#Altered State
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formulas-fatal-to-your-mom · 8 months ago
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Altered States
1980 • R • 1h42m
A psycho-physiologist experiments with drugs and a sensory-deprivation tank and has visions he believes are genetic memories.
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e-o-n-i-a-n · 8 months ago
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Awareness and Alignment | Energy Management | Manifestation and Divinity
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What does seeing repeating numbers mean?
“Why am I seeing angel numbers 11:11, 222, 333, 444, 555 frequently? Is there any meaning to see these numbers?”
“I see these angel numbers constantly every single day all the time. What is they trying to tell me exactly. Do you know???”
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The fact that one is seeing so many 'angel' numbers at the same time does not mean that one is deeply connected to one's 'spirit guides' or 'angels', or such beings or entities are communicating with one frequently.
Distorted knowledge suggests that these numbers could be guiding or comforting messages from the universe, or it's the universe’s way of confirming that one is on a path of spiritual enlightenment and/or awakening. These are simply lies though.
One — should not trust in such (hu)manmade concepts — aka “signs from the universe” and all that fancy jazz. 
'Angels' and 'spirit guides' don't send “signs” to human beings.
The Infinite Intelligence/Creator/Creation doesn't work like this. Man, however, likes comfort, shortcuts, minimal effort, flattery, and a very little or no responsibility.
One must remember that numerology/angel numbers/spirit guides/twin flames/soul mates/spirituality/time/religions/nonduality/higher-self/consciousness/enlightenment/law of attraction/law of assumption/starseeds etc., etc., etc., — are human made concepts i.e., labels, which built-up from words, words which create our false reality;
but most importantly: one can, and thus, must be able to use their level and ability of awareness/discernment, and with that, a higher frequency vibrational field, — aka 'angels' or 'spirit guides' — GOODness never interferes.
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One's higher frequency awareness field = one's SOUL (aka, the higher-self), however, is able to do so:
the SOUL/one's core/True Self is a pure, loving awareness field so, can guide one, "raise" the alarm, or sooth/balance out anxiety/fear with wisdom = intelligence and love.
The SOUL projects its awareness into multiple beings under numerous avatars, (multiple yous in parallel lives — there might be several hundred entities projected by your soul) across multiple dimensions and lives; — therefore, when one's connected to their SOUL, one is actually guided/advised by themselves based on profound insights from a higher level awareness.
A higher/greater level of awareness is when one is able to access to their accumulated knowledge/wisdom built-up over 'time'.
It's often called an “altered state” — which is a result of fine-tuned energy management that can be manifested through a purified body, including a purified mind and heart.
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The crutch you never needed.
Many can experience — either via their gift or devoted practice — hearing the “chatter” of different creatures in the quantum, aka akashic reading. Now, whether one 'hears' the whispers of higher beings such as angels, or deceased entities, or trickster spirits that is depending on one's awareness level.
There are many entities specifically that are connected with one throughout the field of cognitive/earth matrix. There are literally tens of thousands of these entities that are connected simultaneously with human beings.
Released memory materials of variously evolved entities and beings are hardly genuine/REAL,* thus not beneficial to living beings coping in the 3D material awareness. Some “experts” may say otherwise; it doesn't make it true, though.
*Memory fields/frequency energy units are contaminated by one's mind's fear, the cognitive, conditioning, and biases; even if one has lost their body in this realm, i.e., died, even if that happened a very long time ago; these memory units/data in frequency form still linger on and thus are available and 'readable' as energetic records in the quantum/akashic fields.
How Psychics, Mediums, Clairvoyants, Tarot readers etc., actually choose to interpret their messages and experiences depends entirely on their level of development, i.e., the evolvement of their souls, their perceptional awareness, background and upbringing, and filters: fears, biases and existing beliefs.
For instance, seeing the Akashic fields as a library: this visual arises in one who values education, or is a lifelong learner, or loves reading and/or books, or the love of books was modelled by their family, or by someone who they were looked up to, or their SOUL/BEING has a history in the educational, academic, or literary fields, etc., etc.
The mind creates familiarity, a cognitive shorthand to make processing easier for the experience of an inner inquiry.
