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one of y'all sent this to me
y'all think ur real fuckin funny dont u
#ok u are a little#for context was sent by a friend lovingly and in jest#i swear i am! still working on those projjecctsssss#i just have gemini brainrot rn = 3 =#also i feel like ppl have been a lil less excited abt tmwn lately anyway lmao#which may be because! ive made less content#but then less response means less motivation and blah blah blah#self fulfilling prophecy whatever#tHE POINT IS IM WORKING ON IT#AND IM DOING MY BEST aAAAA#also everyone laugh at the typo they made#chipistotallysane#btw#gets credit#idk if i should out you or not bestie lmao
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on my agenda today: read bllk / write sugu fic / farm sunday mats / brainstorm pinned & mlists……….
#T_T#also take a nap . for enrichment#i think i want to make a proper pinned (maybe change theme while im at it?) + make separate mlists#idk if i should separate by fandom yet but like#one mlists for works that are strictly fluff and nothing else + one for the fics that are Good#might have to change my rules a bit too#bc i dont have a problem with minors reading my fics but i might not want them to follow this blog … not sure#aaaaa#anyway thats the hard part lmao#bllk and sugu comes first!! >:3#good morning dash … lets do our best today#ari noises ✩
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It's Sandra Lynn ✨️
Day 1 Prompts for Dimension Twentober and Colorber!!
#gonna try to keep up with the daily prompts!!#im gonna be busy this october but ill do my best aaaaa#dimension 20#d20#dimension 20 fanart#dimension 20 fantasy high#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high#sandra lynn faeth#sandra lynn#colorber#dimensiontwentober#fanart
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😀!!!!
#sorry i need to rant on here i’m going crazy aaaaaaaaaaaa#i’m moving to another city in october and i’ve been trying to figure out everything#bc im going from an apartment that i share with friends and a pretty decent room#to a very little room shared with people i don’t know#(well actually one of my best friends + someone i don’t know)#but figuring out what to do with every single one of my things is driving me crazy!!!#i’m trying to sell everything i don’t use anymore#and i’ve donated A TON of old clothes that i haven’t even thought about in years#i thought about hiring movers but i think is going to be too expensive for the amount of stuff i’m moving#cause it’s not that much#if i had a god damn drivers license i could just rent a car and move everything myself#BUT I CANT DRIVE#i’m gonna try to convince my friend to drive me there and i’ll pay for all the expenses#but idk if she’s gonna say yes so i’m AAAAA#anyways thank you and good nite
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OOH dio new theme 🥺?? it looks so warm and cozy in hereee 😤🫶
aaaa yeah i figured since scarabia's been taking over my recent writing, i might as well give in to the system 🥴💕tho it helps that their color palette is warm and sorta easy on the eyes compared to pastels
#SHHH howd u notice me fixing this blog🙈#aaaaa im still not done the desktop ver of my blog but#but this is the best i can do for now#dellet-asks#scint1llat3
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GUYS I GOT INTO A COLLEGE STUDENT RESEARCH PROGRAM!!
IM GONNA WORK ON A BIG EPIGENETICS PROJECT W/ MY PROFESSOR FOR A YEAR STRAIGHT!!
