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"no chick flick moments" then proceeds to have the most emotional heartbreaking conversations ever.
#supernatural#spn#Ykiyk#iykyk#i'm tweaking#dean winchester#sam and dean#sam winchester#sam and dean winchester#emotionally unstable#john winchester#john winchester hate club#I despise him#Sam and dean my sons#Call me Bobby singer bc I will PROTECT#I have no parental urges but..#i could be a good mother#But male#I could be a good father#Also yes it's 4AM#No I don't have insomnia#I'm just a hypochondriac with chronic illnesses to back it up#I am NOT sillywilly#So my insomnia therefore can not strike
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LOVE THY GOALIE. GIVE THY GOOD BOY HEAD PATS.
#bruins lb#jeremy swayman#david pastrnak#brandon carlo#pat maroon#linus ullmark#boston bruins#hockeyedit#nhledit#j made a thing#gifset series: hockey moments that make me insane#gifset series: jeremy swayman brainrot#ok now i've got the tags out of the way#i have THINGS TO SAY#SO MANY THINGS#FIRST OF ALL I'M ACTUALLY GOING OFF THE RAILS SEEING SWAY LOOKING SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIMSELF#like that is the most 'did i do good?' smile i've EVER SEEN#LOOK AT HIM!!!#second of all#pasta clinging to sway like a teddy bear is something that can be so so personal !!!!!!!!#THIRD OF ALL#'NOBODY WANTS TO LEAVE CARLO' BE ECHOING AROUND MY SKULL RIGHT NOW BC YES#WHO WOULDN'T WANT A HUG AND A HEAD PAT FROM THAT MAN ???????#FOURTH OF ALL#I DEFINITELY DID NOT HAVE SWAY AND MAROON EYEFUCKING LOVINGLY ON MY 2024 PLAYOFF BINGO CARD#i'm sorry it's 4am and i'm unstable so :)#also the footage of the goalie hug wasn't great so this is all we got. there was a close up but the colouring doesn't match the other gifs#so maybe i'll gif that separately tomorrow or smth
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i'm self-indulging at this point — but i wanted to explore more of the expressive-tango-hair-thing, and i wanted to draw ranchers (ofc), and it became... this, 4am comic
since i made a point of "blue hair tango = sad," my thought here is that dungeon master tango has some connection with the wardens of the dungeon. since theyre "mourners," their feelings seep into him, and he's just. perpetually feeling their sadness. which is why he's always blue.
(also this would take place during the crossover in ranch 2)
#this is so self indulgent like this didnt need to be ranchers. but also it did. yes it did.#thats what i tell myself#tangotek#tango tek#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#team rancher#rancher duo#solidaritek#double life#double life smp#trafficblr#trafficshipping#hermitcraft#hermitcraft x empires#idk? is that the tag#mine#its finals week and i stayed up until 4am to finish this lmfao#ALSO IM SORRY FOR MAKING JIMMY LOOK SO SMALL???? He is taller than tango hes just being small spoon in this. prommy#ddocson hits
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A Jianghu Mystery of the Middle Xi: The Tomb of Li Xiangyi
By Qiling, University of □□ (2024)
Left: A photograph of the inscribed text at Li Xiangyi's tomb, reading, "The grave of the Sigu Sect's departed Sect Leader, Li Xiangyi". Right: Artist's sketch renditions from eye-level frontal and aerial side views, recreating how the tomb may have appeared during the Xi dynasty.
Among the numerous important archaeological finds from the Xi Dynasty, the tomb of Li Xiangyi is not the most well-known, nor has it yielded any artifacts of particular intrigue, yet it has raised questions about certain points in history since its discovery. The tomb constitutes a small site, near a mountainous overlook which should have received little common traffic at the time of construction. Its structure is in line with some other aristocratic burials of the Middle Xi period: aboveground, with a chamber at the center of a raised rectangular dais several meters wide, large enough to bear only a single individual. A stone marker, which has survived in legible condition until today, declares it the tomb of Li Xiangyi, leader of the Sigu jianghu sect.
