#AND I DONT HAVE ANY FUCKING WEED
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weed withdrawals vs my stupid fucking life
#im literally so depressed i know its just my body adjusting but also#fucking coworker chucked a sickie so now i don't get a break#and theres a street festival going on so i just have to sell everyone booze#and theyre so happy#and im missing two of my friends birthda parties this week bc i have to work#AND I DONT HAVE ANY FUCKING WEED#rant#sorry bout it#also i fucking hate snidy rich cunts so much
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his ass is NOT getting up for his 8am lecture
#skyward sword#loz#loz fanart#sksw link#sksw zelda#sksw fi#ill always come back to link ill never be free of him#i kinda wanted zelda to study history too because shes really into the history of skyloft/legends/etc in game#but maybe that can be a hobby maybe shes more into folktales and mythology than history#i also considered some type of math/stem for fi but idk history/linguistics fits her designed purpose of being a sortof messenger more#i think shes real good with numbers tho maybe she does math tutoring on the side#why are campus stairs always so fucking long theyre such a weird length you gotta fucking lunge every step#and doing that w a giant ass backpack and an artbag and a fucking can of gesso#in the summer. torture i think they were just trying to weed us out#you think art students have any core strength#thats why links so ripped he has to haul all that shit around all day#he definitely lives in a co ed dorm w zelda and they have the most fucked up evil (remlit) dorm cat#groose is there too i just dont have him pinned down sorry buddy#kiddokori
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#wish i could be the person they want#they deserve the fucking world and im just. a waste of space and ill never be her and i dont know how to explain#its not their fault. its mine. i feel so fucking guilty and i know ill never be her i cant be emough i cant even be her long enough to let#her out and i cant even hear any of them right now its just me and this hurricane inside my head and i cant hear any of yhem im afraid im#gonna lose them and i dont even know how that would work but i miss my mates i miss being yhem letting them out being out sharing a body#im so fucking dysregulaged and ill never be enough qnd ill never have my life together and i feel like im just ruining their life and i want#to make their life better and fuck fuck fuck#i need more weed
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being jewish with zero affiliation to israel and rather a generational line of activists for palestine is a hard line to walk and sometimes i wish i could just fall off
#i hate zionist jews i hate i stand with israel signs in my neighborhood i hate leftists who write and speak and act like theyve never met an#actual jewish person in their life and believe that were all genocidal monsters (in spite of our own genocide which i assume will eventuall#flip around to leftist holocaust denial) i hate that people are blaming israeli civilians for the faults of their deeply corrupt government#i hate that i cant say zionism is inherently antsemitic without getting fucking maimed i fucking hate it here the world is on fire just#fucking let me burn#anyways#sorry#free palestine#any other#jumblr#girlies (gn) relating to my vent#bc im started to feel ashamed of myself my culture and my people#and its such a fucking shitty feeling#like i can barely look in palestine / gaza / etc. tag without seeing blindingly blatant antisemitism coming from left right and center#like just say you hate jews and fuck off#i cant look at this shit anymore fuck#idk why im so worked up about this rn i just. btwn weeding out all the zionist blogs i didnt know i followed and just being so fucking-#and weeding out all the antisemitic leftist blogs i didnt know i was supporting its all just crashing down#im so fucking tired#and im so fucking tired of having to defend myself any time i talk about the jewish experience in any of this#and im so fucking tired of people equating judaism with religion only#and im so fucking tired of the double standard of also equating with only one race#like there arent jews of every race#the reason you cant see any of this shit is because nearly a century later were still dealing with the aftermath of the 6mil person murder#were always at the cross roads of some ridiculous double standard or the scapegoat for when things are going badly#like fuck i just#dont want to have this fucking identity anymore it makes me a walking talking breathing living fucking target#idk what to do I'm just#desolate
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weed shop keeps lying and listing hybrids as purse and pure indicas as hybrids so i called them out on it today bc i ordered a 'sativa dominant hybrid' earlier only to show up and be told that no it's a pure indica.
so i said im not buying it give me something else.
they got a bit huffy, had to 'double check' if i was right, and then said they'd 'alert management about the issue'.
it isnt an accident. you people do this intentionally because no one wants hybrids and no one wants indica--but you refuse to actually sell sativa.
so many times ive bought sativa and then have been knocked on my ass exhausted bc surprise surprise it was actually an indica dominant hybrid.
