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my nidus is clingy
#tbh nidus is hard to draw#he's probably like. THE warframe image i have before getting into the game#by that i mean super organic and detailed and easy to screw up#and everytime i draw him i would contemplate my life decision of whether i should even get into this game or not#well not every warframe is as hard to draw as him but you get the idea#but he appears in my mind so often i kinda have to draw him#btw i decided to draw him now because i finally tried to understand his skill and mod him today#warframe#warframe operator#warframe drifter#warframe nidus#my art
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Blog time Hello! We are back from our trip! I'd say I'm feeling refreshed but coming back to sweltering dry heat shut down that feeling very quickly. Now we are even more determined to move to the seaside within the year though šāāļø It's incredible how much of an effect on your health the weather can have. These days we have been hiking for around 8 hours a day in the mountains and coast without breaking a sweat in 17-22Āŗc high humidity weather. In contrast, today back home we walked to the store five streets away in a dry 33Āŗc sun and we felt like throwing up and never leaving the house again lmao and it only gets much worse until september aaaa I can't wait to move out of the city and start a new colder and quieter phase of life where I don't have to dread the coming of summer every year!! But at the same time I've been feeling this trepidation about settling down somewhere permanently, I realized that every 5 years or so I get the itch to move somewhere new and it worries me a bit tbh, I hope it is just my fear of commitment acting up and the fact that we just haven't found the right place yet. And the longer we spend in this place the more we feel like it will be the right one so I'm hopeful!
We have also been watching more of David's filmography! we watched Des, Single Father, Recovery, Bad Samaritan and Deadwater Fell. We enjoyed Recovery, Single father and Deadwater Fell the most, all were really good!! then Des was decent and Bad Samaritan was terrible. But as expected David steals the show every time and you end up sitting through the most ridiculous scripts just to see him give it his all and elevate the whole thing with every scene lmao the sheer range of this man!! let me gush for a second, he goes from the most charming and pitiful train wreck you would kill to protect to the most terrifying monster of a person so effortlessly you can hardly tell it's the same actor. He is so outstandingly good at every role!! Anyway I love watching our little shows of our favourite guy with Nicolas everyday, it has been the highlight of my year š„°
I've also been meaning to get back into games but I just can't find the right one! I tried the whole cozy farming/survival/sandbox game thing and came to the conclusion that it's not for me, I don't find them engaging enough so it ends up feeling like a time sink š I also thought of going back to FFXIV but the new expansion doesn't sound like something I would really enjoy and while I love RPG I'm finding it hard to commit to 40+ hours of storyline lately, BG3, Cyberpunk 2077 and Disco Elysium have been sitting in my library for ages now and I can't bring myself to play them even tho I want to!! I'm hoping DA4 will get me back into the RPG mood. I've also played Hades II but I'm all out of content until release! Maybe shooters will do the trick, something fast paced I can play for a little bit as a distraction from work. I've been meaning to check how Warframe is doing too, I love it and haven't played in ages, and every time I check it's like a completely different game so that could be fun! but I'm rambling now, if you have any game recommendations let me know! I hope you are all doing well š I'll get back to drawing now and will share some sea pictures later!
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Eeee youāre doing two memes??
Art meme: 2, 4, 8
Shepard meme: 8, 30
Jdjdj yeah I hope they don't get confusing š
Art meme:
2. who is your favorite character to draw?
That's a hard question šš I can't keep it to one character and I can't do simple answers
I'm sorry but you signed up for this kskskks
For the sake of simplicity I'm excluding Shepard or other customisable characters (Although I do have to mention that default femhawke and femhep are high on the list)
From Mass Effect, I love drawing all turians but especially my beloved little meow meows Garrus and Saren. Thane as well, I love the process of getting his texture š¤š»š¤š»š¤š»
I've not had the opportunity to draw a lot of Dragon age recently but when I do it's either my boys the Iron Bull and Dorian or my bog wife Morrigan.
I draw Warframe even less but I love trying to draw Excalibur Umbra bc sad, traumatised and feral dad figures are my special weakness.
4. how often do you draw?
Pretty much everyday. Every other month my brain will say, "OK thats enough" and then take me out for a week.
8. show us at least 2-3 drawings from 1-2 years ago.
OK so 1-2 years ago was right when I picked up digital drawing for the first time after pretty much giving up on art for a few years so don't judge the quality š
These were from one of those Give me six characters challenges




Shepard meme
8. What embarrasses them?
Very little. Jane's a military brat so she's got no time to be self-conscious of her appearance and she's confident in her abilities as a leader and a soldier. She's immune to her crew giving her shit for her dancing or for the Fish Tank Fiasco (tm).
What really makes her lose her bravado is when something that she deeply cares about and wants to keep to herself for that reason is being pointed out. Her relationship with Garrus is a good example of this. She loves likes him a lot and having it be acknowledged by someone else, especially her mum and friends, is guaranteed to leave her flustered.
30. How does your Shepard handle difficult situations?
Jane will always go for patience, professionalism, diplomacy and clever manipulation because she believes that her behaviour always reflects on both her and her mum's character. She most famously never hangs up on the Council.
That said, by the events of me3 she's finally starting to run out of fucks to give and has no qualms about snapping at the different political leaders. Shepard does believe that she needs to lead by example so she never resorts to violence or pointless aggression even during the most frustrating conversations
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Small Plans
Nothing important, I guess.
Last time I try to focus more on the stories, facts and details about my characters. Maybe not soĀ āmineā because they are OCs from games but shhh... I know I made this horrible mistake just showing pictures, not telling anything, meanwhile in my head is a whole story. Yep, the biggest problem is it Iāll have to translate this. It's terrifying. Srl. I never was pretty good at this languare but I try to do my best even is it not really good. (Without Google Translate, random translation sites and Grammarly Iām lost).
...but I wanna try...
I wrote several short stories, nothing about combat or big drama. Maybe even boring about the everyday life. Iām usually more interested in this than fighting, srl. Adding illustration to this would be cool, too. Who knows.
I hope start working at this after end of this Uni semester but I donāt promise.Ā It's just an experiment for fun.
Small sneak peek for interested.
Iberis-3 and Eva
I'm sureĀ it's not a surprise. Actually, they are force me to wrote more about OCs. They can be hard to start writing anything new ācuz theyāre 'the freshest' characters what I made last time. Why? I donāt know much about Destiny 2, potato laptop doesnāt helping when lost frames on the lovest settings. I know the stories are unlocking when you get the achievement well...Ā I really hope theyāre written on the internet somewhere...
I hope at the start I donāt need many informations. Just the basics.
ANYWAY. I have a plan for Iberis-3 and Eva to be more thanĀ āgo and punch someoneā. Iām a noob at this game well it would make me uncomfortable to create super-duper combat character who can kill everyone with one hand. Bee-Bee is a warlock, wellĀ he should be wise but I'll use this in my own way.
Iberis is young,Ā inexperienced, a bit lost in the new reality exo who is overwhelmed by the role of a guardian. (Why Traverel choose HIM?!). Heās even more confused because he knows before The Collapse he wasnāt a soldier or a person whose task was to fight and defend. Iberis-3 get exoās bodyĀ ācuzĀ of deadly disease. Luckily, Eva is always for him, no matter what happens.
Eva needs more attention too. Sheās also a character with a separate personality who needs her story. Yeah, like every ghost she was created for guardian but I donāt want to make of her just āobjectā toĀ resurrecting and healing the guardian.
+ I have to focus more on the plants. I think I said enough.

Azaela and The Whole Warframes Gang
I told I wonāt leave this fandom and game.
I have single characters conception I never really created a story and never draw whole gang (I wonāt draw 50 warframes, to be honest). Anyway, I had a main gang - of course Operator Azaela and some of her frames - basic bitch Excalibur, of course space daddy Excalibur Umbra, main warframe Saryn Prime and others like my OTPs - Hildryn x Nezha and Oberon Prime x Titania Prime and many others. If you play at this game I think you understand my problem. Have to many characters can be problematic...
Actually I have a single conception story when classic Excalibur wake up from stasis and later he has to rescue operator but he still donāt understand anything of course...
Oh wait
In my story warframes are NOTĀ mindless, empty shells but have own personalites. I know many Warframe artist do the same thing well itās nothing fresh and new. BUT MEH.Ā
Anyway there I donāt have one big story. More like short stories what they do at common days, fighting, realtions with NPCs from game and other operators and their frames. One big mess my Dear Followers.Ā
I think is all from me for now. I gone, I go. Bye-Bye.
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A Glitch from the Void
The Operator somehow falls ill, leaving Ordis to take care of them.Ā Only he isnāt all that well either.Ā
Ever since they had uncovered all of his fragments, heās been hearing ghosts. The Operator has their own ghosts to deal with.Ā
Contains very minor spoilers from cinematic quests and references toĀ cephalon fragments.
āPlease, Operator, you must rest now. For me.ā
They werenāt going to argue with him on that, and how could they when he pleads like that? Another wave of pain crashes against the inside of their skull, coursing through the hollows of their eyes. They groan, draping an arm across their dull eyes in an attempt to block out the bone piercing light.
Transference did nothing to ease the pain. They had thought that being in their more familiar body albeit a borrowed one, they would cease to feel the symptoms of their sickness. But even the warframe could not block out the throbbing headache or the overwhelming urge to simply collapse.
Heeding Ordisā advice, the Operator steps out into their physical form before crawling into the makeshift bed the two had prepared in their personal quarters.
The wyrm sentinel that Ordis had tethered to his control perks up at the sudden act, chirping its concern, hovering just a bit higher. He helplessly watches as they attempt to get comfortable. Ordis did not even know that the Operator could even fall ill. Surely the Zariman incident could have altered their immune system, as it had altered nearly everything else about the child. But all it had done was leave it weakened and ruined, or so it seemed. And spending all of those years in a dream did nothing for their health either.
And yet it feels wrong. Ordis had witnessed their miraculous recovery, their renewed ability to walk, to run even, around the ship on their own two feet after the incident on the Kuva Fortress. It had terrified the living daylights out of him. If only such a miracle could salvage his poor Operatorās health now. Why didnāt it?
Ordis floats around the Operatorās bed, which consisted only of an Ostron carpet laid on the floor in front of the observation window, a pillow, and one of the larger, thicker syndanas they had gotten a while back. Ordis should have been proactive. He should have bothered the Operator to build a real bed for such occasions. They must be terribly uncomfortable. The way they attempt to create a cocoon out of the substitute syandana blanket pains him.
