#A digression within a digression
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The Chariot and his entourage
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#life series#wild life smp#trafficblr#smallishbeans#grian#rendog#in case it wasnt clear the plan is to eventually have 1 of these for every winner#but anyways! shes finally finished#i wanted to have this done within a reasonable time of the season finishing but ig that didnt work out lol#a couple thoughts before i go:#1. i am now a member of the we should just do tarot cards club. chariot joel ftw#2. maybe this is a hot take but i think analyzing All of the top 3 together can paint an interesting picture on the story of a season#3. if the death injuries seem inaccurate to you dont worry thats on purpose. canon doesnt matter when its cooler-#-if martren was split down the middle clean. i also just dont know how to draw ''doomed to fall''#but i digress. enjoy!#my art
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Three seasons and still so many people are still weird (and high key misogynistic) about Ginny Miller. If it's not berating her for an attitude that was crafted in response to her unstable home life (something in which the same people who hate on her for, will turn around praise Georgia for every little thing even though she played a role in Ginny's trials), or framing her as self centered for not noticing others, such as Marcus's or even Max's mental health....even though the show, not only, shows her reaching out but also discusses how invisible mental illness can be at times, especially to those who are good at hiding it.
If she's to blame for Marcus's mental health, then so are his parents (who aren't getting talked about enough to me), Max due to not noticing until some point around in s2, Abby for not communicating with Max, Georgia for not telling Ellen about the bottles, and so on so forth. See how all the examples I listed are outlandish? That's the same with this rhetoric around Ginny, especially when she was one of the first to clock Abby's ED. And then there's the framing of her turning Marcus against Max, as if she has any control over his actions or that he's not his own person. Like, yeah sure, this female character is responsible for how this male character is acting, that makes perfect sense. This also plays into how some people have more sympathy for Max this season (which is fine, understandable), but were ready to crucify Ginny in the same breath for something that was blown out of proportion. It's also very telling that she's receiving more blame for the ANG breakup, as if, again, she has any control over Abby and Norah, and as if she led the charge. While I don't think either of the three were intentionally trying to leave Max out of everything, it's important to note that Abby and Norah played their parts as well. From downplaying/not adhering to Max's emotions when she shows how this affects her (Norah and Abby), to being kind of rude whenever she tries to discuss it (Abby). And while I don't think either Abby or Norah should receive hate, as they are teenage girls who were going through a lot this season that clouds how they act, I'm also not going to pretend that they aren't given more grace and justifications for their actions, especially Abby, in comparison to Ginny. I do think Ginny's line to Max at the party felt out of character, especially when she was shown to want to include Max and work on their friendship, I can admit that. However, some people are taking that line and are talking a little too strongly, saying that Ginny should be "grateful" that anyone ever gave her the time of day, as if that's how friendship should operate (it's not) or that she's a bitch and so on. It's getting really weird, because I hardly see anyone say that about Abby, who's been Max's friend since childhood. It's just very telling how much flak Ginny gets for every little thing in comparison to her (mostly yte too) counterparts. Anyways, Ginny Miller, they could never make me hate you.
#ginny and georgia#ginny miller#georgia miller#max baker#marcus baker#abby littman#norah cohen#bc ginny has been dragged through the mud by this fandom left and right and it's really starting to read a certain way#even more so given she's the only biracial black girl within these predominantly yte spaces (something that the show addresses too btw)#and yet some in the fandom don't think that's something important to note? and for a show that has more female characters leading it's#fandom can be very harsh towards them (even misogynistic) but a huge chunk of it is only aimed at ginny#georgia killed some random man for no reason (even if he was suffering it was still impulsive) but ginny's wrong for even entertaining the#possibility of not supporting her mother who has already killed others beforehand mind u#like that's a reasonable thought to have!#i could also go on for how abby doesn't get called out enough for her treatment of ginny in earlier seasons (that shoplifting scene still#sticks with me till this day) especially given how some (not all) are excusing it bc it could mean#that abby was just crushing on max but that still doesn't mean she shouldn't be called out for that but i digress#and with all i mentioned above about abby ginny technically didn't have to be nice to her (same thing some say to justify abby or even max#if they don't treat ginny right/nicely) but she still did and yet i see people calling her selfish and cruel and unforgiving when that isn'#the case....villainizing black girls/female characters much jan?#ginny may have gotten on my nerves in s1 a lot but i never hated her as a character nor didn't try to understand where she's coming from
