#6x06 spec

[watmalik]

I kinda want to see Tim Bradford have an Eddie Diaz break down (sorta).

Because A) I'm a horrible person that love/hates angst and B) I also want for Tim to start breaking those walls around him. Like he clearly still loves Lucy, eyes never lie, and I need this conflict of: Loving her enough to let her go yet I still want to be with her to eat him up so he can see, really see, he has deeper issues that doesn't necessary need solutions maybe at this time, but he has to be made aware of them.

I think right now that's the only way he would see what's actually happening and perhaps correct the mistake he did of breaking up.

I do feel as though the break up was a mistake, I think I saw an article where Eric says Tim broke up with Lucy as a heat of a moment type of thing/ at the moment type of realisation, instead of Tim walking out the station with that purpose in mind and I agree 🤷🏽‍♀️

[sijetaismoi]

Fanfiction Masterlist

Quick intro. I'm Anne, I'm French, and I'm leaving my thirties (best decade so far) in a few months. I was introduced to the Rookie when my husband saw that it starred Nathan Fillion (The Captain, as he calls him fondly). That was last year. We binge-watched five seasons just in time for season 6 to begin. I cannot begin to tell you how it changed my life, or how it gave back something that I thought was lost for ever. I started writing again, after 5 years of an absolute dry spell. And when I started, I couldn't stop. I love these characters so much, that's insane.

Anyway. Here we go. Here are all the works I've written so far. I'm going to order them by publication date first, then in chronological order regarding the timeline and/or the "series" they belong to.

~ By publication date (from most recent) ~

To remain undisclosed

Don't fear the Reaper

A-C-H (Anyone Can Happen)

In every universe

A redo

Drawing rainbows and making cherry earrings

I heard you

Cohabitation

The Groupie and her Bodyguard

Heatwave

Dangerous games

Creating new memories

Soothing Aloe

Another wedding with you

What's in a name?

Thank the nanoparticles

I have feelings for you

Practice makes perfect

New ink

Meet the Chens

Smitty, Matchmaker Extraordinaire

Two men, beers and a talk

Here for you

Chenford shipper

Something's changed about you

7 stages

Spousal privilege

Nineteen days

Without a word

Lucy's personal box of personal things

Little things

What if you say no?

Can I have this dance?

~ Following the timeline ~

Season 7

Don't fear the Reaper (speculation)

A-C-H (Anyone Can Happen)

A redo (speculation)

Season 6

Drawing rainbows and making cherry earrings (post 6x10)

The Groupie and their Bodyguard (post 6x10)

Dangerous games (post 6x10)

Creating new memories (post 6x10)

Soothing Aloe (post 6x10)

Thank the nanoparticles (post 6x10)

New ink (post 6x10)

Another wedding with you

Heatwave (post 6x10)

I heard you (post 6x10)

Cohabitation (post 6x10)

Smitty, Matchmaker Extraordinaire (post 6x10)

Two men, beers and a talk (post 6x09)

Here for you (post 6x08, spec for 6x09)

7 stages (post 6x07)

Spousal privilege (post 6x06)

Can I have this dance? (6x02)

Season 5

Practice makes perfect (post 5x12)

Chenford shipper (post 5x01)

Season 4

Something's changed about you (4x18)

Season 3

I have feelings for you (post 3x09)

Nineteen days (post 3x08)

Pre-canon

To remain undisclosed

Somewhere in a post-break-up era or an alternate universe where they didn't break-up (written before the break-up)

What's in a name?

Meet the Chens

Without a word

Lucy's personal box of personal things

Little things

What if you say no?

Alternate universe

In every universe

~ By series ~

Summer of Small Doses

Drawing rainbows and making cherry earrings

I heard you

Cohabiation

The Groupie and her Bodyguard

Heatwave

Dangerous games

Creating new memories

Soothing aloe

Thank the nanoparticles

Also, if you'd like to prompt me, please do! I don't promise I'll write it, but I'll try if it is something I'm comfortable with.