āOrdis?ā
āYes, star child?ā
āCould you get the other syandana for me?ā They ask, their voice a mere whisper. āItās freezing.ā
Impossible. They were clearly overheating, burning even. However, he did not miss the way their shoulders oscillated as they spoke, overcome by shivers.
āOf course.ā He replies. His proxy is already flying away to dutifully fulfil his Operatorās request.
As soon as he opens the door, it comes padding in, scampering to find its owner.
āOh, NO. Absolutely not, youļ¼filthy, disgustingļ¼little kubrow. Shoo! Let them be.ā Canāt it see that its master is sick? The wyrm comes to the Kubrowās eye level, pushing against its horned nose. Ordis wilts a little. That adorably ugly, and endearing nose, and those glistening beady eyes. It has both of them wrapped around its giant paws. āOh. Oh. Operator, itās giving me those eyes again. What should I do?ā
Though they give no verbal response, they seem to come to life at the sound of their giant kubrow padding around the room. They call to it, attempting some kind of pathetic whistle. It comes out as mostly spit and air. It only takes the kubrow a few bounding leaps to make its way over to its master. It almost brings Ordis to a state of...melancholy? Anger? Watching that loyal, murderous dog heed every beck and call. He does not know why.
The Operator makes a muffled noise, interrupting his thoughts. A laugh. The rustle of the syandanaās cloth softly fills the room as the giant beast nudges at its owner, laying pitifully on the ground and wrapped in a large syandana. Eventually, it settles down, curling around the Operator. The Operator easily snuggles into it, desperate for warmth. They are still. Quiet. The room falls into a listless silence. Ā They seem to have forgotten their request for a second syandana blanket, with the heat radiating from their companion sufficing. Ordis watches as one of their arms poke out of the cocoon to circle around the great beast.
The sweat of their palm coats the animalās thick, heavy Ā fur, imparting an unpleasant scent. Both will need to be washed down, Ordis thinks to himself. He must sanitize the ship soon, to prevent further instances of this sickness.
āOrdis will return when your Tenno friends have delivered your medication.ā
It wasnāt medication really. The other Tenno did not seem to know where to even find conventional remedies. Instead they turned to the Ostrons, in search of common remedies, elixirs, brews, anything. The Operatorās illness struck them as strange, just as it had perplexed Ordis himself. Their warframes had always provided a barrier between bacteria and viruses from reaching the physical host. Even that odd pink cyst they had gotten one time did no real harm to neither the frame nor the Operator. Perhaps the Operator had been spending too much time outside of transference.
āHey, Ordis?ā They mumble, only half awake now. Ordis waits, just as heās always done.
āThank you. For everything.ā Ā They say. There is pity, love, entangling the data stream that courses through his mind as he processes their words. The cephalonās voice is present throughout the whole orbiter, the volume of it reduced in an effort to keep them comfortable. The void itself could not contain the gentleness, the warmth in his voice.
āDo not thank me. I am your Cephalon--ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ļ¼your loving dogļ¼ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ļ¼your doctorļ¼ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ļ¼your wet nurseļ¼
A quick burst of static. There are echoes in his mind, shimmering fragments revealing themselves from the pit that he had thrown them into long ago. Stop. Stop now. A sudden surge of energy courses through his being. It takes him an immense amount of will power to suppress the phantom thoughts, and even more to keep himself from speaking them aloud.
Ever since his Operator had begun unearthing more and more of the memories he had strewn about, he started suffering from these horrid glitches. Everyday the Operator found more. Everyday he began to crack more. Neither of them could bring themselves to speak of it.
Ordis recovers within nanoseconds.
āI am your Cephalon.ā He repeats, firmer. āI gladly serve you, Operator. Now go to bed.ā
The Operator scoffs with feigned indignation. Just that playful act alone must have taken much of their energy because they fall silent quickly after, their expression returning to one of discomfort and pain. Ordis knows whenever a new ache befalls them when their eyebrows knit together, or when they pull their kubrow in a little closer. He is helpless, only able to watch the poor thing suffer until medicine arrives.
āSleep well.ā He murmurs, so quietly that it could be any other sound. He dims the lights until it is only starlight that filters into the room. The Operator has already succumbed to its effect.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ---
There is no respite, even in dreams. It brings back memories.
They have felt this before, long ago. Theyāre sure of it. Even before the Zariman accident, they can feel the faint memory brushing against their mind. Their mother pressing a kiss to their cheek, brushing away sticky strands of hair. Their fatherās palm against their glistening forehead, feeling the heat as it radiates from them. They have only ever gotten sick once. But even then it was different.
They are floating in a vast expanse of nothingness, limbs suspended in weightlessness. Are they...outside of the ship? No. Itās impossible.
The headache chips away at their skull as if something is trying to break free of its confines. There is too much inside of their mind. It hurts. Their body pulsates and aches and burns, so full of sickness on the outside. And yet inside, they are hollow, empty...infinite. They are the space that surrounds the Lishet and the void that swallows the planets and the stars.
The Operator brings a hand up to brush the corner of the lips. Something wet had dribbled down their chin. When they draw it back to examine, all they see is a black liquid coating their hand. It feels too real.
They blink hard, in an attempt to wake up from the dream. Someone is holding them back, keeping them trapped within this purgatory.
And then they realize where they are. Itās the only place they could be.
They need to leave, to wake up. Now. They open their eyes only to see a phantom staring back. Itās them. A mirror image. Ā Dark, peering eyes tearing through the depths of their twin soul. The Void grins at them, black seeping from their mouth.
āRemember me, kiddo?ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ---
It took three hours for the others to arrive with the medicine, and not a moment too soon.
Ordis, or rather his wrym thrall, slips into the room with its tail wrapped around a vial. He brightens the room ever so slightly, descending until he is by his Operatorās side. They breath in heaving and hoarse breaths. The weakness penetrates their bones. Ordis falters. The sight ofļ¼that ugly child, their face burned, starved-sick like a strayļ¼ forces something to the forefront of his mind. He forgets his original purpose, floating numbly. They look just like that child he had seen in his past life. Weak. Helpless.Ā
Get yourself together, Ordis. He wills himself to obey.
And then his Operator awakens, startled by a dream. A nightmare, so it seems. They look around, until their wide eyes finally focus on him. And thatās all that it takes.
The lights of the Orbiter shut off.Ā
The wyrm gently lands onto the floor, next to the slumbering kubrow, all of its power siphoning away with a dying whir. The small vial gives off a soft clink as it makes contact with the ground. Ordisā connection with the sentinel severs itself. There is only silence.
āO-Ordis!ā The Operator shouts, rousing the kubrow from its slumber.
And then the shipās interior lights flicker. A new, but familiar voice answers.
āOperator.ā He says, testing the word with a curious lilt.
Their blood runs cold and still. Not out of fear, but disbelief. Was it an illusion?
It is Ordisā voice, only it is distinctly organic and far deeper, almost as if the source of it was merely inches away from them. The Operator knows at once who he is. After all, they had found everything that he had tried to hide. All of those fragments that Ordis tried to render nonexistent. They had glued the pieces together until the truth rose from the fracture lines. He was the voice from those transmissions.
Ordan Karris Ā
Karris cannot breathe. Yet he does not need to. He sees through the shipās eyes, sees the Operator. It nearly brings laughter out of his synthetic throat. Both of them, the former pit dogs of the Orokin, the immortals. How broken they both are. But it matters little now. Now, they fight for each other. They protect each other. The Tenno and the Beast of Bones.Ā
Before the child knows it, the lights rise one more, bathing the room in brightness and clarity. The wyrm picks itself up off the ground, gingerly laying the dropped vial onto their lap. The Operator, despite the delirium of their disease cannot bring themselves to be afraid of someone so familiar. Their fingers curl around the vialās neck.
Another quick burst of static. Has he gone? They swallow the heaviness and sickness caught in their mouth, the need to keep Ordis stable overriding their weakness and the images of The Man in the Wall.
āOrdis.ā The Operator pauses, coughing to clear the phlegm from their sore throat. āOrdan. We have a lot to discuss. I-Iām so sorry, I should have talked to you soonerļ¼ā
But the response is a synthesis of two voices, melding into one. They can hear it. Ordisā warmth reigning predominant, returning to its fullest potential as it rings through the ship. And a whisper of the beast. Beneath it all the faintest hint of Karris remains:
āNo. Discussion can wait until you are well. I urge you to rest. Please.ā He murmurs. āFor me.ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
The Operator hesitates for a brief moment. They open their mouth to speak but no words come out. Ordis, or Ordan, dims the lights once more, as if it were his attempt to pacify them back to sleep. Their attempt.
Is he Ordis or Ordan? Neither or both? He doesnāt quite know. He doesnāt care. The Operator has awoken from the dream that Margulis had induced long ago. And now he has awoken from his. Heās never felt so sure, so aware. The bizarre state of consciousness that heās in borders on painful. Yet it feels right.
āI will.ā They reply. āBut after this, no more hiding, no more avoidance. Weāll come clean together. I promise.ā
The Operator downs the bottleās contents in one long, drawn out sip. It is too dark for either one to notice the thick, black residue left on the vialās opening, just where their lips had been.
#warframe#warframe ordis#cephalon ordis#ordan karris#warframe fanfic#warframe operator#what is the title even#probably won't make sense unless you've heard the cephalon fragments#did you know this started out as pure fluff
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seas who could sing so deep and strong [153]
Koreās struggling in her Saryn after being so long in her Nidus, Judge can tell. He met her as a Saryn, he knew her as a Saryn. And if Judge is being perfectly frank, he fell in love with her as a Saryn.
And then she grew into something different than Saryn and he loves that, too.
But Koreās struggling as Saryn right now, always expecting a blossom of flesh and teeth at the stop of her heel and coming up empty. It doesnāt help that sheās currently working with one of her least favorite type of melee weapons.
āJust use a sword,ā Judge says as Kore grunts, hefting the heavy mace up from a ground slam as she slowly turns, Sarynās thin waist twisting with the strain of moving as she brings the mace around to slam into a Grineer scorpion. He hears the crunch of bone and the sputtering groan as the Scorpion collapses. Well. Falls apart, actually, without a torso to hold her body upright.
