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#the theme? men with the most dubious relationships with forsy choosing to do interviews in front of his stall#luosty went OUT OF HIS WAY to do it huh...#sorry im still on that one#girl that is the complete OPPOSITE SIDE#(jesper was meeting with media at the time and hes stallmates with lundy whos near luosty so it was crowded)#i still think choosing to do it in front of forsys stall IS SOOOOOW WACK THO#ANY OTHER STALL#BUT THAT ONE??? WITH EKKY NEXT TO HIM#the beautiful polycule constellation is so messy i love it dearly#alwaysssss remember that boqy interview where he goes on about forsy in front of his stall...#yeahhhh
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We need posiedon in Ithacan Naga AU!!
Poseidon: ... so, like, What are you?
Ody, munching on a fish: ... 𓆟
Ody, shrugging: (idk)
Posiedon: ... What Do You mean you don't know?
Poseidon, gripping Ody in his hand: what are you??
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this is basically their dynamic after they make general peace with each other.
tbh riiight after Ogygia/Calypso & finding it all out? I feel like the rush after Charybdis would mean there'd be scales & feathers on Ody, but feel like Poseidon would be too focused on the Get In the Water deal and shit to care.
Afterwards when naga Ody goes into the Ithacan seas and he eventually notices does he start to ask questions and shit and also still be sorta intensely aggro, which is what leads to: 1. Athena noticing and arguing with Poseidon 2. The ruckus and shit (being that Poseidon & Athena's arguements don't usually escalate this much) getting the other gods attention and 3. Forcing an agreement-truce thing that basically amounts to (between Ody & Poseidon) don't [intentionally] bother, kill, harm, make suffer, etc., each other.
and then eventually eventually Poseidon can reluctantly admit that this weird feathered-winged-sea-snake-human monster interests him and he wants to know what the fuck it is (even if he'd rather do without the feathers & wings) and Ody & Poseidon properly make peace or smth.
#Ithacan Naga AU#also spat out my poseidon design while making this lol#poseidon#epic poseidon#poseidon epic the musical#odysseus#epic odysseus#odysseus epic#odysseus of ithaca#uhmmm#ari's art#my art#any other tags....?#hm.#OH#epic the musical#should i tag the odyssey?#...nahhhhh#alr i should stop anxiety stalling
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comrades, don’t kill yourselves.
i know that shit fucking sucks. all of it.
think of all the people in seemingly hopeless situations around the world and throughout history. all the people for whom the world is or was literally ending. all the people who stared down the barrel of a gun or watched as a bomb fell to the ground and who still chose to have hope.
so many people have been in far worse situations or had more immediate tangible threats breathing down their necks.
i’m not saying this to mean that you don’t matter, that your struggle is insignificant.
i only mean that if hope persisted then, hope can persist now. many times before has someone hoped against all hope, fought against all odds, and won.
think of the children who dug through the rubble in hiroshima, in iraq, in korea snd vietnam, and all those who are doing the same in gaza right now. who braved gas and bombs and guns to walk to school in ireland. somewhere in their hearts was a flicker of unlikely hope, one that kept them trying, kept them from falling to the ground silently. we’re not anywhere near that. if they can have even the tiniest amount of hope, then so can you.
the election of one alt-right lunatic over a centre-right genocide funder is not the end of the world. as in, the world will literally keep spinning, the human race will keep existing, and someone somewhere will always be good and worthy of fighting for betterment and even one person like that is cause enough to keep hope alive.
yes, this may bring disasters for women, for queer people, and for the material conditions of many, many within the united states. if only for the abject shameless incoherence of it all.
but there is good. somewhere, in someone. there is hope, as there has always been, from the beginning of time, through plagues that wiped out villages so thoroughly that no one was left to bury the dead, through wars and evil that seemed all encompassing and never-ending.
if you live in the imperial core, i promise that this isn’t the end, and it isn’t as course-of-history altering as you might think. in the aforementioned far worse conditions, which were largely created by the united states itself, people organise, they protest, they laugh. the turn of america ever farther right would have continued regardless of who won. if you truly want change, you cannot achieve it within the us framework. you cannot imagine that voting would save you. it won’t. it may stall, but that’s about it.
the world still spins. human hearts continue beating. we continue to fight and to struggle against a system that made these our only choices, for a revolution, for a better world. it is always possible.
