#AN EASY DECISION PROBABLY!
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when jay used the compass, it pointed northeast from desire island, and southeast from joaldo. whoever killed her sister is in the eastern sea. betting my life it was faye ferin who gave the command or plotted this whole thing out
#my post#SHE TURNED HER GRANDDAUGHTER INTO A MARTYR.#AN EASY DECISION PROBABLY!#AVA WAS WELL LIKED. BELOVED EVEN! BY NAVY AND CIVILIANS AND EVEN A PIRATE#BUT SHE WAS A THREAT! AVA HAD IDEAS. SHE HAD PLANS TO CHANGE THE NAVY. SHE WAS WILLING TO DO ANYTHING USE ANYONE TO GET WHAT SHE NEEDED#SO KILL TWO BIRDS WITH ONE STONE! KILL HER AND REMOVE A POTENTIAL ENEMY! FRAME THE PIRATES AND CREATE A MARTYR!#calling it now theories
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my nidus is clingy
#tbh nidus is hard to draw#he's probably like. THE warframe image i have before getting into the game#by that i mean super organic and detailed and easy to screw up#and everytime i draw him i would contemplate my life decision of whether i should even get into this game or not#well not every warframe is as hard to draw as him but you get the idea#but he appears in my mind so often i kinda have to draw him#btw i decided to draw him now because i finally tried to understand his skill and mod him today#warframe#warframe operator#warframe drifter#warframe nidus#my art
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You know, the MCU had so many great opportunities to really highlight Sam's pararescue background and flesh out his origin story on-screen.
I'll forever be sad we haven't gotten any flashbacks to him rescueing people in his EXO 7 wings.
Was he still serving when Tony was captured by the Ten Rings people? Could he have been frustrated at potentially getting pulled from his unit so that he and Riley could try to extract some billionaire weapons manufacturer.
Could've shown the times he butted up against authority, where he felt that following the orders given were the wrong move and wasn't right. (Something that tied into "Well, the number of people around here giving orders is down to zero, so yeah.")
Also, if Sam's EXO program was around before Iron Man 1, then the air force already possessed that kind of flight technology. Was the EXO 7 also Stark tech back then? Or was it developed by the Air Force itself? Did Rhodey know about it? Was he involved in its development as head of the weapons R&D sector? (I headcanon yes, cos I'd like history between Sam and Rhodey.)
Were the wings developed as a weapon/offensive measure first before they were then used for rescue purposes? (the military cynic in me says yes) Could this have been another interesting ethical dilemma Sam thought about.
Or maybe it could've been revealed that after field testing the EXOs in rescue ops, the air force was getting reckless with them and started sending Sam and Riley out on more dangerous offensive missions, and that's when Riley was killed (routine op was just the cover story).
Could've really hammered home the theme of Sam distrusting the government and that they will always end up using any weapon (or symbol) that's given to them. And he didn't want to be used again.
Anyway, this post got really away from me! This started as me thinking 'Gee I wish Marvel showed more of his backstory...the emblem of the 58th rescue squadron is LITERALLY an angel with its arms holding the weight of the world and shielding it with its wings. And if that ain't our angel Sam then...'

#it also has a sword#if Sam had a sword too i think i'd die#sam is a guardian angel to the world#sam wilson#sam wilson headcanon#sam wilson meta#idk#i think there's plenty of ways the MCU could've included critiques of the military that still could've gotten past the DoD hollywood office#the easy thing would've been to just blame any bad decisions on hydra lol#well they were running rampant through shield so they were probably also in other branches of government#cabnw#captain america
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In your Spitfire AU, since Zuko is looking after Lu Ten II, what happened to Ursa?
Zuko is slightly older in the Spitfire AU. He was banished at fifteen, his head a little clearer and denial a little weaker than in canon. After his first look through the Air Temples, Zuko decides that if he can't find a myth, he might as well search for the next best thing.
Finding Ursa isn't easy, but in time he makes it to a secluded house in a near-forgotten part of the world. His mom is there, older and stronger and alive.
But she isn't alone.
And Zuko, as it turns out, didn't keep the best company during his search.
When Ursa is discovered and her secrets are laid bare for assassins (for Ozai) to find, she begs Zuko to take his little brother and run. She'll do anything it takes to protect her children, even if that means leaving them behind to keep a target off their back. Ursa diverts attention from them and allows Lu Ten's ancestry to be kept a secret. She orders Zuko not to follow her again, and disappears.
Zuko is left with a little three-year-old brother to raise and a mother he cannot hold onto.
