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ee,,,
I'm supposed to be asleep right now
but my brain said 'NO draw pathetic sopping wet cat roll cake with femboy socks and star pimple patches'
and I thought that was a GREAT idea!! :D
so behold, him being pathetic (he's watched four people die despite healing two of them and it's only floor 3)
#art#my art#digital art#cosmo#I think I like him a BIT too much#(jk I kin him QwQ)#:P#I also drew a really fucking stupid vertical cosmo comic#I'll probably post that later if I'm bothered enough#I yap#my post#X3#:3#cosmo dw#dw cosmo#cosmo dandys world#dandys world cosmo#dandy's world cosmo#cosmo dandy's world#dw#dandys world#dandy's world#ooo 8 tags until tag limit#!NOT FILLER!#<- teehee inanimate insanity reference#I may not have a will to live after ii17 /nsrs#BUT AT LEAST I HAVE A SCHTUPID ROLL CAKE!!!#oh boy oh boy#almost there...#and tag limit!!! :D
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Kelbrey Day 6 - Valentines @kelbreyweek
Kel's more popular than he expected, and Aubrey overestimated just how many girls he was competing with. Oh well, it went great :>
(The whole flowers and chocolate and confetti and banner was prepared by Kel for Aubrey, if that wasn't clearjfnddj xD)
#ok look i know the lighting kinda sucks#BUT ITS SCHOOL#gonna be having some boring um artificial lights#i focused too much on the school floor too#searched up references and everything#omori aubrey#omori kel#omori aubrey fanart#omori kel fanart#omori#omori fanart#omori kelbrey#omori baseball#kelbrey week 2023#almost there...
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Chapter 663
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keep your head up queen, we got new meg album this week đ€ đ«Ą đŻ
#Almost there...#megan thee stallion#wow anna said something#anna's shitposts#txt#Hot girl summer incoming đš
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On the same beats, but sounding like a different rhythm. I think I can sum it up like thisâŠ
All thatâs left is to do the review! Soon I will be posting, both in English and Portuguese (my mother tongue).
#Almost there...#Very satisfied with the result#Very nervous about the reception...#personal#headcanon#mcl new gen#my candy love new gen
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FABril day 4 - Chores, part two
1, 2, 3
T, 2750 words, Bruno/AgustĂn, Bruno & Mirabel.
Mirabel starts living with Bruno for a little while. Sheâs curious about why he left. Then she finds out a little more.
tw: this part depicts an epileptic seizure at the end.
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Bruno really doesnât like it when she says she wants to clean up the house for him.Â
âWoah, woah, you didnât come here to be my maid, alright? If this- if this was all some ploy by your mother to get me to âget my act togetherâ or to- to-âÂ
But she clears up his anger with her own.Â
âLook, I donât care about all of that, okay? If your back hurts and Iâm here making things awkward for you, the least I can do is help out a little. Besides, itâs just one day. Iâm not gonna throw over your whole house every week. Weâll help each other out, okay?âÂ
And thatâs that.
It seems that the moment the apartment realizes theyâre cleaning, dust flares up like glitter in the sunbeams, saying: âLook at me. Wave me away.â It reminds her of Casita in that way.
The first thing Mirabel does is open all the windows and effectively shoo the evidence of his dormant life into the breeze. This makes the letters fly all over the apartment, even those that have been stifled beneath years of suppression; books, cabinets, and novela scripts.
