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saritawolff · 2 days ago
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I’m not even doing this in the tags because I want to rant.
Not a movie but the 2017 “The Mist” TV series was the worst thing I think I’ve ever watched. Every time you’d even try to root for a character the plot would punish you for it by making them do something unforgivable, until there were genuinely no likeable characters left. I only kept watching because I wanted to see if they would reveal where the mist was coming from, and then they canceled the series before that point, which I seriously should have guessed would happen before suffering through it. Most miserable TV experience I’ve ever had. I get angry just thinking about it.
What would you guys consider the worst movie you've ever seen? Not something that's fun to make fun of, nothing you ironically enjoyed, I mean just an absolutely miserable moviegoing experience that you paid for, hated every second, and wish you had walked out of and asked for a refund.
For me, no joke, Madagascar 3: Europe's Most Wanted. It did not even feel like a real movie to me. It made me see red! I was SEETHING with anger and annoyance throughout the entire thing, and I cannot for the life of me articulate why. I saw it once in 2012 when I was 15, I remember almost nothing about it now, but it struck a nerve with me like no other movie ever has before or since.
Tell me in the tags, which movie makes you disproportionately angry just thinking about it?
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imstillalexcomic · 2 days ago
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When I started my transition and began to come out to a few more folks than the tiny few that knew about me, there was something I kept saying as a part of my spiel…
“This is what I am, not who I am.”
I think I believed it fully at the time.
But then the interaction in the comic above occurred this past summer and completely changed my mind.  Sure, being trans is something that I just am, but it’s also something that can be part of who I am as well. 
Seeing that kid completely light up the way they did sparked in me a desire that I really didn’t think I’d ever have.  Suddenly, that kid made me want to be visible.
Like the comic says, I wasn’t ready to be publicly out so I felt safer lying about myself at the time, but I truly hope that the next time I’m up there they have the opportunity to see me…
…a transgender person who’s included and having fun, just like we all should be.
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naburi · 2 days ago
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MY TEAMMATE’S DAUGHTER
SANA X READER
TAGS: DADDY KINK
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“There she is! Look at my daughter!” Your teammate points in the stand. He found out that he had an illegitimate child, now a beautiful young woman. He pays her visits occasionally and brings her every game to make up for the time he missed, not knowing that his daughter is already receiving the attention that she needs. “F-fuck me harder daddy!” Sana’s plea echoes through your room.
“You’re such a slut.” You said while you slapped her ass. You are holding Sana by her thin arms as you pound her from behind. Her thin body shakes in every impact. “You want harder?” You said as you tighten your grip in her arms to pound her with more force. You take a pause after pulling it out just to ram your cock again in her now messy wet slit. The sound of her juicy slit getting pounded, the sound of flesh colliding as your hips bumps her meaty ass, Sana’s whales of pleasure. These noise made you fuck your slut even more.
Driving back home, a few notifications pop out on your phone screen. You just know they are from the fans that want to congratulate you after a win. You have no idea that one of those fans will change your life overnight. Finally arrived at your home. You went straight to bed to get some needed rest. Scrolling through the notifications bubble, you notice a familiar display photo, but you didn’t mind it as you thought that you probably saw them in the stadium. You are grateful to receive some encouraging messages from your fans, thus you take your time to read each and every message. After opening the first few bubbles, this notification bubble led you to an instagram story that mentioned you. It’s a picture of you and two of your teammates. “Hold on, is this her daughter?” You said as you went to check her account. You saw some of her posts where she is in the game. “That’s why she mentioned me, I’m with her father in the photo.” You concluded. Sana is laying in her room, waiting for you to notice her story. She smiles as it notifies her that you give it a like.
The next game is concluded in a loss, the locker room is silent. It’s an unspoken rule that nobody should go out or have fun at night after a loss. You went straight home. you quickly drove home to get this night. Fewer notifications pop in your phone. You 're not expecting any good messages with how you lost this game. You saw the name of the daughter of your teammate again in your notification bubbles. You click on it first which brings you to an instagram story again. This time it’s a video of you with a caption “great play!” Attached with your mentioned name. You appreciate her compliment and contemplate if you should send her a message. Thinking about it for a minute, you settle in giving it a like again. Scrolling through the other bubbles, a new notification pops up. Sana followed you on instagram and sent you a direct message. “Hi! You did your best! Let’s win the next one!” You left a chuckle while reading her message. You haven’t heard her voice before but you read it like someone is cheering you on. “Thank you! Father played well today as well!” You responded to her. After sending the message, I saw that she had already seen it. It means she’s waiting for your message all along. “He’s a good player just like you! I want to meet you in person!” She sent another message but you were too tired to look at it. You toss your phone to the side before falling asleep.
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You drove to the stadium for an early game today. Walking at the facility, it’s strange that you have not met anybody from your team yet. You continue to look for anyone in your team as you hear a noise coming out of one of the rooms. The whole team and staff are here and they are circling around a woman? “Your daughter is so pretty!”,”this can’t be your kid, she doesn’t look like you!”,”she’s too gorgeous to be your daughter!” The whole team is making fun of her father. Sana is standing on the other side, just smiling with the jokes. Her brunette hair shines from the sunlight behind her. Her silky white skin glows brighter than the light itself. Your teammates take turns shaking the woman before going out to the dugout. As more people leave the room, Sana finally caught a glimpse of you. Her innocent smile widens just enough that it looks seductive. It’s your turn for a handshake. You reach out your hand for sana to hold. Her slim fingers touch the back of your hand, her soft hands graces on your skin so slowly that it gives you chills. Her small hands look small compared to yours. She holds your hand a little longer than the others. “Goodluck!” She said while tightening her grip before finally letting your hands go. This is the first time you heard her voice. It didn’t help that her seductive smile didn’t go away when she held you. You won this game, the coach invited the team to celebrate this win with liquor. Some of your teammates are joking that they should also invite Sana with them but her father and some of the other players say that it should be a team only celebration. It’s still early in the night but you and some of your teammates excuse yourselves to go home to take an early rest.
Driving back home, your phone started to pop off with notifications again. You smile expecting a mentioned story or a message from Sana again. You sit on the sofa before you check your phone. You were baffled that no notification is from Sana. Checking your conversation, you saw that you haven’t responded to her message last night. “Should I message her?” You asked yourself. Sana has been putting you in a story in every game but today. You want to know the reason why you haven’t heard from her today thus finding yourself being the one to message her first. “It’s nice to meet you up close.” You said in your chat. Sana usually responds right away. It’s been 10 minutes now and she still has not read your message. You started to worry that you might have done something wrong that made the woman step away from you.
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It’s past 10 pm, and a series of notifications wakes you up. You found yourself sleeping on your sofa, waiting for a response from Sana. You hurriedly sat up as you saw the new notification bubbles. “Hi! I grabbed drinks with a friend!” She said while also sending a picture. It’s a picture of her with her drink beside a drawing on the wall. You may get the hint but you act oblivious. “Have you made it home? Stay safe.” You responded. You are finally at ease knowing that she’s just busy. “Thank you, I’m walking with my friend on the way home. We are just a few houses apart from where she lived.” She quickly responded. “Let’s grab a drink some other time as well :)” she added with a smiling expression. The idea of going out with Sana excites you but the realization that her father might take it the wrong way holds you back. you don’t want to create any distraction with the team. “Your father might have found out,” you responded. “We can grab some drinks and spend some time in your house,” she suggested. You don’t like where this is heading, you know what will happen if the two of you are left alone in your home. “No one will find out” you said to yourself before agreeing with Sana. “Meet me after the game on Friday” you said to her.
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In the locker room, the players are doing their pre-game routine and changing clothes. Sana is off your mind as you are focused on winning against your rival team. She didn’t leave your mind that long enough as you saw the woman standing outside of the locker room door. Sana is wearing less than what you are accustomed to. She usually is in jeans while paring it to your team's jersey. The locker room got quiet as they were too stunned with how attractive she is. The woman is wearing a small skirt that exposes her long lean legs paired with a tight folder jersey that shows her midriff. She walked inside the locker room to hand something to her father. She said it’s for good luck as she knows that this game means more as it is against your historically rival team. Sana gives you a long glance with a smirk on her face before she walks out. You both knew that she was not there for her father. She’s in there to give a glimpse of what you will see more tonight.
The game ended in a victory. Your coach invited the whole team to celebrate but you politely declined this one as you said you have a date. Your teammates are making fun of you that what you meant is really that you are going to hook up with someone tonight. It is not further from the truth as your mind gets clouded by how seductive Sana looks at you and how inviting her outfit is. You hurriedly walk your way out of the stadium. You tried to call your date for tonight but you were surprised that she is already in front of your car, waiting for you. “What if someone saw you?”,”I’ll just say I’m looking for my father.” She smirked at you. You look around to see if any player or staff saw the two of you but it seems like they are still inside. “How did you know which one is my car?” You asked in disbelief. Sana just gives you a wide smile. You guide her to the passenger seat and open the door for her. She thanked you as she sat inside.
You drove off to the nearest convenient store to grab drinks and some snacks. Sana is waiting in the car while you buy those items in the store. After returning to your seat. You felt her slim fingers wander on your pants. “What took you so long?” Sana’s voice changed. Her voice became higher pitched than usual, almost acting like a baby that’s waiting for her food. Her left hand is now moving up and downward on top of your forming bulge. You have not said anything as you don’t know how to react to her fast advancement. “I want to feel you now, Daddy,” her voice changed again. From a baby-like voice to a slow and alluring voice. Something clicked into you when she called you “Daddy.” It woke up your instinct for sex. Sana noticed this too as she felt how hard you got just by hearing that. Sana smiled and didn't leave her face as she knows that she will get what she came for. The two of you have now arrived at your home. You bring down the drinks and snacks to a small table in your living room. You sit on your sofa as you are about to open the drinks but Sana has other plans.
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“I’ve waited long enough, daddy.” Sana unzips your pants down to your ankles. She smiles when she sees your cock begging to be let out on your underwear. She pulls your underwear slowly as she wants to see it spring back up in total hardness which she saw when she finally let your hard cock out. Sana gives your hard cock a few strokes before she measures it with her forearm. “It’s bigger than my forearm!” Her thin forearm has no match with the girth of your cock. You chuckled as even in this situation she can still look as cute and innocent as ever. Sana laughs with you before she holds your cock and pat her face with it. She let your cock rest on her face. Your hard cock is resting beside her sharp nose bridge, your shaft is on top of her left cheek while she closes one of her eyes as your cock is covering half of her face with your tip on her forehead. Sana smiles as she gets turned on by feeling your big cock on her soft face. She holds your cock again to now pat her tongue with it. She gives the tip a few licks before trying to swallow all of your cock in one go. You groan as your cock is not even lubricated enough for a deepthroat. You can feel her soft inside as she slowly swallows all of your cock. Her sharp nose touches your abdomen before she pulls her head back. Sana gasped some air as she left a chuckle. “You have a big dick, daddy.” She smiles again with her eyes widening from excitement.
You had enough of her gimmicks, you know what she came for and you will give her exact what she wants. You hold Sana’s brown hair in a makeshift pigtail to have something to hold on. Sana even opens her mouth wide as she waits for your movement. You bring down her face again, impaling her mouth with your hard cock. Gagging sounds come out every time you put all of your cock in her mouth but she didn’t care. Sana let you use her mouth for your pleasure. You stand up to give yourself a better angle. You know moving your hips to meet her face every time. Sana looks up at you with tears flowing down her eyes. You fasten your face until Sana’s face turns red due to lack of oxygen. You get worried for a bit as you pause to check on her. She coughs when you finally let go of her face. “Why didn’t you tap out?” You asked. “I want my daddy to use me just as he pleases” Sana gives you a wicked smile even in her messed up face.
You carry Sana to your room, she wraps her legs onto you while she kisses your neck before you carry her down to your bed. You unbutton her small skirt and tossed it on the other end of the room. Sana tried to fasten the process by pulling her underwear on her own but you caught her hand. “Someone is being inpatient.” You said while removing her hand on her underwear. “S-sorry, daddy” she said. You eventually remove her underwear. “Fuck me please, daddy.” “Fuck me now,” she continues to plead before you hold her cheeks to open her mouth. You put her underwear inside her mouth as a consequence of her impatience. You aligned your hard cock on her wet lips before slowly plunging it in. Sana's loud moans are muffled by the underwear inside her mouth. You can feel how her slit stretched out due to your girthy cock. You hold her by her thin legs and start your movement. Sana's muffled moans are still loud. She tried to remove her top while you're on top of her but you slap her hands away. “What did I tell you about being inpatient?” You shouted at her. Sana got turned on with how aggressive you're becoming. You pull up her folded jersey top and her bra in one go, exposing her perky boobs. You slapped her boobs with force until red marks appeared. You squeezed her boobs to hold onto it while you continue to fuck her. Sana can’t take it anymore. She removes her underwear in her mouth and starts to plead more. “Fuck me just like that, daddy!” She shouted as her body arched back in pleasure. “You like getting fucked like a slut?” You shouted back. “Yes! Yes! Fuck me! I’m your slut!” She said before she left out a loud moan. You pulled out your cock and instructed her to bend down. Sana quickly obliged and even spread her ass cheeks in front of you. You hold her thin arms as you continue to plunge your cock inside her again. “F-fuck me harder, daddy!”
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tarotsoul · 3 days ago
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ghost in the wind — part three
summary: as feelings progress and truths unfold, you're left with a decision that could end your entire existence as you know it. the mother has a path for every soul, perhaps this was where yours was supposed to end.
warnings: swearing, mentions and brief descriptions of sexual abuse, consensual sexual themes, mentions of death and suicide.
word count: 5.8k
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Feyre Archeron could never begin to imagine the pain and horror her older cousin had faced in the mortal lands. Rhysand hadn’t shared that image, hadn’t shared the memories he’d witnessed when he took some of that pain away from you. 
She didn’t need her mate to share those visuals. Not when she felt every ounce of anguish through their bond. And every day since then, she had not been able to forget it. 
Another two weeks had passed since your arrival, three in total of your being in the Night Court, and you were finally beginning to work through your trauma. 
The offer had been there to find your own place of residence, to have that independence if you so wished. But after speaking with Feyre and Rhysand, after learning it was in fact Nesta who had imposed the leave Y/N be rule… you realised just how much you loved living in the House with your family. 
Your friends. 
So when you’d finally accepted Mor’s desperate pleas to take you shopping and fill your empty wardrobe…
“You’re going to need another dresser.” 
You blinked, taking in the mess around you. Your entire closet was stuffed to the brim with dresses, blouses, sweaters, coats…
And the pile on your bed…there was no chance of those articles of clothing fitting in the closet too. Nesta was right, you definitely needed another dresser. 
“Rhys is going to lose his shit when he finds out how much we spent.” 
Your eyes widened at Nesta’s words, not quite picking up the teasing tone she spoke in. Mor shot her a look and threw a sweater at her face. 
“She’s kidding,” Mor reassured. “My dear cousin has more money than sense. This won’t have even made a dent in his wealth.” 
A relief, but that guilt began to creep its way into the pit of your stomach nonetheless. You were ashamed to admit that while you had fun shopping with Mor and your cousin, you hadn’t even taken a moment to realise how much everything had cost. 
Nesta threw herself onto your bed, right on top of the throng of clothes you needed to find a place for. “I’m thinking we raid Rhys’ wine cellar tonight…”
A gleaming smile radiated off Mor’s face in agreeance and they both turned to you with upraised brows, expectant. 
You pursed your lips, an apologetic smile on your face. “I told Rhys and Feyre that I’d babysit Nyx tonight.” 
Nesta huffed and threw herself back on the mattress again, clothes bouncing and crinkling as she did so. Mor raised another brow, as if that wasn’t a good enough excuse. 
“So? I’ve gotten drunk while watching Nyx loads of times.” 
Nesta seethed at her. “One, that’s my nephew and I never want to hear you doing that again. And two, Y/N’s tolerance to alcohol won’t be as strong as ours. Two glasses and she’d be borderline incapacitated.”
Despite the slight insult, a laugh bubbled up your throat at just how right she was. Because you’d never even drank a sip of wine in your life, and Nesta knew that. 
“I’m surprised you don’t have plans with Azriel…” 
Mor was prying, you knew that. But you had no control over the heat that made its way across your neck and face. 
“We’re just friends.” It wasn’t a lie. You’d spent a lot of time together the past couple of weeks, and he was one of the only people you felt truly comfortable around. 
Mor gave you a knowing look. “Mhm, tell that to his shadows.” 
You frowned. “What do you mean?”
Nesta scoffed, sitting up again. “Az’s shadows are basically an extension of himself.”
Mor hummed. “They don’t do anything unless Azriel commands it. Or sometimes, they’ll do something based on his emotions or thoughts. They’re so friendly with you because Azriel likes you.” 
Your cheeks burned. You hadn’t realised his shadows touching you was a product of Azriel’s emotions. And the more you thought about it, there hadn’t been a time since you met him that they hadn’t touched you in some way. 
You didn’t say that, though. No. Azriel clearly had no qualms about other people noticing, but that did not mean you were willing to gossip about it. 
You did not need to allow silly fantasies to root their way in your mind. Azriel was your friend. And you were okay with him only wanting you as such. 
Within an hour, Mor had disappeared to tend to her own duties and just as Nesta was about to leave for hers, she grabbed your wrist and motioned for you to look at her. 
“I’m proud of you, you know.”
She didn’t need to say anything more. Those words were enough—more than enough. She saw you, she recognised everything you had been through and everything you did every day to overcome it. 
I’m proud of you. 
The last and only person to have ever told you that was your mother. 
And because you saw her too, because you remembered fhe young mortal woman she was before her own struggles of turning Fae and adjusting to her new lifestyle, you found yourself saying, “I’m proud of you, too, Ness.”
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Nyx had been wonderful to look after that night. 
You’d gotten all the cuddles and boyish giggles, the beautiful little smiles and a few stinky diapers to go with it. You loved every moment with the little babe, and when Rhys and Feyre returned from their night off early in the morning, you offered to sit with him again whenever they needed it. 
But despite how fulfilling and wonderful it had been, it had also hurt. You wondered if you’d ever be blessed with the opportunity to carry and birth your own child. Wondered if you’d ever even find someone to want you in that way. 
Especially within Prythian. 
It was another late night for you, though your reading sessions had taken you from the lounge to the library. And you no longer spent them alone. 
Azriel sat on the couch opposite you, his nose deep in a book as you watched him. In the past week, you’d spent a lot of time together. It ranged from walks into the city to sitting and reading in the library until early hours of the morning. 
You’d grown accustomed to his presence, his scent often able to calm any anxiety or qualms you felt. He had noticed, of course, he wasn’t a Spymaster for nothing. But Azriel did not mention the change in you whenever he was around. 
