#AND IT TURNED OUT SO GOOD AAAA
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shake up that brain
#milgram#milgram project#mikoto kayano#my art#ah.. i suppose it's fine if i just put my general milgram art here too right?#anyways guess who Actually remembered how to draw ..?#kinda? i don't really know how this drawing happened it all happened so fast#but i like how it turned out ! i've been hating how everything i draw turns out lately guhhh#started off as a bit of a vent doodle then i thought “wait this looks kinda good” and here we are#i really like drawing mikoto when i'm stressed they're fun to draw :))#i haven't done a like. Full Actual drawing in so long aaaa (no i don't count the previous arts on this blog those were more like doodles..)#i apologize to all the 0509ers following me i have not been putting out my best work for them..#i have ideas cooking *rubbing hands together*#but for now.... kotos !! I think they're neat
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@coulsart I might have recently fallen in love (not romantically) with Lucy...
Her vibe and design and etc make me very happy.
#just aaaa such a cool character#i'm not very good at casual words so here a gift for you#navifitz art#couls art#other artists' ocs#not my oc#slasher#horror fanart#a little bit nervous but I hope it turned out well
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HUGE SHOUT-OUT TO @drawnbinary FOR MAKING THIS A VERY SPECIAL PRIDE MONTH!!! 🥹🌻🍊✨️
#cRYING CRYING SOBBING SO LOUD!!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! 🥹🥹🥹#i was sOOOO EXCITED WHEN I SAW YOUR SHOP WAS OPEN TO INTERNATIONAL BUYERS AAA#your hassius art is PERFECTION. PURE DOMESTIC BLISS.#DEPICTING THEM WHOLLY IN LOVE.. SO TAKEN BY ONE ANOTHER... AAAA SO SO SO GOOD#love the quality of the phone charms by the way aaA!! such a satisfying feel to them and i love the added level of detail with their backs!#yes i had to get the geeka too because.... very simple math. i am a lesbian and i see rika and geeta. *explodes*#GOSH THE LITTLE BONUS PINS YOU SENT ME MADE ME OUTWARDLY SOB!! THAT WAS SO SWEET OF YOU#i love that drawing you did of them in a LOVING. BLISSFUL. WARM EMBRACE. AAAAAA I'M WEEPING LIKE HASSEL#my own art too GOODNESS!!! THANK YOU!! that little drawing i did of brassius sculpting the little gible statue is still one of my favs 🥹🥹#aLSO FOR THE RECORD I love how the lanyard turned out!! the muted colors actually look really nice and i'm a huge fan of pastels!! 🙏#helps to highlight the encouraging and gentle way in which hassel has an influence on brassius' art style#IT'S THE LITTLE THINGS ABOUT THEM AAAAA#THANK YOU AGAIN KRIS THIS WAS WONDERFUL!!! PRIDE MONTH REAL!!!#flygon used boomburst#Y'ALL WHO LIVE OUTSIDE OF AUS AND WHO LOVE SCARVIO GAYS PLEASE ORDER FROM THEIR SHOP WHILE YOU CAN!!!
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i'm taking the jlpt this sunday and had a stress dream last night abt it bc it sort of snuck up on me and now it's kind of a question of how much my actual japanese abilities will carry me (versus if i should've been cramming on flashcards this past month) but the listening portion is far simpler conversation than my coworkers and i have so. i think that maybe instead of "damn i should've been studying japanese" my perspective should just be "i speak japanese"
#a key part of the dream though was that i failed because i went on a motorcycle joyride during the 40 minute break and didn't make it back#in time for the listening section. the prompt for the listening section btw was to write an essay in english about kirishima eijirou#so i was like damn i would've totally passed#anyway hashtag classic maya but idk#i think i have a bit of a complex abt it bc i was studying for n1 (highest level) in college#but w the switch to online learning we stopped studying the stuff i really needed to work on (vocab and kanji)#and whatever kanji i knew how to write went out the window bc i never had to turn in written homework again#so i really let myself go there for a good two years but since moving last summer i've not only been having japanese conversations every da#i've also actually been studying kanji in my downtime at work#so i have picked up most of the study guide-type information just really slowly over time#i read a ton of manga in japanese lately and most shows on netflix here don't have eng subtitles but i'm fine without them 95% of the time#with the genre of shows i watch at least#so i've been thinking a lot lately abt what my end goal is w japanese studies because 'be able to consume all the art i want' feels like#a good place to be#i do think in the end the only thing between me and n1 is a lot of genuine hard work studying vocab and kanji and reading serious articles#so i feel like all 'sekkaku da shi' i've made it this far why would i just stop working at this point#those are just my thoughts though aaaa i know reading/vocab/grammar section is way more hit or miss#personal
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I scanned a painting I did last month! I like how it turned out :>
#mydrawings#background#acrylic#i do very little traditional painting so i'm not very good at it but sometimes it turns out nice#i like the vibes of this one#and aaaa i love these colours#in my experience painting is very frustrating because i spend hours going ''oh no this looks awful oh no''#and then a couple hours later it finally has some contrast and details and it actually resembles something#but the struggle XD#to be fair digital art is also a struggle i'm just more used to that one
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I am In Pain but it was so worth it
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!!!!