âClose the windows! Close the windows!â Bruno razes around in a frenzy for fifteen minutes, trying to pick up every flitting envelope, backpain forgotten. âDamnit, donât touch the letters! Donât look!â
Then thereâs the rats, which from Brunoâs talk about how theyâre actually quite friendly makes it seem like theyâre pets at first. One of them even lets Bruno stroke its head. But then Mirabel loses her mind again when itâs clear that theyâre only here because he doesnât take the trash out often enough and leaves uneaten arepas for them to nibble on everywhere, and she realizes theyâre actually vermin.Â
After a while, Bruno secedes from the cleaning storm to watch her from afar on the couch, tired and his back aching from half a day of housekeeping. Mirabel, on the other hand, has energy for two. Thereâs a constant stream of chatter that, after he answered a few of those ramblings, he realizes is more a conversation she has with herself than with him.Â
Sheâs like a hurricane in a way that makes him think of Pepa. Bad weather always seemed to come whenever his sister felt bad, like the visions he gets before an epilepsy attack hits him. But Mirabelâs excitement is like a summer breeze.Â
The only thing that would complete the picture is AgustĂn on the piano, playing a jazzy, jaunty tune.
He thinks of letters to write.
Linnen are billowing all over the apartment like clouds while they do a thorough wash. Books are sorted. The dishes are done because he doesnât have a dishwasher and they always pile up bit by bit. Half-eaten arepas are thrown away reluctant but admissioningly.
Thereâs a milk crate full with magazines Mirabel wants to move that, as soon as Bruno notices sheâs noticed, he throws himself over. âIâll do this one!â
âYup! Okay, TĂo.â She throws her hands up and lets him carry it to his room looking like a dockworker hauling cargo.Â
Sheâs already seen the scantily-clad man on the cover of the magazine on top, and itâs evocative enough without having read the saucy contents blurbs. She pointedly doesnât say or ask what it or the other magazines under it could be, because thatâs really none of her business.Â
But it does make her curious, and answers a few questions.
She kind of trails behind him. After shoving the box under his bed, tĂo Bruno rubs his hands over himself like heâs swatting away evil.Â
âUhm, you know,â Mirabel says. âI donât really care if thatâs what youâre into.â
âYou donât?â His eyes are big and he stops swatting himself. âWell, anywayâŠCanât have that in the open. Youâre not quite old enough to see that,â he chortles embarrassedly and moves past her. She rolls her eyes.
âDoesâŠâ she hesitates. TĂo Bruno has, so far, been very avoidant any time sheâs mentioned the family and this more than anything else sheâs tried to talk with him about seems a sensitive topic. âIs it a secret?â she settles for, avoiding any mention of her parents.Â
âOh, sure. Iâm not that obvious, am I? Heh, I kinda used to be as a kid. At least, the bullies thought so. Always called me a ma- you know, names. Eeeh itâs always been kind of troublesome when anyone else but the family knew about it, so thereâs not really a pointâŠâÂ
Thereâs her answer.
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âSoâŠyou donât have a boyfriend?â she asks later.
âOh, no. Iâm kind of a still waters run deep type. Yâknow, all quiet and alone.â He says this in a sing-song voice like itâs the most relatable and fun thing to be for a bachelor. âWaiting for that prince in my tower.â He grins abashedly and scratches the scruff on his jaw, then folds his fingers together dreamily.Â
âUhuh, and do these princes know youâre here and available?â
âDonât you ruin my fantasy. Say, now that you knowâŠâ Bruno sighs and puts a hand on his back, staring off into the distance. âI have to tell you why I use the cane. It was a betrayal, you see. I had a lover, he was a jealous man and couldnât take that I got the part he wanted to play. Mercutio, like his temper, but my voice carries better, and I am much more familiar with cursing others. He pushed me off the rafters and left me for dead on the stage. Thankfully the janitor found me or else...â He gives her a knowing look of death.
Her empathic surprise falls away almost immediately when she realizes heâs messing with her.
She stares at him, unimpressed.
âAs fantastic as that sounds,â she says. âI donât think I believe that.â
He slaps his knee and curses. âBut itâs the truth, damn you!â
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For all their initial anxiety, itâs easy to live with tĂo Bruno. They settle quickly and establish a routine wherein he lets he do mostly whatever she wants, granted she takes a lucky item for protection whenever she goes out, doesnât rank up the phone bill too much every other day when she calls home, or doesnât play the accordion past or during certain hours.Â
He trusts her, and it feels nice to be trusted.
