#AND IT HAPENS ANYWAY

[kotikaleo]

Aautistic meltdowns

Autistic meltdowns are an involuntary response to sensory or emotional overload and overwhelm. This highly dysregulated state is not behavioral, but a physical manifestation of a neurobiological reaction. They can happen at any age and take from 20 minutes to few hours before the person is able to recover. It is not a temper tantrum, as it is not a manipulation tactic in response to not getting needs met, meltdowns are a physical manifestation of a neurobiological reaction and cries of distress.

[angelpuns]

Imagine having a lil mini meltdown before you go to sleep and then having one IN YOUR DREAM and you wake up feeling about ready to have another

[galakianexplosion]

Uhhhh i have this in stock based on the Halloween drawing™️ of them as creatures that one time

Me drawing them being wholesome⁉️ LIES

This was made before the Tv Girl artwork™️

I just need it, the wholesomeness, because school's tiring me out a little and because im still waiting for any crumb of content [may murata keep taking a break tho 🤚 mangakas have too little of that]

[junkartie]

I think the most crushing autism experience is friends/romantic partners eventually figuring out youre masking bcz if you keep it up long enough its also off-putting & unnatural and then insisting you act like yourself- only to realize they in fact do not like your real self and make comments about how annoying/different youre acting all of a sudden. ❤️🧎‍♀️

[euclydya]

This guy . what's his deal.

[veveisveryuncool]

"...where did we all go...?"

"...i will bring us back."

kirbytober day 13: drizzle/ancient (plus bonus spook for friday the thirteenth

[the-heron]

john lynch. you agree. reblog (the same post billions of times 💖)

so fucjmgnf tru e

[bell-swamp-fitzjames]

sorry i'm going to reach post limit bc im going to be annoying as fuck about how im not. what even is happening this crozier playlist is really fucking killing me what am i even supposed to do with it u know. like . im just supposed to live with the knowledge i went yeah flirted with you all my life is a song dave k would pick out for crozier so i'll put it on mine (pls lets ignore the fact i ultimately stupidly took it OFF WHY DID I DO THAT). like ? im just? supposed to live with this failure? but also such an almost epic win? idk man. im letting the midtier popularity 8tracks bitch in me show for a second.... i just cant get over how sick that is that i sort of fucking called that? ugh. sorry. i know no one cares its so personal whatever im losing it. i think if i make my creators commentary video i cant ever actually post it bc it will make me cry

[firebuug]

the stupid thing about anxiety that leans into straight up paranoia territory is that you can be weirdly paranoid and expectant of something terrible, worst case scenario ever to happen like, all the time, but since it's never happened to you you know it's unreasonable. but the moment one of the things you're crazy about actually happens, all those other extremely way more unreasonable things suddenly become plausible in your head by association, so now you're just on guard ALL the time. it's like throwing your anxiety a bone and because it was good that time and did a good job of preparing you for it now it's like ok! I will do this for everything else too and i will do a good job. but really it just needs to be put down

[dancingindreamlight]

Going towards sth makes me veer more wildly to the sides! I'm incapable of actually doing something productive! Just the illusion of it. Do lots of things but it gets nowhere.

I'm too riddled with fear to move forward.

And doubt I could accomplish anything anyway no matter what I do

For one thing I'm not social. Those sorts of ppl get nowhere unless they have special skills to make up for it. Social people can do anything

[firstreactionsafterfalling]

do you evwer remember what cultural Moment orange is the new black was and then how insanely netflix then subsequently fucked it?

[louisarmpits]

I love learning hacks that are literally life changing

[hero-dualies-pog]

ok then. i guess we’re doing this then.

[winged-cries]

#he is a product of sexual coercion as much as incest by that lense but also#it ties together to him only having ruby when she states that it is wrong and they shouldn't (much like.. well) even though she tried#to make it better while having only her inside the body etc#it also brings a new notion to soulless sam predatory advances. he's free of that “at least make it right” and he finally gets that#sam wants to do it right but wrong is the only way he knows of#+ lucifer calling dean and john foster care at best goes around calling sam much more than “just wrong”. he's no one's son#he's a product of a deal between a dead demon in a dead guy's body and a dead mom he never met

yes, he would be a product of rape (extrapolating from the kiss to what it really means) and that ties with sam's transgressive desires. i think it would make a twisted kind of sense if sam and dean's first time was actually a sexual assault in s6. i know that would never actually happen in spn, but sam is sexually predatory while soulless and i think the sam/dean subtext is at its most obvious then. it would be the saddest possible outcome, and yet it would make a tragic kind of sense wouldn't it. the only way to "solve" the situation being by falling into the pattern of violence and coercion, which is not at all what sam would really want, but nonetheless is something the worst of him would crave - his desire for dean stripped of his love for him. and then considering the dean/john and sam/azazel subtext, it would put sam in the position of what he feared and despised the most, but also what deep down he always feared he would become.

i also think often about sam as a product of incest, in the sense that he is as much john's son as he is azazel's child

sam as a sort of death figure. his character is defined by his transgressive appetite.

and sam's appetite for demon blood is directly associated with transgressive sexuality (having sex with a demon). and there's an incestuous subtext to that as well (ruby calling sam "sammy" and purposefully acting like dean to manipulate him into doing what she wants, as well as the way blood drinking is framed as a sort of parody of a mother breastfeeding her son).

[4giorno]

i told you WHAT DID I FUCKING TELL YOU OH MY GOD I LITERALLY TOLD YOUUUUUU

[mcacomulada]

I welcome you to the most inconsistent comic ever made (it's for fun guys, i was not prioritizing quality😔). I am extremely nervous posting this, like my hands are trembling XD (it's cheesy as fuck).

Anyways, enjoy 30 panels of davekat:

DAVE: were doing this

DAVE: were making this hapen ----------

Oh my god, i fucking did it.

I don't know if it's a bit ooc, but it's basically a more peaceful au after they arrive at Earth C, where they end up together and build a happier life 😔.