#A Day in the Life of a Transfere

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.

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[userarmand]

You free? Yes. I-I... I am free.

[ganondoodle]

so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

[b0n3d0g]

thinking about Krauser right after he gets discharged from the hospital post operation Javier, how he would be just sent home with his life effectively over

I wonder if there were days his routine from years in the military slipped from between his fingers, and he'd just lay in bed, arm aching maybe occasionally pulling himself up to do small things only to end up lethargic and still in some other part of his lifeless apartment

I think about how that sort of helpless monotony would've driven him mad

[cream-and-tea]

writing apollinaire burnthestars backstory is kind of hilarious like what do you mean you’re becoming a teen dad to your own younger brother nobody asked you to do that

[strangeasf]

I know we all talking about bi buck right now but can I just say that I hope we'll see ravi begins soon??

[applescabs]

happy birthday to me i celebrated by looking at my favourite sequence of images in the world and crying over it at half past midnight.

[skinnypaleangryperson]

I haven't been feeling real all day today, my thoughts are disoriented, my sense of reality is none, I can barely move, I'm doing tasks on the surface and I'm getting through all the mundane dumb routines as I always am but in real life I am literally falling apart, and I can barely think or it feels straight and I feel like my body is one more bad mood or day away of being alone again of repetitive meaninglessness before I lose my mind and there's no way out of this hole. I can't explain how much pain I'm in, it's literally trancended comprehension. I'm not being melodramatic or exaggerating

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[missinglwt]

!! GIVING AWAY TWO STANDING TICKETS REGULAR ADMISSION FOR LOUIS AMSTERDAM SHOW TOMORROW !!

i put them up for resale on ticketmaster but since they haven't sold yet.. i rlly don't want them to go to waste. if you're struggling financially/ never gotten the chance to see louis before or know someone who deserves these tickets just lmk!!

[feyd-meowtha]

I want to finish up my lil 90s MOTA oneshot so bad but I got less than 4 hrs sleep last night and those were plagued by incomprehensible demons so my brain doesn't worrrrkkkkkkk

Not fair 😔

I'm so young, I have so much left to do, so much to live for... (Writing hifi nerd Kenny smiling at Curt with one of those 90s tooth gems)

[crescentmp3]

hi, me again. electricity was out

[t4tvglow]

it happened so early in the morning and i am STILL frothing with rage over this text my boss sent me

[kkbardd]

i made a tomodachi life of my OCs and all their exes (named “ex #1”, “ex #2” … etc.) and it’s the funnest thing ever

[barbylion]

Computer- how to read and write and game and sew and draw all in one day without deep fatigue?

[blep-pup]

How is Milou doing 🥺💖?

How are you?

Hello! Sorry for lack of updates! I'm currently traveling atm and Milou is staying with his dogsitter and his dog friend, Charlie

pic from the dog sitter

every morning they also pick up Nellie for walks

(Left=Nellie, Middle=Milou, Right=Charlie) Lol Milou's tail is blurred in this photo cuz he was wagging it so fast. He loves Nellie and her owners

I do apologize for the abysmal lack of updates, Life has been a bit crazy for me. But Milou is doing really good! He's a good boy! He's due for his yearly check up soon, he had his 2nd birthday back in July and 2nd gotcha day on September 23rd! I actually did make some videos to make screenshots of to share the celebration with you all but uhhh as I said... Life's been crazy for me

I have a lot of posts planned as soon as life calms down a bit, please enjoy these additional photos as an apology XD

asleep in my arms ^

Head tilt ^

and of course his signature BLEP ^

thanks for checking in! 🥺💖