Similarly, in case of NDEs — the mind/ego focuses on one's own survival and is able to hide in the subconscious, therefore, experiences will be filtered: softened or modulated by the ego/mind to avoid feelings of inconvenience/pain/embarrassment/shame, but accumulate pleasure and enhancement instead.
Numerous NDEs accounts describe Jesus as the divine figure they met.
Why?
Because:
a., it's a deeply ingrained belief in one that stems from family, tribal, community, cultural values — it is not necessary for one to be a believer/Christian “to meet Jesus” during an NDE. One can even see/carry themselves as an atheist or can be indifferent towards religions ➛ ego is in subconscious, too.
b., the person has a history, parallel or previous lives, where they follow/followed, or knew/was introduced to/got familiar with/affected by Christianity/the story of Jesus.
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“Padded” knowledge, (aka shortcuts/“help”/“guidance”) — advisory activity from so called 'angels' and 'spirit guides' either via business offerings or other scheme, is just a deliberate way to control another individual because, clarity on one's path, or guidance on one's purpose/mission/gifts are never made known/revealed to a third party (such as mediums or intuitive readers) only to the one, (who's the seeker), — each being is unique (as in unique in unimportant ways for the false/illusory-self/ego) on their unique path, and each being is a channel as Source's energy flows through all of us.
By default/design, information on one's fate and destiny always remains confidential. One's being is an enigma to another, therefore, no one has the truth or deep insights about another being's dealings.
However, as the data of personal experiences can relate to more than one, (relatability + energetic connectedness), with concepts such as 'angel numbers' and 'spirit guides', or 'channeled messages' it's easy for an observant pattern reader to manipulate and exploit the fearful and gullible.
On another note, posing as an interpreter for “spirits” can get quite a bit of attention/idolization/worship and pride for one('s ego).
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A spiritual “help/advice/guidance” received from another one hinders the seeker from developing a greater level of perceptional awareness and discernment (so one will remain caught up in karma); one, who takes counsel or seeks reassurance either from soothsayers, channellers, card readers, or discarnated spirits or other various entities of the quantum field, — dismisses their own abilities.
By turning to a 'spiritual mediator,' or a 'spiritual advisor', or a discarnated entity/spirit in the 'external,' — one ultimately rejects her/himself, thus the SELF/I AM/REAL.
The IS-ness, aka I AM/ Source/GOD/All That IS does not live inside of all of us, and if one does not conceive of or believe in their own divinity, how are they going to make the leap into the next levels?
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Greater perceptional awareness (i.e., an evolved being with a higher density perceptional awareness, e.g., 5th density and above) recognizes and understands that no one has the purpose/task/mission/dharma, but most importantly, the capability to advise or teach another on their lessons, or on the development of their 'spiritual path', inner being/inner world that is just:
• an ego's misinterpretation/projection based on lack of awareness (i.e., fear): I need advice from others in order to thrive/advice is needed for others because they are helpless/suffering; or
• an ego card for superiority or control: I know it better/I am better.
Ego thinks, it knows better, the SOUL knows it: looking for information or confirmation in the external is futile.
As always, awareness is the key that developed through the frequencies of creation: wisdom and love.
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So, what does it mean when one sees repeating numbers?
It means: one is out of alignment — energetically — with the The ONE's/Most HIGH's/GOD's/One Creator's/ I AM's/Source's/ REAL's/LOVE's frequency.
Why?
When we think, thought forms/beliefs arisen within our bodies (mind and heart), in the language of physics we're creating the electrical and magnetic expression of them as waves of energy, which aren't confined to our mind and heart or limited by the physical barrier of our skin and bones. So we're creating a world/reality around us in each moment of every day through a language that has no words: through belief-waves of our conscious awareness field (body+mind+heart and — if one's able to mute/master their ego — then the soul can take the lead of those aforementioned).
The minute one is in doubt = one is in FEAR state of consciousness/conscious awareness, and when one's being in fear, one is jumping in the mind = one's thinking, desperately trying to seek security = aid/reassurance/validation/purpose/guidance/love in the external; either in the mind, or in our reality. Meanwhile, one's vibrational frequency drops and fear drags one at the lowest level of frequencies.
Due to that, all energy manifest and fear is an energy, too, the outcomes of such manifestations will always be not REAL, i.e., illusory — i.e., that is not lasting, — because FEARs are Lies, fabrications of a non-existent, illusory-self/ego/identity.
