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Youâre definitely not being annoying and it wouldnât be weird at all! and especially ïżŒsince it would be your birthday gift! :D and tbh I would really enjoy sending asks just for the Ideal Polycule (I mean for last yearâs F/o takeover event I was the anon that specifically sent an ask for them ^^) also you could still add Zen to the Polycule if you want to! I mean I donât much about overwatch but he would totally still help you with food/eating even though heâs not a foodie and + his warm color palette goes with everyone else in the Polycule! :]
You guys are so nice to me for literally no reason you're both so sweet.
I've never held an event up for a long amount of time, I think the most I got was like a week? We're gonna see if I can hold out all of February, if we have enough content for it.
Thankyou both so much for your feedback! I'm looking forward to this now!! I hope it'll be just as fun for y'all as it is for me!
also lil bonus the real behind the scenes reason why Zenyatta isn't in the ideal polycule officially;
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OKAY I HAVE ONE HOUR BEFORE THE OS2 MSP EPISODE COMES OUT SO HOPEFULLY I CAN FINISH THE ABAAB EPISODE BEFORE THEN, imma try to dial it down on the commentary so that its fasterÂ
(also fun fact, i tried to do the mouthfuls of water when i mention how pretty anyone or their hair is thing that i suggested. and i had 48 mouthfuls of water and an immediate need to pee and i was worried that throughout the night i would suddenly become a 3 year old child and pee my bed. anyway.)Â
AH SHOOT YEAH THE NOTE HE LEFTÂ
where the hell did cher goÂ
weâre probably about to find out but i wanna formulate my thoughts firstÂ
(dang it now im thinking of first kanaphan bc i said âfirstâ STAY ON TRACK STAY ON TRACK STAY ON TRACK)Â
presumably hes gone back to like his home town thingyÂ
but... whyÂ
i have no ideaÂ
we shall seeÂ
OH, STUFF YOUÂ
VAFFANCULO TU OMOFOBO PEZZO DI MERDAÂ
LA DETESTO, DETESTO MOLTOÂ
LEI PUĂ MORIRE IN UNA BUCA FREDDA E BUIA ALLâINFERNO, PER FAVOREÂ
STRDYTCFUVJYHKB
âyou two are not a good matchâ LIES, LIIEEEESSSÂ
NOOOOOO HE IS SADDDDDDÂ
HHHWHYYYYYÂ
âtake care of your healthâ i love jack so muchÂ
guys weâre nearly 6 minutes in and i havent mentioned jackâs hair ONCEÂ
okay well i just did BUT THAT DOESNT COUNTÂ
THIS IS A CAUSE FOR CELEBRATIONÂ
I EXERCISED âšRESTRAINTâšÂ
âplease tell him dont be too hard on yourself, and take careâ AWWJRGKHBÂ
poor dude misses cher so much he keeps hallucinating himÂ
at this point the real cher is gonna show up and heâs gonna think its one of his hallucinations for goodness sakeÂ
gun, go to therapyÂ
hes so pretty thoÂ
i love himÂ
and you didnt have a chance to say goodbye? because you didnt know it was a goodbye? and you desperately want to see him again but youre also terrified of that ever possibly happening because you know itll mean thereâs going to be a goodbye, either that day or just at some point in the future, there will always be a goodbye, and you dont know if its worse to never get a chance to say goodbye or being forced to say goodbye against your own will? and youve had too many goodbyes in your life to know how to deal with it but you keep forgetting to bring this up with your psychologist when you see her once a month?Â
whaaaat, me? projecting? no wayyyyyÂ
i love porscheÂ
porsche and gun are like lesbiansÂ
that makes sense somehowÂ
porschegun are lesbiansÂ
i will not elaborateÂ
âyou, thyme, and cher. everyone left me. i have no one left.â jEEZ THAT ONE REALLY STABBED ME IN THE HEART SIX TIMESÂ
KILL MEEEEEEEEEÂ
whaaaat i have attachment issues? my psychologist said i have high signs of separation anxiety, like im a dog? noooooo waaaaaayyyyyyyyÂ
bro
DANG IT OF COURSE THAT WAS A DREAMÂ
âhes been drinking his old coffee for five days in a rowâ HOLY HELL HES NOT OKAY SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE OR SOMETHINGÂ
i love him
and his hairÂ
sorry, i know i said i would dial it down but the episode is nearly over and it wouldnt be an abaab commentary post if i didnt mention and screenshot jackâs hair AT LEAST once.Â
HES JUST SO PRETTYÂ
just. look at his face. appreciate his face. and his hair.Â
JACKâS SAD LITTLE SMILE AND THEN HE LOOKS AWAY- IM GONNA CRY I LOVE HIM TOO MUCHÂ
CHER!! :DDÂ
and... yacht???? (seriously, IS that his name)Â
HIS FREAKING BLUE HAIR IS SO PRETTY WHAT THE ACTUAL HELLÂ
second best hair in this showÂ
âwithout you, my tiny room seems tremendousâ FIHREBGKJBÂ
GROUP MOMENTÂ
THREEZOOOOOOÂ
PLS I LOVE HIM SO MUCHÂ
âyouâre making us hornyâ GIUERDBJSGOIRE THIS IS SO FUNNY WHAT THE HELLÂ
HE IS AMAZINGÂ
AND ZOâS LITTLE FINGER SHAKE DSFDSGSGDÂ
MY BOI IS GRADUATINGGGGGÂ
MY BOI IS SEEING HIS BOYÂ
JRGFJFNGGFVCÂ
A WONDERFUL END TO THE EPISODEÂ
THAT WAS EXCELLENTÂ
I LOVE THEMÂ
aight time for msp in like. five minutes.Â
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Okay, so, like idea, random fic idea.
Reader is either like a sex worker who gets called by Kiri or just an average person like a librarian or something innocent. Vil!Kiri comes along and corrupts the reader after a while of seducing them and stuff. Then, turns out Kiri was just preparing them to then give them to Vil!Bakugou. He was just making sure they'd be able to handle him!
And, this can go either two ways:
1. Reader knew all along they were gonna be handed off to Bakugo. So, every time Kiri be fucking 'em, he says stuff like "gonna be real good for Bakugo right? Oh, he's gonna love this pussy, gonna be so tight for him (for fem!reader). Gotta stretch you out so you can take Bakugo's dick". Cuz, like, they've totally seen each other's dicks. And Kiri is totally doing this to find a suitable fucktoy for Bakugo, to vent his stress. So before reader is given over to Bakugo, this whole big bad(-ass) image is built up by Kiri. Maybe reader even tries to ask around about Bakugo, to find out more about him, but no one wanna talks about him, cuz he's so scary.
2. Reader gets used by Kiri, but doesn't know they are gonna be given to Bakugo. Maybe they fall in love with Kiri, only for Kiri to be like "aight, time for the real deal. Imma send you to Bakugo now. You're his now". Reader of course is confused and sad? What happens next, I don't know...
I think 1 is better actually, haha. But yea, this was just stuck in my head.
Maybe, Bakugo even lets Kiri join at some point, because he was such a good boy to find him a fuckbuddy.
#Vil!Kiri#Vil!Bakugou#bnha#bnha smut#villain au#mha#bakugou katsuki#kirishima#kirishima x y/n#bakugo x y/n#bakugo x reader#kirishima x reader#bnha headcanon
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bestie imma request more from you cuz youâre the best fr đ€§âïž
ok so tobio, kenma, kyotani getting caught being soft and baby talking (âboyfriend voiceâ) to their s/o. like the team walking in on them cuddling or something
girly sorry for requesting again but i loved the last one you did đ take care and stay safe <3
bestie welcome back !! I donât mind you coming back frfr itâs so fun writing your requests hehe
That being said I hope you like these bestie lolol and you take care of yourself too !!! <33
Getting Caught Being Soft
Kageyama:
Kageyama is usually VERY aware of his surroundings and itâs v helpful when heâs in games but when he sees you it just all goes away
Suddenly he canât focus on anything else around him but youÂ
It sounds sweet as hell (which it is) BUT SOMETIMES IT ENDS UP BADLY LOLOL
Usually right after you two arrive at school you go to meet him somewhere and just say your good mornings but today he was kind of late which is why you had to meet him right outside the gym doors before he was about to go to morning practice
He sees you and heâs just so happy heâs all like âhiiiiiâ with his soft voice already activated
Gives you this giant hug and he doesnât pull back LOLOL
Starts talking about how much he missed you in his âbaby voiceâ and he doesnât hear the gym doors sliding open behind him
Youâre like poking Kageyamaâs shoulder because you see his entire team staring at yâall and youâre like âTobio you have to get going, for real this timeâ
HES SO OBLIVIOUS AND HEâS JUST LIKEÂ âbut I donât wanna leave >:(((â
AND THEN EVERYONE STARTS TO BURST OUT LAUGHING
The team was going to leave to take a jog around the school but they were met with softie Kageyama instead adshkfj
Kenma:
The least bothered out of the three
OR SHOULD I SAY -- the one that hides his embarrassment the best
Iâm just imagining like after practice poor dude has the responsibility of locking up the supply closet
Heâs like putting away the brooms tired as hell but then you peep your head in and youâre like hii letâs walk home :))
Heâs like okay okay let me finish organizing some things first tho
So you stand in there waiting for him and you two start talking
He tells you about how heâs had a tiring day and heâs just talking about how he needed your cuddles so bad, how he missed you a lot -- everything in his âboyfriend voiceâ and youâre just patiently listening to him
Not long after heâs done and heâs like aight letâs go I gotta lock this door
You two leave the supply closet and right on your left THE ENTIRE TEAM IS THERE AKJSHDKJDH
Kurooâs like âthe changeroom doors were locked and Kenma has the lock for that too .........â
Thereâs some scattered snickers in the crowd of the teamÂ
Kenma just goes âtskâ and shoves the keys into Kuroos hands and pulls you out of the gym to go home
THAT DAY KENMA LEFT HIS STUFF IN THE CHANGE ROOMS BECAUSE HE DIDNT HAvE THE FACE TO GO BACK AKSJDHDKJF
Kyoutani:
Kyoutani would NOT tolerate any teasing he gets for showing affection to his s/o
You come to his practice suddenly one day because youâre just having the worst day ever and you just needed to see him
You didnât even need to talk to him, just seeing his play was enough to cheer your mood up a little
And so you enter the gym and Kyoutani sees you -- you usually visit him when he practices so heâs not suprised by your presence
But he sees a frown on your face as you sit down on the side and his mind goes NOPE PRACTICE IS DONE FOR ME FOR THE DAY MY S/O NEEDS ME
Jogs over to you and heâs all like hey are you alright
Youâre like yeah I just had a really bad day but Iâm okay you can go back to practice
And heâs just like no >:(( Not if youâre not doing okay Iâm not going back to practice
You try to explain to him what made your day back in as few words as possible so you donât take up too much of his time and he just sits down beside you and pulls you into a side hug
Starts reassuring you of everything and telling you itâs gonna be okay :((
His team was there the entire time and they were kind of confused as to what they should do because Kyoutani was being so outwardly soft
They just kind of nod amongst themselves and decide to not say anything to you two bc you really did look out of it when you entered the gymÂ
But dw !!! Everything turned out good because Kyoutani knows exactly how to make you feel better :)
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Being Married To Henryâs Characters Would Include...
Requested by @cuisinequeenâ: Hi, I love your work. I was just wondering if you could do a headcanon for being married to Clark Kent/Geralt/Sherlock Holmes/Napoleon Solo
Pairing: Clark Kent x Reader, Geralt of Rivia x Reader, Sherlock Holmes x Reader, Napoleon Solo x Reader
Warnings: Swearing, some references, trashy writing lol
Note: This doesnât include all of his characters, so my apologies if I misled you with the title. Not all that confident in the HCs so sorry about that too
Taglist: @matth1wâ, @redspaceace-writesâ, @simonsblueeâ, @darling-i-read-itâ, @fandom-puffâ, @thewarriorprincessxoâ, @sebastianstanslefteyebrowâ, @maan24â, @beckster07890â, @missihart23â
Masterlist | Henry Cavill Masterlist
Clark Kent
You know heâs superman, therefore, you gotta expect the unexpected
Kiss: Level 100
helping him keep his identity secret isnât always easy-
you wanna kiss him even when heâs superman but fuck you need him to remain undetected
but you manage
Little hc of the first few months after getting married:
Clark comes home late after a fight you see on tv
you turned it off before anything else happened, too worried already
heâs beat up
your eyes are red and puffy with tear stained cheeks as you stand and cross your arms.
you bet your ass there were cuddles that night.
Later into the marriage, he still scares you like that, but youâve grown somewhat used to it and wipe the tears away
Heâs protective of you too though
Aight sorry, but the gif is making me addicted to Henry kisses so Imma say it again,
best fucking make out sessions ever
yes, Iâm gonna say that for all four.
fuck it, Clark!Kisses HCs
theyâre soft half the time, needy the other half
if he comes home from superman duties or you have a run-in with a villain, so on so on, his kisses are rougher, needier, more possessive
bitch, he just needs you to know heâs still alive đ„șđą
Henry in glasses really do be hittin tho.
Stealing his glasses
Calling him a nerd because of the glasses
Probably making it a small joke about superman
Especially with oblivious friends
âI think supermanâs a nerd.â âwhy??â âI just do.â
Having to stifle your laughs every time someone gushes about superman in front of him
Clark has to hold you back so you donât unleash your wrath of fucking doom upon some oblivious woman who wrote about superman in a news article
She wrote things that would make you jealous, like talking about how sheâs curious to his personal life *wink wink* and stuff- you donât just have a raging fury because someone writes about him
Superman this hoe
Youâve made jokes about how he has to take his ring off when heâs superman, but heâs got a feeling that youâre actually not kidding at all
Exercising with Clark
Cursing him out in breathy pants for being more athletic and cheating with his âalien powersâ
he just laughs at you
Ah, the difficulty have having a husband with two identities
When you rant about your husband, itâs so hard not to fuck up and say something about being married to Superman
Forgetting that youâre one of the few who knows his identity
Basking in pride because youâre one of the few who knows his identity
One time, Clark forgot to take his ring off and the person he rescued had known him personally.
He asks where he got the ring-
âWhat ring?â
âThe one on your finger. The wedding ring.â
It felt like his stomach dropped...if that makes sense-
Clark ended up making some random story about finding it on the same plane the guy he rescued was on and that he put it on so he wouldnât lose it.
The guy still thought he was pretty sus, âwhy was it on your wedding ring finger then?â but let him off after some time
The guy gave it back to Clark in person, but you had no idea what happened,
so when he gave him the ring, you were watching with the most confused look Clark had ever seen
thankfully, he played it off well and informed you later
He forgot to take off his wedding ring? You âsecretlyâ fist bumped the air- ...he totally saw you though
Geralt Of Rivia
I donât think Geralt really expected to get married
Jaskier didnât either-
Heâs the only one who stands when the priest asks if anyone doesnât accept... only to ask how the fuck Geralt got lucky enough to get you
Everyone laughed but Geralt, he just grunted and looked away with a lilâ bit o pink tinting his cheeks
You demand he lets you go on adventures with him
You also wash him after adventures
wink wonk ;)))
Geralt is a stubborn thing
Youâre a stubborn thing
Yâall love each other
When I say that Geralt is a confusing husband-
I mean that he confuses the fuck out of you
âdonât do thatâ
âokayâ
few minutes later
âI thought you were doing that-â
âYou told me not too...?â
âI donât recall. Do whatever.â
Minutes later.
âWhat the fuck!?! Donât do that!â
Heâs hard to read and it bugs you
However, it makes a good game out of it
If he ever introduces you as anything but his spouse, you hold a bitter glare while internally plotting
Before you marry, Jaskier hits on you without realizing that Geralt is interested in you
He gulps nervously as soon as it hits him
You might just use that mistake as a way to get back at Geralt for not saying youâre his spouse
Jaskier pleads you not to
like for real
Heâs in tears
CuDdLeS!
Congrats, you have a stubborn manbaby for the rest of however long yâall shall live
Kithes
Geralt is a little distant when it comes to admitting his feelings for you at first
When youâre dating, youâre all over each other
Marriage is that but amplified lmao
Braiding his hair
Teasing him not the wink wonk and getting away with it because youâre his spouse
If Jaskier said anything remotely close to the shit youâve said, Geralt would probably choke him out
But then resuscitate him cause theyâre bros
Seeing the softer side of Geralt
Sure, sex, but getting to know each others bodies? Yes.