#a better world is possible#the system is working as intended#no democrat win would enact any real change or protect progress#but i do have a special loathing for the maga brand of absurdity#and i think he can radicalise people further to the nordic-alien-nazi alt right which is obviously not good#also if you’re feeling bad on a personal level rn#I LOVE YOU IM VIRTUALLY HUGGING YOU I WANT YOU TO LIVE#electoralism as stalling#*cough* other tactics *cough cough* as real fighting#continuing to try is the best defiance#us politics#election 2024#presidential election#communism#socialism#marxism#commieblr#commie posting#class struggle
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Im always thinking about the tubbo execution t.b.h.
coz like it sucked for EVERYONE but schlatt and wilbur, who orchestrated it. Techno realized his allies didn’t give a shit about him. Tubbo was killed traumatically. Tommy watched his best friend be murdered by a man who he thought was his ally. The crowd is various levels of shocked depending on their allegiance
#I.D.K. I’m not like a tubbohead or anything. This is purely from a techno fan lens.#Like. Techno realized that he would not be helped as he had helped them.#I think thats really when the initial wither thing became an Idea„ if not the absolute final choice.#I think he still had hope that they’d get rid of schlatt and then at LEAST there’d be an election or something. If not the complete#Dissolution of lmanburg as a nation.#Like he knew that nobody gave a shit if he lived or died#That his allies thought him to be a monster. But still he committed to them in the hopes that they would repay his loyalty. And they did !!#I guess !!!!! They repayed him by giving him reason to start killing !!!#Ughghgh.#Just. Standing on the podium with schlatt and quackity and the entire server behind his back. And stalling.#Waiying for your ALLIES to come fucking help. To make any sort of distraction. To give him an out or smt.#And they don’t. Nobody does antthing. Techno is fully fucking alone !!!!#I think its like magical.#Such a defining moment for him.#No matter how much I give and give and give I cannot expect kindness in return so I have to stop being taken advantage of !!!! Only other#Thing I know how to do is massacre. So I guess thats what we’re doing now.#Its so fundamental to his character that he is extremely giving and also completely unwilling to take shit after the first wither event.#I call it the first wither event because I can’t remember the cannon name.#The festival ? Shrugggg.#rat.op.tag#technoblade#rat.techno.tag#ander stop writing the entire post in the tags challenge.#Its just EASIERR.
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Would you mind sharing your views on backpacking? 👀
Take all of this with a grain of salt because I'm mostly just bothered by backpacking content on Instagram.
I think the concept is fine. I'd actually like to do some backpacking some time.
But backpacking content, as well as most overland* content, always has a really weird vibe. It almost feels like cosplaying poverty if you know what I mean??
It's almost always young people from the so called "West" and almost always they're somewhere in South or Southeast Asia. The most popular backpacking destinations I'm seeing at the moment are Bali (exclusively that part of Indonesia for some reason), Thailand, Vietnam and Sri Lanka. The algorithm has recently also started showing me content from Pakistan, India and Afghanistan.
Since flights to these destinations are usually quite expensive, and many of these people stay abroad long enough that they might need a visa and that accommodation and food would also add up, it can be safely assumed these people have a certain amount of financial stability. Some of them are full time influencers too.
And while travelling with a backpack instead of a suitcase makes sense, and while you want to have an "authentic" experience, the vibe on those videos is often sooooo weird.
They're always like "I just spent 45h standing in a cramped bus without AC because it was only $1. I'm sleeping on the floor of this abandoned building that costs me $4 a night. I only carry 2 t-shirts with me, can't find a laundromat and I'm travelling for 3 months. Yesterday I got scammed and got food poisoning."
