#ABOUT. ELENORE.

[slurrmp]

wild question but what ships do you rp for eleanor vs what are ones you’d like to rp but haven’t yet

hi hello. my first ellie question :') in what feels like ages ahaha.

but i have rp'd ellie & sam beckett ( quantum leap ) ellie & jonathan archer ellie & trip tucker ellie & t'pol ( star trek enterprise ) ellie & q ( star trek ) ellie & bucky barnes ellie & tony stark ellie & the master ( doctor who )

that's kinda it for canon muses. there's a handful of oc muses i ship with. but as for ones i haven't rp'd with yet uhhh - i used to write ellie and the doctor , but i don't really have a rp partner anymore. i would LOVE love love to have another tenth doctor partner :') and a thirteen. but there isn't really a lot ... i do want a lot more platonic ships however ( ie. more ncis muses hsjdfahlds )

[batcavescolony]

What ever you do don't think about Percy reading Estelle a little kid version of 'The Odyssey' because that's what Sally read to him but he doesn't want to scare her. Don't imagine Sally looking on with guilt in her eyes cus she HAD to read him the real one so he knew what to expect. Don't think about Sally looking down on her little girl with tears in her eyes cus she doesn't need to worry about snakes in her bed or teachers being Cyclopes. Don't think of Sally seeing Estelle with Paul and having to leave the room cus when Percy was that age they had Gabe. Don't think of the unimaginable guilt that Sally must feel for being relieved that Estelle's biggest battle at 16, is her Dad being her teacher. And whatever you do don't think about Percy feeling like an outsider in his own family even though he gets constantly reassured that he's part of it and loved.

[birdsareblooming]

I SOLVED FNAF AGAIN GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

[transvictorvallakovich]

Now, my party hasn't actually gone to dinner with Strahd yet but I keep joking about this happening and I simply couldn't let it go until I drew it.

Posting this for terrible comic day even though im cheating a little bit as I drew it a week or two ago, I simply don't believe I'd post it other than for this, but whatever ! Post the unfinished version and be done with it!

[skrunklymice]

I think she would like lana del rey

ANYWAYS- if you're wondering who these people are, they are supposed to be kornelius and Veronica's parents :3(ignore the image I added I just felt like putting it there)

The woman's name on the left is eleanor and the man on the right does not have a name(for now)

[homuracoded]

omg ofc??? grabby hands!!! if you wanna share im all ears!!!!

WOOOO I AM JUMPING I AM VIBRATING.

Alright. So I first got inspired by this panel from Reze’s arc:

I really liked the concept of Makima actually having a “friend” and not actually lying about this. But who could the control devil possibly have as an equal?

Her relationships are almost always doomed to be one sided or have an unhealthy dynamic due to her nature. Her very essence is conquest and her namesake is control, her power comes from fear of those concepts and thus she can never truly open up and be vulnerable without risking her power.

This is one of her main motivations for optioning pochida, a person who only knows chaos is the closest she will ever get to an equal.

And thus I created the Chaos Fiend to be the yin to her yang and her homoerotic frenemy.

(Disclaimer!!! This was drawn for me by a good friend who’s currently taking time away from the internet and requested not to have his name attached)

So this is Eris!!! Her name comes from the god of chaos tho I may eventually think of something for original. I used old dragons for inspiration on her design, having her horns large, hard to ignore and her teeth sharp. She has a much harder time living among humans given her chaos nature, it’s hard to hide her devil qualities. Therefore making her life live life in the country.

She was raised by the government with Makima as an experiment. While Makima was being brought up to be a mastermind behind the scenes and to make contracts with powerful, important people, Eris was raised to be sort of a bio weapon. Their original plan was to make the perfect weapon for Japan, using both the control devil and chaos devil as one.

Of course that didn’t work cause there’s no way to control the chaos devil. It’s the essence of her being. So she runs away to rebel in the most “spit in the governments face” way, and that’s living in the country and being a farmer. She wanted Makima to run away with her (COUGH denreze parallel) but she’s unable to give up her control in the government. She still visits her, unbeknownst to anyone, because they will always be tied together by their opposing natures (or something more).

[murderboisblog]

I've got a list of ideas that rolls off into the far distance like a comically long cartoon scroll and I'm reading them all to Dr Steinman right this second >:3c I'm telling him he's sooooo valid and he should do whatever he wants forever

Y’all have fun, I am running very far way while I still have my legs in working condition.

