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This Twitter MLP human redesign drama is a mess, leave me the fuck out of it.
#saw people posting my designs to put down other artists' designs saying that i'm the ācorrect wayā of doing things#don't do that#i don't give a SHIT if people are redesigning these HORSES to be fat or āāāuglyāāā people they're all valid#this whole thing is so dumb just say āi don't like the art styleā and move on#āhey op i spent 4 hours of time and effort to redraw your shitty redesign and show you how it's really doneā you're fucking weird#you know that right? dedicating that much time to cash in on a hate trend when you could be creating something unique and original with lov#your insistence that human redesigns need to be attractive and symmetrical and anything deviating that is woke psy-op brainwashing#is fucking weird. saw an entire tweet reposting my designs listing off how i āgot it right.ā bullet point: ālooks like real peopleā#the black fat pinkie design with braces that went viral looks more like a real person than any of my designs you asshole#or maybe you spent too much time in high school bullying people who look like that to notice#personal#delete later#do not use my art to belittle artists who've done nothing wrong this legit made me really angry today
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I haven't really seen anyobody talk about this here-
Caracalla lost everybody close to him (father figure and twin brother) on the same day, both technically by his own doing, but doesn't even remember half of that anyway, and is now desperate to keep at least one person around, still. he might not even remember his own screaming voice demanding her crucifixion due to her betrayal. and if he does, he clearly wants to take it back and keep her alive and around him. in terms of human companions, she's all he has left. except for Macrinus, of course, but he's still new and another father figure, unable to fill that gaping hole Caracalla's real mother has presumably left and Lucilla is going to leave if she dies. but since Macrinus has the emperor wrapped around his little finger already, just a few words from him convinced Caracalla that this was, in fact, necessary and the only way; thus, sealing Lucilla's fate.
it's devastating to me...
#ofc this has even more impact with the deleted scenes (and generally when you've read the script too) like ouchie#image description in alt#emperor caracalla#fred hechinger#macrinus#denzel washington#idk i was taking some screenshots and this suddenly struck me because i genuinely didn't realise this until now#(like... generally. i didn't even realise he ever asked this like??? huh??? i watched this scene at least 5 times already wdym)#listen y'all... i have sooo many thoughts about the twins but for the past two months i've been unable to put them into coherent sentences#all that gets out is constant screaming or my half-baked analytical takes like that i---#i hate it ngl and my o*c*d got a lot fucking worse in these past two months as well which makes posting my own stuff incredibly difficult#but alas here i am trying anyway#also i check the caracalla tag (among others) multiple times a day since December 3rd and i did go through the entiiire thing then#so if somebody has mentioned this before i must have forgotten or overlooked it OR i blocked that person and thus never saw it#(went on a whole blocking spree in the first couple of weeks lmfao)#gladiator ii#gladiator 2
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I fully understand the pain you feel with TLOZ now. I mean, I understood it before, but after Arcane becoming League's canon, after watching the second season, I feel so broken and conflicted and like I spent time loving something just for it to amount to nothing.
reliving my totk nightmares just a few months after finally being able to cope with that
#ganondoodles answers#ganondoodles talks#.... it might actually get even worse with arcane#similar how totks stupid book fucked it over EVEN MORE than the game itself#i made a post about it but the tweets in which the info was written were deleted and i dont have reddit so i saved it as a draft#if it does end up being true and more confirmed than a reddit post#if you want to know#someone (was it necrit?) did an interview with linke (one of the main guys of making arcane) and summarized some info#though some wasnt quite correct so thats probably why the op of the tweets deleted them#anyway- in those screenshots they said alot of shit#my favorites- heimer is alive and characters that died can come back to life (????)#'the arcane' is just another version of magic and the whole weird hexcore bs was just bc it was corrupted- hextech is still real#viktor will come back but he is āsomething specialā (my cursed thought .. varrus retcon- its jayce and viktor now lol)#they indeed planned the last episode to change runeterra and also lead into MULTIPLE SHOWS ALREADY BEING WORKED ON#yep that raven was swain/his raven/raum#they are aiming higher thaN GAME OF THRONES UH OH#they are not done with piltover and zaun characters either- urgot will show up#and my favorite .... VANDERWICK IS ALIVE and STILL split between vander and beast (???literally how????) and he will end up with one#again i dont know if anythign of that will hold up but uuuuh even if half of all they wrote there is halftrue .... pls no#i swear if they fuck up aatrox and mordekaiser im might just stop believing in anything ever again and lock myself in a box
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this show would be good if literally everything about it was different
#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW#i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe#been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected#you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns#for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft#i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way#theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting#but theyre not so. here we are#anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol#but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it#anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK#Hazbin Hotel Redesigns#Hazbin Hotel Critical#Angel Dust#Husk#Huskerdust#I guess.#genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK#im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong#EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <#cloudysarts
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH#AAAAAH!!!!!!#soon. i can't even post much because the fucking ex found my tumblr and it got UGLY. but. yay me :))#everyone wave at the asshole#all day i felt like mom i frew up at 3am.jpg#with 4 whole pixels also#might delete this. just send a prayer my way okay? thanks.