[ Time for a New Year’s post! This year --- WOW! It was packed with action for me. As someone who has lived a very monotone life it was very exciting! I moved into a house together with my s/o, and we have established a wonderful life together. Writing-wise, I had a real break-through. In 2021 there was definitely something off about my writing, but I feel like I left that behind and moved forward in 2022. I also expanded my writing horizon by beginning to write longer (personal) projects, which I enjoyed a lot! Wordcount wise, I wrote a tiny bit more in 2022 compared to 2021, but unfortunately I wrote less on Nnoitra. However! It’s not because I’ve felt uninspired. Quite the opposite! I’ve felt MORE inspired this year, and that’s been the best feeling! I’ve simply been too busy to write as much as I’ve wanted to. Settling into a new life takes time, but I feel like I’ve done that now.
AND THIS MAKES ME REALLY EXCITED FOR 2023!! Now that I have wonderful living conditions with my s/o, and I finally get to be independent (I lived with my parents up until this year) - I am ready to take a big step towards becoming a professional writer. Which brings me to -
PLANS AND GOALS FOR 2023!
Consistency is going to be a big goal for me this year. It’s going to be my focus. I’ve noticed that I simply write more and at a better quality when I write consistently. Whenever I take breaks ( which I’ve been forced a lot into in 2022 because I’ve been busy! ) my writing gets weird and it takes a bit for me to get “back into the groove”. So this year, like I did in 2020, I’m going to be writing on here every day. Regardless of how busy I am, or what’s happening, I’m going to make one IC post. It doesn’t have to be a big thing, but it’s going to be a tiny bit of writing. So that I don’t get out of the groove. Writing on Nnoitra is SO important for my creative flow. I need him. Every day. More stuff that I wanna do in 2023 =
WRITE MY BOOK! I’m not going to “try” to do it. I’m going to do it. It is a short novel, so it’s going to be about 60 000 words. The first draft is going to be finished by March 1st Second draft will be finished 31th March. Third draft will be finished 30th. The final mock-print will be printed by 24th of May. That’s my mother’s birthday and my goal is to be able to present her the book on her birthday. Then once she has read it and given me pointers, I will write another draft - which I will take to a publisher I know from when he was my writing-teacher ( he always said that once I finished a book I should take it straight to him bc he wants to help me get published ). I’m excited!
CONSISTENT POSTING! I’m going to be writing daily on Nnoitra, but my other blogs are also going to have more consistent activity. I’m going to make sure that they all get some activity every month. The past year there are several months where I’ve not posted anything on my other blogs ( especially my one piece blogs as well as Muramasa has suffered ). This year I’ll write at least a little bit on all of them every month. It’s good for my creative flow to have the ability to write multiple different voices.
FINISH A LONGER PERSONAL PROJECT! I’m currently writing a story about my Star Wars OC, as well as a story about my Hogwarts OCs. I’d love to finish one of these ( most likely my Star Wars story ). This isn’t something that’s going to be published, but I would really like to print the story in book-form. Holding one of my stories in my hand would be... Amazing. Not to mention I’m absolutely in love with the story and how it’s turning out. This is by no means going to take priority, but I’d love to keep working on it and finish it sometime during the year.
WRITE FANFICTION! I used to write a lot of fanfiction when I first started writing way back in the days, and honestly? I really miss it. I loved getting feedback and have people actually read my stories. It gives a different feeling compared to roleplaying, which is more interactive. I’d love to be able to work on “shorter” fanfictions, instead of huge ones which I’m currently writing ( I have been writing a Merlin fanfiction since 2018 and it’s still not done ). I’d love to write for many different fandoms, and get inspired by the feedback.
WRITE SPECIFIC SHIPS! This is related to my other blogs, as well as fanfiction. I’d really like to write Muramasa/Byakuya, Mayuri/Urahara and Shinji/Aizen this year, either on my blogs or simply write fanfiction for these ships.