Records about Li Xiangyi are found at other archaeological sites contemporary with this tomb, and so his name is not an obscure one. The Sigu Sect complex has already undergone excavation for nearly two decades, with evidence that Li Xiangyi spent several years there as its first sect leader and founder. His tomb is within two hours' walking distance of the Sigu site, though isolated in its location, compared to the Sigu Sect's grand mountain entrance. (The complex itself was inhabited well after his death; bamboo slips cite Qiao Wanmian as the Sigu Sect's next major leader some years after, who oversaw it for several more decades into the later Xi). In addition, the Baichuan-Pudu site, closer to the eastern coast and historically the headquarters for the Baichuan Court, is affiliated with Li Xiangyi. Its origins apparently lay in an offshoot of the Sigu Sect, which grew into its own independent legal organization after his death.
Legends surrounding Li Xiangyi's life have been well-documented, both at Sigu and Baichuan-Pudu, but also in books and transcriptions of oral stories at sites around the country. These are dated to both the Middle and Late Xi periods, as well as a few scattered mentions in writings from the following dynasty. As a jianghu sect leader and swordsman, Li Xiangyi's reputation truly preceded him. Some tales speak of his early accomplishments, ridding towns of villainous tyrants and defeating criminals. Others talk about the founding of the Sigu Sect when Li Xiangyi was seventeen, and his subsequent missions leading his fellow swordsmen to protect the borders of the country. Not all of these narratives can be verified with surviving historical proof, and given Li Xiangyi's status in the shifting canon of folklore, the percentage that are hyperbole or fiction is likely significant. However, one that should be true, and is the most frequently told story throughout these sources, is that of Li Xiangyi's death.
All texts place Li Xiangyi as having died relatively young, with some providing a specified age, generally around twenty. He perished in a duel with Di Feisheng, leader of the Jinyuan Alliance, a rival jianghu organization and presumed threat to the Sigu Sect. As the sources say, the Jinyuan Alliance killed Li Xiangyi's sect brother, Shan Gudao, and in retaliation he used the Sigu Sect to launch a war against the Jinyuan Alliance. His final battle was the last in this war, dying in the East Sea on Di Feisheng's ship. The Jinyuan Alliance in return was badly defeated by the Sigu Sect; excavations at its first compound in the last five years have shown evidence of siege, with fire having destroyed large parts of the buildings. Afterward, the Sigu Sect disbanded without Li Xiangyi, with only the Baichuan Court continuing to function, before being resurrected one decade later.
Given this knowledge we have about Li Xiangyi, the matter of his burial should be straightforward. He had a tremendous impact on the jianghu in the few short years that he stood at its peak. He died heroically, if tragically, to obtain justice for a brother. He was honoured with a tomb, standing guard over the sect he dedicated his youth to. Why, then, is said tomb regarded as somewhat of a mystery?
This tomb was first stumbled upon during extended surveys of the Sigu site territory, with excavation taking place within the last two years. Parts of the stone chamber and foundation of the dais have withstood time, as have most things left inside. The tomb bears no signs of looting. However, there are some details which, alongside discoveries from other archaeological sites, contribute to a shadow of uncertainty on the existing narrative of Li Xiangyi's life.
Firstly, is that the austerity of the tomb does not line up with what we know of Li Xiangyi. Although overall sufficient enough for someone of his great reputation, the tomb is rather plainly embellished. There are an unexpectedly small number of burial objects inside, with those present being neither rare nor expensive. For all his contributions to the jianghu, less money and resources were poured into remembrance of Li Xiangyi than seems proper for his time.