Thereâs so much to do in the city Mirabel almost doesnât know where to start. She ends up joining a roller skating club that she finds fast friends in, the church choir, takes up art classes, and babysits for pocket money. And at the end of the first week, Bruno takes her to the theater he works at for an introduction. If asked, she wonât deny it makes her miss Camilo a little.
The teen drama group is led by a large dame with dull eyes that she paints in bright colors. âOh!â she gasps when she sees Mirabel, and cups her cheeks. âYou have such magic, I can see it. Just like your uncle.â
âUhh, I donât think so,â she mumbles as sheâs being squished. Sheâs probably the only one in her family who is not magical in any way. Never performed a single miracle.
âYou see it, donât you?â she asks Bruno, turning Mirabelâs head to where he sits in the empty audience.
Bruno gives her two enthusiastic thumbs up from the front row and his brightest, toothiest grin.
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âAh, this is where it happenedâŠâ he remnisces when heâs standing on the stage with her. Â
Heâs been wielding his cane like a sword ever since they entered the building. He gestures dramatically, staring up at this grand temple of storytelling: a modest hall with limited budget. Sheâs got a feeling where heâs going with this; tĂo Bruno has been making up little stories about his bad back ranging from âannoyingâ to âcreativeâ.Â
âA thespian ghost roams this theater, you know. Lit by a single light â a ghost light, they call it â she plays the dame each night for the other spirits in the center of the stage. Ever since I discovered her, sheâs been my muse. Itâs the closest thing to love I have⊠For ten years every Friday Iâve snuck into the theater to watch her perform, but someone turned off the ghost light that evening and I tripped and fell. I havenât seen her since.â
Mirabel asks the señora, who can neither confirm or deny this.
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Bruno buzzes her in when she comes home one day, having forgotten to bring her keys with her, from her hunt to join another club, and after she rings the doorbell he walks to the front door to open it for her.Â
The ache in his back has gotten less and less each day despite the liveliness his niece brings to his life. Heâs hardly used his cane the past few days.
He opens the door, but to his surprise itâs not Mirabel on the other side.
Her father stands there, tall and as square-shouldered as ever, carrying in his arms a heavy sewing machine box. His kind eyes are uncertain, like heâs not sure what heâs doing here either. But his mouth is curled up into a smile under his sharp mustache.Â
âAgustĂn?â Bruno asks surprised, legs weak.
âDad?â Mirabelâs voice sounds from slightly below the figure. âWhatâs with him? Did he call?â
âI have to write a letter,â Bruno doesnât say, tongue locked with tension.
His muscles spasm and he feels himself fall to the floor.