[abbiesficrepository]

911 Season 6

sofa, so good (6x01 coda)

a mile further (or ten) (6x02 coda)

walking around with your heart (i think this was 6x05 spec)

buddie hoover missing scene (6x04)

plenty of time (6x06 coda)

these tangled threads (6x11 spec)

different now (6b spec)

6x10 coda

they don't call it texas hold'em for nothing (6b spec)

untitled 6x11 spec

on couches and the universe (6x11 coda)

thirteen threads (6x12 companion)

everything, always (6x13 spec)

a fraction of everything (6x14 spec)

nothing's the same except everything (6x15 coda)

[okmcintyre]

Oh god, do you think Clarke will be experiencing being trapped in Josephine's subconscious as being trapped in Mt. Weather again? Like, it's a representation of her situation, so she's stuck there?

That's *exactly* what I think is going to happen anon! (It's like you can read my mind!)

I think that Clarke's consciousness is going to have to fight her way through "her demons" starting in MW to retake control of her body. Like a cool replay of S1-5, but this time with Clarke finding forgiveness in herself.

At first: I really thought it would be Bellamy & the delinquients that save her... but seeing the direction he's going (via last night's sneak peek) I think Clarke don't call her Wanheda for nothing Griffin is going to save herself. Force Josephine to contend with host that fights back, for a change (maybe even has to "share" the body as she breaks through, oooh that would be epic with Eliza at the helm!😮) and by the end of 6x07 Clarke will essentially kick Jo out of her mind and force her into another host.

I've heard theories too that we may see Clarke "peaking through"in the next few ep's... maybe we will get glimpses of her taking back control slowly, starting with a twitch or a phrase that is clearly NOT Josephine. That would be neat.

In my shamelessly bellarke headcanon: Jo tries to kill Bellamy and right at the last second, she finds herself frozen and unable to move-that's when Bellamy and the audience will KNOW that Clarke Griffin is still alive and fighting. Maybe, lol. In any case, I can't wait!!

[fixchick]

Guys so my Chinese professor said this about the chinese symbols and honestly i have so many thoughts.....

Its aplarently also an old song:

[historyofshipping]

I 100% think Bellamy is being peaceful because of his promise to Clarke to take care of Madi

He's already done it once. (6x03)

He knows what it's like to do anything for one person, and Clarke put Bell on level with Madi.

The fact that Madi comes down right after he says "we do what Clarke would've done. We survive."

Her two main reasons for living after praimfaya were Madi and Bellamy. There is no way in hell Bell is going to let a damn thing happen to Madi.

So he's playing nice... until he realizes they can bring Clarke back OR Madi is in trouble.

[bellamiblaeke]

a part of me still thinks that Murphy has another plan but is keeping it to himself. Yeah sure it seems like the Murphy thing to do, to save his own ass, to become immortal...but there’s something about this whole thing that makes me keep second guessing him and getting suspicious but in a good way because Murphy cares about everyone, including Clarke, especially Spacekru, so if say Emori doesn’t like this idea, will he tell her why he wants to do what he wants to do, and it’s not because of what he saw while he was “dead” or to save his own ass again (so he says or as he always puts it) or will he keep this to himself and we will just have to go along and see what happens with Murphy in all of this?

I might be wrong about this, but Murphy is playing a different game here and I don’t think he is entirely on Josephine’s side here. But he wants everyone to think and be convinced that he is.

[wankadi]

when do yuou think clarke is gonna come back?

I am honestly voting for 6x07, next week.

In the promo, I don’t know if you have seen it, or don’t want to simply, but there is only Clarke fighting in her head, and the moment where she lays in bed, bleeding from her nose. Bed is the one where Josephine was in the end of 6x06.(pillow fabric guess).

The look in Clarke’s eyes, because I am almost sure it’s her waking up, are so different from Josephine’s. Not certain, lost.

And it would be an ideal parallel for 3x16 where Clarke comes back from the City of Light, with her nose bleeding! The same thing might happen here. While Clarke fights in COL chip/Josephine’s chip, her real body was unconscious, on the edge of dying.

