It builds and builds and builds until it has nowhere to go. It roars forward, jolting you, a scream ripped from your throat and your nails digging into him so hard you can feel when he starts to bleed. Kankuro is there. He holds you into place, lips grazing your cheek. He fucks you through it all, jamming himself into your searing overstimulated sex, he meets his end. His grip tightens, a low gravel filled groan comes from deep in his chest, filling you up. You feel the drag of his necklace when he lifts his head to trail kisses across your sweaty skin.

“Fucking hell,” he mutters, breaking the silence.

You pull him on top of you, hugging him tightly to you. You bask in the feel of him. You hadn’t realized how much you’d been missing him until you were drunk off of him. You’re aching and sore but you refuse to move away from him. His eyes are still dark and heavy-lidded as he regards you.

“Keep me in there,” he tells you and you just smile.

“Always.” You hum, scratching his head with your nails. “Missed you.”

“I missed you, baby. Always miss you.”

You swallow suddenly feeling shy. Kankuro pulls himself up, pushing loose strands of hair out of your face. He looks at you, really looks at you. Eyes roaming all over your face. He doesn’t miss a thing, never has. He knows you like the back of his hand.

“What is it?”

“Six months, Kuro. Six months of nothing from you. Then I come home to a leech on your arm.”

Even after he’s fucked you silly your feelings are hurt. Almost like a bratty little kid that didn’t get what you wanted. It didn’t matter that you had a point. He had all the time in the world to tell you he missed you, but he waited until you were right on the verge of giving up. He may be a master of puppets, but you don’t like being played with.

“You’re right. I should’ve made you a priority. I’m sorry.”

It’s not what you want, but for now, it’ll be good enough.

[respectthepetty]

Hello hello! I finally caught up on DFF a few days ago and have been reading a bunch of meta ever since, but there are some things I can’t follow. Maybe you can help me?

First off, we keep talking about there being a Final Girl, but why is everyone so sure that there will be one? I could see more people surviving or the story going in a different direction entirely. Where does this conviction come from?

Then, I’m on board with the idea of hallucinations, but one thing that always bothers me is the question of how you could make sure that they all hallucinate the very same thing? I don’t know how hallucination-inducing drugs work, but that seems kind of weird to me.

Also, who is Tan and who is Perth again? This is such a dumb question, but I’m terrible with names and faces, and I know most of the characters now, but I keep mixing up these two.

Thank you so much for your time!

Anon, let me answer your last question first:

This is Mio who plays Tan in the series. Tan is part of the friend group but came along after Non disappeared.

This is Perth but it is unknown who he is playing in the series. He was only in the background of this scene in the dark jacket with the grey shirt.

As for the other questions, unfortunately, I cannot help you because unlike the rest of these perfectly normal people watching Dead Friend Forever, I'm crazy.

And because I'm crazy, I do NOT care about "reasoning" when it comes to my wack-a-doodle-doo theories. Therefore, White will be the Final Gay simply because I want him to be, and because none of these other motherf*ckers deserve to live.

Yeah, Fluke hasn't actively done anything, but he knew all of this was happening and turned a blind eye, so if Por is dead, why not just kill all of them? Well, expect for the actual killers, Tan and Phi, and the Final Gay White.

Por's death could have just been an accident, and everyone else will get out of this alive, but . . . I don't want it. I want Fluke to shoot Top, Tee to wrestle the gun away from Fluke only for it to go off and kill Fluke, White to kill Tee and run off scared, Tan to "die" because of an asthma attack (but he won't be dead), which will leave Jin and Phi as the only survivors, only for Jin to be stabbed by Phi right before White shows up with help.

Do you feel the crazy? Do you see what I was saying about myself? You cannot ask me logical questions because I am not using deductive skills. I'm operating off of vibes and vibes alone, which is why I felt Phi was sus in episode one. It's also why I don't like Jin. It's a vibe.

Which brings me to your drugs question - The vibes are off!

I think that Non is still alive and running around scaring them all, so not everything is because of the drugs, but if the energy isn't right, if the mood isn't chill, if the vibe isn't good, the drugs are going to hit different. The figurative trip will be bad. So if the literal trip involves the boys talking about Non and seeing videos of Non while they run through the woods for their lives, whatever drugs are in their system aren't going to be happy in a body with that amount of stress, and their brain will focus on Non and the masked killer. In fact, a common side effect of most party drugs is paranoia.

Hell, even some known prescriptions for depression and anxiety can cause these side effects.

Then again, I just do drugs. I don't know the actual science behind them, but I do know if the vibes ain't right, you're not gonna have a good night.

And these boys seem to be having a really shitty night.

But also, the boys haven't all seen the same thing. Fluke saw Por's eyes bleeding and attacking him. White saw a rash on his skin. Jin saw Mr. Keng. Top saw the masked killer trying to axe him (I think part of this was real) and thought he saw a masked killer in the road, so he scared Tee going on about it. Top also might be having a reaction to it which is why he was seizing.

PSA: Test your drugs, kids. Even Amazon, which I think is the devil, sells drug testing kits.

In case you have no idea what this image is about, the joint in her hand is laced with cocaine and was probably one of the reasons her ass was going through endless time loops, so don't do coke. Or things laced with it. Unless you wanna go into other dimensions and DIE every single time. Okay? M'kay!

So to wrap up my special brand of crazy:

White will be the Final Gay because like the Backstreet Boys, "I want it that way."

Everyone deserves to die because Phi is a cop's kid, and if the cops are good for anything, it's covering up the truth, so let this work in our favor for once.

Drugs be drugging, and sometimes people will think of the boy they tried to kill when under the influence, but it's a toss up. Who can predict what a person will see? So, like, don't betray people and you won't hallucinate being stalked by your own guilt *cough* Judas *cough*

Oh, and always test your drugs.

I hope this helped you, but it probably didn't. Either way, I'll see you in the tags in a few hours after Non finally loses his shit.

Slay, Non, slay!

[bisexualfemalemess]

*HSMTMTS SEASON 4 SPOILERS*

Final episode. Oh, this is gonna kill me. Let’s go.

Poor ricky worrying about gina. HE WAS NOT HAVING DANI TRYNA JUMP IN LMAO. Ooh, there’s my babygirl G. Ricky being a supportive boyfriend, awww. EJ AS BOLTON, yasss. Gina wanted ricky to ask her to stay and he didn’t want to make the same mistake he did with nini, miscommunication trope, i hate it here. RICKY BOWEN IS A FUCKING MENACE. “hey, by the way, who the fuck are you guys?” Been asking myself this question for four years, we still don’t know. Awww, Ricky, baby. Ah, Monique coleman giving kourtney advice, aww cute. WISH WE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN AN ACTUAL THE BOYS ARE BACK SCENE. TIM, I’M UNDER YOUR BED. Ooh, rina paralleling troyella, babies. Why is everyone going to ej for advice lmao, even miss jenn. That boy is a freshman in college. Maddox is so pissed that ash and red could be back together. Madison knew hahha. MADLYN CONFESSION AND KISS, LET’S GO LESBIANS/ SAPPHICS! Also, the fact that ej carved their names into a tree, he knew since the beginning and was a supporter, 😂 Terri back off, gina’s already hesitant. Jealous ricky, awww. GINA JUST WALK AWAY, SHE’S SO GOOD, My gabriella fr. “Be good to her. Just please take care of her in New Zealand.” My boy loves her so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭. JENNZZARA ARE SO CUTE. NOT THE RINA LOOK EXCHANGE BEFORE MY BOY RICKY SINGS SCREAM. THEY’RE SO TROYELLA RN. Antoine is me. Aww not Benjamin touching his heart while watching miss jenn perform. JETNEY SCENE. MADDOX IS GOING TO NEW ZEALAND TOO WTF??? Aww, big red worrying about Ricky, such a good friendship. Ricky worrying about his future now that gina’s leaving. Rina right here, right now reprise version?! It work so well for them at this point in their story. My poor children, tim istg if they don’t get their happy end i’m suing. THE LOOK EXCHANGE AND GINAS SMILE AFTER THE SONG, DON’T MIND ME DYING ON THE FLOOR. HAHA MRS POTTER DID NOT LIKE THAT. WAIT ANTOINE IS ANDY??? WAIT ANDY AND RED???? ANOTHER RINA LOOK EXCHANGE DURING CURTAIN CALL, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! andy screaming is me. DEWEY IS A SOFTIE OMG. AND A RINA CHEEK KISS! Seb 😭😭😭. Gina, my movie star baby. Ooof ricky’s speech hit me where it hurts. I hate it here. ITS OVER KOURTNEY SHUT UP 😭😭😭😭. G OH SHE LOOKS GORGEOUS AND THE WAY RICKY LOOKED AT HER AND MOUTHED ‘wow’. He’s in such awe of her, my otp. Oof, gina’s speech also hit me where it hurts. Not her calling jet out when it comes to kourtney haha. THE WAY SHE WENT THROUGH THE PEOPLE ONE BY ONE OH AND WHAT SHE SAID TO RICKY OMG 😭😭😭 “But with you I feel so seen, and so understood and so known.” THATS SO MUCH BETTER THAN ANY I LOVE YOU, OH THEY DESTROY ME. I MEAN SHE LITERALLY SAID “this one is gonna kill me.” The way the camera couldn’t find ej 😂😂😂. MISS JENN IS THEIR MOTHER, GINA CONFIRMED. THE RINA HUG AFTER HER SPEECH TO HIM PLS I’M ON THE FLOOR. NOT ASHLYN FINDING OUT MADDOX HAS TO LEAVE TOO. I HATE IT HERE. RINA AND MADLYN ENDGAME PLS. OH THE WAY RICKY’S VOICR BROKE WHEN HE SAID “I DIDN’T SAY I LOVR YOU.” OOH GO FIND THAT GUITAR RICKY. Ooh mack’s not doing Romeo and Juliette, ha. GO TELL YOUR GIRL YOU LOVR HER RICKY, GET THE GIRL. OMG RICKY! “Am i too late?” Some things never change. RICKY. CONFESSING. HIS. LOVE. TO. GINA. WITH. A. SONG. IN. FRONT. OF. REPORTERS. HER MOM. ALL THEIR FRIENDS. THEIR TEACHERS. HER BOSS. DON’T MIND ME ON THE FLOOR SOBBING HYSTERICALLY. THE LYRICS??? ‘Cause i love you fells a lot like high school and forever after that.”STFU. EVERYONE JOINING IN 😭😭😭 RINA ENDGAME OMG. RINI LOVE CONFESSION COULD NEVER. ITS HIS FAVORITE HAT SHUT UP. STFU STFU STFU THE EMBROIDERY ON THE TAG STFU. “Just like me.” RINA ENDGAME. OMG GINA MOVED THE MOVIE TO SALT LAKE BEFORE RICKY EVER EVEN SHOWED UP, RINA ENDGAME FR. AWW MISS JENNS STAYING TOO. RINA FOREHEAD KISS SHUT UP! Ricky is such a good boyfriend, helping her down. Terri finally approves! Ha. MISS JENN AND MR MAZZARA FINALLY. GINA WEARING RICKYS JACKET AHHH, cuties. BORN TO BE BRAVE NAWW. LAST RINA CHEEK KISS, IM FINE 😭😭😭😭 AWW THEY WENT TO DENNY’S. What a nice nod to nini. Omg the post credit scene STOP IT RN.

Seblos endgame ✅

Jetney endgame ✅ (kinda)

Madlyn endgame ✅

Jennzzara endgame ✅

MOST IMPORTANTLY RINA ENDGAME ✅✅✅ THEY CALLED US DELUSIONAL BUT WE MADE IT RINAS. THIS SEASON WAS FOR US. THIS IS THE BEST DISNEY SHIP THEY WERE SO INSANE FOR A DISNEY SHIP, OMG. OTP FOREVER, Golden retriever boyfriend and black cat girlfriend fr.

Question; Are we all in agreement that ricky definitely took over as Romeo after mack left the movie???

[272011]

The first meeting:Part 2 Su

When everyone has their story, of course Su also has his story of his first meeting with his first love.

Their meeting started at the supermarket in the middle of the night. A girl with white hair and purple eyes had just come out of the supermarket to buy some food for her house.

The girl didn't realize that there was a stranger who had sleeping medicine in his hand behind her, that person wanted to put the medicine in [Name]'s nose so that if [Name] was exposed to the smell of the medicine she could fall asleep for a few hours.

But it was stopped by a man who had been watching this stranger's movements from earlier, [Name] was shocked by what happened he didn't think this would happen to him

"Are you okay Miss?" Ask the young man who just saved [Name]

"y-yes, I'm fine" [Name] was still shocked by what happened to her, honestly she didn't expect this to happen to her

"You're still shocked, it's okay, I'll take care of everything."Those of you who don't know what to do can only nod because this is your first time experiencing this

The guy tied the criminal's hands with his red ribbon, whether it's possible or not, but just leave it all to him

When the man was just a few steps away from leaving with the criminal, [Name] called him

"Hey! what's your name?"

The man turned to look at [Name] as the man smiled gently at [Name]

"My name is Su Miss, what about yours?"

"My name is [Name] Schariac, Su"

"Good, I will remember your name and your beautiful face, [Name]"

Su walked back to the police station to deal with this criminal, while [Name]'s side was blushing because of Su

'Why is my heart beating so fast?'

