#A rut I guess
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hey look at me drawing a portrait of etho for the seventieth time ive totally not done this before haha what
#my art#ethoslab fanart#etho fanart#ethoslab#etho#hermitcraft fanart#shrugs. i guess.#when im in any type of rut with my art or mental health i have found that doing a digital painting portrait of etho always works#not specifically that it helps or turns out good but i always enjoy the process lmao. i think i just like “painting” faces#i do kind of think this looks ugly BUT that is kind of just how my art has been for me lately#so. eh.#I’ll just pretend it looks amazing and save my pride the trouble
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haha hey guys long time no see im very sorry but here's some anime/RSE maxie and archie spreads i did in my sketchbook to get myself used to drawing on paper again as an apology
#i kinda just chose screenshots of them i liked and drew them#but finding good screenshots of maxie can be so hard bc in some frames he just looks really stupid in some shots lmao#maybe ill post my collection of slightly fucked up looking maxie frames that ive found soon#im super proud of the cutout ones i did#i think they turned out really well#cutting Archies out was a nightmare bc of how i draw his hair but we got there!#AND CUTTING OUT THE STUPID RED ORB TOOK ME 5 TRIES BECAUSE I HAD TO CUT OUT WHERE HIS HAND WAS AND I KEPT MESSING IT UP LMFAOOO#dont mind the shitty magma and aqua symbols i did those really fast as a last minute addition to fill space lmfao#yeah the dates on these are from last month and earlier this month SHHHHHHHHH im posting these a little late#sorry for my absence i have been in an art rut lately and havent done much :(#pokemon#magma leader maxie#aqua leader archie#hardenshipping#i guess theyre just both here#pokemon oras#nugget art!!
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holy shit Scuffed atlas art? real???? you cant even See the top of the hat but Once i make a finalised Design itll look Kinda like the ones in the Images :3
#i am So worried about being Told im copying someones Design BWHAH lingering anxiety From other sites i guess#i was Mostly using this to test out Mould and how it looks so im Considering mimicking fur with mould Patches#aaanyways love this guy uhh checks Smudged writing father Mushroom from Last Life smp#rad1oart#scott smajor#scott smajor fanart#new life smp#nlsmp#dude theres SO MANY NEW LIFE TAGS HELLO. WHAT.#also ignore How fucked the anatomy is kinda ive Been stuck in An art rut for a Bit now and im just happy i was Even able to draw this#without Nuking my pc lol
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Also, in response to the "testosterone making people angrier" myth, I've found that, personally, testosterone has given me the self-respect to recognize and call out when my boundaries are being overstepped in ways that I wouldn't have had the courage (or, frankly even liking of myself) to have done before. This is in addition to me working on my trauma responses, but testosterone was the spark that gave me the will to do this in the first place. When I see people sae that as anger and thus is a "bad thing," I wonder how much of that is just people being uncomfortable with us... having boundaries or enforcing them, and that the response to that overstepping is labeled as aggressive anger.
Frankly, I now actually respect myself enough to care when I am being mistreated. It seems that people sometimes take that as a personal failure on my end because I don't think I deserve mistreatment.
Caveat: Anger is a fine emotion, and it is a worthy thing to recognize and honour. I find that the accusation of trans men* and trans masc* people "being angry" on testosterone is a moot point simply because it is often a false accusation which uses anger as a punishment. My issue isn't that we're "angry," but that our perceived anger is used, often, as a transphobic bludgeon to punish those who either want to transition with testosterone or who currently are, and everything in-between.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#transphobia#transphobia tw#unpopular opinion i guess but: trans man* and transmasc* anger is a fine thing and more people ought to express it without fear#basically i want to start a punk band with some other trans guys/trans guys+ who are Angry and Will Express It#like not going to lie but i had no boundaries before because i HATED myself...#...so it's pretty weird when people almost... miss that they could have taken advantage of me had i not realized my worth#like why does my Testosterone Anger say something bad about me when you MISS that you could have taken advantage of my self-hatred. like. hm#anyway. i let myself be angry now because i have realized that i deserve to express my full range of emotions#i notice that many trans people start asserting themselves way more when they transition gow they want/need to...#...and i think part of it is that many of us start to get out of the rut of feeling Horrible 24/7/365...#...so when people express they 'miss the old [you]' to me that's a red flag...#...because... do you miss that person pre-transition or do you miss their abject misery and passivity?#this might be a generalization because of tumblr's tag character limit#but i have noticed this with a few trans people when they are openly/currently transitioning#this isn't me saying that this is universal but just... something i have Taken Notice Of#and it seems weird to me that this hasn't only just happened to me because. it just feels...... gross
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werewolf au is giving me life, just so you know :D its feral and bloody and perfect. I would love to see the aftermath of palpatine realizing that not only is dooku dead with his throat ripped out but also anakin is under (literally :D) a very very protective master who is definitely not going to let him out of his sight long enough to be manipulated into falling anytime soon :D
Palpatine: will your master stand trial for his…rather brutal execution of count Dooku? I know it must be hard to hear, but he rather….ruthlessly….ripped out another man’s throat…with his bare teeth. I have heard from several members of the Senate that they are unhappy with the Jedi playing judge and jury and executioner….especially in such a feral manner.