Also having the feeling because of Eliza and the fact that her favorite episode this season is, surprise-surprise, 6x07!

Bonus: “Nevermind” (6x07) is said to be most likely the “Nevermore” (3x11) parallel, where it was Raven who was possessed by Alie, and they took her back!

This arc can’t last for very long because there is so much more to tell this season! The anomaly, the old man, all of those biblical references and literally those consuming people trees that are “charged” by people’s lives.

(throw me the ask about the last episode here!)

[anthfan]

6x06-spec fic

A/N: This is a fluffy little (literally-it’s about 800 words) domestic thing that popped into my head and I think we could all use a fluffy little domestic thing right about  now. 

Enjoy! 

Oliver quietly closed and locked the door behind him, expecting to walk into a dark living room. Instead he found the flickering glow of the muted tv and Felicity and William on the couch.

“Hey,” he said as softly as he could, letting his bag and the suit jacket draped over his arm fall silently fall to the floor. “I didn’t know you’d be here.”

Felicity sat cross legged on one end of the couch, hair down and wearing the pajamas she’d left there the week before. More and more of her belongings were finding their way into his home and he couldn’t be more happy. Everytime he heard her key in the lock his heart skipped a beat.

She gave him a soft smile as he half sat on the arm next to her. Carefully she closed the tablet she’d been working on and leaned forward to set it on the table so she didn’t disturb William.

His son was fast asleep on the other end of the couch, feet extended until they almost touched Felicity’s bent leg. Her left hand rested on William’s ankle and Oliver wondered if he’d been having more nightmares.

“There is a very important math quiz on Monday so I came over for some extra review and then I got your text that you were going to be back late.” she said with a little shrug, head bent back to look up at him as she leaned into him slightly, “He wanted to wait up for you and I did too so...I told Raisa I could handle things. He also thought he’d make it past the third inning but he totally didn’t.” she said with a nod to the tv that was now showing the post game recap.

“I tried to get back earlier--” he replied, a wave of guilt cresting over him that William had stayed up late waiting on him. He’d barely made it three weeks before leaving him and ending up in the middle of something that could have gotten himself killed which was exactly what he promised his son wouldn’t happen.

A strong tug on his hand pulled him from his thoughts. Oliver looked down to see Felicity studying him as her thumb brushed back and forth over his knuckles. “You did what you needed to do. He gets that.”

“Yeah,” he huffed out roughly, his free hand scraping through his hair as he tried to believe what she was telling him.

Then she was on her feet, giving his hand a squeeze before turning to cover William more securely with the blanket he’d been using.

“You look exhausted.” Felicity murmured as she took a step forward to wrap her arms around his middle, “You wanna tell me all about your adventures with Slade. Preferably while we’re in bed.” she said, fingers lightly tracing along the edge of his open shirt collar.

“Should I move him?”

She looked over her shoulder towards William who still slept soundly, “Let him stay. You can make him pancakes in the morning. And me. You can make me pancakes in the morning too.”

He couldn’t help the smile that broke across his face as he gazed down at her, eyes bright and playful behind her glasses, lower lip captured between her teeth. She knew exactly what she was doing and he loved her even more for it.

“I can definitely do that.”

“But first I need to hear all about how Slade’s kid is really a bad guy. Not that I’m that surprised. I mean when you told me he was the head of the Jackals it was kind of shocking-not as shocking as it was to Slade I’m sure- but if you let that sit for a minute it’s not that hard to believe.”

“You really didn’t like me going to help Slade, did you?” he asked as they headed for the bedroom, Felicity pausing long enough to turn off the tv and turn on a single light in the kitchen so William wasn’t left in darkness.

“I don’t trust him. But like I told you, I understand why you needed to go. I’m just glad you’re back.”

As he pushed open the bedroom door he pulled her tighter, lips brushing the top of her head, “Me too.”

Then her hands were on his buttons as she walked him backwards further into the room, foot reaching behind to close the door after them, “Actually, maybe we save the Slade story for a little later, and put our time to better use, because I missed you,” she said as her mouth moved down the side of his throat with little nips and licks, “And because it’s been days. And because--”

“Because I love you,” he finished for her, hands slipping under the edge of her shirt to find warm bare flesh.