Soft!Sleepy!Geralt
His deep n husky morning voice telling you to âget your ass back in bedâ
Having the excuse of âbecause Iâm his spouseâ anytime you do stuff people are too afraid to do
Jealous bb 1 and jealous bb 2 aka Geralt and Y/n
I think Geraltâs the kind of guy to just pick you up, ignore your flailing limbs, and move you out of the way
He takes shit from no one...well, from you SOMETIMES
Gives in to your requests with a sigh and roll of his eyes most of the time
He was protective of you at first
now heâs PrOtEcTiVe so uh
Basically, number one husband, number two bodyguard
you put yourself first for the bodyguard part, but Geralt doesnât know that
Sherlock Holmes
He asks your family for their blessing, then asks you-
I can imagine Mycroft just ranting away and Sherlock drops to his knee
âWhat are you doing?â
He ignores his brother and proposes to you
Mycroft is confused and upset because he wanted to rant about meaningless things and Sherlock decided to change the topic
rude
Being married means constant visits from Enola
Probably being the âsecond parentsâ to Enola
Gossip with Enola and Eudoria about Sherlock and him as a kiddo
Kicking Sherlock out of the house for sleepovers with his sister
bet
Helping Sherlock with cases
Dealing with Sherlock telling you it isnât safe
still being upset when heâs right you know it
Finding Enola and Eudoria with him
Snapping at Mycroft for how he treats the girl and everyone else
Threatening Mycroft by just being a badass bitch and telling him to fuck off every now and then
Long story short, you make Enola laugh and Mycroft scoff as he walks away
Heâs a stubborn bean, which now that I think about it- arenât all Henryâs characters?
While he doesnât say it much, he loves you
You get paranoid with this character too, as he does work that can be very dangerous as well
When he returns, he doesnât say much aside from that heâs there now and that he loves you
cuddles with him whispering softly,
âIâm here now.â âIâm safe.â âIâm okay.â âI love you.â
Kisses in public either be quick pecks or minute long for goodbyes, but greetings-
especially after being apart for a while?
HC TIME
He comes home on the train and youâre at the station with his siblings
As soon as he spots you, he sets his stuff down because youâre already running at him
You jump into his arms and kiss him hard, not caring in the slightest about the other people at the station
It makes you smile every time he introduces you as his spouse
Youâve heard it so many times yet it still makes your heart flutter every single time
Napoleon Solo
The amount of times youâve just dropped everything and walked away because he was being âtoo seriousâ-
You say something, he takes it seriously, you groan and stomp away
But then you know you can do the same back to him
Napoleon is an all around awesome husband but heâs not going to just pretend to agree with stuff
Will correct you no matter how embarrassed you getÂ
Makes up with kisses or stuff idk
Let me be honest, I donât know much about writing for Napoleon but he is an icon...sometimes
Heâs protective
by that I mean heâs stubborn but really itâs his way of keeping you safe
Would probably lock you in your room even though youâre a, a grown ass adult, and b, his spouse for fuckâs sake?!??!
Doesnât tell you when somethingâs bothering him unless he feels the need to
âIâm not a fucking mind-reader, Solo!â
âNeither am I but I still manage-â
He doesnât mean to make you feel bad, he just- emotions and him arenât the best of friends
Emotions arenât exactly friends with most of his characters
Heâd much rather just speak with actions than admit anything
Sometimes you worry that heâs just fucking with you
When he proposed, it scared the shit out of you âcause you thought it was a joke
Never admits to anything willingly...?
Yeah sorry...Idk, thatâs all I got :\
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Nurse Y/N
Gintoki x Reader
â ïžA lil fluff,NSFW â ïž
-im sorry if my writing sucks asf...its my 1st time writing this ff and i just write what i feel like
-also im sorry if its very technical w nursing thingys đ
-pls pls lmk if you have any feedbacks/ comments/ideas too thank uu
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-bg:youre a 22 y/o single nurse who is a part timer workng in clinics and hospitals in Edo to find extra $$ while still wanting to have some free time
outro:
-you where chatting up with ur patients as u finished up ur wound dressing in ur drs clinic
-and you see a glimpse of him walking with his gang,the yorozuya
-hes seen you a few times and recognises you as the nurse who is soft spoken and very strong while transferring pts
-you would sometimes just have small talks with him during ur pockets of time
-usually talking about daily lives and just laughing off at him teasing the other nurses
-you lowkey have a crush on him as he prevented another pervy pt from touching ur ass when you were prepping your meds
-anddd you do know gin has a nurse kink as he shoots some dirty jokes like "hmm someone gonna poke me real hard uh" or a "damn gurl that light pink dress be looking good on the floor"
-you just haha *sakamoto laughs* your way out
the story:
-you just chilling and watching dramas on tv
-shinpachi suddenly called you and requested you to take care of gin for 5 days as both shinpachi n kagura are gonna take over the yorozura for a bit
-gin got into a accident while riding his scooter and hit a light while tryna avoid a car
-he broke his left arm and leg and also has several wounds on his scalp and back
-and gins usual care giver otae is busy w the smile cabaret
-plus shinpachi n kaguras gonna stay the remaining nights at shins dojo to allow gin to recuperate well
-you just agreed and told him that ur coming tmr
-you replinished and packed your duty bag and essentials as your gonna stay the night the next day
-you just hope for the best and nothing goes wrong
D-1:afternoon
-knock knock
-"hello,anyone home? y/n here,shinpachi requested me to come!"
-"just come in,the doors not locked" a male voice echoes inside
-"aitee,coming in"
-you changed to inner slippers and propped your bags near the table
-you sat on the blue couch facing the injured man lying down with jump covering his face
-"yo,i heard you got into an accident.. btw imma help change your dressing and care for you and the house for a bit...just bare with me aite"
-"gosh this shinpachi,told him i can care for myself but i guess i got my own personal nurse now huh haha" gin shrugged taking out the jump and sitting up
-you guys disscussed on the timings to eat,preferred food,shower timings and you familiarised yourself to the office so its easier to get things
-you told gin to stay out and you went into an empty room to put ur stuff
-you unpacked and arranged your sleeping tatami
-you decided to sweep and clean the office as its messy w strawberry milk cartons and rubbish
-and its squeaky clean
-You then cooked some lunch as gins mentioned that hes hungry
-"y/n ,arent you tired? go and rest after this...you did
alot.if not ill end up having to be your nurse" gin as he ate rice
-"nah im good,you know im restless right...im not the type to sit until i feel like im done.plus lets wash up and ill do up your dressing later"
-gin needed help with showering as he cant reach his back and he is worried of soaking his wounds
-he also joked that youre gonna be shy showering him but youve taken care of so many people that you dont feel a thing
-you reassured gin that your gonna cover his casts with plastic wrap and it wont get wet..you also gonna clean him darn well
-you cleared the dishes and helped walk him to the washroom
-you rolled up ur pants sonit wont get wet
-you took his clothes off and covered his cast with plastic
-"dayum you ripped son"
-"aye thanks but dont stare at my tittiess aight,im getting cold" gin laughed
-his body is just dayum...so different from the pts you took care of
-his skin so bright,his shoulder so wide luke worldwide handsome,his arms can choke,his pectoral muscles so big,his 6 pack abs be like the buns in the bakery,and you just try not to look at this birbu
-you can feel his body heat..he felt so warm
-you adjusted the temp and got gin to wash wherever he can and you assisted to wash his back
-"let me know if its too hot/cold ,im gonna scrub ur back now"
-you brushed his back up and down,left and right not leaving any dirt behind
-"y/n you breathing so hard,you okay? hahaha mustve been your 1st time seeing a body this toned" gin checked on you
-"haha yeah...but how you so ripped if you keep consuming sweets bruh"
-"of course theres a way how samurais do it *wink wink"
-you dried him up with a towel,wiping every inch of his body
-and helped him put on his green pyjamas
-"yay we done,now this bigg baby is fresh.you lie down,imma get my things"you said as you went out
-"is it gonna be painful y/n? i see the dr stitched me for one of the wounds and its quite big too"
"imma give you ur pain meds so it wont be painful,trust me ill do it with no pain"
-you washed your hands and prepped your wound dressing kit
-gin just stares and observes you in awe
-"okay gonna start now,just dont touch my hands or your wounds gonna be dirty and it wont heal well"
-gin broke the silence and tried to fill the atmosphere
-"y/n,idk if ive asked you but what made u be a nurse? coz u wanna marry a doctor or you like to inject people?" gin joked
-"ugh come on,really hahah...i wanna be a nurse coz i feel statisfaction when my patients are well and the feeling of being thanked is just out of this world...also the feeling of adrenaline is so good"
-"ah thats great,being a nurse is not easy too...i mean ive seen ur colleagues in the hopsital...man great respect for u guys...also i just have a soft spot for nurses"
-"yeah right" you rolled your eyes and you knew what he meant...
-you finished dressing his wound and stood up to throw the rubbish
-you came back and suddenly he pulled you by the arm
-he got closer and closer to your face
-you just blanked and wondered whats going on
-"y/n your really pretty,i wonder if you have a s/o? man its a waste if you didnt have one" gin smirked
- you flinched and just said you dont bother to have one coz of ur job and your scared to be in one
-you needing to take care of others but you feel bad for a s/o to take care of you and being to clingy
-you excused yourself to wash up and got him to rest
stay tuned for the next part!
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Please! Rewatch the quiz! I need something to remind me that that actually happened.
I still vividly remember that day. Going out on a chill bike ride with my two best friends for the first time in months. Sitting in the cool grass. Having a picknick. Not too hot out, nice weather. AND THEN I GET HOME TO THE ABSOLUTEL SHITSHOW THAT HAPPENED THAT DAY! Because what the HELL even was that, I still haven't processed anything. My mind keeps erasing that memory until some days the it just hits me square in the face and knocks me out đ
So yeah! I would love it if you talked more about it, might help to cope a bit xD
Okay anon you motivated me, you were my Final push, Iâm Doing it ! đŁ
Also I love that story tho you really have a Vivid memory connected to this whole thing and Iâm living for it đ you were just having a nice day and then Boom, all this mess đ
But aight so Iâm Watching it rn and will be taking notes Live as I watch Here we go:
My first thoughts is, when Dream decides to do the quiz, he seems so like, confident? And then as soon as he reads the description, his voice falters at âand now things are changingâ and Iâm Dead đ his confidence from two seconds prior in that moment goes like đ then cue flustered laugh lmao
âDo you ever catch yourself staring at your bff?â Dreamâs flustered laugh and being all like âthese questions are gonna be so weirdâ uhhhhh dude what are you expecting youâre taking a are you in love with your best friend quiz đ
HES SO DEFENSIVE ON THIS ONE LIKE- he keeps wanting to make excuses aww drema aww đ itâs okay !! George is pretty we Understand you staring king đ
Like legit thatâs the first question and heâs already so flustered and- MY GOD GEORGE HASNT SAID A THING I JUST REALIZED WAIT HOLD ON I NEED TO GO BACK-
Two scoffs. Thatâs it đ§ââïž
GEORGE JSJWNSOWNEEJEN HES NOT SAYING ANYTHING IM DYING WHAT
Even when Dream first goes âaight imma take the am I in love w my best friend testâ George is SILENT đ
Listen- listen, Iâm having a moment over this cause I donât remember him being silent from the start I thought it was like a slow descent into him just going silent eventually, BUT NO heâs just Silent from the moment the quiz is brought up đ but gives like a slight scoff when Dreamâs voice wavered at âchangingâ like heâs very much Listening, just being So silent.
I just canât wrap my head around how he doesnât answer any of Dreamâs comments, Dream keeps being like âright? Like thatâs normal, right? Like thatâs not weird. Right?â And George is just SILENT đ
âDo you get jealous if he or she has a bf or gfâ LMAO THIS QUESTION MY BELOVED
His answer is so weird I will die on this hill.
ALSO GEORGE S P E A K S for the first time in the quiz đđŁ but not much, he says âbutâ, cause, yk, they both know he do get jealous so.
Which, again. Weird as hell. Imma say it, Iâve never felt jealous of my best friend getting a partner like what ???? W h a t
But ofc when theyâre so clingy on each other, like a partner would take the others place because they pretty much have each other in that spot already, so it makes sense huh
And thatâs not platonic btw I wanna make that clear LMAO
I think the points of which George laughs are interesting. And thereâs something interesting to his laugh too. I donât see his face lighting up with it, if that makes sense. Itâs like a, I wouldnât say ânervousâ laugh but, I struggle to find a better word for it đ€
AYO MY MANS DREAM SAYS I DONT KNOW TO IF HE GETS BUTTERFLIES FROM GEORGE I- đ
THATS NOT AN I DONT KNOW QUESTION KING
EITHER YOU DO OR YOU DONT AND YOU KNOW IF YOU DO OR DONT LIKE W H A T
I have to sit with this one for a second like . What ? đ§ââïž
Butterflies.
Iâve never. In my life. Like.
Thatâs not- you canât say you donât know- THAT MEANS LIKE-
Dear lord.
Aight Iâm moving on (not actually imma be awake thinking about this later. Not by choice, absolutely not. This just wonât leave my brain unfortunately.)
Hang on. George says something here when Dream says âI have no ideaâ but I canât tell what heâs saying ? Like he mumbles something whilst Dream starts talking at the same time and I canât make it out and I wanna know what he says đđŁ
I Think he says âwhat do you mean you have no idea?â Which like, YEAH, you Should question him on that king đ§ââïž but itâs interesting how quiet he is, like he barely pushes the question, and this is like the second ?? Time heâs spoken so far. đ§ââïž
Also Listen to how flustered Dream sounds my godđ
This quiz never shouldâve happened whatâs Wrong with him like is he this blind ?? Did he Really think taking this quiz was gonna end well ?? đ
âTecHniCallyđ„Žâ
âMy future is your futureâ
I feel like weâve talked abt these LMAO such Romantic phrasing my god
Again him going âright?â And George is Dead Silent đ
Itâs interesting, like Iâve reached the âdreamsâ question now, and itâs hitting now and throughout this quiz how, Dream is Loudly deflective, but George is silently deflective. If that makes sense? Like heâs choosing not to speak so his words canât be thrown back at him cause he Knows if he speaks itâll be obvious. Whilst Dream over explains and fucks himself over p much lmao. Theyâre both just a mess around this subject đ
âHow would You be in my dreamâ is such a funny sentence from George LMAO heâs so defensive đ like even I have had dreams abt Dream, like youâre his Best Friend, ofc you have dreams abt him my guy đ deflecting it is so weird. So Weird
âIâve never hugged youâ Sad hours đ
Itâs interesting here. Cause they speak abt the whole âdo you go out of your way for this personâ and Dream is stuck on if he should say âmore than anyone else I knowâ or not. Which, thereâs ofc observations to be had here as well.
But ! What I found interesting here was how George goes onto say âyou made me pay youâ when Dream says he edited his video for him. And how George keeps the âlieâ going for a very short bit before laughing slightly, by god he sounds so.. different? Like when he usually makes little lies to troll or stuff like that, heâs much more extra and keeps the bit going and- idk how to explain it but the tone of his voice is usually way different. Here he seems to, idk, struggle to keep that up. His laugh is also just like, somewhat toneless?
LMAO The MOMENT Dream got the question âwhat do you think abt their laughâ Georgeâs laugh Stops. đ
âDo you ever think abt what it would be like to Kiss your best friend?â
THE SILENCE
Also,
how Dream read âkissâ đ€ how Dream read âchangingâ
Some words hit this man different huh LMAO
âWhy did that take you so longâ on the kiss question, CALL HIM OUT GEORGE đŁ
HRKEJEKEEJEKJEEIEJ HOW ARE THOSE- SORRY WHAT DREAM ??
âHOW ARE THOSE THE ONLY OPTIONSâ ???
God, for real, I wish Dream would get to sit down with someone one day who just Listened to him speak and allowed him to slip up and just sound so in love with George like give himself away simply because nobody is saying how weird heâs-
Hold on.
Wait. A minute.
George.
George is doing that LMAOOOO
Him sitting there silently and not responding to all his small questions abt what he Should answer and such, heâs so smartđ§ââïž
AIGHT MOVING ON
Georgeâs laugh keeps sounding very, like, strangeđ
Anyways the way Dream Had to have a âyesâ answer to the kiss one will forever keep me up at night. Now along with the butterflies oneđ§ââïž
I rly wonder what options it is Dream is looking for when he says ânone of these optionsâ so often. What is it you wanna say king ?
WHY IS THE BUTTERFLIES QUESTION TWICE AND WHY IS HIS ANSWER NOW DIFFERENT LMAO - drema itâs okay itâs Safe Space đŁ I feel like he probably saw chat responding to his first answer and realized âoop, thatâs not platonicâ and changed his answer LMAO đ heâs- Ahh hard to find the right words for my Thoughts here, but heâs doing that thing where he looks for others what is ânormalâ instead of seeing what he feels, cause what He feels is, uh, well we all know what results he got at the end there,,
I mean the kiss question is all u need really. The butterflies one puts icing on the whole cake.
âDo you compare this person to others youâve dated? Noo...â AIGHT AND THERE WE HAVE THE CHERRY ON TOP OF THE WHOLE THING
This was the one of the Most sus ones imo from when I first watched it. It had my head spin, head in hands for Days.
What do you MEAN you compare him to others youâve dated? Why does he tell George to shut up, why do they both Know thereâs a story there- I have so many questions on this and- this isnât platonic đđ AT ALL - and thereâs no excuse or explanations for this one, they just Move On đ
The Speed at which they move on đ
And then George goes So silent đ§ââïž
Dream is cruising through the questions and George is so silent now. He was Stunned into silence from that shut up LMAO
I like how Dream picked âabsolutelyâ on being able to tell George everything :â)
So.
Why does George not say anything on the âdo you think your best friend is in love with youâ question? No joke, no protest, no- no nothing?
