#AAAA WHATEVER here it is AAAAA

[violentlydefending]

Why The Dance Club Is The Best Part Of Disco Elysium

a quick little video essay i made on the anodic dance club a while back that i figured i may as well share here--if you end up checking it out, i hope you enjoy!!

[quodekash]

I FELL ASLEEP FOR A FEW MINUTES BUT WE'RE BACK IN BUSINESS BABEYYYY LETS KEEP GOIGN ON EPISDOE 9

THE WAY HE SLIDES UNDER THE WATER TO AVOID ANSWERING THE QUESTION

I LOVE HIM SO SO MUCH OML

noooooo dontttt

you should make outttt

nooooooooooooo

pleaseeee I just want you two to kiss and make out and be in love, and it'll be a LOT easier if youre stuck in a confined space with each other

YYYYYYYESSSSSS

SO THEN NOW THEYRE GONNA SHARE THE MOTORCYCLE???

EEEEEEEEE IM SO EXCITED

IM SO EXCITED FOR THE PUTTING-ON-HELMET TROPE AND THE WAIST-GRABBING TROPE

GOIUREDHSGPIOVKREND

he cARES ABOUT HIM

oh, what's that sound? nothing, its just me sobbing my soul out

bestie you're so in love with him

WAIT

HANG ON A SECOND

OMG

EVEN MORE SOUNDWIN/GUYNAWA PARALLELS

LOOK AT THAT FREAKING EXPRESSION ON GUY'S FACE

B O O M

aaaaaaaaaaaa soundwin/guynawa parallels may be the death of me

D U D E

this feels so intentional

nawa so badly wanted them to have a stargazing date

the way they speak in sync is so insane

they're like literally soulmates???

idk man, I think you should kiss. shooting star feels like a good reason to kiss

THEYRE GONNA COME BACK TOGETHER AND EVERYONE'S GONNA THINK THAT THEY SNUCK OUT TO GO ON A DATE TOGETHER OR WHATEVER

JUST LIKE IN MSP WHEN SOUNDWIN COME BACK AFTER WIN GIVES SOUND A RIDE FROM THE PHYSICAL THERAPY APPOINTMENT AND THEYRE ALL LIKE 'why did you guys get here together?? 🤔'

except this time I dont think they'll be as dense and stupid because the sexual tension literally oozes off of guy and nawa every time they interact

bitch did you not register the arm? bro is wounded and he obviously "didnt know where else to go" (aaaaa now my brain is going through classic enemies to lovers tropes)

broooo just kiss

you're looking at him so tenderly rn

d u d e

AWW, HE COULDNT SHOOT SOMEONE SO THEN HE GOT SHOT INSTEAD, AND ALSO LOOK AT HOW SAIFAH'S BUTTONING UP HIS SHIRT FOR HIM AAAA

the guy sitting next to you, that's what you can do

OH

OHHHH

OH THAT ADDS A WHOLE NEW LAYER TO THE THEORY

well, not really.

but its a very interesting detail!

SORRY

IM SORRY

BUT WHY DOES THIS GUY LOOK KIND OF LIKE MARKIPLIER

oh

well frick now im sad

o-oh

well frick now im SADDER

OKAY FINALLY

THEYRE FINALLY GONNA KISS AND ITS ACTUALLY GONNA BE GOOD

rfhghfghffhgbehsdbfhewbsdfhgaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhfebhgbehsbghbrs

YES

GOOD

YAYYYYYYY

FINALLYYYYYYY

guynawa's turn next pls

NOOOO DONT MAKE ME CRY WITH THE SHOT OF THE HANDS

FRICK

I love chimon's curly hair so so so much

B I T C H-

IM LOSING IT

THIS ENTIRE POST CREDITS SCENE IS FREAKING INCREDIBLE

I love cheesy pickup lines so much, but even more than that I love kang's ridiculously cheesy pickup lines, but even MORE than that I love sailom's reactions to kang's cheesy-ass pickup lines

so this is like. the greatest thing ever

yup

as per usual, for every single 12 episode bl ever, the actually insane stuff is gonna go down in episodes 10, 11 and 12

woohoo. can't wait.

(part of me just wants the fluffiness to continue but also part of me wants to get into the juicy drama of everything, you know? I love chaos so much)

WELL, EPISODE GOOD

I MANAGED TO WATCH IT IN JUST OVER 2 HOURS WHICH I THINK IS A NEW RECORD FOR SHORTEST TIME

and I shall be rewatching this episode once every single day until episode 10 comes out because I am feral 😊

goodnight folks!!

[illogicallyx]

I love each one of them sooo much😭😭😭😭 just like asvskajs and maybe it’s not but like it feels so me-coded I love it lmao

BUT ok so like imagine gojo like urging Megumi to do shut just so he can meet you😭down bad and I bet he gets turned on when you talk to him formally and a little condescendingly because yk wtf is this parenting and god forbid you realise his sister is tsumiki because lololol. Megumi’s having the worst time and like you say smn in the heat of the moment and gojo gets a little annoyed because ykyk HIS son so then the tension and you get a little soft for them and thus your mom arc begin (and gojo’s mommy<3)

Also like like like like geto’s scoff? *dies as a blushing mess becauseeee ahhhh* but like imagine them teasing you a little, like the girls—when it’s Valentine’s Day or smn (and you’re not together yet) them making cards for you lmao. Or like them making Geto get you gifts from “their” side in your birthday. And he finds you soooo sweet because at least his burden for the girls’ is shared a bit and like imagine him coming early to pick them after school and y’all chat<3

And nanami’s part 🤭🤭🤭🤭 also I feel like he wouldn’t necessarily just want them to pass but he wouldn’t put pressure either. Like you do you boo but whoever would want to do STEM when given freedom? You and his daughter ofc (now I need his son and teacher!reader thoughts) but also—imagine you teaching his daughter smn and she talks about it all night to him or her being unable to solve smn and him either and so he sheepishly asks you lmao

part 3 im having too much fun with this

it is you coded bc i specifically added the astrophysics part for you BC U LOVE JT

omg like i said before our thots abt satoru are so similar bc i was thinking the SAME. i feel like he'd say "oh ;) i had him when i was young but thank you for the compliment ;)" (assuming he's like 25 here bc like how long has it been for megs in jujutsu high? idk whatever) to which megumi is like HUH? o_0

and you are like so irked by him from the get go bc wtf is that uniform? why tf is his hair so white? and then satoru makes a comment abt how u should start the meeting instead of checking him up which makes u even more annoyed. poor megumi is just praying to every god that this doesnt make his teacher hate him too bc you're his fav :(

and yes agreed agreed abt him telling megumi to do shit so he can see you again and megumi is like NO i will not but he does end up in another fight again bc Teenage Angst and yeah the next time he comes he's grinning like a cheshire cat bc "well well we meet again" and you are like jesus fucking christ and megumi is praying for the ground to swallow him whole

omg u so so so right

it'd be so cute if like geto knew of ur crush snd even the girls like imagine them each hold his hand while they walk out the class and they are like giggling abt how their teacher deffo likes him snd he's just like 😊😊😊 bc u sure do and maybe he harbours one too bc u were so cute.

i totally agree with him coming early to pick them up just so he can talk to u and like imagineee its ur bhd and they personally accompany suguru to get gifts the day before and when they go to school the next day they are so giddy and excited bc they know their father is coming with the gifts bc they told him to give it to you personally.

they'd literally jump outta their seats when he comes and u are literally like fixing ur hair while they greet him yeahh he'd literally be like :D when he gives it to you bc he is as nervous as u and like mutual pining<33333 the girls as the match makers AAAAA

pls pls im sick in the head bc i would do stem out of my own free will ok so shush and omg wait i love the idea of him asking you for help with the qns like OEJFKKRKEKDK like imagine he knows how to do math and such bc he worked in the finance department (i think? is that canon? oh well) but he texts u under the disguise of wanting help even doe he can deffo do it himself lol AAAA

and nanami's son i feel like would be into sports!! like it'd be total opposite from his daughter. his son would love to play football/soccer and it all started when nanami got his baby boy a ball as his first toy like he bought him more but his son wouldnt play with anything else just that ball and like

even his first steps were like holding onto the couch to help him stand up and when nanami saw that and took out his phone to take a video he saw how his son literally kicks the ball next and laughs in glee before falling back down on his bum and ....yeah he knew his boy is gonna be crazy abt sports

OKAY omg imagine nanami dropping his son to practice in a damn suit and like you being his son's coach and like u always catch that fine man in a suit dropping off ur talented player and yeah 🙃

part 2

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

OKAY OKAY HEART BEATING FASTER JUST THIKING ABOUT IT I SWEAR

OH GODS EPISODE TITLE

WELCOME TO KNOX REACTS TO MONKIE KID SEASON 4 TODAY WE SHALL BE WATCHING EPISODE 3 SO IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT: SPOILERS AHEAD (though i assume at this point most everyone has seen it lol WHEEZING)

OKAY HERE WE GO

THE GREAT TANG MONK

THE GREAT

I’M SCREAAMMIINNGGG

kay so real quick what was my theory for the last one? Since it’s Journey to the West the monkie crew gets slapped into the scroll as their past selves, and Mk and Mei gotta track them down and help them remember who they are and snap em out of it or something I DUNNO IT WAS A THOUGHT I HAD, that or they’re gonna get to meet their past lives, MAYBE BOTH, WHO KNOWS, BUT EITHER WAY I’M GOING TO BE SCREAMING

OKAY AND THUS IT BEGINS I’M LOSING MY GOSH DANG MIND I HAVEN’T EVEN PRESSED PLAY

I’M ACTUALLY SO EXCITED FOR THIS EP YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA

I’M SO CURIOUS AS TO WHAT THEY DID WITH JTTW IN MONKIE KID I’M SO CURIOUS

THE JTTW CREW I’M GONNA GET TO SEE THEM I’M

AAAA AAAAA

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

(look okay i’ve seen at least one spoiler of dragon boy showing up so i need you to understand i need him and wukong being close so badly you don’t understand i think constantly about how Wukong reacts to stuff regarding him and how dragon boy looks at him in the samadhi fire flashback with all that concern i’m telling you i need it so badly, i’m going to love whatever the show gives me but if i get even a split second of them being best brothers and close and caring i will cry)

OKAY GOTTA WATCH EPISODE THREE BEFORE WE EVEN GO ANYWEHRE NEAR THAT

THIS IS EVERYTING I’VE EVER WANTED PLEASENL;GKMSF

as you can see i’m normal about everything all the time <3

PUSHING PLAY MAKES ME INSANE

this one doesn’t have a theme song iTS NOT GIVING ME ANY TIME TO GAIN MY FOOTING

“DUMPLINGS”

SCREAMS

WHY AM I SCREAMING THEY JUST SAID DUMPLINGS LOOK AT THE BU9ILDING OH MY GODSNG;DSLKFMABWOEFMNAW;IEFAIOGJ;F;AEFM

WHY AM I SO HYPED RN I WANTBGLKSDFMAOWIEF

AAAAAAAAAA

be chill be cool be fine i swear half these reactions are just me loosing it over absolutely nothignbGLMSDF

HOW DO I HAVE THIS MUCH HYPE FOR A SHOW ABOUT LEGO MONKEYSBGSLDKMFWE

ah we know exactly why its cause it’s fire smh

okay I’ve chilled out a bit we can start here we go

MEI WITH HER PHONEBGSDL;KFMAEFW

PLS

NO WIFI

CURSES

MK IS

VIBIN LOOSINGITBS;DLKF;OAWIGH;OIAEWFMASLF

HELPGN;SDKFDS

SHOE GUYS ANCESTOR

LOOK AT THE HAIR HELPGNSLDFKMAW;OEF

WAIT WHY IS THAT SO FUNNYGBSDFAL;KMEW F

DEMONIC ACCESSORIESBGS;DLKFMW;OEF

YEAHBGS;LDKMA;OWEF

YEAH RUNNING GOOD PLAN PLS THE SMACKING INTO THE WALL AND BOUCNING OFFBG;SDFMAOWEFI

HOLYFUVBBFMAW;OEIWF

OAY

OKAY

PLS

SIR

SORRY THAT HAD SUCH MONKEY KING VIBES  PLS

THE JUST SHOWING UP

“GREAT!! :D YOU MAADE IT!!”