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B4 I actually watched stories and was just reading the events on the god forsaken fandom wiki I was pronouncing emu/nene as eemu/neenee in my headā¦ I could say āI donāt know Japaneseā as a reason but English also favors the [e] pronunciation of āeā vs [i] (i.e bed vs see) in situations like this. My excuse for emu is the bird but idk what happened with nene. I think im just stupid. Muscle memory phonics failed me. Child left behind. Girl you know how words like emulsify and never/vender are pronounced.
#I was also dropping the e in kanade/kohane but I can blame French for that.#I had a whole phonics thing in the tags and then tumblr deleted the post and Iām not rewriting it so instead youāre getting the scarier fact#that teachers are no longer teaching a phonetics based approach to learning to read#and instead emphasizing the uhhh. āuse context clues to figure out what the sentence saysā approach.#& now kids Canāt Fuckin Read. āāwhy is a large population of America semi illiterateā#ask George Bush. no kid left behind is actually leaving kids behind.#oh right the reason I made this post is because I kept calling emu weemu in my head & nene neeners so now I have to fight with my brain#about pronunciation. get rid of the nicknames u are fucking up.#mine
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umm so fun thing- an anon was mean again, but this one affected me more than normal for some reason, sooo I shall post less āØpersonalityāØ here bc pain, soooo pls follow @the-curators-bullshit for hhof personality. thank you and goodnight lol
#you can only get so many ājust shut up and post legendary postsā before it fucks with you oops#anyways I have that other blog#like that was the whole point of creating that blog anyway#but it doesnāt get enough regular interaction to be as fun#except people were like really nice on there today and aaaahhh#anyways yeah#ignore this lol#iāll recover in like a week and probably go back to normal but still#but umm yeah I need to re-fill my hall of fame post queue anyway so maybe iāll do that#itāll be fine#also if people wanna send really random asks or scream into the void asks#I would like reallyyyyy like that bc that ask is at the top of my inbox and I donāt like looking at it but canāt delete it oops#so like I would love to bury it in scream asks lol#hellsite hall of fame curatorās bullshit#hellsite hall of fame curators bullshit
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clenches fist. finally sucked it up and ordered a new ipad...
#i splurged a tiny bit and got one with... one whole fucking tb of storage#my current one has 64gb#it is due for an update and i literally cannot fucking update it lmao i dont have the space#im running out of things i can delete. i literally have procreate and thats IT i have long ago deleted all other apps for the space#i mean i am still getting. like. a refurbed ipad thats like gen 3 or whatever its certainly not NEW#what am i the queen?#but considering i currently have a gen 1 i could literally get anything and it'd be a hell of an upgrade#i have enough money saved up from comms/patreon/kofi/etc on my paypal that i could literally purchase this w/o touching my bank acct#so like! if you have at any point over the past like six months donated subscribed or commissioned me!!! THANK YOU!!!!!#you have allowed me to afford a new ipad and continue making things ; w ;#and hopefully finally get to try out procreate dreams which i havent been able to touch yet fhrfrhf32fe#I REALLY WANNA TRY TO MAKE AN ANIMATIC FOR YALL.....#i thought abt asking for one for xmas but i dont want to wait and it would be a V expensive gift to ask for and also like#id rather just pick one out myself... than rely on my family picking out smth... so... you know. timing is what it is whatever#XMAS GIFT TO MYSELF#personal#txt posts
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Hot take but Teen Titans vol 3 era Cassie wasnāt that bad. Her designs were kinda terrible yes, BUT. It did have some interesting characterization and I feel like people wanna ignore that completely because they gave her lipstick?? Like how can you ignore her arc around the grief of losing her basically sister just cuz she kissed some boys or whatever. Ttvol3 Cassie definitely couldāve been better, like, leagues better, but still. Itās important to her story and itās weird when people try to ignore it entirely
ALSO without ttvol3 we wouldnāt have had the mess that is Rose and Cassie. This is the price we have to pay for toxic yuri