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I swear to god the renegade / you’re losing me/ so long London / fots / how did it end run of songs dealing with someone who is like ~that~ in very specific ways is so fucking goddamn accurate it hurts to listen to sometimes
#it’s so fucking visceral in a iykyk kind of way is all I’m saying#the specific breed of anger and passive aggression and and less passive aggression and resentment and blame shifting and and and#is so fucking accurate it’s like she’s in our walls#which is because it was within hers but I digress#and the whole not being able to call it out because they turn it back around and claim they’re the wronged party because of their illnesses#instead of understanding that they’re just being an asshole and firing missiles in their home#ANYWAY#like until you’ve spent days walking on eggshells in order to monitor someone else’s moods and triggers#and nothing ever quite being good enough not to make them#lash out#while also feeling deep empathy for their struggles and wanting to help#I don’t know that you can really understand the toll it takes on you consciously and unconsciously
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in light of recent discourse
#doctor who#you cannot perfectly map real life politics onto doctor who#yes the optics of this episode are flawed#yes unit has serious issues#but like#this isnt real life#and because it isnt real life we know that unit are the 'good guys' more or less#within the world of doctor who think tank ARE wrong and ARE putting people in danger and DO need shutting down#and seeing unit#the FICTIONAL ORGANISATION which has no proper real world comparison because aliens arent real#as the bad guys here is massively overly simplistic#i do think the messaging is messy#and tbh this episode should have been different if rtd and mctighe wanted to criticise disinfo campaigns like this#but i will defend unit because they have characters i like and they protect the earth and most importantly theyre NOT REAL#and cannot be a complete parallel to any real world org because aliens are also NOT REAL (or at least not on earth)#i think it relates to a fundamental problem in the fandom#where people see the doctor and kate and the brigadier as Bad because they can be morally grey#like no actually people who mean well dont suddenly become bad and awful and unlikeable when they arent perfect#its nuance its always nuance the lack of nuance is killing fandoms and leftism in general#and its killing me that its happening!#we cannot win if we refuse to see beyond a simple binary good and evil#im digressing but god the discourse on this is hitting all the right notes to drive me mad#ive blocked so many people and im not sorry#yeah anyway tldr i will block you for defending space info wars. grow a brain
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banging my head against the wall every time I see someone reblogging a post of mine with tags mentioning the ‘unrequited confession’. we have been OVER this it is NOT a case of unrequited romantic love it is completely canonically up in the air as a possibility. listen to jayden revri himself and be enlightened i am begging you
#rambling#payneland#also getting recommended posts with this rhetoric fhdhfjdhd it’s just annoying cause it’s like. misinformation#if that scene was actually a rejection I’d feel a lot worse about this show as a whole like really it Matters that it’s not#do you really think Superhell 2: Escape From Superhell would be a good idea. because I feel like they’re actively trying to counter those#kinds of damaging or at least exhausting and overdone queer tropes#tragic unrequited gay boy hopelessly in love with his best friend suffering forever because he’s gay#is. exactly the kind of exhausting overdone queer trope that almost unequivocally makes me lose a lot of respect for a show#so it is very very very important to me that this is. not that. and the actors have cemented that fact openly#please………..please just listen to the words being said………don’t conflate uncertainty with rejection……..take my hand#that’s not to say edwin didn’t TAKE it as a rejection. because based on what he says to niko he absolutely did#which will make it all the more juicy when what he thinks is impossible starts to become real and within reach. eventually. hopefully#also- less explicit- but Charles’ hand-on-heart thing after their last hug… like you really don’t have to be a film major#(saying this as a film major) to deduce what that means and what its calling back to. it’s pretty easy to put 2+2 together there#but anyway. I digress
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"In hindsight, Max thinks, they perfectly Checo-ed him."
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In the middle of the 2024 Formula One Season, Checo announces that he's joining the newest team on the track, Expensify APX-GP.
Behold, the Chestappen in the weird F1-RPF movie fic.