Next day

[Name] walked calmly as usual...but when she was in front of the gate, how shocked she was to see a young man who looked like the man last night who saved her

The man saw [Name] and he didn't expect that the girl he saved last night turned out to be at the same school as him

"[Name]? Turns out we're at the same school! Then let's be good friends, OK [Name]"

"Su, this is unexpected, okay, let's be good friends, Su"

You decided to walk together, while on the way you became the focus of the eyes of the people there because of your closeness

At the front of your class you saw Dr.Mei reading a book in her seat

'It seems Mei didn't realize I was walking with Su, that's good'

"Our classes are next to each other, that makes it easy for us to meet" Su smiled softly again at [Name], [Name] only blushed slightly and smiled sweetly at Su

"Yeah, maybe you want to eat together later?"

"Of course no problem, you will eat on the school roof ?"

"What? ah right!"

"Then I'll go to class first, Su." Su could only nod, seeing the white-haired hadith enter his class while smiling sweetly without fading

When [Name] wanted to sit next to Dr.Mei, Dr.Mei closed her book hard and looked at [Name] seriously.

"Mei, what's wrong? Did I do something wrong?" [Name] started to panic because of Dr.Mei's behavior that she had never seen before

"That guy, who is he?" Dr. Mei's slightly cold tone made [Name] tear up, could it be that Dr. Mei likes Su too? that's what [Name] is thinking now

"H-he's just my friend! he helped me last night! Mei is it possible that you like him too!?"

"Hah?"

"[Name]...do you like that guy?"

"I'm sorry, I will forget it and will continue to support you, so please don't separate from me!?" Okay [Name] has shed a few tears, she doesn't want to be separated from Dr. Mei because of a boy

"[Name]! why are you crying! I don't like that guy, I'm not interested, I also don't want to be separated from you......because you're just my friend [Name]..." Dr.Mei started to really panic Now, this was the first time he saw his only friend cry because of a misunderstanding

"What? So you don't like Su!?"

"No!"

A few minutes later [Name] had stopped crying because Dr.Mei had explained this misunderstanding, apparently Dr.Mei didn't want her best friend to be taken away.

"By the way, I heard you invited Su to take a break together, is that true?"

"Right, Mei don't mind?"

"It doesn't matter, the important thing is that you are happy"

"Yey!"

The bell rang when class was about to start, and the first lesson in [Name]'s class was Mathematics

During break time [Name] and Dr. Mei walked to the school roof to fulfill her promise with Su

"Sorry I'm late, Su!"

"It's okay [Name] I just arrived too" Su saw another person behind [Name], Su intended to ask but the girl introduced herself first.

"My name is Mei, friend of [Name] nice to meet you"

"My name is Su, I just became [Name]'s friend last night, please don't get me wrong."

"Don't worry, [Name] has explained everything."

"Su, it's okay, I brought Mei too, I feel sorry for her."

"It's okay [Name] I've heard about Mei too"

They became very close friends and were always together, Su also didn't realize from the start that he liked [Name] but when Kevin came as a new student Su already knew that this feeling was his first love, until they entered Month.

"Su, are you here?"

"What's wrong [Name]?"

"Mei said you wanted to talk so I came here"

As far as Su remembers, he didn't ask Dr. Mei to tell [Name] to talk to him, what happened?, but if this was the time Su wanted to be honest with [Name] if he liked the girl in front of him, [Name] became prettier after entering. Month with Dr.Mei so sometimes Su can't stand [Name]'s teasing

"Su?"

"[Name] I want to talk to you seriously"

"Yes"

"You've always been very beautiful, maybe this is a bit silly but when I'm with you I feel comfortable and safe by your side, you always make me not like the original me."

[Name] fell silent when she heard Su's unexpected words

"[Name] Schariac, you've probably heard this many times from other men"

"Do you want to be my girlfriend [Name]" Su is very confident now because [Name]'s movements are often a sign that she likes Su

"Of course! I like you too Su" [Name] didn't expect Su to like him too, he was very moved by this sudden statement

Su, who heard that, was also happy. It was true that he thought [Name] also liked him, but at that moment the sound of applause was heard, of course they knew who it was, none other than Elysia

"Elysia!"

"Hahaha congratulations you two! So when are you getting married?"

"Elysia, we just started dating!" Honestly, it wasn't [Name] but Su who blushed because of Elysia's words

.

.

.

The wind blew calmly, a young man known as Su sat leaning against a large tree holding a green leaf.

"Haa~ when can we meet, my dear [Name], I miss you" If anyone asks what happened the answer is [Name] went to another world to meet some of the Schariac family but unfortunately part of [Name]'s memory disappeared only memories - he still remembers the memories he experienced with the people he loves, of course, but he has forgotten the events that happened, he even forgot what it was like on the first day he was dating Su

End~

[youuuimeanmee]

My ILY 219 Thoughts

When I first read this chapter on fastpass, my head was in mush the whole day, it feels like I've fallen in love. Even after today, 4 weeks later, I still can't put this chapter down. Everything was so intimate, it might be more intense than any romance media I've read so far. (I swear romance in slice-of-life genre is the best). With all that mush, there's also a silent dread in the back of my head, like, if tonight is the peak of Nolan's happiness since forever, what kind of pain and torture that awaits him in the future? Hhhahah let's stop thinking there.

1. I was pleasantly surprised when Nol was about to apologize to Shinae about the whole awkward-morphine-thing! I thought he's gonna use this opportunity to let her stay away from him, but nope. I forgot this is The Nolan Who-didn't-shy-away-from-Shinae-because-she's special Lochlainn. I should've known, despite the dread of loving (and losing) someone again, he also couldn't let her go easily.

2. The trio! YESS!! I was hoping they'd come! "How are you doing, stranger?" Damn right Shoushi, Nol hasn't introduce himself with his real name yet. "Oh shut up, let us have this!" Damn right Shinae. Just let them love you for God sake.

3. Awww that red blush! That crooked smile! It's the similar crooked smile Yeong-Gi had when Shinae gave him ointment for his scratch!

Nol really is touched by Shinae who doesn't give up on showing her care, despite him pushing her away many times 😭And Daww look at Lil Buddy on Nol's side ready to protect him!

4. Nol:

Also Shinae on ep 2, the first time she met Nol:

😏 Nice throwback Quim 😏

5. Soushi. "It's not like anyone's stealing my lunch money anymore." Is it because Soushi's high school is better than his junior high? Because he has friends who can kick ass now? Or because he kept receiving benefits for being Kousuke's spy? Kinda sus there. BUT! Since he finally realized just how severe Kousuke's relationship with Nol, I should trust him. Plus, Lil Buddy didn't attack him tonight! I trust Lil Buddy who trust Soushi.

6. DUCKIESS!!

If he wasn't impressed before because Dieter only described "Yeong-Gi," not "him," he definitely is now 😭 'Cause the boy who wondered where the duck is in the pond? Now that's Nolan. No wonder Nol is so touched 🥺

7. SoachRoach? Daww Soushi nooo :( I don't want you to consider yourself as a pest! Well, if being a pest means he won't leave Nol alone and continue to be his friend then I don't mind, but still-

8. The "I love you guys!" that Nol exclaimed at Dieter and Soushi, and the silent "I love you so much" that gaze straight into Shinae's eyes is *chef's kiss* 🤌🤌

9. "Shinae! Why are you standing so far away? You're a part of this group too!"

No Dieter, Shinae is a league on her own 😏

10. Haha, the "It's a Girl!" balloon that were changed into "It's a Gift!"? Nice save Shinae, real smooth. And oh, almost forgot. Fun fact, Quimchee said on her cc that if Nol were gonna have a child, he'd definitely want a daughter. Surprise surprise, the balloon Shinae brought on this ep is a gender reveal balloon, with "It's a Girl!" written on it. Quim, are you teasing us? Or is it a foreshadowing 🤣🤣

11. Ngl the panel where Nol is staring at his friends with red/pink sunrise and snowfall is soo pretty it's like shoujo manga. I'm soo sooftt 😭

12. Oh boy. That burger analogy he made is definitely dark. So his birthday is definitely:

1) getting stepped on by Hirahara; and

2) he found his birth/birthday leads to his mom's death/disappereance.

I really hope #2 is just some bs nonsense Yui has told him, but idk. Yui is the master of manipulation, some of what she said might contain some ugly truths, which, could be hard to counter :((

13. "Luck? Maybe bad luck..." Oi Nol, Shinae wouldn't know it was your birthday if it's not for the bible. You won't be able to celebrate your birthday in a good mood if it it's not for the bible. And you definitely wouldn't chase after Shinae in the first place if it's not for Nessa's letter in the bible. So it IS a good luck. How could you forget that?

14. Haha I knew she'd pick the orange! 🤣 But that doodle! I didn't expect her to do that but it's genius 🤣 And that message!

Not only it's a nod to Shinae's line when they first met (Humans suck), it's also the answer of his question earlier!

And it must mean so much to Nol cause, ugh, how do I explain it. For Nol who hate himself so much, hearing "you're a good person" might be a bit too much since it's hard to believe. But "you don't suck that much"? To me, at least, it's easier to take because it means Shinae acknowledged his downsides, but she accepts it anyway. Because she sees some good in him. Because he's special to her. For someone who were used to be told he's nothing? For someone who were told to disappear just a few hours ago by certain someone? That, UGHHH 😭😭

15. Oohh that tapping hand! I remember Nol said he knows how to do scales, so maybe he's playing imaginary piano in his head? Maybe he's reminiscing how his mom used to teach him christmas songs? Don't know if that's really the case but I thought it'll be a nice headcanon :) Shinae must've noticed how lost he is in his own world, so the way she brought him back using a finger dance, it's like she's saying "Don't go. Just look at me." 😭

16. The whole finger dance is so cute, but Nol's darken facee. It's like he's thinking, "Why do you think we can't dance? I don't care how much pain I'm in, I can dance with you. I want to." I swear, Nol's "take your shoes off" is much hotter than any "take off your clothes" from any ML in romance manga.

17. I see Yeong-Gi when I see one. With that smile, that happy remark, and that peek-a-boo? Definitely Yeong-Gi, alright. After he decided to live his life as Nolan, just this once, he wears his mask again to ease Shinae's worry, because he won't let her know alll the pain he felt (maybe I should write an analysis/theories about his motive in the future). He doesn't want to scare her, he wants to see her smile for as long as he could because By Gods he needs it. Their dance is like a sweet, silent goodbye, and they both know it.

18. Lastly, I wanna mention how good Quim is with gestures? Nol is holding only 2 fingers, like he still has a wall that says "I'm only asking you this as a friend. Not that I try to hit on you or anything." Almost like he's scared to invite her, afraid she might be scared of him.

But she's not. She accepted him with her full hand. Yet, he doesn't fully hold her hand because he's not ready to completely accept it, he's not ready to open up yet.

Despite all that, he holds what he can (Shinae's fingers) with all his might, because he's unable to let her go?

QUIMCHEEE 😭😭😭

I wanna write more but it's getting long and there's a pic limit, so I'll continue in another post! I'm gonna dump all my thoughts about what Nol might be thinking the moment he's alone with Shinae. Thank you for reading this far! 😆

[thevede]

Corruption Game Ch.2 (Su Ji x Ha Rin)

Previous Chapter

Ch.2

Su Ji

“Vitamin?” 

“Sure.” She accepted the offer. 

She chewed down on the supplement. It had a lemony taste with bitter tones mixed in. The broken pieces soon dissolved along her palate. 

“Do you still talk to Ja Eun?” The girl next to her asked. 

“No, I haven’t seen her for a couple of days.” 

“Are you two planning something?” 

She turned to Ha Rin. The girl was looking at her inquisitively, even when her tone was flat, demanding her the truth. 

Why lie. “No, not anymore.” Her little plan probably wouldn’t have worked out anyways. 

The demanding look turned into a Ha Rin signature smile. “Good. You shouldn’t associate with her. You are still a fresh face, but she’s been in F for a long time. You shouldn’t let her reputation taint yours. That’s how you stay in F forever… In fact, I think you should change your seat to stay away from her.” 

She raised an eyebrow. “Where?” 

“There’s one spot next to Seung Yi. You know her right?” Su Ji nodded. One of the Rank Ds who only had 1 vote.

“Sure.” 

…

She grabbed her bag and approached her to-be-deskmate. “Joo Seung Yi, I am going to sit next to you from now on.”

“Huh? Why? Get lost, F.” The Rank D was talking to her friend, Ji Ae. They both looked at her as if she had lost her mind. And to a certain extent, they were right. She found herself caring less about the things happening around her. She couldn’t focus on the lectures nor enjoy her time when school was over. Three months, that’s all, she just wanted to finish this and leave it all behind and never think about it ever again. 

“It’s fine, Seung Yi ah, let her sit there. She looks all lonely sitting by herself all the time.” Her “savior” came to her “rescue”. 

There was an awkward quietness. 

“Okay, Ha Rin.” Seung Yi lowered her head. It disgusted Su Ji, how these Rank Ds laugh at the misfortune of those under them, but turn into obedient pets once the As show up. She wanted them to suffer too, to see them wiggle like worms. Oh, It would be so beautiful to see them squirm… 

…

After lunch, she stayed in a bathroom stall to give herself some peace and quiet. She drooped her shoulders and shut her eyes. The light yearning in her chest emerged again. 

She recalled the day she smoked her first cigarette. The smell of toasted tobacco, a pleasant scent, an addicting scent. When it burned, the smell of smoke, she wasn’t used to it at first, but there was a comfort in them. It made her light headed, her mind wandered, her body lost yet focused at the same time. The way it exited her nostrils, the way it exited her lips, it made her different from her past self, more grown, more evolved, more knowledgeable of the world she lived in. 

Let it out… Feel again…

Bang! The door of the stall next to her violently busted open. 

“Ahhh!” She heard a high pitched scream in pain. 

“Hah hah ah, keep struggling. It’s more fun for us!” It was the familiar laughs of the jackals. Not again. She felt the wet water sheets on her face again, dripping and choking her. Never again.