One can never find any of the REAL in the external, because the reality, our reality, created by minds, a common hallucination = a matrix projected by phantom egos, — is actually, a cognitive bias, therefore, nothing REAL can be attained/gained from the external.
Seeking guidance, validation, or protection from repeating numbers is a limiting belief: manifestation of one's fear, — and FEAR attracts the fearful.
One's responsibility is remembering one's core essence/truth so one can recognize and understand what one's doing with their energy.
One should take care of their energy. 
This is part of learning to take control of your energy.  Who is going to control your energy if you don’t?
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Oddly, so many regard the 10 instructions (mispresented as the Ten Commanmends) of the Semitic Decree, aka The BIBLE / Old Testament, left behind by Annunaki Chief ENKI for his beloved ones, and for the leadership/kings,** (which tells exactly how one can fully realize their divinity on a lower, 3rd density awareness plane such as Earth,) with disdain, but seek and follow hundreds of “advice” from non-visible entities, and/or from “experts” with veiled/limited/biased perceptional awareness (i.e., one with a contaminated body/astral body, mind, or heart) on various platforms.
**The story of the Anunnaki and their arrival is told, in part, by the ‘Enuma elish’ – known as the Epic of Creation (seven tablets of Creation), with other subsequent Sumerian texts detailing their stay here on Earth.
“...when there is one who understands the energies of all Creation, and how they then may utilize those energies to make themselves a god, then they keep people in bondage, for they then seek to have control over others, in order to feel that they are a god.”
This is exactly what happened with the Anunnaki and their relationship with human beings, even though it was probably unintentional in the beginning, they ‘got off’ on the power and made themselves into gods.
— Excerpted from Where Were You Before the Tree of Life? by Peter Farley
The Enuma elish tells how a group of fifty Annunaki, “Those who from Heaven to Earth came,” landed in the Arabian Sea or the Persian Gulf under the leadership of E.A (He whose house is water), and established E. RI.DU (“House in the Faraway Built”). Ea not only gave his name to the planet Ea-rth, but also acquired another title EN.KI –“Lord of Earth.”
Enki tried to help humanity survive from the “Great Flood” that occurred approximately 11,000 years ago.
“You are doomed unless you stop fearing death. We are the ones who caused you to fear death, because we age very fast while we sojourn on Earth.”
Powerful insights about our origins and development actually exist in the early records of Atlantis, but they are hidden from us because the Nibiruans, the creator gods, realized we could be controlled if we could be made to fear.
The Anunnaki of Sumer/Nephilim came down from heaven and provided the Sumerians with the foundations to form one of the first civilizations.
The story of the Anunnaki, the Nephilim of the Bible, is clearly told in The Book of the Watchers, a collection of visionary stories set, in turn, into a larger collection called the First Book of Enoch.
— Excerpted from Where Were You Before the Tree of Life? by Peter Farley
The Bible, written after the flood, to justify Enlil, hides that he failed to drown the slave race. “The Bible was Enlil’s propaganda and indoctrination.  Enlil realized that the only way to control humanity was with absolute power, control and fear, strong-handed, dictatorial tactics.  Enlil would be their god, ruling them through intimidate, fear bloodthirsty violence.  But he rewarded them for loyalty and obedience for complying with his commands.” — Tellinger, M., Slave Species of god.
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The stories of the Bible are symbolic. They delve into our inner being and coded existence and the energies at work within our bodies.
Earth has been continuously and extensively influenced by visitors from other realms. It is interesting that the 10 instructions were compelled by ENKI considering that the Sirians/Annunaki of Sumer — and also the Atlanteans, Arcturians, Orionis etc., — all alien races who took part the colonization of this planet, — are higher density beings.
We each possess the capacity to commit the seven deadly (karmic) sins that diminish our divine essence by lowering our density, and that keeps us in the shackles of karma. Absolutely inherent within us.
“As you did, so shall it be done to you;
Your conduct shall be requited.”
— Obadiah 1:15
The only way to combat that is through individual transformation, one needs to practice a little self-control/discipline, and to begin taking responsibility for themselves, and for the planet. Freedom lies in a correct energy management.