That leaves us to fill in the blanks king, just sayingđ§ââïž
Why does Dream sound sarcastic when he says itâs a tough question LMAO
âI have no ideaâ aight good answer ig LMAO letâs Pretend
Georgeâs silence is for real very sus there. Very. đ„Ž
Dream putting ânoâ on thinking heâs in love, is Very funny and shows just how blind he is to himself.
He rly put âI donât knowâ for the butterflies one and found the nearest âyesâ option for the kiss one and then still put ânoâ at the end - heâs a lost cause and owns no mirrors I see how it is. (/j btw lmao I have hope in drema ofc, he too can become more self aware one day<3)
âYou are a little in love with your best friendâ cue both of them laughing in just the weirdest ways. George just sounds absolutely toneless like, I donât think heâs even smiling with that laugh, gaze absolutely dazed at what heâs being witness to, not even knowing what to do with himself in that moment. And Dreamâs laugh is also just, weird?
âYou donât wanna ruin it, Dream.â Followed by Dreamâs immediate, âoh what? It says-â like immediately moving on lmao đ that âoh what?â Sounded like âoh whatâs that there oh thatâs rly weird wow letâs move on from what you just said ahem wow really weird thing over thereâ LMAO
âThereâs a two percent chance thereâ LMAO
OH NO THE SILENCE WHAT
I THOUGHT I ACCIDENTALLY PAUSED THE VIDEO BUT THE SILENCE IS SO LONG AND SO LOUD
Then Dream going onto pretending like heâs gonna do another test As If heâs not been planning his escape excuse from the very moment he got those test results LMAO
And the silent pauses are taking me out đ
âI think weâre doneâ HOW COULD HE LEAVE AT THAT POINT đđđ
âCOOL PODCASTâ IM DEAD ON THE FLOOR
âWHY ARE YOU SO NOSYâ DREAM I- WHY U SO DEFENSIVE GEORGE ASKING WHERE YOUâRE GOING IS A NORMAL THING TO ASK đYOUâRE THE ONE WHOâS SUDDENLY LEAVING
NOT DREAM AWKWARDLY SINGING THE WIZARD OF OZ-
HE SOUNDS SO WEIRD-
The tone of his voice is so off my guy is so ready to leave and sit and stare at a wall whilst looping heatwaves for five hours đ
:((((( drema my beloved :((((( itâs okay to be in love !!
Not him leaving- he full on ignored Georgeâs âwhere are you going?â
Heâs not going anywhere istg the moment he left that discord he put his head in his hands and just Stared đ
Poor George đ„ș
#aight those were my thoughts omg this got so long LMAO#I legit thought Iâd have barely any notes going into this#and then I ended up having to pause every five seconds cause there was just So Much to unpack đ„Žđ#so Many Thoughts#so anyways sry anon that this took me a moment lmaoo#but hereâs just a whole analysis on the are u in love w your best friend quiz#I never did do one like a lot of others did after that stream#I needed five business days to process#that turned into months apparently LMAO#but now here they are: My Thoughts#long post#that read me option has never been more needed LMAO#dnf observer answers ask#dnf tings and rambles#dreamnotfound#my analysis#edit: I was gonna post this a few days ago but Stuff happened so am posting it now finallyđŁ
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*Busts in with a plastic bag of crack* You want some crack, kids? Iâll give it to ya! đ„ž So Y/N forgot where she placed her phone at and her crush decides to call her phone to help hear the ringtone so she can find it better. However, Y/N forgot that she uses funny ass ringtones for said crush and even has funny contact pics/names for them in her phone. Said songs are âSomething about you girlâ by Ice JJ Fish, âWapâ but with Carl Wheezerâs voice, âInterior Crocodile Alligatorâ, and the NFL theme song. I would love to see head cannons of this for Hawks, Dabi, Aizawa and Bakugo.
âSomething about you girlâ - Hawks. Heâs saved as âKFCâ and his contact pic is of him making the light skin face that sent y/n to orbit (he thought she deleted it cuz itâs cringy)
âWapâ - Dabi. Heâs saved as âPatchy the Pirateâ and his pic is a blurred image of him chasing Y/N.
âInterior crocodile alligatorâ - Aizawa. Heâs saved as âDad of 20â and his pic is of him laying face first in his sleeping bag
âNFL Theme songâ - Bakugo. Heâs âBoom Boom Pomeranianâ and his pic is of a Pomeranian with his hair photoshopped on it.
I know theyâll give some funny reactions! Theyâll look at sis confused and sheâll just go âSee about that...â and book it when she takes her phone. This idea had me busting my pancreas đđđ
Bruh I- đ Iâm literally hearin these damn audios as Iâm reading this ask, Iâm rolling. This is the best đ
â 3. 2. 1. ACTION!! â
HEADCANON: Y/N loses her phone and forgets that she saved crack-fuelled pictures and ringtones assigned to her crush.
KEIGO TAKAMI [HAWKS]:
You were losing your fucking mind at this point.
Where the fuck could you have misplaced your cellphone?? You had to meet your homegirls at the club for girls night, PRONTO!!
Keigo raised a brow as he walked in on you basically tearing apart your living room for your phone, almost crying from frustration. âWhoa, kid. Ya lose something?â He had the nerve to ask when it was clearly the case.
Sure, there was a whole lotta things to love about this bird-man, but that smartass attitude was gonna get slapped outta him.
âdId yOu lOsE sOmeThInG- YES FOOL MY DAYUM PHONE!!â You huff, throwing another couch cushion on the floor before you fell to the floor in exhaustion. âI got to meet the girls for girls night in twenty minutes, and I canât find my phone!â You briefly explain.
You heard him chuckle, pulling out his own phone. âOkay, okay, calm down, kid. It ainât the end of the world, yâknow. Iâll just call it and weâll listen out for the ringtone.â He says, scrolling for a bit before finding your contact, pressing the call button and..
Thatâs when yâall heard it.
âTHEREâS SOMETHINâ ABOUTCHA GURLL! THAT JUST MAKES MY HEAD WANNA TWIRL!!â
Your ringtone went off under the couch, making Keigo look at you with the most confused face ever, his wings puffing up as he looked at you, yet you couldnât stop laughing as he used one of his feathers to drag the phone from under the couch.
âWhat the hell, kid?? I though you deleted this cringey ass selfie!â He whined, looking at the contact photo of him making that dumbass lightskin face that had you howling the other day. âAnd what the hell is this ringtone?? AND YOU SAVED ME AS KFC??â
âBRUH I CANâT BREATHE SHUT UPPââ You screech as you curl up, tears pricking your eyes as you roll on the floor. Keigo couldnât help but snicker, rolling his eyes at you as he got you off the floor, âOkay, you got some explaining to do.â
âWell, you see, what had happened was-â You begin, trying to hold back your laughter before snatching your phone and purse, running out of the door. âIâll see you later, KFC!! Iâm running late!â
DABI:
âAw, damn! Where in the entire hell did I put my phone??â You groaned.
Of course, this wasnât the first time you lost your phone and you swore it wouldâve been the last. But, you were so caught up on multitasking with so much shit you wanted to get out of the way, you completely forgot about your phone.
You sighed as you now have to tear apart the lounge that you JUST straightened up, making this much worse than it had to be.
âHey, little mouse. Whatâs with all the whining and hollering for?â
âI canât find my phone, Iâve been all up in yâall raggedy-ass lair lookinâ for my shit so I can bounce!â You say with an eye roll as you placed your hands on your hips, clearly not in the mood for the bullshit right now.
âOkay, calm down. Itâs just a phone, I can just call it and you can listen out for the ringtone.â He said with a sigh as he brought out his phone, dialing your number and waiting for the tone to play. The two of you went from room to room, getting more anxious everytime the phone went to voicemail. You were visibly going to cry, there was no way that you couldâve left your phone anywhere that WASNâT in the LOV Lair.
âI swear, if you start crying, I wonât let you live it down.â You hear Dabi mumble to you as you both entered the last room, dialing your number one last time until...
âNYEOW FROM THE TOP, MAKE IT DROP, THATâS A WHAP. BRING A BUCKET AND A MOP, THATâS WHAPâ
Your phone was jamming out on a chair, Dabi looking at you like you just committed a grave sin while the ringtone played. The longer he stared at you, wanting an explanation, you canât help but burst into laughter as you crawl to your phone, and let the tone finish.
You just hoped that your crush was still going to hang out with you after this crackhead mishap.
âMACARONI IN A POT, THATâS A WHAP. JIMMYYâ
Dabi was literally at a loss for words, (lookinâ a lil like confused bakugou rn đ) as you wheezed in laughter. â[Y/N]... what in the fuck was that?â He asked, you can tell he was serious from how low and menacing your name was said. You were either about to run for your life or die laughing.
âAnd why the fuck is my name, âPatchy The Pirateâ? And what the hell is this photo?â He asked again. Man, was it getting hot in there or was it just you?
âWell, you see here, uh- MOINK!â You shout, howling in laughter as you were chased around the building. Kurogiri shaking his head in disappointment.
SHĆTA AIZAWA (DADDY. ERASERHEAD):
âOh no.â
âOh, no...â
âOh, no no no no no..â
This cannot be happening, this CANNOT be happening right now. Lord have mercy, please let today not be the day.
âGoddamn it, whereâs my phone?!â
Yep, your phone. Your new phone that ShĆta got for your birthday, who you also had a huge crush on but would never tell that to ANYONE. You promised yourself that you wouldnât lose this phone, it was definitely the most precious thing ever.
âFuuuuck!â You whined, already on the verge of panicking while your tore apart your room for that birthday gift. âHey, whatâs all this racket for? Iâm trying to sleep.â said your friend, roommate, and crush, ShĆta.
âI-Iâm just lookinâ for somethinâ, ShĆ! Sorry for all this noise..â you mumbled an apology as you continued your search, swinging your arm around underneath the bed.
âYou lost your phone, didnât you, [Y/N]?â
DAMN, he catches on quick for somebody who sleeps 25/8. Maybe itâs because you donât really have trouble looking for stuff unless itâs something really important to you.
You sighed, the embarrassment and disappointment washing over you as you laid in defeat on the floor. âYeah.. I canât find it..â you mumbled.
The older man sighed, cracking his neck as he got out his phone. âOkay, just calm down. Iâll call it and weâll just listen out for your ringtone, okay? If we canât hear it, weâll track it.â
God, why was he so hot when he took responsibility? You couldnât help but sit up and nod at his words as he scrolled through his contacts until he found your name, confirming the call until..
âINTERIOR CROCODILE ALLIGATOR. I DRIVE A CHEVROLET MOVIE THEATER.â
Your phone blasted the same line over and over, as hard as you tried to contain it, you couldnât help but screech in laughter when you looked up to see ShĆtaâs disturbed, confused, and concerned face as he picked up your phone from underneath your dresser.
ââDad of 20â?? What the hell type of name is that?â He asked, the iconic sleeping bag worm as his contact photo. The joke behind it was the fact that he was a whole teacher at U.A. You always thought it was cute that he was basically a father figure to those future heroes.
Plus, you wouldnât stop joking about them being his, âlil chilrensâ.
âAight, aight. I wanna thank you for finding my phone, I promise not to lose it again!â You quickly say, trying to creep out of the room until you were confined with his capture weapon.
âIâm not done with you yet.â
Fuck..
KATSUKI BAKUGOU:
âHey, dumbass! Hurry up, or weâll miss the movie!â
Damn, damn, damn!! You canât believe you just lost your phone right now, you couldâve sworn you left it on your bed before you started fixing your hair in the bathroom.
âShit, shit! Bakugou, can you help me find my phone real quick? Pretty please?â You call out to him, really anxious because you were really looking forward to this movie and you could not miss a second of it!
âUgh, are you serious?? What did I tell you about keeping up with your shit!â He groaned, getting out his phone as he dialed your number and listened to the trill.
âI know, I know! I promise Iâll be more careful!â You say as you listened out for it, only to pull aside your blankets to see your vibrating phone with the ringtone on blast.
Oh yes, the NFL Theme. What made you lose your shit was Bakugouâs flabbergasted facial expression as he looked down at your contact photo and nickname for him.
You couldnât help but cackle as you saw a vein pop out, popping hands reaching out for you. âHey! What the fuck is this shit?? Imma show you a pomeranian!â He shouted.
âKatsu! Katsu! Relaaaxx!! You know youâre my bestie and I love you, but we got a movie to catch so letâs do this later fam.â You snicker, trying to calm yourself down as you yoinked your phone and took off out the door with your purse.
âOH, JUST WAIT UNTIL WE GET BACK HOME!â
â END SCENE â
Sorry that Bakugouâs was kinda short! But, hope you enjoyed these!
#poc writers#bakugou x black reader#aizawa headcanons#bakugou headcanons#hawks headcanons#dabi headcanons#bnha x poc!reader#poc reader
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-cursed
Okay, in case you guys havenât been around for like, the past day or two, let me explain. This is involving Bill Sykes, the villain of the movie âOliver and Companyâ. Cursed came out of nowhere, showed me this man, and he has LITERALLY kept me up all night last night. Iâm tired, majorly horny, and I hate this big, BIG man so much. Letâs go. (Also side note first attempt writing him, I'm trying)
Money. Money was a thing that made the world go round. It was something everyone wanted, something everyone would fight tooth and nail to get. Some people had nothing, and some had far too much. Like Sykes. Sykes had so much money, through brute force, through cunning, through anything and everything unsavory. And with so much money, came with the ability to have SO much power, of which he abused. If he wasnât taunting people with how much money he had, he was luring more people in with his classic charm. As evil as he was, no one really seemed to see it at the beginning. They saw an older, rather likeable man. It was why no one blinked twice when he walked into the clothes store. If anything, he was welcomed, especially by the man behind the counter.
âMr.Sykes! Just on time! Ever the punctual man! I got your new suit in!â
âGood, good. Youâre one of the few in this city that DOESNâT disappoint me.â
âI should hope not, youâre my best customer! Speaking of, can I be daring enough to offer you a new set of shoes?â
âWasnât looking for a new pair, but what the hell.â
Sykes let him be walked to the counter. He JUST so happened to be on the counter next to some lady. Pretty thing, honestly. She somehow didnât notice him, and pushed a handbag across the counter.
âHey, I didnât see a tag on this. Can you check it for me?â
This lady didnât belong here. This was a real âif you had to ask, you canât afford itâ kinda place. The guy behind the counter gave her a look, before glancing at the bag.
âTwenty nine fifty, miss.â
âOnly thirty bucks? Okay-â
She went to dig into her current purse, before he cleared his throat.
âMaâam, no. Iâm saying it's two thousand, nine hundred and fifty dollars.â
âAh. So when do I get the bull?â
âPardon?â
âThe bull. The one who's giving me this fresh batch of shit."
Sykes had to give her one thing, she had a mouth on her. Sykes sensed a fight, and decided to turn that into his favor.
âHey, let me pay for the lady here.â
She looked at him, seeming to just now notice his presence. She was reasonably suspicious, and seemed to almost snarl at him.
âI donât do freebies.â
âNot a freebie. Just thought a pretty lady should have pretty things. If you donât want it, fine, wonât push it. Really, itâs on me.â
She hesitated, before seeming to put her guard down, pushing the purse back across the counter. He chuckled, swiping his card. This is how you brought the pretty ones in. Buy them something nice and shiny, show them you were a sweet guy. He grabbed his things, and stepped outside with her. She was staring at her purse in fascination, before turning to look at him.
âThanks a bunch, by the way. Didnât catch your name.â
âSykes. Bill Sykes.â
He held his hand out to her, and she accepted the handshake. He took the chance to give her another look over, and realized; yeah. She was worth trapping. He threw his stuff into the car, before turning to look in her direction.
âYou have plans for lunch?â
âNo, why?â
âFeelinâ generous today. Assuming you can spare me some company.â
She looked hesitant, studying him and his ride. If he wasnât rich, it wouldâve been âhell noâ. But she was, like many, allured by his obvious, flagrant weath.
âI mean...yeah, sure. Why not?â
Little did she know, she was digging the hole deeper and deeper.
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It had gotten WAY later into the night than he planned. He had meant to only spare an hour or so, but he found himself taking well into sunset. By the time they left the place, she was hooked, lined, and sinker, laughing and holding onto his arm as they walked back to his car. He opened the passenger side door for her, motioning for her to hop in.
âYou want a ride back to your place? You DID have a bit to drink.â
She nodded, getting inside, practically giddy.
âYeah, I can tell you how to get there, I think.â
âGood, good.â
He shut the door after her, and hopped in himself. He put on his seatbelt, and lit up a cigar. He hadnât had a good smoke all day, and it felt good to finally get one in. He let her guide him to her house, and made a mental note of just where she lived. The drive was but a simple action, but it was a clever, discreet way of knowing just where to find her. He stopped right in front of her place, put the car in park, and exhaled the smoke into the carâs interior.
âYou know, you put me in a real, real good mood. How about I do the same for you?â
She looked at him, confused, before he pulled out his wallet, and brought out a good chunk of cash. THAT sobered her up. Her first instinct was to clearly reach for it, but she stopped herself.
"What...is this for?"
"Spending money. Something for you to play around with, invest in stuff, whatever ya want."