Is it Ja Eun they are torturing? Should I do something? Two versus three, but one of them knows taekwondo. Do we even have a chance? She steadied her breathing, or tried to at the very least. 

Fuck it… 

She unlocked the door and pushed it open. 

In front of her were the bullies, Da Yeon, Woo Yi, and Seol Ha. Seol Ha was holding down the girl’s legs, making sure she couldn’t move. Da Yeon was holding her neck in front of the toilet, and Woo Yi was cheering in the back. But it wasn’t Ja Eun, Ja Eun’s frame was bigger than the girl here.

It was her new neighbor, Joo Seung Yi. 

“Ah, our darling Rank F, just on time! Want to join us?” The bratty girl with brown perms teased. 

She wanted to hit her, wanted to beat her, wanted to see her cry. She felt her eyes become watery , the prisoned emotions wanting to be freed. She clenched her fists. 

“Oh my, look at her. She’s angry. She wants to fight us. Oh, you poor thing… You still haven’t learned.” Woo Yi taunted.

“Leave her alone.” The head of their little gang spoke. 

Woo Yi questioned Da Yeon with her gaze. 

“What?”

“We will deal with her another time.” Da Yeon replied. She didn’t look at Su Ji at all, instead focusing on the victim right in front of her. 

“Fine… Count yourself lucky, Rank F.”

Before she left, she looked at Seung Yi. 

Her hair and face were all wet. Her uniform was disheveled. Her eyes were puffed red and her complexion sickly. A pathetic sight… Did she look like this before? Would Seung Yi have helped her if she was in the same predicament? 

No, she was sure of the answer. So why would she help her? Just be glad you are not the one.  

She walked away from the bathroom as Seung Yi’s head was dunked into the toilet. 

She knew then that she had to get rank C. D was not enough, D was touchable. 

…

She waited at the usual spot after school. Shortly after, her ride was here. 

“Get In.” Ha Rin leaned on the side of her door. She had changed her school uniform into a pink  summer dress with shades of cherry blossom with floral sleeves. 

“Where are we going?” She asked. 

“You will see.” Ha Rin smirked. She hated that smirk. What plan do you have now, Ha Rin? 

She settled into the car. 

“Did you tell Da Yeon not to bother me?” 

Ha Rin didn’t answer, and simply shrugged. She opened her backpack and pulled out a pack of Esse. 

“Want one?” 

“Sure.” 

Click, and the cigarette was lit. 

They smoked in silence together. An image she couldn’t have pictured before she transferred or even just a week ago. 

Some thirty minutes of the car ride later, they stopped. Su Ji looked outside. 

She was shocked at the sight. “Is… is this the airport?” 

The girl next to her smiled, smugly in her eyes. “You did say you were free this weekend.” 

Oh, no. I am in so much trouble. “Where are we even flying to? I didn’t bring any clothes. I didn’t bring anything. I don’t have my passport. I have to call my dad.” She only told her father that she was going over to a new friend’s house sometime during the weekend, she didn’t know it was the whole weekend.

“Ahh.” She let go of a yelp. Ha Rin was stepping on her foot.

“Su JI ah, relax. You are supposed to be enjoying this. Don’t worry, I have everything sorted out.” 

She was just confused now. Is this all a massive prank, are the bullies waiting for her. “Why are you doing all this?” 

Ha Rin chuckled lightly. “It’s fun for me, to see you all flustered.” She lifted her shoe. 

They boarded a flight to Jeju island an hour later. 

Ha Rin led her to their seats. It was in the first class. The space was open and the seat was made with plush leather. She sat down and practically sank down into the cushions. 

“First time in first class?”

She nodded. 

“If we keep hanging out, it won’t be your last time.” What a spoiled rich brat. 

“Is it just us? Your parents are not coming?” Su Ji asked. 

“They are busy with their own stuff.” Ha Rin replied. 

Su ji laid back on her chair, might as well enjoy all this. 

…

By the time they landed on Jeju, it was already in the evenings. 

“I am telling you this again, I didn’t bring any clothes.”

“You don’t have to worry, I brought extra clothes for you. You can use all my other stuff too.” 

She didn’t even know what to say back.“Thank you…”

The suite that Ha Rin had booked was grand and expansive, with floor-to-ceiling windows that offered views of the crystal-clear beaches below. The king-sized bed beckoned invitingly, its soft sheets and velvety comforter promising a restful night's sleep. In the bathroom, a massive bathtub gleamed in all its marble-lined glory, while delicate baby angels were carved into the walls surrounding it. 

“We are sleeping on the same bed?” 

Ha Rin tilted her head. “Do you mind?”

“No.” Why would I?

Once Ha Rin finished settling down her things, she asked. “Want to go to the spa?”

“Spa?” 

“Yea, the one in the hotel. It’s quite nice.” 

At this point Su Ji just stopped assuming what was going to happen. Just let go of all expectations, and flow with the wind. 

A staff from the hotel led them to the spa area on the third floor. It was not the biggest Su Ji has ever been in, but certainly the most atmospheric. The whole place was dimly lit with a soft orange light and the sound of the waves played in the background. The floor and pools were constructed with the same dark marble she saw in the suite. Steam surrounded them more and more as they went in deeper. 

Once they arrived at the lockers, Su Ji was faced with another problem, they had to be naked. 

Thump. 

Thump. Thump

Thump. Thump. Thump. 

She could feel her heart beat faster as she unbuttoned her uniform. The moisture in the air made the root of her tongue feel dry, she swallowed. 

Ha Rin tapped her shoulder. 

“Unzip me?” The girl turned her back to Su Ji. 

She cleared her throat lightly. “Sure.” 

Her skin was a fragile porcelain, with thin, purple veins hidden beneath. She lightly grazed her shoulder, it was freezing to the touch. Her long, silky hair draped down and a hint of tobacco, intoxicating…

“Thank you.” It broke her trance. She quickly looked away and continued to undress. 

They both took a quick shower and crept up to the hot pool. Su Ji did her best to not look at Ha Rin’s body, but the curves of her frame still lingered in the corner of her eye. 

They submerged themselves in the pool next to one another. The scent of herbs and flowers snuck into her nose. The hot water scorched her body at first, but she found that it subdued another heat within her. Droplets of  sweat fell from her forehead.  She closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling. The heat took away her stress, her worries, her pain, it locked away her desires, her yearning, her thirst. 

They stayed in the pool in a comfortable silence, and then left for the sauna. The air was stuffy when Suji opened the sauna door. The room consisted of two opposing wooden benches and two buckets toward the end, one contained water, and another a bed of heated stone. Su Ji found a comfortable place to sit, the wooden planks of the bench instantly evaporated all the water on her body. 

Tssssssst. A harsh sound broke the silence. She looked toward Ha Rin. The girl had poured more water onto the stones. Steam swarmed the entirety of the room, the dimly lit space was now barely visible. An intense heat followed. She opened her mouth to breathe, but swallowed more hot air into her lungs. 

“Ah It’s too hot.” She said quickly. 

Ha Rin sat down across from her. “Get used to it then.” 

Su Ji could still make out the smirk on her face. 

Breathe in. Breathe out. 

Breathe in. Breathe out. 

Ha Rin delicately lifted her right foot, the pale sole gliding through the air as she slowly closed the gap between them. With a featherlight touch, she placed her toes on Su Ji's knee. A flinch escaped from Su Ji. She looked down at Ha Rin's manicured, cherry-colored nails. Her eyes traveled upwards, gradually taking in the sight of Ha Rin's slender and shapely leg. 

The heat mingled with both excitement and trepidation. The steam that swirled around them created a thin veil, but through it all, Su Ji caught a glimpse...

Ha Rin retracted her leg and crossed her ankles

Su Ji shifted uncomfortably, her face flushed and her eyes darting around the room. 

"Why are you playing these mind games?" Su Ji asked, her voice trembling slightly. She couldn’t help it. 

Ha Rin chuckled, throwing her head back as she relaxed into the sauna's heated bench. "I just like to see you all flustered". 

It was all unbearable, the unending heat, from the steam, from the embarrassment, from everything. She practically sprinted out of the sauna. The freezing air hit her body and made her shiver. She wrapped her arms around herself for warmth. Ha Rin followed a few seconds after. 

“You want to get a scrub?” Ha Rin asked. 

She saw Su Ji’s confusion. “A scrub, to get rid of all the dead skin.” 

“By you?” Su ji prayed that Ha Rin couldn’t see her blush. It was the sauna, it was the sauna…

“No, Silly. There’s people here that do it. Follow me” Ha Rin bursted out laughing, it was the first time Su Ji saw her genuinely laugh like this. 

I give up. She had embarrassed herself enough. 

They went to another room in the spa where Su Ji laid face down, and a middle aged woman dressed in beige pushed a small scrub cloth back and forth on her body. As the woman scrubbed, she could feel dead skin exfoliated from her body. Every part of her felt raw, but it was addicting, to be rid of all the excess, to shed the old and be born anew. 

She felt clean now, cleaner than she’s ever been.

After that, they each put on a bathrobe and returned to their room. Su Ji was exhausted, turns out taking a five hour flight and then going to the spa was surprisingly tiring. 

She was under the comforter soon enough. She let go of her muscles, this was her haven, her oasis for the night. 

“Good night, Ha Rin ah.” 

She didn’t wait for a reply. 

…

Su Ji woke up and found the spot next to her empty. It was close to noon already, Ha Rin had already finished her breakfast and was texting on her phone. 

For the day’s clothes, Ha Rin lent Su Ji a black t-shirt with a cosmic universe print in the middle, and a white, black n’ red checkered skirt that reached above her knees. 

They strolled down a quaint shopping street that ran parallel to the beach.  It wasn’t the nicest of weather, the sun was absent from view but the sky was clear and a shade of light teal. Sea breeze caressed her face from time to time, bringing her the smell of the ocean. 

They arrived at the Beach soon after. Su Ji sat under a beach umbrella, with light filtering through at a comfortable intensity. 

Su Ji stole glances at the girl next to her. The rich girl, the it girl, the girl with a thousand masks. Who was she underneath? The white knight, the machiavellian queen, or the seductress. Why did she bother to help her in the first place? Why all this? 

“Are we friends?” Su ji asked. 

Ha Rin’s face was emotionless.“Why do you ask?” 

“Just curious.” 

She turned to Su ji and lowered her sunglasses, a  “I enjoy my time with you. Is that not good enough?”

“You don’t have any friends, do you? Nor do you want any. You don’t want equals, you want followers, you want to be in control all th…” 

“Don’t ruin a good thing, will you?” Ha Rin interrupted her. She sat up and pulled out a small box from her purse. “Vitamin?”  

What a bitch. “No, Thank you.” Only three months of this shit anyways, just enjoy what you can. 

“I will take a cigarette though.” 

…

They came across a convenience store as they walked back to the hotel. 

Ha Rin stopped. “Su Ji, let’s drink some soju tonight. Go over and buy some will you?” 

“You are not coming with?” She questioned. 

“I will just wait by the corner here.” 

“Okay.”

Bling! The electric door bell rang as she entered. 

She went straight to the soju section. She grabbed an original, a peach flavored one, and a strawberry one and walked to the register. The clerk was an older auntie in her fifties or sixties, she eyed Su Ji for a few seconds while scanning the bottles. 

“Can I see your ID?”

Fuck. “Sorry, I forgot to bring it.” 

The woman tapped her fingers on the counter and paused for a few seconds. “I’m afraid I can’t sell you these.” 

“But I’m 20.” 

“Sorry, store policy.”

She left the store with a tinge of uneasiness, she knew the feeling, she didn’t want to fail. Not because she would disappoint Ha Rin but because she would feel lesser herself. She needed a win. 

Just then, a man in his early twenties walked by. She had an idea. 

“Oppa, Can you do me a favor?” 

The man turned around, somewhat shocked that someone was talking to him. 

“Yes?” His voice was hesitant, as if he was unsure if this conversation was really happening. 

“I forgot my ID. My friends and I planned to buy some soju tonight. Can you please help me buy some? Please?” She did her best aegyo face and hid the cringe as best as she could. 

“Sure… How many do you want?” 

“Three bottles, thank you.” She handed him two folded notes of 10,000 won. 

Bling! The man walked into the store and a few minutes later, he came out with a plastic bag and handed it to her. 

“Thank you, oppa.”

“Ca… Can oppa add your Kakao?” The man asked. 

Well… 

“No, loser!” The reply was swift, to the point where it even surprised her a little bit. She quickly turned around and ran to the corner. 

“Run! Run!” She shouted. 

“Wha?” She grabbed Ha Rin’s arms and sprinted. The girl behind her looked surprised and taken aback for the first time. She laughed wholeheartedly at that, it felt good to be the one in control. 

They turned left and ran for three blocks and turned right for another two before stopping. 

“What was that?” Ha Rin asked as she was catching her breath. 

“You told me to get the soju, I got it.” She held the bag up triumphantly. 

“Never do that again.” Ha Rin was still steadying her breathing, but her face was cold and stoic. She’s actually pissed. 

Su JI smirked in return. “I like to see you all flustered.” 

Next Chapter

[the-silver-peahen-residence]

||Caught within the trapped cells: Part 7||

Hi. Today I'm going to try once more to add something of another chapter in this little series. Again, this is heavily focused on the inmates and officers so I hope you like. So we are still moving on but it's still Terry and Sai this time. Then we will have another two couple come in next with their fun.