He basked in it, in the way you appeared so much more comfortable with him. You weren’t afraid to speak up, to ask questions or acknowledge whatever was on your mind. 
You were coming out of your shell and it warmed Azriel’s heart to know that he was somewhat of the cause for it. 
“What does salacious mean?”
Azriel blinked repeatedly as your voice broke him from his thoughts. Salacious? His throat tightened. You’d often ask for definitions of things you were unsure on, sometimes even asking how to pronounce words you had never come across. 
But salacious? 
“Are you reading Nesta’s romance novels?” He quirked a brow. 
Your lips involuntarily pouted at him, your own brows furrowing just slightly as you rested the open book back into your blanket-covered lap. “Yes. Why?”
Anxiety creeped its way into your stomach, rooting deep into your flesh from the inside out. Reminders of how this used to go flashed through your mind and suddenly, it felt like you were back in the village, back in the mortal lands and living with Rafe. 
A tendril of darkness peaked at the corner of your vision and you focussed on it, watching it slowly dance across your knuckles and weave between your fingers in a calming manner. 
Shadows. Azriel. Library. Velaris. Safe. 
And just like that, the anxiety un-clawed its roots and crept away. 
Azriel nodded ever so slightly to the book, knowing exactly what had just happened with you but acting as if he didn’t. “Salacious means…having inappropriate interest in sexual matters.”
There was no hiding the heat on your cheeks—the way it burned your soft skin. You tore your gaze from his as quickly as you could, unable to contain your slight shame and embarrassment. 
But Azriel did not mind one bit. 
Azriel had secrets. He supposed that being the Night Court’s Spymaster, it was to be expected. But these secrets were different from the others, something he kept locked tight in his mind for the past month. 
And it wasn’t the secrets that had him moving closer and spending all of his time in the lower level of the House. No. That was very much you and your presence and whatever it was in your soul that called out to his. 
He couldn’t stay away—though, it wasn’t like he even tried—for that pull was far too strong for even his willpower. 
He had suspicions. Suspicions of a golden thread that started in his chest and ended in yours. He knew it was far fetched, knew he was only hurting himself by entertaining the complete insanity of the idea. 
You were human. Mortal. And mortals didn’t have mates. He told himself so every day, and right after, like clockwork, he countered his own sound advice with the one thing that had been troubling him the most.
Because what mortal could plant and bloom a patch of tulips with nothing more than a thought and a touch. What mortal could speak so clearly to the earth and create life right before another’s eyes. 
Despite the possible threat that could pose for his court and his family, Azriel had kept that tidbit of information to himself. Just for now. Just until he could make sense of it. Then, and only then, would he bring that information to light. 
Because Azriel did not feel any ounce of danger or ill intent from you. He did not feel anything but warmth and intrigue and that godforsaken sensation when you grew excitable over something. 
He couldn’t take that from you. Not when you were finally coming out of your shell, finally talking and laughing and going as far as joining him and Cassian for training twice a week. 
“If sex makes you uncomfortable, there are other romance novels without that.”
Heat warmed your skin again. Shadows dared to intertwine with your fingers. 
“No, it’s not that.” You played with his shadows, allowing them to caress your skin. “Sex doesn’t make me uncomfortable. I’ve just never had a good enough experience to understand much.”
He didn’t push, didn’t ask further questions. You wouldn’t be embarrassed for this, for something that was not your fault. You wouldn’t cower anymore, hide what you felt or thought. No longer would there be repercussions for speaking your mind. 
So you spoke again. 
“Rafe was the only person I’d ever…it’s just different to read it, to have it described as something enjoyable.”
Azriel’s knuckles turned white. Something enjoyable. He’d never experienced it to be anything but. His soul almost cleaved in two at the thought of what you’d endured. 
Azriel dared to glance at you again. “Sex with the right person can be very enjoyable. It should be nothing but beautiful.”
He stiffened then, blood thumping in his ears. His shadows stilled, noticing the shift in your scent just as their master had. Sweet, all consuming arousal, and Azriel did not miss the way your thighs pressed together in impulse. 
He swallowed thickly. 
You broke his gaze, your own heart thumping sporadically as you stared at the pages on your lap. You couldn’t help your mind wandering to thoughts of him, of experiencing that with him. You knew it was wrong. So, so wrong. 
“The thought of being intimate like that with someone new…” You couldn’t find the words to express the fear and anxiety that came with that thought.
Azriel listened intently, breathing deeply. 
“I want to experience life the way it should be experienced. Not the way others have pushed it upon me.”
He leaned forward slightly, resting his book on his knee. “You control your life now, nobody else. If you want something, despite how wrong that desire may feel at first, take it.”
You wondered then if he could see into your mind as Rhysand could. If he could feel that shift in the air. If he could smell it on you. That want and desire. You would not apologise for it. Not anymore. 
“But if it feels wrong, is that not my guts way of warning me?” You countered. 
Azriel smiled, just barely. His knuckles still white. “It’s your guts way of protecting you. Because you’ve never experienced anything beyond what others bestowed upon you.”
Gods above. 
An ache fluttered in your chest, just above your breast and you absentmindedly rubbed at it, disrupting the neckline of your shirt. Azriel’s eyes squinted at the exposed skin, at the mark that adored your flesh. 
“Are you hurt?” His tone was primal, protective. 
You paused your movements, following his gaze. “Oh, no.” You pulled your shirt a little lower. “Just a birthmark.”
He needed to compose himself, needed to stop allowing his mind to wander about other areas of your concealed skin. He felt like nothing more than a big brute. 
Your soft, airy giggle woke him from his daze and he looked over to find tendrils of darkness caressing any inch of your skin that they could. Gods, if he didn’t have a leash on his emotions around you, how could he control his damned shadows. 
“It’s like they have a mind of their own.”
They didn’t. But he couldn’t correct you. Not without exposing the fact that they only fed off their masters emotions and desires. Not without exposing the fact that Azriel wished he was the one touching your skin and not his shadows. 
He swallowed again, throat dry. 
“Nesta told me that they’re an extension of yourself. That they only act if you will it.” You didn’t know why you said it, why you thought you had the right to speak that truth. 
But you would not apologise, even as Azriel remained silent for a few moments. Partly out of shock, partly in awe. But that was another thing he would not speak aloud. 
“Sometimes they can act on behalf of my emotions. My desires and wants.”
You dared to meet his honey eyes. “And that’s what you want?” You were breathless, a feeling in your stomach that you’d never once experienced before. “You want to touch me?” 
Neither of you knew where this confidence had come from, but Azriel did not question it and you did not apologise. 
He shouldn’t say it, shouldn’t repeat the words that echoed in his mind and soul and body. But, Gods…he could not seem to regain any semblance of control when he stared into your eyes. He could not lie to you, could not hide what he felt. 
“I want to do a lot of things.” The admittance was barely audible, nothing more than a breath he’d been holding but you heard it all the same. As though you’d demanded the words out of him. 
You couldn’t look away, even if you tried. Your entire being was encapsulated by him. Your chest heaved, legs ached. The shadows slowly left your shoulders and neck, returning to their previous position at your fingers. 
“But above all, I want you to be comfortable. Happy.” 
Something compelled you to stand, the shadows seemingly guiding you to their master as your book toppled to the couch. He watched with a hungry gaze, one full of faltering self-control. 
If you want something, despite how wrong that desire may feel at first, take it.
Take it. 
Take it. 
“I’m comfortable with you.” 
The shadows moved like a breeze between you both, tugging you closer and closer. Nothing else mattered, not in that moment. Not when your soul felt like it was singing, like it was exactly where it longed to be. 
Azriel stood slowly, towering above you once at his full height. You strained your neck to meet his gaze and he bent his to come closer. You could feel his breath dance with yours, could feel his hard chest press upon your soft one. 
No part of you felt nervous, no part of you felt unworthy. 
But Azriel…he didn’t know what to do. For weeks he’d been dreaming of this moment, dreaming of the taste of your lips, the touch of your skin. He slowly raised a scarred hand to caress your warm cheek, and you didn’t cower or shy away from his touch. 
A test, perhaps. To see if you really could handle the intimacy of another male so soon after what you’d endured. You didn’t falter, didn’t break his gaze. He wanted you, more than he ever wanted anything else before. 
“What you went through…”
“I don’t want to talk about what I went through,” you cut him off. “That was then, this is now. I don’t want to live in the past.”
Take it.
Take it. 
Your lips…so close to touching his. 
The shadows swirled in delight, excitement.
Azriel knew this wouldn’t be just a kiss. This wouldn’t be meaningless. He felt it, in every part of him, he felt the way your entire being sang to his. He wanted to lay his soul bare before you. 
He itched to brush your hair behind your ear, to hold you and taste you. But Rhysand’s voice echoed through his mind, beckoning him for his assistance. He closed his eyes, huffed out a breath.
“Rhys is calling for me.” 
Azriel stepped away, removed his palm from your skin. You swallowed, stepping back and letting your eyes fixate on the rug beneath your feet. He cleared his throat, struggling to reign in those shadows of his. 
“I’ll come to you tonight…we can talk then.”
But had Azriel waited just a few moments longer, had he given into the urge to brush your hair from your face, he would’ve noticed the slight point that had formed at the top of your ears. 
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Azriel didn’t meet you in your chambers that night. And you didn’t see him the next morning. Or the day after that. 
Cassian had mentioned that Rhys sent him on a mission. That he would be back in a few days. 
But something was wrong, you could feel it in every inch of your body. An ache that only got worse with every passing moment. You tried to ignore it, tried to relax in a hot bath with soothing lavender oils. Nothing relieved the pain. Nothing soothed the ache.
And when you left your bathroom and found your once round ears now pointed, and a trail of tulips following in your wake, your legs carried you toward the kitchen before you had a moment to consider it. Cassian and Nesta sat at the table, giggling over their breakfast when you stumbled toward them. 
“What’s happening?” Your panicked tone caught their attention, eyes wide as they stood and took in what lay before them. 
From the stone ground, moss and grass and flowers bloomed as though you stood in the middle of a field. Daisies and buttercups sprouted in your hair, roots of trees tangling around your limbs. 
Everything was so loud yet muffled. Like every word was screamed in your ear but somehow underwater as Cassian called out frantically to Rhysand. Neither of them went near you, even when Rhys flew through the open balcony doors, Feyre in tow. 
They looked at you with nothing less than concern and fear. 
“What in the Gods is happening to me?!” You demanded. 
Rhysand held Feyre back as she attempted to near you, his gaze locked on you as he assessed the situation. But it wasn’t the flowers or grass or roots that he watched. It was you, and the way your crescent-moon birthmark glowed something violet. 
Rhys had known, had suspected something lay dormant within you. From that moment he entered your mind, when he gazed upon that luscious field that seemed to call to you with promises of something new. 
He’d never witnessed such before. Not in the most powerful of Fae had he ever stumbled across that. 
With a very careful step forward, his gaze demanded yours. Feyre had told him of your mother, of her death and your marriage to Rafe. And his voice was soft when he finally asked the question that had been on his mind ever since. 
“What happened the night your mother died?” 
The world went still, cold. Feyre whirled to him in protest. 
“Rhys—“
“—it was a house fire.” 
All eyes turned to you, to the patches of bloom that haltered their growth. 
Rhysand took another step closer. “Where were you?” 
“I—“
A heat unlike any other licked at your skin, waking you from your peaceful slumber. A heat so unwelcomed that you bolted upright in a sheen of your own sweat. 
You could hear the wood of your cottage crackling under a burning flame, and smoke quickly infiltrated your room. You coughed, attempting to swat it away as you squinted in the darkness. 
“Mama!?” You called out, panic stricken in your voice and body. 
Fear began to cripple you, began to take away any sense of self preservation. You couldn’t leave your bed. Your door now engulfed in flames, you screamed. 
“Help! Someone, please help!”
No one was coming. This was the end. You couldn’t move, couldn’t get to your beloved mother. A shrill cry, unlike anything you’d ever heard before, split your heart in two. 
A scream of pure agony and fear tore through your throat, your eyes clenched shut as you gave your body over to the fire. 
Only the next breath you breathed was clean and cold. And your sheets were no longer beneath you, no. Now you laid on the rich soil outside of your home, your fingers rooting themselves into the dirt. 
You screamed and sobbed, unable to do anything but watch as the fire claimed your home and your mother. 
You were sobbing, collapsed to the ground as you struggled to breathe at the memory. 
Rhysand dared another step closer, kneeling before you now and his eyes held such sorrow, such remorse. 
“Y/N…” he spoke softly. “Was your mother ever accused of being a witch?” 
Nesta seethed, threatening. “Rhysand, that’s—“
“How do you know that?” Everything felt very, very still. No one should have known that. No one of these lands should have known that. 
Rhys didn’t answer your question. And despite the sound of large wings breezing through the sky, you did not look away from the High Lord. Not even as Azriel rushed into the House and his heart sunk at what he bore. 
“The day I entered your mind and took some of your pain away, I felt something. Something within you that I have never, in my 500 years of life, felt before.”
Azriel took a step closer. He should have said something when he first noticed the flowers. Because now, whatever power you had…it was consuming you. 
“I’d like to try something,” Rhysand proposed. 
You struggled to keep your breathing even. “What is it?” 
Another step closer, a warm hand on yours. 
“I’d like to enter your mind as far back as it will allow me. Just to see if I can find something.”
Violet eyes watched yours. “Find what?”
He squeezed your hand in reassurance. “Something to make sense of this.”
A moment of pause, to take in your surroundings. The flowers and soil had sprouted to cover the entire expanse of the lounge floor, your friends and cousins standing just beyond the brush of it. 
Eyes flickered to something hazel. Azriel. He stood in the soil, flora coating his ankles and he struggled to keep a tight leash on the shadows that fought to reach you. 
You looked back at Rhysand. 
“Will it hurt?” 
He shook his head. “No, not if you don’t resist.” 
That suddenly sounded an awful lot like your past. Memories of Rafe pinning you to the bed—scolding, reprimanding, promising no pain if you didn’t resist. 
This wasn’t like that, you had to remind yourself. You were safe. They only wanted to help. To understand. 
Azriel stepped closer, ignoring the silent warning that Rhysand whispered into his mind. A scarred hand out held, you took it. And Rhysand took that moment of distraction to enter your mind. 
The first memory he saw was one from just days before. You and Azriel reading in the library, the shadows that swirled your fingers and arms, the near-kiss that escalated into nothing. 
He dug deeper. The next, of you and Azriel again, exploring the city where you left a trail of green and brown tulips in your wake on the embankment of the river. 
Deeper and deeper, until the memories showed you living in the mortal lands. A blow to the face, to your stomach and your head. Rafe seething above you as he shouted and belittled you. 
Deeper, to a memory of your husband pinning you to the mattress, of his body crushing yours as he stole everything you never offered. 
Every memory Rhysand met, you re-lived them. 
A little deeper and he was watching you at the Archeron household, helping Elain plant seeds, watching Feyre paint, reading with Nesta. 
Deeper and deeper he went, passing the memories of the fire, of your mother, until he found exactly what he was looking for. 
“She is my child too, Selenthia. You cannot keep her from me.” A voice you did not recognise. A memory you did not recall. 
“For her protection, I will do what I must.” Selenthia seethed, coddling you closer to her chest. “No one can know what she is, or she’ll be hunted for the rest of her life.”
The unknown male huffed. He was beautiful. Tall and lean, strong and commanding. But there was something about him. Something not quite right. 
“So you plan to lock her away for the rest of her life?”
Selenthia bared her teeth. “I would never lock my child away. She will live her life as a mortal. I won’t subject her to a life like mine or yours.”
A moment of silence. “You cannot hide her from what she is.” He spoke softer now, edging close to peer at you, his daughter. 
“What do you plan to do when she first bleeds? When her ears point and her power grows—“
“That won’t happen.” There was no room for discussion in Selenthia’s voice. She placed a finger over your heart, a familiar violet glow permitting from her skin to yours. 
“What are you doing?” That male’s voice, cold once more. 
“I’m burying her power. So long as this wyrd remains on her skin, she’ll be safe.”
Selenthia pulled away, just enough to take a look at the mark that marred your skin. A mark two shades darker than the rest of your flesh, the shape of a crescent moon and no larger than a fingernail. 
“There. Nothing more than a birthmark.”
Rhysand retreaded from your mind, panting and shaking. Tears streamed down his flushed face, your own skin staining with silver, too. 
“What is it?” Nesta demanded, daring a step closer. 
But those tulips and daisies and buttercups…the soil and grass and roots, they all began to sink into the ground until nothing but the florals in your hair remained. 
“My mother…she…she was a witch. A healing earth witch. And my father—he…”
“Your father was Fae.” Azriel breathed, his eyes focused on the point of your ears that peeked through your hair and flowers.
“He was of the Night Court. A High Fae male.” Rhysand added gravely. 
Azriel’s hold on the shadows loosened and he allowed them to caress you, comfort you. Your hand never left his. 
You pulled away from Rhysand, clutching at your chest—at that crescent moon you always thought was a birthmark. Your mothers protection all along. 
“When you crossed the wall into the Fae lands, your power tried to break through. It was your mothers mark that had been keeping it buried with you all these years.” 
You dared a look at your cousins. But they looked at you with nothing but sorrow and anguish. No fear. They did not fear you, they did not pity you. In their eyes all you could see was longing. A longing for you to no longer live in such agony and hardships. 
“Our mothers were sisters. Does that mean—“
“I don’t think so,” Rhysand cut you off. “If they held the magic you do, I believe their power would have shown by now. They were Made. So it’s possible the Cauldron could’ve interfered with it if that were the case.” 
It was too much. All of it. Reliving those memories again, seeing your father… You couldn’t do this. Couldn’t have magic and powers. You could not be half Fae, half witch. 
It would be easy to give up. It would be so easy to ignore it until it killed you. So easy to just let go of everything. But a pounding in your soul begged you not to. Begged you to fight with everything you had. Begged you to live. 
“Burn the mark.” 
All attention snapped to you, flickering from your face to the mark on your chest that finally stopped glowing. 
“Are you insane?” Nesta seethed. 
You looked at her. “I don’t think I’d be far off to guess that if I don’t burn this mark, this…power will consume me entirely. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to be so lost because I have no idea who I am. This is who I am, whether I like it or not. I won’t run anymore.”
Feyre stepped closer, crouching to your level and taking your spare hand in hers. Azriel still held tight to the other. “If you wish to burn it, it will unleash whatever power you have at full force. You don’t have any training, any control over it.” 
You felt sick to your stomach. “I don’t want to die, Fey.” 
And that was enough to enrage Feyre in a way she’d never once felt before. “You are not going to die. Do you understand me?”
Azriel squeezed your hand, begging for you to look at him. You couldn’t. You couldn’t stomach the thought of him looking at you any different than he had three days ago. 