āNo,ā Kore grinds out. And then she stomps down hard, clicks her tongue when nothing happens and sends a wave of dangerous toxic energy over the maul, coating it in pollen-gold energy that hisses faintly whenever it comes in contact with anything.
Her MOA beeps, hopping from foot to foot, head swiveling as it fires off a shot at something far away. Judge distantly hears a thud of a body falling, but he doesnāt look to see what it was. Kore somehow managed to stick with her MOA long enough to get the thing ready for gilding and now it seems to be doing much better atā¦not dying. It still does amazingly, profoundly, humiliatingly foolish things like stand in acid pools and run into bombards. But now itās much faster at running after her and taking at least one more hit before falling down into a crumpled mess of leg and circuitry.
āYouāre miserable,ā Judge points out. āYou and your warframes have always relied on speed.ā
āUntrue,ā Kore says. āThereās Rhino.ā
āRhino?ā Judge says, āRhino who you never use? Rhino who you keep around because you like to look at him?ā
āSlander. I would never do something so impractical.ā
āRight.ā Judge does not say the real reason she keeps Rhino around, which is that she likes it when the warframe holds her because she feels safe. Judge doesnāt judge her for that, because anyone would feel safe being held by a Rhino warframe. Heās a big warframe and you just feelā¦surrounded? Itās a good kind of feeling. Even with his claustrophobia he can appreciate it a little.
āYou donāt even use War,ā Judge says. āBecause itās too slow for you. You did the bare minimum to attune to it and then you put it in storage. I donāt think youāve even used a catalyst on it.ā
āWar was never going to be a weapon of my choice,ā Kore points out, āItās likeā¦an aesthetic piece. Itās a point that Iām proving to that home invader every time he sees me. I have your sword, you arenāt special.ā
Kore grunts as she brings down her mace straight onto a Grineer lancer, crushing his scull instantly. And also possibly ramming it straight down into his ribs. Judge grimaces.
āOn your left,ā Judge says. āHellion about to get away.ā
āWhat? No.ā Kore turns, and in a move that would make the Empress proud, denies the Hellion itsā escape. She turns, mace already half-way drawn up and slams the mace straight into the aerial born Grineerās legs. The Hellion screams out as its legs are crushed and its jetpack sputters, dented from being clipped by Koreās attack, and goes crashing down into the guts of the Grineer shipyard. Kore lets out a sigh. āSee. Iām getting it.ā
āRight,ā Judge says, watching her from his perch on the railing above her. Sheād insisted that he stay behind and just watch her back.
Sarynās elegant arm extends outwards, fingers outstretched. Judge sighs. Kore also sighs, but itās much more frustrated than anything else.
āYou wanted larva, didnāt you?ā
āShut it,ā Sarynās fist closes as she pulls out her Bronco and starts shooting instead. āI used to be able to do this.ā
āYou didnāt have to forma your Saryn.ā
āI did if I wanted her to be able to keep up,ā Kore says. āMy fighting style has changed. Iāve changed. I need her to come with me on this journey of change. Iām not letting my Saryn go. Not ever. I refuse to let her become obsolete, even if my preference has changed towards another warframe.ā
āUnusually sentimental of you.ā
Kore waves a hand in the MOAās direction. āGiven my history, is it so hard for you to believe I donāt leave things Iām fond of behind?ā
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Empress wakes up, mind unclear and foggy for a moment as she tries to understand what woke her. It isnāt her Cephalon, because her shipās lights are still dimmed. She doesnāt feel any pain and she was not dreaming of anything that she can recall being particularly bothersome. She hasnāt fallen off her bed, she isnāt cold or overly hot, and she feels quite comfortable as she is.
She stretches her legs out a little and she doesnāt feel Jailer, or see him, for that matter, so it isnāt him, either.
She turns to look over her shoulder. Ah, there we are.
She turns over completely, reaching out and touching Alphaās cheek. The tenno is stiff as a board, eyes closed but she knows heās awake. His mismatched eyes open at her touch, and the light shining out of them is bright enough it stings a little. He lets out one slow breath through his nose, and everything is illuminated by the uncontrolled power seeping through his eyes. Empress isnāt sure how his eyelids blocked it out, honestly.
āWhat was it?ā Empress asks, quietly. There are so many ghosts between them. She could have another thousand years and never be able to know which particular one is hurting him at any given moment. All of them, she assumes sometimes. New ones she hasnāt even met, even.
He doesnāt answer her, just takes in another one of those slow controlled breaths before closing his eyes again. Thereās just the faintest, faintest light coming through. Empress closes her eyes and imagines that the spots she sees on the back of her eyelids are those lights. They arenāt. But itās close.
āWas it your mother?ā Empress whispers. Alphaās next breath is a little sharper, but he doesnāt move underneath her hand. āYour father?ā
He doesnāt pull away, but he puts a warning hand on her chest, long fingertips pushing the faintest bit of power into her. It makes her skin feel heavy, her bones seem like lead for a brief moment.
Stop.
Empress hums softly under her breath as Alpha works on breathing and not losing control of his powers and knocking her ship into complete and permanent malfunction.
Finally, Alpha lets out the faintest sound and she opens her eyes again and his eyes are just the normal brightness of any other tenno. Not stars or suns or flares, just Alpha again.
His hand, still on her chest, slowly slides over her shoulder until his palm is on the back of her head as he draws her close to him. He presses an apology to the crown of her forehead, right between the golden horns grafted onto her by the Orokin.
āAlone again,ā He whispers. āVoices of the void and silence.ā
She breathes in deep, taking him in as she feels his throat moving with his quiet words.
āDo I not breathe against your skin? Does my hair not slide through your fingers?ā She replies. āLet it only be my voice and my silence. Shall I weave you a story for the night?ā
Alpha shakes his head no.
āThen I shall weave myself a story for the night,ā Empress decides. Alphaās tired laugh is just a shaking of his chest as she thinks up something that will lull him into sleep. āWell now. I should think that I would like to hear a story about a kubrow tonight.ā
āOh?ā
āNo, hush, you sleep. This one is for me, not you, since you do not want a story,ā Empress muses. āI am going to tell myself a story about a kubrow. A kubrow that goes on a magnificent journey across Earth and meets several friends and learns wonderful life lessons and perhaps defeats a mean kubrodon from Venus.ā
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The Flame That Guides Us Home Pt 5
āJāa-l? R-pond! J-zel com- in!ā What was left of her radio flickered and squeaked amongst the warped steel and melted rock. Slowly Jāazel opened her eyes to see the fire-swept plains of Argus, cradling the remains of the Krakenax amongst the dirt and ashes. It still felt like her warframe was spiraling toward the ground, but she knew better; now that her consciousness was returning, she had to move fast if she wanted to reach her sister before the Horde did. ā-azel?! Ans- -e!ā
She reached up to dust off the damaged receiver, āJāazelā¦ aauuughā¦ reporting inā¦ā
āThan- the -ight!ā Vice Admiral Taarthās voice was clearer now, but it would be some time before she could fix her receiver. āIām sen-ing a -escue squad! H-ld tight!ā
Jāazel tried to open her cockpit, but it was melted shut; she then pressed her plated hooves against the warped metal and began kicking with all of her strength. āNegativeā¦! I have to face Miraan!ā One, two, three, four kicks later, and the hatch burst open and allowed her to crawl out of her destroyed mech. She looked up to see debris still raining down from the explosion she caused. The tiny green embers and scorched ashes raining down around her brought distant memories of the first day of winter back when she was still a child. The Lightforged Eredar reached into the side hatch of her mech and retrieved her cherished greatsword, some climbing gear, and the hand-drawn picture of her family; with her warframe in pieces, she would have to walk the rest of the way. āSending my coordinates. You can pick up my mech for repairs, but some of my team may have survived. They take priority.ā It sent chills up her spine to lie so easily; she saw what happened firsthand, she knew damn well none of them survived. Not against that kind of firepowerā¦ or at that height.
Lord-Commander Sunsheath led the charge down the main hallway of the Krakenax, with his brothers and sisters in arms following closely behind. He could hear frenzied shouting and screaming in the lower levels beneath him, but he couldn't afford an investigation; there wasn't enough time to stage a rescue for those unfortunate enough to be captives of the Burning Legion, nor could he cut a swathe through their demonic ranks to quench his righteous bloodlust.
If the billions of people slaughtered across countless burned worlds could ever find any rest, if the Burning Legion could be put down for good, then Miraan the Benevolent needed to die.
Screams and shouting pierced the thick felsteel door before them; demonic voices filled with maddening rage and hatred. āThere isn't anyone ahead of usā¦ who could they be fighting?ā Gonthar raised his meaty fist and halted their advance. āKonthus, help me with this door.ā Without a word the Warbrave obeyed, shuffling through the ranks to offer his fellow tauren assistance.
The main deck of the Krakenax was in absolute chaos. Gonthar half-expected the Illidari giving these demons more than they could handle, Ā but that couldn't be further from the truth; felguards were slaughtering mo'arg, who were pounding shivarra into paste, who in turn were flaying felguards. The Burning Legion had turned against each other, their formations shattered and reduced to a tribalistic need to survive. A fel lord stood in the center, trying his best to restore order the only way he knew how; with additional violence.
The Oathguard looked on in awe and silence until the Sin'dorei paladin Varkol Suncloak said, āThis is the single greatest thing I've ever seen.ā
āWell?! What are we waiting for?!ā Kaarst Shattercraft barked, pacing back and forth with eager anticipation. āLet's get in there! Lok'tar o-!ā
āWe are not here for them!ā Gonthar grabbed the orc by the shoulder and pulled him back. Before anyone else got the bright idea of giving away their position, he turned to address Eristel. āWe need a portal to take us past this carnage and as close to the command room as possible. Can you do it?ā
āOf course, butā¦ā Eristel stroked his chin before looking up at the second floor. āPortal magic is slow and loud. I canāt guarantee I can get it active before our position is compromised.ā
Gonthar clenched his teeth before glancing over to Kaarst. āShattercraft, Grimwald, Rahoa, and Breezehome. Draw attention away from our position, but donāt get reckless; we wonāt be able to stage a rescue if youāre overwhelmed.ā The four chosen snuck away without a single word, and Gonthar was already regretting this decision. He may have just sent four good soldiers to their deaths.