~~Chapters so far~~

First Cell: Officer Katsuki and Inmate vanguard

Second Cell: Officer Mills and Inmate Vin-Shia

Third Cell: Officer Nakano and Inmate Seon

Forth Cell: Officer Davion and inmate Knight

Fifth cell: Officer Hayakawa and Inmate Ink (part 1)

Fifth cell: Officer Hayakawa and Inmate Ink (part 2)

((Your reading chapter seven right now))

||Drabble Summary||

Denji has fallen as well to the sea of lust thanks to a sneaky dragon. Right now, things are still going as normal in the max prison with others waiting for the lockdown to end. However, one officer is concerned about things and is starting to notice other things happening. Meanwhile, it seems another officer will fall today but who would it be? Will he be able to withstand and stay above the cravings of the inmate? Read to find out.

||Warning||

~Strong Sexual NSFW warning ((This is going to be present in all the chapters. If your under 18: Do Not READ!))

~Teasing

~Flirting

~Rough play

~Dom and Sub play

~Punishment

~demon corrupting an officer

~Chapters will or could be really long

||Muses in this drabble||

Sai Barrajandro Narong a.k.a. Shdwkyz and some others that will show in later chapters belong to my amazing friend @demon-blood-youths

While Terry Mcginnis is a muse that's from the animated series Batman beyond along with some others that will show in later chapters are from their anime shows but also to me due to having them as muses.

((Note: This drabble will have heavy grammar mistakes and errors but this was written for fun. I hope you understand but also enjoy please. Also as I warned: This will have heavy sexual themed content. If your under 18, please don't read. Thanks for understand and enjoy.))

After a while, the remaining claws were in the work officer wondering if Denji was alright. He's been still on duty for now after Bakugo and him switched. Bakugo of course was fine but he knew what she was doing. He knew it only knowing he would get rewarded for it later. He just hopes Denji didn't blow this.

"Do you think one of us should check on Denji? He didn't come to get lunch during his break." Midoriya sighed saying this to the other guys with Ren thinking about it.

"Maybe he is being sure Ink is taken care of first and got something later right after." he suggested though he couldn't pass up talking to a beautiful cute girl like Ink. Who would?

"Well, whatever he's doing, I hope he's alright." Atsushi said wondering the same.

"Oh give me a break, I'm sure he's fine. He tends to be a dummy but he knows what he's doing." Bakugo knew that much but he also knew the real reason. Before long, the door opens to make the guys look seeing Denji right there!

"Denji, hey welcome back. You good? You were gone for a while after lunch." Rin said to him that Denji laughed rubbing the back of his head.

"Sorry sorry. After my shift, I took a break in my quarters for a while before going to get more food and checking on the inmate. Though, she's good for now." he said seeing the guys understanding.

"I see. Well, if your good. Did you want to help us with the inmates later this afternoon? It's almost time to do a scouting check." he heard Izuku said to see Denji nod.

"Yeah, I'm up for it." he said happy but while he was taking to them, Bakugo noticed something on his neck hidden away. A hickey it seems. So she did do it. She got to him already but he wonders if she gave him a new task of targeting another one.

"By the way, did one of you guys want to take the next shift watching Vanguard? How about you Rin? Did you wanna take the next one?" he sees Rin blink confused.

"Uhhhh, you sure? i don't mind but just being sure."

"Yeah, I don't mind. I mean, we all have to take turns after all." He laughed to see Rin understanding.

"Alright then. I'll take the next shift." he said.

"Alright then!"

'.....So she already corrupted Denji. Tch, I told her he would be easy to break knowing how he is with women...Though, what are you planning Ink?' Bakugo thought to himself seeing Denji going to sit at his desk to rest up before the shift period changes.

~~~~~Meanwhile in the Main hall room~~~~~

"I'm telling the t..truth Ryu. I feel like s..something is wrong here." Officer Brooks was nervous right now, noticing some things going on in this Max prison. Something hidden to make him think about it.

"Melinda, what makes you think that?"

"I.....It's just you didn't notice that some of the officers seem a lot more..distracted now? Officer Mills is more busy, So is his team that is gone most of the time. We haven't heard anything from Officer Davion. The same for Nakano and she's resting in her quarters right now." she was speaking with some of the other officers while seeing Yuria worried.

"Hmmmm...."

"Come on guys, I'm sure it's nothing. Maybe it's just us over working.." Kisho said.

"Kisho, that might be true but most of us are used to this sort of payload of work. Even when it involves the inmates. Besides, none of them has tried anything unlike the brainless idiots that keep trying." Rioto points a thumb at a few cells seeing some of those brainless idiots trying to woo other officers though they get ignored.

"But it can't be nothing. It's just...don't you think it's odd in any sense? Any way at all-"

"Melinda, Listen. It's fine. We all are either on our guard after what happened. I'm sure things are alright. We just need to stay focused. You do too. If you need to, you can take a day off today if you wish." Terry said.

"...B..but..."

"Come on, we have work to do people. And you try to relax Melinda everything is going to be alright. If your ok, you can go back to work but if not, head to your quarters for the day." he said before most of the officers did that. Melinda was quiet but she sighed to look down at the table.

'Is it just me? I feel like theirs something else about this max prison. Something off. Why is it just me? Is the prison letting the inmates do what they want e..even...t..that?' she felt her cheeks heat up only to calm down to sigh.

'Everyone else is fine and even when I tried to talk to Rex and the others about it, they said they were fine. I don't know if something is up...or maybe it's me......am I going crazy? Is Mr. Henderson letting this just happen? What sort of prison are we stuck in?' she thought nervous but when she stood up to leave she tenses feeling someone's eyes on her. She looks behind to see.......familiar yellow eyes that she knew it was her own charge.

Jaron Jackal was looking at her but she didn't say too much to look away quickly hiding her blushing face. 'What...wait, why am I getting nervous? I just looked at him for a bit..but..the way he's looking at me. Is he.....'

She shook her head to calm down but gently hits her cheeks to snap out of it. 'Come on Brooks, focus! It's fine...I have to do a daily check on him l..later. I have to calm down. I have to calm down.'

Right away, she goes about her duty. However, Jaron only looks to see her leave with a small smile showing on his lips. Seems she was getting nervous....or was she growing curious? With a sigh, he finishes up his lunch and relaxes till it was time to be sent to his cell like the others. He even saw Maggie with some others but she seems a bit tired after getting in a fight with the ice fire wolf T-bone.

Seems more things are happening for fun. Though for him, he had other plans. 'Just a little longer my little lung dragon....I'll be sure you never forget the night when I make you mine.'

~~~~~~~~Later~~~~~~~~~

For now, most of the inmates would have their dinners in their cells for safety reasons. Though, Officer McGinnis was walking already doing a look out after he did gave Sai his food but he would recheck on him later on. He held a flashlight seeing some inmates grumbling in the cells further away from this area. Though, he was worried if Melinda was okay.

"Something seems to be bugging her..but what? I'm sure everything is okay....right?" he asked himself walking and yet, Terry only shook his head to wonder that himself when making a left turn down the hallway. That's when he noticed Officer Akutagawa with some other officers ready to head down to check on the more dangerous inmates below.

"Hey, Ryu. Your heading down?"

He looks to see Terry but nods as everyone else was heading in.

"Yeah, we do a triple check in case. Most of the inmates in here tend to be like wild animals but we will be fine. Theirs rooms down there in case. You going to check on your charge too?" he said.

"Yep. I already did my rounds so I'm about to go check on him. Just...be careful when you do your shift. I guess the other officers are growing worried now." he sees the others in the elevator confused seeing Ryu sigh.

"Might be due to the lockdown. As I know, things will be alright. I'm sure their just over worked. Anyway, we better head down, it's almost time for night watch." he steps into the elevator to push the button.

"Be safe down there Ryu." Terry nods seeing him give a salute before the elevator doors close to send the group down. Terry sighed to turn heading off to Sai's cell but he had no idea his evening will be something. Just like the others during this night or maybe later on. For now, he heads off.

For right now, Terry was heading down the stairs to Sai's location or his area within the max prison. He knew other inmates were watching the snake but knew how dangerous he was. Soooooo...giving the feeling of what he could do, he was a dangerous individual with his fraction. Though, he was a lot more dangerous when he's alone.

'I hope that snake behaved himself today. I know he tends to be a bit more....grumpy after what Mr. Henderson ordered from us but..I'm sure he's fine right?' he thought walking but as he gets near the area he heard heard some whispering.

"????" He goes to open the door but he saw something else as soon as he did. Blood stains were seen on the wall and floor? Did something happen here!? Concerned, he hurries into the cell hall where Sai was only to show a bigger view.

Some of the inmates or the more dangerous ones were laying on the floor but one person was standing up holding what seems to be a knife from the kitchen. He was coated in some blood with his yellow serpentine eyes glowing dangerously at the filthy thugs that tried to gang up on him. Though, from what he saw, Sai looked ready to kill them.

Even the inmates were pale in fear, keeping away from this snake while looks to the knife dripping of the inmate that tried to touch him only to get stabbed in the process.

'What the hell happened!?' Terry thought only to rush over to look.

"What the fuck happened here!?" he shouts seeing the inmates tense but Sai didn't look at him only seeing the bodies around him to slowly lower the knife.

"...Nothing. They started it by trying to gang up on me. Just trying to defend myself." he said simply not facing Terry and yet, looking at the now wetting themselves inmates who was shaking. "Besides, they wanted to play some games...even when I wasn't. in. the. mood." he hissed.

"Inmate Narong, drop it....Now." Terry said but Sai said nothing only to look at it then turn his head a little to look over his shoulder. Terry saw his hair covering his eyes but he shows the kitchen knife one of the inmates stole so they could use it to attack Sai only backfired. All this did was upset him and he was not in the mood even when he only wanted one person. And that person was behind him.

A little chuckle was heard from the snake but he slowly looks to do something else. Terry tense to see him slowly licking the blood off the blade slowly showing snake fangs right at him. "........."

"I was only...defending myself....that's all like I said. They ruined my afternoon...so why not get a little revenge hmm?" he said looking to the inmates. "Since they wanna try ganging up on me..what's stopping me from stabbing them like these fools under me?" when saying this, the inmates jumped only to quickly rush to their cells closing the doors and locking them.

Now it was Terry and Sai in the hallway wing of this section. Terry didn't know if he was pissed off but he looked like he was. Just standing there under some darker area of this place still holding a knife stolen from the kitchen. However, terry stays firm.

"I won't say it again Sai...drop. the. knife. Please..." he said again only for the snake to remain quiet but he opens his hand to slowly drop it as Terry goes to see other guards show up but gasped seeing the bodies.

"Get a clean up crew in here now. I'll take Narong to his cell.." Terry goes to take Sai away while he was quiet looking ahead. Though, he would be sure to ask if he was alright.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

In a few minutes, they arrived at his cell for Terry to open the door and get him inside. Right now, he was helping with cleaning the blood off of his skin while Sai remains quiet.

"Geez, If I had known you were going to kill them you should have-"

"Their still alive. I didn't kill them. Like I said, I was defending myself. Bastards were trying to gang up on me. So...I had to do something to show them not to mess with me." he said quietly.

"By stabbing them?"

"........"

"*Sighs* Sai-"

"It's not my fault..they tried messing with me and I was not in the good mood. You should know why officer McGinnis." he said to Terry and yet, he remains quiet now carefully holding his cheek so he can clean the blood off his face. Even with him being attractive, feeding urges still come and go even when they-he shook his head not thinking about that but Sai noticed to chuckle.

"What? Something on your mind officer?"

"No Sai. You know I.......wait, why were you in a bad mood? Did something else happen?" he asked.

"....in a way. Lets just say.....someone was ignoring me for too long and now...he decides to check on me after so long...your not very nice you know that." he said looking to Terry.

".......I'm sorry but you know I have my duties Sai. I try to check on you when needed but by order of the warden I-"

That's when Terry got shoved down on Sai's bed but he was sitting against the wall. He winces from the strength but looks seeing Sai's glowing serpentine eyes. "Sai-"

"Forget about that damn order for once, bat. Right now, it don't matter. Given were in a fucking lockdown." he said but looks at him with one hand resting on Terry's chest.

"Sai, Let me up.."

"No. I've been good and waited for a week as you said but the two weeks were..pushing it. I been aching for so long..trying to find a way to fight the damn urges in wanting you to claim me over and over. And yet, you follow the rules like the other officers. Why not just let loose for once? Don't you have the urge to let it out too?" he asked that's when Terry feels him lower his hand down his uniform only for him to look at him. He tries to speak but Sai bends down to hold him there.

"I've been waiting...too long. And I need something to get rid of this extra rush of adrenaline thanks to those idiots. So....why not? We can have a little fun can't we? You been pent up yourself right? Don't you want to at least let it out?" he asked.

"I..."

"Don't you miss me? Touching me? Kissing me? I know you do since I missed it." he whispered that he even gives a kiss to Terry as he rests his body up against the bat. Even after so long, it was good to feel his lips again. Terry only shook feeling this while his arms wrap around Sai's waist not wanting to let go but he had to. He breaks the kiss panting a bit softly.

"H..Hey, you-" He gets kissed again but deeper, feeling his tongue almost slip past his lips while they were making out. He could hear Sai's soft moans while gripping the back of his prison uniform. The kiss was still good to the bat but he breaks it again seeing Sai chuckle.

"See? You do miss me........so why not have some fun with me? You will won't you? You can see just how badly I've missed you Terry....." looking at him, Sai didn't want to let go but Terry sees Sai lower down almost kissing him again. That's when Terry quickly grabs his wrists to flip them so Sai was on his front wincing.

"Hey!"

"Easy......something tells me your going through something yourself snake." he said as Sai struggles but was glaring.

"Let me go Bat. We don't need to fight about this. Just let me up and let me.."

