Imagine Taylor Swift’s songs (XVI): Love Story.
Imagine you are the Lady of Mercia and Osferth is your knight.
Warnings: soft smut, drama, angst.
Warnings 2: slightly divergence with “The Last Kingdom”’s events, with you being the daughter of Æthelflæd and Uhtred, prepared to the role dutifully.
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• We were both young when I first saw you. I close my eyes and the flashback starts… I'm standin' there on a balcony in summer air. See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns. See you make your way through the crowd and say, "Hello". Little did I know…
It all starts when you two are young. Osferth has just recently met Uhtred, promptly embraced by this warrior who is to be half Dane, half Saxon, when lady Æthelflæd thought wise to prepare you to succeed her.
By then you and him are in your late teenager days. You do not know yet, though you may suspect, that Lord Æthelred is not your father, a man who inspires no sympathy of his subjects, dismissing you a paternal concern that, how curiously, Uhtred doesn’t hesitate in giving you.
“Lady Y/N”, Uhtred side smirks when seeing you. He can tell this growing beauty has his eyes and the man takes pride in gazing at you. But the secrecy must remain what is, a secret. “What a delight is to see you again.”
Due to recent events, which are a mix of your father’s death and the treachery of some of the Mercian aldermen, this infamous pagan warlord comes to protect your mother as part of his vow to the House of Wessex.
“My lord Uhtred”, you nod your head, unable to explain the instant sympathy the man inspires you, notwithstanding the differences in your creed. “I pray to find you well, my mother has been looking a great deal to seeing you again.”
He laughs, a sound you are most familiar with. It is a secret to none that he is your mother’s lover.
“Likewise, young lady. This is Osferth, by the way”, Uhtred presents one to the other, unknowing he’s planting a deadly seed.
Osferth steps forward. This tall man inspires you butterflies in your stomach, a feeling that you, however, promptly dismiss.
“My lord”, you curtsy graciously.
“Lady”, he avoids your gaze, nodding his head. “A pleasure to make your acquaintance.”
“Osferth is a very good warrior, Y/N”, says Uhtred, amused by the teenager awkwardness. “He’s proven his worth and thus is here with me. Osferth, stay here with lady Y/N all the whilst I have matters to attend.”
Just like that he leaves you both. There is an awkward silence hanging between you two, so you opt to make things easier by breaking it:
“Is this the first time you stay on Mercia?”
“Nay, lady”, he slowly raises his eyes only to meet a pair of y/c irises staring at him. “I’ve been at Uhtred’s service for a few years since…eh… since I left my order.”
“Order?”, you repeat, rather intrigued. “Is my lord a priest?”
Osferth chuckles. You particularly swoon at his smile, at how handsome he is, but the pride that comes with your station prevents you to show it.
“I was, or rather am, a monk, lady.”
A small exchange of smiles occurs between you and him.
“How a monk then came to serve the great warrior Uhtred Ragnarsson?”
“This is a long conversation, lady.”
“Well, Monk Osferth, I have the time.”
***
• That you were Romeo, you were throwin' pebbles and my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet". And I was cryin' on the staircase. Beggin' you, "Please don't go, " and I said…
Æthelflæd raises her eyebrows when seeing how all of a sudden you are engaging in a conversation with Osferth when you have never had eyes to somebody else.
“You should not be so demanding to her”, says Uhtred, as they all gather at the table for a supper. “She found in Osferth a good companion, is all.”
“I can see the way she looks at him”, says the lady in a disapproving tone. “She will, when God wills it, be my heiress. She should know where this will lead her to.”
Uhtred limits himself giving her a look that she understands well. At times he wishes he could be more… present in your life. But in many ways he is.
As he observes you and Osferth cautiously now, he thinks wise to interfere.
“Y/N…”,Uhtred calls you. “Your mother wishes you to be more focused in your duties.”
“I do what she asks and more”, you sigh. “She is never pleased with anything I do.”
“It is the way of things. Kings and queens put duties over their sentiments”, says the warlord. “Most times they require personal sacrifices.”
You are tempted to argue, but seeing reason in his speech, what else is there to speak? You nod and giving Osferth a meaningless look, you depart without saying anything.
Osferth watches you go and, when noticing where his eyes follow, Uhtred clears his throat.
“Be careful, boy. Some prizes are too high to aim.”
The monk blushes at once.
“What is it you say, lord? I am but a bastard, a monk who, by chance, follows you in your wars.”
Uhtred side smirks in response.