“Oh yeah, that’s a really good reason too.”

The soreness and exhaustion were forgotten as he picked her up, always delighted by the little squeal she let out as he lifted her.

He was home.

[megslovesbooks]

A small 6x06 spec fic.

I’m so stressed y’all.

🫠

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Hen watches her team…her friends…disapear through the smoke filled doorway and begins to count.

one-onethousand

Part of her knows why Bobby told her to stay outside, even if she were still technically a member of the LAFD, she’s too close to the situation, it would be too easy to make a mistake, to risk her team or herself. And she would, she knows she would, she would take any risk, pay any price, if it meant knowing Karen got to go home to Denny at the end of the day.

two-onethousand

Denny. The name stirs something in the core of her being. She should go to him, make sure he’s ok, try to comfort his worries as much as she is able. Her feet stay rooted to the spot, gaze fixed on the now empty doorway. She loves her son, no matter what happens today she will fight to her last breath to protect him. But something deep in her chest is whispering if she looks away, if she drops her vigilance for a moment, even for something as precious as her darling child, then Karen will be lost to her forever. Somehow she knows, without doubt or explanation, that her wife is trapped in a dark labyrinth of smoke and death, and if Hen gives up now, the golden thread between them will snap, and she will be lost forever.

three-onethousand

Any moment. Any moment she’ll see them coming back through the door, coming back to her. So she watches. And she waits. And she counts.

[clarkgriffon]

Look, my dudes. I’m a pessimist, I’ve always been very real about that and the fact that I find it dangerous to get too hopeful about things... but after 6x06, I’m finding it hard not to be.

I mean, just looking at the bare bones of the episode, all of Bellamy’s scenes were him mourning Clarke. All of them. He’s crying or tearing up in almost every shot. He goes back and forth between defeated and righteous anger, but he never stops looking like he’s about to cry. We have never seen a reaction to a death on a show like this.

There are two that come close, and they’re still different. The first is Clarke mourning L/exa, in that she gets multiple moments throughout the back half of season 3 and the episode where she cries with her mother in 4x01, but still, with so much else going on plot-wise, Clarke doesn’t have time to mourn L/exa besides those little moments, and I really feel the only moment that even gets close to Bellamy’s reaction to Clarke’s death in 6x06 is L/exa’s actual death in 3x07 and the break down with Abby in 4x01.

The other one is Octavia mourning Lincoln, which also comes close, but Octavia’s mourning is so warped that it’s hard to compare. There are certain moments that strike me as similar- one being her watching Lincoln be shot (3x09) and the other being when she gets his journal and cries over his body in Demons (3x12). But that’s still just two scenes, and the rest of Octavia’s mourning is warped by numbness and revenge.

We’ve still never had anything close this. An entire episode where the entire purpose of Bellamy’s screen time was to emphasize his loss. There’s no ambiguity there either, like with many Bellarke scenes. There’s nothing to imply, it’s stated. Bellamy says, “Not Clarke.” He says they do what Clarke would’ve wanted. He tells Murphy that Clarke cared about him. Russell referenced the loss of a loved one, and Clarke is the only one who’s died. 

If this was Bellamy’s reaction losing her- can you imagine getting her back? The amount of sheer emotion that’ll come from that reunion? It’s hard for me to imagine a universe where that doesn’t push Bellarke into action - or at the very least, a universe where that doesn’t cue to E/cho that her boyfriend is deeply in love with this other individual and she is now back from the dead (again). So, yeah, I’m spec-ing it. Even if there’s no canon Bellarke this season - which I’m not not saying will happen - I think that Clarke’s return will have to be the catalyst for the B/E breakup.

If they handle Clarke’s return with even half the emotion of Bellamy’s reaction to her loss, I don’t see a universe where B/E can continue.

[mllersjoel]

6x06 spec fic?