[trashlie]

I’m so curious what’s going on with Kousuke!!! What do you mean a hormonal imbalance?? The whole time my sister (a soon-to-be doctor) was trying to diagnose him because she said “turns out all the tics I found cute were actually illness”

Also unrelated but am I the only one still wondering who gave Shine Ae the orange sweatshirt in the flashback after her first concussion? Did we ever learn? In my head (I don’t know if this is an uncommon theory) I always believed Nol tried to hurt himself on that rainy day where he didn’t show up to see Dieter or Soushi before they became friends. What if he ended up in the hospital at the same time Shin Ae was (both would’ve been around 3-4 years ago? Give or take) and that sweatshirt has some roundabout relation to him? Maybe I’ve just watched too many kdramas and I’m trying too hard to find the red string of fate lol

Just a heads up to anyone following along! This is the last ask that I am responding as pre-236! So spoilers for this response only go up to 235 (though this one doesn't really have any spoilers)! However after this ask I'll be back up to date with spoilers up to 236! Just want to make that clear to anyone who may not be up to date with the last ep or not!

Had a bit of a laugh about your sister because lmao I've been trying to get my bestie back to reading ILY as she's a nurse and I've been DYING to hear her thoughts on Kousuke, too lmao but alas she hasn't been in the headspace for ILY yet so I continue to wait. But LMAO "all the things I thought were cute about him are AN ILLNESS?" alfjkakjfkjafjkafjk FEAR NOT to be fair I think a lot of what we see IS him, just... amplified by whatever Yui has been drugging him with and how it's affecting his system.

So the thought a lot of us had about the hormonal imbalance was that it was probably testosterone, since Hansuke didn't seem to want to divulge it in their mixed company, but also because he implied it was something that COULD be affected by stress, so it wasn't an IMMEDIATE red flag - but still something peculiar and wasn't something to be dismissed. Even outside of being drugged - which Hansuke certainly wasn't thinking of because WHO would be drugging Kousuke and god bless his sweet naive soul there was no way he was going to think of Yui doing it - there are other things that could affect his testosterone, thus it stood out to him but it wasn't "wow there is something SUPER wrong", especially given uhh.... EVERYTHING happening in Kousuke's life in the last couple months.

Ngl that ABSOLUTELY sounds like a kdrama plot LMAO like!!!!! They do NOT miss an opportunity to give their romance pairs a brush with each other before they ever "met for real" don't they? LMAO and like look don't get me wrong I love childhood friends to lovers but BOY do kdramas take it to a WHOLE OTHER LEVEL! lmaoooooooo But I have seen similar theories before! I know a lot of people have wondered if it could have been Nana who gifted it, like she just knits things and randomly gifted them to kids who were in the hospital.

That said, timeline wise that doesn't QUITE line up, though I don't think it was a reach to think it at all, because the fact that it's a mystery still makes us go HMMMMM doesn't it? Nol met Dieter the summer before high school, so if he did try harming himself at that time (and yes, I, too, think that he did), it would have happened after Shinae's hospital time, which was in middle school and she was out t finish school before the term ended, so Nol's event would have come after (assuming we have the timeline correct of course!).

But YEAH it still remains a mystery and I'm really, really curious. I had initially wondered if Alyssa might have done it, the one thing she could do for her guilty conscience because you KNOW her parents didn't want to get any more involved in it and probably paid off the school to keep it under wraps and keep her name out of it, but the sweater and hat seem like they were probably handmade, so I don't think my initial thought held any water. Of course that doesn't rule out Nana as a potential, because a Christian lady like herself might participate in church charity efforts and making gifts for children who have been in the hospital for a long time could have been something she might have done in the past! So while Nol himself may not be directly connected, that red string of fate you're looking for could still be there, in a somewhat subverted way, haha!

I really look forward to finding that out because I still find it so interesting that Shinae said "this shirt isn't even mine" when that lady threw her drink on her. What the heck did she mean?!

[foundfamilynonsense]

The fact that The Good Place is one of the best explanations of love vs attachment and yet people still use it to say they Jedi had it backwards really shows how far people are willing to go to misinterpret this concept.

[quantumleapt]

Relationship tag dump for some of my favorites!

[moonshadowed]

When he opened the door to @ncmad's room, he expected to find the comforting scent of must and fabric softener, the lull of silence, and, if he was very lucky, perhaps the beginnings of a recipe she'd started to write down and had since forgotten.

The last thing he expected to find was the girl herself curled up, asleep, on the bed.

He grips the doorframe for support, eyes wide, head reeling as his mind slips sideways, tripping over itself, trying to figure out whether the moment he finds himself is the moment she's in, too.

Eventually, he moves over to her, laying a gentle hand on her shoulder. She's here. She's here now.

"Elenore," he breathes, half disbelieving. His hearts soar and he finds himself grinning, his freckled cheeks dusting with pink. "Elenore, you came back." // starter call!

[iced-souls]

SC-SC-SC-SCIBIDIBOPBOPPLES!!

[elencr]

´ ･ .  ✶ ━━      slender fingers grip onto the soft fabric of the baby’s onesy.  hands resting just under tiny arms.  ellie shifts in her position in the rocking chair  ,  lifting baby olivia up so that she could be placed in a more comfortable position  ,  which was lying across her lap.  the baby gurgles slightly at the sudden movement  ,  but settles as soon as she’s back on her mother’s lap  ,  head resting against ellie’s chest  -  big brown eyes searching for her father at the sound of his voice.  tiny hands reach out towards him once they find him.  