“Youth can be misleading, this is all I can offer as an advice.”
But some part of the younger male wishes he’d have more time with you… however impossible it is.
***
• Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone. I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run. You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess. It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes"…
You do not see him again. It takes years until tragedy reunites one with the other. Until then you slowly grow into a different woman.
Your mind is well versed in politics and languages, at least knowing enough of Latin to understand the scriptures. You try to follow your mother’s steps, but this comes with a price.
Even Lady Æthelflæd is aware of the subtle changes in your personality. Where’s that characteristically joy that used to spark behind your y/c eyes? She misses it. As well as your innocence. Would time steal it from you?
At first she opts to ignore it. But not even her loyal adviser is blind to the loneliness you go through.
“It would do well if Lady Y/N had some companions to spend her time with. However is her position now or in the future ahead, she must not live isolated.”
Æthelflæd considers. But whilst she asks him to look for suitable companions, the role of a mother, which she often mistook as the same of a queen, leads her to a shadowy road.
“Y/N”, she comes to your chambers and doesn’t like seeing some sort of melancholy in you.
“Yes, my lady?”, you stand and curtsy.
Æthelflæd swallows the hurt when seeing it’s the queen you greet, not the mother.
“We must speak.”
“Have I done any wrongs?”
“It is not about that. I fear I have isolated you. I was… concerned you might suffer mundane influences which I attempted to prevent you to succumb.”
A flash of anger is perceived in your eyes. To your mother this is better than apathy.
“I am never good enough for you, aren’t I? You take the few friends I have and send them away. If I recall your words, all was done under the pretense of following duty.”
An argument is inevitable. There is only so much you can do to hold back the temper that is an inheritance of your mother and your father, though Æthelflæd credits the latter for it.
She hears the accusations in silence. An explosion is better than a cold storm, so the queen judges.
In the meantime the royal household is trembling, Osferth has been living quietly, fighting his wars and drinking his ale. The monk clearly breaks any celibate oath by getting himself involved with women.
“It so appears that our baby monk is not a baby anymore”, so Finan cackles.
“A man does what he does”, he shrugs his shoulders.
How can it be, though, that his thoughts never left aside the only lady he’d commit his heart to? Remorse soon comes when thinking that you’d not do what he did, knowing your character. Glooming soon comes… washing away what he judges to be weakness of his flesh.
As Uhtred likes to quote, though, destiny is all and soon it works to tie his life to yours.
*
Despite amending relations with your mother, you have never been the same. Duty has forged you into an iron lady prepared to embrace the arduous task to inherit a crown that deep inside your heart you’ve never wanted it.
Nonetheless, once you prove how dutiful you are and how sharp is your wit, the witan somehow feels at easy when looking at you as your mother’s heiress.
And the day where you are expected to become Lady of the Mercians comes sooner than expected.
“I have to deliver grave news to you, child”, and without wasting time, she tells you that she’s dying.
Naturally, you are shocked.
“This cannot be!”
“It is the will of God and we must respect it. Soon, transition will occur as we have planned all these years. Listen to me, Y/N, you are ready.” For the first time in a while she looks a mother to you. “I am proud of you, my daughter.”
You lean against her forehead and, letting a sob escape, you say:
“I shall not disappoint you, mother.”
“You could never”, and she kisses your forehead, thus reconciling permanently with you.
As she secretly requests the presence of Uhtred, you are going outside to fetch a messenger when you are surprised by his presence.
“My lord!”
“Where is she?”, by the grave expression on his face, you know he’s already been informed of her condition.
“At her bedchambers”, and it’s when you see him.
Osferth stands in the corridors, his eyes reminding you of those of a lost puppy’s. Courties come and go but you two freeze in time and space.
He knows and you know. With a movement of your head, you indicate him to follow. Discreetly he does, going after you somewhere that you know it’s not well guarded—in the past it used to be the spot where your mother welcomed Uhtred.
“Lady Y/N”, Osferth isn’t sure how to address you, how to even look at you.
For one moment neither do you. It seems as these last years turned one stranger to the other, and perhaps to avoid this odd sensation, you are the one to take his hand in yours.
“My lord”, you speak in short breath. “Osferth.”
“I thought we would never meet again”, says he, daring to raise his eyes.
Studying you, Osferth sees how grown you are. How beautiful you have become with eyes dark as coal and softened features, with y/c locks falling in one long braid. There is sadness behind your y/c eyes and God knows how he wishes to take it away.
When leaning his hand to stroke your cheek, you lean it against his palm, searching for comfort. For the very first time in years you shed a tear.