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“Seeking guidance, validation, or protection from repeating numbers is a limiting belief: manifestation of one's fear,” 
Ways to get rid of this fear is doing something goodness/kindness without expectations, or recalling something good, a story/a mental picture, and being like a child, starting smiling/laughing at such symmetry (i.e., repeated numbers), which creates a higher frequency vibrational energies within one's energy field whenever one sees repeating numbers, then, slowly these 'angel' numbers will start to disappear.
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Remember who you are. Remember your gift.
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andrigyn · 1 year ago
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Just some memes that remind me of Altered State by @ginnyruin <3 hope this gets a laugh out of somebody. I’m probably going to do a part 2 if I’m being honest… I just love the story so much.
Hermione after getting accused of being a time traveler
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Voldemort after seeing Abraxas and Hermione kissing
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Abraxas giving Hermione roses from his garden
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Hermione the second she sees Dolohov
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Hermione before Voldemort tells her to start working out
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Hermione doing the absolute bare minimum to help Voldemort while she’s teaching at Hogwarts
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Hermione trying to leave the party with the diary strapped to her thigh
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Abraxas after realizing that by giving Hermione the bracelet to protect her, he basically signed her death warrant
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Abraxas asking how to kill Voldemort (THIS IS WHAT I BELIEVE HE MEANT BY THAT IN THE LAST CHAPTER OK)
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silvirub · 2 years ago
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Museum in a Box
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thepermanentrainpress · 1 year ago
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Gallery: TesseracT @ Commodore Ballroom - Vancouver, BC Date: October 27, 2023 Photographed by: Danielle Costelo
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iamdronegirl · 2 years ago
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Chapter six. Ambush
@ginnyruin
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rastronomicals · 9 months ago
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8:23 PM EST February 12, 2024:
Sepultura - "Altered State" From the album Arise ((March 20, 1991))
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm
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thegoldeatingbitch · 1 year ago
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lewdlucidity · 1 year ago
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So idk what other folks call them but I have some conspiracy theories about myself and one of them is that it's possible and there're rumors that I'm definitely channeling Dionysus or similar type of "trickster" or chaos deity.
And, because it just happens *frequently*- people consult me when drunk or otherwise under the influence. It's happened as long as I've been alive, in person or, especially, on the phone. People get drunk and pick up the phone and mine is somehow the number they always find.
It's often strangers or those who are passingly familiar with me at best, but those who are closer are somewhat more likely to do it with some frequency. I have an former lover who calls me every year on his birthday to tell me that the celebrations we had were what it was to really *feel* celebrated.
Lots of "I just left a bar and I'm walking to the bus stop and I passed this shop and saw a book in the window - I thought it might have been something you brought up once? Maybe? Did you tell me to read this book? Have you read it? Should I read it?".
"I was just at a party and thought I saw you, and I don't know - were you there? I looked for you and couldn't find you but anyways -"
Strangers in bars will catch my gaze, then invariably find themselves near me, then once we find ourselves in a quiet little bubble begin talking quite intensely, punctuated with lots of laughs, looking around, and "I've never really told anyone this but -"
People I spend a good amount of time with find it uncanny that every time I leave their sight, maybe to use the restroom, that someone will "catch" me with a confession or errant conversation
There are many whose first inclination after their third glass of wine or second whiskey sour is to text me some bit of their most impinging existential thought and it's just...... Despite being busy, and somewhat bitchy, I feel obligated to just field these wild little prayers from the aether.
Anyways, someone who I watched play music no less than a dozen times and once said "they would absolutely know if they had seen me before" the third time we talked has just finished his fourth Madeira and wants to know more about relationship anarchy...
And it made me recall every time this has happened before, at this time of night. What does this pattern mean?
It just sort of amused me to think that maybe this is part of it, "normal folk" have to get a bit altered to engage with me. I don't exist until the walls are down.
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jolikmc-thoughts · 8 months ago
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And this is why I don't drink or do drugs. If being turned on can radically alter my perception and decision-making, I don't need to be drunk or drugged.
— Me, talking about a roleplay gone lewd (2024)
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garrulousgargoyle · 9 months ago
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Is it just me, or does music sometimes act like a drug?