Secondly, and far more significantly, is that the tomb holds no human remains. Whether the fact of Li Xiangyi having no recovered body to bury was made public is unknown; if it was, we do not have record of it. Certainly those who arranged for the tomb to be built and sealed would have carried this with them the rest of their lives, but no one else may be accounted for. Granted, it is not impossible for a disappeared body to have been common knowledge or presumption, as Li Xiangyi was killed at sea with no guarantee of being found. Yet this, combined with the ordinary appearance of the tomb, causes the entire site to appear... a nominal thing. Constructed to maintain acknowledgement of Li Xiangyi's absence, though his death was only marked by words, rather than a physical state.
He was given a tomb, but was Li Xiangyi truly dead before it was built?
In terms of the aforementioned other archaeological site findings, there is one that potentially implicates Li Xiangyi's death at an interesting political junction, within the context of the dynasty. The Xi Dynasty was unstable and relatively short-lived, established after taking back the Central Plains and adjacent territories from the southern conquering state of Nanyin. It endured for just under two centuries, the first of which was fraught with pockets of conflict, with many jianghu skirmishes such as that between the Sigu Sect and the Jinyuan Alliance. The greatest threat to the Xi Dynasty (until its fall) came one hundred years after its founding. Recovered archival records from the Xi capital excavation report that remaining Nanyin loyalists attempted a coup, supported by jianghu organizations, including a restored Jinyuan Alliance (although whether Di Feisheng was still its leader at this time is unclear). This attack was ultimately unsuccessful, but important to note is that the leader of this renewed Nanyin force is described as being Shan Gudao, Li Xiangyi's former sect brother.
Although Li Xiangyi brought the Sigu Sect into a war upon news of Shan Gudao's death, that demise seems to have been faked, with Shan Gudao disappearing underground only to reappear as part of a later rebellion. Could Li Xiangyi have been aware of this? Was his reaction to Shan Gudao's apparent death genuine? Or part of a coordinated plan, using him as a reason to destroy the Jinyuan Alliance, to eradicate any future resistance? Did Li Xiangyi, too, fake his death alongside Shan Gudao, in service of a shared cause? Were remnants of the Sigu Sect instructed to build an empty tomb, cementing Li Xiangyi as a dead hero so he could work in the shadows of the jianghu instead?
This is merely speculation, contradicted by the fact that if Li Xiangyi had indeed done as such, unlike Shan Gudao, after his duel with Di Feisheng he has no reappearance in any surviving records or at any archaeological site. As well, Li Xiangyi should have had no motivation for committing to such a scheme, with even loyalty to Shan Gudao a stretch for putting all the lives of the Sigu Sect on the line. That being said, history has a way of surprising the present, and this theory may not be entirely ruled out. At any rate, Shan Gudao's survival is a baffling accompaniment to Li Xiangyi's (lack of a) burial, one which will hopefully receive clarifying answers in future archaeological developments.
Perhaps the strangest piece of the puzzle concerning the end of Li Xiangyi's life, however, is Di Feisheng. After the Jinyuan Alliance was scattered by the Sigu Sect, stories regarding Li Xiangyi declared him dead and disappeared. Yet not unlike Shan Gudao, he became known in the jianghu once more about ten years later, witnessing the Nanyin's attempted coup and living long after. His tomb remained untouched, and was excavated eight years ago as part of the greater Tianji Mountain site project. The location of Di Feisheng's tomb is surprising, not only because it directly links him to the powerful and wealthy He clan of Tianji Manor, but also because he was buried next to their sole young master during the Xi Dynasty, Fang Duobing.
The son of financial minister Fang Zeshi and engineering master He Xiaohui, Fang Duobing became a notable youxia travelling the jianghu in the emperor's name, assigned in the wake of the attempted Nanyin coup. According to palace records, he was also betrothed to Princess Zhaoling, although the marriage agreement was eventually formally dissolved. What is otherwise known of Fang Duobing was his admiration of Li Xiangyi, having styled himself as a follower and disciple of him during his youth. As well, one eye-catching artifact among Fang Duobing's burial goods was a preserved wooden replica of a blade, with Li Xiangyi's name carved near the hilt. Likely a children's toy, prized and kept safe throughout Fang Duobing's life.