And I'm like why are you doing this? Is it really more "authentic" just because it's a foreign country? You can find the same uncomfortable situations and people who live like that all the time in your home country, but when you're abroad it's cool and authentic and #humbling #eatpraylove. Meanwhile there's also people in that same country you're backpacking through who, like, have a comparable standard of living you're used to. Your holiday doesn't have to be luxury resorts but it also doesn't have to be absolutely god awful.
And of course there's also the factor of adrenaline and stepping out of your comfort zone but with these videos it seems like they're almost glamorising having an awful time in an "exotic" country because that's what it's supposed to be like? I guess?
Idk I feel like I should get the opinion of someone living in one of those backpacking hotspots to make sure I'm not just getting annoyed at nothing but I think the vibe is off.
*overland content as in "travelling from XY to YZ without flying - Day 420" type videos. They're often interesting and I follow some of those people and I actually have some ideas for cool overland or long distance train trips but some of the accounts also have a weird vibe. Most of the ones I saw were men and they're like hitchhiking through some desert somewhere and I'm like oh this would feel so unsafe to me as someone perceived female. And obviously they also make lots of content where you know they have lots money because they've been travelling for several months but it has that same fake low budget backpacker vibe.
I hope this makes sense. I'm not sure it does.
#Comparable standard of living as in no two places are the same#And climate and the overall economy of the country and so many other factors can make a difference to how people are living#But there are people in Vietnam Thailand etc who are just. You know. Leading a normal life. Who have comfortable flats.#There are also rich people everywhere obv#There are hotels and bnbs in every price range everywhere#There are cheap restaurants or street food stalls that locals also go to that won't give you food poisoning#I've never been to any of these countries but like logically#And based on what I've seen from other people#But backpacking content is always like omg these natives are so nice and humble 🥺#Asks
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I think I have enough money to see my partner again next year!!!!!!!!
#This is an entirely personal post but WOWOWOWOOWOWOWOW#for context: I live in the UK! They live in the US! That's a long and expensive trip!#but I've been saving literally ANY money I earn since July and just hit the minimum requirement for a flight???#We're hoping to have time over summer so. I have a while still to save. But thank fucking god.#Wider context: yesterday was the christmas market! I had a stall!!!#I MADE ALMOST £300 AT SAID STALL#THAT IS INSANE#I don't think anyone on here knows me irl other than like two people who I know and I am looking at you if you are reading this#A or W#but thank you to the customers I had for. Their support. The finances. The ability to see my favourite person#AAAAAAAA
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Guess who :3c (Patreon)
#My art#Webkinz#Diamond#Ukadevlog#Ghostkinz#Ta-dah! My November behind-the-scenes project was this! The poll was for this reason! Though I already knew I'd start with her haha#Have a little preview to start us off - I have Lots of thoughts to each part of development I ended up in but I want to roll them out slowly#Not everything all at once anyway haha - thoughts get all jumbled now that I'm on this side of things pft#I wasn't able to finish A Version I'd be willing to publish in just a month - even then I only worked on Ghostkinz about 3 days a week so#But for the time I spent I'm quite pleased with how its shaped up so far! :D I got to implement a lot!#Actually learning-then-implementing-then-learning-then-implementing - it's a loop I've been out of for such a long time now :0#Really interesting to fall back into after so long away haha#A lot of my other projects have been Pick Up One Thing and then do that forever and I was tired-tired of that!!#So going into this project knowing that I'd only have November to Get Guud at as much of it as possible and then that was it#I think it helped propel me - didn't end with me getting stuck on Perfecting Just This One Thing#I'd read a bit and then go utilize it and then come back and read some more of Zarla's template/walkthrough - compelling system!#I still couldn't manage to actually finish in a month but I got up to Phase 4!! Previous attempts at Ghost-making has gotten stalled at 1!!