“I am alone in this world, Osferth. My life is not mine. They forbid me to nurture sentiments of any nature. I am caged.”
“This is not true, lady. I’m here and will never leave your side, this I vow. I did try to forget you in the past”, he admits. “The deep affection there is in my heart admonished my weakness. I cannot nor will I ever be so blunt in letting you to yourself.”
“I am expected to remain chaste”, you sob. “Or at least to marry someone else. Save me, my lord. Save me from my fate.”
“There is little need to protest against destiny”, says Osferth. “You were born for this, lady. God has put you where you should be. I’ll be here for you. Whatever comes, I’ll be beside you.”
You bury your face to his neck, bursting into tears. Osferth is tensed at such proximity, but when he embraces you, his concerns dissipate. Your smell brings him peace and as he rocks you in his arms, he realizes how much he loves you.
Oh, what a misfortune to love a star that is too high to grasp! But Osferth has been accustomed to the night to be drowned in hopelessness. What is he but a moon in search of the sun, contemplating the vast of the galaxy?
Nevertheless, the love he feels for you is inexplicable, inexpressible, irreversible.
“My lady”, he speaks in his husky tone, reluctantly parting from you. “We must go. We cannot take so long. I wish we had more time…”
“Osferth.”
“Yes?”
“Can you do at least one thing for me?”
“Anything, lady”, he takes your hands and presses a hand in each.
“Stay with me. Never leave my side, no matter the circumstances. Be the knight I want you to be.”
Osferth knows what you ask is too much of him. Especially now how acutely aware he is where came from this pair of dark coal eyes that stares at him.
Nevertheless, he’s been too weary to stay far from you. Even if he cannot have you, the warrior monk knows he has no strength to stay away from you anymore.
“I will do as my lady commands me to.”
That being said, Osferth does a bold move that surprises you both. He takes you by your waist and kisses you at long last.
***
• So I sneak out to the garden to see you. We keep quiet, 'cause we're dead if they knew. So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while, oh oh…
You are promptly acknowledged as Lady of The Mercians, the rightful successor of Lady Æthelflæd. Duty compels you to act as honorably as you can, showing the witan and your royal uncle how sharped is your wit.
There present is Lord Uhtred, who ensures his natural daughter is safe, that the transition to power occurs smoothly.
But at the end of the day you wish to see only one person. And when everyone else is sleeping, your loyal friend lady Ælfgifu brings him to your privy quarters.
“Lady”, Osferth is surprised at your summon. “Is there something wrong?”
He drinks the view of you, trying not to succumb his lust. Years have passed since he took the oath of not letting be slaved by his flesh, especially regarding his feelings for you.
Now, the sight of your long loose hair and the nightgown that covers poorly your body, letting be captured in glimpses your firm breasts, makes Osferth face an internal battle.
“There is nothing wrong, my love. Fear not”, you short the distance between you two feigning a confidence you lack. “I am my own mistress here, Osferth.”
He gives you a cautious look.
“Time has played with us, has it not?”, the monk muses. “However, my lady, we must not be imprudent. I stand here as you wish, but I am not going to be unwise and put you at risk.”
“I understand my mother has done a vow which I intend to keep. In the meantime she has met the man I know now as my father in secrecy. We could do the same.”
“If you are certain this will not…”
But his words die at how close you two are. What time has repressed, no iron is suffice to hold back now it’s loose. Osferth himself forgets reason when his lips collide against yours and his arms are all around you.
Sighing in content, never before you felt a mistress of yourself as in that moment. When his breath and yours are combined, his strong body warming yours, your fingers let loose in his face, his features, his hair.
All the whilst his tongue dances with yours, his long and callous hands play with your hair and work quickly to remove your fabric. Once he leads you to bed, he pauses a moment to hold your face gently:
“My lady wife.”
“My lord husband”, you beam at the secrecy with which you and him express at last the true sentiments and desires to each other.
Even if this love story is not having the end you’d like, it is already written more pleasant than you’d conceived.
As his mouth drinks in your skin, his tongue twirling around your neck, his hands gently spread your legs, placing himself in between as his mouth starts to cup each nude breast. Devouring your nipples like a hungry man, Osferth for few seconds forgets he is the one experienced…
“Why did you stop”, you moan in protest when seeing this handsome and strong man right where you want him to be.
Osferth smiles at you, a smile that brightens his face which in turn makes you beam at such a view.
“I remember my lady that I must have utmost care with you, considering you are a damsel.”