"Thatâs...lots of money. A...LOT of money. You just carry that with you? You donât think youâll get mugged or something?â
âThat doesnât happen. Trust me on that.â
He chuckled. There were attempts, MANY attempts in fact, but...well. Didnât end well, letâs keep it at that. She looked down at the stack, and he knew she was so close to being in his web. Just one movement of the hand. One moment of indulgence. And she fell for it. She took it from his hand, and counted it in her hand. The more she counted, the more lost she seemed to get, clearly in disbelief.
âTwenty five...t-thousand. Thatâs seriously how much this is?â
âRight on the dot. Now go on, get outta here. Sure Iâll bump into ya again, Doll.â
When she helped herself out of the car, he chuckled, and pulled out of the driveway. Soon enough made it home, where Roscoe and Desoto looked up at him, clearly wondering where he had been. It WAS a bit past their usual treat time. Fishing some out of his pockets, he tossed them towards his eagerly awaiting pups. He sighed as he sat down at his chair, leaning back a bit, and blowing rolls of smoke into the air.
âYou boys ainât gonna believe todayâs catch. A real cute thing, you have no idea. Imma give her the usual week. Desoto.â
He snapped his fingers, and the mutt obeyed promptly, getting out of bed and sitting at his side. He allowed Sykes to run his big, firm hands through his fur, and thumbs rubbing at the tips of his ears. His master seemed VERY pleased by his new catch today, he almost never got special pets like this.
âYou guys are gonna love her. Because If I donât get a bite out of her, you two will.â
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He waited in his car, headlights off as he awaited her to return from work. He decided to take all this time to get back to some calls, rather than just sit here with his thumbs up his ass.Â
âNo. No. Swear to god ya bunch of morons- no. Take the teeth out BEFORE ya dump him. So what if he screams? Well ya in the warehouse right? Aight, ya gonna be fine then.â
His associate kept talking on the other line, but Sykes didnât listen. He was too distracted by his hounds in the back, who were now fully sitting up and looking out the window. His dogs were a pain, but at least they were smart.
âYeah listen, imma call ya back. Figure it out.â
He then saw her. She was even carrying the same purse he bought her. He waited till she went to her front door, before turning on the headlights, nearly blinding the poor thing. He stepped out of the car, hands out as if he was being welcoming.
âAye, there ya are doll! Been a while!â
She seemed confused for a minute, but as he stepped closer, it clicked.
âSykes, right?â
âYeah, knew ya wouldnât forget me. I didnât forget ya in the slightest.â
He walked up to her, and leaned against the door, pinning her between a rock and a hard place. She shrunk a bit, before looking down at the floor. She had dropped her keys. Just before she could make the motion to reach for them, he covered it with the bottom of his shoe. He leaned down, blowing plumes of smoke into her face, making tears swell in her eyes.
âSo, whereâs my payment?â
âPayment?â
Of course she was confused. They always were. As if money was free in this world. He let the cigar roll in his mouth, before nodding.
âYeah, my payment. You took a loan from me, doll. I need it back.â
âI didnât know that was a loan! You didnât say-â
âLittle girl, nothing in this world is free, money included. Now, where is it? If you got it upstairs, Iâll go with ya to get it.â
Her little eyes looked so frantic under his gaze. He just needed to hear those words. Words that from any other mouth, would make him a very unhappy man.
âI...donât have that kinda money.â
That was all he needed. He grabbed her by her arm, and yanked her to follow. She wouldâve made a dash for her keys, had Roscoe not nipped at her heel, forcing her to back away. Turns out two barking dogs made for quite the deterrent. Sure, she struggled, screaming as his hand slapped over her mouth, but that didnât matter. He managed to pull her away, and nearly threw her into the car. Desoto was a good boy, using those big, pearly whites to keep her there in pure fear.
âRoscoe, fetch.â
Roscoe went for the door, grabbed the keys, and placed them into his masterâs hand.
âGood boy. Now get in.â
He waited till his other pup jumped into the back, before he went to the driverâs seat, and locked the doors. He adjusted his rearview mirror, and caught a glimpse of her scared little eyes. Yep. She was already worth every penny.
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âDonât look at me like Iâm a bad guy, sweetheart. You understand, ainât nothing free. I fancy myself a good guy, but not good enough to just hand out money like that.â
Roscoe and Desoto circled her like vultures. She didn't even NEED to be tied up like this, he just liked the assurance, and the view. Like a little doe, she was still, powerless, and scared.
"I didn't know-"
"What you don't know, CAN kill you. I'm sorry, I know it ain't fair. But life is like that. Fortunately for you, I'm a very compassionate man. We can discuss methods of payment. Any family money?"
She shook her head, seeming to be a BIT distracted by Roscoe's sharp teeth. He gave a sharp inhale, shaking his head.
"Clearly YOU don't have the money, right? No 'under the sofa' cash?"
Another shake of her head. His fingers tapped against his table, shaking his head in clear disappointment.Â
"Oh. I REALLY don't like your options now, Doll. Ya got two choices."
She squirmed a bit, stiffening as Desoto's teeth bared against her. He lifted his hands up a bit, and snapped his fingers. Roscoe followed the command, and dashed right for her, barking and frothing at the mouth. The weight of his body sent her falling, with the chair slamming onto the floor. He pinned her down, barking and covering her face in drool, teeth BARELY missing her own skin.Â
Oh how she screamed. How she begged for mercy. How her legs thrashed as she tried in vain to get away. He let her sit there until he was certain there were tears in her eyes. Then he stood up, and slowly walked over to her, heavy footsteps clanking against the hard floor below them. He snapped his fingers, and Roscoe heeled, taking a seat next to his fellow fido. He squatted down to her level, blowing smoke into her already irritated face. He liked crybabies.
"That's option one. I'm assuming you don't want that."
She shook her head, sniffing. He rolled the cigar in his lips, before he lifted her face up with his hand, and pushed her chin down, forcing her mouth to open.
"Option two. You could provide me with a few...services. Then we can forget ALL about the pesky little debt you have with me. You're a pretty little thing, I'd be willing to let you work it off. I mean, you'd survive If I bit you, rather than my boys here. Not to mention if you're sweet 'nuff, I'll un do those pesky ropes of yours."
She clearly thought about it, but her mind was foggy, her eyes hurt, even her lungs felt sore from the second hand smoke. But, just as he suspected, she nodded. A huge grin came over his face, and he held onto the chair, pulling her off the floor.
"Alright sweetheart, let's EARN your freedom here. Open that pretty mouth for me."
He held onto her face as he pulled in, pushing that thick, rich smoke right into her mouth. All while his tongue slid into her mouth, grazing against hers. He took his time, getting a good, firm kiss out of her. He only pulled away when he needed to breathe. She needed it too, starting to fall into a coughing fit. It was cute. He put out his cigar on the ashtray, letting it sit there.
"Mm. You taste good. Damn good."
He undid his belt buckle, and whipped himself out. He turned her face at him, but with a bit of a...heavy hand, he pressed his cock against her face.
It was precious, watching such an innocent face under his thick cock. She whined a bit as he pushed her face into him, nearly smothering her with not only his dick, but his hairy, hairy balls.
"Open up for me Doll, nice and sweet. And don't you bite me. You'll regret it, trust me."
This time she seemed fairly willing, opening her mouth with not much more than a wince. He grabbed onto that pretty, pretty hair of hers, and pulled, really shoving her onto him.
"Oh that's the ticket, honey. Right there. Can feel that little tongue of yours."
He pushed himself fully, and held himself there, till he felt her gag, just like a good girl. He pulled away, watching her pant, lips covered in her own drool, and chest heaving. She was about to speak, before he shoved his balls right into her mouth, head tossed back in content. When was the last time he had his balls sucked by a cute, willing (somewhat anyway) little thing like her? He kept his fat, firm fingers in between her hair, really making a mess of it. Beautiful, poised girls were all swell, but cute, messy girls were such fun playthings. He granted her a bit of mercy, pulling away, while still pumping his cock.
"Mmm. You're a good little girl, ain't ya? Pretty too. I was gonna really put you through the ringer, but you're too damn precious NOT to be opened."
Not needing any scissors, he yanked at the ropes, making them snap under the force of his grip. He lifted her off of the seat, putting her on his desk, and using his big, strong hands to part those nice looking legs of hers. She was clearly hesitant, being felt up by essentially a stranger, but he didnât care. Long as she didn't fight him, he could give less of a damn. He tore off her skirt, and took a gander of her panties. It was hot, knowing those lacey undergarments were paid for by HIM.
"Cute set here, Doll. Real, real cute stuff."
He took a hold of her ass, and pulled her closer to him, pressing himself right against that nice, cute fabric. With his free hand, he tugged at her shirt. Just because he was hungry, didn't mean he couldn't be a bit refined.
"Shirt, bra, off. Case you wanna keep your outfit in one piece."
He saw her hands tremble, as if she was confused. He gave another tug, and she seemed to finally get the hint, pulling her clothes off. She was worth the wait, honestly. Hell, he was so excited, he took his own shirt off, laying it as carefully as he could off to the side of the desk (it was hard to keep your shit neat when you wanted to be messy). He dug his fingers into her hair again, and yanked her into another kiss, this time really pressing himself against her. It wasnât just their bank accounts that differed, it seemed. Where she was soft, helpless, he was firm, foreboding against her. He loomed over her, nearly suffocating her with not only his greedy lips, but his large, hairy, heavy frame. He pulled her away for a moment, ignoring the way she winced. He was pretty heavy handed, especially when it came to such a darling looking thing. He started to roll his hips into her, pushing his tip right against her clit. He liked the way she jumped every time, liked the way her toes seemed to curl.Â
âYouâre gonna handle me REAL well, girlie. I can tell. Youâre really just a kitten, ainât ya?â
His hand cupped at one of her breasts, kneading and pulling at the flesh. He was heavy handed with her, using enough force to make her wince. Not his fault she had a cute pair, with a face to match. He would sit there and play with them till they were nice and raw, but he wasnât sure his cock would handle this much stalling. He hooked his finger into her underwear, and pulled them off. They were pretty much soaked, and something about that was just so charming to him. He let go of her hair, and groped her pussy, palming at her wet, warm folds. She held onto his hand, writhing under his firm grip. He pulled his hand away, letting her whimper as he checked out just how much she left on his hand. Needy little thing, it seemed. He slapped that hand over her mouth, and pushed himself right inside. Youâd think heâd give her just the tip, get her used to his size.
Youâd be wrong.
He pushed himself fully inside of her, balls deep, and watched her shake. Not that he blamed her. He was a big guy, afterall. He kept his hand over her mouth, despite how much she clawed at his hand. He held her like that, not moving a single muscle until she decided to settle down. He pulled his hand away, watching as her own drool (along with her own fluids) smeared over her delicate little mouth. She looked at the cock stuff inside of her, before looking at his face. He was expecting some kind of retort, some kind of insult, maybe even a slap to the face, stuff he was used to.
âYouâre a terrible, terrible man.â
He opened his mouth to give her a life lesson (one he gave everyone when they barked that at him), when she suddenly flung herself at him, nearly smashing her lips against his own. That...was a first. But he was NOT complaining. He grabbed the back of her head, and returned the kiss with fervor, letting her moan right into his greedy, greedy mouth. Laying her right onto her back, he started to slam himself right into her. He had no idea how his desk supported his weight, especially when he was acting damn near belligerent on his new toy, but god was he glad it did. Especially since his new toy seemed just as excited as he was now, running her hands through his absolute mess of chest hair, and even locking her legs around him, as if she didnât want him to leave. He parted the kiss, panting huskily against her lips. She moved not an inch, in either obedience, or the fact that his strong, fat hands were still holding the back of her head, as if he was scruffing a mutt.
âYouâre taking me real nice, doll. You feel nice and tight, and youâre feeling me up like you actually like me.â
She didnât seem to be focusing on his words for a moment, but rather keeping her focus on his big, hairy tummy. Not that he cared, he favored looking at her tits moving in sync with his thrusts. He favored watching the lewdness in her eyes, he favored knowing that her ravenous pussy leaked all over his desk. All of these he favored, over her actually meeting his eyes (Sykes wasnât a real romance type, case you havenât guessed). He let her continue her grubby little hands as he lowered his face right to the nape of her neck. He could tell that she liked hearing him talk, given the way she seemed to pull at his hair every time his breath brushed against her ear.
âItâs gonna feel so good when I cum right in you. Youâre already handling me so good, youâre already gonna cum yourself. I can see it. I can see it plain as day, you wanna cum on my cock. Even if Iâm a bad, bad guy, you want me doll. And thatâs SO sweet of ya, really.â
He could tell she was trying to give him a bit of a fight. Just a little bit of one. She had such a mean little scowl about her, as if she refused to let him see her cum. Unfortunately for her, he always took what he wanted. And after just a few more thrusts, after taunting her with his sweet, sweet voice, and after grabbing her so tightly she bruised, she came. She shook something fierce as he fucked her right through it, relishing in her cries of ecstasy. He was used to screams. Screams of mercy, of pain, but hearing one from such a cute little dame cumming for him, it was just so refreshing. She pushed his face away, only to bury her teeth right into his big, meaty neck. Most bites tended to happen on his hand, so feeling it here was just something else. He didnât have a chance in hell. With a swear under his lips, he came. He forced her to keep still, pumping cum right inside of her. Even as it trickled out of her, he didnât seem to quit. He wasnât timing it, but he knew he lasted a damn good minute before he finished.
âShit.â
Was his only response. A simple, satisfied swear. One that helped ease all the tension in his poor, old body. His stomach rested on hers as he panted, ever so slowly calming down from a damn good high. She was quite a vision herself, covered in sweat and bruises. Pretty thing. She forced herself to swallow, before speaking, wearily.
âWe uh...square, right?â
That made him laugh. He shook his head, leaning over to his discarded jacket, and pulling out a cigar. He lit it up, taking a good, deep inhale, right before looking down at her.
âHoney, that was a damn good fuck, really it was. But that was NOT worth twenty five thousand. You still got a bit of work ahead of ya, Doll.â
He watched her wince as he tapped his cigar, letting the ashes fall onto her exposed skin. Yep.
She was a keeper.
#asks#lemon#not transformers#bill sykes#listen#i MAY have let loose some kinks of#mine#i uh#got it bad
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WAIT BEFORE I LEAVE FOR REALS- lemme drop this CP fic I finished last night! Aight, Imma head out now peace!
I sat myself and my tools down, staring at a blank canvas. It wasn't really a canvas; it was the top floor of that tower, which was blank, ugly, and perfect for being used as one. A canvas I mean, but you should've gotten that if you were smart.
Anyways, it was my job to fill this inviting space with one of my many masterpieces that I had already composed everywhere else on the tower. It was only the right thing to do. I also needed to pass the time SOMEHOW, and the most logical way was by exposing my talent and superiority onto this stupid tower. If I just sat around all day underneath the streamer you bet I'd pass out from boredom.
Honestly, it was nice drawing on the tower. I could pass the time in a calming way while being efficient. I could do whatever I wanted without anyone judging me for it. I could impose those below me and make them fear me and my undeniable power. More importantly: they'll praise me and my work, if they can even SEE the beauty of it all, which most people can't.
But for some reason now, I felt strange. When I searched for a concept to draw, my mind went blank. When I pressed my pencils onto the surface, they froze in place before they could even move. I didn't get it. This doesn't usually happen to someone so creative and talented as me.
I don't know why I'm telling you this. Maybe because I think you'll understand what I'm talking about, which I know you wouldn't. People just don't get us artists and what we go through. They never do. So I guess I'm telling you this because I have nothing better to do than talk to someone like you.Â
It's sad, really. I don't expect anything from anyone ever and here I am talking to you about this lousy personal problem. But just because I'm telling you all this doesn't mean we're "friends" or whatever or I think you can get me because I know you can't. I just don't know what else to do and I have to rely on morons, I guess.
But don't you dare ever call me a hypocrite.
Back to what I was saying, my mind was just empty. It was really weird.Â
Nothing happened. No creative spark or some sort of artistic flow happened. In fact, the longer I stared, the worse it seemed to get.
It was horrible. Torturous even. It teased me by being so blank and practically called me stupid for not doing anything. I hated it. I hate when people are like that too.
I wanted to tear up my canvas in a fit of rage so I wouldn't have to look at it. But I know that if I did that, I would feel bad later because then I'd see it as a missed opportunity or whatever. That really pissed me off. I can't stand not knowing what to do.
So there I was, staring at my empty canvas for what was probably hours, me nor my pencils moving, like I was glued to the ground and frozen. I guess my mind was just as blank as the canvas. Heh.
Even though I wasn't moving, I was still pissed off at myself and the canvas for not cooperating, mostly the canvas.
After an eternity, I couldn't take it anymore. Seeing that blank canvas was an embarrassment that was killing me. I pulled my sorry butt up and avoided looking at the canvas. It was probably taunting me like everyone else. But I was too good for it to make me wallow in self pity or something and maybe beat myself up because of it. It made me want to cry.
I looked over at my opened pencil case that sat on the other side of the balcony. Maybe I should take a nap and recharge my batteries. Obviously trying to squeeze out an idea wasn't going to work. It was still light out, sadly.