JUST A WARNING i havent read these haha :D

our love is six feet under - 4.7k

Death is not peaceful. Not at all like she expected it to be. Not like she hoped for all the lost souls she had sent to death’s door—some deserving, some not.

Clarke had welcome her own death once. This time is different. She had hope for something better than violence and struggling to survive. She was so close to forgiving herself. So close to a true glimpse of happiness, she clings on that much harder when the darkness reaches out to her.

No, Clarke screams inside her mind. A single tear rolls down her cheek. She’s not done fighting yet. She’s not done living.

...

Post 6.05 Speculation. Clarke fights to come back to herself.

upon waking - 5.9k

Clarke woke with her head screaming with pain and light. Her last memory, of Russell’s face hovering above hers, was so fresh it was seconds ago. Her vision was still splotchy, the purple undulating haze over her vision popping as she heaved in breath. Arms held hers locked back behind her, she felt pressure on her shins from someone pressing her down and holding her in place. She blinked down hard and tried to clear her line of sight, and slightly rough, calloused hands pushed her wet hair back and pulled her chin up.

“Clarke?” Bellamy. She let out a heavy shuddering breath as his familiar face came into view. “Clarke, please,”

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a one-shot what if story post 6x05 and josephine taking over clarke's body. lots of feelings on all sides, and what I think clarke would actually be feeling if someone walked around in her skin. it's short, it's fluffy, it's a hurt/comfort emotional ride. I couldn't get it out of my head, so here you go.

there are no gods (so we cannot be them) - 2.6k

She’s not Clarke. God, she’s not Clarke. But that last word snaps what’s left of Bellamy’s heart into pieces.

Together. A lever.

Together. A starry night and a leap of faith.

Together. A betrayal.

Together. A new planet.

It’s always together. It’s always the two of them. It’s always him, and it’s always her.

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Bellamy goes on a quest to bring Clarke back.

I read and enjoyed this one haha.

Want a bellarke fic rec? Drop me an ask!

[aosficnet2]

July Writer 2 Writer

Writer 2 Writer (W2W) is @aosficnet2‘s way to bring AoS fanfic writers together to promote community and showcase the work of our talented members.

All works posted in June 2019. Please read the warnings and tags on individual fics.

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and the rocks melt with the sun by @besidemethewholedamntime (Fitzimmons, G, 1348 words) What if the S6 Fitzsimmons reunion had happened differently? They both still have a lot of feelings to work through. This slightly angsty fic (spoiler alert: it has a happy ending!) has Fitzsimmons tackling their issues head on in a really heartfelt, raw and beautiful way.

second time around by @accio-the-force (Fitzsimmons, T, 3.2k words) Jemma and Fitz's love story spans 74 years,  two marriage proposals, and friends that are human and Chronicom. This piece is brimming with love, and is a must read!

our hearts are heavy burdens (we shouldn’t have to bear alone) by @bobbimorseisbisexual (Huntingbird, T, 40k words) This perfect fairytale AU features a badass Queen Bobbi and the mysterious knight Sir Hunter. It brilliantly shows how strong our Queen Bobbi can handle anything thrown her way and how, at the end of the day, love really does conquer all.

and the countryside not caring by @rathxritter​ (fitzsimmons, T, 3483 words) This beautifully crafted historical AU shows that Fitz and Jemma will always be drawn to each other, no matter the circumstances - even with Fitz on the verge of going off to war. Angsty yet very sweet!

veritas by @whistlingwindtree​ (Quakerider, T, 1612) I would recommend this fic because it shows what life could be like if Robbie had stayed on and worked for Shield, and continued his relationship with Daisy, and how they could take the next step in their relationship together. Done in a slightly different way than you'd think, it’s a highly enjoyable read with several laughs and multiple cute moments!

step into my fractured fairy tale (it is magical but dark as well) by @lilsciencequeen (Fitzsimmons, T, 2255 words) This is a spec fic written prior to 6x06, and while it is now an au of that episode, it is a brilliant story that has a lot to say on what love is and is not, and how we deal with past traumas and what we risk if we don’t face them. This is a beautiful example of what fanfic as a genre is capable of.