You narrow your eyes at him.
“Is it a way to remind me you have had others in your bed, lord?”
Osferth’s smile quickly dismisses as he crawls over you.
“Lady, whilst it is true I have not behaved well in the past, I am being careful to you. We are already doing it unlawfully…”
“Oh shush! This is not the moment nor the time to…”
And here you are pleasantly swallowed his fervent kisses. Where Osferth is shy and discreet when he’s with others, right here with you he’s every inch the man you’ve read in books. Even more.
When his hand slides to your womanhood, there is no shadow of doubts or jealousy, but two hearts united in one purpose. And this is as holy as mundane, as sacred as profane, from the moment he slides in you only soon to seed you, providing a new delight never before you considered proving.
***
• Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone. I keep waiting for you, but you never come. Is this in my head? I don't know what to think. He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said, "Marry me, Juliet. You'll never have to be alone. I love you and that's all I really know. I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress. It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes". Oh, oh, oh. 'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
You receive a visit of Lord Uhtred, who’s been too suspicious of the reason you’ve been keeping Osferth wherever you go.
“Lady Y/N, may we have a word?”, he is somewhat surprised to see you fitting well in your new role.
In spite of the burden that being the sole ruler of Mercia carries, you’ve been continuing with the hard work of your mother. Some advisors, already perceiving that you hold a favourite in the person of your dearest knight, who does not meddle in politics, keep a blind eye to his person. But will others do the same notwithstanding your utmost discretion?
“Yes, lord Uhtred. You know you are welcome here”, you dismiss the council and receive him like a daughter receives a father.
The tender gesture does not go unnoticed by the man, who softens before you.
“So much like your mother”, Uhtred whispers, a sad smile crossing his lips. “Even in temper.”
“We had our differences”, you say, leaving a hint of a resentment that never truly healed. You wish you had been better as a daughter, more committed to the cause she stood for. You try amending the remorse by doing what she’d do… though this does not mean you forget your secret vows exchanged with Osferth.
Uhtred studies you for a moment and it’s almost as if he can tell what’s been left unsaid.
“We all did, but you are doing a good work here. She would be proud of you. Leaving these matters aside, I am not here to discuss the rather unpleasant businesses King Edward’s been having with Mercia.”
You ask servants to fetch yourselves wine and food before gallantries are set aside for politics. To your surprise, however, what Uhtred comes to discuss with you is in regard of your relationship with Osferth.
“Lord!”
“There is no need to protest. I am not here to admonish you for what I’ve done myself”, says he. “Whoever you lies with is your problem, Y/N. But the point is…the oath your mother took was only performed after you were adult and well looked after. You need to continue the lineage if you do not wish that Mercia falls onto the hands of Wessex.”
“I do not think the aldermen will accept Osferth as my husband”, you hesitate.
“There may be some elements they might consider”, Uhtred strokes his chin. “Do you love this man, Y/N Y/LN?”
You smile at the question posed. Uhtred can tell you do love his baby monk, unbelievable as it is that Osferth conquered the lady of Mercia’s heart. He scoffs at it.
“I do”, and then as if hesitating, you ask: “Will you give us your blessing?”
Uhtred never considered that you’d outwit him and your mother, but looking at the sagacity with which you’ve been conducting Mercian affairs, is it really difficult to believe you’ve known all this time?
“I personally think you deserve better”, the warlord teases you. “But alas, aye! He will look after you, I’m sure.”
You nod your head, thankful for his blessing. Then a moment of silence passes before Uhtred says:
“How long have you known?”
“Long enough”, your smile spreads. “What a shame is that I will never be able to acknowledge you as my father in public.”
“It matters not”, he says. “What is more relevant is that you are well and conducting your affairs properly, something of which I’ve never harbored doubts. I’m proud of you.”
A delight this reunion proves to be, giving your heart the balsam you need.
*
You are lawfully married to Osferth before selected witnesses on a sacred day. You ensure to bring your half-siblings for the ceremony, particularly bonding to Stiorra, who, despite the differences in creed, proves to be the sister you wish you had back in your youth.
At the feast, the aldermen present themselves. Not many are content with the choice, but if the blood of Ælfred does not meddle in Mercian matters, then all is well.
“You look beautiful, lady”, Osferth smiles as you two dance beautifully in your own ways after receiving the blessing of the priest. “I never thought I’d see this day come.”
“It did, husband”, you smile back and he notices the old glee once spotted in your eyes long time ago have now returned. “I’ve always had my faith this would somehow end well for us.”