The exact nature of the relationship between Di Feisheng and Fang Duobing is not entirely certain, but it must have been a very close one, for Di Feisheng to have the privilege of burial on the Tianji estate. This topic justifies future study for our understanding of the Tianji He clan, already known in prior generations for its socially subversive relationships, but pertinent to Li Xiangyi is that the man whose most infamous act was to kill him, was laid to rest beside one who revered him. Why was there such a bond between these two figures, if the stories of Li Xiangyi's death have any truth to them? Did Li Xiangyi really die by Di Feisheng's blade? Did Li Xiangyi's empty tomb, plausibly signifying Di Feisheng's innocence, alter his relationship with Fang Duobing? Or indeed, did Li Xiangyi, the man himself, have a part to play in this?
No traces of him from this time remain in the archaeological record, true. But this should not be taken to mean without doubt that he was not alive then at all.
The discovery of Li Xiangyi's tomb has been an exciting development for studying this era of the Xi Dynasty, but it has also outlined doubt in areas of one man's life that were previously taken as likely facts. Li Xiangyi's tomb is scarcely fitting for his name as a founding sect leader, built more for the sake of its existence than anything else, and there was no body sealed inside to begin with. In addition, Shan Gudao— someone dear to Li Xiangyi— established a precedent of faking his death. Di Feisheng, known across the jianghu for killing the man, held a close bond with someone later in life who had personally looked up to Li Xiangyi, and so he may not have been fully responsible for Li Xiangyi's death to begin with.
What truly happened to Li Xiangyi, resulting in a tomb such as this? The past holds the answer, knowing things that we do not. Hopefully the future of archaeology will continue leading to new discoveries, and allow us to more completely understand the legend that was Li Xiangyi.
#this is probably a better archaeological research paper than the one i wrote on sanxingdui a few days ago#anyways hi yes. i just impulse wrote a fake archaeological paper for fun. enrichment. whatever#also i tried not to sound too pop culture archaeology in this#to any other anthropology or archaeology majors. if it comes off that way i am sorry </3 it's past 4am rn#mysterious lotus casebook#li xiangyi#di feisheng#fang duobing#ashton writes fic#difang#<- to any difang shippers just sit with me for a bit and think about these two being buried together
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your light guides my way ✨
#kh#kingdom hearts#kh riku#soriku#riku#happy 4 yrs to the srt#also yes i#am posting this at 4am my sleep schedule is absolutely wrecked rn#my art#i also haven’t been coloring anything in SO LONG….sobs
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supercut
#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#into the spider verse#yurr#i literally spent like 5 hours on this for some reason.#this did include me accidently staying up until 4am hahaha oops#gwen stacy#miles morales#i would tag the other two as well but theyre so small and i hate when ppl tag minor characters in stuff so ya#if ur seeing this u know theure there.#8/8 is only a homestuck refrence if you make it one#also yes i do hc gwen as ‘24 bcz it just feels right and also me too twin#also the hand one on the photo strip… i hope that makes sense and is cute bcz theres no take backsies atp#its meant to be a bulliten board type deal#ghostflower#its up to u if this is in miles or gwens room#hahaha ok bye#(like the lorde song)
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ok so for the animatic i was looking up “desperate’s knot” because of some really important scenes ive planned for it (for example, during the lyrics “We never meant to part // sublime, thy art” Ishmael’s holding her headband in her hands) and in game queequeg recognizes the headband as the desperate’s knot. so i searched it up. first result was a post on the limbus company reddit, no images.
so i went to the images tab and.
Youre fucking telling me
that the desperate’s knot
is literally a noose.
god the IRONY…
but yknow. cool. how do i draw the headband though
#lcb ishmael#lcb#limbus company#project moon#canto v#canto v spoilers#dream sweet in canto v#anzu says shit#it is also 4am as im writing this#yes i am still awake. i cannot sleep for i must do hot gay shit. like getting sleep deprived#i’ll be fine#probably.