#ramblings#raine does dc#dc comics#dc#teen titans#cassie sandsmark#wonder girl#okay I might delete this ranting lane BUT I JUST HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS OKAY#like the unnecessary sexualization of her when she was supposed to be like 16? that was super fucked I genuinely hate that#but they did that in young justice as well! to Anita! and no one talks about that as much#like. Cassie went through genuine character development and became the leader of the titans and had to go through grief#and while the writing sucked ass most of the time itās a pretty solid character arc#the one year later arc specifically is very interesting to me#people talk so fucking much about how Tim tried to clone Kon like heās so weird when she was out here joining a cult like he is not special#AND ANOTHER THING. HER WHOLE DEAL WITH ARES#that was genuinely so interesting and itās TRAGIC that they donāt talk about that era anymore#if only they let literally anyone but Geoff johns write it <\3#if thereās any teen titans comic with Cassie that I genuinely hate itās the new 52 one#maybe one day Iāll see some good parts of that comic but rn I fucking hate that#does any of this make sense? idk#thereās a perfect world in my head where ttvol3 was better#and Anita was there#why wasnāt Anita there#Iāll make another post about that#another time
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Why are vetted accounts sending people stuff like this.
I mean it's clearly copy-pasted and sent to multiple people but this isn't even a donations ask. Imma guess the reason people aren't responding is because you're accusing them of not doing enough for Palestine and sending it to multiple people who you clearly don't check because I've been posting about and for Palestine since oct 7th when I learned about it.
Also yes he is looking for donations, you can check his account and find it. Why are you sending this guilt trippy stuff to people and accusing them of not caring enough? You don't know me? You send these to multiple people so your clearly not checking the account in question. This dose nothing to help you personally or the Palestinian cause, it just pisses people off and makes them question vetters.
#levi speaks#the second i put the daily click for palestine on multiple of my other popular non politcal blogs#i got a bunch of non vetted spam donations asks to the point i had to turn off my inbox#like why are they being sent to my completely empty blog without even a post on it nor a mention of Palestine#like a blog with litterally nothing on it but its pfp header and a tiny bit of type#im not saying they shouldn't reach out to as many people as possible but clearly spam accounts with stolen pictures have started#claiming they are vetted like ones with ai generated supposed irl photographs with so many fuck ups and water marks its not gunny#before you say im trying to claim hes a spam bot im not but seriously#ive gotten child gore like actual guts out child gore sent to my inbox by vetted accounts#like no i cant post your donations ask because it could get my whole account taken down you put gore in it#im native i get the plight but you cant be doing this#dont go harass this guy idk what his deal is and i dont care ive already blocked him#but seriously dont send gore dont send guilt triply stuff dont do any of it its why ive offically decided that no one is exempt anymore#from my no donations posts rule how can i trust vetters when copypaste stuff like this and gore get tossed around#i had one rule#in your ask state who vetter you so i could double check#ive deleted probably over a hundred copypaste donations requests because they couldnt state who vetted them#usually cause no one had even when they got suggested vetters to help#again i wanna be clear idk whose real or not and im not following that stupid conspiracy theory that they are all bots#or its a scam ring i dont believe that#i however absolutely believe that theres a bigger bot problem than people want to admit to#cause unless some of these victims are just copy pasting into thousands of inboxes all day every day#then its probably a bot and not one by a victim because bot campaigns cost astronomical amounts of money#like enough money to help them cross the border 6 times over#and if we follow Occam's razor well they arnt goong to waste thousands of dollars trying to buy bots to get more#they are just gonna feed themselves and escape#or give it to other loved ones who need to feed themselves and escape#or medical expenses but you get the jist they arent buying bots so if it read like a bot its probably not an actual victim#im sadly getting to the point where i only trust organizations#meant to help there
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somehow my brain has decided to be neurotic about atsushi as a trans man, so Iāve decided to inflict my thoughts upon you
in the beginning of the series, atsushi is very much afraid of byakko. Heās scared it will hurt people, and heās terrified because itās out of his control. He has been hurt so much, and he is so scared of inflicting that pain on other people without even knowing it.