Eristel was right about the noise. A white ball of curious light sparked between his palms, letting out a whistling hiss not quite unlike a teapot. It grew louder as the ball did larger, until it was too big and too obnoxiously loud for the Pyromancer to hold between his fingers. Gonthar turned to see the chaos ahead, with some of them already felled by arrows. Kaarst leapt through the air into the crowd of demons, with Rahoa and Audrey at his heels. Up on the scaffolding he saw the other end of the portal appear, white hot and swelling. āThere!ā Eristel said at last. āItās ready!ā
āEveryone through the portal! Now!ā Gonthar ushered the Oathguard in and waited until every single soldier under his command went through before he rejoined them; the Sunwalker did another quick check on the four engaging the Burning Legion, but from this height they were now nowhere to be found.
āContact! Twelve o'clock!ā Someone shouted.
Gonthar snapped his attention forward to see an imp swarm pour out of a nearby ventilation shaft. āShields forward!ā Several warriors and paladins rushed ahead and raised their bulwarks, just as the imps began their barrage. The door on their right swung open, revealing a sizable force of felguards.
āRight flank! Right flank!ā Shouted another, giving the healers and magi just enough time to turn and defend themselves from the surprise attack. Gonthar threw himself at them, knocking a demon down while catching another beneath a hoof. Stinging agony wracked his body from a fallen demon burying a knife in his leg, but the Sunwalker raised his foot in retaliation and crushed the demon's head like a melon. He swung his sword in a wide arch immediately after, catching another felguard in the chin. Arrows and spells whizzed over his head from behind, felling a half dozen more of them.
āAaahhh! No! Nooooo!ā A priestess was pulled to the ground by two felhounds, screaming, kicking, and begging. Eristel turned and engulfed them in flames a split second later, but it was a split second too late; their razor sharp fangs had easily torn her apart. A small group of felguards ducked past Gonthar and focused on anyone wearing cloth or leather. The warriors and paladins protecting their allies from the unrelenting bombardment of imp fireballs began to falter, many of whom turned to face the felguard threat, only to take felfire to their backs. In an instant the Oathguardās formations were undone.
Gontharās commands were drowned out by the chaos unfolding around him. All he could see was the flash of steel against steel, all he could hear were the frenzied screams of friend and foe alike; his body screamed for rest and he tasted blood and bile in his mouth, but he couldnāt give up. They were so close to defeating the Legion once and for all. So closeā¦ yet with this ambush, this just might be as far as they go. Gonthar didnāt see Sahe amidst the slaughter, but she was all he could think about now. Even as he struck down demon after demon, even as his blood boiled with his Grimtotem fury, and even as he shrugged off injuries that would have proved fatal for lesser tauren, he was focused on finding the Druidess and getting her to safety.
Gontharās ears twitched at the familiar bellow of Kaarst Shattercraft over the deafening chorus of battle. He glanced up just in time to see Kaarst, Rahoa, and Audrey Breezehome leap into the fray with Grimwald loosening a hail of arrows behind them. Seeing the crazed orc spin his axe around in a group of felguards with such reckless abandon emboldened those still standing with a surge of hope and renewed resolve. Gonthar turned around and swung his claymore so hard he cleaved a demon clean in half through the chest, spraying blood and entrails down the hallway. His hoof came down and turned another demonās knee into splinters. The next swing of his sword caught yet another felguard by its dominant arm, leaving it easy pickings for the others. Gonthar didnāt know how long this struggle lasted, but by the time his blood trance was done, hardly anyone, demon or otherwise, was left standing. His body crumbled the moment the threat was over, with only the sound of his labored breathing and the groans of the dying remaining.
āOathguardā¦!ā He managed to shout out, but his weak voice didn't carry far. āSound offā¦!ā Only whimpers of agony answered him. Gonthar rubbed the sticky slime off his face, only to realize it came from his own open wounds above his head, from a gash that split his mane in half. āOathguard! ...sound! Off!ā Gonthar repeated, as loud as his burning lungs would allow.
One by one they called out their names: Varkol, Grimwald, Nairi, Rahoa, Audrey, Sahe, Clonce, Kaarst, Eristel. Their forces were five and fifty when they stepped aboard this accursed shipā¦ now barely ten of them were left. Gonthar looked around to see so many of his brothers and sisters in arms either dead or well on their way, and with his meager band of exhausted companions left, only one choice was left before him.
āWeāre retreating.ā He commanded, as their only two remaining healers began trying to stabilize as many as they could. āThis mission is a failure.ā
Varkol exchanged glances with the few survivors before speaking. āCommander, with all due respectā¦ weāve come this far. We should see it through!ā
āHeās right!ā Nairi added. āIf we turn tail and run now, all of those people died for noth-ā
āThis ambush severed the Oathguard at the knees! If we attack her with just us ten we WILL die!ā Gonthar then pointed down toward those unable to stand. āWe canāt abandon them either! Iām calling it! We are-!ā A heavy slam against a nearby door nearly caused Gonthar to jump out of his bloodsoaked skin. The survivors whirled to face the newfound threat with fear and anger written on their faces. After three more slams the felsteel door collapsed in a cloud of golden cinders and smoke. Out came that draenei from the Army of the Light. āWhatā¦?ā
āMaāxerei kerekt?!ā Jāazel called out, stopping just a few steps forward once she saw their dying allies. Immediately the golden runes scrawled across her body lit up like the morning sun, forcing Gonthar and the others to shield their eyes. When the light faded, most of those on the floor were wreathed in the Light, and no longer moaning in agony. Even Gontharās wounds seemed to vanish.
āTh-thank you, Draeneiā¦!ā He didnāt know if she could understand him, and he didnāt care; the power of a healthy Lightforged Draenei was just the thing he needed to bring most of these people back to their homes and families, and that was not a gesture he would soon forget.
āEredar.ā She sharply corrected, drawing her sword from its sheath. She then pointed down the hallway to what had to be the command deck. āMiraan. Tu shelriāvaakt?ā
āWe canāt let her face her sister alone, Commander.ā Eristel warned. āBut itās your call.ā Gonthar looked down at Sahe, who cautiously nodded after a moment of silence.
āSo be it.ā He clenched his teeth before turning back to his team. āVarkol, Audrey, and Eristel. Go with the drae- the eredar. Nairi, Rahoa, Grimwald, Shattercraft, cover us while Clonce creates a portal back to Felfathom.ā Nairi opened her mouth to object, but the Lord-Commander had already turned his back to help Sahe gather the living and the dead, and her team was already taking positions on the other side of the hallway to protect them.
The three elves and the eredar hurried down the narrowing corridor in silence until they came across two giant slabs of felsteel pressed against each other. āWhat now?!ā Audrey whined. āItāll take a small army and the largest siege engines the Horde has to open this!ā
āGrelsor akampst.ā Jāazel spoke, pointing at Eristel and then at Varkol. āGrelsor akampst! Viā¦ vikaresk!ā Eristel and Varkol exchanged weary looks before the eredar loudly groaned and grabbed them both by the wrists to pull closer to the door. āVikaresk! Vikaresk vallesh!ā
āI think she wants us to use fire, Vark.ā Eristel suggested. When he summoned a ball of flame in his open palm, her eyes lit up. Varkol raised his free hand and did the same.
āVallesh!ā She repeated, slowly raising her hands up in a strange gesture. āVallesh oziak thuum!ā
When the flames grew almost too large for the pyromancer and the crusader to sustain, black runes scrawled across the door began to glow and hiss in response. Eristel scooped up the meager flame in Varkolās hands and added it to his own, and with a hearty thrust of his arms, sent the pryoblast toward the largest rune on the door. In an instant the entire area lit up from the overloaded runes. They covered their faces and braced themselves for the explosion, but it never came. The doors swung open with a heavy groan.
āEruādei aca!ā Jāazel cheered, before raising her sword high over her head. āChronokai kristor!ā
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SUMMARY
Theyāre coming for you, the neural sentry whispers in the back of his mind as heās forced to walk on wounded limbs..
Mature | No Archive Warnings Apply
Tags: Excalibur (Warframe) | Mawframe | Non-canon Biology | Void Corruption | Body Horror | Possession
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GET UP.
The neural sentry surges through his fragmented thoughts, mangling any lingering sense as gifted energy pulses through stained skin and bruised muscles. A breath shakes as life pours refound in nerves and wires, dulling the blistering agony that keeps him teetering at unconsciousness. INTRUDERS ā a plea pulling him upwards on trembling legs and tattered feet. Inky black drips as heated gas breathes through a copper-made mouth and shining cyan flesh hanging open at his right side. Theyāre torn; black muscle retracting with every heave as the prime finds his feet beneath him, scattering congealed blood in every step.
They are coming for you.
The sentry again, pumping energy into his weakened body, unable to find a moments rest or given enough time to recover. Heās lost count of how long heās been here; an eternity is all he can figure as the presence pushes him to step on a pained foot. His ankle was shredded, barely healed, as a growl rumbles from his barely conscious chest ā more towards the sentry than the corpses littering the hallways heās forced through.
Golden claws click against the once pristine tile, a mirror of something he mustāve once been.
Itās a thought that doesnāt remain for long in the excalibur prime, yanked down another long walk as pieces of the intruders are dripped through the omnipresent sentry as whispers from the stark arboriforms.
They have a creature. Whispers with taut lines at the ends of poles.
He can barely fragment a picture together of what the intruders look like, the neural sentry not content with independent thought as it draws him closer to where the intruders wander. A hunched creature, lines hanging from its underside. The prime can barely form a string of thoughts as the sentry screams inside his head, yearning for the directed slaughter of those that dared to walk in its lustrous Orokin glory. And yet, it has no qualms with the spill of red and black, inciting blind violence from its possession ā the shell of a live once lived and invaded for its own means.
Another sneer splits the primeās twisted maw as he steps wrong, pain surging weak in his numbed system as he presses on into the open arboriform lined halls of the Orokin tower. Bloodied hands claw against the walkway railing, body trembling as he looks for whomever the neural sentry is screaming about. Itās hard for him to focus, gaze dazed as pushes pressed into his damaged heel. He hisses, vents steaming against his taut arm.
There ā the sentry screams, forcing his exhausted head to turn.
He can barely see the blue suits of crewmen, grey helmets still as their bodies turn.
They mustāve seen him backlit by the light of brilliant arboriforms, brilliant energy surges through his hands as he draws a blade from burning palms, hissing as he stares down at them.
Jump ā the neural sentry commands.