#Maaaybe 2 but never anything beyond that - and while I didn't actually Finish any Phase apart from 1 I still read through much much more!#On top of the learning aspect being fun ♪ getting to understand some of the more technical side ahh - it was also just fun to read haha#Like a course that can be silly hehe ♫ Enjoyable even outside of getting to make a little guy for my screen haha#But also yes that too!! I'm really glad I finally settled on an idea that I feel confident in seeing through#The best part about reaching for the Webkinz style is that Webkinz uses vectors - I've gone on record multiple times as loving vectors#They're an exceptionally easy medium to manipulate and that was The Thing that had been holding me back from committing to Ghosts prior#Drawing every single thing when I already struggle to plug in my tablet...no...... But Vectors#You can see here that Diamond's expressions are just a matter of tilting her head and moving her tail - so so soooo simple with vectors#Being able to super-quickly put out a lot of different expressions and animations and piecemeal everything together...yes..........#And for what further I have in mind :3c It's really all I could ask for in an art style to seek ah ♪ Just right for my purposes!#I thought it'd be nice to show off Diamond-for-real as her plush next to her digital version as well :D She's still the only OG8 I have#I want more!! I'd love to have a code for her as well haha - secretly just started this so I can have a digital Diamond lol#Plush-Diamond actually wears a necklace these days but I opted to leave it off her for the photoshoot - maybe once I figure out clothes haha
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Made It Out Alive
So there I was, on the train ride home from class, and I thought.. Man. I’m gonna write something really indulgent. Hope you guys like it as much as I do! [Doc] —
Turning from the stove to the counter, with a knife and cutting board in hand, Lopard comes face to face with a jade blooded nuisance who smiles back at him from his seated position upon it.
The orange blood rolls his eyes.
“Get your ass off of my counter if you want to keep it.” He warns, waving the knife in the air for emphasis.
“Two problems with that, chief,” the nuisance starts, despite jumping off the counter with an ‘oof’ when his feet hit the ground. “S’not your counter and that’s a stupid threat.”
Once again Lopard rolls his eyes, but happy that there would no longer be an ass where he plans to chop vegetables, he carries on his prepwork.
“I’m sure Areios doesn’t want your ass on his counter either. Make yourself useful and—”
Before the command even leaves his mouth, Demuye is already behind him setting some pots to boil and pulling seasonings from cabinets.
“Yeah, yeah, on it boss man.” He says with a smile he doesn’t bother fighting.
Just as the pair are getting into the groove of cooking together, the owner of the hive paces his way into the kitchen with large, frantic steps that would shake the foundation of a less secure building, worrying the front of his shirt between two very anxious hands. Lopard barely gets to open his mouth before his much smaller “babysitter” comes toddling in behind him, on legs much too short to keep up with the exaggerated gait of the behemoth.
Thuein pauses to catch his breath, resting both hands on his thighs as he heaves.
“Running a marathon?” Demuye questions with ill-contained humor, only to receive a sharp look from the therapist in response.
Areios paces his way to the far end of the kitchen and stares at the undecorated stone for several seconds as silence overtakes the kitchen. His three guests exchange worried glances with each other.
Slowly, unable to be serious for too long, Demuye raises a hand and presses his index finger to the tip of his nose.
Thuein copies the motion.
For the third time in such a short stretch, Lopard finds himself rolling his eyes.
“Alright big guy,” He says as he wipes his hands clean on a dish towel. “What’s eating at you so bad that our best and brightest can’t help you keep it together?”
Truthfully, his annoyance with Demuye and Thuein doesn’t last long. It is barely a fizzle before it dies out on its own, really. As the oldest of this portion of their inner circle, he’d been used to wrangling everyone in for some time now. A part of him thrives on it, if he had to be honest with himself.
Areios lets his shoulders slump forward, too prideful maybe to face his friends as he speaks. “Do you think he’s actually going to come?” He finally asks, after his own silence becomes too much for even him to stand.