I bet someone like you would call me lazy and procrastinating, to just drop my stuff and take a nap, but clearly you don't get it. You probably never felt like this in your lousy life. Besides which, I was tired like I always am but even more so from staring at that canvas.
I threw myself into my case and closed the lid. Man, I loved that stupid case. It was lumpy and hard, but I loved it anyway. It was my little movable house that doubled as storage for my stuff. It was cozy and cool to me. It was always there for me. I could never dream of trashing it. And if I somehow lost it I don't know what I would do. Cry probably.
But you probably don't want to hear me gush about something I care about, right? Figures. Nobody ever cares because they're too stupid to understand how I feel. And that made me angry and wanted to throw my case at them. But if I did, I'd feel bad later, unfortunately.
Anyways, I quickly drifted off to sleep, curled up and cozy in my lovely case. It was nice.
When I woke up, I was tired. But in a good way. I was recharged just as I expected. The sun was rising and I was ready to finally work on my soon-to-be masterpiece.
I sat myself down in the same spot as before. I combed my hair and pulled out a pencil. Upon pressing it onto the ground the tip broke because nobody on this planet wants to work with me. But that was expected, I guess. Figures. The world just wants to watch me suffer and have a good laugh at it too. You're probably laughing at me too, right? Don't answer.
I flung the pencil overboard because it was useless to me and made me angry. It's ok, I guess. It was practically a stub anyways. I have plenty more replacements.
Great. I start the day and I'm already angry. That blank canvas I'm staring at isn't helping either. If I stare at it any longer without doing anything I'll get even more pissed off. Ugh.
So what am I supposed to do now? I could take another nap I guess, but that wouldn't help. Maybe I'll just sit here and cry because I can't do anything. No. That'd be pointless and stupid. It's annoying. But if you were here you'd probably tell me to "just get over it" like the apathetic moron you are.
After sitting and staring blankly at the canvas until the sun was beating on my back, I had an idea. Maybe I could draw some inspiration from my previous pieces! I'm sure it could help somehow.
I brought myself down to the room directly below me. It was terrible going anywhere, honestly. I have to squeeze and worm myself through doorways and crawl on the ground in buildings like a little kid. It's embarrassing and I wish people would stop staring at me for the wrong reasons. Don't you dare make fun of me.
Anyways there was a drawing of the plumber dying and some useless pencils strewn about. I personally thought it was a pretty good piece, despite the lack of shading. I did a good job on drawing the pixels of the sprite. I wish people talked about my art like that.
The drawing didn't give me any sort of inspiration, though. Maybe because it reminded me that I was forced to guard the stupid streamer from some weak paper guy. Or maybe because those stupid pencil stubs looked sad being just tossed away because they were small and useless. Whatever. I'll just find inspiration elsewhere.
The third level area was an outdoor cafe. There were only drawings of horses in a dynamic running motion curled around the tower's base poll. I thought that was pretty smart of me to make them look like they were moving.
Big surprise: I didn't feel inspired.Â
The next two levels were around the same; still lifes of things, mostly food. I, of course, was proud of all my masterpieces. They were made with such fine detail I could stare at them for hours. No one in this world could ever DREAM of making such talented pieces, and that's what made me special and noteworthy in the eyes of everyone.
Just kidding. Nobody ever appreciates me or my work. Nobody has the brain capacity to even THINK of how great me or my works are. They couldn't handle thinking that someone like me was ever POSSIBLY better than them. That's just how people are. They overlook your talent and criticise and pick it apart.
I don't know why I'm telling you this. You're probably just like them, like everyone. You just don't get it, do you? Don't answer. I know you don't.
My art should be in a museum. I put so much care and attention into each of my pieces, it would fit right in. The problem is, they couldn't recognize or appreciate it. If I die everybody is going to feel bad that they'll never get another artist like me and I'll never be able to make another piece again.
Unfortunately, none of the pieces really stuck out to me as being super inspiring. I might've used up all my creativity in making them alone.
At the very bottom level of the tower were my first pieces drawn: some mushrooms, a banana, and a portrait of the king.
What came as a real shocker though was that in the center of the room, on the ground where the portrait should be, there was nothing but a hole.
I wanted to cry. Throw my stuff. Break something. Something like that. I can't stand seeing my work be disrespected in such a way. It was basically erased from existence and a total spit in the face to my hard work and the king. He'll probably never see what a great job I did of drawing him. I'm sure that at that moment, I did cry and begin to punch stuff. You could never understand it, I'm sure. You probably think it's childish and stupid of me, that I should just get over it or whatever. Clearly, you don't understand what it's like to be an artist.
From what I could tell, it was those stupid paper macho goons who did this. They probably wanted me to suffer, further proving that the world hates me. I wanted to cry again and maybe punch someone. If I ever get my hands on one of them I'll rip them to shreds with my bare fists.
I returned back at the top of the tower, disappointed and uninspired. I didn't know what I expected, probably something better than this. Everyone just wants me to fail and make a fool of myself.Â
I slumped down in front of my empty canvas. I stared at it, anger beginning to bubble within me.
That stupid canvas was a bane on my existence. It was a painful reminder of my failure and everything I couldn't do and apparently, I can't do anything right.
I needed to prove them, everyone wrong. I was good for something, heck, better than good, I was AMAZING and TALENTED. They keep trying over and over again to crush me, but I know better. I'm just too good for them, that's all. I'm PERFECT, and people just can't see it.
But if I can't complete one meager task of filling a canvas, does that mean I'm... flawed? No! It's the world that's all wrong! Everyone is wrong about me and I have to shove it in their face just to prove it! They just don't understand! YOU don't understand!
You'll never understand what it's like going unrecognized and seen as a worthless being! I AM great and talented, you just can't bear knowing the truth and that you're wrong! Don't you DARE ever laugh or make fun of me you Philistines!
Ugh. Everyone's a critic. I won't let my work be disrespected like this! I won't let MYSELF be disrespected like this!Â
Without thinking too hard, I whisked up a pencil missile and stabbed it wholeheartedly and bluntly into the ground. When I pulled the pencil out, there was a large gash in the canvas, some of the floor below visible. There. Now it's truly a ruined and disappointing piece of garbage artwork.
I threw myself into my case and began to cry.
The End
#smh it took my loudass alarm like 2 minutes to wake me up smh-#super-duper proud of writing in CP's voice though!#my writing#stationery stories#legion of stationery#pmtok#fanfiction#fanfic#colored pencils#tw self loathing#tw self deprecation#tw guilt tripping#tw implied abuse#tw denial#tw crying#uhhh idk what else to ad-#tw caps#smh cp needs sum love </3#tw verbal assault
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javid headcanons would be super cool if ur up for that đđ
YES JAVID full disclosure i used to not get this dynamic at a l l but my friend loved it and it slowly grew on me and now i just uGHHH THEM
imma do high school au because i was talking abt that with said friend a couple days ago,,
AIGHT,,
JACK AND DAVEY
davey transferred to jack's school in their junior year
(along with sarah obviously but this ain't about her)
and they started out,,,,,,,,,,,,, they certainly started out :)))
they were these two kids that would always fight in history class and im rlly pissed that not all of your schools do philosophy in america bc they do here and having experienced these lessons these two would THROW HANDS during philosophy
it gets like pretty intense, they don't like,,,,, punch each other or anything but they'll like get up from their seats and everything and because this isn't the real world the teacher's just like 'hm yea discussion im not gonna stop this :)'
and they're convinced that the other hates them just bc they happened to have a history class together
so they're kind of at each other's throats at first
of course they're also kinda pushed together because al and sarah are rlly close
(i'll get more into this POWER FRIENDSHIP some other time)
and most of the guys take a liking to davey so they have to be near each other sometimes
and thEN,,,,,,
jack had taken part in this portrait competition because he loved to draw portraits it was basically all he did and at the LAST MINUTE just as he was about to sit down and start painting he was just,,,,, so out of inspiration
and he was so pissed
so he cried a little and then he just kinda let himself go and,,,,, just kinda vibe with it, let his mind help him through it
and you KNOW this bitch drew davey without even REALIZING
he's like ",,,,,,,oh no" because that's also kinda the moment he realizes he has the gay for him........ but he also has to submit something in the next like three hours and to be frank it's looking pretty amazing
so he just,,, goes ahead and submits his accidental davey portrait
and it wins first place
and obviously since it won first place davey kinda notices and he's all like
"you,,,,,,,,,,,, you drew me?"
"shit, i didn't mean to, i know this might be creepy, look, i'm sorry about it-â
âno i mean- it's actually kinda sweetâ
and davey didn't stop talking about it for like a month
sarah was like oh my god would you SHUT UP
WE GET IT YOU'RE GAY
and davey has like a moment where he's like ",,,, wait im gay?"
"i mean, i know im gay, but like,,,,,,, im jack gay?"
sarah needs a break she can't deal with this she calls albert to bring her weed
and davey panics for a moment and then absolutely loses his shit and he sprints to jack's house
this is at ONE IN THE MORNING
and jack just opens the window and he's not sure if he's high on paint fumes and having hallucinations because davey's just yelling
"JACK!!!!!!! IM GAY!!!!!!!!!"
and jack's like
"i.........havent we been over this?"
but davey's just like "NO JACK,,,"
"I'M GAY." intense gesturing between them
",,,,,,,,oH, YOU'RE- YOU'RE LIKE ME GAY?"
(side note that crutchie, race, romeo and jack are medda's adopted sons in this so the other three are just like standing outside the door like "is jack literally having a stroke should we check on him?")
they kith
by some miracle it doesn't take them a billion years of miscommunication until they start dating
and like everyone saw it coming but they're also kinda like what the fuck
this happened when
although davey loves all his friends and his boyfriend,,,,,,,,,,,, he doesn't want them breaking his perfectly normal siblings
he will NOT allow jack alone with les anymore because the moment davey's gone he proceeds to teach this INNOCENT KID some QUESTIONABLE stuff
knowledge that he should NOT HAVE
one of jack's favorite davey moments is when he got a voice message from him at three in the morning being just like
"jack tell your twink brother to come collect that dumbass ginger he's encouraging my sister to shave her head.â
he laughed at that for ten minutes
we woke up race just to inform him that not only had davey just used the word 'twink' but he did it to refer to him
davey actually likes albert and doesn't really care if sarah shaved her head he just wanted them to shut the fuck up so he could sleep
jack is literally the definition of "aw babe you had a crush on me? that's embarrassing"
he's lucky davey loves him otherwise he would be so done with his crap
#like#rereading this i realized how often i put in the middle of random sentences#it's CONCERNING#anyways#javid#javey#newsies#jack kelly#davey jacobs#newsies live#newsies film#newsies au#newsies broadway#newsies hcs#sarah jacobs#an icon#1992sies#newsies 1992
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HC of Kiba, Shino, Choji, Neji and Lee playing animal crossing. Do they do it hidden from others or not? Their islands, favorite activities, group interactions (especially) and other things you like.
A/N: Yes!! Thank you for requesting this!! I love writing little fun things like this. I havenât gotten a chance to play animal crossing on the switch because I was saving up for it w/ my job and everything, but now that Corona has shut down my province I canât actually buy the switch or Animal Crossing đ„ș I watch gameplays for like hours on end tho and my friends never shut up about it so I know enough to make these HCâs I Hope lmfao and Iâve played it on my DS and phone for timee so Iâm educated dw
â Animal Crossing x Naruto Characters!
Kiba Inuzuka
He was so pumped for animal crossing to come out. Probably used man the beast clone justu in the game store to make sure that he got his hands on a copy.
He wonât hide that he plays Animal Crossing, heâll be such a confident douche about it. Once heâs got a fly outfit and heâs starting to get gains he will flex his island to anyone, especially Shino.
He would pick an island in the northern hemisphere and he wouldnât even strategize tbh like heâs just excited
He would name it like âDog Landâ or âAkamaruvilleâ or some shit like that
Heâs the type to read all the things the characters say out loud. Will also 10/10 respond to them.
Heâs so excited at little things âlook akamaru! Itâs a stick!â âOh shit! Wow! Itâs a fishy!â
Or when the seasons change he is so hyped
Hates Tom Nook (greedy capitalist) and also hates Eugene
Starts calling people by nicknames from animal crossing. âSure, Bunyip!â âSure thing daddio!â And only the other ninja who play Animal Crossing will get it
Everyone else will be like: (;-;) shut the fuck up dog boy did you just call me âdaddio?â
His title on his animal crossing passport is âphotogenic animalâ I felt the need to include this information
Sometimes I donât even know what the fuck Kiba does on animal crossing like he just messes around all the time
I think heâll like fishing a lot tho
Despises the snooty or cranky villagers like he wants to pop one at them through the screen
Having interactions w friends on Animal Crossing can either be fun and friendly or super passive aggressive
Him and Shinos interactions are so ducking passive aggressive like Shino is hitting Kiba with his bug net and Kibas like ?? And Shino will just be like âthere was a bug on youâ like bruh
Him and Chojis interactions are friendly at first until he realizes how much better Choji is doing than him and he gets so aggressive so Chojis like: aight imma head out
Refuses to let Rock Lee get into his island and it makes Lee so ducking mad bc he wants to flex on him, but Kibas ego will be so damaged so he refuses
Anyway, his house is literally what a 12 year old boys house would look like. Like thereâs clutter everywhere the only clear path is the one to his bed
Also whenever he uses the vaulting pole thing he pisses himself like he thinks itâs so fucking funny
Iâm sorry but Kibas character will look like a rat like it will look so ugly
I feel like he has like one braincell when he plays this game
Shino Aburame
Heâs so secretive about it at first, like this is Shino Aburame, heâs supposed to be this cool mysterious guy
So he will not let anyone know about it, until kiba accidentally finds out
Like theyâre on a mission and theyâre in their tent sleeping. Once Shino thinks everyoneâs asleep he whips out the Switch and starts playing. Then Kiba rolls over to face him and is like âI KNEW ITâ
Then Kiba tells everyone else
Theyâre Animal Crossing rivals now
Heâs got a Southern Hemisphere island and he strategically picks his island in a way that heâll (in real life terms) be able to have access to bugs... but itâs a game, no point in explaining it to him tbh
Like he only strategizes on the game for bugs. Probably talks to himself whenever bugs are involved in it
He doesnât read the captions out loud, heâll read them in his head like normal person
Names his Island after a bug species or âBug Landiaâ, âBikochu Islandâ <- as tribute to those filler episodes lmfao
Starts talking like K.K. (The dog w the stupid ducking guitar) and tbh it fits his personality pretty well, minus some of the hippie energy, but still.. sometimes Hinata and Kiba look at eachother like: is he good?
Will talk like K.K. When fighting enemies and sometimes theyâll stop and be like âdid you just quote fucking K.K?â Sometimes it pisses enemies off even more
Also hates Tom Nook, Kiba and him will put their rivalry aside sometimes just so they could gang up on him
Like theyâll just yell insults at him through the screen and think they rlly did something amazing
His fav activity is obviously bug catching!! He gets so hyped when he catches a bug.
If heâs playing the game outside and you canât rlly see his face bc of his outfit, it will look like heâs spazzing, but in reality heâs bursting with joy bc he caught an uncommon bug
Likes the cranky villagers.. idk why he just gets a kick out of them
His little house thing is bug and tropical themed, he lowkey should be an interior designer
Shinos character will resemble a bug. Donât know how, but it will.
Choji Akamichi
Loves animal crossing almost as much as he loves food, itâs a close second
He will talk about Animal crossing with anyone, like he thinks everyone is dying to know about his island
One day Sai made eye contact with him for like 2 seconds Chojis dragging him over to his Switch like âoh hey Sai! I seen you looking at me and I figured you must be wondering what I was doing. So Iâll save you the time and just show you instead.â Sais just there like: wtf?
Heâs neutral on the capitalist pig that is Tom Nook, Infact, he thinks heâs kind of nice. Poor Choji, so naive.
His island is in the Northern Hemisphere and he doesnât really strategize it too much bc he doesnât take the game as seriously as the rest of them like theyâre really out here with survival tactics? My G..
Like he doesnât take it as seriously as Neji and Lee, but he still is doing better than all of them in the game
Anyways, heâll name the island after his favourite chip brand / chip flavour
Lives for interacting with the other islanders!! Loves Lily and Pashmina bc theyâre so nice.
The sisterly and peppy villagers are his favourite
Favourite thing to do is collect fruits and get cool foods. Aside from that, I would go with bug catching as a close second.