"You really think you are going to do anything then you are wrong. Not till you calm down first and I might let you go." he said as Sai said nothing.

"Oh come on, am I really that sneaky? I won't do anything Terry..I'll behave if you really want me to. You just have to let me go..." he said softly to him as he sees Terry not doing anything.

"Come on..you can trust me. I will behave....I give you my word." he said to him once more.

"I know that can't be-"

"Trust me...I'm going to behave..I'll be a good snake..just like you asked...so let me up...I'll behave.."

Terry said nothing but he slowly sighed, easing up his grip on his wrists to let him go. He turns to look away from him.

"Fine. I'll leave so you can get some rest after..that. Just try to behave yourself okay? I'll come back later and check on you." he said heading to the cell door.

"Hmm? What do you mean? You can't leave yet......" Wait, what did he mean by that? Terry got his answer when suddenly feeling arms wrap around his waist to pull him back to the bed and felt something sharp sink into his shoulder. Sai grips his uniform while drinking some of his blood but also injecting some of his venom into him!

"Sai?! What the heck-Nuggh!!" he winces feeling him tightening his grip as Sai feels him land on his back but saw the sneaky snake get on his lap while holding him down. Terry felt something hot in his blood but he twitched bucking up against Sai only to feel him keep his hips down.

In a moment, he lets go panting heavily while leaning his head back. Terry said nothing wincing but he growls gripping the sheets. "Hmmm...seems the venom kicks in pretty strong don't you think, Officer McGinnis?" he panted while licking his lips clean.

However, Terry panted with one eye open but the other closed. "S..Sai, what d..did you...do?"

".....I gave you a little...'help' so that way, you'll help me out. You were not coming to spend more time with me...and that got me sorta..losing it. I grew hungry to have you again. To feel you again, my body was aching so badly I was trying everything to feel better. From fingering myself, stroking myself, doing both, using toys, anything..but nothing worked. What I wanted.." He grips his uniform jacket wanting to rip it off but was panting.

"Was you taking me over and over till I'm full......I been so needy and hot. Aching for pleasure I couldn't control myself. It's like my body's gone into heat.....s..so badly." he said panting but he looks down at Terry but his eyes were darkened.

"So right now...I'm going to punish you because you left me alone for too long. I am needy...and your the only one that can help me officer." he leans down but was holding his wrists even doing this, Sai felt wet as he winced from his body aching in need.

"So now...you'll help me out........but you have to be punished first." Then right in front of Terry's eyes, Sai reaches to start removing his prison clothing but keeps the black t-shirt on while he was panting. Terry struggles but he looks down at him.

"Oh don't worry Terry...we'll a long night ahead of us...and I'll be sure you are lost to the pleasure and begging for me to let you take me again.." he whispered now excited but he hopes to keep himself in control without the hunger growing.

"So bat.....Shall we begin?"

[whatthesigma69]

Your Fault. My Fault.

Warnings

Angst (with a happy ending)

Self h#rm

Su!c!d3

Attempted Su!c!d3

(Maya was never a 'popular' girlz she was more like the girl who nobody likes for no reason. Maya is a brown girl with black and wavy hair and green eyes, Mike is a popular white jock with brown hair and brown eyes.)

Maya walks around the school, some people laughed and glared at her, she never knew why, she never did anything wrong. People hated her for no reason. Maya walked into class and sat down and the teacher began to talk, she blurred out most of the words until she hear, "You will be working in partners for this! I will assign them! One you hear who your partner is you must go to them! Alright! Emilie and Autumn! Mia and Shelia! Makenzie and Kaley! Maya and Michael!" Her heart slightly dropped, she glanced at him to see his friends making fun of him. Maya looked away as the teacher finished calling out the students, "And Jack and Lia! Alright! Please go to your partners!" Maya stood still, she kept her head low until she heard footsteps by her, she glanced to see Michael, she gave him a warm smile but he glared at her with disgust and moved a little farther from her, she glanced away from him and put her arms on the desk, placing her head on top of her arms.

-TimeSkip-

Maya had found out Mike's phone number by his friend Ej, who gave it to her out of pure pity, she sent Mike a text.

Maya:Hello!

Mike: Who's this?

Maya:Maya! We're partners

Mike:ough great. Delete my number.

Maya:But I need it so we can work together

Mike:No you don't. Just do my work and get it over with

Maya:Fine.

Throughout the days, Maya stayed up days and nights finishing the project herself, she handed it in to the teacher, but on Mike's paper, she accidentally wrote her own name so he got no credits for the project. He was pissed.

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME? YOU CANT DO ONE HIG RIGHT!" Mike yelled at Maya in front of almost everyone, "I forgot!" "yeah! Bullshit!" Mike punched her, sending her flying to the ground, "useless whore!" Him and his friends walked away, laughing. Maya quickly got up and ran to the bathroom.

Maya kicked the trashcan across the room and slightly slammed her head on the wall in defeat, "Fuck!" She yelled out.

-TimeSkip-

Throughout the days, Mike had only continued to torment Maya, with death threats, beatings and sh jokes, it was becoming to much for Maya.

Over the days, Maya had began makin bracelets so she doesn't freak out it was like her therapy and ofcourse, Mike took advantage of it.

"Why are you wearing those many bracelets? You cut yourself?" He laughed, Maya glanced at him, she couldn't believe how insensitive he was being, "Com on! Wrist check!" He laughed in her face, ripping the bracelets off to reveal multiple scars, cuts and bruises, they all fell silent, Maya felt tears rushing to her eyes, it had just been revealed to everyone that she had harmed herself. She grabbed her bracelets and fled the scene.

It had taken a while for Maya to go back to school but when she went, she immediately regretted it.

"Wrist check!"

"Emo!"

"Attention seeker!"

"K!ll Yourself!"

"Jump!"

"You don't belong here!"

"Weirdo!"

"F#ggot!"

"Fatherless!"

"Motherless!"

Almost every name under the damn sun.

Maya had been enduring the torture until one day someone took it too far.

Maya was walking the hallways until she bumped into someone, they got pissed, "Useless weirdo! God! This is why your brother k!lled himself! Because of you!" The room fell silent, Maya stood in shock, tears fell, some people laughed, some people felt bad, Maya began to cry, she sprinted away.

Once Mike had figured out what had happened, he suddenly cared. He began to look for Maya, searching everywhere, even going to her house but nobody has seen her. Until.

Mike was walking around town, looking for Maya, she had been missing for around a week and a half, Mike walked to a bridge, hoping to find Maya.

After looking around for a while, he found Maya. But not in the way he wanted. "MAYA!" He screamed out, sprinting towards her limp body. Mike screamed for help, "HELP! SOMEONE! CALL 911!" He continued to screech until a person that was passing by, stopped and called the cops.

The wails of police sirens, firefighters, and the Ambulance was most of what was going through Mike's head, "Please, Please please." He silently begged while sitting beside Maya's body. In the ambulance, "it's all my fault" he cried to himself, begging and praying.

Beep Beep Beep

The sound of Maya"'s beeping heart had awoken some hope in Mike's mins. Every day, he brings Maya stuff, flowers, stuffed animals, bracelets, jewelry. Everything.

'Alone, what did I expect?' was the first thing that went through Maya's mind when she woke up, until she saw Mike passed out on the chair with a bunch of stuff next to her, "M-mike?" She weakly called out, he woke up and hope immediately lit up his face.

Mike rushed towards Maya, "Oh my gosh. Maya, your alive! Thank god! I'm so fucking sorry! I don't know what was going through my mind! Please don't give up! You have so much to live for!" Mike kept talking until Maya shushed him, "It's okay.. I forive you" she said, still weak, Mike shook his head, "No- No- I don't deserve your forgiveness" Maya leaned up to hug Ike, she was in pain but she didn't care, Mike hugged Maya as he layed her back down, "Please, Rest. You need it." "Wait- where are you going!?" Maya said, worryingly, "No where. I'm staying right here." Mike smiled.

"Is this what it feels like to be growing apart? When did I become the one who's always chasing you heart?" Mike murmured to himself, staring at Maya's asleep body, a million thoughts racing through his mind.

While Maya was asleep, Mike didn't bother doing anything besides making sure she's alright. His hair grew out and his eyes grew tired but he didn't care.

The endless amount of calls he was getting from his friends annoyed him, the amount of texts and calls.

Jake:dude wya?

Liam:You still w that girl?

Ex:Come back! I miss you! That stupid girl doesn't need you!

He got endless, but ignored them and turned on DND.

It had been weeks then Maya finally woke up again.

Around a month later, Maya was let go and Mike basically became her guard, anyone who had a problem with her, had a problem with him.

Mike had even more of a temper to others, he had seem to lose his hatred to Maya (Obviously) he hated the thought of being without her, especially since her failed attempt. Someone could pull the wrong string and that failed attempt could become a success, Mike obviously didn't want that.

To no surprise, Maya and Mike ended up together, working on projects Together, Mike almost never left Maya's side

Finally, after forever. Mike had managed to get new, better friends who actually liked Maya.

"So, dude. Y'all getting married in the future?" Johnnie asked, half jokingly, half serious, Maya laughed a bit, Emma smirked at Mike(Not in that way), "Yeah. Come on! I need to see Maya In a dress!"Emma laughed, and wrapped her arm around Maya, Mike scoffed and pulled Maya closer to him, "Maya. You've got him wrapped around your finger." Lily joked, Jake laughed slightly, "I know right. I mean- I'm surprised they don't have a family of seven!" Jake exclaimed, making everyone laugh and Mike blush of embarrassment, Maya giggled slightly.

Once everyone left, Mike and Maya layed together on the ground, watching the stars. They both glanced at each other, "I love you, Maya" "I love you too, Mike"

[crosshimes-fanwritings]

Imperfect Nothing: Forgiveness

Fandoms: The Duke of Death and His Maid, Zatch Bell!, Yandere Simulator, Shadows House, and Urusei Yatsura. Rating: M Summary: High school isn't so peaceful now, thanks to Walter's and his teacher's secret affair being exposed while Suzume is still hurting mentally and emotionally in a mental hospital. Walter thinks he would never forgive himself. He isn't a gentlemen anymore. Verse: Surviveverse (Part of Vicinityverse) TW/CW: This one-shot also contains possible OOCness, a teacher-student relationship, su*cide bait, implied underage sex, drama, bullying, pregnancy, and implied su*cide in the alternate ending. It is pretty much problematic, so please do not read if any of these warnings trigger you and block/unfollow me for your safety. Note: A old fanwriting that I originally posted on AO3.

"You son of a bitch!" Ataru punched Walter in front of everyone in the locker corridor, causing the boy to fall on his bottom. "Go near my friend again, and I will fucking decimate you!" Ataru threatened before he walked away with his friends.

"Are you okay, Walter?" Viktor offered his hand to help his younger brother, concerned with his well bring.

"Do I look like I am fucking okay, Viktor?!" Walter growled in anger, stood up, and walked to his classroom.

Everyone looked at each other before they gathered their books and supplies and headed toward their classrooms. They knew why Ataru punched Walter while Ryoba stood in the corner with an atrocious smirk.

Walter's eyes widened slowly, horrified by the comments on his desk, written with black marker.

Kill yourself!

Go jump off a cliff!

Get lost, you two-timing, conniving teacher fucker!

Go to fucking hell, you two-faced scumbag!

Get lost, you piece of rotten shit!

He smiled bitterly, his eyes in distress. He deserved the bullying. Walter will never forgive himself for what he did. Suzume, the girl he loved, was no longer here by his side. Daleth, the teacher whom he cheated on Suzume with, was also no longer here was a teacher.

Walter heard callous giggling and looked at Evelyn, Pfeifer, Millie, and Sarah stood at the way door, pointing at him, insulting and humiliating him. Walter left the classroom as the girls stalked him, throwing paper balls and chalk specks of dust at him, laughing at him ruthlessly.

Walter was too broken to react to the bullying anymore.

"You're a disgrace to our family!" Gerbera rebuked her son in front of his siblings. "What the hell is wrong with you?! Because of your and your teacher's actions, we've become a laughingstock!" 

"I'm sorry, mother." 

"Your apology will not redo the damage, Walter." Gerbera facepalmed, too stressed to deal with Walter any longer. "Do whatever you want." 

"Or go visit your teacher in prison," Viktor muttered disgustingly, glaring at Walter before he left the living room. 

"Poor Suzume," Viola added sadly, following Viktor. 

"As you know, Walter," Gerbera spoke to him, still furious. "The Mizuno family had forbidden you from visiting their daughter."

"They can't just do that, mother!" Walter snapped. "I need her more than ever!" 

"You sure didn't need Miss Mizuno when you fool around with your teacher." Gerbera shot a glare at her son. "Accept the consequences of your actions, Walter. Now, get the hell out of my face!" 

When Walter received a text message from Ryoba, he knew she was responsible for damaging his reputation and exposing his secrets to their schoolmates. Suzume once caught Walter and Daleth in the act, but she kept his secret and pretended it didn't happen.

"Miss Foster isn't a sexual predator if you and she have consensual sex, right?"

Walter remembered the exact words from Suzume as he walked to an abandoned warehouse to meet Ryoba. He didn't even care if she had set him up to get beat up by her boyfriend and his delinquent friends.

"Want a moon pie?" Suzume offered him one. "It is a banana favored."

"Thanks." Walter accepted the moon pie. "Are you heading off campus for lunch?"

"Yes." Suzume turned her eyes away and covered her mouth with her long blazer sleeve, blushing. "Are you busy?"

"Meh." Walter smiled at her. "I'll go with you. I don't want other guys to take you away from me."

"Okay," Suzume smiled at him cheerfully and took his hand. "I'll pay for our lunches. That's the least I can do for you."

