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This Twitter MLP human redesign drama is a mess, leave me the fuck out of it.
#saw people posting my designs to put down other artists' designs saying that i'm the “correct way” of doing things#don't do that#i don't give a SHIT if people are redesigning these HORSES to be fat or “”“ugly”“” people they're all valid#this whole thing is so dumb just say “i don't like the art style” and move on#“hey op i spent 4 hours of time and effort to redraw your shitty redesign and show you how it's really done” you're fucking weird#you know that right? dedicating that much time to cash in on a hate trend when you could be creating something unique and original with lov#your insistence that human redesigns need to be attractive and symmetrical and anything deviating that is woke psy-op brainwashing#is fucking weird. saw an entire tweet reposting my designs listing off how i “got it right.” bullet point: “looks like real people”#the black fat pinkie design with braces that went viral looks more like a real person than any of my designs you asshole#or maybe you spent too much time in high school bullying people who look like that to notice#personal#delete later#do not use my art to belittle artists who've done nothing wrong this legit made me really angry today
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I fully understand the pain you feel with TLOZ now. I mean, I understood it before, but after Arcane becoming League's canon, after watching the second season, I feel so broken and conflicted and like I spent time loving something just for it to amount to nothing.
reliving my totk nightmares just a few months after finally being able to cope with that
#ganondoodles answers#ganondoodles talks#.... it might actually get even worse with arcane#similar how totks stupid book fucked it over EVEN MORE than the game itself#i made a post about it but the tweets in which the info was written were deleted and i dont have reddit so i saved it as a draft#if it does end up being true and more confirmed than a reddit post#if you want to know#someone (was it necrit?) did an interview with linke (one of the main guys of making arcane) and summarized some info#though some wasnt quite correct so thats probably why the op of the tweets deleted them#anyway- in those screenshots they said alot of shit#my favorites- heimer is alive and characters that died can come back to life (????)#'the arcane' is just another version of magic and the whole weird hexcore bs was just bc it was corrupted- hextech is still real#viktor will come back but he is “something special” (my cursed thought .. varrus retcon- its jayce and viktor now lol)#they indeed planned the last episode to change runeterra and also lead into MULTIPLE SHOWS ALREADY BEING WORKED ON#yep that raven was swain/his raven/raum#they are aiming higher thaN GAME OF THRONES UH OH#they are not done with piltover and zaun characters either- urgot will show up#and my favorite .... VANDERWICK IS ALIVE and STILL split between vander and beast (???literally how????) and he will end up with one#again i dont know if anythign of that will hold up but uuuuh even if half of all they wrote there is halftrue .... pls no#i swear if they fuck up aatrox and mordekaiser im might just stop believing in anything ever again and lock myself in a box
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this show would be good if literally everything about it was different
#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW#i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe#been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected#you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns#for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft#i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way#theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting#but theyre not so. here we are#anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol#but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it#anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK#Hazbin Hotel Redesigns#Hazbin Hotel Critical#Angel Dust#Husk#Huskerdust#I guess.#genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK#im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong#EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <#cloudysarts
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH#AAAAAH!!!!!!#soon. i can't even post much because the fucking ex found my tumblr and it got UGLY. but. yay me :))#everyone wave at the asshole#all day i felt like mom i frew up at 3am.jpg#with 4 whole pixels also#might delete this. just send a prayer my way okay? thanks.
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B4 I actually watched stories and was just reading the events on the god forsaken fandom wiki I was pronouncing emu/nene as eemu/neenee in my head… I could say “I don’t know Japanese” as a reason but English also favors the [e] pronunciation of “e” vs [i] (i.e bed vs see) in situations like this. My excuse for emu is the bird but idk what happened with nene. I think im just stupid. Muscle memory phonics failed me. Child left behind. Girl you know how words like emulsify and never/vender are pronounced.