#they dont list any effects or terpenes just the thc percentage#which really means nothing. truly. i have been a stoner for a decade#weed with 14% thc often gets me signifcantly more high than weed with 26% thc.#what actually matters is the terpenes. has myercene or linalool? youre gonna be passing out.#has literally anything else? youre in for a good time#honestly i am kinda sad bc i had to buy a sativa strain i know i dont like bc its the only thing there without myercene#but that 'indica' strain is actually a 50/50 hybrid and has no myercene or linalool so it wouldve been good#but they listed it as an idica.#instead f a hybrid#this is exactly what i fucking mean. they never accurately display strains so no i wasnt going to gamble and buy a straight indica strain#if theyd listed it as a hybrid i wouldve bought it.#but no. that would be accurate descriptions and transparency#i think ima switch back to my other dispensary bc they actually list the percentages of sativa and indica.#sadly they dont have an online menu so going in is always a gamble of if they even have sativa or not.
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no weed which means no sleeping. which means im going to be fucking annoying
#maybe ill try to draw dreams down if i have any. i hate dreaming and they get so bad on a t vreak. ughh#i dont need weed i need fucking medication#house creaks
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managed to fuck up my wrist to the point that i can pop the radius back into place but it just comes right back out as soon as i stop putting tons of pressure on it. also it hurts so bad :/
have caught myself genuinely considering breaking my wrist several times now so that i can get some kind of treatment or medication for it. bc the baby tylenol level shit that pain management gives me is um. literally not doing a single goddamn thing. as always.
#tdf is on hold for obvious reasons. i also cant really prep fiber with my thumb messed up bc the fibers catch on the bandaid#and if i dont have a bandaid they catch on the wound#this is the same hand as the subluxated wrist and its my preferred hand#so i tend to do stuff that requires precision with it#and with that hand fucked up i literally cant do anything#typing this is very painful for example#however its almost equally painful to lie in bed doing nothing. so.#chronic illness#i just. wish i was not in this much pain right now#none of my usual stuff is helping at all#its just this constant horrible throbbing bc one of my bones is out of place#and has been all day#would love to smoke some weed but im Not Allowed bc the lease says no smoking even outside#and the landlord lives next door and can evict us whenever for any reason under some obscure 'if you live next to your tenant' law#so ! i cannot even do that#and im out of edibles. and have no money lol#ok done complaining i am gonna go curl up in bed again
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enjoying archiving characters. taking them to the back and shooting them.
#luly talks#keabin watching me point the shotgun and peepers (deliberate choice just to bring more tragedy into his life)#i think if you shot Bo point blank their eyes would just be all that there's left#idk if i wanna take jack phoenix out tho... i NEED to rework my jack man#ill let him hidden. he's not gotta die. i spare him. go. run as fast as you can boy. be free.#adams too gets to stay. on thin ice tho im less attached to him but thats ok#estefany too is just staying. idk if i want to unhide her tho. i could? it'd be nice.#never had a bad encounter on artfight but i'd ask to be particurlarly respectful w es.#Ace's gang is all getting the shotgun treatment tho sorry#havent drawn any of them full body and tracy and cash dont even have canon designs still#those there? not canon. they're shit. that's not them#i love the description of estefany btw id PROB remove their war criminal past but would smoke weed w you. true..#yeah estefany is coming out of the workshop. heart.#i do have more art of her. god. we need to do something about those fucking pronouns im not joking#someone tell me a good pronoun middle ground between she and they she just hasnt been fitting but they is too far
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bought some yarn and thought it’d make a delightful baby blanket for my cousin who’s getting married. but turns out he only uses cotton fabrics for religious reasons so i cant use the yarn. im not mad. its an excuse to buy more yarn and save the first yarn for Myself. or for another baby blanket. i have so many cousins and EYE dont want kids but they are getting to Baby Having Age so i could knit baby blankets nonstop forever probably. i cannot wait to be the cool aunt who gives every single baby a blanket :)
#im getting super high and going to the yarn store. this is my favorite activity.#ive been thinking about this a lot#i dont want kids but i do want family. like i cant wait for my brother to settle down or my cousins to have kids#i wanna be a cool auntuncle!!! i wanna be that fun older guy in the family you can always count on#and i think itd be so sweet to give baby blankets out like that. ideally one for my brothers future kids or any of my first cousins kids#like…. what if its that babys Fave Blankie. what if they take that to college. id fucking CRY#EVEN THEM USING IT JUST A FEW TIMES LIKE. AAAAAAA. WAUGH. WAH#sorry my weed hit and im so fucking sentimental
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a patron shat so intensely and stankily in the main floor bathroom that i was forced to lysol the whole zone so the patrons and i would not be sitting there in shit stink all day but lysol gives me huge heaving bouts of the air hunger so now I'm sitting around taking hopeless gulps and gasps of goddamn lysol air like how is this better my windpipe is under attack
#technically i dont have asthma but the covid did fuck my lungs' ability to intake any but the purest unscented air pretty much permanently#if i so much as smell a strong deoderant its like FUCK WE ARE UNDER ATTACK close all the exits batten the hatches#like you asshole. this does not solve the problem#i can never be a purfume person or even a too smelly lotion person again#not that i was MUCH to begin with. strong smells gave me headaches. but now they give me Two problems#and that's just the pleasant smells! introduce a cigarette or perhaps a weed and i just die instantly