“Praise the Lord”, says he.
An exchange of loving glances is enough before the bedding parade is announced. You see Uhtred is sighing heavily, opting for not partaking of the boasting. Some aldermen snort at it for its pagan nature.
But some traditions survive the time. Therefore, you play the role of a damsel, whose gown is stripped on your way to your bedchambers, as Osferth does the same. He laughs as Finan teases him, as well as their other mates, considering they were more than familiar with Osferth’s history before you came along.
Now here you two are, alone at last.
“It brings me great relief, in all honesty, that we are no longer hidden in secret”, he admits, lying on his elbow as he admires you openly.
“As it does to me, though what we have is not a burden, never was.”
“I know”, he takes your hand and brings it to his lips. “I only wish we had not taken such a long time.”
“It all happened in due time”, you smile before pulling him to you.
One kiss is enough to make Osferth’s mind go blank as well as yours. Thus it is this love story is sealed with a carnal union that mirrors that of the soul.
***
• Epilogue.
Some years later…
You pat your growing belly, watching with concern as Osferth teaches Edgar how to manage a sword.
“You must first learn how to unsheathe the sword, boy”, he speaks patiently. “And only then you will swing the basis like this…”
Edgar has the dark eyes of your father, but the hair of your husband. Except by these features, it’s a common consent that Mercia’s next ruler is very much like you.
“Be careful, husband! Edgar is not yet five”, you say, at the same time keeping an eye to the maids who look after Ædyth, 3, and Osbert, 2.
When Osferth meets your gaze, you still freeze, mesmerized by the unique kind of joy only a man like him could make you feel. After all these years? Always, you’d say to your sister.
“I will, my love. I assure you that, whatever has Finan told you about me, I’ve grown prudent”, he chuckles.
“I’m just assuring you, this is all.”
“You are fussing”, you hear a familiar voice that makes you turn your head to. It’s Stiorra, the happily queen of York. “You didn’t think I’d miss your labor, would you?”
At times you forget your belly is heavier…
“With many matters to attend, my sister, I honestly wouldn’t expect you to. But you know how grateful I am by your company.”
The thread is briefly interrupted as you are distracted by the shout of your youngest children. Osbert is crying for a reason and Ædyth is claiming she can hold a sword.
You give Stiorra a look before playing the role of a mother. As Osferth fussed with his son’s hair, thus finishing the training, his eyes linger at the familiar scenario.
“Who’d ever known we would come all this way?”, when he turns it’s Finan who speaks.
Today, he came with Uhtred for a familiar visit that has, however, political implications. It appears that Brida has been planning a vengeance at Uhtred, so the northern warlord came to ask for Mercian aid—specially when your royal uncle is not excited at the prospect of borrowing your father some men to impede this alleged Danish invasion.
“God writes in mysterious ways”, says the former monk.
“You deserve this, my friend. You have a wife who loves you, and she is rich, possessing lands and enough silver for a lifetime”, both friends laugh at his remark. “And what about your children? I’ll ensure that Edgar is training by my sons’ side when time is come.”
“You can always bring them here”, suggests Osferth. “Y/N doesn’t want to acknowledge but in due time our boy will have his own household, so he must be surrounded by good and loyal friends.”
“I’ll consider it with my wife. It’s an excellent suggestion”, Finan agrees.
As the day turns into night and the guests, as well the children, are set to sleep, Osferth and you finally have a moment to yourselves.
“What a day”, says he in the moment he slides at his side of the bed.
“Indeed. Grandmother has been very, uh, busy with our children. I fear she might spoilt them too much”, you shake your head, in reference to the King Ælfred’s wife who’s been with you since your mother’s premature demise.
Osferth is on his elbow, stroking your hair as he ensures you are comfortable.
“She enjoys a privilege few do: meeting her great-grandchildren, another generation of the old king’s blood.”
You lean into his touch, locking hands with his, watching your husband blow away a few candles.
“You bring me great delights, my love.”
“The seed is strong”, he teases you, making you chuckle quietly.
“Don’t be silly, Osferth.”
With moonlight finding its way stubbornly through half closed curtains, you see the gaze your husband casts at you. You lift your hand to play with his short hair before stroking his face.
No words are needed.
As you smile and he smiles too, you peck his lips. It is a love story and both of you said yes to it. Such is what the pens of future scribes will register.
Others will write songs. The Lady and Her Knight will echo through the centuries, with your descendants still on power somehow by the 18th century…
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