“Rhys, fetch Madja. We will burn the mark in a controlled environment. Where any fallout can be contained.”
You shook your head, not willing to risk a single soul because of your selfish decision to live. 
“No,” you said. “Drop me to the mountains and I’ll burn it myself.”
Nesta scoffed. “Oh, you are insane.”
You seethed at her. The first ounce of anger you’d truly shown. The first time you’d ever directed it at anyone but yourself. 
“This isn’t your decision. I will not risk anyone. Azriel can take me to the mountains and you can all keep your distance. At least until it’s safe.”
Until it’s safe. As if you knew for certain you’d survive it. You truly weren’t sure you would. There was nothing more to discuss, your tone made that clear enough. 
“Fly me, winnow me…whatever. Just do it now before I change my mind.”
Within a blink, your body was shivering and you were no longer in the House of Wind. Shadows encased your entire body, darkness swarming every inch of you. You said nothing as Azriel held you, nothing at all as he flew you across Velaris and toward the highest mountain just outside of the city. 
Only when he landed, when he refused to remove his hold from you, did the darkness dissipate and hazel eyes gazed into yours. 
“I’m staying with you.” 
“No, you’re not. I won’t risk your life, Azriel.” 
He set you to your feet, holding your hands now to keep you close. A plea of desperation swam in his eyes, his entire body yearning to take you and find another way to fix this. 
“There is no other option. If I don’t burn this mark, I don’t know what my power might do. It might kill me, it might destroy this city. I cannot risk anyone’s life for mine.”
Azriel parted his lips to speak but you shook your head, squeezing his hands. 
“If I don’t survive this—“
“Don’t.”
“Please, listen to me.” Silver lined your eyes, blurring your vision. “If I don’t survive this, I want you to know how special your friendship has been to me. How much I care for you, for your family.” A sob tore through your throat. “And I am so incredibly sorry for burdening you all in this way.” 
You reached on the tips of your toes and pressed your lips to his. Warmth and love and the most raw emotion could be felt between you both. An apology for not having longer, a prayer that there would still be time. 
A fuse lit within the pit of your stomach, in the pit of Azriel’s. Tears stained your lips, stained his. In that moment, you were one. Whole, as though you always should have been. 
You pulled away first, forcing your hands from his hold. You took several steps back, blinking through the distorted vision and swiping away and evidence of the fear that crippled you. 
A puff of violet darkness misted beside Azriel as Rhysand winnowed to the mountains. Pain flicked through his eyes, regret and the same sorrow you saw in your cousins. 
You did not meet his gaze. 
“Summon a fire.”
He did as you asked. And handed you a blade. 
You did not grant them another look, did not give into the pleading in your mind to watch them leave. Or else you would’ve seen Rhysand drag Azriel off that mountain. You would’ve seen the anguish on the Shadowsingers face. 
Alone. As you had been your whole life. Though the weeks spent in Velaris had given you a taste of what could’ve been. You’d treasure those memories in the Hereafter. Those and the precious ones of your late mother. 
For they were all you had left. 
You did not allow another tear to fall. Not as you hovered the blade over the flame, not as you tugged your shirt down and took a deep breath. 
For if all you were ever meant to be was a ghost in the wind, you were content to know you’d reunite with your mother soon. Where you would no longer feel such pain. 
You didn’t want to die. But if this was all the time you were fated to have, then so be it. Better you than someone else. 
“Keep them safe.” A whisper to the winds, if they deigned to listen. 
With a final breath, you pressed the scorching blade against the mark on your skin and the entirety of your captive power unleashed upon the mountain as your body allowed it to consume you. Until you saw and heard and felt nothing at all. 
From below, the city shook, a thundering boom and a gust of aftershock and pelting mountain debris that blew the Inner Circle back. 
Then there was silence. 
And Azriel’s soul bellowed. 
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no-144444 · 1 day ago
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total wipe out- l.norris
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summary: lando has a chance encounter that changes his life
pairing: lando norris x fem! single mom! reader
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Lando had a habit of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. This time, his skiing holiday had turned into a disaster when he fucking ran over a child. Impressive, I know. The second he did it he slowed down and started to book it back to the kid who was probably sobbing crying (he’d hit it at full force). 
“Are you alright?!” he stressed, picking up the kid (who had been stuck in the snow). 
And the fucker was giggling. 
“That was fun!” he cheered, clapping his hands. “Do it again!” 
Did he have brain damage? Did he just give a child fucking brain damage? 
“Alex!” you shouted, stopping beside the two of them. “Are you alright?” you asked, taking him in your arms and checking him over. 
“I’m fine mommy! I had so much fun!”
You stared at your son, unimpressed. The mini heart attack you’d just had was all for nothing. “You’re a weird fucking kid,” you mumbled under your breath, making Lando laugh. You turned to him. “I am so sorry about him, I always tell him to stay by me, but he doesn’t listen-”
Lando chuckled, holding a hand up to stop you. “I am almost sure it was my fault, so I am very sorry. I hope he’s alright and I didn’t give him brain damage or something.”
You laughed. “Let’s hope not,” you smiled. “Sorry again.”
He shook his head. “I’m sorry too.”
And with that, you and Alex skated off. 
“What the fuck was that?!” Max shouted, coming up beside him with Pietra hot on his tail. “YOU JUST WIPED OUT A KID!” 
Lando rolled his eyes. Max, ever the pessimist. 
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As he sat in his cabin, just finished winning a game of poker, he sighed, thinking of you and Alex. Obviously, Lando hadn’t seen anything other than your hair (which he thought was gorgeous), and your eyes when you’d lifted your sunglasses to look over Alex. You had hauntingly beautiful eyes, and he was slightly upset with himself that he hadn’t tried to chat with you longer. You were sweet, kind, funny, beautiful (he just knew you were gorgeous). He wanted to know more. 
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Hanging around the same slope as yesterday in hopes of seeing you there was probably not his best idea, but alas, his dumb plan worked. He saw the familiar dinosaur helmet on the 4 year olds head, and he smiled when he noticed Alex whizzing up to him. 
“Alex!” he cheered, watching him come down the mountain, a bright smile on his face. 
Alex walked over and wrapped his arms around Lando’s legs. “Did you see?” he questioned, looking up at him. 
Lando’s heart ached, he adored children. Alex was definitely not helping his raging baby fever. “I did bud! That was awesome.”
“Are you a professional skier?” he asked.
“No,” Lando smiled, kneeling down to meet his eyes. Your eyes, just smaller. “But I am a professional athlete.”
“What sport?!” he asked, his eyes going wide. “My favourite sport is Formula One, but I like all sports anyway.”
“Who’s your favourite driver?” Lando asked, suppressing a smirk as he took his balaclava down. 
“Lando Norris!” he cheered, jumping up and down. 
Lando finally took off his goggles and Alex’s jaw dropped. “Holy shit!” he almost shouted, making Lando laugh. 
“Alex!” you scolded, walking over to him. “What did we say about bad words?” 
“Momma look, he’s Lando Norris!” Alex cheered, pulling on your jacket. 
“Holy shit,” you mumbled, looking at him. “Hi, I’m Y/n, and this is Alex,” you introduced. “We meet again.”
He smiled. “It’s nice to see you again.”
“Do you mind if Alex gets a picture with you? You’re his favourite driver,” you asked, trying to sound less awkward than it felt. 
“Of course, I’d love to,” Lando smiled, more than happy to get in a photo with him. Alex stood up beside him, hugging him, as Lando smiled wide and bright. You quickly snapped a picture and thanked him. 
“Momma, can we go again?” Alex asked, pointing at the top of the mountain. 
“We should probably head in for dinner darling,” you said. Alex frowned. “You’re hungry, I know you’re hungry.”
Alex huffed. “I want to go again though.”
“We’ll go again tomorrow,” you smiled, patting his back. 
“Alright,” he smiled. “Bye bye Lando!” 
“Thanks again,” you smiled at him. 
“I’m heading in too now,” he said. “Mind if I join you guys?”
You stared at him for a second. “Um, yeah, sure,” you smiled. “Of course.”
Alex beamed and held Lando’s hand as you all walked back to the resort. 
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Dinner was just listening to Alex ask Lando questions about his life, about the cars, about everything. It was cute, and Lando was so willing to listen to every question, and adequately answer them. As dinner went on, you noticed the way he kept looking over at you, soft, sweet, staring that didn’t make you uncomfortable. And when he was the one carrying Alex back up to your hotel room, and wishing him sweet dreams, he didn’t mind it. 
“Thanks for everything today, you’ve definitely made his year,” you chuckled. 
“It was nice to meet you guys. Alex is a lovely kid,” he nodded, but there was still something unsaid. He wanted to ask for your number, but didn’t want to overstep, and he could feel the tension between you two. “I’m just going to say this, and you can totally say no and I’ll back off but could I get your number?”
You stared at him. “Is that a joke?” you asked, unsure. 
“Oh shit, are you married? Fuck I didn’t know-”
“No, no! I’m not. It’s just… you’re… y’know, and I’m not. I’m a single mom and you’re a racecar driver.”
He shrugged. “And? I really like you, and Alex.”
“Be realistic Lando, what would people say?” 
“That I’ve got a very hot and sweet girlfriend and a cute stepson?” he smirked and you playfully pushed him. 
“You can have my number, but I’m not promising any of that,” you chuckled, grabbing your phone.
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Australian GP. First race of the season. 
And you were sitting in Lando’s hotel room before he had to go to the track. How your life had changed in the past few months. You were officially dating an F1 driver, you’d been to Monaco a lot, Lanod had visited London a lot, and you were happy. Alex adored Lando, they literally went on day trips together without you (Lando says it’s so you can have time with your friends, but you know it’s just because he wants to hang out with him). 
“You ready to go, bud?” Lando knocked on the door of the hotel bathroom, trying to get Alex out of there. 
“Almost, just need to wash my hands!” he answered. 
“You ready?” he asked, turning to you and pressing a kiss to your cheek. He was excited. Extremely so, to have you in his garage and to show you off to the world. 4 months of dating hardly seemed enough, but he had convinced you anyway. 
You nodded and took a deep breath, slightly terrified for this weekend. 
“You’ll do great,” he whispered, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you against him. “Everything will be alright.”
You nodded and smiled, taking his hand instead as Alex came out of the bathroom. “All finished mom,” he smiled and took your hand. 
Lando stopped you two and smiled. “Pre-race weekend selfie?” he smiled bashfully. You smiled back at him and lifted up Alex, all three of you posing for the photo. “Perfect,” he smiled, looking at the photo, then kissing your cheek. 
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cryinggirlnamedhelen · 2 days ago
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itoshi rin was the best striker in the world.
he won the u20 world cup and actual world cup, winning both the golden boot and golden ball at least once, he played for the prestigious paris pxg, and he had the highest income of every soccer player in the world. at age 24, itoshi rin was truly the pinnacle of soccer players. he was romanticized, and soccer critics always had high expectations for him, no matter how detrimental it was to his health or reputation or even his own wants.
meanwhile, you didn’t have much—if any—soccer experience or knowledge at all despite growing up with the itoshi brothers and literally being the itoshi rin’s girlfriend. despite that, you would sometimes play against rin just for the fun of it, expecting to lose miserably, but that’s never the case.
rin is always the one losing dreadfully, not you.
it’s not like he doesn’t try against you or purposely allow you to win. no, in fact, rin tries as hard as he possibly can to win against you, knowing that he’ll get showered in praises and ego inflations from you if he does. but when he sees your slightly flushed pink cheeks and your eyebrows knitted together from how “locked in” (that’s always what you say) you are, rin’s legs feel like jelly.
rin’s feet aren’t kicking the ball, instead, they’re planted onto the ground right in front of you. and when he does play, his balance is terrible because no matter how hard he stares on the ball, his eyes always wander back to you.
whether it’s in a stadium full of tens of thousands or a small soccer field in the park, rin only sees you.
a few years later, at 26, you’re standing at the aisle with that long white dress and a bouquet of flowers, rin kisses you. but afterwards, his forehead is placed against yours. “i’ve never won against you. whether it was in academics or confessing first or saying ‘i love you’ first or asking about kids first or even in soccer, i’ve never won against you.”
your hands found their way to rin’s cheeks. and in that moment, it was as if there was no officiant standing next to the both of you, there were no crying family members frantically taking photos of the both of you on either side, there were none of rin’s crazy loud friends cheering, and there was no sae with a small yet soft smile and eyes full of pride sitting near rin.
it was only you and him.
“we’re just getting started with our lives. we have so many more opportunities for you to be first, rin. we’re only in our 20s, after all.” you brushed your lips against his. rin’s eyes wandered to yours, and a surge of warmth bloomed in his chest.
“will you stay with me until i meet you again in my next life?” rin whispered, doing the same to you and placing his hands on your cheeks. you smiled at him, tears finally beginning to sting your eyes.
“of course, rin. i love you, and i’ll be joining you no matter which life we’re in.”
to the rest of the world, rin was the world’s best striker. the man with high expectations. the man with enough potential to last decades after his retirement in the future. the man who will impact the future of soccer history. the pinnacle of soccer, skill, and fame.
and yet rin could never even defeat his own wife in a one-on-one soccer match.
but itoshi rin really wouldn’t want it any other way.
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a/n: was rewatching hxh and then realized that rin and meruem shared the same va. and welllll look at where we are now.
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oatmealaddiction · 2 days ago
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Can we talk a little about how hard popular opinion turned on LMM without him really even doing anything? By all accounts he seems like a really sincere artist, who I feel like at this point the worst thing you could accuse him of is just being misguided sometimes. I think it's kinda nice that he really believed in such a goofy concept like "Hamilton" and took it seriously and didn't blink. It's interesting that we talk about Hamilton more for its historical accuracy and its political themes, vs. it just being a big joke that we all mock, and that's because LMM took the project seriously. The guy's got a real talent for bi-lingual writing as well, as he did the lyrics for the 2011 West Side Story where all of the Shark's lines were translated into Spanish, and his work on Moana is actually really cool in how he manages to have a song in both Tokelauan and English while maintaining a consistent melody, that's actually a lot easier said than done.
And yet everyone makes fun of his singing voice, or calls him cringe, or likes to pontificate that because he's a rich theater kid he has no actual experience with discrimination or that he's some kind of mega lib? Like he didn't get all kinds of racist push-back when Hamilton first debuted. He's making bad Disney music right now, and it's like, has anyone at Disney been making good art in the last three or four years? We've already had the song-writers on Wish essentially say they were given two weeks to do all of the music, without being told any context of what the story was going to be about. While LMM had to essentially go rogue to get the music in Encanto the way he wanted it. I'm not surprised the song for "Scuttle the Seagull" in the Live Action Little Mermaid was garbage and I'd be shocked if you could find one musician on Broadway who could make that work. Like IDK, it's weird that this by all accounts this nice guy who's made a lot of music that everybody liked, is essentially just a punchline at this point.
Lin-Manuel Miranda is not untalented but he shouldn't be making billion dollar disney movies or whatever. This guy should be in a garage making deeply earnest but unpolished rap opera concept albums and posting them online for a niche fanbase of no more than 100,000 too-online theatre nerds. Hiring him to make forgettable paint-by-numbers radio friendly disney princess pop is trying to raise devil's pupfish in captivity. You have to stop giving him money and let him go make cringe in his natural habitat or you're never going to get anything good.
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We meet again | In-ho x Fem!Reader | Ending
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Summary: It was only one night for fun, you never thought you would see him again. Even less in a place like this one.
P1 P2 P3 P4
Warnings: S2 Spoilers - Canon violence - Pregnant!Reader - Non canon background for In-ho - Use of (Y/N) - Angst - Protective!In-ho - Medical inaccuracy - grammar mistakes - NON CANON EVENTS - Wrote before S3 so no idea how things will play. This can be really OOC - Would add more things but I would Spoil the ending -
You had no idea where you were at first. A light, then a flash of a person, multiple voices talking all at the same time. And the repeated sound of a machine.
A hospital? That was your first idea.
But what about the island ? The games ? Was all a nightmare your mind had conjured ? And what about your baby ?
Panic went throw your body, muscles screaming from your sudden move. You felt something in your nose, oxygen ? And your arms full of differents vials.
Soon a lot of nurses and a doctor came into the room. Trying to calm you down. Trying to settle you down and prevent you from ripping off the different medicines they were giving you.
But you did not respond. A sudden move made you hit someone, you had no idea who that person was.
Next thing you knew dark was once again taking over you.
The second time you woke up was different. Somehow your body felt lighter, like something was missing.
Wait.
Why was there a big pain in your stomach? Why did you feel less heavy ?
With trembling hands you moved the small hospital blanket and saw with horror a big scar on your belly.
The scream you left alerted the medical staff once again.
"Miss miss!! Please calm down, breath" A nurse said besides you
"My baby...you took my baby!! You screamed at her tears falling down your face. "Where is it? What did you do!!" The desesperation in your voice was clear, raw emotions filled you as you took a look around the white room.
"Miss listen please. You have been asleep for three weeks, your baby its fine I promise" The nurse said taking your hand "We had to remove it...your baby its a premature one but its fine"
"I want to see it, please"
The nurse gave a small nod signaling another nurse to go and find your baby.
"Take deep breaths, the doctor will come to check on how you are doing"
"I just want my baby, please I just want to see if its-"
The nurse returned a white blanket around a small body. Your body felt light like all was a dream. As she approached you and let you take a look. Your baby, sleeping without a care in the world.
"You can hold him Dear"
Him, it was a boy. A beautiful boy.
Carefully she passed the baby to you, you took it looking at him with so much love and care. You could not believe how something so fragile and cute could be here right now.
"Hello Little One...im your mom. Im sorry I was not here when you arrived"
The baby opened his eyes revealing deep dark ones, it did not scream at first reaching to touch your face with his small hand.
"Babys knows their mother" The nurse said smiling as she saw how you rocked the small kid a tiny smile on your tired face, and a few tears in your eyes.
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Turns out someone from the staff found you outside unconscious and they took you into emergency care fast. Your vital signs were stable but they were still worry over your baby and the low amount of iron you had.
The first week you were in intensive care, the doctors and nurses checking you every hour, making sure you were progressing for good and so was your baby.
However, things got complicated and they had to proceed with a emergency cesarean when some tests came out wrong. You and your baby were in vital danger and that was the only option.
Your baby was born premature, being 2.5 kg low birth weight, it was took to special care since you were still unconscious and recovering from the surgery.
Luckly your baby started to gain weight as soon as they started to feed him with special formulas, it soon got good color and all his still under developing organs were alright.
It was safe to say that by the time you woke up your baby was healthier than you. Did you care ? Of course not, you would give your life for him.
Breast feeding him was easier than what you did initially thought. And everybody was happy that your baby was so eager to be natural feed. It was important for mother-baby bond.