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Happy 420 everyone, i hope you all have a epic awesome sauce swagtastic days
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#420#420 day#tw weed#tw drugs#WEED DAY RAAAAA#Im not gonna smoke any cause i have no way of getting it legally but like#you guys are so lucky im not making a million jokes ahout me being set on fire cause#get it#my name is weed#and its weed day#weed and weed day#get it *laugh track*#also fun fact 6 years ago today i got sent to the psych ward#is it a major coincidence? yes. is it funny as fuck? also yes#i still have the id bracelet from it too so i can confirm it#so happy weed day and have a mental health day#idk if weed will fix it though but ya know numb some of the pain#dont rely on it though guys fluttering eyes#also FOR GODD SAKE DONT SHOW UP TO LIKE RESTAURANTS OR THEMPARKS OR FAST FOOD PLACES HIGH AS BALLS I STFU YALL STINK#i work at a Chuck E Cheese and im so glad i dont work today cause id have to be drowned in weed smell at kid check#THINK OF YOUR FELLOW MAN#anyway stay ventilated and safe guys stay swagtastic
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#ugh dont feel like logging into my vent blog so this is going here#it just kinda hit me how few like regularly engages with friends i have#like i know a lot of people on here but of the ones i do we almost never talk and i dont actually have any irl friends#i talk to like two people most consistently and one of them i live with so idk if he fully counts?#anyways i think maybe im crazy fucking lonely? but i also like have such a small social battery#anyways ive been in quarantine for four years now and i am losing my mind a little#ran out of weed and its very apparent how um le fucked i am
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i be so normal and then someone post arakawa on my tl <- frothing at the mouth and just might turn into a werewolf
#snap chats#LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOROAAAAHHHHHHHH#whenever someone posts art of arakawa i explode into a million pieces like YES.YEAH THERE HE IS#he's so pretty...... //gross sobbing// why do i like his face so much#cutest old man ever idc idc#when i was watching WMA3 last night nakai laughs sometimes in it and i cried cause he got the cutest/goofiest laugh ever#god took arakawa away from us cause if he went on any longer he would HAVE to laugh at some point and then id explode#i am. going to the city soon LMAO im just waiting for my fave restaurant's happy hour to start. cause im cheap.#i dont even think they offer sake as a part of the happy hour deal man fuck this house WHATEVER#the karaoke's there at least..... only $10 baby that's like six dollars more than in rgg... five even...#i dont know what im gonna sing yet though i promised no mcr. to myself. i promised myself no mcr again#went to my dorm's bathroom for a sec and i stfg who smoked weed in there im MAD
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im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian
#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work#where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched#swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free#& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao#but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk#knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs#cest la vie i suppose#after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao#was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!''#then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦#my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later#its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling#definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm#anyway. wheres that post#''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs''#its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case#mwah. mwah mwah mwah#<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful#and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3#godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao#bee speaks
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it's fucking crazy to me that weed is still very illegal in some places but alcohol isnt. what the fuck.
#been thinking about how weed can ruin your life in japan#despite having way less health consequences than alcohol#thinking about how many ppl are in jail bc of fucking WEED#i dont do any recreational drugs so i dont even have a horse in this race#the world is a fuck
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unpopular rant of the day: It is incredibly fucking rude to go up to someone on a cigarette break/having a smoke and telling them that they're going to die/get cancer/should quit. firstable there's a 100% chance that person KNOWS cigarettes are fucking bad for you and they're making a conscious choice here OR they're fucking addicted, you nimwit, or, 2, you could get REALLY UNLUCKY and say "just one will kill you!" to a guy who survived a lethal tumor experience where every extra day of my life is a beautiful gift and each and every thing like a single cigarette or a nice quiet time in the park with my friends after work can be interrupted by a man telling me that my choices in spending this bonus alive time will result in me somehow contracting Dying Faster Disease b/c I am smoking one (1) cigarette for the first time in two (2) months as a Treat
#hm idk guy#what's gonna kill me faster the ticking time bomb in my body or a single american spirit#maybe just don't pass comments on people you don't fucking know how bout that :)#“oh murderboner you should quit smoking-” I DON'T SMOKE#I DON'T OWN CIGARETTES EXCEPT A SINGLE PACK FOR WASTELAND WEEKEND#well. i smoke weed every day. BUT I DONT EVEN FUCKING SMOKE CIGARETTES FOR REAL#FOR FUCKS SAKE LIVE YOUR LIFE IT'S SO SHORT OH MY GOD YOU COULD DIE ANY MINUTE HAVE A CIG. FUCK A RANDO. GO ON A ROLLERCOASTER. JESUS CHRIS
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