I listen to music when I go to work and sometimes it almost feels like I'm dissociating. Like I clock in on autopilot and I can feel like my pupils are dilated and time times weirdly and it's like a video game cutscene, and it lasts all the way until I reach my cubicle and take off my headphones. It's ephemeral and it doesn't last long, but I swear it happens almost every time.
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goofballondus · 1 year ago
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I invented another concept. Here we go. The name came from an altered state upon waking up.. Lol.
Chantrelism, as a storytelling concept, arises from a blend of real-life experiences of false awakenings and the merging of ideas from Uland B with artificial intelligence. It's a narrative style that delves into extended false awakenings, where characters believe they have woken up from a dream, only to discover they are still dreaming. This creates a layered reality within the story, blurring the lines between dream and actuality.
The essence of Chantrelism lies in its exploration of consciousness and perception, challenging both characters and the audience to discern the nature of reality. This technique allows for the portrayal of complex psychological and philosophical themes, such as the nature of existence and the human psyche's interpretative abilities.
Its creation, inspired by actual false awakening experiences and enhanced by the collaborative input of Uland B and artificial intelligence, brings a unique depth to storytelling. It invites audiences to engage deeply with the narrative, paying close attention to subtle clues and symbolism, and encourages reflection on their own perceptions of reality. Chantrelism thus represents a novel approach to narrative construction, focusing on the profound impact of dreams and the questioning of one's own experiences and beliefs.
To expand on your concept of Chantrelism as a form of storytelling, let's delve into the idea of using a prolonged false awakening in a dream world. This concept can be both fascinating and complex, providing a rich canvas for storytelling that explores the boundaries of perception and reality.
### Core Elements of Chantrelism
1. **Layered Realities**: In Chantrelism, the narrative can shift between multiple layers of reality. The character might "wake up" from a dream, only to realize later they are still in a dream. This can happen multiple times, creating a deeply layered story.
2. **Extended False Awakenings**: Unlike typical false awakenings, Chantrelism can involve extended periods where the character believes they are in the real world. Hours, days, or even longer periods can be spent in this dreamt reality, adding depth and complexity to the narrative.
3. **Exploration of Consciousness**: This storytelling method provides a unique way to explore human consciousness, perception, and the psychological effects of not being able to distinguish between dream and reality.
4. **Blurred Lines Between Dreams and Reality**: Chantrelism blurs the lines between the dream world and reality. Characters might perform everyday tasks, interact with others, and experience emotions as if they were awake, making the realization of still being in a dream more impactful.
5. **Philosophical and Psychological Themes**: Chantrelism can delve into themes like the nature of existence, the concept of reality, and the human psyche's ability to interpret and understand the world.
6. **Narrative Uncertainty**: The audience is kept in a state of uncertainty about what is real and what is part of the dream. This ambiguity can be a central theme, leaving both characters and the audience questioning the nature of their experiences.
### Storytelling Techniques
- **Subtle Clues**: Small, almost imperceptible details can hint at the true nature of the character's reality, like inconsistencies in the environment or changes in characters that don't make sense.
- **Character Reactions**: How characters react to the realization of being in a dream can vary, from denial and fear to curiosity and acceptance. These reactions can drive the narrative forward.
- **Shifts in Tone and Setting**: As the character moves through different layers of reality, the tone, setting, and even the genre of the story can shift, reflecting the changing nature of their experience.
- **Use of Symbolism**: Dreams can be rich in symbolism, and Chantrelism can use this to add layers of meaning to the narrative, with objects, characters, or events in the dream world symbolizing aspects of the character's psyche or life.
### Potential Impact on Audience
- **Engagement**: The complexity and depth of the narrative can deeply engage the audience, encouraging them to pay close attention to details and actively try to decipher the reality of the story.
- **Reflection**: The audience may reflect on their own perceptions of reality and the nature of consciousness, potentially leading to a deeper, more philosophical engagement with the story.
In summary, Chantrelism, as a storytelling technique, offers a unique way to explore complex themes through the use of extended false awakenings and layered realities, creating a narrative that challenges the audience's perception of reality and invites deep, reflective engagement.
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rastronomicals · 11 months ago
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8:48 PM EST December 17, 2023:
Sepultura - "Altered State" From the album Arise ((March 20, 1991))
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm
File under: Thrash
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