Days went on, the Hospital where you were was close to the coast town you once lived. You were confused and wondered how you had ended up there. Last thing you did remember was eating food under the watchful eye of a guard then nothing.
You were suprised by the visit of your Friends from town, someone from the hospital had contacted them since you had no parents alive and your brother was not responding.
Even the bar owner from where you met In-ho came by, to scold you like a old father. How could you ran away ? They were a small yet powerfull town and they protected their people.
During these days lots of things happened.
You discovered that your debt was all paid, your brother was found in another country and was now paying for what he had done. You were not interested in the details of that.
Your original house, the one from the town was still under your name and clean as if someone had been keeping check on it. But no one knew a thing.
Once you were free from the hospital and at home with your baby you discovered another thing.
When going out to buy groceries and baby food, you checked your account only to see so many zeros...hell you almost fainted there.
But you did not win, then why ? Was this their way of compensation ? You were repulsed by it and for months did not touch the money till it became impossible to keep going without doing it. You could not work yet and the others insisted on you resting.
Life was once again slow...like all of what had happened was a nightmare. Something you had made.
Did you go to the police? No. You could only imagine what they would think if you ever decided to talk, and you wanted to keep your baby safe.
Oh your dear son...it had his father's eyes and your hair. A perfect and beautiful mix. You would cry at night thinking on him. In-ho....who could not met his son, and your son that would grow up without a father.
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Jun-ho stood besides In-ho part of him wanting nothing but to kill his own brother and other to...well he was still deciding on the first one.
"You shot me! Without a dam care" Jun-ho said to his older brother who just moved his gloved hand like it was nothing.
"You left me no choice, it was to keep you safe..."
"Thanks to you I lost my job because no one would fucking believe me"
"And you blame them?" In-ho asked "You are still a naive kid, but you are my family and my blood..."
"Why let Seong Gi-hun live? Why me ? You killed the others, the team..."
"Because, there is a small balance I have to keep" In-ho said voice cold and eyes sharp "I cant stop this. Its a never ending circle, its not up to me or you. Or anyone, it goes far beyond that"
"I still dont understand...what makes you think I wont-"
"I have a favor to ask you" In-ho cut his younger brother off, who gave back an incredulous look.
"Really? After everything, you have the face to ask me for a favor?"
"You have a nephew" In-ho started pulling out the pic of a woman and a small kid, a few months old. "I met her once, then here again" He smiled saddly at the memory "Such a cruel fate...but I loved her, and him.." His finger passed over the photo.
"...You must be kidding me" Jun-ho said letting himself fall besides him in the dark couch "You- Do you realize how fucked up this is ? And what ? What do you want me to do ?"
"Check them for me. She does not have a family, and im dead to her-"
"Oh so you lied" Typical of him.
"Yes, it was for the best. Thats why im asking you to check on them. To be there for them. I dont care if you hate me but they, they deserve a family and I cant give them that"
Jun-ho pressed his lips seeing his older brother show a vulnerable side that was so...odd. So strange to see.
"Let me see them" Jun-ho asked looking at the pic, well various pics. You were smiling in most and the little baby looked healthy. He could not help but feel a jump at his heart, this kid was his nephew....even if his brother was far from perfect...He was right. Not you or the kid had the fault. And if he was the only family you two could get then he would do it.
"Fine, but im not doing it for you but them" Jun-ho accepted giving the pics back.
In-ho nodded taking a black envelope and passing it to him.
"What is this?" Jun-ho asked taking a peak inside.
"Your new name for when you met them, I never told her my real name. And some background so you dont go there without a reason. It would be too strange and last thing I want its to scare her"
Jun-ho took a deep breath opening the envelope getting ready to read and memorize his new identity.
Things you do for family.
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One year passed. Your life was back to normal. Your dear son grow up everyday,  triying to give him everytning you could and be the best mom.
Reading different books and being helped by the older woman from town was like heaven. You could carry your life on your own.
Your Friends loved your son, the amount of gifts he would get each time they visited...you had to tell them to stop it.
There was the money too. While you could live your life without having to work you decided you wanted to do something with it. And after long talks and hours you finally decided what to do.
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One morning you were just there, the TV on with a kids program as you studied some pappers. A knock at your door took you by suprise.
Slowly you got up and went there, still unsure but the person behind the door knocked again this time faster.
Jun-ho stood outside your door. Anxiety and fear on him. He had read your file and his background multiple times. But the idea of finally meeting you and his nephew....scared him a lot.
He knew he was not his older brother...knew he would not fill a place he had left. But he also wanted to be there for you and his newphew, after seeing how much you loved the kid...
The door opened and a heavy silence fell between both of you.
Jun-ho saw it all, the suprise on your face and the look of small recognition  over him. Even if him and his brother were not twins they did share genetics and by what he had read about you, you were not stupid, he was sure you were putting together the pieces by now.
"Hello" He paused not sure how to continue, even if he had prepared himself for this moment for so long.
"Hello...may I know who you are ?" You asked already blocking the door. Your eyes went over his face, taking the small details as your brain slowly connected him with In-ho.
Could it be ?
"Im Oh Jun-ho...In-ho's younger brother" He said the fake name with centrain disgust but hide it behind a smile.
"Younger brother ? He...he never said he had a younger brother..."
Of course not. He shot me that fucker-
"He is-was" he corrected himself "he was a reserved man", He went missing some time ago, the leads I followed made me come here. And some people said they saw you with him one night...
Well that was a lie. He knew that because thats whats he was suppose to say to you.
"Are you...still looking for him?" You asked your voice barely a whisper. Jun-ho could see your shoulder tremble, he knew you thought his brother was long dead, and it broke him to have to lie to you.
If you could only see how much you are hurting her
"Yes, thats why im here. Can I come in? I promise it wont take long. You can ask someone to come if you are not comfortable with a stranger in your home" Jun-ho added knowing you most likely would be a bit admant on letting him in.
And you were. Ever since you came back and saw that account with so much money,  you were always checking over your shoulder. A fresh set of alarms were installed at your house, and you made sure to double check everything. 
It was safe to say you were ready to kill for your son. And even if this stranger had some resemblance with In-ho...
"Wait here" You told him closing the door and texting your friend who worked at the local coffee from town explaining everything
His responde came quick, telling you to bring the stranger there and that he would keep an eye on him and in your son.
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"Alright lets go" Jun-ho hear you said, he turned around his heart beating fast at the sight of his nephew and In-ho's son.
Genetics did not lie. It did look like him.
"Right....were to?" He asked trying not to eye his newphew too much to not make you suspect that he knew more than what he was telling you.
"There is a coffee shop near, we can talk there"
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Jun-ho knew when he was being watched. Years in the police and as a detective have sharpered his senses. Of course he knew the friendly barista was giving him the side eye since you two ordered a drink and took a seat on a table a bit away from the rest.
He also took note of the guy who came up with your drinks. A guy tall, taller than him and fairy muscular, he had give you a polite smile and almost a dead look towards him.
So far he did not feel very welcome. But it was fair. After all you were being lied and he was helping with that lie, so this was the smallest price he should pay.
If anything part of him should be greateful you had someone to look after you. He did read in your file about your parents death and the piece of trash your brother was.
Hell, he hoped he could be a better uncle than him.
"What did you want to talk about?" Your soft voice broke him from his thoughts
He blinked back and nodded, composing himself.
"As I said" He started slowly "Im In-ho's younger brother. He went missing a few months back...and I started to look for him"
Well months was a lie. Years by now.
"I used to be a detective in Seoul, I tried to find him and followed different leads but nothing would came out from it" He made a pause to take a sip from his coffee "Then I found out he was...hiding"
"Hiding?" You asked a bit scared.
So when we met he was hiding? Thats why he left so quickly?
"Yeah" Jun-ho felt his skin crawl back at the lies "I found out he was in debt and was going from city to towns. To avoid them. This was the last place he was seen..."
Jun-ho let the lie set on you. He could see your brain working, maybe trying to pull out dates and reasons too.
"Im sorry I was not faster" Jun-ho continued "I really wanted to find him, I wanted to bring him home..."
He saw you nod and a few tears forming on your eyes.
Jun-ho went to his pocket and pulled out a very old picture. A picture of a different time. When things were more simple.
"This is me and him" Jun-ho showed you "He was a fellow detective, I actually joyned the force becaue of him" Jun-ho said smiling at that time when he was inspired by In-ho.
You took the pic traseing on the younger features of In-ho, he looked happier, less tired and stressed than what you did remember from the games...
"And...you think he-"
The cries from your boy stopped you. You took him out from the stroller to try and shh him down. The little bundle of joy was just boring for what it seems. You checked the time and saw that his feed time was still for another hour.
"Sorry to ask but...that baby" Jun-ho started not really knowing how to proceed.
He saw you pull the baby closer to you, like you were trying to protect him from the world. Or maybe from him.
"I-" You took a deep breath calming yourself and your baby down. "Its true what you know. I did met your brother. We met one night at the local bar. The one near the docks. We passed the night together but he was gone when I woke up" The words died in your throat as you remember all the times in the game and the soft moment during Migle. When he was able to touch your belly and talk to his kid. "I discovered I was pregnant, but for personal reasons I left this town for some time"
Jun-ho did know. It was scary how much he knew but he faked that this was all new.
"My brother left a debt on me. I had to work in Seoul to pay it off. I was then able to return here. If In-ho was here during that time...I cant known. I was not here. Im sorry I cant help you more"
Like In-ho had told him, you would most likely not mention the games, the money you got, or the fact that you believed he was dead.
Jun-ho nodded and a few minutes of silence passed between both of you. Each one with their own thoguhts.
"I never got your name Miss.."
"Oh...its (Y/N)" You responded being too caught up to even think of that.
"And your son's name..."
"In-ho" Jun-ho felt his heart fell "I named him after his father"
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Even if the start of the conversation was tense and full of doubts on your side. The more you talked to Jun-ho the more relaxed you got. He showed you some more pics of him and In-ho and even shared some stories from when they were young.
It helped you to imagine how he was and how he could have been if he was outside with you and your son.
"I dont want to interrump in your life" Jun-ho had said as both walked together to your home "But I cant ignore the fact that I have a nephew...and if you let me I would love to be part of his life. I dont want to replace In-ho, I know I could never do it"
You looked at Jun-ho's eyes for any indication of a lie or ulterior motive. But found nothing, just a Man, a brother lost in the look for his older brother and now finding out that he was an uncle.
At the end your kid was an extension of In-ho, and you could not blame Jun-ho for wanting to be part of his life. If anything it was quiet cute and a noble wish.
"I...I dont mind if you are part of his life. Well our lives. I cant say im kind on going to Seoul but-"
"No, thats fine. I can work with what you are more comfortable" Jun-ho said remembering the strong emphasis his brother had made on pulling your needs first.
"Thanks, its a city that just brings back bad memories..."
Jun-ho nodded once more. He took out his phone and offered it to you.
"You can put your number..or I can give you mine. You dont have to save it just..."
"I will give you mine" You softly said pulling your contact information and giving it back. "Do you plan on staying more days at the town?"
Honestly? No. Jun-ho was already planning on leaving to rest in the next town and then go back to his brother.
But...a few more days could not hurt...
"Yes..I think I have a reason to stay for a few more days" He said smiling at the baby.
You smiled back then after giving it a long thought asked "Would you like to hold him?"
"Really?" Jun-ho asked being taken back so much he did take a step back and felt dumb for it.
"You are his uncle...I trust you will not let him fall" You said getting your kid who blinked at you giving a soft smile
"Never. I would never hurt him" Jun-ho said with maybe more force than needed.
When he felt the baby in his arms he felt so much. The little thing looked at him, curious on who this stranger was.
His little hands went to touch his shirt and Jun-ho could not help but smile. It did resemble the old baby pics his mother had of him and In-ho and in a way it felt wrong that he was holding his son before him.
But at the same time. He felt a deep connection, call it genetics, call it love, whatever it was Jun-ho did swear there that no harm would ever come to this kid. Or you, even if you deserved more than a lie. He would make sure you and your kid were safe.
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4 Years Later
Laughted filled the kid's park as some ran playing tag and others pulled their friends in the hammocks.
Your son, now five years old was lost in a game of tag with other kids from his school. Part of his hair flew in the air under his hat as he smiled when he was tagged and went for another kid.
You watched it from a near bench. Your work being flexible in hours was a plus when it came down on passing time with him.
"Mom" His sweet voice called as he came running with a bit of sweat. The summer was soon coming and the heat was just staring.
"Yes In-ho?" You asked adjusting the hat on his head. After years you have been able to say the name without it hurting that much to the point of hold back tears.
"Yejun and the others wants to go to the near store to get ice cream, pelease mom can I go too?"
You knew he was begging to go alone with his friends. Even if you knew everybody at the Town and Jun-ho had been a presece on his life and yours that made you feel less lonely and safe...you still got worried over him. Like any mother would.
"Alright" You said giving him a bit of money "But stay close to Yejun, you think you can do that little one?" You asked smiling at him.
"Mom! Im five now" He said taking the momeny and blushing "But yes! I wont separate from them"
"Thats my son" You said seeing him go off with Yejun and the others.
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A few months back on a different location:
In-ho stood over a big map, the island map and the new games that would be incorporated. It demanded new structures and more space. But after the last ones he needed to make this ones better.
The room was filled with soft jazz as he looked over the map and then at the games, a headache forming.
"Too much work for you?"
A voice he thought he would never hear in a situation like this one asked mocking him.
In-ho did not turn when Gi-hun entered the room, wearing clothes that resembled his own. The shaped mask removed.
"Its thanks to you that I have to make this games better" In-ho bite back getting a laught from Gi-hun
"The VIPs did not like seeing two lovers die last game and lose to me?" He asked getting a sound from In-ho
"Of course not. They are greedy pigs we both know it" In-ho responded turning back to look at Gi-hun.
If anyone would have told him that ex-player 456 and him would work together at the island In-ho would have actually laughted because the idea was absurd.
But here they were now. Usually Gi-hun was more on the security part. Kind of funny since he once wanted to end the games. But he also took a big part on picking up who the different recruiters have to to for.
"What do you want?" In-ho finally asked knowing Gi-hun would prefer to be on his part of the island than with him.
"I was just passing and seeing the calendar" Gi-hun said taking a seat. "The deadlines are close and your progress has been...rather slow"
"Im working on it. I will have it" In-ho said giving him his back again.
"I know its because of that woman and your kid. The kid's birthday is coming right?"
"Careful with what you say" In-ho said now fully turned killing Gi-hun with a simple look. But Gi-hun was not affected by it.
"You know, I did suspect you two were closer than what you two let out during the games...but to think you were the father.."
"Get to the point Seong" In-ho grunted
"I have a daughter too. She its in America as you know. Everyday I ask myself If i did the right thing getting back here and not going to her..."
In-ho said nothing already feeling where this conversation was going.
"But I change. I was never a good father. I tried but it was never enough. And after the first games..I was a mess. I could not see myself raising her. No after what I have done"
The jazz music played for a few seconds before he continued
"But its different with you. (Y/N) met you after you did win and while you were the only one moving this games. You two managed to connect and even create a life"
"She thinks im dead. And its better that way" In-ho said trying to even convince himself
"Dont you miss her ? Or your kid ? Dont you ever think on going to them ?"
Of course he did. Multiple times. The first two years were hell for him. Getting updates from Jun-ho about you and his son. His son who you have named after him. He did play the idea of going to you, maybe telling you everytning...but he was also scared. How would you react to it ? Knowing that after everything he was alive and on top of that he was the one behind the games ? No. He could never do that to you.
"Of course I miss her, I miss both of them. But seeing me would only make her miserable. She has my brother to help her out and my son has a great uncle. They dont need me"
Even it hurted so much to say it.
"Im just saying, I believe you have a chance. Your situation with her may be....complicated but if there is love then there is a chance"
"Since when did you become a psycologist?"
Gi-hun just laughted but without meaning it. Standing up he acomodated his clothes back.
"Im just saying, you may live in misery the rest of your life if you dont do something"
"Get out" Were the only words Gi-hun got in response.
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Present time:
In-ho ran behind Yejun and the others, ice cream in hand.
"Cmon run faster!!" Yejun called over his shoulder and In-ho tried to without letting his ice cream fell.
A hard air breeze hit him on the face pulling out his hat.
In-ho watched it flew back, running towards it. It was a hat Jun-ho his uncle had got him. He could not afford to lose it.
Plus you would be pissed and would remove his game rights for a week at least.
Just as he was about to pick it up another hand a bigger one did.
Both In-ho's looked at each other. One not knowing the connection they did share and the other with the hear up in his throat at the sight.
Yes He had seen the pictures, but there was nothing that could compare on seeing his son on the flesh. He had his eyes and your hair. Being a perfect combination of both of you.
"Sir...thats my hat. Can I please get it back?" In-ho asked keeping a safe distance from the strange man.
In-ho smiled nodding offering the hat back, his son eyed him for a moment then took it making sure it was well put on his head.
"You should not lose it. Its a good hat" In-ho said getting a look from his son who gave a bow back.
"No I wont, thanks Sir!" He responded bowing
"I dont think your mother would like you losing it"
He saw his son's eye get bigger and he almost laughted at it.
"N-no, she would hate me for that"
"Hate its a strong world. She would be angry but im sure it would pass" In-ho said now a full smile on his face.
"...Yeah but she wont let me play videogames if I lost it" He hear his son whisper. He also took notice of the ice cream now starting to melt. He pulled out his wallet and handed some wones to his son who did not move.
"Your ice cream is melting, this is so you can buy a new one"
"Mom says to never accept things from strangers that everything has a price" His son responded making him smile even more. 
"Your mom its very intelligent, if I tell you my name would you accept it?"
He saw his son brain go wild but at the end nodding.
"Im Oh In-ho"
If his son's eyes could get any bigger then these would be out of his face. His mouth open in suprise.
"You....you and me- we"
"IN-HO!! IN-HO DEAR WHERE ARE YOU" The desesperated screams from you cut his son's words off.
"MOM!!" In-ho called turning back seeing you going towards him with Yejun and Yejun's mom behind.
"What did I tell you about staying with Yejun?" You asked checking him for any injury "What happened ? Why did you got separated?"
"A strong wind took my hat and then this man returned it and even offered me money to buy ice cream since mine is melting-"
"Men? What men?" Yejun's mom asked looking around
"What? He was right...there" In-ho said to a now empy space with only some wones on the floor now.
"We should go back. I will tell the police to check this zone" Yejun's mom adviced you taking his own kid's hand.
"Yes, lets go In-ho"
"But mom! The Man and I had the same name!!" In-ho said all too happy to notice the look on your face.
"What..."
"Yes!! He told me his name was In-ho too, and that since I knew his name I could take the money"
For a few seconds you did not move or say a thing. It could...no it could not be. Maybe it was another men with the same name.
"Lets go In-ho. I will get you another ice cream on the way home"
"But mom the money..."