MASSIVE WORD-COUNT GOALS! The time for being satisfied with 20 000 monthly words is over! I used to write more close to 50 000 words. This means I should be able to write more close to 600 000 words in a year, in contrast I only wrote just below 300 000 in 2022. My word-count goal for 2023 IS GOING TO BE 500 000.
TALK/CHAT MORE WITH MY FRIENDS AND MUTUALS! Being social is one of the things I’ve struggled with in 2022, and I know it’s not good for me when I don’t talk to people, so I’m going to chat more with you guys! I miss talking to you!
Now for some goals that are only related to Nnoitra and this blog!
DAILY POSTING! As mentioned, I’ll go back to writing every day for him. This doesn’t include one-liners, but actual in character content.
REBLOG MORE ART! I’ll get better at reblogging my friends’ artwork because I want to support them.
CREATE MORE AUS! I already have a ton - but I want more. You guys can look forward to: haikyuu!au, footballer!au, band!au, shinigami!au.
PLOTTING AND MORE INTERACTIONS! Yes, I absolutely need and want more interactions! Both with my current partners and new ones. I want to plot more pre-established relationships ( specifically in AUs as well as main verse ).
COMMISSIONING NNOITRA ART! I need more artwork of him, so I’m going to do at least one monthly commission of Nnoitra artwork! I used to do this, and I really miss having a commission to look forward to.
SEND MORE ASKS! After I began counting my sent asks vs received asks, I’ve come to realize that I’m incredibly fortunate to receive a lot of asks. I want to give back to the community that’s so kind to me, and send out at least as many as I receive!
WRITE SOME SHIP STUFF FOR NNOITRA! I really miss writing ship-stuff for Nnoitra. I have an idea for a ship-story for him, so I’d love to write that. It’s going to be set in an AU and also in fanfiction-format. I want to write some romance for him, but I don’t expect him to find a partner ( he is simply very hard to ship with, though we will keep our three eyes open for ships for him! ). I just want to have some happiness for him!
MAKE PROGRESS IN HIS MAIN VERSE! I want to continue his story! I’ve been writing his main verse for 8 years now, and so much as happened! I’m excited to see how the story continues, and who he meets this year. I hope he can make some personal development, and have a good year!
As you guys can see, I have big plans for 2023. I believe I’m finally going to have the creative year I’ve been dreaming of. Everything is aligning perfectly for me. I’m better at dealing with my chronic illness than I’ve ever been, I’m in such a great place mentally ( I am literally so happy all the time? ), I live in a beautiful place with the love of my life, I take good care of everyone around me. I feel inspired and creative. I truly wish everyone the best year! I hope you all can be happy and get to write as much as you want! HAPPY NEW YEAR LET’S HAVE A GREAT ONE !! ]
#[ THIS TURNED OUT MASSIVE FJFJFJJFJFJF ]#[ WELL BIG PLANS BIG POST ]#[ WHAT CAN I SAY ]#[ nnoitra: bigger is better ]#[ that's right my spoon <5<5<5 ]#[ BLESSED BY HIM FOR ANOTHER YEAR ]#[ I'M SO HAPPY AAAA ]#[ HOPE YOU'RE ALL DOING GOOD AND HAVE A GREAT YEAR !! ]#longpost //#toby post. ╱ out of character.#wordcount mention //
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I’M TOO TIRED TO ATTACH THE PROMO IMAGES AND TRAILER AND STUFF BUT THEY’RE ALL ON TWITTER AND YOUTUBE PROBABLY. YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT THEY’RE ACTUALLY REMAKING MGS3 AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER IM NOT BEING FUCKED WITH??? I ENTIRELY EXPECTED NOTHING TO COME OUT OF THAT PLAYSTATION SHOWCASE WTF (ALSO PORTS TOO)
#cautiously optimistic with the fact that Kojima and most of the og team isn’t on it#but it’s an actual addition to the series and will bring in more fans so I’m happy even if it turns out bad#I’m so excited to young ocelot in high quality aaaa#mgs#mgs3#the first few tweets I saw about it I literally thought were just another in-joke with the fandom#then I saw actual proof and aaaaaa#cant wait to see how it turns out good or bad#metal gear solid#metal gear solid 3
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guess who just bought several new games on steam >:3
#🌙.rambles#i don't usually buy stuff for myself by my own#TURNS OUT A RELATIVE GAVE ME N APOLLO MONEY SO i used some on several games ehe ><#thought i might as welll get both projectmoon games! n several games from the developer of to the moon (including said game as well)#i bought crisis core reunion w my own money yesterday T_T#yk though. hopefully my dad n my aunt can play sometime. how idk when my ps4's just in my room like this BUT#i don't know much abt their childhood in depth but#one aspect of it that ik of is that they grew up w a lot of video games hehe#thinking abt it n ngl they influenced me a Lot. final fantasy is my fav series n. they started my interest#i'm so sleepy it's just 12 smth but i've been sleepy for hours i said i'll finish my part in the final paper by earlier today aaaa#but i ended up playing ffxiv for most of the day ! been playing just like the old days. i missed it so much#doing roulettes n dailies n leveling classes. doing quests here n then. fixing my inventory bcs it's full.