LITERALLY ITS MONKEY KINGS “OH HEY BUD YOU MADE IT :D”

i need to like

be calm about this

but every line is making me lose it pls bG;LASKMFA;OWEIFMSAFD

SOMETHING ABOUT LION GUYS VOICE IS GETTING TO ME

HE SOUNDS PERMANANTLY AMUSED

I DESPERATELY WANT TO BE WRONG ABOUT HIM BEING EVIL I WANT TO PICK HIM UP AND CARRY HIM AWAY SO BAD

PLS

ASTRAL PROJECTIONGDBF;LAKMF;OWEIFM

NO SHE HASNTNG;LSMF

MK FR THIS NOTHIGN KNEW HE VIBIN AND MEI PANICKINGSDF;MAWEF

IS THIS WAS DYIGNSBF;KAJFAWEF

OH MY GODS

OH MY GODS HE REALLY IS

GUYS PLEASE I’M RIGHT I CAN’T BELEIVE THIS

HE’S

SO MANY WUKONG LINES

IS THIS WHAT HE’S LIKE THE WHOLE SEASON?????

WHO GETS IT FROM WHO???

DID HE PICK IT UP FROM WUKONG OR DID WUKONG PICK IT UP FROM HIM BECAUSE

PLS

BROTHERS FR

THEY’RE REALLY NAILING THIS WITH HAVING THEM FEEL CLOSE WITHOUT EVER SEEING THEM TOGETHER I’M LOSING IT

protective cursenG;LAWMFEO;WF

“wasn’t really gonna forget that part” MK PLS BGSLFK;AMWEF

TEHRE ARE SO MANY OF THOSE DRAMATIC FRAMES IN THIS SEASON AND ITS ONLY EPISODE THREEBG;SDAFKM;OWEF

IMPERFECTIONS HUH

sorry wasgnlsk;dfmawf e

NEW OUTFITISSS

YOU BETCHA

PLS

I KEEP

GETTINGHITBGS;AWEMF

PLS

IT KEEPSBGSD;LFKAMWE

I CAN’T EVEN PROCESS EVERY LINE IS DESTORYING MEGBSDLFKMAWEO;F

ITS DESTORYING ME EVERY SINGLE ONE YOU GUYS I CAN’T BEGBSD;KFMAWEO;IFMA;GHA;OIFMAWEF

PLS

I

TRASH BIN

MK JUST IMMEDEATLEY STRIPPING DOWN

NO HESITATION

THE HOLOGRAPHIC HANDS TRYING TO BLOCK HIM OUT BUT THEY’RE SEE-THROUGH

i need you all to know i literally just wrote something with Mk just stripping down before someone could turn away for something iw as working on and TO HAVE IT IMMEDEATELY REAFFIRMED AS CANON THAT HE’D DO THAT AND DOES THAT AND ITS RIGHT IN CHARACTER IS ACTUALLY SENDING ME I’M IN PIECESBGS;DLMA;OFIAWEMF

MEI DIVING RIGHT IN

PLS

ARE YOU KIDDING ME

YOU GUYS HE JUST SOUNDS EXACTLY LIKE WUKONG

HE EVEN GAVE THEM A SCROLL

WITH DOODLES ON IT

WHO’S MIMICKING WHO HERE

I’M DESPERATE

I NEED MORE OF HIM AND WUKONG INTERACTING JUST THE TWO OF THEM I WANT TO SEE WHO HAS THE BRAINCELL OR IF THEY BOTH LOSE IT I WANT TO SEE IT SO BAD I WANT TO KNOW IF WUKONG PICKED UP ON THE WAY HE TEACHES FROM HIS (big? well he certainly is bIG) BROTHER PLS

NEW CLOTHES

GOOD OLD  FASIONED STORY OF THE WEEK BGSD;LFKMAFEW

yeah mk, resident monkey king expertWHEBGSDF;LKME

DARN RIGHT

DARN RIGHT HE DOES

PLS

THE SKPPING TO THE PARTS WITH MONKEY KIGN IN THEM

PLEASE

EXPLAINS WHY HE KNOWS SO LITTLE ACTUALLY

BECAUSE COOL MONKEY PARTS GO BRRRRR AND HONESTLY HE IS SO VALID HE IS SO NEAURODIVERGENT YOU GUYS PLSBGSD;LFKM

EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE

HELPGNLS;DFMKASD

THIS IS DAY NUMBER ONE

PLS

OUR TANGS NAME IS TANG

PLS

I’M GONNA CRY  

OHHHH

HES GOT MAGIC SHIELD RIGHT

HELPGN;SLDFKMASD

DEMONS

HE JSUT GETS

THROWN RIGHT IN

HELPGNSDL;FKAMWEF

OH GODS

OH NO  

HE’S THE

OH NO I CAN’T BELEIVE THISBGN;SDLFKMW

OFC HE’S LIKE THIS

OF HE’S LIKE THIS

“if it is here i am destined to meet my fate” OFC HE’S LIKE THIS

oh the “violence is never the answer” jsut brought the “MONKEY NO VIOLENCE” FROM THE FIRST EP OF THE SEASON INTO MY HEAD AGAIN AAA MA N

THEY WERE WEAKLINGS

PLS

MK

U H

OHHH

OHHH BOY

SEE

THIS IS

THIS IS GONNA BE INTERESTING

i’m so interested as to how they’re gonna handle this oh boy

Its the bravado and the teasing and then the absolute kill of excitement when he’s like “i wish you’d done it differently” and just Mk’s face like THINKING HARD ABOUT WUKONG I AM THINKING VERY HARD ABOTU WUKOGN YOU GUYS

MK AND MEI, YES, THIS IS

THE GREAT TANG MONK

also sir pls, the way you see the world is important, but you were just tasked with a very important journey not DYING you’re supposed to at least TRY to stay aliven;GLMAWEF

TOURMENT AGRESSION

HEY

HEY

SHUT UR FANCY SMACNY

OH BOY

ARE WE REALLY GETTING

THE BEATING DOWN ON HYPERACTIVITY

ARE WE REALLY SEEING IT

IS THIS CANON

AM I SEEING THIS WITH MY OWN TWO EYES

ARE WE REALLY DOING THIS

I’M GONNA LOSE IT YOU GUYS

CANON

THIS IS CANON RIGHT NOW

YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND I’M LOSING IT I WROTE A FIC FOR MYSELF ABOUT WUKONG’S HYPERACTIVITY CLASHING WITH THE WAY TANG MONK TEACHES YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THIS WASN’T EVEN FOR MONKIE KID IT WAS FOR JTTW 96 I’M LOSING IT WE’RE GOING WITH THIS WE’RE FR CANON GOING WITH THIS I’M GONNA LOSE IT

heck okay so what is

Tang monks greatest mistake he thinks

going on the journey? because we’re starting right at the start if going on the Journey is it i’m going to just

heck

HECK

IF FREEKIGN WUKONG IS IT

I’M GONNA LOSE IT

okay here we go

iTS US

THE LOVABLE LITTLE SCAMPS

PLS

MANY BLESSINGS

RIP

SLAM US FOR HAVING FRIENDS

HYPERACTIVE

BRING IT

READY TO FIGHT HIM

AAHAAA

I’M RIGHT I’M RIGHT THEY ARE

“tangs past life guy?”

“well that’s unconfirmed but yeah”

PLS GSDFSDAL;FJ NOT CONFIRMATION YETBGSLDF;KMASDF

guys, if he teaches them that hyperactivity is bad i’m gonna lose it, if they go with him and get like really opposite whats good for them teachings oh my gods please all of my angst i’ve ever written for the monkey will be vindicated i’m losing my gosh dang freaking mind i swear they’re pulling from 96 fro this oR MAYBE ITS JUST CAUSE THAT’S THE VIBE IN GENERAL THROUGHOUT THE BOOK I’M JUST

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

GRAB HIMGNSDNFL;SAF

W

HEY WHO’S THIS

HELLO??

GET AWAY FROM HIM OH DEMON SPAWN oh

you’re children

so ig you’re jsut… regular spawn.

THE ACCENT PLS BGSL;DFMAEWF

THINGS

MK TRYING TO JOIN IN

LET THE STORY PLAY OUT

YOU WANNA GO ON THE WHOLE STORY HUH

PLS

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

AND HE DOESNT’ LIKE HOW HYPER THEY ARE I’M LOSING IT

YEAH STILL THE DEMONS Y’ALL

THAT’S GREAT

PRETTY GLAMOURS THO

PLS

TEHY’RE JUST

NOMMING INSTANTLY

GUYS PLS

VEGGIE MAN

BUT WE CAN STILL EAT IT RIGHT?

I am so head in hands this is bodyslaming me with all my journey to the west thoughts this is killing me

Y’KONW ORIGINALLY THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A RE-TELLING OF JJTW SO

SEEING WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN IS

DESTORYING ME IN A GOOD WAY

GHOST

GHOSTBGL;SKFMWE

A H

GHOST GRANDPA

WHATBGBSD;LKFMAWEF

N

MK NO

PLS

OR

HECK MAYBE THEY’RE NOMRAL PEOPLE

OH I LOVE THEM

I LOVE THEM

MA’AM AND SIR YOU HAVE MY SOUL

MEI JSUT LAUGHING

I LIEK THIS GUY

PLS

HE’S SMILIGN SO BIG THIS MONK

PLS

MK I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

MK PLS

OH

OH HECK

OH HECK WAIT

WHAT WAS THAT GOING BACK

GOPING BACK

I KNOW THERE’S THIS WHOLE

GHOST THING HAPPENING RN

BUT

I NEED TO GO BACK

aha

aha

SO

THERE’S AN INK VERSION OF MK BEHIND HIM FIRST FRAME OH GODS I’M LOSING IT

THEN MONKEY KING

AND THE R

GUYS

GUYS

I’M GONNA SCREAM

HECK

HECK

WUKONGS FACE

THE GRITTED TEETH

THE BAGS UNDER EYES

THE SHADOWED AND HARSH LIGHT AND GLOWING EYES

THI SSEASON IS GONNA KILL ME I’M GOING TO BE KIILLED I’M

I’M LSOING IT WHATS HAPPENIGN

HECK

KAY I DON’T

I DONT’ KNOW HOW THIS IS GONNA WORK MK’S HAVING VISIONS OF MONKEY KING

ROCK SMASHING OPEN

AND THEN THE ENTIRE WORLD BEING CONSUMED BY THE INK WITH A BIG OL EYE STARING AT IT OH MY GODS

OH MY G

GUYS

GUSY WHAT THE HECK

GUYS

GUSY

FREAKIGN SCREAMING

1. IS MK GONNA START TO BECOME MONKEY KING IN THIS BECAUSE

I DON;’T KNOW WHY I’M THINKING THAT I JSUT

SCROLL WANTS EVERYTHING TO BE IN PLACE SO

MK HAS MONKEY KIGN POWERS WHAT IF IT JUST REPLACED MONKEY KING WITH HIM

AND GOT RID OF WUKONG ENTIRELY I DON’T KNOW I DONT’ KNOW I’M JUST LOSING MY MIND THIS SEASON IS GONNA KILL ME I’M GOING TO DIE ITS GOING TO KILLMEGNSFMAWOE;IFM OAWHGOIFMAF

okay ghost problem back to

this

aha

HOW DO I MOVE ON FROM THAT

WELP

WHOOPS

oh hi buff sir

OOF MK GETTING THROWN AROUND

NO VIOLENCE

YOU’RE KIDDING RIGHT

IS THIS

HECK

NOT EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS BACK AND WHITE

COME ON TANG

ITS NEVER EASY

BUT

OH PLEASE

I’M GONNA CRYGBSDFLKMSAF

OH

OH

OH

OH HECK

GOSH

PLS

I GOT

CHILLS

HEAD IN HANDS

OH DEAR

I’M HAVING THOUGHTS ABOUT

TRIPTIAKA’S BIGGEST REGRET GUYS

I’M HAVING THOUGHTS

I DON’T WANT TO LIKE

look beliefs are very important, i support beliefs, but if Tang Monks biggest regret is not being able to be there for his friends so in his next life he does everything to be able to be and tries his hardest i am actually going to cry

TANG IF THAT’S WHAT IT IS i’m just gonna assume that’s what it is i’m sorry that hits hard and i want it desperately

If Tang monks biggest regret isn’t the journey, but instead never being there for his disciples, his friends along the journey i will lose it his worst nightmare is just relieving it and never being able to raise his hand to help or change his words or HECK YDO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW THIS IS EMOTIONALLY DESTORYING ME RN? IF THATS THE CASE?