Hosts everyone who plays animal crossing for the coolest funking hangouts poor Neji has to sit there and pretend he doesnât play
Like he is so creative about it to and heâll think up games like playing musical chairs or hide and seek that they can all play together
Probably results in Lee and Kiba getting into a fist fight irl and accusing eachother of cheating
His house has butterfly themed stuff in there as well as cool food things
Tenten is the only one who doesnât get pissed tf off when she sees how fly his island is, like sheâs jealous, but she isnât like Kiba and Lee
Chojis character will look so adorable like idc his is the cutest one out of everyoneâs
Neji Hyuuga
He first sees TenTen and Lee playing it and he acts like he doesnât like it, but there are fireworks going off inside his head, like the game looks so fire
So he buys it secretly and he is obsessed, he will deny he plays it if anyone asks though
He wants his islands name to be something thought out, like it takes him 5 days just to name his island.. Only for him to settle on some shit like âLeaf Islandâ he wanted to name it Byakugan Land but his pride wouldnât let him
Definitely respects Tom Nook. Like Rock Lee and him both treat the game like a survival tactic so he respects Tom Nook as a superior, even if he has some greed problems. Heâs still a superior and he must be adressed with respect >:0
Will get worked up when he overhears Shino and Kiba trash talking Nook and it takes every bone in his body not to knock them out, but he doesnât want them to know he plays so he refrains
Iâm not gonna lie he tries to use his Byakugan when heâs fishing in animal crossing so he can see what type of fish it is through the water and it pisses him the fuck off when it doesnât work
Like heâs just playing Animal Crossing at like 3 am and you hear him whisper shout âByakugan!â And then he punches the air bc it doesnât work
He changes his passport title to âNook Incâs Island Dwellerâ
Nejis favourite thing to do on animal crossing is probably fishing tbh. Like yes it does aggravate the absolute fuck out of him sometimes when he keeps catching the same worthless fish over and over again, but he enjoys the rush of it
His house is all white, like only white furniture idk why
No group interactions, only w Hinata who he made swear she wouldnât tell anyone he plays
Def critiques her Island and in her head sheâs like :0 bruh Iâm ur only Animal Crossing friend and youre gonna critique my fucking island nah bitch not w your ghetto ass all white stinky looking cottage
I love Neji Iâm sorry but this shit is too funny for me
Neji wants his character to look as much like him as possible, but canât find the right hairstyle
His drip is fire tho like his outfit is so nice even if itâs all white as well
Rock Lee
Kiba and Shino might be rivals, but they both equally despise Rock Lee on Animal Crossing
Treats it like real life.
For example: since him and TenTen are friends heâs like âme and Tentens islands are Alliesâ
Has declared war on Kiba and Shino so many times and theyâre like?? Dude you canât even start a war like wtf
He is so competitive though LMFAOO AND HE MAKES HIS CHARACTER WORK OUT. Like he makes him run laps every morning and it doesnât even benefit him in the game at all... anyways
His island is in the northern hemisphere for sure and itâs named âPower of Youthâ or something involving the word Youth
Uses his Nook phone to take pics will all the islanders he stumbles upon
âGood evening, Lily! Letâs take a picture together, the sun is shining in a way that perfectly accentuateïżŒs your features!â
He also talks to islanders out loud and reads their captions in designated voices for them, it annoys the shit out of Neji
Jazzes the shit out of his Passport like his title is âhorizon bound patronâ and his little passport comment is âTHE POWER OF YOUTH!â
Takes the Nook miles quests so seriously. âI will complete three quests today.â Thinks of them as missions and so he gives them the same energy
Probably calls Nook âNook-Senseiâ
âright away Nook-Senseiâ or âyou can count on me Nook-sensei!â Whenever Nook asks him something
Rock Lees fav activity is literally just completing whatever a character asks him to do. Like constantly does quests and enjoys it. Wtf
If there is workout furniture on animal crossing, best believe itâs in Rock Lees house
He gets so pissy when Kiba wonât let him on his Island
Invites everyone to his island and forces them onto a tour of it.
Also his character looks so fucking similar to himself that itâs eerie
Kiba will make fun of him for it (Shino will probably join in too)
#animal crosing new horizons#animal crossing#anime#naruto headcanons#naruto shippuden#naruto x reader#kiba inuzuka#neji hyuuga#choji akimichi#rock lee#shino aburame
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A messy summary of Ikepri Yvesâ route from chap 16
Hey so it's me again lol. I know I'm SUUUPER late to the party and Nokto's route is out mah boiiiiis, but I finally finished one of the endings and I'm here to deliver them delicious spoilers so... here they are under the cut. Also, somehow more detailed than the last one but it's still as messy don't worry
also, sorry if there are any errors or inaccuracies!
So about that plot, well, some shit is going down that requires the princes to go to battle so they do that (once again, breezed through that part đ
). MC's quite worried bout Yves but he promises he'd return so they gucci.
While on the battlefield, everyone's all exhausted and full of blood on their hands, well, except for Yves. Leon and the gang noticed how he doesn't kill any one of the Obsidian soldiers and he just kept pushing them down. I think Yves was doing this because he doesn't want to kill one of his own because, no matter what he's got some Obsidian blood in his veins. Anyway, they notice a soldier about to attack Yves from behind, but before anyone could bat an eye, Licht comes to his rescue and gets injured. And yall know the drill, Yves feels guilty, yada yada.
After three days, the princes return and MC welcomes them. She noticed everyone looked messed up except for Yves, and when she called him it seemed like he didn't even hear her. MC is concerned bout what happened out there, but before she could ask some more, Jin asks her to take care of Licht's wound. She agrees, and while tending to his injury, Licht tells her what happened. He also told her there's one thing MC can do for Yves, but before he can say what, Jin and Clavis barges in the room with impeccable timing and some booze, announcing that they're gonna drink up for getting out alive so they gather everyone up lolol they rowdy af. Yves doesn't show up tho which makes MC even more worried
MC immediately comes to a realization that Yves might be blaming himself for what happened to Licht so she searches for him until she finds him in the kitchen. He still looked like he wasn't himself, so MC tries comforting him until he snappedt and tried pushing her away (I swear these two) Yves was like "yo wtf why do you even care for me I don't deserve that shit" and then that scene from the PV happens. Yves cried bout how much he hates himself more than anyone does and he wishes he was someone that ain't him. MC just stayed silent and listened to him pour his heart out ugh poor boi
Some time later, the princes gathered up again because they received a letter(?) from Obsidian. It said they want Rhodolite to send Yves back to Obsidian or else some shit will go down. They obviously think it's a trap of some sort but Yves agrees anyway so... that's decided. MC doesn't know of this until she hears from Luke. She rushes to Yves' room and saw him packing up. MC was also apprehensive about him going (or returning?) to Obsidian, but Yves just smiled and told her not to worry or smth. Also he was like "remember all that crap I told you that night at the kitchen? Sike, those were L I E S" and MC's just like "ye right" but because she was unable to form a response to any of that, she left the room teary eyed, with Yves also equally sad. MC returns to her room and while crying her heart out she realizes one teensy tiny detail: she's in love with Yves *insert surprised pikachu face*
So the day came for Yves to depart, but MC decides to stay in her room. Rio sees her in her state and told her "the MC I know and love wouldn't sulk around in her room smh go out there and chase yo mans" and after some persuasion MC heads out. She managed to catch up to Yves and talk to him for like 3 minutes. Also in those 3 minutes, she finally confessed her feelings and kissed him (Yves: đČ guards: đłđłđł) She's like "ye remember when I said I won't fall for u? Ye that kinda happened so I guess I'm yours for all of eternity" She also says she'll be waiting for him and gives him her memo pad before he leaves.
In the carriage, Yves reads MC's notes, there were some notes written about the princes but later they soon become notes about what they had done together: going to town, eating sum food, etc. He realizes that she turned it into a whole ass diary and it was mainly about him đ Yves was like "girl don't even know this ain't a diary... baka na no??? *sad princely sobbing*"
Back at the castle, the remaining princes gathered up again, this time with MC, and they talked about Obsidian's real motives. They talked about how Yves shouldn't have gone to Obsidian because the moment he interacts with them, he could or would get killed. MC was worried as she listens to them making plans and when Licht decided he would go first to retrieve Yves, he drags MC along with him because he's good at reading expressions and our girl MC here really wants to be useful to the story.
Meanwhile, Yves' carriage suddenly stops and one of his soldiers alerts him that there's a fuckton of Obsidian soldiers ahead and Yves realizes they've been set up. He instructs his men to return to the castle and leave him, also he warns them that there miiiight be some more Obsidian peeps on their way back so he commands them to get out alive. Despite their apprehension, well they had to obey Yves so they did just that.
MEANWHILE meanwhile, Licht and MC go to Obsidian (I don't recall if they bumped into Yves' army but meh) and they stay back a bit to watch stuff unfold. There, they see Yves talking to some Obsidian leaders or smth and the leaders were talking shit to him bout how worthless he actually is and all that crap. They were like "yo you're cursed with sum bad magic huh" Yves was like "Ye, I thought so too. But ya know what? I met someone who kept looking at me straight in the eye and focused on all my good aspects. That person made me stop denying myself. (MC: oh shiz he's talking about the stuff I told him before he left) So no matter how much I didn't want to accept myself, no matter how much I wished to be someone else, I mustn't deny the me that she believed in, I mustn't give up on myself! So ye. I'm Yves Kloss, the 5th Prince of Rhodolite!" YES my boi gain that confidence!!!
So the Obsidian peeps were like "btch u done with ur last words? Just so u know the men u let escape are prolly dead anyway so, how bout u die too aye? Pls die" and when the Obsidian soldiers point their blades at him, Licht decides it was a good time to show up
So ye, before Yves could take a blow, Licht blocked it with his sword. Yves was like "wtf r u two doing here???!" And MC replied with "we're saving you, duh" and Licht backs her up with "ye what she said" the Obsidian peeps were all ???? but they decided to kill them two as well. MC's like "ye no we have back up otw" but the Obsidian peeps thought she was just fronting. So Yves and Licht decides to buy them more time by fighting (but not killing) them. They may be strong but they're exhausted as well, then one soldier finds an opening and aims for Licht. Yves sees this and gets in front of Licht, getting his arm injured in the process.
They try stalling for a few more minutes until the gang finally arrives and they're relieved Yves and Licht are still alive. Jin was like "yo wtf we didn't agree to send Yves here just to get our princes killed in a place like this" and the Obsidian guys are like "we just wanted to welcome Prince Yves until he pointed his sword at us đđđ„șđŠ" but Jin and the other princes obviously ain't buying that crap.
So playtime's over and after all that political stuff, Leon's like "aye Yves, since u have Rhodolite and Obsidian blood, ur technically our bridge, so wtf do we do now?" And Yves says the four kingdoms should sign a peace treaty and also form an alliance to end all those beef. MC's happy for him because he finally achieved his dream of uniting Rhodolite and Obsidian through him. And ye, everybody agrees so everybody happy
BUT WAIT! Sariel announces that Belle needs to choose the next king at that very moment (like wtf couldn't they wait until they get home?) But hey, since they're forming alliances anyway. So MC's pressured and all until she realizes, ayo wait up... ya'll know what the kingdoms need? Not one, not two, but EIGHT leaders! "Ye fam, I appoint all 8 princes to lead the kingdoms... momentarily until I make my final decision." Sariel's like "That ain't allowed" and MC responds with "I know fam. But the kingdoms are in a pretty unstable situation, and we need these 8 dudes to support the kingdoms... after everything is settled and stable again do I choose the king" and they were like "if that's what Belle says, then aight smh" Then everyone finally goes home, but not before Yves and MC shares a moment and Yves faints or falls asleep due to exhaustion
Back at the castle, MC is summoned by Sariel and he shows her there is only one petal left of the rose. He tells her "I know you've technically done your job, but until you choose A KING, will you stay in the castle?" Of course MC agrees and Sariel tells her that he thinks she made the best decision for the situation.
After MC leaves, Yves enters the room and asks Sariel if he has seen MC. Sariel has half a mind to tell the truth, but where's the fun in that right? He tells Yves that MC's preparing to leave since she has done her job and according to the Belle clause, 'once the king is chosen, Belle can't interact with or see him forever' or smth like that and Yves was like "Screw that bs!" and ran to MC's room immediately, leaving Sariel to laugh in evil đ
In her room, MC was worried about Yves' wounds so she decides to pay him a visit, when she hears knocks on her door that she recognizes was Yves'. He wasted no time entering the room and pinning MC to her bed (SQUEAAAAL) and she was like "??? ya good fam?!" And Yves replied "WHERE TF DO U THINK UR GOING HUH??"
(Ya know what I think imma put a bit of their convo here lol)
MC: To see you?
Yves: And what? So you can say goodbye and tell me we won't see each other forever? BAKA
MC: ...Eh?
Yves: I don't care what Sariel or the others decided. I can't accept this! MC, I can't even take it when you're not beside me... what will I do if we can't see each other ever again? Just thinking about it makes me crazy... You said you'll be mine forever, didn't you? Then I... I'm yours forever as well! Because I was the one who fell (in love) first!
MC: !!!
Yves: I love love LOVE you, you idiot! So don't go saying we won't be together! The Yves Kloss won't allow that even if the world turns upside down! (not sure about that last part)
SO YE. As much as that warmed MC's heart, she was like "i ain't going anywhere. Bruh Sariel's messing with u" and Yves is EMBARRASSED but he doesn't deny it anyway. He decides to say some more cute stuff so lemme put it down here xD
"MC, a lot of unexpected things happened in my life. But the most unexpected thing that happened to me is falling in love with you. Even though I swore I would never fall for you, I noticed I have. You said you were the first one to fall for me, but I think my feelings for you are bigger. MC, I'm stupidly in love with you."
And they argue about who loves the other more lolol then they do the deed đ€
So some time passed, and the other princes were throwing MC some pickup lines (they were teasing Yves about taking the crown and the MC lolol) and Yves just stood there like "fam?? Aren't yall a lil too close?? Sariel help!!1! Licht and Chevalier too???" And he whisks MC away to his room. The other princes just smiled fondly at the two and Leon comments, "Maybe just meeting someone can fill up the gaps in a person's heart" and he recalls how they tried filling Yves' loneliness but somehow could not fill up the last piece. Until MC shows up and did just that. Jin was like "heh, that sounds like destiny" and Leon confirms that it is đ„ș
Back at Yves' room, he has MC pinned down again and he declares that he needs to do his best to continue staying by MC's side. And MC says "me too fam" then she asks him a very important question: "Do you still want to be someone other than you?"
And he replies with:
"It's because you showed me my good traits and loved me for who I am that I don't hate the me I am now. Besides, if I were someone else, then I wouldn't be able to fall in love with you like this. It's because I'm like this, that you found me. That's why, from the bottom of my heart, I'm happy I'm me; I'm happy I did my best to live" ugly sobbing in the background đđđ
So that beautiful CG appears, and Yves tells MC that line, "When I fell in love with you, it's as if the bad magic disappeared. Thank you... for teaching me what true love is."
A few days later, the two were at the library and Yves tells MC that before, he never knew what love is. But of course it's different now, because he tells her, "For me, the meaning of love is... you, MC."
~FIN~
YALL I'M STILL SOBBING BRUUUH đđđ this whole route was a blast 100/10 would read again (after I finish Nokto, I guess lolol) But ye. Yves is my best boi in IkePri because I'm a sucker for these tropes it's just so sooooft.
So I'm still undecided whether I should read the epilogue or nah because I need like 20 more affection pts? and I really wanna do Nokto's route... idk man
Well this was longer than I expected, so if you reached the end, have some more leFtOvERs from Yves! đ„§
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Will the Bell Ring? Pt. 8
[Erik Killmonger x Black!OC]
Word Count: 4k
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Itâs the night before the vacation, and Kimara is still ripping around the house trying to figure out how to fit as many outfits into her bags as possible. Â
Erik sits on the bed scrolling through his phone. âItâs only five days, Mara. You already overdoing it.â
Kimara comes back with a couple of neon colored swimsuits in her hands. âI just have to have variety for the âgram. That means a different look a day, maybe even a couple different looks a day.â Â
Kimara got to her knees, stuffing a bag and closing it. The zipper traveled laboriously around the lip of the luggage, sticking at a thicker point. Kimara sat down on the bag to help it along a the zipper groaned close. Â
She takes a large exhale before saying, âDamn! I didnât put my sandals in there!â
Erik scoffs as he gets up to use the bathroom. âYou can just wear them to the airport or put it in your carry on.â
âNo my carry on is filled with my hair and skin products, plus some towels cuz I donât trust their towels, you know that.â
As Erik relieves himself, Kimara gets quiet, getting up and looking at herself in the mirror. Her fresh golden brown goddess locs flow over her breasts and down her back as she spins around checking her bodyâs profile.
The toilet in the other room flushes as Erik comes back, drying his hands on his pants. âWhatchu doin?â
âWell...Iâm thinking this may be the last vacation I take as someone without kids. After this break, We finally take some major moves to go into getting pregnant.â
Kimara puffs out her cheeks holding her stomach as her vision goes blurry. The tears beat her before she could stop them, racing down her face to the finish line at her jaw.
Erik pulls her into him, rubbing her back gently. âItâs gonna be so good, because youâre good. We deserve a break and we deserve a family.â
Kimara holds her arms around him tighter, tears manifesting even more but out of his loving words. She never thought that after telling him she had her abortion that he would have anything kind to say to her. But itâs almost like it unlocked a much needed door that opened him up to fulling standing by her and her needs. Â
âWe do deserve it. Itâs been so hard, but I know we can do it,â Kimara sniffles. Erik kisses her forehead, wiping some stray tears from her face. Â
âNow, I donât know about what you got left to pack but long as you have your passport, I think you have enough stuff. Go on and wash you ass off and get some sleep. The flight early as a motherfucker.â
Kimara agrees, going over to her vanity to tie up her hair. Erik grabs his phone and bounds down the stairs. He takes out a bottle of water, cracking it open and hooting after the cool liquid freezes the inside of his chest. Â
Hearing the shower turn on upstairs, Erik sits at the dining room table and dials TâChalla. The phone rings and rings.
