#AND I'LL DO IT AGAIN!!!!!!
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im working on IN DARKNESS I'LL FALL this evening and just
im rotating Nehiri and Zamrie's meeting at Last Light at the speed of light and shaking bc G O D is it such a fun little moment (for me and for Zamrie) to think about
Zamrie, who's been left on read wondering what happened to her friend-rival that made him literally disappear without any warning. Zamrie, who's out helping the Harpers because Jaheira managed to get a message to them a dead man is walking a century after he was buried. Zamrie, who's so happy to see her friend-rival alive and well, only to realise death's shadow looms over him and is crushed by the truth of what Mysta's demanded from him after everything.
Nehiri, who was just trying to return home after losing everything that meant something to her. Nehiri, who's only helping because its her path home and to being cured of the tadpole. Nehiri, who for all that she's grown fond of the others in her party would let Gale sacrifice himself when it came down to it if it means the Absolute is stopped and she can return to her life.
these two tieflings, being bitterly opposed with one another so soon after meeting because Zamrie thinks Nehiri doesn't care enough, while Nehiri thinks Zamrie cares too much. until they end up learning about each other and realise they're wrong. that the way they show their loyalty to the ones they care about is different.
these two tieflings, who are so haunted by their families and their pasts, but who are dealing with it so differently. one is striving to find a way to rip those threads out of their soul so they can stitch themselves anew and pretend they're not one of them, and the other carries that past wherever they go and uses it to determine where they go and what they do to make up for those sins.
theyre so different and so similar and im gonna fucking SCREAM
#amphi speaks#in darkness i'll fall#haunt me in nightmare and in memory#nehiri rumaer#zamrie rilynghym#yeah i smashed my two tav's into the same story bc i wanted them interact#AND I'LL DO IT AGAIN!!!!!!#these two motherfuckers rot my brain to think about and i love them#theyre so fucked up by their pasts#and zamrie wears their past and their truth on their face constantly without anyone being aware#biting biting biting biting
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Yes hahaha 3, 4, 14, 15 for movie asks
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3. What is a film you absolutely despise and why? La La Land can go screw!!!!!! I don't like anything Damien Chazelle has done (except First Man which is the exception that proves the rule), and La La Land is such head-up-ass annoying bullshit. AND it's out of focus and gave me an insane headache. Get outa here Damien!!!
4. Is there a film that you love except for the ending? What would you change about the ending? This is a complicated one because I think there are better movies that exactly fit this criteria than the answer I am going to give, but: Robert Altman's The Long Goodbye. I don't love everything about the movie, but the ending is always the part that makes me go, Okay Maybe I Hate This. I love Chandler's book too much to take the movie as a separate entity, and I reallllly don't like how that movie is untrue to the heart of Chandler's story-- and that's all brought to a head in the ending. My Philip Marlowe would NEVER. Because I will bully you into reading that book, I won't say more, but anyone who has read the book and watched the movie, you know what I mean. AND I really dislike that it's this untouchable movie that filmbros LOVE (especially the ending!! ugh!!!!). I'm worried it's the end-all-be-all of Long Goodbyes and no one will ever make another movie of my beloved book because Altman's is considered definitive, even though it's doing DAMAGE to me and to philip marlowe. Read a book, filmbros!!!!
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15. What is the funniest movie you've seen? tbh when I went to see Anchorman in a theatre when I was like, 14, I laughed so hard I almost pissed myself. Other movies that have made me laugh so hard I fell over include: Spy, The Great Race, The Palm Beach Story, Not Another Teen Movie
#about me#movie ask!#don't get me STARTED on The Long Goodbye#I have lost FRIENDSHIPS over that movie#and I'll do it again!!!!!!
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the scary part about getting better is that there's this constant fear that things will go back to what they once were
#two years ago I was doing so bad#and I've made so much progress. but there's SO much fear that I'll have to live through that again
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It's like we all collectively forgot as a society that friendship and just connection in general takes effort. Even if you meet someone you immediately click with, it takes hanging out about 20 times (!) to become friends. And guess what, some of those 20 meetings might be awkward or unimpressive.
We all want to reap the benefits (having a friend circle, having a partner, getting married) without doing the work (going to events, interacting with people, learning to handle conflict maturely, dating). Myself included. If I could, I'd never leave the house or go on another mediocre date again... except, that's part of the process.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, the cure to the loneliness epidemic is touching some grass and building tolerance for tedious in-person interactions.