TANG

PLS

HELPGNS;DLFMA;OWEF

MK BROUGHT HIS GLASSES FOR HIM PLS

TANG

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I MISSED YOU

NOW WE CAN DIE TOGETHER

HELP

TANG ILY

ILY SO MUCH

TANG

ILY

SO MUCH

IL OVE YOUUUUUU

PLS

I’M GOING TO CRY

I

TANG

ILY

ILY

PLS

WHY IS THIS MAKING ME CRY

OH THE  

“okayyyy byyeeee”

PLS

BYEBYE BONELESS SKINLESS GRANDPA

TANGNNGDSLKFSKDMF

PLS

I’M GONNA CRYGIMSDLAS

ITS SO GOOD TO SEE TANG

OH MAN THE DIFFERENCE

BETWEN HIM AND TANG MONK AT THE BEGGING OF THE JOURNEY

GODS I’M LOSING IT GUYS

OH THE SPEED

HECK LAVA

LAVA

WHO’S NEXT

WHO’S IN LAVA

HECK

ARE THEY GONNA RUN INTO RED BBY?

PRINCESS IRON FAN??

DBK?

HECK HECK

ARE THEY GONNA HAVE TO FREE WUKONG FROM UNDER THE MOUTNAIN?? HECK

HECK I DON’T KNWOGSDLFKMAWEF

SCREAMS

SCREASM LOUDLY

okay so that episode alone actually has made me appreciate Tang’s character so much more and i’m so HAPPY ABOUT IT I ADORE THE FUNKY OLD MAN WHO WANTS SO DESPERATELY TO BE THERE FOR HIS FRIENDS ARE YOU KIDDING MEBGSDMASDF

look

kay

when i said

look

so

i’m just

going to assume

i’m just going to aggressively hc that the Tang Monks greatest regret was not being there for his disciples during the Journey i’m choosing that as how to interpret that thank you you’re welcome I will never recover

OH MAN THAT WAS AN EPISODE I’M SO WORRIED ABOUT WUKONG AND MK NOW

ROCK EGG BREAKING LIKE WAKING UP

WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN HECK HECK EHCK

SCREAMS

INK MK

WHATS INK MK DOING IN THE BOOK HE WASN’T IN JTTW

ARE HE AND MONKEY

LOOK

HECK

nono no thoughts yet i dont’ have enough information

we’re gonna cut it off there thanks for watching join us next time when knox LOSES THEIR MIND OVER EPISODE 4 SKELLE TOLD ME IT WAS THEIR FAVE EP AND NOW I’M FREAKING LOSING MY MIND I CAN’T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK HECK HECK HECK I’M SO EXCITED TO WATCH IT I LOVE THIS SHOW I NEED TO END THIS NOW OR I’M GONNA KEYSMASH FOR THE REST OF ALL TIME GODSPEED THANKS FOR READING HAVE AN AMAZING DAY KNOX MYSELF OUT

[httpiastri]

I saw vampire pepe marti and my brain immediately went into OVERDRIVE

what if HALLOWEEN MONSTERS X F2 DRIVERS???? vampire pepe, Ghost paul, werewolf (were-bear?) Ollie, siren Jack etc etc.

like I'd imagine Ghost Paul to be kinda like Tate Langdon kind of vibes (Paul and evan peters give me the same vibes somehow) like he would be grumpy and mean that you recently moved into his home (even though he's been dead for like a couple decades now) and he'd constantly give shit as a ghost to you, like move your things, haunt your room, turn the temperature into freezing degrees etc etc. until you realize it's not some evil force it's just a grumpy ghost guy who's pissed off that you're sleeping on his bed. (again, it hasn't been his for like nearly 20 years now). it can either go the fluffy route of just having a ghost companion or a more horror route where there's an actual evil spirit inhibiting the house and it wants to harm and trap you in it so it's Paul's duty to protect you from it.

Vampire pepe on the other hand seems very ironic because he's a very sunshine kind of guy, like he's tan, he's athletic, he's basically the last guy you'd expect to be a vampire WHAHAHAHA but it could work in reverse like you're the vampire that turned him into one and you have to teach him the new nocturnal lifestyle or it could also just go "oh yeah here's my friend pepe he's completely normal except for some odd diet restrictions. oh 50 sheep have gone missing you say? how odd! anyways-" then all of a sudden pepe just shows up on your front door pale and on the verge of starvation and politely asks for a cup of blood 👍😁👍 totally casually

- ☄️

okay so i must admit... im not the biggest fan of any halloween stuff (as in, i don't know much about it, but im definitely willing to learn!!) so idk how much i can add to this.... but either way, i love love loved this!!! 🥰

aaaaa the ghost paul.... he's really just a petty guy who doesn't like you stealing his old room 😭 very brooding but misunderstood energy... i love both ideas but especially the thought of another ghost/spirit/whatever joining in and paul gets all protective and possessive... needing to protect you at all costs 👉👈

and god yes vampire pepe is so funny bcs he's way too cheerful and golden retriever for someone who should be lurking in the shadows... he'd have so many issues trying to adjust to his new life, but if it was you who turned him? and so he knows he always has you to ask for help and support? 🫶 and aaaa imagine him showing up on your doorstep asking for blood like a neighbor would ask for sugar yk?? standing there all pale and shaky, trying to be polite and super casual like "no biggie, just a little blood of you have any lying around?? 🥰"......

[samaraxmorgan]

THE YAPPER IS HERE \( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )/

ANYWAYS SO MY IDEA WAS BASICALLY IN YOUR ROOMIE SUKUNA SERIES, LIKE BEFORE SUKUNA TELLS YOU HE WANTS TO BE WITH YOU HE LIKE PLANS THE WHOLE WAY HE WANTS TO TELL YOU OUT AND LIKE WE ARE OBLIVOUS UNTIL WE CATCH ON THAT SUKUNA MIGHT LIKE US BACK AND THEN WE IN A PLOT TWIST TELL SUKUNA WE LIKE HIM JUST AS HE WAS ABOUT TO SAY IT, AND THEN SMOOCH ORRR ORRR, SUKUNA CAME HOME FROM WHATEVER HE DOES FOR WORK EARLY AND CATCHES US SINGING ONE OF HIS SONGS, SPEFICALLY THE SONG HE WROTE ABOUT US (if you remember from my previous asks) AND LIKE SUKUNA SNEAKS UP ON US AND HUG-TACKLES US AND WE'RE LIKE "WTF ARE YOU DOING?!!?" AND SUKUNA'S BUSY BEING A HAPPY GUY.

....but if you wish to delve into the rabbit hole that is my mind with angst/comfort idea's with this series, I'm always ready to yap

ANYWAYS HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT AND I HOPE YOUR DOGGIE AND YOU ARE DOING WELL \( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )/

HELLO!!!! Sorry I’m answering this like 10 hours late ASKAAAMAM MY B

Omg him planning it out and getting the apartment all romantic with candles, putting one of those cheesy fireplace loop videos on the tv SKAKSAKKA, he bought like gas station roses (he’s confused but he’s got the spirit!)!!! He’s got like NO IDEA what to do but he wants to try and make it special 🥺

We come home and it’s just so sweet, the house smells fuckin crazy cause he lit a bunch of random Bath and Bodywork’s candles ASKAKA it’s like headache inducing BUT LIKE HES TRYING SO HARD!! Even though it’s nothing crazy just the fact that he put in an effort for atmosphere is so SWEET, he’s got this whole speech ready to go and he looks kinda nervous and we’re just so GIDDY because he’s never been a romantic person so the fact that he’s doing all this for us is so !!!! AAAA

He can’t even get half a sentence into his confession before we’re pouncing on him and giving him a kiss, and he’s not even mad about it because FINALLY!! We’re so giddy and telling him that he’s so sweet and he’s trying SO hard to act unbothered and saying “no I’m not, shut up” but he can’t hide his smile and he’s BLUSHING and AAAAA!!!!

And omg STOPP ITT him coming home to us singing and he’s just so happy and excited BE STILL MY HEART 🥺 It’s not like he never smiles, but he never GENUINELY smiles yknow? It’s always some cocky smirk or a shit eating grin, but he’s actually SMILING and looks so happy EEEEEEE (<- that is the sound of me squealing and kicking my feet rn)

I’m planning to delve into a little angst/comfort for some parts coming soon >:) The part I’m planning next will be the usual but the one AFTER that I’m gonna be giving a little peek into his loreee!!! Way later I plan to do a whole part going into his backstory and I already have it all planned out, and it’s gonna be ANGSTY I’m so excited hehe

I hope u have a great day!!!!!

[herogers]

Top 5 fics you’ve read this year?

I was meant to answer this forever ago and now that ao3 is back I will celebrate by finally answering (ik you sent me this at the end of last year but forgive me I finally have a laptop now and getting the hang of links!) Also my dumbass has only recently started bookmarking and I was late af making an account so I'm in the trenches trying to find these rn, some ik by memory because brainrot anyway..