Tagging @formulanni as requested! 🫡
Thank you for your wonderful Inspo of Joshua fanart!per
#yea idk what I'm doing folks#f1#formula one#rpf#rpf fic#chestappen#sergio checo perez#checo perez#sp11#mv1#mv33#max verstappen#there's a weird loophole in which this is not rpf but a fic of an rpf movie but I digress#uhhh lol I'm really nervous posting it for some reason#also keep rpf shipping within bounds - no mention of this to the actual people#this fic has everything chestappen chewis wholesome mentoring and toxic mentoring#but lemme know what y'all think#perstappen
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Both for those who may have missed it, and because discussion about Penelope being characterized as only Odysseus's caretaker has been a thing discussed by my mutuals/on my own mind a lot lately. Here's a snippet from the most recent chapter of 'lead me back to you' that's definitely not relevant to that discussion at all. 👀
(also featuring odypen matching each other's freak as usual)
#penelope is GOING THROUGH IT#and if you're gonna define her as only being a caretaker for her husband and son you're being dismissive of her actual character#like many within the story actually are: they underestimate her or don't understand the actual abilities/complexity she has#I love penelope a lot and ppl who think she doesn't have characterization or mischaracterize her truly baffle me#ANYWAY#I digress#penelope of ithaca#epic penelope#epic fanfic#odypen#odypen brainrot#odypen fanfic#penelope my beloved#my fic
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In the Pre-Quali show, Will Buxton and James Hinchcliffe discussed the team orders controversy from today's sprint. I agreed with some of what they were saying, but at the same time I felt they were being a bit too harsh in the way the talked about it. Commentators are allowed too be opinionated, of course, but I was curious to see if anyone else was a bit put off by this, or if I'm just being irrational/oversensitive(sry in advance for it being four mins lol)
#please dont be rude thank you :)#yes i understand team orders and their place within f1 !!!#but they also annoy me and the type of attitude people like the guys in this clip have around them gets on my nerves a bit#using the word brat. fascinating.#somewhere in the paddock sebastian vettel himself sneezed#i guess i dont exactly feel like its 'deferential' for someone to be thanked??? everyone deserves praise?? theyre people too???#just bcs theyre drivers why does that inherently mean they dont deserve to be thanked for doing their job?#plenty of times drivers have just outright ignored team orders#and theres pleny of drivers who arent team players#so i dont get why its such a terrible thing for a driver to be thanked for being a team player#yeah sure its an common expectation BUT it is not a given. not at all#imo not every driver is gonna be okay w giving up their lead for their teammate#i feel like you could be like okay but im still contributing to the wcc if i win soooo?#idk theres such a weird ass balance between drivers having to be team players YET-#- simultaneously having their teammate as their biggest rival so to me the lines are blurred#cause. would they expect oscar to play this team game if he had just as many points?#also saying lando did him a favor at hungary. stfu.#but i digress. i think everyone has bias when it comes to this issue specifically#its like my post abt penalties. its terrible when it happens to your fav but the best thing to ever happen when it comes to your opp#f1#formula 1#2024 brazilian gp
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Why am I starting to commonly see some puritanical bullshit in form of esoteric speech? People talking about how having casual sex or having multiple partners “disrupts your own energy because many other energies entering your body will mess with yours” or how having sex with someone forms a “soul tie” and how that’s “giving a piece of yourself away”. Why the hell is purity culture and slut-shaming being repackaged as spirituality? Like, I completely get not being someone who finds casual sex appealing, but why does it have to come with the shaming of people who do?
#i’m also so over the bioessentialism that’s popping up everywhere but that’s another story#or the need to police people’s relationship and think of a thousand different insecurities within them#or how ‘traditional’ relationships are becoming more and more popular#and how many young striaght men expect their partners to perform ‘womanly duties’ and cook and clean#while so many young straight women are starting to agree that ‘men should provide’#I thought we were moving more towards equal and egalitarian partnerships and this is just sad to see#but i digress#queer#politics#spirituality#esoteric#purity culture#puritans
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i could research this instead of asking tumblr but also it’s a niche ass question so idk what google would even have to offer me…
does anyone know if there’s like. a reason i shouldn’t buy that hydrophobic spray the girlies get for their uggs and spray it on the inside of my shirts? like does it only work on suede? is it bad to be coming in regular skin contact with? any reason that it would be a bad idea really.
or like. if any other sweaty folk have tried this what were the results?