IN CELEBRATION HERE IS ME IN THE NEW LABCOAT I JUST GOT!! i have wanted my own lab coat for over a decade
#I LOVE EPIGENETICS I LOVE EVERYTHING IM GONNA WORK ON AND I GET TO LEARN SHIT AND ROTATE IT IN MY BRAIN#IM LOSING MY MIND GUYS THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER IM SO HAPPU#I HAVE WANTED TO WORK ON REAL PROFESSIONAL SCIENTIST STUFF AND NOW IM GONNA HELP WRITE AN ACTUAL SCIENTIFIC ARTICLE#AND DO GENE MODIFICATION AND AAAAA#AND IM ONLY FUCKING 18!! THIS IS AMAZING IM JUST GETTING STARTED#i love genetics so much guys. you have no idea i love it so much omg omg omg omg#buggie's nerd stuff#buzzart#self art#biology#stem#women in stem#adhd#neurodivergent#art#buzzing
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this is getting ridiculous there's so much stuff i wanna draw i need to clone myself immediately
#what do you mean i can barely stand up??? no that was me an hour ago im completely fine now and also am capable of drawing 70 things rn#<- I WISH#genuinely just talking at myself here#okay!! plan time: homework is 7 pages +dialogue. i sketched the rough layouts out already and i my teacher gave me the okay to do it digita#i don't think she realized she gave me the okay tbh? but i asked her twice and she said yes so no takebacksies!!!#i have a timer that only does 55 minutes. in 55 minutes can i rough out at least 3 better pencils? ill find out!#i should start with the ending because that's 1 birds eye view like three times and a car that explodes and a bunch of close ups so ez pz#i just gotta figure out one car perspective im giving myself 55 minutes for the car#lineart is gonna be a pain but when isnt it :')#hey did you know there's an entire ship month prompt list??? im seething that's such a dumb idea i wanna do it so baaaaad#whatever#ill figure it out#that's part one of getting boring shit i need to do done!! part two should be easier bc its just hospitals and the draft is already p detai#ok ok ok i can do this#the essay is an essay and the essay is getting fucked i will do it at GUNPOINT#aaaaa#shut up maiora#p.s. edit: i did some of it and ended up doing a completely different plan. sigh sigh oh well im doing my best
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insanity (lynnsanity) is me going "my gawsh.... MARRY HAKUNO ALREADY?!??" to literally so many ppl from fate/extra canon bc their relationships n dynamics with hakuno is just TOO GOOODDD,,, but also me going "my gawsh... WHEN CAN I MARRY HAKUNO ALREADY?!?!?" because i facking love this moon binch sm i love hakuno kishinami...!!!!!!!!!!! 🐺🐺😫😫😭🥹🥹🫶❤️💘💓💗❣️💝❤️💝💞
#&&. out of#IK I MUST SOUND LIKE A BROKEN RECORD AT THIS POINT BUT LIKE#I JUST LOVE H.AKUNO SM..!!!!!! AAAAAAAA THE H.AKUNO CHARACTERIZATION IN E.XTRAVERSE CONTENT IS.... DA BEST 😭😭😭😭👍👍👍#i speedran da f.ate/e.xtra manga adaptation and NGL IT FEEL A BIT RUSHED **IN MY OPINION !!!**#but some scenes there are so good 🥹👍 there are some changes too that add to h.akuno's characters and i love#LIKE!! h.akuno's more involved in the battles + the additional j.ulius perspective for his scenes make me sob so hard#THE H.AKUNO-JULIUS DYNAMIC IS SO GOOD I CANTTT I CRY INTO MY GRUBBY RACCOON HANDS ALWAYSS#man i had a lot more thoughts but the latest j.ulius chapter rlly do be hittin like a hammer#ALL OF DA H.AKUNO DYNAMICS AND INTERACTIONS R SO GOOD..!!!!#ok but it's literally so insane bc I NEED H.AKUNO TO END UP WITH ERM 😳#THE OG 4 SERVANTS; R.IN; R.ANI; S.AKURA; L.EO; J.ULIUS- /GOES INSANE#i like their dynamic as just friends too tho 😭🥹👍 i just like them together....#which is so sad bc that is very much not possible due to many reasons(TM) BUT GAWSH I LOVE THEM#sorry for being insane i must so crazy rn omg but AAAAA IM JUST SO EMOTIONAL OVER MY GIRLLL MY BOYYY MY FAV MOON BONBON 😭😭😭
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I don’t think there is anything more particularly terrifying then having an irl artist aquantience follow you on some of your other socials LMAO
#THE WORST PART IS#WE ARENT EVEN LIKE.#CLOSE FRIENDS#WE’RE MUTUALS AT BEST#SHES NOT INTO THE SAME FANDOMS THAT IM IN EITHER SOB#THIS POOR GIRL HAS TO SEE ME OBSESS OVER A ROBLOX GAME HEAD IN HANDS#She’ll say hi to me n stuff at school down the halls and I do really want to get to know her better because she seems really cool BUT AAAAA#THE TERROR#That reminds me I actually wanted to make her a gift as payback for a really nice thing she made me :3#Should probably go do that now actually BYE BUE#Enjoy my Ted talk#cro chatter
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#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the#lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭#best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad#personal#also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim#to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn#it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight#instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for#easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte#and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT#promising and. AAAAA#also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my#free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️#the engineering chronicles#the music chronicles#i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal…#oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well#what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3#OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat#it hereeee#soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that#idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and#stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn#ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.