"Oh, come on. I'm a gentleman, Suzume. There's no need for you to pay for the lunches. Let me do it."

"Okay, you win." Suzume grinned and kissed him quickly.

"Suzume, we're still in front of people." Walter blushed, eying at Viola, Himeko, Itsumi, and Ritsuko, who grinned at him.

"I know." Suzume put her hands on his arm and pulled him close to her.

The girls giggled and walked passed the couple. Suzume and Walter walked to the opposite path, heading towards a Chinese food restaurant.

Walter stepped into the abandoned warehouse and called out to Ryoba, who stepped out of the shadows. Her arms were folded, and she glowered at him.

"As if the breakup wasn't enough for me, Miss Aishi…" Walter glared at her.

"You think you'd just get away with cheating on my friend with a teacher, Radwell?" Ryoba countered. "You and Miss Whitaker manipulated Suzume into thinking a teacher-student relationship was normal. I guess your first time with Suzume wasn't enough-"

"My sex life isn't your business, Miss Aishi." Walter spat in disgust. "It was a mistake with Miss Daleth Whitaker. It only happened once."

"Once, you say?!" Ryoba's expression darkened with rage. She laughed bitterly. "You dare to give me that shit, Radwell?! Sakanoue and I've gathered evidence! You fucked Miss Whitaker more than once. All because Suzume was too shy and cautious after you did her once. Poor Suzume, dating a fucking horndog!"

"I admit I was infatuated with Daleth." Walter has spoken guilty. "But, believe me, Miss Aishi, Suzume is the one I am in love with! How do you think I feel, having my heart ripped apart by her in front of everyone at school?!"

"You got a nerve," Ryoba walked closer to him and grabbed him by his collar. "To play the victim!" Ryoba shouted at him, her eyes full of fury and her expression still enraged. "You're a fucking idiot, thinking you can fool me with your sob story! We all know who you are, what you are now, Walter Radwell. You aren't better than Viktor. You're worse than him."

Walter became enraged at Ryoba. There she goes, comparing him to his older brother just like the others had done in the past. Suzume was the first girl to acknowledge Walter as his own person, not a backup or a spare to his family's corporation title. That alone was what made Walter fall in love with Suzume.

'Do you want to try my bento box? I made it for both of us. I'm not a good cook, so I've been practicing."

"Sure. I promise I will stomach it. Just don't feed me. It's embarrassing."

"But, I only brought chopsticks for me only…"

Walter laughed. He knew Suzume wanted to feed him. Suzume blushed heavily as her long hair blew in the breeze. Walter placed his arm around her shoulder and pulled her close to him. He gazed into her eyes and smirked at her.

"Cute, are you?" He kissed her passionately.

"I want to see her, Miss Aishi," Walter told Ryoba in a depressed tone. "Her family doesn't allow me to visit her at the hospital. Her friends don't want me near her. You don't know a damn thing about me and how I was raised. Suzume was the one who became my light at the end of my dark tunnel. I think about her every day. I think about the moments we shared."

"Hmph. Let's see about your true feelings in court, Mr. Radwell." Ryoba warned. "She will be there to testify against Miss Whitaker. I do wonder…" Ryoba gives him a mocking smirk. "Would you side with your ex-girlfriend or your teacher? You also have to testify against your precious teacher."

Walter twitched in fear. He had forgotten about the upcoming trial.

Let's see if you would indeed tell the truth or poison the whole courtroom with your lies. Choose wisely, Mr. Radwell." Ryoba added before she exited the warehouse.

"Ugh." Suzume lay on the bed next to Walter. She looked so bored and just stared at the ceiling.

"What's wrong?"

"Alice had done it with her boyfriend and told me it feels good." Suzume flushed. "Sure, it hurts for the first time, but the pleasure comes after. Of course, they used protection." Suzume explained, flustered with the idea of premarital sex. "Walter, do you want to do it?"

"What?!" Walter widened his eyes in shock at Suzume's suggestion.

Suzume unbuttoned her white blouse, showing her white and blue lace bra, causing Walter to look away, blushing heavily. His heart was pounding. She grabbed his hand and placed it on her breast.

"You can touch and squeeze it, you know." She whispered into his ear, encouraging him.

"You want to do it with a guy like me?" Walter snapped out of his shock and stared at her in question.

She climbed atop him and kissed him in response to his question. She smiled at him brightly and her gaze full of affection.

"Yes."

That's all he needed from her. At the moment, Walter didn't care about the negative opinions on premarital sex. He was already sexually aroused. He kissed Suzume back, his tongue crashing against hers while unbuttoning the rest of her blouse and Suzume working on his pants.

"Hey, Dearest brother!" Viola walked in. "Mother and Father will be out of town a week-" She gawked at the scene in surprise.

"Damn it, Viola! Get the fuck out!" Walter shouted at her.

"Sorry, big brother! Have fun! It was a good thing I brought condoms for you! The condoms are under your bed!~" Viola grinned at him and Suzume and closed the door.

Suzume rested her head on his chest, feeling embarrassed now. Walter caressed her hair.

"Sorry, I should have locked the door."

"Lock it then." Suzume sucked on his neck, causing him to moan. "It looked like I may found a weak spot." She smirked.

"….Please get off me so I can lock the door…" Walter pleaded, his face completely red.

Walter remembered the night he and Suzume first made love. He lay under his blanket, staring at the ceiling blankly. Then, he closed his eyes, and a smiling, cheerful Suzume flashed in his thoughts.

The trial was indeed hell on earth. Walter and Suzume reunited in a courtroom, their eyes glued on each other as Suzume testified against Daleth. Suzume certainly looked mentally ill. When Walter noticed Suzume had her hand on her stomach the entire time, his heart broke. After his testimony and the court ended, Walter called out to Suzume.

"….." Suzume turned her head slowly at him, still having her hand on her stomach, which was a little bigger now.

Evelyn Shadow stood guarded along with Gilbert, Susanna, and Bertram. Ryoba and Sonoko were standing in the corner, watching Walter like a hawk as he approached Suzume.

"Please tell me one thing," Walter pleaded. "Is the child mine?"

"…Yes." Suzume's eyes teared. "The baby is yours, Walter…" She rubbed her stomach.

Walter stood there with a blank expression. Now, he remembered. He and Suzume forgot to use a condom that night. So much for Viola buying him condoms, His face completely pink, recalling the details of their lovemaking.

"I'm glad you are okay, Suzume." Walter's eyes were teary. "I miss you so much."

"I forgive you." Suzume cried, closing her eyes. "I love you."

A year had passed since the scandal and the trial. Everyone moved on. Viktor, Alice, and their class graduated from high school. Walter and his class were now seniors in the new school year. Walter's schoolmates slowly started to respect him again. Of course, some students still resented him, and the Freshmen kept their distance from him. Suzume decided to homeschool her education. She has given birth to a baby girl named Haruka.

"She looks like you." Walter smiled, holding his newborn daughter.

"I want to hold my niece," Viola whined, crossing her arms and pouting.

"Me too," Viktor smiled.

While Viola held Haruka and commented on her looks, Suzume lay on the bed, smiling weakly. Walter kissed her on the forehead.

"I visited Miss Whitake in prison."

"What?"

"I told her that I've forgiven her."

"You are indeed a kindhearted girl, Suzume."

"I know."

Alice giggled as Viktor held Haruka. Soon, more visitors came to see the newborn baby.

Suzume and Walter were in her bedroom, cuddling on her bed, while Haruka slept in a baby's room. Suzume's parents had gone out of town for a week along with Walter's parents. They were all alone in the Mizuno residence.

"I can't believe we're back together." Walter closed his eyes and sighed dreamily, sniffing Suzume's hair. "Your hair smells so good."

"You're a weirdo." Suzume giggled. "My hair doesn't smell that good. I used a cheap shampoo."

"It doesn't matter. It's your hair, Suzume. Our daughter has your hair color."

"And she has your eye color, Walter."

"Well, yes," Walter smirked at the ceiling, brushing Suzume's hair with his fingers.

As Suzume fell asleep, Walter gazed at her. She may forgive him, but he hasn't forgiven himself. He still feels guilty and has flashbacks of his and Daleth's wrongdoings.

'I'll marry you one day, Suzume. I promise you.'

Alternate Ending

Meanwhile, in an alternate universe…

Walter stood before Suzume's body in a coffin. He was all alone in a church. He had to sneak in when everyone was gone. A few weeks ago, Suzume committed suicide. When Walter's secret relationship with Daleth was exposed, he went into hiding while Daleth was arrested.

"I'm sorry, Suzume. You poor thing. You couldn't take it anymore." Walter rested his forehead on Suzume's forehead as tears fell from his eyes. "Only if I could take it back, but it's too late for that, huh? You won't be alone for too long…" Walter kissed her lips and walked away, the guilt and the passion hitting him the hardest. "After all, I can't live without you, Suzume…"

A week later, a horrified Viktor and Viola found Walter's hanging body in his bedroom.

[dontchange-youregorgeous]

I really don’t want to do this shit anymore.

We didn’t do anything for our anniversary. That we know. It got pushed back from us working. Then the following week I talked to you multiple times trying to plan something and each time you seemed dejected about the whole thing. Come the weekend you were too anxious to leave to bed or stop playing video games. So we did nothing. This past Wednesday I invited you to go out with me and my coworkers for a dinner/party to celebrate and engagement//going away. You asked if it would make me happy to go and I said yes. You said okay we’ll do it. Since you said you felt bad for being a bad boyfriend for not doing anything for our anniversary you agreed to go with me. Then come yesterday you got off work and I reminded you about the plan. “Are you still going to that?” Me- well yeah I said I would go. I don’t want to flake. “Just use me as an excuse that I fell down the stairs and you need to take care of me. Unless you want to go” me- I do so I think I’ll go out of a little while.

Then while I was out you asked if I would be eating out or not. I said I was and to not worry about me. I cooked the day before there’s plenty of leftovers at home for him to heat up or he can order something. But either way he doesn’t have to worry about me. I get a text that you ordered food and you left some on the kitchen counter for me. I told you to put it away.

I go back to the party hanging out with everyone talking and drinking. I get a text saying how the party must be a rager and that you’re going to bed. Instantly I felt a drop. Mood ruined. Anxiety soaring. Started feeling guilty for going out. I left the party. Smoked in my car hand shaking. Got home by 10:30.

When I walked in I said hi babe. Could’ve sworn I saw your eyes open but as I got closer you started acting asleep. When I got to the bedroom I said hi babe again no response. Grabbed my pjs. Commented on the show that was on and showered.

This morning I was eating my breakfast sandwich before work, I said morning babe how are you and you said with attitude “how are you” I said fine. It was raining this morning so I went to my car to smoke. You texted me with attitude “wow couldn’t even say goodbye” I texted back that I didn’t even leave.

When I came back in to get dressed/ready for work I said “somebody’s panties are in a twist” while laughing. You were in bed flipping me off. When I asked about it you told me:

I was being “sus”

I didn’t tell you about this work party/ though I definitely did. And you even made a big deal about it.

I came home and didn’t say anything to you. When I did. And when I thought you were asleep.

You brought up how I was talking to one of my friends on the phone- which I told him was a friend I’ve had since I was literally 15 from a PFY youth group. I call him and his gf mom and dad and he has female friends of his own that he talks to.

I even repeated that if he wanted to come out with us last night he was more than invited to do so. But didn’t want to. I showed him pictures of who I was with- all girls and one guy. He said that didn’t matter cuz I was being “sus”

I just feel gaslit and defeated and I just want to go back to bed. But I don’t want to go home if that makes any sense.

I hate being accused of shit I’m not doing. I hate feeling like I have to a a caged fucking bird to make him happy. I hate that I vented to a friend about it and was only told to go to therapy when I was just trying to see if I was actually going crazy or not. To see if this is what I feel like it is. Which only made me feel even more defeated and upset.

Like why agree to letting me talk to you about something serious to only have it go in one ear and out the other.

Ik if I were to talk to my mom or bohn or someone closer that, that would be it, in a way.

Idk… I just can’t right now.

[moodymurda]

about a boy 8

my honey

the time we’ve had apart is how i know that i love you. and knowing that i love you is what made me pull away the way i did. i know we can both relate in not wanting to like each other from the very beginning. it was so childish in hindsight. my mom always says you make plans & god laughs. and that’s so true because what happened between us was more than what i bargained for. and nothing short of some of the best times in my life.

you being there for me the day [redacted so i can’t get sued or anything like that], the way you took care of me and literally held me up when my grandma was in the hospital, that first time we went to Waffle House together after that party and i realized i liked you, meeting up to sit in the car at the park and talking about our dreams, going with you to cecil to look at the planes and shit, just all of our little moments.

you came into my life and turned my world upside down in the best way. you made me view myself as more than just a girl. you helped me to accept and fall in love with the beautiful woman i am becoming.

that being said, the lack of reciprocity when i asked, it immediately broke my heart. that conversation was crushing to me. looking back, and even in the moment i was so proud of myself for how i handled it. bc while i felt terrible on the inside, i kept my cool. the old me would broke down, i would’ve begged, pleaded even. though i was proud of myself i realize now turning cold on you the way i did almost wasn’t fair. don’t get me wrong i stand behind it but at the same time i wish i had more compassion and understanding for you like you have always given me.

i can not lie, pain was driving me to act the way i was. seeing you be so sad after the fact confused me. it felt like you were trying to make me the bad guy for setting a boundary. so when you started to do nice things when we’d hang out with our friends, just the way you approached me, it all threw me off. partially because of a lot of what you started doing, you’d never done for me before while we were dating (or whatever you’d like to call it. that’s another thing but i won’t beat a dead horse).

some of what you had said stuck with me too. like when you asked “when was the last time we went on a real date”. i don’t know man, in the end i was left feeling so stupid for being open. it felt like i gave myself to someone who didn’t value me. i felt like i imagined that we were falling in love. the timing didn’t help either.

as time has gone by i realized some changes i needed to make, so i guess it wasn’t time wasted after all.

the night of [redacted] reminded me of how i love you. it forced me to confront how much i miss you. up until that point i was ignoring it to protect my heart. but in “protecting” my heart i fear i may have lost the sweetest love i’ve ever felt.

things weren’t ideal but i love how we always tried to meet in the middle no matter what. i love how looking into your eyes grounds me. how you protect & look out for me. i love that i can learn from you & that you aren’t afraid to admit that you’ve learned something from me. you’re gentle with me when you’re right & you aren’t afraid to be wrong. i’m afraid to give my heart to you because it feels like you are my one. and i don’t know that i could take having you break my heart, but even with that knowledge i’m still willing to take the chance

nia

[slytherinlesbian3]

me after rushing to take a 5 minute shower so I can curl up in bed with this chapter only to see that it hasn't been uploaded yet

"Or what if you end up thinking that Wanda wasn't actually capable of dating girls?"

if I had reaction pics for the images I have in my head GIRLLL have you SEEN her fucking hands?? like, I get it, everyone knows I have a thing for hands, but those fingers are GAY

"Wanda's never had to really chase anyone before, and chasing you is probably the hardest thing she's doing, but if it works out, then it'll also be the best thing she's ever done."