"Leave it, and you are grounded"
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For your son that day was lost in his memory like many others. For you it was a day that made you get hope back. Hope that maybe just maybe In-ho was alive and because of the danger he was not showing himself.
But even if that was the case. Time passed, and never a thing like that one happened again.
Jun-ho had listened to your rant that same night on the phone trying to calm you down while thinking that he would kill his brother. He came next day as a suprise visit for In-ho but it was to make sure you were alright.
And so, four more years passed. Your son now ten years old full of life. A top student, a kind soul.
He was now able to go on his own between home, school and your flower shop.
Yes, after lots of goes and backs you managed to start your own flower shop. It did take time but you were glad you did. It was the only one in the town and was near your house and In-ho's school.
Jun-ho had said it was fitting for you. He was there during all the tedious process till the big opening.
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"I will be going for his birthday" Jun-ho said to his brother in his aparment in Seoul.
"He will be ten by now" In-ho whispered drinking some beer Jun-ho had.
"Yes, (Y/N) planned a big party for him" Jun-ho said smiling at your different ideas
"She is a good mother" In-ho said smiling looking at the empy glass
"...You should go"
"Werent you the one who did threat me last time?  If I did show myself again ?" In-ho asked
"Thats because you ran away like a coward. (Y/N) was paranoid for days and her mental state got bad"
"Yes, thats why its better to go on like this"
"Really? Is this what you want? See your kid grow up from the shadows?"
"Jun-ho.."
"Listen I know, what you do is dangerous and you lied to her. But now its Gi-hun who does most of the things at the Island. You are there more like a face of sorts"
"Jun-ho I lied to her. She thinks im dead"
"I know. But so did I. I lied to her to help you. But I know her, I have know her for the past nine years. She still loves you, and I dare to say she still waits for you to return to her"
"She is good, but she wont ever forgive me.."
"Thats were you are wrong. Will she be angry? Yes, and with reason but will that anger be bigger than her love for you? No. Trust me on this. That woman...she loves you too much. You dont deserve her"
"I know"
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"Uncle!!" The voice of In-ho sounded between the laught and other kid's voices.
Jun-ho smiled, seeing how tall he had got. Each day he looked more and more like a perfect mix of you and his brother.
"Hello Sport" Jun-ho called back messing up his hair.
"Stop it! Mom does this enough" In-ho said separating and re doing his hair.
"Does that mean you dont want your birthday gift  ? Directly from Seoul ?" Jun-ho asked crossing his arms and smiling when he saw the quick change in expression.
"No-no!! Of course I want it" In-ho said taking Jun-ho's shirt and seeing behind his back. "Where is it?!!"
"Wait wait, your birthday its tomorrow" Jun-ho said pulling him away but still smiling "Why dont we get some ice coffee for your mom and some ice chocolate for you?" He asked and his newphew nodded.
"Yes! Mom said there is someone getting married next town and they left her tons of work" In-ho started to say walking towards the coffee store knowing the route by memory with Jun-ho besides him.
"Really? And she can handle it alone?"
"She hired someone! Not sure who he is, does not talk much. Dark hair and kind of tall"
Probably someone In-ho himself sent Jun-ho tought rolling his eyes
"Uncle?"
"Mhm?"
"Are you upset?" In-ho inoccent voice asked "I- mom says we need to look out for these who care about and I dont want you to feel bad" In-ho said looking to the side.
Jun-ho smiled, his heart doing jumps at his sweet nephew. It did seem that he had got your caring personality.
"Im fine Sports. Dont worry, lets get you that ice chocolate and a drink for your mom"
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This is a bad idea. In-ho's mind said as he walked the streets down where your store was. You should go back, nothing good will come from this.
In-ho stood just a few meters away from your shop. He sweet alluring smell of the different flowers hitting him.
He saw the guy he had sent to help you (not that you needed to know that) get out with lots of boxes and putting them inside a ban. He drove off. In-ho knew it.
It was now or never, the last chance.
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You moved around the back of the store. Checking different recipes and dates. The weeding next Town have proved to be a challenge for you. So much you had to hire someone to help you out.
But things were going good. Even if some days your body hurt from moving so much. Or your fingers tremble from making the different flower arrangements.
It was worth at the end, seeing the happiness in others. It gave you a sense of...comfort, and part of you liked to think that In-ho watched over you. Specially when you tended the greenhouse right next to the store. The natural smell and the connection with the dirt...it felt good. It grounded yourself.
You would close your eyes and imagine that he was standing there. Just watching you work with a rare yet soft smile, one that was saved only for you.
"Mom? What are your favorite flowers?" You kid had asked when he was seven years old while you two planted some seeds.
"My favorite flower...and from where comes the question?" You asked back passing him something to clean himself up.
"Well...I like games. And animals, but I have a favorite one...and you like flowers"
"So I must have a favorite one then?" You smiled and he nodded
"Well....I think my favorite ones are Iris..and do you know why?"
He said no and you explained.
"There is a thing, called Language of Flowers, and in them Iris means Hope. I believe its a good thing to have"
"But we studied languages at class and that was never mentioned!" In-ho said somehow offended by the fact that such a thing was never teached to him.
"Oh my dear, I can teach you if you want" In-ho agreed almost getting up to go for some papper and pens but you stopped him.
"Shower first"
"But mom-" A single look from you made him stop "Alright"
A few weeks passed, while you were at the store In-ho entered running, almost knocking a few flowers.
"In-ho! No running inside the store" You said getting up and going towards him but he ignored you pulling out his notebook.
"A chrysanthemum Mom!! You are a chrysanthemum" In-ho said signaling a drawing of the flower then an arrow and a silly draw of you.
"What..."
"Because, chrysanthemum means eternal beauty !! And mom, you are beautiful and eternal" In-ho said showing you the meaning under the draw.
You cried hugging him.
"Mom? Are you...crying?"
"No Son...im just happy. Im just really happy.
The sound of the door opening indicating that a new costumer have arrived made you came back. Not hearing your son or Jun-ho's voice let you knew it was not them.
"One moment please!" You said giving the flower arrangement its final details, the white and pastel yellows giving the cala flowers its final touch.
You left it there and went to the front moving your hair, to try and look less of a mess.
"Welcome! How can I help you-"
Your world stopped. The air in your lungs vanished and your vision went from zero to thousand. A few tears forming.
There was no way, you blinked, maybe you were seeing things again.
But no, there he was. In the flesh. Chest raising and falling indicating that he was alive.
Your In-ho, the Man you loved.
"Hello (Y/N)...we meet again"
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Notes:
ITS FINALLY HERE!! THE END OF THIS SERIES. Thanks a lot for these who read this since part one and waited till this end. I had a hard personal time but was able to pull it out!! I truly hope you like it.
And if you are reading this after you read this in one go Thanks too!!
This was my first series. I never really planned on making one. I wanted it to be two parts but I kept adding things. And then the ending got longer as my brain gave my more ideas.
And yes I used flowers for meaning, I google them! So if something is wrong...well sorry.
Questions you may have:
Is this really the ending?
A) YES!! This is the ending. Its happy or sad ? Not even I know, I would call it bittersweet.
Would you ever write more for this?
A) If I do its going to be pieces of them as family but nothing complex.
What was In-ho doing these nine years?
A) Working as the Front Man and being too scared too approach the love of his life. But he kept a close eye on her.
Why is Gi-hun now helping with the games?
A) Easy, because its a fanfic and I wanted that end for him. Besides i feel like it fits him. He is too broken to go back to a normal life.
The guy (Y/N)'s hires is the guard from S2 EP7 ?
A) Well he dies in canon but you can think its him but older!!
Did Jun-ho felt romantic feelings for (Y/N) at some point?
A) Up to you to decide! I dont think (Y/N) would ever move from In-ho so I can assure you. She never slept with Jun-ho or had any interest in him as a romantic partner.
What happened to (Y/N)'s brother?
A) Up to you! But he never shows again in her life and In-ho Jrs does not know about him.
Did my favs survive the games?
A) Again, up to you!!
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arc-misadventures · 3 days ago
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Jaune being his normal kind, helpful lovable self causes women like Illia, Terra, and others to fall for him
LAJA
Coco: And, welcome everyone to the first meeting of the, LAJA. Lesbians Against Jaune Arc. My name is, Coco Adel, club chairwoman, and founder.
Coco: Now, since this is out first meeting we will each introduce ourselves, and tell everyone why you decided to become a member of the, LAJA. I'll go first...
Coco: I am a loud, and proud lesbian, I saw some guys, and I thought they were attractive, from as aesthetic perspective not anything romantic, or sexual. But, one day, I was trying on an outfit with my BunBun...
Ilia: Hold up! Your 'BunBun?'
Coco: Oh yeah, that's a nickname for my teammate, Velvet. She's a rabbit faunas.
Ilia: Ohh!
Terra: I like that.
Coco: Velvet isn't that good at fashion, but Jaune was there, he saw my outfit, and said no. Gave me some other clothes, and told me top try it on... and son of a bitch that was the greatest outfit I've ever worn!
Coco: After that, the two of us would go out, and do some fashion shows with each other, and some other people who needed a new wardrobe. It is fun, really fun hanging out with him. So, one day when we're having fun this random woman came up, and ask if, Jaune was single. And, Jaune was single... but, I said he wasn't... that I was his girlfriend...
Coco: I'm a hardcore lesbian! I never thought of dating a guy in my entire life! But, to keep some random floozie from, Jaune I said I was his girlfriend... I don't want to lose my fashion friend, my best male friend. And, I'm sad that I'm not... And, I really... I really want to be his girlfriend... So... yeah...
Terra: You fell because of his fashion sense? Makes sense, Jaune has superb taste in woman's fashion.
Coco: He did, I was looking at a wedding dress one day, and who is at the alter, Jaune freaking Arc...
Yang: Oh you got it bad!
Coco: Okay... You're turn.
Ilia: Okay... Hello everyone, my name is Ilia Amitola, I am a chameleon faunas, I can changed the colour of my skin. So, I was a former member of the, White Fang, I was a lesbian since I was in the, White Fang, and I hated humans on top of that. Then this stupid blond human just shows up, he flashes me that pearly smile of his. And, my body just changed to pink!
Coco: Like it did just now?
Ilia: Yes?! I just looked at him, and I thought how much I wanted to sleep with this guy! A guy, a human guy at that! It's just a crush, there's nothing more about it! So, I decided to learn things about him, I'd learn that one thing to make him the worst person I could possibly imagine!
Ilia: And, what I learned is that he is one of the nicest, sweetest guys I've ever met! He doesn't hate the faunas! He supports the, White Fang! To a point! He doesn't like the more radical side...
Yang: No one does.
Ilia: But, all I learned how a sweet caring a person he is! Then I saw him watch over some faunas kid one day, and the next thing I know, I'm thinking about having kids with him! This it total bullshit!
Coco: She's still blushing.
Emerald: It is a nice shade of pink.
Terra: Well... speaking of babies... My name is, Terra Cotta Arc...
Coco: Arc? Are you related to, Jaune?
Terra: In a way, I am married to a woman called, Saphron Cotta Arc. She is, Jaune's older sister, making, Jaune my brother-in-law. And, for a while I thought I was asexual, I was never interested in anyone. But, then I met my wife, and well eventually I married her. And, I'm happily married! But, then I met, Jaune, and if I met him before I met my wife, we probably would be married with three kids by now. Right now we only have the one though.
Coco: T-The one...?
Terra: I wanted a kid, so I asked, Jaune to... donate so I could have one. And, this is my son, Adrian~!
Yang: Oh gods he is so adorable~!
Ilia: Noooo... Don't do this to me, I've been trying to get rid of the baby craze!
Terra: And, well... I want another... maybe two... N-Next...!
Yang: Okay... glad I'm not the only one... Ahem! Hi! My name is, Yang Xiao Long, and I'm not really a lesbian, I always thought I was more of a bisexual. I always thought, woman, and men were attractive. And, when I came here to, Beacon the lesbian drive kicked into overdrive! I mean come on! There are so many hot woman here!
Coco: It's a buffet here!
Yang: And, my teammate is, Blake Belladonna! How many people didn't get a aroused , and want to smash that phat ass!
Ilia: Preach sister!
Yang: But then, Jaune Arc came around, and started acting like a big brother figure to my little sister! He looked after her, he comforted her when she was sad, he made her cookies! That was my job! But, all of a sudden big bro came in and stole my job! And, that's were all hell let loose!
Yang: So, I confronted him one day to leave her alone, to stop being her 'big brother,' that it was my job to do those things, because I am her big sister. But, he told me not to worry, since I was her big sister, and i would always be her big sister. So, he told me not to worry 'little sister.' He calmed me, 'little sister' rubbed the top of my head, and left. And, I swear to gods... I came when he patted my head!
Coco: Seriously?!
Terra: I'd buy that.
Yang: I don't like people touching my hair, but he just patted once, and he sent me so over the edge that, that's what happened?! I want, no need him to do it again!
Yang: I want my big brother to hold me in his arms, to comfort me when I'm sad, to run his fingers through my hair to calm me. And, above all I want him to spank my ass as he calls me his bitch, while I scream big bro as he takes me from behind! I used to imagine doing that to, Blake, and her phat ass! Now, I want, Jaune to be doing that to me!
Coco: (Whistles~!) You got it bad girl.
Terra: Really bad... Now tell us how you want him to do this, I need to know.
Yang: You're turn, Emerald.
Emerald: Okay... My name is Emerald Sustari. I am a lesbian, least I was... honestly I think I'm not that much of a lesbian, I was interested in my team leader. Her name is, Cinder Fall. She took me in, when no one else would, so I kinda fell for her from an emotional stand point. But, Cinder never saw me from that angle... she's more focused on how she can use me for her own gains. This often made me cry, that she didn't care about me... Then one day, Jaune found me when I was crying, and we just started talking. He became a shoulder I could cry on, someone I could go to for support, or just someone I could be around when I needed something.
Emerald: Then... then his mother came by, and he introduced me to her... And, I understood why, Jaune was such a nice, and caring person. And, I asked, Jaune's mom. Juniper if she would adopt me, so I could finally have the mother figure I always wanted.
Yang: What did she say?
Emerald: She said no.
Terra: What?! But, Juniper is such a lovely woman, why did she say no?
Emerald: Because she knows how much I love, Jaune, and that if I married him she would still become my mom. So, I get the best of both worlds. A mom, and the man I love...
Terra: Oh...
Yang: Now that's a good deal right there...
Coco: Alright... now that everyone has been introduced, we shall now begin the first meeting with the, LAJA. Does anyone have an items they wish to bring to the table.
Ilia: Yeah, I have one... We're calling ourselves the, Lesbians Against, Jaune Arc. But, how are we against, Jaune? I mean... we all want to sleep with the guy... that doesn't sound so 'against' now does it?
Coco: Uhh... cause I thought everyone would be upset, Jaune turned us straight. So, we would be against him, because of that.
Ilia: That makes sense, but in reality... we want to fuck him...
Yang: Yeah, we all want to sleep with the guy to one degree, or the other.
Terra: So how are we against the guy?
Coco: It sounded nice...?
Emerald: I vote we rename ourselves to the, Lesbians Attracted to, Jaune Arc! Where are new mandate is to help each other sleep with, Jaune to some degree. All those in favour say aye.
Ilia: Aye!
Yang: Hell to the aye!
Terra: Aye~!
Coco: Aye!
Coco: Okay, in that case I welcome you to the first meeting of the, LAJA. Lesbians Attracted to, Jaune Arc. First order of business: Who gets to fuck, Jaune first.
Yang: I move, Terra goes last, she's already slept with him, and had his child.
Terra: What?!
Ilia: I agree.
Emerald: Agree.
Coco: The ayes have it; Terra only gets to sleep with, Jaune after the rest of us do.
Terra: ...
Terra: Okay, that's fair...
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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓’𝐒 𝐔𝐏 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 ?
╰┈➤ [ CH 02.1 ] LEAP OF FAITH
pairings: yandere! various (batfam, spiderverse) x miles morales! reader
tw/cw: mild yandere themes, stalking, spoilers for the spiderverse movies (this part covers a majority of the first one) and spiderman games. VV LONG PART!! Lots of canon divergences!!! reader gets called a kid multiple times but they’re an adult.
status: severely unedited
a/n: although i included spanish and uncle aaron, please be reminded that [y/n] looks however you’d like! you may even alter how unc looks since i don’t describe his appearance anyways. i’ll also be adding stuff from the spiderman games to expand on some characters so everything is not one to one from the movies.
wanted to get this out sooner for you all so this part will be divided into two or more depending on how far i get into the movie
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The dark, putrid alleyways of Gotham was a place that should never be treaded by a small, weak kid like you. You cringed at the sound and feel of your favorite shoes sinking into the water with every step, and then frowned at the thought that your mom wouldn’t be the one washing these later now that you lived in a dorm. Still, even if those criminals didn’t capture you for ransom, or maybe your favorite vigilantes didn’t accidentally kill you, you were sure your dad would — no absolutely will. Maybe having a new home to go to wasn’t so bad.
“I’m gonna get in so much trouble.”
You muttered with a massive grin on your features. Fear always treated you a little differently. If anything it made you walk a little faster. It had been a while since you and Aaron had little fun together, and you definitely wouldn’t let a future sermon get in the way of such a rare opportunity.
Your uncle, his hands tucked into his puffer jacket-hoodie hybrid nudged you with his shoulder. Your much smaller, younger frame almost toppled over.
“Hey man, tell him your art teacher made ya.”
“How’d you know about this place?”
“Did an Engineering job down here.” Whew, even hearing the word Engineering from your Uncle made you shudder. “What?” He asked, you couldn’t tell if he was concerned, weirded out, or just chillin’. He was always hard to read.
“Nothing.” You took a deep breath in, “Dad wants me to get into Engineering.”
You two stop at some metal fencing with a door, which was conveniently climbable. Your uncle quickly demonstrated how with a few swift moments. Damn, it was almost as if he was used to breaking and entering.
“And you?” He smirked.
“I-“ You took a deep breath, It wasn’t as if you weren’t used to getting into shenanigans and sneaking into places yourself. You jumped, barely able to reach the door’s height, awkwardly heaved your body upwards to the gap between the fence and the ceiling, before not so gracefully squeezing yourself and your backpack through. “augh — don’t know yet.”
“Whassup?” You looked at your uncle, a huge and crooked grin of triumph in your features.
“Hahaha— I knew we were related. I’ll tell you something though. Just make sure you can pay the bills and sort out your taxes.”
You groaned in response to his advise. You definitely weren’t ready to be a proper adult yet.
You two then proceeded to the best spot you’ve ever seen in Gotham yet.
“Whoa!” Your mouth was so wide open in awe that it almost hurt. You yelled, “Gothaamm!!” Jumping giddily at the echo.