Once again the three exchange looks that the behemoth can’t see. Demuye seems annoyed at the notion, indicated by him sucking his teeth, Thuein only frowns, and Lopard lets out a resigned sigh.
“I don’t think he’d lie about something like that.”
Areios inhales sharply and exhales in a way that suggests he wishes, right now at least, that he was smaller than he is.
“What if he gets here and realizes he hates me as much as--”
“Ah,” Lopard interjects, holding up a hand that the other party cannot see but heeds regardless. “I’m not entertaining that sort of talk. He’s going to come and we’re going to have a great time. Just like we always do.”
The orange blood crosses the kitchen and pats Areios on the back.
“I’d beat his ass otherwise.” He offers and gets a laugh out of the purple blood.
“Imagine the emotional toll that’d take on you.”
“Smashing those guys is like second nature to me. Now get out before I put the pair of you to work.”
Demuye emphasizes Lopard’s point by slamming a pot onto the counter and Areios laughs again, putting up both hands, as he and Thuein leave the way they came.
Thuein mouths a ‘thank you’ to Lopard on the way out.
“We really don’t pay you enough.” Bemoans a more than humored Demuye, shaking his head, while Lopard returns to his post.
“Yeah, I’ll have to garnish it from somewhere.”
“If you touch my check, and I mean this so seriously, I’ll skin you.”
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Later the hive is alive with chatter, the way it used to be when Areios housed most or all of the current guests in their respective times of need. The intoxicating bouquet of Lopard’s cooking carries from the kitchen to the large front room that most of the trolls occupied.
His chest swells with pride each time someone so much as compliments the smell of the goods. It is nice knowing that his hard work is appreciated, after all. Soon the smell will be overshadowed by someone else's, probably Achina’s, baking skills. But for now, the pride was all his.
Lopard plops, exhausted, on a couch between the host and a violet blooded sailor who the pair have not seen in countless sweeps, waving a three fingers hand around as he exposits what’d happened to him in those sweeps.
“It hasn’t been all that crazy,” Velrum concludes, shrugging his shoulders in a nonchalant manner that suggests he was merely describing a shopping trip and not a literal odyssey. “I was on the sea. That’s where I came from, so it wasn’t awful.” He lets his good fin flair for emphasis.
Lanaen, seated in a chair across from them, scoffs.
“Were your more stuck-up personality traits concussed out of you, then?”
“Quite possibly. And yours?”
“Oh, no. He’s still very much a dick.” Lopard chimes in before Lanaen can defend himself, and the four of them enjoy a good laugh at the fuchsia’s expense.
It has always been too long since the last time they gathered everyone together like this and the hive itself is practically a flutter with it’s own life.
Lopard chances a glance to a corner of the living room occupied by Zurven, of all people, signing away in a conversation with Isnons who appears to have turned off his hearing aid for the evening.
Each of the pair jumped at the chance when they heard that the other would definitely be in attendance, masterful trickery executed by Thuein and Achina, who were convinced neither would come otherwise.
From what he can make out from his bout of eavesdropping Isnons just wrote his first book and Zurven’s gotta get his hands on it.
He smiles to himself, satisfied that he would not have to field any angry partners for a botched night out. He hardly notices when Velrum and Lanaen leave the room, absorbed in yet another conversation.
This one possibly about the former’s missing fingers.
“See, we’re having fun.” Lopard nudges a shoulder up against Areios as he speaks. “Regardless.”
“Yeah. It’s always nice having everyone back together. Makes the hive feel less lonely.”
“I think that’s called empty nest syndrome.”
“Look at me, your sad mama bird.”
Lopard only laughs and nudges him again.
Very suddenly, Holoth appears in their space, beaming despite the way sleepiness decorates her features.
“Does that mean I can call you mommy?” She inquires, brightly.
“Please don’t.”
“C’mon guys, I brought something you need to see.” She quickly pivots, seizing Areios by the arm and giving him a tug that actually pulls him to his feet.