Despite his blistering limp, the surging pain through the numerous unhealed injuries, the fracture in his ankle, he leaps. The intruders curse as he sails towards them, cleaving one with the brilliant energy blade as others start shooting.
The neural sentry pumps him full of energy as his shields take the brunt of the intruder retaliation, leaving him able to move from one target to the next, searing the grey helmets from matching containment suits. Eyes hang wide in lax faces, screams scrambled as all the prime can see is blurs unfocused. Once crimson over takes calm blues, there is still targets, a staple in his binding existence as blood is shed. This is the only time he is free of the pleading whines, garbled in the fray of the slaughter as the last falls to their knees ā their helmet yanked off.
A plea for their life?
The sentry wonāt allow it.
They are here for you.
The entry whimpers as he severs head from neck.
And for a moment.
He goes still.
Confused.
He barely makes out the line that flashes over his vision, a sudden yank that drives him and forces his exalted blade back into clutching hands. Thereās shouting around him, another language as he claws at the wire pulling him onto his back.
Cruel screeches scream as dirty hands press against the soft skin of his neck, barely catching hold of the thin line ā but whatever is pulling him is strong, unyielding as bloodied claws scratch at the floor for something to hold ā anything to stop the pulling at his throat. He feels the wire tighten, unable to pluck his fingers around it as something chirps and gargles behind him. The prime tries to reach back and only finds wire, pulling at it to loosen the hold around his throat.
He finds his right is being tugged taut, tired muscles pulling as another rumbling bubbles up his compressing throat. The wire presses the plates at the front of his neck inwards, putting pressure inside as he struggles against the outside. Tightness grips around his left as well as his right, yanking outwards and following as he struggles against the capture line. Heās drawn further on his spine plates as he struggles, fighting the thin cord restraints as the intruders struggle to keep him restrained. Around his throat it bites further as he struggles, drawn against bullet resilient skin as the material begins to wedge itself between the gilded plates of his throat. It hurts, spreading the plates as the line bites into his skin.
He can bear the muted scream of the neural sentry, trying to pump as much energy into him as possible but he canāt hold anymore, gargling as it starts to make him ill. Blood black oozes as he releases a guttural scream, crooked and shuttering as the lines bite against his skin.
Escape. Escape. Escape. Escape. Escape. Escape.
Over and over the word hammers into his senses, even as he struggles and yanks. The intruders are near muted, their garbles in a foreign language unheard as the prime can only feel the biting pain and the neural sentry screaming through his thoughts ā his nerves ā his body drawn writhing backwards. The only thought that makes it through the scrambling sensory overload is his own thought, exhausted by the constant thrall-state that makes his only existence.
Iām trying!
It bites into him like a knife, as he tastes inky copper and garbles as the wire squeezes his air passage tight, biting into his skin and choking on ichor black. He can feel himself be pulled not back, but up, throat made exposed as the prime claws against the digging in his throat. The sentry is screaming, repeating the same phrase, surging his overloaded body with excess energy in hopes it would solve him being strung up by his neck.
Behind him the moa coos to the intruders, beckoning as the prime fights the restraints. His claws splay against the ground, kicking and scratching at anything in range as he pulls his arms defensively close, hoping to strike something, mangle something to get at least one wrist free as heās pulled further against the tall mechanation. As his legs begin to dangle, the line biting through the skin of his throat and esophagus, he kicks harder; hearing the machine whirr and whine as he feels a line at his wrist go lax.
Theyāre scrambling to restrain him.
But he, is much faster.
Gilded claws scratch at the moaās undercarriage, hearing it scream as he tries to keep itself still for the tender intruders scrambling to restrain his arms. The other also goes lax, from the panic, a spark of his mind assumes as his claws grind against metal, pulling at the foundation of the line behind his choking throat as all he inhales is his own blood.
The void towerās neural sentry howls in his mind.
Thereās no time to think.
No time to listen.
As the wire around his throat tightens, making him choke and gag, bloody hands grasping from neck to grinding machine. Around him is the muffled shouting, his own bubbling screeching echoes. Static fuzzes inside his head, energy nullified as heās made frantic, clawing at his own skin and the wire cutting deep into his throat.
Itās wrapping firmly around the solid plates at the back of his neck, the encasement of his spine.
If he doesnāt get free now, he never will be again.
Heāll be dead.
Gilded claws scratch at the moaās housing, finding where the machine is tender, tearing at it and firm metal as the machine recoils under his reckless, directionless assault. It screeches and sways with him in tow, legs kicking back trying to find the ground once beneath his feet. Then his claws sink into something soft, digging.
And it screams.
His body dangles as the giant machine thrashes, swaying unbalanced with stomping feet as it tries to shake the fight out of its captive. The excalibur keeps kicking, claws digging deep into the small hand he pulls downwards through the reckless motions. And eventually, as the moa shakes, one kick makes contact with one of its slim legs, and it crumbles to the ground with a metallic screech.
It writhes, and the large feet tries to kick the primeās smaller body away ā but heās too close to the large moa, his claws twisting into the small head sticking from the undercarriage. And the screaming continues as he rends through the metal with gleaming claws, his maw in a growling sneer and gargling black over his chin and over his oozing throat. He doesnāt care about the intruders right now, even as metal spears surge through his chest, knocking him forward through his frantic search for the wire wrapped in his throat.
One pierces his heart.
But it only makes him shutter, pulling the limp wire free from his off-kilter throat.
Heās relieved as he can feel the wire slip clean from his flesh, severing the line with his ichor black staining teeth as heat wheezes through his punctured lungs, choking and gargling on his black blood in retching heaves that pour from his throat in waves. His hands are shaking, barely conscious as energy surges through him once again.
The sentry is still there, waiting for him.
Kill the intruders ā it screams.
It forces him to stand, black ichor coating his chest from the puncturing spears and vomited blood. His vision is still blurred, further still as he can barely see his hands as he holds them towards his chokes and heaves. He can feel his claws wrapping against his neck, biting down as he exposes his throat for the fingering hand at his oozing wound. A pitched gurgle bites through his heaving chest as the golden claws dig into his skin, holding his head in place.
It should keep his off-kilter throat stable until the intruders are eradicated. KILL.
At his chest he can feel the spears scraping against his lungs, scratching in every breath as he whirls around to face the remaining intruders, the one that held him firm for the capture attempt, strong enough to keep his weakened strength contained. Ill looking fingers flex as it drips black from weathered wrists, lines still connected but loose as one of the would-be captives tries to pull.
Yanking at his throat.
With a snarl, a burping of bubbling blood, he turns to their direction, flesh surging brilliant as a blade manifests from an oozing wrist unpreoccupied. Itās jagged, unfocused, made of a flayed mind with nothing but burning hatred and unyielding pain. As energy blades soar blindly as he cuts the air between him and the intruders, it severs the pitching screams and the frantic fire that follows, casting a sudden vacuum of noise as they drop dead.
He canāt see; how does he know?
By the neural sentry creating a vacuum in his energy reserves, sucking any life it mightāve breathed into him before it sent him off to assisted suicide. It praises him, even as it replaces the numbed pain with blistering agony.
But that hatred keeps him conscious, staring at the ceiling as he continues to choke on his own blood, feeling his consciousness wane in the agony surge. He can feel the spears juggle with every pained breath, warm fluid drip over his legs as they crumble him to the floor at the peak of the now quiet room ā quiet except for his shallow breathing, snarling into the void air.
He was never angry at the intruders.
Theyāre just a casualty.
In the back of his mind, as he tries to put together his jumbled thoughts in a sea of shearing pain he remembers something; something from so long ago.
He has a name.
And that name is; Xev.
And finally, as his consciousness fades, leaning lax against the spears that pierced his backs, he curses the neural sentry, vowing only one thing. A goal. Somewhere he wants to be and not directed.
To be free.
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Get to know me tag thing that Iāve not gotten a tag for in a real long time so Iāve sorta forgot how they work but Iām just gonna wing it and hope itās okay in the end. I have been tagged byĀ @kaiachuĀ to do the āget to know me tagā thing, I normally donāt get tagged for this sort of thing so Iām happy to give it a shot :D (Thanks by the way!)Ā
This got way longer than I thought itād be so, hereās a read more for the people who follow me and donāt have any kind of xkit thing to blacklistĀ ā#long postā
1ST RULE: tag 10 people you want to get to know better (Iām horrible with that sort of thing so I probably wonāt have 10 people but Iāll try to at least tag some people in this (and yet Iāll fail, trust me.))
2ND RULE: bold the statements that are true (Personally this format sorta confuses me so Iām just going off what was already listed and just gonna swap out details to be facts about me hope thatās alright, rules are weird, Iām not really a rebel but sometimes itās easier to make your own rules :P)
APPEARANCE: -Iām nearly 6 foot but I genuinely forget the exact, though I know Iām rounding up so thatās a thing. -I have black hair and brown eyes -My hair doesnāt know what it wants to do, some days itās super curly other days itās straighter than the most cliche straight white boy. -Iām tall and skinny which is honestly a little annoying -Iām not super pale but Iām what Iād callĀ āwhiteā if my Native American heritage and culture didnāt make me salty about everyone calling me white :P -Imagine Akira from Persona 5, except I canāt summon demons and also Iām not anime, and also Iām not as attractive as him, and also I remember to turn off the light when I go to sleep (thereās a joke for anyone out there whoās played Persona 5 and got annoyed when Akira continuously left the damn lights on every night, no wonder he needs glasses!) Basically Iāve got that same general tall skinny guy build with curly poofy hair and right now itās actually pretty short so I could actually style it like that if I wanted.
PERSONALITY: -Iām an unintentionally sassy/sarcastic friend if you know me well enough to know Iām joking. -I am always up to help someone however I can, be that listening to their problems or taking direct action to help solve said problems. Though I dislike the idea of being the therapist friend who is only ever spoken to when someone has a problem. -I have more social anxiety in casual settings, however during important/formal social events I find that I already know my role and Iām relatively calm so Iād not say Iām anxious in every social situation. I just need to know my role. -I really try to be a chill person, however I feel like a lot of our culture says āchillā and means āhas no opinions on anything and wonāt take a stand against something they donāt believe in.ā I say that mostly because I find that people will often talk about how chill I am right up until something strikes a nerve with me and I stand up for my morals or beliefs and suddenly itās āwow youāre so dramatic!ā For the record no Iām not talking about the MANY times Iāve actually been way too god damn dramatic (believe me Iām all too aware of those times). -I love all animals, Iāve volunteered at cat shelters quite a lot in my early life because we had a no-kill shelter near my house that needed someone to work with the unadoptable cats. However Iāve been part of a family who has rescued anything from squirrels to snakes to bearded dragons to dogs, to one legged parrots, at one point we had a tarantula and weirdly enough I wasnāt quite as scared of it as I am with most spiders... still didnāt want it anywhere near me. However yeah in general Iāve helped treat tons of animals in my life and Iāve learned to appreciate them all.