#n afking a bunch but also talking w friends n then helping ppl out in pf. i miss raiding so much#playing earlier with stuff in pf reminded me of two things. that i genuinely am good at the game n that#i REALLY miss raiding. savage n ultimates.. heck even extremes i just really miss playing more difficult content in ffxiv#i miss learning fights w other players. i miss the stress to an extent. n the relief n. the pride in mastering mechanics#the thrill in. hdlfajsdlkf when i'd clutch smth n then the way my heart warms when like#i miss vcing w the old statics i had n. their voices hehe. from europe n oceania. different accents#i miss how. even though i'd be too shy to unmute or even rlly talk a lot. i was a part of them. i belonged.#back in twintania it was.. especially like a second home. n ever since endwalker i'll be honest it hasn't been quite the same but#it's still the same game. i miss when i cld spend more time w my friends then but i'm rlly happy now in ffxiv at least that#slowly i'm having that again. i want to also like. goddamn i rlly love helping others. seeing them improve n reach greater heights#rlly just makes me so happy. genuinely. someday someday we'll do ultimates together! ><#someday far away but surely i know one day. n when that day comes. i won't hesitate anymore.#i ended up rambling i'm so sleepy i'll just play more tmrrw i think. or i dunno. I'M SO SLEEPY WTF..#the year n the break ends so soon i'm gna have to start studying for cets like next week alrdy :<#i'm excited honestly to review stuff for science bcs i'm genuinely really fond of learning. but ugh i love learning but i hate school#i have so much games to play but there's not enough time! i will fix stuff asap. maybe. idk making plans while i'm sleepy is No#i rlly want an animated background for my steam profile but i do not have enough points yet T_T oh if you check it out tho pls#do not judge the games i'll cry pls don't judge me :c anyways. good day tho today was a good day c:
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the forgotten city Good 👍
#i'll try to be as spoiler free as i can#you're someone from the 21st century who got transported to an ancient roman underground city#there's no way out. it only has like a dozen citizens and elections for magistrate are just about to take place.#upon your arrival the current magistrate explains how life in the city works to you :#a god cursed the city to live under 'the golden rule' : if any of them commits a crime the entire city will be killed#the magistrate tells you you might be the person the prophecies say will save the city from doom#he thinks your presence means someone is about to commit a crime and tasks you with finding out who and stopping them#the game revolves around exploring the city and talking to and doing various quests for the citizens#so you can find who will break the rule but also understand the story of the city and how the rule came to be#and also why there's golden statues everywhere that look like people who were running away and can turn their heads to look at you aha#if you fail and someone breaks the rule the magistrate activates a portal that takes you back through time to try again#so it's a time-loop game but god damn it's done really well. you keep your inventory every time so no need to fetch items again#and you can task an NPC with completing questlines for you after each reset (like ''go give medicine to that person'')#so you don't waste time redoing stuff you've already done and you can focus on other quests or investigating#or influence things to change so you can access different dialogue & places#there's very light horror elements in a specific part of the game like. there'll be statues who run at you and a bit of gore.#anyway god damn it's really good. it sounds boring on paper but figuring out how to get more information and reach new places is so fun#+ the way you gradually unveil more information about the city and the rule and it gets more unsettling the more you know aaaa#give it a shot if you've got the chance it's worth your time
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✎ treasure
- gojo satoru x reader
the strongest sorcerer meets his match in his petulant son, who inherits his six eyes and is having trouble with them
genre: taking care of your son with dad!gojo, fluff/comfort
note: AAAA i love this waaay too much!😭 this brilliant idea gave me baby fever so bad came from an anon who so energetically dropped by my askbox, thank you! and seeing this artwork by Yoon in twitter definitely gave me more ideas too!
a part of gojo's love entries
general masterlist
"No!"
"Why? This helps—"
"That's ugly! I don't want to look ugly—like you!"
Satoru blinked in utter disbelief, and you broke into the most satisfying fits of laughter. In front of him, standing tall and sullen and very much like him was his own son, now barely five years old.
Your boy mentioned that he had been experiencing discomfort in his eyes lately, which also caused him to become dizzy. And Satoru attempted to persuade him to use a blindfold like he did because it was effective.
