#911 amir

[slycopersicum-in-disguise]

I am guessing that Amir was injured in the fire that started when Bobby was high.

On any other show I would assume Amir is going to try and murder Bobby when he makes the connection but this is 9-1-1, so even if he starts off with a little light murder attempt they'll probably hug it out by then end of the season.

(this is a good thing. That's what makes our wee woo show different from other emergency services dramas)

[jackwhiteprophetic]

We open for S8 and Amir turns up dressed as Bobby's dead wife as a funny revenge prank!!!

[deadnatura11]

Stay with me now:

- the next few episodes are Bobby & Eddie-centric

- we know Amir is connected to Bobby through the apartment fire in Minnesota through him being IN the building at the time of the fire

- we can *speculate* Amir lost his wife from the 7x08 post-episode trailer

- Amir has not forgiven Bobby for the fire he caused, for scarring him, for costing him his wife (he is still STUCK and has not PROCESSED his GRIEF)

- Eddie is cheating on Marisol with a woman, Kim, who looks like his dead wife Shannon

- Eddie, famously, has not processed his grief over losing Shannon and is STUCK as well and cannot self-actualize (ie be the person he's truly meant to be) he's in arrested development

- Bobby, too, is STUCK (despite moving away from killing himself, despite the true blame being on the faulty wiring of the space heater, and despite opening himself up to friends and finding love and family again) because the Minnesota fire plot line has yet to be fully resolved

I think the spec that there's a fire in the finale, a major fire, is not far off. Everyone wants Buck's loft to burn down. Well, what if -

Amir comes close to killing Bobby with the knife (if that's even him in the promo) but never gets the chance. He escapes despite a very moving convincing monologue from Bobby about moving on about how he lost his family in the fire, too, and even OFFERING Bobby the chance to kill him to make up for his sins. Amir is not swayed from his decision to get revenge/"retribution" for Bobby's past sins.

So.

Sooo.

Soooooooooo.

Amir decides to recreate the Minnesota apartment fire. Where? In Buck's building, in Buck's loft. With Buck still inside. So, in Amir's mind, Bobby can feel the pain of knowing he's responsible for more people's deaths anew because "death is too good".

And of course the 118 respond to the call. Of COURSE.

And as they're evacuating people inside they realize Buck's not there and, who rushes inside? Eddie and Bobby.

And they're stopped by Amir who holds them all at gunpoint because he refuses to let them save him and save Buck.

Cue another monologue from Bobby, this time more meaningful because he has put in the work to actually believe the words he says, maybe by speaking to his brother, ESPECIALLY from talking with his wife. And his talk about letting go of the past and moving on, trying to be a better person for yourself and those who you leave behind is what matters, things like that not only affects Amir but Eddie, too.

This time it works and Amir let's Eddie carry Buck out of his loft.

That leaves Bobby and Amir. Amir tells him to leave but Bobby says he won't do that. His job is to rescue people.

And Bobby helps Amir out of the burning building. He's arrested, sure, but he can begin the healing process.

As can another person, Eddie. Who is by Buck's side the entire way to the hospital and, after Buck is treated, offers him the couch at his place for the time being. If he hasn't broken up with Marisol and/or Shannon, he does so because he recognizes he is in no place to date because he doesn't know a) who he is or b) what he wants.

And Bobby? I think this helps him finally close the book on his trauma from Minnesota.

[ranbling]

I don't think Bobby being responsible for the apartmant fire is public knowledge ('cause I'm sure Taylor would have brought it up in s2, but correct me if I'm wrong)

I think the look we see in the stills from Amir (the burn unit nurse) is that he recognises Bobby. Not as someone who started the fire, but as someone he knows lost his whole family in the fire and still decided to go into fires every day to save others.

[echowithpain]

Alright, it's been a bit since 911 has a done an episode following one storyline (with a few flashbacks) and holy shit they deliver every time.

The first 10/10 episode of the season!!!! 🥳🥳🥳

Seeing Bobby's backstory with how he grew up/what his family was like... I... genuinely have no words.

I do, however, have words about the main story with Bobby trying to talk to Amir.

One of those words being "incredible". I was so invested in the absolute cinema that, you guys saw, I was barely commenting I was so engrossed. Just taking it all in.

(Again, fuck the promo for making it seem like Amir was gonna go psycho crazy on Bobby with repressed anger. I know the promos are made to get you excited about the next episode, but they could've just had Amir's speech at the AA meeting and Bobby going out to the desert and asking about Amir. But whatever, I'm not on the promo team)

One thing I can point out that I absolutely loved was when Amir told Bobby the reason he spoke up was because he was sizing him up, trying to see how someone who was responsible for so much loss and pain was able to carry on. "Pretty damn easy it seems." Bobby says "that's not actually true" but as Amir goes on about how Bobby was talking about how blessed he's been and how he doesn't want Bobby's apologies or any of his ways to make amends, Bobby doesn't jump in at any time and try to correct him about his own struggles.

He doesn't bring up how he lost his family, how he went even deeper into alcoholism, or how he had a book where he would write down the names of 148 people he saved as a way to make up for the 148 ones who died because of the fire he caused, and that once the book was filled he was gonna kill himself.

People are allowed to be angry. If you screwed up something in someone's life, intentionally or not, and they are angry at you for that, trying to put your perspective in how things went or trying to tell them how you've changed as a person since then is a fucking terrible thing to do because then you'd be invalidating their feelings and making it about you.

None of that.