“There’s a lot of history on these walls.” Your uncle let his hand graze across the old graffiti, tracing each line with a soft, yet proud look on his face.
Excited, you swiftly dropped your backpack, taking out a few cans of paint. “This is so fresh.” And so you did your thing. Letting your instincts guide you as you got back into the groove of spray painting. It had been a while, your hands were shaky at times, but nonetheless you were in your element. Free. Unafraid of mistakes or the far future.
You smiled, truly, for once since your enrolment. There was just a few last touches.
“A little help?”
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“Wow.”
“Too crazy?”
“Nah, man. [N/N] I see exactly what you’re doing here.” Aaron patted you on the back before he wrapped an arm around your shoulder. “You know, your dad and I used to do this back in the day.”
“Stop lyin’! A guy a like him? I bet he snitch on ya right after.”
“No, no, it’s true! But then he took on the cop thing and . . . I don’t know.” Your uncle had a tense look appear on his face. As if he tasted something bitter. And then, a distant, yet sweet nostalgic one replaced it as the words escaped his lips, “He’s a good guy . . . just . . . you know what I’m sayin?”
“Speaking of good. You don’t have to act all strong when you’re with me.” He gave you a light punch to your arm. “I knew you two were close. Heck, I made a couple of bets that you two would get married in the future. Didn’t know I’d lose to nature of all things.”
“Wait. Hang on— bets?!” Blood rushed to your face. You feel warm and cold at the same time. Were you two that obvious?
“I didn’t know him that well. But what I do know is that he put a huge smile on your face. Bigger than any of the ones I could ever draw on ya.” His rubs his thumb to the corner of your lips, “So feeling bad that he’s gone? That’s a given, kid.”
“Thanks, unc.” You leaned into his touch, “But it really isn’t Miguel. It’s—“
His phone rang. Damn.
“Sorry, [N/N]. I gotta roll.”
“No problema.”
A grave look flicked across your uncle’s features. Must have been the stress from work you supposed. Being called at this hour? You were dreading Engineering even more.
“[Y/N]! We gotta go.”
Turns out spending most of the night outside in the cold right before school was a bad idea. It was as if everything was irritating you. Your clothes felt tighter, your sweats… sweatier. Wait. This could only mean one thing.
“I think I hit puberty!” You exclaimed. Finally you could be as tall as those other kids in school.
Realizing you yelled that out loud and startled your roommate was a tad bit embarrassing though. “. . . Ehehe. . . sorry.”
‘I gotta get new clothes.’
‘Wait, why is the voice in my head so loud?’
“Watch where you’re—“ Of all the people you bump into . . . “[L/N].” Damian’s beautiful green eyes would have been great to stare at if he didn’t use them to glare at everyone. You almost shriek at the random tingle you feel behind your neck. Why were you getting goosebumps all of a sudden? I mean he is hot but not that hot.
“You know my—“
“Yeah. I know everyone’s.” He quickly overtook your attempt at a conversation. “6pm. Weekend. Don’t be late, 42.” And there he goes.
Wait, wasn’t that your raffle number?
“How does he know— He- He really has some issues.” You shook your head. Your mom often brought you around the community to help and whatnot, as such you weren’t that fazed when people just knew stuff about you without knowing who they are.
“Talk about it.” In anycase, you know who’s actually that hot?
“Gwen!”
“Hi. You called me by name for once.” Her eyes traveled all over your body, and it took everything in you not to grin like an idiot, scream and turn red all at the same time. “Are you alright or . . ? You’re sweating, like a lot.”
Shit. Damn your body for betraying you! “I am?”
“Hang on.” She brings forth a face towel, a little damp to the touch, but useful nonetheless.
“Sorry, it has my own sweat on it.”
“It’s great, I mean fine! Thank you.” Holy shit you just sweat melded with Gwen. Laughing awkwardly you give it back to her. Or at least attempt to.
“Uh, you can let go now.”
“I think . . . I think it’s stuck to my hand?”
“What?”
“I- It won’t come off!”
You suddenly feel a static, and judging from Gwen’s face, you know she felt it too.
“What was that?!”
“Okay, [Y/N] listen. Pay close attention. I need you to calm down.”
“Calm down?! How does calming down help?!”
“It’ll be much more helpful for you to be calm rather than panicked at the very least!” Gwen slowly inhaled and exhaled. Damn was she good at everything she does? How is she not panicking like you were? “Breathe in, and out.”
In anycase, a couple of breathing exercises later and a horrid excuse to not make your crush — and hence why your nerves were on end despite the calm atmosphere of a library — that obvious. You two part ways.
Well not without a final word from her.
“We have to talk later” She says. The lighthearted, calm tone turned serious.
You don’t know how you got to this moment. Somewhere, sometime when you were running away from the school guards because of your new found powers — you found yourself in a middle of a fight between Spiderman and The Lizard.
“Dr. Curtis, listen to me! You cannot open up a portal to another dimension. Gotham is not zoned for that. We’re barely surviving here in the first place!” Geez harsh dig, but man was he right. You don’t know how many days your mom spent crying wondering if your dad would come back after being sent to fight Joker of all people.
Still your dad never fails to intimidate you. Despite your powers being oddly similar to Spiderman, you think it’d be best if you left before your parents started calling—
“It’s not up to me!”
You gulped, perhaps the lizard looked a little more imposing than a sermon.
“Why won’t you quit?!”
“I guess I like Gotham not being sucked into a black hole?! Metropolis maybe, not Gotham!”
You gasp as the floor beneath you disappears, you find yourself free falling.
THWIP!
“You’re cute. And your shoes are untied.” As if you weren’t already out of breath, Spiderman just had to call you cute while you were basically heaving from all the physical activity and the anxiety of having a giant lizard on your ass. “I’m basically wearing a onesie so I don’t really have to worry about it.” The man makes it worse and approaches you, holding up your Air Jordan’s and tying it laces.
You feel a tingle down your spine that flows down your limbs. One that looped over and over like some sort of feedback. Same as Gwen’s but somehow stronger.
Spiderman snapped his head from your shoes to your face once more. The white eye-like part of his mask widened.
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“You’re a Spider, too? Damn.” Spiderman mouthed the last word breathlessly, though it didn’t seem to be out of being tired. He seemed quite . . . relaxed almost. He was in his element.
You shook your head, “I don’t want to be . . .” And clearly, you weren’t being good enough for it if you couldn’t handle even half of what he’s doing.
“We don’t have a choice.” The unyielding nature of his statement took you aback. You weren’t sure if it was out of awe or fear for the future.
“Got a lot going through your head I’m sure. You’re gonna be fine, I can help you. Show you the ropes? I just needta destroy that big machine before the space time continuum collapses. Try not to move around too much.” He gives your shoes one last tug, and you see the mask shift a little around his mouth area. He’s smiling.
He then styles on you by backflipping unto a rail, doing the classic “hero stake out” pose before he saluted, “See ya.”
“Crap.” Spiderman mouthed as the entire contraption collapsed.
“What happened there?! Are you alright?!" You ran to his frankly, horrid state of self. On the floor, bruised and beaten. His mask torn on one of his eyes, revealing a brilliant blue.
“Talk later, escape now.” He coughed, spitting out some blood.
“Right. Where do I. . .?” Crap. Were you really going to learn about Spiderman's real identity just like that? You wondered were such a man lived. Prolly up town where all the socialites were. Dude's probably neighbors with the likes of Bruce Wayn-
“ . . . Gotham Visions Dormitory.”
“I can’t believe Spiderman just slept next door and he’s a senior in my school!”
“Sshhhh! And yeah, well. The world is a small place. Gotham’s even smaller.” He puts a finger on your lips. A sigh escaped his. Seconds pass before he continued, “I just can’t believe Papa’s kid would be my protégé.”
“You-You-Y-You heard that?!”
“I hear a lot of things.”
You nodded at him. You too have heard many things since your powers first manifested. You wonder how he can handle so much stimuli every single day while going to Visions and being a badass hero.
What were you supposed to do again? Right - ! You had a spider to save. You swiftly shuffled through his belongings. Strangely enough you don't see any pictures of him lying around. Not that you wanted to sneak a peek as to how those pretty blue eyes fit into the picture. Not at all.
After a minute or so, you find a first aid kid and begin mending the most damaging areas of his body. Thankfully you don't spot nor feel foreign objects stuck inside him and it seems as if he's already healed many of the minor wounds.
Superheroes man. So cool.
“You seem pretty experienced with handling this kind of stuff. Should I be concerned?”
“Had a friend that got beaten up quite a lot. Picked it up for him. May I?" You gestured to his mask.
“I . . . see. And go ahead. I need a breather and this thing ain't helping."
You patted his face and neck for any indication of where to pull, finding a slit underneath his chin. Gingerly, you tugged on the latex like fabric.
Your [e/c] meeting those baby blues once more, only more clearly now.
And the fan blogs about him were so right, he is blond!
That would make him the second blondie you've had the feedback loop with now that you thought about it. You were about to mention Gwen but -
“Harry!” Spiderman covered the rest of his body with blanket so quickly that you barely even processed the new person by the time he finished making his move.
What the heck- why'd he even let you- was he just making fun of you- using you-
“Pete. Woah. You look . . .” 'Harry' looked at your new Spider tutor with a mildly concerned glance. Not even moving to help you with the first aid.
“Yeah yeah. You know the drill."
“And you . . .” Harry's eyes drift to your spot. You look away, scared of making direct eye contact. Great, another hot guy.
“Papa’s kid. I know.” You mumbled. A rising sense of resentment for your father ebbed and flowed within your spider venom infested veins.
“No no. There is that yeah, but I mean. You’re the one Peter kept—“
“Harry!” 'Peter' groaned. Huh, you never expected Spiderman to have such a nerdy name.
“Fine. Though, he wasn’t lying. You really are cute.”
Peter groaned even louder this time, an achievement considering his face was buried in a pillow for this round.
“You called me cute earlier too, why are you hiding now?”
“That’s different!”
“Woah, Peter called you cute? To your face? Who are you and what have you done to my friend?”
“Shut up.”
You sense an upcoming wave of awkward silence. As such, the kind person that you were, you quickly finished helping Peter with the injuries he had exposed and stated, “That should be it. My room is just next door. To the left. I’ll be there if you need me.”
You silently return the first aid kid where it belonged and sneak your way to the door as if the two men weren't staring at you at this moment. "Goodbye um- sir Peter. Sir Harry."
And then you were gone.
“You don’t mind if we share right?”
“Harry. Could you not? I’m serious.”
“Woah. What’s with the attitude and volume?”
“I. . . like them. A lot. You know this already.” Peter suddenly had this longing look on his face. Equal parts in hopeless romantic and obsession.
“Clearly I didn’t truly comprehend the extent of your yearning ‘til now. Sheesh. Okay, they’re all yours.” Harry paused for dramatic effect, “For now.”
“Harry!”
“Hey, uh — Gwen. Got caught up in something. I’ll talk to you after I’m done with . . . everything. I should be free just before next week starts. See ya.”
Click!
You were never really good with excuses. Your mind raked through everything you knew just to give Gwen that message.
In anycase, overwhelmed as you were. Your feet took you to one place the anxiety and stress seemed to melt away (aside from Uncle Aaron’s crib).
“This week just keeps getting worse.” You sighed, slamming the window to your room shut after sneaking in.
Well, getting in and getting caught right after.
“Police! Put your hands up!” Your father exclaimed. But his voice doesn’t alert you at all. If anything you were bracing yourself for the sermon right after.
“Wait a sec. [Y/N]?” Your mother appeared from behind him with a frying pan in hand.
You took a deep breath. Facing them both.
How could you say that you were afraid? Scared? Unbelievably crushed underneath all this pressure about going to Gotham Visions and possibly becoming a hero of your own soon.
You'd have to fight giant lizards. Giant sandstorm creating men.
And all you had was you,
and your family.
“[Y/N]—? Why aren’t you at—“ You rushed to hug your dad. Encasing the old man with your arms so tight that it almost took the wind out of the poor officer. “Woah woah. It’s okay. It’s okay.”
“. . . No. No it’s . . . “ Not. Everything is not okay. You were about to take on the responsibility of a lifetime. Something you couldn’t – shouldn’t — escape even if you all you wished was to run away from it all.
“[Y/N]? Qué te pasa? Is it the earthquake?” Your mother joined in the hug. Rubbing your back as her other hand held her husband (frying pan put aside).
“Can I sleep here tonight?” You asked.
“[Y/N], it’s a weeknight. You made a commitment to that school.”
“Jeff, they’re upset.”
“Of course you can stay.” Your father immediately changed tune. Heh, he really was weak to your mother.
“Dad?”
“Yeah?”
“Do you really hate Spiderman?”
“Yeah. . ? I mean, for a vigilante he isn’t as bad as that friend of his, Red Hood—“
“Jeff, mi amor?”
“What? They asked me! Baby you know how I feel about those people c’mon.” Your father’s voice fades away, taking your mother’s stern look as a sign that he may not be wanted there all too much at the moment.
“Tú sabes que él te quiere mucho. That’s why he’s tough on you. You know that, right?”
“Mhm. I . . . I know.” You knew. But most of the time than not you couldn’t fully comprehend or understand your father. Despite clearly never appreciating or responding well to his tough love approach, he kept doubling down and forcing what he thought was good for you. “Mami. Do you ever think about moving out of Gotham?”
Your mother shook her head.
“Our family doesn’t run from things, [Y/N].”
“What’s this?” You gestured the red box Peter handed you. It was wrapped by some blue ribbon.
“My old suit. Figured we should get that part right before anything else.” He watches you with a smile as you opened it. “It’ll just be a placeholder before I give your measurements to my aunt.”
“Your aunt?”
“My partner in crime. Well — fighting crime. Aside from Jace. But we don't talk about him behind his back otherwise he'll just suddenly appear like the devil." He whispered the last part into your ear. Jace? Was that another vigilante? Sounds like a pompous name. Or maybe you’ve been watching Arcane way too much in anticipation for the next season.
“This is . . . a bit too big.”
“Who knows? It might fit, eventually. Spider puberty is a little finicky.”
“Tell me about it.” You’ve gone through a lot of your handkerchiefs from all the sweat you’ve been excreting.
“You mind?” He gestured his hands in a pulling down motion. You tilted your head in confusion but then slowly pieced together that he wanted to help you put it on.
“Go ahead.”
“That should be it.” He patted your back after securing your suit on.
It sagged a bit on your body, but worked nonetheless.
“That static, tingly thing in our heads. What’s that?”
“Spider-sense. It alerts you of incoming danger. It should do you well to listen to it.”
“Listen to static??”
“You’ll learn its language soon enough. In anycase, first on today’s agenda! Web-slinging. Very important. That’s how we get to any place at any time, whenever someone needs us. It’s what puts me — now us — Spiderpeople ahead of other vigilantes in the area.” He said with what you could assume was a big grin on his face by the way his mask moved.
“Alright. What do I do?”
“Just jump across and —“ Peter flicked his wrist forward, almost hitting you with the sticky goo that makes up his web.
You nod. This should be easy enough right?
Jump and flick. Jump and flick.
What you failed to calculate within your plans was that flicking your wrist needed to be timed precisely otherwise your web would not reach its proper destination.
“AAAAAAAH—!” You screamed as your webs landed on air, your body falling down.
With your eyes sewn shut, you fully expected a crash and the painful reality of falling at least 5 stories.
But somehow, you miraculously get caught. You opened your eyes and . . .
“Woah.” Your mouth went agape. If Peter was cute, whoever just saved your ass (literally) was pretty. Impeccable pale skin, dark and mysterious blue eyes that screamed sleepless but nonetheless striking, and oh his hair. Jet black. Perfectly framing his face.
And as if the heavens decided to reward you for trusting Peter's guidance and taking the fall (literally), it seemed that the ogling was not one-sided, “Are you an angel from heaven?” You both say in sync.
It had not been a moment since that came out from your mouth and you already regretted it. Augh. Cringe.
“Timmy! Old pal!” Peter landed behind him with a large smack to the shoulder, almost making this ‘Timmy’ drop you. “I see you’ve met my protégé.”
“Spider . . .” Peter struggled to put a title on you, “ . . . baby meet Timothy “Tim.” Drake, my underclassman. Timsies, meet my new partner.”
“He knows?” You whispered, as if Tim wasn't there still holding unto to you.
“Yep, he’s actually the Red Robin.” Peter whispered back, playing along with you.
“Peter!” Tim whisper-shouted, smacking Peter’s nape. Not before putting you down gently, of course. What a gentleman.
“R-r-red RobIN?! I’m such a huge fan! I - I bought all of your merch and—“ An alarm went off from inside your suit. You curse as you realized that getting your phone out to close it would take ages. Thankfully you knew what it meant however.“Crap. I gotta go.”
“Go where—?” Peter questioned.
“Well, I have this project with this kid from my class, Damian Wayne?”
“You were partnered with him? Good luck.” Tim had a look of both pity and a hint of delight.
“That happens to be Tim’s little brother.” ‘Barely’ the person in question muttered. “Why don’t I bring you there? Think I should have given you a proper example before throwing you off a building.”
“Why am I not surprised that you almost broke someone’s back with your antics? One day you’ll get ‘em killed.”
Peter doesn’t even answer him properly, “Oh no, your coffee.”
“Ah.” Tim stared at the brown stain in the snow. “I’ll just buy another one. Take care you two.”
And you somehow don’t throw up as Peter took you to the skies. He gives you pointers once on air. Something about wrist angles, pendulum theories and a whole bunch of physics. Unfortunately for him, half of the time was spent with you being thinking and being distracted by how pretty Tim was.
“You’re a godsend. Sometimes.” At least, even with the crap spider tutelage, being a baby spider meant free, fast rides across the New York.
“Just your friendly neighborhood spider.”
You heard lightning in the distance.
“Never gets old.” Peter put his hands on his hips. Neither surprised nor creeped out by the eerie ambiance. “Don’t worry about the creepy atmosphere, the Waynes are huge softies inside. I’ll pick you up at . . . ?”
“Oh, no no no! I’ll be fine. You’ve already helped a lot. (and almost killed me a couple of times) Thank you.” You vehemently denied his help. Fearing for what may happen despite the safe journey here.
“Always here to help. Or not. Good luck, Spiderbaby!”
“You’re on time.” The green-eyed classmate of yours looked raised his annoyingly perfect eyebrows. Considering your track record with classes, you couldn’t blame him.
“Of course.” Damian terrified you way too much for you to be late. He does not reply, so you open your mouth to keep the atmosphere from being too awkward, “Nice place you—“
“No small talk. Now that you’re done fulfilling the bare minimum. We can begin. Follow me.”