Endgame, Not Checkmate by @geekymoviemom I could write an essay on how much I LOVE this fic, this was a gift for moi for the 'a second chance' mini exchange and this fic is all I could've dreamed of I highly recommend, its beautiful well written my heart does flips just thinking of it, absolute FAV, this is my canon now, the healing I needed, God is real I know because this fic exists. Read this it's for your own good, ok?

this charming man by @imperialstark THIS FIC consumed my entire brain and everytime it gets updated it ramps it up again and I get mega stony brainrot, one might say I'm obsessed ANYWAY, its still being updated and its the highlight of my day week whatever when it does, very much recommend if you love a bratty young Tony Stark, hot as fuck, 90's, and just ugh the exploration of Steve's emotions, just the way both of them are written is chefs kiss dude just read it, this definitely tugs at my heart and is also a lot of fun chefs kiss 10/10 already, author makes me feel all the feelings.

this love came back to me by meidui a lot of feelings for this one as it was one of the first stony fics I read and probably the first one I truly fell in love with, massive soft spot for this one and ugh I just love it, they're so soft and AGH, big big sucker for the canon divergence endgame because yes this is just how it should've gone and yes this is how it did ok! Just beautiful I love them, I love THIS! READ IT

Love Bites by @cowboyhorsegirl oooooo I love this one, also a massive sucker for biting :)) ok sounded very vampiric of me anyway this is just beautifully written and aaaa I'm reading this again and its making me feral all of it just ALL OF IT its gorgeous intimate beautiful just fucking read it okay I am terrible at these summaries and if you've made it this far you already know but yeah, this is all the feelings i love packaged nicely in a fic 10/10 nice B)

choke on me by @imperialstark yes this author has ruined my life(in the best way) anyway last but definitely not least ho ly shit do I love this fic, again one of the first fics that made me fall in love with stony fics and here I am now! Writing is just magnificent I can FEEL these characters feelings man this is just so good, still being updated so more to come guys please just fucking read it its so beautiful, it gets me in my feelings so hard, Steve and Tony are written so well, this fic absolutely captivates me!! The dialogue, the BEAUTIFUL writing the gorgeousness of it all AGH PLEASE read this my silly summary gives absolutely no justice I swear this is one of the best things I've read chefs fucking kiss 1000/10 highly recommend

ok ik you only said 5 but I found some more favs on my journey of finding the fics I love so v quickly i recommend

Paradise Blue in 1872 by @cowboyhorsegirl beautifully written, love love, love. Religious symbolism and pining and ugh short sweet and beautiful. Brilliant relationship study! GOD I'm in my feels again.

speak novels like beat poetry by meidui MASSIVE MASSIVE sucker for Steve's brooklyn accent in fics holy shit yesyesyes and this is just perfect I'm in love, very sweet very AAAAA i love

This is my first reclist I hope I didn't fuck it up bc its so late here right now and- oh shit the sun's just come up, check out all these authors they are so talented and yes there is pattern here I love to be absolutely crushed knocked down and swaddled nicely, I love fics that make me feel so hard man and these writers are amazing, makes me love this fandom youre all very talented dude it inspires me sm

don't let my dumbass rambly summaries fool you these fics are genuine works of art pls I am so in love

[having-conniptions]

Love In The Air episode 10 live reaction under the cut (long post)

Listen I know no one reads these but they make the experience more enjoyable for me. It helps me understand what's going on, keeps me from zoning out and usually makes me notice more details that turn into theories and predictions IT'S SO MUCH FUN

What I love most about the PrapaiSky arc is Sky. Just... Sky.

"My boyfriend's sick." HE'S NOT YOUR BF but yeah I get it your dad wouldn't give you time off because your crush is sick lmao

Oh no he had a nightmare while Pai was there 😭

Fuck that hurts. I'm gonna go beat up whoever did this to Sky and I have a feeling P'Pai is coming with me

Prapai do not even joke about that DO NOT ughhh why is he so insensitive sometimes

And then he's so gentle and sweet again aaaaaa

AND SKY STARTS ACCEPTING HIS HELP, BELIEVING THAT HE'S SERIOUS ABOUT IT 😭❤️

And they're holding hands while sleeping so Sky can feel safe and protected 😭❤️😭❤️

But Sky is still a tsundere / not admitting to himself and to Prapai that he's starting to like him

"You know what I want." - "No, I won't have sex with you." - "So you don't know what I want." THIS EXCHANGE >>>>> Sky needs to understand what Pai sees in him 😭❤️

"I won't like you" *proceeds to smile to himself the second Prapai has left* WHO YOU TRYNA FOOL BOY

THE WAY HE WADDLED TO THE DOOR MY CUTE LITTLE PENGUIN

PRAPAI'S SURPRISED LITTLE FACE AAAA

"I don't like owing anyone" yeah right that's why 😉

My baby is so giggly and giddy but I know he's also so so scared that's why he still pretends he's not interested

It's not that he's not interested it's that he's scared of what will happen when he shows genuine interest because showing someone that you're interested in them always gives them some sort of power over you so you need to trust them first - especially if you've gone through whatever happened to Sky

Another race awww yeah lemme see Prapai in his racing suit again please

Ooooo the guy in the beige sweater is really pretty

That fucking chicken song again lmaooo

OH HI P'PAI

So soft 😭 right up until the "you should be spanked" comment brooo 😂

PRAPAI PRESSING HIS LIPS TO SKY'S FOREHEAD BUT NOT KISSING HIM AAAAA 😭❤️❤️

And Sky's little smile as he thanks Prapai, and Pai softly kissing his hair aaaaaaa

So far PrapaiSky has not been what I expected (though I did figure out pretty early on that they hooked up) but the soft cuddles are definitely getting to me

Great to see Sky feeling better in the morning <3

And PhayuRain being cute <3<3

Tsundere time again here we go lol

His face when Pai told him to smile tho

Awww those girls were adorable

SKY'S SMILE!!!! AAAAA I CAN'T HE'S SO CUTE PRAPAI ALMOST DIES INSTANTLY

And Sky actually gets a little worried hahahaha

Pai's like "I can't believe I'm about to do this" HE'S GONNA KISS HIM

Aw shucks

But yeah he's waiting for Sky to kiss him we love to see it

"Why the heck am I watching a sleeping boy?" LOVE, BITCH

PAI ALMOST KISSING SKY BUT KEEPING HIS SELF-CONTROL, SKY REALIZING HE WANTED PRAPAI TO KISS HIM 🤯🤯🤯

He agreed to go on a date with him and he's all smiley and happy and he's playfully teasing him aaaaa Sky deserves the world

Wow Pai really hasn't been with anyone in two months because of Sky huh

Joy I love you but please stop spreading rumors hahaha

The back and forth in this episode is everything

Bro I'd be so mad if I was trying to focus and someone just stared over my shoulder the entire time

The shoulder kiss 🥰🥰

LMAO SKY AND HIS KNIFE I CAN'T

What is he writing? 👀

Drawing on each other's hands aaaawww 😭❤️

He was so focused he didn't even notice Pai got them dinner

Prapai describing his siblings but actually describing himself lmao

Sky: "Don't call me Nong Sky, it sounds fake" Prapai: "Sky." Sky: *ba-dump*

That almost-kiss and "I'll wait until you're ready" I'M ABOUT TO THROW SOMETHING THEY WERE SO CLOSE

Back to tsundere but we know he's just teasing now because even if he trusts Pai now he's too proud to just give in

THE WAY THEY BOTH LOOK AT THEIR HANDS AWWWW

Bro who sleeps with the lights on

Bonus scene: Pai googling how to take care of Sky because he wants to do everything right 😭❤️ and then he called his mom to ask her for advice awwww 😭❤️ and Sky was taking notes on Prapai bc he wanted to get to know him better? HOW CUTE IS THAT

[nights-flying-fox]

SLEEPY CAT FOR YOU MY FRIEND!!

SLEEPY CAT AAAAA SMOLL BABY KITTY IN MY INBOX

THANK YOU BANJO AAAA HERE HAVE THIS FIC :D

.♥♥♥.

 Mikey always loved cats. Since the day they had gotten to the surface and he had seen one, he fell in love with them. That was why he always begged for a cat to his dad. Too bad that Splinter was a rat, and therefore he hated cats. (Or at least that was what Mikey thought for years, until he found out one day that Splinter had allergies against cat fur.) There was also the fact that the sewers weren’t the best place to take care of a cat. Mikey couldn’t understand why when he was younger, after all he and his family lived in them just fine, right? But eventually he had understood why. He still wished he would have a pet cat.

 He never expected his wish finding him one day in the lair. None of them did.

 “Mikey, did you bring him here?” Asked Raph.

 “No, you know how it turned out last time!” Mikey said. Poor Splinter had a sneeze fit.

 “How did he even end up here?” Leo wondered.

 “I am sure I can track him to figure it out.” Donnie informed. “But he can’t stay here.”

 “Yeah, not without a name.” Leo grinned as he began petting the cat.

 “Leo! You know Pops doesn’t allow cats!” Raph said.

 Leo dramatically gasped, “Raph! Where are your manners, be nice to our guest!”

 Raph groaned.

 Mikey looked at the cat. A little brown tabby. It looked very sleepy too… “How about the name… George?”

 They all turned to Mikey. “What.” Leo asked confusedly.

 “I think he looks like a George!” Mikey grinned.

 “He definitely does not.”

 “Wrong, he is George.” Mikey declared.

 “No! He is uh um… Cocoa?” Leo tried. Mikey snickered at the name.

 “Cocoa? Really?” Donnie raised one of his drawn brows.

 Leo glared, “Well, you find a better name then mr-I-know-everything.”

 Donnie rolled his eyes. “I recommend something much better and smarter, like—”

 “WAITWAITWAITWAIT WE CAN NAME HIM JUPITER! OR JIM! LIKE JUPITER JIM!” Leo exclaimed.

 “I like the idea!” Mikey grinned, joining Leo and petting the cat as well.

 “That. Is not what I was thinking but works too.” Donnie commented. “We could call him JJ for short.” He patted the cat’s head. The cat meowed happily. “I like him, he is smart enough to agree with me. Unlike some…”

 “Hey!” Leo shouted. And so, the twins started their banter again.

 “Ignore them, kitty.” Mikey said to kitty. “That’s how they always are.” Then he turned to Raph, “Aren’t you joining?”

 Raph silently walked towards JJ. As he came closer, JJ left Mikey’s side and walked to him, meowing happily. Raph began petting it, his expression softening. Mikey could see the sparkles in Raph’s eyes. Then JJ yawned sleepily, “Aww he sleepy kitty…” Raph cooed. As JJ leaned to him, Raph opened his hands. To his surprise JJ jumped into his hands, and then tucked his paws under himself, ready to sleep.

 “He is a little loaf…” Mikey gasped.

 “Shh! You’ll wake him! You two too, be quiet!” Raph warned his brothers.

 The twins stopped whatever they were doing (Donnie was biting Leo’s arm, Leo shoving Donnie with his foot, frozen in the middle of their fight). Mikey looked at JJ, “Now what? We keep him, right?”

 Raph took a sigh, “Yes, but if anyone tells Pops or let’s JJ near him…” He gave them a dangerous glare.

 “Got it boss.” Leo nodded, getting up. “But where do we keep him?”

 For a short while they all brainstormed, trying to find the right place. Mikey wondered if he could keep JJ in his room, but probably not since Splinter sometimes visited their rooms. Also, it would be easy for JJ to get out and find Splinter’s room, which would be terrible. Where else… where else…

 “He can stay in my lab.” Donnie broke the silence. “Splinter rarely gets in, and it’s a big space. I can manage making it a safe place too. Both for JJ and for my tech against his possible mischief.”

 “Sounds good to me!” Raph smiled. “Good job Donnie!”

 Mikey saw Donnie smile confidently, his tail wagging happily.

 “Then what are we waiting? Let’s get the necessary stuff for our sleepy friend!” Leo declared.

 Mikey grinned, “Let’s go!”

 As they walked towards the lab, Leo turned to Mikey, “You finally got your wish, Mike!”

 He grinned, “Do you think more cats will follow the same path?”

 “Is one cat enough?” Donnie asked.

 Mikey shook his head, “Nope! Never!”

 “Michael, that cat most likely got lost. There is almost no chance something similar happening again any time soon.” Donnie said.

 Except he didn’t know how wrong he was.

[biterboys]

needy puppy boy here ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ too nervous to dm aaaa, but your posts and ask answers are really making me aaaaa

Aw am I really that intimidating? Just kidding, haha. Do whatever you’re comfortable with, pup. I’m glad you’re enjoying my posts ^^ Can imagine how needy you’re getting over them.

[princy-sky]

why did it just hit me at 2:30 in the morning that i’m not a virgin anymore..

like god damn (/pos btw)

her dick so good i just said screw it me

i need to talk to someone about it this fr but i don’t want to scar any of my friends

like it’s one of those things that it’s invading my brain and i need to get it out but a response is needed for my brain to be quiet

okay autism brain just looked up the wiki on virginity-

“A study conducted by Smith and Schaffer found that someone's first sexual experience has been linked to their sexual performance for years to come. Participants whose first intercourse was pleasant showed more satisfaction in their current sex lives.”

Here to having a good sex life!

Even though it was awkward and silly(?), It still felt good and I am happy I was with her, it was with her!