#yeah I did put on makeup just to go out with someone who doesn't know how to ask interesting questions#I'll do it again just to get to that special person#tagging this lesbian cause that's who my blog is for#but this is true regardless of sexuality#lesbian#dyke#sapphic#wlw#dykeposting#femme4butch#femme#femme lesbian#butch4femme#butch#butch lesbian
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I think we should have a turn of phrase for "I'm not in the right, but I AM annoyed with this situation, so I just need to go bitch to a friend about this before I suck it up and go do the right thing" because more and more I'm finding this is a critical element of functional adulthood.
#the person who's re-emailed me asking for help with something: yes I should get back to you. yes I will get back to you#but in the meantime I will look at the email like 'I am busy right now! I have deadlines! do not bother me about this unrelated thing!'#and like in 15 minutes when I'm ready to be an adult again I'll get back to them
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#fem presenting crowley you're everything to me#as you might know I've been recovering from an injury these past few weeks which is why I couldn't draw as much as usual#been doing a bit better so I wanted to give drawing a try again#while my arm isn't back to normal yet it feels a LOT better than 2 weeks ago#which is a good sign#still gonan take things easy of course#good omens#good omens fanart#crowley#fem crowley#why was one of teh suggestions for that tag fem crocodile#I'll have to look that up#david tennant#crowley fanart#aziracrow#aziracrow fanart#my art#fanart#my good omens art#good omens 2
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if i had a nickel for every au spawned from twitter that i SWORE i was going to be normal about
#i'd have like. five. which isn't a lot but IT KEEPS HAPPENING#stranger things#platonic stobin#steddie#steve harrington#robin buckley#eddie munson#here we go again boys#i've had this floating in my head for a Minute and i was like#nah i'm not gonna do it#maybe i'll anonymously write a fic#but no we're mombin posting on main#i think on twt we agreed it's a 'what's the worst that could happen' situation#platonic co parents can be so so so personal#also i have One more stobin wip and then bg3 again i swear#when i have a baby i Will be putting my giant black wings on beforehand#they have to know what kind of family they're coming into#cw pregnancy
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main take aways from Halloween (1978) rewatch:
michael myers is canonically 21??? this bitch should be at the club
*sees tiddies* ***MURDEROUS RAMPAGE NOISES***
that's it that's the movie
outside of the fact that everyone who has sex is murdered by the narrative, this is a surprisingly chill portrayal of female sexuality? these teen girls are horny and actively enjoying Getting It On with their boytoys. no pushy boyfriends sneaking in through their bedroom windows--these ladies are taking the initiative to sneak out and GET SOME. one of them gets laid and then immediately orders her boyfriend to get her a beer. (yes she gets Slashered soon afterward, but so does the boyfriend so honestly, gender equality.) yes the Final Girl is the only one not having sex, but she's not bullied for that, nor are her friends slut shamed except possibly by being murdered by the narrative
actually the only character who is shown being morally condemned on-screen is michael myers. specifically FOR his violent overreaction to other people's sex lives. (people he is spying on). metaphorically, the villain is American Puritanism sticking its judgy nose into other people's business.