reunited (and it feels so good) by @apathbacktoyou (Mackelena, M, 1.1K) A delightfully cracky fic that displays what might've actually happened on the show - since Elena's too high to remember anything accurately. Featuring wonderful character actions and dialogue that will make you laugh, this fic can't be missed!

torque by @sunalsolove (fitzsimmons, E, 12189) An absolutely brilliant (and wildly historically inaccurate) Viking AU: Jemma is a Viking shieldmaiden with zero chill, and Fitz is a Scot who gets kidnapped by her (or pretty much kidnaps himself) and their dynamics are spot on! The use of patronymics and the use of language are also worth mentioning.

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[okmcintyre]

Predictions for 6x06

Because I love to be wrong! Edited post s6

Gaia is going to see through Jo this week

Maybe Echo too? Jordan?

Murphy is going to be all kinds of guilty. Bellamy might punch him. Then he goes to drink away his pain. He might switch back sides if Abby or Jordan are put at risk?

Bellamy is going to be the most angry we've ever seen him. Yelling, throwing a fit... but I don't think he'll be able to physically harm Josephine.

Russell is going to start to regret bringing her back because she's obviously becoming the crazy we know she is.

Abby is going to have more sass!

The dog will bite Jo (a girl can hope?)

The last scene will cut to Clarke in Mount Weather, as seen in the trailer, to set us up for her story next week.

[yourereallyhere]

Together

BELIZA MARRIAGE KILLED ME. THAT SNEAK PEAK KILLED ME. WE'RE GETTING HEART BELLAMY BACK. TO SAVE HIS WIFE. YES. I AM SO EXCITED. THIS IS ALL SO GREAT. so I wrote a short 6x06 spec sorta thing ???

you can find it on ao3 or under the cut !!! hope you enjoy and come freak out with me in my inbox !!!!!!

He rubbed a hand down his face and let out a shaky breath. The room was a goddamn mess. He had gotten so good at controlling his anger but he just... broke. They took her. Clarke, Clarke, Clarke. Her name raced through his mind as he yanked on the chains binding his hands with no success. The door was too far and he had settled for yelling, banging on the walls, throwing paintings, chairs, anything that would make noise. Anything that would let someone know that he was here. It was all he could do to focus on something other than Clarke and the rage bubbling inside him. Yes, he was stuck in this room, but he was also trapped in his thoughts. He was helpless just as Clarke had been as she was ripped out of his arms once again. He should have been there for her. He could have stopped this if he was. The tears in his eyes that had started forming when he was paralyzed hadn’t stopped since and the image of the most important and beautiful face he had ever seen leaning over him was ingrained in his brain. And not in the way he had imagined it countless times before. This time it brought him only horror and pain. So much pain. Because that wasn’t Clarke.

According to the sunlight shining through the window two days have passed since the night Josephine Lightborne had exposed herself. The sun was setting for the second time since he’d been dragged here by the body snatcher and her guard, and Bellamy began to wonder how nobody had found him yet. Were they wondering where he was? Had Josephine lied to them about his whereabouts? Had she taken Madi now that she knew she was a nightblood? Had his family been taken and chained up just like him, fearing for their lives, waking up as soon as they caught themselves dozing off, avoiding the meals they had been given meal after meal?