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Mirabel is in a panic when he comes to.Â
Heâs lying in the stable lateral position, hands tucked comfortably under his cheek as if heâs going to sleep in a soft bed. But itâs the hard floor in the hallway, uncomfortable, and his niece is breathing heavily over him, obviously trying to keep in tears.Â
âItâs been one and a half minute,â she says, voice thick.Â
Mirabel has done a first aid course back at home and knows to call an ambulance if he doesnât wake up after five minutes have passed. Sheâs told him about this when he first mentioned his epilepsy. He had thanked her back then, but told her he had his medicine and that the attacks were usually small. He hadnât wanted her to worry.Â
ââM sorry,â he mumbles from the floor. She shakes her head, eyes red from forcing down tears. Slowly, he moves to sit upright, her hands light over his shoulder and back. âSâokay, Mirabel. Iâm okay.â
She lets his sagging body lean against her as she helps him to the couch. Heâs not much taller than her, but heavy like this. On his request she burns sage to drive the bad luck away and she drapes his robe around him to keep him comfortable for good measure. She takes the needle off the bolero he was listening to, silencing the apartment.Â
âThis is exactly what I was worried about,â he says. His knobby fingers weave around the cup of tea heâs poured for himself. âI never wanted to scare you with this. And when your MamĂĄ asked you to come hereâŠâ
âYou were worried Iâd see?â He nods. She puzzles over that, letting the silence hang between them. âWhen⊠Before we cleaned the house, you said I shouldnât help you because you thought MamĂĄ sent me to do that.â
âEhh,â Bruno begins with a shrug, considering and aware he overthinks and does a lot of prejudiced blaming, including that statement. Even so that he momentarily forgot about AgustĂnâs earnesty. But then nods at what Mirabel says, because he had run his mouth at her. âEveryone knows how much there is wrong with me. And your mom worries a lot, always has. I considered that she mightâve sent you here to be my caretaker in disguise. But that shouldnât be your job. Youâre just a kid. Thatâs why I refused. And just nowâŠâ
âYou know, kid. Iâm a bit of a triple threat. I was an epileptic in a small town that still thinks being left handed is a sign of the devil. I get depressed, really depressed. Kinda hard to handle having someone in your house who just canât do anything. It was like I wasnât really there â I couldâve been living in the walls for all anyone knew, heh. I shouldâve tried that... And I donât like girls, whichâŠAbuela was actually kinda fine with. UntilâŠwell, until she wasnât anymore, I guess. But you know, she tried.Â
âBut, uhh. So, the reason I left isâŠâ He shakes his head, face contorting at the painful memories. âWhen you were little, the family and I were always fighting. I guess you donât really remember that.â
The story is familiar to her. âThe house got mad,â Mirabel says quietly. Then corrects herself, âTĂo FĂ©lix told me that.â
âYeah. The house got mad. Abuela got mad. I got mad. Pepa and JuliâŠI wasnât good for them. I wasnât good for you guys. Dolores always cried because of me. Camilo was scared. But I love my family, you know? I just donât know how toâŠâ He shakes his head and warms his lips on his tea.Â
Thereâs always been cracks he doesnât know how to fill.Â
âSo, thatâs why I was on the fence about you coming here. Responsibility, pffft!â He blows a raspberry and does a thumbs down.
Mirabel huffs a laugh at that, but canât quite find the humor in the other things heâs mentioned. âWhen MamĂĄ called you and you said you didnât want me here, I thoughtâŠâ She averts her eyes. âYou know, itâs stupid.â
âNah, youâre never stupid to me.â
She breathes in and out and does a weird dramatic gesture with her hands, like sheâs so over it. âI thought it meant you didnât want me, period.â Before he has time to purse his lips and refute heavily against that, she continues: âWith the way everyone always talks about you- or doesnât, I guess. Ugh. I know you so much better now. Youâd never say it like that. Iâm sorry for freaking out. I know- I know this is sort of normal for you and I shouldnât make this big of a deal out of it.â
He shakes his head. âHeh. Yeah, my little miracle.â
âMiracle? No- ThatâsâŠNot what I meant,â Mirabel struggles. âThis isnât like healing better after having Momâs food, or waking up with roses in your hair.â
âYeah, it is,â Bruno insists. âJust because Iâve gotten the short end of the stick doesnât mean it doesnât happen to me at all. Iâm sorry, kid. Youâve gotta roll with the punches youâre dealt. I just wish you hadnât seen that. I guess youâre right that itâs normal for me, in both ways.â
He can tell by the way sheâs silent and folds her arms, sinking deeper into the couch against him, that her thoughts are getting all twisted up at that. âGeesh, goes to show I know nothing about miracles.â
His heart breaks a little for her, just like it had when he read AgustĂnâs version of it. Both of them; his own alienating experience as someone âunexceptionalâ marrying into the Madrigal family, for whom science and explanations has not stuck around to make sense of their world wherein anything can happen, and Mirabelâs perception of her âunexceptionalâ life that sheâs been stuck with since sheâs never had anything happen to her like the rest of those born into this family.Â
Nothing bad ever happens to the Madrigals, not since Pedroâs sacrifice at the river. Because of that strange day, little miracles pile up by the dozen. Itâs easy to forget how special you are when others are being told about their exceptional-ness on the daily.