Aaaa sex and virginity are just so serious things that i can’t stay serious about because like in my mind im still a child like im not old enough for stuff like this

like honestly i put the condom in my wallet as a joke for when we went back to school

i was thinking sitting at lunch, joking around, and someone making a sex joke, and then i would take it out

yes i know schools a month away but whatever

but just feeling her dick rub against me- jeez /pos

like i went over thinking about grinding on her and just doing that cause actually having sex like in the future yeah but not now, well fuck i guess thinking with my cunt instead

i really just felt her against me and was like i need this in me now

would definitely 10/10 fuck her again

was the sex 10/10? no probably like 9/10 ONLY because it was our first time and still working stuff out

but day after hurt? aaaaa i read about it in fics but like my hip bones are actually sore

that just means i need to stretch my hips out in dance

i did think about fucking her before we actually did it, and real life so much better then what i thought

i loved being on the bottom and top, riding her was fun, and i loved wrapping my legs around her

and no i don’t apologize for keeping my socks on, yes they stay on during sex, i’m autistic, don’t fucking touch my socks

okay this is getting long (heh) i’m gonna try to sleep now since it’s now 3 am

[hyvksun]

AAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING AND REBLOGGING WTF IM :((((( LITERALLY WAS GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET THE WHOLE TIME I LOVE YOU I REALLY REALLY DO OMG ALSO ive been meaning to ask and clarify what youd prefer to be called now? just wanted to make sure :(

but really i cant express how much it means to have YOU reading this fic esp after years?? of me not writing/us not talking?? im so glad to have you back in this community and again AAAA TO SUPPORT ME :( i love you with my whole heart i cant thank you enough

ILYILYILY SEEING YOU IN MY NOTIFS AGAIN MEANS SO MUCH TO ME YOU HAVE NO IDEA and whichever you are comfortable with tbh mika and mel aren't far off from my real name so im used to being called either, and i noticed it was difficult for my friends to switch between the names but im really fine with whatever😭!!!!!

I FELT SO BAD FR LIKE gosh i just left and went poof like that 😭 i contemplated about coming back but just felt awkward so i chose to just linger, yk?????? BUT YEH 2 years feels like a lot fr 😭🙏 BUT IM DEFINITELY HERE TO STAY NOW 😋

[mountttmase]

Hello love

Chapter 3 moment 🤭

You’d seen a text pop up from when you were at your desk, and you couldn’t help the smile that took over your face seeing his name flash across the screen. SHE LIKES HIMMMM AAAAA

You hadn’t talked to him in a few days, wanting to keep your distance as you could feel yourself get caught up with him, but Mason didn’t seem to want to give up without a fight. PFF GIRL, YOU'RE ALREADY TIED TO HIMMM

I'VE MADE IT MY LIFE MISSION TO MAKE YOU SMILE, AAAA🤭🤭

THEY LOVE A CUTE VIDEOCALL 🤗

‘Wow. And here I was about to ask if you wanted to hang out and this is the sort of treatment I get’ he huffed and you weren’t exactly sure how to respond to him. ‘But do you? Like wanna hang out soon?’ HIM ALREADY BEING AT HER FEET AS IT SHOULD BE

AND HER WATCHING HIS GAMES😌

‘Okay, well I’ve to go, I’ve got a stream soon I just wanted to speak to you before’ OH THE STRAM, THAT'S GOING TO BE HILARIOUS

SHE IS SUCH A TEASEEEE

‘Jesus, Mason. You scared me’ GIRL HIS FAVOURITE HOBBY IS SCARING PEOPLE

THE FACT THAT HE KINDA FELT INTIMIDATED AND WANTED TO RUN AWAY

‘Mason? Wait please’ you called, catching up to him and he faced you with wide and curious eyes. You took a deep breath before looking to the floor yourself, now nervous that you’d pushed him too far and he would reject you but you had to at least give it a go. ‘If you’re still free Sunday, I’d like to see you’ you breathed and his eyes got even wider at your words. AND HERE, THAT'S THE MOMENT THAT MADE HIM THE HAPPIEST EVER

‘Yeah I’m looking for this guy, he’s proper annoying and refuses to leave me alone but I feel a bit sorry for him’ AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH, I LOVE HER PERSONALITY

‘Calm down, I’m not gonna kill you. There’s a nice little lake up here and I’ve always wanted to see it. There’s a coffee shop too so if you behave I might treat you to one’ he winked and even though you knew it was a joke and nothing remotely sexual, you felt your face flush at the thought of him telling you to behave. AHHAHAHA I LOVE THIS TWOOOOOO

‘Am I turning you into a bit of a Chelsea fan?’ He winked and you had to look away so he didn’t see you blush. Truth be told you still had no idea what was going on, you were watching for him and willing him to do well but he didn’t need to know that. ‘You’d look good in blue. Better than whatever this is you’ve got on’ he laughed, pulling at the sleeve of your red jumper. THAT PART SCREAMING AAAAA

‘You’re forgiven for now, I guess’ you told him and he let out a little breath of relief before you smiled at him. ‘Maybe you can get me a Chelsea shirt and we’ll call ourselves even’ THE KEPA SHIRT PART

‘So my mates having a party next Friday, I’d love it if you’d come’ he told you softly and you turned to face him carefully. You could see the hope in his eyes and you had to stop yourself from immediately blurting out the word no. HE JUST WANTS HER AROUND, EVERYTIME

‘Will there be cute boys there?’ You teased and you saw his face falter for a second before he smiled again. AHHAHAHA

‘Why do you wanna hang out with me so much?’ You whispered and he just shrugged his shoulders whilst looking away. CAUSE YOU'RE HIS FUTURE WIFEEEEE

‘Don’t be silly, I’d rather take you home then make you take the train’ he argued and even though it went against your instincts, you agreed to let him drive you home, popping your address into his phone when he passed it to you. YES, THANK YOU,NO TRAINS PLEASE

OMG THEY ARE SOOO CUTEEEEEE

AND SHE IS SUCH A TEASEEEE

HE OBVIOUSLY IS ALREADY IN LOVE🤭

DAD AND MUM,MY BIG LOVES🩷🩷🌺🌺

THANK YOU BESTIE 🩷

I love how she’s fighting so hard but he still gets her 😭

[sttrawberries]

She's suffering in her own little bubble☹

"There are so many people who dreamed of being where you were now, of getting a positive. So many have struggled for this. And here you were, ungrateful for yours. But you never wanted it in the first place. Not now, not like this." 😕

"Back at the gym you’d quit a month ago in favor of another" ohhh

"The weights you had tried to use now stood on your feet. Crooked, disordered, unorganized." AAAAA flashback to the beginning of the story when she used to keep it organized

"His smile was quickly replaced by a frown. An air of disgust and anger. His tongue poked his cheek, and he rolled his eyes at you. Turning around" I mean, I knew this could happen but it still hurts

"in good old fashion, you felt a body stop as it came in contact with someone else’s" ah🚬

"and his demeanor changed from anger to worry." YES

"You remembered the days all you had to do was study, your chores, and your drawings. Reading books from sunrise to sundown, or for the entire night. Of when responsibilities didn’t follow you everywhere, and the perspective of the future didn’t break you down." I feel her

"the thought of what they’d do to you once they found out had your tears rolling down faster than you could hold them in. " I wanna hug her

The random old lady who hugged her🥺

"you felt his arms drawing you close, wrapping around you, until you felt the soft cotton of his hoodie through your cheek." I'M CRYING

"Jason couldn’t help the quick thought of how pretty you looked when you cried" i could never skskssk

“I’m pregnant.” SHE TOLD HIM AAAA IT'S HAPPENING

"he allowed a couple of tears out, rubbing his eyes off any others that dared to hang around." AAAAAAA

"you stared at the cat worriedly looking up at the two humans occupying the sofa." KITTY MY SWEETHEART

"He turned on the sofa, sitting in a position he could easily wrap his arms around you once again. “No, Yn. Don’t be sorry. There’s nothing to be sorry about,” he soothed." MY HEART

"And he was still getting used to being an adult and the responsibilities that came with that" same

“It’s your call,” he whispered. “I’ll be there for any of them.” I LOVE HIM

"Stretching his arm in front of you, he offered both a granola and a Snickers bar." don't mind me in the middle of all of this intense moment finding that cute

"fingertips gracing over the thin fabric and tugging at it just like you had been doing before." ow

"his eyes bore into yours much softer, sweeter than they’d been before (...) “Whatever happens. Whatever the results say. I’ll be here, alright? I won’t leave you.” 😭

"Putting a hand on top of his, he flipped it over so you could interlace your fingers, caressing its back with your thumb just like he was doing to you." 🥺

"You’re what, Jason fucking Linetti?" I snorted

"I didn’t want a family, Jason. Not now. I don’t think I can do it.” I REMEMBER THIS LINE FROM THE CHARACTERS PRESENTATION

"We’ll figure things out. Together.  We have each other, alright? You have me. I’ll be here, with you, all along. You don’t have to worry. We’ll learn how to do this together, and with time. Okay?” boy has me crying

“I’m Jason Peter Todd. I’m 22 years old. A leo. I work as an exercise physiologist, but I want to be a doctor someday. So I’m working on getting into med school soon. I love motorcycles, they are fucking cool and driving them makes me feel free. I have probably over twenty tattoos and my favorite book is probably Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen.” AAAAAAAAAAAA

“I’m Yn Sn. I work at Runaway Magazine as Sandra’s assistant, but I really want to be a journalist. I don’t have any tattoos because I’m afraid of needles, and I can’t choose a favorite book because I like too many.” awww

“Yn, you didn’t make this baby alone” true

"He stopped to think, and a dumb smile appeared on his face upon realizing he had never asked you for your number, nor did he ever give you his." giggling and kicking my feet for this tiny moment

I'll go and get ready some tea, Nessie is going to need it with the news sksksks

I loved the chapter! Perfectly balanced with a good amount of angst and some comforting bits❤

𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐏𝐒

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐯 ; 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬

pairing: jason todd x fem! reader

summary: you're pregnant. somehow, your baby daddy has to find out about it.

word count: 5,6k warnings: pregnancy, mentions of abortion.

a/n: i wrote and rewrote this a lot, and I don't think this is the best I could come up with, but here it is. a lot more angst that previous episodes and I do recommend reading it while listening to The Flame by Valerie Deniz and also Give me Love by Ed Sheeran because I love how emotional that song usually makes me feel. Hope you all enjoy it ♡♡♡

reblogs and interactions are always appreciated ! ♡

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With a deep sigh, you tried to settle down your nerves. Your hands were sore. Sweaty. Tired of trying. The heaviness still lingered on your chest. The feeling of incoming doom. The air all around was thicker than you’d remembered it for, nearly making it impossible for you to breathe. And you swore to your reflection in the mirror, you were gonna make it through.

It had been three nights since the result. Two days of pain. And one single thought looming in your mind. Pregnant. You’re pregnant. You didn’t know what to do, nor what to think. Sinking into a pit of terror and despair. The idea frightened you, tore you apart. And just thinking of your future, of what was to come from now on, made your head spin.

Today, you forced yourself to forget. Pretend your life was normal, like it used to be. Not Much had changed since you had taken the test three days ago, but to you it felt like everything was different. 

You had skipped the gym the last couple of days, the first time doing it since you could remember, scared to face anybody and them finding out, but also too anxiety stricken to even leave your bed. You felt cramps, but also your stomach turning. You felt nauseous, but you weren’t sure if it was due to your newfound condition, or if it was the anxiety acting out.

Nessie had called, and you gave her some excuse that your boss needed you elsewhere. Another city. A quick work trip, you’d be back soon. At work, you told them you had caught some contagious disease you found on google, and they let you off for the entire week. Thankful for a relatively full pantry, you survived for two days on your own, but you sure couldn’t manage to eat much anyway.