ABILITY: -Iād say I canāt draw to save my life but Bob Ross basically dedicated his life to explaining that anyone can make art so yea Iāll respect that. Iām not exactly good at it though. -Iām reasonably athletic but it depends on the activity. Iām a fine sprinter but a bad jogger, Iām good at fencing, I can bike for quite a while, I work out fairly often when I get the chance and according to the numbers the machines give me Iām healthily athletic? Iām not some sports person though. -I personally hate sleeping, it feels like a waste of my time. -I love to play/write music. Music is such a beautiful form of art that can make people feel so many different emotions. Music means a lot to me and I love to sit down and play an instrument with friends or write a new song.
HOBBIES: -I play a LOT of games, anything from video games to tabletop D&D to dice games and casino style gambling games with friends :P -I tend to draw, write, or make music for fun whenever I have an artistic itch to scratch. -I previously mentioned that I work out, I donāt say that to brag or anything I just genuinely find it fun to run around a gym listening to motivational music and having an outlet for all my energy. -It may sound silly but a legitimate hobby of mine is to listen to music, I will sometimes just sit down and put on music I like, this is often something Iāll do at night, I like to just sit down with some tea and relax with good music. -I also enjoy driving, mostly night driving but Iām not going to be picky. Getting lost out in the middle of nowhere and admiring the scenery around me is always really fun, itās part of why I love night-driving I really enjoy getting away from the light pollution and looking up at the stars. I drive a convertible so it makes it really easy to see everything around me while I drive, but itās sort of a death trap if I get in an accident so I tend to take in the sights when Iām at a stop and not in the middle of a drive :P
EXPERIENCES: Iām prefixing this with the fact my life is boring and the more interesting experiences of my life are things I donāt much care to just share with the internet -Iāve flown out to New York numerous times to visit my ex (who I was dating at the time) and that was always fun, it was always weirdly freeing to know that I had saved the money and independently flown myself out there. -I once stabbed my foot with my own pocket knife by somehow flipping it open as it fell off my desk it hit a vein in my foot and I was squirting blood down the hallways at like 2 AM. It didnāt hurt nearly as much as youād think but it wasnāt fun to say the least. -Meryl and I used to often go night driving and actually managed to get out of the car and go hiking a few times at like 2 - 3 AM it was fun, except one time we managed to get a flat tire out in Washington and didnāt have a spare tire so it was exciting to find a way of getting home at midnight when we were a whole state away.Ā
RELATIONSHIPS: -Iām not gonna list my previous relationships or anything I donāt really feel like thatās respectful to the people I was in the relationships with, even if they werenāt all the best people (though most of them were/are fine people) I donāt want to disrespect other peopleās privacy. -However I will say that Iām currently single as fuck.Ā
MY LIFE: -My life has been sorta interesting lately. -Iāve recently really connected with my local friends, Iām part of a D&D group which helped me make a new friend, and an old childhood friend of mine recently texted me saying he lives in the area and wants to hang out sometime. I love all my friends, and I care so much about my internet friends donāt get me wrong but it is also nice to be able to get out of the house and hang with a friend every now and then. -My family is pretty small, Iāve got 1 older brother (I know I have some siblings from my dadās previous wife but outside of my half brother I sadly donāt know them well). -I live in Oregon but I can be found driving throughout the west coast at night, youāll know if you find me because Iām the asshole in the red convertible playing music at like 3 AM but really quietly because I want to respect people who might be sleeping but also just loud enough that you can kinda hear it in the distance because itās a fucking convertible and road noise makes it hard to hear... oh and also Iāll have the top down even if itās like 10 degrees out because I like the cold and Iām probably wearing like literally a tank-top and leather jacket to balance the temperature. -Iāve literally had over 50 animals in this house at the same time. Currently however we have 1 Rhea, we just got another few chickens I think we have 3 - 4 now? We have 2 cats, 1 dog, 1 ball python, and... I think thatās it right now?
RANDOM SHIT: -Iām currently 22 -I love talking to people but Iām bad at starting conversations... -Iāve currently been playing Warframe, Guild Wars 2, FFXIV, and PSO2, though to be honest Iāll play just about anything if a friend asks me to :P -Personal favorite food is Cheesecake unless you donāt count that, then itās Pad Thai, then Sushi, then Shrimp in general. -In person I can hold a conversation for hours, on the internet Iām awful at it. -I often feel like Iām overbearing to new friends because I am easily excited at the concept of making new friends. -I will start writing 20 D&D campaigns knowing full well Iāll never actually get to DM them for anyone, itās a weird obsession I have with the concept of storytelling through experiences.
I mentioned this at the start, Iām bad at tagging people so the only thing I can really say here is that if youāre someone who (like myself) likes listing off random stuff about yourself, feel free to take it upon yourself and consider yourself tagged. If youāre not the type to be comfortable with this sorta thing thatās cool too, no pressure. If you DO write up one of these after seeing mine, feel free to tag me in the post so I know :P
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The Monkey and the Sandguardian
"So...Inaros? Who do you like?", Limbo asks the black-red Guardian of the Sand. The Warframe just shrugs and then says: "I never thought about that" "Serious? There must be someone!", Limbo states and Inaros giggels, then he draws back his bow, the arrow buried deep within the head of an infested. "Nope. No one. I never thought of someone until you now spoke of it", he then answers and is serious about it. Limbo sighs and then he says: "Okay...who do you like?" Inaros pauses for a moment, then he shrugs and Limbo just freezes in place, then he screams: "ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!" "I would never lie about something like this, Limbo. I know that you love to help other out with their love problem, but I don't have any love interest", Inaros then said and Limbo sighs, fires his Sidearm at a few Infested that are running towards them. "Then let's extract and meet at the Dojo...we do some old fashioned ways to find you someone you like and maybe even love", Limbo says and over the com they can hear Equinox: "Boys, it isn't even time for extraction yet!" "What?" "Yeah, we are only a few minutes in...and we wanted to stay until the 20th minute. Remember?", Equinox says and she sound annoyed. "Yeah that was true...but..." "No but, Limbo! We are staying until the 20th Minute! I'm not working my ass of here so that we can extract after 5 Minutes! Besides, the Agent wouldn't be that happy about it and next time he sends us only the bad stuff", reminds him Oberon and Limbo sighs, then says: "Okay, whe stay until the 20th minute...but then we extract!" "Sure", says Oberon and Inaros giggles, then says to Limbo: "Seems to me like Equinox is the man in your relationship" Limbo sighes and then states: "Sometimes it is really annoying but I do love him and her, but I like his dayform more" Inaros nods and then throws some sand at an Infestes Eximus, that was about to grap Limbo.
"So....who do you like to go on missions with?", Limbo asks and Inaros just shrugs. "There must be anyone!", Limbo then says and Inaros looks at the other Warframe, then states: "Limbo, I have guarded Mars from Infested and the Orokin Empire and the Grineer. You think that I had the time for looking any other Warframe back then?" "Well...but now you don't guard those people anymore", Limbo says and Inaros sighes, then he nods and says: "I know...but even now I just...what if I wouldn't have been torn apart by the sandstorm? I...I even feel how he ripps me apart every time I use my sandstorm..." "Well, then how about you talk to Wukong? He dissolves into smoke everytime", Limbo says and Inaros just laughs, then states: "Wokung is used to it. I have nearly every time a heart attack when I'm using this power of me...that's why I need to collect myself everytime after I'm done using this ability. It just...stresses me and my mental health. Last time I even dreamt about it...! And not the good kind of dream!" "I'm also having nightmares", suddenly the voice of the Stalker is heared behind them and while Limbo screames in shock, Inaros just turns his head and says: "Yeah...but you have Frost, who is there for you" "Yes and also, Limbo stop screaming like a child, but I can alos teach you how to calm you down faster after such a nightmare", the Stalker offers and Inaros sighs, then says: "It is wort a try...I don't have to lose anything, don't I?" The once headhunter laughs and then he sits down in front of Inaros, Limbo just gets up and says: "I'm out of here..." He still is a little bit uncomfortable around the Stalker, their former enemy and so he just leaves both of them. "So...the first thing is that you need to control your breath. Are you a Warframe or a Operator that has binded himself permantenly to a Warframe?", he asks and Inaros sighs, then he answers: "An Operator that has binded himself to a Warframe. I...I didn't knew that it would be so...hard and...that Inaros is so stressed and that he is so full of guilt" "Well...this complicates things...maybe you...wait a second", suddenly the Stalkerframe just freezes and out of it steps a Operator, whose face is covered with a black-red scarf. "Why are you looking at me like that?", the Operator asks and then Inaros says: "I...it's just that I...since when do you have an Operator?" "Since I meet Frost and he extracted my Void Power in this Form, before he himself transfered himself in the Frost Warframe, so that I can use his chair and ship", the Operator states and his red eyes are now scanning the other Warframe, then he says: "Kneel down. Hands on your tighs and head down" Inaros follows his Order and the Operator does the same, then he hears the Voice of the Operator, that was once the conciousness of the Stalker in his mind. "Now...let's take all that grief and anger and but it to use. Everytime you use your abilitys let some anger flow into it", the Voice says and then Inaros feels calm, his breathing slows down and he nods, as he looks up, the Stalker is kneeling in front of him, his hand is resting on his shoulder. "Is that how you are dealing with your feelings?", he asks and the Stalker nods, then he says: "If it is too much for you...I know an Operator that can reverse the Process. So that you would be an Operator again" "No...I can do that. And thanks for the help Stalker!", he then says and the Stalker chuckels, then the headhunter vanishes in a smoke cloud. And Inaros knows exactly what to do.