#I was also dropping the e in kanade/kohane but I can blame French for that.#I had a whole phonics thing in the tags and then tumblr deleted the post and I’m not rewriting it so instead you’re getting the scarier fact#that teachers are no longer teaching a phonetics based approach to learning to read#and instead emphasizing the uhhh. ‘use context clues to figure out what the sentence says’ approach.#& now kids Can’t Fuckin Read. ‘why is a large population of America semi illiterate’#ask George Bush. no kid left behind is actually leaving kids behind.#oh right the reason I made this post is because I kept calling emu weemu in my head & nene neeners so now I have to fight with my brain#about pronunciation. get rid of the nicknames u are fucking up.#mine
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umm so fun thing- an anon was mean again, but this one affected me more than normal for some reason, sooo I shall post less ✨personality✨ here bc pain, soooo pls follow @the-curators-bullshit for hhof personality. thank you and goodnight lol
#you can only get so many ‘just shut up and post legendary posts’ before it fucks with you oops#anyways I have that other blog#like that was the whole point of creating that blog anyway#but it doesn’t get enough regular interaction to be as fun#except people were like really nice on there today and aaaahhh#anyways yeah#ignore this lol#i’ll recover in like a week and probably go back to normal but still#but umm yeah I need to re-fill my hall of fame post queue anyway so maybe i’ll do that#it’ll be fine#also if people wanna send really random asks or scream into the void asks#I would like reallyyyyy like that bc that ask is at the top of my inbox and I don’t like looking at it but can’t delete it oops#so like I would love to bury it in scream asks lol#hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit#hellsite hall of fame curators bullshit
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clenches fist. finally sucked it up and ordered a new ipad...
#i splurged a tiny bit and got one with... one whole fucking tb of storage#my current one has 64gb#it is due for an update and i literally cannot fucking update it lmao i dont have the space#im running out of things i can delete. i literally have procreate and thats IT i have long ago deleted all other apps for the space#i mean i am still getting. like. a refurbed ipad thats like gen 3 or whatever its certainly not NEW#what am i the queen?#but considering i currently have a gen 1 i could literally get anything and it'd be a hell of an upgrade#i have enough money saved up from comms/patreon/kofi/etc on my paypal that i could literally purchase this w/o touching my bank acct#so like! if you have at any point over the past like six months donated subscribed or commissioned me!!! THANK YOU!!!!!#you have allowed me to afford a new ipad and continue making things ; w ;#and hopefully finally get to try out procreate dreams which i havent been able to touch yet fhrfrhf32fe#I REALLY WANNA TRY TO MAKE AN ANIMATIC FOR YALL.....#i thought abt asking for one for xmas but i dont want to wait and it would be a V expensive gift to ask for and also like#id rather just pick one out myself... than rely on my family picking out smth... so... you know. timing is what it is whatever#XMAS GIFT TO MYSELF#personal#txt posts
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Hot take but Teen Titans vol 3 era Cassie wasn’t that bad. Her designs were kinda terrible yes, BUT. It did have some interesting characterization and I feel like people wanna ignore that completely because they gave her lipstick?? Like how can you ignore her arc around the grief of losing her basically sister just cuz she kissed some boys or whatever. Ttvol3 Cassie definitely could’ve been better, like, leagues better, but still. It’s important to her story and it’s weird when people try to ignore it entirely
ALSO without ttvol3 we wouldn’t have had the mess that is Rose and Cassie. This is the price we have to pay for toxic yuri
#ramblings#raine does dc#dc comics#dc#teen titans#cassie sandsmark#wonder girl#okay I might delete this ranting lane BUT I JUST HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS OKAY#like the unnecessary sexualization of her when she was supposed to be like 16? that was super fucked I genuinely hate that#but they did that in young justice as well! to Anita! and no one talks about that as much#like. Cassie went through genuine character development and became the leader of the titans and had to go through grief#and while the writing sucked ass most of the time it’s a pretty solid character arc#the one year later arc specifically is very interesting to me#people talk so fucking much about how Tim tried to clone Kon like he’s so weird when she was out here joining a cult like he is not special#AND ANOTHER THING. HER WHOLE DEAL WITH ARES#that was genuinely so interesting and it’s TRAGIC that they don’t talk about that era anymore#if only they let literally anyone but Geoff johns write it <\3#if there’s any teen titans comic with Cassie that I genuinely hate it’s the new 52 one#maybe one day I’ll see some good parts of that comic but rn I fucking hate that#does any of this make sense? idk#there’s a perfect world in my head where ttvol3 was better#and Anita was there#why wasn’t Anita there#I’ll make another post about that#another time