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hello gasa4 fans :3
i have drawn cashier!!!1!1!!!11 im honestly super amazed at how this came out :33
this took around 3 hours (minus background, idk how long that took)
alt overlay versions + bg under cut!!
#digital art#art#get a snack at 4am#gasa4#gasa4 cashier#gasa4 fanart#gasa4sc#roblox fanart#lineless art#art experiment#i love this drawing so much#its amazing#im so proud#also yes i did do the background in notes#and i take pride in that fact#constructive critism welcome
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🌱Robin (he/him) [ Zariel Tiefling • Druid ]🌱
#bg3edit#gamingedit#dailygaming#bg3#baldur's gate 3#tiefling#baldur's gate#tav#listen i saw that panel and i had to deep dive into this game again to prepare everything for my playthrough#am i in the middle of my exams? yes. is it 4am and i'm sat here making gifs? also yes.#anyway so halsin huh#anyway so wyll huh anyway so gale huh anyway so KARLACH HUH#the bi panic in this game is real#oc: maddox#myedits#thwacks you with his quarterstaff thwacks you with his quarterstaff thwacks you with his quarterstaff thwacks you wi
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me, dolefully glaring for hours at the piles of etsy documents with fucked up numbers, ID slots that make no sense and utterly befuddled tax terminology: please, please make sense I only need to fill in ONE slot with you why are you like this with GST
(also does anyone know where the fuck to put your BN number in on etsy it keeps listing Canada as a state I think its confused as hell)
#im in tax hell don't mind me#dw i HAVE already filled the Liaison Officer Service Request Form out to get a guy about it#but by god do i hate everything about Canadian small business taxation right now#also yes i know its 4am
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Ashton performing with Eternity Speedway @ Desert 5 Spot LA - 20 June 2024
#classic rock. Ash vocals and drums. cowboy hat. tank top. beard. sweaty curls. arm. arm. arm. i really could not ask for more.#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#eternity speedway#video#kh4f post#yes. just yes.#seems like a lot of the same set with a few new ones mixed in (or at least ones we didn't see last time)#i am 😌 here for this 😌#next time Ash goes live someone ask him to do One of These Nights bc i need more than 10 seconds of it for reasons ok thanks#i really don't have much else to say besides i love this for him and for me and 🥰🥰#also I've been screaming to myself about it all evening while i was looking for clips and then i slept a lil and now it's 4am so 😂#anyways#💪🏻#🤘🏻#👰🏻♀️
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GUH im in my fucking alpha feelings. if u cant tell
guy who used to be the star of the show. him and omega were The Ghouls for so long. bringing home the bacon. the ghouls everyone looked up to. they were the prom kings. and now omega is a recluse and alpha is a bitter, angry old man (until swiss gets to him anyway. he looked at the most angry fucked up guy and went I Can Fix Him. and everyone around him was like Please Don't. and swiss went. I'm Gonna Fix Him.)
anyways. alpha wasnt always so angry. he didnt always react to everything with aggression, it's just that over time, there was too much change and he didnt know how to deal with it. and in his relationship with omega he first was afraid that omega would leave him, and then became obsessed with the idea. he became possessive and the fear always came out of his mouth as violence.
and then the clergy replaced him. and omega DID leave him. and he was alone and his broken heart grew thorns to protect himself. if he lashes out at anyone who approaches him, he won't ever have the opportunity to get hurt again.