âHow are you, NâJadaka?â TâChalla greets him warmly.
âIâm good, pretty good. Yâall excited for this trip though?â
âAh, Iman is very excited. She has been looking forward to it ever since my invitation.â
âGood! You making sure she stay looking cute for you? Got her some nice pieces to impress?â
TâChalla answers slowly. âI...am glad you brought this up. We are no longer considered a couple. This will be a friendly trip for us at best, but we are not linked romantically.â
Erik expresses genuine shock, mouth agape over the phone. âDamn man, what happened?! Mara made it seem like yâall were a good look at that one dinner thing yâall came for. Shit, the fact you bagged her the first night told me you musta really been feeling her. What, she didnât like your Jesus slides?â
âAye!â TâChalla scolds him like a grandfather who canât catch nobody for a whoopin but they know not to try him anyway. âMy footwear has nothing to do with it. We are simply not compatible, but it was amicable.â
Erik shrugs. âWell whatever it is, I guess itâs for the best. I donât get why somebody would pass on a literal King but listen, I will take you clothes shopping with me and we can make you over so youâre pulling females right and left!â
âEnough, I wonât beg for attention,â TâChalla says.
âFair enough, aight. What about you then? Does it make it kind of awkward to go now your girl ainât your girl?â
âNo. It has been a while since I visited an island for pleasure, so it will be a nice change of pace. How about yourself and Kimara?â
Erik gets quiet, twisting a stray piece of string from his sweatpants that will guarantee making a hole if he snatches it.
âWell we good. Mara is excited and I am too cuz I need a break from the whites over at Boeing and this city air. But I did wanna talk about something she said to me that made me kinda take a step back, you know. Not like Iâm stepping away but like it pushed me back like WOW.â
âSay it simply and clearly, NâJadaka,â TâChalla says. Erik sometimes rambles when he has something big to say and TâChalla never fails to be impatient about it.
âRight, right. Aight. So, we having our time together, just hanging out and stuff when she turns to me and tells me something I did not expect. Like, I donât know how she could keep that from me for so long considering all we been through.â
âWhat was it about?â
âBasically, she comes to me and says that way back, before we were officially a thing and before OUR shit togetherâŠ.Mara had an abortion. The baby was mine too.â
TâChalla sits on the phone quietly. He assumes this is the best method of digesting the information he already knew when he first met Kimara. She poured her heart out to him in the midst of Erikâs recovery and rehabilitation. But Erik couldnât hear that and take it well.
âYou still there, Challa?â Erik asks after a while. Â
âYes, it is just a lot to hear.â
Erik throws a hand up. âFuck yeah it is! Like...all this time we been trying for a kid. She didnât think that should be brought up? I wonder if the doctors even know. That might be the problem we having in all this! Maybe her shit got botched or something.â
âI am sure the doctors would have noticed something wrong with her during routine examination if that were true. Non-surgical abortions are an option.â
Erik scratches his head. âSure, yeah. But...why didnât she say this YEARS ago! I been fucking with her for a decade, and she doesnât trust me to know this? Iâm still here!â
âYou were different then Erik. So angry and feeling betrayed, she assumed you would think she betrayed you too.â
Erik thinks back to when Kimara met him in Wakanda, how tired she looked. But his reasons for being there were all about himself and Kimara wasnât ready for that responsibility, thatâs when she left him there. That was the best thing she couldâve done for him because he worked that whole year trying to get right for her again. And she was there in that studio she loves, waiting for him like always.
âI would have a ten year old right now. Almost middle schooler right now!â Erik exclaims, thinking about a little Mara/Erik hybrid running around and causing havoc. Â
âYou can still have that. Just be honest with each other and what you are feeling,â TâChalla instructs.
âYeah, I been doing that. I can tell Mara been walking around like a puppy caught chewing a shoe since she told me. But I wonât let her see me upset, I need her to know I am there. Thatâs what made all this happen in the first place right? I wasnât there, so...Imma be there.â
TâChalla wants to say more but fears overstepping the bounds of Erik and Kimaraâs relationship. âTell her you are upset about it.âÂ
Erik hears the shower upstairs turn off. âNah, Iâm good. Her feelings are all Iâm worried about. I canât risk her turning from me again man. But thanks Challa, you always got a good er for listening, so Iâll talk to you later man.â
Erik hangs up to go back upstairs, feeling lighter having had a talk with someone he trusts. Kimara is already laid up with the covers under her chin, fake sleeping. Erik takes off his pants, rolling into bed with nothing between his skin and the sheets. Mara is wrapped up in one of hs tshirts and turns her back to him to allow her little spoon to fit his big spoon.
âWhy are you acting like you cold?â Erik asks. Kimara is usually in the buff like him when they sleep.
âBecause I am. You got the air on too damn chilly,â Kimaraâs teeth chatter as she settles in to him, his body heat eventually making up for the lack of heat outside their blanket cocoon. Erik kisses her behind her ear, thinking about tomorrowâs trip with a little dread.
--
Kimara, Erik, Iman, and TâChalla all make their way off of the plane as they arrive at the beautiful resort in Turks and Caicos.
âLook at all the amazing views! That water, ugh!â Kimara excitedly rolls her luggage over to a window that oversees the resortâs amenities.  An infinity pool, hot tubs, massage areas, sauna, a bar that catches Kimaraâs eye for having real coconuts to drink from.
âErik, look! That canopy I think has the couple massage shit. I reserved it for us on Thursday at 10am.â
âOk, princess. That sounds good,â Erik says with not nearly as much excitement.
Iman stands next to Kimara, eyes widening. âOoh child, yes! Imma look good for these champagne papis looking for a sugar baby to spoil. Can we please get our room so I can change out of these airport struggle clothes?!â
âI hear you on that,â Erik says, leading the group to the reception desk. Kimara hangs back with TâChalla who has been awfully quiet.
âAre you and ImanâŠâ Kimara whispers.
âNo longer a couple,â TâChalla finishes. âItâs not something to worry about, we are friends.â
âOh ok, cool. Cuz when she started talking about finding a sugar daddy I was like whaaa?â
TâChalla shrugs. âShe is free to do as she wants, as am I.â TâChalla offers Kimara a soft smirk to confirm his contentment. Â
Kimara gives his arms a squeeze. âOhh, T. You got your pick of the litter around here. You the damn ultimate sugar daddy! I just donât understand the girl!â
âMost people donât recognize fortune at their feet when their nose is in the air.â Kimara lets out a small ooh enjoying the lowkey burn TâChalla just sent Imanâs way with her being none the wiser.
Erik and Kimara split down a hall to the left as TâChalla and Iman split down a hall to the right. The hall is decorated with hanging plants and wicker framed artwork, giving off heavy gentrified bohemian vibes.
As Erik opens the door to the room, Kimara bursts in and rockets herself into the bedroom. Erik rolls his and her luggage in.
âDamn, this place looks nice as hell baby!â Kimara calls out from the room. Â
âIt should be for what it cost.â Erik looks out at the beach below watching some middle age white folk laying like lobsters out in the sun. Middle aged white folk running along the shore. Elderly white folk sitting in the ocean.
âThere sure is a lotta fuckin white folk here,â Erik says, walking around the room to check out the bathroom and kitchen area. The fridge has fresh strawberries and grapes, a sack of bagels, orange juice and a case of bottled water. On the counter next to it is a menu for room service and a schedule for group meals during their stay. Erik takes it into the bedroom with him to alert Kimara.
âYou tryna catch dinner happening tonight? Supposed to be a barbecue thing.â
Kimara groans, head face down in the pillow, locs sprawled all around.  âI canât even think about eating when my body just wants to do nothing. Iâm tired.â
âYou sure? I know your ass finna get real hungry later. You ainât had nothing but them pretzels on the flight,â Eric warns.
âI canât get up! And I wonât until I knock out, Erik please let me sleep.â
Erik tuts at her. âOk, princess. But I ainât paying this high ass room service cuz you slept thru dinner.â
Kimara wiggles around, fighting her hair to get a good look at him. âStop acting broke, Erik. Itâs not a good look. And you know Iâm grown right? I can do what I want? Right? Ok, glad we up to speed.â
Erik rolls his eyes as Kimara plops her head back down, shimmying under the covers like a prairie dog.
--
Kimara rolled over to one side, feeling the grip of sleep starting to loosen its hold. Kimara stretched from her fingertips to her toes, seizing up in the bliss of her fully relaxed muscles. She sits up, pulling her locs back as her eyes adjust to the dark room.Â
âWhere the fuck- OH!â Kimara puts a hand to her heart, forgetting that she was not home and still on vacation. Â
She gets out of be and checks the time on her phone is 11:14 pm and a waiting text from Erik.
âDid I really sleep for 8 hours?â Kimara asks herself, wiping her eyes as she looks around the room, finding a lamp to turn on. She sits on the couch feeling her stomach grumble. Â
âGoddamn I am hungry,â She says, picking up the pamphlet Erik was looking at for room service. But it ended at 10:30.
âThat is bullshit.â Kimara sits back pouting, wondering what she was going to do for food. She checks her phone again, almost forgetting Erik texted. Â
BBQ in fridge, it reads. Timestamp says 7:13pm. Â
Kimara bolts for the fridge to find a tinfoil wrapped plate sitting on the shelf just for her. She does a little dance to open it up, finding pork ribs, chicken, corn on the cob, mashed potatoes, green beans and a roll. She takes a bite of the bread first, shimmying her shoulders with glee that it is a Kingâs Hawaiian. Â
She pops the plate into the microwave, hopping on her tiptoes in anticipation for some chowdown goodness. Once the microwave beeps, the room door opens. Â
âSleeping Beauty finally awake?â Erik asks, his breathing is a little labored.
Kimara picks up her plate and brings it to the kitchen bar, climbing up on a stool. âMh-mm, not until you come over her after leaving me all day on vacation.â
âGirl please,â Erik says walking over to plant a kiss on Kimaraâs lips.
âOof, you are sweaty! What you been doing tonight?â
Erikâs tank top draped over his shoulder, Kimara stares at the glistening of his scarred skin as he gets a bottle of water. Â
âMe and T and his girl been downstairs hanging out, mostly me and T though. Howâs your barbecue?â
Kimara shrugs. âItâs ok. The sauce could be better but long as the meat ainât pink Iâll call it a blessing. Hand me that salt shaker by the stove.â
Erik does so, standing on the other side of the bar to wipe his face and neck with his shirt.
âAnd I am so surprised they are even on this trip together still,â Kimara says while shaking some salt over her beans and corn.â
âWho?â Erik asks.
âTâChalla and Iman! You know what, I forgot to mention. I spoke to TâChalla at check in and he said they broke things off.â
Erik points in the air, remembering, âYou right yeah he mentioned that.â
âOh, he told you today while yâall were hanging? Did Iman say anything?â
Erik shakes his head. âNah, he told me the day before.â
Kimara cocks her head to the side thinking. âThe other day? Like yesterday?â
âYeah, I called him when we were packing.â
âBut I didnât hear you talk on the phone. We were together that whole time,â Kimara says, pausing her meal to think about it.
Erik shrugs. âYou were in the shower.â
Kimara wants to fold her arms but her bbq sauced hands prevent her. âHand me a paper towel.â
Erik does so. âIs something wrong with me taking a call with my cousin?â
Kimara scoffs while cleaning her fingers. âNot at all. What did you all talk about?â
âThe trip. Just how excited we were and then he brought up they arenât a thing no more.â
âReally? Huh. I think thatâs weird Erik.â Â
âWhatâs weird about it?â Erik counters, looking sternly at Kimara.
âYou didnât tell me you called him and you almost always tell me when youâve seen him or heard from him when I ask you about the day.â
âAlmost, you said. SO this one time I didnât. I donât think you asked about my day either,â Erik quips.
âBecause we were together the whole day, I know how it went cu I was there.â
âSure.â
They pause in silence for a minute, Kimara staring him down and Erik returning the glare.
âProblem, princess?â he asks.
âYouâre hiding something.â
âI talked to my cousin, what else is there to it?!â Erik barks, making Kimara jump on her stool. She gets down, creating some distance.
âAll I asked is what you all talked about. And I didnât even know you had a conversation with him one day before our trip, I think itâs sus.â
âOh, Iâm sneaky? Thatâs a big accusation.â
Kimara felt something twist in her chest. âWhat does that mean Erik?â
Erik walks into the bedroom as Kimara follows. He turns into the bathroom and starts the shower as Kimara sits on the bed waiting. When Erik comes back out, Kimara wastes no time.
âYou told him didnât you,â Kimara says quietly. She doesnât look at Erik, hoping she is wrong and overreacting and waiting for him to say so, but he sits down instead.
âI told him what you told me.â
Kimara exhales deeply, holding her face in her hands. Erik takes her into his chest, comforting her.
âYou didnât have to tell him. Why would you tell him?â
âLike I said. Heâs my cousin. Family oughta know and he knows a lot more worse shit about me than this.â
Kimara looks at Erik, holding his face in her hands. âIâm sorry you had more shit to tell him. How did he react?â
Erik shrugs. âKinda just neutral. It was so long ago, I wasnât acting upset so I think he knew he didnât have to be.â
Kimara feels a small victory in that. She still feels like she should confront TâChalla about it, just to make sure they are on the same page.
âIâm glad you werenât too upset then. You donât have to tiptoe around me, just tell me whatâs real. We gotta be honest about whatâs going on.â
Erik gives a small smirk. âHe said something like that too.â
Kimara hugs Erik, taking this battle as a win. âYou can take a shower now.â
Erik chuckles. âYeah me and T had a volleyball match downstairs that got hella intense.â
Kimara gets up, putting on her shoes. âWell I think I should take a walk along the beach some.â
âYeah, you got energy now from that long ass nap of yours. Be careful though. Call me if you need something.â
When Kimara makes it to the bottom floor, the automatic doors leading outside create a gust of air that whips Kimaraâs sundress almost too high for public decency. As she steps out on the sand, she looks around the dimly lit beach area. Along the sand there were vendors and seating but into the ocean the sky was so dark and the ocean almost looked like oil. The moon wasnât shining so bright, so she could barely catch any blips of light against the waves.
âKimara!âÂ
She turns to see Iman bounding towards her. She has a generous F cup size, barely being held by her neon yellow bikini top, making her noticeable even in the night.
âWhatâs going on? You just woke up?â
âYeah, too bad I didnât set an alarm. Heard you guys had fun.â
Iman smiles. âHell yeah we did. T and Erik had their guy time, being macho all on the volleyball court. Busted two damn balls cuz they throwing their hands so damn hard.â
Kimara laughs. âErik refuses to let TâChalla win in anything so thatâs accurate.â
âRight! Hey look, so project Sugar Daddy is underway. I got a bunch of drinks off this old man that kept a tab open. I think he forgot because heâs old but thatâs besides the point. But he offered to play yahtzee or mancala or something tomorrow with some of his buddies. That should be lit!â
Kimara throws her hands to the sky. âI mean what else is there to do. Make sure his tab is open.â
âOnly way to play!â
Kimara looks around Iman. âTâChalla is down here, right?â
âUh huh, cooling off over there even though he barely broke a sweat. He act kinda like a mutant sometimes. Too cool and too strong.â
âIs that why you couldnât stand to be with him?â Kimara asks.
âA little, yeah, and that tooth necklace he always wear is weird. He wasnât giving me a lot of himself so I figure good dick is everywhere. Iâll pass.â
Kimara shrugs and dismisses herself to go talk to TâChalla. He is laid out with his hands behind his head, looking rather peaceful.
Kimara comes up to him and smacks his perfectly toned stomach. TâChalla peeks open one eye knowingly. Â
âKimara,â he says in a monotone.
âDonât gossip with Erik, ok?â
TâChalla sits up. âIn what way?â
âI mean in the only way. Speaking behind my back. Talking about personal things without the other personâs input.â
âIf this is about your shame-â
âHA! Shame? You keep calling it a shame, I am not ashamed anymore! He knows and he is fine. We are fine!â
TâChalla blinks unperturbed. âThen what is the problem?â
âJust!â Kimara sits by his legs to form her thoughts. âErik didnât know about that, you did. He hasnât known for years and just found out. If he knew you knew, wouldnât that be a problem?â
âNo.â
âExactly, so-- Wait, no?â
âNo, it wouldnât be a problem. Because if he blames you, he is completely missing the situation he put you in. It would be selfish of him to hold that against you.â
âUh huhâŠâ
âBut for you to not say anything at first was for his benefit when he was emotionally and mentally bruised by his background. However since he has recovered and continues to, holding that back then turns into a betrayal to him because it looks as though you donât trust him or yourself.â
Kimara stands up. âThe fuck? Why wouldnât I trust him?!â
TâChalla shrugs.