He let Amir speak his mind and tell him his pain, even if he didn't know the whole story. If Bobby tried to correct him or interject about the fact that he actually suffered greatly, it would've felt like he was trying to make what Amir was saying seem almost irrelevant because "you're wrong, I was hurt by my actions too and I'm still trying to get over it just like you".

There are some people in this world who will never forgive you for some of the things you've done, whether it's genuine wrongdoings or petty bullshit. If you try to insert yourself into their life, just to bring up how wrong they are about you because you've changed/they don't have the full story or how they're being childish and need to just forgive you already, you're being an asshole.

Even when Bobby and Amir are in the hospital after everything's said and done and Bobby talks to him one more time, Amir even says "Please tell me you're not gonna keep coming back here until I forgive you because that's not-" before he gets cut off by Bobby saying he doesn't expect his forgiveness. Thank fuck.

Bobby just lets him know that he's heard him and he acknowledges the pain he's caused him. And while he does bring up he didn't just walk away from the fire, instead of taking that time to express his own loss and pain, Bobby just tells him that he's carried it with him every day and night since and that he knows there's nothing he can do to erase all the pain he's caused to Amir and the other families. He even proves that he's carried it with him by giving Amir his wife's info, including which number she was on the list of people who died in the fire. He doesn't make it about him, he keeps focus on the feelings of Amir and the others he's hurt, and I'm so thankful for that. Amir may never want to see Bobby again after this, and that's okay!

That is one thing I've gotten sick of seeing in cartoons/movies/tv shows/etc. The whole forcing forgiveness trope thing is so overdone and unnecessary. The amount of times I've seen people or characters doing the most horrendous stuff only to be forgiven by the people they've hurt because of "forgive and forget" and "letting go of the anger in their hearts so they can move on" is absolute bullshit. Or someone would've done something in their past and as a different person in the present, they go out of their way to track down the people they've hurt and won't leave them alone until they can see just how much they've changed as a person and eventually decide to forgive them.

Fuck off.

I was a bit worried at the beginning that that's where 911 was taking the story, but they didn't and I'm so fucking glad. They had their talk and while he didn't have to say anything, Amir tells Bobby that he became a nurse so he can do for others what he couldn't do the night of the fire and that's saving his wife. That's the last thing we hear from him. He could later tell Bobby he never wants to see him again, to get out of his life, or even to go fuck himself. We don't get full confirmation if he actually forgives him or not after their second talk, and you know what? I didn't mind that one bit.

If you've wronged someone and try to make amends for what you've done, no matter how big or small, but they never want to see you again, leave them be. If you've wronged someone and try to make amends, but they don't want to listen to you and instead decide to spend their life constantly reminding you of what you did and harassing you about it to make you feel bad, block them on social media and get a restraining order.

It's that simple.

(btw if we go into the next episode and Bobby is constantly checking up on Amir but Amir didn't forgive him or it turns out Amir is the one who set the grill(?) on fire outside of Bobby and Athena's place as a way to "get back at him" then I'm disregarding everything I'm saying about this episode and the score will plummet from a 10/10 to a 2/10. 911 I've got my eye on you.)

[swiftiesbuddie]

oh, god

[warpedpuppeteer]

Interesting how we have a man (Amir) who never got over his grief of losing his wife and is so consumed by it that he's willing to kill by going after a man (Bobby) who's found a way to process and live with his grief of losing his wife (and kids) and has even found another love of his life.

And then we have a man (Eddie) who hasn't processed the death of his wife properly enough so he is actively sabotaging himself and his current relationship by cheating with someone who looks like his dead wife in a desperate attempt to hang on to the memory of her.

I wonder if this attack on Bobby gives Eddie the perspective that he needs. Like, hey this is how bad grief can be if you don't work through it properly.

[queer-benoit-blanc]

I do get where people are coming from with the thing of Amir burning down Buck's building, but how is a relative outsider meant to identify Buck specifically as Bobby's pressure point

[papabearbobbynash]

Ok. Gonna wait a bit before judging because the episode is a week away, but if it's really just vengeful victim... if it's the case, i do think Amir's anger to Bobby is understandable and trauma can cause people to change and act really differently.

But i will be disappointed for the lack of creativity on the writers because we have been on this hill before.

I guess they want the new viewers to know it a bit more abt it as well, but i have mixed feelings about it, as i don't know what another vengeful victim would help on Bobby's recovery journey (unless the inded for him to spiral). However there seems to be new layers that are interesting though. Seeing this with a more focused on Bobby perspective rather than a mystery that culminates on it being related to him (serial bomber in S2). Also I'm interested on what seems like him revisiting the place (by what it seems like, sorta of exposition therapy like Maddie did?).

At least whump Bobby S7 seems like a real possibility so a win (to me at least)

[salemsvlog]

Honestly, I wouldn’t blame Amir if the becomes the s8 villain after everything they make him went through.

[watchyourbuck]

Amir saying ‘I walk alone’ is a play on Bobby’s own words I’m gonna throw up

[the-confessions-of-a-fangirl]

Amir best man, no notes

[deadnatura11]

BOBBY AND EDDIE BOTH WAKING UP TO BOMBS THAT BLOW UP THEIR HOMES?

[ranbling]

I love how they made Bobby save Amir's live and showed how Amir still choose not to forgive Bobby

[asexualtuckerfoley]

Oh god. Amir was hurt in the fire in Minnesota wasn’t he

[high-on-sonder]

I just realised, since Bobby was in a fire, he probably would've gotten burns. Amir's gonna be there and help him isn't he.