You’ve never lived worst days. You were sure of that. Fear fills you to the brim. Sadness eats you up from the inside. And because of that, you felt even worse. There are so many people who dreamed of being where you were now, of getting a positive. So many have struggled for this. And here you were, ungrateful for yours. But you never wanted it in the first place. Not now, not like this. It didn’t follow your plan. It wasn’t perfect.

It wasn’t long ago that you were graduating college. And as of this moment, you were a mere assistant, not even a proper writer or a journalist yet like you’ve dreamed since you were little. An assistant. The bottom of the food chain, with still a lot to grow and harvest in your career. You neither had the finances, the stability, nor the time and mental capacity to be raising a baby on your own.

Because you would be raising it on your own, wouldn’t you? Your baby daddy would just disappear, like many others you’ve heard about. He would pack his things and disappear. He would live his life, continue with being young, having fun, while you were left to fend for yourself and your kid. All alone. 

Would you even tell him? Should you even tell him?

Three nights. Three nights of torture. Of overthinking the future and sulking in your bed, your pillow drenched with your tears. You knew you’d go crazy if you kept that going for too long. So, finding some bit of courage, some tiny little ounce of determination, you left your bed that morning ready to forget. Ready to clear your mind, to make it think straight. And then, you wished, you would know what to do.

You showered, ate, did your skincare and put on makeup, and went for a walk around the park. But you just had to step out of your apartment to find someone who made you think instantly of him. Running back inside and leaving your raven haired neighbor staring confused at you, you made a beeline to the bathroom, dropping your entire breakfast in the toilet. 

You had to tell him, hadn’t you? You had to tell Jason. It was the right thing to do, right?

So, here you were. Back at the gym you’d quit a month ago in favor of another. All because of your last encounter. You thought it was the best to be done, remove him entirely from your life so you could be free again. If only you had known then where you’d be a month later, you’d have laughed at the irony the world was throwing at you. You still remembered the times he’d come, praying he didn’t have them changed for some reason. Maybe he wanted to avoid you too. Maybe he had quit. Please, God. Be on my side, only for today.

It had been, perhaps, a full hour since you arrived. Roy had greeted you with a large smile, asking if you were back for good. You couldn’t match his enthusiasm, offering him a poor excuse of your own smile instead. All this time, you couldn’t complete a full set, never mind finish an entire exercise. Your body trembled, not answering you. Too exhausted. The heaviness on your chest helped in weighing you down and making every effort insufficient.

The weights you had tried to use now stood on your feet. Crooked, disordered, unorganized. Then, you found yourself looking at your reflection in the mirror. Your eyes were red and swollen. Your lips were dry and exposed some nervous bite marks you’d been taking off them. There were a few pimples on your forehead, and you had bags under your eyes. In the corner of the mirror, too stood the reflection of the one you’d been looking for.

He chatted with another man. It wasn’t Roy, by the darker hair color and shorter size. Yet it was a face you recognized, but failed to name. Jason looked happy, smiling as he spoke excitedly about something you did not know about. Were you really ready to tell him? Were you okay with ceasing his happiness?

Your eyes lingered on him for longer, and eventually, his eyes found yours. His smile was quickly replaced by a frown. An air of disgust and anger. His tongue poked his cheek, and he rolled his eyes at you. Turning around, he decided that facing the other direction was much better than facing you. Now, his broad back was all you were left to stare at.

You felt the nausea return. Leaving your things behind, you rushed to the restroom. He hated you. He hated you and he was fucking right for it. And what were you thinking? Telling him he was going to be a father, to your baby above all, at the fucking gym?

After dumping your stomach in the toilet once more, you wanted to get out of there. Collecting your things and shoving them inside your bag, you headed out. However, in good old fashion, you felt a body stop as it came in contact with someone else’s. You didn’t have to look up to know who it was. Eyeing you from above, Jason started to apologize before he could recognize who you were, proceeding to roll his eyes again. You excused yourself, still looking away from him, and his demeanor changed from anger to worry.

“Yn, are you alright?” he inquired, reaching for your arm. You felt your eyes start to burn, the tears finding their way back, and the nausea only got worse. Running past him, all you managed to say was a quick “I’m fine,” before disappearing.

You arrived at his building straight away, using the faint memory of the directions that remained in your brain from the night he brought you here. You were still clad in your gym clothes, not caring to stop at home first, nor remembering to actually do it. But it was fine, because you didn’t sweat anyways. You couldn’t even finish one full exercise in the hour or so you were there. 

So you waited. You waited on the opposite sidewalk, thinking back to the first time you came here. It was almost two months ago, or maybe more, you don’t remember exactly. It seemed longer, though. It all seemed longer. Longer than two months. Longer than three days. It all seemed like an eternity.

The sun waved goodbye on the horizon, hiding between Gotham’s skyline. The weather started to shift, as the warmth of summer slowly gave place to the strong winds and the coolness of the autumn days. The breeze made you wish you had brought a coat or something to keep you warm, the thin gym clothes you wore doing nothing to help you. And so, your body shivered.

Shivered from the cold. Shivered from the fear. The agony you’d so desperately tried to keep away returning back to you. If you went up. If you knocked on his door. If you talked to him, there was no pretending anymore. There was no hiding facts you so wished you could. There was no fighting reality.

A lump formed in your throat, and you tried to swallow it away, to no avail. Your breath, your hands, your legs, your all trembled. Fighting to keep yourself up when all you wanted was to fall down, to curl up under your covers and hide from the world. From the truth.

You thought back to the days when things were easier. To your days at the park, playing around with your friends, the hem of your jeans always dirty from mud, dust or paint. You remembered the days all you had to do was study, your chores, and your drawings. Reading books from sunrise to sundown, or for the entire night. Of when responsibilities didn’t follow you everywhere, and the perspective of the future didn’t break you down.

You thought of your parents. Of how mad they would get. There was always a path to them, a way to follow. A way to live your entire life. Just like they had done theirs. Any step out of that line often led you to trouble. ‘You have to get married to a good and respectful husband. One that will care and provide for you. And then, when the time is right, God will give you children to raise, just like he did to me and your father,’ your mother would tell you. ‘There’s nothing more shameful than a single mother’, were once the words of your father. And the thought of what they’d do to you once they found out had your tears rolling down faster than you could hold them in.

An old lady passed by you, asked if you were okay. You lied, like you’d been doing for the past few days. You weren’t one for lying, never was, and suddenly it was all you did. “Oh dear,” she cooed, and embraced you in an unexpected hug, before her tiny pomsky pulled her away.

Grey took over your surroundings, like one of those movie filters that left everything somber. A single headlight of a motorcycle let you know he was finally here. That the time of truth was upon you. You watched him park his motorcycle like a creep. Hidden in a dark corner, away from his sight. He had showered at the gym, and now wore a different outfit. Sweatpants and a hoodie. 

He looked comfortable. You clearly weren’t. He looked happy. Opposite to you. Were you ready to take all that away from him? To curse him to the same pain and anxiety you were feeling now? 

But you couldn’t do it alone. You couldn’t. You needed him. You needed him. You needed him by your side. You need someone, something. Something to tell you everything would be okay. Gathering up all your courage, every bit you could find within yourself, you took one step out of the sidewalk.

A deep breath taken before entering the building, you walked in without ceasing to cry. Each step you took up the stairs was heavy. Heavier than when you were drunk, and heavier than the day you left. Each step was a gulp. Each gulp was a scream inside your brain telling you to turn around. About two or three times along the way you stopped to look down, and wondered what would be of you if you’d just ran away. 

In your mind, you counted each and every step. An attempt to clear it of thought. It obviously didn’t work. Your legs shook and your breathing faltered with the last steps you took to reach the sixth floor. The tears had dried, leaving your skin cold to the touch. You moved on automatic. Everything else you did a blank stain in your memory. 

It was the feeling of the hardwood under your knuckles that brought you back to reality. The hollow sound it made woke you up, showing you’d made it to his door. Your breath got stuck in your throat, and you felt like you could vomit.

He took his time to answer the door. And you wondered if it was a sign to turn around. To leave. But your feet wouldn’t move, even if you screamed at them to do so. The ruffling inside the apartment made your heart jump, beating hard in its place. Your breathing halted, trapped in your larynx, as the tears started rapidly falling down again.

When he opened the door, it was like time had stopped. He assessed you through narrow eyes, still angry at you. You didn’t blame him, not at all.

“They run from you twice and still come right back,” he hissed. His voice was hoarse and monotone, and his eyes found yours in a blank stare. The corners of your mouth fell. Your chin trembled. And had to avert your eyes from him otherwise you’d start sobbing all over again. “Yn,” he called, and his voice didn’t show the hate or disgust anymore. It was worried. It felt pain. Softer and watchfull. “What happened?”

You took a deep breath, swallowing down the tears. Trying so hard to keep them in, but the drops that fell beside your sneakers on the floor were a testament of how your body had stopped responding to you a long time ago. Your shoulders shook, and Jason went from worried to desperate. He didn’t know what was going on. But seeing you like this made him freak out.

And suddenly he wasn’t mad at you anymore. In retrospect, maybe he never truly was. But whatever anger, or frustration he had disappeared from his body. You felt his touch on your shoulder, and you imagined he had just put one hand there as a sign of support. You’d be thankful for just that. But then, you felt his arms drawing you close, wrapping around you, until you felt the soft cotton of his hoodie through your cheek.

The tears ran down faster, soaking a spot on the thick fabric. Your loud sobs only made Jason pull you closer, not knowing how, but still trying to call you down. Whatever happened was too bad that you’d run to him of all people, and he felt obligated to help you in any way he could. 

By this point, he was holding you up himself. Your body giving in to the tears. Jason tucked his nose in your hair, breathing in the sweet scent of your shampoo. He caressed your back, kissed you temple, spread warmth through your body with his own hands rubbing at your arms. However, your tears ceased to stop, making the stain under your eyes enlarge, second after second.

“Yn,” he whispered right into your ear. The air he let out hitting against your skin.

You pressed your eyes shut. The tears that still lingered there being forced out. You tightened your hold on him. He called you again, and forced his neck to get a glimpse of your puffy red eyes.

You didn’t want to let go, but forced yourself to push him away just so you could finally face him. You felt your throat dry, a weak cough trying to fix it up. Jason couldn’t help the quick thought of how pretty you looked when you cried, but he felt so much pain in his chest at the same time that he wished he would never see you like that again.

The first time you opened your mouth, nothing came out of it. Jason’s fingers drew figures on your back, both a distraction and an encouragement. You can do it, you can do it. With another deep, long breath, you slowly opened your eyes to meet his.

“I-I’m…” you started, breathless. A single tear late to fall from your eyes. “I’m pregnant.”

Jason’s mind went blank. His body was suddenly weightless. The moments past your announcement, a mere stain in his memory. You now sat beside him on his sofa, your hands covering your face as he heard continuous sobs coming out of you. Your knees tight against your chest, and it didn’t bother him you had your shoes on the sofa. Nothing bothered him. Nothing was on his mind. 

Your body quivered, nonstop. His own unresponsive. What the hell did he do?

Pregnant. Eight letters that had the power to change everything. Pregnant. You were pregnant. With his baby.

Jason felt his chest tighten, and breathing suddenly was harder. He tried swallowing the knot in his throat away, but it wouldn’t bulge. Resting his back on the sofa, a hand threading through his hair, he allowed a couple of tears out, rubbing his eyes off any others that dared to hang around.

“Are you sure?” he asked, breaking the prolonged silence with a raspy voice. Moving your head from it’s place buried on your knees, your eyes looked at him with a pain he’d have thought he’d put a knife on your back. “It’s not that I don’t trust you,” he told you softly. “I just want to be sure.”

Straightening beside him, you stared at the cat worriedly looking up at the two humans occupying the sofa. You fiddled with your fingers, pulling at the fabric of your leggings.

“I took a test,” you started to explain. “Three nights ago. And my period was late, and it’s never late. And it’s not like we were careful when we…”

“Not at all.” Jason shook his head. You weren’t careful at all.