âHey,â Bruno reassures her. âMiracles are obvious. I think you have a subtler magic going on about you. And for what itâs worth, I like that better. Thatâs the kind of magic that smoothes out a story.â
That makes her smile fondly at him. âThanks, TĂo.â She hesitates before she says, âIt wasnât MamĂĄâs idea, by the way. I wanted to come here and meet you.âÂ
Considering Julietaâs hesitant phone call, this doesnât come as a surprise at all. And now that heâs gotten to know Mirabel properly he knows how much it means to her that she knows the whole family now, including the man theyâd all sort of shunned.
For the first time sheâs here, heâs the one to pull her into a hug.
-tbc
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i saw you thesis-posting my liege, and i wish you good luck. but seriously, i hope it goes well, and please take care. YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
#i am.so tired#but thank youuuu â€ïžđ«¶đđ„°đ©·#this is honestly the hardest thing I've ever done but i just gotta finish. i gotta.#almost there...#thesisposting#molly speaks
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Doing some final round edits on Reverberate, and
"In a less disturbing update, another person had gone missing."
#attenuate/reverberate#almost there...#a few more minor things here and there and then#just gotta make sure my query's good to go#and beta feedback is along the lines of where I was hoping#and off she goes into the great nether
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BRUH a dude I know from work came in for the first time in months and I thought he looked different but couldn't figure out why?? So I asked if he'd changed his hair and he was like "BITCH I GOT TOP SURGERY"
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My grandfather and my godfather (a beloved neighbor and dear family friend) had a long standing bet- for one dollar- about who would die first. Both of them being slightly pessimistic (in the funny way), they both insisted that they themselves would be the first to die. Any time my grandfather had a health scare, heâd gleefully call up my godfather to boast that heâd be passing âany day nowâ and he was sure to win the bet. It was a big family joke and they were always amiably sparring and comparing notes about who was in worse shape, medically speaking.
When my grandfather was in hospice care dying of liver cancer, my godfather was quite ill also. It took him great effort to make the journey to see his dying friend. As he came into the room, supported by a family member, he shuffled to my grandpaâs bedside and silently handed him a dollar bill. He was ceding his loss of the bet, as they both knew who was going first. My grandpa had been in quite bad shape for a while and was no longer able to speak but let me tell you he snatched that dollar with unexpected strength and literally laughed aloud. He knew exactly what the gesture meant and he couldnât help but find the humor within the grief. It was the last time any of us heard my grandpa laugh, as he passed shortly after.
When I talk about my appreciation for âdark humorâ Iâm not so much thinking about edgy jokes, but rather the human instinct to somehow, impossibly, both find and appreciate the absurdity that is so often folded into the profound grief of life and death. When I tell this story I think it kind of perturbs people sometimes, but itâs honestly one of my favorite memories about two men I really deeply admired. I could never hope for anything more than for my loved ones to remember me laughing until the very end, and taking joy in a little joke as one of my final acts.
#I think almost anyone in medicine will understand this#to absent friends!#gallows humor is a very human way to cope#death#grief#dark humor#illness
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[ID: a screenshot of the âAlmost Christmasâ Ace Attorney meme behind a slightly transparent stock image of an ice cube. End ID.]
itâs defrosting
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Royal Pigeon
#artists on tumblr#pigeon#procreate#royal pigeon#bird#i think about pigeons a lot#domesticated animals#once prized possessions for their use as#communication#almost completely abandoned by humanity#painting#art#doodle#drawing#digital art#illustration
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Fabric study :)đ€
#art#my art#almost killed me but it was worth it at the end god bless#digital art#study#fabric study#fashion
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