Atsushi is a victim of horrific abuse.
imagine with me for a moment, a young trans man who has gone through violent abuse at the hands of a male authority figure. His abuser is the biggest example of an adult male in his life, and he has no reason to think that all men arenāt like that. So he grows up believing that men are inherently violent, and angry, and cruel, and everything he doesnāt want to be.
When standing face-to-face with his own masculinity, he feels dread and fear mixed up into a wonderful fuck-you cocktail made specially for him. He shoves it down, but he canāt run from it forever.
I think itās fairly obvious by now where Iām going with this.
atsushi is the young trans man, and byakko is his masculinity and gender identity.
at the beginning of the series, atsushi is all alone, believing himself to be a fundamentally violent, broken person, and the ADA changes that. instead of his abuser being his sole example of masculinity, atsushi now has some good people who care about him, and male influences that are well-adjusted enough. He doesnāt want to be his abuser, but that is not a guaranteed thing that comes with accepting masculinity anymore. For the first time in his life, atsushi allows himself to look at byakko and accept it as a part of himself.
do you ever think about how maybe if byakko was given room to exist and its needs were met, maybe byakko could have been calm instead of the wild animal it was? Do you ever think about how byakko acted like a wounded animal, lashing out at anything that got near it because it didnāt know kind hands existed? Do you ever think about how that boy exists dozens of times over, all over the world, and they grow up prickly and defensive and isolated? Do you ever think that they donāt know their hands are capable of kindness?
#For the purposes of this post we are ignoring the murder that byakko probably committed#Anyways I will always be deranged about atsushi learning to not let the violence he experienced define him#Decided to put that particular neurosis under a trans lense this time#not art#the blob speaks!#bsd atsushi#atsushi nakajima#nakajima atsushi#This was actually the second time I wrote this#The first time I had to pull up a new tab to try and find byakkoās name#And tumblr decided to delete the whole thing#Yes rider this is the post I complained to you about. Fuck my stupid Baka life etc etc
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i WILL develop a softer style and simultaneously keep my Sharp Edges and you cannot fucking stop me
#so fucking upset to find out DX was my 100th post#im so tempted to just fucking delete it#somewhat related note i accidentally used the same dark blue for the whole drawing that i used for DX#oopsies#but yea i didn't have a plan for this art it was just Fuck Around and Find Out#im getting slightly better at hands#also stared at the episodes for like half an hour to figure out how to make the tail more accurate#i dont think im ever gonna restylize the legs they're gonna stay like that#murder drones#murder drones n#serial designation n#art#i have a stockpile of ideas thats not the reason i've vanished kinda#its just a lack of motivation to draw and gaining interest in other things#i did learn how to animate models so thats fun
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#I uhmmmmmm... I'm kinda ummmm... stressed ngl#I hate saying it but this week hasn't been that good at all...#I kinda even feel it in my chest rn bruh#that tight feling...#but it's like at times#cause I'm fine at class when I'm around friends#also cause I don't wanna be sulking in front of them XD what a partypooper#but the moment I'm home I start thinking#and the horrors come#cause I feel bad but idk why exactly#today a teacher told us about a big project (which I already knew about since last year when my friends did it) due in april and I'm scared#and then I have to do a 15 min presentation about it alone with the teacher#he's gonna impale everyone with the trees we used in the project omg... I'm gonna fail everything I just can see it rn#I started studying today already bruh... I procrastinate too much#it's just my first week... wtf you mean I have to do 14 more of these...#ALSO the damn final degree project- WE DON'T HAVE TO DO IT UNTIL NEXT YEAR TAT#everyone's looking for a tutor already and I asked a teacher yesterday and it was so... unclear#I missed my friends this whole week sooo much#and I couldn't even see some properly#they even planned a trip to the mountain but I can't go#I'm quite bummed and sad about it ngl...#I don't feel like they miss me that much...#and then I think of all the requests and feel bad for not doing anything...#but I don't have time to draw barely... and all I do is ugly... I can't see something nice from my posts or my notebook lately sorry...#please trust me I think about the Rulie requests :') I got so happy to see the poor guy got some attention! He's gonna have fun definitely!#I didn't want to whine without putting something so there... have a dogshit Legend experiencing the horrors#I can't wait for the fucking weekend to come and draw something and idk... maybe not think about monday... or idk...#procrastinate and rot in peace...#definitely deleting this in the morning omg#6 am me is gonna regret this XD