He couldn’t help but wonder how long ago it had been that she was… killed. Even after years of believing she was dead it was too much to even think of that word. She was alone, again. Was it while he was out at the ship bringing Madi to her? While Clarke was meeting with Russell and Simone? His heart aches thinking of the girl losing her mother. But it couldn’t be. They didn’t even know she was a nightblood yet. And Clarke had apologized for leaving him in Polis after that. Josephine couldn’t have known about that. Clarke was still herself then; he was sure of it. Could it have been before the party? Maybe it wasn’t really Clarke dancing with the doctor at the Naming Day celebration. He quickly shook that memory away. What kind of man thinks about the familiar tug on his heart at seeing his… friend with another man when that friend’s body had been taken over by another consciousness? When that friend was supposedly gone? Only once the door opened did he realize he had made his way down to his knees. He released the hair from where his hands held on tightly on top of his head. Josephine walked in, shutting the door behind her and he quickly rose to his feet. A stern look took over his face and he crossed his arms over the chains. Be strong. For her. She handed him a bottle of water and smiled. But it wasn’t a Clarke smile. He could just tell. Clarke’s smile wasn’t a malicious one, built on pride from causing pain. Hers was built on years of finding the light through trauma. It was built on hope. We’re still breathing. He breathed in deeply, steadying himself. How could this woman just wear Clarke’s face? It disgusted him. His best friend seemed so close, yet she was light years away. “How you holding up?” She asked though she seemed uninterested in his answer. He released something between a heavy breath and a snort and turned away from her. “Wow. That good, huh?” She laughed and something about that squeaky sound that so contrasted Clarke’s hearty one got to him.

“How do you think I’m doing?” He yelled. “You’ve kept me locked up here for days. You took my best friends life — you took it over!” If looks could kill, Josephine would have reduced to a frivolous pile of ashes before him. He was fuming, chest heaving, eyes ablaze.

She seemed shocked at his anger for a moment before collecting herself. “Best friend…” she lifted a skinny finger up to her chin. “Is that what they call it these days?”

Bellamy felt heat rise to his cheeks on their own accord. She sensed his reaction and moved closer, slowly moving the finger up his chest. He flicked it away. “Don’t. Don’t touch me. Don’t you dare.”

If she had processed that he had threatened her, she didn’t seem to mind. She continued to press on his nerves, whittling away at his patience bit by bit.

“Tell me, Bell,” she started. His jaw clenched at the familiar nickname. A reminder of the other important woman in his life, another one he couldn’t protect, another one he’d lost. “Does it bother you?”

“Which part?” He huffed. This was all too fucked up. Even for him, and he’d seen some really fucked up things.

“You have to look at a girl you love, knowing that it’s not her.” She chuckled. “I mean, I shouldn’t say girl, really. You should see what I look like under here. Because damn.”

“Stop it. You have no right to talk about her.” His nails dug into the skin of his palm so hard he was sure the skin had broken.

She ignored his comment. “What am I even saying? You probably have. Before you caught on you should have seen your face when you looked at me. John was right. Blah di blah ‘I’m Clarke’ blah di blah ‘everyone hates me’. Except you. God, I’ve never even met the poor girl and she’s already depressing me.”

“Shut up!”

That got her attention. She let go of the strands of hair she twirled between her fingers. “Face it, Bellamy. Clarke’s dead.”

“No.”

“No, what? She’s gone. Finito. Dunzo. Bit the dust. You might as well help me. I can keep your people safe. We can make everyone nightbloods, together.”

Together.

Leading the hundred.

Together.

Pulling the lever at Mount Weather.

Together.

Against the City of Light.

Together.

In head and in heart.

Together.

Thoughts of Clarke bloomed in his chest, giving him the strength he needed to hold himself back from destroying the body that once held so much life and love. It now only showed evil. Clarke’s smile and laugh. The smell of her hair as he tucked his face into her neck. Her pointed gaze when she was angry. The way she pursed her mouth when she couldn’t figure something out. The light in her eyes when she learned something new. The perpetual support she provided when he was desperate for comfort. The unstoppable ambition and determination to take on the responsibilities that had constantly been forced onto her. No. This was not the Clarke he knew. The Clarke he knows. She is strong and brave and always finds her way out of the trouble she faces. She’s been through worse. She’s been through hell and back again and again and each time she comes back more powerful than the last. It never ceases to amaze him. This mind drive is no match for Clarke Griffin, and even if by some unlikely chance it is, it wouldn’t be for the both of them, together.

He met Josephine’s eyes in a wrecked yet confident and utterly passionate gaze — one he had often used for Clarke herself, but not for intimidation. He was gonna get her back. No matter what.

“Together with you? Never.”

[yiangchen]

has anyone read any good 6x06 blarke spec fics? because im bored