Anakin, holocalling into tea with Palpatine because he’s trapped under big wolf obi-wan: I was worried about that a little, sir, but yoda did that press conference where he told everyone that if they wanted to arrest my master they could come get him themselves and then they played the video of the incident again and no one’s showed up to arrest him since. We think everyone’s too afraid!
Palpatine: be that as it may, anakin….the implications of your situation are quite worrisome to me, your friend….we should perhaps meet to discuss—
Anakin: i mean he ripped out a Sith’s throat for me 🥰🥰🥰 who knows what he could do! 🥰🥰🥰 for me 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
#asks#gffa werewolf au#obikin#so interesting tbh I woke up with 5 asks about this au in my ask box#4 saying things about obiwan going into Rut or biting anakin as he was taking him etc etc#and 1 saying that omega/den mothers could be very aggressive and protective of their child and maybe anakin would top werewolf obiwan#and I’m like huh I guess i really didn’t specify in the post 🤭🤷♀️#guess it could go either way I appreciate the takes
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Daarin reunion post-Termina? I don't know where I was going with this it was done at midnight lol
#it's so messy and I probably won't finish it but honestly it feels good to draw digitally again#I've been in such a rut lately#my art#fear and hunger#funger#fear and hunger termina#daarin#daan von dutch#daan f&h#daan fear and hunger#karin sauer#f&h karin#art#comic#I guess
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Wings
#diving into my headspace to try and shake off the remains of this art rut#this was supposed to be a doodle but it turned into an 11hr ordeal that i nearly gave up on *twice*#i've also been staring at this draft for 20 mins with the usual self conscious paralysis#but i guess to hell with it this took too long#gawk at my inexplicable crossover nonsense#trainer leaf#pokemon#tales of symphonia#ravinoforre
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#tumblr#watcher#watcher entertainment#yuri on ice#ice adolescence#transformers#sonic fandub#snapcube fandub#yeah im just gonna silently look at transformer memes the rest of the night#maybe reblog a few#the internet is supposed to be my stress-free zone away from life#& it's either this or writing my fics#(i am in a creative rut)#i could read a book too i guess....#my post
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Day 17: Moon
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#jorm scribs#inktober#I know it's already over but I'm gonna finish this if it kills me#Also hello I'm not dead#oc#setting: mpc#dungeons and dragons#homebrew setting#these two were originally dnd gods but I'm extracting wotc painfully from my setting. So now they're my gods.#helps that their stories were already very different#I'm not gonna tag the inspirations but maybe you can guess lol#toxic yuri#wahoo#I don't have new names for them yet either so I'm not gonna write much on them just yet#dnd gods#they are both gods of fate/change (kinda) but White is the god of cyclical repetitive predictable change while Purple is violent or sudden#White is a tide or the moon phases or elections. Purple is a flood or an eclipse or an election. Ignore that eclipses are predictable#You get the idea#Purple does not follow the rut; purple is the forger of new paths and breaking free from fate and destiny. White is not stagnancy but.#fate isn't real in this setting anyway; I use it more as the idea of being set on a path; it's easier to follow the trajectory than#drop everything and walk away; walk off the path
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Hybrid Seungmin except he fell asleep cockwarming reader, had a wet dream to the point he started moving involuntary, woke up when he felt his knot catch to his partner just blissed out causing it to lock in place😋
(god I love hybrid seungmin. Also I imagine this as wr Seungmin too but alas I don’t know if he can knot soooooo. I feel like he might be able to cause he’s a male werewolf so genetics regardless would favor pup making for survival. Without going into detail, would you can to elaborate on “traditional” male and female wolf anatomy)
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BARK BARK BARK BARK WOOF WOOF WOOF...
ahem... sorry for that.
i'm normal. i'm sooooo normal....
excuse me while i:
hybrid!seungmin who whines in his sleep because you just feel soooo good )): so warm and tight and that knot of his is just a tiny bit too big but you take it. even while half asleep, you take it like a champ.
hybrid!seungmin who's drunk on your pheromones and your arousal and just can't help himself when he wakes up to his hips moving on their own to get some friction.
hybrid!seungmin who's just r e a d y to pump you full, especially when you're begging for it so sweetly...
hybrid!seungmin who whines even louder after he's come because he's oversensitive and your walls squeeze his swollen knot so tight....