Nonplussed, he follows her lead with Lopard bringing up the rear.
Holoth leads the two of them outside, away from the excitement of the hive and closer to the cliff that overlooks the sea. It does not take long for Lopard to recognize the form of a troll pacing back and forth at the end of it, but he is certain that Areios cannot make it out, what with his deteriorating eyesight and all.
He turns his surprise on Holoth who only winks back at him. Then she trudges forward with the giant in tow until he and the pacing figure stop short, staring at each other.
Briefly, Lopard thinks that it was very wise of her to not bring him inside for this reunion. He would never tell her the thought, lest everyone have to reckon with her ego for the foreseeable future.
She gives Areios a shove and he continues the rest of the way on his own, where he and the newcomer continue to stare at each other in stunned silence.
What must be running through their heads right now?
“Areios, I’m so sorry I--”
The full apology dies in the doctor’s throat when Areios, unable to contain himself, wraps him up in his arms and crushes him into his chest.
“I missed you so much, Aelium.”
#yes it IS 9am but i can’t contain myself any longer#long post#<3 <3<3#my babies!!!#trust there are more of them somewhere in the hive… but i couldn’t possibly include like achina and#nhomos and vitius and parcae and etc etc without running my brain ragged#lopard#demuye#thuein#areios#achina#velrum#lanaen#holly#im really only tagging the guys who got speaking parts because#zurven and isnons are there and whatever but you really only get the gist of their conversation#am i stalling?#yeah#aelium#this is for me but i really want other people to like it too you must understand#coko writes sometimes
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okay but to all the earring wearers out there imagine you and keigo wearing each others pairs sometimes
like, you in his little red princess cuts and him wearing your favorite pair
#keigo takami#hawks mha#takami keigo#hawks#hawks x reader#keigo takami x reader#listen i have a pair of black heart studs that i LOVE and i want to see him wearing them SO BAD#am i stalling for writing my entry? yes#am i stalling writing any of the other fics i’ve got on the backlog? also yes#but LISTEN#it also doesn’t help that i’m just a slow writer to begin with and do like#multiple rounds of edits LOL#i blame my mom tbh#she’s a professional writer and editor and had all this drilled in my head by age 10 fnfklspfkfkap#fun fact she’s the one who got me my ao3 to begin with#we agreed to never look each other up lmao
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god it’s insane how quickly most Americans forget about the rest of the world when voting season comes in. People that were going to either abstain or vote third party are transforming into “but project 2025 vote blue no matter who” criers because ultimately the rest of the world and their current bloodshed means nothing to them. It’s like they don’t even register it’s happening under the people they’re claiming have a “clear difference in goals” (they don’t. they’d do project 2025 too if it netted them the most money and voters. and for most of the world democrats have already done most things in that list and are still doing it.) just fuck everyone else, every man for himself, right?
#I’m going to vote third party if I vote at all this year bc I refuse to vote for a man currently conducting genocide on multiple fronts#people are claiming they care about minorities with the decision to back Biden when most of them have actually turned away from Biden#‘most of them’ being most American and global people of color or ethnic minorities to clarify#and want others to do the same. you guys are doing this for yourselves bc you’ve scared yourselves into thinking#that voting for genocide will somehow stall any chaos for you at home. it won’t.#all it will show is that you have no reliability for anyone other than yourself when it comes down to it.#also bc this is tumblr I’m going to also add for clarification that I said ‘American and global’ bc the issue is an American election#that will then effect the rest of the world. Americans are the ones with the chance to vote on this which is why they’re mentioned
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Fucking shit I hate Watchog bro I hate that pokemon so much I can't fucking deal with this what kind of sadistic fuck at GameFreak thought it was a good idea to give that ugly bastard hypnosis confuse ray and super fang i swear to whatever unloving god allowed this thing to be created if it puts my entire team to sleep one more time I am going to go primeapeshit I am actually going to lose it fuck Watchog I hope every single Watchog that ever lived goes to PokéHell no matter what if the word "hate" was written on every single neuron in my body it would not compare to one billionth of the hatred I have for this pokémon
#UGHHHHH. IT'S BEEN WHAT. 8 YEARS? AND THAT FUCKER IS STILL MAKING MY LIFE HELL.#I NEED TO KILL EVERY SINGLE WATCHOG IN EXISTENCE#HATE THAT THANG#oh and in case you're wondering why super fang is on that list#i got my whirlipede with me so under normal circumstances i'd iron defense the shit outta him+wait for poison point to kick in#to stall out the hypnosis+confuse rays while tanking any other hits#but since super fang does the same damage no matter what i can't do that#hate my life
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Everytime I see authors talking about getting their book published in three years I'm like welp! Time to retire
#1st manuscript stalled on revision#and can't make any other idea stick#perhaps I picked the wrong profession#writing tag
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As good as the finale was I am still left in serious want for more storyline for the Tuskegee Airmen because wow they really got a quarter of an episode in ep8 and maybe 3 lines in this ep and we're supposed to be good?