"Wukong! Come here! I can launch you to him!", he screams and Wukong nods, then jumps to him, dissolves into fog, Inaros takes a deep breath and then he starts to spin, sand is building up and then a full sandstorm erupts from the Warframe, who is screaming loud, the fog get's catched up in the Sandstorm and Inaros moves forward, slow, but steady. Then he stops and the fog cloud get's launched at the Eidolon, Wukong emits from it, the Lanka in it's hands. "HARROW! RHINO! NOW!", Inaros screams, then the loud roar of Rhino can be heared and the protective energy of Harrow flows throug all of them, the whole squas is protected and Wukong floats in the air, his Lanka is aimed at the head of the Eidolon. "DIE!", Wukong then screams and the loud shot of the Lanka echoes through the plains, then they all hear the loud scream of the Eidolon, blue glowing blood, that is almost white, erupts from the big wound and the Eidolon collapses. "YES!", Wukong lands in front of Inaros and then hugs him, pulls the other closer to his chest and joy is emitting from the monkey king. "We did it..", he whispers and then looks up to Inaros, who is then laughing and then the arms of the other Warframe are around Wukong. "Yes...we did it", Inaros whispers and if Wukong would have a face we would immediatly blush. So the only indicator that he is emberassed is his flicking tail and the nervous glitching of his two energy tails, that are coming out his head.
"So...how are things between you and Wukong?", Limbo asks him. Inaros laughs and says: "Well....look for yourself~" Wukong emits next to them and leans against Inaros, looks to Limbo and then to Inaros. "So...we have to thank Lmbo for that?", he asks and Inaros shakes his head, then he points at the Stalker who is currently fighting of some Grineer. "No, we have to thank the headhunter for that. With out his advise I would have never overcome my fears", he says and Wukong giggels, then his helmet nestels in the neck of Inaros. "I will keep that in mind", he says, then the monkey king jumps in front of the Stalker, summons his staf and splits a Grineer in half with one hit. "You come?", he then asks the two others and Inaros laughs, unholstering his bow and charges forward.
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the fool rushes in [2/2]
Kore takes small sips from her can of fizz-cola. Judge watches her. He watches as her shoulders slowly, slowly relax and slowly slope downwards as she leans back to look at the sky.
He traces his fingernail in a circle around the remaining can next to him.
āHey,ā Judge says, softly.
Koreās head tilts towards him.
āGot something else for you,ā Judge says, and beckons his Helios over from where the sentinel had been lying next to Ash.
Helios slowly lights up and glides over to him. Judge nods at it and a few of its lights blink in what Judge thinks might be an affirmative before it zooms off towards Kore, various segments spinning and flickering.
Koreās head turns to watch the sentinel - Judge can see her frowning -
And then the music starts.
Kore jumps, falling back onto her elbows and scrambling back, knocking over her can of fizz-cola. Itās, luckily, empty.
āWhat?ā Kore gapes as the sentinel bobs in the air, music playing from some speakers that Judge had finally figured out about three days ago.
āUm, Simaris and Suda had conflicting ideas,ā Judge says when Kore looks towards him, āAbout what youād like. I was going through Sudaās archives first - ā
He can see Koreās eyebrows slowly raising, āIs that why you took so long?ā
āAnd then when I went to see if Simaris had anything else - uh. I didnāt realize how much he liked you.ā
Koreās teeth flash as she laughs. Judge grins back before clearing his throat and lowering his voice - āHunter, I am beginning to doubt your perception. Clearly you are misinformed. Hunter Persephone would never be impressed by such a weak display of pitifully arranged and unorganized data sound files.ā
Koreās laughter grows louder. She leans back on her hands, head tilting back as the sound bubbles out of her, bursting like fireworks in the sky.
Judge thinks that even her Sarynās tendrils are moving like theyāre laughing.
āAnd of course, you know what happened when I told him that I got that data from Cephalon Suda,ā Judge continues, leaning forward, elbows resting on his knees. āHunter! You would trust the data of such a damaged Cephalon? Cephalon Suda cannot be trusted with such an important matter. Disregard what she has told you.ā
Kore stops laughing long enough to say, āGood thing Suda wasnāt in contact.ā
āOh no,ā Judge agrees, āThat was before I was getting the music files and when I was just searching their archives for ideas on what to do wit you in the first place. I kept going back and forth and every time Iād have one of them over my shoulder - itās not so bad with Cephalon Suda. Sheās kind of average sized. But with Simaris?ā
Koreās elbows give out and sheās flat on her back, knees curling up to her chest as she laughs.
āNo,ā Kore moans, turning onto her side, āNo!ā
āItās just this giant orange projection zoomed in over my shoulder and all the other Tenno and people on the relay are looking at me like - whatās this guy looking for?ā Judge continues, āAnd itās the two of them bickering in this weird back and forth. Like every single time I go in to look for something or to cross reference files the other says the other is so incredibly wrong and I was this close, Kore, this close to saying that theyāre starting to sound like each other and maybe theyāre a data match.ā
Kore screams into the fold of her arm, āTheyād kill you.ā
āNah, Suda likes me too much for that,ā Judge says, āAnd I figure Simaris would at least want me in his archive, so itās not like Iād be really dead. Just digital. I think I got a good selection, though.ā
Judge watches as Koreās laughter slowly dies down, and she sits up, brushing grass off of her hair and the sides of her suit. She looks relaxed - really relaxed - now, and Judge feels something in him ease. The Void energy inside of him still circles and crashes and collides in a storm that makes everything feel bubbly and wobbly, but at least the rest of his nerves arenāt falling apart anymore. At least, no more so than usual.
He holds up the other can of fizz-cola to her.
Kore tilts her head, pushing to her feet - dusting off the rest of her suit as she stands.
āYou didnāt drink it?ā She asks, walking over to him and taking the can.
āI donāt like the taste,ā Judge says.
Kore rolls her eyes, opening the can with a quiet pop. āItās not about the taste. I hate the taste. Itās like battery acid or whatever kind of toxic sludge Helminth thinks it can slip me when Iām not paying attention.ā
āYouāre always paying attention,ā Judge replies dutifully. āWait, you donāt like it? For as long as Iāve known you outside the dream youāve been trying to make it!ā
āI like it,ā Kore says, āI just donāt like the taste of it. Itās not about the taste. Itās about the feel. The fizz part of the fizz-cola.ā
Judge feels his face twist in confusion.
Kore rolls her eyes.
āGet up,ā She says, putting the can of fizz-cola down. Judge blinks and Kore lightly kicks his knee. āUp.ā
Judge slowly stands up and watches as Kore picks up the blankets and padding he got and hauls them to a respectful distance from the altar and puts them down.
She starts to flatten them out and rearrange them.
āLie down,ā She says.
Judge blinks and starts to sit down again.
āJudge,ā Kore sounds exasperated as she looks at him - āI meant over here.ā
āOh.ā Judge shoots a nervous glance at their warframes. Saryn is still looking at the sky and Ash seems to be ignoring him entirely. Judge canāt tell if heās projecting or if thatās true, though. Judge slowly crosses the few feet to Kore.
When she just looks at him expectantly, he slowly gets down onto his knees, crawling on top of the bedding before cautiously turning to lie on his back.
His nerves are back again at full force and the energy inside of him is startling to wobble precariously towards unraveling.
Kore watches him - the yellow-green of her inner eye is distinctly visible despite the low lighting - and nods once.
She then starts to unzip the top of her suit -
Judge doesnāt actually make any sounds, but he does choke on something. Air. Saliva. Void energy trying to escape through his mouth?
Kore takes off the top of her transference suit, carefully folding it and Ā setting it down at the bottom corner of the nest she had made. He stares at her, stares at the plain undershirt sheās wearing and her arms and her neck and her collar bones and -
āOn your side,ā Kore orders, voice crisp and demanding no protests. Judge blinks an mechanically rolls onto his side, pulse pounding. He feels Kore get onto the mats behind him.
He jerks when he feels her knees line up behind his, her front pressing against his back and her arm going over his side.
Koreās nose and mouth nudge against the back of his neck. Her arm squeezes him tentatively.
āI donāt like to be touched,ā Kore says lowly. He can feel her talking through the back of his suit as she curls close to him. Judge thinks that his heart is about to actually slam itās way through his chest. āBut I know you like it.ā
She pauses, the unspoken and I like you hangs in the air between them like a breath.
āAnd I - I donāt mind touching as much as I mind being touched,ā Kore says. āSo - is this okay?ā
Judge nods, not trusting his voice not to be a pathetic squeak right now.
Kore doesnāt like a lot of things, but when confronted with either the possibility of those things happening in a vague unspecified time and place not of her choosing, or of Kore going to seek those things out and get them out of her way on her own terms -
Well. Simaris is completely on point in more than one way when he refers to Kore as hunter.
Koreās hand slowly slides up his chest, and he can feel her fingers opening, splaying and feeling out -
Judge brings his hand to his chest and carefully touches his fingertips to the back of her hand. Kore blindly tangles their fingers together, drawing Judgeās hand towards his chest. She can probably feel how hard his heart is pounding right now.
āI like this song,ā Kore says. Most of the songs heād found were fragmented - broken apart. But heād found a few decent files left. Nothing Orokin, of course.
āYeah?ā
āMm,ā Kore nods against his back. āI like the breeze, too. Feels good. Youāre right. I canāt feel this in a frame.ā
āYouāre not cold?ā Judge asks.
Kore shakes her head, āMm. No. Māgood. Void makes me run hot.ā
He didnāt know that. The Void tends to make Judge just feel - pressure, in general. Not exactly hot or cold. Just - pressure. Judge feels his smile slowly return and he lets out a long sigh.
āYou good?ā Kore asks, knee nudging the back of his leg.
āYeah,ā Judge says, āI was just - worried. I really do just want you to be happy, Kore. At least - I wanted you to be able to enjoy one night out in the open without being afraid. Iām not very good at this - planning and focusing on things. But Iām learning.ā
āQuick learner,ā Kore mumbles, voice low. Judge slowly runs his thumb over hers and she squeezes his fingers.
Judge closes his eyes and - and just listens. The music Helios is playing. The sounds of the water and Earthās breeze. The sounds of the night around them - Koreās low breathing.
He squeezes her hand tight. Itās not so bad when he canāt see. Itās just when - he canāt move. Canāt hear things.
Thatās when it gets hard.
Judge focuses on trying to get his Void energy back under control. Itās related to his emotions, he knows - and he also knows heās really stupidly happy and excited right now. But heād rather not ruin it by accidentally exploding.
Koreās trusted him with this - trusted him to keep her safe and not hurt her. Heās not going to ruin this.
Destroy it.