#hyperhidrosis#clothing care questions#DIY questions#i hate my life. my mom paid the $17 for the drysol medicaid wouldn’t cover so i don’t have an excuse not to go up north#despite up north sounding extra physically taxing on me this year with additional sensory overload due to the precarious plumbing situation#like man my heat intolerant hypertonic pelvic floor ass cannot shit in only a portapotty for 10 days and be well#i am gonna have to throw on a bathing suit to go out there like every time so i dont drench non-waterproof clothing in sweat#and the swimwear gets. somewhat of a wash in the water. dunno what imma do bout the pissy juice i only got 3 bathing suits that fit#and only 7 comfy pairs of underwear that are summer appropriate and comfy :/#for a 10 day trip no laundry capabilities idek if they have a laundromat within half an hours’ drive#not that i’ll have my car i will be getting basically kidnapped by my parents which nice no paying for gas! but also.#horrifying. i can’t leave… not even to find a laundromat. hopefully my cousins’ bnb has a washer and they give me a ride over to use it#bc also my shirts… my shirts get so sweaty… i can’f rewear my shirts unless i only wore them for like an hour…#sigh. i digress. i will not be trying this experiment until after if at all bc apparently we leave on thursday x.x#*PUSSY juice omfg
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shut the fuck up about sabrina carpenter. everyone get more dua lipa pilled RIGHT NOW
#only so many times i can try to open your fucking eyes to REAL ass pop music. you’re literally willfully ignoring my wisdom….#you know who wouldn’t drop two insanely disappointing pop albums within 2 years.#you’re literally not used to a female alpha. as she says. i digress.
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ok I hate to be that guy but it lowkey gets on my nerves when people are like “omfg look at this [character x character] scene!” or “new [character x character] art from the creator!!!!” And it’s literally just them standing next to each other
#This is a big thing in the haikyuu fandom IM SORRY I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND#I definitely see why people ship Kagehina and I think it’s cute#Even if i don’t ship it personally#But like. Them being within a 5 ft radius and people freaking out is kind of wild to me#But I digress#teas shitpost era#Please don’t get mad at me mamas
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I don’t know. I feel like maybe I can get so much mileage out of Weird in ssmyverse because I know that harusono’s got the chops for that sort of thing. just look at butai ni sake
you know
#was GOING to put the#It’s like I’m strangling him. exchange. but i figure if there’s anyone who hasn’t already read that far at least themselves#they should see it within the broader story first. but it’s SO fucking. WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!#HARUSONO HAS GOT THE CHOPS FOR IT!!!! HARUSONO COULD DO SOME KILLER HORROR-ADJACENT ROMANCE!!!!!#i’m very serious about this#dirtbrain digression
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whats your favorite era/season for wincest getting together
i don't have a particular preference when it comes to reading etc. because i think it can work for a variety of different reasons at many different points and within many different circumstances particular to whatever someone might want to think about or explore in an explicitly romantic or sexual context especially if you're doing it as more so an extension of their plutonic or familial dynamic or as something more separate, but personally, i prefer the former and i can see it happening during the later-seasons! particularly over the course of season eleven into season twelve with a bit of a precursor in earlier-season nine, specifically between 9.02 and 9.08 and some conflict about it relating to the moc in season ten. in my head, by the time mary tells them she's been working with the bmol it'd be established
something something the autonomy context of post-trials sam both in terms of gadreel and what sam's motivations behind the trials were and the headspace that leaves him with + the events of season ten and sam's assimilation into dean's ideal of their relationship/Sammy. there's also the particular conflict between dean and amara (+ sam and lucifer but that's secondary to dean in the idea of their relationship) and the way the dynamic foils sam and dean's that would 'affect' the progression of an idea of their relationship beyond one that's plutonic. also the way sam responds to it in 11.13‚ as much as it is a nonexploration of anything related to sam 🙄 i consider it as having context relating to his and lucifer's relationship as well as his many other experiences with autonomy violation and his understanding of it so i think it would be slow going or sporadic due to both their respective conflicts until season twelve <3
#to clarify i think his relationship with the mark -> amara is more so agency contextual so sam attempting to reach inward#at his relationship w autonomy fundamentally misses many marks. but that's not what this post is about#and sam doesn't actually get to extend those experiences towards dean so i digress#im not super interested in those respective relationships beyond how it reflects within sam and dean's relationship + the narrative#i have my better written best friends sam and the demon blood & samruby here to interest me already#quaerit
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I love giving my psychiatrist pause when I tell her that, no, I don't have a five year plan. I don't even have a one year plan. Hell, I barely have a one month plan.
#the fuck#is this that#foreshortened future#thing i've seen on here?#not sure how you can plan that far out#considering how little is within one's own control#but i digress
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I’m not trying to be a prick but there’s a lot of video essays in which the analytical work would, imo, benefit from examining the economical writing style and clarity of something like Dan Olson’s body of work.
#Dan is very VERY good at not only arguing with incredible clarity. but in having each step of the essay actually work towards building#his point without needless digression (I don’t mean jokes in the script etc but the actual analytical work)#tunes talks critical#Dan very often says a LOT but what he’s saying is carefully considered and meaningfully utilised within his work
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