We really should have had scenes with them across more episodes, and gotten at least a fraction of their story because the way they were shown really showed almost nothing
#there's also plenty of other issues#i saw someone talk much better about the jewish rep scenes we got in this ep than i ever could#but i was very uncomfortable with solomon being the one to help that nazi up#it was just unnecessary#like even if it was accurate it really felt out of place and bad#and im not the one to talk in depth about the tuskeegees either#that's not my place#but i am sincerely dissapointed because they featured heavily in the advertisements#and it feels wrong that they got advertised like their stories would be told when they didn't really do more than show a page of their stor#like i loved so much of the series#but it needed to be longer and it needed to cut C plots to benefit B plots#and they could have done more to do a perspective swap at various times more#so we wouldn't get stalled so much with the nothing going on at the pow camp so often and instead met any of the new guys after e5 really#dana rambles#mota#masters of the air#mota spoilers
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I'm actually going to gnaw my own hand off.
#FICTIONAL BLONDE MAN HAS ME IN A VICE GRIP I AM NOT OKAY#THIS IS NOT ENJOYMENT THIS IS MY BRAIN GOING ASUHDNJHGJSHMAIKJDGMDKJMAKSDFKMLJSMGKJKJSMLKJSDHGKMJSHFLKADDKSGJMLSKJGSKHLGJM#like I am going to eat my own LIMBS he is giving me MENTAL ILLNESS I DIDNT KNOW I HAD IN ME#I AM CAPTIVATED BY HIS SWAGLESS LOOKS AND CRINGEFAIL PERSONALITY HE IS EATING MY BRAIN#he is going to give me HEART PALPITATIONS.#I need to kill him. violently. but also give him a hug. but first kill him violently.#hE'S JUST LIKE ME FR AND IT IS TELLING ME THINGS ABOUT MYSELF I DIDNT WANT TO KNOW#I've never wanted to strange someone so badly before and that's saying a lot.#LIKE I LOVE HIM. BUT I ALSO DESPISE HIM WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING I NEED HIM TO BE DEAD.#BUT I LOVE HIM I need him to get cuddles :(#but also I need to stab him repeatedly.#I need him and his boyfriend to be happy but I also need them to kill each other.#WHEN IM PLAYING WITH FICTIONAL CHARACTERS LIKE FUCKED UP BARBIES I DIDNT THINK THEYD START FIGHTING BACK#if any of my irl friends see this I promise I'm so stable and I'm so normal and I'll shut up about him. but like only irl.#I HAVE NOT HAD BRAINROT THIS BAD SINCE I FIRST DISCOVERED FSA AND LOZ.#this might be WORSE. THIS FEELS WORSE.#this might force me to WRITE AGAIN.#hhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#IM GOING TO BITE SOMETHING. HARD.#really glad I stalled on getting into this fandom for three years I don't think I could've handled the level of ALL CONSUMING DISEASE#that this man has inflicted upon me.#ahem#anyways#raven rambles
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Fat Man on a Beach (HTV, 1974)
"I'm going to read some more poems now. Erm. It may be that if you want to go and have a cup of tea, this would be a good time. I know that's what you masses are like. The mention of poetry and off you go."