#dema answers#atla#spitfire#Spitfire AU#prince zuko#atla ursa#Lu Ten II#The Ursa/Hakoda parallels are going to be insane in this one I swear#It's okay tho#It's absolutely intentional#(The other option was killing her. But I happen to find family conflict and abandonment issues way more compelling to write)#Luckily Zuko isn't alone. He's a mess of course—and raising the little brother you never knew you had isn't easy.#But he has Uncle and (once those loyal to his father have been taken care of) he also has his crew.#Look three years into the future and you've got a six-year-old Spitfire running around the ship and giving Zuko early gray hair#Ursa will be reunited with them in the future. I just don't know when would that happen yet.#Probably post-war#She returns to her children only to come face to face with their overprotective found family (aka the Gaang)#Their reunion would be quite messy at first but...it'll all be okay#They all love each other deeply. And sometimes love isn't enough. Sometimes there are things that you can't forgive or forget.#But Ursa did everything she did because she loved them. And Zuko knows that. Zuko understands that.#(He was forced to make the same decision in Ba Sing Se—giving yourself up and leaving the people you love behind so that they're safe)#(He understands)#But Lu Ten II doesn't#He doesn't remember Ursa. Not really. He knows of her what Zuko and Uncle tell him. But he doesn't remember ever having a mother.#(Tara is soft and warm and kind to him. She holds him and takes care of him and makes sure he's well-behaved. And he loves her.)#(Is that what makes a mother? Or is it the blood you share?)#Ursa isn't much like Tara. But she loves him dearly—there's a reason he has the name of someone who was so dear to her.#She is Lu Ten's mother. Zuko's mother. Uncle's sister.#And she isn't like Tara. But she loves him even if he can't remember her.#So maybe he can learn to love her back.
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reviewing s1 tos transcripts, something simmering about schemas and actions and questioning the conclusions.
will explain in detail later but I think Spock and McCoy actually first pique each other's interest in Devil in the Dark, with the Horta.
Before this Spock prioritizes Starfleet values over anything else, prioritizes crew over scientific curiosity (the man trap, where no man has gone before, even Charlie X a bit where he's actually the one to believe in a myth over the possibility that a probe could be wrong about the presence of edible foliage on a planet). It's a series of episodes of encountering something incredible, powerful, and different and fearing it and destroying it in self defense.
McCoy is the least Starfleet of them and the most willing to argue against 'fleet regulations, even to the point of willingness to endanger the crew sometimes. He kills the salt creature but is the only one to protest it, and the only one we see immediately profoundly regretting it. I think Where No Man Has Gone Before would have been a very different episode were he in it, because it's actually a very common problem of medical ethics at its core - a patient has a traumatic injury and is reacting violently, threatening and attacking staff because something has changed within his brain.
While other characters tease Spock or express frustration with his approach, no one really argues with him. Dr. Dehner does try to say that Mitchell shouldn't just be approached as a threat but should be considered as a whole thinking person but Spock shuts her down and Kirk backs Spock up. It's not until episodes where McCoy starts bantering with Spock that they actually start interrogating their decisions.
Which brings us back to the Devil in the Dark. Makes me think of the Speculate, Mr. Spock scene and Spock uncertain for once, looking over to McCoy, and refraining until he can study it some more. In this episode, finally Spock embraces his curiosity and pacifist values over the Starfleet and defensive approach to preserve the known, normal, human lives. And with his mind focused on trying to come up with a solution to the deeper problem rather than reacting to an immediate threat, he's finally able to find a solution that saves both the incredible new life and the federation miners as well. Finally he saves the buffalo.
#the thing about claiming all your decisions are logical is it's very easy to make decisions out of fear and rationalize them#even without realizing thats what you're doing#leonard mccoy#spones#god probably too spicy a post to put in the spock tag.
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The cruel irony of Billy unconsciously wearing a tank top under his shirt on the night he goes to meet Mrs. Wheeler.
Covering up more than he typically ever does. Wearing a thick leather jacket on a muggy summer night.
The first time you see him nervous.
He doesn't look like he's excitedly driving to a hookup but rather someone trying to psych themselves up to go through with something they dread.