He led you through a bunch of hallways. Probably filled with antiques that would make your entire neighborhood go bankrupt. Your past experiences in rich people’s houses made you repeat one thing in your head as your treaded the extravagantly carpeted hall
‘Keep your arms to the side.’ His voice bounced around in your head. Echoes of the past that you've buried for so long. The moment you even raised a finger, you could be charged for theft. Especially if the owner was extra elitist and a douche. Like how his dad used to be.
“Woah, you draw too? These are so cool!” You ogled as you and Damian reached his room. It was as fancy as you expected it to be. Dreary and dark if not for the presence of animal toys and art supplies.
“I said no—“
You continued yapping, far too excited by the concept of Damian having something in common with you to stop. “A whole Windsor and Newton set, of course. I could only wish to have these.” You sighed dramatically. If only you could—
You feel static down your spine. Just by the width of a hair you managed to dodge Damian throwing a paintbrush at you. You look behind to see the wooden end of it stuck within a wall.
“What the heck, that could have hurt!”
“You have good reflexes.”
“Not even a sorry?” Damian raised one of his eyebrows (which are super thick now that you looked closely) and then gave you one scathing hot glare. “Fine, fine.”
It took about half an hour before you found yourself dosing off to dreamland.
“What are you doing? We don’t have all night to work—“
“I’m done. Been waiting for you for forever.”
“Give me that.” He snatched your paper off of your hands.
“Hey!”
“This is . . . acceptable.” He then waved your paper around before slamming it unto the table. “Only that it doesn’t hold any substance at all. It’s too vague. Our teacher told us to talk about our personal experiences. Not hypothetical ones.”
“I’m afraid if I write my personal experiences it’d be way too depressing.” You half joked. Trying yet failing to get a laugh out of your partner to ease the mood. A terrible one to pick for that reason but hey, playing dumb this entire year was your forte at this point.
Maybe cause you were actually a little stupid in some places.
“Then write it.”
“I just said—“
“So what if your life is depressing? It’s your own life. Your story. If she judges you for being honest then it’s her fault.”
“Damian?” Your mouth agape in awe, you said, “You’re so cool, y’know that?”
Besides being the son of Bruce Wayne, he was also the little brother of your favorite hero. You’ve also heard of the rumors. How perfect Damian was at everything. Some people were just favored by the Gods you supposed.
“I know. Besides it’s what was written in the instructions.” Damian huffed. Again, seemingly unaffected by your words. Understandably so, he probably got praised on the daily with how utterly immaculate he was.
Kind of makes you want to push his buttons.
“To be honest, you seemed so scary I almost bailed. Glad my fear of angering you outweighed my fear of you in general.”
“Hm.” Nope. Nothing at all. At least, nothing that you’ll ever see. As the moment you looked away out of boredom, an ever so faint smirk etches itself unto Damian’s countenance.
The rest of the evening passed in silence. Nothing comfortable, you were in an eerie mansion with one of the scariest people you knew after all, but nothing too awkward or chilling either.
“Bye Damian! It was nice working with you!” You waved, making your exit. A sense of relaxation and slight euphoria in your veins as you finally got whatever that was done.
“They seemed nice.”
Damian does not reply to Alfred’s words verbally. Only nodding as a polite response before he left.
Alfred stared at your form as it grew smaller. “. . . albeit a tad familiar.”
“Hey, Mig.” Your body instinctively relaxed as you saw the picture frame above his gravestone, right next to a large bouquet of fresh flowers; a thin layer of snow atop of it.
You wiped it off from both items, before proceeding to kneel down as you always did during your visits, “I missed ya.” You began.
“I’ve been a bit behind on my Spanish lessons, and I haven’t had much use for it since, you know.” Your hand moved around, animated. “Everything has just been so hectic. I feel like every single time I thought things were at its worst the world just piles on more duties for me to take.” And then it fell back to your side.
You bury your face into your knees.
“Is this what you felt like?” You recalled the hours he spent perfecting table manners and speech. The way his life was turned upside down by a single revelation of his parenthood. “Your dad got a lot nicer when you were gone. Your death was definitely a wake-up call to his prejudices. He even offered to pay for my fees at Visions.”
Of course, you refused. Citing the fact that now that Miguel was gone there was no use to niceties. It was too late, your opinion of him and those rich folks who walked all over you would never change no matter how much they poured.
. . . Actually, you change your mind. With the way the current Spiderman was teaching you, you might need some help paying a couple hospital bills along with damages of property.
“You are supposed to be where I am. I bet you’d do a lot better as a Spiderman too.”
In fact, you believed that he would have been perfect. Miguel was the kindest, most self sacrificing person you knew. He would have taken this responsibility with stride and his head held high.
If only you had a better teacher. Someone who was more practical and had more experience.
“Hey Kid.”
After what felt like a chase and a half, you managed to bring the man you knocked out back home. It took a while but you knew your father had some rope, a punching bag, and a place where you wouldn’t get caught (your room, securely locked with a table).
But most importantly, what your dad had was a lot of movies with cops/detectives in them. Interrogation techniques were always something he’d discuss and use on you whenever you’d do something against the house’s ‘laws.’ Which was… more often than not.
“Why do you look like Peter?”
“Because I am Peter.”
You looked at him with a face of utter disbelief. Gesturing to his form you questioned, “Then why are you older? Why is your hair different? Why is your nose broken? And why is your body a-a different . . . shape?”
“Did you just call me fat?”
“N-no- just different!”
“Hey listen kid. Fat shaming isn’t a part of cute privilege alright?”
Ignoring the part where this random ass stranger called you cute, for the sake of this conversation’s brevity and your curiosity you surmised the following, “Are you . . . Are you from another dimension, like from a parallel universe where things are like this universe but different and you’re Spiderman in that universe but somehow traveled to this universe, but-but you don’t know how?”
“Wow cute and smart. That was really just a guess?”
“Learned about it in physics. Visions really drills those in within the first month.”
“Quantum Theory.” You two mouthed in sync.
“This is amazing! I can have two teachers! You seem a bit more experienced too. Maybe I can minimize the bones I break this way!”
“Yeah right.” He swiftly dismissed your idea. Groaning at the thought of dealing with what was basically a child in comparison to his experience.
“Please?”
“Well here’s lesson one kid; don’t watch the mouth. Watch the hands.” And the whole thing that tied him to the punching bag unraveled. Damn it, that took you at least an hour to do! Not only that but the man then kicked the thing at you, making you slam backwards unto a door. Yikes.
“Other Peter, seriously—!” And now you have his web all over your mouth. Great.
“Trust me, kid. This’ll all make you a better Spiderman.” Peter—or whoever this rude man was—jumped out of your window and slung a web, ready to leave. But before he could take off, his body suddenly glitched, the distortion rippling across his form, and he crashed downward, slamming through a set of stairs with a loud thud.
“Hey, are you - are you . . . okay?” You asked, wiping off the remnants of his web from your lips. “What’s going on with your body?”
“I don’t think my atoms are all jazzed about being in the wrong dimension.” He turned his body around, facing you and glitching once more. “Look, I’m not looking for a side gig as a Spiderman coach. ‘Sides you already have one! With a not broken nose! And I got a little going lot on in my dimension.”
“I heard a wise guy once saying that with great power comes great—“
“Don’t you dare finish that sentence! Don’t do it! I’m sick of it!” He pointed at you with an accusatory finger, his voice trembling with frustration. And then he glitches again. Huh you might have felt bad if he didn’t just kick and webbed you. “Want my advice? Go back to being a regular kid. We already have a bunch of vigilantes in Gotham I’m sure they can work things out.” He spoke as he hung from a platform with one hand.
“I’m part of this now. I can’t just run away! That supercollider could potentially destroy my universe, everything and everyone I know!”
“What did you say?” Suddenly, Peter turned his head to look at you.
“I can’t just run away?”
He started walking towards you, feet sticking to the brick walls like a natural, “Blah blah responsibility! Who cares about that? Where’s this collider?”
“Under Fisk Tower.”
“Goodbye.” He walks back down the walls. Tearing the eye contact he held with you just seconds ago like it was nothing.
“Where are you going?”
“When it runs, I’ll jump in and get back to my life.”
“You can’t let them run it! You don’t even know if you’ll get sent to the correct dimension much less be alive through it all!” You attempt to follow him, not so gracefully sliding down the walls, “We’re supposed to destroy it so it doesn’t run at all and cause — I don’t know — a rupture in the—“
“‘Space time continuum’ That is what they always say. But there’s always a little bit of time before everybody dies and that’s when I do my best work.”
“You’re really gonna go home and leave me, a kid mind you, to figure this out all by myself?”
“No, I’m leaving you with other, frankly speaking, much more responsible vigilantes to fix whatever aftereffects of that thing is.”
“You good with that Spiderman?”
“Yeah.”
You sighed, falling to your knees.
Older Peter looks back at you from the rooftop with the most unamused look he's ever had this whole night. “What are you doing?”
“Using my ‘cute privilege’ to make you feel guilty. Is it working?”
“I hate kids. How could it— No. Look at me. Does it look like it’s working? No, no it’s —Ohohoho. AAAHH! NO! NO! DO NOT LET THEM WIN!”
You muster all your will not to smile or laugh at his mighty attitude falling at the face of your cuteness.
“Alright kid, you win. We don’t have a second to lose. Bring me to your Spiderman mentor you mentioned.”
“Mmm. I love this burger. So delicious. Mmm. One of the best burgers I’ve ever had. In my universe this place closed six years ago. Mmm. I don’t know why. I really don’t. Mmm!” Peter Burnout spoke as he gorged himself in food. Some of the ketchup spraying to yours and OG Peter's face.
A waiter passes by and drops a bill on your table.
“You have money, right? I’m not very liquid right now.”
“I can’t believe you replaced me!” Peter cried as he looked at his older, more . . . rotund counterpart.
“Peter. Sir. Respectfully speaking super healing doesn’t really help with pain from broken bones. If anything I’m just grateful I didn’t give my parents a whole buttload of debt from my injuries.”
“And I was — pfft — really sorry about that!”
“You’re still laughing about it!” You yelled, watching Peter do his best to hide his amusement at your predicament. This man who so calmly took care of a giant wizard and a world ending collider, did not have the chops for acting or lying at all. “Back to the topic at hand people. Any Spiderman tips Other-Peter?”
“Yeah I got plenty.” He said as he licked his fingers clean. Gross.
“Disinfect the mask. You’re gonna wanna use baby powder in the suit, heavy on the joints. You don’t want any chafing, right?”
“That . . . is actually pretty useful.” You nod, bringing out your phone to quickly type down his words. Although you didn’t have a proper suit yet, you always wonder how heroes felt underneath all that tight latex like material. Of course, you’ve attempted cosplays and whatnot but those have always been with cheap, sweat inducing products.
“Speaking of, your suit should be ready in a bit. Do you have a color of preference?” Your Peter brings up.
“Think I’ll go with [Color(s)] and Red. Just to match up with you a little.” You replied, attempting your best version of your Uncle’s cool nonchalant smile as you were gushing in excitement inside. You then looked back to Peter B. “Anything else?”
“Nope, that was everything.”
“And I thought OG Peter was bad.”
“Hey!” Peter clutched his chest as he feigned hurt. You only deadpan at him, a broken heart won’t soothe your broken bones.
“Look up more about Fisk Tower and whoever you fought at the collider.” Peter B. instructed as he grabbed your french fries.
“Kingpin.” You muttered, typing down ‘Fisk Tower’ as per his instruction.
“Him? Must have been tough that one.”
“Alchemax?”
“Great. We have a lead. Now check where it is.”
“Hudson Valley.”
“Other-Peter can teach me to swing on the way there!” You make a ‘thwip’ ‘thwip’ ‘thwip’ motion with your hands, a huge excited smile gracing your features.
And… it’s quickly replaced with a disappointed frown once you three stepped into a bus, “I’m not swinging to the Hudson Valley! Not after a hearty burger breakfast. Keep your arms and legs fresh. You’re gonna thank me later.”
“Still think I’m a bad teacher.” Peter nudges you with his elbow, a stupidly cute grin on his face.
“Yep.” Peter loses his confident smirk real quick, “Not the worst but still bad. To be fair to Peter B. he hasn’t gotten me injured yet.”
“That’s a no on the cape.”
“But it’s my latest Robin merch I wanna have it for my first mission—“
“No.” The two Spidermen stated in sync, though one much more sternly than the other.
OG Peter pinches the bridge of his nose, “Do you know how many times I’ve had to help the Robins with their cape related problems? I’ve told every single one of them that it won’t work, but they just have to follow Batman’s footsteps.”
“So the theory about the Robins being different people really is true huh…” You thought to yourself, knowing that your two mentors could probably hear you even if you mumbled.
Other Peter also pinches the bridge of his (less perfect) nose, “Yeah take that off. It’s disrespectful. Both to the mantle of Spiderman and every Incredibles movie there is.”
You pout but heed their advice. You took off the yellow and black cape, a sniff in grief follows.
“Okay spiderfolks here’s the plan: Step 1, we infiltrate the lab. 2 Find the head scientist’s computer.” Peter B. Parker started laying down the plan. A surprisingly detailed one considering. . . Well the man’s incompetent to say the least. “Step 4: I download the important stuff. Then 5, I grab a bagel from the cafeteria and run.”
“What are we supposed to do?” You asked, already knowing what he’ll answer with but still clinging unto hope.
“Step 6: Lookout. That’s a very important job. Watch and learn kid I’ll quiz you later!”
“I’m totally the better teacher right?” OG Peter asks you. His puppy eyes on display.
“Anything is better than janky, old, broke hobo spider.”
“Fair enou—“ Peter began his reply but was interrupted by you absolutely decimating a boulder with your fist. “That’s new. And good to know. That’ll come in handy in fights annndddd when I know you’re angry.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“Touché. We goin’ in?”
“Oh we’re definitely going in.”
“Whoa!”
“You alright?”
“Not so much with you on top of me!” You whisper shouted. Seriously, even with your new super strength this man was built like a fridge.
“Let’s go. Other Peter!” You whisper shouted again, crawling through the vents with much more noise than needed. Slamming face first unto the Burnout’s ass.“Ah! Other Peter!”
“What are you doing here?!”
“Kingpin’s here. Just move your butt over.” You moved between his legs and then his arms before shimmying yourself beside him.
“Augh, you’re stepping on my foot. Get back outside!”
“No! I - We can’t just sit and let you get caught — or - or die without doing anything about it. I’m not doing that again!” You felt guilty enough with how fucked up Peter OG was after the fight last time, you’re sure as hell ain’t letting that happen again under your watch.
Peter Burnout just stares at you. Silent and unmoving.
“What?”
“Most people I meet in the workplace try to kill me, so . . . you’re a nice change of pace.”
“You have such a low bar. You need to surround yourself with better people. A proper support system is really important for hero mental health.”
“I’m guessing there’s no more room for me there.” Peter pipes up from behind the two of you.
“No.”
“No.”
“Mr. Fisk. Look at this data. I know you can’t really understand it but these are really good numbers.”
“ . . . Anddd I got the password!”
“Wait wh-“ You looked at him, incredulous. Other Peter can be cool sometimes.
“Um, Mr. Fisk, if we fire again this week, there could be a black hole under Gotham. You see this and this? This is multiple dimensions beginning to crash into each other.”
Peter puppets his hand as she speaks.“This is pretty standard Spider stakes. You get used to it.”
You turned your head to OG Peter for confirmation. That couldn’t be right, right? He was just a kid like you! I mean you never felt any threats to your safety at all during your whole time at Gotham, but then again you lived with a cop dad and an incredibly rich b—
OG Peter nods. He nods! You have a mini anxiety attack inside. You make a mental note to give him more respect in the future. “You get used to hearing threats to your safety and the world? I think you both just need therapy.” Okay but not too much that you don’t get to cash in a quip. What? You were a Spider. It was literally in your blood.
“Watch this.” Peter B. tapped your shoulder several times to get your attention back, “He’s gonna say, “You’ve got 24 hours’”
“You’ve got 24 hours.” He winks at you.
“What this means is that there’s going to be a rupture in the space time continuum!” Dr. Olivia continued.
“Ooh. That’s bad. Actually, everything she said was bad I was lying before.”
“Good to see you admit and communicate your feelings and concerns in a healthy matter, Mr. Other Parker.” You nod in approval. The two of you then move out, one more gracefully than the other.
“Wooh, it was getting a lil tiring just staring at other me’s ass.”
“Just his?” You asked, almost offended that your cake wasn’t mentioned.“Sorry didn’t mean to flirt on the job—“
“No, no, no! Flirting is very much welcomed. I’m single.” OG Peter admitted. His body practically trembling at the awkwardness of his confession.
“Not to be the savior of this awkward atmosphere you kids are creating but a little help here? What are you doing bud?”
“I- I’m stuck! I can’t move!” Not this again.
“Okay, relax your fingers. We don’t have time. Just let go. Be in the moment.”
“I am in the moment! It’s a terrible moment!”
“[Y/N]. Breathe in and out.” OG Peter tried to pull you off but is unable to due to his super strength potentially decimating the octagon shaped lights.
“They’re right there, they’re gonna see you! [Y/N], you gotta unstick. What do you do to relax?”
“You listen to music right? Why don’t you think of a tune that helps you chill out?”
“Relax. Okay, okay, okay.” You close your eyes. Thinking of what you always did when you wanted to relax.
The Robins.
Ah yes, the perfect specimen that is the OG Robin. His musculature that rivaled the Greek sculptures of old. And better yet, his ass? Good lord. You were so glad when he moved on to be Nightwing and shed off that horrid cape. Maybe Spiderman was right, capes were no good.
“Ah . . . Nightwing.” You think back to the pictures you drew of your OC and the vigilante and a finger unsticks. You reminisce of the times you’ve seen them in real life, out at night when your family thought you were asleep and another finger pops off.
You fall once you remember the moment you took a photo with him. “Nightwing. . .”
“Teenagers. Just the worst.” Peter Broken Nose sighed at your hormonal moment.
“Wait, where did [Y/N] go?” Peter Perfect Nose asked, whipping his head around as if you might materialize out of thin air.
“I’m right here.”
“Where? We can’t see you.”
“Pete, I’m literally right in front of you.” You looked down at your hands, stunned to see that you were in fact, invisible, “Can Spider-Man turn invisible in your universe?”
“Nuh-uh.”
“Ow!” You groaned as you reeled from Peter B’s slap. “What was that for?”
“This is incredible! Some kind of fight or flight thing.”
“What’s that?”
Pop! And you disappeared. Out of sight. But never out of mind.
"This might pinch a little." She then shoved him unto a chair that automatically strapped him on. You were about to gawk at the kind of furniture she kept around. Thankfully OG Peter had his uses and kept you on track.
"Organize your desktop, lady." You sweated at the amount of icons she had on there. Insane behavior this was.
"This'll take too long. Grab everything before she spots us." And he takes to the ceiling.