Judge swallows, squeezing Koreās hand a little tighter. He bites his lip, fighting to hold still. To not move and squirm and turn over and hold her and press his face to her hair or anything like that. On Koreās terms, he reminds himself.
There are still sounds. He can move. There is nothing - physically - stopping him from moving. Heās surrounded in open space. There is nothing holding him aside from Kore and Kore is Kore. Ā Itās dark because he closed his eyes. He can open them whenever he wants to. This is fine. This is fine. He is in control. This is -
Thereās no more music.
Judge freezes.
āJudge?ā Koreās voice is soft - worried - and Judge feels his heart kick in his chest, off beat. He should probably breathe but heās -
Where are the other sounds? The energy inside of him starts to slip past his control - uneven, wobbling, teetering, off balance and quickly unraveling and he canāt hear anything over that pound inside of him and -
āJudge!ā Kore quickly rolls him onto his back and Ash is there, pulling him out from under her and Saryn yanks Kore back, holding Kore to her chest, brilliant green poison spores Ā beginning to mist out from her hand as she cradles Kore to her chest, the white tendrils on her shoulder and crest writhing with alarm.
Ashās arms are tight around him and that isnāt what Judge needs - Judge needs to move, he needs to let Kore know itās alright, heās fine - itās -
But Ash doesnāt know that. Ash doesnāt understand - Ash is just trying to protect him from something that Ash canāt understand. All that Ash knows is that Judge is hurt, is panicked, and is reacting to something. And Judge canāt get his head together properly to convey that to Ash in a way that the frame can process.
Judge does not and probably will never have the level of communication Kore seems to have with her frames.
Ow. Judge feels his lip break with how hard heās biting it and this is not how he wanted this to go at all -
āJudge!ā Kore yells out again, pushing herself out of her Sarynās arms and ignoring Ash as Judgeās frame drags Judge back and tries to turn away from her. āJudge, itās okay. Itās okay. Judge? Whatās wrong? Judge, talk to me.ā
Koreās fingers are with his again, prying his hands open. Her hands are so warm. You canāt feel things in a dream, Judge reminds himself. Kore is real. Judge is not asleep. Judge is not dreaming.
Judge is feeling Koreās skin with his own.
He squeezes his eyes shut. Koreās hands on his. His heart pounds - blocking out all the other sounds, almost as loud as the Void inside of him, both sounds slowly overtaking Koreās voice as she tries to talk him down. Ashās arms are still to tight for him to move.
But he can feel Koreās hands. Warm. Moving. Real.
Enough proof that this isnāt part of a dream.
He slowly starts to drag himself back together. Under as much control as he ever will have. Judge doesnāt know how long it takes -
He gets back eventually. He always does.
The process of getting his brain back together - to focus - always leaves him a bit dazed.
āSorry,ā Judge rasps out as he slowly tries to catch his breath, grimacing at the taste of blood in his mouth.
Koreās hands squeeze his and her eyes are wide. āJudge?ā
āGot nervous,ā Judge says and Kore just stares at him. āIt happens. I got better?ā
Judge carefully starts to pry himself out of Ashās arms. Kore turns around and goes to sort out her own frame, carefully talking Saryn into sitting back down. Sarynās spores dissipate harmlessly after a few seconds of Kore gently talking to her but Sarynās faceplate is firmly directed at Judge.
Kore hurriedly grabs one of the blankets and comes back, throwing it around Judgeās shoulders as she pulls him back towards the bedding.
āCan you talk about it?ā Kore asks once heās seated with the blanket held around him. The Voidās energy has shrunk down low now, Judge feels drained. Empty. He didnāt discharge, he knows - thereās no damage and he would have felt it, but heās swung towards the quiet side of things and heās off balance. Sensitive, in a way.
āI get overwhelmed sometimes is all,ā Judge says, āSometimes - I just.ā
Kore sits a bit away from him, but sheās leaning forward, listening.
āI was underground for most of the war,ā Judge blurts out, āI wasnāt - I couldnāt be trusted to deploy a lot. I couldnāt control my Void energy. At all. It was always just going, going, going. So they chained me to the inside of an asteroid when I wasnāt in transference. It was dark. And quiet. And really - disorienting.ā
Judge stares down at the dull bedding, squeezing his hands into the fabric around his shoulders. He rubs the material between his fingers - friction, heat, anything.
āTransference always feels like - Iām removed? Like Iām in a haze? Like Iām not moving, but not really? Like it isnāt really me making decisions. Everything - everything gets scrambled and I have trouble thinking. But one minute itād be dark and completely quiet and I canāt move at all and the only thing there is is the Void and then the next Iām Mag? Or Trinity? Or something and I have a mission but I donāt remember where I got it from and Iām fighting but Iām not exactly sure how? I just. I just wanted to go, go, go. And now I know why - itās because transference is kind of like a dream, it is the dream, so Iām not actually there but at the same time I am and.ā Judge sucks in a breath. And slowly releases it. āAnd sometimes itās hard to remember which is which because I can get stuck in my head and I forget. Itās weird. It passes.ā
āDoes it have triggers?ā Kore asks, softly.
Judge shrugs, āSometimes itās because itās too dark. Or maybe itās too quiet. Or I canāt move. Things like that. Itās all over the place, like I am.ā
Judgeās attempt at a joke falls completely flat. He glances up and sees Kore looking at Helios.
āSo when Helios ran out of music files - ?ā
Judge looks the sentinel thatās worriedly hovering over them, optic camera twitching as it glances from him to Ash and Saryn and Kore.
āI shouldnāt have run out of files,ā Judge says, āI had like - a hundred of them.ā
āYou had one hundred sound files for one night?ā Kore asks, āHow long did you think weād be here?ā
āI wanted to be prepared! Half of them were under two minutes anyway!ā
āSo thatās one hundred minutes plus? Wait, no - focus. So when it went quiet, you got - nervous? And,ā Kore pauses, slowly moving back, āYou couldnāt move because I was holding you - and itās night - ā
Judge lurches forward, careful not to touch her - āNo, itās not. It wasnāt you. I - touching you - feeling you there with me helped. A lot. Because you - you breathe and youāre warm and obviously not a dream. Iām just a mess. You know that.ā
Koreās eyes search his for a long moment before she gets up. Judge scrambles after her, but Kore barks out - āStay there.ā
Judge freezes and watches with a sinking stomach as Kore steps into her warframe.
He waits for Saryn to leave, but Saryn stays seated. A few moments later, Kore materializes again.
āClose your eyes and open your mouth,ā Kore says. Judge blinks up at her.
āWhat?ā
āDo you trust me?ā
āOf course.ā
āClose your eyes,ā Kore repeats, softer, kneeling in front of him, āAnd open your mouth.ā
Her eyes are earnest and Judge trusts her - heās trusted her before he even knew her - and closes his eyes, and opens his mouth.
Kore places something small between his teeth, āClose. And chew.ā
Judge closes his mouth and tentatively bites down on -
Judge yelps, eyes flying open. Itās cold.
Kore rattles a container in her hand.
āChewing gum,ā Kore says, āI thought maybe if you had this you wouldnāt chew on your lip so much. But - you know - you canāt taste things in dreams.ā
Judge stares at her.
āAnd even in the transference you cant taste anything,ā Kore continues, holding out the container to him. Koreās mouth twists ruefully, āWarframes have no mouths.ā
Judgeās slowly takes the container from Kore - every chew releases a fresh burst of cold across his tongue. He shakes out a few more pieces into his hand. Each square is a different color.
āHow?ā Judge asks.
āSaw it at Marooās when I was exchanging for endo,ā Kore answers, slowly moving to sit next to him again. āIād read about it in a few files Iād browed at Simarisā place before when I was bored.ā
Judge idly wonders if this was before or after sheād made Simaris shed a digital tear with how proficient she is at hunting targets for synthesis.
She leans her head on his shoulder and Judge lightly turns to rest his cheek on her hair.
āIām a mess,ā Judge says, āBut you knew that already. Iām sorry.ā
āWeāre Tenno,ā Kore shrugs, āWeāre all messes.ā
Judge runs his tongue over the gum in his mouth, confused at the taste and the feel but - āIs this what you mean by the feel?ā
Kore hums, āJust donāt swallow it. Iām told you arenāt meant to. I think you spit it out or throw it away or something. Wait, do spit it out, donāt choke on it, Judge. You canāt choke on this thing.ā
āKore, Iāve choked on my own spit before. You canāt tell me not to choke on something.ā
āYou arenāt making me feel any better.ā
āAt least Iām being honest about it. I mean, have I ever?ā
Kore groans and rubs her cheek against his shoulder.
āKore?ā
āMm?ā
Judge slowly puts his hand open on his knee, āIt really wasnāt you that made me lose it like that. Iām sorry. And I - didnāt mean to hurt you.ā
Kore slowly puts her hand onto his, closing their fingers together.
āI know.ā
āI like it when we touch,ā Judge says. āI donāt want you to feel that - that we canāt. I donāt want it to be that way. That you think that itās - itās like those other times with - ā
āI donāt think of touching you like when the Orokin touched me. I like touching you, Judge. And being touched by you.ā
āReally?ā Judge turns his head a bit more and Kore nods.
āI like it. Sometimes. Iām just,ā Kore shrugs, āBad at it.ā
āWell. Iām bad at - a lot of things. So. I guess weāre even?ā
Judge can hear Kore rolling her eyes. But she doesnāt let go of his hand.
āJudge?ā Kore says after a few moments of silence. The taste of the gum in his mouth is sharp, and it chills his breath. He feels amazingly awake.
āYes?ā
āI did have a good time tonight. Mostly,ā Kore says slowly, āI appreciate it. What you did for me. For thinking about me.ā
āIām glad, I didnāt actually mean for it to go out of control like that.ā
āSo youāve said. I know. It happens,ā Kore says, āI mean it, Judge. I - itās hard for me. But this was nice. A little warning would be good next time, maybe. A heads up.ā
Judge nods, āI can do that.ā
They both know itās a work in progress - foresight. His brain tends to jump ahead and the rest of him tries to follow and not a single part of him thinks about possible problems with his solutions and ideas until he hits against them full speed. As Kore would say, the fool rushes in.
Usually she says that under her breath as Judge, does indeed, rush in and she has to go after him.
Judge closes his eyes and feels himself slowly relax against her.
She always rushes in right after him, though. So judge figures that heās good. Theyāre good.
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