#7 months on t
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Life update(s): I’ve been getting gendered correctly way more often lately. Yesterday I used the men’s restroom at mcdonald’s for the first time. I had used a men’s single stall bathroom a couple times before but this was my first time using one with stalls and urinals. I also got a new job this week and I’m really liking it so far. And I had my testosterone and hematocrit levels checked a week ago and my hematocrit came back much higher than it had been before and my endocrinologist is concerned so I’m gonna have to get it retested. And my testosterone levels have dropped from 814 to 625 and that’s concerning to me but my endocrinologist doesn’t seem to be concerned because it’s still in the normal range
#trans man#ftm#trans#trans guy#transmasc#transgender#testosterone#closeted trans guy#t update#7 months on testosterone#7 months on t
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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fuck blaze, you will look at my cat for free right now
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regina just showed up in this outfit. IM FEELING MANY FEELINGS
#once upon a time#ouat#regina mills#season 7#ouat season 7#oh my god#im trying to apply transtape and its taking forever because i just keep staring at her#am i ovulating#i havent gotten my period in a couple months ??? im pre t btw
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writing patterns
tagged by @exhuastedpigeon ✨
rules: list the first line(s) of your last 10 8 posted fics and see if there's a pattern!
Buck's Coma vs. Real World Checklist
0.3k | rated G | multimedia art Turn over & look at the digital alarm clock. If the numbers can all be read, this is real. Try to breathe through a fully closed nose. If impossible, this is real.
morning glory
2.6k | rated E | buddie non-linear: the morning after the night before He wakes up slow as molasses trickling out of the pan. A line of warmth is searing down the length of him from the back of his neck to the ticklish points behind his knees. Buck can tell the sun is up too by the weak bands of light creeping their way over the bed and just inside his field of vision.
hope is a sword
5.5k | rated T | whumptober 2023 prompt #5, debris, pinned down, "It's broken." The next call sounds through their radios and A shift is in the engine as one in the next minute, all jammed in like sardines with sweat trickling down their backs, grins and bellies sharp with hunger. There’s no other place in the world Eddie would rather be (aside from his couch with his son and Buck, but that’s a story for another time).
proof of concept: ach tagais 'nós na hoíche
part 1 of a series | 8.2k | rated E | eddie helps buck through a bad drop Buck’s just closed his utensil drawer as softly as it will let him, hardly gripping the edge of the kitchen counter with his other hand, when his phone chirps. The unexpectedly piercing ding of his message tone rends straight through the eardrums, making him gasp and lose his grasp on the edge of the granite.
slouching towards bethlehem to be born
ch 3/8 | 23.7k | rated M | eddie is haunted by memories that don't belong to him Awareness blows through his eardrums and he’s rudely yanked back into the ability to chronicle two of his senses. “Come on, Eddie! Eddie, hang on. Eddie–” the pleading, formless voice blooms out and begs him.
eros
3.1k | rated E | buddie feelings realization and a demonstration They find themselves, like any other easy, lazy night, on Eddie’s couch. Buck looks over from his usual sprawl, attention already drifting past the moody resolve of John Wick choosing violence over the death of his dog Daisy on the Diaz’s TV screen.
slip like freudian
4.5k | rated T | slightly cracky: eddie is taught a lesson by a witch After a rather sideways, unusual morning, Eddie finally makes it to the station parking lot. He’s somehow five minutes early, so he allots three whole minutes to lightly smacking his head against the steering wheel.
how life goes on the way it does
ch 12/12 | 39.6k | rated E | buddie & past lives movie au Ravi’s just finished collecting the last of the devices ready for the probie charging pool when a woman with a wild halo of curls strolls into the station’s engine bay. “Hi! Can I help you with anything?” he calls out to her.
definitely love to set the scene with descriptions that i always hope can help you visualize...feel like you're plopped right in the middle of a scene with a character. also like to switch povs every time i switch fics. indivdually, i can't do multiple povs within one story though. i feel like i take my cues from screenwriting more than anything when i set out to put words on the page. this is making me hungry to blow dust off my fics again!
no pressure tagging: @kitkatpancakestack, @transboybuckley, @shitouttabuck, @eddiebabygirldiaz, @devirnis, @malewifediaz, @spagheddiediaz, @puppyboybuckley, @pirrusstuff, @cal-daisies-and-briars, @pantsaretherealheroes, @lemonzestywrites, @thewolvesof1998, @captain-hen, @rewritetheending, @athenagranted, @butchdiaz, @housewifebuck, @honestlydarkprincess, @homerforsure, @anakinfallen and anyone else who wants to! it's been an age and a half since i tagged anyone for anything. mwah! 💞
#t writes#t creates#writing patterns#buddie#wow. 7 months since i wrote my first fic!#but really 4 months since i've published on ao3#youchhhh
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I SCHEDULED MY FIRST PSYCHOLOGIST APPOINTMENT TO (HOPEFULLY) GET ON HRT
#doc said usually the process takes 4-5 sessions so we should be done in 6ish months#and then it's 5pm 24/7 bc it's t time motherfuckers!!!!