However, as we can see, his son didn't take his suggestion well at all. His bright blue eyes, ones your husband passed down, bore an intense glare aimed squarely at him.
"I..." Satoru sputtered, his eyes twitching. The sight was comical as no one had ever managed to elicit such a reaction from him. And no one ever considered him an unattractive person too! "I'm not—"
"You are!"
Once again, you let out a triumphant cackle, and this time your husband shot you a glare. But you didn't care. All those years of tolerating his antics had paid off. His son had finally put him in his place!
When he was a baby, you thought your son was Gojo Satoru incarnate. He was the spitting image of him—with all gaits and expressions too. And you had worried if he would turn out to be just as much of a menace as he was.
But apparently, life has other sweet plans because like you, he was a relatively calm boy, diligent, and didn't like to make a fuss. Satoru argued that it was definitely in his genes—claiming he had also been a sweetheart when he was a child, but you couldn't quite imagine him being remotely as reserved as your son.
That aside, the cause of this hilarious exchange did actually make you worry a bit.
"Look, I know it probably looks odd," Satoru gestured at the blindfold in his hand, but your little boy still didn't seem convinced by the pout he displayed. "But it will help you, I promise. If only you would—"
Oh, but it was almost like karma because besides his appearance, the other trait your son inherited from your husband was his strong sense of winning.
His face reddened from sheer indignation, and he once again screamed, "I don't want to! I'll just cover my eyes with—" he took a nearby napkin and pulled them over his eyes, "—this!"
Satoru sighed in annoyance, and you decided to jump in. Crouching down next to him, you gently pried the napkin from his hand.
"Papa just wants to help you, okay?" you reasoned, cupping his plump cheeks. Gods, he used to be this round thing in your and Satoru's arms and now he was already this big. "He uses it everyday and he has no problems, see?"
"But it doesn't look good..." Your son drooped his head in disappointment, and you could feel Satoru rolling his eyes beside you, evidently miffed at the thought of him being less than good-looking.
Parenting is challenging, especially when your husband still holds onto some of his childlike tendencies. So you decided to end the discussion here.
It was later at noon, while you were in the kitchen preparing lunch when you heard your son's scream and something crashing. Your heart was in your throat as you rushed to the backyard, only to see something that made your heart lurch even more.
Your sweet boy was wailing on the ground, clutching his head, and Satoru—
His expression was as horrified as yours if not more, as he ran and caught your son in his arms, pressing him tightly against his chest as if shielding him from the sun altogether. "Shit. Hey, hey—buddy, you okay?”
Satoru lifted him up and carried him inside. You were right beside him as he settled on the sofa, gently hushing your son, who was still shaking and had his eyes covered against his chest.
"M-My head..." your son whimpered, tears streaming down his chubby cheeks. "...h-hurts..."
"It's okay, it's okay..." he murmured, caressing the child's hair in a soothing manner, and it reminded you so much of what he would do to you in the early mornings. "I've got you now, nothing’s going to happen to you. Hang on a little longer, yeah?"
You felt warm tears threatening to well up in your eyes at the sight. It was heart-wrenching to see your son in such torment, and the way your husband was consoling him deeply touched you. It served as a poignant reminder of just how many years had passed from when Gojo Satoru was still that brat who used to mess with you during high school.
Soon, your little boy's breathing became even, and he went to sleep in Satoru's comforting embrace.
You looked at him while biting your lip, undiluted worry in your voice. "What should we do? He's been experiencing pain often lately..."
Satoru really wanted to wipe that expression from your face, but with his precious child clinging onto him for dear life, even he didn't have the heart to.
"Don't worry, I'll be with him," he assured, a plan already forming in his mind. "If he hates blindfolds that much, then I'll get him some pairs of glasses just like the ones I have—for kids. We'll start with that."
Bearing the weight of his clan's revered eyes was a heavy burden, and honestly, he would prefer it if none of his children had to inherit them. After all, he went through it all too as a child—the manifestation of the six eyes' powers marks the beginning of life as a sorcerer. The perilous world he was still trying to keep away from his son.
Nonetheless, he would be there for him every step of the way. It was what he vowed to himself on the day he was born. He wouldn’t let anything befall him—or you.
You had calmed down after hearing his plan, and as you gazed at your precious boy’s innocent face in his protective grip and the gentle pats he gave him, you suddenly found yourself in a mischievous mood once again.
"Heh, quite the doting papa, aren't you, Satoru?" you winked, a teasing smile on your face. You could have sworn his cheeks slightly flushed as he retorted:
"Hmph. He is my personal little body warmer, after all."