#fat man on a beach#b.s. johnson#classic tv#documentary#htv#michael bakewell#aled vaughan#a frankly incredible and truly unique piece of television. according to Johnson's biographer‚ the novelist Jonathan Coe‚ this film was#described in tv listings at the time as a documentary about Porth Ceiriad‚ a rather beautiful beach on the Llŷn Peninsula in North Wales#it.. is not that. i can only imagine the baffled reactions of an idle audience tuning into HTV in 1974. true‚ this is entirely filmed at#Porth Ceiriad‚ but any element of travelogue (or even really of documentary) is dispelled almost immediately: the first lines heard are#those of an unseen narrator who tells us we are about to watch a film about a fat man on a beach. 'Do you really want to watch that?' he#asks incredulously. it's a challenge‚ the first of several from Johnson‚ who spends the next 40 minutes variously pottering about the sands#mugging to the camera‚ reciting poetry (his own and others; literary and dirty) and baring his soul. I've never seen anything quite like it#I'm not sure that much has been made that is quite like it tbh. Johnson was a fiercely original‚ brilliant mind; he was a novelist#a poet‚ a critic and a filmmaker. he was also‚ when this first aired on uk tv‚ dead. a few weeks after completing filming on this‚ his#final work‚ he sadly took his own life. i mention it not as a grim factoid but because it is a vital contextualisation of this film; the#play has been described before (and play is not the right word) as a sort of loose form manifesto from Johnson‚ a laying out of his own#peculiar philosophies and interests in a disjointed manner‚ peppered with asides and distractions and filming mishaps (all kept in the#final product). for me‚ the feeling was inescapable that this was like viewing a suicide note. whether Johnson had already come to some#conclusion on that front or not‚ the fact is that his own obsession with morbidity‚ with the spectre of death and of decay (it runs right#through his work‚ particularly his work in film) transforms this into something almost confessional. there's a section of the film where#the author recalls witnessing the aftermath of a traffic accident‚ a motorcyclist thrown through wire fencing and sliced like cheese#the absurdity of the comparison is lingered on‚ Johnson almost stalls and appears to lose his train of thought (briefly discussing instead#the modern mass production of cheese) but he also seems clearly affected‚ delivering the tale in a halting‚ reverent tone#not that this is all darkness and gloom; it's just as often funny‚ or surreal (the film frequently cuts away to a bunch of bananas‚ only#later explained by one of Johnson's biographical recollections) and includes visual puns‚ bad jokes and a few moments of physical comedy#the writer doesn't seem distressed. rather‚ he seems... if not at peace‚ then as though he has come to terms. confident in his own beliefs#and ideals. but perhaps that's reaching too far‚ or reading in what the viewer wishes to read in. the sad fact is that Johnson took his own#life‚ but he left us with a body of work unlike almost anything else‚ and which is still being celebrated and analysed today. rip bsj
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nobody. is entitled. to any information. about anybody else's life.
it doesn't matter if they were your child/grandchild, sibling, cousin, best friend, casual acquaintance, whatever.
if somebody wants to keep the information about their life private, they have that right.
and the one putting someone "in the middle" about it all? are the people asking for information, not the person asking for it to be withheld.
#i'm so frustrated about this conversation i had recently with an old friend#which got stalled pretty quick when i said that i related to the position this family member was in and that nobody was entitled to#information about *my* life either#knowing people gossip about you but don't care enough to talk *TO* you fucking sucks#let alone any other messy family dynamics that are going on#people don't choose to leave their families for funsies#to start over with no support system#they leave because they don't see any other choice and generally for very good reason#if you get to be the one person who has contact with them honour that by respecting their wishes#or just let them go
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