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i WILL develop a softer style and simultaneously keep my Sharp Edges and you cannot fucking stop me
#so fucking upset to find out DX was my 100th post#im so tempted to just fucking delete it#somewhat related note i accidentally used the same dark blue for the whole drawing that i used for DX#oopsies#but yea i didn't have a plan for this art it was just Fuck Around and Find Out#im getting slightly better at hands#also stared at the episodes for like half an hour to figure out how to make the tail more accurate#i dont think im ever gonna restylize the legs they're gonna stay like that#murder drones#murder drones n#serial designation n#art#i have a stockpile of ideas thats not the reason i've vanished kinda#its just a lack of motivation to draw and gaining interest in other things#i did learn how to animate models so thats fun
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#my art#leech art#vs dave and bambi#vs dave and bambi golden apple edition#origin bandu#true expunged#furry bandu#fnf bandu#cheating expunged#unfairness expunged#expunged fnf#bandu fnf#if i see a mistake on this im going to delete the whole post and explode#eyestrain#edit: WHY ARE THE EMOJIS SO FUCKING HUGE ON THIS POST DIES
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While we’re at it, I’m seeing waaay too many of you on here get comfortable claiming that because an artist makes fucked up/problematic art, it is a reflection of their values/character.
Reminder that those are two separate things that can correlate, but aren’t necessarily connected.
#“only someone that messed up could make such fucked up art” eat my whole entire dick#I’ve already had to deleted like three comments on my previous post because they were spouting this bs#take that narrative and throw it in the trash#friendly reminder that rammstein is the product OF ALL SIX MEMBERS AND NOT JUST TILL LINDEMANN#rammstein#till lindemann
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am also playing this dumb chatting game where its like a dating app so u can “match” w characters and go on their individual storylines but all i gotta say is fuck this app and fuck the doormat mcs they write bc wtf 💀
#like nawww how do u forgive a man thats left u for weeks on end fucking doormat ass mcs my god STAND UP#after one ‘im sorry’ MESSAGE MIND YOU the mc FOLDSSSS fuck right offfff#also i swear this app uses AI bc wth its SO bad and theres literally no quality control LMAOOO#but it did kill time. but also made me want to kms so. pros and cons ig#i keep gaslighting myself into thinking ‘some ppl out there are more forgiving than you. and also some ppl dont lie when they say sorry’ but#like nahhhh these stories are so bad in good faith i recommend the devs to just delete the whole game altogether#i mean what who said that#i like to think im doing ppl a service by my cryptic vague posts abt these games i play so ur welc
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how I know GPs actually don't want to help their trans patients at all: my GP 'doesn't feel comfortable' prescribing me birth control
this is a rant but I'm so fucking tired and I need to let it out
I've been on waitlist for NHS GIC for over two years, estimated 7 more years, I went private after DIYing HRT on and off over a year ago. First, I heard from my GP that as long as the psychiatrist and endo also work for the NHS, we'll prescribe your T for you, then once you finish your 6-month review, we'll do that, and then actually, I want you to have reviews every 3 months and only then I'll prescribe it for you - which would be more expensive than just buying it with private prescription by over x100 (review is £150, private prescription for 3 months is less than £15 with postage and filling). "I'm not comfortable prescribing TRT to someone who is biologically female," is what she 'explained', and, "This is not what testosterone use was intended for and I'm not knowledgeable enough in what kind of side-effects it'll have on you to put my registration on the line." I could show her the fucking BNF and how masculinizing gender identity disorder therapy is literally right under low T levels for men, and she'd still turn the other way.
Now, see I'm a trans guy who still gets his periods. I wasn't too bothered about them, but it seems that it was because my E was too high (or got too high, it was alright on DIY and then on the legal T at first). My endo said she will prescribe me birth control that would work as an E blocker before we try typical blockers (mostly due to a history of early osteoporosis in my family)
The birth control in question is regularly prescribed to cis women that feel bad on the typical pill, in fact, my cousin is on it, and my endo said my GP should not have a problem prescribing it but she'll send a guideline anyway. It's a 3-monthly injection that needs to be administrated at the GP and can otherwise get expensive as a private prescription because you need to book the administration service as well (even tho I have a few colleague nurses who would do it for free for me or tho I'm technically allowed to administrate it, being a nurse myself).