"Wow, just complete cellular decay. Never seen anything like this!" Dr. Olivia observed cheek cells she swabbed out of Peter Burnout. You slowed down in concern. Glitching must be completely painful. You had to get him back to his dimension as soon as possible.
And so you followed your tutor’s command.
"What are you two doing?" Peter shook his head as he spots a floating PC and monitor, you, slowly moving to the exit.
"Just taking the whole thing!"
"And obviously you've been glitching."
"Oh god, [Y/N] hurry up!" OG Peter whisper shouts.
"You stay on this dimension for too long your body will start to disintegrate. Do you know how painful that would be, Peter Parker?"
"Oh, I don't know."
"You can't imagine. And I for one, can't wait to watch."
You look to Peter above you, a silent pause as if to say, "This lady is actually insane." Like seriously, how can she teach students like you with a mouth like that?
"What did you say your name was?"
She stood up. A relaxed posture to her form. Her hands reached up to remove her octagonal glasses. "Dr. Olivia Octavius."
Holy shi—
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[AUTHOR’S NOTE]:
Character: *breathes*
Author: You’re part of the harem now.
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archangeldyke-all · 2 days ago
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imagine it’s late at night your fast asleep in bed with sevika and then all of a sudden basically everyone staying is your house (jinx, isha, vi and caitlyn) just kinda make their way into your room to sleep there too, like isha is asleep between you and sevika, jinx is at the foot of the bed and vi and cait are on the floor and you guys wake up and have a slow morning where SAHM sevika makes pancakes and everyone is ALIVE and happy
CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
men and minors dni
"you need to go to bed, big mama. you were busy as hell today." you say as you crawl into bed beside your wife.
sevika rolls her eyes and closes her book, curling herself around you as you flick out the lamps. "are the girls all asleep?"
you giggle and shrug. jinx and isha you've grown used to, but this evening cait and vi decided to come over and crash too. vi claims it's because your guest room's mattress is just that good. you know it's just because she wants to hang out with her sisters. "isha's asleep... for now. jinx, vi, and cait have promised to keep their giggles quiet, but i doubt they'll manage. apparently, cait's older brother is going out with jinx's tutor-- they're gonna be up all night making fun of 'em."
"viktor?" sevika asks with a giggle. you snort and nod. she chuckles. "i thought he was goin' out with that girl..."
"sky?"
"yeah."
"no, no, apparently sky is dating jayce's ex's assistant."
"who's jayce's ex?"
"mel merdarda."
"sky's dating a merdarda?!"
"no, sky's dating elora, the merdarda's assistant. mel is dating lest-- y'know, the owner of the beauty emporium down the street?"
"the cat lady who saved vi's hair after her little goth stint?"
you snort. "that's the one."
sevika giggles. "what a small world. i'm so fuckin' glad i've got you and i don't have to worry about that shit anymore." sevika sighs.
you giggle. "as if you were worrying about it before meeting me."
sevika snorts and pinches your ass. "fuck off, i'm trying to be cute."
"you are cute. now go to bed, big mama."
sevika groans in embarrassment and you giggle, kissing her throat as you settle in for sleep.
only two hours later you're pried apart from your wife by isha's ferocious kicks. you groan as you scoot over to make room for her to worm her way between you and sevika.
"you good?" you mumble, throwing your arm over her waist. isha yawns beside you.
"mhm." she mumbles before drifting off. you nuzzle your nose against her head and let sleep come for you.
you're in the middle of a nice dream when jinx accidentally knees you in the stomach.
"wah!" you gasp, snapping awake. jinx giggles guiltliy.
"sorry, sorry. can't sleep without my isha-bean." she mumbles, curling around isha where you had just been. you pout, sad that you can't reach sevika any longer, and wrap your arm around jinx and settle in for sleep again.
you get up to piss at some point, and come back to find vi in your old spot. "are you fucking kidding me?" you whine. vi giggles.
"i gotta get my cuddles in, c'mon. they're so cute." she pouts, pointing down at her little sisters in her arms. you roll your eyes and walk over to sevika's side, nudging her toward the middle of the bed so she can squish you against the wall.
"sweet dreams." you mumble.
vi hums. in her sleep, sevika curls around you.
it's dawn when you're awoken again, a gentle "fuck!" breaking through the quiet morning air.
"mmh?" you ask, sitting up in bed and rubbing your eyes.
"uh... sorry." caitlyn's nervous voice pipes up. you giggle. "i just... got cold."
"c'mon." you grunt, waving her toward the bed. cait giggles as she darts under the covers, squished between isha and sevika.
"do you think the bed can hold all of us?" caitlyn asks.
you giggle. "i fuckin' hope so."
the bed holds until morning, when you wake up to the sound of laughter.
all your girls are awake, isha's dancing on the foot of the bed with jinx, cait and vi are cuddling, and sevika's got you in her arms.
"g'morning." you mumble. sevika kisses your forehead.
"you're awake! we're thinking pancakes for breakfast, what do you say?" sevika asks.
you giggle. "sounds good to me. bacon, too?"
"well, duh--"
sevika's cut off by vander jumping into the bed, drool leaking from his mouth at the mention of bacon. you all burst into laughter, and then the bed lets out a concerning squeak.
"oh fuck-- everyone off the bed, we are not breaking another bedframe!" you scream.
all of you scramble out of bed, but vi remains paralyzed under the covers, her face screwed up in concern. "whadya mean 'another'?! what are you freaks doing in here that could break an entire--"
"violet, if you want pancakes you'll shut your mouth this moment!" sevika calls from the kitchen.
vi comes scrambling out of bed a second later.
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wcnderlnds · 23 hours ago
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carried away | choi seung-hyun (t.o.p)
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・❥・ summary: getting to film a movie with seunghyun is all fine until you have to film a kissing scene ・❥・word count: 1.1k ・❥・warnings: n/a ・❥・ authors note: saw a video of tazza behind the scenes and was inspired 👀
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Choi Seung-hyun was one of the most interesting people you had ever met. Not only was he a complete sweetheart but he was one heck of a talented actor. He could switch between himself and the character he was playing almost seamlessly. Not many actors had that kind of talent — some opting to stay in character through the whole shoot to not lose focus but not Seunghyun. When he was in character, he was locked in and when he was out of it, he was the fun, sweet guy that you had come to know over the last couple of months. It amazed you every single day.
When you’d first got the job to star alongside him, the nerves you’d felt were probably the worst you’d ever experienced. He was an icon, part of one of the biggest bands in the world. It was daunting knowing you were going to have to be face to face with one of K-Pops biggest idols. Turns out there had been no reason to worry whatsoever because he was the nicest person you’d ever met. The very first day you’d met on set he’d introduced himself politely, made sure you were comfortable and did everything he could to make it easy for you. It wasn’t your first job. You were pretty well known in the industry but every set was different. All the different actors and crew; sometimes you didn’t know what to expect. So far, this had been your favourite movie to work on. Did most of that have to do with Seunghyun? Absolutely.
Today was the day you had been dreading the most, though. Intimate scenes were always daunting to film but now you had to film one with Seunghyun. Oh, you were so screwed. Over the last few weeks, you had developed a little crush on your co-star. Not a word had been uttered to him but you were fairly sure you weren’t hiding it very well. The giggles at his every joke, the way you’d hang on to his every word, find any reason to be close to him — it was like you were a kid again with your very first crush and didn’t know how to act.
“You ready for this?” Seunghyun asked as the two of you stood waiting for the director to start the scene. He stood there, tie loose around his neck, his white shirt unbuttoned slightly showing off some of his chest. If you weren’t so nervous, you’d definitely be staring right now.
“Yeah,” you nodded, hands flexing at your sides. “I'm a little nervous but I’m ready.”
“I’ve got you, okay? You want to stop at any time just tell me and we will. We don’t even have to do this if you’re not comfortable with it. I’m sure we can think of a way around it,” he reached out to give your arm a reassuring squeeze. Even just a simple touch like that made your heart beat ten times faster so what the hell was going to happen to you the moment his lips met yours? 
“It’s okay, I promise. I’m glad it’s with you. I trust you.” A genuine smile adorned your face making Seunghyun smile, too. Was he blushing as well? Surely you were imagining that.
It wasn’t too long after when the director yelled action and it was all hands on deck. Before you could even prepare yourself (which you’d had plenty of time to do if you hadn’t been so nervous), Seunghyun’s hand was on the back of your head and his lips crashed against yours. The second his soft lips began to move, your head turned fuzzy. Your hands fisted in the shirt he was wearing as he backed you up onto the bed. As you laid back, he settled on top of you, his tongue tangling with yours. You knew you were supposed to be acting, that this was your character and not you but it didn’t stop you from getting lost in the way his lips fit so perfectly against yours. Or the way his body slotted between yours like a puzzle piece.
It wasn’t until Seunghyun pulled away — breathless and with red tinted cheeks — that you realised the director had shouted ‘cut’ over five minutes ago. You could feel the flush of your cheeks as the embarrassment coursed through you. Without a single word, you ran off the set to hide in your dressing room. If that wasn’t the most mortifying moment of your life, you didn’t know what was. How could you have gotten so lost that you didn’t realise the scene had ended? How unprofessional. 
It was five minutes later when you heard a knock on your door. You barely mumbled a “it’s open” when the handle turned and in walked Seunghyun. You had your head in your hands but as you heard him clear his throat, you looked up. There he stood looking as gorgeous as ever. 
“Can I…?” He gestured to the spot next to you on the couch. You nodded your head, resting your hands in your lap. He sat beside you, twisting his body slightly so he could look at you. “Are you okay?”
“No, I’m embarrassed and mortified and really wish the ground would swallow me up right now.” The urge to hide your face again was strong but you fought against it. You had to be an adult and own up to what had happened. “I’m so sorry, Seunghyun. That was so unprofessional of me. I…I’m really sorry.”
He shook his head. “No, don’t apologise. I could have stopped it sooner but… uh, I didn’t want to.”
Did you hear him correctly? He didn’t want to stop kissing you? 
“…what?” You asked in disbelief.
“Yeah,” he let out a low chuckle, shrugging his shoulders. “I like you. I’ve been trying to figure out how to make a move without it being weird for a couple weeks now but nothing seemed right. But then when I kissed you and you didn’t seem to stop, I couldn’t help myself. If anything it was unprofessional of me.”
“Just a couple of unprofessionals then, huh?” You joked, gently nudging him with your elbow. “I like you too, by the way.”
“I know, you’ve been pretty obvious.”
“Shutup.”
He laughed, wrapping an arm around your shoulder and bringing you into his side. “Want to get dinner tonight?”
“Yeah, I’d love to,” you smiled up at him, his eyes catching yours. It was so easy to get lost in him. Everything about him was so perfect. 
“For the time being, we have a lot of kissing to do because apparently we were too intense for the scene or something,” Seunghyun jokingly rolled his eyes, holding his hand out for you as he got to his feet. “Let’s get back to work, shall we?”
If work meant you got to keep kissing the handsome man standing in front of you then you were more than happy to get back on set.
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galacticghoste · 2 days ago
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Can we see more of the period of Sonic, Amy, and Shadow between them learning they're going to have kids and the birth of the twins? (Reffering to the ultimate twins au)
Fine... I'll draw some wholesome stuff I need to lighten up the mood after my last post on the twins XD
(I want to draw happy stuff I swear but but angst is fun!!!)
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@head---ache hehe
This is getting long so I think how the girls came to be can be its own post but yeah this dose help with ideas though hehe the main idea is Emmie pop out of the tube first and later Silho decides she wants out too.
Silho was due a half a month or something after Emmie but she's done waiting
I think Kat's the one that coin the idea of it being a joke when they found out Amy was also pregnant with Silho (since she's an accident) that they be twins only to find out it would come true.
Also Amy would have Maroon and Rocket in the hospital Silho and possably Marra would be at home. They can have a lil nest and stuff.
I like the idea of Vanilla the Rabbit being a Midwife idk she just gives off that vibe to me so she'll be Amys Midwife when Silho's born.
Oh and its chaos when the twins came to be seeing as Emmie is just fresh out of the tube and their two younger sons are just freaking out about whats wrong with their mom, dads are freaking out too XD
Tails all good and Clam though hehe
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genderqueerdykes · 2 days ago
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Fun fact: I am a perisex cis woman who has heavy and painful periods to the point where I have to take sleeping pills when I get cramps and hope for sleep since most painkillers do nothing.
The most effective treatment I got was hormone therapy (progesterone), which was only made an option when I was in my 20s and told it was primarily used for birth control.
So the old "cis kids are given sex hormones without issue" is not only intersexist, but also not even true for perisex kids?? The doctors would rather have me in terrible pain and missing classes than taking hormones. And turns out a lot of people get upset when I point out that maybe one shouldn't use cis kids as a gotcha when, like, they are suffering from the same lack of autonomy and medical neglect when it comes to hormones and other gender-related care.
that sucks so bad anon, i'm so sorry to hear that, that is not okay.
the thing is, when we say hormones are life saving medications, we mean it! it's not JUST for trans or even intersex people. a lot of perisex people need or want HRT. i've known a lot of perisex people on HRT, testosterone, estrogen and progesterone. they're more than just something to help with gender dysphoria. i'm so sorry you've been through this. you don't deserve to be in pain because of this. stay safe.
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sapphira-mydnyte · 20 hours ago
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💚🐍Bartender's Enchantment🐍💚
Sebastian & Garreth have the day off & go visit Ominis, but the boys are in for a surprise of their own.
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Garreth & Sebastian couldn't turn away at who happened to be leading the team in the place with the bosses out of town. "Bloody hell! I didn't think Gaunt was going to be left in charge today, not with as packed out as the place is." Sebastian was the first one in the door that morning, had seen the place fill to capacity within an hour & it hadn't stopped. "It was just the two of us at opening time & he told me it was his turn to run the place since his boss & the assistants are out in London for a corporate meeting. He has more seniority than the rest of the staff save for those three uppermost managers. I don't know how he does it since most usually want nothing to do with him. Maybe it's because he's on the clock & everyone knows he can't act up while working that they've all filled the place." The brunette turned towards the redhead in front of him, trying to hold back a laugh at the thought.
"Ha! Ominis may have a sharp tongue, but he keeps the place up no matter who he's with. Plus.... I've noticed a few of the ladies in here stealing looks at him." Garreth hadn't been there as long as Sebastian had been, seeing as how he came closer to lunch time than at breakfast. Sebastian wasn't scheduled to work that day & neither was Garreth, but since both of them had the day off, they decided to work on their projects at the little coffee shop that Ominis worked at.
Sebastian ran a branch of BACA in Hogsmeade which kept him busy with countless children needing assistance in the courts against their abusers & none came more fierce than he did. Although his main job was still Head Auror of the Ministry, his work between the department & the club earned him clearance to the muggle world to help the kids of both worlds. In having such a rare day off, he had to come visit his best friend. "It's a bit of a shame that my best friend doesn't have the day off, but I know he's getting overtime for it today."
Garreth let out a little giggle at the thought of the trouble the three of them would cause if Ominis got the day off. "Come on Sebastian, you know the three of us would be causing mischief with the kids you work with if Ominis had the day off! You KNOW we'd get nothing done & goof off." Sebastian stuck his tongue out with a sly smirk on his face. "Nothing wrong with that! When was the last time WE got to go have that level of fun anyway?" Garreth put his head down as he broke into a face-hurting round of laughter. Garreth, being the inventive Weasley that he was, not only ran the potion shop in Hogsmeade with Mr. Pippin, but also helped his aunt at Hogwarts as substitute professor for Professor Sharp when he had to be out. His aunt & Pippin himself agreed to give Garreth the day off with Sebastian since the minister had popped in at Hogwarts to check on the staff for his annual audit.
Ominis, having heard the two of them in the corner, shook his head as he finished brewing the drinks his two friends were enjoying. He was blind, but his hearing was second to none & so were his senses of smell & taste. It wasn't like he could ignore his friends either since they came in on their day off, so he walked all the way to the back of the shop to where Sallow & Weasley sat. "You don't think I didn't hear that? I heard every bit of it. I had today planned off, but those in power just HAD to have their weekend meeting. You'll have to forgive me this time as it wasn't my fault this came about." Clearly, the blond wasn't too happy in having to work & miss a day out with his friends. He was heartbroken, but determined to make it up to them. "I already told Lera, Mika & Sirus that if I worked today I wanted Valentine's Day off with no setbacks & no excuses. My day off request was negated today, so hopefully they make it a point to allow me off for the holiday. The last thing I need is to be flirted with on that love-sickening day by females"
Natty, having chosen to stay in Scotland & try her hand to learn more on the delicious drinks, made her way to the boys just as he finished talking. "Ominis, you've ran the place since six this morning & we have friends here. Go on, take an hour or two off to go be with them. I'll take your place as your second in command. Besides... it has been a bit since since I've seen the three of you enjoy yourselves like you used to." She hugged all three of the boys before returning to the bar, happily waving at them. She had come in at ten that morning, ready to take on the lunch crowd & took the reigns from the heir. "Come on everybody! Let's get to it! I'm giving Ominis a break since he came in early to get our morning rush taken care of."
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parker-artio · 2 days ago
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It was 13°F (-10.6°C) this morning. I’m from the north-eastern area of the USA. New Jersey is up here too. And it makes me wonder- is Bruce one of those people who can go outside in this weather with just a tshirt and pants? Jason? TIM??
So consider this:
It’s -7°F (-21.7°C) at night while Patrolling Gotham. Bruce is okay, the batsuit is thick. Jason is having fun, it’s cold but he’s used to it. He grew up in Crime Alley and would stay outside more than inside. Tim is okay, he ran around on rooftops as a kid. He’s great. Steph is having so much fun running around and seeing her breath.
Meanwhile Damian is complaining about the cold, sure he can withstand it easily, but that doesn’t mean he likes it. Cass, much like Damian can withstand the cold, but isn’t sneaking around or being as stealthy because her suit isn’t super thermal.
Dick is used to the weather having been living in Gotham since he was 8- but he still hates it. He definitely regretting not putting a cape on at least one of his suits.
(Duke is going to patrol during the day when the sun it out and it’s 16°F (-8.9°C) and that’s practically T-shirt and shorts weather.)
Like imagine they’re trying to stop a drug rink on this cold ass night:
Bruce: is everyone in position?
Damian: I’m frozen
Jason: shut up. Yes I’m in position.
Tim just wanting to mess with Damian: it’s not that cold, I’m actually sweating from moving too much
Steph: same
Damian contemplating killing everyone else: fuck you too
Dick who hasn’t moved from the same spot next to the Laundromat where the dryers are blowing hot air: it’s not that bad?
Barbara literally in the clock tower: yeah it’s nice and toasty
Damian: I hate you all
I was just outside yesterday in a tshirt and jeans in 16°F weather (-8.9°C) which definitely didn’t help my cold but it made me think of this.
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