                           ellie’s blue eyes lift from watching olivia  ,  finding sam herself  -  as he lingers in the doorway  ,  before a soft smile crosses her lips.  the low lighting of olivia’s room made it a little hard for ellie to see  ,  but she was getting used to it.  a holiday sounded perfect.  the hand resting under olivia’s bum absentmindedly starting to pat  ,  rocking the baby back and forth  ,  trying to put her to sleep.  “  a holiday sounds wonderful.  ”  ellie murmurs.  the rocking almost putting her to sleep.  “  we’ve needed a holiday for ever.  ”  she continues.  a soft laugh leaving.  “  one where we don’t have to save anyone for a change.  ”

╰   ––––––– ✧   @quantumleapt​    :      asked      ❨        maybe it’s time to take a vacation.          ❩˙

[lilliaace]

I'm going to put this as nicely as possible.

You're fifteen, according to your bio/pinned post. I'm 30. I have been alive literally twice the time you've been alive in this world. You are a baby queer. I don't mean that demeaningly. I mean this as to say this - you don't know smack about the LGBTQ world beyond the walls of the internet, maybe a queer club at your local school (high school if you're in the USA).

The online and club spaces for the LGBTQ world are so incredibly sanitized, period.

No, bi lesbians and their sister labels (pan lesbians, omni lesbians, polysexual lesbians, straightbians, fagdykes, lesboys, asexual lesbians, aromantic lesbians, etc.) ARE NOT putting their lesbian/dyke sisters in danger, period.

Pushing that the idea of "m spec lesbian" is somehow damaging...

victim blaming for ladies attempted to be 'forced converted' by straight men

Xenophobic towards MANY global gender IDs that are specific to certain cultures (2-spirit for indigenous USA tribes, Hijra in India, etc.)

Shifts the blame from the rapist to the victim, regardless of circumstances

Also minimizes the fact that asshole men are going to be asshole men, regardless of whoever they're being a jerk to. A jerk is going to be an asshole, regardless.

The idea of a "m spec lesbian" has been around FOR YEARS. Documented since at LEAST the 1950s.

I strongly recommend reading "Stone Butch Blues" and "The Stonewall Generation" as well as "PoMoSexuals: Challenging Assumptions About Gender and Sexuality"

You might get lucky and find them at your local library. There's a free PDF floating around of Stone Butch Blues. I got Stonewall Generation by going to a LIVE PRIDE event that was local. You should be able to find them on Google Shopping, Amazon, Ebay, and/or Mercari.

Human sexuality is complicated, period. Many women who were exclusively (or almost exclusively) attracted to other women often paired up with men for the sake of affection, protection, and companionship rather than genuine attraction (Elenor Roosevelt and Virginia Woolf are the first two famous people who come to mind). Also, Kristen Stewart recently came out as a bi lesbian in a recent interview.

We exist, period. NO ONE is helping by LGBTQ identity policing. Y'all are only hurting yourself. PLEASE talk to real life queer people face to face, beyond the safety net of social media and school clubs. You will learn so much.

[phantom-of-the-memes]

As a child free by choice asexual person, who will never have kids or a partner, you’re constantly asked what your life is going to look like. And also how you can possibly find fulfilment. To explain how my life is in fact enjoyable and fulfilling, I bring up Tahani from the good place and her afterlife.

I absolutely love how they handled Tahani as a character and her development. While she was alive she was constantly aiming to achieve external validation, especially from her parents. So much so that she didn’t do much else with her time on earth. Thus when she finally makes it to the good place, she makes a list of all the skills of the universe and dedicates her time to mastering all of them.

I adore how they let her be single. Elenor and Chidi spent eternity together, as do Jason and Janet. But they didn’t do the annoying thing that a lot of shows do, and insist on pairing her off with someone. She never finds a soulmate, so she becomes her own soulmate. And she isn’t miserable about it! She is doing everything she’s always wanted to and constantly bettering herself as a person.

When she has completed her list, she decides it’s time to go through the door (which ends your existence). But then she realised she still has so much to do. Not because she doesn’t have a soulmate, but because there are more skills to master!

All this to say, I PERSONALLY see my time on earth as an opportunity to learn and enjoy everything existing has to offer. As an atheist who doesn’t believe in the afterlife, to me this is it. So I’m going to do everything I possibly can! I want to learn a ridiculous number of languages. I want to read all the literature the world has to offer. I want to travel the world and try everything. I want to create and make things. I want to be a scientist and discover things. I want to better myself and the world! I want to leave the world knowing I experienced as much as I could.

And the usual disclaimers: this is my PERSONAL experience and view of the world. It doesn’t apply to all child free or partner free people. Also for some people, a partner or children is all they need to feel fulfilled in life. I’m only making this post to show that it’s not the only way.

Always choose the path in life that will allow you to die happy. Regardless of societal expectations.