🥹🥹🥹 this is. so sweet. knowing that effort might pay off aghhhhhh 🥹

"Wanda's heart is thudding painfully inside her chest. It pounds like it wants to jump out of her chest and into your hands, making a home in your warmth and softness."

AGHGHGHHHH MAKING A HOME IN AGGGHHGGH

oh they're just. oh. I see. they are doing the naughty naughty!!!

"I think I've always been yours" has to be one of the most used lines in romance but it still brings me to my knees EVERY SINGLE TIME. like, god, yes I belong to you and you belong to me, and we always have, and we've always known, and now everyone else can know, too. UGH IT DOES THINGS TO MEEEE

hey wait I first told myself it was a dream and then it kept going and I was like "wain a minit..." respectfully, I hate you 💕

ah!! fun detail!! admitting things to strangers is easier because they don't know you! and also admitting things to people you hate it easy as well because you dont care what they think about you. Humans are so fucking cool and weird like that. we tell our deepest, darkest secrets to people we barely know and it takes years to tell the people we love. A BIT WEIRD INNIT

"you're hot but I only signed up for one date" GOD you're gonna go make me reread if we make it through december, aren't you? I'm such a thirsty little slut for fake dating that I don't care what ship it is, I will read it. and IWMITD fucked me up for days 😭

wairwaiwisit why do- WAIT maybe darcy and raye should just get together fr 😔

"Better yet, just use your government name" bro HAHA I feel that way about some of my friends. I'm the guy that gives everyone a silly little nickname but once it sticks and someone else uses it im like. who are you. you don't even know why I call them that. go away.

"It's a free bar, Darcy." "I know, I'm too generous." DEADDD LMAO you got her character spot on its so funny

omgomgomg the camera is recording all of this and then it'll be played publicly and, actually you know what I've been wrong like three times already so im just gonna sit still and be pretty 😔

okay that's...sus...maybe I'm right 👁️👁️

OH FUCK I FORGOR R'S PROFESION OB FUCK SHES GONNA HEAR EVERHTHJNG OH MY GOD I WAS RIGHT

MANNNN you're always leaving it on a cliffhanger 😔 this one had me rolling around though. literally. I had to get more comfortable halfway through. AND? AND GUESS WHAT!! no mistakes for me to pick through after I ✨thoroughly✨ embarrassed myself the first time 😌✨

looking forward to wanda deleting the footage but also...👀 terrific as always <333

Mirror, Mirror | Four

Please do not copy, repost, or translate my work anywhere else.

PART THREE

Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader

Summary: It's becoming more apparent how badly Wanda wants you that she's sure she's going crazy. Now with a fake date on hand, Wanda's not sure which is worse: the fact she's too in love with you to pretend to be interested in someone else, or that her big mouth has potentially put her in a deep(er) hole.

Warnings: best friends to lovers. shenanigans. jealousy, jealousy. sexual tension. pining. yearning. sexual thoughts. spicy (tumblr's version). stupid steve. neurotic nat. brat & stinky. bug as in shutterbug.

*explicit version will only be available on Ao3 & will be posted there after series is completed*

Note: the pre-shenanigans to the shenangians. Hope y'all enjoy heh.

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Wanda lies in bed, unable to sleep, staring into the dark. She can barely make out the ceiling and idly thinks about buying blackout curtains.

As the party gets closer, the more Wanda starts to feel more anxious. She's experiencing a rollercoaster of emotions in the last few days, oscillating between excitement at the prospect of making you jealous and then feeling anxious at the thought you might not. 

The entire thing is starting to feel like a bad idea, but Wanda doesn't know what to do. If she calls it off, you'll ask why, and Wanda's still too scared to admit her feelings to you. Or what if you end up thinking that Wanda wasn't actually capable of dating girls?

These repetitive lines of thought would make Wanda feel nauseated. She wishes you would simply wake up and realize your feelings for her. Wanda's never had to really chase anyone before, and chasing you is probably the hardest thing she's doing, but if it works out, then it'll also be the best thing she's ever done. 

Wanda sits up, her knees pulled to her chest, as she hears shuffling around her door before a knock. 

"Come in," Wanda clears her throat, pulling the blanket slightly higher up. Her heart is racing, some of it from an irrational fear of it being a murderer, and some of it knowing it was you on the other side. 

When the door opens, you step in before closing the door behind you. You're in your PJs, another oversized shirt, and Wanda can't tell if you're wearing pants or not.

"Hey," Wanda smiles but realizes you can't make out the details of her face in the dark so far away. "What's wrong? It's so late, why aren't you sleeping?"

You don't answer her initially, letting the silence nip at Wanda's growing unease. Before she can say anything else, you finally speak.

"Don't do it."

"Huh?" Wanda's confused, shifting in the bed to sit closer to the end, closer to you. "What are you—"

"Don't do it," you repeat. "Don't go on a date with Darcy."

Wanda's heart leaps in her chest, and she needs to blink multiple times because there's no way you're saying that, right? There's no way you're telling her not to do this because would that mean—

"I think I'm going crazy," you mutter as you push yourself off the door and make your way toward her. 

"What do you mean?" Wanda asks nervously but excited as you climb onto the bed until you're face to face with her. 

As you get closer, Wanda can make out your silhouette and the expression of desire on your face. She can feel your breath on her face lightly, and it's minty and warm. 

"I can't stop thinking about you," you admit, and your tone is nervous but desperate. "The more I think about you going on a date with a girl, the more I hate it."

"You do?" Wanda bites her bottom lip. She wants to feel hopeful, but your words are leaving too much open for interpretation. 

You place your hand on Wanda's cheek, something you've done so many times before, but it feels different now. Every touch you give her feels electric and wired like you're grazing every nerve along her skin. 

Wanda's heart is thudding painfully inside her chest. It pounds like it wants to jump out of her chest and into your hands, making a home in your warmth and softness. 

Your thumb presses against her lips, getting Wanda to release her bottom lip from her teeth. "Yeah," you breathe like your heart is pounding too. "I hate it...because if you're going to date a girl, it should be me."

When your lips descend upon Wanda's, she thinks she might actually die. Your lips are soft and warm, inviting Wanda to kiss you deeper. When Wanda pushes against you eagerly, you open your mouth slightly, your tongue swiping at her bottom lip softly.

Arousal shoots through Wanda, hot and needy. She can't help the small moan that leaves her mouth, and her head is completely dizzy with want. 

You take the noise as an open invitation, using your weight to push Wanda back onto the bed, straddling her lap, and keeping yourself up on your elbow. 

The kiss feels never-ending, with it only ever stopping for a second for air before coming back for more. You kiss her until her lips are swollen and Wanda's throbbing for more. 

When your lips start kissing the edge of her jaw and down her throat, Wanda doesn't feel like she's going to make it. Just this, and it feels like too much and too little at the same time. 

"I don't think I can give you to anyone," you mumble against the skin of her collarbone. "How could I let anyone touch you like this?"

Your fingers are fiddling with the edge of her shirt before they trail along the bare skin of her stomach.

"More, more, more," Wanda's muttering with her eyes closed. She can't open them—it'd be too much. Her toes are curled in anticipation. 

Your hands brush the underside of her breast, and Wanda's breath hitches. You kiss places that Wanda hasn't been kissed in a long time. Your fingers trail and touch places only Wanda's hand has been in lately. It feels completely different under your touch, working Wanda up into a spot just between the edge and falling. 

Wanda's been moaning and muttering pleas for you to give her more, but you seem steadfast and taking things at your pace. Even Wanda can't rush you into enjoying and exploring her body. 

"I think I've always been yours," your lips brush against Wanda's. "And you've always been my best friend. But now, you're just mine—mine in every way."

Wanda agrees. She agrees wholeheartedly and enthusiastically. She'll agree to anything you say if you just give her what she wants. It's finally rewarding her to be agreeable with you, and just as she's about to get what she wants, your mouth opens, and music comes out. 

Wanda wakes up. 

The faint light in her room is disorienting, and her head is still heady with desire. The music is still playing, and Wanda turns over to grab her phone, unplugging it from her charger. 

7:06AM.

Turning off her alarm, Wanda tosses her phone to the side of her bed, falling back into her pillow. She stares at the ceiling, now able to make out every single detail on it with daylight.

Wanda's body is aching, and the region between her legs is still throbbing. Arousal was still trickling through her, and Wanda knew there wouldn't be enough time this morning to take care of it. 

Wanda grabs the pillow beside her, smushing it to her face as she lets out a muffled scream and a long line of obscenities before she gets up. 

The day would surely be long with arousal edging her.

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It's been somewhat awkward to meet your eyes the last few days since that sex dream. Once the hazy lust cleared from her mind, Wanda could actually realize how mortifying it was to want you so badly that it was affecting her sleep. 

Wanda tries to play it off as just being distracted, but she can tell you're starting to think something's wrong. Still, it was too difficult to look you directly in the eyes. Every time she did, she could clearly remember her erotic dream. 

The way your eyes looked at her with such intensity, which was only heightened by the dark. She could still feel how warm your body was and how minty your kiss was. Goosebumps would form on her arm when she thought about how your lips were both liquid fire and icy cold against her skin. 

The entire thing would get Wanda so riled up that sometimes she needed to leave your vicinity and go on a walk to cool herself down. 

It was the day of the party, and the dream was finally tapering off enough that Wanda could look you in the eyes again. You seemed perplexed but relieved by the change, and you didn't push the issue since Wanda hadn't seemed upset with you. 

The morning of Tony and Pepper's party, you and Wanda are running around the apartment trying to get everything in order for different things. 

"Did you grab the present?" 

"Um," you scrunch your nose. "Yes, it's here."

"Awesome, can you bring it with you? I'll lose it if I bring it with me," Wanda says while carefully putting on mascara in front of her standing mirror. 

"What do you mean? I thought you were coming with me to pick Raye up?" You ask while looking for the ring you always wear on your middle finger. 

"Um, no," Wanda's half-distracted, but it's good timing as she finishes her mascara. "I'm meeting Darcy for coffee before the party."

You're looking for your ring in Wanda's room because you vaguely recall leaving it there yesterday night when you were drinking tea with Wanda and chatting in her room. You pause your search and look at Wanda with a confused face.

"You haven't met her yet?"

"I will be in," Wanda pauses and pulls out her phone, "a couple minutes. She just texted that she's pulling up."

"What if you don't get along with her? I thought she was coming to the party," you ask, seemingly concerned about everything.

"Then I'll find out since I have an hour with her before the party. If I don't like her, then I'll Uber to the party alone," Wanda shrugs. Besides, it didn't matter if Wanda liked Darcy or not. As long as Darcy wasn't a raging asshole with boundary issues, then it would be fine. They were both aware this date was a farce. 

"Are you sure you don't want me to tag along? What if she's, like, a serial killer or something?" You frown, and Wanda can't help but laugh.

"I don't think Nat would be working with a serial killer," Wanda shakes her head at your nonsense. "We're going to be at the Starbucks near Tony's house. I have my location on, so you can check it to make sure we're not deviating on the road."

You're about to say something else when the buzzer at your door rings. 

"Can you let her in through the front doors? I should be ready by the time she's at our door," Wanda asks as she turns back to the mirror, applying the last touches to her match-up.

"Sure," you say, somewhat huffy, but leave. 

It takes a few minutes, but Wanda eventually hears knocking and the door opening. The words exchanged between you and Darcy are muffled, but Wanda finishes, giving herself one last look in the mirror and running her fingers through her hair. As she's leaving, she finds the ring you were looking for on her desk and takes it with her. 

As she enters the living room, Wanda sees Darcy immediately and assesses right away that the other woman is drop-dead gorgeous. She has dark curled hair with warm undertones in the light. Her makeup was simple, with an accentuated dark red lipstick. 

"Wow," Darcy smiles as she catches eyes with Wanda, and you turn to look at her. "Natasha didn't do you justice with the photo she sent."

"You got a photo?" Wanda smiles back, able to tell that the compliment was sincere. "I didn't get anything. That seems unfair."

"Well," Darcy drags out. "Sent is a generous word. Natasha brought in a photo album. I'm sorry to say I have seen your high school and university pictures."