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ok yayyy robinfreckle time...
#SOOOO BASICALLY. the first invasion of the camp where coyotespeck was like Time to slay!#so basically. shadefall was da medicinecat for a long time and finallyyy got an apprentice heatherpaw. and heatherpaw is soso sweet like sh#and softspoken but super super good at her medicinecat duties. shes calm understanding sweet amd evrything. also backstory#for heatherpaw. she was the only surviving kit of her litter and her mom was robinfreckle teehee. n now robinfreckle has justtt given birth#to another litter basically. and heatherpaw is just checking up on her like da day after like omg heyy how is it just gotta do checkups..#meanwhile shadefall is talking to burntstar about heatherpaw becoming a full medicinecat bc like i said Shes really good. andthen all hell#breaks loose THE CAMP IS BEING INVADED!! AAAA and heatherpaw even tho she has nooo warrior training is holding them off from the nursery#shes reeally good and she keeps them out but also gets fatally injured. and also so does robinfreckles MATE crowtalon. sad..#shadefall rushes to the nursery but theres nothing he can do for heatherpaw shes going 2 die. and hes like crying super hard bc he like. sa#her as a daughter essentially he was so so proud of her. and he feels like he shouldve been able to save her.. but shes like. content bc#she knows she protected the queens n everythang.. n her only question was like Was i a good medicinecat. and shadefall is like trying not 2#sob and hes like yes 😭you were the best apprentice i ever couldve asked for#and heatherpaw just kind of like smiles and then dies. VERY SAD!! and then shadefall is like ohh fuck there was a huge battle i need to do#my job. even tho hes all alone again and he keeps like turning to ask heatherpaw to do something but heatherpaw doid etc...#and then robinfreckle. is distraught over losing her kit yk.. like i said she already lost heatherpaws littermates and now shes lost#heatherpaw too. and then she finds out her mate was horrifically wounded and she falls into such a bad depression she cant care for her kit#and she absically just sits silently by crowtalons side in the medicine cats den and just. prays that hell live. but he doesnt saddd sadd#after a couple weeks he dies. and shadefall and her r like. commiserating basically.. bc crowtalon was his brother and obv he cared a ton#abt heatherpaw bc she was his apprentice. so hes like. theyre both grieving rly hard obbbbviously. and robinfreckle starts to do better#and then both of her kits die. SAD. and shes back at rockbottom she feels like she lost everything. and burntstar is like We have to leave#and shes like. i cant leave their graves. i cant leave behind my family. theyre all i ahve... and then shadefall is like. robinfeather. we#might be leaving their bodies here but they will always alwaysbe looking down from starclan!!! they would want you to be happy they would#want you to keep going!! and even if you feel like nobody is with you physically I am here... and robinfeather is like. omg trueee....#and agrees 2 go aww. and after a while her and shadefall become mates#and as of rn they only have one kit together lichennewt. and idt theyll have anymore bc theyre both oldd#but lichennewt (whos name i might change bc i dont like the double n) looks justtt like heatherpaw basically. so theyre like wahh#and lichennewt is suchh a sweetie even tho hes a warrior.. and he got with podtail btw :] they had a kit but he doid sad. rip shrewpaw it#was just after his apprentice ceremony too UGH..#but yaa im emo abt them.. robinfreckle is the one who died btw. it was a rockslide. but i brought her back bc i was so so mad abt it#literally went into the like savefile and i was like dead = false actually ^-^
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walked into room turned on lights jumpscared by vol 12 on the bed like it was a cockroach made the most bloodcurling screech the neighbors would file a noise complaint
#kommento#// im pretty jumpy I don't know where this energy is coming from it's evening delirium I exaggerate everything I do ohh my goodness. booksc#// opened it again hi literally live blogging in the tags before I post this ahh the smell of paper#// tgen I get to the flashback sequences and scream again ohh this was inevitable get this book away from me 10 psychic damage every time I#// pick it up ohhhhhhh kai moeru adachisan incidentAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA@AAAA#// social link level 9 you get tounderstand what happens when I start putting honorifics on characters im a hater about. gas station explod#// wowww ilove souji hes so handsome /turns page adachi jumpscareAAAAAAAAAAAA‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥#// picking up this book and putting down to breathe endless cycle. do NOT give this freak physical media they will DIE ten THOUSAND TIMES#// if adachi was a real person I would jump on him pin him down pummel him until his ribs are broken covered in snot and angry crying#// frm so much emotion you cna cry for how hysterically mad u ar have u felt that ohh drool falling out my mouth I have braces goes insane#// adachi has a detonate button of me and he keeps pressing it every time I look at him WHATS HIS PROBLEM WHO GAVE HIM THAT#// <- dropped it while the squirrel in their brain presses all buttons to go crazy deranged
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I hit 30 tags bc I started yapping again right after putting my "ness' favorites" tags BC THIS WAS SO GOOD AAAA!!!!!!!