#as for the anatomy question... alphas with dicks will always be able to knot while in a rut#betas with dicks... betas with dicks are very interesting#they can either be full of surprises or be so incredibly neutral....#i guess we'll find out in due time whether wr!seungmin has a surprise in his underwear or not#🥝 anon#ask#hard thoughts
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enda keogh for @wrixie‘s enamoured with eleanor
twenty-nine years old
he/they
self-assured, art lover, hates children
enda’s a britechester boy. he’s worked as the cashier in a little newsagent for the past six years, but it’s really not where he wants to be. he’s always had a passion for the arts. drawing, painting, sculpting, you name it. he’s recently gone back to pursue a college degree in fine arts and wants to hopefully make a living from selling his artwork.
romance and starting a family have just never made their way onto the cards for enda. of course there’ve been a few relationships in the past, however none of them have ever come to fruition. he’s coming to a stage now where he’s looking for something more stable, so finding the right partner to settle down with when he graduates is a top priority. renting out a cozy apartment, moving in with a significant other and raising a ridiculous amount of kittens is what he really wants for the future. no kids though, unless you can change his mind, but he’s pretty stubborn with his belief that a child is just way too much effort and responsibility.
#elliesbc#ts4#sims 4#i've been in a bit of a rut these past days#sorry for a boring cas pic i've already posted lol#even if this guy doesn't make it in i'm glad i made him#he's cool#but i hope you like him wrixie!!!#he's got his likes and dislikes set up in game i just can't remember what they are#hoping the hates children trait doesn't completely fuck him over 🤞#it probably will but thats ok we want drama not happy endings#if you take him you can change him up however you like!#also for legacy enjoyers guess what#two whole weeks of macmahons queued up 💪💪💪#new record
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Walks are like a magic cure for anything
#Except sunburn I guess lol#Like antsy go for a walk#Brain fog go for a walk#Been staring at a screen to long go walk#In a creative rut go walk#Even raining like go walk#Just feeling off and don’t know why go walk#Showers work in a similar vein
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i’m so proud of myself lmao i’ve spent the day making gifs and now i have the whole dnpaw week ready to go :’) i missed this so much :’)
#ty to the looovely dpgdaily people for inspiring me to make more gifs <33#like it’s a small thing i guess making gifs but also i’ve been in such a creative rut#so for me this is big y’know#maybe i’ll get some inspiration to write and produce my songs soon too#haven’t had any motivation to do that either and it suuuuucks#anyway#excited to see everyone dnpaw thingies!!!#everyone’s*#jenna rambles
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(utterly deranged) what if i started over and tried a comic format instead. much to think about
#would try to still keep the interactive ask blog elements though. i love audience participation#activity has been slow because of the art rut. and the hyperfixation shifted away some. but im thinking about it#this is a story i do still want to tell. but things get outdated fast when youre working with an unfinished source. so maybe ill hold off#a little longer#so i guess this technically is an official hiatus announcement...?#anyways hope you had or are having fun up to this point. ill try my best to not discard this accidentally. but for now i am being insaneLOL#mod post
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Read in September
audio favourites
Sea of Broken Glass - 2.5
The Sea Spirit Festival - 4
The Empire Wars - 4
The No-Girlfriend Rule - 3.75
The Fortunate Fall - 4.25
Junker Seven - 3.75
Can’t Spell Treason Without Tea - 3.25
Moth To A Flame - 4.5
The Ghost of Hexes Past - 3.5
Lightrunner’s Gambit - 4
The Shimmering Prayer of Sûkiurâq - 3
Small Gods of Calamity - 4
The Midnight Market - 3
A Veil of Gods and Kings - 3.5
A Crown of Hopes and Sorrows - 3.5
Dehiscent - 4
Kill Your Darlings - 3.5
A Shield of Fate and Ruin - 3.5
Lacrimore - 4
A Spark of Death and Fury - 3.5
The Blonde Dies First - 3.75
Haifa Fragments - 3.5
Monstersona - 3.5
The Gilded Crown - 4
Grievers - 4
A Bánh Mì for Two - 3.75
The Labyrinth Beckons - 4
Asunder - 4
Time’s Agent - 4
The Sapling Cage - 4
gn/comics
How It All Ends - 5
Of Thunder And Lightning - 4.5
Tiger Tiger - 5
nonfiction
Filterworld
#laya reads#I'm counting webcomics if i read over a books' worth#stuck in the uhhhhhh 4 stars i guess rut again#total: 34
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Toh pen doobles from when I was feeling kinda bleh
#my beloveds#trying to get out of a rut of not posting my art#toh#the owl house#luz noceda#toh hunter#what last name do i give him??? ive seen him be given so many i dont even know which to tag#hunter noceda#i guess???#titan luz#my art
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