Wanda groans as she stands beside you, passing your ring into your palm. The entire action is wordless, which Darcy takes note of. 

"You shall speak nothing of these photos," Wanda warns the other girl playfully. "And just for that, you're buying coffee."

Darcy lets out a laugh, adjusting her glasses. "Alright, Natasha did warn me you were sassy. Let's go get our luxury coffee that will be my treat."

Wanda turns to you, and you're smiling, but it seems tight. "I'll see you at the party?" 

"Of course," you tell her before scrutinizing Darcy. "I'll see you in an hour on the dot."

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"So," Darcy says as they're both holding their coffees. "That's the girl you're in love with?"

"Yes," Wanda sighs, finding it somehow easier to admit to a stranger that she's in love with you. Like, really insanely in love with you.

"You're playing it pretty cool. I gotta give you props for that," Darcy nods, sipping her drink. 

"Do you think so?" Wanda asks, and then her eyes brighten. "Do you think she looked jealous at all? I thought she might've looked a little off or being overprotective, but then again, that could also be her just being my best friend. But she's never really acted this way before. Well, she does make sure she always knows my location for dates. But I don't know, it felt like she was being—"

"Oh my god," Darcy cuts Wanda off, blinking at the word vomit. "You're actually insanely in love with her. Emphasis on the insane."

Wanda huffs. "I know," she sighs. "I'm going crazy and I just want to know if she could feel the same way about me...without asking, obviously."

"Obviously," Darcy repeats with a smirk. "Alright, let's go over a game plan for today then. We want to show off just enough that maybe it'll make your best friend jealous but also not too much that it'll be weird if we don't have a second date. No offense and all, you're hot, but I only signed up for one date."

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You and Raye are already at the party when Wanda and Darcy arrive. 

"Ugh, great," Wanda grunts. "Little Miss Southern Belle is here."

"You mean Raye?" Darcy stares in the same direction and sees her coworker. "She's really nice and funny."

"Hey, you're my date," Wanda narrows her eyes. "And she's my enemy."

Darcy just raises her brow in response but says nothing. 

"Wanda!" You call and wave the two of them over. 

"Alright, we got this," Darcy looks over at Wanda, and they nod subtly at each other. 

As they make their way over, Wanda can tell you're assessing them, but Wanda merely gives another nod that she's okay, which you seem conflicted about. 

"Hey, Darcy," Raye greets her with a smile and a hug. "Fancy seein' you around here. You sure you're not using another pretty girl to sneak into a party?"

Wanda knows the comment is a compliment to her. Darcy is right that Raye is genuinely nice, and Wanda knows that Raye's eager to get along with Wanda since she's your best friend. Wanda knows all of this, but the comment still makes her bristle. 

"I actually know Tony and Pepper, too," Darcy says casually after they pull apart from their hug, her lips in a half-quirk. "I've done some work for them before."

"What exactly is it that you do?" You ask.

"Cyber security," Darcy answers. "Although that may sound exciting, it's not much day to day."

"Bug was telling me over here that you two went on a date!" Raye smiles even wider. 

Now she was even calling you Bug? She wasn't even there when your nickname came to be. She should create her own nickname, or better yet, just use your government name. 

"That we did," Darcy says when Wanda doesn't reply. "It was pretty decent," Darcy says with a half-quirk of her lips, indicating that it was more than decent, and Wanda remembers that she needs to smile too.

"I'm just surprised that you didn't go and scare her off with your personality," Raye smirks at Darcy before she looks back at Wanda. "Everyone knows Darcy at work to be blunt and sarcastic. She usually scares away all the cute interns."

"I thought she was hilarious," Wanda smiles somewhat tightly back. 

"Thank you!" Darcy cuts in dramatically, grabbing Wanda's hand. "I knew someone would inevitably see my charm. Are you thirsty? Let's go get a drink."

Darcy's about to drag you off when you suddenly grab Wanda's other hand, stopping them.

"Wait," your eyes are wide as if you're surprised yourself. "There's a videographer hired for the party. Everyone is supposed to go on camera to do a short video to say something to Tony and Pepper. I thought we should do ours together since we got their gift together."

Wanda turns back to Darcy, who looks confused and amused by the situation. 

"Alright," Darcy lets go of Wanda's hand. "I'll be waiting by the bar for you. C'mon, Raye, I'll buy you a drink."

"It's a free bar, Darcy."

"I know, I'm too generous."

With that, Wanda is alone with you as you drag her towards the videographer.

"Are you okay?" Wanda asks.

"Why wouldn't I be?" You say lightly.

"I don't know," Wanda flexes her fingers in your hand. "Feels like you don't like Darcy."

"I like her just as much as you like Raye."

Wanda grunts at that. She's told you multiple times that she's neutral about Raye. Wanda doesn't dislike her, but she has no reason to like her. It's all a lie, of course. Wanda fuckings hates Raye and wishes the other girl would evaporate. 

The second the camera points at their faces, the two of you smile brightly as you wish Tony and Pepper another 10 years of happy marriage so they can have this party again and continue to wish them a happy marriage in 10-year increments. 

As soon as it's finished, You and Wanda seem to be dragging your feet to get to the bar.

"So," Wanda drags out before taking a deep breath and looking at you. You stare back at her, and Wanda has to bite her tongue to say she just utterly loves you, and they should both ditch their dates. "What do you think?"

"Of what?" You mumble as you look away.

"Does it look weird? Me being with a girl?" 

Wanda can notice how you visibly clench your jaw, something you do when thinking about your next words carefully. 

"No," you say slowly, "but you don't look any happier."

"I don't?" Wanda hums. "Darcy and I have a lot in common. She's really funny too. Besides, it's not like I'm gunning to settle down with Darcy. It could just lead to having fun."

You're silent after that, and Wanda looks at your face. You seem contemplative, but she can't read your expression further than that, so she looks away.

"I'm probably going to be home late tonight," you say after a moment, and Wanda turns her head towards you again.

"Going to be with Raye?" Wanda asks, trying to make sure she sounds airy and light, but her stomach knots tight.

"Yes," you answer, and there's not a particular inflection in your tone, leaving Wanda with no clue about how you feel. 

"Sounds great," Wanda puts on a fake smile and picks up her pace to meet Darcy and Raye at the bar.

"Oh, you're back," Raye smiles at you, her pearly white teeth showing. Her cheeks are a dusty pink from the champagne she's been drinking as she drapes her arms over you, tilting her head to the side. "Wanna be naughty and steal a tray with bacon-wrapped scallops?"

Wanda has to resist the urge to loudly gag as you chuckle. 

"I got you a drink," Darcy catches Wanda's attention. "One of those fruity cocktails that will definitely lead us to make bad decisions if we have three more."

Wanda smiles sultrily as she opens her body language toward Darcy, pointing to the maraschino cherry in Darcy's drink. Darcy nods that she can have it, and Wanda seductively eats the cherry before she sticks the stem into her mouth, rolling it around with her tongue before the end of the stem pops back out of her mouth. Wanda grabs it with her fingers, the other end gripped by her teeth as she pulls and tightens the visible knot. 

"Wanna have four and see what happens?" Wanda smirks. 

From the corner of Wanda's eyes, she can see that you saw and heard everything. Your face is expressionless as you walk off with Raye, and Wanda wants to scream with frustration.

Was that a jealous expressionless look or an indifferent expressionless?

Once they are out of earshot, Darcy snorts. "Remember when I said you're playing it cool? I take it back. You're a hot mess. You look like you're always two seconds away from pulling out Raye's 250 individual extensions."

Their conversation is briefly interrupted by the videographer as he comes up to the bar. "Hey, man," he says to the bartender. "Do you mind if I leave my camera here for a second? I really need to run to the toilet and can't leave it on the table. These kids are surprisingly grabby with their sticky hands."

"Sure, dude," the bartender agrees, and the videographer runs off after he sets down the camera a foot away from Wanda.

Wanda stirs her drink with her straw aggressively, and some ice falls out of her glass.

"I don't see what's so great about Raye," Wanda huffs. "Sure, she's pretty, and I guess she's funny. But so what? She's clearly selfish. Who the hell steals a whole tray of bacon-wrapped scallops?! Those are the best appetizers!"

Wanda throws the straw aside and drinks her fruity cocktail in one go. 

"Man, you are so down bad," Darcy shakes her head. "At least you don't seem completely alone in it."

"Really?" Wanda brightens. "Why? Does she look jealous?"

"Well," Darcy sighs. "I don't know about jealous, but your friend definitely doesn't like me. Every time she smiles at me, it's a tight-lipped smile that seems to be a thinly veiled way of saying she doesn't think I'm good enough for you."

Wanda slumps. "That's nothing new. All the people I date get that look."

"Where's Natasha when I need her?" Wanda looks around but finds the redhead with Tony and Pepper. She seems to sense someone is looking at her, locks eyes with Wanda, and waves and winks.

"Listen," Darcy grabs Wanda's attention back. "Maybe you should just tell your friend your feelings. What's the worst that could happen?"

"She would know about my feelings and reject me," Wanda deadpans.

"Okay...so how exactly to plan to get with—how did you describe it at the café? The love of your life and the mother to your future children."

Wanda sighs. "I don't know. I know I should confess, but it's harder than you think. There are moments when she gets me so riled up that I wanna scream in her perfect face that I love her and probably always have, and then kiss her until we lose a couple brain cells from lack of oxygen. Then, I get so scared that she won't feel the same way and the moment dies like my will to live every time I see her with Raye."

"But you won't know until you actually say something," Darcy cocks her brow. "What if she does feel the same?"

"Then she wouldn't be with Raye!" Wanda snips but then takes a deep breath. "Sorry, it's just been hard lately. I feel like this whole fake dating scheme Nat cooked up is a bust. You're pretty cool and all, but I think I'm too in love to even pretend."

Darcy is about to say something else when the videographer returns.

"Thanks for watching it, man. Can you pour me some water with a lemon?" 

"Sure."

The videographer picks up the camera, and Wanda notices that it was placed on its side but had been facing them. Once he drinks his glass of water, he takes off.

The rest of the party isn't too exciting as Wanda doesn't see you often after that. You sit at the same table as her for dinner, but Raye is too busy chatting up a storm. Raye seems intent on keeping you busy until 10PM hits, and she decides she wants to leave the party.

"I'll see you later," you tell Wanda as you say goodbye to everyone.

"I guess," Wanda shrugs, and you tilt your head at it.

Wanda knows where all of this is leading for you, but for once, she's too tired to even try to stop it. Besides, Wanda is pretty sure you've already had sex with Raye, even if it was a quickie in the back of your car when you dropped her off or picked her up at the airport. 

The entire thing is too disparaging for Wanda to think about; she just wants to go home and be dead to the world. 

"I think I wanna head out too," Wanda looks at Darcy, who's been sipping on water for the last few hours. Neither of you specify exactly where in the moment despite how you seem to be waiting for them to say. 

The videographer approaches the group, and Wanda's confused as he greets you.

"Hey, I emailed you all the footage earlier after dinner," he says.

"Great," you smile at him. "Thanks for doing all the legwork. Sorry that Tony and Pepper want me to edit it together instead."

"You're editing the video together for Tony?" Wanda asks. "Why didn't you say?"

"Tony sprung it on me earlier today. Guess he forgot? Pepper bitched him out with love. I think," you grin. "But I don't mind. I have some free time before my next project," you shrug.

"Nah," he smiles. "I'm not complaining. I got paid twice my rate and I don't have to do the other legwork? Must be my lucky day."

"Sounds good, I'll let you know if I need anything."

"Oh, just a heads up, there was a lot of footage I didn't have time to go through, so I sent you everything. There might be some useless stuff you'll have to go through. I accidentally left my camera on a couple times. Just earlier, I realized I left my camera on every time I left it at the bar to go to the washroom," the guy laughs, but all the color drains from Wanda's face. 

"No problem," you tell him, and he leaves with a wave. "Raye and I are heading out now. Have a great night, guys."

Raye is already dragging you off, but Wanda doesn't have time to be annoyed. 

Oh, God, there was video evidence of Wanda confessing her feelings about you. 

"I need to get that video back!" Wanda cries, her hand flying to her forehead. 

She tries to not think about how you'll react or what you'll do if you see the video. She can't think about it; it will literally send Wanda into cardiac arrest. 

"Alright, alright, calm down!" Darcy placates her, realizing the same thing Wanda has. "He said he emailed it to her, right? It's not like she's going to go through the footage tonight. All you need to do is get into her email and go through the footage yourself and delete it before she comes home."

Wanda starts biting her thumbnail, a terrible habit she thought she had long outgrew. "I guess, but I'd have to access her laptop, and I don't know the password. She keeps work stuff on there."

"No problem," Darcy says as she pulls out a USB and gives it to Wanda. "Just plug this in and I can help you get into it."

Wanda takes the USB and stares at it dumbfounded. She stares back at Darcy. "You're insanely cool. Emphasis on the insane," Wanda parrots back to her with a smile. "We're gonna be great friends."

"Ah, I love becoming friends with my fake dates who are deeply in love with their best friend. They're so fulfilling and not weird at all."

"You're the one carrying around a hacking USB, don't talk to me about weird."

"Alright, sassy pants, let's just get you home, shall we? Although, not before we go to McDonald's. That dinner was just unnecessary fancy food that was half the size of my fist. I've been hungry for the last hour," Darcy starts to walk off with Wanda trailing her.

Wanda had also been hungry for the last hour, but now, knowing that you could potentially see the video of her professing her love—aggressively, might she add—Wanda wanted to throw up.

Please don't check your email on your phone, please don't check your email on your phone, Wanda begs in her mind. Now, she can't tell if she wants Raye to keep you busy or not.