#CHARACTERS WHOSE TRAUMA MAKES THEM ANGRY AND MEAN ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME.#its. 4am. i just woke up and saw several alpha posts and im in my feelings.#hes SOOOO.#i have so much alpha lore. its so nuanced and i havent talked about it much because im afraid i'll present it in the wrong way#alpha ghoul#dorito hc hours#dorito.txt#there's a confession in the carnage#yes im putting this in my swiss/alpha tag#SOMEDAY. i'll write out their story. but i need to be able to do it justice and also it will be like 60k#and i have been too sick to write much
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I don't know if anyone else will appreciate this but if there are any other Death Note fans out there who also enjoy the TV show Taskmaster I am making a DN on Taskmaster AU so self-indulgent and I am pleading that you make yourselves known to me cause I can't be alone in this
#death note#hear me out L Light Mello Misa and Near all in the same series#I've been up since 4am typing stuff out about what kind of contestants they'd be#yes I will be drawing this but I just need it out of my system now so I can sleep peacefully#it's 6am i need rest but I will elaborate further soon just please hear me out#also idk who the Taskmaster and his assistant would be yet#I kinda dig Mikami as the assistant tho idk i think he'd have fun running all the facts and figures#the joys of taking 2 of your biggest obsessions and smashing them together and making it everyone else's problem#OKAY I REST#elle is talking again#edit: I think Greg and Alex still being themselves would be funnier now actually#cause like I need them to piss off everyone in the cast#light especially I need light to be so mad he has a legit joker moment on the show#Mikami as LAH is cute in theory but I suddenly got the vision of him in the same series as Gevanni and was like holy shit
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some super sketchy sun and moon doodles! just so i can get more comfortable/familiar with drawing them. :)
thinking about changing the colours though... and maybe giving them sleeves??? hm...
#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#fnaf#fnaf fanart#fnaf dca#moondrop#sundrop#yeah thats enough tags#am i posting this at 4am?#yes#do i care?#no.#fr i think i want to give them sleeves... increase the poofiness (also so i dont have to draw arms-)#and i think these colours are... too burnt? too high contrast?#too something. too... something...#ill play with it. maybe.#look! art! for once!#just take it and go.#<3
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Everyone needs to see him. I’ve sent him to all my friends. I sent him to my brother. I sent him to my aunt. I’ll show him to my therapist. Now he is here,
catboy mobster
#im so fucking happy about him. one of the best things ive ever drawn#he’s a maine coon!!! beeg fluffy boy#kibbits i am giving you a big fat looney tunes smooch#thank you for this mental image. i could not rest until he was done#i’m queing him and going straight to bed fhgkhjfjd#eyndr does art#oc#i guess?? yea??? yes he is a new character djkhhjjdf no idea if i’ll ever draw him again#but good golly i sure do love him#he needs a name so i can tag him hang on#mr coon??? not only is he a maine coon but purhaps he also runs a tycoon djgkhjfdg#first name.. Vito#vito like vitality cause cats have 9 lives :]#oc vito coon#catboy#mobster#catboy mobster#idk what else to tag this with its 4am im too sleepy for this fjhkdhdjg i used my last braincell on his name
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This is where I'll be collecting the prompt fics I wrote in November. Probably gonna post to it daily, because there are twenty-one ficlets to post and I doubt I'll be able to stop myself from writing for that long. So here's seven to start you off as a bit of a midweek treat.
Enjoy any ficlets that you might have missed! Or at least, enjoy an easier reading experience than here on tumblr.
Rating: Varies by ficlet (each chapter is labeled with content warnings, if applicable)
Category: 19/21 wound up being F/F. Two are F/M.
Ships: The majority are Shadowheart/Tav with the next highest quantity of fics being Minthara/Lae'zel (surprisingly!)
For funsies, here's the breakdown of November's prompt fics by ships...
Shadowheart/Asheera: 9
Minthara/Lae'zel: 4
Shadowheart/Karlach: 2
Orin/Minthara: 2
Karlach/Wyll: 2
Nocturne/Shadowheart: 1
Shadowheart/Shar in my Modern AU: 1
I can't even blame the disparity on myself. These were all requests!
#bg3#bg3 fanfiction#my fic#anotheropti prompt fics#oc: asheera#Idk yet if I'm going to post the link here on tumblr every day while I'm on a Break™#but either way here's a handful of the prompt fics right away - some sweet treats!#they're also terser than my usual style because I was trying to fit to a certain... idk brevity on tumblr#(yes I know it's a plurality but consider: i drafted this at 4am and didn't have time to edit this and now drawing attn to it is funnier)
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