aka Michael Myers Is A Republican
but actually the real villain is the doctor. guy's a judgemental, shaming, pathologizing asshole. and he's been in charge of michael's care since he was SIX YEARS OLD? kid never had a chance. i'd go on a killing spree too
also the parents. where are the parents? it's halloween night and all the teenage girls are home babysitting their younger siblings? come to think of it, michael's first victim was his own older sister, whom he killed while she was babysitting him. teen girls are really shouldering a labour burden here. maybe parentification is the true villain
side note: mike commits his first murder wearing a clown costume...which is never referenced again? his 'iconic' costume is a generic mask and wig and jumpsuit, when we coulda had a Killer Clown Michael Myers??? travesty
i like how the Final Girl and her friend casually smoke weed in her car. yeah she's an honor student and her friend is the sheriff's daughter. yeah they smoke weed. so what it's 1978
(to reiterate, mike is 21 and should be at the club. im not saying he shouldn't be rampaging, im saying it's sad that he broke out, tasted freedom for the first time in his life, and immediately snuck back into his childhood home to go rampaging. let's have a remake where he goes to a nightclub and has a few beers. maybe some slutty dancing. then rampage)
oh no he's hot
#HALLOWEEN#halloween the movie#michael myers#do you think he's a mike? mikey? to his friends? if slashers had friends?#i'll be honest i was expecting this movie to be way more of a bitch to its female characters#i mean yeah they died but so did some dudes#there's just a lack of cattiness compared to the way most later movies portrayed teenage girls idk#yeah the Final Girl is a Virgin and a Bookworm. but there's no bullying or any strong sense that's she's morally superior to everyone else#mostly she AND the other girls feel a bit sorry for her lack of a social life. one even tries to set her up with a date to the school dance#solidarity! trying to get your nerd friend laid!#overall it's just teenagers being teenagers and then a slasher comes in and ruins everything with his Lack Of Chill#like yeah dude sometimes teenagers have sex. get over it#also something to be said about how while the girl who survives is the one who isn't sexually active and dresses conservatively...#ultimately those things aren't ENOUGH to prevent her from being targeted#you could say that the other girls 'provoked' the villain (the same way women irl are so often accused of provoking their attackers)#but ultimately that doesn't keep the Final Girl safe. it just delays the inevitable.#because violent men never need excuses. no matter how eager society is to provide them.#ultimately she is at the mercy of the same violent whims because it was never her behavior that invited the violence.#gendered violence doesn't need an invitation.#also she doesn't save herself the doctor saves her#it's not her actions or choices that put her in danger OR save her from it--once again it is the whim of a man#no this wasn't intended to be a feminist movie it's just fun how you could argue it that way
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I just wanted to draw my pink ghostface again
#artists on tumblr#illustration#art#character design#ghostface#pink ghostface#painting#I also wanted to try painting again#halloween#slasher#I didn't do a lineart before painting which is sooo uncommon for me#spooky season is here I'll draw all my favorite slashers
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I am once again drawing the sinnoh starters
#and I'll do it again#you can't stop me#art#pokemon#illustrators on tumblr#piplup#turtwig#chimchar#gen 4 pokemon#sinnoh
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hypothesis: vampires are magically vulnerable to light originating from the sun
observation: moonlight has no effect on vampires, despite being a reflection of the sun
conclusion: this aversion is not a result of light or its origin, but some property of sunlight only present in direct contact
hypothesis: vampires are extremely sensitive to uv radiation
#the notes are just people pointing out that i'm like the last person to think of this#sorry. i'll try better next time.#vampire#shitpost#dracula daily#are they doing that again this year?#i miss it
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people who are complaining about chappell setting boundaries and asking for privacy with "she's not ready to be a pop girlie yet" make me so mad. why does she have to tolerate harrasment and stalking to be a pop girlie? why is your definition for a pop girlie of someone whose private life is all out in open for you to dissect? why should you have access to her family? why should she be someone who has to nod, smile and say yes to whatever you want fuck off maybe
#i've said this before i'll say it again not everyone wants to have parasocial relationship with their fans there's a reason she has a#separate indentity when she makes art just because the bigger artists have been doing it and it's okay with them doesn't mean#every new growing artist or even the established one want it too stay away jfc#shouldn't have opened twitter lol#chappell roan#chappellsource
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I think skinny people who have never been fat should shut up about who gets body shamed more permanently
#now that i'm thin again i'm realizing even people closest to me were constantly degrading me when I was fat#and no it doesn't hit the same as my mom saying i'm too skinny or whatever. i'll still go outside and be treated better.#and for what? why do you care?
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#I've been wanting to draw something like this#thank you for giving me the excuse#nuziv#vuzin#murder drones#my art#I'll get to the other requests eventually!#(except for the crossover and oc requests i'm so sorry but I don't do those right now)#again there are 3 requests that I really want to combine#I'll probably draw other things in between though#okay i'll just tag all the ships#nuzi#vuzi#envy#they give me so much joy#!!!#both uzi and v are going to die of embarrassment later btw#especially uzi
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I-I'm not crying- you're crying-
I didn't get to post this mini comic here months ago but I miss my bois
#art#digital art#arts#artist#artwork#fanart#fanarts#doodle#doodles#hazbin hotel#huskerdust#hazbin hotel husk#hazbin hotel angel dust#angel x husk#husk x angel dust#comic#comics#comic art#fancomic#comforting#comfort time#aaaaaaaaa#i'll be at my corner sobbing#once im not as busy i'll finally draw them again#dushiwagivdsvawjej9ufow;cw-oe[#so much ideas i wanna do
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