☼༄ ch. 2 - the second screw up m.list
rain pours onto the roof, pattering down in a sporadic pattern. wiping your face with your hand, you listen to the sound of yachi snoring beside you. it’s soft, matching that of her kinder side, however, it’s just loud enough that it lingers in your mind. buzzing like an incessant fan that just won’t turn off no matter how hard you push the pillow against your ear.
standing up, the bed creaks, yachi stirring as she flips around. for a moment, the room is quiet besides the soothing rain. the moment ends quickly as she starts back up again, situated in a similar situation that her airways just barely let out the irritating noise. biting your lip, you slip on your slippers, heading for the door.
the balcony, from what you could remember, was covered. perfect for gazing into the storm and relaxing before the next long day. twisting the handle, you slowly open the door to hopefully not wake yachi. the door inches open as you look out at the night sky covered with a blanket of clouds. the only thing ruining the situation is oikawa leaning against the railing.
his arms are crossed in front of them, elbows leaning against the wood. his foot is crossed over the other one, head turning to look at the foreign noise. oikawa’s eyes meet yours and you realize there’s no turning back now. “hey,” his voice is silent compared to how it normally sounds, not as grating.
“hi,” you step out of the motel room, shutting the door behind you.
walking up to the railing, you stare out at the rain, feeling a light dusting of mist on your face. you can’t bear to look at him this close, the stress probably killing you. “didn’t expect anyone else to be out here,” you purse your lips, looking down at the pool.
the lights inside look beautiful under the moving water, splashering effortlessly. “yeah, hinata’s killing me.. he-”
“kicks in his sleep? we’ve had enough sleepovers as kids for me to know that,” you finally look over at him, seeing a look of surprise across his face, a slight smile hiding beneath his opened mouth.
oikawa nods, bringing one of his hands up to run through his hair. a cowlick forming from him laying down for the past few hours. you look back out at the sky and take in a deep breath, smelling a mix of his cologne and the fresh air of night. compared to earlier, it has a softer smell, more natural. “well at least someone understands,” he just barely nudges your shoulder.
༄ fun facts! - the tonics is a band created by @/causenessus for their upcoming smau!! - iwaizumi loves oikawa but hates how annoying he can be - about like anything - especially how much he talks about you - this trip is making y/n ever so slightly annoyed with her cousin - like hinata you planned it for a month later??? - but mmh at least oikawa and y/n are bonding a/n: what’s up… sorry it took more than a month… this is super awkward
tags: @sereniteav, @eggyrocks, @causenessus, @zumicho, @tojirin,
@walllflowerrrsss, @staygoldsquatchling02, @girlkissersco, @yuminako, @cryptictheseus
@chizunata, @iluvaquaphor, @romyoia, @empress-pug-pug, @cognitivelypartiallyfurnished
@lovenlucky, @guitarstringed-scars, @thechaosoflonging, @meeeepsworld, @pop-ghost
@juie13, @notverymarley, @iaminyourfloors, @aboutkiyoomi, @itsdragonius
@h3xi2g0n3, @nami11, @iheartpinky, @ghostlykey, @phoenix-eclipses
@miliondollagirl, @19calicos
#AAA SCENIC SOULMATES!!! I'M SO GLAD IT'S BACK#wyr i can't tell you how comforting this chapter was#UGH /POS I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH#literally felt so cozy#day has just been made bc i read wyr's writing#idk the written part was just so sweet and soft <3#like the rain pattering#i could imagine the entire room so well#I WANT A BALCONY THAT'S COVERED!!!! TO LOOK OUT AT WHILE IT'S RAINING#and oikawa already being there aaaaa <33#WYR I'M SO GLAD SCENIC SOULMATES IS BACK#OBV NO PRESSURE TO POST IT BUT LIKE THIS WAS SO COZY AND GOOD#AND OFC AAA THE TONICS!!!! I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THE REF <3333#not oikawa immediately being like “oh i also love the tonics” and then turning around to be like “SHE HAS THE SAME MUSIC TASTE OF ME 🙄”#ily iwa#the deep vein thombrsis LMAOAOAOAO#HINATA BOOKING THE HOTEL FOR NEXT MONTH 😭😭#me when it's 1am in nyc and my sister and me have just showed up to a random hotel bc she put the wrong address in our itinerary 🥰#AAAA WYR I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THIS WAS SO GOOD <3#SO COMFY IT'S GOING IN THE FIRST AID BOX <3#I LOVE YOU WYR I HOPE YOU'RE DOING WELL!!! I MISSED TALKING TO YOU YESTERDAY </333#I LOVE YOU SO MUCH#ness' favorites but it's wyr's special division <3#ness' first aid box <3#ness' pantry staples <3#i love you wyr#kiss on the forehead mwah#AND THE MBB REF I FORGOT TO SAY#THE POTTERY LOVER#I LOVE HOW YOU DID LIKE INSTA POSTS AND THE CAMERA AND TEXTS AND TWEETS!!! YOU'RE SO COOL
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𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 & 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 — fem!reader, size kink, manhandling, doggy —> prone bone, spanking, feral jing yuan, tummy bulge etc • aaaa my first work for hsr ! i hope it's not too bad :) happy reading and i hope you guys enjoy !! minors dni
JING YUAN who is just so, so big — and he knows it. he loves how much bigger his hands are compared to yours, he loves how he can effortlessly tower over you, he thinks it's just so cute how easily he can carry you or even throw you over his shoulder like you weigh nothing.