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GUYUYUYUYSSSS I NEED HELP idk what to say for my 8th, 9th, 10th and 11th month on T pls give me ideas
what I've done so far
1 yr will be "1 year of Frank n Furter making me a man" plsplspls I need ideas. nerdy shit, song references, literally anything 🙏🙏
#u can tell i ran out of ideas on 6 & 7 months i need a redemption#ftm#transmasc#trans pride#trans man#t update#lgbtq#lgbt#mcr#sallyface#transgender#trans joy#trans#emo#emo kid
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the husband AKSHDLAWRHL *cries*
without glasses!
#mystic messenger#mysmes#fanart#yoosung kim#yall since 7 years of playing this game this is my first time drawing for yoosungs bday T-T#and even now im almost a month late but still#commissions open#art comms open
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Growing!
Hair!
On!
My!
BELLY!!!!
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heyo! i have been. Incredibly busy with art fight last month and i figured id post some of the attacks I was most proud of here.
here is 3 for @blaiddraws!
some for @fourphoenixfeathers!
some for @ingo-ingoing-ingone!
me and @drag0n0fbutt3r traded a lot of attacks this year! here's two of mine!
and some ones i had a lot of fun with- in order, Pitdoom_ for the first two, @narikine, awoomode and @the-pocky-stix!
#ray's art#ray rambles#i had a lot of fun this year!#i did a total of 100 attacks last month#so im. absolutely exhausted lol#with being kinda burnt out and sick and also Other goings on irl#im probably not going to be working on much for a little#dw im sure ill be bored out of my mind soon enough hfujoehfgb#oh yes- i also got so many attacks and revenges this year#it made me so happy to see! i think me and dragon got to like. a chain of 23#and pitdoom and i got to around 7#i think ive improved a lot!#which makes sense seeing as sometimes id do upwards of 8 drawings in one day#i think my record was 12.#for the record: not all of my drawings this year were this quality#this is just the 15 out of 100 i liked the most#there's some others i kinda want to share... maybe later#OH SHOOT#tw blood#i nearly forgot T-T
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Did I mention T has made enough progress I can proudly say I'm participating in No Shave November this year for the first time? I love my shitty T 'stache
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i apparently lied molly is NOT going to appear in the next chapter but jason will. no i do not know what im doing. i may write outlines but they like appear in the story after so much fucking meandering oh my god
#sophie speaks#series:www#this guy keeps popping up why is he here#yes i am writing a fic about him but like hes not supposed to be here#god i wish my brain worked#this is too hard#T-T#one day this chapter will be done and then the next one will take 7 months im sure but yknow by the time we're all like 500 years old and#part robot im sure ill finish arc 1 of what we want#kill me#just fuckin. fuckin try :))
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i love your blog sm you are carrying the marvey fandom
THANK YOU IM HONORED LOL!!! that's what obsession does to a mf...
#t's inbox#thanks anon!#been stuck in marvey hell for the past 7 months and i'm not seeing a way out
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naked lady, naked man
he/him
#mine#aboutme#i wasnt naked. sorry !#flowers#photography#transmasculine#top surgery#queer#t4t#i am 4 yrs 7 months post top surgery and like 6.5 years on t#trans#testosterone
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#alia talks#turning 25 this month and I was having some semi existential crises this month#but I was thinking#when I was 18 I dropped out of [prestigious uni] half way thru first sem bc I couldn’t hack it#stayed T home and did community college for 3 years before transferring to [comparatively mid tier ranked] uni#I used to feel so much shame over it#And fear over whether or not I’d get a job move out etc#But now that I’m halfway thru my 20s I’ve been looking back#and as of right now I’m the only person in my family with health insurance#One of the things my parents used to warn me about was that by age 26 you cannot be in your parents insurance in the USA#So by that point I needed to have a full time job#And I used to be scared ghat I’d never make it#And now I’m a year away from 26#And I’m employed full time w health insurance coverage#Meanwhile both my parents are currently unemployed/self-employed#And most likely cannot ever get a full time job for [reasons]#And my younger sibs don’t have health insurance due to being uni students#(I mean they do through their college maybe)#Just that currently in my family I’m the only one with health insurance through my job#Something I was afraid I wouldn’t have at this age or something that I’d lose#And after nearly 7 years of having ShameTM over it
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I AM CRYING JUST ONE WEEK??? WHAT? WHY? I am I am not complaining but like… I thought I had more time to mentally prepare myself but no.
Nevermind y’all I just like the fact that season3 is here no matter when is out 🥹
#WHAT YOU MEAN 7 DAYS???? IT WAS GOING TO BE OUT IN A MONTH 10 DAYS AGO AND NOW IN A WEEK???#T-T#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#blue exorcist manga#ao no exorcist manga#blue exorcist anime#ao no exorcist anime#blue exorcist season 3#ao no exorcist season 3#blue exorcist illuminati arc#ao no exorcist illuminati arc#anime#manga#blue exorcist season 3 is coming in 7 days#can’t wait for this#at1nys blog
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