The room fell into silence again, the only sounds coming from the cat, now playing between his legs, unaware of the turmoil you’d just caused in his life.

“I’m sorry,” you said, resuming your sobs. “I’m so sorry.”

“No, no,” Jason kept saying. He turned on the sofa, sitting in a position he could easily wrap his arms around you once again. “No, Yn. Don’t be sorry. There’s nothing to be sorry about,” he soothed.

“Jason,” you called him, your voice broken. “How there’s not? I’m fucking pregnant!”

Jason held you tighter. But the truth was, he might’ve been just as scared as you were. A baby meant a new life, responsibilities. And he was still getting used to being an adult and the responsibilities that came with that. It was all going to change. And he had plans…

The two of you stood there until your sobs had quieted down. You didn’t know how long, but you were grateful he was quiet for the entire time. You were thankful he was quiet instead of  telling you any of the things you’d thought he would. And you were also thankful he didn’t close his door on your face.

“Have you thought…” Jason tried to speak, but his voice kept on breaking. “Have you thought… of all possibilities?”

He hoped you understood what he meant, because he couldn’t bring himself to say it. It was a hard thing to ask, but he had to. He didn’t want you to think he was pushing you to it, but he needed to know if it was a possibility too. Jason remembered hearing some friends saying they had their girlfriends do it, that they basically forced them. But Jason would never.

He felt you moving on his chest, pushing yourself away from his body, and his breath halted. “It’s your call,” he whispered. “I’ll be there for any of them.”

You had sat back up, hands tugging at your leggings again while you thought. It took you long to answer. Too long for his liking. But he understood your pace, everything was happening way too fast. You needed to think things through. For some reason, his stomach took turns, making him feel sick as he waited.

“I don’t think I could do it,” you stated, staring blankly at your legs. “I don’t think I could end it.” Jason let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding. A lightness on his chest he could not name. He nodded, as words didn’t make it out of his lips.

Leaning back on the sofa, you felt his shoulders hit yours. He let out another breath, it was long and you found it hard to read his emotions through it. He was silent beside you, making it even harder for you to guess what was going through his mind.

That’s it, he’s gonna tell you he can’t do it either. He’s gonna leave you alone.

“You just took one test?” he asked after a while. You just nodded. “We should go to the hospital,” he suggested, head turned to watch you. “Get a proper test, just to make sure.”

His suggestion made you hurt. The fact that he doubted you, the fact he thought you’d go to him if you weren’t a hundred percent sure, caused you a pain you did not expect. However, on the other hand, you knew he was right. You had to be certain. False positives happen, right? You could be wrong.

 “Okay,” you agreed weakly, turning to face him after all. “I’ll do it.”

It might have been the uncomfortable chairs or the freezing air conditioning, but the time didn’t seem to pass. It was well over an hour since you’d arrived at the hospital, and you’d stopped counting how much you’ve waited for your test results to come out. They said between thirty minutes to an hour, but you were sure it had been longer than that.

While you remained seated for most of your wait, Jason was restless. He stood up and sat down more times than you remember, and he was seriously starting to piss you off with his pacing. Stopping in front of a snack machine, he put some dollar bills in it and took something with him before walking back to you.

Stretching his arm in front of you, he offered both a granola and a Snickers bar. In no mood to be healthy, even though your possible new condition sort of demanded that from you, you took the chocolate gladly.

Jason dropped down on a chair beside you with a huff, and took a bite of the granola bar with a certain annoyance. You were both tired of waiting, that was for sure. The agony you’d felt earlier had simmered down, but you too now sat restless, one of your legs shaking incessantly.

It was involuntary, but Jason’s hand on your knee made it stop. It lingered there for a while, fingertips gracing over the thin fabric and tugging at it just like you had been doing before. You saw his head move, and so did yours, catching his eyes. 

Your expressions had been everywhere tonight. The whirlwind of emotions you had gone through justifying each and everyone of them. But this time, his eyes bore into yours much softer, sweeter than they’d been before.

“Yn,” he called your name as if you hadn’t been staring down at him for what seemed like forever. “Whatever happens. Whatever the results say. I’ll be here, alright? I won’t leave you.”

The sincerity in his tone made your eyes tearful once more, but this time you managed to hold them in. You gave him a soft smile, and you were really glad he was here with you now. Putting a hand on top of his, he flipped it over so you could interlace your fingers, caressing its back with your thumb just like he was doing to you.

It was then that your name was called, both of your heads snapping in the reception desk’s direction. Jason stood up and walked over, grabbing a single piece of paper before walking back to you with even taking a glance at it.

When he sat back, he offered you his opened hand. You intertwined your fingers, and held his with both your hands, taking it closer to your heart this time. You couldn’t deny the tiny bit of hope lingering inside you that, just perhaps, you were actually wrong. You weren’t pregnant. But, over the hours, you’d also grown accustomed to the idea. He opened the results with between his thumb and pointer finger, and both your eyes fell on the big letters found on top of it. 

Positive. Again. It was positive. You were truly pregnant. 

You let out a sigh, closing your eyes to stop the tears from returning. Jason’s hold on you tightened, and you could sense the tension on him returning. He buffed some air out through his mouth, taking another deep breath before doing the same thing again.

“That’s it,” his voice was shaky. “You’re really pregnant.” He forced himself to smile, and you tried to do the same. To no avail. His eyebrows furrowed. “What do we do now?”

“I don’t know,” you replied honestly. “I just wanna go home. It’s been a long night.”

“Okay,” he said softly, standing up and walking with you hand in hand till you left the hospital.

The parking lot was almost empty, and you found Jason’s car sitting isolated far ahead. The silver Toyota Supra shone under the faint light of a lamp post, and you remembered how surprised you were to find him driving it. It finally occurred to you that other than his name and his gym membership, you knew nothing about the man you were about to have a baby with.

He didn’t know you either. Gosh, you didn’t know a thing at this point. About him, about pregnancy, about babies and having children. He asked you ‘what now?’ and you didn’t even have an answer. How the hell were you going to do it?

When he felt your fingers leaving his, Jason immediately turned to face you. Frozen in place and flooded eyes.

“I don’t think I can do it,” you said breathlessly. “Jason, I don't think I can do it. I never wanted kids. I mean, I’ve never really thought about it. I didn’t want it now. I wanted to do it all right. This is not it.” You cried once again, rambling the words that left your mouth. Jason had walked over to you, trying to calm you down and wipe the tears off your face. “I don’t know anything about babies. I’ve only babysat before, but they were much older. And even my nephew, I didn’t meet him until he was, like, six months old. And I don’t know shit about pregnancies. I hated biology. I slept a lot during classes.”

“How can we do it? I barely know you. Gosh I don’t even know your surname, Jason. You’re what, Jason fucking Linetti? How can we have a baby together without knowing each other? We’re supposed to build a family together. A family. My family… I-I never had a family. Not really. I didn’t want a family, Jason. Not now. I don’t think I can do it.”

“Hey, hey,” he cooed, stopping your rambling. He cupped your cheeks with both his hands, holding your face. His forehead rested on yours, forcing you to stare him in the eyes. “I also don’t know what the fuck I’m gonna do. For fucks sake, Yn. But we have time. The baby is not gonna come tomorrow. We’ll figure things out. Together.  We have each other, alright? You have me. I’ll be here, with you, all along. You don’t have to worry. We’ll learn how to do this together, and with time. Okay?”

Jason’s dark eyes passed you enough confidence to have you thinking that, maybe, possibly, he was right. You could actually do it. The baby isn’t coming tomorrow, you have time. You’ll figure things out. With Jason. Together.

Slowly, you nodded. You could do it, right?

Jason sighed, relieved you actually believed him, because as of right now, he himself was struggling to do so. Giving your head a long kiss, he pulled you into a hug before pulling away to open his car door to you to enter. Dropping on the driver seat beside you, you desperately waited to get back home.

“I’m Jason Peter Todd. I’m 22 years old. A leo. I work as an exercise physiologist, but I want to be a doctor someday. So I’m working on getting into med school soon. I love motorcycles, they are fucking cool and driving them makes me feel free. I have probably over twenty tattoos and my favorite book is probably Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen.”

“What was that for?” You gave him an amused smile.

“You said you didn’t know me or my surname. Now you do, and you can say you know a little. If you want my social security number too, it’s 108…”

“It’s okay,” you laughed, softly, for the first time in three days. “I guess knowing your surname is fine for now.”

He gave you a smile, but raised one eyebrow at you. Confused, you frowned, trying to understand what he meant until he pointed at you with his head, leading you to do the same as he did.

“Okay,” you started. “I’m Yn Sn. I work at Runaway Magazine as Sandra’s assistant, but I really want to be a journalist. I don’t have any tattoos because I’m afraid of needles, and I can’t choose a favorite book because I like too many.”

“Nice to meet you Yn Sn,” he greeted, extending his hand for you to shake.

“Nice to meet you too, Jason Todd. Now can you please take me home. I’m exhausted.”

“Alright,” he gave you a smirk. “Do you remember the address this time?”

He insisted on walking you to your door, wanting to make sure you actually got home safe. You didn’t know where he thought you could disappear to between the sidewalk and your apartment door, but you’d be lying if you said you weren’t starting to enjoy his company. 

The elevator ride was silent, and neither of you spoke as you tried to unlock your front door.

“Thank god,” you said. Relief spread through you as the door opened and you got into your home. Immediately taking off your sneakers, you placed them by the door so they could keep it open for you. Looking back at Jason, who still didn’t dare step inside your apartment, you managed to give him a thankful smile. “And thank you too, Jason.”

“You don’t have to thank me. It’s not even the least I can do, it’s my responsibility now.”

“But still, thank you. There were many ways out for you, and you took none,” you explained, resting your shoulder on the door frame.

“Yn, you didn’t make this baby alone” he began. “I saw your state when you knocked on my door, and I also made you a promise. I don’t usually break them.”

For a brief minute, you two stood in silence again. Eyes lingering over each other. A recognizable tension in the air. You averted your eyes from him, as warmth engulfed your cheeks, the painted nails on your toes suddenly a lot more interesting to you.

“I’ll be going then. Call me if you need anything, alright?” he said, already halfway to the elevator.

“Jason,” you called and he turned back. Hopeful. “Do you even have my number?”

He stopped to think, and a dumb smile appeared on his face upon realizing he had never asked you for your number, nor did he ever give you his. Taking his phone out of his sweatpants pockets, he handed it to you. “If you don’t mind. I think I really should have your number.” He combed a hand through his hair.

You typed in your phone number, trying to think of what to write your name as, but concluding your name would be just fine. You gave yourself a call so you could save his too later, and returned him his cellphone.

He awkwardly waved you goodbye, and called the elevator that opened up instantly, not having left your floor since you had gotten home. You watched him as the door began to close, head hanging low and a tired demeanor. 

“Jason?” you called again, and he put his hand on the door just as it was about to fully close. It opened again, and he placed his hands on each side of the door frame. “Thank you,” you said softly.

“Stop thanking me,” he laughed and now allowed the door to close.

You stood there, dumbfoundedly watching the closed door as you swiftly repeated the entire night in your head. Every moment of pain, despair and torture morphing into nervous expectation of the future that was about to come.

You didn’t allow yourself to think too much about it. An entire day was already enough, you needed rest.

A rumbling beside you grabbed your attention, and your head turned to your friend’s door. Nessie poked her head out, clearly surprised to see you there.

“Weren’t you on a trip?” she asked, and you shook your head, leaving her a lot more confused.

“There’s so much we need to talk,” you sighed, allowing your weight to fall on her as you engulfed her in a tight hug.