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"queer as in this" "queer as in that" queer as in writing liam mirror sex because I wanna be him and fuck him in equal measures
#and also see him be fucked#but also when i fuck him its gay...#i probably need to examine my gender more#but its as much a political decision as it is inward feeling. so i dony#liam tilts me over yhe fucking edge tho#its not easy being omni
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(Just booked my flight home in April, a permanent move back to the US— I’ve been here for 8 years so it’s going to be surreal and sad, but for family/health/career reasons I know it’s the right thing to do. I’m too busy tearing my hair out trying to sort out the actual process of an international move to freak out about the fact that I’ve not been able to start looking for work or health insurance yet. Really ridiculously grateful I can stay with my parents while I work things out, but. *gestures vaguely around at the State Of Everything In America*
#i also don’t have a driver’s license and never have#was still trying to sort that out with a therapist before I just fully left for a country with easy public transit#my sister is having a baby though!!!#the election was sort of a break glass moment and my parents want me home#my family like countless others has been contending directly with the Crazy Fallout Of Current Events so#it’s probably best i’m not on the other side of the world if things get worse#i’ve also just been. so sick this year. had pneumonia in August and it snowballed from there#getting away from Child Pathogens for awhile is probably the correct decision
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I'm actually gonna feel totally fine about not voting for Kamala Harris, actually
#kamala harris#us elections#election 2024#politics#2024 presidential election#easy choice to not vote for genocide#i live in california so it's admittedly a much easier decision for me#i would never blame someone living in a swing state doing what they thought was best#but i also wouldn't blame someone in a swing state for doing the morally correct thing (not voting for kamala)#if kamala loses (and that's probably more unlikely than people try to guilt others into thinking) it'll be entirely on her#period
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#the thing is. I KNOW that the Choice™ I feel inclined to make is. coming from the standpoint of 'point-blank avoid uncomfortable things'#I KNOW THAT'S NOT WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO. but the thing is. avoidance IS a quick-fix in this situation.#it usually isn't. it usually doesn't make the problem go away. but it WOULD make this particular problem go away.#it would do that in a way that is probably not very fun and definitely very messy. there probably IS a way forward that if I#do a significant amount of work I can find away around everything to where it all works out relatively fine. but like. that's going to take#time. and work. and effort. and maybe FOR ONCE. I would like to just take the easy solution. the one that just actually IS a quick-fix.#not ideal but FAST. it would be nice to have something not linger one (1) time.#like yes I am aware this is antithetical to everything I am trying to work on in therapy yes I am aware that this is impulsive and#most likely ill-advised but I'm just so fucking tired man. I don't want to have to keep fighting. I don't want to have to keep confronting#things. and this is the one part of current reality I can actually MAKE the quick-fix ill-advised avoidance decision about.#so. you know. if the easy solution is there...why not take it. just this once. just for this one thing.#I feel like I've just. undone ALL the progress I've made on myself. this past winter.#and I don't really know what I'm supposed to do with that#mc13 is vagueposting again#I just. need An Emotional Need to be met that I really don't think is ever going to be.#what everything boils down to is that...all I needed. for all this time. was for someone (ANYONE!!!!!) to tell me A Specific Thing.#and I never got that. and I can ask for it now I guess but 1) lol and 2) I think it's too late for that to do any good and 3) does it#really count if I have to tell someone to Say The Thing. like that's not a confirmation that's someone following instructions from me.#whatever. maybe if I tell myself I don't care about any of this enough times it will stop Bothering™ me.
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>makes a big blog decision >satisfied a few days later: >thinks about making anothe—
#ooc.#i know i literally. just went private. but my brain is on its 'make geto his own blog' bs again#'raine wont that make your problems worse' yes but also no?? i feel like. just separating them would be an easy way to not worry about#crossing wires... it would probably mean the activity on the multi drops but i feel like. thats probably ok.#& would 100% leave the multi private i think thats the best decision for it#BUT. H. maybe ill make a poll later since the worry is annoying the two separate communities/audiences#will get back to this after marinating on it at work. but any thoughts/advice are welcome ofc
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not enough time in a day aaaaaaaaa
#going to brunch and im like well if im going ALLL the way to the city i should do smth else while im there!#watch a movie or find a nice green to read at or smth#but then i didnt really do anything yesterday so i want to come home and lock in to write#but lets be honest im probably not gonna bc i havent properly in ages anyway#and then if i do stay out then i need to adjust my outfit accordingly and its a hassle and—#imagine what itd be like if making decisions was easy......
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Road Trip 1/4 🏙️
Kerry: "Fuck, couldn't even tell ya when the last time was I went on a road trip." V: "Never been on one at all." Kerry: "... you kiddin'?" V: "Well, I guess you could count that half year I worked as a roadie. But that was more work than fun." Kerry: "If you're travelling with a band and don't've stories of wild escapades to tell on day two you're doing somethin' wrong." V: "That so?" Kerry: "Okay... lemme tell ya a story..."
I recently talked about how I love imagining Kerry and Vince on a long-ish road trip together, telling stories, absentmindedly holding hands, just enjoying the scenery and getting away from NC for a little while. And starting arguments with random radio DJs about old songs xD I bet Kerry has many stories to tell not only about his Samurai times but also his own tours and the shenanigans he went up to. Even Vince has a handful of travel stories to share, although he's not nearly as far-travelled as Kerry.
Where are they headed here? Not as important as they way to get there...