âNo you got so much to say, say what that means!â
âAll I know is I have no secrets between you and I or he and I. Why there is miscommunication between you two is something for you both to find out. And I suggest you do before becoming with child.â
âFuck you TâChalla. Honestly. Donât come at me like this. I said keep your mouth shut about me around Erik, period. So do that. I donât know why you came on this trip anyway. It was a couples trip and you brought a random bitch out here like thatâs ok.â
âIt didnât cost me much,â TâChalla says, sinking back in his chair with his hands behind his head.
Kimara walks along the beach fuming. TâChalla was so blunt with her, he hadnât acted like that with her in a long time. TâChalla acts like he is so perfect, but he isnât. Kimara sighs heavily with the prospect of being here four more days but TâChalla will not be with Erik for as much of the trip as possible as far as she is concerned.
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my relationship with digital art and how BNHA salvaged it
I just wanted to let out my thoughts but I can only do it here :>
This might be a downer for some people but Iâd like to share it with people here. BNHA means the world to me and this is why.
I first started drawing when I was 7 years old in 2006
I think itâs ugly now, but 7 year old me remembered being so proud of this because this is a drawing of my stepfather. This is the only drawing I have that was from my childhood. I think the aim here is to draw in anime style BUT I didnât even watch anime back then. I had a classmate who loves anime and she taught me to draw in school. Drawing became a favorite hobby immediately after that.
Then it was 2013 and I was 14 years old. Drawing is still my favorite thing to do besides being on the computer. I love anime at this point too. My parents bought an iPad for the whole family, but I was almost always the one using it. I discovered an app called ArtStudio and thought âWow, I can draw without making a mess and with only my fingersâ because I was always too lazy to take out my drawing materials and clean up afterwards.
These were my first digital drawings. The pirate one was the very first. I got obsessed real fast. I can color so easily, undo any mistake, layers are a blessing too. There was just so much more freedom. I always sucked at coloring in traditional art and I didnât like the mess (idk my hands get so messy traditionally)
The next year, it was 2014, I was 15. My birthday is in a couple of months and I knew my parents were planning to buy me something pricey (I think it was a laptop) so I approached them and asked if they could just buy the Wacom Bamboo as a present which was cheaper anyway and I even explained how it works to them and how it would allow me to draw on the computer instead of the iPad. I tried really hard to be convincing. I would have prepared a powerpoint presentation if I had to.
They did give me the wacom as a present. They even gave it to me months before my birthday so I could use it already. I thought I was the luckiest teen in the world with my parents.
These are a collection of my favorite works from 2014 to 2016. The middle one was my second drawing using wacom and Paint Tool SAI. I was a part of a lot of fandoms in those years lol
It gets downhill from there :/
April 2016, my mom and I moved to Japan, while my stepfather and siblings stay in my country. It was tough. For someone who is obsessed with anime, youâd think Iâd be thrilled to live in Japan.
I was. Though only at the first few months. Itâs not the same as itâs portrayed in anime (I shouldâve known but I used to be blinded by anime). It was just lonely. The language barrier sucked and then lots of financial and family issues until my parents split. I got my first boyfriend too and I thought I was blessed by the nicest boy, but the relationship became extremely toxic but I didnât have it in me to walk away.
All the shit that happened affected me mentally and emotionally. My biggest outlet which was digital drawing, was also out of the question because I did not have a computer/laptop when we moved to Japan. We left it in our home for my stepfather and siblings, even the iPad. I have my wacom with me, but no computer/laptop to use it with. I couldnât draw.
I tried though. I used my phone to draw, but it wasnât the same. Then the life problems got piled up, things got worse, and I just lost motivation in anything. Literally anything. From 2016 to 2019, I stopped watching anime, I dropped out of all the fandoms Iâm in, I stopped watching my favorite TV series or movies, and I stopped drawing. I even got a bit disconnected with my friends who lived in my country (we talk regularly online). My family was broken so I gave all my attention to my toxic relationship as well which made everything worse too lol
I didnât draw besides from a few scribbles and the drawings above. I did try digital art on my phone a couple of times again and even posted them on my IG, but they werenât any good. Eventually, I got mentally and emotionally drained and dropped out of senior high school. I just stayed home for almost a year, leeching off of my mom. I felt even more worthless and my life had no direction at this point. Nothing mattered anymore.
April 2019 or so I think, my (ex)bf bought me a laptop. He says itâs a gift, but I think the real reason was to make up for something horrible that he did (which is stupid because money /gifts wonât resolve anything). I have a laptop. I can draw again, but I didnât. I didnât care, I wasnât interested in drawing anymore anyway.
Welp. June 2019, I went back to my country. My (ex) bf stayed in Japan. The distance helped me end the relationship and my friends were there (they always were) to help put me back together along with two trips to therapy. I went back to finish my senior high school in my own country this time. That said, I have to stay in my country for school (but I was happy because I didnât wanna go back to Japan yet when the breakup was still fresh and with going back to school, my life has a direction again.)
It was weird. I remember just being sorta lost and confused because I used to put my time, effort and everything into my previous toxic relationship, which was now gone. I was free and I had so much free time that I didnât know what to do with it. I got so used to doing nothing and being nothing.
This is where BNHA enters.
Dunno when it started, but I started seeing Bakugou frequently online. Itâs usually just Bakugou. I knew who he was because my friend suggested BNHA to me back in late 2018 I think but I didnât watch it since Iâve lost interest in everything at that point in my life.
But ye I thought he hot af but I still didnât watch BNHA.
But then for some reason he REALLY kept appearing in my social medias and it was really frequent. The last straw was when I saw a pic of him in UAâs gym uniform and thought âdamn boi aight imma watch bnha for uâ (yâall gotta admit he looks good in those colors with his combat boots XD )
I watched BNHA. Fell in love with Iida along the way. Then I switched to Tokoyami (but Shoji was hot too so aaaaa), but then angry emotionally-constipated sea urchin head caught my heart again. But oof. BakuDeku moments really made me feel some type of way I havenât felt since I moved to Japan. It felt new but nostalgic. I fell hard in that ship.
I started obsessing. From memes to posts to fanfictions to buying merch to filling my room with BNHA posters. I realized I was reverting to my old self from the time I was still happy and it was thanks to BNHA (and the good people who helped me through the worst too)
Shit I wanted to draw BNHA, I thought.
I mean, I have a laptop, I still have my wacom and drawing softwares. I could totally draw digitally again if I wanted to.
But guess what
I canât :c
My hand physically cannot draw. My drawings donât look the way I want them too. 3 years of not drawing really destroyed any skill I had. I was back to square one.
September (yeah theyâre ugly, I laughed at it). If youâre wondering why I drew on paper, itâs because, for some reason, I really CANNOT draw digitally. I mean it. I can barely sketch digitally at this point. The lines and shapes just doesnât come to life. Theyâre just scribbles. But somehow, I can kinda draw on paper with a ballpoint pen. But yeah, that was the best I could do at this point in my life
After that, I still tried to draw, to regain my old art style, but it didnât happen... It just doesnât look or feel the same. Drawing used to be fun. But during this phase, it felt like my ugly drawings were just mocking me (probably was just too emo that time lol)
Weirdly, around a week or two I think, after my half-assed attempts at drawing, I managed to draw digitally somehow o.o
I did a Midoriya and Todoroki drawing like this too. It was my first post here on Tumblr I think. The annoying part here is that I cannot draw digitally unless I draw on paper first, take a pic, and then trace the lineart. I couldnât draw directly on the computer. Granted, drawing on paper and drawing on digital is very different for me in the first place anyway. But it was still a pain. And it still looked like shit. I can only draw stiff poses :/ it seems like my brain decided to delete all data about anatomy and posture and backgrounds. My lineart here is even messy af. It still really not the same as my old style.
By 2020, I think I got my old art style back. On March, I made this. This took me 27 total of hrs to make.
Right now, I think itâs not bad, but back in March, I was disappointed with the result. This is when I finally broke down crying because it didnât look good enough and I hated that it took me 27 hrs to draw âbullshit.â I was angry at myself for losing interest in drawing for 3 years when I couldâve used that time to improve. I had to start all over again and it still didnât look good. (Current me thinks that the drawing above is alright. I was just a lot harsher to myself back then. Used to have a lot of issues but Iâm doing great now)
I cried myself to sleep that night. Woke up wanting to cry again. I wallowed in sadness for a couple of days. Eventually told my friends whatâs up. Got some pep talk. Even talked to my sister (sheâs great, she always hypes me up with my stuff and sometimes I think sheâs my biggest fan with how she appreciates my drawings and Iâm really grateful for that).
My world turned a 180 and I was weirdly positive after all that crying because brain chemicals and shit. I had a revelation. If I hate how my art style looked so much, then I should have been putting effort in changing my art style, not trying to regain my old art style (that I donât like anymore)
I researched a lot. I analyzed different art styles and anatomy again. I did everything I could think of to find a style that works for me. I might have even neglected school for a bit to focus on digital art lmao
After all that work, I posted a fanart of middle school BakuDeku in their classroom. I love that fanart so much even if I probably have better ones by now because that was the first fanart I made that I felt like I could be proud of and it was the first one I made in my new art style. It was a milestone for me.
March 2020, I moved back to Japan and without the toxic relationship, Iâm a lot positive now. Happy. Iâm myself again after the previous bad years. Iâm still continuously learning though, trying to improve, but at least, now, I found my own art style :) I really suck at interacting with people online, but Iâm always grateful for the support everyone has been giving my fanarts. Iâm happy when my content makes people happy.
This is why BNHA is important to me. The series is great alone, but itâs not just that to me. BNHA is so much more. Itâs what made me find the passion to create again, only this time, itâs focused on drawing (I used to write, but now I just draw, but maybe Iâll write again for BNHA).
My family is supportive with my love for BNHA, but I think they donât know the deeper reason why I love it. Sure, I was fine living on with nothing much going on in my life. Iâll finish school, get a job, work until I die or something. It was okay. It was the way of life. But BNHA gave my life color again. I wasnât just blindly going through life anymore. I have something to look forward to everyday now. BNHA even became a bridge to other things. Ever since then, Iâm a lot more open to people, to try new things, to explore and not just live through life and waste away. I got better at leaving my comfort zone. Iâve never been happier in my life :D
Thank you for supporting my fanarts. Thank you so much for giving me a chance to express myself through BNHA. I hope to make more content in the future and improve even more :)
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okay! tma au time!
so iâm gonna start off by saying jgs is elias in this au. i dont care what you say about eliasâ sexy voice or charisma or whatever, theyâre both slimy and evil. also gertrude, so to speak, is wen chao. (bear with me pls)
most other people are assistants. i think? i mean lwj, wwx, jzx and a few others are?
(my brain says it would be funny to have lwj as sasha and su she as not!sasha but lwj deserves better than that)
iâm not really gonna follow the plot of tma bc rip
anyway!
the assistants are just kind of vibing in the archives when they discover that wrh, whoâs like the chief of police and is an avatar of the slaughter, is actively killing people for the fears bc acab
does he have a deal with jgs and thatâs why wen chao is the archivist? yeah probably. wen chao is the archivist bc daddy had connections. wrh put jgs in charge and sent wen chao to make sure everything was running how wrh wanted it to be
yeah, wrh wants to have control over all the fears or something idk
so wen chao is the archivist. but unlike gertrude who purposefully made things really messy and a nightmare heâs just really incompetent. wen zhuliu is the avatar of the distortion and theyre tight bc zhuliu owes wrh or whatever.
so the wrh stuff comes out and a bunch of people band together to try and bring justice to him and thus we have the sunshot campaign
maybe all the families have their own fears? the lans are the lonely and the nies are the hunt. jfm and yzy are avatars of the bad parenting idk.Â
anyway, before they took any action, wwx had already started investigating bc wen chao is a lil bitch and very suspicious
while investigating wwx gets sucked into the archivist stuff and ends up being thrown into the tunnels under the institute with wen zhuliu who then proceeds to do distortion fuckery for three months
he finally escapes and kills wen zhuliu using the powers heâd begun to develop in the tunnels (itâs so strange that he stumbled across a tape recorder which heâd named chenqing and after that he kept finding statements,,, so strange)
heâs killed wen zhuliu so he goes off and kills wen chao and now heâs the archivist whoo
he joins up with the others and they go kill wrh, sweet itâs all dealt with but jgs starts spreading shit about how all the wens are terrible and must be killed (including wen qingâs family who are like paramedics who work ed with the police, so not cops but forced to work w/ them)
while jgs is touting that bs jgy is in the background slowly manipulating wwx into getting all the different marks (idk what they were called) from the different fears
he gets kidnapped by xue yang who is nikola and spends a month getting moisturised by him and told that wow heâs so impressive killing the other avatars,, im gonna follow in your footsteps (letâs say that avatars have a truce not to kill each other in this world. like theyâre all equals and pretty much the same strength so thereâs no real point in killing each other or trying to kill each other)
wwx escapes and im kinda annoyed we dont have enough bad guys for wwx to properly get his marks but whatever
he goes back to the archives and they come up with a plan to kill xue yang and they go off and do it
imma let you pick what happens here. does jzx die? do we let xxc and sl have the spotlight and this is where their story comes into play?
whatever happens, wwx goes into a coma for thirteen months and enter extremely hot avatar of the end who helps him wake up (mo xuanyu?? mo xuanyu.)
he goes back to the archives and lwj has been taken by the lonely while he was gone so heâs working with his uncle again (the lans are the lukases and i take no criticism)
side note: in this au wwx gets two phobias! (gee wwx! how come you get to have two phobias?)
so mr spider was definitely a thing and so were the dogs
while wwx was on the streets he found this book and heâd just started learning how to read so he decided to practise but then some other kid stole it from him and he ended up watching him get eaten by a giant spider also the dogs attacked him bc no rest for wwx
does wwx pretend not to be aware?? iâd say yes. if not bc of trauma then bc itâs super obvious and the look on lwjâs face when the jane prentiss equivalent attacks and wwx says wow those worms were a lil weird huh? is so funny to him
anyway lwj was in the know the whole time and he probably moved out of his family home and joined the archives so he could investigate jgs but then wwx dies and hes like aight yeah imma feel real lonely right now
so wwx comes back and jc, who had been the host of ghost hunt CW (cultivation world) and was attacked by an evil ghost, tries to kill him
after their fight and subsequent freedom from the slaughter and the eye (sans eye removing bc fuck that) jc moves in with jyl
im sorry that what the girlfriends isnt a thing here but i love the idea of a jyl who just isnt scared of anything because sheâs seen death and just canât get scared anymore
she still dates an archives employee though. itâs jzx, who is kinda like tim in this au i guess? did he die in that explosion? (i want to say no so jyl would be happy but if he dies and sheâs mourning him and jc and wwx fought,, well now wwx is alone for bad decision times)
one day wen qing comes up and is like pls help my brother, heâs been taken by the buried so wwx runs off and finds breekon and hope (su she and jin zixun), kill jin zixun and steals the coffin
the rest of the wens are in hiding atm so he doesnt have to like monkey chain all the wens out of the coffinÂ
so wwx goes inside the coffin and rescues wen ning (bc jon and daisyâs relationship was super sweet)
they get out and immediately run away with wen qing and the rest of the wens
where do they go? wen qingâs cute cottage in scotland (or cultivation world equivalent)
so theyâre living as farmers and wwx is getting sick bc he canât get statements from here but he has to protect them bc the jins keep attacking (what are the jins working for?? idk. the vast? the dark? who knows, not me)
anyway lwj comes and is like you have to come back to gusu/the archives and wwx is like no! bc he has to protect the wens
so lwj is like fuck ive gotta move my timeline up and find a way to off jgs
jgy ends up doing it and lwj is like /: my revenge,,
everyone is happy! jgs is dead, wrh is dead! but then jgy starts stirring up rumours about wwx and lwj is honestly so tired of this shit
and bc people keep attacking the wens, wwx manages to collect the rest of the marks from the other fears
jgy sends his letter: dear wwx sorry for the deception yada yada yada
but wwx is aware of that shit and just kills himself before he can finish reading it
whoo apocalypse averted but lwj comes to help with the wens just in time for his burial so not whoo?
anyway we know wwx isnât dead and heâs just vibing in another coma or something equivalent (why does he die twice in this au? bc idk how s5 will end but itâs a tragedy horror podcast and i want them to be happy so he gets to die twice)
anyway, the avatar of the web, mister manipulation and secrets extraordinaire nie huaisang is very pissed after jgy manipulated his brother into becoming an avatar of the slaughter and decides to just expose the dude
lxc kills him bc he deserves to kill jgy tbh,,, manipulative toad
nhs also restores wwxâs rep bc they were besties in uni and i refuse to accept anything else
he rocks up to the cottage/farm and is like hey guys i helped clear wwxâs name and wen qing is like hes fucking dead what help were you? and nhs is like ?? heâs not dead
so they unbury him and lwj wakes him up through the power of love and all that jazz
anyway, wwx manages to do *insert super cool thing here* and gets rid of all the fears and they get a happy ending bc i really want them to have a happy ending
do they stay living on the farm/cottage with the wens?? no but they buy a cottage nearby and happily live there together raising rabbits and growing idk pumpkins
#mdzs#modao zushi#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wangxian#this au was so longggggggg#what the fuck#like so long#im so sorry to anyone who had to read it#cql#the untamed#tma spoilers#i guess??#like if you havent seen the show theres a few spoilers
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