I go to my GP with the guidelines from my endo added to the system and what does my GP say? "I don't feel comfortable prescribing this to you."
I ask why. She says it wasn't designed to act as an E blocker. I'm like, "You know it is birth control because it lowers estrogen production enough that the menstrual cycle doesn't proceed the way it's supposed to, right?" and basically give her a mini-lecture on how hormones operate the reproductive system because it's a fucking basic information. She says estrogen is needed for other functions as well and she's afraid it'll get too low on the injection, and like, yes, I know this --- something they taught me in fucking middle school --- but I have blood tests done every 3 months and my last said I have high estrogen by female ranges, not to mention male, so being too low is not even an option right now. She doesn't really say anything but, "I'll not prescribe it because I only feel comfortable prescribing it to women and I don't have enough knowledge to prescribe it to someone on testosterone."
So yes, I'm a woman to her when it suits her, or I'm not, if that suits her better.
#needless to say I'm having a meeting with the practice manger as soon as possible#and what happened to 'doctors learn their whole career'?#this is the people I work with and it's fucking depressing to think about it#a few more months and I'll need to change my GP again and I'm dreading it already#nhs#me posts#delete later??#trans#uk politics#more like#uk shit#ftm#q
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i feel like shit rn. lol
#feel like i’m gonna fucking pass out. i took an iron pill and im drinking a gatorade#i just wrote a whole long post about how irritated and sad i feel about being basically ignored when i tried to go to the doctor last abt my#lightheadedness and daily bleeding but deleted it. lmao. i know i just need to go to the doctor again. whatever#chatpost
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ft. my headcanon that noel really likes seashells + gay panic
#jesus christ i feel SO sick right now i#im sorry that has nothing to do with the post i just#sirius gibson#noel levine#sirinoel#as you can see im trying to draw one of these every day#idk how long it will last but i have a whole bunch of ideas lined up#NOOOOOOO FUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF POSTING THIS I REALIZED THE WHITE OUTLINES WERE MISSING ON THE FIRST DRAWING AND THOUGHT#“oh i forgot to turn on that layer” and went back to the drawing to turn on the white line#AND IT WAS FUCKING GONE I DELETED IT BY ACCIDENT OR SOMETHING SO I HAD TO REDRAW IT#im sorry my tags on my latest posts have been me bitching about drawing#anyyyyway i think sirius would fluster remarkably easy at seeing skin#hed probably also mildly panic seeing just his arms or legs lmao#it was a challenge for him to not dress in a million layers to the beach he really isn't a short sleeved/shorts guy himself but it was hot#tbf noel isnt any better if he saw shirtless sirius hed die#but sirius would never be shirtless in most contexts not even for the beach so (these outfits are both from official art i added the shoes)#drawings
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Absolutely fucking stupid that my schools suicide prevention protocol is to basically to put someone in house arrest until a professional can write and “prove” that theyre okay so that theyre sure that they can let a student back in. Yeah. Sure. Just force someone to be in the house where they are even MORE at danger when there are literal sharp objects makes it easier to do it
#jesus fucking christ sorry im having anxiety palpitations again#its not fair#guidance counselor isnt even fucking. doing shit. not replying or making any fucking meetings with my therapist#just fucking great#its been on my mind recently#i never accepted it because i never realized it#i knew it wad unfair but i never realized that until now#just like one week before school starts#its not fair for them to basically put me in house arrest for a year while my anxiety brews every day while they sit on their fucking asses#and just. not do anything. be slow with arranging everything. isnt that your whole job?#literally fuck you#this was supposed to make me feel ‘better’ ive literally gotten worse#nothing has changed and i have become a worse person than i was before#i wasted a whole year rotting in anxiety AGAIN. its literally just like the pandemic happened again but im stuck watching everyone be free#and yeah! im bitter about the whole fucking thing! i think i deserve it#maybe i shouldnt talk like this. maybe im just overreacting#all i got out of this was heart palpitations and an english essay topic#just needed to type this out to ground myself a little#anyways ill go back to my regular insane posting after this. maybe…#who knows? maybe ill just be gone one day#whatever#im deleting this later#tw suicide#vent
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