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i'm thiiiiis close to just blocking the whole j/v tag and/or the individual tags for both characters :)))
#and like. i do like them actually. i would have been happy to see them get together#(honestly if we get right down to it im a 'j has two hands' truther but thats besides the point)#but theyre doing that thing again where its Fucking Everywhere drowning out content i actually want to see. im irritated#i cant open the main tag anymore without seeing those two and almost nothing else and its been Months#'ummm this is the gayest thing ive EVER seen!' you just watched two women fuck on screen.#'c/v are TOXIC and so you CANT ship them' 1. wrong#2. whoooo gives a fuck. i dont care and i know you dont either#3. theyre the only canon couple who never literally tried to kill each other#'ohh theyre just Better Written!' not a new argument and not a good one either. convenient how men are always just better huh#levi.txt#yes this IS brought on by that 'i hope jakey dies' post but also its been sitting in my drafts for a month. this has Been on my mind#tldr i really just think the whole thing is a great microcosm of fan misogyny/lesbophobia#no matter what lesbians/wlw do were always going to have this impossibly high bar of moral purity/quality to reach in comparison#gotta be on screen/not queerbait but not explicit. not boring but not toxic. etc etc#and even when smth gets close its STILL never ever going to appeal as much as the possibility of men and The Implications#this is one thing im not gonna be nice abt anymore sorry. im normally pretty patient but yall get mean levi for one post#im so beyond tired of this shit in damn near every fucking fandom i join its been over 10yrs and nothing has changed#i feel alienated in just abt every popular fandom bc nobody will ever shut the fuck up abt white boy of the month no 579#it happens every time i get into smth that doesnt primarily have a fanbase of other wlw#and even then its not guaranteed that it wont eventually turn into that!#and im INCREDIBLY tired of people acting like wlw are all crazy bitches ruining everyones fun for pointing it out#anyway i might delete this later ive just been having a lot of feelings abt it#dont argue w me you cant change my mind. if you disagree simply do not interact w this post for both our sakes
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American Society is crumbling on the brink of collapse as it turns into a totalitarian dictatorship, but sure hate on the bitch that writes silly little fanfic on here for free cause that makes sense and is on the list of priorities.
#yāall so dumb and psychotic idek what to say anymore#it doesnāt matter if I defend myself either cause imma get jumped either way lmao man#and regardless of how many times I post and delete something Iāll get jumped anyways#fuck yāall and I mean that with my whole chest
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my āfor youā page is fucked. Completely unusable
#It just gives me fandom posts I couldnāt care less about#And also arcane stuff. Which I want to see EVENTUALLY#BUT I HAVENT WATCHED THE SHOW SHITBAGS#All Iām getting are spoilers and shit I donāt want to see#Oh and donāt even get me STARTED on tumblrās obsessive need to shove communities in our faces#WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF SEEING POSTS IF WE CANT REBLOG THEM TUMBLR?#THIS IS YOUR WHOLE THING. REBLOGGING SHIT#so you give us something that TAKES REBLOGGING AWAY#AND WONDER WHY NOBODY USES IT#āOh but at least you can still interact with the posts! You can comment and add little emojis! Itās like custom like buttons-ā#NO YOU CANT#YOU HAVE TO **JOIN THE COMMUNITY FIRST**#SO ITS SHOWING ME POSTS#I CANT INTERACT WITH#AT FUCKING ALL#FOR COMMUNITIES#THAT I#-and I cannot stress this enough through tag formatting-#***HAVENT EVEN JOINED***#I hope you guys know this is the loudest Iāve screamed in my head in a *long* time#tumblr your website only makes me want to delete my account more and more every fucking day#From the constant and unavoidable bot spam#That I had to turn off one of your best features (inbox) to avoid#(that I STILL canāt avoid btw because now theyāre just @āing people at random in the comments of their posts)#(Oh and thatās not even mentioning the adult spam bots following me again)#To the constant showing me of shit I donāt care about#I just#cant anymore
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