#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 vp#cp2077 vp#cyberpunk photomode#virtual photography#kerry eurodyne#kerry eurodyne x v#vincent ezaki#otp: to bad decisions#my vp#originally I wanted them to use The Beast but then I saw how fuckin uncomfortable those seats looked and yeah xD#I mean is the V-Tech a practical road trip car? probably not#but comfort > practicality XD#also it's fast xD#during this I figured out amm lets you assign seats to spawned characters for easy placement :D#you're kinda locked into position then though XD#if I ever dive deep enough into modding custom poses I think one of the first things I'd like to do#is just a pack of synced hand holding and hand kissing poses#for taking walks or driving in the car or sitting at the restaurant etc etc#(or if someone is already working on this/ wants to after reading this now... pls go ahead XDD I'd die for#it for more cute shippy shots)
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- Jake / #11 The Forgotten
I love it when characters lie :)
Also this certainly will not inform anything about how he sees Tom in the future (as already dead, as the brother he lost), or how he interacts with the concept of acceptable losses
#animorphs#jake berenson#also to be clear I don’t even necessarily think that Jake’s wrong here—but he is trying to convince himself as much as he is the reader#trying to save Tom would probably be suicidally dangerous#he’s not wrong that it would be a bad tactical decision#but he also never once considers coming up with a plan#and I wonder if part of that is because Tom is his reason for fighting#the brother who can only be saved once the yeerks are defeated#and three years later that’s all he is#only now ‘save’ has turned to ‘avenge’#and the decision’s easy after that—because avenging your brother means killing your brother#but that’s okay because your brother’s already dead
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So I heard that Tumblr is slowly being abandoned (they seem to be laying off a majority of their staff and keeping a skeleton crew) and we might be nearing the end of this webbed site. I don't think it's currently worth panicking over, but I'm definitely going to start making that neocities website.
I'll make a post soon about other places where you can find me. Unfortunately, I've spent quite some time these last couple years getting rid of a majority of my social media because most platforms were bad for my mental health. I do not plan on going back to these platforms, so if tumblr goes down, I'm going to be only on non social media.
Maybe if one of the new social medias being created, actually take off (like bluesky or pillowfort or whatever else these days) I might join, but if not I might be entirely on personal websites, patreon (I will start posting regularly like a blog and make more free posts), some old websites I deleted but not because I hated them (such as ko-fi, which I deleted due to inactivity) and possibly furaffinity. I'm still on the fence about furaffinity. I might also finally start using my toyhouse but that is an oc sharing website and not much of an art sharing website.
I really do hope Tumblr doesn't go down, this is my one social media and if it does go down I am going to lose nearly all of my audience. I can make do by creating a personal blog and using whatever I have left in terms of "can post my art there and people can find me", and it won't discourage me from making my personal projects. I can make do, and I will make do, but I don't really want to make do.
Anyways, that's all I have to say right now, I'll make a post later once I set up some alternative sites to find me at, but for now I want to give the heads up that if I'm gone, you're not gonna find me on twitter, Instagram, or whatever third option there is. I'm likely going to just make do, be offline more, and likely just become active on the discord servers I'm on.
#simon says#long post#i think#it looks long on mobile#anyways there it is#I'm gonna have to start learning html#im also really sad that i hate making videos so much because I probably would just go on youtube#but I know from experience that I am not becoming a youtuber entirely because I fucking hate making videos that much#i get tempted quite often to become a nice little art youtuber or go into a niche art video subcategory#personally fight against the things I hate about youtube by not doing those things#but I just hate video making too much to do that#i do NOT like my voice enough to edit it#i might consider live streaming again since I used to live stream but also hnng nah im not sure#I prefer live streaming to video making because I hate making scripted videos and I love the live aspect of streaming#but also do I really WANT to stream again or do I just want an audience from a platform where it's very easy to build an audience?#that one is gonna be up in the air for a while tbh#streaming is currently in 'im not sure how i feel about it' limbo and it may never leave#if I do decide to start live streaming again you will hear about it on my sick ass personal blog I have to code#because I'll probably unravel those mixed feeling and come to a decision likely long after tumblr disappears lmaoooo#edit:#also I would rather eat my arm off than ever go back to tiktok so rule that one out forever
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MC has clearly never had to defend her honor as EVERYONE around her ruthlessly kills off her pawns(?), just because they can, and it shows. cael and mc's mom, you both robbed this poor girl of a core memory.
#rambles by aya#lovebrush chronicles#little painter#this is probably because cael and her mom went easy on her so now she doesn't understand#the feminine urge to destroy your opponents and the sheer joy that comes with realizing you can kill someone off at the last moment#when you were just about to make a less cruel decision by accident#i've also never played ludo in english so i actually don't know what the pawn thingies are called#but it makes me happy to see my favorite boardgame mentioned! ig it's because the game is chinese? i think it's more of an asian thing?#ik there's sorry the board game but that feels like budget ludo and it's too civilized#what is ludo without the murder?#also ever ms. perkins was feral over ludo so like idk that makes me happy
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