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Teehee I got hugged today 🥰
#the klock keeps ticking#it was literally like 2 seconds but idk im like WOOOOO#like it wasnt long enough for me to be all satisfied touch wise nah im so starved itd take all night and day man#and also this particular person is uh. very special ahem. and it was like#i wrapped my arms around them best I could and i could just feel their hips and like their body squish under my hands#cuz theyre so squishy and sturdy at the same time it felt safe and its like. thats really scary actually#ive never ever felt safe hugging anyone this kinda thing is brand new to me#touch in general is new to me. at least consensual touch that i wanted and initiated#and i just felt really nervous cuz like i really love this person but sometimes its hard cuz like ‘guys’ dont hug each other often#or at least not in a case like this where we’re friends but theres this sorta avoidance around anything romantic#cuz we’re both very awkward and also uh. trying not to cross certain boundaries just yet we need time#but unfortunately im so aaaaa rn and touch starved and i was like im just gonna bite the bullet and ask if we can hug LIKE A DAMN GAY ASS#its like fuck i may as well propose marriage and get on all fours while im at it aaghhhhh why am i like this#but it was fine they werent weirded out or anything. not visibly anyway. and they hugged me!!!#me! of all people! im like so happy we got to hug but im also really pissed cuz it was really brief and i didnt get to memorize how they#felt and now im just like grrrrr. fucking tease why must i be so tortured i get the smallest taste and then poof its gone#i just wanna cuddle and hug them for hours and pull their hair and feel their body all over and uhhhhhhhhh#ahem. i may be getting too gay here huh. damn itttt. fuck me. how do you ask your mate if you can explore bodies#in a way that definitely isnt platonic without making things weird
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What if they didn't put ads every 3 posts. Three posts between ads, literally. Not even counting the ad for Tumblr Live.
Also what if tumblr didn't know what city Im in. I do not want my location tracked or stored anywhere unless I give explicit ongoing permission, like with my GPS app that I allow to track me only when the app is open, and then it deletes the data (allegedly) when I stop giving permission.
#ugh i do SO much to try to keep my location private. i use an android with all the tracking things Off (except for my weather app#which is a highly specific app that does NOTHING except provide weather; and i have the location turned Off so it doesnt even know where i#live). my tumblr email is not connected to any real life stuff because i made it when i was very closeted and made a new email and password#for it and never linked them to anything else. i have bare minimum apps. i use firefox and duckduckgo.#for shits sake i use a small barely-known map app because any Map App that has had large success under capitalism is inevitably going to#start selling private info or working with a cheap security system designed to allow quiet data leaks.#i guess i use gmail and gphotos but my phone doesnt HAVE a native Photo App. i have to use one i download and im too damn skittish to try#i guess i did get netflix recently....sigh.... i figured they WERENT tracking me because they email me EVERY TIME I USE NETFLIX to alert me#that OHHHH A NEW DEVICE IS USING NETFLIX AAAAA WHAT IF ITS AGAINST NETFLIX POLICY OH NOOOO. so i figured they didnt have a way to ID me.#UGH. CAN I PLEASE EXIST WITHOUT BEING MONITORED FOR FIVE SECONDS. can i please access Social Media which is a shitty substitute for actual#human connection but its the best i have--without someone noting my location and then trying to sell me things??? can i please watch film???#i cant go to a theater because my region does NOT believe in covid and not even medical staff attending Very Ill Patients wear masks anymore#stupid fucking homophobic transphobic anti-vax society has made it too dangerous for me to access most Not-Online forms of enrichment. and i#cant even use the Internet (a magnificent ASTONISHING human creation) without being tracked and advertised to.#ugh..#humanity is just so cool and brave and kind and amazing and yet we have taxes and advertisment IDs and traffic and medicine shortages.#its not like the ads even work. even when it shows me stuff i DO want. i cant fucking afford things. i already have spent too much money on#things that i dont need like Good Food and Entertainment and Juice. ugh....okay i do need food and liquids....Good food even. my body cant#survive on College Foods like it could in the past. And i might literally die if i dont buy juice...#and i guess its really really really heartwarming to have good entertainment to take breaks from all the stress.... its not like i havent l#..... like im so frugal. thank god my partners encourage me to buy myself things. i have been so much healthier since giving in and buying#Non-Water drinks instead of just Chronically Drinking Less Than A Bottle Of Water A Day. my partners are so good and sweet 😓 i shouldnt be#upset with myself for letting them convince me to take care of myself. that isnt fair to them or me so i will stop doing that now.