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[kidsinsaturn]

you asked for shisui thoughts so here you go my love 😏

i feel like shisui would always be the type of boyfriend who makes food for you. he’s such a chef and he loves to make new things for you to try. his favorite thing is making some bomb new dish and putting some leftovers away for you to eat for lunch the next day <3. he’s such a considerate guy when it comes to you.

he also wants to make sure you ate good. not to mention, he is so fucking talented in the kitchen. he can make anything and everything. I ALSO FEEL LIKE HE TAKES THE FOOD HE MAKES ON A PICNIC DATE FOR YOU?? of course you enjoy it because it’s always delicious and just so flavorful.

he gets to taste something greater tho when y’all get home 😏

When I tell you I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT THAT WHEN I WOKE UP

shisui didn’t believe in his cooking skills until you told him his food was sooo good and he basically melted

his purpose in life was now being in charge of your diet plsss

he loves cooking you all your fav meals and every time you HAVE to compliment them and he is so smitten aaaaa

every time he places the plate in front of you, he kisses you <3 either a peck on your lips, your cheeks, your ear, or your head,,,, he kisses as if saying “this is the little I can offer you, incomparable of what you do for me”

shisui is so selfless stoppp he thinks all he does for you will never be enough of what you do for him, which is like just loving him mmmm I’m sobbing

ALSO THE PICNIC DATES SUMMER YOU JUST READ MY MIND YES

imagine shisui telling you to meet him in a green open area just after you arrived from a mission or whatever, and you just see in the distance shisui setting the blanket and arranging the dishes AAAA

shisui turns to look at you and he quickly creates a clone to go and distract you while he finishes everything!! He doesn’t want you waiting there

his clone distracts you telling you a bunch of beautiful sweet shit while the original is quick to have everything ready and by the time the clone disappears, a bunch of crows appear dancing around you two while shisui is there waiting with the sweetest of smiles and his arms open 😭😭

[lemonlurkrr]

@aureateart​ ok. My favourite parts of twilight princess  (and some other random thoughts about TP sprinkled in there) taken from my monster TP word vomit google doc :

Link lmao

Ok but for real, I like this incarnation of Link :)

I love Ordon (it just seems like such a chill and cozy village)

ALSO love how easy it is to interpret Link as being a sort of older brother figure to the Ordon kiddos. It’s just,, super cute? AND GHHH nice nice good thanks nintendo for giving me characters to care about/characters that I can imagine Link caring about

He didn’t sign up for any of this (tbh, none of the Links really signed up for this jshdjsd). But I mean like, dude was just going to take a trip to castle town, drop a gift off for the royal family, and come back. But haHA oopsies he did get to castle town eventually but definitely not the way he expected hsjdhsd

He’s just a little dude?

AND FUCK. HE REALLY HAD NEVER BEEN OUTSIDE OF ORDON UNTIL ALL OF THAT

everything is new for the player AND Link

Midna

She’s cool :)

she really just

*teleports into your jail cell* hello whore.

I am no master at writing but AYYYY she do got a character arc!!!

She was actually pretty helpful sometimes, I ALWAYS checked in with her before turning to a game guide

Other NPCs

NICE

Love all of the TP character designs (ASHEI’S ARMOUR??? AOWOAOAOOAO)

Saving Zelda and all of Hyrule was important yea but thinking back maybe it was more like, the Ordonians and the kids were what was pushing Link to keep on going

I like the Resistance members :) Very video gamey of them to have one NPC assigned to each dungeon but hey!!! Kinda cool getting to see a little glimpse of each of em

Idk, it’s just fun to imagine Link popping into Telma’s bar after each dungeon and taking a little rest :) (or to celebrate? maybe just chat, idk, give this man some downtime!!)

Honestly it was just kind of nice that Link wasn’t entirely alone. I mean, I know Midna was there the whole time, but I am always for giving Link a big group of friends (see my love for hyrule warriors, age of calamity, and LU LMAO)

Hero’s shade, very very cool, kinda sad he died with regrets but HEY. He got to pass on his knowledge eventually

AND the connection to OoT?? AND assumed to be related by blood too????? GOOD SHIT

Ilia, I REALLY really wanted to like her (er, it’s not like I dislike her, she’s just,,, kinda there for me).

It definitely seems like Nintendo was pushing to make her the romantic interest, but GHHHHH they really threw that out of the window for me by having her lose her memories

I saw a text post a while ago that said it would have been interesting if Ilia was Link’s sister instead and YES!! That would have been cool too :0

Wish we got to know Zelda a little more

I feel like we barely know anything about her

Idk man, like I said earlier, I never really had any sort of drive to save Zelda during my playthroughs

She obviously knows Midna, so maybe if they gave us just a little bit more of that relationship I’d be more interested in her?

TP WORLD BUILDINGGGG

Botw has good world building too, but each race felt kinda,,, isolated? I absolutely love the different architecture and vibe each town has (and all the the weapons too) but ghhh yea everyone felt so separated. As far as I can remember, we don’t see tooo much of the races interacting with each other? Now that I’m typing that out maybe that’s to be expected because of the calamity but KLSJDKJFD ANYWAYS THIS IS ABOUT TP

The world feels nice and alive, love how populated everything is

Castle town I like castle town a lot, it feels dense and busy and I really like how you can’t talk to every NPC you see

Very cool very fun that we got to see the Gorons hanging out in multiple spots

kinda wish we got to see the Zoras a little more (I guess they are a bit limited since they need water but GHHHH the tp zoras are so prebby,,)

BUT HEY, I do remember seeing a zora or two hanging out in the hot springs around death mountain after beating the lakebed temple (I think, might have been a different dungeon) 

but aaaa would have been nice to see them in at least a couple of other places. I think it would have really added to the “congrats Link!! You’re restoring peace to Hyrule” feeling you get from seeing the Gorons hanging out in Kakariko and Castle Town

ORDON

Love how chill it is and how it’s kind of separate from Hyrule proper

They really do seem to be doing their own thing apart from the rest of Hyrule

Just kinda adds onto the “he’s just a regular dude minding his own business” kind of vibes I get from TP Link

Also I like Ordona :)

THE LIGHT SPIRITS,,

Love their design

And love how they’re not exactly like a pure white?

Different spirit representing each aspect of the triforce my beloved

But yes hi I think Ordona is very cool

Who are you, how did you get here, which goddess do you represent? Do you even represent one of the three golden goddesses? Do the Ordonians know about you? Have any of them ever SEEN you??? Do they worship you? Does anybody even know about the existence of the light spirits?? FUCK so many questions but ghhh I like how they broke the status quo a bit by throwing in a fourth spirit :)

I feel like this one is kinda weird but I like that voice sample they used in the light spirit music. It’s spooky and pretty at the same time :)  

cutscenes mmmmm

Ok ok, the spooky lanayru cutscene is very good

BUT THE “Link, Chosen Hero! Lend us the last of your power!” CUTSCENE MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM LOVE IT SO MUCH

IT just

Idk man

It just hit different

I like the music

And seeing the light spirits swimming around in the light juice water whatever it is

Summoning the light arrows?

AND HHHHH “Lend us the last of your power!” THIS IS IT. This is the final battle.

Seeing Zelda bow down, and then Link putting his hand out 👌👌👌

Link: ok bud, let’s do this together :)

Connection to OoT (did I already mention this? Maybe., Whatever)

Very cool nintendo :)

I love seeing connections between all the diff zelda games.

Because like, on one hand, they’re all separate from each other because of yknow, individual hero stuff. BUT ALSO, they’re all connected because of the reincarnation stuff

Grrrr walking through the sacred grove and going “The Hero of Time walked around here a long time ago” FUCK THATS SO COOL

Is the Hero’s Shade watching me? What does he think of me? DIsappointed? Proud? The Hero of Time went through HELL so this timeline didn’t have to deal with any of the shit Ganon was gonna pull with the triforce, better not fuck this UP Link!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Midlink is cute

Kinda hurts that she smashed the mirror but that was probably so Nintendo didn’t have to worry about people going “but what about the twili??????” for any of the other games LMAO

BUT ALSO LIKE SKJDKLJFJ There are some pretty massive plot holes in TP anyway so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ whatever it’s fine we’ll just use this for angst because GOD do y’all like angst

So is Shadlink

Honestly don’t know where this ship came from but it’s cute so whatever

THE MUSIC??

Love Midna’s theme and how they referenced the dark world theme from ALttP (I remember trying to learn the dark world theme on the piano and doing the Leonardo DiCaprio point meme at the little jingle I recognized from Midna’s theme)

Hyrule field theme SLAPS.

Apparently references a couple of the other over-world themes from the previous zelda games (I got this from 8-bit Music theory’s video on the over-world zelda themes, he talks about TP at around 11:40 but def recommend watching the whole video if you’re into music analysis stuff)

So there’s this bit of the Hyrule Field theme, I don’t know the official name for it but I remember seeing somewhere it being called the “at an advantage theme” since yeah, you hear it during the boss music whenever you expose their weak points. FUCKINGGG LOVE THAT. Didn’t notice it during my first playthrough, but hearing it during my second was like a little easter egg for my ears every time :)

Midna’s lament is very pretty (and fun to play on the piano)

COURAGE THEME.

I didn’t care for it too much when I started playing the game but hearing it in ZREO’s arrangement of the Hyrule Field theme literally makes me turn into a puddle of emotions. Also hearing it around and of the Ordon kids (I think it plays after Link saves Colin) AAAAAAAAAAAAA

Orchestra piece #1 and #2 HOLY SHIT???????????????? 

Literally, the first time I listened to those I just,,,, plugged in my headphones, volume 100, layed on the floor/against my desk and silently vibed. I don’t know what the hell it is, but those two just fit so well with TP?? I still avoid listening to them nowadays cause if I DO I definitely will get overwhelmed with the “god I love this game so FUCKING MUCH” kind of feels.

Wolf link sucks at singing

the first time I heard him howling Zelda’s Lullaby I lost my shit because LKSJLDKSGLKJFSKG god that was.,, Bad. Anyways, hearing him howl some of the songs from OoT was cute :)

TP STAFF ROLL??? 

VERY GOOD. IT’s like 10 minutes long and GOD do I love every single second of it. It doesn’t have the same energy as the skyward sword staff roll or the orchestra pieces but GOD does it hit good??

Nice and calm after that big exciting adventure. Maybe it would have been more fun or emotional to have a higher energy piece but it was really nice getting to sit back and watch the camera fly around Hyrule. Seeing like, the Gorons and the Zoras having a good time, the kids returning to Ordon? GOOD SHIT.

and AAAAA that end, when you hear the main Zelda theme and see Link riding off out of Faron woods on Epona… good shit. It gets you thinking, where the hell is he going? What is he doing? Off ot do more adventuring? Going to help out the resistance or something? Going to help Zelda? Or maybe he’s trying to figure out a way to restore the mirror of twilight? Whoooo knows.

hhHHHHhhh it’s just that final reminder that YES!!! YOU JUST PLAYED A ZELDA GAME. JUST ANOTHER STORY APART OF THE WHOLE EPIC OF THE ZELDA SERIES AS A WHOLE

I also want to acknowledge the instrument/samples they used for all the twili stuff.

They’re all just so unique and contrast SO well with the rest of the TP OST. LIKE FUCK!! Anytime I hear the screech from the Twilit Kargarok? Sends a shiver down my spine. I associate those sounds SO strongly with the twili realm. (Like, the same way you associate the BSHEWW VVWWMMM sounds with light sabers)

I love it so god damn much

literally any time there’s a certain sound or motif associated with something I lose my shit

Sacred grove sacred grove sacred gro-

lovely lovely lovely so much fun playing that on the piano. AND again, I did the Leonardo DiCaprio pointing meme when I heard the theme from the lost woods come in GHHHHHHHH

shoutout to TP Faron Woods for helping me study and get through all of my schoolwork

BLEGUUHHH can you tell that I really love music?

and also yea I guess TP is kinda cool too :\

IF YOU READ ALL OF THAT THANKS I GUESS