#AND IT HAPENS ANYWAY

[kotikaleo]

Aautistic meltdowns

Autistic meltdowns are an involuntary response to sensory or emotional overload and overwhelm. This highly dysregulated state is not behavioral, but a physical manifestation of a neurobiological reaction. They can happen at any age and take from 20 minutes to few hours before the person is able to recover. It is not a temper tantrum, as it is not a manipulation tactic in response to not getting needs met, meltdowns are a physical manifestation of a neurobiological reaction and cries of distress.

[angelpuns]

Imagine having a lil mini meltdown before you go to sleep and then having one IN YOUR DREAM and you wake up feeling about ready to have another

[birchbow]

Verato: Reciprocate

She lets you sit up under her, but doesn't sit back, raising her eyebrows at you. Not aware how your pusher beats for her--thinking maybe you intend for some coy tease or sweet word, to inspire her to wreck your whole shit. It's surely what the fuck you would've intended all of a couple minutes ago, but. Fuck.

"I mean to see you," you say, and she blinks and then goes still. And goes silent. You grip her, watch her, push back against your own pan and cling to that thread of her. "If it's me you wanna come after, me you picked to hunt you down, I'll aim to know you. And not a single motherfucking thing's gonna stop me, sister. Chayal. Not even you."

She breathes in sharp, and dwindles from you.

You can't think on her in whole, so you keep to parts. A still, silent mouth. Proud polished horns. Shoulders rising up and down and every breath perfect and steady. Falling hair, and a single dark eye, wide on you.

You reach for her face, and her fronds whip out fast and pin you back to the cushions, holding you back from her. She's pushed everything you feel at her down and away, so there's no panic to it--but you startle for a second, and she breathes out too hard again and comes slowly back without moving.

"...You're sweet," she says. "But I think perhaps you should keep your fronds to yourself, motherfucker."

"Heard tell a whole motherfucking drama the other night about how a palemate's gotta reach both ways, or else," you say, rebellious, and press yourself, putting your focus in keeping hold of caring she's there. Fuck, but your horns feel hot and achy already. This shit's going to tune your thinkpan up like a motherfucking blade's edge, if it does not a single other thing for you.

"Well as that may motherfucking be," says Chayal. "Do you think I've never tried my palm or turned my cheek? I can't be eased, little brother. If I lose myself, all and any other motherfucker most surely does as well."

She sits back, and releases your fronds. Turned pensive, looking in on herself, distracted from you. Taking herself away in a way different and worse from her chucklevoodoos' numbing bite. Sad and silent.

[START OVER]

[galakianexplosion]

Uhhhh i have this in stock based on the Halloween drawing™️ of them as creatures that one time

Me drawing them being wholesome⁉️ LIES

This was made before the Tv Girl artwork™️

I just need it, the wholesomeness, because school's tiring me out a little and because im still waiting for any crumb of content [may murata keep taking a break tho 🤚 mangakas have too little of that]

[junkartie]

I think the most crushing autism experience is friends/romantic partners eventually figuring out youre masking bcz if you keep it up long enough its also off-putting & unnatural and then insisting you act like yourself- only to realize they in fact do not like your real self and make comments about how annoying/different youre acting all of a sudden. ❤️🧎‍♀️

[c-infinity-83]

This guy . what's his deal.

[veveisveryuncool]

"...where did we all go...?"

"...i will bring us back."

kirbytober day 13: drizzle/ancient (plus bonus spook for friday the thirteenth

[the-heron]

john lynch. you agree. reblog (the same post billions of times 💖)

so fucjmgnf tru e

[edmunderson]

hmm....... i am Thinking about my nathaniel howe/hero of fereldan au again.............

[bell-swamp-fitzjames]

sorry i'm going to reach post limit bc im going to be annoying as fuck about how im not. what even is happening this crozier playlist is really fucking killing me what am i even supposed to do with it u know. like . im just supposed to live with the knowledge i went yeah flirted with you all my life is a song dave k would pick out for crozier so i'll put it on mine (pls lets ignore the fact i ultimately stupidly took it OFF WHY DID I DO THAT). like ? im just? supposed to live with this failure? but also such an almost epic win? idk man. im letting the midtier popularity 8tracks bitch in me show for a second.... i just cant get over how sick that is that i sort of fucking called that? ugh. sorry. i know no one cares its so personal whatever im losing it. i think if i make my creators commentary video i cant ever actually post it bc it will make me cry

[firebuug]

the stupid thing about anxiety that leans into straight up paranoia territory is that you can be weirdly paranoid and expectant of something terrible, worst case scenario ever to happen like, all the time, but since it's never happened to you you know it's unreasonable. but the moment one of the things you're crazy about actually happens, all those other extremely way more unreasonable things suddenly become plausible in your head by association, so now you're just on guard ALL the time. it's like throwing your anxiety a bone and because it was good that time and did a good job of preparing you for it now it's like ok! I will do this for everything else too and i will do a good job. but really it just needs to be put down

[kvarf0rth]

goodnight

[dancingindreamlight]

Going towards sth makes me veer more wildly to the sides! I'm incapable of actually doing something productive! Just the illusion of it. Do lots of things but it gets nowhere.

I'm too riddled with fear to move forward.

And doubt I could accomplish anything anyway no matter what I do

For one thing I'm not social. Those sorts of ppl get nowhere unless they have special skills to make up for it. Social people can do anything

[firstreactionsafterfalling]

do you evwer remember what cultural Moment orange is the new black was and then how insanely netflix then subsequently fucked it?

[louisarmpits]

I love learning hacks that are literally life changing

[hero-dualies-pog]

ok then. i guess we’re doing this then.