#my faith in humanity is mostly just knowing that my partners exist. theyre so sweet. if people like them exist--then i have faith in humanty#no pressure lol. they are both so good and perfect regardless of how much energy they have to spare for Being Good. they are just inherently#very dear and good to me and for me. but just because i have faith in humanity doesnt mean im gonna stop complaining the whole time!!!!!! i#will whine about the bad stuff forever!!!! and BITE IT if i ever get the chance. but i will complain until the bothersome things go away.#if i complain my whole life with no results then...! so be it. i will whine and it will be art somehow.#sorenhoots
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Shoutout to all the coworkers who didn't let me know that i was doing a workshop wrong for over a month, maybe even two 😚✌️
#nina rambles#I cant do my job properly if no one fucking tells me how to do it!!!!!#aaaaa!!!!!#im trying my best to be a good employee!!!!#at least she told me now but like ... cmon!!!#'oh yeah i forgot to tell you someone said to me back in december they thjnk you misunderstood something...'#(inaudible screams)
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one day I'll go insane and release a 234 page essay on why I love Wheatley X GLaDOS so much and its underrated and Love as a construct [link] is the best fanfiction I've ever read as long as u stop reading After chapter 26 bc imo after that it gets a bit repetitive and jumps the shark a bit and if u see the tags u might understand KJNSDFGKJNFDSD
but the very basics of it, is it's that two very bad people with a ton of truama learning to become better via each other <3. Also its weirdly disliked by a lot of portal fans for being... Abusive,,, which is hilarious considering both Wheatley and GLaDOS are canonical abusers who may regret their actions by the end sure but are still on some level very abusive people to Chell. I think that's also one of the reasons I love Gladley just bc it doesn't feel like Chell has to get into a relationship with these two people that canonically I think she's absolutely had enough of dealing with.
#ramblez#portal 2#gladley#wheatdos#they are t4t they are both bi they both dont identify as those things bc they have no idea what they mean#they are both awful people and they love each other so much they become better#they are both the victims of their own stupid actions and truama and got countless people killed-#they both hate humans/generally do not care for them#Im just saying the fandom sleeps on it hard.#and its the like the number one portal 2 ship for me forever nothing else even compares#GLaDOS was in love with Chell and she treated her awfully time to move on bitch#Chell doesnt owe either of them a second chance shes going off to lead her own life now good for her#Wheatley is the cringe fail malewife and GLaDOS girlbosses every day#Wheatley mansplains and manipulates and GLaDOS gaslights and gatekeeps-#I literally could write an essay on that fic btw its like literally my favorite fic ever#not joking at all its one of the best pieces of fiction Ive ever read#that fic got me through so much in life#its handling of abuse both in the past and in the present oh its so good but not heavyhanded but not so subtle its unaddressed#theres so many plot points in it I just want to disect and talk abt but I dont wanna spoil it here so AAAAA idk maybe for another post-#I also wanted to rant on how Wheatley is in fact an awful and really mean person and the fandom doesnt really address that a lot#but like I've said omg this post is getting long already for another time maybe-
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I'm watching things again!! reading things!! listening to things!!!!!
#finished chainsaw man anime and picked up the manga and its delicious omg#watching trigun stampede and rewatched eeaao in the theatres#finished tgcf vol 3 aND IM FINALLY READING GREYWAREN AAAAA#also dug out my old spotify account from college and the nostalgia omg...#doing my best to distract myself from the agonies <3
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#iM CRYINGH how many times has tatsumi heard the words “marry me” from fellow es idols i cANT DO THIS#MAYBE JUST TWICE FROM WHAT IVE SEEN BUT TWICE IS TOO MANY!! this is so funny😭#aww hes just worried for hiiro this time 😭#the other time with himeru bro was like “no its against my religion” and got strangled for saying no 😭😭#oooh but ttsm is always so nice and helpful :) good dude!#44597#wAIT WHITE LILIES IS SO CUTE ALL AROUND SOB#POOR AIRA BUT HIIROS JUST TRYING HIS BEST TO MAKE UR WISHES COME TRUE NOOO#hes kinda got it!!! hes so close to the point!!!! aaaaa!!#hELP WHAT DO U MEAN EICHI GOT COMPLAINTS ABT ALL 3 OF THEM ACTING WEIRD LMAOOO#idk if ive ever seen eichi so exasperated with any group of people before omg#funny thing tho is i thought hiiro might start acting like rinne when talking abt “prince” from his hometown 💀 thatd be very funny#oh. cringe ending line but eichis not wrong 💀
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