it's so insanely arousing to him, the way he can manhandle and pin you down anywhere and anytime if he so pleases — and take you right there. obviously he uses that fact to his advantage in the bedroom, bending you into all sorts of positions and watching as your face contorts in a mix of pain and pleasure — he simply loves it.
and today was one of those days. the general had you in doggy style, watching your ass ripple from his pelvis hitting it continuously — the sight almost had his mouth watering.
your face was buried in the heap of pillows — fingers desperately clawing at his silken sheets as you got pounded from behind by jing yuan. "hah, back your hips juust like that, sweet girl," he moaned, slapping at the jiggling fat of your ass — making you clench around him even more.
" 's too deep, ji—," you whined, which only made him let out a hearty laugh before slapping your ass again. "yeah? cock's too big for my little girl?" jing yuan cooed, condescension dripping from his words.
though he didn't make any efforts to slow down or give you a break — why would he? it would be a crime if he slowed down now, with the way you were gushing around his cock and blabbering incoherent sentences into the pillows — you looked the most pretty this way, he thought.
his hand reached down to press on your tummy when he felt it — a tiny bulge in your tummy everytime he thrusted in. now, he's usually not one to lose his control but that made his mind go blank for a second — hips slowing down to a halt, while you turn your head back to look at him. "ji?" you whispered his name so cutely — shit, you were peering at him through those wet lashes of yours while an adorable pout graced your lips. before you knew it, he was now plowing into you even harder, even faster than before — the poor bed creaking and slamming against the wall with each brutal thrust.
it was like something inside of him snapped — his pools of honey now darkened into a much, much deeper shade. one of his hands were holding you down by your neck, pushing your face further into the pillows, while his other hand was pressing down on your tummy — cock twitching inside of you every time he felt that goddamn bulge.
"fuuck, the things you do to me, angel," a growl left his chest, punctuating each word with a harsh thrust to your aching cunt. "good — s'good—!" you squealed when he moved his hand down from your tummy to your clit, flicking at the small nub with precision.
it wasn't long until your knees gave out completely, landing on the soft mattress with a "oomph," as jing yuan still continued to fuck into you with endless vigor. the man seemed to be in a trance at this point, eyes narrowed to slits as he lowered himself to lick and bite at your earlobes before whispering into your ear,
"better brace yourself, because you're in for a loooong night, my dear."
#𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ 𝐀𝐑𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐒... ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr smut#hsr x reader#hsr x reader smut#honkai star rail smut#honkai star rail x reader smut#honkai star rail x reader#jing yuan smut#jing yuan x reader smut#jing yuan x reader
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Easy peasy lemon squeezey (<-took me like 15 tries shhh)
#In my defense !!!! I also do not know how this battle works (looking it up now LMAO)#U CAN DRAW HIM OUT BY DEFEATING THE OTHER SERVANTS?? I just stalled until the swap--#and then faced him with all his harmful skill glory aaaa </3#all my servants are still alive tho and look at that hp (enkidu doesn't count since they have that 10k heal LOL)#listen I build servants who make me happy and/or bc they’re girlboss or baby girl I do not have strategy pls#Merlin + Enkidu is so nice#thx u Enkidu for carrying LOL#Merlin did good damage too aaa-#had to trust him to do 17k with an arts card that last turn to clear the surehit and he delivered 💪#kissing him on the forehead platonically rn#kite plays fgo#fgo
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